.Memoriesareflashing beforemyeyesandIfeltthebloodflowingoutofmybody.Thentherewaslight,sobrightthatifmy skincanseeitwillgoblind!ThereIsawthegatesofheaven,yesIamcertainitsheaven!Thekeeper askedme,Doyouforgiveyourrelatives?Iaskedhimtorepeatthequestion.Behonest!headded.I thinkIshouldlie.WhywouldGodletinapersonwhodoesntforgiveothers?Iansweredproudly,Yes! Whydidyouliemyson?saidGod.Icanseeyourhatredatthebackofyoureyes.Youwanttocome backtoearthandbringyourrelativesdownanddragthemtohell.Iwasastonishedforheknowswhat Imthinking.Hebanishedmeandpushedmedowntohell.Ifeltanenormouspalmanditwassuddenly arollercoasterride.Upanddown,lefttoright!ThelowerIget,thetruerthepaingets.Icanfeelthefire burningmysoulandshreddingmyskinandhairoutofme.BOOM!Iblastedthelandoutoftheearthof hell. Iwokeupandthegatesweremadeupoffleshandcrystals.Isawmyreflectionanditishorrifying!My skinwaspeeledandmyeyesarered!Allofmyhairwasgone.Itumbleddownandcrippleddowntomy tears. ThenIheardlaughter,fullofhungerforsouls.Itwasthedemon,byhislookshewasreadytostruckme down.ThetattooonhisbodysymbolizesthekillingofChrist,aninvertedcrucifix.Ithinkthedemon prosecutesthefaithful.Thedemonsaidforcefully,HAHA!Youthinkyoucantricktheoldman,dont you?Hesafoolandweakling!HemadeawrongdecisionnotlettingyouintoheavenHecontinuedto cursethenameofGodandblasphemeduptothreedaysandtriedtobrainwashmyfaith.Andanother weekfulloftortureandpain.