Blinded by the Light

My self-taught theological learning extends back some 34 years to the time of my conversion and more serious than most (not in professional environs). Being self-taught has allowed me a certain liberty to pick and choose of the resources I would be receptive of. This, I believe, has afforded greater latitude to the Spirit as I am led. As might be expected, early learning experiences were more highly influenced by those I associated with, looking to them as spiritual guides. But I was always the one to assess the content and come to my own conclusions. This freedom has at times resulted in a tension in relationships and eventual parting of ways - some more vehement than others. What seems to be a pattern is - finding fellowship with a group of believers based on a perceived common shared faith and experience - my own progressive relationship to God engages me in a question, that, as it is explored and considered, results in a newer, broader, but at the same time more perfect understanding of God, the Person of Christ, the Spirit, the Kingdom, etc. and so on. This leads to the tension in relationships - not outwardly - but internally - in me. My relation with my brothers in Christ is thwarted, as I no longer perceive Spiritual things in the same sense, as was originally entered into the relationship. I feel no longer bound to perpetuate a religious status quo and mission as was the foundation of our reason for fellowship. This situation is only exasperated by the elevation of Spiritual authorities (I use the term loosely) who are granted position as a result of their ability to maneuver the religious socio-political environ, Or have developed their approved theology to the satisfaction and impression of the powers that be. I recently did a short series of blogs on Hermeneutical rules for interpreting scriptures. Dealing with positive and negative aspects (Im not sure Im really done yet). Looking at the subject, as well as the writings of others, has prompted other questions and considerations. The Kingdom of God (Heaven) is at hand. The Kingdom of God (Heaven) is within you. Throughout the Bible - plain - common earthly experiences were (are) used to express deeper - spiritual truth and reality. Earthly common expressions were used metaphorically - simply because there was not a language, or categories of language available to communicate the depths of the truth expressed. Jesus continued this tradition in parables - with meanings both clear and hidden. In our Evangelical zeal to interpret the Scriptures in as literal a way possible, have we blinded ourselves to what Jesus was saying for the sake of a literal absolute - that doesnt exist? Has literalism become our idol? And as a result barred the door to the Kingdom that already is within? Are we Blinded by the Light?

Me thinks, maybe - more than we thinks.

*************************** I am considering posting this, but I do respect the opinions of other explorers - and if Ive missed something, Id like to get feedback on it. I appreciate your time and thoughts Bless you both Bob