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‫ﺑﺎﺩ ﺳﻮﺯﺍﻧﻲ ﻛﻪ ﻣﻴﻮﺯﻳﺪ ‪ ،‬ﺧﺎﻙ ﻭ ﺷـﻦ ﺩﺍﻍ ﺭﺍ ﻣﺨﻠـﻮﻁ ﻣﻴﻜـﺮﺩ ﻭ ﺑﺼـﻮﺭﺕ ﻣﺴـﺎﻓﺮﺍﻥ ﻣﻴﭙﺎﺷـﻴﺪ‪ .‬ﺁﻓﺘـﺎﺏ ﻣﻴﺴـﻮﺯﺍﻧﺪ ﻭ‬
‫ﻣﻴﮕﺪﺍﺧﺖ‪ .‬ﺁﻫﻨﮓ ﻳﻜﻨﻮﺍﺧﺖ ﺯﻧﮕﻬﺎﻱ ﺁﻫﻨﻴﻦ ﻭ ﺑﺮﻧﺠﻲ ﺷﻨﻴﺪﻩ ﻣﻴﺸﺪ ﻛﻪ ﮔﺎﻣﻬﺎﻱ ﺷﺘﺮﺍﻥ ﺑﺎ ﺁﻧﻬﺎ ﻣﺮﺗﺐ ﺷـﺪﻩ ﺑـﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﮔـﺮﺩﻥ‬
‫ﺷﺘﺮﻫﺎ ﻟﻨﮕﺮ ﺑﺮﻣﻴﺪﺍﺷﺖ‪ ،‬ﺍﺯ ﭘﻮﺯﺓ ﺍﺧﻢ ﺁﻟﻮﺩ ﻭ ﻟﻮﭼﺔ ﺁﻭﻳﺰﺍﻥ ﺁﻧﻬﺎ ﭘﻴﺪﺍ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﺍﺯ ﺳﺮﻧﻮﺷﺖ ﺧﻮﺩﺷﺎﻥ ﻧﺎﺭﺍﺿﻲ ﻫﺴﺘﻨﺪ‪.‬‬
‫ﻛﺎﺭﻭﻥ ﺧﻴﻠﻲ ﺁﻫﺴﺘﻪ ﺩﺭ ﻣﻴﺎﻥ ﮔﺮﺩ ﻭ ﻏﺒﺎﺭ ﺍﺯ ﻣﻴﺎﻥ ﺭﺍﻩ ﺧﺎﻙ ﺁﻟﻮﺩ ﺧﺎﻛﺴﺘﺮﻱ ﺭﻧﮓ ﻣﻴﮕﺬﺷﺖ ﻭ ﺩﻭﺭ ﻣﻴﺸﺪ‪.‬‬
‫ﭼﺸﻢ ﺍﻧﺪﺍﺯ ﺍﻃﺮﺍﻑ ﺑﻴﺎﺑﺎﻥ ﺧﺎﻛﺴﺘﺮﻱ ﺭﻧﮓ ﻭ ﺷﻦ ﺯﺍﺭ ﺑﻲ ﺁﺏ ﻭ ﻋﻠﻒ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﺗﺎ ﭼﺸﻢ ﻛـﺎﺭ ﻣـﻲ ﻛـﺮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺭﻭﻱ ﻫـﻢ‬
‫ﻣﻮﺝ ﻣﻴﺰﺩ ﻭ ﺑﻌﻀﻲ ﺟﺎﻫﺎ ﺑﻪ ﺷﻜﻞ ﭘﺸﺘﻪ ﻫﺎﻱ ﻛﻮﭼﻚ ﺩﻭ ﻃﺮﻑ ﺟﺎﺩﻩ ﻣﻤﺘﺪ ﻣﻴﺸﺪ‪ .‬ﻓﺮﺳﻨﮕﻬﺎ ﻣﻴﮕﺬﺷﺖ ﺑﺪﻭﻥ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﻳـﻚ‬
‫ﺩﺭﺧﺖ ﺧﺮﻣﺎ ﺍﻳﻦ ﻣﻨﻈﺮﻩ ﺭﺍ ﺗﻐﻴﻴﻴﺮ ﺑﺪﻫﺪ‪ ،‬ﻫﺮ ﺟﺎ ﺩﺭ ﭼﺎﻟﻪ ﺍﻱ ﻳﻚ ﻣﺸﺖ ﺁﺏ ﮔﻨﺪﻳﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ‪ ،‬ﺩﻭﺭ ﺁﻥ ﺧـﺎﻧﻮﺍﺩﻩ ﺍﻱ ﺗﺸـﻜﻴﻞ‬
‫ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ‪ .‬ﻫﻮﺍ ﻣﻴﺴﻮﺯﺍﻧﺪ ‪ ،‬ﻧﻔﺲ ﺁﺩﻡ ﭘﺲ ﻣﻴﺮﻓﺖ ‪ ،‬ﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﻭﺍﺭﺩ ﺩﺍﻻﻥ ﺟﻬﻨﻢ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﺎﺷﻨﺪ‪.‬‬
‫ﺳﻲ ﻭ ﺷﺶ ﺭﻭﺯ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﻛﺎﺭﻭﺍﻥ ﺭﺍﻩ ﻣﻲ ﭘﻴﻤﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺩﻫﻦ ﻫﺎ ﻫﻤـﻪ ﺧﺸـﻚ‪ ،‬ﺗـﻦ ﻫـﺎ ﺭﻧﺠـﻮﺭ‪ ،‬ﺟﻴـﺐ ﻫـﺎ ﺗﻬـﻲ‪ ،‬ﭘـﻮﻝ‬
‫ﻣﺴﺎﻓﺮﺍﻥ ﻣﺎﻧﻨﺪ ﺑﺮﻑ ﺟﻠﻮ ﺗﺎﺑﺶ ﺁﻓﺘﺎﺏ ﻋﺮﺑﺴﺘﺎﻥ ﺑﺨﺎﺭ ﻣﻴﺸﺪ‪.‬‬
‫ﻭﻟﻲ ﺍﻣﺮﻭﺯ ﻭﻗﺘﻴﻜﻪ ﺳﺮ ﺩﺳﺘﺔ ﻣﻜﺎﺭﻳﻬﺎ ﺭﻭﻱ " ﺗﭙﻪ ﺳﻼﻡ " ﺭﻓﺖ ﻭ ﺍﺯ ﺯﻭﺍﺭ ﺍﻧﻌـﺎﻡ ﮔﺮﻓـﺖ‪ ،‬ﮔﻠﺪﺳـﺘﻪ ﻫـﺎﻱ ﻃﻼﺋـﻲ‬
‫ﻧﻤﺎﻳﺎﻥ ﮔﺮﺩﻳﺪ ﻭ ﻫﻤﺔ ﻣﺴﺎﻓﺮﺍﻥ ﺻﻠﻮﺍﺕ ﻓﺮﺳﺘﺎﺩﻧﺪ‪ ،‬ﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﻳﻦ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﺟﺎﻥ ﺗﺎﺯﻩ ﺍﻱ ﺑﻪ ﻛﺎﻟﺒﺪ ﺭﻧﺠﻮﺭﺷﺎﻥ ﺩﻣﻴﺪﻩ ﺷﺪ‪.‬‬
‫ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﮔﻠﻴﻦ ﻭ ﻋﺰﻳﺰ ﺁﻗﺎ ﺑﺎ ﭼﺎﺩﺭﻫﺎﻱ ﻋﺒﺎﺋﻲ ﺑﻮﺭ ﺧﺎﻙ ﺁﻟﻮﺩ ﺍﺯ ﻗﺰﻭﻳﻦ ﺗﺎ ﺍﻳﻨﺠﺎ ﺩﺭ ﻛﺠﺎﻭﻩ ﺗﻜـﺎﻥ ﻣﻴﺨﻮﺭﺩﻧـﺪ ‪ .‬ﻫـﺮ‬
‫ﺭﻭﺯﻱ ﺑﻨﻈﺮﺷﺎﻥ ﻳﻜﺴﺎﻝ ﻣﻲ ﺁﻣﺪ ﻋﺰﻳﺰ ﺁﻗﺎ ﺧﻮﺭﺩ ﻭ ﺧﻤﻴﺮ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ‪ ،‬ﺍﻣﺎ ﺑﺎ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﻣﻴﮕﻔﺖ ‪ " :‬ﺧﻴﻠﻲ ﺧﻮﺑﺴـﺖ ‪ ،‬ﭼـﻮﻥ‬
‫ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺯﻳﺎﺭﺕ ﻣﻴﺮﻭﻡ ‪".‬‬
‫ﻋﺮﺏ ﭘﺎ ﺑﺮﻫﻨﻪ ﺍﻱ ﺑﺎ ﺻﻮﺭﺕ ﺳﻴﺎﻩ ﻭ ﭼﺸﻤﻬﺎﻱ ﺩﺭﻳﺪﻩ ﻭ ﺭﻳﺶ ﻛﻮﺳﻪ ﺯﻧﺠﻴﺮ ﻛﻠﻔﺖ ﺁﻫﻨﻴﻦ ﺩﺭﺩﺳﺖ ﺩﺍﺷﺖ ﻭ ﺑـﻪ‬
‫ﺭﺍﻥ ﺯﺧﻢ ﻗﺎﻃﺮ ﻣﻴﺰﺩ ﻭ ﮔﺎﻫﻲ ﺑﺮ ﻣﻴﮕﺸﺖ ﻭ ﺻﻮﺭﺕ ﺯﻧﻬﺎ ﺭﺍ ﻳﻜﻲ ﻳﻜﻲ ﺑﺮﺍﻧﺪﺍﺯ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩ‪.‬‬
‫ﻣﺸﺪﻱ ﺭﻣﻀﺎﻥ ﻋﻠﻲ ﻛﻪ ﻣﺮﺩ ﺁﻧﻬﺎ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺑﺎ ﺣﺴﻴﻦ ﺁﻗﺎ ﻧﺎﭘﺴﺮﻱ ﻋﺰﻳﺰ ﺁﻗﺎ ﺩﺭ ﺩﻭﻟﻨﮕﻪ ﻛﺠﺎﻭﻩ ﻧﺸﺴـﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩﻧـﺪ ﻭ ﺑـﺎ‬
‫ﺩﻗﺖ ﭘﻮﻟﻬﺎﻳﺶ ﺭﺍ ﻣﻴﺸﻤﺮﺩ‪.‬‬
‫ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﮔﻠﻴﻦ ﺭﻧﮓ ﭘﺮﻳﺪﻩ ‪ ،‬ﭘﺮﺩﺓ ﻣﻴﺎﻥ ﻛﺠﺎﻭﺓ ﺧﻮﺩﺷﺎﻥ ﺭﺍ ﭘﺲ ﺯﺩ ﺳﺮﺵ ﺭﺍ ﺗﻜﺎﻥ ﺩﺍﺩ ﻭ ﺑﻪ ﻋﺰﻳﺰ ﺁﻗﺎ ﻛـﻪ ﺩﺭ ﻟﻨﮕـﺔ‬
‫ﺩﻳﮕﺮ ﻧﺸﺴﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩ ﮔﻔﺖ ‪:‬‬
‫" ﺍﺯ ﺩﻭﺭ ﻛﻪ ﮔﻠﺪﺳﺘﻪ ﺭﺍ ﺩﻳﺪﻡ ﺭﻭﺣﻢ ﭘﺮﻭﺍﺯ ﻛﺮﺩ‪ .‬ﺑﻴﭽﺎﺭﻩ ﺷﺎﺑﺎﺟﻲ ﻗﺴﻤﺘﺶ ﻧﺒﻮﺩ ‪".‬‬
‫ﻋﺰﻳﺰ ﺁﻗﺎ ﻛﻪ ﺑﺎ ﺩﺳﺖ ﺧﺎﻝ ﻛﻮﺑﻴﺪﻩ ‪ ،‬ﺑﺎﺩﺯﻥ ﺩﺭ ﺩﺳﺖ ‪ ،‬ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺎﺩ ﻣﻴﺰﺩ ﺟﻮﺍﺏ ﺩﺍﺩ ‪:‬‬
‫" ﺧﺪﺍ ﺑﻴﺎﻣﺮﺯﺩﺵ ‪ ،‬ﻫﺮ ﭼﻪ ﺑﺎﺷﺪ ﺛﻮﺍﺏ ﻛﺎﺭ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺍﻣﺎ ﭼﻄﻮﺭ ﺷﺪ ﻛﻪ ﺍﻓﻠﻴﺞ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ؟"‬
‫ﺑﺎ ﺷﻮﻫﺮﺵ ﺩﻋﻮﺍ ﻛﺮﺩ‪ ،‬ﻃﻼﻕ ﻭ ﻃﻼﻕ ﻛﺸﻲ ﺷﺪ‪ .‬ﺑﻌﺪ ﻫﻢ ﺗﺮﺷﻲ ﭘﻴﺎﺯ ﺧﻮﺭﺩ‪ ،‬ﺻﺒﺢ ﺍﺯ ﻧﺼﻒ ﺗﻨﻪ ﺍﺵ ﺍﻓﻠﻴﺞ ﺷـﺪ‪.‬‬
‫ﻫﺮ ﭼﻪ ﺩﻭﺍ ﺩﺭﻣﺎﻥ ﻛﺮﺩﻳﻢ‪ ،‬ﺧﻮﺏ ﻧﺸﺪ‪ .‬ﻣﻦ ﺑﺎ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﺁﻭﺭﺩﻣﺶ ﺗﺎ ﺣﻀﺮﺕ ﺷﻔﺎﻳﺶ ﺑﺪﻫﺪ‪".‬‬
‫" ﻻﺑﺪ ﺗﻜﺎﻥ ﺭﺍﻩ ﺑﺮﺍﻳﺶ ﺧﻮﺏ ﻧﺒﻮﺩﻩ ‪".‬‬
‫" ﺍﻣﺎ ﺭﻭﺣﺶ ﺭﻓﺖ ﺑﻪ ﺑﻬﺸﺖ‪ .‬ﺁﺧﺮ ﺯﻭﺍﺭ ﻫﻤﺎﻧﻮﻗﺖ ﻛﻪ ﻧﻴﺖ ﻣﻴﻜﻨﺪ ﻭ ﺭﺍﻩ ﻣﻴﺎﻓﺘﺪ ﺍﮔﺮ ﺑﻤﻴﺮﺩ ﺁﻣﺮﺯﻳﺪﻩ ﺷﺪﻩ ‪".‬‬
‫" ﻫﺮ ﻭﻗﺖ ﺍﻳﻦ ﺗﺎﺑﻮﺗﻬﺎ ﺭﺍ ﻣﻲ ﺑﻴﻨﻢ ﺗﻨﻢ ﻣﻴﻠﺮﺯﺩ ‪ .‬ﻧﻪ ‪ ،‬ﻣﻦ ﻣﻴﺨﻮﺍﻫﻢ ﻛﻪ ﺗﻮﻱ ﺣﺮﻡ ﺑـﺮﻭﻡ‪ ،‬ﺩﺭﺩ ﺩﻟـﻢ ﺭﺍ ﺑـﺎ ﺣﻀـﺮﺕ‬
‫ﺑﻜﻨﻢ‪ .‬ﺑﻌﺪ ﻫﻢ ﻳﻚ ﻛﻔﻦ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﺑﺨﺮﻡ‪ ،‬ﺁﻧﻮﻗﺖ ﺑﻤﻴﺮﻡ‪".‬‬
‫" ﺩﻳﺸﺐ ﺷﺎﻩ ﺑﺎﺟﻲ ﺭﺍ ﺧﻮﺍﺏ ﺩﻳﺪﻡ ‪ .‬ﺩﻭﺭ ﺍﺯ ﺣﺎﻻ ‪ ،‬ﺷﻤﺎ ﻫﻢ ﺑﻮﺩﻳﺪ‪ .‬ﺩﺭ ﺑﺎﻍ ﺳﺒﺰ ﺑﺰﺭﮔﻲ ﮔﺮﺩﺵ ﻣﻲ ﻛـﺮﺩﻳﻢ‪ .‬ﻳـﻚ‬
‫ﺳﻴﺪ ﻧﻮﺭﺍﻧﻲ ﺑﺎ ﺷﺎﻝ ﺳﺒﺰ ﻋﺒﺎﻱ ﺳﺒﺰ ‪ ،‬ﻋﻤﺎﻣﺔ ﺳﺒﺰ ‪ ،‬ﻗﺒﺎﻱ ﺳﺒﺰ ﻧﻌﻠﻴﻦ ﺳﺒﺰ ﺟﻠﻮ ﻣـﺎ ﺁﻣـﺪ‪ .‬ﮔﻔـﺖ ‪ :‬ﺧـﻮﺵ ﺁﻣﺪﻳـﺪ ﺻـﻔﺎ‬
‫ﺁﻭﺭﺩﻳﺪ‪ .‬ﺑﻌﺪ ﺑﺎ ﺍﻧﮕﺸﺘﺶ ﻳﻚ ﻋﻤﺎﺭﺕ ﺳﺒﺰ ﺑﺰﺭﮒ ﺭﺍ ﻧﺸﺎﻥ ﺩﺍﺩ ﻭ ﮔﻔﺖ ‪ :‬ﺑﺮﻭﻳﺪ ﺧﺴﺘﮕﻴﺘﺎﻥ ﺭﺍ ﺩﺭ ﺑﻜﻨﻴﺪ‪ .‬ﺁﻧﻮﻗﺖ ﺍﺯ ﺧﻮﺍﺏ‬
‫ﭘﺮﻳﺪﻡ ‪".‬‬
‫" ﺧﻮﺷﺎ ﺑﻪ ﺳﻌﺎﺩﺗﺶ !"‬
‫ﻗﺎﻓﻠﻪ ﺑﺎ ﺟﻨﺠﺎﻝ ﻣﻴﺮﻓﺖ ﻭ ﭼﺎﻭﻭﺵ ﺁﻥ ﺟﻠﻮ ﻣﻴﺨﻮﺍﻧﺪ ‪:‬‬
‫" ﻫﺮ ﻛﻪ ﺩﺍﺭﺩ ﻫﻮﺱ ﻛﺮﺏ ﻭﺑﻼ ﺑﺴﻢ ﺍﷲ ‪"،‬‬
‫" ﻫﺮ ﻛﻪ ﺩﺍﺭﺩ ﺳﺮ ﻫﻤﺮﺍﻫﻲ ﻣﺎ ﺑﺴﻢ ﺍﷲ ‪".‬‬
‫ﺩﻳﮕﺮﻱ ﺟﻮﺍﺏ ﻣﻴﺪﺍﺩ ‪:‬‬
‫" ﻫﺮ ﻛﻪ ﺩﺍﺭﺩ ﻫﻮﺱ ﻛﺮﺏ ﻭ ﺑﻼ ﺧﻮﺵ ﺑﺎﺷﺪ ‪"،‬‬
‫ﺑﺎﺯ ﺍﻭﻟﻲ ﻣﻴﺨﻮﺍﻧﺪ ‪:‬‬
‫" ﭼﻪ ﻛﺮﺑﻼﺳﺖ ﻛﻪ ﺁﺩﻡ ﺑﻬﻮﺵ ﻣﻴﺂﻳﺪ ‪"،‬‬
‫ﻫﻨﻮﺯ ﻧﺎﻟﺔ ﺯﻳﻨﺐ ﺑﮕﻮﺵ ﻣﻴﺂﻳﺪ ‪".‬‬
‫ﺩﻭﺑﺎﺭﻩ ﺩﻭﻣﻲ ﺟﻮﺍﺏ ﻣﻴﺪﺍﺩ ‪:‬‬
‫" ﭼﻪ ﻛﺮﺑﻼﺳﺖ ‪ ،‬ﻋﺰﻳﺰﺍﻥ ﺧﺪﺍ ﻧﺼﻴﺐ ﻛﻨﺪ ‪،‬‬
‫ﺧﺪﺍ ﻣﺮﺍ ﺑﻔﺪﺍﻱ ﺷﻪ ﻏﺮﻳﺐ ﻛﻨﺪ"‬
‫ﭼﺎﻭﻭﺵ ﺍﻭﻟﻲ ﺑﻴﺮﻗﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺤﺮﻛﺖ ﻣﻲ ﺁﻭﺭﺩ ﻭ ﺑﻔﺮﻳﺎﺩ ﺑﻠﻨﺪ ﻣﻴﺨﻮﺍﻧﺪ ‪:‬‬
‫" ﺑﺮﻳﺪﻩ ﺑﺎﺩ ﺯﺑﺎﻧﻲ ﻧﮕﻮﻳﺪ ﺍﻳﻦ ﻛﻠﻤﺎﺕ !‬
‫ﻛﻪ ﺑﺮ ﺣﺒﻴﺐ ﺧﺪﺍ ﺧﺘﻢ ﺍﻧﺒﻴﺎ ﺻﻠﻮﺍﺕ‬
‫ﺑﻪ ﻳﺎﺯﺩﻩ ﭘﺴﺮﺍﻥ ﻋﻠﻲ ﺍﺑﻮﻃﺎﻟﺐ‬
‫ﺑﻤﺎﻩ ﻋﺎﺭﺽ ﻫﺮﻳﻚ ﺟﺪﺍ ﺟﺪﺍ ﺻﻠﻮﺍﺕ"‬
‫ﻭ ﺩﺭ ﺁﺧﺮ ﻫﺮ ﺷﻌﺮ ﺗﻤﺎﻡ ﺯﻭﺍﺭ ﺩﺳﺘﻪ ﺟﻤﻌﻲ ﺻﻠﻮﺍﺕ ﺑﻠﻨﺪ ﻣﻴﻔﺮﺳﺘﺎﺩﻧﺪ‪.‬‬
‫ﮔﻨﺒﺪ ﻃﻼﺋﻲ ﺑﺎﺷﻜﻮﻫﻲ ﺑﺎ ﻣﻨﺎﺭﻩ ﻫﺎﻱ ﻗﺸﻨﮕﺶ ﭘﺪﻳﺪﺍﺭ ﺷﺪ ﻭ ﮔﻨﺒﺪ ﺁﺑﻲ ﺩﻳﮕﺮﻱ ﻗﺮﻳﻨﺔ ﺁﻥ ﻧﻤﺎﻳﺎﻥ ﮔﺮﺩﻳـﺪ ﻛـﻪ ﻣﻴـﺎﻥ‬
‫ﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﻫﺎﻱ ﮔﻠﻲ ﻣﺜﻞ ﻭﺻﻠﺔ ﻧﺎﺟﻮﺭ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﻧﺰﺩﻳﻚ ﻏﺮﻭﺏ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﻛﺎﺭﻭﺍﻥ ﻭﺍﺭﺩ ﺧﻴﺎﺑـﺎﻧﻲ ﺷـﺪ ﻛـﻪ ﺩﻭ ﻃـﺮﻓﺶ ﺩﻳﻮﺍﺭﻫـﺎﻱ‬
‫ﺧﺮﺍﺑﻪ ﻭ ﺩﻛﺎﻧﻬﺎﻱ ﻛﻮﭼﻚ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺩﺭ ﺍﻳﻨﺠﺎ ﺍﺯﺩﺣﺎﻡ ﻣﻬﻴﺒﻲ ﺑﺮ ﭘﺎ ﺷﺪ‪ :‬ﻋﺮﺑﻬﺎﻱ ﭘﺎﭼﻪ ﻭﺭ ﻣﺎﻟﻴـﺪﻩ ‪ ،‬ﺻـﻮﺭﺗﻬﺎﻱ ﺍﺣﻤـﻖ ﻓﻴﻨـﻪ‬
‫ﺑﺴﺮ‪ ،‬ﻗﻴﺎﻓﻪ ﻫﺎﻱ ﺁﺏ ﺯﻳﺮ ﻛﺎﻩ ﻋﻤﺎﻣﻪ ﺍﻱ ﺑﺎ ﺭﻳﺸﻬﺎ ﻭ ﻧﺎﺧﻨﻬﺎﻱ ﺣﻨﺎ ﺑﺴﺘﻪ ﻭ ﺳﺮﻫﺎ ﺗﺮﺍﺷـﻴﺪﻩ ﺗﺴـﺒﻴﺢ ﻣﻴﮕﺮﺩﺍﻧﻴﺪﻧـﺪ ﻭ ﺑـﺎ‬
‫ﻧﻌﻠﻴﻦ ﻭ ﻋﺒﺎ ﻭ ﺯﻳﺮ ﺷﻠﻮﺍﺭﻱ ﻗﺪﻡ ﻣﻴﺰﺩﻧﺪ‪ .‬ﺯﺑﺎﻥ ﻓﺎﺭﺳﻲ ﺣﺮﻑ ﻣﻴﺰﺩﻧﺪ ‪ ،‬ﻳﺎ ﺗﺮﻛﻲ ﺑﻠﻐﻮﺭ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩﻧﺪ ‪ ،‬ﻳﺎ ﻋﺮﺑﻲ ﺍﺯ ﺑﻴﺦ ﮔﻠـﻮ‬
‫ﻭ ﺍﺯ ﺗﻮﻱ ﺭﻭﺩﻩ ﻫﺎﻳﺸﺎﻥ ﺩﺭ ﻣﻴﺂﻣﺪ ﻭ ﺩﺭ ﻫﻮﺍ ﻏﻠﻐﻞ ﻣﻴﺰﺩ ‪ .‬ﺯﻧﻬﺎﻱ ﻋﺮﺏ ﺑﺎ ﺻﻮﺭﺗﻬﺎﻱ ﺧـﺎﻝ ﻛﻮﺑﻴـﺪﺓ ﭼـﺮﻙ ﭼﺸـﻤﻬﺎﻱ‬
‫ﻭﺍﺳﻮﺧﺘﻪ ‪ ،‬ﺣﻠﻘﻪ ﺍﺯ ﭘﺮﻩ ﺑﻴﻨﻲ ﺷﺎﻥ ﮔﺬﺭﺍﻧﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩﻧﺪ ‪ .‬ﻳﻜﻲ ﺍﺯ ﺁﻧﻬﺎ ﭘﺴﺘﺎﻥ ﺳﻴﺎﻫﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺗﺎ ﻧﺼﻔﻪ ﺩﺭ ﺩﻫﻦ ﺑﭽﺔ ﻛﺜﻴﻔـﻲ ﻛـﻪ‬
‫ﺩﺭ ﺑﻐﻠﺶ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻓﺮﻭ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ‪.‬‬
‫ﺍﻳﻦ ﺟﻤﻌﻴﺖ ﺑﻪ ﺍﻧﻮﺍﻉ ﮔﻮﻧﺎﮔﻮﻥ ﺟﻠﺐ ﻣﺸﺘﺮﻱ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩ ‪:‬ﻳﻜﻲ ﻧﻮﺣﻪ ﻣﻴﺨﻮﺍﻧﺪ ‪ ،‬ﻳﻜﻲ ﺳﻴﻨﻪ ﻣﻴﺰﺩ ‪ ،‬ﻳﻜﻲ ﻣﻬﺮ ﻭ ﺗﺴﺒﻴﺢ ﻭ‬
‫ﻛﻔﻦ ﻣﺘﺒﺮﻙ ﻣﻴﻔﺮﻭﺧﺖ ‪ ،‬ﻳﻜﻲ ﺟﻦ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﻓﺖ ‪ ،‬ﻳﻜﻲ ﺩﻋﺎ ﻣﻴﻨﻮﺷﺖ ‪ ،‬ﻳﻜﻲ ﻫﻢ ﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﻛﺮﺍﻳﻪ ﻣﻴﺪﺍﺩ ‪.‬‬
‫ﺟﻬﻮﺩﻫﺎﻱ ﻗﺒﺎ ﺩﺭﺍﺯ ﺍﺯ ﻣﺴﺎﻓﺮﺍﻥ ﻃﻼ ﻭ ﺟﻮﺍﻫﺮ ﻣﻴﺨﺮﻳﺪﻧﺪ‪.‬‬
‫ﺟﻠﻮ ﻗﻬﻮﻩ ﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﺍﻱ ﻋﺮﺑﻲ ﻧﺸﺴﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺍﻧﮕﺸﺖ ﺩﺭ ﺑﻴﻨﻴﺶ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻭ ﺑﺎ ﺩﺳـﺖ ﺩﻳﮕـﺮﺵ ﭼـﺮﻙ ﻻﻱ ﺍﻧﮕﺸـﺘﻬﺎﻱ‬
‫ﭘﺎﻳﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺩﺭ ﻣﻴﺂﻭﺭﺩ ﻭ ﺻﻮﺭﺗﺶ ﺍﺯ ﻣﮕﺲ ﭘﻮﺷﻴﺪﻩ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻭ ﺷﭙﺶ ﺍﺯ ﺳﺮﺵ ﺑﺎﻻ ﻣﻴﺮﻓﺖ‪.‬‬
‫ﻛﺎﺭﻭﺍﻥ ﻛﻪ ﺍﻳﺴﺘﺎﺩ ‪ ،‬ﻣﺸﺪﻱ ﺭﻣﻀﺎﻥ ﻭ ﺣﺴﻴﻦ ﺁﻗﺎ ﺟﻠﻮ ﺩﻭﻳﺪﻧﺪ‪ ،‬ﻛﻤﻚ ﻛﺮﺩﻧﺪ ‪ ،‬ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﮔﻠﻴﻦ ﻭ ﻋﺰﻳﺰ ﺁﻗﺎ ﺭﺍ ﺍﺯ ﻛﺠﺎﻭﻩ‬
‫ﭘﺎﺋﻴﻦ ﺁﻭﺭﺩﻧﺪ‪ .‬ﺟﻤﻌﻴﺖ ﺯﻳﺎﺩﻱ ﺑﻪ ﻣﺴﺎﻓﺮﺍﻥ ﻫﺠﻮﻡ ﺁﻭﺭﺩ‪ .‬ﻫﺮ ﺗﻜﻪ ﺍﺯ ﭼﻴﺰﻫﺎﻳﺸﺎﻥ ﺑﻪ ﺩﺳﺖ ﻳﻜﻨﻔﺮ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻭ ﺁﻧﻬـﺎ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺨﺎﻧـﺔ‬
‫ﺧﻮﺩﺷﺎﻥ ﺩﻋﻮﺕ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩﻧﺪ‪ .‬ﻭﻟﻲ ﺩﺭﻳﻦ ﻣﻴﺎﻥ ﻋﺰﻳﺮ ﺁﻗﺎ ﮔﻢ ﺷﺪ‪ .‬ﻫﺮ ﭼﻪ ﺩﻧﺒﺎﺵ ﮔﺸﺘﻨﺪ ‪ ،‬ﺍﺯ ﻫﺮ ﻛﻪ ﭘﺮﺳﻴﺪﻧﺪ ﺑﻴﻔﺎﻳﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪.‬‬
‫ﺑﺎﻻﺧﺮﻩ ‪ ،‬ﺑﻌﺪﺍﺯ ﺁﻧﻜﻪ ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﮔﻠﻴﻦ ﻭ ﺣﺴﻴﻦ ﺁﻗﺎ ﻭ ﻣﺸﺪﻱ ﺭﻣﻀﺎﻥ ﻳﻚ ﺍﻃﺎﻕ ﻛﺜﻴﻒ ﮔﻠﻲ ﺍﺯ ﻗﺮﺍﺭ ﺷﺒﻲ ﻫﻔـﺖ ﺭﻭﭘﻴـﻪ‬
‫ﻛﺮﺍﻳﻪ ﻛﺮﺩﻧﺪ ‪ ،‬ﺩﻭﺑﺎﺭﻩ ﺑﻪ ﺟﺴﺘﺠﻮﻱ ﻋﺰﻳﺰ ﺁﻗﺎ ﺭﻓﺘﻨﺪ ‪ .‬ﺗﻤﺎﻡ ﺷﻬﺮ ﺭﺍ ﺯﻳﺮ ﭘﺎ ﻛﺮﺩﻧﺪ‪ .‬ﺍﺯ ﻛﻔﺸﺪﺍﺭ ﻭ ﺍﺯ ﺯﻳﺎﺭﺗﻨﺎﻣﻪ ﺧﻮﺍﻧﻬﺎ‬
‫ﻳﻜﻲ ﻳﻜﻲ ﺳﺮﺍﻍ ﻋﺰﻳﺰ ﺁﻗﺎ ﺭﺍ ﺑﻪ ﻧﺎﻡ ﻭ ﻧﺸﺎﻧﻲ ﮔﺮﻓﺘﻨﺪ‪ .‬ﺍﺛﺮﻱ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻭ ﺑﺪﺳﺖ ﻧﻴﺎﻣﺪ‪ .‬ﺁﺧﺮ ﻭﻗﺖ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺻﺤﻦ ﻛﻤﻲ ﺧﻠﻮﺕ ﺷـﺪ‪.‬‬
‫ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﮔﻠﻴﻦ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﻧﻬﻤﻴﻦ ﺑﺎﺭ ﺩﺍﺧﻞ ﺣﺮﻡ ﺷﺪ ﻭ ﺩﻳﺪ ﻛﻪ ﺩﺳﺘﻪ ﺍﻱ ﺯﻥ ﻭ ﺁﺧﻮﻧﺪ ﺩﻭﺭ ﺯﻧﻲ ﮔﺮﺩ ﺁﻣﺪﻩ ﺍﻧﺪ ﻛﻪ ﺑﻘﻔـﻞ ﺿـﺮﻳﺢ‬
‫ﭼﺴﺒﻴﺪﻩ ﺁﻧﺮﺍ ﻣﻴﺒﻮﺳﺪ ﻭ ﻓﺮﻳﺎﺩ ﻣﻴﺰﻧﺪ ‪:‬‬
‫" ﻳﺎ ﺍﻣﺎﻡ ﺣﺴﻴﻦ ﺟﻮﻧﻢ ‪ ،‬ﺑﺪﺍﺩﻡ ﺑﺮﺱ ! ﺳﺮﺍﺯﻳﺮﻱ ﻗﺒﺮ ‪ ،‬ﺭﻭﺯ ﭘﻨﺠﺎﻩ ﻫﺰﺍﺭ ﺳﺎﻝ ‪ ،‬ﻭﻗﺘﻴﻜﻪ ﻫﻤﺔ ﭼﺸﻤﻬﺎ ﻣﻴـﺮﻭﺩ ﺭﻭﻱ‬
‫ﻛﺎﺳﻪ ﺳﺮﻫﺎﺷﺎﻥ ﭼﻪ ﺧﺎﻛﻲ ﺑﺴﺮﻡ ﺑﺮﻳﺰﻡ ؟ ﺑﻔﺮﻳﺎﺩﻡ ﺑﺮﺱ ! ﺑﻔﺮﻳﺎﺩﻡ ﺑﺮﺱ ! ﺗﻮﺑﻪ ‪ ،‬ﺗﻮﺑﻪ ‪ ،‬ﻏﻠﻂ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ‪ ،‬ﻣﺮﺍ ﺑﺒﺨﺶ !"‬
‫ﻫﺮﭼﻪ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻭ ﻣﻴﭙﺮﺳﻴﺪﻧﺪ ﻣﮕﺮ ﭼﻪ ﺷﺪﻩ ‪ ،‬ﺟﻮﺍﺏ ﻧﻤﻴﺪﺍﺩ‪ .‬ﺑﺎﻻﺧﺮﻩ ﭘﺲ ﺍﺯ ﺍﺻﺮﺍﺭ ﺯﻳﺎﺩ ﮔﻔﺖ ‪:‬‬
‫" ﻣﻦ ﻳﻚ ﻛﺎﺭﻱ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ﺍﻡ ‪ ،‬ﻣﻴﺘﺮﺳﻢ ﺳﻴﺪﺍﻟﺸﻬﺪﺍ ﻣﺮﺍ ﻧﺒﺨﺸﺪ ‪".‬‬
‫ﻫﻤﻴﻦ ﺟﻤﻠﻪ ﺭﺍ ﺗﻜﺮﺍﺭ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩ ﻭ ﺳﻴﻞ ﺍﺷﻚ ﺍﺯ ﭼﺸﻤﺎﻧﺶ ﺳﺮﺍﺯﻳﺮ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﮔﻠﻴﻦ ﺻـﺪﺍﻱ ﻋﺰﻳـﺰ ﺁﻗـﺎ ﺭﺍ ﺷـﻨﺎﺧﺖ‪،‬‬
‫ﺟﻠﻮ ﺭﻓﺖ‪ .‬ﺩﺳﺖ ﺍﻭ ﺭﺍ ﻛﺸﻴﺪ ﺑﺮﺩ ﺩﺭ ﺻﺤﻦ ﻭ ﺑﻜﻤﻚ ﺣﺴﻴﻦ ﺁﻗﺎ ﺍﻭ ﺭﺍ ﺑﻪ ﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﺑﺮﺩﻧﺪ‪ ،‬ﺩﻭﺭﺵ ﺟﻤﻊ ﺷﺪﻧﺪ‪ .‬ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﺯ ﺁﻧﻜـﻪ‬
‫ﺩﻭ ﺗﺎ ﭼﺎﺋﻲ ﺷﻴﺮﻳﻦ ﺑﺎﻭ ﺩﺍﺩﻧﺪ ﻭ ﻳﻚ ﻗﻠﻴﺎﻥ ﺑﺮﺍﻳﺶ ﭼﺎﻕ ﻛﺮﺩﻧﺪ‪ ،‬ﻋﺰﻳﺰ ﺁﻗﺎ ﺷﺮﻁ ﻛﺮﺩ ﻛـﻪ ﺣﺴـﻴﻦ ﺁﻗـﺎ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻃـﺎﻕ ﺑﻴـﺮﻭﻥ‬
‫ﺑﺮﻭﺩ ﺗﺎ ﺳﺮﮔﺬﺷﺖ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﺭﺍ ﻧﻘﻞ ﺑﻜﻨﺪ‪ .‬ﺣﺴﻴﻦ ﺁﻗﺎ ﻛﻪ ﺍﺯ ﺩﺭ ﺑﻴﺮﻭﻥ ﺭﻓﺖ‪ ،‬ﻋﺰﻳﺰ ﺁﻗـﺎ ﻗﻠﻴـﺎﻥ ﺭﺍ ﺟﻠـﻮ ﻛﺸـﻴﺪ ﻭ ﺍﻳﻨﺠـﻮﺭ‬
‫ﺷﺮﻭﻉ ﻛﺮﺩ ‪:‬‬

‫ﮔﻠﻴﻦ ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﺟﻮﻧﻢ‪ ،‬ﻣﻴﺪﺍﻧﻲ ﻛﻪ ﻭﻗﺘﻲ ﻣﻦ ﺑﻪ ﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﮔﺪﺍ ﻋﻠﻲ ﺧﺪﺍ ﺑﻴﺎﻣﺮﺯ ﺭﻓﺘﻢ‪ ،‬ﺳﻪ ﺳﺎﻝ ﻣـﺎ ﻫﻤﭽﻨـﻴﻦ ﺯﻧـﺪﮔﻲ ﻛـﺮﺩﻳﻢ ﻛـﻪ‬
‫ﺳﻜﻴﻨﻪ ﺳﻠﻄﺎﻥ ﺳﺮﻛﻮﺏ ﮔﺪﺍ ﻋﻠﻲ ﺭﺍ ﺳﺮ ﺷﻮﻫﺮﺵ ﻣﻴﺰﺩ‪ .‬ﮔﺪﺍ ﻋﻠﻲ ﻣﺮﺍ ﻣﻲ ﭘﺮﺳﺘﻴﺪ ﻭ ﺭﻭﻱ ﺳﺮﺵ ﻣﻲ ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺖ ‪.‬ﻭﻟﻲ ﺩﺭ‬
‫ﺍﻳﻦ ﻣﺪﺕ ﻣﻦ ﺁﺑﺴﺘﻦ ﻧﺸﺪﻡ‪ ،‬ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﻫﻤﻴﻦ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﺷﻮﻫﺮﻡ ﺣﺎﺷﺎﻭﷲ ﻛﺸﺘﻴﺎﺭﻡ ﺷﺪ ﻛﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺑﭽﻪ ﻣﻴﺨﻮﺍﻫﻢ‪ ،‬ﻫﺮ ﺷـﺐ ﺗﻨـﮓ‬
‫ﺩﻟﻢ ﻣﻲ ﻧﺸﺴﺖ ﻭ ﻣﻴﮕﻔﺖ ‪:‬ﺍﻳﻦ ﺑﺪﺑﺨﺘﻲ ﺭﺍ ﭼﻪ ﺑﻜﻨﻢ؟ ﺍﺟﺎﻗﻢ ﻛﻮﺭ ﺍﺳﺖ ‪ .‬ﻣﻦ ﻫﺮ ﭼـﻪ ﺩﻭﺍ ﻭﺩﺭﻣـﺎﻥ ﻛـﺮﺩﻡ‪ ،‬ﺩﻋـﺎ ﮔـﺮﻓﺘﻢ‪،‬‬
‫ﺁﺧﺮﺵ ﺑﭽﻪ ﺍﻡ ﻧﺸﺪ ﺗﺎ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﻳﻜﺸﺐ ﮔﺪﺍ ﻋﻠﻲ ﭘﻴﺶ ﻣﻦ ﮔﺮﻳﻪ ﻛﺮﺩ ﻭﮔﻔﺖ ‪:‬ﺍﮔﺮ ﺗﻮ ﺭﺿﺎﻳﺖ ﺑـﺪﻫﻲ‪ ،‬ﻳـﻚ ﺻـﻴﻐﻪ ﻣﻴﮕﻴـﺮﻡ‪،‬‬
‫ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﺧﺪﻣﺖ ﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﺭﺍ ﺑﻜﻨﺪ ﻭﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﺯ ﺁﻧﻜﻪ ﺑﭽﻪ ﭘﻴﺪﺍ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﻃﻼﻗﺶ ﻣﻴﺪﻫﻢ ﻭ ﺗﻮ ﺑﭽﻪ ﺭﺍ ﻭﺟﻪ ﻓﺮﺯﻧﺪﻱ ﺑﺰﺭﮒ ﻣﻴﻜﻨﻲ‪.‬‬
‫ﻣﻦ ﻫﻢ ﮔﻮﻝ ﺁﻥ ﺧﺪﺍ ﺑﻴﺎﻣﺮﺯ ﺭﺍ ﺧﻮﺭﺩﻡ ﻭﮔﻔﺖ‪ :‬ﭼﻪ ﻋﻴﺒﻲ ﺩﺍﺭﺩ! ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﺎﺭ ﺭﺍ ﺑﮕﺮﺩﻥ ﻣﻴﮕﻴﺮﻡ‪ .‬ﻓﺮﺩﺍﻱ ﻫﻤﺎﻧﺮﻭﺯ ﭼـﺎﺩﺭ‬
‫ﻛﺮﺩﻡ‪،‬ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﺩﺧﺘﺮ ﺣﺴﻦ ﻣﺎﺳﺘﺒﻨﺪ ﺭﺍ ﻛﻪ ﺯﺷﺖ ﻭﺳﻴﺎﻩ ﻭﺁﺑﻠﻪ ﺭﻭ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺷﻮﻫﺮﻡ ﺧﻮﺍﺳﺘﮕﺎﺭﻱ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ‪ .‬ﻭﻗﺘﻴﻜﻪ‬
‫ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﻭﺍﺭﺩ ﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﻣﺎﻥ ﺷﺪ‪ ،‬ﺳﺮ ﺗﺎ ﭘﺎﻳﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺍﺭﺯﻥ ﻣﻴﺮﻳﺨﺘﻲ ﭘﺎﺋﻴﻦ ﻧﻤﻴﺂﻣﺪ‪ ،‬ﺍﮔﺮ ﺩﻣﺎﻏﺶ ﺭﺍ ﻣﻴﮕﺮﻓﺘﻲ ﺟﻮﻧﺶ ﺩﺭ ﻣﻴﺮﻓﺖ‪.‬‬
‫ﺧﻮﺏ‪ ،‬ﻣﻦ ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ‪ ،‬ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﻫﻢ ﻛﺎﺭ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺩﻳﺰﻱ ﺑﺎﺭ ﻣﻴﮕﺬﺍﺷﺖ‪ ،‬ﺧﺎﻧﻢ‪ ،‬ﻳﻜﻤﺎﻩ ﻧﮕﺬﺷﺖ ﻛﻪ ﺁﺑﻲ ﺯﻳـﺮ ﭘﻮﺳـﺘﺶ‬
‫ﺭﻓﺖ‪ ،‬ﺍﺳﺘﺨﻮﺍﻥ ﺗﺮﻛﺎﻧﻴﺪ ﻭﺷﻜﻤﺶ ﮔﻮﺷﺖ ﻧﻮ ﺑﺎﻻ ﺁﻭﺭﺩ‪ .‬ﺁﻧﻮﻗﺖ ﺯﺩ ﻭﺁﺑﺴـﺘﻦ ﺷـﺪ‪ .‬ﺧـﻮﺏ ﺩﻳﮕـﺮ ﻣﻌﻠـﻮﻡ ﺑـﻮﺩ ﺧﺪﻳﺠـﻪ‬
‫ﭘﻴﺎﺯﺵ ﻛﻮﻧﻪ ﻛﺮﺩ‪ .‬ﺷﻮﻫﺮﻡ ﻫﻤﻪ ﺣﻮﺍﺳﺶ ﭘﻴﺶ ﺍﻭ ﺑﻮﺩ‪.‬ﺍﮔﺮ ﭼﻠﻪ ﺯﻣﺴﺘﺎﻥ ﺁﻟﺒﺎﻟﻮ ﻭﻳﺎﺭ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩ‪ ،‬ﮔﺪﺍ ﻋﻠﻲ ﺍﺯ ﺯﻳﺮ ﺳﻨﮓ ﻫـﻢ‬
‫ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺑﺮﺍﻳﺶ ﻣﻴﺂﻭﺭﺩ‪ .‬ﻣﻦ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ ﺳﻴﺎﻩ ﺑﺨﺖ ﻭﺳﻴﺎﻩ ﺭﻭﺯ! ﻫﺮ ﺷﺐ ﻛﻪ ﮔﺪﺍ ﻋﻠﻲ ﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﻣﻴﺂﻣﺪ ﺩﺳﺘﻤﺎﻝ ﻫـﻞ ﻭﮔـﻞ‬
‫ﺭﺍ ﺍﻃﺎﻕ ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﻣﻴﺒﺮﺩ ﻭﻣﻦ ﻫﻢ ﺍﺯ ﺻﺪﻗﻪ ﺳﺮ ﺍﻭ ﺯﻧﺪﮔﻲ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩﻡ‪-.‬ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﺩﺧﺘﺮ ﺣﺴﻦ ﻣﺎﺳﺘﺒﻨﺪ ﻛﻪ ﻭﻗﺘـﻲ ﻭﺍﺭﺩ ﺧﺎﻧـﻪ‬
‫ﻣﺎ ﺷﺪ‪ ،‬ﻳﻚ ﻟﻨﮕﻪ ﻛﻔﺸﺶ ﻧﻮﺣﻪ ﻣﻲ ﺧﻮﺍﻧﺪ ﻭﻳﻜﻴﺶ ﺳﻴﻨﻪ ﻣﻴﺰﺩ‪ ،‬ﺣﺎﻻ ﺑﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺗﻜﺒﺮ ﻣﻴﻔﺮﻭﺧـﺖ‪.‬ﺁﻧﻮﻗـﺖ ﭘﺸـﺖ ﺩﺳـﺘﻢ ﺯﺩﻡ‬
‫ﻭﻓﻬﻤﻴﺪﻡ ﻛﻪ ﻋﺠﺐ ﻏﻠﻄﻲ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ﺍﻡ‪.‬‬
‫ﺧﺎﻧﻢ‪ ،‬ﻧﻪ ﻣﺎﻩ ﻣﻦ ﺩﻧﺪﺍﻥ ﺭﻭﻱ ﺟﮕﺮ ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺘﻢ ﻭ ﺟﻠﻮ ﺩﺭﻭﻫﻤﺴﺎﻳﻪ ﺑﺎ ﺳﻴﻠﻲ ﺭﻭﻱ ﺧﻮﺩ ﺭﺍ ﺳـﺮﺥ ﻧﮕـﻪ ﻣـﻲ ﺩﺍﺷـﺘﻢ‪ .‬ﺍﻣـﺎ‬
‫ﺭﻭﺯﻫﺎ ﻛﻪ ﺷﻮﻫﺮﻡ ﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﻧﺒﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﺭﺍ ﺧﻮﺏ ﻣﻲ ﭼﺮﺍﻧﺪﻡ‪ .‬ﺧﺎﻙ ﺑﺮﺍﻳﺶ ﺧﺒﺮ ﻧﺒﺮﺩ‪ ،‬ﭘﻴﺶ ﺷﻮﻫﺮﻡ ﺑﻪ ﺍﻭ ﺑﻬﺘﺎﻥ ﻣﻴﺰﺩﻡ‪،‬‬
‫ﻣﻴﮕﻔﺘﻢ ‪ :‬ﺳﺮ ﭘﻴﺮﻱ ﻋﺎﺷﻖ ﭼﺸﻢ ﻭﺯﻍ ﺷﺪﻱ! ﺗﻮ ﺍﺻﻼ ﺑﭽﻪ ﺍﺕ ﻧﻤﻲ ﺷﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺍﻳﻦ ﺗﺨﻢ ﻣﻮﻝ ﺍﺳﺖ‪ .‬ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﺍﺯ ﻣﺸـﺪﻱ ﺗﻘـﻲ‬
‫ﻗﺎﺷﻖ ﺗﺮﺍﺵ ﺁﺑﺴﺘﻦ ﺍﺳﺖ ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﻫﻢ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻧﮕﺸﺖ ﺗﻮﻱ ﺷﻴﺮ ﻣﻴﺰﺩ ﻭﭘﻴﺶ ﮔﺪﺍ ﻋﻠﻲ ﺑﺮﺍﻳﻢ ﻣﺎﻳﻪ ﻣﻲ ﮔﺮﻓﺖ‪ .‬ﭼﻪ ﺩﺭﺩ‬
‫ﺳﺮﺗﺎﻥ ﺑﺪﻫﻢ؟ ﻫﺮ ﺭﻭﺯ ﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﻣﺎﻥ ﺍﻟﻢ ﺷﻨﮕﻪ ﺍﻱ ﺑﭙﺎ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﻧﮕﻮ ﻭ ﻧﺸﻨﻮ‪ .‬ﻫﻤﻪ ﻫﻤﺴﺎﻳﻪ ﻫﺎ ﺍﺯ ﺩﺳـﺖ ﺩﺍﺩ ﻭ ﺑﻴـﺪﺍﺩ ﻣـﺎ ﺑـﻪ‬
‫ﻋﺬﺍﺏ ﺁﻣﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩﻧﺪ‪ .‬ﻣﻦ ﺩﻟﻢ ﻣﺜﻞ ﺳﻴﺮ ﻭﺳﺮﻛﻪ ﻣﻴﺠﻮﺷﺪ ﻛﻪ ﻣﺒﺎﺩﺍ ﺑﭽﻪ ﭘﺴﺮ ﺑﺎﺷﺪ ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﺳﺮ ﻛﺘﺎﺏ ﺑﺎﺯ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﺟﺎﺩﻭ ﺟﻨﺒﻞ‬
‫ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﺧﺪﺍ ﺑﻪ ﺩﻭﺭ‪ ،‬ﺍﻧﮕﺎﺭﻱ ﻛﻪ ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﮔﻮﺷﺖ ﺧﻮﻙ ﺧﻮﺭﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺟﺎﺩﻭ ﺑﻬﺶ ﻛﺎﺭﮔﺮ ﻧﻤﻲ ﺷﺪ‪ .‬ﺭﻭﺯ ﺑـﻪ ﺭﻭﺯ ﮔﻨـﺪﻩ ﺗـﺮ‬
‫ﻣﻲ ﺷﺪ ﺗﺎ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﺳﺮ ﻧﻪ ﻣﺎﻩ ﻭ ﻧﻪ ﺭﻭﺯ ﻭ ﻧﻪ ﺳﺎﻋﺖ ﻭ ﻧﻪ ﺩﻗﻴﻘﻪ ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﺯﺍﻳﻴﺪ ﺁﻧﻬﻢ ﭼﻪ؟ ﻳﻚ ﭘﺴﺮ‪.‬‬
‫ﺧﺎﻧﻢ‪ ،‬ﻣﻦ ﺗﻮ ﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﺷﻮﻫﺮﻡ ﺷﺪﻡ ﺳﻜﻪ ﻳﻚ ﭘﻮﻝ ! ﻧﻤﻲ ﺩﺍﻧﻢ ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﻣﻬﺮﻩ ﻣﺎﺭ ﺑﺎ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﺩﺍﺷﺖ ﻳﺎ ﭼﻴـﺰ ﺑﺨـﻮﺭﺩ ﮔـﺪﺍ‬
‫ﻋﻠﻲ ﺩﺍﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﺟﻮﻥ‪ ،‬ﻗﺮﺑﺎﻧﺘﺎﻥ ﻫﻤﻴﻦ ﺯﻧﻴﻜﻪ ﺷﺮﻧﺪﻩ ﺭﺍ ﻛﻪ ﺧـﻮﺩﻡ ﺭﻓـﺘﻢ ﺍﺯ ﻣﺤﻠـﻪ ﭘﻨﺒـﻪ ﺭﻳﺴـﻪ ﺁﻭﺭﺩﻡ‪ ،‬ﺩﻧـﺪﺍﻧﻢ ﺭﺍ‬
‫ﺷﻤﺮﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺭﻭﺑﺮﻭﻱ ﺷﻮﻫﺮﻡ ﺑﻪ ﻣﻦ ﮔﻔﺖ‪ :‬ﻋﺰﻳﺰ ﺁﻗﺎ‪ ،‬ﺑﻲ ﺯﺣﻤﺖ ﻣﻦ ﺩﺳﺘﻢ ﻧﻤﻲ ﺭﺳﺪ‪ ،‬ﻛﻬﻨﻪ ﻫـﺎﻱ ﺑﭽـﻪ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺸـﻮﺭﻳﺪ‪.‬‬
‫ﺍﻳﻦ ﺭﺍ ﻛﻪ ﮔﻔﺖ ﻣﻦ ﺁﺗﺸﻲ ﺷﺪﻡ ﺭﻭﺑﺮﻭﻱ ﮔﺪﺍ ﻋﻠﻲ ﻫﺮ ﭼﻪ ﺍﺯ ﺩﻫﻨﻢ ﺩﺭ ﺁﻣﺪ ﺑﻪ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﻭ ﺑﭽـﻪ ﺍﺵ ﮔﻔـﺘﻢ‪ ،‬ﺑـﻪ ﮔـﺪﺍ ﻋﻠـﻲ‬
‫ﮔﻔﺘﻢ ﻣﺮﺍ ﻃﻼﻕ ﺑﺪﻩ‪ ،‬ﺍﻣﺎ ﺁﻥ ﺧﺪﺍ ﺑﻴﺎﻣﺮﺯ ﺩﺳﺘﻬﺎﻱ ﻣﺮﺍ ﻣﺎﭺ ﻣﻲ ﻛﺮﺩ‪ ،‬ﻣﻲ ﮔﻔﺖ‪ :‬ﭼﺮﺍ ﺍﻳﻨﺠﻮﺭ ﻣﻲ ﻛﻨﻲ ؟ ﻣـﻲ ﺗﺮﺳـﻢ ﺷـﻴﺮ‬
‫ﺍﻋﺮﺍﺽ ﺩﻫﻦ ﺑﭽﻪ ﺑﮕﺬﺍﺭﺩ‪ .‬ﺗﻮ ﻫﻤﻴﻦ ﻗﺪﺭ ﺑﮕﺬﺍﺭ ﺑﭽﻪ ﺭﺍﻩ ﺑﻴﻔﺘﺪ ﺁﻧﻮﻗـﺖ ﺧﺪﻳﺠـﻪ ﺭﺍ ﻃـﻼﻕ ﻣـﻲ ﺩﻫـﻢ ‪.‬ﺍﻣـﺎ ﺩﻳﮕـﺮ ﺍﺯ ﺯﻭﺭ‬
‫ﺧﻴﺎﻻﺕ ﺧﻮﺍﺏ ﻭﺧﻮﺭﺍﻙ ﻧﺪﺍﺷﺘﻢ ﺗﺎ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﺧﺪﺍﻳﺎ ﺗﻮﺑﻪ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﺩﻝ ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺴﻮﺯﺍﻧﻢ ﻳﻚ ﺭﻭﺯ ﻫﻤﻴﻨﻜﻪ ﺭﻓﺖ ﺣﻤﺎﻡ ﻭ‬
‫ﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﺧﻠﻮﺕ ﺷﺪ‪ ،‬ﻣﻦ ﻫﻢ ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﺳﺮ ﮔﻬﻮﺍﺭﻩ ﺑﭽﻪ ﺳﻨﺠﺎﻕ ﺯﻳﺮ ﮔﻠﻮﻳﻢ ﺭﺍ ﻛﺸﻴﺪﻡ‪ .‬ﺭﻭﻳـﻢ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺮﮔﺮﺩﺍﻧﻴـﺪﻡ ﻭ ﺳـﻨﺠﺎﻕ ﺭﺍ ﺗـﺎ‬
‫ﺑﻴﺦ ﺗﻮﻱ ﻣﻼﺝ ﺑﭽﻪ ﻓﺮﻭ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ‪ .‬ﺑﻌﺪ ﻫﻮﻟﻜﻲ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻃﺎﻕ ﺑﻴﺮﻭﻥ ﺩﻭﻳﺪﻡ‪ .‬ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﺍﻳﻦ ﺑﭽﻪ ﺩﻭ ﺷﺐ ﻭ ﺩﻭ ﺭﻭﺯ ﺯﺑـﺎﻥ ﺑـﻪ ﺩﻫـﻦ‬
‫ﻧﮕﺮﻓﺖ‪ .‬ﻫﺮ ﻓﺮﻳﺎﺩﻱ ﻛﻪ ﻣﻲ ﺯﺩ ﺑﻨﺪ ﺩﻟﻢ ﭘﺎﺭﻩ ﻣﻲ ﺷﺪ‪ .‬ﻫﺮ ﭼﻪ ﺑﺮﺍﻳﺶ ﺩﻋﺎ ﮔﺮﻓﺘﻨﺪ‪ ،‬ﺩﻭﺍ ﻭ ﺩﺭﻣﺎﻥ ﻛﺮﺩﻧﺪ ﺑﻴﺨﻮﺩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺭﻭﺯ‬
‫ﺩﻭﻡ ﻋﺼﺮ ﻣﺮﺩ‪.‬‬
‫ﺧﻮﺏ ﭘﻴﺪﺍ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﻭﺷﻮﻫﺮﻡ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺑﭽﻪ ﮔﺮﻳﻪ ﻛﺮﺩﻧﺪ‪ ،‬ﻏﺼﻪ ﺧﻮﺭﺩﻧﺪ‪ ،‬ﺍﻣﺎ ﻣﻦ ﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﻳﻦ ﺑـﻮﺩ ﻛـﻪ ﺭﻭﻱ ﺟﮕـﺮﻡ ﺁﺏ‬
‫ﺧﻨﻚ ﺭﻳﺨﺘﻨﺪ ﺑﺎ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﮔﻔﺘﻢ ﺍﻗﻼ ﺣﺴﺮﺕ ﭘﺴﺮ ﺑﻪ ﺩﻟﺸﺎﻥ ﻣﺎﻧﺪ! ﺩﻭ ﻣﺎﻩ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻳﻦ ﺑﻴﻦ ﮔﺬﺷﺖ‪ ،‬ﺩﻭﺑﺎﺭﻩ ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﺁﺑﺴﺘﻦ ﺷﺪ‪.‬‬
‫ﺍﻳﻦ ﺩﻓﻌﻪ ﻧﻤﻲ ﺩﺍﻧﺴﺘﻢ ﭼﻪ ﺧﺎﻛﻲ ﺑﻪ ﺳﺮﻡ ﻛﻨﻢ‪ .‬ﺧﺎﻧﻢ‪ ،‬ﺑﻪ ﻫﻤﺎﻥ ﺷﺎﺯﺩﻩ ﺣﺴﻴﻦ ﻗﺴﻢ ﻛﻪ ﺍﺯ ﺯﻭﺭ ﻏﺼﻪ ﺩﻭ ﻣﺎﻩ ﺑﻴﻬﻮﺵ ﻭ‬
‫ﺑﻲ ﮔﻮﺵ ﻧﺎﺧﻮﺵ ﺑﺴﺘﺮﻱ ﺷﺪﻡ ‪.‬ﺳﺮ ﻧﻪ ﻣﺎﻩ ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﻳﻚ ﭘﺴﺮ ﺩﻳﮕﺮ ﺗﺮﻛﻤﻮﻥ ﺯﺩ ﻭ ﺩﻭﺑﺎﺭﻩ ﻋﺰﻳﺰ ﻧﺎﺯﻧﻴﻦ ﺷﺪ‪.‬ﮔـﺪﺍ ﻋﻠـﻲ‬
‫ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺑﭽﻪ ﺟﺎﻧﺶ ﺩﺭ ﻣﻲ ﺭﻓﺖ ﺧﺪﺍ ﺑﻪ ﻗﻮﻡ ﻣﻮﺳﻲ ﺩﺳﺘﻐﺎﻟﻪ ﺩﺍﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺑﻪ ﺍﻭ ﻫﻢ ﻳـﻚ ﭘﺴـﺮ ﻛﺎﻛـﻞ ﺯﺭﻱ! ﺩﻭ ﺭﻭﺯ ﺧﺎﻧـﻪ‬
‫ﻧﺸﺴﺖ ﻭ ﺑﭽﻪ ﻗﻨﺪﺍﻗﻲ ﺭﺍ ﻣﺜﻞ ﺩﺳﺘﻪ ﻫﻮﻧﮓ ﺟﻠﻮﺵ ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻭﺗﻤﺎﺷﺎ ﻣﻲ ﻛﺮﺩ‪ .‬ﺑﺎﺯ ﻫﻤﺎﻥ ﺁﺵ ﻭ ﻫﻤﺎﻥ ﻛﺎﺳـﻪ! ﺧـﺎﻧﻢ‬
‫ﺍﻳﻦ ﺩﺳﺖ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﻧﺒﻮﺩ ﻧﻤﻲ ﺗﻮﺍﻧﺴﺘﻢ ﻫﻮﻭ ﻭ ﺑﭽﻪ ﺍﺵ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺒﻴﻨﻢ‪ ،‬ﻳﻚ ﺭﻭﺯ ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﺩﺳﺘﺶ ﺑﻨﺪ ﺑـﻮﺩ ﺍﻳـﺰ ﮔـﻢ ﻛـﺮﺩﻡ‪ ،‬ﺑـﺎﺯ‬
‫ﺳﻨﺠﺎﻕ ﺯﻳﺮ ﮔﻠﻮﻳﻢ ﺭﺍ ﻛﺸﻴﺪﻡ ﻭ ﺗﻮﻱ ﻣﻼﺝ ﺑﭽﻪ ﻓﺮﻭﻛﺮﺩﻡ‪ .‬ﺍﻳﻦ ﺑﭽﻪ ﻫﻢ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﺯ ﻳﻚ ﺭﻭﺯ ﻣﺮﺩ‪ .‬ﻣﻌﻠﻮﻡ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺑﺎﺯ ﺷﻴﻮﻥ ﻭ‬
‫ﻭﺍﻭﻳﻼ ﺭﺍﻩ ﺍﻓﺘﺎﺩ‪ .‬ﺍﻳﻦ ﺩﻓﻌﻪ ﻧﻤﻲ ﺩﺍﻧﻴﺪ ﭼﻪ ﺣﺎﻟﻲ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ ﺍﺯ ﻳﻚ ﻃﺮﻑ ﻗﻨﺪ ﺗﻮﻱ ﺩﻟﻢ ﺁﺏ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩﻧﺪ ﻛﻪ ﺩﺍﻍ ﭘﺴﺮ ﺭﺍ ﺑﻪ ﺩﻝ‬
‫ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺘﻢ‪ ،‬ﺍﺯ ﻃﺮﻑ ﺩﻳﮕﺮ ﻓﻜﺮ ﻣﻲ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﻛﻪ ﺗﺎ ﺣﺎﻻ ﺩﻭ ﺗﺎ ﺧﻮﻥ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ﺍﻡ‪ .‬ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺑﭽﻪ ﺯﺑﺎﻥ ﮔﺮﻓﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ ﺗﻮ ﺳﺮ ﻣﻲ‬
‫ﺯﺩﻡ‪ ،‬ﮔﺮﻳﻪ ﻣﻲ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﺁﻧﻘﺪﺭ ﮔﺮﻳﻪ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﻛﻪ ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﻭ ﮔﺪﺍ ﻋﻠﻲ ﺩﻟﺸﺎﻥ ﺑﻪ ﺣﺎﻝ ﻣﻦ ﺳﻮﺧﺖ ﻭ ﺗﻌﺠﺐ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩﻧﺪ ﻛﻪ ﻣﻦ‬
‫ﭼﻘﺪﺭ ﺑﭽﻪ ﻫﻮﻭ ﺭﺍ ﺩﻭﺳﺖ ﺩﺍﺷﺘﻪ ﺍﻡ‪-‬ﺍﻣﺎ ﺍﻳﻦ ﮔﺮﻳﻪ ﻫﺎ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺧﺎﻃﺮ ﺑﭽﻪ ﻧﺒﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺭﻭﺯ ﻗﻴﺎﻣﺖ‪ ،‬ﻓﺸﺎﺭ‬
‫ﻗﺒﺮ‪ .‬ﻫﻤﺎﻥ ﺷﺐ ﺷﻮﻫﺮﻡ ﺑﻪ ﻣﻦ ﮔﻔﺖ ‪ :‬ﭘﺲ ﻗﺴﻤﺖ ﻧﺒﻮﺩﻩ ﻛﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺑﭽﻪ ﺩﺍﺭ ﺑﺸﻮﻡ‪ .‬ﻣﻲ ﺑﻴﻨﻲ ﻛﻪ ﺑﭽﻪ ﻫﺎﻳﻢ ﭘﺎ ﻧﻤـﻲ ﮔﻴﺮﻧـﺪ‬
‫ﻭﻣﻲ ﻣﻴﺮﻧﺪ‪ .‬ﺳﺮ ﭼﻠﻪ ﻧﻜﺸﻴﺪ ﻛﻪ ﺑﺎﺯ ﻫﻢ ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﺁﺑﺴﺘﻦ ﺷﺪ ﻭ ﺷﻮﻫﺮﻡ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﺑﭽﻪ ﺍﺵ ﺑﻤﺎﻧﺪ ﻧﺬﺭ ﻭﻧﻴﺎﺯﻱ ﻧﺒﻮﺩ ﻛﻪ‬
‫ﻧﻜﺮﺩ‪ .‬ﻧﺬﺭ ﻛﺮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﺍﮔﺮ ﺑﭽﻪ ﺩﺧﺘﺮ ﺷﺪ ﺍﻭ ﺭﺍ ﺑﻪ ﺳﺎﺩﺍﺕ ﺑﺪﻫﺪ ﻭ ﺍﮔﺮ ﭘﺴﺮ ﺷﺪ ﺍﺳﻤﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺣﺴﻴﻦ ﺑﮕﺬﺍﺭﺩ ﻭ ﻣﻮﻫﺎﻱ ﺳﺮﺵ‬
‫ﺭﺍ ﺗﺎ ﻫﻔﺖ ﺳﺎﻝ ﻧﭽﻴﻨﺪ‪ ،‬ﺑﻌﺪ ﺑﻪ ﻭﺯﻥ ﺁﻥ ﻃﻼ ﺑﮕﻴﺮﺩ ﻭ ﺑﺎ ﺑﭽﻪ ﺑﺮﻭﺩ ﻛﺮﺑﻼ ‪.‬ﺳﺮ ﻫﺸﺖ ﻣﺎﻩ ﻭ ﺩﻩ ﺭﻭﺯ ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﭘﺴﺮ ﺳﻮﻣﻲ‬
‫ﺭﺍ ﺯﺍﻳﻴﺪ ﺍﻣﺎ ﺍﻳﻦ ﺩﻓﻌﻪ ﻣﺜﻞ ﭼﻴﺰﻱ ﻛﻪ ﺑﻪ ﺩﻟﺶ ﺍﺛﺮ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺁﻧﻲ ﺍﺯ ﺑﭽﻪ ﻣﻨﻔﻚ ﻧﻤﻲ ﺷﺪ‪.‬ﻣﻦ ﻫﻢ ﺩﻭ ﺩﻝ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ ﻛﻪ ﺳﻮﻣﻲ‬
‫ﺭﺍ ﻫﻢ ﺑﻜﺸﻢ ﻳﺎ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﻛﺎﺭﻱ ﺑﻜﻨﻢ ﻛﻪ ﮔﺪﺍ ﻋﻠﻲ ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﺭﺍ ﻃﻼﻕ ﺑﺪﻫﺪ‪.‬ﺍﻣﺎ ﻫﻤﻪ ﺍﻳﻨﻬﺎ ﺧﻴﺎﻻﺕ ﺧﺎﻡ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﺑﺎﺯ ﻛﻴﺎﺑﻴﺎﻱ‬
‫ﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﻭ ﻛﺪﺑﺎﻧﻮ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺑﺎ ﺩﻣﺶ ﮔﺮﺩﻭ ﻣﻲ ﺷﻜﺴﺖ ﻭ ﻫﺮ ﺩﻡ ﺗﻮﻱ ﺩﻟﻢ ﻭﺍﺳﺮﻧﮓ ﻣﻲ ﺭﻓﺖ‪ .‬ﺑﻪ ﻣـﻦ ﻓﺮﻣـﺎﻥ ﻣـﻲ ﺩﺍﺩ ﻭ‬
‫ﺑﺎﻻﻱ ﺣﺮﻓﺶ ﻫﻢ ﺣﺮﻓﻲ ﻧﺒﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺗﺎ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﺑﭽﻪ ﭼﻬﺎﺭﻣﺎﻫﺶ ﺗﻤﺎﻡ ﺷﺪ‪ .‬ﻫﺮ ﺷﺐ ﻭ ﻫﺮ ﺭﻭﺯ ﺍﺳﺘﺨﺎﺭﻩ ﻣﻲ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﻛـﻪ ﺑﭽـﻪ ﺭﺍ‬
‫ﺑﻜﺸﻢ ﻳﺎ ﻧﻜﺸﻢ‪ .‬ﺗﺎ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﻳﻚ ﺷﺐ ﺑﺎ ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﺩﻋﻮﺍﻱ ﺳﺨﺘﻲ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﻭ ﺑﺎ ﺧﻮﺩ ﻋﻬﺪ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﻛﻪ ﺳﺮ ﺣﺴﻴﻦ ﺁﻗـﺎ ﺭﺍ ﺯﻳـﺮ ﺁﺏ‬
‫ﺑﻜﻨﻢ‪ .‬ﺩﻭ ﺭﻭﺯ ﻛﺸﻴﻚ ﻛﺸﻴﺪﻡ ﺭﻭﺯ ﺩﻭﻡ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﺭﻓﺖ ﺍﺯ ﻋﻄﺎﺭﻱ ﺳﺮ ﻛﻮﭼﻪ ﮔﻞ ﺑﻨﻔﺸـﻪ ﺑﺨـﺮﺩ‪ .‬ﻣـﻦ ﺩﻭﻳـﺪﻡ ﺗـﻮﻱ‬
‫ﺍﻃﺎﻕ ﺑﭽﻪ ﺭﺍ ﻛﻪ ﺧﻮﺍﺏ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺍﺯ ﺗﻮﻱ ﻧﻨﻮ ﺑﺮﺩﺍﺷﺘﻢ ﺳﻨﺠﺎﻕ ﺭﺍ ﺍﺯ ﺯﻳﺮ ﮔﻠﻮﻳﻢ ﻛﺸﻴﺪﻡ‪ .‬ﺍﻣﺎ ﻫﻤﻴﻨﻜﻪ ﺁﻣﺪﻡ ﺳـﻨﺠﺎﻕ ﺭﺍ ﺗـﻮﻱ‬
‫ﭘﻴﺸﺎﻧﻴﺶ ﻓﺮﻭ ﺑﻜﻨﻢ‪ ،‬ﺑﭽﻪ ﺍﺯ ﺧﻮﺍﺏ ﭘﺮﻳﺪ ﻭ ﻋﻮﺽ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﮔﺮﻳﻪ ﻛﻨﺪ ﺗﻮ ﺭﻭﻳﻢ ﺧﻨﺪﻳﺪ‪ .‬ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﻧﻤﻲ ﺩﺍﻧﻴـﺪ ﭼـﻪ ﺣـﺎﻟﻲ ﺷـﺪﻡ‪.‬‬
‫ﺩﺳﺘﻢ ﺑﻲ ﺍﺧﺘﻴﺎﺭ ﭘﺎﻳﻴﻦ ﺍﻓﺘﺎﺩ ‪.‬ﺩﻟﻢ ﻧﻴﺎﻣﺪ ﺧﻮﺏ ﻫﺮ ﭼﻪ ﺑﺎﺷﺪ ﺭﺍﺳﺖ ﺭﺍﺳﺘﻲ ﺩﻟﻢ ﺍﺯ ﺳﻨﮓ ﻛﻪ ﻧﺒﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺑﭽـﻪ ﺭﺍ ﺳـﺮ ﺟـﺎﻳﺶ‬
‫ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺘﻢ ﻭ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻃﺎﻕ ﺑﻴﺮﻭﻥ ﺩﻭﻳﺪﻡ ﺁﻧﻮﻗﺖ ﺑﺎ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﮔﻔﺘﻢ‪ :‬ﺧﻮﺏ‪ ،‬ﺗﻘﺼﻴﺮ ﺑﭽﻪ ﭼﻴﺴﺖ ؟ ﺩﻭﺩ ﺍﺯ ﻛﻨﺪﻩ ﺑﻠﻨﺪ ﻣﻲ ﺷﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺑﺎﻳـﺪ‬
‫ﻣﺎﺩﺭﺵ ﺭﺍ ﻧﻔﻠﻪ ﺑﻜﻨﻢ ﺗﺎ ﺁﺳﻮﺩﻩ ﺷﻮﻡ‪ .‬ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﺣﺎﻻ ﻛﻪ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺷﻤﺎ ﻣﻲ ﮔﻮﻳﻢ ﺗﻨﻢ ﻣﻲ ﻟـﺮﺯﺩ‪ .‬ﺍﻣـﺎ ﭼـﻪ ﺑﻜـﻨﻢ؟ ﻫﻤـﻪ ﺍﺵ ﺑـﻪ‬
‫ﮔﺮﺩﻥ ﺷﻮﻫﺮ ﺁﺗﺶ ﺑﻪ ﺟﺎﻥ ﮔﺮﻓﺘﻪ ﺍﻡ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﻣﺮﺍ ﺩﺳﺖ ﻧﺸﺎﻧﺪﻩ ﻳﻚ ﺩﺧﺘﺮ ﻣﺎﺳﺖ ﺑﻨﺪ ﻛـﺮﺩ‪ .‬ﺧـﺪﺍﻳﺎ ﺧـﺎﻙ ﺑـﺮﺍﻳﺶ ﺧﺒـﺮ‬
‫ﻧﺒﺮﺩ‪.‬‬
‫ﺍﺯ ﻛﺮﻙ ﮔﻴﺲ ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﺩﺯﺩﻳﺪﻡ ﺑﺮﺩﻡ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﻣﻼ ﺍﺑﺮﺍﻫﻴﻢ ﺟﻬﻮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﺗﻮ ﻣﺤﻠﻪ ﺭﺍﻩ ﭼﻤﺎﻥ ﺑﻨﺎﻡ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺑـﺮﺍﻳﺶ ﺟـﺎﺩﻭ ﻛـﺮﺩﻡ‬
‫ﻧﻌﻞ ﺗﻮﻱ ﺁﺗﺶ ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺘﻢ‪ ،‬ﻣﻼ ﺍﺑﺮﺍﻫﻴﻢ ﺳﻪ ﺗﻮﻣﺎﻥ ﺍﺯ ﻣﻦ ﮔﺮﻓﺖ ﻛﻪ ﺍﻭ ﺭﺍ ﺩﻧﺒﻪ ﮔﺪﺍﺯ ﺑﻜﻨﺪ‪ ،‬ﺑﻪ ﻣﻦ ﻗـﻮﻝ ﺩﺍﺩ ﻛـﻪ ﺳـﺮ ﻫﻔﺘـﻪ‬
‫ﻧﻤﻲ ﻛﺸﺪ ﻛﻪ ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﻣﻴﻤﻴﺮﺩ‪ .‬ﺍﻣﺎ ﻧﺸﺎﻥ ﺑﻪ ﺁﻥ ﻧﺸﺎﻧﻲ ﻛﻪ ﻳﻚ ﻣﺎﻩ ﮔﺬﺷﺖ ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﻣﺜﻞ ﻛﻮﻩ ﺍﺣﺪ ﺭﻭﺯﺑﺮﻭﺯ ﮔﻨﺪﻩ ﺗﺮ ﻣـﻲ‬
‫ﺷﺪ! ﺧﺎﻧﻢ‪ ،‬ﻣﻦ ﺍﻋﺘﻘﺎﺩﻡ ﺍﺯ ﺟﺎﺩﻭ ﻭﺟﻨﺒﻞ ﻭ ﺍﻳﻨﺠﻮﺭ ﭼﻴﺰﻫﺎ ﺳﺴﺖ ﺷﺪ‪ .‬ﻳﻚ ﻣﺎﻩ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﻭﻝ ﺯﻣﺴﺘﺎﻥ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﮔﺪﺍ ﻋﻠﻲ ﺳﺨﺖ‬
‫ﻧﺎﺧﻮﺵ ﺷﺪ‪ ،‬ﺑﻪ ﻃﻮﺭﻳﻜﻪ ﺩﻭ ﻣﺮﺗﺒﻪ ﻭﺻﻴﺖ ﻛﺮﺩ ﻭ ﺳﻪ ﺑﺎﺭ ﺗﺮﺑﺖ ﺣﻠﻘﺶ ﻛﺮﺩﻳﻢ‪ .‬ﻳﻚ ﺷﺐ ﻛﻪ ﺣﺎﻝ ﮔﺪﺍ ﻋﻠﻲ ﺧﻴﻠـﻲ ﺑﻬـﻢ‬
‫ﺧﻮﺭﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻣﻦ ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﺑﺎﺯﺍﺭ ﺍﺯ ﻋﻄﺎﺭﻱ ﺩﺍﺭﺍﺷﻜﻨﻪ ﺧﺮﻳﺪﻡ‪ ،‬ﺁﻭﺭﺩﻡ ﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﺭﻳﺨﺘﻢ ﺗﻮﻱ ﺩﻳﺰﻱ ﺍﺑﮕﻮﺷﺖ ‪ ،‬ﺧﻮﺏ ﺑﻬﻢ ﺯﺩﻡ ﻭ‬
‫ﺳﺮ ﺑﺎﺭ ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺘﻢ ‪.‬ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﺣﺎﺿﺮﻱ ﺧﺮﻳﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ‪ ،‬ﺁﻧﺮﺍ ﺩﺯﺩﻛﻲ ﺧﻮﺭﺩﻡ ﺳﻴﺮ ﻛﻪ ﺷـﺪﻡ ﺭﻓـﺘﻢ ﺍﻃـﺎﻕ ﮔـﺪﺍ ﻋﻠـﻲ ‪ .‬ﺩﻭ‬
‫ﻣﺮﺗﺒﻪ ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﺑﻪ ﻣﻦ ﮔﻔﺖ ﻛﻪ ﺩﻳﺮ ﻭﻗﺖ ﺍﺳﺖ ﺑﺮﻭﻳﻢ ﺷﺎﻡ ﺑﺨﻮﺭﻳﻢ‪ .‬ﺍﻣﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺟﻮﺍﺑﺶ ﺩﺍﺩﻡ ﻛﻪ ﺳﺮﻡ ﺩﺭﺩ ﻣﻲ ﻛﻨـﺪ‪.‬ﺍﻣﺸـﺐ‬
‫ﻣﻴﻞ ﻧﺪﺍﺭﻡ‪ ،‬ﺳﺮ ﺩﻟﻢ ﺧﺎﻟﻲ ﺑﺎﺷﺪ ﺑﻬﺘﺮ ﺍﺳﺖ‪.‬‬
‫ﺧﺎﻧﻢ‪ ،‬ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﺷﺎﻡ ﺍﻭﻝ ﻭﺁﺧﺮﻱ ﺭﺍ ﺧﻮﺭﺩ ﻭ ﺧﻮﺍﺑﻴﺪ‪ .‬ﻣﻦ ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﭘﺸﺖ ﺩﺭ‪ ،‬ﮔـﻮﺵ ﺍﻳﺴـﺘﺎﺩﻡ‪ ،‬ﺻـﺪﺍﻱ ﻧﺎﻟـﻪ ﺍﺵ ﺭﺍ ﻣـﻲ‬
‫ﺷﻨﻴﺪﻡ‪ .‬ﺍﻣﺎ ﭼﻮﻥ ﻫﻮﺍ ﺳﺮﺩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻭ ﺩﺭﻫﺎ ﺑﺴﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺻﺪﺍﻳﺶ ﺑﻴﺮﻭﻥ ﻧﻤﻲ ﺁﻣﺪ ‪.‬ﺗﻤﺎﻡ ﺷﺐ ﺭﺍ ﻣﻦ ﺑﻪ ﺑﻬﺎﻧﻪ ﭘﺮﺳﺘﺎﺭﻱ ﭘﻴﺶ‬
‫ﮔﺪﺍ ﻋﻠﻲ ﻣﺎﻧﺪﻡ‪ .‬ﻧﺰﺩﻳﻚ ﺻﺒﺢ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺩﻭﺑﺎﺭﻩ ﺗﺮﺳﺎﻥ ﻭ ﻟﺮﺯﺍﻥ ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﺍﺯ ﭘﺸﺖ ﺩﺭ ﮔﻮﺵ ﺩﺍﺩﻡ‪ ،‬ﺻﺪﺍﻱ ﮔﺮﻳﻪ ﺑﭽـﻪ ﻣـﻲ ﺁﻣـﺪ‪.‬‬
‫ﺍﻣﺎ ﺟﺮﺍﺕ ﻧﻜﺮﺩﻡ ﺩﺭ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺎﺯ ﺑﻜﻨﻢ‪ .‬ﺑﺮﮔﺸﺘﻢ ﭘﻴﺶ ﮔﺪﺍ ﻋﻠﻲ‪ .‬ﺧﺎﻧﻢ‪ ،‬ﻧﻤﻲ ﺩﺍﻧﻴﺪ ﭼﻪ ﺣﺎﻟﻲ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ! ﺻﺒﺢ ﻛﻪ ﻫﻤﻪ ﺑﻴـﺪﺍﺭ ﺷـﺪﻧﺪ‬
‫ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﺩﺭ ﺍﻃﺎﻕ ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺎﺯ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ‪ ،‬ﺩﻳﺪﻡ ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﻣﺜﻞ ﺯﻏﺎﻝ ﺳـﻴﺎﻩ ﺷـﺪﻩ ﻣـﺮﺩﻩ‪ ،‬ﻭ ﺍﺯ ﺑﺴـﻜﻪ ﺗﻘـﻼ ﻛـﺮﺩﻩ ﺑـﻮﺩ ﻟﺤـﺎﻑ‬
‫ﻭﺩﺷﻚ ﻫﺮ ﻛﺪﺍﻡ ﻳﻚ ﻃﺮﻑ ﺍﻓﺘﺎﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﻣﻦ ﺍﻭ ﺭﺍ ﺭﻭﻱ ﺩﺷﻚ ﻛﺸﺎﻧﻴﺪﻡ‪ ،‬ﻟﺤﺎﻑ ﺭﺍ ﺭﻭﻳﺶ ﺍﻧﺪﺍﺧﺘﻢ ﺑﭽﻪ ﮔﺮﻳﻪ ﻭ ﻧﺎﻟﻪ ﻣـﻲ‬
‫ﻛﺮﺩ‪ .‬ﺍﺯ ﺍﻃﺎﻕ ﺑﻴﺮﻭﻥ ﺁﻣﺪﻡ‪ ،‬ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﺩﻡ ﺣﻮﺽ ﺩﺳﺘﻢ ﺭﺍ ﺁﺏ ﻛﺸﻴﺪﻡ‪ .‬ﺑﻌﺪ ﮔﺮﻳﻪ ﻛﻨﺎﻥ ﻭ ﺗﻮ ﺳﺮ ﺯﻧﺎﻥ ﺧﺒﺮ ﻣﺮﮒ ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﺭﺍ‬
‫ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﮔﺪﺍ ﻋﻠﻲ ﺑﺮﺩﻡ‪.‬‬
‫ﻫﺮ ﻛﻪ ﺍﺯ ﻣﻦ ﻣﻲ ﭘﺮﺳﻴﺪ ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﺍﺯ ﭼﻪ ﻣﺮﺩ‪ ،‬ﻣﻲ ﮔﻔﺘﻢ ‪ :‬ﭼﻨﺪ ﻭﻗﺖ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺁﺑﺴﺘﻨﻲ ﺩﻭﺍ ﻭﺩﺭﻣﺎﻥ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩ‪ ،‬ﻭﺍﻧﮕﻬﻲ‬
‫ﺯﻳﺎﺩ ﭼﺎﻕ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺷﺎﻳﺪ ﺳﻜﺘﻪ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ‪ .‬ﻛﺴﻲ ﻫﻢ ﺑﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺷﻚ ﻧﻴﺎﻭﺭﺩ ﺍﻣﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺧـﻮﺩﻡ ﺭﺍ ﻣـﻲ ﺧـﻮﺭﺩﻡ ﻭ ﺑـﺎ ﺧـﻮﺩﻡ ﻣـﻲ‬
‫ﮔﻔﺘﻢ‪ :‬ﺁﻳﺎ ﺍﻳﻦ ﻣﻦ ﻫﺴﺘﻢ ﻛﻪ ﺳﻪ ﺗﺎ ﺧﻮﻥ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ﺍﻡ؟ ﺍﺯ ﺻﻮﺭﺕ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﻛﻪ ﺩﺭ ﺁﻳﻨﻪ ﻣﻲ ﺩﻳﺪﻡ ﻣﻲ ﺗﺮﺳﻴﺪﻡ‪ .‬ﺯﻧﺪﮔﻲ ﺑﻪ ﻣـﻦ‬
‫ﺣﺮﺍﻡ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺭﻭﺿﻪ ﻣﻲ ﺭﻓﺘﻢ‪ ،‬ﮔﺮﻳﻪ ﻣﻲ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ‪ ،‬ﺑﻪ ﻓﻘﻴﺮ ﻓﻘﺮﺍ ﭘﻮﻝ ﻣﻴﺪﺍﺩﻡ ﺍﻣﺎ ﺩﻟﻢ ﺁﺭﺍﻡ ﻧﻤﻲ ﮔﺮﻓﺖ‪ .‬ﻳﺎﺩ ﺭﻭﺯ ﻗﻴﺎﻣـﺖ‪،‬‬
‫ﻓﺸﺎﺭ ﻗﺒﺮ ﻭ ﻧﻜﻴﺮ ﻭﻣﻨﻜﺮ ﻛﻪ ﻣﻲ ﺍﻓﺘﺎﺩﻡ ﺧﺪﺍ ﻣﻲ ﺩﺍﻧﺪ ﭼﻪ ﺣﺎﻝ ﻣﻲ ﺷﺪﻡ‪ .‬ﺁﻧﻮﻗﺖ ﺑﻪ ﺧﻴـﺎﻟﻢ ﺭﺳـﻴﺪ ﻛـﻪ ﺑـﺮﻭﻡ ﺩﺭ ﻛـﺮﺑﻼ‬
‫ﻣﺠﺎﻭﺭ ﺑﺸﻮﻡ ﻭ ﭼﻮﻥ ﮔﺪﺍﻋﻠﻲ ﻧﺬﺭ ﭘﺴﺮﺵ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﺑﺎ ﺍﻭ ﺑﺮﻭﻳﻢ ﺑﻪ ﻛﺮﺑﻼ ﺑﻲ ﻣﻴﻞ ﻧﺒـﻮﺩ ﻛـﻪ ﺑـﺮﻭﻳﻢ‪ ،‬ﺍﻣـﺎ ﻫﻤﻴﺸـﻪ‬
‫ﺑﻬﺎﻧﻪ ﻣﻲ ﺗﺮﺍﺷﻴﺪ‪ ،‬ﺍﻳﻦ ﺩﺳﺖ ﺁﻥ ﺩﺳﺖ ﻣﻲ ﻛﺮﺩ‪ ،‬ﻣﻲ ﮔﻔﺖ‪ :‬ﺳﺎﻝ ﺑﻌﺪ ﻣﻲ ﺭﻭﻳﻢ ﺑﻪ ﻣﺸﻬﺪ‪ .‬ﭼﻮﻥ ﺁﻥ ﺻـﻔﺤﺎﺕ ﻧﺎﺧﻮﺷـﻲ‬
‫ﺁﻣﺪﻩ ﺍﺳﺖ ﻭ ﻫﻤﻴﻨﻄﻮﺭ ﭘﺸﺖ ﮔﻮﺵ ﻣﻲ ﺍﻧﺪﺍﺧﺖ ﺗﺎ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﺍﻭ ﻫﻢ ﻋﻤﺮﺵ ﺭﺍ ﺩﺍﺩ ﺑﻪ ﺷـﻤﺎ‪ .‬ﺍﻣﺴـﺎﻝ ﻣـﻦ ﻛﻼﻫـﻢ ﺭﺍ ﻗﺎﺿـﻲ‬
‫ﻛﺮﺩﻡ‪ ،‬ﻫﻤﻪ ﺩﺍﺭﺍﺋﻲ ﮔﺪﺍ ﻋﻠﻲ ﺭﺍ ﻓﺮﻭﺧﺘﻢ‪ ،‬ﭘﻮﻝ ﻧﻘﺪ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ‪ ،‬ﭼﻮﻥ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﻭﺻﻴﺖ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﻭﺍﻳﻦ ﺑـﻮﺩ ﻛـﻪ ﻭﻗـﺖ ﺣﺮﻛـﺖ‬
‫ﺷﻤﺎ ﻭﻣﺸﺪﻱ ﺭﻣﻀﺎﻥ ﺭﺍ ﻧﺸﺎﻧﻲ ﺩﺍﺩﻧﺪ ﻭﺍﺯ ﻗﺰﻭﻳﻦ ﺑﺎ ﻫﻢ ﺣﺮﻛﺖ ﻛﺮﺩﻳﻢ ﻭﺍﻳﻦ ﺟﻮﺍﻧﻲ ﻛﻪ ﺑﺎ ﻣﻦ ﺍﺳﺖ ﻭ ﻣﺮﺍ ﻧﻨﻪ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ‬
‫ﻣﻴﺪﺍﻧﺪ‪ ،‬ﻫﻤﺎﻥ ﺣﺴﻴﻦ ﺁﻗﺎ ﭘﺴﺮ ﺧﺪﻳﺠﻪ ﺍﺳﺖ‪ .‬ﮔﻔﺘﻢ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻃﺎﻕ ﺑﻴﺮﻭﻥ ﺑﺮﻭﺩ ﺗﺎ ﺣﻜﺎﻳﺘﻢ ﺭﺍ ﻧﺸﻨﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﻫﻤﻪ ﻣﺎﺕ ﺑـﻪ ﺳﺮﮔﺬﺷـﺖ‬
‫ﻋﺰﻳﺰ ﺁﻗﺎ ﮔﻮﺵ ﻣﻴﺪﺍﺩﻧﺪ‪ .‬ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﺷﻚ ﺩﺭ ﭼﺸﻤﺶ ﭘﺮ ﺷﺪ ﻭﮔﻔﺖ‪ :‬ﺣﺎﻻ ﻧﻤﻲ ﺩﺍﻧﻢ ﺧﺪﺍ ﺍﺯ ﺳﺮ ﺗﻘﺼﻴﺮﻡ ﻣﻴﮕﺬﺭﺩ ﻳﺎ ﻧـﻪ‪ ،‬ﺭﻭﺯ‬
‫ﻗﻴﺎﻣﺖ ﺣﻀﺮﺕ ﺷﻔﺎﻋﺘﻢ ﺭﺍ ﻣﻴﻜﻨﺪ ﻳﺎﻧﻪ؟ ﺧﺎﻧﻢ‪ ،‬ﭼﻨﺪﻳﻦ ﻭﭼﻨﺪ ﺳﺎﻝ ﺍﺳﺖ ﻛﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻳﻦ ﺁﺭﺯﻭ ﺭﺍ ﺩﺍﺷـﺘﻢ ﺗـﺎ ﺩﺭﺩ ﺩﻟـﻢ ﺭﺍ ﺑـﻪ‬
‫ﻛﺴﻲ ﺑﮕﻮﻳﻢ‪ :‬ﺣﺎﻻ ﻛﻪ ﮔﻔﺘﻢ ﺍﻧﮕﺎﺭﻱ ﻛﻪ ﺁﺏ ﺭﻭﻱ ﺁﺗﺶ ﺭﻳﺨﺘﻨﺪ‪ .‬ﺍﻣﺎ ﺭﻭﺯ ﻗﻴﺎﻣﺖ …‬
‫ﻣﺸﺪﻱ ﺭﻣﻀﺎﻥ ﻋﻠﻲ ﺧﺎﻛﺴﺘﺮ ﺗﻪ ﭼﭙﻘﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺗﻜﺎﻥ ﺩﺍﺩ ﻭﮔﻔﺖ‪ :‬ﺧﺪﺍ ﭘﺪﺭﺕ ﺭﺍ ﺑﻴﺎﻣﺮﺯﺩ‪ ،‬ﭘﺲ ﻣﺎ ﺑـﺮﺍﻱ ﭼـﻪ ﺍﻳﻨﺠـﺎ ﺁﻣـﺪﻩ‬
‫ﺍﻳﻢ؟ ﺳﻪ ﺳﺎﻝ ﭘﻴﺶ ﻣﻦ ﺩﺭ ﺭﺍﻩ ﺧﺮﺍﺳﺎﻥ ﺳﻮﺭﭼﻲ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ‪ .‬ﺩﻭ ﻧﻔﺮ ﻣﺴﺎﻓﺮ ﭘﻮﻟـﺪﺍﺭ ﺩﺍﺷـﺘﻢ ‪ ،‬ﻣﻴـﺎﻥ ﺭﺍﻩ ﻛﺎﻟﺴـﻜﻪ ﭼﺎﭘـﺎﺭﻱ‬
‫ﺷﻜﺴﺖ‪ ،‬ﻳﻜﻲ ﺍﺯ ﺁﻧﻬﺎ ﻣﺮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺁﻥ ﻳﻜﻲ ﺩﻳﮕﺮ ﺭﺍ ﻫﻢ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﺧﻔﻪ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﻭﻫﺰﺍﺭ ﻭ ﭘﺎﻧﺼﺪ ﺗﻮﻣﺎﻥ ﺍﺯ ﺟﻴـﺒﺶ ﺩﺭ ﺁﻭﺭﺩﻡ‪ .‬ﭼـﻮﻥ‬
‫ﭘﺎ ﺑﻪ ﺳﻦ ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺘﻪ ﺍﻡ‪ ،‬ﺍﻣﺴﺎﻝ ﺑﻪ ﺧﻴﺎﻝ ﺍﻓﺘﺎﺩﻡ ﻛﻪ ﺁﻥ ﭘﻮﻝ ﺣﺮﺍﻡ ﺑﻮﺩﻩ‪ ،‬ﺁﻣﺪﻡ ﺑﻪ ﻛﺮﺑﻼ ﺁﻥ ﺭﺍ ﺗﻄﻬﻴﺮ ﺑﻜﻨﻢ‪ .‬ﻫﻤـﻴﻦ ﺍﻣـﺮﻭﺯ‬
‫ﺁﻥ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺨﺸﻴﺪﻡ ﺑﻪ ﻳﻜﻲ ﺍﺯ ﻋﻠﻤﺎ‪ ،‬ﻫﺰﺍﺭ ﺗﻮﻣﺎﻧﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺑﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺣﻼﻝ ﻛﺮﺩ‪ .‬ﺩﻭ ﺳﺎﻋﺖ ﺑﻴﺸﺘﺮ ﻃﻮﻝ ﻧﻜﺸﻴﺪ‪ ،‬ﺣـﺎﻻ ﺍﻳـﻦ ﭘـﻮﻝ ﺍﺯ‬
‫ﺷﻴﺮ ﻣﺎﺩﺭ ﺑﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺣﻼﻝ ﺗﺮ ﺍﺳﺖ‪ .‬ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﮔﻠﻴﻦ ﻗﻠﻴﺎﻥ ﺭﺍ ﺍﺯ ﺩﺳﺖ ﻋﺰﻳﺰ ﺁﻗﺎ ﮔﺮﻓﺖ‪ ،‬ﺩﻭﺩ ﻏﻠﻴﻈـﻲ ﺍﺯ ﺁﻥ ﺩﺭ ﺁﻭﺭﺩ ﻭ ﺑﻌـﺪ ﺍﺯ‬
‫ﻛﻤﻲ ﺳﻜﻮﺕ ﮔﻔﺖ‪ :‬ﻫﻤﻴﻦ ﺷﺎﻩ ﺑﺎﺟﻲ ﻛﻪ ﻫﻤﺮﺍﻩ ﻣﺎ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﻣﻦ ﻣﻴﺪﺍﻧﺴﺘﻢ ﻛﻪ ﺗﻜﺎﻥ ﺭﺍﻩ ﺑﺮﺍﻳﺶ ﺑﺪ ﺍﺳﺖ‪ .‬ﺍﺳﺘﺨﺎﺭﻩ ﻫﻢ ﻛـﺮﺩﻩ‬
‫ﺑﻮﺩﻡ‪ .‬ﺑﺪ ﺁﻣﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺍﻣﺎ ﺑﺎ ﻭﺟﻮﺩ ﺍﻳﻦ ﺁﻭﺭﺩﻣﺶ‪ .‬ﻣﻴﺪﺍﻧﻴﺪ ﺍﻳﻦ ﻧﺎﺧﻮﺍﻫﺮﻱ ﻣﻦ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺷﻮﻫﺮﺵ ﻋﺎﺷﻖ ﻣﻦ ﺷـﺪ‪ ،‬ﻣـﺮﺍ ﻫـﻮﻭ‬
‫ﺑﺮﺩ ﺳﺮ ﺷﺎﻩ ﺑﺎﺟﻲ‪ .‬ﻣﻦ ﺍﺯ ﺑﺴﻜﻪ ﺗﻮﻱ ﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﺑﺎﻭ ﻫﻮﻝ ﻭﺗﻜﺎﻥ ﺩﺍﺩﻡ‪ ،‬ﺍﻓﻠﻴﺞ ﺷﺪ‪ ،‬ﺑﻌﺪ ﻫﻢ ﺩﺭ ﺭﺍﻩ ﺍﻭ ﺭﺍ ﻛﺸﺘﻢ ﺗﺎ ﺍﺭﺙ ﭘﺪﺭﻡ‬
‫ﺑﺎﻭ ﻧﺮﺳﺪ! ﻋﺰﻳﺰ ﺁﻗﺎ ﺍﺯ ﺷﺎﺩﻱ ﺍﺷﻚ ﻣﻴﺮﻳﺨﺖ ﻭﻣﻴﺨﻨﺪﻳﺪ‪ ،‬ﺑﻌﺪ ﮔﻔﺖ‪:- :‬ﭘﺲ…ﭘﺲ ﺷﻤﺎ ﻫﻢ…‬
‫ﺧﺎﻧﻢ ﮔﻠﻴﻦ ﻫﻤﻴﻨﻄﻮﺭﻛﻪ ﭘﻚ ﺑﻪ ﻗﻠﻴﺎﻥ ﻣﻴﺰﺩ ﮔﻔﺖ‪ :‬ﻣﮕﺮ ﭘﺎﻱ ﻣﻨﺒﺮ ﻧﺸﻨﻴﺪﻱ‪ .‬ﺯﻭﺍﺭ ﻫﻤﺎﻧﻮﻗﺖ ﻛـﻪ ﻧﻴـﺖ ﻣﻴﻜﻨـﺪ ﻭ ﺭﺍﻩ ﻣﻴﺎﻓﺘـﺪ‬
‫ﺍﮔﺮ ﮔﻨﺎﻫﺶ ﺑﺎﻧﺪﺍﺯﻩ ﺑﺮﮒ ﺩﺭﺧﺖ ﻫﻢ ﺑﺎﺷﺪ ‪ ،‬ﻃﻴﺐ ﻭﻃﺎﻫﺮ ﻣﻲ ﺷﻮﺩ‪.‬‬