By Doug Floyd
A gust of air sweeps along the lonesome plains like a gushing, waterless river. Beneath
this parched, silent storm, a song, a cry, a voice continually calls out from the desert:
Wearied by the smothering comforts of abundance, the gasping soul finds a refuge, a
peace, a joy in the desolate path of divine love.
The apostle Paul stumbles across this path on his way to Damascus. Filled with fury and
vision from on high, he charges forth to fight, and kill, on behalf of truth.
Divine love interrupts Paul’s mission. Eclipsed by a blinding vision of God’s love, Paul
sees what no eye can see; Paul hears what no ear can hear. Paul meets Love beyond all
love: Love beyond all knowledge. In the startling momentary glimpse of Jesus’ love, Paul
changes from a marauding crusader to a helpless lover.
Stripped from the safety of titles, degrees and human achievement, Paul stands naked
before the ultimate Creator, the Lord of Hosts. And he discovers that the source of all
creation is not simply power but a dance of unending love between the Father, the Son
and the Holy Spirit.
In a single instant, Paul glimpses behind the veil of creation and beholds a love so real, so
beautiful, so captivating, that he forgets everything else except this love. This love
sustains him, compels him, completes him. This love is home.
We are traveling across a vast desert. We didn’t choose the desert it chose us. It is in our
bones. We are the children of Abraham, of Isaac, of Jacob. We are a nomadic people
called to pilgrimage. At times, we may deny the desert. With enough music and singing
and dancing and laughter, we might just drown out the pangs deep within our soul.
Yet sometimes the deep longing throbs loud enough to wake us up and remind us of our
soul parching thirst for the fountain of divine love.