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,ijf; Nfl;l nfsjkdpd; Kfk; Rz;baJ. nfsjkidg; ghh;j;J Nrfh;> Mkhk;> Mkhk;> ,g;gb rhg;gpl;Lr; rhg;gpl;Lj;jhd;> eP ,j;jid Fz;lhf ,Uf;fpwha; vd;W $wpdhh;. ,ijnay;yhk; Nfl;Lf; nfhz;Nl> kpfTk; mikjpahf jd; I];fphPikr; rhg;gpl;Lf; nfhz;bUe;jhs; nfsjkdpd; jq;if ghD. ghD... cdf;Fg; NghJkh? vd;W Nufh Nfl;lhh;. NghJk; vd;gijj; jiyahl;bj; njhptpj;jhs; ghD. nfsjkDf;Fk; ghDtpw;Fk; thuk; xU KiwahtJ ,q;Nf te;J rhg;gpl;lhy;jhd;> me;j thuk; ,dpikahdjhf ,Uf;Fk;. mth;fSf;Fg; gpbj;jkhdg; gjhh;j;jq;fs; gy mq;Nf ,Ue;jd. NrfUk; NufhTk; Ntiyf;Fr; nry;Yk; fhuzj;jhy;> tpLKiw ehl;fspd;NghJ Foe;ijfis ntspNa mioj;Jr; nrd;W mth;fSld; nghOijf; fopg;gJ tof;fkhfpg; Nghd xd;W. tPL jpUk;Gk;NghJ> mth;fSf;Fg; gpbj;jkhd cztpid thq;fpf; nfhLj;J mth;fis kfpo;tpg;gJk; vg;NghJNk elf;Fk; tprak;. md;Wk; mNj Nghd;w xU ehs; jhd;. mg;NghJ kzp vl;L. cztpid cz;lg; gpd; tPL jpUk;gpdh;. tPl;bw;F te;jJk;> Nufh ,UthplKk; nfsjkh> ghD ,uz;L NgUk; gs;spg;ghlq;fis Kbj;J> Gj;jfq;fis vLj;J itj;Jtpl;Bh;fsh? vd;W Nfl;lhh;. nfsjkd; mjw;F> mk;kh... ,d;Dk; xd;Nw xd;W ghf;fp ,Uf;fpwJ vd;whd;. mk;kh... ehd; vy;yhtw;iwAk; nra;J tpl;Nld; vd;whs; ghD. nfsjkh... Ck;... Ntfkhf mij vLj;Jr; nra; vd;whh;. ,Njh vd;W nrhy;yptpl;L> jd; miwf;Fr; nrd;W tPl;Lg;ghlj;ijr; nra;aj; njhlq;fpdhd;. kzp xd;gjiuahdJ. nfsjkd; ,d;Dk; VNjh vOjpa tz;zk; ,Uf;ff; fz;L> Nrfh; mtidr; nrd;Wg; ghh;j;jhh;. vd;d nfsjkh... ,d;Dk; Kbatpy;iyah? vd;W Nfl;lhh;. mg;gh... ,d;Dk; gj;Nj epkplk; jhd; vd;whd;. Mkhk;... vg;NghJk; nrhy;tJjhd;. vq;Nf fhl;L? vd;W Nfl;lhh;. mg;gh... ,d;Dk; xd;Nw xd;W jhd; vd;whd;. rhpaha;g; Nghapw;W... nra;fpwhah? xd;Wjhndd;W nrhy;ypl;L> vy;yh tPl;Lg;ghlq;fisAk; ,g;NghJjhd;

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mth;fs; rhpahFk; tiuf;Fk; nrhy;ypj;jhd; Mf Ntz;Lk;. vd;d nra;tJ? vd;whh; Nrfh;. mg;gh... vy;yhtw;iwAk; Kbj;J tpl;Nld;. ifnaOj;ijg; NghLq;f! vd;W gs;sp ehNsl;ilf; nfhLj;jhd; nfsjkd;. ,dpNk> ,ij nts;spf;fpoikNa nra;J thq;fpl Ntz;Lk; vd;whh; Nrfh;. ,J elf;Fk; NghJ kzp gjpndhd;W. rhpg;gh... vd;W Ntfkhfr; nrhy;yptpl;L> gs;sp ehNsl;il thq;fpf; nfhz;L miwf;Fr; nrd;whd; nfsjkd;. ---

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mz;zh.. vdf;F b];dp ghh;f;f Ntz;Lk; KbahJ... vdf;F epfNyhbad; ghh;f;f Ntz;Lk; njhiyf;fhl;rpapd; njhiy ,af;Ff;fUtpiaf; ifapy; itj;Jf; nfhz;L ghD miythpiria khw;w Kay> khw;wtplhky; nfsjkd;; mijg; gpLq;f vj;jdpf;fpwhd;. mz;zh... tpLfpwhah... ehd; jhd; ghh;j;Jf; nfhz;L ,Uf;fpNwd; ,y;iyah.. Mkhk;> vg;NghJ ghh;j;jhYk; eP mijj;jhNd ghh;f;fpwha;.. vdf;Fg; gpbj;jpUf;fpwJ> mjdhy; ghh;f;fpNwd;.. mJ Nghy jhd; vdf;Fk; b];dp gpbj;jpUf;fpwJ.. vdf;Fk; ghh;f;f Ntz;Lk;.. ghD nrhy;tijf; Nfs;... vdf;Fg; gpbj;j bNuf; mz;l; [h\; tUJ... mij kl;Lk; ghh;j;J tpl;Lj; jUfpNwd; nfsjkd; njhiy ,af;Ff;fUtpiag; gpbq;fpf; nfhs;s> ghD mOJ nfhz;Nl> mz;zh ,U ... ehd; mk;khtplk; nrhy;fpNwd;. vd;d Ntz;Lnkd;whYk; nrhy;.. ghD jhaplk; Ngrj; njhiyNgrpia vLj;J vz;fis mOj;jpdhs;. kWGwk; jhapd; Fuy; Nfl;lJk;> tpk;kpf; nfhz;Nl ghD> mk;kh... vdf;F b];dp ghh;f;f Ntz;Lk;. mz;zh tplkhl;Nlq;fpwhd;. vd;d Muk;gpr;rpl;Bq;fsh.. cq;fs; rz;ilia? mk;kh... vdf;F b];dp ghh;f;f Ntz;Lk; mllh... ePahtJ mtd; nghpatd; vd;W tpl;Lf; nfhLf;f Ntz;Lk;. ,y;iy mtdhtJ eP rpd;dg; ngz;jhndd;W tpl;Lf; nfhLf;f Ntz;Lk; mk;kh... vdf;F b];dp ghh;f;f Ntz;Lk;.. ghD... mk;kh gs;spapNy Ntiyahf ,Uf;fpNwd;. tuf; nfhQ;rk; jhkjk; MFk;. mjdhy; ,d;Dk; nfhQ;rk; Neuk; nghWj;Jf; nfhs;... ehd; te;jJk; b];dp ghh;f;fyhk; mk;kh... vdf;F b];dp ghh;f;f Ntz;Lk;. ghD... vd;d ,J nrhd;dijNa jpUk;gj; jpUk;gr; nrhy;ypf; nfhz;;L... Mkh... vdf;F b];dp ghh;f;f Ntz;Lk; rhp rhp... njhiyNgrpia mz;zdplk; nfhL... mk;kh ,ijr; nfhLj;jhs;. nrhd;dJk; ghD tpk;Ktij epWj;jptpl;L> njhiyNgrpia nfsjkdplk;; 5

nfsjkd; rw;Nw Nfhgj;Jld; mij thq;fp> fhjpy; itf;fpwhd;. nfsjk;> vd;dg;gh... ,J... ghDit nfhQ;rk; Neuk; ghh;f;f tpLtJ jhNd... mk;kh ... vdf;F gpbj;jJ ,g;NghJjhd; tUk; ,Ue;jhy; vd;dg;gh... mJ jhd; NghLtijNa jpUk;gj; jpUk;g NghLfpwhNd... mg;NghJ ghh;j;J nfhs;s Ntz;baJjhNd... mJ kWgbAk; tUk;NghJ ePq;fs; te;JtpLtPh;fs;... ehd; ,d;Dk; miu kzp Neuj;jpy; fpsk;gp tpLNtd;. rPf;fpukhf te;JtpLfpNwd; ntWg;Gld; rhp vd;W $wp nfsjkd; njhiyNgrpg; nghj;jhidf; Nfhgj;Jld; mOj;jptpl;L mijf; fPNo vwpfpwhd;. ghD... ,e;jh Ntz;baijg; ghh;j;Jf; nfhs;... vd;W $wptpl;L njhiy ,af;Ff;fUtpia mts; iffspy; jpzpj;Jtpl;L cs;Ns nrd;whd;. ghD clNd njhlq;fpdhs;. kfpo;r;rpAld; miythpiria khw;wp b];dpapy; tUk; epfo;r;rpiag; ghHf;fj;

,UtUk; mg;NghJ jhd; gs;spapypUe;Jj; jpUk;gpapUe;jhHfs;. jha; vg;NghJNk mtHfs; tUk; Kd;dNu tPl;by; ,Ug;ghH. Mdhy; md;W rw;Nw jhkjk; Mfptpl;lJ. mjdhy; jhd; ,e;jf; $j;Jk; rz;ilAk;. miu kzp Neuk; fope;jJ. ghDtpd; jha; Nufh fjitj; jpwe;Jf; nfhz;L tPl;bw;Fs; Eioe;jhH. tPl;bd; epiyiaf; fz;lhH. nfsjkd; kw;Wk; ghDtpd; gs;spg; igfs; xU gf;fk; fplf;f... czT Nkirapd; Nky; ,UtuJ czTg; igfs; jhWkhwhff; fplf;f... ghD njhiyf;fhl;rpiag; ghHj;Jf; nfhz;bUf;f ... mts; ifapy; nuhl;bg; nghl;lyk; ,Uf;f... mts; gf;fj;jpy; jpd;Wg; Nghl;lr; rhf;Nyl; ciwfs; ,Uf;f... tPNl mRj;jj;jpd; ciwtplkha; ,Ug;gjhf vz;zpdhH. Nufh rypj;Jf; nfhz;L> ghD vd;d... ,d;Dk; gs;sp rPUiliaf; $l fow;whky; ,Uf;fpwha;... mg;NghJ jhd; ghD jha; te;jijNa ftdpj;jhs;. mk;kh... ,Njh fow;WfpNwd;... vd;W tha; kl;LNk $wpaJ. mijf; fow;Wtjw;F VJk; tpUg;gk; ,Ug;gJ Nghy; fhl;lNtapy;iy. ghD... ghD... Nr... njhiyf;fhl;rp ,Ue;jhNy xU fhhpaKk; cUg;gbahf elf;fhJ mk;kh... xU fz; njhiyf;fhl;rp kPJk; xU fz; jhapd; kPJk; itj;J> ghD tpopj;jhs;. Nufh Ntfkhfj; njhiyf;fhl;rpapd; Kd;dhy; nrd;W mij mizf;f Kay> clNd ghD mk;kh... mk;kh... Ntz;lhk;kh... ,Njh rPUiliaf; fow;WfpNwd; vd;W mq;NfNa fow;w vj;jdpf;fpwhs;. Nufh clNd Nfhgj;Jld;> vd;d ,J.. ,q;NfNath fow;WtJ? 6

ghDTf;F vd;d nra;tnjd;Nw njhpatpy;iy. njhiyf;fhl;rpapy; NtW jdf;Fg; gpbj;jj; njhlH Xbf; nfhz;L ,Uf;fpwJ. ,q;Nf mk;kh NtW ,g;gbj; njhe;juT nra;afpwhh;fNs vd;W vz;zpdhs;. clNd Ra epidTf;F te;J> mk;kh... mk;kh... mizf;fhjPh;fs;... ehd; ,Njh te;J tpLfpNwd; ... vd;W nrhy;yp> cs;siwf;Ff; nrd;whs;. Nufh mts; nry;tijNa ghHj;Jtpl;L ,e;jg; gps;isfSf;F vg;gbr; Rj;jj;ijr; nrhy;ypj; jUtnjd;Nw njhpatpy;iy... vd;W mYj;Jf; nfhz;Nl jd; miwf;Fr; nrd;whH. nfsjkd; jd; miwapy; ,d;Dk; rPUilAld; fl;bypy; gLj;Jf; nfhz;L> tPbNah Nfk; Mba tz;zk; ,Ue;jhd;. mijg; ghHj;jJk; Nufhtpw;F te;jNj Nfhgk;. nfsjk;... vd;d ,J... ,d;Dk; rPUiliaf; $l khw;whky;... tpisahl;lh... vd;W mUNf te;J tPbNah Nfk;-I gpLq;fpdhs;. nfsjkd; rw;Nw mq;fyha;g;Gld;> khw;WfpNwd; vd;W $wpr; rl;iliaf; fow;w Muk;gpj;jhd;. Nufh> Nr... xU ehs; jhkjkh te;Jtpl;lhy; NghJk;... tPNl tPL khjphp ,Ug;gjpy;iy. Nufh miwf;Fr; nrd;W cilia khw;wpf; nfhz;L> if fhy; Kfk; fOtpf; nfhz;l gpd; Foe;ijfs; vd;d nra;fpwhHfs; vd;W ghHj;jhs;. nfsjkd; cilia kl;Lk; khw;wptpl;L tpisahbf; nfhz;L ,Ue;jhd;. rPUilia mg;gbNa Nki[ Nky; Nghl;bUe;jhd;. mNj Nghd;W ghDTk; njhiyf;fhl;rpia ghHj;Jf; nfhz;L ,Ue;jhs;. mtsJ rPUilAk; miwapd; jiuapy; fple;jJ. ,ijf; fz;lJk; Nufh> nfsjk;> ghD ,uz;L NgUk; thUq;fs;... vd;W mioj;jhs;. mtuJ miog;G ,UtuJ fhJfSf;Fk; vl;ba NghJk;> mtHfs; ,UtUk; ftdpg;gjhf ,y;iy. kWgbAk;> nfsjk;> ghD... ,d;Dk; ve;j tpj khw;wKk; ,Uf;ftpy;iy. ,e;j Kiw rw;Nw Xq;fpa Fuypy; Nfhgj;Jld; nfsjk;> ghD... vd;W mioj;jhH. czHTg; ngw;W ,UtUk; ,Ue;j ,lj;ijtpl;Lj; jhapd; mUNf te;jdH. vd;d ,J ... rPUilia ,g;gbj;jhd; NghLtjh? vd;W Nfl;lhs;. ghD jd;Dila rPUiliag; ghHj;jhs;. clNd mijf; Fdpe;J vLj;jhs;. nfsjkd; jhiag; ghHj;j tz;zk;; epd;wpUe;jhd;. Nufh> nfsjk;... vL... cd; gs;spg; igia vLj;J itf;f Ntz;ba ,lj;jpy; it. ghD ePAk;jhd;. rPUiliaj; Jitf;Fk;; $ilapy; NghL... czTg; igiar; rikayiwapy; itAq;fs; vd;W njhlH Mizfisg; gpwg;gpj;jhH. ,UtUk; jkf;F ,l;l Ntiyfisr; nra;jdH. gpwF Nufh ,UtiuAk; Kfk; if fhy; fOtpf; nfhz;L tur; nrhd;dhH. ,UtUf;Fk; ghy; fye;Jf; nfhLj;Jtpl;L> Nufh ghD nfsjk;... ,uz;L NgUk; nfhQ;r Neuk; fPNo Ngha; G+q;fhtpy; tpisahbtpl;L thq;f ...

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Nghd ,UtUk; gjpide;J epkplq;fspNyNa tPL jPUk;gpdH. vd;d nfsjk; tpisahlhky; te;Jtpl;lha;? vd;W mk;kh Nfl;lhH. mk;kh... mq;Nf vd; $l Ml ahUNk ,y;iy. mjdhy; jhd;... vd;whd; nfsjkd;. rhp... Vd; ghD eP $l te;Jtpl;lha;? vd;W ghDitg; ghHj;Jf; Nfl;lhH. mk;kh... ,d;dpf;F ahUNk tpisahl tutpy;iy... vd;whs; ghD. Vd;... jpdKk; fyh tUthNs...? mk;kh... ,d;iwf;F mtSf;Fr; rPd nkhop tFg;G ,Uf;Fk;. kwe;Jg; Nghapw;wh? ahUNk tutpy;iynad;why; ePq;fs; ,uz;L NgUkhf VjhtJ tpisahl Ntz;baJjhNd! vd;W Nfl;lhh;; Nufh. Ntz;lhk;gh... ehd; mz;zDld; tpisahl khl;Nldg;gh! vd;whs; ghD. Vd;? vd;W Nfl;lhH Nufh. mtd; vd;id mbg;ghd; vd;whs; ghD. rhpaha; Nghapw;W... ,d;iwf;Fj;jhd; ePq;fs; te;jhy; vd;d? vd;W mq;fyha;j;jhH mk;kh. tPl;bNyNa ,Ug;gJ. nfhQ;rk; tpisahbtpl;L

Nghfl;Lk; tpLq;fk;kh... ehq;f tPl;bNyNa tpisahbf; nfhs;fpNwhk; vd;whd; nfsjkd;. rhp rhp... rz;ilg; Nghlhky; ,Uf;f Ntz;Lk; vd;whH Nufh. ghD rpwpJ Neuk; mikjpahf nkj;jpUf;ifapy; mkHe;jpUe;jhs;. gpwF nky;yj; jhaplk; te;jhs;. mk;kh... ,g;NghJ b];dp fpsg;`T]; tUk;. ehd; nfhQ;rk; Neuk; b];dp ghh;f;fyhkh? vd;W Nfl;lhs;. mJjhNd ghHj;Njd;... mjdhy;jhd; fPNo tpisahlhky; te;Jtpl;lhahf;Fk;> vd;whh;. ,y;iyak;kh... cz;ikahfNt ahUNk tutpy;iy... vd;whs;. tPl;Lg;ghlk; vJTk; nra;a Ntz;lhkh? mk;kh... vy;yhtw;iwAk; gs;spapNyNa Kbj;J tpl;Nld; vd;whs;. mg;gbnad;why;... vijahtJ vLj;Jg; gbf;f Ntz;baJ jhNd? vd;whs;. mk;kh... mtw;iwnay;yhk; ghPl;ir rkaj;jpy; gbj;Jf; nfhs;fpNwd;. ,g;NghJ b];dp... vd;W ,Oj;jhs; ghD. vdf;Fr; rikf;f Ntz;Lk;. mJ tiuf;Fk; ghH. mjw;Fg; gpwF ,uz;L NgUkhf VjhtJr; nra;ayhk; vd;whH Nufh. 9

,tHfs; Ngrpf; nfhz;bUe;j mNj Neuj;jpy; nfsjkd; mikjpahf miwf;Fr; nrd;W tPbNah Nfk; tpiisahl Muk;gpj;Jtpl;lhd;. Ntiyia Kbj;Jtpl;L mtidf; ftdpj;Jf; nfhs;syhk; vd;W Nufh rikayiwf;Fs; GFe;jhH. rikaiy Kbj;Jj; nra;jhHfs;. jpUk;Gk; tiu ,UtUk; jq;fs; ghD Ntiyfis ,d;iwf;Fg; nuhk;gNt ghHj;jJ ftdj;Jld; Ngha;

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mts; Nfl;Fk; tpjj;jpy; kdk; nefpo;e;J> Nufh> rhp... rhp... ,e;jj; njhlH kl;Lk;jhd;... vd;whH. epr;rakhf... ,J kl;Lk;jhd;. NghJkh? vd;whs; ghD. ghD njhiyf;fhl;rpiag; ghHf;f Muk;gpj;jJk;> Nufh nfsjk; cd;Dilag; Gj;jfj;ij vLj;J th! vd;W fl;lisapl;lhH. eP vd;d nra;fpwha;...

mk;kh... mk;kh... ,d;Dk; ,uz;Nl epkplk;. ,e;j Nfk; kl;Lk; Kbj;J tpLfpNwd; mk;kh... vd;dlhJ? ,uz;L NgUk; ,g;gb epkp;lf; fzf;fpy; nrhy;fpwPh;fs;... vd;W tUk;NghJ vLj;J te;j fbjq;fisg; ghHf;f Muk;gpj;jhH. $wptpl;L> jhd;

ghD me;jj; njhlH Kbe;jJk; jd; gs;spg; igia vLj;J te;J jhapd; mUfpy; itj;Jtpl;L cl;fhHe;jhs;. nfsjkDk; rpwpJ Neuj;jpy; jd; igAld; te;Jr; NrHe;jhd;. Nufh fbjq;fisg; ghHj;j tz;zNk ghD... tPl;Lg; ghlq;fisf; fhl;L vd;whH. nfsjkidg; ghHj;J> ,d;iwf;Fg; ghPl;ir vg;gb vOjpdha;? vd;W Nfl;lhH. ghD jd; Gj;jfq;fis xt;nthd;whf vLj;J ntspNa itj;jhs;. md;iwa tPl;Lg; ghlq;fs; nra;jtw;iwj; jdpNa itj;jpUe;jhs;. mij ntspapy; vLj;Jj; jhaplk; nfhLj;jhs;. nfsjkd;> mk;kh... nuhk;gr; Rygkhf ,Ue;jJ. fzf;F vy;yhk; rhpahfr; nra;jpUf;fpNwd; vd;whd;. Nufh ghHj;Jf; thq;fpdhs;. nfhz;bUe;j fbjq;fis xU gf;fk; itj;Jtpl;L> ghDtpd; Gj;jfq;fis

Nufh Gj;jfq;fis jpwe;Jg; ghHf;f Muk;gpj;j NghJ nfsjkd;> mk;kh> vdf;F cq;fsplk; xd;W Nfl;f Ntz;Lk; vd;whd;. ; Nufh mtidg; ghHj;J vd;d? vd;W Nfl;lhH. mLj;j Qhapw;Wf;fpoik cq;fSf;F VJk; Ntiy ,Uf;fh? vd;W Nfl;lhd;. Vd; ... vjw;Ff; Nfl;fpwha;?

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mLj;j Qhapw;Wf;fpoik... vdf;F xd;Wk; ,y;iy. Mdhy; mg;ghTf;F vg;gbNah njhpahJ vd;whH. mk;kh... mk;kh... mg;gh te;jJk; NfSq;fs;. ehk; vy;NyhUk; Nghdhy; nuhk;g ey;yh ,Uf;Fk;kh vd;W er;rhpj;jhd;. rhp... rhp... ,g;g cd; Ntiyiag; ghU. mg;gh te;jJk; mijg; ghh;f;fyhk; vd;whs;. ghDtpd; tPl;Lg;ghlq;fisr; rhpg; ghHj;Jtpl;L> gs;sp ehNsl;ilg; ghHj;jhH. mijg; ghHj;jJk; rw;Wf; Nfhgj;Jld;> ghD... vd;d ,J... ,d;iwf;Fj; Jizg;ghl E}iy vLj;Jf; nfhz;L Nghftpy;iyah? Mkhk;kh... kwe;J tpl;Nld; vd;d ,J. jpdk; vd;d Gj;jfk; vLj;Jf; nfhz;Lg; Nghf Ntz;Lnkd;Wf; $lj; njhpahky;? vd;W mq;fyha;j;jhh;. mk;kh... mjdhy; ehisf;F ehd; gs;spapNy Ie;J kzp tiuf;Fk; ,Uf;f Ntz;Lk; ; rhpahf Nghapw;W Ngh ... mjw;Fg; gpwF eP vg;NghJ te;J vg;NghJ ghl;L tFg;gpw;;Fg; NghtJ mk;kh MW kzpf;Fj;jhNd tFg;G. ehd; Ie;jiuf;nfy;yhk; te;JtpLNtd; vy;yhk; vd;idr; nrhy;y Ntz;Lk;. ehd; jhd; ,dpNky; vy;yhtw;iwAk; rhpg; ghHf;f Ntz;Lk; Nghy. rhp rhp... ,d;iwf;fhtJ vy;yhtw;iwAk; rhpahf vLj;J itj;Jf; nfhs; vd;whs;. rhpk;kh vd;w ghD> kpfTk; ftdkhf vy;yhg; Gj;jfq;fisAk; vLj;J itj;jhs;. Mkhk;.. ghD ,uz;L thuj;jpy; ,ilj;NjHT ,Uf;fpwjy;yth? Mkhk;kh... jpq;fs;> nrt;tha;> Gjd; %d;W ehl;fs;; vy;yhtw;iwAk; gbj;Jtpl;lhah? ehq;f tFg;GNyNa vy;yhg; ghlq;fisAk; jpUk;gj; jpUk;gg; gbj;Jtpl;Nlhk; mk;kh nfsjk;.. eP vg;gb? ehDk; jhd; mk;kh rhp ghD. eP cd; fzf;Fg; Gj;jfj;ij vL. nfsjk; eP cd; Gtpapay; Gj;jfj;ij vL. ,d;iwf;Ff; nfhQ;rk; gbf;fyhk;. kw;wij tpLKiwapy; gbf;fyhk; vd;wJk;> ,UtUk; jj;jk; Gj;jfq;fis vLj;J itj;Jf; nfhz;L mkHe;jdH. ---

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vl;L kzp Mapw;W. tPl;L kzp xypj;jJ. nfsjkd; Ntfkhfr; nrd;Wf; fjitj; jpwe;jhd;. mtDila mg;gh NrfH epd;wpUe;jhH. mk;kh... mg;gh te;Jtpl;lhH vd;W nrhy;ypf; nfhz;Nl cs;Ns ele;jhd;. NrfH jd;Dilaf; fhyzpfisf; fow;wptpl;L> fOj;Jg; gl;ilia fow;Wk; NghJ> nfsjkd;> mg;gh... cq;fsplk; xd;W Nfl;f Ntz;Lk; vd;whd;. Nufh clNd> nfsjkh> vd;dg;gh ,J... mg;gh ,g;NghJjhNd cs;Ns tUfpwhH. clNdah? Nufh... Vd; mtidj; jLf;fpwha;... Nfl;gijj; Nfl;fl;LNk vd;whH NrfH. ,y;iyag;gh... ehd; gpwF Nfl;fpNwd; vd;W Kfj;ijj; J}f;fp itj;Jf; nfhz;L nrd;whd;. nfsjkh... mjw;Fs;Ns Nfhgk; te;Jtpl;ljh... rhp rhp... nrhy;y te;jijr; nrhy;Y ... vd;whH. mJ te;Jg;gh... mLj;J thuk; Qhapw;Wf;fpoik Nfhgp kiyNawg; Nghfpwhdhk;. vd;idAk; $g;gpl;lhd;! vd;whd;. mLj;j thuk; Qhapw;Wf;fpoik jhNd! Nghfyhk;. Mdhy;... mij ,g;NghNj nrhy;y KbahJ... vdf;F jPBnud;W ntspA+H Nghfpw Ntiy tuyhk;... vd;whH. nfsjkDf;F> Nghfyhk; vd;w xU nrhy;Ny NghJk;. epr;rak; je;ij mioj;Jr; nrd;W tpLthH vd;W ek;gpf;if ,Ue;jJ. ,ijf; Nfl;L Nufh> Mkhk;... mth;fs; Nfl;lJk; clNd rhpnad;Wr; nrhy;ypLq;fs;... ,d;iwf;F vd;d nra;jhh;fs; njhpAkh? vd;W Muk;gpj;jhH. rhp... rhp mij ehd; gpwF Nfl;Lf; nfhs;fpNwd;. ,g;NghJ ,uTr; rhg;ghl;il it ... rhg;gpl;lg; gpwF Ngryhk; vd;W nrhy;ypf; nfhz;Nl cs;Ns nrd;whH NrfH. ele;Jr; nrd;w NghJ Kjypy; ,Ue;j ghDtpd; miwiag; ghHj;jhH. cilfs; fl;bypy; fplf;f ... Nki[ KOJk; Gj;jfq;fs;> Ngdh> ngd;rpy;fs; fplf;f... fPNo tpisahl;Lg; nghUl;fs; fplf;f... miw myq;Nfhykhff; fple;jJ. mLj;J nfsjkdpd; miwAk; mNj fjpapy; ,Ue;jijg; ghHj;Jk;> NrfUf;Ff; Nfhgk; te;Jtpl;lJ. ghD> nfsjk;> Nufh ... vd;d ,J> miwia ,g;gbah itj;Jf; nfhs;tJ? vd;W Nfhgkhff; fj;jpdhH. Nufh> mijj;jhd; ehd; nrhy;y te;Njd; vd;whH. ghD> nfsjk; Kjypy; cq;fs; miwiar; Rj;jk; nra;Aq;fs;... vd;whH NrfH. ehDk; ,th;fSf;F vt;tsNth nrhy;yp tpl;Nld;. Nfl;lhy;jhNd... vd;W mq;fyha;j;jhH Nufh. 12

nfsjk;... cdf;F kiyNawg; Nghf Ntz;Lnkd;why;... ,e;j thuk; KOtJk; cd;Dila miwAk;> ghDtpd; miwAk; Rj;jkhf ,Uf;f Ntz;Lk;... vd;whH. Nr... vd;d ,J... mg;gh vjw;nfLj;jhYk; VjhtJ epge;jid Nghl;Lf; nfhz;Nl... vd;W kdjpy; epidj;Jf; nfhz;Nl> Kfj;ij ck;nkd;W itj;Jf; nfhz;L> rhpq;fg;gh vd;whd; Ntz;lh ntWg;ghf. mg;ghlh... mg;gbahtJ ,uz;L NgUk; Rj;jj;ijf; fw;Wf; nfhz;lhy; rhpjhd;. Ghpag; NghfpwNjh? vd;W Nufh $wpf; nfhz;Nl rikayiwf;Fr; nrd;whH. vg;NghJ jhd;

ghD jd; miwf;Fs; Eioe;J fPNo fple;jg; nghUl;fis vLj;J Nki[apd; Nky; itj;jhs;. mtsJ Nki[iag; ghHj;jhNy kiyg;ghf ,Ue;jJ. gy nghUl;fs; mg;gbNa xd;Wf;F Nky; xd;whf ,Ue;jJ. vq;fpUe;J Muk;gpg;gJ vd;Nw njhpatpy;iy. nfsjkd; rpwpJ nghpatd; vd;gjhy; cilfis vLj;J mykhhpapy; itj;jhd;. Gj;jfq;fis vLj;Jg; Gj;jf mykhhpapy;> fpilj;j ,lj;jpy; itj;jhd;. NrfH Kfk;> if> fhy; fOtpf; nfhz;L> Ntw;Wilia khw;wpf; nfhz;L te;jhH. Kjypy; nfsjkd; miwiag; ghHj;jhH. ntspg;Gwj;jpy; rw;Nw Rj;jkhfj; njhpe;jJ. mykhhpiaj; jpwe;J ghHj;jhH. cilfs; midj;Jk; RUl;br; RUl;bg; Nghlg;gl;L ,Ue;jd. vd;ndd;d cilfs; ,Uf;fpd;wnjd;N;w njhpatpy;iy. nfsjkh ... vd;dlh ,J ... ,g;gb ,Uf;F vd;whH. vd;dg;gh? vd;W jpUk;gpg; ghHj;jhd;. mykhhpapy; cilfis ,g;gbah itg;gJ? vd;whH. mg;gh... ntspapNyjhd; Rj;jk; nra;J tpl;NlNd vd;W kOg;gpdhd;. nfsjkh... vdf;F vy;yh ,lKk; Rj;jkhf ,Uf;f Ntz;Lk;. rhpah? vd;whH. rhp... ehisf;F vLj;J itf;fpNwd;... Vd; ehisf;F... th ,g;NghJ rhg;gplyhk;. ,uhj;jphpNa ehk; ,uz;L NgUNk NrHe;J vLj;J itg;Nghk;. mjw;Fg; gpwF rhpahf itj;Jf; nfhs;s Ntz;baJ cd; Ntiy... vd;whH. mg;gh... mg;g ghD... th.. mts; miw vg;gb ,Uf;fpwnjd;Wg; ghh;f;fyhk; vd;W $wptpl;L ghDtpd; miwf;Fr; nrd;whH. ghD miwapd; %iyapy; cl;fhHe;J nfhz;L ntwpj;Jg; ghHj;j tz;zk; ,Ue;jhs;. vd;d ghD vLj;J itf;ftpy;iyah? vd;W je;ij Nfl;lhH. mg;gh... vdf;F vg;gb vLj;J itg;gnjd;Wj; njhpatpy;iy vd;W $wp mo Muk;gpj;jhs;. clNd Nrfh;> rhp>rhp> th ehd; gpwF cjtpr; nra;fpNwd;. ,uz;L NgUNk vLj;J itf;fyhk; vd;W MWjyhff; $wp mtis czT cz;z mioj;Jr; nrd;whH. mg;gh... ghD ed;whfNt ebf;fpwhg;gh...? vd;whd; nfsjkd; Nfypahf. vd;d mz;zh... ehd; vg;gb vLj;J itg;gjhk;! 13

Mkhk;... Mkhk;... vy;yhtw;iwAk; ntspapNy kl;Lk; J}f;fpg; Nghlj; njhpfpwjpy;iyah... vd;whd; nfsjkd;. nfsjkh... cdf;Fk; mNjjhd;... vg;gb ntspNa vLf;fpNwhNkh... mNj Nghy nghUl;fis me;je;j ,lj;jpy; itf;f Ntz;Lk;. mg;NghJjhd; ekf;F Ntz;Lnkd;fpwNghJ nghUis Ntfkhf vLf;f KbAk;. njhpfpwjh? vd;whH Nrfh;. rhp vd;W nfhsjkd; $w> Kfj;ij ck;nkd;W itj;Jf; nfhz;Nl ghD czT cz;zj; jahuhdhs;. nfsjkDk; Nki[f;F te;jhd;. gpwF mjw;F Nky; ahUk; vJTk; Ngrhky; cz;L Kbj;jhHfs;. jha; ghDTf;F cjt> je;ij nfsjkDf;F cjt> ,uz;L miwfisAk; Rj;jk; nra;a xU kzp Neuk; gpbj;jJ. ,dpNkyhtJ> cq;fs; miwfisr; Rj;jkhf itj;Jf; nfhs;s Ntz;Lk;;... rhpjhNd $wp Nrfh; ,UtiuAk; J}q;f mDg;gp itj;jhH. vd;W

nfsjkDf;F mLj;j thuk; kiyNaw;wk; Nghfj; je;ij rk;kjk; nrhd;dJ kpfTk; kfpo;r;rp je;jjhy; epk;kjpAld; cwq;fr; nrd;whd;. ---

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mLj;J te;j ehl;fs; nfsjkDf;Fk; ghDTf;Fk; Rygkhdjhf ,y;iy. vg;NghJNk nghUl;fis Ntz;bajhapw;W. fz;l ,lj;jpy; itj;Nj gofptpl;ljhy;> mbf;fbr; Rj;jk; nra;a

ghD gs;sp tpl;L te;jJNk> Gj;jfg; igia epidj;j ,lj;jpy; itj;J tpLths;. nfsjkDf;F kiyNaw;wk; nry;y mjpf MHtk; ,Ue;jjhy;> mbf;fb mNj Qhgfk; te;j tz;zk; ,Uf;Fk;. clNd mg;gh nrhd;d epge;jid epidtpw;F te;J tpLk;. clNd ghDit tpul;Lthd;. ghD... Rj;jkhf ,Uf;f itg;gJ? vd;W Nfl;lhd;. Ntz;Lnkd;W mg;gh nrhy;ypapUf;fhwpy;iyah? igia ,g;gbah

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ghD... vd;d ghD ,J. vdf;Ff; nfhQ;rk; cjtpr; nra;Nad;. NfhgpAld; Nghdhy; nuhk;g [hypah ,Uf;Fk;. Nghd Kiw $l ehk; flw;fiuf;Fg; NghNdhNk! Mkhk; Mkhk;... md;iwf;F ehk; flypy; Fspj;Njhk;. gpwF Nghl;bnay;yhk; itj;jhh;fNs.. mNj jhd;. ghD ,e;j KiwAk; mJ Nghy tp\aq;fnsy;yhk; ,Uf;Fk;... mg;gbahdhy; rhp... Mdhy;; ,e;j xU thuk; kl;Lk; jhd;. rhpah? rhp rhp... ehk; kiyNawg; Ngha;tpl;L te;Jtpl;lhy; NghJk;. gpwF ghh;j;Jf; nfhs;syhk; ,UtUk; jpdk; ,g;gb VjhtJ Ngrp> tPl;il xU topahfr; Rj;jkhf itj;jhh;fs;. Nufhtpw;Ff; Foe;ijfs; ,g;gbg; nghWg;ghfp ,Ug;gijf; fz;L kfpo;r;rpahf ,Ue;jJ. vg;gbNah Nrfh; xU epge;jidg; Nghl;L Foe;ijfis khw;w Kaw;rp nra;tijf; fz;L MWjyhf ,Ue;jJ. md;W Gjd;fpoik. Nrfh; mYtyfj;jpypUe;Jj; jpUk;Gk; Neuk; nfsjkDk; ghDTk; ghPl;irf;fhdg; ghlq;fisg; gbj;Jtpl;L> Gj;jq;fis vLj;J itj;j tz;zk; ,Ue;jdh;. mg;NghJ Nrfh; tPl;by; Eioe;jhh;. mk;kh... mg;gh te;Jtpl;lhh; vd;W ghD $wpf; nfhz;Nl muf;fg; guf;fg; Gj;jfq;fis vLj;Jg; igapy; Nghl;lhs;. vd;d ghD ,J... vjw;F ,t;tsT mtrukhf vLj;J itf;fpwha; vd;whh;.

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mg;gh... ePq;fs; jhd; tPL Rj;jkhf ,Uf;f Ntz;Lnkd;W nrhd;dPh;fs;... mjdhy; jhd; ePq;fs; tUtjw;F Kd;dhy; vLj;J itf;f Ntz;Lk; vd;W... vd;wthWj; Jhpjkhfg; ngd;rpy;fisg; ngl;bapy; Nghl;lhs;. ghD... ehd; Rj;jkhf vLj;jij vLj;j ,lj;jpy; itj;Jg; gof Ntz;Lk; vd;gjw;fhf mg;gbr; nrhd;Ndd;. mjw;F ,g;gbah... mg;gh... mz;zh ghtkg;gh... kiyNaw $l;bf; nfhz;Lg; Nghq;fsg;gh! vd;W mz;zZf;F Mjuthfg; Ngrpdhs;. mJf;F ,d;Dk; %d;W ehl;fs; ,Uf;fpwNj... ghh;f;fyhk;.. ghh;f;fyhk; vd;whh;. vd;d nfsjk;> ehisf;F vd;d ghPl;ir? vd;W Nfl;lhh;. ehisf;F fzf;F. mj;Jld; ghPl;ir Kbe;J tpLkg;gh vd;whd;. ,e;j Kiw ghPl;ir vg;gbr; nra;jha;? ed;whf vOjpapUf;fpNwd; vd;whd; nfsjkd;. ghD eP vg;gb? vd;W Nfl;lhh;. mg;gh... ehd; vg;N;ghJk; Nghyj;jhd; vd;whs;. vg;NghJk; Nghy ftdkpy;yhj jtWfs;> mg;gbj;jhNd vd;whh;. mjw;F ehd; vd;d nra;tJ... rhp... rhp... ,e;j KiwahtJ vOjptpl;Lr; nrhy;yptpl;L cil khw;w cs;Ns nrd;whh;. rhpahf ,Uf;fpwjhntd;W rhp ghU! vd;W

Foe;ijfs; ,UtUk; Gj;jfq;fis vLj;J xOq;fhf itj;Jtpl;L rhg;gplj; jahuhdhh;fs;. nfsjkd; kpFe;jg; nghWg;Gld; Nufhtpw;F cjtp nra;jhd;. midtUk; czT cz;z mkh;e;jdh;. Nufh Nrfiug; ghh;j;J> vg;gbNah> Foe;ijfs; ,g;NghJ nfhQ;rk; topf;F te;jpUf;fhq;f vd;W MWjyhff; $wpdhh;. mth;fSf;F Rj;jkhf ,Ug;ghh;fs; vd;whh;. ,Ug;gijg; gw;wpg; Ghpa Ntz;Lk;. mg;NghJjhd; mth;fs; rhpahf

mg;gh... mg;g kiyNaw;wk; vd;W kWgbAk; nfsjkd; ,Oj;jhd;. ehd; jhd; Kd;Ng nrhd;Nddpy;iyah.. ,d;Dk; %d;W ehl;fs; ghh;j;Jtpl;Ljhd; vd;whh;. rhpg;gh vd;whd; rypg;Gld;. ghD... tPL Rj;jkhf ,Uf;f Ntz;Lk;. mjw;fhf ehd; tUtjw;;F Kd;dhy; vy;yhk; ,Ue;j ,lj;jpy; ,Uf;f Ntz;Lnkd;gjpy;iy. ePq;fshf vLj;jij> vLj;j ,lj;jpy; itj;jhy; NghJk;. jhdhfr; Rj;jkhf ,Uf;Fk; gof;fk; te;J tpLk; 16

rhpg;gh vd;whs; mq;fyha;g;Gld;. jl;Lfspy; czT ghpkhwg;gl;lJk;> midtUk; cz;z Muk;gpj;jdh;. cz;Zk; Neuj;jpYk; Nrfh; Foe;ijfsplk; rhpahd Kiwapy; cz;z Ntz;Lk; vd;gijf; $wpa tz;zk; ,Ue;jhh;. midtUk; cz;L Kbj;J vOe;jJk;> nfsjkd; kpfg; nghWg;Gld; rhkhd;fis vLj;J itf;f Nufhtpw;;F cjtpdhd;. ,ijg; ghh;j;j Nrfh;> vd;d nfsjkh... mg;gh cd;id vg;NghJ ghh;j;jhYk; Rj;jkhf ,Uf;f Ntz;Lnkd;W> Rj;jkhf ,Uf;f Ntz;Lnkd;W nrhy;ypr; rypf;f itf;fpNwdh? vd;W Nfl;lhh;. njhpe;jhy; rhpjhd; vd;W kdjpy; epidj;Jf; nfhz;lhYk;> mij mg;gbnay;yhk; xd;Wkpy;iyag;gh vd;W kl;Lk; nrhy;yp itj;jhd;. ntspNa nrhy;yhky;>

ehd; Vd; ,ij nrhy;fpNwd; vd;why;... ,g;NghJ ePq;fs; gofpdhy; jhd; nghpath;fs; Md NghJk; mJ ,Uf;Fk;... xU mYtyfj;Jf;Fg; Ngha; Ntiy nra;Ak; NghJ mJ cjtpahf ,Uf;Fk;. Ghpfpwjh... mth; nrhy;tij KOtJkhf Nfl;lJg; NghyNt njhpahtpl;lhYk;> nfsjkd; ck; vd;W kl;Lk; nrhd;dhd;. ghD cdf;Fr; nrhy;tJg; Ghpfpwjh vd;W nrhy;ypf; nfhz;Nl jpUk;gpg; ghh;j;jhy;> mts; jPtpukhf xU glf;fijg; Gj;jfj;ijg; gbj;Jf; nfhz;L ,Ue;jhs;. vijAk; ftdpj;jjhfNt njhpatpy;iy. gps;isfs; mg;gbj;jhd; vd;W kl;Lk; Nrfh; epidj;Jf; nfhz;L> ghD mUNf cl;fhh;e;J mts; gbg;gijg; ghh;j;jhh;. nfsjkd; vjph;ghh;j;Jf; fhj;Jf; nfhz;L ,Ue;j ehSk; te;jJ. ---

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md;W rdpf;fpoik. gs;sp tpLKiw. Njh;T mg;NghJjhd; Kbe;jpUe;jjhy;> tPl;Lg;ghlq;fs; vJTk; ,Uf;ftpy;iy. tpdhj;jhs;fs; nfhLf;fg;gl;L ,Ue;jd. nfsjkDk; ghDTk; midj;jpYk; njhz;Z}w;W Ie;J kjpg;ngz;fSf;F NkNy ngw;wpUe;jhh;fs;. mjdhy; jtWfisj; jpUj;Jk; tPl;Lg;ghlk; kpfTk; FiwthfNt ,Ue;jd. mjdhy; ,UtUk; NtW Ntiyfs; vJTk; ,y;yhky;> jq;fs; ez;gh;fshd njhiyf;fhl;rpia ghh;j;Jf; nfhz;Lk;> tPbNah Nfk;; tpisahbf; nfhz;Lk; ,Ue;jdh;. Nrfh; Gjd;fpoik tpahghug; gazkhfr; rPdh nrd;W tpl;bUe;jhh;. mth; rdpf;fpoik kjpak; tUtjhfr; nrhy;ypr; nrd;wpUe;jhh;. mjdhy; nfsjkd; mtuJ tUiff;fhf MtYld; fhj;jpUe;jhd;. jhd; tpUk;gpa kiyNaw;wk; nry;y ,d;Dk; xNu ehs;. je;ij tpjpj;jf; fl;lisg;gb vg;gbNah tPl;il xU thuk; Rj;jkhfTk; itj;Jf;nfhz;L ,Ue;jhfptpl;lJ. Njh;tpYk; ey;y kjpg;ngz;fs; ngw;whfptpl;lJ. mjdhy; je;ijj; jd;Dila tpUg;gj;ij epiwNtw;whky; ,Uf;f khl;lhh; vd;w ek;gpf;ifAld; ,Ue;jhd;. Nufh rikayiwapy; Ntiyahf ,Ue;jhh;. vd;d jhd; nfsjkd; tpisahl;bNyNa jpisj;jpUe;jhYk;> kiyNaWk; vz;zk; mtdplk; mjpfkhf ,Ue;jjhy;> xt;nthU tpisahl;L Kbe;jTlDk; jha; vd;d nra;fpwhh; vd;W nrd;Wg; ghh;g;ghd;. mk;kh... mg;gh vg;Ngh tUthh;? vd;W Nfl;lhd;. vd;dlh ,J... vj;jidj; jlitf; Nfl;gha;? vd;ghh; Nufh. mk;kh... eP jhNd gj;J kzpf;F te;J tpLthh;D nrhd;Nd! vd;W Nfl;lhd; nfsjkd;. mJf;F vd;d ,g;Ngh? tpkhdk; VNjh jhkjkhf tUfpwNjh vd;dNth! mg;gh tpkhd epiyak; te;jJNk NgRthU. mg;NghJ njhpe;JtpLk; vd;whh; Nufh. gj;J kzp. gjpndhU kzp MdJ. nfsjkDf;F ,Ug;Gf; nfhs;stpy;iy. kWgbAk; jhaplk; nrd;Wf; Nfl;lhd;. NrfhplkpUe;J ve;jj; jftYk; ,y;iy. mjdhy; Nufhtpw;F vd;d nra;tnjd;Wj; njhpatpy;iy. nfsjkDf;F vd;d gjpy; nrhy;tnjd;Wk; Ghpatpy;iy. Foe;ijfs; ,UtUk; tPl;bNyNa vj;jid Neuk; ,Ug;ghh;fs; vd;W vz;zp> cztpid tpiutpy; jahh; nra;J itj;Jtpl;L> E}yfk; nry;yj; jahuhdhh;fs;. tPl;bw;F mUfpNyNa nghpa E}yfk; ,Ue;jJ. Foe;ijfSf;Fk; E}yfk; nry;Nthk; vd;W nrhd;dJk; kfpo;r;rpahf ,Ue;jJ. gjpndhd;wiu kzpf;F tPl;iltpl;Lf; fpsk;gpdhh;fs;. mJ tiuapYk; NrfhplkpUe;Jj; jfty; ,y;iy. nfsjkd; E}yfj;jpw;Fr; nrd;wJNk Nky; jsj;jpy; ,Uf;Fk; tPbNah gFjpf;Fr; nrd;whd;. ghD E}yfj;jpd; fPo; jsj;jpy; cs;s rpWth; gFjpf;Fr; nrd;whs;. mq;Nf xt;nthU mLf;fpy; xt;nthU tifahdg; Gj;jfq;fs; mofhf mLf;fg;gl;L ,Ue;jd. ghDTf;Fg; glf;fijg; Gj;jfq;fs; kpfTk; gpbf;Fk;. mjdhy; mts; clNd mq;Nf nrd;W jdf;F Ntz;bag; Gj;jfq;fisj; Njl Muk;gpj;jhs;. Nufh Kd;G vLj;jpUe;j ,UgJ Gj;jfq;fis jpUg;gpf; nfhLf;fr; nrd;whh;. rpy nehbfspNyNa nfsjkd; jhd; ghh;f;f tpUk;Gk; glj;ij vOjp E}yf cjtpahshplk; nfhLj;jhd;. cjtpahsh; mtDf;Fj; jiyapy; khl;bf; nfhz;L Nfl;Lk; fUtpiaj; je;jhh;. 18

ghh;f;Fk; ,Uf;ifiaAk; nrhd;dhh;. nfsjkd; cld; me;jg; nfhz;lhd;. glj;ijg; ghh;f;fj; jd;idj; jahh; gLj;jpf; nfhz;lhd;.

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Nufh Gj;jfq;fisj; jpUg;gpf; nfhLj;Jtpl;L jpUk;Gk; Kd;dNu ghD jd; iffspy; J}f;f Kbahj mstpw;Fg; Gj;jfq;fis vLj;Jf; nfhz;L thrpf;Fk; gFjpf;Fr; nrd;whs;. mq;F gy Foe;ijfs; Gj;jfq;fis thrpj;Jf; nfhz;L ,Ue;jdh;. jha; kfSf;Fk;> je;ij jd; kfd; kfSf;Fk; vd;W nghpath;fSk; cld; cl;fhh;e;J nfhz;L thrpf;ff; fw;Wj; je;j tz;zk; ,Ue;jdh;. ghD jdf;Fj; jFe;j ,lj;ijj; Njh;e;njLj;J mq;fpUe;j nkj;jpUf;ifapy; nrd;W mkh;e;jhs;. xt;nthUg; Gj;jfkhf vLj;Jg; ghh;f;f Muk;gpj;jhs;. ghDitj; Njba Nufh> mts; ,Ue;j ,lj;ijf; fz;L gpbj;jJk; mts; mUNf nrd;whs;. kpfTk; nky;ypa Fuypy;> vd;d ghD ,j;jidg; Gj;jfq;fis vLj;J te;jpUf;fpwha;? vd;W Nfl;lhh;. mk;kh... ,q;NfNa nfhQ;rj;ijg; gbj;Jtpl;L> kw;wtw;iw tPl;bw;F vLj;Jf; nfhz;Lg; Nghfyhk; mk;kh vd;whs; mtSk; nkJthf. rhp rhp... ehd; vdf;F Ntz;baij vLj;Jf; nfhz;L tUfpNwd;. mJ tiuf;Fk; ,q;NfNa ,U ghD vd;W nrhy;yptpl;L mq;fpUe;J efh;e;jhh;. rhp vd;W kl;Lk; nrhy;yptpl;L> jhd; ghh;j;Jf; nfhz;bUe;jg; Gj;jfj;ijj; njhlh;e;Jg; ghh;j;J> thrpf;f Muk;gpj;jhs;. nfsjkd; glk; ghh;j;Jf; nfhz;L ,Uf;Fk; ,lj;ij kl;Lk; ghh;j;Jtpl;L> Nufh jdf;F Ntz;ba Gj;jfq;fisj; Njbg; ghh;j;J vLj;Jf; nfhz;L ,Ue;j Ntisapy; if njhiyNgrp kzp mbj;jJ. kpfTk; nky;ypa Fuypy;> mij vLj;Jg; nghj;jhid mOj;jp fhjpy; itj;jhh;. Nrfh; jhd; Ngrpdhh;. jhd; tpkhd epiyaj;jpw;F te;Jtpl;ljhfTk;> ,d;Dk; miu kzp Neuj;jpy; tPl;by; ,Ug;Ngd; vd;Wk; $wpdhh;. Nufh jhd; E}yfj;jpy; ,Ug;gjhy; mjpfk; Ngr KbahJ vd;W $wptpl;L mth; tUk;NghJ jhd; tPl;by; ,Ug;Ngd; vd;W kl;Lk; $wptpl;L if njhiyNgrpia itj;jhh;. mLj;J Nufh Ntfkhfj; jdf;F Ntz;bag; Gj;jfq;fis vLj;Jf; nfhz;L> ghDtpw;F thrpg;gjpy; cjtpr; nra;a mts; mUNf nrd;W mkh;e;jhh;. ghD vd;d gbf;fpwha;? vd;W nkJthf mts; fhJ mUfpy; nrd;Wf; Nfl;lhh;. ehd; ke;jputhjpf; fij gbf;fpNwd; vd;W Gj;jfj;ijf; fhl;bdhs;. gy tz;zg;glq;fs; nfhz;l me;jg; Gj;jfk; Foe;ijfisf; ftUk; Nufhtpw;Fk; mijg; ghh;j;jJNk gpbj;jJ. mjpy; mjpfg; gf;fq;fs; ,Ue;jd. tz;zk; ,Ue;jJ.

ghD... ,ij ,g;gNt Kbf;f KbahJ. mjdhy; tPl;bw;F vLj;J nfhz;Lg; Nghfyhk; vd;whh;. mk;kh... ,J kpfTk; ed;whf Nghfyhk; rhpah! vd;whs;. ,Uf;fpwJ. ehd; ,ijNa gbj;Jtpl;L tPl;Lf;Fk; nfhz;Lg;

mjw;F Nky; jhq;fs; NgRtJ mLj;jth;fSf;Fj; njhe;juthf ,Uf;Fk; vd;W vz;zp> Ngr;ir mj;Jld; epWj;jpf; nfhz;L> ghDitAk;> Rw;wp ,Uf;Fk; Foe;ijfisAk; ghh;f;f Muk;gpj;jhh;. ghD fUj;Jld; thrpg;gijf; ftdpj;j Nufh> nfsjkd; vd;d nra;fpwhd; vd;W ghh;f;f Nky; jsk; nrd;whh;. mq;F xU gf;fk; nra;jpj;jhs;fSk;> gj;jphpf;iffSk; thrpj;j tz;zk; gyH ,Ue;jdh;. Nufh Clfq;fs; gFjpf;Fr; nrd;whh;. mq;Nf nfsjkd; rPdhitg; gw;wpa glk; xd;iwg; ghh;j;Jf; nfhz;L ,Ue;jhs;. mtd; kpfTk; Mo;e;J mijg; ghh;j;j tz;zk; ,Ue;jhd;. jd; Foe;ijfs; 19

,UtUk; gbg;gpYk; cyf tpraq;fis mwpe;Jf; nfhs;tjpYk; kpfTk; rpwg;ghf ,Ue;jNghJk;> Rj;jk; vd;gJ kl;Lk; ,y;yhky; Vd; ,Uf;fpwhh;fs; vd;W vz;zpdhh;. mjw;F kl;Lk; rpwpJ Nrhk;gy;jdk; gLtijj; jtph;j;jhy;> mth;fs; kpf ey;yf; Foe;ijfshf ,Ug;ghh;fNs vd;W Mjq;fj;Jld; nra;jpj;jhs; thrpf;Fk; gFjpf;Fr; nrd;W> jhDk; xd;iw vLj;J thrpf;f Muk;gpj;jhh;. fhy; kzp Neuk; fope;jg; gpd; nfsjkid miof;fr; nrd;whh;. nfsjkd; mjw;Fs; rPdg; glj;ijg; ghh;j;Jtpl;L> kw;nwhU glj;ijg; ghh;j;Jf; nfhz;L ,Ue;jhd;. Nufh Neukhfptpl;lJ vd;W $wp mtidg; ghjpapNyNa tur; nrhd;dhh;. nfsjkd; rw;Nw kWj;jNghJk;> mg;gh te;JtpLthh; vd;w thh;j;ijfisf; Nfl;lJk;> kiyNaw;wk;; gw;wpa epidT te;jtdhf clNd vOe;J te;jhd;. gpwF %tUk; thrpf;fj; Njitahdg; Gj;jfq;fis vLj;Jf; nfhz;L tPL jpUk;gpdhh;fs;. E}yfj;jpypUe;J ntspNa te;jJNk nfsjkd;> mk;kh> mg;gh te;Jtpl;lhuh? vd;W MtYld; Nfl;lhd;. mk;kh... mg;NghJ ehd; mthplk; Ngr Ntz;Lk; vd;whd;. Nufh jd; if njhiyNgrpapy; vz;fis mOj;jp nfsjkdplk; nfhLj;jhh;. Nrfh; Fuy; Nfl;lJNk> nfsjkd;> mg;gh... ehk; ehisf;F kiyNawg; Nghfyhkh? vd;W Nfl;lhd;. mtd; Nfl;l tpjk; NrfUf;F vd;dNth nra;jJ. Foe;ijfis ntFthff; fhf;f itj;J tpl;NlhNkh vd;W vz;zpa tz;zk;> Mkh NghfpNwhk;... rhpjhNd vd;whh;. Mk; vd;W nrhy;iyf; Nfl;l khak;> if njhiyNgrpiaj; jhaplk; nfhLj;Jtpl;L> ghD ehk; ehisf;F kiyNawg; NghfpNwhk; vd;W Js;spf; Fjpj;Jf; nfhz;Nl nrhd;dhd;. Nufhtpw;F mtd; vt;tsT MtYld; fhj;jpUf;fpwhd; vd;gJ Ghpe;jJ. Nrfhplk; Ngrptpl;L> NeNu tPl;bw;Fr; nrd;wdh;. Nrfh; te;jJk;> ghDTk; nfsjkDk; md;W tiu ele;j tpraq;fisr; nrhd;dhh;fs;. tPLk; Rj;jkhff; fhzg;gl;ljhy;> mLj;j ehs; kiyNawr; nry;y KO mDkjpf; nfhLf;fg;gl;lJ. nfsjkd; jd; ez;gDf;Fj; njhlh;Gf; nfhz;L> jhDk; tUtjhff; $wpdhd;. mq;F nry;Yk;NghJ vLj;Jr; nry;y Ntz;bag; nghUl;fs; vd;ndd;d vd;W KbTr; nra;ag;gl;lJ. md;W khiy mtw;iw thq;ff; filf;Fr; nrd;wdh;. nfsjkd; md;W ,uT mLj;j ehs; nra;ag; NghFk; nray;fisg; gw;wp vz;zpa tz;zk; kpfTk; kfpo;r;rpAld; ,Ue;jhd;. mg;gbNa cwq;fpAk; Nghdhd;. ---

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md;W Qhapw;Wf;fpoik. nfsjkd; ,uz;L thukhff; fhj;Jf;nfhz;L ,Ue;j ehSk; te;jJ. md;W MW kzpf;Nf vOe;J> Ntf Ntfkhff; fpsk;g Muk;gpj;jhd; nfsjkd;. NufhTk; Njitahdg; nghUl;fis vLj;J itj;jhh;. nfsjkd; ,d;Dk; ghD J}q;fpf; nfhz;L ,Ug;gijf; fz;L> mtsUNf nrd;W> mtis cYf;fp> ghD...ghD... Neukhapw;W. rPf;fpuk; vOe;Jf; fpsk;G. ehk; Voiu kzpf;F fPNo ,Uf;f Ntz;Lk; vd;W mtru mtrukhf mtis vOg;gpdhd;. Nufh nfsjkdpd; Mh;tj;ijf; fz;L Mr;rhpag;gl;lhh;. ghDitr; nrd;W mtUk; vOg;gpdhh;. ghD Nrhk;gy; Kwpj;Jf; nfhz;Nl vOe;jhs;. mLj;jg; gjpide;J ,UgJ epkplq;fspy; ghDTk; Ntf Ntfkhfj; jahuhdhs;. midtUk; VO kzpf;nfy;yhk; fpsk;gj; jahuhfptpl;lhh;fs;. nfsjkd; Nrfhplk;> mg;gh... ehd; Nfhgpaplk; fpsk;gf; Nfl;fl;Lkh? vd;W Nfl;lhd;;. rhp... Nfl;Lg; ghh;. mth;fs; Voiuf;Fj; jhNd fPNo ,Uf;f Ntz;Lk; vd;W nrhd;dhh;fs;. ,d;Dk; miukzp Neuk; ,Uf;fpwNj vd;whh;. nfsjkd; njhiyNgrpapy; Nfhgpiaj; njhlh;Gf; nfhz;lhd;. Nfhgp... ehq;fs; jahuhfp tpl;Nlhk;. vg;NghJ fpsk;gyhk; vd;W nfsjkd; Nfl;lhd;. ehq;fSk; jahuhfp tpl;Nlhk;. ,d;Dk; uNk\;> tPzh jahuhfZNk vd;whd; Nfhgp. rhp... ehd; tPzhtplk; Nfl;fpNwd; vd;W $wpf; Nfhgp njhlh;igj; Jz;bj;jhd;. uNk\; tPl;bw;Fg; Ngr> nfsjkd; clNd njhlh;Gf; nfhz;lhd;. njhiyNgrpia vLj;J uNk\; `Nyh vd;W nrhd;dJNk> nfsjkd;> uNk\; ehq;fnsy;yhk; jahuhfp tpl;Nlhk;. vg;NghJ fpsk;gyhk;? vd;W Nfl;lhd;. uNk\;> nfsjkh... ehd; ,g;NghJ jhd; vOe;Njd;. ehk; Voiuf;Fj; jhNd Nghf Ntz;Lk;. mjw;Fs; ehd; jahuhfp tpLfpNwd; vd;whd;. nfsjkd; Kfj;ijg; ghh;f;f Ntz;LNk. Nfhgj;NjhL> rhp vd;W nrhy;yptpl;L njhiyNgrpiag; gl;nld;W mizj;jhd;. uNk\; vg;NghJNk ,g;gbj; jhd;. rPf;fpukhfNt fpsk;g khl;lhd; vd;W Nfhgj;Jld; nrhd;dhd;. nfsjkh... ehk Voiuf;Fj; jhNd jpl;lkpl;Nlhk;. eP mjw;Fs; mtrug;gl;lhy; vd;d nra;tJ vd;W nfsjkDf;F MWjy; jUk; tifapy; Nrfh; $wpdhh;. Nfhgp tPl;by; vy;NyhUk; jahuhfptpl;lhh;fs;. ,e;j uNk\; jhd; ,d;Dk; fpsk;gtpy;iy vd;whd; nfsjkd;.

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,ijf; Nfl;l Nufh> nfsjkh ,g;NghJ njhpAjh? ePAk; jhd; ehk; ntspNa fpsk;Gfpw NghJ> tpisahbf;fpl;Nl njhy;iy jUthNa vd;W nfsjkd; nra;Ak; jtiwr;; Rl;bf; fhl;bdhh;. nfsjkd;> mJ NtW... ,J NtW.. vdf;F kiyNaw nuhk;gg; gpbf;Fk; vd;whd;. cdf;Fg; gpbj;jhy; nra;tha;. ,y;iynad;why; gLj;Jtha;. mJ jhNd? vd;W Nufh Nfl;lhh;. ,th;fs; NgRtJ nfsjkdpd; kdijg; ghjpf;Fk; vd;gij czh;e;j Nrfh;> Ngr;ir mj;Jld; epWj;Jk; tifapy;> rhp... rhp... ehk; Ntz;Lkhdhy; fPNo Ngha; epw;fyhk;. ,uz;L NgUk; nfhQ;r Neuk; G+q;fhtpNy Ngha; tpisahll;Lk;; vd;whh;. ,ijf; Nfl;lJk;> nfsjkd; kpFe;j kfpo;r;rpAld;> jd; igia vLj;Jf; nfhz;L> fhYiwia mzpe;J nfhz;L> fhyzpia Nghl;Lf; nfhz;lhd;. ghDTk; jahuhf Maj;jkhdhs;. mLj;j Ie;jhtJ epkplk;> ehd;F NgUk;> fl;llj;jpw;Ff; fPNo ,Uf;Fk; G+q;fhtpy; ,Ue;jdh;. nfsjkDk; ghDTk; tpisahl Muk;gpj;jdh;. mLj;j miu kzp Neuj;jpy; xt;nthU FLk;gj;jpduhf te;Jr; Nrh;e;jdh;. vy;NyhUk; te;jJk;> kiy VWtjw;Fr; nry;y Ntz;ba ,lj;jpw;fhdg; NgUe;jpy; Vwg; NgUe;J epiyaj;jpw;Fr; nrd;wdh;. Jq; Rq; gFjp yhd; lht; vd;w jPtpy; ,Uf;fpwJ. mq;F kiyfs; mjpfk;. mjdhy; yhd; lhtpy; gy ,lq;fspy; kiy Vw trjpfs; nra;ag;gl;L ,Ue;jd. mjpy; xd;iwj; jhd; ek; FOtpdh; KbTr; nra;J ,Ue;jdh;. Foe;ijfs; midtUk; kpFe;j kfpo;r;rpAld; NgUe;jpy; Vwpdhh;fs;. Vwpa fzj;jpypUe;J xUtNuhL xUth; Ngrpf; nfhz;Lk;> tpisahbf; nfhz;Lk;> xt;nthU fzj;ijAk; Mde;jkhff; fspj;jdh;. mLj;j ,UgJ epkplq;fspy;;> mth;fs; ,wq;f Ntz;ba ,lk; te;jJ. nfsjkDf;F me;j ,lj;jpy; ,wq;fpaJk;> kfpo;r;rpf;F msNtapy;iy. ,uz;L thuq;fshf ,e;jj; jUzj;jpw;fhfj; jhNd fhj;jpUe;jhd;. ghD rw;Nw rpwpats; vd;gjhy; ,jpy; mjpf mf;fiwf; fhl;ltpy;iy. mtsJ taij xj;jth;fs; ahUk; ,y;yhjjhy;> NufhTld; Nrh;e;J elf;f Muk;gpj;jhs;. NgUe;jpypUe;J midtUk; ,wq;fp> jq;fs; kiyg;gazj;ij Muk;gpj;jdh;. ghij ed;F tise;J tise;Jr; nrd;wJ. rpy ,lq;fspy; mlh;j;jpahd kuq;fs; ,Ue;jd. rpy ,lq;fspy; ntl;l ntspahf ,Ue;jd. NghFk; ghijapy; gytpjkhd ,aw;iff; fhl;rpfisf; fhz Kbe;jJ. rpW rpW ePh; tPo;r;rpfisAk;> XilfisAk; fle;Jr; nrd;wdh;. nfsjkd; ,g;gbr; nry;tJ Kjd;Kiw vd;gjhy;> mtDf;F kpFe;j Mr;rhpakhf ,Ue;jJ. Xhplj;jpy; kuq;fs;> nrbfs; VJk; ,y;yhky; ntl;l ntspapy;> jiuapy; fUfpa nrbfisf; fz;lhd;. jd; je;ijaplk; mg;gh... vJf;F ,q;Nf vy;yhk; fUg;G fUg;gh ,Uf;F? vd;W Nfl;lhd;. ,ijf; Nfl;l Nrfh;> nfsjkh... fhl;by; gy rkak; jP gpbf;Fk;. mjdhy; kuk; nrbnay;yhk; ,g;gbf; fUfpg; NghFk; vd;whh;. ehk; tPl;by; ,Uf;Fk; NghJ xU ehs; fUfpd ,iyAk;> J}rpAk; ek; tPl;Lr; rd;dypYk;> ghy; fd;dpapYk; ,Ue;jNj... mJ Nghd;w fhl;Lj; jPah? vd;W Nfl;lhd;. mg;NghJ jhd;> ,uz;L khjq;;fSf;F Kd;G yhd; lht; gFjpapy; Vw;gl;lg; nghpa fhl;Lj; jP> NrfUf;F epidtpw;F te;jJ. 22

Mkhk;> Mkhk;... me;jf; fhl;Lj; jPia mizj;jJk;> me;j ,lk; ,g;gb Mfp tpLk; vd;W Nfhgpapd; je;ij tpthpj;jhh;.

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ehd; $l mijg; ghh;j;Njd;. ,uz;L n`ypfhg;lh; khw;wp khw;wpj; jz;zPiuf; nfhz;L Nghapw;Nw vd;whd; uNk\;. Mkh... fhl;Lj; jP Vd; tUfpwJ? vd;W Nfl;lhd; Nfhgp. mjw;F Nfhgpapd; je;ij RNu\;> rpy rkak; Ntfkhdf; fhw;W tPRk;NghJ kuk; nrbf; nfhbfs; xd;NwhL xd;W cuRk; NghJ neUg;G cz;lhfp> mJ fhl;by; guTk;. rpy rkak;> ek;ikg; Nghy kiyNaw tUgth;fs;> ftdf;Fiwthf neUg;ig mizf;fhky; Ngha;tpl;lhy;> mJTk; fhl;Lj; jPahf khwptpLk; vd;W tpsf;fpdhh;. ehk; NghFk; rkaj;jpy; VJk; fhl;Lj; jP tuhky; ,Uf;f Ntz;Lk;g;gh vd;W Nufh Ntz;bf; nfhz;lhh;. 23

,g;gbNa mth;fs; Ngrpf; nfhz;Nl> xU rkntspg; gFjpf;F te;Jr; Nrh;e;jdh;. nfsjkd; jd; fbfhuj;ijg; ghh;j;J> ehk ,g;NghJ tiuf;Fk; xU kzp Neuk; ele;jpUf;Nfhk; vd;W mwptpj;jhd;. Nfhgpapd; je;ij RNu\;> ehk; ,q;Nf nfhQ;rk; Neuk; Xa;T vLj;Jf; nfhz;L> fhiy czit cz;Ltpl;L gpwF NkNy Vwyhk; vd;whh;. midtUk; jq;fs; igfis Xhplj;jpy; itj;Jtpl;L> fhiy czit cz;zj; jahuhdhh;fs;. ---

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mth;fs; ,Ue;j ,lk; rw;Nw rkntspahf ,Ue;jjhy;> nfsjkDk; mtDila ez;gh;fSk; Muthuj;Jld; tpisahl Muk;gpj;jdh;. jha;khh;fs; midtUk; jpd;gjw;fhff; nfhz;L te;jf; fhiy czTfis vLj;J itf;f> mhpjhfr; re;jpj;Jf; nfhs;Sk; je;ijkhh;fs; $b epd;W Ngrpf; nfhs;s Muk;gpj;jhh;fs;.

Foe;ijfs; tpisahl;L Kk;Kuj;jpy; ngw;Nwhh; gy Kiw mioj;Jk; tuhky; jq;fs; tpisahl;bNyNa yapj;jpUe;jdh;. Nfhgpapd; jha; Foe;ijfSf;F mUNf nrd;W> fhiy czT MdJk;> midtUk; Nrh;e;Jg; Nghl;b Nghlyhk; vd;W nrhd;dg; gpd;dNu> cz;z mkh;e;jdh;. Ie;J FLk;gj;jpdh; vd;gjhy; tpjtpjkhd czTfs; ,Ue;jd. ,l;yp> G+hp> rg;ghj;jp> cg;Gkh> Nghsp> nfhOf;fl;il> nuhl;b> rhk;ghh;> rl;dp> FUkh> Rz;ly; vd;W gy tif. Foe;ijfs; jq;fSf;F Ntz;baij thq;fp> tpUk;gpj; jpd;d Muk;gpj;jdh;. Mdhy; tpisahlr; nry;Yk; Mh;tj;jpy; cztpy; mj;jidf; ftdk; nry;ytpy;iy. miuFiwahf cz;L kWgbAk; tpisahl Xbtpl;Ldh;. ngw;Nwhh; midtUk; cz;L Kbe;j gpd;> mq;NfNa ,lk; VJthf ,Ue;jjhy;> Nghl;bfs; elj;j KbTr; nra;ag;gl;lJ. rpWth; rpWkpaUf;fhfr; rpy Nghl;bfs;. ngw;NwhUf;Fr; rpy Nghl;bfs;. ,U rhuhiuAk; ,izj;Jr; rpy Nghl;bfs;. vy;yhg; Nghl;bfSk; Kba kzp gjpndhd;whfptpl;lJ. kWgbAk; tPL jpUk;g %d;W fpNyh kPl;lh; elf;f Ntz;Lnkd;gjhy;> midtUk; mt;tplj;ijtpl;Lf; fpsk;gj; jPh;khdpj;jdh;. ghDTf;F ,izahd taijnahj;jth; mq;F ,y;yhjf; fhuzj;jhy;> kw;wf; Foe;ijfSld; mtshy; tpisahl Kbahky; NghdJ. mjdhy; Foe;ijfs; Nghl;bfspy; fye;Jf; nfhz;l gpd;> me;j ,lj;ijr; Rw;wpg; ghh;f;f Muk;gpj;jhs;. mq;F fPNo fple;jtw;iw Muha;e;J> mofhdf; Fr;rpfisAk;> ,iy> G+f;fisAk; Nrfhpj;jhs;. mtw;iwnay;yhk; nfhz;L te;J jd; igapy; Nghl;Lf; nfhz;lhs;. midtUk; fpsk;gp epw;Fk; Ntisapy;> ghD mq;F ,Uf;ftpy;iy. Rw;Wk; Kw;Wk; ghh;j;jdh;. mtisf; fhztpy;iy. ghD njhiye;Jtpl;lhNsh vd;W gae;Jg; Ngha;> MSf;nfhUg; gf;fkha;r; nrd;Wj; Njl Muk;gpj;jdh;. ghD.. ghD.. nfsjkd; rj;jkhf mioj;jhd;. ghDtpw;F nfsjkdpd; Fuiyf; Nfl;l gpd; jhd;> jhd; rpwpJj; njhiyT te;Jtpl;lJg; Ghpe;jJ. clNd Rjhhpj;Jf; nfhz;L mz;zh.. mz;zh.. ehd; ,q;Nf ,Uf;fpNwd;! vd;W gjpYf;Ff; 25

fj;jpdhs;. $l;lj;jpdh; midtUk; ghDtpd; Fuy; Nfl;l gpd; rw;Nw MRthrg;gLj;jpf; nfhz;L> Fuy; te;jj; jpf;if Nehf;fp elf;fj; njhlq;fpdh;. mJNt mth;fs; Nghf Ntz;bag; ghijahf ,Ue;jjhy;> ghDitr; rPf;fpuNk neUq;fpdh;. ghDtpd; mUNf nrd;wJNk> Nrfh;> ghD.. vd;d ,J.. ,g;gbah jdpNa tUtJ.. vd;W rw;Nw Nfhgj;Jld; Nfl;lhh;. ,y;iy mg;gh.. ,e;j ,lk; ed;whf ,Ue;jjh.. mijg; ghh;f;f te;Njd;.. vd;whs; gaj;Jld; ghD. ,e;jf; fhl;by; fhzhky; Nghdhy;> cd;dhy; vg;gbj; jpUk;gp tu KbAk;.. ,dpNk vq;fNshL jhd; tu Ntz;Lk;.. Ghpfpwjh.. vd;W Nufh mwpTiu $wpdhh;. rhpk;kh.. vd;W $wp mikjpahfj; jiyahl;bdhs; ghD. gpwF midtUk; kiy kPNj> mg;gbNa nky;y ele;Jr; nry;y Muk;gpj;jdh;. nrbfSf;Fk; kuq;fSf;Fk; ,ilNa ele;J> xU kiyapypUe;J kw;nwhU kiyf;Fr; nry;tJ kpfTk; Rthurpakhf ,Ue;jJ. topapy; rpWrpW Xilfs; ,Ue;jd. rpy ,lq;fspy; epyr;rhpTfs; Vw;gl;ljhy;> kz; rw;Nw ntSj;jpUe;jJ. me;j ,lq;fspy; vr;rhpf;ifg; gyiffs; ,Ue;jd. Foe;ijfs; midtUk; xUtUf;nfhUth; Nghl;b Nghl;Lf; nfhz;L Kd;Nd nry;y> nghpath;fs; Ngrpf; nfhz;Nl gpd;Nd nrd;wdh;. mg;NghJ ghD> Nrfiu Nehf;fp Ntfkhf te;jhs;. mg;gh.. mq;Nf ghUq;fs;.. ePh;tPo;r;rp.. vd;whs; kfpo;r;rpAld;. Fw;whyk; Nghy; kpfg; nghpjhf ,y;yhJ NghdhYk;> me;j ePh;tPo;r;rpapy; nts;spf; fk;gpiag; Nghd;W rpwpJ ePh; te;Jf; nfhz;bUe;jJ. Mkhk; ghD.. mJ jhd; rpy;th; Ng ePh;tPo;r;rp.. vd;whh; Nrfh;. ehk; mq;Nf Nghfyhkhg;gh.. vd;W Nfl;lhs; ghD. epr;rakh.. ehk; me;j topahfj; jhd; Nghf Ntz;Lk; vd;whh; mth;fspd; ciuahliyf; Nfl;Lf; nfhz;bUe;j RNu\;. mjw;Fs; uNk\{k; NfhgpAk; kw;nwhU Gwk;> mg;gh.. mg;gh.. mq;Nf ghUq;fs;.. fhl;Lj; jP.. vd;W xU Nruf; fj;jpdh;. midtUk; me;jg; gf;fk; ghh;j;jdh;.

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me;jj; jP rpwpJ Neuj;jpw;F Kd;Ng Vw;gl;bUf;f Ntz;Lk;. jPia mizf;fj; jPaizg;G Ml;fs; rpyh; Ntiy nra;Jf; nfhz;bUe;jdh;. mJ ,uz;L kiyfSf;F mg;ghy; ,Ue;j NghJk;> elg;gJ kpfTk; Jy;ypakhfj; njhpe;jJ. ghD kWgbAk;> mg;gh.. mq;Nf ghUq;fs;.. n`ypfhg;lh;.. vd;W fj;jpdhs;. ghD.. mJ ePh; nfhz;L tUfpwJ vd;W Nfhgp cw;rhfj;Jld; fj;jpdhd;. n`ypfhg;lhpd; fPNo xU nghpa $ilapy; ePh; tope;Jf; nfhz;L ,Ue;jJ. mij mg;gbNa jPapd; NkNy nfhl;baJ. gpd; ePh; epug;g kWgbAk; nrd;wJ. mjw;Fs; kw;nwhU n`ypfhg;lh; ,d;ndhU $il epiwa ePh; nfhz;L te;Jf; nfhl;baJ. ,ijf; Foe;ijfs; ghh;j;Jf; nfhz;L ,Ue;j Ntisapy;> nghpath;fSf;Fg; gj;jpukhf tPL Nru Ntz;LNk vd;w vz;zk; nghpjhf ,Ue;jJ. mth;fis elf;fr; nrhd;dhh;fs;. mg;gh.. ,d;Dk; nfhQ;rk; Neuk;.. midtUk; xd;W Nghy nrhd;dijNa mq;NfNa gj;J epkplq;fs; epd;w gpd;> ePh;tPo;r;rpf;F NtW nry;y Ntz;Lk; nrhd;dJk; jhd;> Foe;ijfs; fpsk;gj; jahuhdhh;fs;. nrhd;dhh;fs;. vd;W RNu\;

midtUk; kpfTk; Ntfkhf elf;f Muk;gpj;jhh;fs;. tpiutpy; ePh;tPo;r;rpf;F mUNf te;jdh;. ghiwfs; eLNt ,J ,Ue;jJ kpfTk; mofhf ,Ue;jJ. ePh; mjpfkpy;yhjjhy;> Foe;ijfs; klklntdg; ghiwfspd; Nky; Vw Muk;gpj;jdh;.

nfsjkd;> uNk\;> Nfhgp> nry;tk;> Fkhh;> MNj\;> uhzp> rj;ah> tpj;ah midtUk; kpf Ntfkhf NkNy Vwpr; nrd;wdh;. ghD jd; Nghf;fpy; epjhdkhf Vwpa tz;zk; ,Ue;jhs;. NrfUk; kw;wth;fSk; fPNoNa epd;Wf; nfhz;L> mth;fisg; ghh;j;J gj;jpuk;.. gj;jpuk; vd;W nrhy;ypa tz;zk; ,Ue;jdh;. mq;F xU gj;J epkplq;fNs MfpapUf;Fk;. jPaizg;Gg; gilapdh; ,Uth; te;J> midtiuAk; mt;tplj;ijtpl;Lr; nry;YkhWf; $w Muk;gpj;jdh;. Foe;ijfs; midtUk; kpfTk; kfpo;r;rpAld; Vwpf; nfhz;Lk; tpisahbf; nfhz;Lk; ,Ue;jjhy;> fpsk;gj; jahuha; ,y;iy. ghD.. nfsjk;.. Nfhgp.. uNk\;> uhzp> Fkhh;.. 27

xt;nthUthpd; ngauhf mioj;Jg; ghh;j;jdh;. ,Njh mth;fs; ,wq;FtJg; Nghy; njhpaNtapy;iy. NrfUk; tur; nrd;whh;fs;. mth;fisf; fpsg;GtJg; ngUk; te;jpUf;fpwhh;fs;. fhl;Lj; jP ,Ug;gjhy; ehk; ,q;F itj;J mth;fis mioj;J te;jdh;.

tUfpNwhk; vd;W Fuy; kl;LNk te;jJ. RNu\{k;> NkNy Vwp mth;fis mioj;J ghlhfptpl;lJ. jPaizg;Gg; gilapdh; ,Ug;gJ ghJfhg;ghdjy;y.. vd;W Ghpa

Foe;ijfs; miu kdj;Jld; me;j ,lj;ijtpl;Lf; fpsk;gpdh;. Nr.. fhl;Lj; jP ek;ik tpisahl tplhky; jLj;Jtpl;lNj.. vd;W Nfhgp tUe;jpdhd;. mjw;F vd;d nra;tJ? ehk ,d;ndhU Kiw te;jhy; NghfpwJ.. vdwhh; RNu\;.

vg;NghJ tuyhk;? vd;whs; Mh;tj;Jld; ghD. ghh;f;fyhk;.. vg;NghJ KbANkh.. mg;NghJ.. vd;whh; Nufh. midtUk; top neLfpYk; fhl;Lj; jPiag; ghh;j;Jf; nfhz;Nl> mij rgpj;Jf; nfhz;Nl> NgUe;J epWj;jk; tiuf;Fk; te;Jr; Nrh;e;jdh;. kjpa cztpid ePh;tPo;r;rpf;F mUNf cz;zyhk; vd;w jpl;lk; ,Ue;jjhy;> czT cz;Zk; tha;g;G ,y;yhJ NghdJ. midtUk; mtuth; tPLfSf;Fr; nrd;W cz;zyhk; vd;W KbTr; nra;Jf; nfhz;L> tPL Nehf;fpg; gazkhapdh;. ---

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tPl;bw;Fs; EioAk; NghJ fpl;ljl;l %d;W kzpahfptpl;lJ. NgUe;jpy; tUk;NghJ Foe;ijfs; xUtNuhL xUth; Ngrpf;nfhz;Lk;> Mbf;nfhz;Lk; te;jjhy;> ghDtpw;Fk; nfsjkDf;Fk; tPl;Lf;;Fs; Eioe;jJNk> mrjp Vw;gl;lJ. nkj;jpUf;ifapy; cl;fhh;e;Jf; fhyzpfisf; fow;wptpl;L> igfis mq;NfNa tpl;Ltpl;L> cs;Ns nry;y vj;jdpj;jdh;. ,ijf; fz;l Nrfh;> nfsjk;.. ghD.. vd;d ,J? fow;wpaij itf;f Ntz;ba ,lj;jpy; itf;f Ntz;lhkh? vd;W mjl;bdhh;. Nr.. mg;gh vd;d te;jJk; tuhjJkhf.. ,g;gb.. vd;W nrhy;yj; Njhd;wpdhYk;> nfsjkd; nksdkhf \{ rhf;i] vLj;J itj;jhd;. ghDTk; mtidg; gpd; njhlh;e;jhs;. kWgbAk; cs;Ns nry;y vj;jdpj;jg; NghJ> igfis ahh; vLj;Jf; nfhz;L NghtJ? vd;whh; Nufh jd; gq;fpw;F. mikjpahf ,UtUk; jq;fs; igfisj; jq;fs; miwf;F vLj;Jr; nry;y Kw;gl;ldh;. ,uz;L NgUk; cilfis khw;wpf; nfhz;L> Kfk; if fhy;fisf; fOtpf; nfhz;L rPf;fpukhf rhg;gpl thUq;fs;.. vd;whh; Nufh. kpFe;j mrjpahy;> NkYk; vJTk; Ngrhky;> ,UtUk; jq;fs; miwf;Fs; nrd;W cil khw;wpf; nfhz;L Kfk; if fhy;fisf; fOtpf; nfhz;L te;jdh;. NrfUk; NufhTk; jahuhdJk; kjpa cztpid cz;ldh;. Nufh> ,dpNky; ePq;fs; nra;a Ntz;baijr; nra;ayhk;.. vd;whh;. ghD mg;gbNa nkj;jpUf;ifapy; gLj;Jf; nfhz;lhs;. Nufh Nrfhplk;> Vq;f.. cq;fs; ez;gh; tpf;uk; tPlbw;Fg; nrd;W tuyhkh? vd;W Nfl;lhh;. ; vjw;F? vd;dq;f ,J.. kwe;J tpl;Bh;fsh.. mth;fSf;Ff; Foe;ijg; gpwe;J xU khjj;jpw;;F NkNy MfpwJ.. ,d;Dk; Ngha; ghh;f;fNtapy;iy.. ePNa Ngha; ghh;j;Jtpl;L te;Jtpl Ntz;baJjhNd? mth; cq;fs; $l Ntiyr; nra;fpwth;.. ePq;fs; ,y;yhky; ehd; kl;Lk; Ngha;tpl;L te;jhy; ed;whf ,Uf;fhJ.. mjdhy; jhd; ,d;Dk; Nghftpy;iy.. rhp.. mg;gbahdhy; vg;NghJ Nghfyhk;? xU Ie;J kzpf;Fg; Nghdhy; rhpahf ,Uf;Fk;.. mjw;;Fs; xU Fl;bj; J}f;fk; Nghl;Lf; nfhs;fpNwd; vd;W $wptpl;L J}q;fr; nrd;whh; Nrfh;. NufhTk; rw;Nw nkj;jpUf;ifapy; rha;e;jhh;. Ie;J kzp thf;fpy;> NufhTk; NrfUk; fpsk;gj; jahuhdhh;fs;. vOg;gpdh;. nfsjkidAk; ghDitAk; nfsjkDk; vdf;F

mk;kh.. vdf;Fj; J}f;fkhf tUfpwJ.. vd;w ghD voj; jahuha; ,y;iy. ,d;Dk; J}q;f Ntz;Lk;.. vd;whd;.

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ePq;fSk; thUq;fs;.. vd;whh; Nrfh;.

tPl;by; ,Ue;J nfhz;L vd;d nra;ag; NghfpwPh;fs;? vd;W Nfl;ljw;F> J}q;fNwhk; vd;whd; nfsjkd;. vt;tsT Neuk; J}q;FtPh;fs;.. rhp.. rhp.. ehq;fs; Ngha;tpl;L tUfpNwhk;. ePq;fs; ,uz;L NgUk; rz;il Nghlhky; tPl;by; ,Ug;gPh;fsh? vd;whh; Nrfh; Foe;ijfis tPl;bNyNa tpl;Lr; nry;yyhk; vd;w KbTld;. rhpg;gh.. vd;whd; nfsjkd;. NrfUk; NufhTk; fpsk;gj; jahuhfpaJk; Ie;jiu kzpf;Ff; nfsjkid vOg;gp> nfsjkh.. NghJk; J}q;fpaJ.. ,uhj;jphpapy; gpwF J}f;fk; tuhJ.. vd;W vOg;gpdhh; Nufh. nfsjkd; mth;fs; fpsk;gp epw;gijg; ghh;j;jJk;> ,dp jhd; tPbNah Nfk;]; tpisahlyhk; vd;w epidg;gpy; vOe;J cl;fhh;e;jhd;. gj;jpukhf ,Uf;f Ntz;Lk;.. rhpah? vd;W $wptpl;L ghDit vOg;gpdhh; Nufh. rhpk;kh.. vd;whd;. ghD miuj; J}f;fj;jpy; vOe;J cl;fhh;e;jhs;. jhAk; je;ijAk; fjit %bf;nfhz;L ntspNa nrd;wJk;> ghD mg;gbNa J}q;fpg; Nghdhs;. nfsjkd; jd; tPbNah Nfk;i] vLf;f miwf;Fr; nrd;whd;. vLj;Jr; nrd;w jd; igapy; Njbdhd;. mJ ,Uf;ftpy;iy. ghD.. ghD.. vq;Nf vd; tPbNah Nfk;];? vd;W fj;jpdhd;. nfsjkdpd; $r;rypy; muz;Lg; Nghd ghD> vdf;Fj; njhpahJ.. vd;whs;. cd; igapy; ,Uf;fpwjh ghh;? vd;whd; Nfhgkhf. ghD miu kdJld; vOe;J jd; miwf;Fg; Ngha; igia tuNtw;giwf;F vLj;J te;jhs;. mtsJ ig Fr;rp> G+> ,iyfshy; epuk;gpapUe;jJ. mijnay;yhk; mg;gbNa jiuapy; nfhl;bdhs;. gpwF igapd; xt;nthUg; gf;fj;jpYk; ifia tpl;Lj; Njbdhs;. tPbNah Nfk;]; mjpy; ,Uf;ftpy;iy. mz;zh.. vd;dplk; ,y;iyNa.. Iaa;Nah.. mg;NghJ fhzhky; Ngha;tpl;ljh? mz;zh.. ePjhNd Nfhgp mz;zhtplk; fhl;b nfhz;L ,Ue;jha;.. Mkh.. mg;NghJ mth;fsplk; ,Uf;Fkh? Nfl;Lg; ghh; mz;zh.. clNd Nfhgpf;F Ngrpdhd;. mtdplKk; ,Uf;ftpy;iy.

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,d;iwf;F mg;ghtplk; ed;whfj; jpl;L thq;fg; NghfpNwd; vd;W tUe;jpg; ghD nfhl;b itj;jpUe;jf; Fg;igapy; kWgbAk; Njl Kw;gl;lhd;. mg;NghJ mjpy; xU nghUs; mtd; ftdj;ijf; fth;e;jJ. tpj;jpahrkhf ,Ue;jJ. kpfTk; jbkdhf> jq;f epwj;jpy;. ghD.. ,njd;d? vd;W Nfl;lhd;. mz;zh.. mij ehk; tpisahbf; nfhz;L ,Ue;j ,lj;jpNy fz;nlLj;Njd;.. Vd; mg;NghNj fhl;ltpy;iy? mg;NghJjhd; ePq;fs; vy;yhk; vd;idj; Njbf; nfhz;;L te;jPh;fs;.. gpwF ehd; kwe;J tpl;Nld; vd;whs;. J}hpif kpfTk; mofhf ,Uf;fpwJ.. th glk; tiue;Jg; ghh;f;fyhk;.. nfsjkDf;Fg; glk; tiutJ gpbj;j tp\ak;. mjdhy; njhiye;j tPbNah Nfk;i] kwe;Nj Nghdhd;. nfsjkd; tiuglg; Gj;jfj;ijAk; tz;zk; jPl;l tz;zg;ngl;biaAk; nfhz;L te;jhd;. ghD.. nfhQ;rk; jz;zPh; kl;Lk; nfhz;L th.. ghDtpd; J}f;fk; ,g;NghJ gwe;Nj NghdJ. te;jhs;. Xbg; Ngha; xU fpz;zj;jpy; ePiuf; nfhz;L %d;W NfhLfs; mJ xU J}hpif. rw;Nw

nfsjkd; J}hpifahy; tz;zj;ijf; Fioj;J> tz;zk; jPl;l Kide;jhd;. tiue;jJNk.. me;j miwapy; xNu Gif %l;lk;. ghD gae;Nj Nghdhs;. Xbg; Ngha; nfsjkdplk; xl;bf; nfhz;lhs;. ---

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mj;jpahak; gj;;J
rw;Nw Gif %l;lk; Fiwaf; Fiwa> mjpy; xU cUtk; vOe;jJ. mq;F mofpar; rpWkp epd;wpUe;jhs;. vd;dlh ,J? mjprakhf ,Uf;fpwNj.. rpdpkhtpy; tUfpw khjphp G+jkh.. vd;W nfsjkdpd; kdjpy; gy jug;gl;l vz;zq;fs;. md;ghd ,dpa cs;sk; nfhz;l v[khdNu! vd;W me;jr; rpWkp cliy tisj;Jf; Fdpe;J tzq;fp epd;whs;. rpWkp tzq;fp epw;gijf; fz;L rw;Nw gak; njspe;J> nfsjkd;> ahh; eP? vd;W Nfl;lhd;. md;ghd ,dpa cs;sk; nfhz;l v[khdNu! ehd; xU G+jk;.. vd;whs; mr;rpWkp kPz;Lk; cliy tisj;Jf; Fdpe;J tzq;fpf; nfhz;Nl. G+jkh? vd;W ghD mjph;e;jhs;. G+jk; vd;why;.. cd;dhy; vd;d nra;a KbAk;? vd;W nfsjkd; ijhpaj;Jld; Nfl;lhd;. njhiyf;fhl;rpapy; tUk; gy njhlh;fspy; gytpjkhd epfo;r;rpfisg; ghh;j;jjhy; nfsjkDf;F mj;jid gak; ,Uf;ftpy;iy. md;ghd ,dpa cs;sk; nfhz;l v[khdNu! ePq;fs; Nfl;gij vd;dhy; ju KbAk;.. vd;W $wp tzq;fp epd;wJ. clNd fhzhky; Nghd tPbNah Nfk;];jhd; nfsjkdpd; epidtpw;F te;jJ. ,g;NghJ vd; tPbNah Nfk;i]f; fhNzhk;. Nfl;lhd;. mijf; fz;L gpbj;Jj; ju KbAkh? vd;W

md;ghd ,dpa cs;sk; nfhz;l v[khdNu! ,Njh.. vd;wJ jhd;. G+jj;jpd; ifapy; mtdJ tPbNah Nfk;]; ,Ue;jJ. vq;Nf ,Ue;jJ? vd;W Nfl;lhd; Mh;tj;Jld;. md;ghd ,dpa kiwe;jJg; G+jk;. cs;sk; nfhz;l v[khdNu! ehd; ,Ue;j kiyapy; jhd;.. vd;W $wp

jhd; kiyapy; jtwtpl;lJ vg;gbNah fpilj;jJ vd;W ngU%r;Rtpl;Lf; nfhz;lhd;. kPz;Lk; J}hpifahy; tz;zk; jPl;bg; G+jj;ij mioj;jhd;. cd;dhy; Ntnwd;d nra;a KbAk;? vd;W Nfl;lhd;. md;ghd ,dpa cs;sk; nfhz;l v[khdNu! mij ePq;fs; jhd; nrhy;y Ntz;Lk;. nra;Ntd; vd;wJ G+jk; tzq;fpf; nfhz;Nl. nrhy;tijr;

mz;zh.. vdf;F gakhf ,Uf;fpwJ.. vd;W ghD xU Gwj;jpy; G+jj;ijg; ghh;j;Jf; nfhz;Nl $wpdhs;. ghD.. Vd; gag;gLfpwha;.. myhTjPd; fijapy; tu n[d;dp Nghy.. mJ cd;idg; Nghy rpWkp jhNd.. cdf;F Ntz;baijf; Nfs;.. vd;W MRthrg;gLj;jpdhd;. 32

vdf;F xd;Wk; Ntzhk;g;gh.. vd;W xJq;fpdhs; ghD. rhp.. nks;s Nfl;Lf; nfhs;.. vd;W $wptpl;Lg; G+jj;ijg; ghh;j;J Mkhk;.. cd; ngah; vd;d? vd;W Nfl;lhd;. md;ghd ,dpa cs;sk; nfhz;l v[khdNu! vdf;Fj; njhpahJ vd;wJ G+jk;. rpwpJ Nahrpj;jhd;. G+jj;ij vg;gbf; $g;gplyhk; ghD? vd;W Nfl;lhd;. ,dpa cs;sk; nfhz;l v[khdNu! ehd; ,g;NghJ vd;d

G+jk; nghWikapd;wp> md;ghd nra;al;Lk;? vd;W Nfl;lJ.

ePAk; vq;fSld; cl;fhh;e;Jf; nfhs;.. Nahrpj;Jr; nrhy;fpNwd;.. vd;whd; nfsjkd;. ghD gae;jpUg;gijf; fz;l nfsjkd;> njhiyf;fhl;rpia KLf;fpdhd;. miythpir te;jJ. mijg; ghh;f;fj; Jtq;fpdhs;. mtSf;Fg; gpbj;j

nfsjkd; G+jk; vg;NghJk; md;ghd ,dpa cs;sk; nfhz;l v[khdNu! vd;W nrhy;tijf; ftdpj;jpUe;jhd;. nfsjkd; G+jj;jpd; mUNf nrd;W cd;id vg;gbf; $g;gpLtJ? vd;W Nfl;lhd;. md;ghd ,dpa cs;sk; nfhz;l v[khdNu! vg;gb Ntz;LkhdhYk; $g;gpLq;fs;.. Kjypy; eP xd;W nra;a Ntz;Lk;.. md;ghd ,dpa cs;sk; nfhz;l v[khdNu! vd;d? ,g;gb ePskhfr; nrhy;tij epWj;j Ntz;Lk;.. md;ghd ,dpa cs;sk; nfhz;l v[khdNu! Mdhy; vdf;F cq;fis tzq;fpdhy; jhd; rf;jp fpilf;Fk;.. mg;gbnad;why;.. mijNa RUf;fp m,cv-d;Dr; nrhy; NghJk;.. md;ghd ,dpa cs;sk; nfhz;l v[khdNu! rhp nra;J ghh;f;fpNwd;.. vdf;F ,g;NghJ gpud;R gpiu]; rhg;gpl Ntz;Lk;; Nghy; ,Uf;fpwJ.. tutiof;f KbAkh? mijf; Nfl;lJk; ghD G+jj;ijg; ghh;j;jhs;. md;ghd ,dpa cs;sk; nfhz;l v[khdNu! ,Njh.. G+jj;jpd; iffspy; gpud;R gpiu]; ,Ue;jJ. m,cv-d;D nrhy;.. ePskhfr; nrhy;yhNj.. m,cv! rhpq;f.. ,jw;;F ,g;NghJ Nfl;nrg; Ntz;Lk;.. m,cv! ,Njh.. G+jj;jpd; iffspy; Nfl;nrg;. 33

RUf;fkhfr; nrhd;dhYk; rf;jp ,Uf;fpwJ ,y;iyah? vd;W Nfl;lhd; nfsjkd;. m,cv! Mkhq;f.. vd;W MNkhjpj;J kiwe;jJ G+jk;. ghDTk; nfsjkDk; rhg;gpl;lhh;fs;. nfsjkDf;F xNu kfpo;r;rp. Nfl;lijf; nfhLf;fpd;w G+jk;. vd;d Nfl;fyhk;? vd;d nra;ar; nrhy;yyhk;? xd;WNk Ghpatpy;iy. gpwF Nahrpj;Jf; nfhs;syhk; vd;W kPz;Lk; J}hpifahy; tz;zk; jPl;bg; G+jj;ij tutioj;J> ehq;fs; vg;NghJ tz;zk; jPl;bdhYk; eP tUthah? vd;W Nfl;lhd;. m,cv! Mkhk;.. vd;wJ G+jk;. ,ijf; Nfl;l Neuj;jpy; njhiyNgrp kzp xypj;jJ. Nufh jhd; nra;jpUe;jhh;. nfsjk;.. ghD.. vd;d nra;Jf; nfhz;L ,Uf;fpwPh;fs;? vd;W Nfl;lhh;. ele;jJ vijAk; $whky;> njhiyf;fhl;rpiag; ghh;j;Jf; nfhz;L ,Uf;Nfhk;kh.. vd;W kl;Lk; nrhd;dhd; ey;yg; gps;isaha;. ehq;fs; ,d;Dk; gj;J epkplj;jpy; tPl;bw;F te;JtpLNthk;.. rhpah? vd;whh;. rhpq;fk;kh.. vd;W nrhy;ypj; njhiyg;Ngrpia itf;Fk;NghNj> nfsjkd; jiuapy; ghD nfhl;b itj;jf; Fg;igfSk; nkf;Nkhdhy;l; ngl;bfSk; fplg;gijf; fz;lhd;. ghD.. cd; Fg;igia vLj;J it.. vd;whd;. Vd;.. ePNa vLj;J it.. vd;whs; ghD Nrhk;gYld;. G+jk; tPl;ilr; Rj;jk; nra;Akh vd;w Nfs;tp cld; vOe;jJ. G+jj;ijj; J}hpifahy; tz;zk; jPl;b mioj;jhd;. G+jKk; te;jJ. NghL.. nkf;Nlhdhy;l; ngl;bfisf;

m,cv G+jNk.. ghDNthlf; Fg;igfis igapNy Fg;igapNy NghL.. vd;W Mizapl;lhd; nfsjkd;. m,cv! rhpq;f.. vd;wJ jhd;. jiu Rj;jkhdJ.

rhp.. rhp.. ,d;Dk; nfhQ;rk; Neuj;jpNy vq;fs; mk;khTk; mg;ghTk; te;J tpLthh;fs;.. vd;whd;. m,cv! mg;gbah? rhp.. ,g;NghJ eP Nghfyhk;. kPz;Lk; Gif %l;lk;. ehd; ehisf;F cd;idf; $g;gpLfpNwd;.. vd;W nrhd;dJk;>

m,cv! ehd; nrd;W tUfpNwd; vd;W cliy tisj;Jf; Fdpe;J tzq;fp kiwe;jJ G+jk;. ---

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G+jk; NghdJk; nfsjkd; ghDtplk;> ghD.. mk;kh mg;gh te;jhy;.. G+jj;ijg; gw;wp VJk; nrhy;yhNj.. vd;W Ntz;bdhd;. Vd; mz;zh.. nrhd;dhy; vd;dthk;? ekf;F Ntz;baij vy;yhk; thq;fpf; nfhz;L.. gpwF nrhy;yyhk;. mij mth;fs; thq;fpf; nfhs;thh;fs; ,y;iyah.. mjw;fhfj;jhd;.. Mkhz;zh.. rhp.. mg;NghJ ehd; nrhy;ytpy;iy.. nfsjkd; J}hpifiag; gj;jpukhf jd; miwf;Fr; nrd;W xspj;J itj;jhd;. NrfUk; NufhTk; tPl;bw;F te;jJk;> tPL Rj;jkhf ,Ue;jijf; fz;L MWjyhf ,Ue;jJ. Nufh Nkir Nky; %b itj;jpUe;jf; fpz;zj;ijj; jpwe;Jg; ghh;j;jg; gpd;> nfsjkh.. ghD.. ehd; ntl;b itj;Jtpl;Lg; Nghdg; goj;ijr; rhg;gpltpy;iyah? vd;W Nfl;lhh;. ,y;iyak;kh.. vd;whd; nfsjkd; clNd. kjpak; rhg;gpl;lJ. ,g;NghJ VO kzp.. grpf;ftpy;iyah? vd;W Mjq;fj;Jld; Nfl;lhh; Nrfh;. ehk; ,g;NghNj nrhd;dhy;..

mg;gh.. ehq;fs; nkf;.. vd;W ghD nrhy;y vj;jdpf;Fk; NghNj> nfsjkd; ,ilkwpj;J> grpf;ftpy;iyak;kh.. njhiyf;fhl;rpiag; ghh;j;Jf; nfhz;Nl ,Ue;Njhk; mk;kh.. vd;W kOg;gpdhd; nfsjkd;. rhp.. rhp.. ,g;NghJ ,ijr; rhg;gpl Ntz;lhk;. ,uT czTf;Fg; gpwF rhg;gpl;Lf; nfhs;syhk;.. vd;W $wptpl;L> ,uT cztpidj; jahh; nra;a rikayiwf;Fs; Eioe;jhh; Nufh. mjw;Fs; ifNgrp kzp mbf;f> mtuJ ez;gUld; Ngrr; nrd;Wtpl;lhh; Nrfh;. Foe;ijfs; ,UtUk; mikjpahf ,Ue;jdh;. Nahrpj;j tz;zk; ,Ue;jJ. nfsjkDf;F kl;Lk; kdk; kpf Ntfkhf VNjNjh te;J> nfskjh.. vd;d Fg;igapNy

Nufh rpwpJ Neuj;jpy; rikayiwapypUe;J ntspNa nkf;Nlhdhy;l; ngl;bfs; ,Uf;fpd;wd? vd;W Nfl;lhh;.

nfsjkDf;F Kjypy; mJ vg;gb te;jJ vd;W Ghpatpy;iy. gpwF G+jj;jpd; epidT te;jJk;> Rj;jk; nra;j G+jk; mijf; Fg;igapy; Nghl;lJg; Ghpe;jJ. mk;khtpw;F vd;d gjpy; nrhy;tnjd;W Nahrpj;jhd;. ghD> mk;kh.. ,d;iwf;F ehk; ntspNa Nghd NghJ.. vd;W Muk;gpj;jhs;. mtis NkNy $w tplhky; nfsjkd;> mk;kh.. ehd; Ke;jhehs; thq;fpag; ngl;b mJ.. ,d;iwf;F vd; igiar; Rj;jk; nra;Njdh.. mJ jhd;.. vd;whd; ierhf. ghDtplk; vijAk; $w Ntz;lhk; vd;W irifapdhNyNa nfQ;rpf; Nfl;Lf; nfhz;lhd;. ,UtUk; kpfTk; ey;yg; gps;isfsha; ,uT cztpid cz;L cwq;fr; nrd;wdh;. md;W

nfsjkDf;Fj; J}f;fNk gpbf;ftpy;iy. mLj;j ehs; G+jj;jplk; vd;d Nfl;fyhk; vd;w Nahrid. ngw;Nwhh; ,y;yhj NghJ jhNd mij miof;f KbAk;. vg;NghJ miof;fyhk;? vd;nwy;yhk; Nahrid. mjpfk; Nahrpj;J Nahrpj;J> me;j mrjpapNyNa J}q;fpg; Nghdhd;. mLj;j ehs; fhiy VO kzpf;F jha; nfsjkid jl;b vOg;gpdhh;. 35

nfsjkh.. nfsjkh.. vOe;jpU.. vd;dk;kh.. vd;W nrhy;ypf; nfhz;N;l vOe;J cl;fhh;e;jhd;. ,d;iwf;F cq;fSf;Fg; gs;sp fpilahJ vd;W $wpaJNk> G+jj;jpd; epidT te;jJ. gwe;J NghdJ. vd;d? gs;sp ,y;iyah? Vd;? vd;W mtrukhff; Nfl;lhd;. J}f;fk;

,g;NghJ jhd; cd; gs;spg; NgUe;J Xl;Leh; Ngrpdhh;. cq;fs; gs;spapy; xU khztDf;F gd;wpf; fha;r;ry; Neha; mwpFwpfs; ,Ug;gjhy;> cq;fSf;F xU thuk; tpLKiwahk;.. vd;W $wp Kbj;jhh;. i`.. [hyp.. vd;W $tpdhd;. Mkhk;.. Ngh.. cq;fis ahh; fl;b Nkag;gJ.. vdf;F NtNw ,e;j thuk; KO Neu Ntiy ,Uf;F.. tpLKiwAk; vLf;f KbahJ. ePq;fs; NtW rz;ilg; Nghlhky; ,Uf;f khl;Bh;fs;.. vd;d nra;tnjd;Nw njhpatpy;iy.. vd;W tUe;jpdhh; Nufh. mk;kh.. mk;kh.. ehq;fs; ,g;NghJ ey;yg; gps;isfshfpl;Nlhk;.. ePq;fs; ftiyg;glhjPh;fs;.. vd;W jq;fisj; jdpahf tplhky; jha; $lNt ,Ue;JtpLthh;fNsh vd;w vz;zk; tug; ngw;wtdha; MWjyspj;jhd;. rhp.. rhp.. ehd; ,g;NghJ fpsk;GfpNwd;. cq;fs; mg;ghTk; ,d;Dk; miu kzp Neuj;jpy; fpsk;gp tUthh;fs;.. fhiy czTk; kjpa czTk; Nkir Nky; ,Uf;fpd;wd. ghh;j;Jr; rhg;gpLq;fs;.. ghDitAk; rhg;gplr; nrhy;ypg; ghh;j;Jf; nfhs;.. rhpah.. Ghpe;jjh.. ehd; mbf;fbg; NgRfpNwd;.. vd;W $wptpl;L mtrukhff; fpsk;gpr; nrd;whh;. G+jj;jplk; vd;d Nfl;fyhk; vd;w vz;zk; NkNyhq;f> jha; $wpajpy; ghjpAk; mtd; fhJfspy; VwNtapy;iy. MdhYk; mth; Ngrp Kbj;jJk;> rhpk;kh.. vd;W kl;Lk; $wp itj;jhd;. Nufh fpsk;gpr; nrd;w rpwpJ Neuj;jpy;> Nrfh; jd; cztpid cz;Ltpl;L> kjpa cztpid vLj;Jf; nfhz;L> nfsjk;.. ,d;Dk; nfhQ;rk; Neuj;jpy; ghDit vOg;gp> ,uz;L NgUk; rhg;gpLq;fs;. gpwF VjhtJr; Nrh;e;J tpisahLq;fs;.. vd;W $wptpl;L mtUk; tPl;iltpl;L fpsk;gpr; nrd;whh;. Nrfh; fpsk;gpaJNk> ghDtpd; miwf;Fr; nrd;W> mtrukhf> ghD.. ghD.. vOe;jpU.. vd;W fj;jpdhd;. mz;zh.. vdf;Fj; J}f;fk; tUfpwJ.. ghD.. ,d;iwf;F ekf;Fg; gs;sp fpilahJ. Ntz;baijf; Nfl;fyhk;. Ntfkhf vOe;jpU.. mjdhy; m,cv G+jj;ijf; $g;gpl;L> ekf;F

ghD G+jk; vd;W nrhd;dJNk Ntfkhf vOe;J cl;fhh;e;jhs;. ,d;iwf;F G+jj;jplk; vd;d Nfl;fg; Nghfpwha; mz;zh? vd;d Nfl;fyhk; nrhy;Y.. vdf;F b];dpNyd;l; Nghf Ntz;Lk;. Nfl;Lg; ghh;f;fyhk;. th.. 36 mJ $l;bf; nfhz;Lg; NghFkh?

ghD gLf;ifapypUe;J ,wq;fpdhs;. th.. ghD.. ePiu kl;Lk; vLj;Jf; nfhz;L th.. ehd; khaj;J}hpifiaf; nfhz;L tUfpNwd;.. vd;W $wpj; jd; miwf;F tpiue;jhd;. nra;jpj;jhs;fisAk; tz;zg;ngl;biaAk; vLj;J te;jhd;. %l;lk;. G+jk; te;J tzq;fpaJ. m,cv! vd;d Ntz;Lk;? vd;wJ. ghDTf;F b];dpNyd;l; Nghf Ntz;Lkhk;.. vd;whd;. m,cv! ,Njh.. vd;W nrhd;dJk; ghD b];dpNyd;by; epd;Wf; nfhz;L ,Ue;jhs;. tPl;by; ghD kiwe;Jg; NghdJk; nfsjkd; gae;Nj Nghdhd;. --J}hpifahy; tz;zk; jPl;baJk; Gif

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mj;jpahak; gd;dpuz;L
jhDk; mq;Nf Nghf Ntz;Lk; vd;W Nfl;f kWgbAk; J}hpifahy; tz;zj;ijj; jPl;bdhd;. m,cv! ,g;NghJ vd;d Ntz;Lk;? vd;idAk; ghDtplk; $l;bg; Ngh.. vd;whd;. m,cv! ,Njh.. vd;W nrhd;dJk; ghDtpd; gf;fk; nfsjkd; epd;wpUe;jhd;. ghD nfsjkidg; ghh;j;jJk;> ,d;Dk; b];dpNyd;l; jpwf;fNtapy;iy.. ,q;Nf ,Ue;Jf; nfhz;;L vd;d nra;tJ? vd;W Nfl;lhs;. ehk; jpwe;jg; gpwF tuyhk;. m,cv G+jj;jplk; $wpdhd;. ,g;NghJ tPl;bw;Fg; nfhz;Lg; Ngha; tpL vd;W cldpUe;j

m,cv! ,Njh.. vd;wJk;> ,UtUk; tPl;by; ,Ue;jdh;. ghD.. G+jj;jplk; Nfl;lhd;. Ntnwd;d Nfl;fyhk;.. Fok;gpg; Nghd nfsjkd;> ghDtplk; Nahridf;

vdf;Fj; njhpatpy;iy.. rpwpJ Nahrpj;jg; gpd;> cdf;Fg; fhiyapy; rhg;gpl vd;d Ntz;Lnkd;W nrhy;.. mijj; jur; nrhy;yyhk;.. vd;whd;. mk;kh vq;Nf? mg;NghJ jhd; jhapd; QhgfNk ghDTf;F te;jJ. ekf;F kl;Lk; jhd; gs;sp Ngha;tpl;lhh;fs;! vd;whd;. tpLKiw. mk;khTf;F ,Uf;fpwJ. mjdhy; fpsk;gpg;

mk;kh nra;J itj;jpUg;ghh;fNs.. ; Mkhk;.. ,l;yp itj;Jtpl;Lg; NghapUf;fpwhh;fs;.. mijr; rhg;gpltpy;iynad;why; mk;kh jpl;Lthh;fspy;iyah? mijnay;yhk; gpwF rhg;gpl;Lf; nfhs;syhk;.. cdf;F ,g;NghJ vd;d Ntz;Lnkd;Wr; nrhy;.. ghdp G+hp> nyskPd;> gp\; ghy;];.. vdf;F rpf;fd; tpq;];> gp\; ghy;];.. rhp th G+jj;jplk; Nfl;fyhk;.. (nyskPd; vd;gJ rPd E}Ly;]; tifiar; rhh;e;jJ. gp\; ghy;]; - kPd; cUz;ilfs;> rpf;fd; tpq;]; - tWj;j Nfhop vYk;Gj; Jz;L) nra;jpj;jhspy; J}hpifahy; %l;lj;jpd; eLNt epd;wJ. m,cv! vd;d Ntz;Lk;? jq;fSf;F Ntz;baijr; nrhd;dhh;fs;. 38 tz;zk; jPl;bdhd;. %d;W NfhLfs; Nghl;lJk;> G+jk; Gif

vy;yhKk; mth;fs; Kd;dhy; ,Ue;jd.

G+jk; kiwe;Jg; NghdJ.

,UtUk; kfpo;r;rpAld; jpd;d Muk;gpj;jdh;. ghjp jpd;fpd;wg; NghJjhd;> vOe;jJk; gy; tpsf;fTk; kwe;J NghdJ ghDtpd; epidtpw;F te;jJ. mz;zh.. ehd; gy;Ny tpsf;ftpy;iy.. ml Mkhk;.. G+jj;ijf; $g;gpLfpw N[hUNy.. ehDk; kwe;J tpl;Nld;. ,g;NghJ rhg;gpl Muk;gpj;J tpl;NlhNk.. Kbj;JtpLNthk;.. vd;whd;. ghD tUj;jj;Jld; rhpz;zh.. vd;whs;. rhg;gpl;L Kbf;f vl;liu MdJ. b];dpNyd;l; Nghf Ntz;LNk.. mjw;Fj; jahuhfyhk;.. vd;whs; ghD. ,UtUk; Fspj;Jj; jahuhdhh;fs;. Fspf;Fk;NghJ tPl;Lj; njhiyNgrp kzp xypj;jJ. Fspj;J te;jJk;> mjpy; ,Ue;j vz;izg; ghh;j;jhd;. mk;khtpw;Fj; njhlh;Gf; nfhz;lhd;. vd;d nfsjk;.. ghD.. Vd; njhiyNgrpia vLf;ftpy;iy? ehq;f Fspj;Jf; nfhz;L ,Ue;Njhk; mk;kh.. ,uz;L NgUk; ,l;ypiar; rhg;gpl;Bh;fsh? rhg;gpl;Ltpl;Nlhk;.. Mkhk;.. vd;d nra;ag; NghwPq;f? tpisahlg; Nghfyhk;d;D ,Uf;fpNwhk;.. rhp.. gj;jpukhfg; Ngha;tpl;L thUq;fs;.. kjpa Neuj;jpw;Fr; rhpahf te;Jr; rhg;gpLq;fs;.. ehd; kjpak; NgRfpNwd;.. vd;W $wp itj;jhh;. Ngrp Kbj;jJk; nfsjkd; ghDtplk;> vd;d ghD.. jahuh? ehd; jahh; mz;zh.. nfsjkd; J}hpifahy; tz;zk; jPl;bdhd;. m,cv! vd;d Ntz;Lk;? ,e;j ,l;ypia eP rhg;gpL.. vd;W nrhd;dJk;> m,cv! ,Njh.. vd;W ,l;ypia jd; thapw;Fs; xt;nthd;wha; tutioj;Jg; Nghl;Lf; nfhz;lJ. ghDtpw;F mijf; fhz kpfTk; Mr;rhpakhf ,Ue;jJ. njhiyf;fhl;rpapy; kl;LNk mJ Nghy; ghh;j;jpUf;fpwhs;. Nehpy; fhZk; NghJ mJ mjprakhf ,Ue;jJ. 39 G+jk; te;jJ. Nufh jhd; mioj;jpUe;jhh;. rhp guthapy;iy..

G+jk; kiwAk; Kd;dNu> vq;fis ,g;NghJ b];dpNyd;l; mioj;Jf; nfhz;L Ngh.. Mkhk;.. mq;Nf ekf;Fj; njhpe;jth;fs; te;jhy; vd;d nra;tJ? ehq;fs; ahUila fz;fSf;Fk; njhpahky; ,Uf;f Ntz;Lk;.. nra;a KbAkh? vd;W Nfl;lhd;. m,cv! mg;gbNa Mfl;Lk;.. vd;W G+jk; nrhd;d kW nehbapy; mth;fs; b];dpNyd;by; ,Ue;jhh;fs;. ePAk; vq;fSld; ,U.. vd;W nrhd;djhy; G+jKk; mth;fSld; ,Ue;jJ. mg;NghJjhd; jpwe;jjhy;> $l;lk; mjpfkpy;iy. mq;F mikf;fg;gl;bUe;jg; gy;NtW tpisahl;L mikg;Gfspy; Vwpr; Rw;wp te;jdh;. kjpak; tiu xNu Ml;lk; jhd;. grpf;f Muk;gpj;jJk; ghD> mz;zh.. vdf;Fr; rhg;gpl Ntz;Lk;.. vd;whs;. nfsjkd; clNd> ehk; ,q;NfNa rhg;gplyhk;.. vd;W $wp> mq;fpUe;j czT tpLjpfspy; xd;nwhd;whf Eioe;J> jq;fSf;F Ntz;baijg; G+jj;jplk; Nfl;lhh;fs;. Ntz;ba kl;Lk; cz;lhh;fs;. kzp %d;whdJk;> ghD.. tPl;bw;;Fg; Nghfyhkh? vd;whd; jhapd; epidT te;jJk;. --mk;kh ek;kplk; Ngr Kaw;rp nra;jpUg;ghh;fs;..

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mz;zh.. vdf;F b];dp Ch;tyKk;> thd Ntbf;ifAk; ghh;ffZNk.. ; mnjy;yhk; mLj;j Kiw tUk; NghJ ghh;f;fyhk;.. ,d;iwf;F ,J NghJk;.. vd;whd;. ghDTf;F mq;fpUe;J fpsk;g kdNk tutpy;iy. vd;W fpsk;gr; rk;kjpj;jhs;. G+jj;jplk; nrhd;dJk;> ,UtUk; tPl;by; ,Ue;jdh;. Nufh %d;W Kiw mth;fSld; Ngr Kad;wpUe;jhh;. nfsjkd; clNd Nufhitj; njhlh;Gf; nfhz;lhd;. njhiyNgrpapy; mJ gjpthfpapUe;jJ. ,Ue;jhYk; ngw;Nwhiu epidj;J rhpz;zh..

nfsjkdpd; Fuiyf; Nfl;lJNk> vd;d ,J.. nfsjk;.. vq;Nf NghdPh;fs;? mk;kh.. mJ.. mJ.. tpisahlg; NghapUe;Njhk;.. gpwF.. mtd; Kbf;Fk; Kd;Ng> vg;NghJNk ,g;gbj;jhd;.. rhp rhp rhg;gpl;Bh;fsh? rhg;gpl;Nlhk;kk;;kh.. ghD? mtSk; rhg;gpl;lhsk;kh.. mts; vd;d nra;fpwhs;? mts; njhiyf;fhl;rpiag; ghh;j;Jf; nfhz;L ,Uf;fpwhs;.. rhp.. rhp.. rz;il VJk; Nghltpy;iyNa.. ,y;iyak;kh.. vg;NghJ tUtPh;fs;? Ie;J kzpahfptpLk;.. rhpk;kh.. ehq;fs; rz;ilg; njhiyNgrpia itj;jhd;. Nghlhky; tpisahbf; nfhz;L ,Uf;fpNwhk;.. vd;W $wp

ghD.. mk;kh tu Ie;J kzp MfptpLkhk;.. mJ tiu vd;d nra;ayhk;? mz;zh vdf;F mtjhh; glk; ghh;f;f Ntz;Lk;.. ehk; jhd; md;iwf;Fg; ghh;j;NjhNk.. mij tPl;by; jhNd ghh;j;Njhk;.. vdf;F jpNal;lhpy; ghh;f;f Ntz;Lk;.. rhp.. G+jj;ijf; Nfl;fyhk;.. nra;jpj;jhspy; J}hpifahy; tz;zk; jPl;bg; G+jj;ij tutioj;jhd;. m,cv! vd;d nra;a Ntz;Lk;? 41

Kjypy; vq;fs; kjpa czit eP rhg;gpL.. vd;W nrhd;dhd;. clNd> G+jk; mq;F itf;fg;gl;bUe;j vYkpr;irr; rhjj;ijAk; cUisf;fpoq;ifAk; mg;gbNa tha;f;F tutioj;J tpOq;fpaJ. G+jk; rhg;gpl;L Kbj;jJk;> vq;fSf;F mtjhh; glk; ghh;f;f Ntz;Lk;.. $l;bf; nfhz;L Ngh.. vd;W nfsjkd; Mizapl;lhd;. `hq;fhq;fpd; jpiuauq;fk; xd;wpy; glk; Xbf;nfhz;L ,Ue;jJ. ,Ue;jdh;. glk; ghjpf;F Nky; XbapUe;jJ. mth;fisg; ghh;j;Jf; nfhz;lJ. mth;fs; ,UtUk; mq;Nf G+jKk; mUfpUe;J

,Ue;jhYk; ,UtUk; mijg; ghh;j;jhh;fs;.

jpBnud;W nfsjkDf;F jha; te;jhy; vd;d nra;tJ vd;w Nahrid te;jJ. clNd G+jj;jplk; mk;kh tPl;Lf;F tUk; Neuj;jpy; ehq;fs; ,UtUk; mq;Nf ,Uf;f Ntz;Lk;.. epidtpy; itj;Jf; nfhs; vd;W $wp itj;jhd;. glk; Kbe;jpuhjg; NghJk;> jpBnud;W ,UtUk; tPl;bd; tuNtw;giwapy; ,Ue;jdh;. tPl;bd; miog;G kzpia mOj;jpdhh;. Nufh mg;NghJ

fjitj; jpwe;j nfsjkidg; ghh;j;J> nfsjkh.. vd;d fhiyapypUe;J vd;d nra;jPh;fs;? vd;W Nfl;Lf; nfhz;Nl> czTg; ghj;jpuq;fisg; ghh;j;jhh;. czT ,y;yhjijf; fz;L kfpo;r;rpAld;> guthapy;iyNa.. itj;jijnay;yhk;; rhg;gpl;Bh;fs; NghypUf;fpwJ.. vd;W Nfl;lhh;. Mk;khk;kh.. tpisahbf; nfhz;Lk; glk; ghh;j;Jf; nfhz;Lk; ,Ue;Njhk;.. vd;whd;. ; ghD Mh;tk; jhq;f khl;lhky;> mk;kh.. ehq;fs; ,d;iwf;F b];dp.. vd;W nrhy;y Muk;gpf;fTk;> nfsjkd; ,ilkwpj;J> mk;kh ehq;fs; ,d;iwf;F Nrh;e;J b];dp Nrdy; ghh;j;Njhk; mk;kh.. vd;W Kbj;jhd;. mjw;Fg; gpwF nra;jhd;. nfsjkd; jhapd; mUfpNyNa> ghDitg; Ngr tplhky;> mtUf;F vdf;F cjtpr;

nfsjkh.. ghj;jpuj;ijnay;yhk; njhl;bapNy ,Uf;Fkpy;iyah.. vd;W Nufh Nfl;lhh;. ehisapypUe;J nra;fpNwhk; mk;kh..

Nghl;bUf;fyhkpy;iyah..

cjtpaha;

Nrfh; te;j gpwF> ,uT czTj; jahuhdJk;> midtUk; cz;ldh;. nfsjkDk; ghDTk; cwq;fr; nrd;wdh;. NghFk; Kd;dh; ghD.. m,cv gw;wp kl;Lk; nrhy;yptplhNj.. vd;W nfQ;rpf; Nfl;Lf; nfhz;L jd; miwf;Fg; Nghdhd;. NufhTf;Fk; NrfUf;Fk; Foe;ijfs; ,UtUk; rw;Nw nghWg;Gld; ele;Jf; nfhs;tJ Njhd;wpaJ. ,UtUk; rz;il Nghl;Lf; nfhs;shky; ,Ug;gNj nghpa tp\akhf ,Ue;jJ. kWehs; fhiy nfsjkid vOg;gptpl;L> Nufh gs;spf;Ff; fpsk;gpr; nrd;whh;. nfsjkDf;Fk; ghDtpw;Fk; md;W vd;d nra;ayhk; vd;W fhiy vOe;jJNk Nahrid. jpdk; ntt;NtW ,lq;fSf;Fr; nry;tJ kpfTk; ,d;gkhf ,Ue;jJ. ghD> mz;zh.. ,d;iwf;F X\d; ghh;f; Nghfyhkh? vd;W Nfl;lhs;. ghD.. ehDk; mijj; jhd; epidj;Njd;.. 42 Nghy;

rhp.. fhiyapy; vd;d rhg;gplyhk;? vdf;F mNj nyskPd;> gp\; ghy;];.. mg;gbnad;why;.. ehDk; mijNa rhg;gplNwd;.. md;W Qhgfkhfg; gy; tpsf;fp> Fspj;Jtpl;Nl G+jj;ij miof;fj; jahuhdhh;fs;. nra;jpj;jhs;fs;> tz;zg;ngl;b> ePh; midj;ijAk; mtdJ Nkir NkNyNa itj;Jj; J}hpifahy; tz;zk; jPl;bdhd;. te;j G+jj;jplk; Ntz;baijf; Nfl;lhh;fs;. jpl;lkpl;lg; gb X\d; ghh;f; nry;yg; G+jj;jplk; Ntz;bdhh;fs;. kW nehbapy; mq;Nf ,Ue;jdh;. md;W fhiy Kjy; kjpak; tiu jq;fs; Mir jPu midj;J tpisahl;Lf;fspYk; Vwp tpisahbdhh;fs;. Nufh mth;fSld; Ngrj; njhlh;Gf; nfhz;l NghJ> G+jj;jplk; jq;fs; tPl;Lg; njhiyNgrpia jq;fsplk; tur; nra;J gjpy; Ngrpdhd;. kjpak; mq;NfNa nkf;Nlhdhy;l; ,Ue;jjhy;> mq;fpUe;jj; jq;fSf;Fg; gpbj;j cztpid g+jj;jplk; Nfl;L> cz;ldh;. nfsjkd; rpf;fd; itj;j gh;fh; %d;iw cs;Sf;Fj; js;spdhd;. xU kzp Neuk; nrd;wpUf;Fk;. mtDf;F tapW typg;gJg; Nghd;Wj; Njhd;wpaJ. ghD.. vdf;F tapW typf;fpwJ vd;whd;. mz;zh.. ,d;Dk; nfhQ;rk; Neuk; tpisahlyhk;.. vd;whs; tpisahl;L Kk;Kuj;jpy; mtd; nrhy;tijf; fhjpy; thq;fpf; nfhs;shkNyNa. rpwpJ Neuk; nghWj;Jg; ghh;j;jhd;. NkYk; nghWf;f Nfl;lhd;. khl;lhky;> ghD.. ehk; tPl;bw;Fg; Ngha;tpl;L ehisf;F tuyhkh? vd;W

mq;NfNa tpisahl Mir ,Ue;jg; NghJk;> nfsjkd; fpsk;gr; nrhy;tijf; Nfl;lg; gpd;dh; jhd; mtidr; rhpahfg; ghh;j;jhs;. tapw;iwg; gpbj;Jf; nfhz;L nfsjkd; epw;gijf; fz;L gae;Jg; Nghdhs;. ehisf;F kWgbAk; tUNthkh? vd;W Nfl;lhs;. epr;rakhf.. vd;whd; nfsjkd; tapw;iwg; gpbj;Jf; nfhz;Nl. G+jj;Jld; tPl;bf;F te;jhh;fs;. G+jk; tpilngw;Wr; nrd;wJ.

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tpahodd;W gs;sp Kbe;jJk;> kw;w ehl;fisg; Nghypy;yhky; kjpaNk tPl;bw;F te;jhh; Nufh. jha; kjpaNk jpUk;gptpLthh; vd;gij mwpe;j fhuzj;jhy; md;W fhiy mth;fs; ,UtUk; jpiug;glj;jpw;F kl;Lk; nrd;Wj; jpUk;gpdhh;fs;. Ntz;baij tof;fk; Nghy; Nfl;Lr; rhg;gpl;lhh;fs;. Nufh nra;J itj;j cztpidg; G+jk; ed;F Urpj;Jr; rhg;gpl;lJ. Nufh gs;spapy; mjpf Ntiy ,Ue;j fhuzj;jhYk; Foe;ijfs; rz;ilg; Nghlhky; mikjpahf ,Ue;j fhuzj;jhYk; tPl;by; mjpf ftdk; nrYj;jtpy;iy. tpahod; kjpak; tPl;bw;F te;jJk; rw;Nw Xa;T vLj;Jf;nfhz;lhh;. nfsjkDk; ghDTk; tuNtw;giwapy; vd;d nra;tnjd;Wg; Ghpahky; cl;fhh;e;J ,Ue;jhh;fs;. ghD rpwpJ Neuj;jpy; cwq;fpg; Nghdhs;. mg;NghJ nfsjkDf;F gp.v];.gp tpisahl Mir te;jJ. jd; miwf;Fr; nrd;W vg;NghJk; Nghy; J}hpifahy; tz;zk; jPl;bg; G+jj;ijf; $g;gpl;L gp.v];.gp Nfl;lhd;. mJTk; nfhz;L te;Jf; nfhLj;Jtpl;L kiwe;jJ. Mir jPu %d;W kzp Neuk; tpisahb kfpo;e;jhd;. Nufh khiyapy; nfsjkidAk; ghDitAk; fPNo cztpidj; jahhpf;fr; rikayiwf;Fs; Eioe;jhh;. nfsjkDk; ghDTk; ntspNa nrd;wdh;. nfsjkd; gp.v];.gpAld; tpisahbdhd;. mioj;J mijj; jpUg;gpf; nfhLj;jhd;. nrd;W tpisahLkhW $wptpl;L ,uT

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te;jf; Fg;ig vq;NfapUf;Fk; vd;W vg;gbf; fz;Lgpbg;gJ vd;W Ghpahky; jiyapy; iffis itj;J> mq;fpUe;jg; gbfspy; mg;gbNa cl;fhh;e;Jtpl;lhd;.

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me;jg; gf;fk; te;j Nfhgp>

nfsjkh.. vd;d nra;fpwha;? %d;W ehl;fshf cd;idg; ghh;ffNt Kbatpy;iyNa.. vd;whd;. ; Rjhhpj;J vOe;j nfsjkd;> Mkhz;lh.. ehDk; ghDNk Nrh;e;J tpisahbf; nfhz;Nlhk;.. vd;W kl;Lk; $wptpl;L> ghD.. jdpahf ,Ug;ghs;.. ehd; NghfpNwd;.. vd;W nrhy;yptpl;Lf; fpsk;gpdhd;. Nr.. ehd; ftdkhf ,y;yhky;.. ehk; Nfl;lijf; nfhLf;Fk; m,cv G+jj;ij njhiyj;J tpl;NlNd.. mg;gh mk;khfpl;Nl nrhy;yhky; NghdJ jg;ghfptpl;lNj.. ,dpNkyhtJ ehk; ,Uf;Fk; ,lj;ijr; Rj;jkhf itj;Jf; nfhs;s Ntz;Lk;.. vd;W kdjpy; jPh;khdpj;Jf; nfhz;lhd;. vd;d jhd; cWjp vLj;Jf; nfhz;lhYk;> NghdJg; NghdJ jhd;. rpf;fpa ey;y tpraj;ij> vy;NyhUf;Fk; ed;ik juf; $ba tuj;ijf; Nfhl;iltpl;lhh;fs; Foe;ijfs; jq;fs; Ra ey vz;zj;jhy;. ---

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