There are things in life that are totally unavoidable, absolutely inevitable. The old saw about death and taxes applies here. And, regardless of what the cynics say, love also does. It doesnt have to be the romantic sort, of course, seeing that there are so many kinds of love. But it happens, whether you like it or not. Sooner or later, youll find your heart warming up towards others even the Bible says that, regardless of what most Bible-thumping fundies claim about love only coming to those who deserve it. Most of the time, it shows up when you least expect it and its usually the last person you expect.
This is pretty much how Ted felt at the time that things pretty much fell into place: lousy just plain lousy. A week with a severe respiratory infection left her worn out and haggard. The doctor told her to take things easy, take a couple of weeks out of the office to recuperate. But two weeks were too much; not for Ted, but for her boss. Everyone at the office called Mrs. Malignos Morticia behind her back, seeing how her appearance called to mind the materfamilias of the Addams Family. At fifty-odd, she wore her still-dark hair loose about her shoulders. This had the eerie effect of highlighting her angular features and weird pallor; being anemic, her skin looked ashen it was neither the natural Filipino tan nor was it the peachy fairness typical of the mestiza crowd. Considering her position as a department head and, thus, part of middle management her clothes seemed, well, odd. Long skirts with very high slits, mid-thigh miniskirts, trousers that showed off more than a suggestion of a curved bum, black nylon pantyhose, and long, flowing coats made with filmy, diaphanous materials like tulle or chiffon that seemed more appropriate for the boudoir than the boardroom. The fact that her surname was Malignos the Spanish loanword for malevolent spirits or otherworldly beings did not help matters at all. The thing about Morticia was that she was absent more than she was present for work. When Ted first came into the company, Morticia complained of constant stomach-aches. A month later, she went into hospital for a laparoscopy. After a month, she seemed to be down with allergies or migraines for much of the summer. Finally, she was down for the count all July, having been laid up with pneumonia; the only good thing about it was that it wasnt bad enough to put her in intensive care. All the while Morticia was away, she bugged her team over the phone or through email. But it was not the same nor was it as effective as it would have been if she were around. Documents needing her approval were kept on the back burner, allowing the team to work on other things that needed doing: brochures and stuff, website copy, press releases. While she was away, everything went swimmingly. It was only when she returned that all hell broke loose. Have you finished the communications plan? Morticia demanded of Ted as soon as the latter hove into sight. Not yet, Ted admitted truthfully. Those in the cubicles nearby looked up sharply, hearing the slight wobble in her voice. Indeed, Ted looked tired something that a few more days in bed could have remedied. But she said nothing more as she took her place at her desk, plugging in her computer. Not yet! Morticia exclaimed in dismay. Not yet! Docia, how could you? That was supposed to have been implemented a month ago! Ted gritted her teeth at this. Her full given name was Theodosia Jeanne Ballesteros and went by either Ted or Theda. It was only Morticia who called her Docia, saying that her nickname made her sound like a bull-dyke lesbian. Ted seriously resented her for that. I sent you a master copy, Ted reminded her boss in a rather neutral tone. Oh, did you? Morticia did not sound convinced. Just to play safe, would you mind sending it to me again? Ted said nothing, but went over her Sent Items folder for the missive in question and forwarded it to her boss. When that was done, she quietly rose and made her way out of the bullpen. You all right, Ted? a gruff but kindly voice asked at the bullpen door. Oh, good morning, Sir Enzo, Ted replied, greeting the CFO with a wan smile. Im okay, I guess. You dont look okay, Enzo Joson remarked critically. Youre as pale as a damned sheet and you dont look too sure on your feet. I think you shouldve stayed home a bit longer. I wanted to, Ted assured him as they made their way to the elevators. But Mrs. M shot me a text on Saturday morning that pretty much threw any plans of resting out my window. Enzo stopped at this and stared incredulously at her. Whatd she say? he demanded. Ted pulled her phone out of a trouser pocket and scrolled over to the message in question: Had a long talk with the CEO. Give me your ideas ASAP. Brainstorming Monday. Dont be absent for any reason. This is IMPORTANT. No excuses! How Enzos eyes widened as this imperious command! You did tell her about what your doctor told you to do, yes? he asked as he handed back Teds phone. I did, Ted sighed. She called me up soon as she got the text and pretty much guilt-tripped me into coming to work today. As she put her phone back into her pocket, she regarded the CFO gravely. Correct me if Im wrong, sir: but in all my years in the field, this is the first and only time Ive seen the marketing department take a stab at writing an internal corporate communications plan. In every company Ive worked for, this was usually done by the folks at HR. I know, Enzo replied as they entered the elevator. And you arent wrong: HR does the bulk of internal communication work. Thats why I was surprised when I saw that Morticia included a corp- comm plan in her business plan. And isnt it too late in the year to make a new plan? That, young lady, has to be the biggest understatement Ive heard all day and the days still young, damn it all. He shook his head, obviously wondering at how foolish some people could be. Of all the goddamned, stubborn women Ive had to work with, your boss takes the cake. Ted managed to smile at this. You arent the only one whos told me that, she said. Miz Kate pretty much said the exact same thing. Enzo threw his head back and laughed. Yes, he chuckled. Kate told me as much; said she wanted to have a good, long chat with your boss but, conveniently, Morticia was still confined at St. Lukes and sent you into the lions den on her behalf. He eyed her slyly. You seem in pretty good shape for someone who was thrown to the lions. It was Teds turn to laugh. Lions like me, she replied with a wry shrug. And I do try to get on with people; I learned from experience that you wont get anything done unless youre on good terms with the folks around you. That, Ted, is Gods own truth. Ted looked glum as she thought about this. It was true: Morticia did not seem to get along with anyone at work though she did chatter and joke with people from time to time. She had openly declared that she had no great love for Kate Quijano, the formidable head of Human Resources, whom she considered a pain in her backside; likewise, the only person she had any real obedience for was the CEO. Anyone else was, in her words, a stumbling block. But here lay the irony: it was public knowledge that Morticia was often being dressed down by the CEO in full sight of the bullpen for one infraction or another. And she was always quick to absolve herself of any blame, saying that HR or Sales or some other department was not cooperating with her and her team. When the CEO left the bullpen, she would always turn to her team and make them feel guilty not by scolding them, but by using weasel words and a hangdog, pitiful expression of disappointment that they, in her words, did not shine as much as they could. Frankly, Ted was tired of trying to shine at least in the way Morticia expected her to. They made their way to the coffee bar on the second floor. Ted ordered an enormous iced latte with almond syrup and was about to pay for it when Enzo beat her to the cashier paying for her purchase along with his. Consider it a treat, child, Enzo told her, beaming at her the way a fond parent looks at a child who has done well in school. Lord knows you need one and I cannot thank you enough for taking the lead on that press release and media blitz for the Jobs Award. Its in my TOR, sir, Ted reminded him. But, all the same, thanks. And to think Morticia wanted us to wait till she came back to plan that all out. Enzo looked grim as he spoke. He regarded Ted seriously. Ted, be honest here: how do you find her as a boss? Honestly, sir? I wouldnt know what to think! One minute, she fawns over me and tells me how brilliant I am. The next, she goes all woebegone and tells me my work is horribly disappointing and that I should try harder to shine. Bitterly, she added that it was all about the shine. Shine, she spat contemptuously, but no substance. Hmm... Enzo took as sip of his coffee as they made their way back. That said, do you see yourself staying with us for the long haul? Ted turned to him, hurt written all over her face. I thought so, she began slowly. But of late... He voice trailed off into a tired sigh. I dont know, sir. I joined the company thinking it could give me some respite from the hustle and bustle of the admans world. She grimaced and shook her head. I guess I was wrong.
It was a long morning. Before noon, Ted had finished three press releases and a couple of new brochures. The press releases were pretty much a rewrite of what the consultant had written. Given the quality of the original drafts, Ted had to raise an eyebrow as she couldnt believe that these were the work of a professional PR writer. Hell, they looked worse than Teds first attempts at writing a press release in her Introduction to PR Writing class back at university! Worse, she did not understand why her boss never allowed her to draft the press releases herself. It was always Thats what the PR consultants are there for, Docia. Thats what we pay them to do. As a long-PR practitioner, it didnt sound kosher to Ted; normally, the client would do a bang-up draft containing the details of the event and the consultant would just clean it up before seeding it to the broadsheets not the other way around! She popped her midday dose of antibiotic into her mouth, washing it down with a swig of calamansi soda; she sat back, closed her eyes, and sighed. She felt wobbly all over both because she had not yet recovered well enough and because the antibiotic was a pretty strong one that made her feel odd. She opened her eyes when she heard something land on her desk with a loud thud. The US office sent us these materials, Morticia declared sans preamble. You should look these over and rework them into something we can use on our local clients. Im pretty sure you can give me a draft by 1 today. She waved airily and turned to leave. Toodle-oo! she sang, gaily. Im off to lunch! Ted stared at the massive pile of brochures and flyers lumped in front of her. Suddenly, she couldnt breathe and everything went black.
Okay, shes coming to! Shes coming to! Someone get water quick! You gave us quite a scare there, young lady, Enzo remarked as Ted stared at him blearily. What happened? Miz Kate demanded, her eyes as wide as saucers as she helped Ted into a sitting position. I... Ted began weakly. Hush, Ted! Enzo admonished her firmly. Dont talk till youre a bit better. One of the girls whose cubicle was catty-corner to Teds spoke up. Mrs. Malignos told her to look over those documents on her desk, she declared. Said that she had to turn in a draft by one today. Its a quarter to one, Miz Kate said, checking her watch. She looked around, a fierce expression on her already grim face. And where, may I ask, is Mrs. Malignos? Out to lunch, Ted replied feebly. Have you had lunch, Ted? the company nurse asked as she began taking Teds blood pressure. Ted shook her head. I just took my antibiotic, she explained. And I was going to grab a bite when she dropped the US brochures off on my desk. Enzo looked grim at this and Miz Kate was livid. I suggest you hold things off for a while, Miz Kate said decisively as Ted managed to clamber into her chair. Youd better go home, Ted; youre in no shape to work. But the deadlines... Miz Kate held up a hand to quell her. No buts, Ted, she said. Soon as youre on your feet, let me and the girls know. Well grab one of the drivers to take you home. But... I said no buts, Miz Kate repeated firmly. But her smile was kind as she patted Teds shoulder. You go home and rest, dearie. Ill deal with that boss of yours. Ted looked up at her, grateful for the respite. Youre one of the good guys, Miz Kate, she said warmly. Even if Morticia does call you a hag. The older woman laughed uproariously at this. Well, now! she exclaimed. Look whos talking!
Still shaking in every limb, Ted managed to get home to her flat in one piece. She sank onto her favourite armchair and seemed to stare at nothing for a moment. It was just a little too much for her to take in. It did not help that Morticia made a scene just as she was being ushered out of the office by the worried girls from HR. She was all about the deadlines, about how she shouldnt be showing weakness at a time like this. She even hissed at one of the HR girls when the latter tried to explain that Ted was still in no condition to work. Fortunately, Enzo and some of the sales heads who were like older brothers to Ted intervened and she was able to hop aboard an elevator that would take her away from Morticias unreasonable tirade. Jude Monserrat, one of the sales heads and a long-time friend of Teds escorted her right down to the parking lot where a company car was ready to take her home. Youre in the wrong business, mate, Jude remarked without the faintest trace of irony as he led her to the parking lot. We were all thinking youd be joining the family business when you left your last agency not working from the other side of the fence. Mate, thats as close as youve gotten to telling me I told you so to my face, Ted shot back. But she had to admit he was right. Yknow, I could see myself writing cookbooks, teaching folks how to cook, writing about food full time. So, why dont you? I dont know, Ted replied with a shrug. Maybe I dont really know what I want in life. Please! Jude snorted, rolling his eyes in disbelief. That doesnt sound like the Theda Ballesteros I know; that didnt sound like my buddy, the chick with the plan. What happened to her? She burned out, mate, Ted confessed ruefully. She burned out and thought she could make things work as a marketing exec. Bad move, Jude grunted. But he companionably squeezed Teds arm. Think about it, Ted; do what you want to do do what you love to do rather than something that pays well but drives you bugfuck crazy. Its not healthy, yknow. He shook a warning finger in her face. Dont forget: its what killed my ma ten years ago. Ted grimaced at this. Judes mother was a singer of note, but died in her mid-fifties because she burned out. It was a grim end for a magnificent diva who shone upon the worlds stages. In truth, Mrs. Monserrat would have dropped everything just to be a proper wife and mother to her family. Think about it, Jude repeated as Ted got into the car. Think of what you really want to do, mate. And Ted did think about it. She thought about it as she rested in her armchair, thought about it for the better part of the afternoon. Finally, she stood up and went to her kitchen. As she fixed herself a bowl of beef curry over rice, she thought about what she would say to her boss and how she would say her goodbyes. In the meantime, she was hungry.
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Shortcut Beef Curry 1 cup sliced cooked beef 1 shallot, peeled and sliced thinly 1 small carrot, peeled and diced cup fresh oyster mushrooms, sliced into strips 1-1/2 tablespoons cooking oil 1-1/2 cups water 1 cube Japanese curry roux 2 eggs 2 cups cooked rice
Set a saucepan over medium heat. Once the pan is smoking hot, add the oil. Allow to sizzle for a few seconds, then add the shallot. Cook until softened, then add the carrot and cook for about three to four minutes. Add the mushrooms and beef, stirring well. Stir in the water; bring to a boil, then add the curry roux. Stir to dissolve; lower heat to a simmer and allow to thicken a little. Crack the eggs over the curry and cover. Cook for about two to three minutes. Divide the rice between two plates, top with a poached egg each and half of the curry.