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    Love, Lust & Longing: The Pastor's Daughter
    Love, Lust & Longing: The Pastor's Daughter
    Love, Lust & Longing: The Pastor's Daughter
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    Love, Lust & Longing: The Pastor's Daughter

    By J Asheley Brown

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    Brian is a young black guy, a church boy, walking the straight and narrow. His father is absent from the home but his mom is a hardworking woman providing well for the two of them. All is normal in Brian's world until the fateful night he crosses paths with April, his secret crush, who happens to be the Pastor's daughter.

    One kiss, one mistake, brands Brian a rapist and his life suddenly changes. Years later he is still struggling with the shame and the lie that rocked his world. A chance encounter with April causes his rage to erupt but now she is the one standing in need of his support. Will he strike back at her out of anger or will he embrace her in love?

    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherJ Asheley Brown
    Release dateJul 21, 2018
    ISBN9781386106166
    Love, Lust & Longing: The Pastor's Daughter
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    J Asheley Brown

    J Asheley Brown has self published over 50 books ranging from poetry to young adult fiction and everything inbetween. He is the Creator and Editor-in-chief of a poetry publication called Poet Speak Magazine which is both an online and print magazine. When he is not busy writing he is creating and designing book covers for his company, J ASH B DESIGNS. The hardworking author is a man of faith and also a musician.

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      Love, Lust & Longing - J Asheley Brown

      Love, Lust & Longing: The Pastor's Daughter

      J Asheley Brown

      Published by J Asheley Brown, 2018.

      This is a work of fiction. Similarities to real people, places, or events are entirely coincidental.

      LOVE, LUST & LONGING: THE PASTOR'S DAUGHTER

      First edition. July 21, 2018.

      Copyright © 2018 J Asheley Brown.

      ISBN: 978-1386106166

      Written by J Asheley Brown.

      Table of Contents

      Title Page

      Copyright Page

      CHAPTER ONE | Lusting after your flesh, | Longing to love your heart...

      CHAPTER TWO

      CHAPTER THREE

      CHAPTER FOUR

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      Further Reading: Sincerely, Sinner

      Also By J Asheley Brown

      About the Author

      CHAPTER ONE

      "Lusting after your flesh,

      Longing to love your heart..."

      I AM A CHRISTIAN. Well, at least some of the time. I was a sinner too and I know that’s a full occupation. I was raised to believe that you could not be both. Either you start out as one and grow into the other or you maintain the way you began.

      I was demon-spawned. That’s what my childhood pastor called me after he caught me and his daughter going at it pretty hot and heavy behind the church recreation center. I hate that he caught us because April was the first girl that fully aroused me. Up until that point, I thought I was gay.

      I was twelve years old and I didn’t think about girls at all, not like my

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