Reflection Essay Maggie (Chen Manqi) 7/15/2014 Learning English We have already finished reading three essays Mother Tongue, Persian, English, and Learning to Read and Write. According to the description of learning English, these three essays wake up my thoughts of my own experience. Besides, the harmonious or contentious connections among them, they bring me reflections and enlightenment about the origins, motivations, and outcomes of my experience learning English. First, while facing why we start learning English, three authors show different answers in each essay. Amy Tan learns English because of her emigration; Jasmin Darznik, as similar as Tan, learns English because her living surroundings changed; however, Frederick Douglass start learning English and pursued things, such as education, that a slave could not obtain. Based on their experiences, and compared to the young Chinese, I have to say our reasons to start learning English are simple, because of the lack of pressure and lack of self-knowledge. Why do we start learning English? I have never thought of this question before, even I learning English for almost 10 years. Our surroundings are not severely stressful, when government and family require us to learn English, then we start. No more self-knowledge and no more pressure, which cause our beginnings to differentiate and cause further differences. Secondly, regarding what makes us work really hard on English, three authors also give different answers. A feeling of shame is showed in both Tans and Darzniks experiences, because of their mothers who have limited English; and the unsatisfied feeling towards slave life and the aspiration of something brilliant still became Douglasss motivation. Then as for us, because of the lack of pressure, we seldom try our best to learn English; the common power to push us to work hard is just the grades. However, my thoughts changed because of the enlightenment of their experience we should have more initiative and always ask ourselves should we work hard? Even if the surroundings are limited, and we cannot get pressure from outside, we can still dig it out by ourselves or from ourselves. Now, I feel shameful about my low English level, but I believe it can be my motivation to push me to work hard. Last but not least, there is a common point connecting those three essays the authors all have achieved great outcomes of learning English. Tan, a workaholic, pays more attention to English literature while she is not a scholar. Additionally, Darznik has had the ability to explore her Iranian cultural heritage by using English. As for Douglass, he had put an end to his slave life and has won a brighter future, and his success can be attributed to his great English. Based on such achievements those authors have earned, it is obvious that we still have a long way to go. The inspiration has come out. Success is always shining, and how to get success really depends on us. In conclusion, all the parts above focus on the connection among the three essays and some comparisons which bring me thoughts about origins, motivations, and outcomes of learning English. In those three essays, there are different answers towards why we study English and what makes us work really hard on English. Besides, nowadays, the three authors English levels show their outcome of learning English. I started to think about something that we can do now. According to their experience, we can say, there is no barrier to learning English. Nothing is impossible, yet it just totally depends on us.
References
Darznik. J. (2014). Persian, English. In L. G. Kirszner & S. R. Mandell (Eds.), The Blair reader (pp. 140-143). New York, NY: Pearson.
Douglass, F. (2014). Learning to Read and Write. In L. G. Kirszner & S. R. Mandell (Eds.), The Blair reader (pp. 143-148). New York, NY: Pearson.
Tan, A. (2014). Mother tongue. In L. G. Kirszner & S. R. Mandell (Eds.), The Blair reader (pp. 134-139). New York, NY: Pearson.