After Breaking Dawn ch4

Remind me why we left Forks!

Renesmee Cullen
Tay was just barely sitting in his seat. His lips pulled back over his teeth. Th
e boys just barely in there seat as well. They were very large for young boys. A
lmost like the size of Sam or Jake. One was staring at me with confused but extr
emely angry eyes. It was the smallest of the boys. 'What the Hell? Is that a lee
ch too?' The small one was thinking. My father noticed and a low growl ripped up
his throat without warning. The sound was so low that no human would be able to
hear it. The middle sized boy jumped as if to phase but then realized he couldn
't and ran as fast as humanly possible. He could run faster of course but he did
n't want to draw attention. I looked back at our family. Everyone now knew what
they were. 'Keep calm, keep calm, keep calm!' The two other boys kept chanting i
n there head. “I don't trust them.” My father said through his teeth. “Not with
Nessie hear.” He finished. “Daddy, I can take care of myself.” I told him. Every
one looked at me. “Jazz.” My dad said again. “On it!” Uncle Jazz said. The boys
abruptly calmed down. “Ness We know you could take care of yourself but werewol
ves can cut through your skin just like Jake.” Everyone flinched when Uncle Jazz
said this. We looked back at the boys who looked very confused. They overheard
us. 'Wait what? What the Hell are they talking about?' The Alfa was thinking. 'D
id she just call him Daddy? What sick things are going through there minds.' The
other one was thinking. A harsh growl ripped through my throat. “Renesmee Carli
e Cullen! That is absolutely unapropriate.” My father scolded. “Did you hear him
? They are discusting!” I said to harshly. I was very mad. “Renesmee that is no
way to talk to your father.” Uncle Jazz scolded. “And you deffinately need to co
ol off honey.” He finished. “Your right! Sorry Uncle Jazz, sorry daddy.” I finis
hed with a sigh. I started to breath deeply to calm myself. “Thats better. Your
forgiven.” Uncle Jazz said. “Yes you are forgiven.” My father finished. By this
time the boys were completely and totally astonished. Both there mouths stretche
d open. “Baby?” My father asked urgently. I was the only one staring aside from
Taylor who was still trying to stay i his seat. “Yes Daddy?” I replied as I turn
ed myself around. “Staring is rude and don't listen either please.” He said in a
very final tone. I was confused but looked at Tay still staring. I rubbed his
arm and he looked at me. I put my hand on his neck to sooth mainly. 'Staring is
rude Tay.' I showed him to try and lighten the mood. When he was pretty much cal
med I wanted to know why my father didn't want me to listen. 'Daddy?' I asked to
ward my father in my head. 'Yes Baby.' He mumbled not completely paying attentio
n. 'Why do you not want me to listen?' I asked. 'Trust me! You don't want to kno
w.' He replied. I sighed and went back to paying attention to Tay. When lunch wa
s over everyone stood up about to walk to class. “No!” My father said very angry
now. “They plan to take us down when they can seperate us. They will be watchin
g and I don't trust them with any of our lives.” My father said through his teet
h. “No we have to talk to Carlisle. It's to risky I don't want them to get any o
f us alone..” My mother said as well. “Okay so what? We leave?” Uncle Emm said s
arcastically. “Oh c'mon” He groaned. “I never got to beat those ranking wolves i
n Forks. Why can't we kick some puppy butt.” Uncle Emm finished. “We'll figure i
t out later.” Jazz settled it. “Jazz quit! I hate being calm.” Uncle Emm cringed
at the word calm. They both laughed and mock punched each other. “Okay now that
that is settled.” My father said rolling his eyes. “Lets get out of here.” He f
inished. Jazz and Alice first then Rose and Emm then Tay and I then My parents.
They would not let me out of there sight I bet. I looked at my father who just c
huckled and nodded. I groaned in fake horror. Tay strengthened his hold on me an
d then looked down. I just shook me. I knew all of my family would, But it just
annoyed me because I'm not a little girl and I don't want to be treated like one
. “I thought you said this morning that you were 3?” My father questioned sarcas
tically. “Touche!” I replied and then laughed a little. Tay opened my door for m
e just as my father for my mother. Emm and Rose left first then us and then Alic
e and Jazz. I was still very tired from being upset all last night. I curled up
into a ball close to Tay. He rubbed my arm and kissed my forehead. When we got h
ome My father told Esme what was going on. She did not like this at all. “We sho
uld leave.” She told my father. “Noooooooooo!” Rose said from the second floor a
nd then was next to Esme. I knew this would be a very long discussion. I decided
to go play with Emm and Jazz. I liked to keep score. “Absolutely not young lady
! Your grounded. Remember?” My father spoke in his firm father like tone. I groa
ned. “Oh c'mon Daddy.” I said with puppy dog eyes. Jazz and Emm were next to me
in a second. “Yeah please Daddy?” Emm said in the same tone as I had used. “Plee
eeease?” All three of us said at the same time. “You know you guys are losers an
d No Nessie. Room now.” He said in a final tone. “By the way that doesn't mean y
ou can watch a movie or anything like that. I mean room room not floor. the floo
r is off limits except for the homework area and your bedroom.” He said in a fin
al tone. “Ugh.” I said but ran up the stairs. I decided to take a nap because I
was still exhausted. When I woke up it was dark. I got up and checked the clock.
It was 2:30am? No way. Oh well I'm so thirsty. I decided to hunt before I had t
o get ready for school. There was no way I could deal with humans when I was thi
rsty. I didn't want to bother my father knowing he was in his room with my mothe
r. I still wanted to hunt though, so I slid down my favorite tree that Taylor ha
d made beautifly from a younger tree that was here. I ran out pretty far hoping
to find a lone mountain lion or grizzly. I closed my eyes and let my vampire sid
e take over my instincts. I found what I was hoping for. I loved mountain lions.
Then there was a mountain goat that was much less appealing. I decided that I w
ouldn't find anything better so I went for it. All of the sudden I smelled werew
olf. I immediately thought of Jake and then the boys at school. “Jake is that yo
u? Please be you?” I asked scared almost to tears. A growl ripped through a roug
h throat close by. “Please don't hurt me. I won't hurt you.” I all but cried. “I
'm not a vampire. Or well not completely a vampire!” I tried to explain. “My ex
boyfriend is a werewolf.” I continued. “Just talk to me. I can read your mind so
you don't even need to phase.” I told them. 'What the Hell is this freaking thi
ng. Shes trying to convince me she's not a vampire? What a freak.' This wolf was
thinking. “Okay now you made me mad. I'm not a freak. Now show yourself you cow
ard!” I growled. A large golden brown wolf appeared in front of me. Stretching t
all and lips pulled back over his sharp teeth. He growled. 'Why the Hell should
I talk to you? You leech.' He thought still growling. I crouched into my hunting
crouch. I was focusing on when Jake and I used to pretend fighting. “Look you M
ongrel. I'm human. You can see the blood in my neck.” I pointed to my neck. 'How
the Hell?' He thought. “Okay well I normally introduce myself to only human for
ms of shape shifting freaks but you'll have to get over it. My name is Renesmee
Cullen. You know the doctors daughter. Or thats the public story, I'm actually h
is granddaughter. His son Edward married Bella while she was still human and the
n went on there honeymoon. It ended short when she got pregnant with me. She alm
ost died giving birth but my father saved her by changing her.” I breathed and t
hen sighed. 'Huh?' Was all he could think coherently. 'How?' He asked confused.
“Easy. We don't drink human blood. Only animal blood which is what I was doing b
efore you so rudely interrupted.” I said sarcastically. 'Whoa! So your not all v
ampire and your not all human your half of bot h? That is really freaky.' He tho
ught still unsure. “Yeah and half human half wolves are much different.” I said
still very sarcastic. 'So you dated a werewolf? Really?' He thought now. “Yes he
imprinted on me.” I said and then started missing Jake. 'And misses you a lot.'
The boy thought now. “How would you know that.” I said and then remembered that
mental tone. It was Jakes. “Jake! Get out here you meany.” I screached and the
wolf in front of me jumped. Then there was another wolf I would never forget nex
t to me. I jumped on his back and hugged him. 'Nessie!!!!' He shouted in his hea
d. “Alright both of you phase now!” I said still on top of Jake. 'I can't phase
with you on top of me!' Jake thought smiling. “Oh right.” I smiled and kissed th
e stop of his head. I jumped down and Jake walked into the forest. The wolf stoo
d there in astonishment. 'What the Hell is this world coming too. First its vamp
ires are real then its half human half wolves and then half human half vampire a
nd now the two halves date each other. What the Hell?!' He was thinking. “Phase
stupid!” I yelled at him. He growled unsure. Jake appeared beside me. “Go phase
I'll protect you!” Jake laughed. The wold still unsure turned and went behind a
tree. “Hey Nessie!” Jake said. “Jakeyyyyyyyyy! Oh how I've missed you.” I said a
nd Jumped into his arms. “I've only been gone for a day.” He retorted. I raised
my eyebrows and put my hand on his cheek. 'Your point?' I asked him. 'I have no
clue what I was thinking.' He thought as he smiled. 'I do! Your so cute. Put me
down loser.' I showed him. The boy walked out from behind the trees and Jake pu
t me down and stood in front of me. “Jake don't. I can take care of myself.” I s
aid stepping around him. 'Yeah I know but you don't have to.' He thought. I put
my hand on his cheek again. 'Try me.' I showed him. He was abruptly upset and I
saw where this was going. He lifted my arm and rubbed his hand up the scrapes on
my arm. and kissed the already healed scrapes on my cheek. 'I'm so so so sorry.
' He was thinking. 'Jake I know your sorry and I trust you but don't go there I
can take care of myself.' I showed him. “Ummm...?” The boy asked trailing off. J
ake and I laughed and he stepped a little in front of me. “Why someone could be
afraid of you I just don't know.” Jake said. “Yeah yeah yeah I'm never very terr
ifying. I get it.” I said and then laughed. “Okay so your name is?” I asked gest
uring toward the boy standing in front of Jake dumn founded. “Umm My name is Jac
k. I am second in command.” He said finally. “Hey Jack I'm Jake the Alfa of my p
ack.” Jake told him. All of the sudden The space was very crowded. My entire fa
mily showed up. My father turned to me furious. “What the crap Nessie. What were
you thinking? If my heart were still beating it would have failed tonight. Jazz
has had to stay with me the entire time to keep your mother and I from going ab
solutely insane.” He yelled. “Um I thought that was obvious.” Emm said. “No I'm
not everyone knows Uncle Emm is insane” I said jumping on Emmett's shoulders. “R
ight! Hey!” Emm said and everyone laughed except my still furious father. “Son t
ake Taylor, Nessie and Bella home and we will deal with this situation. Jake sta
y!” Carlisle ordered. “Yes father. Jake I must say thank you even though I thoug
ht I would never have to say that again.” My father said. We started toward the
house. Taylor running off to the side. My mother on my left and father on my rig
ht. Ugh I'm going to die. I didn't mean any harm. I was just hunting. “We don't
think you meant any harm.” My father answered my thoughts. “Well then whats this
all about?” I asked confused. “You left the house alone! Nessie when your groun
ded your not supposed to leave the house. You should have asked to go hunting an
d when do we ever go hunting alone. You didn't ask and you went out with werewol
ves in the area. Unknown land where we know there are werewolves.” My father was
on a roll and it bugged me. “Baby you scared us a lot!” My mother said. “I stil
l can't believe you did that, you should never go anywhere alone. You could have
died.” My father was still ranting. “Edward!” My mother scolded. His face softe
ned immediately and he looked down at her. “Yes love?” He mumbled sweetly. ”Do n
ot speak to her that way. You have scolded enough for one day and I'll take over
thank you very much.” She continued. My father nodded and walked back toward wh
ere Jack and the family were.
My mother talked to me for about an hour. I asked to just be alone for a while.
She agreed as long as I stayed inside our property line. We thought the werewolv
es would be talking to Carlisle. I sighed but just started running. I ended up a
t the very end of the property line where a very odd smell came from. I wanted t
o follow it but it lead off our property. I wanted to follow but I sighed and wa
lked into my little space. I had a spot in the trees I liked and did not want an
yone to ruin it. If Alice came back here she would make it some huge but I loved
this spot in the wood. It was a bunch of trees in a large circle. The brush had
grown up and around it so that the middle was a clearing with walls. I had foun
d a spot that I made a door. You would never know it was here if you covered up
the door. I always did when I left. I fixed the place up a little so I could br
ing some things back here for me to use. But then I heard someone running althou
gh to far off to know who it was. I sighed and left my safe place covering the d
oor so no one would know it was here. My family still didn't know I had found th
is place and I his it from my father very well. I jumped a high tree that I like
d to go into to see the mountains. I waited for the approach expecting either Ja
ke, Taylor or My parents. No one came close. The sound faded and I figured they
were going to talk to the wolves some more. I sighed and decided since no one wa
s coming that I would follow the odd scent. I looked for the scent again and had
no trouble finding it. The scent seemed to stay right along our property line
as if it knew we owned the property. The scent started to go the opposite way of
our property. I was in enough trouble as it was so I tried to go back. Then I s
melled a wonderful smell that made my mouth water and throat burn. I couldn't he
lp but go towards it. My instincts took over and I went toward the smell. It was
the aroma of blood and it smelled better then any blood. It was thick in the ai
r. My prey had an open wound. I raced toward the aroma and could feel the yearni
ng for the warm, red, liquid. I saw my prey at once and was about to leap for it
and attack. I bit into the warm membrane and was drinking. Before I could even
empty the creature half way I felt someones approach and felt the need to protec
t myself and my prey. My enemy came closer and I whipped around and a fierce gro
wl ripped from my throat. My Grandfather was standing over me. I stood erect and
my brain started to work right. I looked back at my prey and found out it was a
female human. “Nessie?” My grandfather asked. I could see my horrified expressi
on echoed in his head. “I have to get out of here.” I told him urgently and spri
nted into a full speed run. “Tell your mother and father I need them and to brin
g my bag.” He yelled back. “Yes sir.” I croaked back to him. I sobbed all the wa
y home. When I entered the back door still hysterical everyone was suddenly arou
nd me asking what was wrong. My father read my head and him and my mother were o
ff. I just ran and jumped into my Uncle Jaspers arms. We sat like this for about
half an hour. He calmed me just enough that I was calm but could still morn. Wh
at I had done. I was done crying and sat up. “Feeling any better Honey?” Jazz as
ked although he already knew what I was feeling. I nodded. Alice came and gave m
e a large hug. As did Rose and Esme. Taylor hugged me close and kissed my forehe
ad. Emm just offered me a boulder that he found that he told me I could crush. U
ncle Emm always made everything better in the weirdest way. My father suddenly w
alked in with my mother and grandfather who was carrying this young girl. She lo
oked about 16 and had long brown, curly, hair. “Grandpa?” I asked as he ran her
up the stairs. My father caught me by the shoulder. “No Nessie!” He said. I all
but started to cry again. I went and sat next to Jazz and Alice. “Uncle Jazz?” I
asked tears still thick on my voice. He nodded and I started to calm down a lit
tle. I curled up into a ball and pressed into his chest. Alice leaned over Jazz
and kissed my forehead. Tay came and sat next to me now. I pulled him close to m
e and leaned into his chest so that part of me was close to Uncle Jazz but I cou
ld stay with Tay. “Daddy, what happened to the girl? And will she be okay? Did I
kill her?” I asked urgently as he started to walk toward the stairs. “If she di
es at this point it won't be your fault.” He said and went up the stairs. I stoo
d to follow and Tay stood with me. “No Nessie.” Uncle Jazz said but I ignored hi
m. “Nessie!” Grandma Esme said but I ignored her as well. I wanted to know what
was going on. My father was suddenly in front of me blocking my way. I tried to
go around him. He picked me up and started head toward the couch. “Put me down!”
I yelled. “Nessie stop! Sit! Your acting like a Three year old?” He said and pu
t me next to Esme. “Daddy I am three!” I said angrily. “Jazz!” He said. Then I s
uddenly was tired and didn't want to get up. “Now apologize to your Uncle and Gr
andmother.” He scolded and I scowled. “Sorry Grandma. Sorry Uncle Jazz.” I frown
ed while hugging each of them around the neck. “The girl was climbing a tree and
fell. She has a bunch of broken bones and a lot of internal bleeding. Nessie yo
u helped her oddly enough. She would have died and still might. Carlisle is tryi
ng to save her as we speak. He's still trying to figure out if he will change he
r. Bella is helping.” He said while walking up the stairs. “Daddy I just want to
see her.” I looked at him with pleading eyes. I begged in my head. I couldn't s
tand down here and do nothing. “Nessie. I don't think it's a good idea.” He said
thinking hard about his answer. “Ness I'm sorry but theres no way.” He finished
confident. “What does grandpa think? Can I ask him?” I said in a little bit of
a hard tone trying to keep it pleading. “I said No and that is final!” He said n
ow mad that I challenged his authority. “If your grandfather wants you then I wi
ll come get you. Now I am not having this discussion further.” He finished and r
an up the stairs. Rose followed him oddly enough. “Ugh!” I said and went toward
the back door. “Er... Nessie?” Aunt Alice said. I grounded my teeth and stopped
without turning. “Yes Aunt Alice?” I answered. “I doubt a run would be the best
thing for now.” She mumbled. “Well are we going to school?” I asked wondering we
ather I needed to be ready. “My guess is no.” She answered. I went and sat at th
e piano with Taylor. I pulled out my fathers book of lyrics and decided which so
ng to play. He taught me to play but I was not that good. I started playing to c
alm myself. I was so furious with my father that I could feel the heat in my fac
e and saw the bright red color it had turned in Tay's thoughts. He was slowly ge
tting better about blood. My father remembered how hard it was for him and how m
uch easier it got while being around him. Well Taylor felt almost the same about
me and I never knew it before. So he was getting a lot better with resisting. S
uddenly Carlisle was on the bottom step. My father was right beside him. “She wi
ll die if we don't change hersoon. My question is should we change her or just l
et her..” He winced. “Go.” He continued. Rose suddenly came full speed down the
stairs and grabbed Emmett and ran back up the stairs quickly. Everyone stared co
nfused. I was to busy focusing on my grandfathers thoughts to read hers. I wante
d to be there without being there. My father gasped and almost fell with surpris
e. “Son?” Carlisle asked. “No way!” He answered. I turned to listening to his mi
nd who was focussed on Rose's. I gasped as well and fell. Taylor caught and lift
ed me into his arms. “Ray?” He asked worried. Rose and Emm were suddenly next to
Edward. Carlisle will you please change her? I want her to live. I want to adop
t her.” Rose said to Carlisle. Everyones mouth dropped except my fathers and min
e which were already dropped. “I would do it myself but I'm scared I won't be ab
le to handle it.” She finished. “Okay Yes I will if that is what you want Rose.
But Emm you want this too. It's a lot of responsibility. She is only 15 and you
must be able to teach her.” Carlisle explained. Emm thought about it. His face v
ery serious, more so then I had ever seen it. “Yes.” Was all he said. “Please.”
Rose said. “Okay!” Carlisle answered. They ran up the stairs and the rest of us
just stared after them in total shock.