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extra file: evening cherry blossoms
LIMITS
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DESPAIR
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But.
'Isnt this the wrong season?
Haruka looked at the cherry blossom tree in the courtyard again.
The cherry blossom tree, past its season, had already lost most of its petals and only
had withered flowers left.
'We would have gone earlier, but with the commotion
Haruka understood even without his saying the rest.
'Right, murmured Haruka, closing her eyes tightly.
If she relaxed even a bit, she would start crying.
'But its fine.
After a silence, Yakumo said that with a little laugh.
'Eh?
Haruka opened her eyes and looked at Yakumo.
As his eyes looked somewhere far away, the side of his face was so beautiful it was
startling.
'Since I made a promise.
'A promise?
'A promise with Uncle.
'Isshin-san
'A few days before he died, he called me. Since it would be the cherry blossom
season soon, he said that we should all go flower viewing together
After Yakumo murmured that, he turned his gaze up towards the sky.
Haruka looked up at the sky as well.
She saw the clouds slowly blowing by. The shape of them reminded her of Isshins
face.
'I see.
'Hed never said something like that before. Uncle mightve known he didnt have
much longer to live.
Haruka looked down silently, neither agreeing or disagreeing with Yakumos words.
It made sense.
When Isshin came to Yakumos secret hideaway, he had been different than he
usually was. Haruka wouldnt have been able to explain if asked what was different,
but he had looked like he was prepared for something.
'Hey, can I join you for the flower viewing? Haruka asked Yakumo.
If it was a flower viewing in Isshins memory, she wanted to participate no matter
what.
'Thats why I said you were slow, said Yakumo, exasperated, running a hand through
his hair again.
'What?
'Im waiting for you, said Yakumo, scowling as he cast his gaze downward.
'Eh, really?
Yakumo waited for me.
He had never done that before.
Harukas eyes were wide in surprise as another feeling started welling up within her.
Were going to have a flower viewing. Do you want to come?
Even though it would have been OK to just ask honestly, that wasnt possible for
Yakumo. He probably wasnt used to inviting people.
He was a contrary person, but Haruka thought it was cute.
'So what are you going to do? asked Yakumo, eyes still downcast.
He didnt even have to ask. Of course
'Ill go! Haruka replied cheerfully.
Yakumo shrugged and started walking silently.
He couldve at least said something.
Though she might have been mistaken, Haruka felt Isshins presence in that wind.
'Thank you.
Harukas fingers closed over the contact case.
Tears naturally spilled out of her eyes.
They werent from frustration or sadness. The tears were very, very warm.
'What are you two doing!? Hurry over here!
She heard somebody calling them from far away.
Haruka looked over to see Gotou standing up and waving.
'Lets go.
'OK.
Together with Yakumo, Haruka started walking