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INTRODUCTION/AIMS
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EDITORIAL
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COMMON
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THE WAY
FEATURE
ARTICLE
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COME
DOWN"
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DISCERNING
SPIRITUAL.
MIND
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INTRODUCTION
In this newsletter we are using the correct Hebrew NAME and TITLE of the Heavenly Father, Yahweh. Below we have listed the incorrect TITLES and NAME used by Christendom and various religions, and also the correct NAME and TITLE of t'"~~
Heavenly Father.
INCORRECT TITLES AND NAME USED BY CHRISTENDOM
GOD
\J
Jesus Christ
FATHER Son
Holy Ghost
3rd Person
YAHSHUA
OUR
To help you find and know YAHWEH our ELOHIM as He really is and
actually exists.
2nd
3rd
4th
To
encourage
and
promote
the
study
of
the
Scriptures,
and Modern
Philosophy
7th
To Discern and Avoid being Deceived by Lucifer, the Serpent, the Devil, the Dragon or Satan and his Demons, operating the Mystery
of Iniquity on Earth through the Dispensations of time.
8th
9th
To make known that Yahweh, from the beginning, ordained there is NO OTHER NAME given among men whereby man can be saved, saving;
THE NAME OF YAHSHUA THE MESSIAH.
10th
To
inherit
Eternal
Life NOW
in the Kingdom of
Yahshua the
WATCHWORDPEACE
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Leonard J.
D.D.,
truth!
_P_
This month we are trying something a little bit different in that the featured lecture is one given by two students here in Pomona, Beverly Morales and Hoshea Love. I enjoyed the lecture they gave, and hope you do the same. As you will see, my students don't try to
astound the audience with a lot of brilliant correlations or crack
a lot of esoteric mysteries. Instead, they try to share what is real with them about the teaching.. .something they can use in their everyday life.
This
learning to love
Yahweh with all our heart, and then to love each other the same.
For without love, all of the correlations of blood, water, spirit, 40, become as sounding brass and tinkling cymbol. If the gospel
f~^
still apply, as you will see. I hope that you get something out of
it.
Doc
Love always,
incarcerated at
California. He
San
asked
Luis Obispo,
me several
questions
about baptism,
which I
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would like to talk about herein. (I don't think he'll mind me answering him in this way...I hope [smile].) To address the subject of baptism in its entirety, it would require a book! This subject is, in fact, discussed at length in our textbook, Elohim the Archetype (Original) Pattern of the Universe. In sum, though, water baptism is a
carnal ordinance that was fulfilled
Matthew
3:13-15
states,
"Then_^
concerned, the baptism of Yahshua the Messiah by John the Baptist was the end of physical water baptism.
It was fulfilled or finished. For
just as baptised
surrounded
Yahshua
Mother
physically
Earth
baptised
waters
in
that
church; to baptise is defined as: to immerse in water, or to put water on, as part of a religious rite admitting a person to a Christian church; or, to christen. These definitions are NOT the TRUE, divine etymological meaning of water baptism! The first recorded true baptism occurred when Virgin Mother Earth (from which the vegetable and animal kingdoms were created, including the first man, Adam) was completely "immersed" or "baptised" in the waters that surrounded her (Gen. 1:1-13). In that immersion (baptism) every single physical cell, protozoa, atom, fiber, molecule, tissue, muscle and bone of sinew, everything in the earth (including Adam) was once totally immersed in water. (This was before Elohim formed Adam's physical body and
breathed into his nostrils the
surrounded him.
Yahshua's purpose on the earth plane was not to institute water baptism (as the churches would have you believe). In fact, His baptism was unto death (not life); so saya \ Romans 6:3. He was baptised untcrw
death because He was the prepared sacrificial Lamb of Yahweh (John
1:29). This is shown by the fact that the daily sacrifice in the tabernacle was specially prepared and washed (immersed) in the brazen
laver before it could be offered up
on the altar of sin sacrifice.
Thus, we can see the institution and fulfillment of physical water baptism by Yahshua the Messiah and how it fits the pattern of the
tabernacle.
living soul on the Sixth Day of Creation.) Likewise, when you were being formed in your mother's womb
(mother earth),
was immersed
After Yahshua's death, burial and resurrection, it is recorded by Matthew that He said, "Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, immersing them in the Name of the
Father, and of the Son and of the
every atom,
in
cell,
embryonic
you!
fluids
that
surrounded
Holy Spirit" (Matt. 28:19). This is called by Christendom, "The Great Commission." Of course, if you read the quote carefully, it says, "immersing them in the NAME;" not/ \
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.time someone wants to dunk you in 3ome water and tell you that they
are baptising you in the NAME of the Father, Son and Holy Spirit,
ask them this. "All right, buddy: So what's the NAME of the Father? How about the Son? And most
This spiritual baptism is a painful thing at times. Just look at the weather now (which baptises Mother
Earth continually) as your type and shadow. Mother Earth is presently
them,
"If
the
Lord-God
is
the
of as
of
Father and Jesus the Son, who in the 'heck* is the Holy Spirit? What's his name, huh?" (For those
of you who do not understand the slang word, 'heck, ' please write me a private letter and I will forward you the proper grammatical term
smile.)
frost and cold! Yahweh is manifesting these things to show us the POWER, as well as the
devastating effects, that His baptism of the Holy Spirit can have upon us! Thus we can understand why
the Messiah said, "I have an immersion to be immersed with; and
Pentecost
(when
the Jews were immersed with the Holy Spirit), Peter, seven years
how am I pained till it be accomplished!" (Luke 12:50). Yet He endured the pain. He suffered it
because He knew that in the end there would be a resurrectionnot of His flesh but of that which was
later, was at Cornelius1 house (who was a Gentile), and said, "And as I
began to speak,
fell on them,
beginning (of this Present Kingdom Age which was marked by the Day of
Pentecost). Then remembered I the word of Yahshua, how that He said, John indeed immersed with water;
within Him. Likewise, Mother Earth shall endure the pain of this
you
endure
the
pain
of
your
immersion in this life, in this Gospel, you shall pass from death
unto life. You shall be resurrected
SPIRITUAL baptism is the whole purpose of this Gospelthat you may be baptised (immersed) in the
Name of the Father, the Word or Son
and the Holy Spirit (His supernal nature: Yahweh, Elohim and Yahshua-a unity) through the foolishness of preaching. However, the preaching of this Gospel is your
baptism unto DEATHthe death of your carnal mind (all the concepts,
into a perfect understanding which is the kingdom or the "righteousness, and peace, and joy in the Holy Spirit." You "shall," that is, if you haven't already...
TIME
IS
RUNNING
opinions
and
ideologies
you've
OUT!
To put an end
u "If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, it's yours. If it doesn't, it
never was."
Sounds like a beautiful thought. Sounds poetic and true. But the reality of it is that whether or not you love something, it never was yours! The Creator of heaven and earth owns you, and He also owns whoever you happen to love. Therefore, it would be better to just love something and let it go. Otherwise, you could be loving the person with an ulterior motive, thinking: "If I love them and let them go, then they'll come back to me. And if they come back to me, that means they're mine."
Nope, they never were yours, and they never will be.
"There's a thin line between love and hate."
People tend to think that if they love someone a great deal, then they can flip over to hating them at any given moment. But true love is as far away from hate as night is from day. They are opposites. Suppose you say you love someone, and then they do something that you can't stand. Then all of a sudden, do you hate them? If this is so, you would need to check out your love. Is it self serving? Are you loving the person for what they do for you? Or do you love the principle that is operating in said that He hated Esau for selling his birthright. Yahweh hated the man for giving up his spiritual blessing for a piece of flesh. When we hate someone, it's usually because they took something
that person. The Father so loved the world that He gave His only begotten son. That same Father
emotions. Therefore, He doesn't flip over from loving us to hating us when we do something i)
called "bad." He either loves the spirit that dwells within us (Himself) or He hates what's in us (our carnality which is destined to be destroyed). There's no flipping from one to the other.
"The Harder They Come, the Harder They Fall."
Dr. Kinley used to say he had a sledgehammer the size to fit anyone's head. If you're big-headed and think you're so great (which is normally the case), yup, He's got a jumbo sledgehammer for you. Just like in the movies when the bad guy goes running after the good guy, and they're at the top of a building, we know that the bad guy is going to fall. Well, the higher they go, the bigger the splat at the bottom. "How art thou fallen, O Lucifer, Son of the Morning." "For that day will not come unless
there come a falling awav first, and that man of sin, the son of perdition be revealed" (in us). If you
away from us, or took their love away from us. But the Father's hate is based on a principle, not
refuse to bow to the truth and you keep building your tower of babel higher and higher, then if you be destined for salvation, the Father is going to have to chastize you and bring you down. So take to heart what the man is teaching you, and you'll be saved from your fall by the thousand angels
waiting to catch you. Just believe in Him and your fall will be easy, no matter how hard you cornel
"Dr. Kinley Said..."
Dr. Kinley said a lot of things...positive and negative. Were you there? Do you know the whole story? In reading scriptures, he always admonished us to read above and below the quote to get the train of thought. Likewise when you read his lectures and quote his sayings, do you know why
of right and wrong. You be the judge.
he was addressing the issue in the first place? Or are you using his words to serve your own ide^j
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THE Way
The way of the high priest according to the Hebrew Law is prepared by two low priests. The Hebrew Law we are referring to was recorded by the man named Moses. He did this after having seen a vision and a revelation given
function of the high priest and his two low priests working in harmony together sets up a principle. A principle is a fundamental law. A
fundamental law is like a foundation. It is needed to build any kind of a
building or house that will remain firm and immovable. In both cases, the priests and the foundation, it may be necessary for the reader to do some research to more fully understand the meaning of this
article.
threefold tabernacle described in the bible. In the book of Exodus we can read what Moses wrote about it. Nine vessels were within the tabernacle,
three in each of the compartments: the Most Holy Place, the Holy Place and
the Court Round About. As we have been taught by the Founder of I.D.M.R.,
Dr.
Kinley,
attributes that makes up the embodiment of Elohim. By using the threefold tabernacle pattern, the attributes are presented in this manner: in the Most Holy Place is Intelligence (as the High Priest) then Wisdom and
'i Priest) Love and Justice (or Discernment) (as the low priests). In the Court Round About is Foundation (as High Priest) then Power and Strength as the two low priests. Consider each of the three compartments as having its own special operation even though each compartment is connected to the other. The threefold tabernacle is only complete or whole because all three compartments are joined together as one. Using our own physical body as verification, we can see how the body is threefold with the head cavity, chest cavity and abdominal cavity making up one whole body. It is important to note that each of the cavities has its own special function or operation, yet it exists only because it is a part of the whole body
structure.
This threefold principle also reflects Elohim as being reflected in different forms: the high priest and his low priests operating as the angelic kingdom and the physical kingdom, the mystery of righteousness and the mystery of unrighteousness...good and evil and positive and negative. It all reflects the same PRINCIPLE. One of the many benefits for having an
understanding of this knowledge is that no one can fool you or trick you into believing that someone can be all good or without any evil in them. According to Yahweh's purpose, no one has any choice but to manifest good and evil. But it is Yahweh's thoughts in you that cause you not to be subject or bound down to the good or the evil. Therefore you manifest both
good and evil, but it's according to Yahweh's purpose. Another way of saying it is that you manifest good and evil according to Yahweh's understanding (Elohim) operating in you. Anyone who teaches that you can , be filled with the Holy Spirit which will cause you to be good and do no r evil is a total liar and ignorant of Yahweh's purpose.
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The story of the purpose of Yahweh begins with the tree of knowledge of
gSod andYevil with the tree of life in its midst That 1S * "^%fyoU
It represents the understanding of It is afest*Jh*J^s to ?ea?n Yahweh type and shadow for us to learn see the threefold principle here?
its reality manifesting in us.
lit unlerstlnfby. "now this story must end with that same tree according tj~
What we have written is true. It cannot be simply accepted, yet.it-cnnnok
kingdom of Yahweh. This is the way of the high priest and his low. Priests.
We know that the high priest operating in the tabernacle depicts Elohim
mind. If we keep these thoughts in mind and also the principle of the^igh priest and his two low priest then we can see how Elohim, who is the purpose of Yahweh or the understanding of Yahweh, is the ^gh priest operating with positive (good) and negative (evil) down through the dispensations and ages. These two low priests are the mystery of
righteousness and mystery of unrighteousness.
typifies ?he woman, and finally, the woman typifies the.PhYs^al Jlhf.
This information and all the knowledge associated with this subject is Xtendedft"T bring us into the consciousness of how the high priest operates in our heart and mind within our own physical body When the Messiah
^HosKe^^^^
Hoshea Love
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ARTICLE
You believed,
But
well, circumcision wasn't actually a thing that was taught in the Holiness church
that was looked at as a cleanliness.
in other religions,
circumcision was a
Dr. Morales:
ment
makes means
some
to be the first speaker; and it waB like my whole body went into rigormortiB.
stand before you to give a reasonable testimony of some of the things that have been put on my heart and mind or brought
to my attention to look at. As I was listening to the scripture, and my memory
my point is that when those things were being exposed to the reality of them, as it were, that they were a fallacy, then it
was cool. I didn't have any problem
letting those things go, because really and truly, they were a bother to begin
with. You know. But then, when it gets
^^ is really bad, and yet I was recalling f] when Dennis was talking about this scrip
ture, and Dad has been on the floor, the two of them, trying to point out this phy sical body that we're in, and trying to give us some tools in order to use that we may let go of the things that so easily beset usthat we can have peace of mind while yet walking around in this physical
down, as we start peeling off the differ ent things, and kind of getting down to
the nitty gritty, which is the fleshour concepts of the flesh, excuse me, then we set up a resistance. And we set up a re
sistance because we don'tI don'twant
earth plane, or in essence, the Kingdom, which is the righteousness, peace and joy in the whole spirit, which is a state of
to let those things go. Because I can't see past, or the results of letting them go. If I can put it that way. So because I can't see it, don't want to let it go.
And so then, in a sense, I haven't come
mind. I don't know about you, but it just seems like here lately I've been doing a lot of thinking on that line, on just
that. Like the scripturea time for
into a conscious reality of the teaching because the scripture that comes to mind is that Faith is the substance of things hoped for and the evidence of things not
seen. Take school for instance. You don't
everything. And the thing that I have noticed for myself is that the closer down to the end that we come, the stronger the
resistance is, I guess, in us, to fight against what's being said. And I stop to question why am I fighting? And I came up with a revelation! (Chuckles.) And the thing of it is is because you first have
got to school to learn. You actually go to school in order to teach you how to pull out knowledge, to teach you how to get to
your resources and stuff like that. I
mean,
sure,
to believe in what the Dean is telling you. Now, that sounds like a simple, simple thing. And yet, it is the real
and all this other good stuff like that, but when you go to take a test and stuff, a lot of times those tests that you get
mind is what they're looking at. Right? Okay. Soand I lost my train of thought just that quick. Shoot! We don't go to school to learn. oh shucks. But at any
rate, darn! You don't go to school to
^\ time...exposing
the
church
for
their
religious beliefs of circumcision, the ceremonies, the baptisms, the suppers, the
sacrifices and the ten commandment law. Though anyone who's ever been in church
gather
your
information.
That's
what
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you get committed to getting up everyday. This is what I tell Mateo: This iB your training time for if you do get a job, you already know you got to get up every morn ing and every day you get up for school is getting you conditioned for something else. You know, it ain'tyou're not going to school to go to school. This is getting you conditioned for something else. You understand what I'm saying? And basic allyand I don't know why my brain took But basically, what I'm wings and flew. getting at is the things that you go through are for that self same purpose, to
get you to another point. Okay? We put a lot of emphasis on these physical things. Oh, okay! We were talking about faith. We put a lot of emphasis on theBe physical things, and yet it's like this. The physi cal things that you have gone through is what gives you the faith to go through something else. Okay? It's like, you'll never, as long as you're in this physical
body, not have something to overcome... not have something to deal with. Okay? If I get through a hurdle, once I've gotten
over that hurdle, and I feel like I've
they can't hold more than one thing at f"~"\ time. And so, in essence, when we get i^J
gem, when I get a gem, I have to be will
ing to open up in order to get another gem. Or, all I have is this one gem with
this one little facet, with this one lit
tle point of looking at something, and staying right there, judging everything according to this one little thing that I
see at this particular point in time. You understand what I'm saying? So then, the
long and short of it all is if I don't
ity, believe what the man is telling us telling me! I mean, it's like my absent
parents (refering to her job at the D.A.'s
formation, within a year, we're going to be linked to almost every computer system
in the entire country. You know, we're
gotten something out of it, then I make that it! You know, in other words, that's
itl I've learned it, I know now! I use
your house,
You know?
went through something. You know? But that's just another gem 01 another tool to get me ready for the next thing that' s coming up. You know what I'm trying to
right there is onlylet me seeit's like a diamond... it's only one facet. It ain't the whole picture. So you can't take the one thing that you go through and judge everything else that you've got to go through. If I said that correctly. You
know? And I Baid all that to say that if we can see that, or if I can see that,
absent parent. But the thing I'm trying to get across is, now they're in TRW, and we're sending out these notices. And so, child support has become a bill now, just
like a mastercard or a visa or even a May
Company. It's on your TRW. If you owe a child support payment, it's considered an
obligation now. And the absent parent is calling because he has excellent credit,
and all of a sudden child support comes
the thing. When you go through something, and you get a gem, then you hang onto that
saying? But because we have more to get, you can't get more if you hold onto what
I'm saying? I don't give a damn what you're saying, I want this off I And so,
it's like, I have to just come out as
it's the
er]. You gave them something and they want something else, they'll drop what they got
to get itl
Audience: (Chuckles.)
way, that's what I tell them: I'm sorry, Mr. Bo-and-so, all this conversation ain t
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(Chuckles.)
rows down, it more or lessit makes you tow the line, nut the thing of it is, be cause of what we have on our mind, we look at it as a bad debit! You know? And iU's not a bad debit. It's amazing how whan we hear about the concepts of the flesh, how we tend towe get righteous, is what we do. You know, we get righteous. It's like, either we're zippety do da, and I'm gonna
aohamed of. And it's because of this that ws ara ashamed of that v.e keep the shield
thing we can not to conform. And truly, it's through the preaching of the gospel
that we're saved, not of our own will.
What he is saying is
it sounds silly, it
If he
But
go running in the bathroom, and water was about ankle deep! I said, Oh no!
Melissa, I'm so sorryl You know, I was
really upset, you know. And like, she was like, Oh, no! And then she was telling me about her plumbing problem. But this is
what Bhe did. She says (chuckles), I mean, and real white tool You know, she goes,
self up because of pride! But if you go on and say. Well, you know, he's right...then you've actually set yourself free! You actually let go of something, if you just accept that! You understand what I'm saying? And that really, that actually is part of the battle won! Because that scripture that was readand Dad has gone
into it and Dennis tooit's trying to tell us that this flesh is good for the
Well, you can go home now. And I was like, huh? Yes, you don't have to do this, you can just go home now. And I was like, oh
no, uh-uh! You know, I said, you know, like, where's the mop, where's the rags,
come on with it. Because at the James
Place house, I swear, two and three times a month, it was like, everybody had an
hose going through this section, that section, moving the clog, because our
trees, our drain was bad. So I was used to
You know?
You
say go to bed at night and wake upyou take a nap and wake up, and you need to brush your teeth! You know what I'm saying?
that! And I was justbut it was like, You can go home now. And I was like, What the hell is wrong with you, girl? I said, you act like you're so ashamed, I can't be bothered with this? I said, the hell with
you,
Audience: (Chuckles.)
nowhere.
And
I just
You know?
You
sort of went off, I said, see, that's what our problem is. Go ahead.
Melissa Robinson: I didn't say that til after you had spent 25 minutes mopping with me. That's when I started feeling
guilty.
(Chuckles.)
But
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Dr.
Moralest
let's get his crackers1" Now, don't mis understand me, you guys, I love the mar-"
Audience: (Laughter.) Dr. Morales: She started right from the beginning. She was trying to kick me out, JimI She was trying to kick me outl And
wouldn't do for the man. But I mean, heyl One time, Dad was ragging the women up and
downone side and down the other. ..Debbie
I said, girl, we're family1 Ain't no big deal herel I said that's what's wrong with the class, I said, shit go wrong and
we're bo busy trying to cover up and throw
and Bonnie were sitting here like this. I got up, went to the kitchen, took put one of Mateo's diapers, tied it around the broom and came out and went [waved it around). (Laughs.) And they were like, Oh my gosh! You know. But, you remember
that, Dad? You were there when I did that
each other off. And I mean, that's why we can't get, because something happened, you know, we're too proud, we're just too proud. I can handle this myself, you know. And she goes, Okay, okayl Stayl You
know?
[talking to a class member]? Oh, okay. (Laughs.) But, the thing of it lis, is
that the family would be there: Clancell
Audience:
(Chuckles.)
this is the truth, you guys. It's like, you know, only certain people can merit us clowning, you know. It's like, if you live
with somebody, you might show your butt to them, but you get up here in class, and you'll be too cool, you know. And all that kind of stuff.. .instead of just being natural. Here we've been given all the
tools in the world to be natural, and we've become the most unnatural people1
We have become so unnatural, and we wonder
about. And every time something would come up, he'd try to talk to a person and help them out of it, and da-da-da. And you know
how we are, we listen or we don't listen.
Anyway, as the things would go on, as time would go on, they became elevated. And it
was like them and Dad...and the class
members. And their problems, and their not a hundred percent for the teaching, and
why there's enmity between us. Because, it's like, I'm trying to sell you a false bill of sales. And you ain't buying it.
times when you know stuff, it's dangerous. Because then you exalt yourself above peo ple, and you're better than them pecause
you know what they're doing and where they're coming from. And you see their
But because you don't know the intricacies of me, you don't know what it is, you know what I'm saying? And vice versa. And we're constantly bumping into each other,
for one reason or another. And because of
that it keeps us like this (bound down). It keeps us to the point where we don't
believeand the reason why we can't be lieve Dad and what he's Baying is because
he's natural and we're unnatural. And
Oh, okayl
I guefss it's
our nature because we're so insecure. But the thing of it is is that, they got
it's like my family. That's what was the breaking point for them. Because see, they
were in that office with the chiefand I
righteous. And because they saw that stuff and they were exempt, as it were, from getting their hands slapped because of everything they were doingnot that they weren't guilty. Because the same; gospel that was preached in this room was
used to make it a point not to be in his company. Because you know, Danny, whenever
Dad would come over to the house, every
preached to them. He never once said, I'm speaking to everybody in this room but
Clancell and Debbie. He never said that.
He said
body
would
just
[starts
moving
fast,
Audience: (Chuckles.)
want?
Oh man, let's
it, because they were so, you know, (j were so much better because of what did for the old man. You know, but were just ae naturalI mean they
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able to still Bhare his room and his toys. And so then, and I look at that to say that Dad sees different behavior patterns
know what I'm saying? They were just in the Bame old bowl of soup, but they could n't see it. And so then, the thing of it
in us, and when he goes about to show you those things so that you can make those alterationsbecause he said this: "Think
not that I am come to destroy the law or
I'm saying?
knows what their situation was. But they were different because they had a halo over on their side of town, or something? 1 You know what I'm saying? There wasn't
want the pattern. But there's factions there. So, he's got toit's like a judge
ment call. He's got to work one thing at a time. You know, like I said, it's Mateo's room, but he's got to share. You know what I'm saying? So, you don't want
to put condemnation on the child for want ing his own space, and yet, he's got to be
able to extend himself at the same time.
ance,
a lot of
times, from not seeing. And yet, because of the things that we have been able to
receive down here, it should be enough for us to be able to use in order to put that
^Jseast in us right where we can see it. f^kay, now when I say that, again, I'm not
talking righteous. I don't even know the right words to say. But when I say the
beast, as like to be righteous. It's like,
we have to let the beast, being the pride
in us, to put that under control. That's what I'm trying to say. You have to put the pride under control, and the shame
under control, and the humiliation under
control. That's the beast. To me, that's the beast 1 You know, the natural part of us is not the beast, but we make that the beast 1 You know what I'm trying to say?
know, we don't. "No, he's just letting him or her get away with murder1" That's not
necessarily sol
that's all.
And it's just the exact opposite. And that'8 what he's trying to pull up, pull from the grave in us, is that natural man
that we once were from when we first were
ain't right in what they're doing, ain't got to worry about that I
Audience: That's right.
manifested in the physical body. You know what I'm saying? I mean, any of us who have kids, you look at them. Matt, being an only child, the kid, he was growing up
with a bunch of adults, he was selfish. He was selfish. I mean, if his little cousins come over, when he got tired of playing with them, he shoved them out of the room
and slammed the door in their face. I'd
worry about Yahweh teaching me a lesson1 You know, or you a lesson. Hell, ain't
nobody can beat you up worse than you can do your own damn self. Come on, give me a
break. We know that, people1 And if that don't work, you know the chief has said something that would make you crawl up
under the rug. How do you know he's not gonna do that with someone else? But you know, vengeance is minel Not Yahweh'si
hear this cry, have to get down the hall to them: "Well, they make me sick, I
don't want them no morel" And I mean,
that was a natural thing for him. But it was something that I had to look at and
Well, that wasn't always easy. You under stand what I'm saying? Because, number
one, that is his rooml And those are his
toys!
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gonna
step to
you
Audience: (Chuckles.)
guysl Instead of looking at that and still going through it, we say, "Oh, I see that. I'll never do that againI" That's
Dr. Morales: And as soon as you do that, really and truly, that's when the fight
comes. Because it's like this: when Yah-
getting in this three-foot circle, because I know what you're about, babyl You're
gonna hurt me, you're gonna do this to me.
work?
that's just
Ain't no day of
When the stuff
It's
you care for the person, I don't give a shit what you do, you're gonna still care for the person. That is not gonna change. I don't care, you guys. That's how I feel
or something, I still
care. And that's the
difficult. We make it difficult, let me put it that way. Stop that, Bevl WE MAKE
IT DIFFICULT! we're afraid. You know, we do. Because We're afraid of what the
same thing with Dad. We, collectively, are his woman. We are! And we can accept that
with him. But I'll be damned if we can't
deal with that with each other1
Audience: Right.
Dr. Morales: We just can't do itl Because
other person is going to say. We're afraid of what the other person is going to do, and what they're going to think, and stuff
like that. And I swear, it's like Dad
tells us all the time, if somebody loves you, the beat way to find out is to put them to the test. If they love you, they're going to be there regardless. If
they ain't gonna be there, they don't love you. It's just that simple 1 It's just that simple. I mean, Dad is always there. I have no doubt in my mind that that man loves me. My heart is pricked because I
feel like I can't show that same love back
want to make sure we're on Tl And all. j that kind of stuff like that. And I'm*^
sorry, as much I loveand that might be my own righteousnessI don't have time.
Because I'm like this: I love you. I don't care. I dol You know what I'm say ing? I don't understand everything that
everybody does, but to me, it's like this, you guys. If it's there, it's there, and if it ain't, it ain't. And you don't even have to speculate on it. And that's how I feel. Those are the things, to me, Dad is teaching usto be unconditionally in love with each other, regardless of what we dol
To still be there. Yeah, the shit hurts 1
to the body as he's given me. But I know for a surety that he loves me. And I know for a surety that as long as I keep talk
I mean,
None of usl
perfect, but we want him to be perfect. And really and truly, we're not perfect, but we want each other to be perfect. We
really, really do. And let me tell you what I mean. I'm gonna tell you what I mean, and I could be wrong, but Dad'11
call me on it. You listen. It's like,
doubt in my mind of it. You know? Regard less of how I may manifest to any of you. Or you to me. I feel that water seeks its
own level. I believe that. And as we are
straight with the dean, we'll get straight with each other. You know what I'm saying?
And the physical things that's happening, hell, they're always going to blind-side
you one time or another.
Audience: That's right.
we'll promise things to each other. Say MelisBa says, "Well, next time I go out, Bev, I'm gonna invite you out." Or some
thing like that. I say, Okayl Yeah, great 1 Now, next thing I hear, Melissa
done went out, she done partied,
Hey,
had a
,
good time!
offended,
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Oee"and I'm not being mean, but, more or
ess, just saying how you feel. I say, Melissa, you ain't no good, girl. I heard
didn't think you paid attention that. I'm watching you, darling. You know? Anyway, that didn't go over too good. What my
right 1 You know, words just don't do justice to what you're trying to get
the next time I see her, she got an atti tude from me. Now, she didn't come through with what she said, but then she want to
own set of guidelines. We know we don't even meet them. We don't meet our guide lines. And yet, if somebody else don t meet the guidelines you set up, that they
don't even really know about
Audience: (Laughter.)
Dr. Morales: You put stuff on each other. I mean, hey! So you didn't keep your
word, okay? Then own up to itl You know, why get an attitude, like, "Oh, okay, so
now she's pissed off at me, yeah, I guess
want you to smile all the time; I want you to come up and hug and kiss me every night and pat me on my head, tell me how pretty
I look," and you know, blah-blah-blah. You know what I'm trying to say? I'm being facetious, but that's the damn truth I
That is the truth, you guys. We have ex
she's gonna start judging me and condemn ing me because I didn't do right." No,
eat thatl You understand what I'm saying?
posed to be mad, we're not supposed to be upset, we're not supposed to be offended. /""\ If you didn't keep your word, you just
didn't keep your word! And it's just like with him [Doc]. We want to put him in a
specific mode. If he gets up on the floor-oh, this is a good one! ThiB is a good
one I This is a good one I
Dr. Morales: You be youI And if I don't like it, oh welll That's my problem. It's
Audience:
(Chuckles.)
comfortable for you. And if I'm part of the body, and I love you, I will get over it. Believe you me, I will get over itl
I will. I mean, hell, it's like, to me, we
Dr. Morales: Dad gets up on the floor, and he's telling us, he said, "You guys," he said, "You guys are all out for yourself." He said, you're jealous, you're selfish,
to put that to the test to see if we have grown. We don't. We still, like Dad was saying the other night, we still have impressions of each other from whatever
situations that we've gone through. And it's like a knee-jerk response when some
You know, it's an instant reaction. You know? And it's not good to dwell on a lot of things, because even though you let
Anyway, I'm not gonna say 'cause I know, the man can
turn you off. He could be looking right through you and see the fly on the wall
behind your headl So if he chooses to be involved with you and your flesh, count
j0\
from this particular point in time, is the beast. Is the concepts. It's like, we want help, but we don't want to ask for it. But, you can't get it unless you ask for
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it.
Because
destroying our minds too, Bevl" (Laughs.) I said, Yeah, you know, you're right?
But, it's like, we think we're an author^
And because of it, you guys, we have to ask for help. And, if we say we love each other, if I say I love you, then I have to prove it. If I say I want you to know me, I have to show me to you. You understand what I'm Baying? And that way, then, the
mystery will be over. I won't have to won der, do you really love me? I won't have to. I won't have to wonder in my mind, am I part of the body? I won't have to won der, am I accepted? Does Dad love me? Well, I don't have to worry about that one. But I don't have to worry about what
this other kind of stuff. And you think you know everything, and you don't. You don't! You know, I don't know how to go into it. That touched a nerve. I just
can't go into that! (Laughs.) But all I'm saying is, you don't even know what
you thinkare you going to shun me? Are you going to ostracize me? I won't have
to, once I Beverly, I no shame. don't mesh step my foot out there and be will know. And then, it ain't There's nothing wrong if you wiuh me. And see, that's the
winter, and if you want something in the spring, you plant it in the fall, or what
ever you got to do. But lookand the man knows how to approach that ground and nur ture that ground to yield forth the fruit for whatever is supposed to be done. And in essence, what I'm saying is this. Hey,
thing. It's because we want specific peo ple to mesh with us the way we want to. We want conditional people. You understand what I'm saying. Now don't get me wrong. Let me just say this real quick, 'cause it came to my mind. Somebody will say, "Well, if you like beans before you come into class, you'll like beans when you get here." Well, whatever your forte is your forte. I'm not trying to say to everybody I LOVE everybody. I'm not saying that.
the ground is being nurtured, but it's a shame we have a mind. It ain't nothing, we, as women, cannot accept. There is not nothing that we really can't dol I'M
sorryl
no big-assed work. It don't. But it's our mind that tells us, "Oh, I'm a lady; or
I'm a this, or I'm a that."
put conditions.
you don't even know if that's what you really like or not! You understand what I'm saying? It's a trip. You don't know. And I'm sorry, I'm sorry. If your ass is hungry enough and you don't like rhubarb, you're gonna eat rhubarb, okay? I'm
sorry1
guysl But if it's two feet, wearing gog gles for glasses, and club feet, you know,
it's like, "I can't get to that. I can't
get to that."
foot man. Dad,
Audience:
You know, that's another thing too. It's like, "Oh no, I can't do this. Oh no, I
can't do thatl" It's because you're too
damn goodl You know, we are! We do our ass up on a pedestal, and we do things a specific way. Yes, we dol like, none of us are an authority on
Dr.
Morales:
I said,
if you're hungry,
Shit, be(rubs her teeth). But that's the fallacy. And I'm saying it being funny,
but it's like, when you say you can't,
I was telling
Melissa one time, and I had to laugh when I said it, I said, "Sex is destroying these kids minds." She said, "Sex is
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led, you know, when shit jumps off, it's like, "Okay, shield's up, Scottie." "All right, that'B okay, don't worry about it. We'll get it done, no problem. Hey, it's
cool. You know? La-la-la-la-la." I'll be
and just say, hey. "What can I do so I can accept it?" Ain't no big deal. I have to
work with the self-preservation. It's
like, if I get called on the carpet at work? Honey, I'm looking around saying, "Well, don't you see so-and-so? And don't
I don't want to be
And
that's what we do in here to each other. It's like, you know when the Messiah rose from the dead, the San Hedrin Council were boundlike Satan bound down for a day, because they didn't know what they were
think of a lie to tell to get that shit together. They were bound down. You see what I'm saying? And it's like(laughs). And that's what we'll dol When we screwed
ledge: "Oh, I am a good Yahshuan; I am supposed to be this way. This is how I am supposed to act." But Abel offered up, he offered up the flesh. That's what he of fered up. He offered up the lamb. And
that's what Dad used to tell us all the time: "I don't want your first fruits. I want that Iambi I want that beast 1"
up, it's a big dog. And boy, don't let nobody move to the left, you'll be, oooh!
You'll be on that stuff, to keep it away
from yourself I
(Laughs.)
of
It's a tripl
and I'm
'Cause I do it too,
myself,
you guys!
"fantastic
working with it. Unless you really know me, you don't really know what the hell is going on. Oh, but that's the truth, you
icnowl
Audience: Give an example.
Dr. Morales: Give an example? Well, let me see. Well, okay. Okay, last night we came in.. .Melissa's been sick, as you guys know. So shewhat was it? " Joy to the World"? And so she goes
Melissa Robinson; Faithful."
Dr. Morales: And you know what? And that'8 okay too, because every time, you know, every time you ain't gonna sit there and say, "Oh baby, that's okay." You know what I'm saying? Because he be offering up first fruits too, you know? It's a discernment thing, is what I'm getting at, you guys. It's a discernment thing. But yet, all I'm trying to say is, we are a tripl You are a trip, Beverly 1 And we're
just afraid of how to act, because we don't know what's coming up next. And because we don't know what's coming up next, when in doubt, punt, or don't do nothing at all. Let's wait and see what's happening. I don't know, the manifesta tions that we go through are just to show
us, to teach us how to live. To teach us how to just be natural, and accept each other the way that we are. You know, it's
"O
Come
All
Ye
Dr. Morales:
So
she goes, "Bev, I think we should do this acapella." (Refering to performing at a Christmas Show.) "I really don't want to do this song." And right away I want to say, "Look, Melissa, I'm just sick and tiredjup, jup, jupl" You know. I just went, cool it. I just walked down and said, "Honey, don't worry about it. You know, it's okay, la-la-la-la-la." You know, when I wanted to sayand then fin ally, after awhile, I said, "Now, Melissa,
justhey!
We're
wrong 1
that
We
are
all
r\
Audience: (Laughter.)
going to make me perfect in this gospel. And you can have all the knowledge in the world: if you don't have no practical application or love, you ain't got no thing. You know, your knowledge is not going to get you into the kingdom. What
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about application. It's all about what you understand. It's all about what you're
willing to give of yourself in order to
receive something. That's what it's really about. Because, Dad has given everything that he can to uono matter if you've
been in here 20 years or if you've been in
here 3 years. You know, even in the short time or the long time, we know that Dad has demonstrated, beyond a shadow of a
And yet,
he's just that. You know what I'm saying? If a vital force is upon him, then go tap
the vital force that's upon himl I mean, I don't care how you want to put it...if
you don't want to say he's the one, but a
representative. Like they said, a lot of
And being
that
running my
people didn't think Dr. Kinley was the one, but a prophet. Or whatever, if you think he's a prophet, then you gotta go to the prophet I You can't get around it ei ther way you gol You see what I'm saying?
So, to me, it's important.
you who know me, you know there's another side of me than just that. And others is music, and otherj ia aruwork, and others
If you just look at it naturally so, 1W can't believe it, I actually get kind of
hooked on the news, you know? And it's
is administration, and others is just picking up the chairs and putting them
down. You know, we all have our talents
just so much shit happening now. It's unbelievable. Ain't nothing rightI Ain't nothing, nothing right. You know? I mean, the teachers, they're actually going to cut the teacher's pay?
Audience: That's right. Dr. Morales: You know, they've already told us they were taking 30 days away from
the kids, of school. Now, the United States, if I'm not mistaken, we are bo far
why I have been really striving hard because I tell you, I still haven't gotten
over the fact that he got diagnosed with cancer. I still haven't gotten over that. You know, I guess, for some reason, I just thought that we were going to go togeth we were justit's like I have him dead. I don't mean that. You know. But I just
never want him to be sick. As long as I've
known Dad, Dad has never been sick. You
down on the totem pole as far as educa tion, it is piss poor ridiculous. And then they're gonna turn around and take money
from the teachers to teach us, when our academic state is so low it's threatening? Did I say that right?
Audience: Yes.
know, Dad, he'll get a cold or something, he'll get a chill, but ain't nothing hap pened to him. And I think about it now,
and I can remember when he used to tell
us,
he
said,
there'll
come
day when
you'll wish you could just touch the hem of my pants. And I hang onto that because
I don't want touh-uh, no. It's like, I
Dr. Morales: And on top of that, gonna turn around and take 30 days of school
That I do get
away from the kids I? And they're gonna make junior college mandatory. That was another proposal: junior college being mandatory. But yet, right now, they're
he's saying, and accept it for what it is, even though you may not carry it further.
closing downbecause you need that piece/ % of paper just to say, Mother, may I fillV^y out an application? And yet, the junior colleges are so deluged that they're closing down because they don't have enough room. Now what is thatI? I mean,
to
say.
Whatever
you
want
is
fine.
(Chuckles.)
Well...
Audience; (Chuckles.)
Dr. Love: disturbed Ah, well, I feel good. I'm not about it. Because truly this
Dr. Morales: You know? It really, really is. Hey, it's like going through the course of the day and just fighting the wolves off just to get here and just go,
"OhI" You know?
ther,
is finel
work.
(Chuckles.) But what's been on my mind and I hope it ties in to whatit will I
Whatever it'll
be happy to be herel
To get something, a
telling us in reference to the physical nature of the gospel. What I mean by that is that we've got a pattern, a three-fold pattern that we've been taught.
micratohy
day. Because I find myself, sometimes, getting really kind of hostilel (Laughs.) Getting kind of hostile. Mateo was at the job the other day for the orthodontist.
And this witch pulled a move on me, honey, and I almost forgot my son was there 1 "Bitchl Blah-blah-blah-blah." Just going
fa.tte:rn
spirit, 40. We've been taught the names. And my thought is, there
has to be some
Ka-ka-kal
(Laughs.)
concrete
use
for
that,
as
we so
know many
us
it is is that we
guys, to be able to have Dad with us, to have this teaching, so that we can get the tools necessary to unlock this pit that
we're in, and free us, so that we can have
the righteousness, peace, and joy, walking right in this physical body, being right
here in this flesh, being one with him. And that's it. Halleluyah. Hope you got something out of it.
Audience: Master of (Clapping.) Ceremonies:
Hoshea Love.
Love:
that
doesn' t
stuff,
mean
nothing to me. But when you start talking about everyday stuff, now
that means some
will be Dr.
Dr. Hoshea
(Chuckles.)
Ah,
hi
class.
Audience:
Dr. Love: Oh, this is funny, really funny. I was sitting there. I enjoyed Bev tremen
dously. I hope you did too. And the
things as examples.
Then we' re gonna sit there and say, Doc, when you talk about those things, they don't mean nothing to me. It's when you talk about
stuff that's down
thought hit me, boy, now what if I had to get on the floor tonight? (Chuckles.) Audience: (Chuckles.)
' what in the heck would I say? How would I follow that? I said, Father, blank my mind out, because boy, I don't know what
to
earth,
like
relationships, like