LY You say that if we stopped writing, history would stop, time would stop. In Up Among the
Eagles, theres a lot of talk about controlling time, aging and not aging.
LV Its a different concept of timeThe Iroquois, and many other native American languages,
dont have tenses. Theres no notion of a past or future, verbs are always handled in the same
tense.
LY Do you worry about aging?
LV Oh yes, as everybody else. And I get furiousexcept that the more you live, the more you
realize its so much in your mind.
LY Its so strange, the image you see in the mirror and your self-image being so totally different,
and the older you get, the more distance there seems to be.
LV Except, sometimes, you catch yourself in the mirror being who you think you are. Is the
mirror lying?
LY Were running out of a lot of things, one of which is time, time keeps getting compressed.
These two stories of yours were written years apart and yet they both share this sense of stopping
time to keep things the same, creating history by recording events and people: the sense that
without the record, there would be no history.
LV Im very worried about memory, about the fact that you tend to repeat the past if you ignore
it. And Argentinas always trying to obliterate your memory, so theres all this story of pardons
and amnesties for the generals implicated in the tortures, as if one could make a clean slate of
past horrors.
But I insist that you cant simply obliterate memory. If you say nothing happened, you cant
move. This is something that has been in the back of my mind for ages, and it pops up in
different stories. It finally has to do with reviving the deadwhich is again, the other
impossibility. You cannot kill the memory or revive the dead. You have to accept the time law as
we know it.
LY In what direction do you think the Argentinean government is going, and what do people
have to say about it?
LV The people have to say everything they can, if they can, because they are very hungry at this
point.
LY Literally, hungry?
LV Literally hungry. But anything is better than another military coup, so nobody says too much
for fear of getting the military back, which would be worse, decidedly. The economic problems, I
dont think, can be solved one way or the other, but at least there is liberty. It is a very strange
government: playing the game of the populistsand having an extremely right-wing capitalistic
policy. They are using a very obvious double standard and very obvious lies, so obvious that
theres nothing you can do about it. Its not that you cant denounce anything, its that
everythings being denounced everyday, so everything has lost its value. Nothing happens.
LY What sort of people in Argentina become members of the military?
LV There is an odd historical situation here. It used to be the upper classes. The military of the
last century were the cultured people, they went to important military academies, they knew
languages, translated Dantethey were very intelligent. And little by little, they got more
dogmatic. I suppose people who go into the military nowexcept for the poor, who have
nothing else to do but joinare those who believe they are the owners of the truth and are ready
to impose it by force. I once gave a talk at West Point, here.
LY Really? You didnt!
LV I was talking in front of all these West Point cadets, and suddenly, out of my mouth, without
thinking, I said, I dont understand what you are all doing here. If I were in Argentina, I would
know that you all wanted to be President. (laughter) Because they all want to take charge, its a
question of power. That fascinates me. What is this madness called power?
Did you read the Desert of the Tartars by Dino Buzzati, the Italian writer? It takes place in a
military post, a frontier bordering the so-called desert of the Tartars. And they are all the time
waiting for the enemy to come, so there are strict military rules in this fort, because the enemy
will come. Only the enemy hasnt come for two centuries, and there is no enemy, there is only
desert. But they cant recognize that reality. One day, somebody goes out and when he comes
back refuses to announce the codeword. He is shot and killed because they had to create
something to justify their existence. All this has to do with the phallocracy.
LY Would you consider yourself any kind of feminist?
LV Im a born feminist. Im not a dogmatic feminist.
LY Have you personally been confronted with a lot of violence in Argentina?
LV No, not much nowadays. You see more in the streets of New York. Things in Buenos Aires
seem calm. Its very disturbing, because you know theyre not calm. Its impossible for them to
be calm. There was this military uprising the other day and people thumbed their noses at the
fighting. The minute the rebellious military tries something they get horrible abuses from the
public.
LY How can they?
LV They verbally insult them. Its just fantastic. One time a bunch of dissident military tried to
take over the city airport and the people who were going on their vacations pushed them out of
the way. Life goes on and private citizens dont allow this to stop them anymore. We are no
longer afraid. Weve seen too much during the dictatorship.
LV These stories were written very quickly, triggered either by something I was told or
something I overheard. Its a collective mind, in a sense. I wanted to make them archetypal . . . a
name is a very heavy burden. Sometimes, I dont want to put this burden on certain characters.
Some dont need a name.
LY The Censors really twisted me up inside, that obsession.
LV It was so self-defeating, such a male story in a sense. That book (Strange Things Happen
Here) wasnt censored because God knows. I think, censors dont have a sense of humor.
LY Im sure they dont.
LV They were doing a video two months ago in Argentina, and they asked me to read any story. I
started reading The Best Shod (in which the beggars of Argentina, helping themselves to the
plethora of new shoes worn by the dead bodies lying around them, become the best-shod beggars
in the world). And suddenly, I realized I couldnt read that one. Not because it would be
censored, but because its so painful. So much of it had really happened. Seen from a distance its
a metaphor, but at the other end, its no longer a metaphor.
LY Your writing has a very strong interior voice, much stronger than whatever is on the
narratives surface. Its almost as if youre whispering under your breath.
LV Im glad it comes out in translation.
LY I feel when Im reading your stories, that Im hearing what really goes on in your mind, even
when youre talking about people outside yourself.
LV Because the narrative itself makes the good connections, the proper associations. The
narrative per se knows more than what the writer knows or whatever has been told to you.
Whatever has been told to you is full of holes and omissions and things that are hidden. A
narrative line will make all these things pop out in the open. You will discover them while youre
writing. Thats what fascinates me about writing.
LY Do you spend most of your time writing?
LV I wish I did.
LY So what do you spend most of your time doing?
LV Daydreaming. Worrying. Feeling guilty for not writing . . . You have to go through that
phase, now Ive learned.
LY Do you ever use a tape recorder?
LV No, never. I cant, because I need the physical act of writing. Now Im using a computer at
times, but its not the same. I write generally with a fountain pen.
Linda Tablonsky is a freelance writer living in New York. She is currently writing a novel
called That We Live and a performance piece called We Are Not They.