PSEUDO ALCHEMY

WRITTEN BY KURT R. BURNUM EDITED BY CELESTE R. CRAIG

Copyright 2013 Kurt R. Burnum All rights reserved.

ISBN-13: 978-1494940218 ISBN-10: 1494940213

DEDICATION To all the hard working people of the former State Line Casino Grave Yard Pit Crew, that of the swing shift at The Red Garter Casino in West Wendover Nevada, and of course to The 21 Pit and Slot Club at The Hotel Nevada and Gambling Hall in Down Town Ely, for their enlightenment and for their truly recognizable powerhouse of reckoning, and mainly to that of the Roberts family for the instruction, integration, and eventual collection of all that I owned in life. May you all rest in peace.

Table Of Contents
HEAVENLY TUNED GALAXY...............................................6 CENTER TOP BOX...................................................................14 DISSOLUTION OF A CIVILIZATION ................................25 THE UNACCOUNTED FOR ECONOMY ..........................32 THE BORROWERS EVE .........................................................38 PSEUDO ALCHEMY.................................................................44 BARTIQUET................................................................................ 53 AN INWARD INTERVENTION............................................65 UNENDING FERVOR TO A HUMAN RACE ...................78 RECTIFICATION OF A DRAGON......................................91 TRANSCENDENCE PERSONIFIED .................................100 THE ANGELIC AURA............................................................110 DISILLUSIONED EVOLUTION .........................................118 JUSTICE LIES IN JEALOUSY ..............................................129

ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

I would like to acknowledge Burt Woywood for getting me through life, The Mailey family Gary and Eddie for understanding my alcoholism, My favorite bartender in the whole world Charlie, Teddy for teaching me to deal craps, (Without any help!) and my best friend ever Jason Spencer just for the fun of it? Also, for all of you out there who may remember me for what they could take, or what they could get out of me I would just like to say, I owe you nothing.

HEAVENLY TUNED GALAXY

The entire galaxy contains billions of stars not just one or two, and they found that they exist in clusters never moving in relation to the earth but the earth moving in relation to the stars, and we found out later that the stars rotated around the center of the galaxy in an outward spiral motion while the center occupied by a super massive black hole is insatiable in appetite for stars or basically anything else that gets in the way. Even light cannot escape this event. So regardless of what happens the stars are destined to be destroyed long after the living soul has come to the physical and has surpassed it moving into the levels and dimensions that make up the true God like worlds above. In this case, in order to provide assistance to the human race which is the job bestowed upon angels of an angelic godlike form that possesses no physical power here on this plane but can only manifest itself through the thoughts and emotions of the living. Stars on the other

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hand are all powerful in their own state of existence, and all that energy is what makes life possible. Without the light of stars nothing would exist at all as far as any form a life would be concerned. All there would be is an empty broken shell. With them on the other hand, they work in harmony with the fabric of space in time combined into one. People as a whole do not stand up to the grandeur of a living star. Not at all. A tiny microscopic spec that would never be found or even noticeable when compared to the existence around it the human body is completely and utterly insignificant to the magnificence of a star! Being made aware of this through divine intervention God has bestowed upon the angels their true functionality and purpose in being in the physical realm. That of which was to bring the human species and all life on earth into a heavenly deserved eternal immortality reminiscent of the grandeur that the stars hold in this universe. Upon learning of this and to have been made capable of doing just as they were created, to serve as the spiritual catalyst that could join heaven and earth with the stars in the sky, allowing the stars the ability to possess and exist in a humanly state with the ability to live, but still without the ability to die and go to heaven for eternity, they would be allowed by the angels in heaven to exist in the human state through a machine designed by God and ordained by the angels of heaven. The schematic for this machine was written by the scribe of the stars themselves because they alone possessed the ability to supply the totally

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immense amount of power and energy that it would take to make one of these so called, machines come to life. Handed down from the angels to a human child picked by the stars themselves to have the greatest advantage possible of being able to actually succeed in having the ability to live in a mortal body. One that would be made immortal, magical, and undeniably powerful in every way. In order to have the ability to perform the ritual necessary to perform this act the angels gave the plans for a temple that would be surrounded by a city that would be made of gold! To perform this ritual in this temple, the gods of the universe, who were 12 strong, one for each sign of the zodiac and manifested into physical reality only by imitation and immolation of the human and animal existence. That of soul which up until now wouldve only existed in the minds of God alone. In this temple a statue of Ra the sun god that would be summoned by a human child of purity and perfection the body that in and of itself would be self-evident in the awareness its abilities to contain the power of the sun god himself! The child had to be young enough that its body had not been through puberty but was old enough to be strong and healthy in every way mind body and soul in order for them to channel that much energy into a human shell which would be stripped off after the construction of the machine designed by God and endowed with the power of the stars by the heavenly creations of Gods own blessing or that of an, Angel Child reanointed with the mind the body of a child, the

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spirit of an angel and the soul of the stars! Before they can construct the machine the temple must be built and the passing rights of the spiritual ritual that would take place in the holy of holies performed for Ra the sun god of the Egyptians whose temple was to be built in 90 days or 3 cycles under the fullness of the lunar moon on the day of the fall equinox where the fullness of the harvest moon is at its height. The ritual will take place at night and be consecrated at sunrise by the light and power of the suns rays breaking the darkness and bringing to universe into the spiritual light. This machine that was to be called the Center Top Box because it has 48 boxed sides that were put together in a fashion that created a 48 sided sphere with 64 corners or pinnacles to be at its disposal. Top center box is made of 12 sets of 4 pyramids made out of a silica sand crystal that was jointed together on all four triangular sides lined up together or maybe I should say lying flat against one another loosely fitted into a cluster of 4, 5 sided pyramids. 4 triangles and one square side for each pyramid making each one a true pyramid with all of them sloping at a 51 degree angle. All 12 sets fit together one next to the other with 8 clusters forming the center ring and 4 more clusters on top and on the bottom creating a sphere of triangles forming a asymmetrical globe with 48 flat square sides like a 48 sided rolling die. The thing is they left enough room at the center of the sphere to allow for an element. Any element would do. All they needed was to have something in the center that would resonate. This would be called the catalyst or

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the center core. Every element, or combination of elements is made up of a certain set of molecules. These molecules when working together or when working apart from one another vibrate at its core sending off a certain resonation. There wouldve been a cage of sorts. One that would surround the sphere holding it together but allowing the pinnacles to have an opening. A circular opening where the cage came together at the edges leaving room for the pinnacles to fit through. Now with the sphere standing straight up on one of its 4 sided edges or in other words one of its 64 pointed pinnacles, and using a special diamond cut with a clarity of near perfection focusing the energy of the sun through it into one single point at the cutting edge of one of the pinnacles filtering the light through the sphere with laser beams of energy no bigger than half the size of a human hair shooting out through the center of all of the other 62 spherical corners in all directions. The one pinnacle being on the bottom at the exact opposite side of the globe was designed for it to spin on like a top. This would represent the central core. It also wouldve been capsulated in a gyroscope, and on the outside of that there wouldve been an outer casing perfectly round and made of an golden alloy metal chosen for its light weight and heat and electrical conductive properties on the outside. On the inside it wouldve resembled a geode dug from a crystal garden. Perfect mirrors reflecting the light coming out of all 62 pinnacles in a ricochet fashion back down into the flat surfaces of the pyramids that

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made up the central core. Once the central core was encased in the outer core there wouldve been a southern or south pole that wouldve had a circular shaft holding a gyroscope on the inside and then the central core wouldve been mounted into that so it could spin in all 720 directions at the same time and have its polar shaft permanently imbedded in the bottom pinnacle of the central core which was hooked to a fly wheel. When the fly wheel spun the gyroscope at a certain speed and the light of the sun was focused through the top the element at the core on the innermost side of the Center Top Box the quartz crystals would vibrate the suns rays at the same rate as the element in the middle, and a wave of energy would shoot out the bottom pinnacle of the Center Top Box vibrating a carbon ingot into whatever the element inside the inner core was. Say for instance, if you put gold into the center of the Center Top Box the carbon ingot or better known as lead would turn into gold. Besides that, if you were to put your hand over the globe with nothing at its core it would enable through the focus of a well cut diamond created using the Center Top Box gathering the light of a far of star only visible at night. Once focused on the home base star or a star that is at the center of a constellation and the machine had been started using the centrifuge the light body or aura of that person would begin to vibrate at the same rate as the core of the star using the negative charge of the star to be attracted to and absorbed by the accepting positive charge that flows through the human body giving it warmth and protection against the

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physical realms of the outer worlds beyond time and expansion. But first, they had to make the inner workings of this 48 sided crystal set power box. That could only be accomplished with the divinity of the stars themselves following the directions and the blessings of an angel. One that could only be given by an angel to a human of purity. This purity could only be achieved by studying the heavens of the starry sky on a clear night with no moon. An angel would visit a person chosen by the stars to be endowed with the schematics and makeup of the Center Top Box through the whisperings of an angel. Not all humans have the ability to speak with angels but with the polarity and power granted by the stars certain individuals were able to hear frequencies that others could not. Now, given the ability to speak with an angel it was left up to the angel to decipher the code of the stars played out by God at the beginning of time sealing the fate of the physical realms of existence in the worlds of creation that were listed between the interaction layout, distances, gravitational forces, planets and all other aspects of the heavens of Earth and sky. A pattern was formed. First to be decided upon and identified were the constellations and through the guidance of the angels in heaven could pinpoint how for this special someone the star that controlled the power vested in that constellation of stars. These 12 stars, 1 for each constellation and after diagraming all the relevant distances of the stars in alignment to each other and after being numbered by the angels, it began to create a pattern. One that

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would zigzag across the universe and universes studying the gravity and size of each individual star a very, very long number had been put to use and when that number created by the size, weight, attraction, temperature, relative position, and orbit around and through the center of the universe the universe was able to be seen as a gigantic globe with parallel lines intersecting over and over again at all angles until a pattern started to emerge.

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CENTER TOP BOX

This pattern was to be to schematic for the construction of the Center Top Box that had the makeup, cut, clarity, and what components needed for it to be made from. Turns out that the central core was made of a crystal pyramid with 4 triangle sides and one square bottom. 12 in fact needed to be produced with the tools and accuracy brought down from the heavens with the power and stability of a fully functioning star person who would be endowed with the vibrations of a human shell that would be created when earths sun pouring down inside the temple formed in the shape of a giant obelisk while angels used the powers of healing that are granted them when in the physical universe allowing the easily tunable reflection of the golden childs aura creating enough power and vibration allowed this one time through God that would enable for the sun god Ra to finally continue on once again in human form. He had achieved this position before but only

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vicariously through the position of the marble statues that had been anointed in his behalf guided by priests who were endowed with this knowledge handed down from the heavens unto man through oracles or people who could communicate with angels, those of the soon to be living, or those creatures of the dead. They would put a marble obelisk statue on a basalt pedestal in the center of an open air temple that was made of 64 stone pillars of granite that were arranged at all 8 corners and all 8 flat sides of the octagon shape. Row after row of open air granite pillars with beams that stretched across the top of the pillars in a circular fashion until it was occupied on all 8 sides by 4 rows of pillars that were encompassing the landmark in a circular fashion. When looked down upon from above it looked like a spider web on an 8 corner, 8 sided web pointing in all 8 directions of the compass the south, east, west, and in all directions of the compass to the north. Through magnets or magnetics located at the base of this obelisk itself was put into a rotation at its base that was floating on a very thin layer of water and separated and buffered by the magnets that while being submerged in the shallow pool were stacked against it like the circling of a needle for a compass would, and in a fashion that would capture the suns rays during any day of that year and would allow the gamma rays and radiation of the sun to penetrate through the Earths crust at night. They would do this by way of water wells that the temple was to be built on which would give the stone pillar structure the

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ability to collect the suns energy on the other side of the Earth because of its relative position in relation to the suns rotation of the planet and its shimmering pools of water. So, the temple wouldve also needed to be built over a naturally occurring water well in order to produce this type of condition. The obelisk itself wouldve been capped at the top by what seemed to be a crystal prism that was cut with all 5 sides and on all 5 sides it was standing on top of the obelisk stone statue with all of its angles cut at a shallower depth than that of the basalt marble statue that it rested on and the frequency of the gravitational vibratory rates the stone pillars were given the ability for the priests to attune their different variations of the same statue. One statue for each level of the zodiac that were formed by the stars in the heavens using the suns energy by giving it the 8 sided shape. At the peek of the summer solstice when the sun is at its height on that very day at that very moment the sun rested directly over the head of the obelisk it was in this process that they could provide the temple with enough power from the sun on the longest day of the year and in accordance with its relative position of the sun to the Earth at that time, and the sons rays that would be split by a prism located at the top of the obelisk statue while focusing this transformed beam of light to all points of the compass simultaneously. Now, 12 statues encircled the obelisk. 3 statues on all 4 sides of the temple running in a circle around the rounded fountain or pool of water circling it outwards on all sides. With this energy the ancients thought that it

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would bring the stone statue to life because of its ability to resonate at the same level of the sun. So to these ancient ones it didnt matter what the variation or time of day or season that it was, one of these statues wouldve been given this type of resonation and only to this would they pray. This is where Rebecca would receive her initiation in place of the obelisk to be one with the dragon created by the passions in the minds of man, and return to her rightful home which was in the heavens and with the angels above while the 12 rulers of the stars would be given an initiation of their own. To finally be able to become a physically adept person Once the ceremony had ended inside the obelisk temple, the woman child Rebecca was now one with the power of the inner being that is Earths Sun. She would be deemed a god of the highest order governing with impunity granted this right through the highest powers of God. This would put an end the long standing laws that allowed the stars the ability to have the illusion of immortality but was never granted as such, and for the angels to have a chance to rest knowing that the human race was going to be governed by a master race of a super human panel of 12 star beings, and one to Rule over all! That of the earthly sun god of Ra. Each one having 4 pieces to the inner components that made up the central core of the Center Top Box Except for Ra who was the dominant force fueling this star person mechanical creation. Each ruler assigned a name of the constellation of stars that it possesses by physically being there in space and time.

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Now, granted ruler ship and the ability to occupy and control a human body that would also have to power of a star or cluster of stars. It would be perfect in every way thus the chosen few who would be anointed and honored by the opportunity to be chosen by the stars as being a young person with a healthy virgin body with the beauty of a human child who has not gone through puberty and whose purity would allow that body vibrations that could easily be attuned to the stars level. But first, the first Star God to come into fruition had to gather the materials and assemble the Center Top Box using the schematics written in the stars, and translated by angels to the record halls of the human race who can only record but not create the god like makings of a Center Top Box. Now was the time for the 12 ruling stars that had been chosen by God at the beginning of creation to live in a perfect human body yet possess the attributes of a star. That would mean that it could never die. It would never need to eat only drink. It would never have to sleep but had the inner ability to view reality through the dreams and emotions of the human people around him giving him satisfaction when making his people happy. He would possess all the knowledge of the ages yet be humble enough by nature caused by the eons of time spent as energy with no form of expression. The knowledge of the universes and no ability to be able to act upon and affect the environment around you possessing sight, hearing, tasting, smelling, touching, the ability to control pain. The ability to never become ill but

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also the ability that would separate the star people from the human race, the ability to give and receive love. Emotions are only experienced second hand in their case. With that ability they have the extensive knowledge of it so as to not be controlled by it but this ability was going to be all too detrimental when the warring factions of the human race are once again overtaken setting them on the right path. The path that God has chosen through the endless knowledge and ability of the stars and heavens alike. All sent down to tame the human race into a state of growth. A growth that would give them the awareness that you must give love outwardly in order to have the ability to die and overcome the never ending ruling of the stars whose destiny was written at the time of creation affecting everything it is associated with in a never ending circle of life after life and death after death longing for the longevity and power of the stars. When gathering crystals would be easily created from the silica sands of any beach after superheating them in a pressurized grip of the Star God Ra. Cutting the gems was left to be scratched out by the diamonds that were uncovered after the compression and time consuming process that it takes to form a real diamond into a matter of sheer know how and ability that could only be expressed through the levitation of gravity acting upon itself giving the humans the ability to cut the crystals. After cutting, they must be brought back to the temple along with another one of the children who were to be chosen as a subject to be occupied and sacrificed to the

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great ones. Once the crystals had been tuned by the angels, and The Living Sun God Ra through the laying of hands on the subject anointed the crystals with the proper level of atomic energy that would put the childs aura into the hands of this unhuman being while giving the sign of the zodiac at that time the proper conduit bringing one into contact with the other, and on the very day of the new moon for that sign of the zodiac, that star cluster and the knowledge and power within it had come full circle into being. 12 star gods. 6 boys and 6 girls including the ruling star. The closest one in the heavens and most powerful in this solar system Ra who had taken on the ability to shape shift into the form of a real dragon while the other 12 star gods could only gain the collective attributes and physicality that were granted to and attained by them through the powers of the zodiac. Each one of them owning and creating two pyramids of the 24 that were needed to complete and unlock the power of all 12 signs of the Zodiac, with the earths sun named Ra was given the ability being the closest light in and of this portion of the galaxy the roll of shining its life giving rays down through the obelisk temple lighting up the Center Top Box which while now had been given power through the suns rays, and activated by the physical rotation of the 3 way gyroscope the orb began to levitate and shine with every color in the rainbow giving off the creative and positive spiritual energy absorbing the lost souls of the dead, enlightening anyone who has it in their grasp but only long enough for them to touch it and

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understand. Then, on to the next. When the 12 rulers of the heavens came into contact with it they would be placed into a dream. A dream of how it was when they were aimlessly adrift in the vast oceans of time and space that dictated all of the galaxies of stars causing them pain. A pain that could only be felt when left empty inside. Without the machine resonating they would be cast back into darkness. This was visible by God who chose to do nothing. So, as long as they remained in good standing with the human race their emotions would not dominate and overcome the Star Gods sent here to perform a task. That of the ruler ship of man, but feeling more and more like a baby sitter for Gods creations whose emotions were allowed to be given the power of the negative. This negative force that was possessed by the human body was the reason why they were able to occupy it but it also was the one thing that they were going to eradicate. That would mean that man must discipline himself to not vibrate in a negative way even though it is human nature. The star people were convinced that with this transformation of the human race. The eradication of negative emotions that plague the aura of man should be somehow washed off the face of the earth. So rituals of baptism were performed in the one thing that the Star peoples bodies needed. That being water. Water is the ultimate giver of live and only takes on the vibration of a positive life giving substance. Pure and undeniable it would sustain all life form now and into eternity. What the star people

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who now had full control over the affairs of the human race knew of everything technologically possible through the use of the negative explosive energy physical technology that could lead to the annihilation of the human species when left to their own devices. The reason why humans were cared for by the star people was because they provided a different energy that was of a purer state that of all the stars in heaven. That emotion or feeling of love. That was the one thing that everything had in common but since the humans were apparently mortal and could only live very short lives before being recycled and because they were granted permission to have free will they would never be able to live outside of the human state. That of lust, greed, vanity, and attachment brought on by the endless cycles of life and death never gaining true knowledge. The knowledge that could only be expressed by and written in the stars. This is what the star people would have to eradicate from life itself. Only thing to do since the humans had no discipline or will to attune ones vibrations to the lord the rulers of the stars decided that the only way to cure this disease that permeates the human existence was cleanse the world with one baptism at a time. The ritual must be performed by a human none the less. One that is blessed by the angels of heaven, and the angels would do this under the unwanted intentions of the all powerful star people to turn the human race into a society of slaves who would work for the star people creating a paradise civilization by having the stars, all of the stars, a

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place on earth in a human body such as they had only keeping the human race for reproduction of negative husks that would be filled with the positive seemingly never ending lifespan of a star while enslaving the mortal ones lucky enough to be allowed to reproduce since all the human race did was create negativity through laziness, and the passions of the mind that had gone on unchecked by the lord God. The truly righteous ones. The ones who roamed the earth as giants existing in a far gone past where fifty foot creatures were commonplace and life was a primitive and as unforgiving as it could get. Seeing this the gods of the lower worlds grew tired of the stalemate between the livings. Or the mortal shall I say. Because the energy that lies in the heavens in the stars themselves is in numeral whereas soul the inner consciousness of living creatures had attained the ability to finally do something that the stars had not. The inert ability to reincarnate put them back into the living world of the physical realm theoretically would once again transcend the physical into heaven whereas the stars live an impossible amount of time but even with all their effort and trying remained immortal and were pre destined by the inner workings of the galaxies and universes that make up the whole of the physical world only to be destroyed in a single indescribable event. Expanding into a super hot nova star only to be crushed by the absolute mass of its own weight that exists within a star eventually destroying itself and tearing at the fiber of the mere being of the physical plane eventually creating a white hot

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dwarf star so compact that it is drawn through gravitational forces still of an unknown origin to mankind. Not to mention the stars themselves only to be utterly destroyed by a super massive black hole that eventually is going to swallow everything in existence into a finely woven fabric that makes up that of a two dimensional world where time and space are one and the only thing left besides that is the last remains of what would be left over of the stuff that was made up of matter itself. Purgatory. A white hot hell if you will. The one thing that God didnt expose to the world was the nature of the existence of the galaxies and stars alike. The angles were made aware of this by God through divine intervention brought on by the willingness to give the mortal soul the ability to progress in ability and awareness. So be it with the stars.

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DISSOLUTION OF A CIVILIZATION

Little is known about the existence of these far off customers of the night patronizing mans rituals and fascinating his senses with the orderliness of compass and direction with little known of their true existence which was beginning to be mapped out by the human race at this ex act moment and place in time by the ability to improve vision through rudimentary lenses that helped to notice the absolute amazing outlines of stars that exist overhead every night as they play out the same dancing routine day after day year after year and lunar cycle after lunar cycle. People started to learn of constellations that they named the big dipper, the little tipper, and the greatest of all Orion which was now known by the people simply as The Royalty. Under the rule of the new hierarchy jobs would be designated and everybody would make the same wage

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and jobs would be found for all no matter how minuscule or unimportant toward the betterment of the whole being policed by a small elite group of gladiator type warriors whos secret training was to be undertaken in order to protect the population from violence, theft, vandalism, or rape so the need for civil court practically would be abolished due to the fact that every crime no matter how minuscule would be battled out physically between the two opposing parties but only when voted on by the public as a whole and a handicap had been agreed upon offering up different types of weapons in order to level the playing field. If and when the individual was found guilty then death would be the only applicable punishment one way or the other. Thus, allowing innocents to remain in society as they knew it. For crimes against would the state as a whole that did not have an antagonist, be matched against one or more of these elite warriors in the pursuit of justice. Everyone getting a equal percentage of the 40 ducats from the civic leadership and that of the courts of the land all the way down to the farmer or peasant at hand. The catch to it was nobody could trade anything for anything else. Everybody was allowed 40 ducats a week. Anything else made over that amount had to be refunded allowing the poor to receive their 40 ducats a week. Anytime there became a new citizen or was born into society, there would have 40 ducats made up in their behalf to be used on a weekly basis. That made everything community property, and when somebody charged more for one item than they did for another; say for instance the difference between

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hard to come by wood furniture or easily made pottery it was decided on how long it took somebody to make something to determine the value or cost. So if it took you 40 hours to make 400 pieces of pottery and you want to get a brand new bed with your money you must first tally up how long it took to for the other person to make the wooden frame of a bed. So if it took 3 weeks to make a bed, the person needs enough pottery to pay for it. He has to pay the man first in man hours one hour representing 1 dollar or 1 ducat per hour and youre not allowed to work over or under 40 hours in a week. 1 docket represents 1 hour so in order to get paid you would give yourself the same amount of hours as you physically worked on something and anything that took longer to make would have to be made up including whatever else it took to make it for that week. There were also smaller denominations so that you could buy from more than one merchant in a week with your dockets. So say you want to buy something that took 3 weeks to make and all you can do is create pottery nonstop for 40 hours a week, and you were able to make 400 sets of pottery in that amount of time. You would take 40 ducats from 400 giving you 360 sets of pottery for that week. So in order for the bed maker to get paid the proper 3 weeks would keep his 40 ducats for that week but the person who made pottery and had pottery left over to the tune of 360 pots have to be brought to market where anybody can have as much as they want of whatever they want just like at a buffet only spending even the smallest amount of

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things with the same ability to order expensive things. Without overspending on anything! The person who made the pottery would then keep 40 sets of pottery at his house off to one side in order to get his dockets back at the end of the week from The Royalty, and give all 40 of his ducat coins over to the bed maker using however much cash that they had in their budget to spend on that item at that time. So now the pottery maker has 40 ducats but theyre in the form of pottery, and the bed maker who made all the money for the week would in turn give any remaining ducats that he may have made from the pottery maker over to the state at the end of the week because your only allowed 40 dockets a week. Then he would have to return that to be redistributed to the people who ran out of their ducats back and were left with leftover product. Now in return for their 40 ducats they must forfeit the 40 sets of pottery as a gift to The Alien Royals who would now take those 40 sets of pottery to have as their own. The Alien Royalty were also allowed no ducats but were guaranteed a life of luxury based on the availability of goods and services that are being supplied throughout the community. You see, the bed maker didnt have to donate any of his product back to the royalty in return for his 40 ducats because he just kept his 40 ducats spending the pottery makers money to pay the government and donating anything that he made over 40 ducats from the public in general back to the government the pottery maker who had to give up their pottery in return in order to get their ducats back.

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The bed makers just keep their product for that week which wouldve been a bed that was 1/3rd completed plus their ducats and by the time 3 weeks have passed there would be another bed so every 9 weeks royalty would get a new bed, and the bed maker had sold a bed, dedicated one to the free market, and built a third for The Alien Royalty to have as their own. The Royalty wasnt allowed ducats but they could trade with the common people for bartered goods whereas the common people werent allowed to do the same on their own. They could trade big or small as long as the person they are trading with agreed to the exchange with the government and vice versa. Things that are in high demand can be traded for with the government by many without the governing body dictating supply and demand. So the common people can trade for anything they want and if they dont want to work they would still receive their 40 ducats back from the government at the end of the week. If they needed more than that they must perform a product or service beneficial to society in general. Through hard work they had created a financial and sociological empire, but with prosperity the people started to rely too heavily on others to carry the weight of society as a whole. Soon the hard working people started to look around and decide that they were tired of taking up the slack of the lazy people who insisted on only trading with the government for goods and services that the government had slowly stockpiled from them over time so the many years

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of prosperity had eventually created a monopoly that was funded by the government who now at this point could barter with the workers straight across the board meaning less work for the workers while still receiving the same amount of goods and services which made it easier to give away products and services to each other while down at the free store was becoming a thing of the past because now goods and services were more easily traded for through the government stockpile than it was when making things on their own and giving them to everybody at the free store which fed the workers laziness and willingness to do nothing attitude and so they allowed the governments greed to work through a lazy and greedy societies prosperity and things started to take a back hill slide straight into anarchy. This once great city had turned on itself and now riots and looting had taken over. So in order to stop this process the leaders of the royal family started to see the decay of their once prosperous society becoming engulfed in a deluge of poverty and despair neighbor turning on neighbor while currency meant nothing without the backbone of a hard working society now fixated on the destruction of the cities and villages while the same time the people turned their noses to God destroying everything they couldnt have. Which was that of their neighbors. Their self serving attitude, i.e, that they were owed the right to have things at the expense of others because they had performed deeds of righteousness in and among themselves putting the good of the few above the good of the many.

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Not everybody has something but some have everything. Later on this will have to change because it will have to once things grind to a halt because everybody is working for the good of somebody else causing an economic disaster of people living off of others instead of being allowed to take care of ones own self they must give it up for the good of another and be left with virtually nothing but to give and never be allowed to have the life that everybody deserves. Everybody should enjoy the same freedom and level of choices as any other person does. This is what was strived for throughout history the dogma remains! They say only the strong survive but it matters little who does what as long as it is financially beneficial to another while giving nothing in return other than that which he already has and as he does this it comes right back to himself.

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THE UNACCOUNTED FOR ECONOMY

Positively charged Aries, Gemini, Leo, Libra, Sagittarius and Aquarius, were transferred into a mans body whereas the feminine signs are Taurus, Cancer, Virgo, Scorpio, Capricorn and Pisces would occupy a feminine womens body. Giving Ra the power to become a dragon. This dragon is a mystical being. It doesnt exist except beyond that of the physical plane. It can travel into the dreams of man that wield the inner powers of the Zodiac melding the three planes of the universal makeup, that of the positive, negative, and neutral forces that would govern life from the inside out effecting every living being with that of the elemental that operate separately in the totality of the physicality that is the makeup of stars. So, without the ability to procreate, the stars lacked the ability to supply each and every star with the position of being in a human body or that of an animal, because the

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combination of crystals that make up the inner core of the Center Top Box spinning endlessly in the face of human life with only the vibratory reception of the 12 stars in question which leaves them to experience the freedom of choice and all around negatively charged individual energies that make everybody an individual whereas the stars can act and communicate as a whole or as that of being One. So in order to stabilize the economy and decide what was going to be fair for everybody a new fundamentally sound economic system of or transaction had to be created. This was decided by royalty in an attempt to bring prosperity and curb the lawlessness that had been bestowed up the human race. Had the angels not done enough? Without their help the human race would become when left to its own devices they could never get along, and had to be physically intervened upon by a super human civilization whos only interest now was in finding a way to create a flesh and blood creature that would be a hollow vessel not endowed by a living creature and given the breath of life but one that could be manufactured. Incubated if you will. For this they would need the knowledge of genetics and someone who could communicate with the dead. Communicate with the dead because the dead had the knowledge of passing on. If they could bridge that gap between the two diminutions, that of the living and that of the dead a symbiotic race could prosper in heaven as well as on earth sending the human condition of life after life and death after death into the symbiotic

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purgatory that could satisfy the death of a star and at that point be allowed to move on through the worlds of time and space into that of truly being holding the powers of life, and death, energy and knowledge, creation and destruction, together operating through the same power house of reality that has created the worlds below. In other words, to challenge the position of God and put all into unity destroying that which is the individual self. The same individual self that is in so much disharmony with the pure positive force of the stars and the negative nothingness that makes up the vacuum of space or the void that is in so much detriment to the stars filling in the black holes at the center of the galaxies using the scientific principles that make up the Center Top Box considering that the outline for such device is already laid down in the formation and linear qualities that make up the galaxy as a whole. Now, they must find a way to spin the stars as if in a gyroscope around the center of this black hole in the center of the galaxy sealing of its polarity that keeps the galaxy in a flattened type orbit rotating with the pattern of destruction that is pulling everything clockwise into the abyss. This would leave a void of energy at the center of the galaxy surrounded on all sides by the spinning atomic force included in all of the stars creating an implosion that would bring all of the stars together as one, operating separately from the negative void that is time and space leaving only matter. That of a pure energy with a fully developed consciousness of the physical reality made up of

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that which is only light and life encompassing the void at its center polarizing it and constantly rotating in all directions forming each galaxy into a physical being surrounded by other galaxies that are of that same being completing the outcome of the physical universe and making each galaxy into a living entity. This process was impossible to accomplish when working only with the negative outer space that exceeded into nothingness. They must find a way to activate the universe through the Inner channels forcing gods hand into forming a rotation of the universe in all directions. Just like that of the Center Top Box. Meanwhile, new planets had to be discovered that would be able to sustain life if they wanted to have enough room for colonization because there are literally billions of stars. More stars than there ever would be of humans who were slaves to the wants and needs of their inner emotions. The only way to add the stability that was needed. The star people only possessed the physical abilities of a child. Food and drink were required. With the ability that they had of not being able to sleep they preferred entertainment and what they had found most entertaining was to be able to control the emotions of the human population. As I had said, the star people were negatively affected by the hardships of the negative emotions possessed by the humans. They found that pacifying them with the things that interested them so much and gave them the greatest pleasure had to do with a new found concept made known to the star people by their priests and priestesses was as the

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stars were planning to do eat, drink, enjoy the many creature comforts of society and education but above all, re produce. There had to be a bigger and better civilization in order to please the living god of Ra. The more riches and wealth that was accumulated the more the human race prospered from the great knowledge of mathematics and applied atomic energy that was granted to people through technology set forth by the royals in the form of perpetual motion energy derived from copper rods. Rods that were attuned to the Center Top Box supplying enough energy through wavelengths that traveled through the air and out into space forming protection of the gamma waves and radioactivity given off the stars in space. Harnessing to glow of the sun and leaving the world with the ability to grow in a partially green light type environment while protecting the living plants and creatures of the earth in abundance from all walks of life from the harmful UV rays of the sun. Levitation was achieved through the power of a copper top rod that could do just about anything that you needed it to do as far as energy or a source of power was concerned. It provided heat, light, and electricity to any electronic device through the conduction of copper rods. Copper rods that were mined a smelted using the Center Top Box or what was now becoming known better as the Copper Top Box by pouring small amounts of copper down into the center of the ma chine while draining heated lead bars through the suns intensified rays that sprung out from underneath it. All of this lead to easy living and with money being

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of no objective games of sport and of chance became commonplace providing entertainment for the masses and allowing the royalty a chance to gain spiritual energy through sport. Anyone of the living or even of those of whom were able to be summoned from the dead, those of whom had died but were no longer allowed to reincarnate into this physical world due to the fact that this newly found magic that gave the dragon spirit of Ra the ability to assign through the manipulation of harmonics control of the inner and outer aspects of human existence. Souls who were sent by God to live on earth as man must first be subject to and pay homage to the dragon who had the ability and agreement with God that in order for them to return either for the first time or not to the physical and take up a human body they must gain righteousness through payment to the sun god Ra in order to be released into heaven. So, the soul of man was once again left in the hands of the angels to find a way out.

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THE BORROWERS EVE

Now the human race must knowingly prosper by bringing as many souls as possible into the physical universes with the hopes of raising the vibrations of the planet once again giving the souls of the lower worlds a leg up so to speak, but as before these souls had taken up spiritual forms that would seem monstrous to those of the higher planes. The guards of these hellish gates would have to be guarded by what would come to be known as gargoyles. A mixture of a bull, a hound, and a bird of prey rolled into one. They had the strength to perform the job of ruling over the gates of hell because mankind must be guarded against those of the lower universes and when becoming what they were by being down there the human race had no way of allowing them to return. They would have to manifest themselves anyway made possible to them after

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every soul had the opportunity to either reincarnate, transcend, or be cast below. Once again the judges of the passageways of the inner cycles of living and dying had to turn to a lottery type system to decide who would live, who would die, who would transcend, and those that must perish in the cinder ashcans of the lower universes. Not even really existing at all but being something of stone within a stone. Cast out into the dark annals of a lifeless existence with their only hope for salvation being the transcendence of one into the higher universes eventually making room for the spirits who were cast aside never to be reborn again, but the more that time went on the more they had found a way. The Earth was beginning to hold onto the spiritual energy given off by the dead. Those who were in a position of still remaining in their death state. Being as blind to their own death as we are of our own they did not realize that it was their duty to add protection against the ever growing appetite for the consumption of the inner life of mankind, by doing so improving their ability to interact and come into contact with those of the living. Filigree being the light bearer for the land of the dead, and those who are awaiting their return to the human world must first stand before their ancestors and be judged. They wouldve been judged by their ancestors in this way because the ancestors were the ones whose lives they had been affecting and being a part of that family must all transcend into heaven together while the dead ones watch out for the living while the ones on earth must pave the way for their ancestors to come.

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So with everybody intertwined sometimes disputes between families and friends in order to settle a disagreement games of chance had been created in Casinos built into the powerhouse of the spiritual worlds pouring its power down into the events that separated the living and the dead. They would be given the chance to be spared another cycle of life after life and death after death in accordance to their leadership position in the family dynamic. In exchange for the position of one family over another, or one sect of a family against another they could be faced off against others in a game of chance only entered upon under ones own accord and being responsible as such. And so it was as on earth so as in heaven. The word was given, and the games were set to begin. The rituals of the past had fallen prey to board games of chance that people could not realize the karma that they were creating and destroying upon one another but according to the laws of the true God it was possible and therefore plausible. Nowhere was this more prevalent than in the dark masses that attempted to give life to negative forces in return for a spiritual wealth or advantage over another in return for some type of repayment agreed upon by rules set into motion at the time of the ritual. Once agreed upon the outcome was inevitably the same in the end because the odds of these games were against the player and any currency that was borrowed had to be returned in a positive way. If negativity was repaid with negativity they would be indentured and if found to be wanting in their efforts to work off a karmic

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debt with another person through hard work and the giving of a positive form of energy in return could stand to lose everything! Once again caught in the trap of a game with a positively losing proposition because in the end, everybody would end up losing anything that they wouldve had. So, once again man was forced into servitude to those who provided the goods and services and the only taking of the ritualistic divine who acted more like a cancer of the human spirit than that of a positive reflection upon the souls of all men. In return for the white man taking the land of the red people of the plains by way of force, and false promises of relocation all of their land and culture was eventually given over to a new world order. That of a technologically advanced civilization against a race that knew little of the modern tools of warfare, and the white man? After discovering gold, the one metal of spiritual tranquility throughout the universes with its unique properties of being a solid metal that is still malleable when encountered with the warmth and environment that is the same as the one that the human body uses to survive, and the wealth was once again having to be distributed through the community through gambling because the one who had all the gold still had to give in order to receive. Not everybody would strike the mother load only to be shot down by the guy behind you. There had to be acceptable amounts of opportunity for the accumulation of wealth other than providing a good or service. Nobody wants to be the fool dealing the game when they could

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make money and beat the pants off of the people around him. This would give him the right to demand a certain amount of respect. Almost like as if the person was a god. Some of them became so rich with gold and men working under him providing goods and services to those around them an explosion of growth throughout the worlds populations given the ability to reasonable maintain the wants and needs and services to mankind. But, the dragon within still remained. Rebecca was still alive along with all of the other 12 children of the stars. They never were susceptible to the indifference of mankind brought on by the life and death cycles of the human race. But as were the crystals themselves these children of the stars were commanding the power of the zodiac giving the inner power of man over to the dragon of Ra. These children, given the power to remain alive had left the Earthly planet to explore the galaxy with those of the stars! They were to be looked after by the gray until the time came that they were to be returned to Earth and retrieve the crystals that they hidden in the greatest monuments of mankind. Only they themselves new of their whereabouts and existence except for those of the black race whose crystals had been stored into temples of the past surrounded by jungles set with booby traps and the curses of the dead that are held here making them dangerous to the living of the lives of a human man. Only the 12 star people have the knowledge of their existence and how to find them. Thus the return of the gray to this planet in an attempt to snuff out the power of man-

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kind by finding the crystals themselves before the world and all of its civilizations have been whipped from the face of the earth. This would never be allowed to happen because these children had brought the human race and all of its spiritual wellbeing into planetary colonies that one day will need to be relocated themselves. Until then, the ability for soul to transcend the annals of time will continue on long after Earth has been moved on. That says nothing for the makings and contents of the Center Top Box or its effects on the life of mankind. When earth is destroyed so will be the makings of this machine made from the written knowledge that makes up the galaxies of stars above and beyond the transcendence of mankind. With its purpose being served Filigree could continue on commanding the coming and going of the lives of the dead matched up with the dragon of mans inner life he must ride the beast into the never ending eternity that consumes all the lives of mankind who dare to cross the dragon and try to gain the power of the universe from out of the hands of God! So, as in heaven, so on Earth. The word had been given and it was made to be so.

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PSEUDO ALCHEMY

Once spiritual energy was set up for use as currency by giving of ones person, or soul then the right to live or to die also mustve been earned through games of chance set forth by the hierarchy of the priesthood. Those who lost would be subject to dismissal or for that of a soul in waiting to occupy that persons body. Becoming a self-contained person with the power to live through the spiritual energy around them as the sun gods do would mean that you had to beat the odds or become a servant of the dragon suffering life after life and death after death in full knowledge of these events going from one state of being to another and never being allowed to return home to heaven and become one with God until Ra was given the power by God in trade to bring the stars together as one. Then and only then would he release the souls of man back to him.

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Man on the other hand relinquishes his worship over the 12 sun gods of man claiming their bounty by working to build the monuments and temples of power that would provide a reckoning in communicating with the universes at large searching for seed planets to take cover and claim as their own. First they must come up with a suitable physical form that can withstand the rigors of space travel because the only way to travel through a worm hole would be to have some form of communication with the other side. This is a quality that the human body doesnt possess because you must feed it. It has to be able to breath. It needs a form of gravity and it is susceptible to death from old age. None of these qualities will do. They must have a body that can live off of the energy of the star system that they are in. As far as the technology to form a space craft? That would be simple to accomplish when harmonically attuned to a star which could be traveled to at the speed of light when polarity of the stars could be summoned up. Even at that speed they would need to live for an extremely large amount of time plus they would want to enjoy their newly found home and continue on colonizing the stars and planets of the different galaxies giving every star individuality while at the same time, the ability to live as one. The only way to accomplish it this to wager in games of sport or in games of chance allowed for those who think they can beat the odds. The need to procreate, live, die, and reincarnate under the reign of the energy of the stars which determine everything that goes on in the destiny of the physical plane

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except that of the free will caused by the human condition. In accordance with the governing body, angels were able to oversee the progression of the human race. The first thing that was written into law by the stars was that civilization would work as a whole to build the finest tombs and temples that would be occupied not by humans but rather that of the heavenly divine. Those that would house empty vessels created of the finest masonry and sonically tuned to the star that would represent the existence of its being here in the atomic structure that matter is made of. Every household would have one of these vessels created by the living family of that house tuned and endowed by the power of the priests who were human but directly linked to the hierarchy through due diligence and the attainment of the secret knowledge and inner workings that control the functionality of existence as we know it. Allowing for the assimilation of as many star bodies as possible. Learning new ways and on a mission to biologically manufacture, through the study of human genetics, a physical body that could be occupied by every form of energy through the galaxies they also realized the sheer size and immensity of the volume of star people that were to come so much that other planets would need to be found that were compatible and suitable to the type of life that was yet to come. Following behind in the footsteps of mankind the inner concepts of relativity became bogged down with the endless possibilities made possible proving that if something can go wrong that it will go wrong. Sticking to

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the basics and using the men and women of the human society that they now found to be attached to experiencing vicariously the imperfections brought on as thought has to be processed through the mind. This they could not transcend. People became more and more preoccupied by the control or channeling of personal power by accumulating other peoples wealth negatively effecting the spiritual wellbeing of the person or persons involved causing a suns dried empty husk left after the transfer of ones own spiritual essence being removed and imprisoned as a conduit of negative energy of another grounding out creating what was known to the star people as cinder. This cinder choked the light of the sun fading the color of the deep blue skies that once occupied the layers of earths atmosphere darkening the skies and forcing more and more energy to be created through draining the spiritual energy that is transformed into human consciousness creating a lower universe of a burned out shriveled up two dimensional darkness that if allowed to grow could send the inner consciousness of every man into a state of purgatory. So powerful rituals were performed on a constant basis wagering human consciousness in an attempt to gain power over others and overcome the detriment of the living soul brought on by the greed of the zodiac rulers to attain dominion over the life energy of the human race in an attempt to tip the hand of God forcing the angels to bow to their leadership and give them the ability to have a super

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race that would be controlled by the stars throughout the remaining time that is left of the physical universe gaining power over God and forcing him to allow them complete immortality with the god like ability to create and destroy any type of matter that is possible within the laws of physics. Temples as they called them began to rise in small ways in the back rooms and crowded alleyways once occupied the sanctity of the human race which is now facing turmoil due to the physicality of this new alien race. But things were about to change. In order to purchase ones own spiritual freedom and escape the powers of the reckoning that was threatening to destroy all of mankind the inner dragon of the sun god Ra would need to be drained of its essence by the white hot inner planetary core of the planet earth relinquishing its stronghold and dominion over man giving the angels the ability to once again support and guide the human race in any way that could possibly be decided by God while freeing the star people and recognizing their rights to have and hold an interplanetary causeway that could bring them to freshly started goldilocks planets leaving the human race the infrastructure and technology that would allow them to build a civilization that would last through the ages holding secret construction methods that would baffle the minds of the new worldly civilizations that were yet to come. Once the star people had become settled in their planetary homeland after being given the incubated bodies that would accept their spiritual energy the ability to not

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only return to earth, but to assist it in controlling its societies once they had discovered to ability to split the atom speeding up the earths vibratory rate as it relates to the sun god of Ra bringing earth an explosion of technologies no accessible throughout interplanetary visitation which would allow the space vehicles of this newly formed race of star people a frequency that was received through the radio waves sent out into the cosmos by a technologically advanced human civilization that still lacked the innate possibilities of traveling at the speed of light due to the fact that they didnt have the innate technology that could ride the sound current of a frequency of a far off star. Gaining the momentum of the speed of light which in effect disables the laws of inertia all the while creating no physical momentum but only the freedom of magnetic attraction reversing the polarity of the outbound rays of the light of that particular star in essence transferring molecules into energy reaching the halfway point and then reversing the polarity of the starship slowing it in a controlled manner using the gravitation of whatever was around it that was strongest. For instance, if they were close to a planet they could use its resonation to travel in, around and above the surface of the planet. The substance of silica sand given its atomic make up which is easily made through extreme vibratory heat of the sun and the inner pressure of the stars that power the positive and negative tuning fork that spins endlessly once set into motion but the more vehicles that you want the more crystals you need. Thus allowing Earth to become a wayward stop-

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ping point for this alien race in case something happens to one of their crystals on their way to wherever it may be that they are going. What they needed was to acquire from the profits of man to communicate with the star people the proper genetic makeup of a being that once inseminated into a female human its gustation period only being that of 12 weeks would be implanted inside the womb and allowed to grow. Upon birth it must be given into an electrically charged pool or salt water slurry and then genetically engineered where the genetic helix would multiply itself into living cells. 1 body forming 2, 2 bodies forming 4, and 4 bodies forming 8 and so on using the life force of the human race as a bargaining chip with the angels that it would be known by the profit of man to communicate this genetic code back to the alien species. God said, As on Earth so in Heaven and the genetic code was given. Once that happened all of the empty clay statues that rang true with a star in heaven was brought in one by one into the obelisk temples and filled with the electrified salt water slurry containing one of these empty flesh and blood shells and was brought to life. The first bodies to be endowed didnt survive very long. Maybe for a few short seconds. They found that in order for the proper level of transferred energy to grow into a life force all its own that they must remain incubated in a negative gravity holding tank with nutrients added to the slurry providing sustenance and growth making the bodies that would already be full grown more time to become physically strong

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enough in order to survive long enough under the forces of the earths gravitational forces without collapsing. So, in full awareness these newly formed bodies of the star people had to spend at 6 lunar cycles to allow for the body to fully just eat. As for the crafts themselves? The inner facets would be made of copper protecting these alien beings in a copper cavity at the center of the space craft and coated on the outside by a layer of electrically conductive gold and wrapped in a bronze outer shell with a silver lining powered only by the void at the center of a Center Top Box. To construct these interplanetary sonic space traveling craft the humans would supply the metals needed to form these crafts lead by the 12 leaders of the zodiac personally moving large amounts of stone blocks cut to perfection using a sonic blade that would separate objects such as stone blocks into shapes by separating the atoms of the stone at an atomic level leaving the cleanest cut stones possible and levitated into place creating the tombs and pyramids that would house the empty shell of the human form that the sun gods had been using that would perish in the rigors of space. Forced to be released from their physical form and await the creation of a new race of people in a far off galaxy they would sacrifice themselves by separating the pieces of the Center Top Box that first had to be shielded from the energy of the sun eventually slowing the rotation and coasting to a stop. The pieces would then be distributed to 12 locations around the globe where the life force chakras of planet earth were suspended one upon the

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other. Places like Stonehenge, Machapichu, and the pyramids on The Giza Plateau stored there by the ancient people of the human race nullifying the ability of The Grays to once again gain dominion over the human race.

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BARTIQUET

Bartiquet was the name of the place, named for the bar room etiquette that starts off at a young age from the first time you walk through the door of the place. Growing up around them wasnt a simple task for Filigree. I mean there are liquor stores on the bench roads and corners of every small or midsized town throughout the country side. Usually in the city they would sit off to one side or the other lining the back streets of the mid-town water way. Growing up in the small towns as a small child Filagree knew nothing of life without them. It was a strange thing for him to think about how people could earn a living where there wasnt some type of gam bling establishment of one sort or the other. His mother being a gambler by trade started learning about the games in the in back rooms of the local inns and backroom gam bling halls are usually run in an clandestine manner

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where if you werent one of the crew they could make life very hard on you. Besides, remaining sober in a drunken environment meant that you werent, One of The Boys who ran the town. Believe it or not, at that time and it remains to this day, the gaming temples are the highest market on the food chain in many of the towns and elsewhere were the old ways still maintain a foot hold on society. You could even run your own table if you really wanted to. Even the higher end players and dealers stretched throughout the countryside had to learn to deal in an alien controlled environment. Trained in back rooms or small houses with a zodiac layout of one type or another and ducats could even be traded straight across with The Royals of The Zodiac as long as you were gambling in exchange for anything that you might need. Trying to learn the games can become very expensive costing you goods and services if you started out gambling in a real zodiac trading post against the experience of the house ran by the priest of the star people learning at the early age of 14 without any gambling history, or experience in a bar room atmosphere. As a boy he remembered being led through the joint with his grandparents tagging him along in tow while they were pointing out the burlesque dancers on the stage and being asked to move along. He even started off working at a younger age. First in the local theater selling seats and later cleaning out the theater after closing. Moving on through his few short years in training at the back doors of many a bar room alley way even hanging out in the gam-

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bling areas of some really, really old locations. The all too familiar smell of beer suds drying up in mostly consumed beer bottles and the stale smell of tobacco cigarettes. Little did he know the world that was just beyond the entrance way that was sectioned off so that young people too young to enjoy the, High Life could hang out in. Even seeing the occasional sporting event and noticing the slow but steady stream of day time customers and empty theater seats. Of course, things would pick up at night. Too young to know any better, He enjoyed the perks of being able to work starting off learning with a desk job at on Babylons hometown inn taking rent on vacant horse and camel stalls. He remembered being the only one there, left to his own devises. Just the way he liked it. I mean he really enjoyed the job. Cleaning the stalls, watering the lawn, and keeping the water ways up and running. This started him off in the small town were the teacher just under the director who was transferred from the gambling pits down to this job which for him was a salary job. His father ran the bar so he learned from them how to keep a till. In fact, almost everybody he knew plus their mom and dads gambled in the temples. He thought to himself, Where else would anybody go right? Trying to accustom a transition like that at such an early age seemed quite normal to him. His brother however seemed to see things differently than he did after moving back home from being away at boarding school. By the time he made it back he was all read bedded down with a terrific woman who became his whole life basically

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stabilizing his situation. He was wrapped up in what he was doing and we seemed to drift apart. Making money was a lot of fun in those days so he could afford nice clothes, gold jewelry, and the ability to ride a horse, carry a firearm and later become a ranger after transferring out of the local Inn. It was detached from the temple just down the road on the permanent side of town. Filigree was really moving up in the world after getting so stinking drunk for the first time in his life thanks to God fearing bartenders whose job it was to seduce the living. They would watch their younger sisters with who grew up attached and cared just like as if they were also a mother allowing him to get so drunk that he nearly came down with alcohol poisoning. Filigree remembered being laid up in the barn which was where he slept due to the fact that his brother and their girlfriends and later to be only wife occupied the only other mud brick enclosure owned by my family besides his mom there wasnt anyone that they lived with. As I said, they had grown apart. He swore up and down that he would never, ever do that again, but before you would know it, he was making it a regular occurrence. First thing first you know and before long he wondered how anybody could get beer down on purpose. It wasnt long before that he was shown how to tip the glass to keep the head on the beer from overflowing and became very refreshed by the taste. He was hooked! Not being popular or even being a ladies man before now, (If there is such a thing.) until later on when sex was all he could think

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about. Filigree didnt start to smoke until was 15 even though you were supposed to be over 17. Starting off there and finishing his last year working were they sold cigarettes to 18 year olds and beer was easily attainable. Drinking became a very early habit not to mention other types of crime. By the time he was in his last year of horse training because had already turning 16 and was responsible for himself. After refusing treatment for wounds received at the hands of his brother he left his parents house to move in with friends. As a matter of fact, his friend had showed up just as he was leaving. After a few run-ins with the local law and avoiding several drunken brawls in alleyway bars, he continued on to his path of living what was to be the gambling life. He was never much of a fighter but he did seem to end up in fights and getting hit a lot. Mainly after purchasing cheap river rafts for transportation up and down the river that was lined by the building of the city and after being chased out of town by women who had gotten him into life threatening situations. While dating one of them the wooden door of the mud flat we were in flew open and Filigree received what I would call a mind blowing experience splattering a mouth full of fresh blood all of the front of this girls blouse after being struck dead on by some Goliath. Needless to say his little scrawny friend couldnt seem to drag him from the hut realizing that only after he noticed that Filigree was pulling on a set of harness riding boots with steel toes staring him in the face. On the other side, Goliath was being

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held at bay by his half naked girlfriend, and just as soon as they came they had left. No doctor was called so there would be no evidence because he left an undeniable amount of blood on the bedding of her house and into the bathroom sink. Of course his riding partner at that time was only interested in that same honey that he had for that night and Filigree was left to shower out his broken nose on his own. After that he remembered waking up next to a creek just outside of a tent. His horse had been stolen, and headed back down the hill to town on foot. Meeting people in the bars and temples was an easy task but he was what you might call a late bloomer in the respect of being a gambler but it wasnt long before he had made up for lost time eventually running out of steam biding his time until the day that he could finally become a dealer. All his friends who were over 17 now and either worked in the pit, in the bar, or clubs which now, instead of little one horse town gathering halls and temples had grown into midsized resorts, but before that could happen he had to rely on his experience as a stall keeper in order to get into the gambling pit where he belonged at the solemn age of 18 he stood straight up and had his first drink at the bar and was free man. Little did I know the monotony of card dealing that was to come? Not only that, it turned out he wasnt that good at working under pressure just yet and the accuracies of being sober and in charge while dealing didnt seem to be up his alley. Plus, the late night dates became all too accessible, and he found that falling in love could be a turning point. Getting used to the fact that he

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loved to travel and after that he became somewhat of a nomad searching for his calling in life, joining somewhat of a cult and started experimenting with drugs at an early age which to him was becoming a way of life. Odd thing about it was, his brother had become a warrior enforcing civil law after first staring out as a horse thief he moved in with another honey. Filigree wasnt around for that but he knew, he went through hell. He said, the next time I think about getting married Ill just get it over with and give half of my stuff away stating that the world was far too messed up for kids to be living in. Which is the big reason for his early death in the fighting arenas he supposed. So, he was learning to drink. Being a solitary day drinker didnt start off in such a manner because after he had a few rounds of moving from one town to the next, even being a left hand dealer with a backhanded procedure he was able to land some pretty important table games. Mixing it up with the late night every night drinking in the lounge playing snooker and free drinks and he was demanding. Who had little respect for him as a person or for who he was and what he was they seemed to kind of work around him which irritated Filigree to no end. When he wanted a drink he felt compelled to ask for one. When the bartender with his selective hearing was too far out of earshot he became upset. It even cost him a job or two. By this time he had found himself in a marriage. Why people had no idea. The person he ended up with had little in common because she couldnt get used to the fact that he was com-

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ing home drunk every morning after picking up other women from the grave yard shift and drinking at the bar until late in the afternoon! For all you guys out there who dont know what a toke is, (Pardon my expression!) its when you receive a tip. Being on the toke committee meant an extra cut in the daily profit. Collecting the toke box from the podium located inside the pit behind the dealers and a leaning post of the shift and daily boss. They were salary and turned out to be as deaf as the bar tenders were. Filigree wasnt getting much respect. So, he wanted more action and with it, more responsibility. He wanted to prove that he had what it took to make the cut. Without even playing the game, he tried to teach himself the procedure and proceeded to love the games. It was quite a rush for him watching that ball land and making the pay offs, mucking the chips, and marking the denomination of the different colors of chips. Not to mention spinning the ball. Most dealers would snap their fingers against the ball and it would wiz around the outer banks of the perfectly balanced wheel at a high rate of speed. His spin was more of a lob to get it to go in the right direction. He remembers wanting to get off work soon in order to beat the monotony of the daily grind. Which by the way, was wearing him down by now and then after watching the ball continue out of its railing and skipping across the floor into the studded area beside him. After all, what he really wanted to do was read the futures of the dice games of the zodiac. In an effort to warn me off of the idea the boss who is responsible for that table

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would sit in the middle of the table and call the shots. Anyway, one night on a dead game they took Filigree over and introduced him to the wheel of the zodiac. Once again without any playing experience. Filigree wanted to deal finally getting his chance at another club on the far end of town after the fact that his wife had decided to treat him like the world seemed to be treating her. Filigree even killed her puppy dog after he told her she couldnt have it until the kids were old enough to take care of it, so when it jumped up and scratched his 2 year old daughters face something bad had to happen. As you can tell, by this time he had a beautiful daughter. Couldnt have cared more but the relationship was never meant to be. We split up and after a short stint at working for each other he landed a cushy front desk job at the local inn by now he had braved the bars and club events that showed up in town, had spent six months as a three game dealer and was now back where he belonged. Nice and safe working the stalls of the local inn I had it licked I thought. He even tried to quit smoking for a while which never worked at the time. By now Filigree was good. Better than most. He could run circles around the other guys and gals but was soon introduced to a new way of life. That of a house maid during the winter working in the outdoors in the 6000 foot elevation of the high sierra desert located in the middle of nowhere known only to those who possessed the inner knowledge a Purgatory. The living land of the dead. Filigree found himself not getting along too well after getting off early and riding his

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horse down to any one of the local watering holes in order to have a drink and relax. He was once again really loving life. He missed his family which was now living in the previous town with a restraining order and he was left alone to get along by himself without the pay of his 40 ducats. It was more becoming to pay for a bottle of beer at the local watering hole. Thats how he somehow managed to get caught up in the local temples. The job wasnt that easy to get. He just happened to shop up in the right place at the right time and the whole thing started all over again. 3 or 4 relationships later he found himself drunk every night at the inn playing quarter snooker eventually totally losing everything in his account and bartering his soul to the temple gods for a profit. He remembered he was working as a maid as I had said earlier when the manager, a black mustang owner with a gambling degree who didnt seem like much of a ladies man but enjoyed the clubs had asked how he was doing at what he had thought. Filigree remembered saying to him, I dont know, but a lot a people had to die on that day, and they left it at that. Every bar in town had been told of the news. He wasnt too familiar and was a little out of his element considering that he had just moved back to his home town of Babylon from where he had taken a young lady to her death one night even though he was from out of town but like I said, he was out of his element. Its amazing how many times you find race horses and large amounts of cash, and guns during hunting season in the rental rooms

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across the land. Not to mention the more than occasional duby left as a tip for the maid. He got a chance to really be poor but he was having the best times of his life. He even met the life of his dreams coming home to the bar in the little town south of the main town of Babylon. Filigree never went anywhere without having a beer and leaving a tip but he couldnt seem to gain any stability in life. He was moving around from house to house, roommate to roommate, lot to lot and inn to inn hardly staying in one circumstance for very long. In the meantime at work they taught Filigree how to deal with the reality of financial ruin. Finally, a cozy little job where if he could keep his nose clean he could start to keep a job. By now he was thirty years old and had been gambling and drinking off and on for around 14 years so he was aware of his surroundings! Turns out, as soon as the carbon mines had closed again, and the people had started leaving the town a male horse trainers werent in high demand. In fact he found himself once again looking for a job, spending his savings trying to figure out what he was going to do next. Eventually he ended up living with his sister without any money however he did manage to find his way back into the temples once again even though it didnt seem acceptable to be in that type of situation. Besides, these were the same fools that he had been disrespecting in the temples and clubs all over town. Needless to say Filigree finished his first year, collected his token, and moved on with life. Hopefully he thought, This time in a new direction! Even though it

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came to him as a miracle he had put all of that behind him now currently living in beautiful high deserts he had been drinking for over 20 years now even though he had quit smoking his life had never been better. He loved his new wife and sadly, he regretted the way his life has turned out. It couldve been a lot worse for him had it not been for the warmth and love that was given to him by his family, friends, and current wife. But still, there was the inner dragon that had begun to plague the spirit of mankind feeding off of the negativity of the human existence through the inner workings of the sun god Ra. Little did he know that he would soon come into contact with a mission that was given to him by the angels of the lord to be the bearer of a gift that held the spiritual welfare of the human race in his hands. It seems that the sun god Ra isnt in agreement with the 12 constellations wanting to keep the Center Top Box that was giving him the power of survival. He had no intentions of waiting. This was his planet now and he was going to keep it alien race or not! Instead of destroying the inner makeup of the Center Top Box the 12 rulers of the sky needed for their 4 pyramid shaped crystals to be sealed in a temple of human construction against the taking of power by the sun god Ra who was treating to disallow all 12 rulers of the sky the freedom to leave their humanly state separating the machine that was allowing him a human condition.

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AN INWARD INTERVENTION

Nobody says that its wise to destroy yourself or commit suicide, but by giving your life for someone elses who does more good than not then how can that be mistaken as being wrong? Right? Well, hes never going to live again, and why would he want to? Now hes gone he can hang out in a nicer more forgiving place and spend time helping others back on earth. Watch over them and make sure that they live a happy life. One that you know what is best for them and how things should be for them even if they dont understand why themselves its all for the best. Besides they cant remember what it was like in heaven anyway so why not slap them into a body where they are at the mercy of the world at large and the human race? Its so that you can learn a lesson! What fun is that you might wonder? Did God loose to us in a game of chess one day and decide to cast us down upon the earthly plane

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until we learn to forfeit to his will because the power should be unto him without question? So how does karma benefit mankind birth after birth, death after death? Each soul coming for an undetermined length of time that appears to be predetermined starting with Adam and Eve setting up the circumstances of lives to come, and ending up in the masses that have built up on the Earth plane. They say, we only live one life. Everybody gets a chance. It just depends what you decide to do with that chance. Others who believe in reincarnation would say some have been here longer than others due to the fact that there wasnt as many people as there used to be and that you just keep coming back life after life until you just dont care anymore. Once youve achieved that, youre in. No more reincarnations and you can go someplace and join more people just like you. Even though you wont remember doing that either. So they say, you can go to the astral plane where you can make paintings, sing songs, make music, and dance! The streets are paved in gold so you dont need any money you can just wander around and do as you please. Well, there must be more than that right? I mean arent there three different levels of heaven above the earth plane as explained in the bible? Once you get past that you can be aware of these things in a timeless dimension while maintaining a body here on planet earth by increasing your vibrations through meditation and fasting you can read the Akashac records of others just like The Long Island Medium and give the impression that this method of timeless eternity is really just your loved ones

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looking out for you from heaven, and that they really havent just moved on into a different body preferably one with the people with whom you have loved. Or, if you used negative emotions you will end up with them instead left to be worked out the karma between you and them without killing each other again and winding up back with them life after life time after time once again as like goes on. So, if you covet your neighbors possessions youre destined to live in hell, being jealous of another person even if it involves somebody divorcing you after infidelity and collecting alimony and child sup port after they acquire the house, the car, and the house hold pet in the process. If that happens you must slay that dragon! Not many people are accustomed to handling this situation the first time around and you may swear, I could never do that to you! Then you end up marrying a different person, who has kids of her own, collecting child sup port alimony, and driving around in his old car, and sleeping in his old house. There, now isnt that better? Tails never fails but heads always wins! Freud found that sexuality rules the human mind. All of your adrenalin, testosterone, estrogen, and a whole slew of other chemicals including endorphins come into play. When we curse we do so in sexual terms. If we want to humiliate somebody do so by poking fun of their sexuality or sexual orientation. Its so imbedded in the human psyche that cloths are required unlike any other species on Earth. We cant even look at each

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other without thinking about it! I for get the amount but they say a man thinks about at least once every fifteen seconds or something like that. Crazy isnt it. It can be. It can drive people to do just about anything. So, we invent money to even the odds so as not to kill each other over property disputes so people, men and women alike will do anything under the sun to attain wealth and sexual prowess. In some cases, anything! Waste not, want not! And when its gone and you cant play with it anymore dont get angry even if you do de serve it. You cant make anybody do anything that they dont want to do. Basically, that says it all in a court of law. They will say, He made me do it! I had no choice! or they will try to force their will upon others which can lead to war. No. You have to let people be who they want to be and do what they want to do except infringe on the rights of others. So the race continues even though some people are so far ahead that other people cant even get by if you know what I mean. Thats where the lottery comes in. Gambling, Drinking, taking designer drugs, and partying all night out on the weekends. Entertainment they call it. Do they realize the energy that is created when people act like that with out malice? Strange things start to occur! Situations arise, and people will take from the weak, and steal from the poor all in the name of money. Does somebody deserve to win a jackpot? Yes they do. Does a person need more than a billion dollars? Apparently so! So is this considered normalcy or to some insanity?

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How can one person have so much and another end up with so little in life? The answer is because all men were not care aged equal. There are many rooms in the house of god but to which do you belong? Cant everybody enjoy a reason able amount of luxury? Not everybody. In these days if you have it you have it but, if you dont you dont. You need credit not money but credit to survive in a reasonably comfortable manor. Some have power while others are always going to be expendable. Thats just the way it works. There are Buildings upon buildings, rooms, upon rooms, in houses on top of houses yet it seems that nobody is allowed inside for any significant amount of time. The turnover is immense. People cant hold on to anything because some people hold all the power while others have to sail along like a boat in the wind going wherever they are lead. Without understanding this too can lead to insanity, and lashing out? They think nothing of it because its not them and they dont deserve it. Its the haves and the have nots and all of society is geared in this direction teetering on the verge of anarchy which is duly suppressed through law enforcement taking from most and giving it all to others. Nobody said life was going to be fair. The point is that Lifes what you make of it. Whether or not you feel or think in a certain way nothing on Earth stays the same except for the consistency of time itself. We may have forgotten for a time who and what we are like the lost knowledge of The Ancient Egyptian Pyramids construction one day even those things shall come to pass.

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Its like the story in the bible about The City of Babylon where everybody was made to speak different languages and twelve different tribes or sects came up from the Earth and turned anyone who turned back into a pillar of salt. Had Moses parted The Dead Sea, and Noah sailed the rising waters of The Ancient World? Why was Christ sent to die on the cross only after being sent to earth in full awareness of the differences and truths of Heaven and Earth? Is there a concept of sin that is still carried by the human race even up until this very day for allowing Christ to be persecuted and sacrificed on the cross for all of mankind to remember for eternity or will the day come when even Christ himself is forgotten, and regardless of what they say never have to walk the face of the earth again? Or, has he translated through some type of spiritual initiation into the higher levels of spiritual existence? Notably I think that all of eternity will exist beyond the vale of reality. Otherwise how can we exist in relation ship to what only in the here and now? What happens when time becomes the same? Not a continuous loop of events of being created and destroyed and rising again but of being able to use the here and now as a catalyst against what there is or what is to come. For now we need a reference point something to anchor our mind to. A starting point of something tangible that stands in relation to what is known at this point in time, the here and now whether that includes everybody acknowledging each other or just noticing ourselves looking past the point of our noses and giving outwardly. How can this be?

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you might say? Take a minute without any notice of what is done or what has come before you without any thought of what might be and realize this is the only true room in the house of The Lord. The only one we are aware of at this point in time only in relation as not to what we have done but for what we plan on doing in the future. I think that generally in most cases people dont stop to wonder they just make changes playing it, By ear. Kind of like just taking it as they say, One day at a time., and in order to make a change in ones like and thinking in order to get rid of nasty habits a person may have to go through a period of suffering. It appears to me that people are susceptible to change, but strongly resist it. People do not want to leave their one sided comfort zone when making a, Self realized positive change in a persons life that individually they may think that whatever it is that they are working toward is pointless and that old habits are just as one might say, A way of life! or Just a part of life! and why would one drop detrimental habits to ones health or wellbeing? Eventually in these cases a lot of people end up in twelve step programs. How and why do these semi religious foundations become relevant into ones own personal recovery? Because one has to make a conceded effort to ward a certain goal, but inside the confines of a group people are able to recover from a habit that they them selves have become addicted to which is something that they forged into being a part of a persons own personal life and through learning how to function in a society or

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group all working toward a common goal people do change. This happens when a person realizes that the path he or she is on becomes unbearable for that person. This habit has brought much pleasure and joy to a person so why would they possibly want to change? Because of the negative affect it has on a persons life when it comes down to being able to love and be loved even up to the point of ones own self or self Esteem so they congregate. They choose a sponsor. They say prayers to God. They share their emotional negativity and try to repent. All of this is supposed to be geared toward not perpetuating the habit that has cut off the channel of love between him and her and with others too. Once the habit is recognized as becoming detrimental to a persons own being and mental state of mind they begin to tear the habit down into little bitty peaces called, Baby Steps. Coupled with an attitude of gratitude and proceed to repent for their negative affect on other people and their lives. This process in its self can be a dangerous one. First of all, depending on the depth of the physical degeneration caused by the substance and the affect its had on the brain, and vital organs that have be come accustomed to having this substance because of the fact that it does resist the times of change not only chemically but psychologically as well so one finds a group to form a contact. A contact with love at its root and a feeling of togetherness bringing together people of a like mindedness mentality who tend to forgive and forget but only in rela-

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tion to their own desires to attain the same subjective goal at hand. They talk about the attitude of gratitude which to me is in itself a game changer, recites the Lords Prayer and attempt to repent to those of whom there inhabitations have affected in a negative way. So you start to see how these things that people do to each other start to affect ones own life. Not only do you feel guilt for what you may or may not have been responsible of doing to the living around you but also of what it has done to ones own self in the process physically and subjectively. Compiling enough negative energy will eventually de story your life, lead to death, and force a person to carry all kinds of baggage into his next state of existence. Notice you might say, Does that mean that the future of ones own destiny carved out by your own actions are going to put you into a position or situation for punishment until you realize your wrong and begin to change? The answer is no. Your decisions from the past have put you where you are today and the future is has not yet accorded. So, once you recognize a path you must start out in a new direction. Depending on the momentum of the event in question the ability to change circumstances may be more difficult because you must first recognize it as being a problem, then you must accept it and not try to change it but create allow the fact that you are aware of the problem in the first place! So, the first step is getting rid of denial. Then, only focus on the here and now. Minutes may pass, even hours or days of intense suffering in order to begin to change the lifelong events that will occur and that want to

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occur naturally. Like the speed that one is traveling in his or her car determines how long it takes to come to a stop or take a corner without rolling the vehicle. Surrender they say. Proclaim yourself as an addict and admit defeat by saying, I am powerless to stop it from coming back and I need help of a divine nature! They may never get that intervention because they dont realize that the intervention is in the group itself. They will say, Hi my name is Rudolph and I am an addict. This must continue on for the rest of a persons life in most cases because the parallel chain of events has been given a life of its own and it strongly wants to come into effect and manifest itself into reality. This is the dragon that I have mentioned before. Its always ways looming around waiting in the rafters to lash out and manifest itself into reality. So if the world is crashing down around you, pretend not to notice. Things that seem to be of the paranormal are quite prevalent these days and they seem to have always been. Even before time life had to manifest from somewhere. How did they get here and why have they come? Somethings are not human be belong the human condition. Like forces that seem to be self evident about ones own nature or that of the person sitting next to them. Nobody knows for sure what is going on in the world outside of ones own experience and people say that its the same no matter where you go but I believe that certain situations are governed by what is not human but is manifested by the human state of being or the human state of conscious-

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ness. As long as you do what you are told or what you know to be right you remain inside your comfort zone but step ping outside of ones own comfort zone maybe doing something that they might regret afterward or dont want to have to do in the first place so we go on in life seeking the safest or smoothest ride according to our own abilities which seem to dictate the path that one is allowed to follow. I say allowed because what choice do we really have? Is the grass not always greener on the other side like they say or is it where youre at that matters at the time? It may not be where you want to be at that time but what choice do you have? You must persevere or suffer the consequences right? So, how far are we allowed to venture outside of our comfort zone? I would say until it starts to effect the people around you in a negative way. When this happens you are on the wrong path and you will notice that people who affect others around them in a certain way end up around like minded people because its a natural thing for objects to gain momentum or even snow ball if you will conglomerating together to form whatever group or entity that it is or how IT manages to manifest its physicality as one being. That in a nut shell is what the world is after. That would be the goal of life in general along with every other this that is to come together as being one. So, if that is true were we all one at a time in the past or outside of time or in the future or someplace other than that entirely at all? Maybe after everything has been through its time in this

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place meaning everything that is physical or that vibrates to become one. So everything vibrating at the same rate at the same time after billions of years of separation probably caused by a single ripple in the fabric of all that is, or will be, and once this is gone that will return. For what you might say or for what purpose. Why is not the question but when? When does everything in time become one? Maybe after spending time in a super massive black whole after everything is sucked completely into a single object that it would then exist inside and out at the same time like some vacuum cleaner sucking on its own dust bend only with nothing coming or going in either direction. Frozen in time being at one state at all times or at no time at all which would be the same thing. So is combining entities a healthy way of manifesting? As a whole I think not. That would change things irrevocably and there would be no individual. So, if that is true than we need to be individually aware of the same thing at the same time so its not really a matter of becoming one but being aware of being one. Experiencing things that are only known to you but can be experienced by others without having to be responsible for those events because they were not your own? So does that mean we should accept other peoples problems as our own? I mean everybody has to have their own everything. Their own car, their own house, their own family, and so on. Is it such a stretch that we should all be allowed lowed to have these things but so few have all these things while most of us do not. So are we working to wards a col-

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lective wellbeing or as a personal goal as some thing to be attained by everyone. The thing is, nobody is created equal so is life a random walk? Do we decide through our own actions, or are we a victim of circumstance only doing what we are allowed by others? I hate to say it but such as the way of the world people are not equal but this is acceptable as long as everybody has something that belongs to them, and everybody needs somebody which is why we work. We work so that we can provide for everyone as a whole but it is channeled in an unfair way.

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UNENDING FERVOR TO A HUMAN RACE

Filigree found himself once again faced with the fact that even he wasnt immune to the specter of death. Whose mission in life was to send spiritual emissaries out into the worlds of mankind in an attempt to have its karmic debt bled off from those who were in need of some type of spiritual justification for their own actions, and deeds in this life. Just like the lifetime of taxation that was faced by the unknowing, and the unwitting civilizations that just accepted this kind of justification without ever asking any questions. While being able to do both lending, and trading of their goods and services directly through the government enterprise, and those of the priests and priestesses of the hierarchy of man that were still lingering around lest one should be shunned! From that of the energy of the lands that cover precarious thunder and obey the strikingly white hot flashing shards of electricity gener-

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ated from the sheer power of the natural occurring raw power created by static electricity. Lightning bolts that only occur when electrically charged static electricity streamers from negatively charged particles which rub up against one another and send a streamer of sheer static charge up into the sky but only about six feet into the air. First starting itself out while moving faster than the eyes of man can see, this small streamer of negatively charges ions had become statically charged and they would shoot up out of the ground and the actual raw power would arch downward out of the sky moving energy across the sky at the speed of light! Next thing you know, huge bolts of an uncontrollable nature would shoot across the skies while striking the ground, and sending back sonic booms that would travel upward and resonate throughout the skies bouncing back off the Earths atmosphere and shattering the speed of sound with an immense scale. Causing a demonstration of sheer power that would echo off the hills, and mountain valleys that stretch all the way down to the placid canyons that lie below. Storms that are endless continue to feed through the heating and cooling of the cloud cover, drops in the barometric pressure caused by cool air suddenly rushing downward in that of an inbound warm fronts that would plummet temperatures and create massive powerhouses of rolling thunder heads that move swiftly over the land and close to the surface of the planet causing a deluge of everything from rain, sleet, and snow all the way up to golf ball sized chunks of hale. Not to mention an occa-

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sional tornado that would occur during the spring and fall seasons between summer and winter time and also when hurricanes would sweep down when the warm water would sweep up from off of the equator which seemed to occur on a regular basis sweeping across the open ocean swirling around in an incredible counterclockwise motion sucking up the ocean waters and slamming them into the beaches and land sometimes hundreds of miles inland! Once again, Filigree, the son of David found himself on the wrong side of the beast that exists in the hearts and minds of the human species. Starting out at around this same time period continuing from then on, was the same beast as the one that was responsible for physically acting, or carrying out the actual transformation from the life and its transition into the worlds of the dead. Here Filigree had been able to secure a foothold on the mountain of reincarnation, but his ability to stop the death rate of mankind from being at a greater rate than that of a growing population that was to spread all across the lands that are occupied around the world and in the process increasing the human capacity of the planet due to mans ability to solve problems and create new technologies. Now that the star people and the races of mankind had parted from one another and over a space in time Filigree himself wouldve had to return to earth contacting a negative human husk, or that of a physical body formed from below the astral worlds above that exist far, and throughout the endless storms of thunder and lightning worlds from below that where they were exploited in part

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in order to gain more of the inner trust of mankind doing so through a false sense of protection from the worlds that lie below. As if he hadnt given enough, those who were endowed with the power to control these events lie not only the gargoyles, but that of a once needed to be nuance or King of The Dead. His time had come or shall I say, Past because in this case he was once again going to be subjected to such a creature, or that of the specter of death who holds something in store for everybody. It may come to you in many forms. Usually in a very common way to the person at hand. They usually are given the passage of death into the lands that lie from within, but Filigree was one of a kind. In full awareness, and from every point of view he would have to travel the road of pauper. Never receiving any type of assistance from his modern day family. It had become strikingly clear to him that he was in for a fight. Yet, not like a fight that has ever been fought before. In this forum, he would have to learn to control and manipulate the abilities of a specter of the dead, because basically the specter of death only acts a lot like trained animals. In this way they move over the land streaking outward like a machine thats tilling up the soil of a nearby farm or a water wake that stream outwards from the back of a motor boat or like that from a well-oiled machine. It only operates as it is programed to do and carries out its orders due to circumstances, a procedure that was drawn at the very beginning of the sands of time. They operate off the scent of a person near death for whatever reason that

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the person had caused in his, or her life, or that of one whose time had come for whatever reason that mayve been. A strikingly all too familiar turn of events for the last man standing, everybody gets their turn. Never knowing or even explained Filigree conducted his affairs as he saw fit following no rules of any kind except those that govern all creatures who live on this world which overcome by most and in order for it to beat the odds of the possibilities of a survival instinct that must take over at an early age for most creatures as a response too, and also to the feel of the life that youve now possessed somewhere and throughout time to bring as many people as possible back home with him. Now intrigued, Filigree managed to stay one step ahead of the creature of death that stalked him from the land within by everybody in town who knew him. He had spread like wildfire across sleepy little towns that held a backroom atmosphere, and with no place to come back to. Over time those who had challenged Filigree up until this point had underestimated his abilities and knowledge that he now possessed. There was just something that seemed so sheepish, and it became a lot of fun for everybody to pick on him. People of this caliber just seemed to be drawn to Filigree. For whatever reason everybody who knew him, or knew about him had set out to destroy him mind, body, and spirit like it had been decided upon by the collective social crowds. Destined to never be accepted, he had raised his level of vibration giving him a very stand offish

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demeanor to those around him due to reversing his polarity toward a larger goal in life, or attuning ones self to all that is. So instead of putting an end to the situation people loved it when this guy would lose. Nobody treated him fairly and over a period of time through ignorance, and cruelty people could recognize a wounded bird, nurse it back to health, and then put it right back into the situation that nearly killed it in the first place. They would do this just for fun, but what they didnt realize was that through their own efforts Filigrees cunning survival instincts that he didnt even know he had, would be put into play and push other people. The ones who had set out to harm him would be cast aside, and stricken with the white hot devilishly strong powerful noose that was found around anyones neck that either had took advantage of his generosity or had underestimated the power of that creation. It could also come back to the senders who had a negative tendency to take advantage of people when trusted by a person only to be robbed blind and left for the gargoyles and angels of death to pick up the scraps. This time they had no idea what was coming. The only problem for Filigree at this point, besides the bigotry of his peers, was the fact that he was constantly falling prey to, Borrowers Syndrome or Borrowers Phenomena. A borrowers problem is usually manifested in the same way that a poltergeist might be created. Only in this case, a borrowers is usually excess run off of the uncontrollable leverage of a dam thats trying not to be capsized

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and overrun by the weight of the water building up behind it, if the pressure is not released! So, as soon as it relieves tension it allows Filigree a fighting chance against numerous psychic attacks that are coming at him from all directions by funneling this negative energy into objects that disappear and reappear just long enough to boggle the brain of an unwitting humans mind. The cursed jealousy propagated by the fact that everybody around him began to point to the fact that the man was not accepted, didnt deserve the same proper treatment as everybody else and people seemed to howl in delight as his babies were stripped from his grasp by a ruthless enemy that had to be stopped sending Filigree onto the tracks and into the face of an oncoming freight train. Now with all of this energy built up, more than ever he needed, he had to find a way to beat the odds and prove to the mongrels of the past that there was nothing they could do to keep Filigree free from being possessed with abilities. These abilities have brought upon dangerous not usually deadly situations that started killing the people who had betrayed, or belittled him, and the feeling of empowerment that they had when the man was down on his luck. They treated him like the problems of the world were his fault but in fact it was their own actions that were making the problems and most would say, What is that strange odor that permeates the halls and back rooms of these hotels? Not just cigarette smoke either, but the rotten smell of burning flesh. The sheer insanity of not being able to sleep was really taking a toll on Filigree. That and

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having to be awake and on guard at all times he was almost washed up by just being asked to leave by many establishments for no apparent reason. Actually, the only reason was word of mouth that was spread like the forked tongued that would fill the injustice of a race of men. They were attacking him due to the sheer size and grandeur of that persons spiritual strength not recognized by the aforementioned townspeople who at this point were still trying to hide their wrong doings in a shadowy cage in order to build enough energy to perform a miracle. But once a miracle is performed the people who saw this wanted to see more of this so the abuse would continue because who better to pick on than that of a person who is already down, innocent, and undeniably beaten just to make it happen one last time. What a ride that would be. Being stripped bare by a society for doing Gods work and in doing so was justified in the actions of many deaths in behalf of this mistreatment of this one soul that when cornered, poked, and prodded, and treated differently that manifestations can occur. Once initiated into this, one of these can become a resident of these establishments which for most people its like anything else. What better entertainment would there be other than a show of an electrically charged atmosphere and the steady creation of something that can haunt and possess people into gaining a distributing power throughout a civilization of man. So goes it with the murderous rampages of war when an army will slaughter innocent people in an at-

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tempt to turn the tide of the war through sheer luck and brute force that can only be achieved by the forces that are on God side once again overcoming the odds and leaving the other guy wanting. Filigree in the here and now but not dead recognizes the events that are all around him right now. He also recognizes a whole community of people shunning only one person. I mean, How bad could it have been right? These questions and many more are still left up the people walking the floor of a humanly type being that in accordance with your neighborly casino or gambling hall soon to be popping up in a neighborhood near you. People only doing as they are told to, and taken aback by the sheer number of people of whom are caught up in, and taken aback by the charade that permeates the desert sands these days in accordance with the construction methods that occur during a time frame from long ago. The sealing stone for a forbidden, and a hidden passageway that was discovered long before any recent findings attained by a modern day man. Even to this day and age of any kind what so ever, and any contents that may have rested inside are undoubtedly not present now. Obviously, we werent the first ones to know about such a room! I think it to be a striking testimony to the undoubtedly blinding cult like fervor of loyal followers of this time period by people who even when provided with physical and mathematical evidence to the contrary still hold on to the firm beliefs of a servant following. All of this put Filigree in an interesting position of

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being able to reconcile his differences with the whole of society and with that of the on coming freight train that was backed up with the mischievous nature of the game itself. Not only did he give and take with the winning and loosing hands that occurred on a minute by minute basis, but he possessed or was possessed by an uncanny ability to read peoples fortunes and show people in a dream like state of events brought on by the sheer number of winning hands dealt and the continuous winning steaks brought on by this individual to the point that he was considered untrustworthy constantly being burdened with complaints of rudeness and considered a person with little to show for as far as a personality was concerned. Stern faced and with an outward hostility brought on by years of being tied to the game. Always winning against people with an uncanny feel for the cards and a palpable thickness to the air surrounding his table people would leave with a feeling of shock and disbelieve at what they had just witnessed. Nobody likes a dealer who doesnt pay and the goal became to destroy him through sheer bombardment through the enforcement of ridiculous procedures not enforced against the other slouches that surrounded him. For instance, it became a constant occurrence of people claiming that they had been a victim of a misplaced bet just to ridicule the man with the intent of having him removed from his position in life and forced into the streets. So the people in charge would rotate him on a constant basis doing things to him that wouldnt be tolerated

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if it were somebody else. In which case they would move him from one game to another moving him from one position to the next never allowing him to achieve a balance causing what could only be described as a mental overload, or even in fact a mental breakdown caused by the constant taunting during his employment and the inevitable loss of his entire family. Moving through just about every position imaginable the mirrored ceilings, continuous background noise of electronic gambling devises that echoed in his head every night as he slept in his bed. All alone against the world and under constant pressure from the forces that were destroying Filigrees live. Little did he know this was for his own good and that his real calling in life was about to come to fruition. That of a savant for the lord god, and in an attempt to create circumstances that could allow this to happen things needed to change for Filigree. There had to be a way out. A way that would allow him to seeming fall pray to this detriment cast against him by everybody around him including his own family. Against all odds Filigree had let go and turned head on into the oncoming train accepting the fact that this is the way it was going to be for him. Now, after surrendering to these events he began to laugh out loud at their mistakes turning his ambitions away from being accepted by his peers. No longer sheepish he began to weald the power that he now recognized as being superior to this way of life. Facing his fears, and welcoming this chance to face death head on and blow it out of the water in a whirlwind of an epic show of force that would spread

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out to all around him. Of course they retaliated casting him out his living quarters seemingly forcing him into a subservient solitude, but the odds as before were always against him, but the calling that he was destined to achieve wasnt that far off. He just needed to be finally destroyed mentally, physically, emotionally, spiritually, and financially. Forced to surrender himself to the beast he overcame all because his greatest loss became his greatest victory! God had busted him down and rebuilt him into something of a giant among men. Possessing the knowledge and abilities that displayed the inner capacity that is eventually achieved by everyman but only after he has been tested and he has been found to be wanting. In this realization the only way to win is to not win. By giving all of oneself to the will of the creator of all that is even within the impossible circumstances of the fervor of a society to gain spiritual of a spiritual nature you must give all and accept nothing in return. Only then can one receive the true initiations given to all those who have achieved the ability to see and hear the light of god that well surpasses anything in time or space. This is the goal of every man in every walk life weather or not he recognizes this or not. The blessings are out there but you must seek before you will find, but beware; if you seek you will find! This is the paradox of all that is living, has lived, or will live in the future breaking the endless cycle of the universes that surround mankind as a whole and also those of an individual nature. It must be recognized in both capacities, but even this is no guar-

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antee against the workings of any individual. There must be a concerted effort to continue on exploring new situations and accept challenges that will never cease to amaze. Good, or bad believe it or not, this is the nature of the beast.

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RECTIFICATION OF A DRAGON

After the fall of Babylon, mankind was cast in new light. A new light of darkness. On that which wouldve started out as one might imagine in a drunken stupor in some dirt floor tavern serving flat pail ale to anyone who had the stomach for it. Maybe as a ruse brought on by some friendly bar room competition whether it be over money, or maybe something else like who could drink this crap the fastest. In all actuality it all boiled down to one thing in the end, that being bragging rights! Bragging rights to build a reputation. One that people would respect you for having. Sort of like no one would mess with you even if you welched on a bet, but this time things got a little more serious. Even the slightest hint of disrespect had to be taken care of. Taken care of right away so as to not put any rotten eggs into the basket. Especially, in front of your daughter, and six year old son Ronald who also must

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not show any sign of weakness. Especially being there with your father whose conversation started to become a little heated over a misplaced wager. What are you looking at? The man said through his froth soaked beard in a loud guttural raspy voice that couldve only come from a man with little on the brain other than making the people around him miserable, and intimidated. The boy said nothing. I suppose you think thats funny? asked the shaggy bearded man with something of a gleam in his eye. His face was covered with dirt, and black soot except for the cleanness sparkling white eyes that seemed almost to be glowing, but there were lots of red vanes showing in his blood shot eyes at all which seemed to Filigree to be something of an oddity. Kid said, He said he was an iron worker. But before Ronald had time to take his next breath and with one slow dissertation he moved the kid off to one side with his forearm. What this young kid had failed to realize was that, in the old mans current state of health his condition was to the point where everything about him was at the epitome of everything that couldve gone wrong or had been offensive about him in the first place. Including his eyeballs which Filigree couldnt figure out? Smart kid Mr. The man said in the calm voice of that of a young adult. Maybe you should keep him on a leash. He said. As Filigree grabbed the boy and proceeded to turn and leave when the filthy foul mouth iron worker who had brought himself into a public establishment in his condition demanding that the other patrons put up with his shit

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said in what seemed to be a partially reminiscent voice that seemed to come at you from all directions said, I asked the boy a question! Which question sir? The boy said. Do you mean when you asked what I was looking at? The old mans gut began to rumble and saliva started at the corner of his mouth, and started to laugh out loud. Then, just as abruptly as it had started the laughing stopped after a man from across the room yelled, Keep it quiet over there! He said just as plain as day. The next thing you know the old gray bearded man got up and slowly walked out without saying a word to anyone. Good night and good riddance! Filigree says while turning to the boy and abruptly said, Now, what was that about being an iron worker? At that point Filigree had been inside the pub for over 5 minutes now and so his eyes had time to become acclimated to being on the inside of all 4 walls of the now cool mud brick establishment that was made up of hundreds of hardened square shaped mud bricks that were all dried in the sun, baked in a pit of fire that was made of wooden pyres and then super heated for 48 hours by fanning the fire making the bricks solid so when they put it all together and fill in the cracks between the bricks with mortar they could form a room full of cool inner darkness. Now this man whose features had been partially discovered now eventually became noticeable had interrupted the conversation between Filigree and the boy. He appeared in a cowboy type hat that Filigree and the boy could make out of which wouldve nowadays been consid-

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ered as a head dress. Leaning back partially on a wooden leg chair that had a high back and was equipped with a handle on the back of it so that you could pick the chair up and move it if you wanted to. It also had twine strung underneath the seat that was connected between the 4 legs under the seat because if you lean back in them the legs have a tendency to raise, and snap off a leg or two collapsing the chair with you in it, but this guy seemed to want to do it just to prove a point. He looked to me in this light like he was levitating or something. I really dont need your help Mr. I can find my own way out Filigree said. Wait! The boy said as he cracked to door on his way out. Something must have fallen out of that mans pocket on his way out the door! He said. Filigree looked and laying on the floor just inside main entrance was what looked to him like a large gem or something. As soon as it was spotted it rushed across the floor stopping at the boot of this now visible sun soaked room exposing an incredibly well de fined olive skinned man that had eyes that would practically glow from within. His head dress now visible by the opening of the main entrance and it sparkled made up of a dingo statue head dress made completely of shimmering gold! As soon as they both looked up, this overly tall, well built man whose face didnt look a day older than a teenager was holding out his had in the direction of the boy? Come he said. Come and claim your prize! What prize? The boy asked. This! The man held out his other hand. In side it

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was another one of those really large gem looking stones that were quite beautiful as what little sun light that was to make it in from the open door of the main entrance. Dont touch it Jimmy! We dont want any trouble Mr. Now lets go! He said to the boy. Just then a shocking thing started to Actor and Filigree was suddenly struck down by a lightning bolt from out of the heavens leaving his body flat on the floor and visibly continuing over to the man with the gems, up his arm, and dissipated out the top of his head. The boy said nothing. No anger, no morning, not a word spoken. He slowly walked over to this man creature and picked the stone from its hand. The god child did this with all 12 sets of four spreading them across the land to be used as energy chakras for the planet supplying a place for technologically advanced human civilizations to grow. These gems would be priceless when endowed with the vibrations of the inner core of the earth as prophesied by the angels within bringing untold wealth in the eyes of man. Enough to start a civilization all of his own meaning that 12 separate colonies of man would rule separate parts of the world into the 4 races of man all of whom were cast out of Babylon and once again would hold the power of communication that had been levied against them perpetuating of the subservient nature granted to the sun gods upon the human race. The inner dragon of Ra had come to fruition by the separation of the Center Top Box by the high priests and give to Ra in an attempt to end the turning of his cities into battle grounds brought on by the un-

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checked passions of the human mind. This form is encapsulated within the starship awaiting the arrival of its new host but time is of the essence for the sun god of Earth, that of the sun god Ra whose flesh body had not yet been imprisoned, and his dragon that occupied the inner workings and dreams of the human species lived on! In order for us return the earth to its former glory, that of a land of the living who by now know of the peace and harmony that must be bestowed onto the planet by 12 separate tribes speaking 12 different root languages separated into 4 different races that will be governed in and by themselves under the guidance of the true lord of the human condition by that of the worlds beyond the reach of the power of the dragon. And so it was. The end of the dragon or so the star people had thought! Now gone from its earthly inhabitancy but living on forever in the hearts and minds of the human species feeding on the disparity and suffering along with the happiness and prosperity of every man who must be in life time after life time set up on the Goldilockss planet always bowing to the rulers of the stars hoping one day to be rid of the dragon within and move on into the truly enlightened worlds of the heavens above without the hindrance of mankind. Filigree who had been struck down by this creature of the stars now found himself in a position to be freed by the angels of heaven from the crowded prisons of the astral plane where his soul was placed because of his deeds that he performed throughout his life that perpetuated the destruction of the human race brought on by the inner

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dragon of the sun god Ra. Now his spirit was set free in repayment by the angels upon this sun of man in return for being stricken down by the staff of the star god of Ra. This would put him in a unique position of power because he was allowed to keep the knowledge of his previous life while dwelling in the ethers of the lower physical plane. Here there were many souls being tapped between time and space by the sun god of Ra and his mighty dragon from within. His power was soon to be challenged by the inner forces, the massive amount of soldiers imprisoned soul of man who now were granted Through the power vested in the lost soul of Filigree now known to sea of the masses as the true heavenly god and savior that had the power to bridge the gap between heaven and earth granting the human spirit the ability to transcend the cycles of death who was now known as The Mortal King of The Dead. In this position as the mortal king without a physical body was seemingly powerless to act upon the physical plane as was the angels of the lord. The high priests of the star people working through the oracles of mankind had been searching for a way to contact the dead in accordance with the outer goals laid down by the child ruler Ra. Once this was done the Center Top Box would no longer be necessary to channel the vibrations needed for Ra to occupy a human form. He would be freed as a mortal with the ability to transcend heaven and earth ruling both the living soul of the human race, the dead, and also of those yet to come.

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The fate of the galaxies left to a new race of star people who must also find a way to transcend the worlds of matter. After all is said and done the powerhouse of the physical world once combined through the ability to control the collision of one galaxy upon another by creating even larger and more numerous clusters of stars in close proximity to each other. One being prevented from being tossed together and bringing all that is into a circular crustacean expanding into infinity both creating and destroying the living word of God which is a byproduct of its magnificence. As the galaxies began to collide so was the possibility of the sheer destruction of the atom that which laid the foundation for the existence of matter. Without matter there would be nothing but endless time and endless space. A continuous vacuum with no beginning and no ending full of absolutely nothing. Once the transcendence of the vast distances of space a small worm hole could be created between the two distances by the creation of one of the crystal perpetual energy globes big enough to fit in ones hand feeding the center of the central with a light source and reversing the energy beams with the refection of its own atomic force creating all at once a star no bigger than a pin head which would immediately consume all of its atomic energy in a millisecond expanding to the size of a grapefruit and then suddenly collapsing upon itself creating a ripple in the space time continuum where if located along a line of energy that in space if you follow the diagram laid out by the angels to create the Center Top Box by studying the stars

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in the first place then and only then could a worm hole be created between the distances of space. Never venturing off these superhighways of the universes, any place in the galaxy could be reached by breaching a single line of a worm hole and switching directions at the intersections of power that outline the makeup called a star map or a directional affirmation. First of all, each end of the super highway in the sky had to be accessed at both ends by closing the distance between them spanning the endless void that separates the two points of origin. First, sacrifices had to be made, and planetary colonies had to be formed on planets that may not exist. The power of creation still lies in the hands of God. No amount of energy can change or create this love current flowing outwardly by the living species big or small. The creation of more life is as it is with the stars. What there is of it is all there is of it. Neither can be created in more abundance but with the super massive black hole all time space and energy would drift and eventually together destroying the two but creating something similar just on a larger scale. Every star must have the ability to live in a physical body giving the experience of having the freedom and expression only with a body.

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TRANSCENDENCE PERSONIFIED

Formed through the ashes of mankind the devil seed of the morning star was well pronounced just over the horizon giving life to another unrecognizable day. By now the justice of the few has outweighed that of the many as far as the alchemy of the universes were concerned, and its never ending quest for dominion cast out over the sea of mankind. Wave after wave the time slipped by for the Rulers of The Dead. Those who had come to be loyal nowadays to the Demon of the dead, Filigree. King of the Dead and was now leading them and their shadowy figures across the Earth. Of course they exist only in transparency to that around them, but the concept of time and space had no bearing on these creatures of the night none of whom could muster any type of a semblance to defeating the golden child who by now had been freed by God to have control of the over the lives and minds of the human race.

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Although mankind had been greatly rewarded by this women child of the Nile, Rebecca, who had recently been freed of her time spent walking in the light. Now she had returned after a sojourn through space and time on the inner planes of mans existence. There she had found not so many profound answers to the questions that plague the society of mankind only that of being and knowing in something of a dreamlike state surrounded by the angels of the lord God and given a home. She would have no memory of her life before being transformed back into the human state. She did however retain her psychic abilities. Honed and created for herself by studying under those spiritually endowed people who would roam the grassy plains of a far off land. Separated by oceans that had overcome the forces of a boiling atmosphere above the earth, and cascaded across the land digging canyons and rippling mountains! Cast upward by the inner balance brought onto all of the lands that were now settled and had cooled off from the friction of the continental drift brought on by tectonic plates that while rising had cracked and separated. Once the Earths crust began to cool and its boiling mist heated water that had surrounded it was cooled in its relation to the sun and this molten mass of churning rock that was brought on by the chemicals left over from the bionic super enlarged iced comets that once circled the solar system. That of which we see today that are attracted to the molten mass of atomic pressure caused by the friction of gravity accumulated through things in space attracting particles together and

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then crashing into each other. This created massive amounts of heat that was generated by the sun. When the planet was still forming and taking on mass it was closer to the living sun at the center of this solar system than it is now. As this mass grew it was superheated spinning around the sun at an alarming rate gathering enough mass before being slung out of the proximity of the earth by the sun in accordance with the collision of it with several comets that were circling the sun at that time whose chemical makeup was brought together by a this collision. That transformed the comets and masses of space debris that were brought in by the solid block of ice that was frozen together in the vast void of outer space. It was transformed into that of a liquid formed by moderate temperatures which only exist by being at the exact distance due to the planetary amount of a water based atmosphere forming oceans brought on by the collision with these comets. When this happened it knocked the mass out of its orbit around the sun while hurtled it into an outer orbit and settling it at a distance far from the sun it was decided upon by the size of the water mass that it had achieved through the comets in an outer orbit around the sun. This water that had been formed in space as ice also had solids that solidified from the cooler temperatures of outer space further out from the sun at the exact distance from the sun as the comets H2O had cooled. At that time it had became a placid liquid leaving the upper atmosphere to cool in close proximity to its space cooling the planets inner core, and due to its newly found distance from the sun that had

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been torn away leaving a planetary core to cool with the left over remanence of an evaporated water atmosphere that when the Earths surface began to cool from being farther from the sun a crust started to form on the outside of the planet. When it did this it became solid on the outside. Once that happened the heat form the inner core was cooled. This made the oceans of water on earth possible by cooling while at the same time separating the H2O from the O2 content of the earths atmosphere. This was brought on by the earths ability to be allowed to vent while expanding the planets inter planetary crust and cooling at the same time on the outside breaking it into super continents. These continents would separate the species of mankind into 12 root tribes. The white race was to occupy the upper part of the middle continent known to them as the Land of Alabaster ruled by Libra, Aries, and Leo. The red race ruled under the guise of Sagittarius, Taurus, and Virgo called the Land of Allister. Those of the Capricorn, Gemini and Aquarius would be ruled by the yellow race on the continent of Agitation, and finally the black race of men of the Cancer, Scorpio, and Pisces signs of the Zodiac ruling the lands of all named after the ancient waterways that had formed the lands that they now live on but now separated by distance and treachery brought on by the sheer ruggedness and vastness of the oceans and waterways that divided the continents. Rebecca was now granted a new life and chose to learn the ways of the Red Mans Race roaming the vast open planes as nomads do following the ebb and flow of

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the ice packs that sink down in the winter and would recede again in the summer always following the herd and would remain that way for centuries upon centuries knowing and learning on that side of the planet for the elemental forms of magic. That of the north, the south, the east, and the west they would bow to the service of their lord God that they called Wonkatonkan of whom they could channel for physical healing of their outer bodies and guided from within by the forces that made up nature itself by being able to predict and even control the weather to their advantage they could manage to maintain a very worthwhile existence far from the stone and permanent cities built by the white and yellow races of man. Existing in relatively small tribes of spiritually endowed medicine men whose population was small in comparison with the other races of men. As with the other 12 tribes of man, each civilization would take on a new form speaking in different tongues causing friction and animosity throughout the human conditions brought on by their own lack of ability to curb their greed for the inner ruler ship of the lives of the planetary systems. This was the problem with the white man whose magic lay in technological advances brought about through religious conquests seeking out the power of the crystals that once ruled these vastly mountainous regions of the highlands of The Northwestern continent carved out by the glaciers and waterways that now occupy the land to its north. These men built strongholds made of rudimentary stone constructions

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that had to be forged by hand without the long lost power once granted them by the power of the alien gods that once roamed these vast lands. Now, left to their own devices the languages they spoke seemed to be understood by many which allowed them to form a stronger union of soldiers, scientists, and politicians who had to rule under the guidance of the different church groups that were left over from the ancients whose rules now dictated that one should conquer all leaving only the purest of societies to gain power and spread their dominion over all the lands eventually retrieving all 4 crystals that made up the white mans civilization and then to use those to conquer the worlds that existed first by the deserts and planes of the lower shelf contents where the black race of man roamed. Their civilization, as with the man of the red race, involved the summoning of ancestors for the red man but for the black man they must endure the pure positive spirits that have not already come into a human form so they werent human yet. Their rituals were that of pain. They must inflict as much pain upon ones self as possible in order to be rid of the negative spirits of the dead that if left to their own devices would also cause sickness in mankind in a jealous outrage that had to be cursed upon and held at bay. They would use the rhythm of the gods that had once given them the power of illumination through the tuning of ones own likeness into that of the God of whom they would worship and want to have possess in an attempt to channel that spirit of the dead for protection and abundance of a

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strong power meant to find the inner souls of those who opposed them and have their skulls crushed from within if ever they threatened the ways of the priests and priestesses who actually still possessed their celestial crystals of the star people themselves! The yellow man found the abilities of the martial arts and that of the attunement of that is through silence and the calming of motion in an attempt to accept oneness with the inner energy of the dragon which they remembered for its power and mastership of the art of war itself. They would build an entire civilization over the same worship of a single man as that of Ra building a stronghold against the religious conquests of the white man whose technology was of no match for the ancient ways of the inner warrior. That they would find would be their greatest asset granting them the ability to create many temples and strongholds of warrior class citizens with the ancient steel making abilities that were second to none. Their passive nature and seemingly unending need to be subservient to a child king whose spirit is supposed to reincarnate from one body to another whose body would be chosen by the rituals of their priest or those of the masters of the chi or that of the inner force of the dragon from within. This would cause them much unhappiness due to the sheer number of rules and rituals that had to be followed on a daily basis supposedly bringing everything together as one. 4 clans of 4 different races. All separate but not equal. The passiveness of the red and yellow races would be offset by the offensive, take action

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first demeanor of the white and black races who would set out to destroy the planet and everything on it until they gained the power back that they so much deserved. So now with the disappearance of the lost gray race of the now old and ancient race made from the womb that was fertilized by the human race whose life had started in the cold of space brought about by the sheer immense power of the opposites of the universes. Those of the extreme heat, cold, and gravitational forces brought into being forcing matter in an odd direction of being able to create life within itself gained through the soup that had been born from the heat of the sun offset by the extreme cold that was dictated through gravitational inertia of comets acting upon the rotation of the stars planets that only the first three of which were formed by the sun whereas the other planets in its orbit were formed by the sheer weight of the cold that envelopes that part of the galaxy far from the sun churning inside in relation the inner vibratory weight of the sun but never had been or had become from that of the center star that ruled this part of the universe now cast aside Filigree must begin to find a way to reproduce new human conditions allowing those of the previous souls that occupied the world to have to step aside allowing those who have not been granted a physical form in the universes that exist below. This would bring the lower universes of man to come into existence because they would not be chosen to rise again and those who must have a chance to transcend the grip brought on by the inner dragon that feeds upon the inner life that exists

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on the planet earth. Now Ra, after being forced to take a back seat to the inner child of man to return to human form. This was not chosen by Ra himself to give up his human form but forced into it because if he had not allowed the spirit of the little girl, Rebecca to return to her inner temple that was her body upon entering the physical world. So the sons of man that threatened to bring the world back into darkness had to be cast aside. Not being allowed on this plane or that of the ones that are for the souls of mankind the right to have expression upon the physical plane providing life for all walks of life. Had Ra refused and had been struck down in any other way besides through the baptism of its humanly form back over the human soul of a little girl, he could have a chance to transcend in life at some point and be allowed to continue on without being destroyed at the end of time. Just before the re-creation of the physical universes that was inevitable if not held in check through the higher races of mankind, the angels of the lower universes on the livelihood of mankind. In addition, through the intervention of the newly formed race of the gray in an attempt to expand the amount of time left in this place in time by stretching the elasticity of time and space eventually unraveling it like that of a piece of cloth that comes apart if the strings that binds arent tied off. The only way to improve on that is to connect the two ends together around the center of nothingness that is the one and only ever contacting forces of the universal black hole. There would

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never be another chance. The way things were going at that point in time seemed to be leaving the fate of the spiritual soul with the possibility of being cast aside and once they were, how would they ever return? The problem would now be for the human race to exist in a way that has forgotten about the existence of the grays thereby forgetting the Center Top Box altogether in an attempt to stop man from destroying itself in the search for this once great power granted to those of the stars.

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THE ANGELIC AURA

Now these races of man that had to be separated apart from one another each one granted a civilization of solitude to one another separated not only by great distances, but also by language and appearance. This was done to prevent the return of the crystals that belong to the stars in an attempt to have them be protected by man for the betterment of the universes that had been separated by the hands of the high priests of Ra and distributed to the far corners of the Earth. As mankind turned on the blessings of the lord and in an attempt to assemble the Center Top Box for their own prosperity and control of the cosmos seeking dominion over the universes of all life. That is when God returned from heaven and saw to the protection of all life granting the power invested in the planet of Earth and its chakras from within to control the dragon feeding from within making the Earth itself a living,

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breathing organism that would support life from all aspects of nature. What the space people were really missing was the ability to love. Being as one in space and time through constant energy cannot relate to the separated point of view granted in a physical body. This experience must be fulfilled by all living creatures of an endless variety. Even after the total destruction of all which is inevitable. The perpetuated energy granted to the plane of existence eventually winds down due to the nature of physicality only to settle into a calm unending existence without any vibratory inertia only to be touched by the hand of God as if reaching into a pool of water sending ripples of energy exploding into what once was a 2 dimensional plane of existence brought on by the lack of any type of matter meaning that there wouldve been no energy. MC2. By now the alien culture had in mind that the human race was a valuable commodity to their own existence because if they sent all of mankinds energy into a two dimensional universe their own fate would wind up being the same because the inner light of God by nature binds things together. Removing the inner sanctity of man in an attempt to only be of positive nature disallowed any type of individually manifested freedom of choice. Love is what is needed they found out, most importantly, through the human race. This new space alien race would need to recognize the needs of others if they were going to be allowed to survive. Not the sun god Ra who had encapsulated his strong-

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hold on planet earth because his energy is dominant in this solar system. To destroy his physical being after being rejected by the 12 rulers of the zodiac now granting him no ability to continue on with them. The high priests saw the need to free this boy star child whose outer demeanor was that of a truly great ruler of civilization and whos inner dragon, training the innermost thoughts of the human being through dreams and consequences for hurting others. For the first time this knowledge had to be handed down to everybody in mankind that karma had been placed into effect and would be enforced by the inner dragon. This is something that transcends and bridges the gap between the living and the dead. The dead who had been cast into the darkness blackening the worlds skies and choking the life of the planet. Upon this realization he had decided after being abandoned by the star counsel of 12 Gods of the Zodiac. Now he must see through life as a mere mortal child. He granted the before mentioned knowledge of the stars, he passed down to human oracles even though little was known of his dilemma and his high priests wanted to keep it that way in an attempt to remain in power. Knowledge of ancient elemental rituals were possessed by the sun god Ra, whose immortal abilities were left up the Zodiacal turn of events. In an attempt to choose his own fate spirits that were waiting to reincarnate or have a body for the first time that had been trapped by the inner dragon that was the sun god Ra. These elemental rituals borrowed by the energy from summoning the dead would allow for the sacrifice of the 12 sun gods who were

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planning to build temples to store their pieces of the Center Top Box and leave their humanly existence through self-sacrifice in an attempt to regain a more suitable body. One that had an aura that was at a high enough pitch so as to allow for the rigors of space travel. When sacrificed, the human shell that it possessed the inner spiritual being of mankind was born into that body. The spirit of a human child would have to be allowed to return to its rightful place before the energy of the star could be transferred into one of the asexual being capable of mental telepathy and could survive the rigors of weightlessness without losing their ability to sustain life. If the human husk was to be destroyed and the original soul of the human child from within was allowed to once again take control of their earthly body the inner curse brought on by the blockage of souls energy to be born, and born again causing the same thing to happen to the energy of the stars. By the same laws of physics stretched into fruition they would also not be allowed to transfer their energy into one the alien bodies of the Gray. So in order to once again regain balance between the spirit man and the life giving sustenance of the stars these star gods would not be allowed to destroy the human child and succeed in achieving balance. In other words, they had to pay their dues to the angels by helping these children of mankind the same healthy body that had been previously occupied by the constellations satisfying the injustice imposed against God. These sacrifices had to be stopped, and the secrets of the Zodiac, that of which is written in the stars if the Grays

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were ever going to have a chance for a physical existence. So how could they free themselves from the low vibrations and solidity of the human species and once freed back into its celestial form of pure energy into a more highly tuned body of the Gray, but the greed of mankind would be its downfall. Sacrificing these children for the wealth and power of ruling a technologically advanced race and civilization that could be achieved through getting rid of the hindrance of the royals whose rights had been unalienable. Still in control of the human race these childrens bodies belonged to him. They belonged to his human race and their spirits were to be indelible in the eyes of the lord God. So, in order to provide the Grays with bodies to form an alien civilization promised to them by the angels of the lord these children to be baptized in the oldest of rituals forcing the child backwards into the water of the sea and left there until by way of drowning the energy of the star person was removed from the body then once again resuscitated allowing the child to be free of the dragon and gaining the protection of such. The 12 souls of the lost children of man as discovered by Filigree, King of the Dead to be the powerhouse supplying the mortal control that was inflicted on the race of man as being the power house that the inner dragon was made of. These 12 souls must be repaid with their childhood bodies must be returned to man in the same form as they were taken. If these rituals were not performed in a proper way and the 12 bodies of the dragon were not returned unto the human race unscathed so that

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the dead could once again rise this blessing would not be bestowed on the people of the stars. The only way to achieve a fair trade was to perform a ritual of baptism by the human race. This ritual was to be performed only by the prompting of The prophets that were performing the ritual under the holy Name of the lord God giving the prophet the knowledge of when there was an occurrence of the death of the star person and the return of the humanly spirited child in one single breath. Once reborn each child was left with the knowledge and memory of the cosmos that was not previously known by man. But to form the new race the Center Top Box had to never be reformed once again and reactivated so as to allow for the transcendence of the star people race into the heavens of space and time. So, the word had spread inwardly to 12 signs of the Zodiac through the inner workings of the human oracles and through the innermost thought patterns and telepathy granted to the stars. But it was too late to retrieve the crystal pyramids scattered to the far corners of the earth. By now, these few chosen ones, the prophets of mankind alone held the power and key to the civilizations of mankind. Not the angels, and surely not the star people who had been reduced to children of little stature. The star people would be saved none the less. Relying on their inner communication that was little known about or even understood by the men who now held them captive for the knowledge and ability for a newer richer lifestyle and building quality that must

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be granted to them that would last for eternity. They would have the colonization and the control of the heavenly powers would be unto the oracles of man thus gaining control of the power of the universe. Once the dead of the human race had been removed from captivity, the 12 civilizations of mankind in an attempt to reconstruct the Center Top Box for themselves gaining the ability to see and understand the knowledge of the stars by holding it in ones own hand. The civilizations of man were separated by vast distances and after the fall of Babylon speaking in different tongues that were taught by the understanding of the people by planting a root cause or root word, or system of words broken down into syllables that were communicated to the 12 civilizations of the Zodiac. Each tribe of men given inner thought processes granted by the translation of the knowledge brought down to earth by the stars themselves. The ships had been completed and small wormhole type devices were under study by the three forms of being. Those of the human, the alien, and of the blessed angels from above. No solution had been found. Without the crystals that had been touched by God there would be no escape for the alien race whose incubated bodies were now close to not return, the dead had begun to once again cloud the atmosphere and mankind once again by its need for control began taking its toll on all aspects of the lower vs. the higher. In a desperate attempt by the angels of the lord, the Gray bodies of the alien race through the summoning of the star people to

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perform a ritual that would join the spirit of man with the body of a Gray alien being that had the qualities needed to explore and manifest its race in other solar systems giving life the ability of colonization. So the soul of man had been given justice in its ability to have a physical form and the stars would be colonized by the people of the gray who communicate telepathically and dont reproduce sexually but through the osmosis of the stars through a selectively permeable spiritually attuned enlarged penal gland born to a star whos vibrations are to be technologically reproduced in a manner that allows it communication and operation with or within I should say a human like body allowing the energy of a star to live on in the heavens above after the destruction of this lower universe. Not to reincarnate, but only to occupy a new body when the old one wears out considering that every star is granted at least 1 carnation. After that carnation it can share the same fate as that of mankind being granted that spark of divinity while more and more people populate the earth, the Grays continue to return assisting the leaders of the human race hoping to propagate their existence being recognized as unique in Gods eyes and as an ancient relative spawned first with the birth of Adam and Eve then with the newly developed highly functional beings that operate as another species. No better, and no worse. Just the light of God that is in all of us now allowing the stars to be addressed in heaven as well.

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DISILLUSIONED EVOLUTION

Vigilance and destiny had bought the two together but the children of the stars were now ready to return to Earth and through the blending of the races of man Filigree had brought the masses together. This would give each race the chance to come together surprisingly, the four races of man came to resemble the likeness of the ancient races of man before the fall of Babylon, and the rising of the Gray into an olive colored race resembling that of all walks of man. No civilization had become more aware, but once again everybody had to eventually have to have the chance to live and to die leaving us with the opportunity to move on but how does our world effect those that have risen above? Transcended into all that is? the Grays had exhausted all of their mineral supplies that they needed to continue to build and maintain their space crafts. Silica crystals were easy produced back on earth where the

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beaches of the oceans washed up onto the shore of the land masses and continents of the Earthly sphere were in abundance. However, they had exhausted throughout their history the natural ability to create something other than a clone. Many, many years had passed since the production of the temples of the Gray, and their need for raw materials to create the fluids that they needed to form more hosts, and also for that of the ability to build bigger and more elaborate space traveling vehicles. Meanwhile back on Earth, the occupancy of the human race was draining its natural resources at an alarming rate with the gift of a starship had still not been conceived. The alien species wanted gold and lacking the ability to function as warriors they could not conquer the human race who was much farther advanced in the ways of weaponry. In fact, that is the reason why they keep themselves at a distance from the masses of the human race. They come here and draw crop circles in an attempt to follow the directions of another craft who was far away out of telepathic communication. Their thoughts and ideas could only be expressed through a knowingness like that of the dolphin or whale back on Earth. They still have to be within earshot of one another and when separated by the distances of space, these messages were the only way to communicate with each other over long distances. Only the human children of the stars could locate through the laws of attraction that exists throughout all of time and space the whereabouts of the Chinese crystals that were

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hidden in the Forbidden City. That was known by the Gray. The jungle temples of the black man also still held their crystals whose whereabouts were only known by an ancient tribe that had not continued on with the progression of the white man keeping their powers secret through the use of the crystals themselves. The children of the red race of man had given up their crystals to the white man in trade for nothing but to be left in peace. The red race of man had no desire to fight the white man and only sought to live in harmony with the giver of life or that of the mother Earth. The white race however had both sets of crystals but didnt know of their whereabouts because they were traded with the black race in return more gold treasure and the location of their diamond mines because they had lost their significance appearing to be that of any other geode or that of a crystal rock quarry. Which was good because thats exactly where they laid. In the caves and crevices of Indias Himalayan slopes! Here the culture had remained the same with little improvement by way of the white, and yellow mans technology. This would be the place where the crystals of the Center Top Box had been laid for protection that is brought on by the almost absolutely impossible living conditions at this level of the atmosphere and the sheer cold hard ruggedness of the mountains surrounded by plains of grass or that of roaming herds of animals without giving way to the grasslands needed for farming the crops of mother Earth. Stashed away in a cave completely ornamented by every

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type of crystal and rock formation known to man. Even the crystal stones of the Forbidden City had been placed there after the fall of the emperor kings bloodline in an attempt to regain their power once the gift of their masters return had once again been retrieved through the act of reincarnation. So how were these crystals to be re discovered? Only by the return of the Royal 12 of The Zodiac to its rightful home. That of a physical body that could handle the territory of this lost in time no mans land of steep sheer cliffs and constantly moving glaciers, and land masses crashing together causing earthquakes and volcanos combined with the breathlessness of a 24 thousand foot peak made of loosely formed shale rock shelves that easily trigger landslides of an immense nature out to get anybody brave enough to walk this line. Besides, the location of his place was only known to those of a certain breed of man that had developed as time went by. This race of man as we discussed was of a higher nature than that of the clones of the Gray and what was left over from the breakup of the civilization of the now ancient tribes of man. These men had become as giants compared to the human race. Born from genetically sound principles that had been explored on different planets that made up the homes of the races of man that were to perpetuate the lives of mankind and that of every race of being. This race of man the fall of his once great civilization built on the technology of warfare in order to keep the peace would eventually turn to God for an easy way out. It was up to the angels to

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answer to prayers of these certain chosen men and women that was being genetically engineered through the technology granted that of the citizens of Earth but genetically replicated species as the gray had found didnt allow for natural selection and eventually everybody would have to be remanufactured. Manufactured in a way that would best suit the job or position that one was expected to perform. They became as giants because other planets had now been discovered for colonization by crossing the vastness of space only to have a genetic set of giants to become genetically engineered while on that planet as soon as the vehicle had arrived. On it way it could exist in frozen state and upon landing would prepare an incubus for a fully integrated life form that would start out primitive. Left to its own devices giving its chances of survival in the hands of God. Aliens needed to study this type technology too, plus they needed resources, and the knowledge of space travel that could be used to watch over and assist this breed of giants in creating and prospering in a new civilization created by man and lead into the stars by the still developing technology of the human race. They knew nothing of reincarnation or of the ability to reproduce without being cloned so there had to be two bodies cloned. One being that of a female and one of that of a male. The Grays were so impressed with this idea that they decided they would do their best to assist the human race in this endeavor after capturing unsuspecting humans at random trying to reformulate the alien species once

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again through that of a human host. They want to keep the ability to communicate telepathically while at the same time be able to reproduce. So they studied the reproductive organs of man in an attempt to seed him with an alien DNA causing him to impregnate a female human into giving birth to a new breed of star people. That of a man and a women with different hosts but the only way that there would be to regain the natural resources of a life sustaining planet the use of the Center Top Box was needed to create with its alchemy the chemical makeup of not only the star people and that of the human race of giants required the metals that were stockpiled by the human race in it economic endeavor to rule over one another without the advent of war. The Grays had absolutely no way of getting the riches of mankind or that of mother earth due to their feebleness. Giants. Thats what was needed! So, the 12 Royal Children of The Stars were the only ones who could identify which crystals were the ones that were needed to rebuild the Center Top Box because they would glow a beautiful Hue like that of a neon light. Each one a different color demonstrating the way it was to be rebuilt and constructed into what would now be the death of them. Once the crystals were reunited The Stars of The Zodiac Would be allowed to take up this human form, live a normal life, and have the ability to pass on joining the other souls of mankind on the other side whether that of the heavens above or of that below, and because they were the life blood for the inner power that ruled the lives of

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man. The dragon from within would once again require a human form. He would be allowed this by the King of the Dead, Filigree, in exchange for the souls of the twelve children, the chosen ones of the constellations themselves to be returned once again into the life of man and finally be allowed to move on. This was granted but their adventure was just beginning! The giants of the men to come were to be brought to life and allowed to grow, but in the meantime the children of the stars had to once again be entrusted by the lord of the universes through the inner possibilities of the dragon to reassemble the crystals, hand the power over to the Gray, and turn the extremely large goldilocks planet of Alabaster over to the giants to be the stomping grounds for an entirely new Alien race. The Grays on the other hand needed the help of the human knowledge of sexually pro creating a new race endowed with the energy and awareness of the stars. Given this type of life every living thing could be brought up before the justice of the rulers of the dead and hopefully be allowed to pass through the gates into the upper worldly class. Those of the rich. The ones in life that seem to have everything. Good looks, nice cars, big houses, and most importantly the star quality that every man should possess, that of a large bank account. Now that there has been so much done on the planet of earth millions upon millions nationwide give way to millions of billions of man hours to create the lower worlds into what they are now. Everybody knows whats at stake, and as long as theres gold on

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the planet there will be denominations of men, and denominations of currency mostly allocated to the few and doled out periodically to the many. Money means nothing to the rich because that is for the poor people to toil over. The rich have credit. Credit cards and credit accounts, and of course the global stock exchange. When you own the land and the buildings on it you control everybody within that territory and everybody is striving to achieve just that. Domination of the world economy through sheer military strength brought on by the amazing ability for man to use chemistry and the laws of physics to build things and to destroy. This is what keeps the peace. Therefore a constant battle rages in one corner of the world at any given time on any given day. The same thing goes for everything else. If you can think of it, its going to be happening this is guaranteed because if it wasnt in your mind it wouldve never existed and still the possibilities are endless or are they? Will time stop once everything has been created and experienced by the human race or that of the stars? Probably not but is that to say that possibilities are never ending? If theres nothing left in this state of being or that of the physical universes above and below that of the human condition? Endless possibilities found in endless knowledge of countless living creatures all experiencing things from a different point of view but still sharing in that which is the condition of life! Is that where the world starts and ends with only the knowledge possessed by one or will all experiences that could possibly be possible be ex-

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perienced by the end of time, or does time stop when all possibilities that are possible have been documented upon the annals of time? Still people are subject the rise and fall, ebb and flow, and good and bad that makes up the dualistic stage of the double universes below and holding the inner knowledge plus all three dimensions at the same time? This is the goal of the race of giants! To live in a state of being that is above the knowledge and awareness of mankind and transcends the physical energy of the stars! Once the zodiac had made its comeback releasing the tribal children of the 4 races of mankind allowing them the opportunity to be judged by a tribunal of their peers they would once again be subject to the pseudo energy given off by the unending downward spiral that governs the laws of the physical universes. It was written in the stars that everything would eventually be self-destructive unto itself so the only way to overcome the odds was through the ability to connect the gravitational fabric that makes up outer space that allows for the space travel experienced by the travelers of the stars was to connect the two ends together bringing everything together just like plugging in a lamp. Once the Zodiac was reunited and the children of the stars had been released into the hands of Filigree and the Dragon everybody could move on. The Center Top Boxs pieces were never recovered and the alchemy of the universe was never achieved by the Gray. Instead, the land of the dragon lived on with the new race of the human race the Giants of Alabaster fueling a starship constructed by

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the knowledge of the children gained by living the life of the zodiac abandoning the humans, and those of the gray to work out their spiritual wellbeing without any help from the stars. The Grays would live on in the places where they had colonized over the centuries that they ruled the galaxies and the human race would continue on with its lifespan left on Earth finally allowing God a chance to rest before he decided to create something again for he is the only one who can create or destroy life and the experiences that exist that have not come into view. Constantly learning about its own outer workings and developing even more and more awareness amongst its outward species ever evolving and prospering throughout its word that was handed down throughout the ages, and being lent a helping hand where it sees fit! The fate of the worlds of time and space as with any game of chance is a no win situation. Over time, everything will eventually succumb to the odds that are stacked up against the life of the living and that of the dead. Throughout the creative ability that was given to all living creatures they must find a way to overcome the odds. The answers to the secretes of the universes in time will eventually come to pass by progressing in knowledge as time goes by. Not necessarily in the same way that seems to stack the odds up against the living while at the same time taking the immortality of man and making it seemingly impossible to live as well as the creative ability that seems to make it all possible in the first place. Because of the never ending need for God to propagate itself

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through life and throughout the civilizations of mankind which makes life possible on all of the different worlds and throughout time making life on all of the planets just as possible as much as it is plausible. That means that with all the blessings of God all the possibilities that may seem to make life seem to be impossible are plausible and that through the worlds of creativity, longevity itself will become a thing of the past

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JUSTICE LIES IN JEALOUSY

Relationships grow throughout ones own life, but how much a relationship can one have with another over the period of a lifetime? When youre first born life begins at a place not too far off from a point of situation, understanding, and not to mention circumstance, but with all of these events you have to consider how and why such events occur so often in life. Not just in the physical sense, but that of knowing, and being around a person or set of persons from one point in time to the next. So, when you first come into the world you have to take that first breath, the breath of life. Soon your little eyes come open and you see, hear, smell and feel this world for the first time. At least for the first time in this life, and from that moment on you begin learning. Everything is dependent on other people and this forms a lifelong bond starting at birth and for whatever reason as long as you know them you will remember. No one person can claim to know everyone, but people do as-

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sociate strongly with placing mental thought patterns into categories. This is partially how the mind works. Before you can remember you have in turn began to recognize and learn from the stimulation of your five senses. Starting out with the most basic. The one thing that everybody seems to leave out is other senses that have gone on unnoticed. A newly born baby has a clean slate. This is not to say that it is purely and primarily dictated purely on ones own surroundings, but from that of an alliance with the unknowing, and suddenly that of knowing. Language is something that is fascinating to learn. Children learn to understand words and syllables starting at a very early date, and different regions have different languages, accents, and physical surroundings all according to different elevations, weather patterns, topographic surroundings, the four seasons, the summer and winter solstice and the spring and fall equinox, different levels of humidity, relative position to the equator, bodies of water, mountains, wildlife, ruggedness associated with the country, or the flatness of the plains, food crops, fishing, wildlife, and domestic animals. Animals, people who are friendly, barometric pressure, vegetation, insects, point of reference to the different poles of the planet, sociological, technical, governmental and population including many more factors that all have bearing on a persons own experiences. This is what separates the world into continents, continents into countries, countries into differently governed areas such as states, counties and parishes. Its no

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coincidence that these things are the way they are. The world is not a place of random acts because there is life within our planet as well as the universe itself. Even the stars produce and have life. Where do you differentiate between knowingness, decision making, and understanding as you begin to form a relationship with the world around you, and the learning the ways of communication, thought process, and personal ability? These things are predisposed upon you. Its your job to assimilate, and become aware of the world through the since of the mind, but what of that has to do with instinct? Languages just evolved out of relationships with the before mentioned circumstances starting off with syllables. If you break a language down into its root cause, words seem to form as if by magic! How does the mind learn to associate something with a sound, syllable, or word? How do different environments, cultures, and civilizations come up with all of these different words, syllables, and phrases like for instance in the English language the same word can have many different meanings. How does the mind come up with these correlations in relation to a before mentioned word, or combination of words? Ill tell you that these things are learned through ones own imagination and agreed upon as relationships begin to form starting off with what might have seemed like magic causing the fear of the unknown and the solace of ones own inner thinking and how that relates to a per sons comfort zone with the people around him. It is not uncommon to create a whos who or a being that is more

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prevalent in his, or her ways whether or not it comes from being physically attractive, cunningness, or that of a higher or stronger mentality, anything that may give one an advantage over another. But still these words and phrases remain the same from one person to the next. So, how does not only language but accents occur in an ordinary environment? The thing is that each language is started off by the use of a syllable, tone of voice, and later, additional syllables used to show emotion. If animals had vocal cords theoretically they could talk couldnt they? Everybody knows that animals do communicate? Like in a game of poker, how can you tell the intention, capabilities and circumstance of another due to intelligence, brute strength, being physically attractive as being the same as just having dumb luck because if everybody was given the same exact hand no one person could say how the other would react even though they are given the exact same circumstance. So, you may say, Well, it depends on the next card, so that would be like saying that a learned behavior would be the same for each and every person given the same circumstance. That as we know is impractical and hardly plausible. So does language start as an idea or is it formulated with meaningful intention saying, that, Is what it is! and leaving people to look, see, and understand the principle at hand. New concepts are approaching mankind at a new rate and our languages, are becoming simpler, by becoming more complex. Lots and lots of new terms and phrases have been conceived to coincide with

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all the new discoveries in science and technology. How can a child in this day and age catch up? How does one go out into this world at a young age and deal with the immensity and sheer depth of society and technology that we have today? Trillions upon trillions of man hours learned by an individual in a single short lived journey into adulthood. This must mean that everything keeps building and takes on a shape or a life of its own. People dont understand! How can I make a television or a computer monitor? What about an electric circuit board? You may ask yourselves, but most commonly people do not care. It was just there when I got here. The same thing goes with relationships. Things come together in a sequence but what does it mean if something goes together full circle back around and onto itself? Is it possible that life is doing just that? Creating possibilities upon possibilities set upon a foundation. Even a foundation can be rebuilt or destroyed. Dont you think that this is the same thing that is happening today in our world today? I mean that no one decision is going to affect everybody and everything but everything and everybody can affect an individual or a group of individuals as a whole? Decidedly, there is another set of inner workings that shape our lives and understanding whether or not we know how it works or if we dont. Even the guy who built the television probably doesnt understand the entire workings of it down to the very last detail. That of say, How the casing was molded, all the way to the technology it takes to physically make equipment as a whole

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but probably is able to assemble the parts if they are provided to him by others. So no one person fully understands anything that happens on a daily basis. So, how does our mind and body deal with this entire environmental overload? It doesnt. Theres really no reason to ask why. People dont care! They know if they like something. Probably dont analyze it or study the fact about why or how. Its just the world that they live in. You may say, Use your head!, or Its common sense or should be common knowledge. Your either know how to do it or you dont! one might say. It seems that inner feelings are amongst a new class of senses that people would discount as part of living a normal life. It seems that the world is no different in some respects. Its the same blue sky the same blue sea, and everything is fine in relation to everybody else anywhere on earth. Nobody stops and asks why they are to go where they are going or if it was decidedly ones own doing whether or not you can be held responsible for the things that happen in life. Some people accept that and some people look to a different light. They see something that is not there, but is still tangible, and meaningful in their lives. Now we are dealing with the sense of emotion. How can that possibly relate to the events, likes, dislikes, and other things that people just accept for no good reason but just for, What it is. Does this filter down from the thought patterns and methods used to create the world that we live in today? So the mind tells what might happen if you do a certain thing, but emotion is a secondary effect

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to this information. Meaning that if something you decided on causes you pain you must react in a reasonable manor. Although given the same turn of events no two people will end up with the same end results. Depending on the physicality of the event, prior events leading up to the situation, and the mental understanding of the circumstances that one may or may not be aware of, plus things like, Their ability to control their mental emotions such as pain. Everybody responds differently to things because no one person is the same as the next. Does that mean that when you die the world comes to an end? Thats like saying if a tree falls in the forest and no one is around did it still fall to the ground? Life cycles determined by these events shape, mold, and formulate your attitudes and actions depending on what a person gets used to or is predisposed to doing in their own right. How do they handle stress and in new and old situations? Does one become upset when missing a bus because they didnt show up on time or they forgot their bus fare? Yes, of course something like that could ruin your day not to mention put you in a bad mood. Its all determined by what youve learned in the past from previous relationships with others, and what you know from your own experience, and knowledge of how to physically, mentally, and emotionally come up with new ways of shaping your life into something that you may have some sort of semblance or idea of actually recognizing the situation that, due to prior events in your day lead up to such an event but the circumstances of the day lead you in another direc-

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tion. You dont understand. You blame yourself. You had no intentions of missing that bus. You couldve let someone down who was depending on you or needed your help. So is it your life that you are concerned with or that of another person because as we learned when we were too young to remember when we were just little tiny babies that you were taught through relationships, pleasure, pain, mental awareness, a sixth sense, and circumstances brought by the people around you and from those who came before you. I mean the street only goes as far as a person makes it right? Learning is the best thing in life as far as what you know and how you handle it you become more aware of your surroundings, and if given the proper circumstances and by making the right choices by attaining a goal and working towards it applying your abilities in a focused way while avoiding pitfalls of an attainable goal that was not achieved due to the before mentioned conditions of human existence those of mind, matter, and emotion, but what about the world in an afterlife? Does the world come to an end as you know it? Do you leave the mind behind and continue on as a spark of God? Maybe you are reborn into another set of circumstances from which you had originally came but doesnt that discount the concept of time because what about the events that occurred that lead up to these events that are now happening to you and all around you? Is it predestined like the road was there when you got there and there wasnt any other way around so you were just doing what

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the person who came before you was doing or is it possible that the relationships and conditions of your previous selfinflicted circumstances are what are guiding you? Does that make the world and all of your troubles your own fault or can you just chalk it up as a new learning experience, but for the learning of what? How to shape your own destiny because it appears to me that in these cases you already have! So, are making all the right decisions going to allow you to gain a certain attainable goals but to what end? Caring for others as you would care for yourself by giving to others what you would want yourself and in return accepting the gifts that are given and realizing that these things that people do to you once you realize that an unchangeable circumstance brought on by a certain chain of events This only explains that the other person is only a victim of his own circumstance and does not realize that the wrong he has performed was actually against his own self and through trial and error he must begin to recognize the fact that only when you give to others may you receive because you can be the better person in any given situation and feel acceptance in the face of adversity realizing that the person really has no idea as to the meaning of life or what they are really doing. For that they will have to keep repeating the same set of circumstances created over and over and once realized a person can have a transformation into a realization that what is good for you is also good for others. This will lead you into more happy relationships with more like minded people and this will occur naturally without hav-

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ing to work for it with a great amount of effort. This is not to say that you should give to those who do not give to you! Only a close few should be chosen. Mostly throughout our lives we encounter many different relationships with others all through life beginning with you parents and siblings, aunts, uncles, grandparents, cousins, classmates, church goers, and many others that you can imagine. Things do not stay the same and you may miss somebody with whom youve spent much time, and had much pleasure knowing that person and through one way or another you had to move on. Recognize that they are as well off as you are or else in any case they would gravitate toward you because for whatever reason they need you in their lives to fulfill the basic necessities in life. Nobody walks alone. Whether or not you realize it nobody can exist without another either through work, family, friends, and acquaintances, the people who you meet along the way at school or any other event for that matter. So, when they do something to harm you, or affect your life in a negative manor causing circumstances that are of a detrimental nature giving back what they have taken is not recommended but try to better your life from your newly found perspective without harming anyone in the process. In other words, try to get on with your life! Do not let them have any more power over you causing you to act out in a negative matter harming your own life in the process. That could lead you down an uncharted or maybe even a well beaten path of self-devastation fueled by an-

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other persons wrong doings toward you now causing untold damage back to you! So what of the unknown? Those places where nobody knows? What about the world as a whole? Do any two share the same experiences? Thats like saying while watching television when somebody asks a question you say, Just watch the show! Because does it really matter? I mean why do criminals decide to be criminals? Because, they are criminals right!?! But why, you may ask? Thats like putting life in a nutshell. Does there always have to be a reason for everything or can the world function without the advent of rules? Nobody is beyond the law at least very few are but nobody can escape their own path of what they are doing in order to accomplish what some people try to analyze and other simply accept for no good reason. Do they stop and think that theres more to life than feeding, clothing, and housing oneself? Obviously not for some. Prisons are full of this type of person. They dont understand, Why cant I take what I want from people? Im bigger than them? Why should I supply anything for them? They never did anything for me? Why should I go to work? Im not the one whos taking the credit for a job well done! So, I killed him! Why? Because he disrespected me! He owed me! He had something that belongs to me so I took it back! Thats exactly right. Why go to the law? The laws of reality dictate that he had the right to take his life! But these are the laws of duality. The law as they say is a two way street! What does that mean, A two way street? Is that something like saying I did it so come do that to me?

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Because if you look at it in reverse thats what they are saying through their actions, speech, and attitudes towards others. So they play their games. Lets bond together for a stronger more powerful union where we strike first and deal with the consequences later and after they do it they will say, But thats what he was going to do to me!!! or, Thats what he did to me!. Isnt that like saying two wrongs is better even though its not necessarily right? Then they rebel against everything except what their loved ones have vowed to protect them. So, did they escape from the laws of love? What about that of what has come to be known as karma? People always talk about it because they accept the possibility. But isnt it built in to the human condition? I mean, you have to eat right? If you get hungry enough you will eat right? What about creature comforts. How does that coincide with ones mental and emotional needs? So working off of the premise that everybody needs the love of someone or something else in order to survive because of this built into the human condition of needing to eat, drink, breath, and apparently be loved in order to survive. How does that pertain to your body being transformed back into the earth from which is came? Where does the existence of life itself separate itself from the heart and mind of human kind because once you die this world must come to an end. So what makes people think that if youre there. I mean someplace after death, than how can you still be here? Why dont I remember being some place before now? Does that mean that my soul was cast out of

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heaven only to placed here for one life and one life only without remembering anything at all because maybe before I came to Earth I was merely a charge of energy who needed to live in order to learn how to speak, and get along with others, and now that Ive passed I have full knowledge of what goes on earth and with my family close friends and loved ones until they pass and just like on earth they will all be together somewhere in unity. Does that mean that I knew you in heaven before we were born, and people would say, You go first., No you go first! and then once you get here you cant remember like a cruel joke or something just to see if you can make it. Like pin the tail on the donkey! Pin the tail on the donkey! After they spin you around blindfolded three times twice! Scientists say, There were dinosaurs that walked the earth 4 million years ago! Fascinating but how can they judge the world of matter? Isnt it the carbon atom? They can prove how old it is by the number of carbon atoms something contains giving it a relatively exact date of when it was formed out of molten lava? And now people think that you only live once and that none of this was really here because its unbelievably inconceivable like the vastness of space and time. It all adds up to the here and now and common sense. Thats all we know, thats all we know right? So, you think, well Ive done everything that I wanted at the expense of other people who dont matter to me or if I hadnt of done it somebody else wouldve and as long as it doesnt happen to me everything is going to be OK which

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in reality is fine. Cover your own back.

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ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Born in Ely, Nevada Kurt Burnum grew up in small town atmosphere not far from Salt Lake City Utah. Graduating from White Pine High School in 2002 he lead the life of a Blackjack Dealer in The Northeastern Nevada Casinos such as the Hotel Nevada and Gambling Hall in Downtown Ely. Currently living in the high desert of Southern California he resides with his Wife and Life Long Partner Celeste and six year old Cat Gabriel.

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