I felt like my mind melted and all this stuff poured out.Half of it is nonsense and half of it is deeply meant ****
The shipwreck of mistaken ideals. Disillusionment. As opposed to Delusionment. Dissolving Illusions.Dogmatism & naivety Curled fist frustration I'm only one small man Lack of naivety Finitude Torn from inside like the Scarab Beetle on the Tomb Aging out of ignorance (aiming to?) Love does not offer ABSOLUTE security -
ASSUME
Philosophy Pointless?
deep seated answers Suspect Nullify stagnate too safe too secure insecure too Don't understand I ?
Neutered
Neutralized
Your logic
Your prisoner
Your Master
Filtration
Flirting
Alcohol
Friday
Then
REMember
You're
Facing WEST
Talk Pray
Preach
Absurdity
No need to say it
WHY WHY
DECON
CONSTRUCT CREATin
CREATif
Meaningful misery moroseness overflown seen from outside outside outside the inside of the the the centre of the edge of the corner Individual trendy differently labelled OthER No like X as X but Not X X2 but Not X Not even Y
TOO
Reality as fiction
sense or sensitivity under the river there is only the bed dirt and stones 3rd wall or no wall surrealism or satire Will you read this Will you care The river is what it's become to be stare will you disfigure me by the stop and
what is rhyme
what is poetry
what is 'IS'
adapt change conform reform inform deform thought storm windowless humour logically no escape seperation anxiety wire and cable friendship distorted pool our face is drowing in muddied by technologies omnipresent paradoxical presence omnibenevolent rage rage on the page
what
is
> I <
and
where does it
LIE
DO Nah
You know?