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: 385 :
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AmO Q>|S>a ^ac|M nm{hOo.''
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oinUm AmR>dyZ mcm dmQ>c|, H$m Pmc| mwcr m{hVr gm{JVcr {hcm, Vr {dMmaVo Amho
Va?..eodQ>t H$mht doimZ|, AU {Vcm J^ranU| hiyhiy hUmcm, ""r EH$ nXdrYa Amho.
MmJcm {MH$ma Amho. | "am>dra' R>acmo hmoVmo! nU gm ~oH$ma!- BH$S>o {VH$S>o
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{$aV...n[apWVret PJS>mMm Z Mmccm Amho Pmc mPm!...''


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WmoS>m doi Jn am{hcr. mZVa {Vcm oH$jUt dmQ>V hmoV|, AmVm AU Amnmcm{h Ver
m{hVr {dMmarc. Am{U Vr m AmnU e {VVH$s moH$ionU| gmJy!
nU ~amM doi MmcyZ Jomda{h, AUZ| {Vcm {VO{dfr H$mhtM {dMmac| Zmht!...
AUMr Agcr Amn{dftMr nyUn U| {XgyZ oUmar ~o{$H$sar, W {Vcm A{Ve AmmMr
dmQ>cr;..ZVa {Vcm Vr H$mhter X:IXmH$ Pmcr; J Va {Vcm mMm ~amM amJ Amcm.
Am{U eodQ>t H$mhtem aOrg ZmZ|M {VZ| AUH$S>o nmhZ hQ>c|, ""~a H$m? r OmB n!..EH$
dmhn{VV Aghm wcJr Amho!...H$mht MH$m[aH$ n[apW{V Amcr Am{U Kamcm nmaIr
Pmco. H$mcO
o {ejU Vg|M Xgm dJmV AYdQ> am{hc| Am{U AmVm Vwhr hUmcmV Zm,..VerM
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hmom.. Kam~mhoa nS>cocr EH$ Hw$crZ wcJr m >rZ| OmB nH$S>o MmbVm MmbVm nmhZ AUcm
dmQ>c|, "{VO~amo~a H$mht Z ~mocyZ {Vcm AmnU CJrM XIdrV Amhm|,...h|{h H$mht MmJc|
Zho!'
Am{U Vmo H$mht ~mocUma, BVmV, mmH$S>o {dZnydH$ hgyZ d o^am S>moimZ|
nhmV OmBM hUmcr, ""R>mHy$a, VwMr AmO AmoiI Pmcr h| r mP ^m gOVo!..
ImgM, mm Amwmcm H$mht Var Zd diU {iUma, mwi|!...''
AJXr ZohmZ| ~mocUmm m wcrM| h| eodQ>M| dm EoHy$Z, AU nwhm EH$X MH$cm.
Amnm ^oQ>rwi| H$gco H$nmimM| diU {iUma {hm Amwmcm? ~mH$s ^mdZmYmZVmM
hr!.. Am{U J m OmBwio Amnm AmwmV{h Ag|M H$mht hmoUma Amho H$s H$m?..
mcm EH$X Amnc| mJc| Amw AmR>dc|!.. Am{U Vmo Oo H$mht ~mocUma hmoVm, Vo eX
mm Vm|S>mVm Vm|S>mVM.. VgoM am{hco.
: 413 :
""H$moU ~a h|?'' OmB H$mZmogm KoV hiy hiy MmbV hUmcr, ""Agm emV doir,
gmaJrdarc ^adrMo da H$go hiwdma d Ywa dmQ>VmV, Zmht?''..
OmBm m eXmZr AU ^mZmda Amcm;..nhmVmo, Vm| Vt XmoK| OmYdmm KamOdiM
oD$Z nmohm|Mcr hmoVt.
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""h! VoW|M OmM Amho Amnmcm!'' AU {VH$S>o ~moQ> XmIdrV hUmcm, ""n>M
gmJVm| AmVm! EH$m Zm Zomm mJrc JmoR>mV Amhr AmMr nWmar gmoS>cr Amho. AmVm
hr gmaJr dmOdrV Amho Zm,...VmoM mPm OmoS>rXma ~Jmcr {, adr MVOu!''
""Ag@'' OmB qH${MV AmmZo hUmcr, ""r AmmZ| Vwhmcm mg Zmht Zm hmMm
nU?..''
""Zmht, Zmht!..''~XcV ~XcV aOrg hmoUmm {Vm MohmH$S>o nmhZ ghmZw^y{VnyU
eXmZr AU hUmcm, "Vwhmcm Amm{dft {dmg Agoc Va AmMr H$mht haH$V Zmht,
AgM gOm!..J oVm?..''
""$ma Am^mar hmoBZ !...'' {VMm Km~acocm Moham, JYicoc| nmUr nwhm emV PmmmUo,
hgam d IoiH$a Pmcm;..Am{U AUH$S>o oi d Cgmhr ZOa Q>mHy$Z Vr hUmcr, ""Mcm Va
AmnU OmD$ m {VH$S>o!..''
AUZ| OmBm m {ddmgy dmrZ| jU^a mohZ, {VOH$S>o EH$Xm nm{hc| d Vo XmoKo
OmYdmm {~hmS>mmJrc JmoR>mH$S>o dico.
: 414 :
MmitVrc ~mH$sMt Xmohr {~hmS>| JmT> Pmont Jocr hmoVr. OmYdmmH$S>o{h {Xdm~mr H$mht
{XgV ZhVr. AU d OmB H$monmd$Z hiyM mJm ~mOyg Joct. JmoR>mVrc Jm Amnm
dmgamOdi ~gyZ, Am {H$c{H$m S>moimZr YyZ YyZ gwH$mao Q>mH$V adW H$arV hmoVr.
adt EH$m JgS>rm Q>moH$mda ~gyZ, nmR>rmJrc Xgm JgS>rcm aoccm hmoVm;...d
Amnm N>mVrdarc gmaJtVyZ AJXt gynUo ^adr AmidmV ayZ Jocm hmoVm. mcm
H$emM|{h ^mZ Agcoc| {XgV ZhV|!
AUZ| gJirH$S>o EH$mXm {dZH$nU| nm{hc| d eodQ>t Amncr {> OmBH$S>o {$a{dcr!
^m|dVmcm gmm emVVoZ| d AUm Agm AdW hmcMmcrwi|, OmB WmoS>r JmJ$Z
AUnmgyZ H$mht nmdc| W~H$cr hmoVr. nU {Vm S>moimV ger ^rVrnojm, "Amnm
gm{mZ| AUcm mg hmoV Agoc H$m?' m H$nZoM| hV~c X:IM OmV {Xgc|!
AUZ| m nydumM ZohmZ| {VOH$S>o nmhZ, {Vcm cm~yZM "m' Ag| IwUmdc|; mwi|
{Vcm nwhm Yra oD$Z Vr{h X~H$V X~H$VM nwT>| Pmcr.
: 415 :
""adt, AOyZ Vwhr OmJoM H$m? $ma gwXa dmOdVm h Vwhr!'' ho AUMo EH$mEH$s
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H$mZmda nS>coco eX EoHy$Z, MVOu XMHy$Z ^mZmda Amcm.


""H$cmZX hm AgmM AgVmo, ~m~y!..^yH$VhmZ, gwIX:I gma| {dgamdmg cmdUmar Vr
EH$ gmYrM AgVo, Zmht H$m?'' Ag| H$mht Var CmamXmIc ~JmctV hUV, MVOu
AUH$S>o nmh cmJcm;..Vm|M mcm mm mJ|M C^r Agcocr OmB {Xgcr Am{U Vmo AV
AmM{H$V hmoD$Z AUcm hUmcm, ""A@? m H$moU?''
""m OmB n! ZwH$VrM mMr mPr amV ^oQ> Pmcr!...'' AU AJXt gmh{OH$nU|M
OmBMr d{H$cr H$$ cmJcm. ""AmO BW Amnm~amo~aM, m N>namMm m Aml KoUma
AmhoV!..''
MVOuZ| EH$Xm OmBH$S>o nmhZ, Amncr mZ ~mOyg di{dcr; mMm Moham AJXt V
Pmcm hmoVm. eodQ>t Vmo mmm AmdmOmV hUmcm, ""AU, Vwhr ewrda AmhmV H$m?
AmnU ho Ago gS>o$qQ>J XmoKo VU!.. Am{U EH$m gwXa VU wcrcm amt ~mam gmS>o~mamcm
Vwht oW| AmUVm? AmVm m Pm|nUma Hw$R>? mm AmWam-nmKamMr dWm H$m
H$amMr?..Am{U Amnco Vo d OmZ H$m hUVrc, Cm gH$mir? AOyZ{h ehmUnUm
H$$Z mZm naV Omcm gmJm!...''
MVOuMm hm ZmMm d gyMZmMm ^{S>ma, AU emVnUo EoH$V hmoVm. Amnm{dfrM|
XmoKmMo H$mht Var ~mocU| Mmcc| Amho d AmnmM ~mOyZ| m ~Jmmcm AU H$mht Var
gmJV Amho,..EdT>|M H$m V| OmBcm mVyZ gOc|. mwi|M Vr {~Mmar JmJ$Z, m
XmoKmH$S>o{h AmcQy>Z nmcQy>Z nhmV am{hcr.
""adt, AmO Var AmnmgmaIr Vr {Z:ghm wcJr Amho.'' AU nwhm OmBgmR>r
aX~Xcr H$arV hUmcm, ""mZm Om hQ>c| Va m OmUma Var H$moR>|?''
""nU..Zmht...AU'' adt qH${MV {dMma Ho$mgmaI| H$$Z ZH$mamH$ mZ hcdrV
hUmcm, ""gmmMt gwIX:I| Amht nmhmVm|. nU AmMr gwIX:I| Amht H$moUmcm gmJUma?
gmmm AS>MUr Amm hUyZ MmcmBVH$ AmnmV gm Amho H$m?''
OmBcm mM| ~Jmcr ~mocU| gOV ZhV|; Var Amnm oWo omZ| mmV H$mht Var
KmoQ>mim Cn Pmcm Amho,..{deofV:, adrmcm {VMo oU| witM ngV Zmht,..h| {Vcm
cmJcrM CJc|!
qH${MV H$mc {dMma H$arV Vr KwQ>icr!..nU EH$X {ZYma H$$Z Vr mJ| diyZ Mmcy
cmJcr..
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AmnmngmVrc OrdZH$chmMrM OUy Vr {VKmMr YS>nS> hmoVr!


Var AUcm, MVOum H$R>moa dmJmMm {OVH$m amJ Amcm, {VVH$mM OmD$ cmJcom
mZr OmB~c EH$mEH$s AmnwcH$s dmQy> cmJcr.
""M$a Amhm AJXt, MVOu!..Vwhmcm H$mht X Amho H$s Zmht?'' Ag| nwQ>nwQ>V Vmo
YmdV nwT>| Jocm d OmBcm AmS>dm hmoD$Z hUmcm ""Wm~m Zm!..OmVm H$moR>|?..''
: 416 :
""ZH$mo R>mHy$a, mmwi| Vwhmcm H$m CJrM mg? r OmVo AmVm..'' OmB nwhm Mmcy
cmJV hUmcr.
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Am{dmgmZo AUH$S>o {l^mdZmZr ^acocm H$Q>mj Q>mHy$Z hUmcr, ""Vwhr OgmR>t Ho$cV
VodT>M nwH$i Pmc!..''
""nU r gmJVmo hUyZ Var Wm~mc H$m?'' eodQ>t ^mdZm^[aV AV:H$aUmZ| AU
{dZdUrm damV {Vcm hUmcm.
OmB MmbVm MmbVm Wm~cr. mJ| diyZ {VZ| AUH$S>o nm{hc|; mdoit {VO{dfrMr
{Zanoj AmnwcH$sM mm >tV, CH$Q>nU| ^acocr {Vcm {XgV hmoVr! OmBZ| gm hm
Ho$c|, Amom Pmcom Amnm Q>nmom S>moimm H$S>m nwgm,..d eodQ>t mJ| {$$Z
AU~amo~a Vr Mmcy cmJcr.
XmoK|{h naVct, Vohm adt Amncr emc nmK$Z Amnm cHo$Q>da WmoS>mem KwmZ|M
nS>cm hmoVm. AUZ| {VH$S>o cj {Xc| Zmht, H$t mm~amo~a Vmo ~moccm{h Zmht.
OmBm Pm|nmMr dWm H$m H$amMr m >rZ| mZ| BH$S>o {VH$S>o nm{hc|, Vm| mcm
AmT>ic|, m XmoKmZt dV:gmR>r gVaOr AWacr hmoVr, m WamdaM mJm ~mOyg AmUIr
EH$ JgS>rMm Wa hmoVm. AUZ| da MTy>Z Amnm Pm|nmdmm OmJt nS>com Xmohr MmXar
KoVm, mVrc EH$ m dam JgS>rda AWacr, d Xgar VoW| mda nmKamdmgmR>t R>odcr.
mm m gd hmcMmcr, OmB cm~yZM H$mVwH$mZ| wH$mQ>mZ|M nhmV hmoVr;..AU nwhm
Imct CV$Z {VmOdi Ho$hm Amcm, mM| {Vcm ^mZ{h am{hc| Zmht.
""Mcm, Vwhr {VW| da Pmonm,'' AU {Vcm hiwdmanU| hUmcm, ""r adtmOdi Imct
PmonoZ m gOrda.''
""Am{U Vwhmcm nmKamcm?'' OmB mmH$S>o omZ| nhmV AmWom damZ| hUmcr,
CnH$mar mUg|

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""hdoV WmoS>m WmoS>m Jmadm dmT>Vmo Amho.''


""ZH$mo, cm Zmht cmJV H$mht nmKamcm. nU da Om Vwhr! ~mocmV doi Kmcdy
ZH$m!..AmVm am ~arM hmoV Amcr Amho.'' AUZ| {Vcm Oam dS>rcH$sm hH$r AmdmOmV
hQ>c|.
: 417 :
OmB AJXt ^acom XmZ| JgS>mnV Jocr, nU Vr da MT>oZm. "AmVm doi H$m?' Aem
>rZ| AU {VOH$S>o nhmV Agcocm nmhZ, eodQ>t Vr hUmcr, ""cm da MT>Vm oBc?''
""AJXr chmZ wcmgmaI H$m H$aVm hmo? r hmV XoD$ H$m?'' AU dam gOrda
MT>cm d mZ| Amncm hmV nwT>| Ho$cm. OmBMr OUy H$m Ver AnojmM hmoVr, BVm MQ>H$Z
{VZ| hgV hgV AUMm hmV hmVt Yacm d Vr da MT>cr.
{Vm XmV, AUm AZno{jV nU AYdmpN>V Aem m gmm nemZ|{h, ^mdZmMm
H$moi CR>cm hmoVm;.. mZm cJm KmcyZ, {Vm da KmVcom AWUmH$S>o Ommg AUZ|
XV H$amdmmnyduM, Vr PQ>H$Z da MTy>Z{h Jocr. Am{U {Vm m gmm hmcMmcrH$S>o,
AmM{H$VnU| nhmV AOyZ{h Cm Agcom AUH$S>o, AJXr o^acm {>jon Q>mHy$Z
AJmda MmXa AmoT>rV, Owi eXmV OmB mcm hUmcr, ""Pmonm Zm AmVm Vwhr. nm{hOo Va
mP| H$nS>mM V| chmZJ ~moMH$ Cemcm m. AmVm am ~arM Pmcr, Zmht H$m?''
^macom AVH$aUmZo AU jU^a VgmM {VmH$S>o nhmV C^m am{hcm; d ZVa Vmo Imcr
dmHy$Z gOrda ~gcm. mm nmmOdi Agcoc| OmBM| H$nS>mM| ~moMH|$ mZ| Cemer
KoVc|..d mda S>moH|$ Q>oHy$Z, YS>YS>m N>mVrZ|M, mZ| Amnco AJ JdVmm JOrda ngac|.
: 418 :
OrdZH$chmV H$gmH$maMr YS>nS> AgVo mMr Xhm {{ZQ>mnyduM, qH${MVer MwUyH$
XmIdUmam adt MVOu, Amncr emc cnoQy>Z, Amnm cHo$Q>da mmOdi JmT> Pmonr Jocm
hmoVm.
nU WmoS>m {dMma H$aVm, mm{dftMm AUMm amJ m gm$ {ZKyZ Jocm.
Jom XrS> VmgmVrc OmBm ghdmgmVrc gmao gJ mm S>moimgmoa oD$Z, {Vm
Zoherc nU Aghm pWVrwi|, YyZ YyZ mMr d{m {dM{cV hmoV hmoVr; nU Amnc|
CM~iUma| hid| X, H$R>moanU| XS>nmMm mMm Agm ZoQ>mMm Z Mmccm AgVmZmM,
mm S>moimda PmonoMr PmnS> oD$ cmJcr.
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nhmQ>oMr WmoS>r WmoS>r WS>r, mm CKS>m AJmcm cmJyZ Vmo OmJm Pmcm;..VohmM mcm
gOco, H$s, AmnU {dMma H$aVm H$aVm XmoZ VrZ Vmg Var Pmont Jocm| hmoVm|. gmoa emctV
cnoQy>Z JmT> Pm|nr Jocom MVOuH$S>o {H$c{H$m S>moimZr EH$Xm nmhZ, Vmo Xgm Hw$erda
dicm; d hmV nm Odi KoD$Z, WS>rZ| Hw$S>Hw$S>V Vmo nwhm Pm|nmMm Z H$$ cmJcm.
nU $Q>$Q>rV COmS>mda Vmo nwhm OmJm Pmcm. Vohm OmBcm nmKamdmg {Xcocr MmXa,
Amnm JimnV ZrQ> KmVcocr mm AmM{H$V {H$c{H$m >rcm {Xgcr!..
Am{U CRy>Z ~gyZ mZ| da nm{hc|, Vm| OmB ~gm ~gm Sw>cm KoV hmoVr.
: 419 :
{Vgm {Xder gmH$miMr Jmo>! PnPn nmdc| Q>mH$sV, OmB OmYdmm Kamm ~mOycm
Mmccr hmoVr. ZwH$VrM Vr dair~rMm Ymd$Z, EH$m Zm AmZXmZo naVV hmoVr.
AmnU gV ZmZ| H$moR>| Var ^Q>H$V {$amM| hUyZ YmH$S>o OmVm| H$m; {$aVm
{$aVm, OdiM ~gcom EH$m mT> JwOamWr JhWmm hmVt Agcocm Q>mBgMm AH$ nmhZ,
AmnU Ho$di "dmQ>oS>'Mo gXa nmhmgmR>r WmoS>m doimH$[aVm mmH$Sy>Z Vmo mJyZ KoVmo
H$m;..Am{U mV mS>oc Jcm [aH$mm OmJo{dftm EH$m AS>hQ>mBO|Q> yamoMr Om{hamV
dmMVmo H$m? qH${MV AmeoZ| AmnU Vmo nmm {chZ KomgmR>r, m JwOammH$S>o nopgc
mJVmM, mZ| Vr XoVmZm "H$m {chZ mM Amho?' hm Z {dMmaU|, h| H$mht {deof
AmH$maH$ ZhV|;.. nU mZVa Pmcom ~mocmV, AmnU {chZ KoVcom nmMr
OmhramV mZ|M {Xcr hmoVr d VmoM m H$nZrMm mcH$ hmoVm, Ag| gOV| H$m!...
m ~mVrZ| m Vr EH$X XMH$cr hmoVr. OmB~amo~a ~mocV AgVm YyZ YyZ {Vmda
amoIcr OmUmar m JwOammMr {>, mVrc Vr EH$ H$maMr df{H$Vm...cnQ>nUm {Vcm
mm~cMr AJXt {egmar AmUrV hmoVr. Am{U mm~amo~a nwT>| H$mht ~mocy Zo Ag|{h
jU^a {Vcm dmQ>c| hmoV|. nU nwhm {VZ| Amnm gmgVom H$nZm, dV:m JaOy
n[apWVrH$S>o nmhZ gHw${MV Ho$m hmom;..mZ| {dMmacom gmm ZmMr emVnUo Cma|
{Xct hmoVt. Am{U m ~mocme|dQ>rM mZ| {Vcm ZmoH$arda Oy hmomg gm{JVc| hmoV|!...
"mS>oc Jc' hmoU| h| H$mht {Vm AmwmM| o ZhV|!...{Vcm EH$mEH$s ZmoH$arda
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CnH$mar mUg|

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gmnoj nm{hmg H${Z> H$m hmoBZm, nU {ZXmZ gai gmYZ {Vcm m ZmoH$arZ| {imgmaI|
hmoVo! hUyZM, jUmMm{h {dc~ Z H$aVm, mZ| {Xcom gdcVrMm $mXm KoD$Z, {VZ| mcm
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gmJoc, Vg-gJ nS>mg Zm{d{h ~gmdmMr, {Vcm CmnmgyZ Vmar H$amdmg nm{hOo
hmoVr!
: 420 :
Am{U m H$nZod$Z MmbVm MmbVm, AmO XmoZ {Xdg, {VO~amo~a Agcocm AU R>mHy$a
XoIrc {MH$ma Amho, ho {Vcm MQ>H$Z AmR>dc|. {H$Vr Cm ZmMm oi VU Vmo ! mm
ZmMr CXmm ^y{H$m, mm WmoS>m ghdmgmV{h {Vm Zmcm gOyZ Amcr hmoVr.
AmnU gwXa Amhm|, mMr OmBcm K|S> Zgcr Var nyU OmUrd hmoVr. amrm doir,..AJXt
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XmoKo EH$Q>tM OmVmZm, mMm {VO{dftMm ~o{$H$sanUm {Vm Zmcm mdoir WmoS>m OmMH$
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Moham,..d mZVaMr gmar am^a Pmcocr {Vm ZmMr YS>nS>,.. {Vm >rgmoa nwhm nwhm
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MmbVm MmbVm OmB qH${MV cmOcr{h!74

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CnH$mar mUg|

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: 486 :
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: 510 :
VodT>mV, hmX~m-UrcmcMr OmoS>r nwhm mmOdi Amcr. AUM| mmH$S>o cjM
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EH$Xm dmQ>o hm KmoS>m oBc, EH$Xm dmQ>o Vmo!.. m aog| YmdUmm ~hVoH$ gJm KmoS>mMtM
Vmo Zmd| KoV hmoVm!..
: 511 :
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: 512 :
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hUV AU EH$m H$monmV OmD$Z O{Zrda dW ~gcm.
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mc H$s Zmht mPo gmao cmdcoco ngo!..''
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: 513 :
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cm!!..''
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: 514 :
Vm|M, S>mm hmVmV YmoVamMm gmoJm CMcyZ Y$Z, COdm hmV, Vm|S> d ^wdm mMr
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: 515 :
hmX~mMm KmMm Zya nma Zmhtgm Pmcm hmoVm. Odi oVmM S>momMm o$Q>m gmoSy>Z hmVmV
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Q>aH$mdyZ, AUm nmmOdi Q>mH$cr; d J Vmo AmdoemZ| hUmcm, ""mo eoQ>, E cmoH$
gmcm hoe aog ~ZmdVo! - AZo Amhr cmoH$cm Z H$m hamU H$aVo! - Vrg nm VZ
ZwH$gmZ, -mm AZo hmX~mm {cyZ!..''
AU mda H$mhtM ~moccm Zmht!..
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: 516 :
mZVa AUMr aog IoimMr CgwH$Vm Odi Odi AmogacrM hmoVr. Ym Vrhr
aogog Ho$di {Z{dH$ma ZmZ| nhmmV d Urcmc-hmX~m m XH$cr~amo~a {gJmaoQ> w$H$mVM
mZ| Kmcdm.
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: 517 :
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: 518 :
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: 519 :
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AmR>dco!
: 520 :
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^{S>mamZ|, JwX$Z, AU mmH$S>o AmmZ| nU hgyZ nmhmV IwMud$Z CR>cm!: 544 :
R>mHy$aZ|{h Amnmcm OwZr AmoiI {Xcr d Vmo C^m am{hcm, h| nmhmVmM m Bammcm
OmVM Omoa MT>cm. nydumUo mm JmV hmV Q>mHy$Z, AUcm Amnm~amo~a AmoT>V
AmoT>V ZoD$Z, mZ| YmXc gw$ Ho$cr - "nmom, o cmg coHo$ Omd! Ama o AmnZo gm~Hy$ Xmo
cmBg, Xmo Om H$m, Ama Xmo H$n Mm cmd! EH$X noec hm!... OcXr!'
Am{U Vmo AUH$S>o diyZ hUmcm, "Ho$cm ImoJm Ho$cm, - ImoJm? EH$X AN>m h!'
AU hgyZ mcm AOrOrZ| gmJV hmoVm, "o eoQ>m, ~m~m A~r Hw$M Z ImoJm!'
"Z H$gm ImoJm? g~ ImoJm!' Vmo BamUr AUm Immda ^ma Q>mHy$Z, mcm
hiyhiy Amnm~amo~a AmoT>VM ZoV hUmcm; Am{U eodQ>t AUZ|{h mm Immda Amncm
hmV Q>mH$cm!
: 545 :
OmB Amnm IwMuda ~gyZ, hgV hgVM, m BammMm Vmo amjgr nmhUMma nmhmV
hmoVr! eodQ>r WmoS>og| Hw$Vyhc OmJV hmoD$Z, H$mht AVamdarc m XmoKmm Hw$O~wOmH$S>o Vr
cj XoD$ cmJcrVmo BamUr, AJXt moH$ionU| d Amnm W>oImoa d^mdmmU| Amnm nw> CKS>m hmVmZt
AUMr XmT>r hiyhiy AmoT>V, mcm hgyZ {dMmaV hmoVm, ""gmcm, oH$X ncmcm hmoVm Hw$Q>o
Vy? Am?... Am{U E gJVr nmoaJr H$moU AmZcr? VwPr ~mH$mo? -Mc Vwcm nmQ>u XoBc
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AUZ|hr {VmH$S>o nm{hc|. nU, Amnc| mmH$S>o cjM Zmht Ag| XmI{dmgmR>t, mdoit
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~mH$mo {~H$mo H$moU Zm! Myn ~ogZr Oam! nU AnoZ, VwPm Pmcm H$m cJrZ?''
BamUr mda moR>mZ| hgcm; Am{U N>mVrnmgyZ nmmnV hmV XmIdrV hUmcm, ""Aao
R>mHy$aeoQ>, E Anrcm H$moU Xoc nmoaJr?''
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Am{U Vmo {OZm CV$Z, MmcVm MmcVm AUH$S>o diyZ hUmcm ""R>mHy$agm~, AmO Vy Xoc
Vmo~r ngm Zm hm Koc Vwmnmg?''
: 546 :
OmB m gmm mH$S>o nmhVm nmhVm mMm An> gdmX EoHy$Z AmnmerM hgV hmoVr.
AU Bammm oinUmwi| AmZXZ, nU mm OmB{dftm MmH$erwio WmoS>m cmOyZ,
oVm oVm |M KwQ>icm. nU, OmBZ| mVc| H$mhr EoH$c| Zgoc Aer ZmMr eodQ>t gOyV
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AUH$S>o nhmV Ho$cm, ""H$moU hmo Vmo BamUr? Am{U Hw$O~wOyZ H$m {dMmarV hmoVm Vmo
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H$mhtM Cma Z XoVm dW ~gcm.
BVmV OmBM mcm nwhm hUmcr, ""moR>m oi mUr Amho h AJXt! Vwm H$moUr
Owm AmoiIrMm Amho dmQ>V Vmo?...''
: 547 :
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AUcm WmoS>| hmg| dmQ>c| hmoV|, ""mdoit r o{S>H$c H$mcoOmV OmV Ago. amoO gH$mi
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ZohtM Im! W>m H$m Iyn MmcV Amm mdoit! Am{U Bammm OmVrcm hm
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hmoVr. nU J AUH$S>o hgyZ nmhmV Vr mcm hUmcr, ""J H$m AU? OJmV gJirH$S>o
Ho$di AnojmM Amho, AgM hUU Zm VwM EHy$U!...''
: 548 :
m {Vm AMmZH$ Amcom mZ| Jm|YiyZ, MhmMm eodQ>Mm KmoQ> KoD$Z nQ>H$Z CR>V AU
hUmcm, ""h| nm{hcV - AH$am dmOmcm Amco! - Pmc Zm VwM? OmD$ m AmVm!...''
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: 549 :
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^r{V dmQ>V hmoVr.
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nmohmoMV?''
nU AU Vg| H$mhtM Z H$[aVm ZwgVr gH$Q>mMr {Vmgmoa H$nZm C^r H$arV hmoVm.
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hUmcr, ""ZwgVo VodT>o {dMmarV ahm Vwhr!...''
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doit AmnU OmBcm BW amVM EH$Q>r gmoS>U MmJc Zho!''
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OmBm ghdmgmwi| Amnmcm Ogm EH$ H$maMm AZno{jV, gmh{OH$ {daJwim dmQ>cm,
mmUoM, mm ~mM {XdgmZVam ^oQ>rZ|{h gmYmZ dmQ>oc H$Xm{MV! {ZXmZ OmBcm
Var KamnV nmoMdU Amnc H$Vd Amho, Zmht H$m?...''
Am{U ZmV Amcom m gmm {dMmamm Jm|YimV, mZ| EH$X OmBcm hQ>c|,
""Mcm! r oVmo Vwm~amo~a Vwhmcm nmohm|Mdmcm!...''
: 550 :
AUZ| OdiMr EH$ phQ>mo[am ~mocmdcr. mm ~amo~a phQ>mo[amV MT>VmZm, OmBcm
AJXt Zdr AmZX dmQ>V hmoVm. {VZ| mJ| diyZ AUcm {dMmac|, AJXt OmYd~m~mm
KamnV mM h?... IaM, Vwhr md hUyZ mZm {H$VrVar {Xdg dmQ>V Amho! J mc
Zm AmVm Kat nU!...''
AU WmoS>m doi ImctM Wm~cm; Am{U ZVa AmV MT>Vm MT>Vm hUmcm, ""hmo! Mcm''
phQ>mo[am Mmcy cmJcr, Vohm OmB AmnmOdi eoOmatM ~gcom AUH$S>o nmhZ,
AJXt mohH$nU| hgcr. {Vcm ~mocH$m Pmcocm AU Amnmnmet ~gmMm A{Ve AmZX
Pmcm hmoVm!
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oD$ cmJcm. EH$m AmVm amcm Oohm KmoS>m dicm, Vohm AU d OmB XmoKmZt[h
~mH$Umda EH$oH$mH$S>o nm{hc|.
ZVa ~amM doi, H$moUr H$moUmet ~mocc| Zmht!... nU XmoKmmhr ZmV, Jom Vmg XrS>
VmgmVrc gmao gJ H$mha CS>drV hmoVo!...
: 551 :
dgVmMr ^oQ>,... mZVa, Amnct nyduMt o|, hdmH$mjm d gmM Ho$di nemmJ
dhmV Mmccoc| MmH$moarM Amw, m| Pmcocm mZ{gH$ PJS>m!.. Z:emVrgmR>t ~maMm
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ho OmUyZ, {Vm{dftMm mcm dmQ>Umam Zoh {Jw{UV Pmcm! - Amnm AH$maU d
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AmnU m mM Cma H$m Q>mic ~a?''
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Amnm{dftMr AH$maU AmWm,... Vmo YXm mSy>Z ~gcocm mnmar XmI{dVmo! -{H$Vr
AZno{jV!... mV H$gcr Anojm? H$gcm hoVw hmoVm mMm?''
mcm nQ>H$Z OmBm dmmMr AmR>dU Pmcr, -""Anojm-Anojm -AU, Agcr Vwm
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OUy H$m, OmBZ| AUcm hmQ>ocYyZ CR>VmZm Vmo {dMmacm hmoVm!... mVrc g Ho$di
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Amho... OmB hUOo! Iar ghZerc hUyZM Vr Amnm~amo~a BVHo$ {Xdg Amnm ~o{${H$arer
PJS>V dmJy eH$cr!''
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MmH$mH$S>o ey >rZ| nmhmV Vr H$gcm Var {dMma H$arV hmoVr!: 552 :
hmo, OmB {dMma H$aV hmoVr! -Vmo MH$mmU| {$aUmm Amnm chmZm AmwmMm!{aom {dmoJmZVa, emVmam EH$mEH$s {Vm AmwmV Amcm. AJXt oi moH$ionUmZ|
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mZVa, AU {Vm AmwmV Amcm. AJXt chmZm ghdmgmZVa EH$X Zmhtgm


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hmoD$Z dmJV hmoVm!
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Var OmBM| X AmZXmZ| ^$Z Amc|!...
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: 553 :
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gJ gmYmM - nU mcm mM| Am dmQ>c|! ""H$m ~a? OmBMm ghmZw^y{VnyU Zohmi
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: 556 :
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: 557 :
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: 566 :
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AmVm omMr doi, PmcrM ~hVoH$!''


nU AUcm AmUIr nwT>| H$m ~mocmd| V| EH$X gwMoZm; hUyZ Vmo Imct nhmV H$moMmm
hmVmda ~moQ>| {$adrV dW am{hcm.
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hmoVo. H$mhtM H$m ~moccm ZmhtV H$mc mm~amo~a?''...
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XmoKmZm{h gOV ZhV|! : 579 :
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dgV nwhm WmoS>m doi Wm~cm!
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Vmo W BVH$m XMH$cm hmoVm!


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nU Agm AmnmM {dMmamV JTy>Z, Vmo nwT>| Mmccm Amho, - Vm|, j ~m~mM nwTy>Z oV
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Am{U m {dMmamZt, ~m~mZt EH$ X:ImMm gwH$mam gmoS>cm d Vo Amnmet hUmco,


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mZm dgVmm Xmamet AmUyZ gmoS>c| : 588 :
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gmat {Ma ZmUt S>mm hmVmm Vimda KoD$Z, mVrc EH$EH$ COm hmVmZ| daImct
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hmH$m maV Q>mJodmcm hUmcm, ""gmho@~!..gm@ho@~! - ''
~m~m EH$X VoW|M OmJm OmJt W~H$co d mJ| diyZ Q>mJodmmcm hUmco, ""H$m@ao
~wdm? - ''
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amnV, ~m~mgmho~ ZmZmgmho~mm Kamm $mQ>H$mV {eaco! : 589 :
{Omd$Z dhmUmMm Am{U hiyhiy H$mR>r AmnQ>mMm AmdmO EoHy$Z dgV nwT>| Pmcm d
hUmcm, ""H$mo@U? ~m@~m?''
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cmJctM Amnm ZmMr Mc{~Mc gmd$Z Vmo hUmcm, ""N>o! Cera H$gcm? - ''
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~mOym IwMuda R>odrV hUmco.
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dmQ>M nhmV hmoVm|! - ''
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^mD$ Amco EH$mEH$s mmH$S>o! Amnm H$irMr wcJr - JYm! {VmgmR>r hUmco EH$
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dmT>m Var MmcV! H$emcm CJrM KmB H$aVm? {eH$Vo Amho Vr {eHy$ m! - ghmdtV Amho
dmQ>V. ~a, d{h H$mht $ma Zmht - gVam gnyZ AmR>amd ZwH$V cmJc Agoc! hUyZ r hQ>c
Vg! nU mMm $ma AmJhM {Xgcm, Amnm wcrM c H$amMm! cm Var{h Vo hUmco
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Kmcdmdm? AmO R>adc Pmc - cmJcrM mM! - Am{U nmR>dcm Vwcm {Zamon! - ''
: 590 :
{VVmVM Owiocm AmVm XmamV C^r nmhZ, ~m~m cmJcrM IwMud$Z CR>V hUmco,
""~a! AmVm H$m? ..Oodmcm CR>mM hUVmog? - ''
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AmV OwioH$S>o nhmV hUmco, ""~@a!..VwM am Mmcdy cmJcm H$s VwmgmaI! Xoe Vgm
dof! Zmht? - ''
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mZm EH$X Q>oeZdarc gJmMr AmR>dU Pmcr! - Am{U Vo dgVmH$S>o Q>mdoc naV XoVm XoVm
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H$mht Z ~mocVmM, dgVmZ| ~m~mMr {> Q>micr; Am{U dmT>mm VmarZ| MwcrOdi
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: 591 :
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^oQ>mcm BH$S>o Amcm hmoVm, gmH$minV BW|M hmoVm. nU J Vwhr - ''
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OodonV! - cm m Oodmcm ZH$mo AmVm!...EH$ H$n^a XYM {nBZ ZwgV! - ''


dgV H$mhtM Z ~mocVm, OwioH$S>o C{ MohmZ| nmh cmJcm. BVmV, ~m~m IMcom damZ| mcm hUmco, ""dgV, Cm gH$mit - m JYmm
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: 592 :
""r w~BhZM gmH$mit naV oBZ!''Ag| gmJyZ dgV ~m~mgmho~m~amo~a ~mhoa nS>cm.
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: 593 :
OwioZ| V| d$Z EoH$c| - Vr AmVmnV {dZmZ| mJ| am{hcr hmoVr, Vr gwhmgcm KoD$Z
H$R>S>mOdi Jocr.
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hcdrV Owim hUmcr, ""Vo ~@@J, Ammo@~m!''
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hiyhiy OmV, mJ| diyZ dgVmcm hUmco, ""Mc OmD$ m. Amnmcm ~amM Cera Pmcm
Amho AmYtM Zmht? : 594 :
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IoiV IoiV, Vr Amnm JVmwm{dft {dMma H$$ cmJcr! : 597 :
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dgVmcm H$mhtM gOyZ oBZm! : 600 :
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~oMZ dmQ>c|, hUOo {Xdgm {Xdg ~mhoa ^Q>H$V amhr.
Am{U Owim{h, m AJXt Amom Amom dmQ>Umm KamV - dmMZmV, H${eXm {edUH$m
H$amV, H$gm Var doi Kmc{dmMm Z H$ar! - nU Amnm Aghm, EH$m, {Zo
^{dVmMr, OUy EH$ Imoc XarM AmnmnwT>| gmaIr C^r Amho, Ag| dmQy>Z Vr AJXt ~o^mZ
hmoB! - {Vcm MwH$m MwH$mgmaI| dmQ>o! : 602 :
Aem n[apWVtV, EHo$ {Xdet, mhoanUmgmR>t XmXahZ R>mmg Amcocr {dR>mo~mAUmMr
~mH$mo, Owiocm ^oQ>mcm hUyZ hiyM H$mUmg Amnm chmZm wcmgh Amcr. dgV,
Owim d mMr Vr d{hZr, - mMm Vmo gmam {Xdg, mVm mV JnmJmo>twi| gwImMm Jocm
hmoVm! - {deofV: m cmSw>H$ wcmwi|, KamV AJXt Anyd Agm AmZX Xadicm hmoVm!
- Am{U Vr gmH$mit naV {ZKyZ OmVmZm, m chmZm wcmMo, dgV, Owim
XmoKmZthr nQ>mnQ> {H$VrVar wHo$ KoVco hmoVo!..{H$VrVar cmS> Ho$co hmoVo! : 603 :
200

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Vmo gJ AJXt H$m{VH$maH$M R>acm, m XmoKmm AmwmV! - d{hZr {ZKyZ Jomda,


dgV Owim XmoKo{h, {H$VrVar doi gmoagmoa AJXt Jn ~gct hmoVr! Amnm cmnmgyZM|, Joc| Xhm dfmM| dmhV{VV {I Amw, dgVmcm gmaI| AmR>dV
hmoV|! Am{U m ZwH$mM naV {ZKyZ Jocom chmZmd$Z, mm dV:m XmVrc
{nVdmgmcm ^aV| oV hmoV|! - mJ| EH$Xm JmS>tV ^oQ>com m AkmV chmZ wcmMr {V, m gJm{dft {VZ|
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AmR>dU hmoV hmoVr! - mwi|M {VM| X ^$Z Amc| hmoV|. mdoit {VZ| H$nZm Ho$com
Mmg c~mU|, Amnm{h H$nZm ~mcH$mMr {Vcm EH$mEH$s AmR>dU Pmcr!
- Am{U {VZ|{h EH$ X:ImMm {I gwH$mam Q>mH$cm hmoVm! : 604 :
""IaM, cm EImXm AgmM Jmo{OadmUm wcJm AgVm Va?..'' Aem dgVmm mMdoir
{Vcm CoeyZ, AMmZH$ Amcom H$idimm eXmZr, Owim XMHy$Z ^mZmda Amcr hmoVr!WmoS>m doi Wm~yZ, Owim dgVmcm ghmZ^yVrm damZ| hUmcr hmoVr, ""J c H$m
H$arV Zmht Vwhm nwhm?..gwYmd{hZr Jocr - V| H$moUmm hmVM H$m hmoV? - e Vo Z
Ho$coV Zmht H$m Vwhr? - ''
mda dgVmZ| EH$ gwH$mam Q>mH$cm hmoVm; Am{U EH$XmoZ {Xdg Jomda, Vt XmoK| nwhm
KamV VerM EH$Q>r ~gct AgVm, dgVmZ| {H$Vr Var doi g{Y emoYmMm Z H$$Z, eodQ>t
AS>IiV AS>IiV {Vcm Ho$cm hmoVm,
""Owim, Vy H$aVog H$m mmer c?''
m mm mZ| Owim W XMH$cr! - Vr A{Ve Jm|Yicr hmoVr.
{Vcm VgoM {dMma H$arV ~amM doi ~gcoco nmhZ, dgVmm Zmcm MH$m[aH$ MwQ>nwQ>
cmJcr; Am{U eodQ>r Vmo AJXt hV~cnU| {Vcm hUmcm hmoVm, ""Owim, mPr MyH$
Pmcr!.. cm jm H$a! - ''
m mm eXmwi| Owiocm AJXt ^$Z AmmgmaI| Pmc| hmoV|! : 605 :
gmao gmao {dMma, {Vm ZmV nwhm qnJm Kmcy cmJco hmoVo. dgVmm gwImMr, mm
ZohmMr, Amnm ^{dVmMr, AUm AmwmVyZ Amnmcm H$mTy>Z Komm dV:m
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{ZmMr, - gmm H$nZm H$aVm H$aVm, {Vcm{h Amnc| EH$ chmZg| N>~H$S>| Amnm
gmo$Z XS>XS> YmdV {$aV AgmMm mdoir ZmZ| ^mg Pmcm hmoVm! Am{U CH$Q>nU| CM~iyZ Amcom Amnm XmVrc ^mdZm pWa H$amgmR>t, EH$ hmV
Amnm Xmda K> Y$Z, {VZ| eodQ>t dgVmcm hmH$ macr hmoVr, ""h| nhm - ''
nU Var Vr WmoS>m doi Wm~cr hmoVr! - dgV {VOH$S>o diyZ, AmeoZ| nhmV hmoVm eodQ>t mMm hmV Amnm hmVt KoD$Z, Owim mcm hUmcr hmoVr, ""IaM H$m Vwhmcm
mmnmgyZ gwI hmoBc? - Vg Agoc Va - VwMm {dMma cm m Amho! - ''
""hmo Owio, VrM EH$ eVm Amho!..'' Ag| XmQy>Z Amcom JimZ| {Vcm hUVmZm,
dgV mdoit {H$Vr AmZ{XV Pmcm hmoVm!...
Am{U mMm Vmo AmZX nmhZ, Owiocm{h Amnc| X {H$Vr CM~iyZ AmmgmaI| dmQ>c|
hmoV|!...
: 606 :
AmO m XmoKmm gwhmgwi|M mMo Vo Ka gwemo{^V Pmc| hmoV|. m KamV gm AmZX
XadiV hmoVm! mVM ~gyZ, Owim R>mHy$a Agm {dMma H$arV hmoVr! - mdoit {Vm hmVmV Agcoco Vo
Jigy! AUda H|${V Agcoc| OwioM| Amw ~XcyZ, {Vm mVom d dgV - Zohmm
Zm Amwmg gwadmV PmmM| V| VrH$! - m eodQ>m gJmZVa EH$ {hmZVaM,
dgVmZ| AV gm Aem hmwoZo, Owiom JimV ~mYco hmoV|! : 607 :
~m~mZm MwH$dyZ, AU KmBKmBZ| JXuV {gimda, mcm W WmoS>| gmYmZM dmQ>c|!nU J, mm ZmV {dMma Amcm - "~m~mZt Amnmcm hmH$ m$Z{h AmnU Wm~cm|
Zmht...mm~amo~a EImXm eX[h ~moccm| Zmht, ho mo Pmc H$m?'
hUyZM jU^amZ| mcm dmQ>c|, 'AmnU naV {$$ m; mZm JXuVyZ emoYyZ H$mTy> m!mm~amo~a ~mocy m! - '
nU VmonV, Xgm cQ>$mM m XmXa CV$Z, AU JmS>rm S>mV{h {eacm hmoVm;..Am{U
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EH$ gwH$mam gmoS>cm.


doi Kmc{dmgmR>t Amnm {IemVrc EH$ {gJmaoQ> H$mTy>Z, mZ| Vr noQ>dcr; Am{U
{Vm noQ>m Q>moH$mVyZ hiwhiy gwQ>V Agcom YwamH$S>o {dZH$nU| nhmV Vmo {IS>H$scm aocyZ
~gcm. Ymdm JmS>rm~mho$Z oUmm gmOdoim Jma dmmMm PmoV, mm S>momm d
XmT>rm Ho$gmZm WmoS>m doi hiwdmanU| MmQy>Z - Jm|Om$Z Jocm d Vo ^wa^wa hmcco! : 608 :
""~m~mZt Amnc chmZnUmnmgyZ nmcZnmofU, {ejU, gma Ho$c! mmM hmVanUt,
Vo Ae$, X:Ir H$mhrgo hVme hmoD$Z - EH$mH$snU| BH$S>o {VH$S>o {$aV AgVm, Amncr mMr
amV Aer AMmZH$ ^oQ> Pmcr. nU AmnU mm Odi Jocm| Zmht! - H$s mMr
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EH$M EH$ {dMmam{cH$m, AUm Xmcm mdoit OmMV hmoVr!
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EH$oH$mZr EH$oH$mZm XImdc|! - nU mwi|, mm {dftMm Amncm AmXa, o, H$r
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nmhmV AmhoV. Am{U Vg IaM ZgV Va AmO Amncm doe Agm ~amMgm ~Xccocm AgyZ[h,
Amnm hmVmm S>moimZr jU^aM nmhZ, ~m~mZr Amnmcm MQ>H$Z AmoiIc ZgV
Img!..{H$Vr CH$R>oZ|, {H$Vr omZo, mZr Amnmcm mdoir hmH$ macr?' nU Vmo m mZm MwH$dyZ, H$R>moanUmZo mmnmgyZ XaM Pmcm! - H$m?
: 609 :
Q>oeZmmJyZ Q>oeZ| OmV hmoVr. AUM| YynmZ d {dMma{h gmaIo VgoM Mmcy hmoVo! eodQ>t, Vmo gtd Q>eo Zda CVacm; Am{U Amnm ImocrH$S>o dicm. dgV amV ^oQ>mnydu,
mZ| Hw$cwn ~X Ho$c| hmoV|. AmVm AmO, nwhm Hw$cwn CKS>rV Agcocm AU, H$mcmnojm
AJXt {Zamim hmoVm. mm Z:[WVtV H$nZmVrV pWVa Pmc| hmoV|! Xma CKSy>Z Vmo H$mQ>da AmS>dm Pmcm, mdoir mm ZmV EH$ {dMma oV hmoVm,""AmnU
~m~mZm MwH$dyZ JXuV {gicm| mMo H$maU, H$Xm{MV mMr Amnmcm ^r{V dmQ>mEodOr,
AmncrM Amnmcm OmV ^r{V dmQ>V hmoVr! - mm{dft Amnmcm amJ omnojm,
AmnmM AmVmnVm EH$Xa {VagQ> dmr{dft Amnmcm amJ oV hmoVm! - ''
: 610 :
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dmQ>c|! dgVmcm nwT>| w~Bg OmdmM| hmoV|, hUyZ ~m~mZr cmH$a cmH$a ZmZ gm Ho$cr, Am{U
Amncr ZohtMr XodnyOm AmQ>monVr KoD$Z, Vo mm~amo~a nmZmda ~gco.
S>momda S>mdm hmV KoD$Z, {dMma H$arV OodVm OodVm, Vo dgVH$S>o diyZ hUmco, ""AmVm
Oam ~a dmQ>V, dgV! Cm gH$mir gmoZJmdcm H$irH$S>o Omcm H$mht haH$V Zmht, cm
dmQ>V!''
nmoir dmT>V Agcom wamarH$S>o, WmoS>|g| hgmgmaI| H$$Z dgV ~m~mZm hUmcm,
""H$emcm KoVm CJrM mg ~m~m? Aer XJXJ H$amnojm, EImXm {Xdg {dlmVr m
AmUIr - Am{U JM Om!''
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AgVrc!...''wamarcm ^mOr nwao Ag| hmVmZ| XmIdrV, ~m~m dgVmcm hUmco, ""Ver
Ae$Vm dmQ>Vo! - nU AJXtM H$mht Z~im Pmcocmo Zmht r, dgV! - ''
: 611 :
WmoS>m doi, XmoKo[h H$mht Z ~mocVmM OodV hmoVo! J dgVmM nwhm hUmcm, ""cm mMm Z$s nmm AOyZ R>mD$H$ Zmht gtdMm. nU H$mc
mAWu Vmo cm wm oD$Z ^oQ>cm mAWu AU cm AmnUhZ XmoZMma {XdgmV ^oQ>m{edm
amhUma Zmht.''
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~m~m hUmco, ""AmnU mm ^mZJS>tV gm Z nS>UM ~a! Vmo H$mht AmVm chmZ Zmht H$s AJXt A{dMmar{h Zmht! mcm mm ZmmU|M OmD$ m cm dmQ>V gm! Vy H$mht
YS>nS> H$$ ZH$mog AJXt!
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mmH$S>o oBb H$YtVar! - cm Imr Amho!''
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""~@a! ~m~m; OmVmo r Zmht Va doi hmoBb cm. r XmoZ VrZ {XdgmV nwhm M$a marZM
BH$S>o hUm!''
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dgVmH$S>o nmhmV, Amam IwMuda aocco! : 612 :


dgV {OZm CVaV Agcocm {XgVmM, wamar hmVmVrc ^mVmMr namV VerM PQ>H$Z Imct
R>odyZ, KmBKmBZo dnmH$KamVyZ {OmH$S>o Jocm; Am{U mZ| hmH$ macr, ""dgVam@d
dgVam@d, Wm~m Oam!''
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hmoVm. mm hmVmm AmoT>com S>moimV, H$mht Var VaJV Agcocm nmhZ, dgVmZ|
mXdmZ| mcm {dMmac|, ""H$mao@ wamar?''
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""mm{dft H$m gmJV hmoVm Vwhr ~m~mZm, Kmer OodVmZm?''
mMr EH$Xa ~m~m - AU{dftMr AmWm nmhZ, dgV oinU| hUmcm, ""H$mht Zmht
ao@, AU Amcm hmoVm mmH$S>o H$mc! m{dftM ~mocV hmoVm| Amht!...''
""H$moU? AUXmXm Amco hmoVo? - '' wamar WmoS>mem AmZ{XV MohmZ|, CVmdrinU|M
mcm hUmcm, ""J ~m~mMr mMr VwmH$S>o ^oQ> Pmcr AgocM H$mc?''
dgVmZ| Z ~mocVm, "Zmhr' Aer mZ hc{dVmM, wamarMm Moham EH$X A{Ve {I
Pmcm.
nU ZVa, Vmo oinUmZ| nU H$mhtem {WV AV:H$aUmZ|, EH$ gwH$mam Q>mHy$Z hUmcm,
""~a Amho! nU Vo nwhm ^oQ>co Va m mZm gmJm - AJXt O$a h - hUmd wamarZ|
gm{JVc Amho, AmYt ~m~mZm ^oQ>m{edm amh ZH$m AJXt!...''
BVmV, OmZH$sH$mHy$Mm dnmH$KamVyZ AmdmO EoHy$ Amcm - ""hm wamar dmT>mM Q>mHy$Z
Jocm Hw$R> |M ^Q>H$mcm? - mZ Va hr AJXt VmiVM gmoS>cm hmo - ''
: 613 :
dgV Jomda, [aH$mm [aH$mm {XgUmm m hmc|, ~m~mgmho~ Amnm Zohtm
AmamIwMuda ~goc. S>mdm hmV Amnm mZoImct Q>mHy$Z d Amncm COdm hmV H$nmimda
hiyhiy MmoirV, Kamm grqcJH$S>o Vgo ey >rZ| nmhmV, Vo {H$Vr Var doi {dMma H$arV
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CnH$mar mUg|

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gmYmZ{h dmQ>V hmoV|! - Vmo H$Xm{MV hmcmV {Xdg H$mT>rV Agoc, X:Ir H$>r Pmcm Agoc,
m H$nZoZ| m mZm YyZ YyZ A{Ve dmBQ> dmQ>o! : 614 :
Am{U mm {dmoJmwi|, mZm dmQ>V Agcom X:ImMo H$maU - mm gpWVrMr
qH$dm ^{dVmMr H$miOr, odT>|M hmoV|! Zmht Va AU{dfrM| mM| o H$YtM H$r Pmc|
ZhV|! AUMm mZm amJ oB; mm Zm{d Vo AZoH$ Jmo>r H$arV! - Var mM| gwI,
mM| {hV,. m >rZ|M ~m~mMr gmar YS>nS> Ago! nU Vmo AmOMm gJ! - AUcm Amnm S>itZm ^oQ>md|g| dmQ>c|; Vmo dgVmH$S>o Jocm!
Var ~m~m VoW| OmUma ho gOyZ{h, Vmo VoWyZ KmBKmBZ| {ZKmcm! Q>oeZda XmoKmMr gmoamgmoa
JmR> Pmcr; EdT>|M Zho, Va ~m~mZr mcm hmH$[h macr! - Am{U VarXoIrc, mZm
Q>miyZ, AU JXuV {gicm! V| gmaI| AmR>dV Agmwi| m, ~m~mMo Z A{Ve IMc|
hmoV|! mZm dmQ>c|, ""gmm AmoiIrm mUgmmUgmV XmI{dVm omgmaI gmO{h,
AUZ| Amnmcm XmI{dc Zmht! - hm mMm AnamY Zgoc! mMr Z:pW{VM gm Ver
Agoc! nU V| Amnc Var XXd Amho Img!''
: 615 :
""hmVmanU Pmc Amho, Var hr gmar mVmmV,...YS>nS>, AmnU H$arV Amhm|!
H$m?...H$moUmgmR>t? - nU, EH$Q>m AUZ|M Zho, Va Amnm AmwmV, AmnU Amnm
hQ>com gmm mUgmZtM, Amnmcm Ag dmJdc Amho! Zmht H$m? - ''
VmoM X:Ir {MnQ> ~m~mgmoa ZmMV hmoVm! - ""EH$ Hw$Qw>~mm {hVmgmR>r d gmmgmR>t
AmnU W YS>nS> Ho$cr! mM H$m MrO Pmc? XmXmZr ngadcom H$mQw>{~H$ H$chmm
dUmV, ZmZmm m d{$H$ {hVmgmR>r mZm AmnU nmR>ret KmVc|; XmXmer m{UH$nU|
PJS>cm|! nU mMr H$moUr H$Xa Ho$cr? CcQ> ym KQ>Ho$nV, Amnmcm Zmht Zmht Vo
eX CmaVM, XmXm {hmnydu {ZKyZ Joco! Am{U AmVm, ho Amnc H$mQw>{~H$ wcmmUgmM
OrdZ!..''
~m~mZt EH$ X:ImMm moR>m gwH$mam gmoS>cm; Amnco cm~ ngacoco nm Odi Ho$co d Xmohr
hmV S>momImct KoD$Z, nwhm CVmUo nS>m nS>m Vo N>VmH$S>o eynU| nmh cmJco ""Vg nm{hc Va Amnm AmwmV AmnU dV:gmR>r H$m ^moJc? Amnc ddm{hH$
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OrdZ Var {H$Vrg gwImV Joc? nU J Amncr gmar YS>nS> Amnm wcm~mimm
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mm Oug CVac Zmhr! mcm Amncm Var H$m BbmO? - Amnmcm mo dmQ>c, Vo
H$V hUyZ AmnU AmVmnV H$arV Amcmo;..mnwT>|[h V| Vg H$arV amhmU h|M Amnc
H$V!.. {Zameowi| H$Yr H$Yt ZmMm Yra gwQ>Vm Iam! - nU AmVm Amnco {Xdg AJXr WmoS>o
am{hco AmhoV! - ''
: 616 :
Aem H$mhtem AYdQ> gmYmZmZ|, ~m~m Amnm S>moimm Amom Pmcom H$S>m nwgV
AmhoV, BVmV wamar nwT>| Amcm d hUmcm, ""H$moUr ^oQ>mcm Amco AmhoV Vwhmcm!'' ""H$moU ao?'' ~m~mZr OdiMr IwMu gmoa AmoT>rV, mmH$S>o MmH$er Ho$cr ""Zmd Zmht cm mhrV; H$mc gH$mit Amco hmoVo Zm Vo o$Q>odmco?...VoM - '' wamar
XmamV W~Hy$Z mWH$ hUmcm.
""h h! Vo Ym|S> AgVrc!'' ~m~m WmoS>r AmR>dU Ho$mgmaIo H$$Z hUmco, ""Hw$R>o AmhoV
Vo? Xo mZ nmR>dyZ AmV.''
: 617 :
Ym|S> ho ~m~mm AmoiIrMo, gmYmaU pWVtVrc gXJhW! mMm wcJm BcS>cm
OmdmMm, hUyZ mZr Amnm {S>itV H$O C^mamMr EH$ Zdr H$nZm H$mT>cr hmoVr.
e^a - nmg - nMdrg, Ogo {iVrc Vgo, Vo CgZo H$OmD$ KoUma hmoVo. H$mcM ~m~mZm
^oQy>Z, ~m~mZt XmoZe| no H$O md|, Aer mmH$S>o mZr mJUr Ho$cr hmoVr.
~m~mZr WmoS>m doi {dMma H$$Z, mZm H$mc cmJcrM gm{JVc| hmoV|, ""h| nmhm Ym|S>,
mP ~mocU H$Xm{MV Vwhmcm H$Qw> dmQ>oc! nU r Amho EH$ wcm~mimMm ggmar Zw!...VwMm
wbJm BcS>cm OmV Amho, m~c cm[h gmYmZ dmQ>V! mPm Jocm AgVm Va cm {H$Vr
AmZX dmQ>cm AgVm, md$Z cm Vr H$nZm H$aVm oVo! - nU AmVm hmVmanUt gmar
{Zad{Zad H$arV AgVmZm, cm m H$O Xomm Am{U V| nwhm dgyc H$amm mVmmVr
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Zw Amho! cm Y gOVmo! Vohm Vgo drgnMdrg no XoD$Z, Vwm H$mmcm WmoS>m$ma
hmV^ma cmdmMr cm EonV Amho. doS>m hUm Vwhr nm{hOo Va cm! mm ZmMr r Ver
CnH$mar mUg|

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gOyV H$$ eHo$Z! Vohm Vgo ngo KomMr Vwhmcm BN>m Amho H$m? Agoc, Va VodT>r a$,
r {Z{VnU| AmVmM Vwm hdmcr H$aVmo hUOo VwM{h H$m Pmc; mm Zmcm{h
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- Amnmda cm~yZ cm~yZ Var ZOa R>odmMr, {ZU KmcmM! - Am{U VodT>mgmR>t,
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hmoV|, H$s {am $ma {Xdg AmnmH$S>o ~mocmdrV Amho, {VH$S>o AmnU OmdmM|! - nwH$i
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""{am!'' OmB mmH$S>o ghoVwH$ nhmV hUmcr.


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VoWo amV {am {XgmgmaIm ^mg Pmcm hmoVm, V| mcm AmR>dc|. - nU {aoZ| AmVmnV
gmmnmgyZ Amnm{dftM| JyT> H$m R>odc|, V| mcm gOoZm. hUyZ m{dft OmBcm OmV
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""AmVm Vwhr H$m H$aUma, AU? - ''
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| H$mht H$mi {daU Pmcom, ~m~mm ^oQ>rZVam ^mdZmH$moimZ| mcm nwhm Koac|.
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OmB?...{eH$ Amho WmoS>r, Vm|nV Zm ZmoH$arMm emoY H$amdm, Zmht?''
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ZmMr wcJr! - cm Va dmQ>V,...Vwhr Vwm ~m~mZmM OmD$Z ^oQ>md W! - ''
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OmBm m n> oi gmZ|, AU qH${MV JmJacm; dW am{hcm. - Am{U J
WmoS>m {dMma H$arV Vmo hUmcm, ""Ag hUVm, OmB? - {dMma Ho$cm nm{hOo cm mda!''
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Am{U J AJXt o^am >rZ| AUH$S>o nhmV hiyM hUmcr, ""doS>mgmaI OmV {dMma
Z H$aVm Vwhr OmM AU mmH$S>o!''
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gm$ {dgaUma Vwhr, AU? - ''
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""Om AmVm AU! - mPr AmR>dU R>odm h! - Am{U Vwhmcm cm ^oQ>mdg qH$dm {chmdg
dmQ>c, Va mPm nmm Ho$Aa Am$ OmYd~m~m ! - ''
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hmoVr. AUZ| wYnU|M {VmH$S>o nm{hc|. OmBm AlyZt S>~S>~com S>moimV,..{VMr
ZohercVm, oinUm, mm {dmoJmM| X:I..gma| CH$Q>nU| VaJV hmoV|! : 632 :
wcmm gH$mim Imm{nmMr dWm Pmmda, H$immderZ| JS>mMo MhmMo dmQ>o
H$mTy>Z mZm hmH$m mam. IoS>oJmdmV Mhm {eamnmgyZ, H$immderMm Vmo gH$miMm Vmg
XrS> VmgmMm CmoJ Ago.
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dmdaV hmoVr. nU {Vm S>momV m gmeo {dMma oD$Z OmV hmoVo! H$gco moR>o JhZ {dMma AgUma Vo? - IoS>Jo mdMr IoS>di gwIX:I| Vr! - nU H$immderMo
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AmO gH$minmgyZ, ^mD$m JahOoatV, OdinmgMr nmM ghm IoS>di mUg| oD$Z Jocr
hmoVt. - H$moUr ^mD$m AmmgZmmU| ngo KoD$Z Omcm Amcm hmoVm; H$moUr a$ naV
H$amdmg gm gdS> Zmht hUyZ gmJmdmcm Amcm hmoVm; H$moUr nwT>m dfmgmR>r ZmJamcm
~ocOmoS>r mJmcm Amcm hmoV; H$moUr nU m gmmZm gmJmMo Var H$m? H$immdercm m dhmamVrc H$mhrM m{hVr
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BVmV JYm AmV Amcr, Am{U AmBcm hUmcr, ""E AmB@ ! Xhm dmOmcm Amco
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^mVmM| Vnoc| Imcr {ZImmda R>odrV hUmcr, ""AmVm nmQ>nmUr Var H$amc? H$m V| nU
rM R>odmM? - ''
Vm|M, Amnm ZmV YwgUmm Jmo>tMm, AmnU JYmda CJrMM amJ H$mT>cm, Ag| {Vcm
nQ>H$Z dmQ>c|; Am{U Vr {VmH$S>o nwhm hgmgmaIo H$$Z nhmV, omZ| gm eXmV
hUmcr, ""H$gc ~mB BZnogZ Amho? Om, emi|V Om hmo mP hUU Zmhr?..nU..Vwhr
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Zer~t!.. Zmht@? H$g hmoUma J VwM, JYm? - ''
JYmcm wH$mQ>mZ| nmQ>nmUr R>odVmZm nmhZ mdercm {Vm ^{dVm{dft CJrMM
H$miOr dmQ>V hmoVr. {Vcm MQ>H$Z, AmR>dU Pmcr - ^mD$ H$Yt Var H$moUm Zom~amo~a Mhm
KoVm KoVm, JYmmM cm{dft VwQ>H$ VwQ>H$nU| ~mocV hmoVo! - "hmoUma H$m IaM {VM cmH$a
c?..Am{U Vr EdT>rer nmoa! - AmVm c Pmc Va gma g^miUma Var H$g?..Vmo Zdam
MmJcm {imcm Va R>rH$! Zmht Va' : 634 :
emi|V OmUmar wc| nmZmda ~gct hmoVt; mZm Agcm {dMma H$arV H$arV dmTy>Z, Vr
ghO dmOco {H$Vr V| nhmdmg ~mhoa Amcr.
KamV ^mD$ MmanmM {Xdg ZhVoM Amco naV!...ghO wcmnH$s H$moUr Var dmQ>|V Q>mH$coco
nwVH$, "Aet AmS>XmS> nmoa@ AmhoV!' Ag| H$mhrg| nwQ>nwQ>V, {VZ| V| XmamOdiyZ CMcc|;
Am{U ^mD$m {ZOmdmm ImoctV, mm Q>o~cmda V| ZoD$Z R>odmdmg Jocr.
Q>o~cmda V| nwVH$ R>odVm R>odVm, {VZ| ghOM ZOa Q>mH$cr! - H$gc| Var H$mJXmV ~mYcoc|
nwS>H|$ mda nS>c| hmoV|. "H$m Amho?' hUyZ {VZ| V| CKSy>Z nm{hc|; Vm| mV JYmM|
O{Q>nU, EH$ XmoZ n{H$m - AmUIr H$mht nmo, Ago H$mJX hmoVo! mder EH$X XMH$cr - "JYmm cmMo {dMma mm ZmV gm KmoiV AmhoV H$s
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H$m? Am{U KmBKmBZ| MmanmM {Xdgmnydu Vo Joco AmhoV Var H$moR>|? H$emgmR>t? mgmR>tM Joco
Agco, Va {dgaco dmQ>V ho ~amo~a mcm! - ' Agm {dMma H$arVM, mderZ| Vo nwhm hmoVo
Vgo ~mYyZ R>odco.
Am{U Vr AmVm nwhm wcmZm dmT>mdmg OmmgmR>t AmV diUma, BVmV XmamV Q>mJm
C^m am{hmMm AmdmO {Vcm EoHy$ Amcm.
"H$moU?' Amco H$s H$m naV?..H$s H$moUr ZdrZ nmhUo?' Agm {dMmamZ| Vr Xmamnmet
oVo Vmo gwYra AmoaS>V hmoVm - ""Amo@! ~m~m Amco! - ~m~m Amco! Am dmQy>Z, mder cJ~JrZ| Xmamnmet oD$Z nhmVo Va Ia|M! {H$Vr Var {XdgmZr,
~m~m Ago AJXr AMmZH$ {Vm Jmdt Amco hmoVo Am{U H$mR>rda Vmoc Q>mHy$Z, amda Cm
am{hcom ^mS>mm Q>mmVyZ, Vo hiyhiy Imcr CVaV hmoVo.
: 635 :
~m~m AmnmH$S>o ~mM {XdgmZr Amcoco nmhZ, H$immdercm A{Ve AmZX Pmcm!
nU n Zmht, {Zamon Zmht Am{U Ago Vo EH$mEH$t H$m Amco, h| H$moS>| m {Vcm gwQ>oZm!
gXZ| YmdV YmdV OmD$Z, mMr Q>mmVrc chmZer ~J KoVcr. gwYraZo mm hmVyZ
$i| ~mYcocr mcmMr nwaMwS>r KoVcr. mm~amo~a EImX Xgam eX ~mocV, hmVmVrc H$mR>r
Q>oH$sV Q>oH$sV, ~m~m hiyhiy oD$ cmJco.
""Amhmcm Vwhr n H$m Zmhr nmR>dc?..JmS>r nmR>dcr AgVr Q>oZda! - ''~m~mm nwT>|
MmcV MmcV, mJ| diyZ gwYra mZm {dMmaV hmoVm.
""hmo MwH$c Ia ~wdm AmM!...'' ~m~m{h mmH$S>o hgV nhmV, ~m{ce {dZmoXmZ|
hUmco.
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nwadrV hmoVm, ""nU AmMm Zdm Im|S> H$mT>cm Zm Amhr AmVm! mcm OmoSy>Z nmR>dcr
AgVr JmS>r!...t nU Amcmo AgVmo!''
~m~mZm mV {deof H$mht J Zgc|, Var Vo gwYram CgmhmM| H$mVwH$ H$arV hUmco,
""Ag@? - ''
BVmV AmoMo nQ>H$Z gmoSy>Z, nXa ZrQ> H$arV, hgVwImZ| mmH$S>oM nhmV, H$immder
XmamV C^r Agcocr mZm {Xgcr. {VmH$S>o ~m~mM| cj OmD$Z, Vo{h hgco d hUmco,
""H$m H$io@, ~a Amho Zm?''
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H$immder mJ| diyZ, WmoS>mem {dZmZ|M hgyZ hUmcr, "hmo! - ' H$mR>r H$monmV
R>odyZ, d nmmVrc gS>cMo ~X gmoSy>Z, ~m~m wYnU|M mOKamV Amco;..Am{U o$Q>m S>mJcm
IwQ>rda H$mTy>Z R>odV hUmco. ""^mD$ Hw$R>| {XgV ZmhtV? Amco Zmht dmQ>V AOyZ naV? - ''
H$immderZ| "Zmhr' Aer mZ hmcdcr.
""Aao IaM, hUmco hmoVo Iao Vo'' - ~m~m Odi Amcom gwYraMr cm{S>idmU| nmR>
WmonQ>rV hUmco. ""J Vo ~hVoH$ AmO amt qH$dm Cm gH$mit oVrc Va!''
""r oV| hm! wc Oodmcm ~gct AmhoV, emi|V OmM Amho hUyZ.'' H$immder
KamV diyZ, OmVm OmVm ~m~mZm hUmcr, ""Vwhmcm Mhm Mmcoc Zm?''
""Mhm@?'' ~m~m gwYracm KoD$Z Imct ~R>H$sda ~gV hUmco, ""MhmMr AmVm Oar
Zmht, H$io! mP gJi AmQ>nyZM r mQw>mhZ {ZKmcm|. Vohm - OodU Pmc AgocZm?
AmVm EH$X OodmcmM ~gy, Pmc!'' ""hmo, nU..'' H$immder WmoS>rer KwQ>iyZ C^r am{hcr. ~m~mZm AmdS>Umam EImXm
Var nXmW KmBKmBZ| H$amdm, Aer {VMr BN>m hmoVr.
""ZH$mo! - Vy Om'' {Vm KwQ>imVrc ^md AmoiIyZ ~m~m nwT>| hUmco,
""OodUmcm WmoS>m Cera Pmcm Var Mmcoc! VmonV cm gwYra~amo~a Iyn Jnm mamm
AmhoV! - hmoZm ao gwYra? - Vy Om H$io, Vwm H$mmcm! - ''
gwYra mm Oam OmV Odi gaH$cm; H$immderZ| XmoKmH$S>ohr gm hm H$$Z
nm{hco Am{U Vr KamVyZ {ZKyZ Jocr.
: 637 :
~m~m EH$mEH$s $ma {XdgmZr AmnmH$S>o Amco; Vo AmVmM hUmco, "^oQ>co hmoVo, Vo AmO
gmH$mir oVrc qH$dm Cm? hr gmar ^mZJS> Amho Var H$m? - '
Agm {dMmamVM H$immderZ| wcmMr OodU| gndcr; wc| emi|V Jomda, ~m~mZm
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hmVnm YwmgmR>t H$moQ> nmUr KoD$Z Vr ~mhoa Amcr.
gwYram d ~m~mm chmZ moR>m {dfmda Jnm MmcmM hmom! - Am{U mV,
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H$immdercm Amcocr nmhmVmM, gwYra CR>cm d YmdV YmdV {VOOdi OmD$Z hUmcm,
""AmB, Vwcm {dmZ H$g {$aV R>mD$H$ Amho? ~m~mZr gmJVc cm AmVm! - ''
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gOmdUrm damZ| hUmcr, ""{dmZ H$g MmcV V| J! AmYt Amnm ~m~mZm hmVnm
nwgmcm Q>mdoc AmUyZ Xo nmh.''
: 638 :
hmVnm nwgV ~m~m nmQ>mda oD$Z ~gco. nmZmOdi {Mmh{V KmVmda S>moimZm nmUr
cmdyZ, Vo H$immderH$S>o da nmhZ hUmco, "h:! H$m@?' Am{U Vo nwhm EH$ XmoZ Kmg KoV
H$mht nwQ>nwQ>V jU^a wY am{hco.
H$immdercm H$m ~mocmd| V| gwMoZm! chmZnUt Vr ~m~mm AmJmImmda Ioicr hmoVr, mm~amo~a AKinKi ~moccr
hmoVr; AJXt {VM| c Pmmda[h, W W, mm~amo~a Vg|M ZmoH$i| ~mocmdmg,
{Vcm cmO dmQ>V Zgo! nU AmVm Vr moR>r Pmcr d Amnm ggmamV Jwaw$Q>cr; m O~m~Xmarwi|
gmh{OH$M - Am{U Vg| nm{hc| Va OmZH$sH$mHy$m dm^mdmwi|{h - {VMm mhoadmg Am{U
~m~mMm ghdmg AWmVM H$r Pmcm - Vmo Xamdcm hmoVm! mwi|M, nydumU| ~m~mOdi
AJXr moH$im ZmZ| gma| H$mht ~mocmdo, Ag| H$immdercm AmV dmQ>V hmoV|o; Var ~mhoa
cmO dmQ>V hmoVr! - V| Y ZhV|!
H$immdercm Jn nmhZ, J ~m~mM eodQ>t, n{hcm ^mV gn{dVm gn{dVm hUmco,
""AJ, ^mD$ Amco KmBKmBZ| XmoZ {Xdgmnydu Am{U cm hUmco, "Vwhr gma H$am!' - mMr
$maM BN>m {Xgmda, hQ>b AmVm doi KmcdmV AW Zmht! WmoS>m Ae$ Pmcmo Amho r
AcrH$S>o!..nU Jocmo VgmM H$mUcm nadm! Mcm! - IQ>nQ> Ho$mgmaI Oc eodQ>t!! ~a
Pmc!''
~mocVm ~mocVm ~m~m |M Wm~co; nU H$immdercm W H$mhtM gOoZm, ""Oc?
..Oc H$m? - ''
: 639 :
BVmV, ~m~mM nwT>| hUmco, ""W ~aM AS>dc mZr! - nU JhW nS>cm mm
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mm nhmmVcr. ^mD$Zt mmH$S>o {Q>nU dJao H$mht {Xc ZhV - ''
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~m~m hiyhiy ~mocV hmoVo. H$em{dft h| Z$s mhrV Zgmwi|, H$immder YS>YS>m
N>mVrZ| {VH$S>o cj XoV hmoVr. nU eodQ>t, ~m~mm Vm|Sy>Z "{Q>nU' hm eX ~mhoa nS>mda,
{Vcm WmoS>mM doimnydu Q>o~cmda nm{hcoc| n{H$mM| nwS>H|$ AmR>dco! Am{U J EH$X ~amMgm CcJS>m hmoD$Z, {Vm ZmV {dMma Amcm, ""hUOo JYmM
c R>ac, H$s H$m? Am{U mVc Amnmcm Oamgwm H$g R>mD$H$ Zmht'' - nwT>cm {I
{dMma {Vm ZmV omnydu, ~m~m nwhm ~mocy cmJcoo,
""nU n{Ho$M| H$mht H$maUM nS>c Zmht hUm! AcrH$S>cm $moQ>mo dJao ~mH$s gJi EH$Xm
ngV nS>mda, mm {dmgmZ|, mZ| cmJctM "hmo'[h hUyZ Q>mH$c - Vmo wcJm Amho
gmmdrg A>m{derMm; gmR> nmg> no nJma Amho dmQ>V! Vo KaMo{h Vgo ~ao AmhoV, h| Vwcm
R>mD$H$M Amho! - ~a Pmc Mcm! AmVm whV dJaom Jmo>r m, ^mD$, Vo Am{U Vwhr nmhZ
m!''
: 640 :
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H$m, H$io? {eH$cr AgVr JYm AmUIr EImX df {Q>H$ hmoBnV! - r gm{JVc V| gma
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""mPr BN>m? - ''
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^mD$M Am{U VwP, ~mocU Pmc Agoc Zm m{dfr? - ''
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gwH$mam gmoS>rV J{XV OS> AmdmOmZ| hUmcr, ""Zmhr, ~m~m! - Vwht AmO AmVm wm
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MwH$sMrM hmoVr Va! - ''
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- h| Amnm Amwmd$Z{h AmVm Amnmcm hiwhiw nQy> cmJc Amho! nU, Var Ho$di
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Zmht! Vohm V| AmVm VgM MmcmM d MmcdmM! - ''
: 642 :
KS>mimV VrZMo R>moHo$ nS>mda, ~m~m H$moMmd$Z CR>co. H$immder H$mht Var dmMV
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: 643 :
mm m eXmwio, H$immdercm Amnm ~{hUrMr EH$X AmR>dU hmoD$Z, Vr{h
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Vmo gwIr Agcm hUOo Pmc! - ''
: 644 :
m{dft AmUIt nwH$i {dMmamd|, Ag| H$immdercm dmQ>V hmoVo. nU mwio ~m~mZm
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: 645 :
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Jim^m|dVmcm Amnm CnamZ| hiyM Amnco S>moio nwgco! : 647 :
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~m~m@ - ''
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H$immderMm mJr OrdZnW, mcm {l ^md^mdZmZr {daJwim XoV hmoVm : 649 :
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O^a AgM ApWa ahmUma!..nU h| AgM MmcmM!'' : 651 :
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hVo!..oM AmngyH$ ~mocV hVo mmnmet - ''
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gmm Jmo>r? - ''
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AU A{Ve X:ImZ| Aly T>mirV hmoVm. nU mcm H$m ~mocmd|, H$amd|, V|M gOoZm!: 685 :
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H$immderm hXmMm AmdmO mZ| EoH$cm! - Vmo XMHy$Z CR>cm d {VH$S>o Ymdy cmJcm : 692 :
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: 701 :
Vmo Kat naVmdaM|, ~m~mZt dV:Mo X:I Amd$Z Ho$coc| mM| dmJV, mZVaMo gmao
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hmoD$Z MmcVm MmcVm, YyZM mJ| diyZ, ~m~mm VmQ>rdarc H$codamH$S>o nm{hc|! : 702 :
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Vo OUy, mmH$S>o dgc ZOaoZ| hgyZ nhmVm nhmVm, EH$X Pm|nco AmhoV, AgmM AUcm
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hmV X:ImZ| H$m|XmQ>com Amnm N>mVrda R>odcm! : 703 :
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AUcm AmR>dV hmoV|! : 704 :
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