BY
D I A N E
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I Praise My Destroyer
A Slender Thread
The Rarest ofthe Rare
A Natural History of Love
A Natural History ofthe Senses
The Moon by Whale Light
Jaguar of Sweet Laughter
Reverse Thunder
On Extended Wings
Lady Faustus
Twilight ofthe Tenderfoot
Wife of Light
The Planets: A Cosmic Pastoral
FOR CHILDREN
Monk Seal Hideaway
Bats: Shadows in the Night
ANTHOLOGY
The Book of Love
(with Jeanne Mackin)
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Deep play / Diane Ackerman. 1st ed.
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Includes bibliographical references and index.
ISBN 0-679-44879-9 (hardcover : alk. paper)
1. PlayPsychological aspects. I. Title.
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1999
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Random House website address: www.atrandom.com
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leopard seals?
l o o k e d f o r m a l as waiters, o r c e r e m o n i a l as a village of t o t e m
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d u m b f o u n d e d by h o w beautifully t h e e m p e r o r s flew in w a t e r
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o d d t o see p e n g u i n s b a t t l e h e a t s t r o k e by b l u s h i n g , p a n t i n g ,
Chapter One
D e e p Play
C h a p t e r Two
At-One-Ment
Chapter Three
Sacred Places
Chapter Four
C h a p t e r Five
C h a p t e r Six
C h a p t e r Seven
Chapter Eight
Creating Minds
C e r e m o n i e s of I n n o c e n c e
C h a p t e r Ten
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Chapter Nine
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D e e p Space, in C o l o r
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T h e N i g h t of t h e C o m e t
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experiences, and their senses are fresh and highly sensitive. Every-
thing matters.
they're playful in t h e same way tiger cubs are? For all we know,
O t h e r animals are equally playful. Here is Wendell Berry describing a bird at play:
m a n y o t h e r animals w o u l d perish.
Animals play, in part, to stay active and fit. T h e exploring
make his descent from the top of the hill into the valley. He
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basic rules of all forms of play. B u t play also has its o w n distinctive
psychology.
turn, and then flew on out of sight in the direction ofthe slew
of a p s y c h o t h e r a p y session. S o m e t i m e s t h e t i m e limit is p r e -
a n d t h e o u t c o m e is u n k n o w n i s e l e m e n t a l t o play. Festive
clapping, quick m o v e m e n t s .
gral to t h e act of play, as was danger (cognate words are peril and
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gave rise t o words used in love play, battle, or religious rites (feast
w i t h t h e savage.
e x a m p l e , an e l e m e n t a r y s c h o o l t e a c h e r I k n o w t e a c h e s ethics
t o t h e m o r t a l elements."
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that civilization, is, in its early phases, played. It does not come
from play like a babe detaching itself from the womb: it arises
in and as play, and never leaves it. . . . Fair play is nothing less
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lated area w h e r e h e m i g h t have lucked o u t landing o n a h i g h way, people exclaimed " H o w selfless of him!" B u t o n e of his
m o r e basic level.
ofself.
with laughter.
zealously o u t - p o l i t i n g each o t h e r . He w h o s e m a n n e r s w e r e t h e
cating forms, play feels satisfying, absorbing, and has rules and a
folds as play.
of trial, of publicly testing one's skill, nerve, or gifts. All this h a p p e n s o n t h e field of play. Huizinga argues t h a t
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h i d d e n in t h e m o s t unlikely or h u m b l e p l a c e s a m i d towering
way and for t h e same reasons t h a t children do; t h e y act silly be-
t e m p o r a r i l y t u r n d o w n t h e v o l u m e o n t h e c h a t t e r in t h e brain.
a locale w h e r e survival m a y d e p e n d o n a c o m b i n a t i o n of i n g e n u -
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many others.
others.
p e r p e t u a l risk, c o n s t a n t e x p o s u r e t o d a n g e r , fascination w i t h
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e n v i r o n m e n t . D. W. W i n n i c o t t w r o t e a b o u t play as a creative
less e n j o y m e n t . Karl G r o o s a n d G. M u r p h y w r o t e a b o u t t h e
capabilities a n d limits.
Whichever w o r d y o u c h o o s e r a p t u r e or e c s t a s y e a c h is
f u n d a m e n t a l to t h e n o t i o n of deep play. So is t r a n s c e n d e n c e ,
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ing like deep play. Risk stimulates r o m a n c e , and deep play thrives
life. In this sphere of sacred play the child and the poet are at
t h e Antarctic, I w r o t e in m y j o u r n a l :
are, but also oblivious to the rest of the world at the same
time. Like love, travel makes you innocent again. The only
news I've heard for days has been the news of nature. Tomor-
read t h e n e w s p a p e r w i t h o u t m a r v e l i n g at w h a t s o m e o n e s o m e -
t h e r a p t u r e I k n e w awaited m e in t h e m o r n i n g . I k n e w it w o u l d
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sentially alive.
T h a t j o u r n a l e n t r y r e p o r t s m a n y of t h e e l e m e n t s of deep
a n d w e r e t u r n to t h e all-too-ordinary world.
pilot's j o u r n a l in 1980,1 w r o t e :
e n d e a r m e n t s p a r e n t s lavish o n c h i l d r e n . T h e y t e n d t o r o m p to-
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muscle into life and feel its real p o w e r and sweep. We w a n t to drink
O n e is c o m p l e t e l y o p e n t o w h a t e v e r d r a m a m a y unfold. W i t h in-
that one often feels, and perhaps becomes addicted to, while
discovered it is possible t o e n t e r t h e m a n s i o n s of n a t u r e so p r o -
is a w a y of b e h o l d i n g t h a t is a form of prayer.
o n expeditions to u n k n o w n lands.
camp, and t h e n try to find a way off t h e island for medical help.
from t h e source?"
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illuminated manuscript?
o n e p h e n o m e n o n s u c h as color or flightis an e x a m p l e of
m o n e y and/or r e p u t a t i o n is riding o n y o u r p e r f o r m a n c e is n o t
life-affirming feelings.
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T h e sacred p l a y g r o u n d m a y be as g r a n d as t h e G r a n d C a n yon, as fluid as t h e ocean w h e r e d o l p h i n s swim, as crowded as a
jazz club, or even as invisible as a c y b e r c h u r c h o n t h e I n t e r n e t .
Deep play's e x t r e m e versions m a y include death-defying feats,
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The evil ofthe action weighs upon us and deprives us of our selfrespect. We accuse ourselves and remorse sets in. But alongside
X .oorm Kippur, t h e Jewish Day of A t o n e m e n t . T h e liturgy includes
for atonement.
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m o r s of t h e w o r l d . Benjamin D e M o t t , in a s t u d y of p a r a c h u t e
a n d m y t h s t h a t e n c r u s t t h e I n d i v i d u a l . . . . M a n diving is m a n
called games."
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t h e circular j o u r n e y s t h a t u s u a l l y e n d b a c k w h e r e t h e y b e g a n
b u t w i t h r e n e w e d zest a n d a d d e d experience. A l o w g r o w l of
directions.
W h a t a m a r v e l of design is t h e h u m a n h a n d . T h e h a n d is action, it
floating,
climbers, joggers.
and families. A n d p e r h a p s t h a t is t h e m o s t t o u c h i n g t h o u g h t of
touches.
t h e m in their m o u t h s . "
c o m m u n e w i t h n a t u r e , feel life's e l e m e n t s , a n d r e p e a t a s i m p l e
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w a t e r world: all its e l e m e n t s are real, all its apparitions are real;
t h e s t e a m e n g i n e h e w o u l d n e e d t o c o m p a r e it t o a t e a m of
as airplane flight.
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way, and it has felt right ever since, even majestic. H u m a n s are a
longs to be off like a shot, burn up the road, get the lead out, make tracks, high-
could carry silk, spices, and o t h e r trade goods t o far lands. Fami-
Epona, t h e White Mare. Her chalk effigy, nearly 400 feet long, still
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worlds.
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A C o n c o r d e sailed t h r o u g h t h e o c e a n o v e r h e a d , m a k i n g
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w h e n t h e y echolocate o n e another?
p h o t o g r a p h s w i t h a flash camera.
w h a t pulse t o send next, waits for t h a t one's echo, and so on, until
e n c o u n t e r e d , n o n e o f t h e above.
eight feet long, have teeth, and are gregarious. T h e y love to play,
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sale in t h e v o o d o o m a r k e t . But o n m o s t o f t h e A m a z o n t h e p i n k
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song describes the nature of the land over which the song
passes. So, if the Lizard Man were dragging his heels across
ple of Delphi.
Built in 1400 B.C., Delphi h o u s e d t h e Pythian oracle, a priestess w h o w e n t into trance states and foretold t h e f u t u r e u s u a l l y
in cryptic p r o n o u n c e m e n t s . People from m a n y nations
flock
sion, would count how many times his hero crossed a river,
fumes
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ing and will never die. They are always part of the land and
sites today. We have songs and dances for those sites and we
erly. When the great creatures moved across the land, they
that here.
t h a t w h i t e c h u r c h m e m b e r s a t t e n d their o w n c h u r c h e s w i t h rev-
met many Aborigines from other parts who have lost their
culture. They have always lost their land and by losing their
must not take land, fight over land, steal land, give land, and
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ganese sticks for fine details, and moss for colors. We find t h e
visions and learn courage. These dimly lit, fetid tabernacles filled
anthropologists suspect?
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people t h r o u g h o u t t h e w o r l d h a d c o n n e c t e d t h e m i n t o shapes.
h o m i n g pigeons in a p l a n e t a r i u m , p r o v i n g t h a t t h e y guide by
Sacred places h a v e t r a d i t i o n a l l y b e e n a t o p m o u n d s a n d
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c e n t u r y Japan, t h e Z e n m a s t e r D o g e n i n s t r u c t e d his s t u d e n t s
t h e C o m a n c h e s w e r e r i g h t a b o u t t h a t b u t geological stress, n o t
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ecosystem.
created?
cars, and drivers stop to say a prayer and leave a bottle of water as
a n offering.
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worship. It may pass over into a more set and lasting attitude
nant, until at last it dies away and the soul resumes its "pro-
wild and demonic forms and can sink to an almost grisly hor-
constellation Pleiades.
l a m e n t s t h a t w e n o w use t h e w o r d s "holy" and "sacred" in an e n tirely different way from o u r ancestors. For us, those words m e a n
flung a r o u n d t h e sky:
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t r a n s p o r t e d i n t o t h e h e a r t of a s t o r m at sea, w h i c h h e w o u l d later
totality of his p o w e r t h a t d i d n ' t feel egotistical at all b u t farranging, reverent, and majestically creative:
of time. And I had the feeling of being the first man, the first
being to know all this. The whole world around me was still
in the primitive silence and knew not that it was. In this very
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dimensions.
It's easy t o forget h o w ugly n a t u r e often seemed to people before Romanticism reexplored t h e unevenness of n a t u r a l beauty.
seems robust e n o u g h .
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versal. With glass lenses extending real eyes, canyon visitors be-
t o o u r lives.
time, we can at least creep into it, above desert floors and red-rock
ofrock.
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gods farther and farther away, off t h e planet, into t h e solar sys-
oflight.
earthiest.
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s u r r o u n d i n g s . However, as A b r a h a m H. Maslow r e m i n d s us in
The great lesson from the true mystics, from the Zen m o n k s . . .
one's back yard, and that travel may be a flight from con-
grimage of his o w n .
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flourish,
first saw t h e Pacific, all of its 10,000 islands h a d already been dis-
enigmatically."
possible.
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t h e gods, gambling t h a t t h e y w e r e s m a r t e n o u g h , s t r o n g e n o u g h ,
t h e u n k n o w n , wagering all.
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lation of spirit.
happiness or u n h a p p i n e s s m e a n n o t h i n g ; it is a struggle t h a t
grimage, and passion was finished. Nine years after h e began his
w h e n h e m o v e d p e r m a n e n t l y to A t u o n a , G a u g u i n w r o t e of his
v e n t u r e m e r g e d . O t h e r a d v e n t u r e players m a y be thrill-seekers,
t h e
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figure.
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something.
b a n n e r reads:
Below t h e p h o t o a n o t h e r b a n n e r completes t h e t h o u g h t :
physical dialects, and so s o m e t i m e s t h e y didn't blend i n t o a w i n n i n g t e a m . Each had a distinctive style, b o r n of his c u l t u r e a n d
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bars says:
"The bicycle also is an a m u l e t against various disorders," Christop h e r Morley writes in The Romany Stain. "To see before one a forked
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passion itself."
A famous M i n o a n painting shows t h r e e y o u n g m e n leaping
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book a b o u t it called The Worst fourney in the World, which begins like
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Only he who has attained the summit and made himself one
a n i m p o r t a n t r e w a r d r e l a x a t i o n of t h e b o d y and a sense of
it, but it is also outside time and all succession, and only the
built in a day."
tively t u r n i n g toward t h e i n t e r r u p t i o n , t h e a n i m a l b e c o m e s
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flight
pilots from Oceana Naval Base fly delta wings and F-14s, doing
before t h e y r e t u r n e d t o their a e r o d r o m e .
loonists can dawdle, lollygag, cast their fate t o t h e wind, and be-
aloft like any bird, leaf, or spore. In t h a t silent realm, far from t h e
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cooling d o w n .
W h e n it was m y t u r n , I w e n t i n t o a long, n a r r o w r o o m at t h e
far end of which stood tall windows looking o u t o n t o t h e c a m -
t o o idealistic, n o t an i t - c o u l d - b e - m e - u p - t h e r e American. N o t
bled t h e m .
the-senses a c c o u n t of w a t c h i n g a n i g h t l a u n c h o f t h e space s h u t -
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inquiry.
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n o t h u m a n o i d at all. He describes himself as an "existential Christian." I ' m n o t sure w h e r e h e stands o n t h e Resurrection. My beI he baby b o o m e r s are e n t e r i n g a m o r e spiritual phase of their
sort or a n o t h e r .
O n e p r o b l e m w i t h religion today is t h a t it is m a i n l y n o n -
repetitious, and m u n d a n e .
in God's eyes?"
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w h a t we do w i t h t h a t gift m a k e s us distinctively h u m a n . We
order it, modify it, dress it up, elaborate it even m o r e , translate it,
vate religions.
ity of people. All life is sacred, life loves life, and we are capable of
e n r a p t u r e d by nature? Often.
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H u m a n s are creatures w h o strive, w h o glorify. Science having explained away a need for a s u p e r n a t u r a l god, w e have forgotten
t h a t t h e questions posed by religion are nonetheless b o n a fide,
and t h a t we t u r n to religions t o fill legitimate needs. As Karen
A r m s t r o n g observes, in A History of God,
One of the reasons why religion seems irrelevant to us today
is that many of us no longer have the sense that we are surrounded by the unseen. Our scientific culture educates us to
focus our attention on the physical and material world in
front of us. This method of looking at the world has achieved
great results. One of its consequences, however, is that we
have, as it were, edited out the sense of the "spiritual" or the
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keep diaries, create art, write letters and books. People w h o sus-
m o r e t h a n a n y t h i n g . As u r g e n t l y as w e n e e d to sit u n d e r t h e
D r u g s , s e n s o r y d e p r i v a t i o n t a n k s , t h e n o - m a n ' s - l a n d of
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baby b o t t l e s c o m p l e t e w i t h n i p p l e s a s t h e y play? I r e m e m -
fidelity,
a n d trees.
T h e sky was brilliant blue, t h e air w a r m i n g u p to n i n e t y degrees, a n d t h e lake flashing its polished silver. In s o m e bays, t h e
blue across t h e top, a stripe of silver along its flank, and a pinkish
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t i n u e talking a b o u t poetry.
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r e p u t a t i o n of t h e p l a n e t a couple of i m p o s i n g - s o u n d i n g t r o p -
w e r e m a d e , and t o t h e b e a u t y at t h e h e a r t o f t h e m o s t c o m m o n -
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chains.
world, s o m e t i m e s writing a b o u t n a t u r e , s o m e t i m e s a b o u t h u -
w a t c h m a k e r ' s , tilting tiny cogs and wheels into place. It's ironic
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treasure.
verse.
"Do poets d o that?" she asked, slightly scandalized t h a t noble
t h o u g h t s m i g h t be tinged w i t h t h e profane.
speak to you briskly. Delve, and it will give you rich ore to c o n -
h a u l u p w h a t e v e r n u g g e t of t h e h u m a n condition is distracting
fact as t h e s u n .
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alchemy of m i n d , t h e t r a n s m u t i n g of t h e c o m m o n p l a c e i n t o
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experiences to o u r o w n .
rules and disavow everyone else's. Art and play have as their hall-
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include bicycling, because, as she explains in The Red and the Green
m a n . O t h e r forms of t r a n s p o r t g r o w daily m o r e n i g h t m a r i s h .
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m o d e r n life.
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p h a n t d u n g at o n e a n o t h e r in a playful c a m p fight w h e n s o m e -
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t h e e n d o f t h e g r o w i n g season a n d t h e r a m p a n t decay of a u t u m n .
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n e e d t h e c e r e m o n y of m o u r n i n g , w h i c h has b o u n d and n o u r -
also for deep play. At any given m o m e n t , all over t h e planet, peo-
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t w o millennia.
talents a n d t e m p e r s in t h e daily d r a m a s of t h e c o m m u n i t y . We
us t h a t w e t o o k t h e n a m e s of o u r parents, and t h e n t h e r e w e r e
so m a n y of us t h a t we t o o k t h e n a m e s of o u r jobs, and t h e n t h e r e
t h e r e were so m a n y of us t h a t we scrawled o u r n a m e s o n
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a n d clean, and if n a t u r e s h o u l d be r u d e e n o u g h to e n t e r i n t h e
ple, from deer, raccoons, skunks, wild turkeys, garter snakes, and
r u n n i n g o n e u r g e n t e r r a n d or a n o t h e r . Their behaviors r e m i n d
us of o u r o w n , their t r i u m p h s teach us a b o u t t h e i n d o m i t a b l e -
t h r o u g h o u r negligence, t h e y m a y be gone.
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t h a t m a y n o t be t r u e .
of years longer t h a n w e have, b u t will perish w i t h o u t o u r noticing, w i t h o u t o u r chronicling their ways and "habits. I find t h a t
t h o u g h t unbearable.
A l t h o u g h I've h a d t h e privilege of traveling t h e w o r l d t o behold s o m e fascinating animals and landscapes, o n e n e e d n ' t go t o
t h e ends of t h e e a r t h to find an a b u n d a n c e of life, or to feel c o n nected t o n a t u r e t h r o u g h deep play. I felt r a p t u r e recently while
riding a bike along a c o u n t r y road just as a red-tailed h a w k flew
very low overhead, s h o w i n g m e t h e b r o w n - a n d - w h i t e speckled
b l o o m e r s of its legs and a b r i g h t red tail, t h r o u g h w h i c h t h e s u n
s h o n e as t h r o u g h stained glass. I often find deep play along c o u n try roads, while perched o n t h e pedestal of a bicycle. M a k i n g a
s h o r t pilgrimage by car t o a n unfamiliar t o w n t o bike adds just
t h e right t i n c t u r e of novelty.
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this fellow. Leaning against a tree, casual-like, all flash and dash,
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deep play.
p o p u l a r form of a d u l t play.
o n e of its verses t h e swain tells his beloved: "But you'll look sweet
m y life."
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The performance of the most informal tea calls for the fol-
t h o u g h t i m m o r a l , b u t nonetheless w o m e n cyclists g a t h e r e d at
hotels and inns to take bike rides together, and t h u s t h e first cy-
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the tea kettle. . . . This sound has a soothing effect. The host
Then the tray with the tea equipment is brought in, followed
cipation of women.
by the waste water bowl. The host sits before the stove and
kettle and ritually wipes the tea container and tea scoop with
F r e e d o m of m o v e m e n t led to freedom of t h o u g h t , a n d s o m e
the silk cloth, then cleans the bowl and whisk with the hot
water. The guests are invited to eat the sweets as the host be-
gins to p u t the tea into the bowl. After the host pours hot
water over it, the tea is whisked. Finally the tea is served. Each
granted.
taste ofthe tea, enjoying the food, being fully present in the
eating and drinking, the utensils are cleaned and taken out of
pack a tea service, and after a hearty stretch of dirt biking, stop for
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limits.
laughed.
surf is a favorite sport. Wind cycles d o exist for those w h o wish their
m o s t t h r e w t h e airplane o n t o t h e r u n w a y . Hardly a t e c h n i q u e
and sail, and in a stiff breeze its rear wheel s o m e t i m e s lifts off t h e
little Cessna was o u t m u s c l e d by a high crosswind t h a t k e p t blowing m e away from t h e r u n w a y . T h r e e times I missed approaches,
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to all, and strife is justice, and t h a t all things c o m e into being and
if they had a song. The other composers present said they had
maker and said to the presiding song-maker, "I will ask her."
She heard the phrase, caught the inflection of the rising and
her lips, those on the opposite side ofthe circle heard it and at
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the music, and hums it to himself, using not words but the
which he calls the "tail." After a while he goes to the wordpasser, constantly h u m m i n g the tune, and the word-passer,
catching the air, joins in, and then sets a single word to it.
This is called "tying the song," so that it may not "drift away"
like an unmoored canoe. Then gradually other words are
added, until the song is complete. The novice sits a little apart
from the master, and if he "finds" a melody, he "carries" it at
once to the song-maker, who quickly catches the theme and
proceeds to develop it. Many songs are obtained from the
robin, some from the waterfowl which whistles before diving,
and from other birds. An informant saw a song-maker, after
employing various themes, coil a rope and then compose a
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eye level, flashing brilliant yellow and o r a n g e streaks. Wild blueberry bushes are in flower, covered w i t h tiny w h i t e bellsi I've
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colorful lives.
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o n t h e visitor.
pollinators w h e r e to dig.
and unforgettable.
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I suppose in t h e w o r l d of fireflies t h e y w o u l d be k n o w n n o t as
ritual is c o m p l e t e , t h e r e is m u c h l i g h t i n g of l a m p s , because,
a c c o r d i n g t o H i n d u p h i l o s o p h y , colors e m e r g e d f r o m a single
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w i t h far-red.
Birds do it, bees d o it, even little fleas d o i t u s e color t o attract a m a t e . Female spotted turtles, h a m a d r y a s baboons, birds of
paradise, and countless o t h e r animals signal fertility w i t h color.
Femme-fatale l i g h t n i n g bugs cleverly decipher t h e s e m a p h o r e
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His face lights up. "In fact it does m a k e mistakes and t h e n it ends
u p being very conspicuous and that's a real hazard, because t h e
caterpillars are h u n t e d by little wasps t h a t can see in ultraviolet."
"We're dealing w i t h a remarkable situation," T o m says excitedly, "in w h i c h w e can w a t c h evolution in action right now. T h e
caterpillar is d o i n g a good job, b u t it's n o t perfectly camouflaged
yet. So any mistake could p r o v e fatal." As dire as t h a t sounds,
the
a p a n t r y of undiscovered marvels, b u t it o c c u r r e d to T o m t h a t
floor-length
g o w n s w o r n at Versailles d u r i n g t h e reign of
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hair and body stain. Using t h e body as a canvas, artists create intri-
m a n sees bright red, his pituitary gland tells his adrenal gland to
consumers.
b r o w n m a d e from t h e c r u s h e d r e m a i n s of t h e h e n n a - i m b u e d
imposing o n their subjects a special tax to be paid in cochineal insects, from w h i c h t h e vibrant dye came. W h e n t h e Spanish ar-
mummies.
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b u t h i d d e n by t h e chlorophyll-rich greens of s u m m e r . W h e n t h e
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as so m a n y of us do. Wishing t o keep n a t u r e intact, t h e y are resist a n t to change. But t h e essence of n a t u r e is change.
T h a t change is usually signaled and revealed by color. Example: t h e c h a n g i n g colors of a m o n a r c h butterfly's Faberge-like
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usual
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way t o heaven.
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t h e m o o d , n o t t h e activity. O n e can h u n t m u s h r o o m s w i t h a n
scrolls, t h e Christians e m b r a c e d t h e n e w t e c h n o l o g y w h o l e -
m a n a g e d to p r i n t t w o h u n d r e d copies of t h e Bible, b u t t h a t
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their website. "We fully desire, expect and look forward to board-
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course it isn't so. T h e brain is a dark, silent world filled w i t h lifesaving illusions. A n editorial in New Scientist offers this one:
after the ball has flown back over the net, and a driver's emer-
gency stop begins before conscious apprehension ofthe danger. Our brains keep the illusion of conscious control alive
w h e n it h a p p e n e d , m o r e meaningful or p o i g n a n t . S o m e say t h a t
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m o n i t o r e d . O n e p u r p o s e of religion is to teach t h e p a r a m e t e r s of
a r o o f - p o u n d i n g as of raccoons, or a g r o u n d - p o u n d i n g as of
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"Sorry t o startle you," Persis said, "but t h e sky s u d d e n l y
cleared and I realized t h e c o m e t was going to be perfectly visible
right now. I t h o u g h t w e s h o u l d seize t h e m o m e n t . "
d r e a m e d of riding o n t h e c o m e t , as if it w e r e an icy w h i t e p o n y
unicorns?
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appreciating.
play are explosive, and can lead to a violent sense of d e a t h and re-
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four-millennia c o m e t .
c e n t u r y ago.
t h e n e x t t i m e t h e c o m e t visits? M u c h of w h a t w e associate w i t h
live? W h a t will t h e y eat and drink? Will beef, chicken, fish, and
especially t r u e in o u r m o m e n t s of deepest p l a y w h i c h is n o t
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vii "man is made God's plaything . ..": E. B. England, ed., Laws (New York:
Longmans, Green & Co., 1921), pp. 8034. Cf. also p. 685.
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3 "It is an activity ...": Johan Huizinga, Homo Ludens (Boston: The Beacon
Press, 1955), p. 132.
5 "Even crows play. . ..": Jane E. Brody, "The Common Crow, Too Close
for Comfort," The New York Times, May 27,1997, pp. CI, C6.
5 "I sat one summer evening ...": Wendell Berry, "The Body and the
Earth:" in Recollected Essays, 19651980 (San Francisco: North Point Press,
1981), p. 112.
6 Play "creates order ...": Huizinga, p. 10.
9 "One thinks of Tolstoy ...": Peter Marin, "Border Tribes," Coevolution
Quarterly, quoted in Rob Schultheis, Bone Games (New York: Breakaway
Books, 1996), p. 170.
11 "[t]he rules of warfare .. .": Huizinga, p. 173.
13 Young Masai men: James A. Swan, "Moranism," in Sacred Places (Santa Fe:
Bear and Company, 1990), p. 32.
13 Native Americans have often used . . . : Schultheis, p. 125.
14 "Psychotherapy takes place ...": D. W. Winnicott, Playing and Reality (New
York: Routledge, 1982), p. 38.
14 British therapist... : Robin Skynner, "Squaring the Family Circle," Ob^
server Magazine (London), February 14,1988, pp. 6062.
17 D. E. Berlyne, Conflict, Arousal, and Curiosity (New York: McGraw-Hill,
1960), p. 107.
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NOTES
17 Mihaly; Csikszentmihalyi, ed., and Isabella Selega Csikzentmihalyi, Optimal Experiences (New York: Cambridge University Press, 1995).
17 Karl Groos, The Play of Man (New York: Appleton, 1901).
18 "such customs must be rooted ...": Huizinga, pp. 2526.
18 "the stakes are so high ...": Jeremy Bentham, quoted in A. Alvarez, Feeding the Rat (New York: Atlantic Monthly Press, 1988), p. 30.
19 Phyllis Greenacre, "Studies in Creativity," in Emotional Growth, vol. 2 (New
York: International University Press, 1971), pp. 399615.
19 "Tonight the moon is invisible ...": Diane Ackerman, The Moon by Whale
Light (New York: Random House: 1991), p. xiv.
21 "It isn't that I find danger ...": Diane Ackerman, On Extended Wings (New
York: Atheneum, 1985), p. 8.
23 Deep time: Sven Birkerts also uses the expression "deep time" in The
Gutenberg Elegies: The Fate of Reading in an Electronic Age (New York: Fawcett
Columbine, 1994), p. 75.
24 "One stands on the threshold . ..": Patsy Neal, Sports and Identity (Philadelphia: Dorrance and Co., Inc., 1972), pp. 90,166-67.
25 "The person I became on Neva...": Schultheis, p. 12.
25 "messages of importance ...": Charles Lindbergh, The Spirit of St. Louis,
quoted in ibid., p. 19.
25 "there was no anxiety ...": Albert von St. Gallen Heim, Remarks on Fatal
Falls, quoted in ibid., p. 18.
26 "You feel a calmness ...": Malcolm Smith, quoted in Michael Murphy,
The Psychic Side of Sports (Reading, MA:, Addison-Wesley, 1978), p. 14.
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27 "The bicycle, the bicycle surely ...": Christopher Morley, The Romany
Stain (New York: Doubleday, 1926), p. 42.
29 "The evil ofthe action ...": Rudolf Otto, The Idea ofthe Holy (New York:
Oxford University Press, 1923), p. 55.
31 "it amounts to a ritual ...": Benjamin DeMott, "An Unprofessional
Eye .. . Suspended Youth," American Scholar, vol. 32 (Winter 196263), pp.
107-112.
32 "The flesh becomes light...": Isadora Duncan, The Art ofthe Dance (New
York: Theatre Arts, 1928), p. 51.
32 "When she danced ...": ibid., p. 23.
32 "they make use of red-hot irons .. .": John Porter Brown, Danishes: Or
Oriental Spiritualism, 2d ed. (London: Frank Cass Co., 1968), p. 281.
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37 Atop Everest...: footnote in Jon Krakauer, Into Thin Air (New York: Villard Books, 1997), p. 128.
46 "To halt and hang...": Jacques-Yves Cousteau with Frederic Dumas, The
Silent World (New York: Harper and Row, 1958), p. 6.
46 In Shark Bay . . . : dolphin study reported by Rachel Smolker, Ethology,
vol. 103, (1997), p. 454.
CHAPTER THREE
Sacred Places
49 "There are no more deserts ...": Albert Camus, Lyrical and Critical Essays
(New York: Vintage Books, 1970), p. 109.
49 "The perfect stillness ...": William James, The Varieties of Religious Experience
(Boston: Mentor Books, 1902), p. 57.
50 "Regardless ofthe words . ..": Bruce Chatwin, The Songlines (New York:
Penguin USA, 1987), p. 108.
51 "Aborigines have a special connection ...": Gulawarrwuy Yunupingu
and Silas Roberts, chairmen ofthe Northern Land Council, statement in
IWGIA (International Work Group for Indigenous Affairs), Document
No. 54, Land Rights Now (Copenhagen: IWGIA Publications, 1967), p. 4.
53 "How can Mr. Court. . .": Fred Forbes, chairman ofthe Ngaanyatjara
Council, in Daniel Vachon and Philip Toyne, "Mining and the Challenge of Land Rights," in Peterson and Langton, Aborigines, Land and
Land Rights (Canberra: Australian Institute of Aboriginal Studies, 1983),
p. 307.
53 The same is true . . . : a more detailed account ofthe Lascaux cave paintings may be found in Diane Ackerman, A Natural History of Love (New
York: Random House, Inc., 1994), pp. 216-17.
55 And what ofthe painters?: For more about what the lives of those ancestors may have been like, especially their ability to love, see the final pages
of Ackerman, A Natural History of Love.
57 In the Black Hills . . . : for references to the Lakotas in sacred meadows
and to the Chumash Indians, see Swan, p. 21.
62 "[t]he feeling of it...": Otto, p. 12.
64 "I thought I had never been ...": Laurens van der Post, Journey into Russia
(New York: William Morrow, 1964) p. 229.
64 The Lakota Indians...: The Lakota Indian word skanagoah ("the still, electrifying awareness one experiences in the deep woods"Pam Colorado),
from New Voices from the Longhouse, ed. Joseph Bruchac ( Greenfield Center,
NY: Greenfield Review Press, 1989), p. 77.
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73 "The great lesson from the true mystics . ..:" Abraham H. Maslow, Religions, Values, and Peak Experiences (New York: Viking, 1970), p. 28.
79 "The mountains, each inside the other .. .": George Seferis, A Poet's Journal, trans. Athan Angnostopoulos (Cambridge, MA: Harvard University
Press, 1974), p. 28.
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Creating Minds
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133 "When the spirits are low . ..": Sir Arthur Conan Doyle, Memories and
Aventures (Boston: Little, Brown & Co., 1924), p. 210.
133 "the bicycle is the noblest invention . . .": William Saroyan, The Bicycle
Rider in Beverly Hills (New York: Ballantine Books, 1952), p. 53.
134 "his eternal friend . ..": Henry Miller, "My Bike & Other Friends," Book of
Friends, Vol. 2 (Santa Barbara, CA: Capra Press, 1978), pp. 105-110.
134 "A few people.. .": Alfred Jarry, "The Passion Considered as an Uphill Bicycle Race" (1900), in Roger Shattuck and Simon Watson, eds., The Selected Works of AlfredJarry (New York: Grove Press, 1965), np.
A French author and physician, Jarry invented "Pataphysics," which
he described as a realm far beyond metaphysics that justified his carrying
a gun, drinking absinthe, and riding a Clermont Luxe bicycle, among
other curious habits.
135 "How can I convey. . . ?": O'Brien, p. 72.
137 One example of that phenomenon . . .: Magic Eye doors exist because
researchers figured out how the eyes of crabs worked, and were able to
construct mechanical ones that could be used for doors.
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C H A P T E R SEVEN
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160 in a Zenlike trance . . . : In Bike Cult (New York: Four Walls, Eight Windows, 1995), David B. Perry has this to say about Buddhism and bicycles:
"To his followers, Buddha (c.563-483 B.C.) was the Wheel King who
rolled over the whole world with his footprints showing two bicycle-like
lotus wheels, and created the Wheel of Law, Truth and Life, with the
Round of Existence."
164 the Michaux Cycle Club . . .: Pryor Dodge, The Bicycle (New York: Flammarion/Abbeville, 1996), p. 155.
167 "The performance ofthe most informal...": Brother Joseph Keenan, in
Mardawn Wendt's "The Art of Taking Tea," Wombats News, August 1997, p. 3.
170 "The song-maker draws inspiration ...": This quote was taken from
pp. 17172, Vol. 10, The Kwakiutl, of Edward S. Curtis's twenty-volume
The North American Indian. This monumental work, which Curtis began in
1907 in Seattle and completed in 1930, set out to document, in words
and photoengravings taken from his glass-plate negatives, over eighty
tribes west of the Mississippi. It was partly financed by J. P. Morgan,
edited by Frederick Webb Hodge, and sponsored by President Theodore
Roosevelt, who also contributed an introduction to the series.
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199 "Two thousand years ago ...": David A. Kaplan, "The Return of the
Great Comet," Newsweek, March 24,1997.
200 "By dividing body and soul...": Wendell Berry, "A Native Hill," in Recollected Essays, p, 112.
200 "From an evolutionary standpoint. ..": Csikszentmihalyi, p. 21.
201 "A tennis player ...": editorial in New Scientist, April 5,1997, p. 3.
202 "Indeed, if men were endowed . ..": Odon of Cluny, quoted in Jean-Paul
Sartre, Saint Genet, trans. Bernard Frechtman (New York: George Braziller,
1963), p. 78.
206 "Oh, stellar arena ...": Bruno Schulz, The Street of Crocodiles, trans. Celina
Wieniewska (New York: Penguin Books, 1977), p. 134.
208 "snapshots of celestial seasons...": Kaplan.
O o m e t h o u g h t s a b o u t t h e i m p o r t a n c e of poetry, ceremony,
and ecopsychology are loosely based o n essays entitled "The Value
of Poetry," "The Ceremonies of Innocence," and "The Healing
Power of N a t u r e , " w h i c h appeared in Victoria.
My interest in G a u g u i n led m e to visit t h e Marquesas and
write a b o u t t h e j o u r n e y for Travel-Holiday, while s o m e of m y m u s ings a b o u t t h e g r a n d e u r of t h e G r a n d C a n y o n first appeared in
Harvard Magazine.
T h e t w o s h o r t passages a b o u t ballooning and Symbion pandora
began as Op-Ed pieces for The New York Times.
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INDEX
drugs (cent.)
hallucinogenic, 11112
immunosuppressant, 138
Duchamp, Marcel, 135
Duino Elegies (Rilke), 103
Duncan, Isadora, 32
Duncan, Margherita, 32
Diirer, Albrecht, 136
Durkheim, Emile, 16
Earth, 103, 107,112
day in the life of, 151-52
future of, 209,210-11
as Mother, 158-59
repudiation of, 200, 202,209
space view of, 100-^101
Earthly Paradise (Colette), 189
ecstasy, xiii, 12,15-17,20,22, 24, 25-26,31,
62-65,74,76,107, 207
Eiseley, Loren, 131
Eisner, Maria, 182
Eisner, Thomas, 139,177-78,181-83, 186
Elgar, Edward, 135
Elijah, 104
emotions, 9,46, 47, 55,62,74,140
poetic expression of, 12,123,124,132
emperor penguins, ix-xiii, 207
Empson, William, 16
Enchanted Rock, 58-61
English language, 89
English Patient, The (Ondaatje), 143
English Tourist Board, 50
enthusiasm, xiii, 3,26,38,96, 104,106,123
environmental protection, 158, 160, 162,
203
Epona, the White Mare, 37,61
Esalen, 195
ethical values, 8,203
Everest, Mount, 38,81-84,89,93,114,207
evil, 9-10,28-30,67,202
evolution, 26,66,72, 106,152-54,178,179,
193,200
play and, 4-5,11,17,24,38-39,94,210
exercise machines, 116
exhaustion, 13,26,44,114
exhilaration, 3,14-15,31,63-64,69
exploration, 13,14,17,26
expeditions of, 22,56-57,66,67,75-79,
91,114
space, 96-100
voyages of, 5657,75-78
extraterrestrials, 46,62, 199,203
fair play, 11
families, 33,36,73,94,152-53
Fantastic Voyage, 190-91
Farley, Frank, 88
fasting, 13
fear, 20,21,38,41,45,62, 89,93
"Fern Hill" (Thomas), 173
festivals, 9,17,147
Finch, Henry, 130
fish, 40,45,78,154
flight, 10, 13,14-16, 24,25,46,93-96,114
see also aircraft; space
flow, 17,194
flowers, 8,29,59,60,61,162,174-80
Forbes, Fred, 53
forests, 32,33-34,37,64,138,182
rain, x, 154,158
Forsyte Saga, The (Galsworthy), 166
Fox, Margaret, 104
France, 16,36,75, 122,183,184
freedom, 6, 22,27,32,46, 48,133
bicycle riding and; 27,160, 165
play and, 7,17, 164
French language, 12223
Freud, Sigmund, 9,17,133
Friedman, Louis, 99
friends, 12,33,73, 147,153
Frisch, Karl von, 171
Frost, Robert, 173
fun, 8,11, 19,34,46,60,87-S8,150
Galsworthy, John, 166
games, 11,12,31,65-66,144,195
Ganges River, 57,61
gardening, 8, 29,119,145
Gauguin, Paul, 73-75,78-79
genes, 36,90-91,94
German language, 8
ghazal, 127
ghosts, 25,31,56,59
Gilgamesh, 57
God, 24,25,27,49,89,106
blessings of, 32,122
images of, 1045
man as plaything of, vii
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James, William, 49
Japan, 22,58, 184-85
Japanese tea ceremony, 166-67
Jarry, Alfred, 134
Jesus Christ, 47,76,197,199
jogging, 24,32,159
Johnsgard, Keith, 89-90
Journalist in Space project, 96-100
journeys, 32,58
pilgrimage, 13,48-51, 53, 72, 94
soul, 13, 73-79
see also exploration; travel
joy, 6, 17,25,196
Judaism, 27,28,146-47,197,203
Julius Caesar, 208
Jung, Carl, 64-65, 121
kachinas, xi, 70,187
Kalahari bushmen, 56
Kasperbauer, Michael, 180
Keenan, Joseph, 166-67
Kerouac, Jack, 93
Kerr, Walter, 209-10
Kilimanjaro, Mount, 13, 64-65
Kon-tiki, 75
kosher food, 146-47
Kostrubala, Thaddeus, 195
Krakauer, Jon, 114
Krishna, Lord, 84
Kwakiutl Indians, 170-71
Lakota Indians, 57,64
Langley Porter Psychiatric Institute, 91
language:
erotic, 8-9
private, 20, 21
wordplay and, 4,8-9,100,121-22,133,
163
Lascaux cave paintings, 37,5457, 131,196
Latin language, 122,123
laughter, 25,32,163,168,194, 196
Lawrence, D. H., 134
Laws (Plato), vii
Leakey, Mary, 139-40
Leary, Timothy, 110-12
Leger, Fernand, 135
Liddy, G. Gordon, 111
life, vii, 11
affirmation of, 19, 24, 87
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cently, A Slender Thread, about her work as a crisiscenter help-line counselor; The Rarest ofthe Rare; the
panoramic A Natural History of Love; the critically acclaimed The Moon by Whale Light; On Extended Wings, her
memoir of flying; and the best-selling A Natural History of the Senses. She is also writing a series of books
for children, the first two of which are Monk Seal
Hideaway and Bats: Shadows in the Night, and is co-editor
with Jeanne Mackin of an anthology, The Book of Love.
Her six books of poetry include I Praise My Destroyer
and Jaguar of Sweet Laughter: New and Selected Poems.
Ms. Ackerman, who earned an M.A., M.F.A.,
and PhD. from Cornell, has received many grants
and awards and has taught at a variety of universities. Her work has frequently appeared in Parade, National Geographic, The New York Times, The New Yorker, and
other journals, where it has been widely acclaimed.