Row 2
Hello and welcome back!
Introduction:
Today we will discuss row 2 of the periodic table. In our last talk, we discussed the
various issues of the Mineral kingdom, the understanding of the periodic table, of
the rows and columns. And then we discussed Row 1which is: Hydrogen and
Helium.
Today we shall discuss Row 2, which has 8 elements which are:
Lithium, Beryllium, Boron, Carbon, Oxygen, Nitrogen, Fluorine and Neon.
Understanding of Row Two
Foetal life and birth process
Row Two reflects the stages that follow conception and coming into existence.
Because Row 1 has to do with conception and existence. Stage after that is the
experience of a foetus from the intrauterine phase within the womb through the
phases of labour and then finally to the separation from the womb.
In patients we see that their main concern is whether they are in the womb which
is seen as a protective shell or a covering or they are outside it. Do they have the
capability to be by themselves without this covering or Do they still need to be a
part of within something else?
The question is:
Am I a part of something or am I separate?
Do I have the capability to be separate or do I still need the protective covering
of the mother?
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Am I attached or am I detached?
If we look at the life and the experiences of the foetus and the new-born, then we
can begin understand the correlations with Row Two patients and remedies
better.
A little about the situation in the womb:
For the foetus, the womb is a stable nurturing environment. Not only does it
provide the nourishment necessary for the growth of the foetus, but it is
controlled and individually specific environment, providing the comfort, the
cushioning from shocks, and also protection. It is a shield from the outside world.
Some stimuli from the outside world, such as sounds and jerks, do have an impact
through the womb and also through the mothers communication channels,
however they are relatively buffered and the foetus is safeguarded. Thus the
stimuli of the outside world come like shocks to a new-born, which is equipped
with the basic reflexes to deal with them and to survive.
The stage of growth in the womb is the stage of maximum closeness to another
human being, namely the mother.
It is a stage of maximum dependency, where one can almost do nothing for
oneself, and requires most inputs and adjustments to be done by the womb, the
placenta and amniotic fluid essentially the surrounding environment. So it is
also a stage of helplessness.
This is what we see in the expressions of patients who need the remedies from
Row 2.
Patients expressions:
They experience of being like a baby, in a controlled, protective, comfortable and
cozy environment, dependent most often on the family members who are closest
to them. Essentially there is something into them that is nave and simple.
So the Keywords that the patients use in Row Two have to do with:
- The needing, the comfort of home and mother
They can give images
- Like in a mothers womb
- Like a bubble or a glass around you
- Like a protective layer surrounding you
- Like an unborn baby
There you can use an expression by saying:
- I am not ready to face the world
- I am completely dependent
- I feel completely Attached, completely connected, completely a part of
something
- As if I am not in control
- I am totally helpless
Instinctive Reactivity:
Studies suggest that from the 24th week onwards, foetal listening is almost
constant.
Any sudden noise in a room will cause a startle response in a foetus.
When foetuses are tonally stimulated, their heart rate changes immediately
and they begin to move.
Although the womb is quite dark, light can and does pass through to the foetus.
Research has shown that from the 16th week on photo receptors in the foetal eye
are sensitive to light.
Regarding the senses, deMause writes this about the third to the fifth month of
gestation:
The foetus . . . now floats peacefully, now kicks vigorously, turns somersaults,
hiccoughs, sighs, urinates, swallows and breathes amniotic fluid and urine, sucks
its thumb, fingers, toes, grabs its umbilicus, gets excited at sudden noises, calms
down when the mother talks quietly, and gets rocked back to sleep as she walks
about.
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So we find that the foetus in the womb is reactive to sound, light and even to
thermal stimulation.
We find many reflex reactions in the foetus and the new-born.
For example, from the 28th week onwards the infantile Startle Reflex, or Moro
Reflex develops, reaches its completion by the 30th week and can be seen in all
new-borns for the first four or five months. It is a natural milestone in the
progression of the motor and the central nervous systems. The reflex response to
unexpected loud noise or when the infant feels like it is falling. It is believed to be
the only unlearned fear in human new-borns.
We can understand from this that a sudden change in the environment is
perceived as a threat to ones survival and the only reaction that is possible in
such a situation is reflex because there is no scope for any action. It is an
automatic response.
So Remedies of Row Two show sensitivity to:
Sudden noises (startling)
Falling
Slightest motion
Atmospheric changes
Changes in Environmental conditions
Some prominent rubrics that show this are:
FALLING, fear of falling (Borax)
Mind; SENSITIVE, oversensitive; General; Noise, to; sudden: bor., nat-c.
( Carbonicum part is from the 2nd row)
MIND: STARTLING: Noise from: bar-c., BOR., calc., carb-v., caust., KALI-C.,
mag-c., NAT-C., nit-ac., sulph-ac. ( all the carbonates)
GEN: MOTION: Agg: Slightest: Beryl.
To be Stunned
Threats:
We have seen that the foetal environment is a very controlled, uniform, stable
environment.
Any sudden change constitutes a threat that can disturb the equilibrium and
challenge survival.
Patients expressions:
When we study Row 2 elements we find that anything that symbolizes a sudden
change in environment or a sudden external threat is a very common expression
of Row 2 patients like in their dreams or in their fears. So if you imagine that the
Earth is the Mother, Mother Earth and the Earth normally provides a kind of
stable environment to all of us and we all are cozy and there is stability. And you
have to imagine what is it that shakes up the environment or the stability of the
Earth and there are such things as natural calamities and disasters like:
- Flood, earthquake, disasters, accidents, storm, fire, flood, wind, rain, thunder,
tsunami, typhoons, tornados, land slides, storms, tidal waves.
These are the kind of events that the Row 2 person are very sensitive to. Dreams
can occur in the features or they can occur in their casual conversation. For
example: they can say We had a very stormy time. It was like a tornado. It was as
if the earth was shaking beneath our feet etc. This is the sensitivity.
On the other side, you have the part of the foetal life and the labour process, is
the process of coming out because then the womb, the protective shell becomes
too stuffy, too crowded, too full and you need to come out. You cant stay there
forever. So there is a feeling of
- Suffocation, claustrophobia, wanting to come/get out and breathe which is on
the right side of the Row 2.
So as there is a progression from the Li, Be, B , C, then coming out process with N, O
The other group of remedies which show sudden unexpected attack, violence is
Snake remedies. But here we see that there is a victim aggressor or a
comparison issue there which is absent in Row 2.
Now we will talk a little bit about Stages of labour because they are also Stages of
Row 2, the different elements.
Stages of Labour
In Lithium and Beryllium, the symptoms correlate with to the stages before
labour, when the foetus is still inside the womb, very connected, very dependent
on the mother and the labour process is not yet begun.
From Boron onwards, you find symptoms that are related to labour pains in
proving and clinical symptoms and remedies were found indicated for the mother
during labour.
For example you find:
The increased compressive and downward pressure
The passage through the pelvis which is likened to a dark tunnel/ narrow
orifice
The pressure on the skull and the pelvic bones, which are constrictive and
compressive
Sensitivity to closed rooms and needing for open air
Sensitivity to the dark
So from Boron onwards, Boron, Nitrogen and Oxygen. You find almost exact
symptoms of the labour process. It is quite uncanny.
For example:
In Borax, you find
Female: Labor: weak, too, or absent [Boenninghausen]
Gen: Severe bearing down pains like labor pains [Puddephatt]
Characteristic: Dread of downward motion [Allen]
And wanting to hold on as if something is going downwards and he doesnt really
want to go there.
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The difference is in Molluscs, the shield is hard and self generated whereas in Row
2, the shield is soft and it comes from outside. Its not self generated. You depend
on something else to provide it for you because you are incomplete in yourself
and incapable of having produce that shield.
So you can call it a
Pouch, bubble, blanket, envelope. Something that is Warm, comforting,
wrapping. And then you have the sensitivity to sudden danger and violence
- Instinctive/reflex reaction
On the left side Lithium, Beryllium do not show any sign of separation and are
very dependent. When the first stage of labour begins, we see in Borax the
dilemma, doubt, hesitation, whether am I separating or still a part of the womb?
Whats happening here?
For the first time in carbon, in the stage of Carbon,
There is a decision. Yes, I have to be separate.
But the question is, Am I capable or not capable? that is a doubt. Because in
Borax, the doubt is still Should I separate or not?
In Carbon, Yes I have to separate but do I have the ability to be on my own,
separate or not? Thats the question.
In Nitrogen, I have to come out. No choice and there should be no block. The
passage should be smooth.
In Oxygen, I have to take the first breath. And in fluorine, you see the total
separation.
So on the left side, with Lithium, Beryllium, Boron, the fear is that the, The shell
will disappear and I will be left with no covering. I will be exposed and I cannot
stand it. My God its so scary.
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And on the right side the fear is, I will be stuck in the shell and I will not be able
to come out and then it is getting tighter and tighter and you want to get out of
there.
So in Carbon, Nitrogen and Oxygen, you have the idea of:
Constriction, narrowness, pressing
Of being Closed
Of Claustrophobia
Of Suffocation
Of the need to come out quickly
Of unable to breathe, have to breathe or else I will die
Of needing air or needing oxygen
So this is the broad idea about the 2nd row.
Now we will study the individual elements:
Lithium
Row 2, Column 1
Lithium is the Stage:
Where one is inside the womb and part of the mother, completely attached and
totally dependent.
The process of labour is not yet begun, one cant even imagine it.
So the experience is:
- I exist. I exist. I passed Hydrogen and Helium and so I exist for sure but I am
totally part of and one with something else or someone else.
- I have absolutely no capacity, to even think of being separate.
- I am happy to be connected and to be part of someone else.
- I would like to stay in this protective environment forever
- Even for my basic issues of life, like food, clothing and shelter.
- I am completely dependent and there is absolutely no possibility to exist
separately.
Total helplessness is the key feature in Lithium.
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L: This is very interesting because shes just talking about her husband but the
energy that she is showing is as if they cannot be separated from each other as if
the one cannot exist without the other. That one exists but exists only on
condition that the other exists and this what she is kind of projecting on her
husband. Later on, we will see is exactly true for herself and probably all this time
she is only talking about herself and not about her husband at all.
So this is exactly what we should note in the case. Its so beautiful to understand
this that whatever one talks its ultimately about oneself that we will see a little
bit later on. So ..
P: I got married at the age of sixteen years and then only looked after his mother,
father and children. I have never got that confidence. Even if I have to go out
alone, I dont. I think, I shouldnt go. I am so used to his protection. You cant do
anything by yourself.
When I wanted to learn driving, he said, No, no, you will dash into a car.
Whatever he feels he will make me do. He is so protective that he doesnt want
any harm to come to me. He wants that I should only be there with him life long.
L: And then she says:
P: I have fear of the dark. If I watch a ghost movie then I cant go to sleep alone.
Further aspects from the case record:
She startles with sudden noise from her sleep.
Physical Generals:
Thermal state: Chilly++, cannot bear the cold.
Analysis of the Case
So the idea is that there is nothing out there but you. There is such significant
energy in her description of her husbands attachment to her, that it becomes
obvious that she is essentially describing herself.
And then later on in the interview, she admits she doesnt go out alone, and that
she is used to his protection, as she calls it.
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Though the word protection is used, it is not connected with the themes of Row
4, which is more a defense for attack from outside. The idea of Row 2 is as if I
cannot exist without the other person. I cannot exist without this protection that
if you die, I will have to die too because without you I do not exist.
It is like being cushioned in a comfortable soft envelope, saved from the outside
world.
The question, Am I part of another, or am I separate?
Lithium, being in Column One, says, I cant even imagine being alone without
you. Even for a moment I cannot exist without you. I cannot be independent even
for a moment without you. This is what she projects on her husband.
During the asthma, she experienced total helplessness and panic and fear of
death.
So she says He has kept me completely sheltered and protected, and now I want
to get out on my own.
This idea I want to get out of my own becomes partially to the Carbon part of
Lithium carbonicum.
So sometimes she shouts at him. Leave me alone, and let me be myself. But she
doesnt have the confidence to walk out.
Do I have the ability to be on my own?
So till now she is 55, she has not gone out one step out of the house by herself
she was given:
Rx: Lithium carbonicum 200 then LM-6.
She responded very rapidly. There was a marked and decisive reduction in the
frequency and the intensity of the attacks. Both her respiratory affections and her
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migraine improved subsequently over the next few months. A year later she had
neither of these problems at all.
So I guess you have now some idea of how an adult person. Now 55 year old
woman expresses the experience of the 2nd Row. This is something you have to
really listen carefully and you have to see how it subtly comes out.
I am now talking about a case that has been published already in the structure
book. So you can read more on it later. I am just condensing here for the purpose
of this talk.
Lithium Case Example-2
In 2005, a fifty-one year old man consulted me for depression. Actually he had a
diagnosed condition of Manic depressive state.
So I ask him to describe the depression. Now this is a long case. I am making it
very short and he says, the experience of the depression is that
I go into my shell and I shut myself out from the world.
L: He even has suicidal thoughts. But the main idea is he just goes inside it. He
doesnt want to face the world at all. He cant make a decision during this time.
He says:
P: I go blank like a statue. Anxiety takes over.
L: He cannot go to his work place. He has to force himself. He feels not adequate.
He feels rejected and very lonely. Sometimes he has high like a manic phase.
P: Sometimes there are highs, when he is hyperactive and takes many good
decisions.
L: When we went into his childhood state, we found that:
He was very nervous and he had a lot of discomfort when moving from home to a
boarding school, where he had to stay in the school. And although they were in
the same town. He felt at that time, he was leaving the comfort of home and his
mother. He feared his fathers temper and feared going out alone in the dark. He
had a fear of the unknown.
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The other thing about him is that he had a lot of anxiety about money, about
business and about losses in his professional life. He was very thrifty and he
needed to amass wealth for himself.
So he wanted to make more and more money and to accumulate this money, to
gather this money around him and he couldnt spend anything. Even for a small
thing in the house like an air conditioner, he would really feel anxious to spend
the money.
He had dream of accidents in his factory and of losing money.
What is interesting in the case? This is a really interesting is that I asked him
because this amassing money and wealth and more like 4thnd Row. Row. Where
they need to accumulate money and accumulate material things and so forth. Its
financial security one might say and financial security is not really a theme of the
2nd row
So what is interesting is when I asked him :
D: What is the experience for you of accumulating money, of having a factory, of
having workers, of having so much power or so much like material wealth.
L: Then he said something really individual, really peculiar.
He said for him that for him is his comfort zone and I asked him
D: What is the experience of having a comfort zone?
P: Then I feel completely protected as if I am protected from all sides and I am
inside of a cocoon.
L: So its so interesting that she was giving the expression of the 4th Row but the
experience of 2nd Row.
So what happened was that when he started a new plant, a new factory and
things were going alright for few years and then a big business group entered into
the same line of business as him and he got very anxious that in future, many
years in future, they might take over the market and he will be left with nothing.
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So I asked him:
D: So in this anxiety what did you experience?
L: And he said
P: I experience that I just wanted to go into my shell, lie in bed, and almost go into
my mothers womb. [HG: cramped up posture, like lying in bed with knees taken
up to chin] I want to go into a shell. I didnt want to face or talk to people.
L: I asked him to describe a mothers womb and he said, You are in the comfort
of a mother, of a pampering mother. He is very sensitive to sudden noise.
Analysis of the Case:
So what we saw in the case is the feeling of inadequacy. The things that had the
maximum impact on him:
One was leaving the comfort of his home and mother and but to go to a boarding
school; of losing money and therefore losing comfort zone.
All this again and again just the idea, the imagination that he would lose his
comfort zone caused him so much anxiety to go into the shell, where he found
the comfort and the pampering that he wants.
Follow-up:
So the remedy that he got was Lithium carbonicum and over the last years, his
manic depressive phases have come down drastically in intensity and frequency.
And the desire to be in the cocoon is much less. He has become much more
sociable, much more outgoing and productive to a great relief to his family.
So very interesting in 50 year old man and 55 year old woman this experience of
the foetus manifests itself.
Now we talk of Column 2 in Row 2 and that is Beryllium.
Beryllium Row 2, Column 2
Stage:
Beryllium is the beginning of the idea that the womb is not forever.
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You are still floating in, you are still having the comfort zone but somewhere in
your mind the idea has come this is going to go. This causes panic. It causes fear
but its not beyond imagination. It has come into your imagination that this
comfort zone is going to go.
Issue:
You are scared to be separated but you know separation is a reality.
So the question is:
What if I what is this comfort zone disappears? What will happen then? What
if I lose my protectors? What if I lose my relatives, my near and dear ones? Can I
live without them. This is the question.
Beryllium-met Case Example
So we are talking about a case example of a twenty-six-year-old girl who came
with:
Chief complaint: Recurrent sinusitis.
L: Now this is very interesting to see how this experience manifests itself in the
chief complaint. This is beautiful because one thing I found that usually the
experience they stay with the sensation, the kingdom, the miasm manifests itself
best in the Chief complaint and if you really speak about the Chief complaint you
will get all the hints. So she says:
P: I have bouts of sneezing, itching, watering eyes, earache, redness of the throat,
running nose and difficulty of swallowing which would come very severely due to
strong smell, change of weather, or sudden temperature change from cold to
heat or vice versa, or going outside in the pollution and then it would be suddenly
gone leaving behind backaches, chest ache, lethargy and tiredness.
L: So you see two things here:
1. Is the suddenness of onset which indicates something like and the acute
miasm. Also I think Lithium is in the acute miasm.
2. And also to note that any exposure to outside like the change of weather,
going outside to the smell etc. causes problem. So it is acute and excited by
exposure.
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anything from outside to touch me. I dont like touch of anybody else except for
my mother and my father. My mother and my father when they hug I feel
comfortable.
D: What is comfortable?
P: Comfortable is like away from all bad things. I feel sheltered. Sheltered from
any disruption, from any accidents. As if nothing can affect me then. It is a
protection like a house (hg).
D: Describe this gesture that you made.
P: Thats like a glass ball around me. It keeps everything inside. This space inside is
very hygienic. Its very cozy, very comfortable, like a soft fluffy quilt and it makes
me relax and warm. And its just so nice for me to be over there.
L: So that is her experience with this. And then she draws a doodle and she
describes an entire state and she says:
P: Its a place where I can be and I can move around slowly. But I cannot go out of
this and in this is I feel very comfortable and cozy.
L: So I gave her Beryllium metallicum, and she improved beautifully and
dramatically with both her sinusitis and her state of mind. She came out to be
much more confident, much less dependent on people. Indeed it was quite a
radical change. I felt as if it was a foetus and now she is born and now she has
developed to her true age with a truly remarkable recovery.
So what is the difference between Lithium and Beryllium?
The difference as I see is:
In Lithium, there is so much helplessness and so much lack of structure that you
cannot even imagine in the wildest imaginations to be separate, to be
independent, to be exposed.
In Beryllium, the development is more .. its you are more developed, more
complete and therefore the idea that this protective cover will go away starts
coming and then the question is Will I be able to survive? Can I be alone? Can I be
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separate? This is so scary but the idea is there, the imagination is there. In
Lithium, even that imagination is impossible.
Boron
We are talking about the 3rd element in the Row 2.
Stage of descent:
The head descends in the womb.
The question is for Boron:
Am I ready ?
And the answer is .
No, no I am ready not yet , not yet.
So there is a confusion, a doubt and theres holding on, no no no not yet, I am not
ready.
So the whole idea what you see in Borax. Borax is actually the Biborate of Natrum.
So there is an element of Natrum there too. But you see a lot of Borax indications
like:
Symptoms of Borax (Natrum borate)
From Zandvoorts Millenium Repertory and Complete Repertory
Agg: downward motion, from
Anxiety: motion, from: agg: airplane, of
Like when the plane goes down they get really frightened.
Or when the nurse is lowering the child in the cradle, the child holds on.
Clings like Stramonium
Clinging: children, of: grasp the nurse when carried
Clinging: children, of: awake terrified, know no one, scream, cling to those
near
Grasping or reaching at something: mother, in sleep, at
Clinging: persons or furniture, to
Anxiety: Rocking, during
Downward motion makes it worse
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There are some the alternating states in Carbon. Let us try to understand them:
We have a Non-reactive state / inert state and a reactive / hyper-reactive:
So just like this alternation Do I have the ability to react?
Or
I have no ability to react?
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So you have a dull non reactive state and an alert hyper reactive state.
We can see this in Carbon salts like Calcarea carbonica and Kali carbonicum which
are usually very dull, flabby and also you can see them very hypersensitive. So on
one hand they can be totally non-sensitive, where they dont have an
independent existence and are not firmly rooted. They dont have any confidence,
they are irresolute. You can see this in Graphites and Baryta carbonica.
On the other hand you can see very reactive, hyper-reactive substances, unstable
compounds, explosive compounds, aromatic, volatile, and combustible
compounds like Petroleum. So you have both sides present in Carbon.
There is one side which says I cannot do it for myself and the other side says,
Be yourself, take the initiative.
There is a stage in dullness there is no initiative to do things, they cant do on
their own. They are confused and disoriented. There is no reaction at all.
There is like a robot, like dull, like a zombie. There is no reaction. There is a kind of
a vacant feeling. Like there is a nobody home.
Dull and slow this is one picture which George Vithoulkas has described of, for
example: in Graphites, he says: They are dull and slow. Whereas in the The Soul
of Remedies I described Graphites as , A tuning fork, a highly reactive state
which is excited easily, affected by things, anxiety from small things.
They get very hyper.
You can see these in the rubrics like:
Anxiety from trifles
Weeping from trifles
Trifles seem important
So you have both the states. You have the dull and the slow state that is described
by Vithoulkas and also the reactive and hyper reactive state that I have described.
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These two opposite states of dullness and non-reactivity versus reactivity and
hyper-reactivity are followed by complete exhaustion, as if a lot of exertion has
been done.
So you have rubrics like (Complete repertory):
Heart and circulation; palpitation heart; anxiety; with: adam., am-c., bar-c.,
calc., carb-v., graph., kali-c., lith-c., nat-c.
Clear
Fast, hurried
Acute senses which is hyper-reactive
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protecting myself and therefore I simply will remain at home and I will not come
out. They feel, I want someone around me, which is typical of Carbon because
they are not capable of protection, which is Calcarea.
So when we study Calcarea carb, Magnesium carb, Natrum carb, what are we
really studying? We are studying not the carb part but we are studying the other
part, the Calcarea part, the Natrum part or the Magnesium part.
And the Carbonate part is Can I be independent. Can I be my own?
When it is associated with Magnesium, it is Can I be independent on my own in
the aspect of nourishment and care and identity.
If it is Calcarea carb Can I be alone and on my own and independent, in the
aspect of providing myself protection and defense?
So the Carbonate part is always the question:
Can I be or be on my own? And Can I react can I not react on my own in a specific
situation?
That situation is decided by which carbonate it is Kali carb, Mag carb, Nat carb
etc.
Likewise in other Carbonates, like Baryta carb and Strontium carb, so you
prescribe a Carbonate of a particular element when you see the dullness and the
lack of reactivity and the question Can I be independent in the context of that
given element. The ability to be independent and almost the feeling like wanting
to be in the womb?
Because of the inability to cope with the situation which is the aspect of that
particular element. For example it is well known that Baryta carb when he sees a
stranger he would hide behind the parent or he will cover his face with his fingers
and peep from between his fingers, almost providing himself a shield or covering
his perceived inability to cope with that situation.
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Carbon
Nitrogen
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L: And this is so beautiful how she expresses her experience in that situation. She
says:
P: It is like someone is forcing me to sit down (hg) its like quicksand; I am being
sucked (hg). Somebody pushes me, putting my head down. But once a sudden
urge comes at one point and I cant take it, it just explodes (hg), it just comes out,
it is free (hg). Everything is outside, whatever was bottled up has become free.
I feel suddenly (hg) that it is rising, like rising up (hg). And then it is thrown out.
L: So it is so interesting that the situation is that the father may be dominating or
controlling or whatever it is but her experience of that situation is a sensation
being pushed down, not able to come out and then there is a sudden thing. Then
it all just comes out as if from a bottle.
She says in her dreams:
D: What dreams do you get?
P: There are many unseen things around, somebody controls you. Its a secret
power that compels you
D: Tell me about the secret power that controlls you?
L: And she said the most astonishing thing.
P: Its a protection, its a shield, then prevents evil from harming you,. Its
shielding you from the malice of the world.
D: What is this shield?
P: Its like a transparent guard around, you cannot see that, a white transparent
guard, very radiant, angelic, pure, soothing. It alerts you that something bad is
coming, otherwise without this shield its a shock..
Then you get into a panic, you want to quit, vanish, you want to run away. I want
somebody to protect me (hg), cuddle me, I want my mother to hug me. But this
shield, this guard stops me from being myself. And I give up my power of
independence, its like a baby cuddling up (hg) even a bomb cant harm me, it
protects me, to take charge of me, takes control of me. I am in a safe zone.
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Is it protects you but it also stops you from coming out and being yourself.
So you have the indications of the left side, needing the protective shell and on
the right side, needing to get out of it. Thats why she is located in the middle
which is the Carbon.
So she gives the example that it is like a storm comes up and she feels drum
struck. That she was unprepared for this change. She feels helpless as if an
external situation is controlling her and at the same time she wants the unseen
power to protect her.
So this is very interesting to see how these two sides are coming up so strongly at
the same time in her.
So you see the Carbon, the alternating state. I have to get out but can I get out?
Should I get out?
Do I have the capability or the ability to come out and to be on my own?
But now which Carbon to give? And here is where I see what is individual to her
which is not Carbon. What is typical to her that is not common to all Carbons and
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that is the idea of being pushed inside a bottle and being held there is a sudden
urge and everything comes out. So this is exactly like bottled drinks like
Carbonated drinks. Where everything is pushed into a bottle and then the
pressure builds up and suddenly everything opens and comes out releases and
gets free.
Something that has been put under pressure inside and then gets to need a
release, and come out. And for that I thought why not give her a Carbon that is
the content of the bottled drinks, carbonated drinks and that is Carbon dioxide.
So I gave her one dose of Carbon dioxide
Rx: Carbon dioxide 1M
Follow- ups
What happened was interestingly after the remedy her menstrual cycle became
more regular but a very traumatic incident occurred in her life. She lost her
mother in a car accident and she herself suffered from head injuries. Her mothers
death was very abrupt, and she said, I dont have anyone to protect me, there is
total lack of support, I have lost the anchor of my life.
Rx: Carbon dioxide 1M
And over a period of time she is much better. Now we are talking about like 1
year later
2nd October 2010
I am much better, emotionally more stable. The tension and anxiety which I used
to experience previously has decreased. I have become and there is more
acceptance of the situation. My health is very good; no infection, no fever. The
menses were delayed the last time but generally have been on time .
Carbon case example-3: Carbon dioxide
Now one more case example of Carbon. Now this is a short acute case.
Suddenly in the clinic on the 4th February 2010, a year ago came a thirty year old
woman. A Married and she is a Business Graduate (M.B.A.)
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Chief complaint: Urticarial rashes all over her body since three months.
L: I asked her because this was an acute situation and she had come in I dont
think with an appointment. Just like this and she said, I said
D: Please tell me your dream.
P: Dreams - of traveling, of family, of family going out, of pregnancy and of child
birth.
By nature she said she is very active and busy, and she doesnt like people telling
lies. She feels suppressed (hg) and she said like a closed in a box , as if in a
cocoon, she wants to break out of it and run away (hg), and go out of it. Inside of
the box she feels dark, all alone, with no one around her. It is all locked in, a
helpless state.
L: So I said to her
D: Tell me about the experience in this situation, when you say you are in the box
and you want to break out.
L: And then she used a very funny word, she said
P: It feels like a bubbly feeling, (hg); a lot of energy, always elated (hg).
D: Whats the opposite?
P: Its down, draining of energy.
Analysis of case
So from the description of:
Bubbling up
Going up
A cocoon in a box
Wanting to break out, come out
I thought we need a remedy from Row 2 which is a gas, which rises up and
bubbles.
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And again this reminded me of Soda water and I gave her Carbon dioxide.
Rx: Carbon dioxide 200
Immediate relief in her urticaria within a few days. And after all these months she
doesnt need any remedy. She doesnt have urticaria and she just comes for her
follow up.
So this is a very acute situation where she came just like that and I asked her to
describe and very quickly she went into the cocoon. But the experience of it was a
bubbly gassy and coming up and that gave me the clue to give her a gas of
Carbon.
Now I want to say something here that Carbon. Its not a very short topic. Its
huge. You have pure Carbons like Graphites and Diamond and the Buckyball. And
you have so many types of Carbons. Pure carbons, organic carbons, inorganic
carbons, aromatic carbons and alcoholic carbons and phenols and so many many
things.
All of them share the idea of Carbon that I just discussed with you. But each one
has its own expression. Its own features and this would be make it a really big
study. Because to describe in a short lecture nor am I so conversant with the final
differentiations between all the Carbons. And for this I would refer you to the
wonderful work done by a good friend and colleague Dr Roger Morrison who has
written a huge volume only on Carbons and he has described all the various types
of Carbons. The remedies that come from Carbon, the differentiating feature
between these remedies and some cases experiences. So I think that would be a
good book to refer to make finer differentiations.
But the other way that we can do it is also through the symptoms. So once you
come to the idea of Carbon in case then you see what are the differentiating
features in this case that is not common to all Carbons. So it may be physical
symptoms, it may be Cravings, it may be source words, it may be description of
the source like the carbondioxide that we spoke about. It could rubrics from the
Repertory, key notes from the Materia medica, source description.
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minutes everybody started asking to stop the video because they were feeling
choked and breathless as if they would just suffocate.
This experience itself gave me a clue to his state which is a state of crisis all the
time in performance, anticipation before his surgeries, a feeling of
claustrophobia, he had a fear of closed spaces and wanting to get out. His remedy
was Argentum nitricum. And he did very well on this remedy.
Case Example: -7
A twenty- nine- year old female patient comes with:
Chief complaints: Irritable bowel syndrome, claustrophobia, panic attacks and
anxiety.
She says, she gets anxious in crowded and noisy places; she feels as if she is
enclosed in a tiny chamber and cannot breathe and she wants to break free (hg).
P: I need my space. I feel suffocated if people enter my space. I feel Constrained,
there is no space, no room (hg), no Oxygen. I want to get out and break free as if I
am tied in chains and I want my own space.
D: Describe what is this Space?
L: This is the beauty of this case when I say describe what is this space. You want
your own space and she says ..
P: Space is like a protective barrier around me which is invisible,
L: So you see this, the beauty of the 2nd Row. The 2nd Row describes this womb
as both protection as well as trap. And when you get that combination, you are
right in the 2nd Row. She says:
P: Its like pressurized as bottled up. As if a volcano that wants to erupt. I dont
want to be bound, I want to be released.
L: And then she was prescribed Nitrogen and she did really good with Nitrogen.
We talk of Oxygen.
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OXYGEN
Is the Stage:
When the baby is released and takes its first independent breath.
So, I am now through the passage, through the birth canal and the head is come
out and now hah hahhhh
Issues:
So there is no womb anymore.
The baby has to perform all its vital functions on its own.
And the main thing is:
I have to breathe on my own to survive.
The difference between being in the womb and out of the womb is essentially
breathing. You dont breathe in the womb. You breathe out of the womb.
I rely a lot for the understanding of Oxygen on the proving of Ozone by Anne
Schadde.
One of the symptoms of Ozone
GENERALITIES; BREATHING, inspiration, expiration; desire to breathe deep
So the difference between Nitrogen and Oxygen?
Nitrogen
Oxygen
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Case Example 8
A forty-seven-year old female patient.
Chief complaint: Asthma.
The patient starts narrating her dreams.
P: I dream:
- That my aunt died and I am collecting flowers in the garden and attending the
condolence meeting.
- I take a wrong decision of investing in a company and here the feeling is that I
am on the edge of a cliff. I suddenly realize it and I save myself. Its as if you
are falling and take yourself back and now you are safe.
- At my neighbours place the ceiling is very high and I felt it should have been
higher so there would be more space, more air (hg). That it is open.
- Flood water in streets and there are dead bodies of children.
- I see Stars, constellation. I feel its open, relaxed, easy and more airy.
Because in the asthma also I want to go out in open (hg). I want to be out there
and I want to come out and be able to breathe because I feel so suffocated, I
want to be free.
I want to break through all the barriers. I want to come out, breathe deep and
long because that feels like a new life is coming to me, vital, rejuvenated and
relaxed.
I feel small and narrow and when you move out of the situation, you see you get
out.
I see in the dream, the idol of a deity. Something is (hand gesture coming up and
opens). Rejuvenating (hand gesture lifting hands up). Uplifted. Your energy
levels come and then you are start breathing more. More energy.
You take a lot of air deep inside you and then you feel more relaxed. I dream of
flying.
Because the main feeling in the case is:
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D: What is independent?
P: For example my wife. If something happens to me, If I die who will take care of
her. I therefore do not want her to be dependent, financially dependent. I want
her to be financially independent like me. I have two sons
L: and normally in India, parents like their sons to live with them but here he says I
wanted them to be independent. To have their own independence. And I said:
D: Tell me a little bit more about your life?
P: I have helped my brothers a lot. I have given them my life. I have given them so
much financial support but now they boycotted me, they dont want me. They are
actually [HG] pushing me out of the house. We have an ancestral house and they
are just like pushing me out. They make me feel that I am an unwanted, useless
person [HG] just pushing me out.
Understanding:
So happens in this case is that you have themes of both second row and the
fourth row. Of the 4th row is the theme of money, of financial dependence, of the
feeling I dont have money. That the wife will not have money. So you are
financially dependent which is Calcarea . but the idea is you have to be
independent. you cannot be attached any more. You have to cut the cord, you
have to let your child go. You have to be financially on your own, separate
because if you dependent on somebody that somebody will let you down like
your brothers. How you helped them and they pushed you out. They wanted you
out, cut, out of their lives.
So you cannot afford to be dependent and that is the theme of Calcarea flour.
Calcarea flour :
Calcarea means I am financially dependent, I am needy but the people whom I
depend on will let me down, will push me out and therefore I have to depend on
nobody. I have to learn to be independent.
Independent, unattached that is Fluorine.
Financially is Calcarea and therefore Calcarea Fluor has the main theme about
anxiety about money matters and always the need to be financially independent,
looking after his savings, bank balance, afraid of loss of money, fear of poverty
etc.
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So that gives you a hint about what Fluorine is about and this man did very very
beautifully both in his Diabetes and his Varicose veins with Calcarea fluor over a
period of time.
The last remedy of this row is:
NEON
Theme:
The birth process is now over.
I am through with it.
I am separate and I am content with separation. I dont need anybody. I am full
and I am complete.
So what are the Keywords that we have seen repeating across all these cases that
we have been through.
We see the Keywords of:
Protection
Comfort
Being a Part of
Pampered
Comfort zone
Being Shield
Something surrounding me
Being Inside/outside
Of being staying within, of being cozy or coming out of or being pushed out of it.
So these are the words at a deep level, at a sensation level , at an experience level
through the different dreams and experiences of the person keep recurring in this
Row.
So just to summarize:
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I wish you Good bye and Auf weidershein and all the very, very best!
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