Milks, Lacs Mammals

1:09
(Massimo)
Identification with the family
Not just the idea of the mother or the father
As if they are NOT independent, never independent
from the identity of my family
Like in Moviesa rich person in the castle, and on
the wall the portraits of all the people who belong to
the family
So for milksits as if all the paintings on the wall
as if I belong to an idealistically concept of this family
My mother, my father, my grand parents were just
different pieces of this concept
The identity of this milks is the identity of this group
It is not Massimo, but my identity is all members of the Manglalavori
Certain milks would like to remain a part of the family
Others cannot stand this and will do what they can to define themselves apartoften with oppositional
behavior
TO try to push you family far awaybecause their family makes them feel trapped
One can have a strong idea of the familyI want to stay close to momma
Others do not want this relationshipbecause it is to jump back into the CAGE of the family
Its better to remain independent

Gigantic sake of FORSAKEN

Not being anymore a part of this family
A real anguishrather than anxiety
All milks suffer outrageously with a loss
You might think of IGN, PH-AC, etc.
If leaving...what will I do, who will I be on the day my grandma is not close to me
Almost every contact with this family is importantbecause these people might die
To stay close to the familyto remain attachedthis is EXTREMELY important
They must live with great pre-occupation that I might be alone one day
To give back to these people who cared for me

Difficult integration of instincts, individual characteristics

LikeI do love chocolate, this is important for me
The problem in thisis that they need to suffocate whatever belongs to their instinctual life
If they do something to differentiate themselves
This is unendurable
They have a hard time expressing who they are
ORyou might have in a bombastic way, in oppositional wayto do exactly what my family is not expecting me to be
To show outrageously
Both behaviors related to this same theme
They have this gigantic sense of GUILT
I would have liked to study medicine instead of study art but my family was expecting something else
I also know my mom would have liked to do something else as well

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IRRESOLUTION
This is extremely problematic
About making this choice of what I want to do in life
Do I want to please myself?

Fear/Anxiety of making a choiceIrresolute/

Opinionated
To change something in your life, to make your own decisions
Lac-fI am who you want, I can be so plastic to adjust
myself to please you as much as I can
Can SEEM be very dictatorial, extremely opinionated
I ALWAYS know what is right or wrong, what you are supposed to do
It is so terrible to be irresolute, doubtful
Never allowing himself to be doubtful
The domestic PREY animals are VERY doubtful
Like the dogcan so easily adjust himself to please us
We are able to breed these animalsto make new breeds very easilymost easy breed to do this
with
Lac leoninumis VERY opinionated and dictatorial
They do not seem irresolute at allbut it is still this issue, because they can never risk looking irresolute
SWEELING/CONGESTION
Perception that certain parts of the body are too ful, too much energynot that easy to express or discharge. Usually from the chest to the upper body
From umbilicus downno energy, not easily expressed
An attempt to balance these parts of the body
One part needs ot adjust to make it symmetrical
As if one part of my body is divided into TWO parts
As if one part of my corpus is belonging to the family and one part SHOULD belongs to me
One part of the body is suffering and the other is not
The idea of the milkis to balance thisto put these parts together (MILK)
This is NOT the duality of snakes
Milks want to balance thisand give back what is required of the family
Most congestion is in chest and head
The length of the intrauterine linethe more evolved, the longer life in the uterus
The bigger the head the fewer the babies
Like the Snakesthey come out extremely independent
In mammalsthe mom needs to take care of youyou must belong ot the mom
You are not independent at all
This about the size of the heads of mammals
Then this symptoms of congestion of the head
Also the digestion is complicated
They say I suffer from these headaches because my digestion is not so good
The process of being FED by someone else is a problematicdigesting what another if feeding me

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Often congestion related to vertigo
To Sinus in forehead (FOREHEAD is most common place of headache
Congestive headache in the forehead
Digestion is difficult from the beginning
Difficult integration of the baby foodbeing in contact with another (this is
their problem)

(LD)
What makes milks distinct from other remedies
Belonging and Being Left Out
Blood vs. Milk:
if panther blood an aggressive edge will be angry while go make their own group
If a milk will suffer through it
One left out of the group, Separate, Feeling alone
Nurturing, Cut off from life itself
There comes that point mom and child when milk has to be cut off
Like being cut off from life itself
Mom wants to keep nursingmaybe does need a milk remedy
But the baby that is ready to stop nursing & wants to go out in the world probably doesnt need
a milk remedy
Having two wills
That dont go together
Comes back to Im not good enough- self- deprecation
Really relates to a battle around connectiveness and being good enough
More at the mercy of conflicting wills
I want to be good but dang-it I was bad
Vs. Snakes

Also profound sense of two wills - do I do good or do I do evil

Can I get away with it?
A lot of grief
In animal world there is death
Fear of loss, fear of grief
Impeding danger
Danger in the moment
Fear of pursuit
Shows in dreams delusions and also in reality
May find themselves in dangerous situations
Case: Lac-c man worked for Americorp was always living in areas with extreme danger
would get mugged robbed, etc.

Kids
Anxiety about attack, People getting into house
Dreams of attack
Fear of ferocious animals, Fear of lion roaring on TV

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Are from a lack of mothering
Someone turns their back, pushes you away
A big hole there (something missing)
(Laurie D)

Symptoms:
Alternating Side to Side
All mammals can have alternating side to side (not just
Lac-C)
VISION
Symptoms related to vision milks in general
Photophobia
THROAT
Throat issues sore throat, goes side to side throat is big for animals
BREAST
Breast issues
FEAR OF SNAKES
Mostly in domesticated animals those that have suppressed much of their natural instinct
The dog want sot be everything the snake is wants to be strong, free
The snake wants to be loved and taken care of
Hasnt had a case of Lac-C that has NOT had a fear of snakes (Val says never had)
Lac-Leo case perplexed that friends were freaked out about snakes and mice
She didnt get it she liked them, for amusement (she needed Lac-f)
Those that need those stronger wild milks might have snakes as pets (like Lion)
Being cast out
Being excluded from the herd
Absolutely sick watching sister being with dad
Herd Remedy all of you are human, and Im not thats where the black sheep metaphor comes in
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Lac-f
Duty
   
Lac-eq
Oblativity
Abandonment / Separation
Lac-as, Lac-c, Lac-cpr, Lac-d, Lac-eq, Lac-gl, Lac- Lac-eq
Forced Oblativity
h, Lac-leo
Lac-c
Ambition
False hubris / arroLac-cpr
gance
Dependency
Lac-cpr
Lac-c
Stoicism
Dignity / Noblesse
Lac-eq
Lac-eq
Submission
Egotism
Lac-c
Lac-leo
Introversion
Independent / self-sufficient
Lac-f
Lac-f
Unworthy
Inhibition
Lac-h
Lac-f
Worthlessness
Oblative ambition
Lac-as
Lac-h
Affirmation / devaluation
Opposition
Lac-leo
Lac-as
Frustrated ambition
Passivity
Lac-cpr
Lac-d
Victimization
Vexation
Lac-as
Lac-gl
Resentment
       
Lac-leo
Suppressed aggression
Familial identity
Lac-gl
Lac-as, Lac-c, Lac-cpr, Lac-d, Lac-eq, Lac-f, Lac- Inexpressible rage
gl, Lac-h, Lac-leo
Lac-d
Abandonment / Separation
Useless anger / impotence
Lac-as, Lac-c, Lac-cpr, Lac-d, Lac-eq, Lac-f, Lac- Lac-cpr
gl, Lac-h, Lac-leo
Ineffective communication
Difficult integration of instinct
Lac-leo
Lac-as, Lac-c, Lac-cpr, Lac-d, Lac-eq, Lac-gl, Lac- Immaturity
h, Lac-leo
Lac-c
Irresolution
Ineluctable (inescapable)
Lac-as, Lac-c, Lac-d, Lac-eq, Lac-f, Lac-gl, Lac-h, Lac-as, Lac-d
Lac-leo
Alteration of time
Lac-gl
   
Slowness
Lac-d
Avoidance
Refusal
Lac-as
Lac-gl
Dependence / Independence
Commitment - political
Lac-c, Lac-eq, Lac-f
Lac-gl
Ambition / dissatisfaction
Oppositional
Lac-h
Lac-as, Lac-cpr, Lac-gl
Self-sufficient
(Notes from MM)

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Rigidity / laxness
Lac-leo
Rigidity / weakness
Lac-h
Stiffness / Rigidity
Lac-eq,, Lac-f
Fragility
Lac-f
Fastidiousness
Lac-gl
Negation / denial
Lac-d
Competitive
Lac-cpr
Painful withdrawal
Lac-c
Empty / Full
Lac-as, Lac-h, Lac-leo
Swelling
Lac-c, Lac-f
Passive congestion
Lac-c, Lac-eq, Lac-f, Lac-h
Lassitude / Rigidity
Lac-cpr
Difficult excretion / discharge
Lac-c, Lac-eq, Lac-f
Symmetry / Asymmetry
Lac-as, Lac-c, Lac-cpr, Lac-eq, Lac-f, Lac-gl
      
  
Congestive pain
Lac-c
Constrictive pain
Lac-d, Lac-f
Expansive radiating pain
Lac-cpr
Explosive pain
Lac-as, Lac-d
Extreme pain
Lac-as, Lac-gl
Localized pain
Lac-gl
Oppressive pain
Lac-eq
Penetrating pain
Lac-f, Lac-h, Lac-leo
Pressing pain
Lac-h
Recurrent pain

Lac-c
Superficial pain
Lac-leo
Undifferentiated
pain
Lac-cpr
Ineluctable
(inescapable)
Lac-f
Spasm
Lac-eq
Swelling
Lac-as
Foreign body
Lac-d, Lac-leo
Tenacious secretion
Lac-h
Digestive headache
Lac-as, Lac-c, Lac-cpr,, Lac-d, Lac-eq, Lac-f, Lacgl, Lac-h, Lac-leo
Difficult digestion
Lac-c, Lac-gl
Painful abdominal swelling
Lac-gl
Overeating / hyperphagia
Lac-c, Lac-cpr, Lac-f, Lac-leo
Bulimia
Lac-h
Acute smell
Lac-c
Offensiveness
Lac-leo
Stinking odor
Lac-cpr
Photophobia
Lac-c, Lac-d, Lac-eq, Lac-f
Eye strain
Lac-f
Fatigue
Lac-gl
Vertigo
Lac-as, Lac-c, Lac-eq, Lac-f, Lac-h
Irritability of corpus
Lac-leo
Instability
Lac-d
Chilliness
Lac-f
Physical contact
Lac-h

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Satyriasis
Lac-cpr
Repetitive trauma
Lac-cpr
Symmetrical eruptions
Lac-c, Lac-gl
Painful eruptions
Lac-leo
Dryness
Lac-as
Dryness / hyper-secretion
Lac-h
Dehydration
Lac-gl
Simple foods
Lac-as, Lac-eq
Thirst
Lac-as
Milk
Lac-c, Lac-eq, Lac-f

Herd, Domesticated

Herd Animals

Lac-Caninum
Im a piece of
The wild versus the encroached upon
crap, very exPart of the heard, family or group
The sacrifices you need to make to be part of the group cluded
Wont express
in this way
(JS) Issues within the group
with this much
Issues of domination, Fighting
resentment
Rejection from the group
Inner politics, Own inner issues of survival (within
GROUP HERD
the group)
MENTALITY (Joshi)
Fights within
If youre in a group there needs to be a hierarchy and order
Domesticated Animals
A trapped feeling, because I am dependant on someone
Im dependant for basic survival
Two-sided
Both horizontally and vertically
(vertical) To be a free spirit (to be free) and this earthly
existence
(horizontal) I want to achieve, be top dog, and the other
part of me that loves to dance, create, sing
Always a split
Issue of identity
Who am I?
Am I a mother, a free spirit, a member of a gang
Inside a troubled girl
Two wills
Inside a conflict (seen more so in the mammals)
(similar to Anac, antagonism with themselves)

Herd Animal
Being the black sheep
Lac-Cuprinum Goat
Has intense anger
Also sex impulses
Sheep I need someone to lead me
I have all this responsibility and I dont know what
to do about it
Horse Lac-Eq
Abrasive
Loquacious
Likes to talk

The big cats are singularly powerful they dont need to be

in a group
Group helps you to get your food
Also good for protection
Dependence on a group
WHO FOLLOWS and WHO LEADS
Hierarchy, either you feel small or dependant or you feel the
leader
NUTURING, MOTHER, RESPONSIBILITY
Sycotic Miasm (Most) (Joshi)
The rest of the lacs are in the sycotic miasm bec of dominance of group and accepting dominance, you have to accept
and stay to survive, acceptance of domestication.