place.
Its
no
different
from
being
in
a
hotel
where
a
man
(or
woman)
has
been
looking
at
pornography
on
television,
and
then
they
leave
that
hotel
room
looking
for
a
willing
(or
unwilling)
sex
partner.
Pornography
is
fine
as
long
as
it
was
confined
to
one
person
in
a
room,
but
when
that
person
decides
to
prey
upon
others,
it
becomes
quite
a
different
story.
That
is
what
happened
on
my
job.
For
some
odd
reason,
pornography
on
the
job
was
completely
acceptable.
We
had
monthly
girlie
magazines
and
porn
films
come
in
the
mail
to
specific
individuals.
It
was
obvious
to
me
that
these
people
did
not
want
to
get
such
materials
in
front
of
their
families,
so
it
was
safer
for
them
to
receive
these
packages
at
work.
It
was
no
ones
business,
so
it
was
okay.
The
only
reason
I
knew
about
it,
was
because
I
was
responsible
for
distributing
the
office
mail.
For
the
most
part,
only
a
few
employees
were
affected.
Although
there
was
the
time
when
someone
sat
in
his
office
with
the
girlie
magazine
during
work
hours,
while
clients
were
in
the
lobby
waiting
for
him.
Once,
he
got
angry
with
me
for
bothering
him.
He
said
he
was
busy.
Yeah,
he
was
busy
all
right.
I
had
accidently
walked
in
on
him
with
his
head
lost
in
the
fantasy
of
that
magazine.
Then,
there
was
the
occasional
issue
of
co-workers
taking
the
magazine
and
starting
discussions
about
its
contents
with
the
entire
office.
I
do
recall
one
woman
becoming
so
affected,
that
she
began
walking
through
our
office
saying,
I
need
sex
right
now.
She
wanted
to
know
which
of
the
guys
in
the
office
was
ready
to
go
at
it
right
on
the
spot.
At
first,
no
one
said
a
word.
Then
one
of
the
nerdy
guys
in
the
office
said,
Ill
do
it.
There
was
still
no
response
from
the
peanut
gallery,
until
the
woman
came
around
the
corner
looked
the
guy
up
and
down
and
said,
Forget
it!
Then
everyone
broke
up
in
laughter.
Okay,
there
was
pornography
in
the
office.
So
what!
Thats
the
way
it
was
before
I
took
the
job
and
it
was
that
way
for
all
the
years
I
worked
there.
I
didnt
approve,
but
since
it
didnt
affect
my
job,
it
was
not
that
big
of
an
issue.
That
soon
changed
one
particular
year
when
a
couple
of
new
employees
were
hired.
I
recall
a
new
female
employee
expressing
her
offense
at
having
sexual
magazines
in
the
office.
It
was
then
that
I
felt
guilt,
overhearing
one
of
the
managers
say,
Paulas
not
offended.
As
if
to
say
that
since
Paula
was
not
offended,
she
should
not
be
either.
Now,
some
people
might
read
this
and
call
me
a
weak
Christian
for
not
standing
up
and
demanding
they
get
rid
of
the
porn.
Heres
what
you
dont
know.
Most
of
the
people
in
the
office
considered
themselves
either
Christian/Catholic
or
Jewish.
They
all
knew
right
from
wrong
without
me
beating
them
over
the
head
with
a
Bible.
Besides,
thats
not
my
style.
I
let
Gods
wisdom
guide
me
in
such
matters
(at
least
that
is
my
goal).
In
hindsight,
I
never
expressed
offense,
because
other
woman
in
the
office
always
dealt
with
it.
It
was
not
uncommon
to
hear
a
woman
calling
one
of
the
guys
a
pervert.
Other
women
would
tease
the
men
saying
that
they
were
using
the
magazines
because
of
issues
with
sexual
performance.
Comments
like
these
always
kept
the
guys
in
line.
There
was
never
a
need
for
me
to
say
a
word.
In
general,
I
only
did
and
said
what
the
Holy
Spirit
would
have
me
say
and
do
in
those
situations.
For
instance,
the
men
were
greatly
affected
by
the
porn.
They
tried
to
hide
it,
but
I
saw
it
in
their
eyes.
The
demons
of
pornography
had
these
men
in
their
grip.
The
Holy
Spirit
simply
told
me
to
break
them
free.
I
didnt
get
up
from
my
seat.
I
simply
spoke
under
by
breath,
Let
them
go.
The
demons
left,
and
the
men
were
back
to
their
normal
behavior.
They
never
knew
what
hit
them
and
never
knew
what
set
them
free.
It
was
just
between
me
and
my
God,
who
loved
them
enough
to
want
them
set
free.
Was
it
their
right
to
read
porn?
Of
course,
but
it
was
also
my
duty
to
obey
God
on
their
behalf;
but,
if
God
said
nothing,
I
said
and
did
nothing;
end
of
story.
Most
Americans
who
are
okay
with
porn
have
no
understanding
of
the
spiritual
consequences
of
porn;
neither
are
they
ready
to
hear
the
truth
about
porn.
I
grew
up
in
a
home
where
porn
was
hidden,
nonetheless
I
witnessed
how
porn
ruined
families
and
marriages,
by
infecting
the
children
and
even
the
animals
with
sexual
perversion.
Then
I
married
a
man
who
was
addicted
to
kiddie
porn.
He
let
those
demons
turn
him
into
a
monster.
They
took
away
his
humanity
causing
him
to
make
every
woman
(and
child)
his
potential
prey.
Men
like
this
are
very
dangerous.
I
remember
how
I
found
what
looked
like
a
family
photo
album
in
a
closet.
When
I
opened
it,
it
was
filled
with
pornographic
pictures
of
women
I
knew.
Most
of
them
were
co-
workers
of
this
man.
When
I
questioned
why
he
took
the
pictures
and
kept
them.
He
compared
himself
to
Hugh
Heffner,
and
said
that
he
was
making
his
own
version
of
Playboy
magazine.
After
we
divorced,
his
secretary
called
the
authorities
to
make
a
rather
odd
report
of
how
she
had
been
in
our
former
residence
and
found
a
bag
containing
womens
lingerie
and
a
handgun.
In
that
bag,
were
also
pictures
of
women
who
appeared
to
be
terrified.
They
were
apparently
forced
to
wear
the
lingerie
by
gunpoint.
It
seemed
that
the
man
I
divorced
was
still
creating
his
own
magazine.
Later
it
would
be
reported
that
he
would
begin
videotaping
his
victims,
and
that
he
was
also
involved
in
buying
and
selling
women
for
prostitution.
Shortly
thereafter
I
found
myself
being
stalked
by
numerous
men.
The
police
who
were
investigating
my
case
told
me
that
porn
had
reached
a
new
level.
They
said
that
men
who
were
reading
the
magazines
and
looking
at
the
porno
films
were
going
after
women
who
were
more
accessible
to
them.
There
were
increased
reports
of
women
being
stalked
by
men
who
knew
them
from
work
or
from
their
neighborhoods
and
other
familiar
places.
The
police
said
that
these
new
levels
of
porn
were
putting
women
in
great
danger.
The
police
had
suspected
that
the
men
stalking
me
were
from
the
same
porno
ring
that
had
been
stalking
other
women
in
Ohio.
A
psychologist
friend
of
mine
also
confirmed
the
reports
I
received
from
the
police.
He
went
as
far
as
telling
me
just
how
these
men
were
videoing
their
neighbors
and
sending
them
viral
on
the
web.
He
gave
me
a
foolproof
way
to
determine
if
I
was
being
videoed
by
my
neighbor.
When
I
did
what
this
friend
told
me
to
do,
all
hell
broke
loose
and
the
neighbor
threatened
my
life.
This
nut
watched
me
by
camera
day
and
night.
He
began
thinking
that
I
was
his
wife.
From
that
time
on,
the
police
put
a
special
investigator
on
my
case.
I
moved
to
another
city
and
it
happened
again.
The
neighbor
downstairs
was
videotaping
me.
This
man
was
married,
but
the
demon
in
his
head
kept
telling
him
that
I
was
his
wife.
Then
I
moved
to
Los
Angeles,
hoping
to
get
far
away
from
those
nutcases.
It
was
the
Holy
Spirit
who
initially
told
me
to
move
to
LA.
He
said
I
would
be
safe
there.
I
also
received
an
anonymous
phone
call
from
someone
who
had
been
following
my
case.
I
was
told
that
my
ex
was
behind
all
the
stalking.
This
anonymous
caller
told
me
that
I
would
be
safe
in
LA.
The
caller
also
said
that
they
wanted
this
mans
life
and
the
only
thing
they
knew
for
sure
was
that
he
and
his
goons
followed
me
wherever
I
went.
I
was
also
told
that
if
he
(or
his
goons)
were
to
show
up
in
California,
they
would
be
dead
men.
With
that
kind
of
assurance,
I
just
knew
LA
was
going
to
be
the
perfect
place
to
start
my
life
over
and
put
the
past
behind
me.
LA
is
a
very
beautiful,
yet
strange
place.
Ive
never
lived
anywhere
quite
like
it.
Never
in
my
life
have
I
had
so
many
young
Black
men
bold
enough
to
sing
sexually
illicit
rap
lyrics
to
women
on
the
street.
Its
the
craziest
thing
ever.
Is
that
supposed
to
lure
women?
What
happened
to
bragging
about
your
money,
or
about
your
J.O.B.?
But,
to
brag
about
whats
in
your
pants
and
how
you
are
going
to
use
it
on
some
woman
you
dont
even
know,
is
just
plain
vulgar.
After
a
while,
I
learned
to
ignore
them.
I
did
stop
one
young
man
claiming
to
be
a
rap
artist,
after
he
propositioned
me
on
a
train.
I
asked
him
why
he
did
what
he
did.
He
said
that
he
liked
what
he
saw,
and
just
had
to
have
me.
I
was
not
flattered.
I
told
him
that
I
was
old
enough
to
be
his
mother.
He
didnt
care.
He
then
began
telling
me
about
how
the
label
was
promoting
his
latest
album
and
how
he
had
just
come
from
France
and
had
bought
a
home
there.
He
said
that
the
public
expects
him
to
go
after
women
like
he
does
in
his
music
videos.
Before
I
got
off
the
train,
he
had
me
pray
for
his
success.
I
told
him
to
be
careful
because
the
things
we
desire
with
our
eyes
can
often
be
a
set
up
for
our
demise.
This
young
man
respectfully
thanked
me
for
my
concern
and
said
he
would
take
my
advice.
I
had
six
relatively
peaceful
years
in
LA.
Although
there
were
perverts
and
nutcases
everywhere
in
LA,
there
were
no
signs
of
nutcases
on
my
job
or
at
my
home
like
it
had
been
in
Indiana
and
Ohio.
I
didnt
know
it
at
the
time,
but
that
peace
was
about
to
end.
The
company
hired
a
young
man
who
had
a
serious
problem.
He
acted
like
he
was
mentally
unstable.
For
some
reason,
this
young
man
came
after
me,
his
first
day
on
the
job.
When
I
indicated
that
I
was
not
interested
in
him,
he
became
angry.
He
became
very
disrespectful,
and
it
was
like
he
was
confusing
me
with
someone
else.
Then
it
came
out,
Woman,
you
always
treat
me
this
way.
Youre
going
to
listen
to
me.
I
asked
him,
whom
he
was
talking
to.
Im
talking
to
you,
he
said.
I
told
him
that
I
was
not
his
woman,
but
he
didnt
want
to
hear
that.
It
was
obvious
that
I
could
not
speak
with
him
civilly,
so
I
just
avoided
this
man
altogether.
Then
he
would
show
up
at
my
desk
and
pace
like
an
animal
ready
to
pounce
upon
me.
I
still
ignored
him;
but
his
behavior
was
so
obvious
that
another
employee
came
in
and
told
him
to
leave
me
alone.
I
made
an
official
complaint
with
my
management.
They
promised
to
talk
to
the
man
and
encourage
him
to
leave
me
alone.
I
was
also
advised
by
the
attorney
to
document
any
further
incidents.
Indeed,
there
were
many
more
incidents
because
the
man
was
furious
that
I
had
spoken
to
management
about
his
behavior.
I
documented
every
incident
and
forwarded
copies
to
the
management
and
to
the
attorneys.
The
attorneys
promised
to
investigate
fully,
but
nothing
happened.
The
Holy
Spirit
spoke
boldly
to
me
about
the
situation.
He
said
that
management
was
trying
to
ignore
the
matter.
The
Lord
told
me
that
if
I
were
foolish
enough
to
just
go
along
with
management,
it
would
cost
me
my
life.
I
never
said
anything
to
anyone
and
never
complained
about
my
situation
except
to
management.
Several
people
came
to
me
saying
that
God
spoke
to
them
about
me.
One
man
came
to
our
office
and
told
me
that
he
felt
like
someone
wanted
to
take
my
life.
Even
people
outside
of
the
job
were
praying
for
my
life.
When
I
asked
the
Lord
what
to
do.
He
suggested
that
I
go
to
E.E.O.C.
and
file
a
report
and
let
them
investigate.
I
obeyed
immediately.
A
couple
of
days
later
the
management
brought
in
a
consultant
that
usually
intervenes
in
employee
matters.
I
was
looking
forward
to
speaking
to
someone,
but
it
was
not
to
be.
The
person
was
called
in
to
perform
the
companys
very
first
training
on
sexual
harassment.
The
staff
was
then
forced
to
sign
a
statement
saying
that
upon
leaving
the
company
they
would
not
sue
for
any
reason.
I
became
very
suspicious,
as
did
the
entire
office.
It
was
obvious
that
the
company
was
preparing
to
fire
someone
and
they
wanted
to
cover
their
asses
in
the
process.
I
refused
to
sign
the
form
unless
someone
could
explain
what
was
going
on.
No
one
in
management
would
speak.
Then
it
happened.
I
was
called
into
the
Vice
Presidents
office.
There
sat
my
supervisor
and
two
other
managers
along
with
the
attorney.
The
attorney
told
me
that
I
was
being
fired.
When
I
asked
why
they
were
firing
me,
I
was
told
that
it
was
because
I
was
a
Christian.
What?
What
does
my
being
Christian
have
to
do
with
this
case?
The
attorney
then
spoke
words
that
I
will
never
forget.
He
said
that
my
Christian
values
had
negatively
influenced
my
view
of
the
incidents
that
occurred
in
the
office.
He
continued
to
say
that
because
I
was
a
Christian,
I
had
no
understanding
of
how
things
are
done
today
(referring
to
what
was
being
portrayed
in
the
media
and
deemed
acceptable
by
the
masses).
He
said
that
although
I
thought
I
was
being
harassed,
in
their
assessment,
I
was
not
harassed
at
all.
Therefore,
I
lied
on
another
employee
and
they
had
to
let
me
go.
I
was
told
that
my
accusations
had
infringed
upon
another
employees
right
to
express
himself.
A
few
days
after
I
was
fired,
another
man
approached
me
on
the
streets
of
LA,
bragging
about
how
he
and
his
friend
got
me
fired
from
my
job.
Then
it
dawned
on
me.
The
man,
who
harassed
me
on
the
job,
vowed
that
he
would
get
me
fired
if
I
reported
him
to
management.
Frankly,
I
didnt
believe
that
management
would
fall
for
his
game,
so
I
ignored
him.
Now,
this
man
on
the
street
was
confirming
the
plot
against
me.
Why
was
I
being
targeted?
The
man
said
that
they
had
been
following
me
and
knew
for
a
fact
that
I
was
not
dating
anyone.
I
was
told
that
since
there
was
no
man
in
my
life,
it
was
Open
season
on
Paula.
How
could
he
say
that?
Didnt
I
have
a
right
to
determine
what
I
wanted
for
my
own
life?
His
response,
You
have
no
rights.
This
is
America,
I
can
say
and
do
whatever
I
want
to
do
and
nobody
is
going
to
stop
me.
I
own
you.
Then
he
said
something
even
crazier,
I
paid
good
money
for
you.
Who
did
he
pay?
Why
did
he
pay
them?
He
wouldnt
say
whom
he
paid,
but
at
that
moment
I
knew.
This
was
the
same
mess
my
ex
started
in
Ohio.
It
was
then
that
I
knew
that
the
man
on
my
job
was
associated
with
that
same
porno
ring.
He
had
been
stalking
me
like
all
the
others.
According
to
this
man,
they
did
it
for
the
money.
He
said,
Youre
going
to
be
rich
and
we
want
some
of
that
money.
I
could
not
believe
this
foolishness,
but
I
continued
to
ask
just
how
he
thought
this
was
going
to
get
away
with
his
scheme.
This
crazy
man
said
he
was
going
to
marry
me.
Sarcastically,
I
asked,
So,
whats
the
plan,
to
kidnap
me
and
force
me
to
marry
you?
He
responded,
Yes.
Then
I
simply
lost
it.
I
told
him
to
leave
me
alone.
I
even
threatened
bodily
harm
if
he
would
ever
come
around
me
again
speaking
that
nonsense.
Then
I
heard
all
these
people
laughing
and
pointing
at
the
man
as
I
yelled
at
him.
There
was
a
crowd
of
about
thirty
or
more
people
who
were
laughing,
shouting
and
calling
him
names.
The
man
ran
away
in
embarrassment.
After
all
of
these
crazy
incidents,
I
needed
to
clear
my
head.
I
decided
to
get
away
from
Los
Angeles.
It
just
so
happened
that
I
was
invited
to
Europe
on
a
missions
trip.
Things
were
quite
pleasant
for
the
first
couple
of
months
or
so.
Then
something
very
strange
happened.
Late
one
night,
a
friend
and
I
were
walking
back
to
our
hotel
in
France
and
decided
to
go
to
this
small
grocery.
There
were
three
or
four
young
Arab
men
running
the
store.
When
we
went
to
check
out,
the
cashier
began
singing
along
with
an
American
rap
CD.
Instead
of
waiting
on
us,
he
decided
to
sing
sexually
illicit
lyrics
to
us,
as
if
we
were
supposed
to
enjoy
it.
My
friend
and
I
were
appalled,
but
we
didnt
want
to
create
a
scene.
Fortunately,
before
we
had
time
to
say
anything,
one
of
the
other
guys
came
forward
and
helped
us.
We
left
France
a
few
days
later,
but
not
without
further
incident.
While
waiting
to
get
our
reservations
and
tickets
arranged
with
the
airlines,
we
were
followed
throughout
the
airport
by
several
men.
A
policeman
came
to
our
rescue.
He
apologized
for
the
harassment,
and
explained
how
prostitution
was
common
in
the
airport.
He
said
that
the
men
probably
thought
we
were
hookers.
It
wasnt
because
of
how
we
were
dressed,
or
because
of
how
we
behaved.
According
to
the
policeman,
there
is
a
perception
about
American
women;
a
perception
that
is
often
portrayed
in
our
film
and
our
music.
Again,
the
policeman
apologized
and
told
us
that
it
would
be
best
if
we
could
hurry
our
business
and
get
out
of
town.
Getting
out
of
town
seemed
impossible.
There
was
a
major
problem
with
the
flights
leaving
at
a
decent
hour.
In
our
desperation
to
escape
further
harassment,
we
got
on
a
shuttle
and
caught
a
train
to
Italy
in
a
return
route
to
the
states.
Later
I
would
meet
a
friend
in
New
York
who
also
complained
about
how
the
young
Arab
men
in
France
were
becoming
increasing
aggressive
towards
Black
women.
Another
friend
had
travelled
to
Jordan
and
also
said
that
the
Arab
men
kept
treating
her
like
she
was
one
of
those
women
on
the
rap
videos.
We
all
agreed
that
the
violence
of
American
entertainment
has
left
a
stigma
on
single
women
(especially
Black
women)
who
enjoy
travelling
overseas.
All
of
these
incidents
were
quite
disturbing
to
me
because
I
have
been
in
(and
out
of)
the
entertainment
industry
for
most
of
my
life.
I
am
preparing
to
re-enter
the
industry
on
a
much
grander
scale
with
projects
of
my
own.
After
many
hours
in
prayer
about
my
assignment,
I
needed
to
identify
exactly
what
was
going
on
in
the
heads
of
these
people.
Hollywood
is
a
bubble
of
its
own
making,
but
its
not
the
real
world.
Its
a
world
of
illusion
and
deception.
Unfortunately,
the
audiences
think
it
is
real.
Therefore
they
emulate
what
they
see
on
the
big
screen
and
what
they
hear
on
CDs.
The
Lord
said
that
he
had
to
open
my
eyes
to
the
truth
about
Freedom
of
Expression
in
the
media.
He
wanted
me
to
see
first
hand,
how
Hollywood
really
affects
ordinary
people.
I
saw
it
clearly;
people
are
no
longer
satisfied
with
watching
media.
They
want
to
act
out
what
is
being
suggested
in
film
and
music.
In
America,
life
is
imitating
art,
and
its
a
pretty
scary
thing
when
someone
has
written
you
into
the
demented
script
they
have
in
their
heads.
To
this
day,
I
still
have
men
stalking
me
who
believe
that
I
am
their
wife.
Saying
no
to
them
is
seen
as
an
affront.
The
Lord
said
that
I
am
experiencing
media
induced
violence.
The
Lord
said,
that
too
many
Americans
are
addicted
to
the
media.
Many
people
can
no
longer
discern
between
whats
real
and
whats
made
for
entertainment.
He
said
that
was
why
many
are
hooked
on
pornography,
soap
operas,
reality
television
and
romance
novels.
Who
is
at
fault
according
to
God?
The
media
is
at
fault
for
irresponsibly
dumping
its
toxic
waste
upon
the
American
public;
and
for
polluting
audiences
around
the
world.
For
many,
this
has
been
an
artistic
license
to
steal,
kill
and
destroy
the
very
moral
fabric
that
defines
our
humanity.
We
often
speak
of
terrorism
as
those
who
blow
things
up
and
threaten
the
peace
and
livelihood
of
others.
According
to
God,
those
who
use
the
media
irresponsibly;
who
intentionally
hurt
and
harm
others
by
spewing
out
vile
under
the
guise
of
Freedom
of
Expression;
these
are
no
different
than
the
terrorists
who
hinder
the
liberty
of
others;
inspiring
simple
minds
to
acts
of
lawlessness
and
disorder
against
society.
Did
the
media
have
a
right
to
produce
what
they
produced?
Sure
they
did.
It
was
within
their
right
to
do
so,
but
it
may
not
have
been
beneficial
to
everyone
in
the
viewing
audience.
Perhaps
there
needs
to
be
additional
disclaimers
on
such
entertainment.
Maybe
audiences
need
to
be
reminded
that
what
they
are
seeing
is
fictitious,
and
that
to
repeat
the
actions
seen,
heard
or
suggested
in
the
production
could
lead
to
legal
prosecution
resulting
in
fines,
penalties
and/or
imprisonment.
Since
the
Lord
said
that
people
could
no
longer
make
the
distinction
between
reality
and
entertainment,
it
would
make
sense
to
have
the
villain
or
the
lead
performer
step
out
of
character
to
make
such
an
appeal
to
the
audience
directly.
After
the
attacks
of
911,
some
directors
took
responsibility
for
the
violence
in
their
films,
and
they
chose
to
speak
to
audiences
themselves.
Entertainment
shapes
our
pop
culture.
International
audiences
draw
their
conclusions
about
Americans
based
upon
what
comes
from
our
entertainment
media.
Foreigners
believe
that
our
media
presents
a
true
depiction
of
the
American
lifestyle.
Even,
Americans
believe
that
entertainment
depicts
our
lifestyle.
That
is
why
I
got
fired
from
my
job.
No
one
ever
heard
the
facts.
They
never
investigated.
With
the
exception
of
the
person
who
hired
me,
no
one
in
management
even
knew
about
my
past.
I
made
a
deal
with
the
friend
that
hired
me;
I
would
not
tell
anyone
about
my
past.
LA
was
to
be
a
fresh
start
for
me,
but
it
didnt
last
as
long
as
I
desired.
If
the
company
had
just
done
due
diligence
in
gathering
the
facts
in
this
case,
but
instead
they
acted
against
me
based
upon
what
was
trending
in
the
media.
In
short,
I
was
being
told
that
it
was
part
of
the
LA
culture
for
men
to
act
sexually
aggressive
towards
women.
Yeah,
I
got
that,
but
when
it
happens
on
the
job,
its
called
sexual
harassment.
I
could
have
walked
away
from
being
fired
and
started
my
life
over
in
another
country.
That
was
my
plan,
but
it
was
the
Holy
Spirit
who
told
me
to
return
to
America
and
file
a
complaint
of
criminal
negligence
against
the
former
employer
in
Federal
court.
(By
the
way,
that
statement
the
employer
was
trying
to
force
everyone
to
sign
before
they
fired
me;
the
one
stating
that
we
would
not
sue
the
employer
for
any
reason?
Well,
the
attorneys
forged
my
signature
on
the
statement
form
and
presented
it
to
the
judge
in
an
attempt
to
have
the
case
dismissed.
It
didnt
work.)
No
attorney
was
willing
to
fight
for
me,
so
with
the
help
of
the
Holy
Spirit,
I
filed
the
case
myself.
I
followed
his
instructions
in
detail.
He
even
told
me
how
much
to
ask
for
in
damages.
The
Holy
Spirit
said
that
with
this
money
I
was
to
launch
my
nonprofit
foundation
and
to
start
my
first
of
many
film
ventures.
No
one
should
have
the
right
to
use
their
freedoms
to
promote
violence;
nor
should
this
violence
be
used
to
terrorize
others;
and
yet
it
happens
everyday
somewhere
in
the
world.
Rather
than
playing
the
victim
and
walking
away
from
this
matter,
I
have
chosen
to
take
on
a
battle
that
could
shake
up
an
entire
industry.
This
is
my
right.
It
is
also
my
call
and
divine
assignment
from
Almighty
God.
So,
be
it!
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She
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victims
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Ms.
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