you by my side The day you die, And leave me forever It feels Like it happened yesterday All those bad memories just Still stuck inside of me Being a dark shadow that always snares Me with endless pain This loneliness Guides me to end my life Thats always limp and fragile without you Here I am in front of your broken grave With a gun in my right hand prepare to finish All this guilty feelings ( Reff ) Please dont leave me alone, Im so desperate and broken The only thing that appears in my head Just to suicide away This gun fully loaded ( full with bullets), Just like they wish for me A wish that gonna make me see you again In heaven