AMNESIA
I drove by all the places we used to hang out
getting wasted
Kulewati tempat-tempat dulu kita biasa
nongkrong mabuk-mabukan
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the
way you tasted
Terpikirkan olehku ciuman terakhir kita,
seperti apa rasanya dirimu
And even though your friends tell me you're
doing fine
Dan meskipun teman-temanmu bilang kau
baik-baik saja
Are you somewhere feeling lonely even
though he's right beside you?
Apakah kau di suatu tempat merasa kesepian
meski dia di sisimu?
When he says those words that hurt you, do
you read the ones I wrote you?
Saat dia ucapkan kata-kata yang melukaimu,
apakah kau baca kata-kata yang kutulis
untukmu?
Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
Kadang aku mulai bertanya-tanya, apakah ini
dusta belaka?
If what we had was real, how could you be
fine?
Andai yang dulu kita punya nyata adanya,
bagaimana bisa kau baik-baik saja?
'Cause I'm not fine at all
Karena aku tak baik-baik saja
IV
I remember the day you told me you were
leaving
Teringat olehku hari saat kau bilang kau kan
pergi