İstanbul

Fishermen's fishing net made weird obstacles phosperphence from sun,

Tyre by the sea like a trum of the doom there are two wandering poet singing along,
Their bard trembling to the sea,
Alas! İstanbul, the places i lived as my homes,the inns i stayed,all my died relatives,
in İstanbul i remember,all the sings were sang,
The dreams i forgot in istanbul,the streets i had passed,the nights i hallucioned..

Galata's shipyards are proud dockers working,

In a tavern outside little boy with tired face with his dad singing,
Tyres of istanbul with full of trash taking out,
By garbic people to sell for a penny to live a day by day,
Prayers just came out from Sultanahmet,
Under bridge world of golden horn and it's people all selling there fish to eat,
newspaper sellers,fruiteries,small restaurants,
Golden horn's this mouth side sounds
like a Big Bazaar crowds,

Typical on its own with every angles of İstanbul,

Once in a time hard to imagine that
It's got amazing sea shores ,it's got beaches,and starts at night that bright that shined upon,
it's got sun's like nowherelse's ,and moon's at nights,
Sea is not what it used to be nor me,
It was alive,flowing in another dimension nowadays..

You can walk around past present future same time here,
pass from flea market down the Galata tower,
Venetians to byzantines from ottomans and Turks
To see where civilazations embodied from
Just dig a hole or more you will see the past of million more ruins under neath

I was what i used to be when i was child what İstanbul be composed of..

in the summer of '93 in west didsbury,get off my studio

hop on my bike feeling the breezing wind in the seat of my
velospeedio,
hope to enter foglane's grasses throw the bike near to the
botanical Mosses,
Feeling splendid under the sun how great this country when
silver shined skied cloudes,
Nearb by the Lane a gardener diggin holes seeding plants,
hacken the surface of soils,dog found it out the bones from
the old carcass
of a raven,
then and there i found my lost gal sat on the grass,
we talked about hours from our countrysites and
homelands,
afterwards we split and wave goodbye to eachother,
how incredible day for a starter,
my thought,

after a cereal,i took the next bus to town centre to get to

Afflecks palace,
feeling kingish,
 then look for a new adventure in the antiques & curiosities
of Trafford centre,
how great men were Lowry, Foster,
Madox that ''expulsion of danes'' when he painted and
disrupted an organ recital in the process,
Many penn'd well many danced all nighted,many more
signed nothing like Oasis,
on the whole new bases,north west of greater manchester
was the place to be for the arts and artists,
Hacienda use to be doped and crazy fun raving
extravanganza place while picadilly circus trains,
brought many ravers,and insanes,
Electro music with new order and happy mondays,while all
the trophies ,(rose up)
by Manchester footballers,
and afraid to watch coronation street characters,
This is called Madchester' with mancunians

Well,later on i went to student union UMİST to find a new

flat,
Not that i fondle of my lodger love them as friends for
years but not as pet,
I found my first love in glossop hills,she thought im very
babyish,
Now i'm adult but had alot of tears after her and ended
up in
desolation in many years,

I was childish,humorous,and curious fella and opened up

my eyes in this era,
The area
that i grew up,chester,man,cheshire,shire,so far away
from homeland,
as a college educated lad at home never felt as i was in
abroad,
where ever you go, you take self-genuine a must ,
And studied -well-places , areas to be sophisticated in
the end,
follow to be a whole wide worldy traveled,
Bind, no bound of countries useful space-time benign
people,
To be ,
Alot of furnaces,certificates and classes taken up,
most valuable is trinity , cambridge that i got,
My childhood past,
Three years of experience in my life ,
Ever best that i had,
Ended in the summer of '95.
Do they know a poor pupy when it is feeded on the street by a people,What diefference makes a
happy country not with hatred and raw low life!

God said "There must be light now!"then there was the ligt came out
Thank God light came out,if not the light he said let there be not that light aint right
There could be another story written called darkness have you ever thought of it?
Thank God light came out then there was the whole life began to light on,
So the whole story began after big bang like pouring a nile rain zum the zoom,
The Sound of god roared like big thunderstorm and all the stars bright that shine glimpses,
The suns born like a mother with childs of till doom may not be the end of doomsday,

The earth flirth with dusts and and rocks and joins around like a weird circle,began twirl
around our sun
The sea, the sky mountains high forests so green,bays of birds chicking when they catch
the fish from lakes,
The man that God they made,start to reign on his no mans land ,but the story yet to be just
begun,
Nature sounds so vary can only be a heavens gate door elevator's orchestral masterpiece,
Every existance on earth nothing but choral church sopranos,tenors,baritones in this world,
It's called earth, not that i know of any other world but like to think there must be more to
than to this one out of none,
Out there,
Is there anybody or any more to than this out there?
If not i happily continue so being me as me lonely in this planet,
Maybe me exists same time in different dimenses and planes around ,
if the dust wind blows back when i walk to the valley of dead fields,
The wind blows back from other lands, no still any proof of those about me or other she,
That in the past,present nor future,

Belief is only the real the way i feel to express what makes sense these days,
Which all my anymore senses left says be reasonable see what you see, believe what you
saw before
which do of no sense made in past to me at all,
If my friend i die everyday and ı would ask why he says i came from other side
the speech we had done noticed me no harm done but,
But still a hocus pocus to me those fenomenological things they said,
This time im looking for the biggest event with the biggest approvedth
I had a great life so far nothing changes me anything with light or God's best gift
He had given me best gift as life itself already to convince nothingelse to look for,
I made up my mind long long ago that nobody can teach me how love or smile when to;
so as to say,
 whats wrong right,whos right or wrong Whose to say?

When I light up my 100's cigarette on a beautifull moon light serenade with my candle
burning,
Thinking nothing achieved and nothingelse more can be achieved for my delusion of my
past youth that gone so quicker that you can think of
When sun catches the fast rabbit and burns it to roast for tea time, there came my beautiful
guardian goddes called apollo mighty warrior of past,
Takes me give me wings spread and fly to moon again,silver crescent of surface then wait
till lucifer brings my light put me to bed to sleep at dawn,
Dream the little dreams of me in the bed magical blue halucinations with bonfire crackers
upon my head,see myself in a blur mirror with no signal to my face,but
Happy loved and be a real husband that ican be to my lover in this halucinations that put
me set free,
Free I am , free man and will be free..

God said let the circus begins,so mot it be

Everybody sing in peace,
God said let me be,
I will never involve your dirty things even your death and born,
I will be,
Let thee be.

Basketball

Kneepad &wristrap, in quire ready,

Who is gonna shoot three points more today,
downtown shooter needed in last thirteen seconds left to go,
I get in game and threw the ball to net made it in in semi's to know,
we had another game left to be champion yet to made,
Final game ,all team ready and go,
Shoot some 2 feet shots and hooks ,
and made fauls to stop aways ,
home will win today,
Center man taking all rebounds gave noone out,
guard keep the ball rolling and dribbling,
offguard whic was me careful and not shoot ball when i want to
in order to not make mistake to be sorry to lose the game
forwards are more keen and proudly passing thorough eachother the ball
and the ball kept in my team all the time in the game
I had my last shoot in and after couple of minutes we were ready to win left and
we won and our school amigos got crazy and fans all over got my first medal
And give straight to goldsmith to put my name on it later off the game
How proud day was to be today to victory.

Metal Rock
Music that made of Gods thunders
roar like lions on a stormy chaos,
guitars riffling like a symphony of dead,
Drums thundering,
This is heavy metal,

Made in sabbath,
Led zeppelin dryer maker
steppenwolf mixture,
deep purple shined back in 70's

Then came along iron maiden,

while made in japan,
new wave of showing youth was gone wild,
with trash metallica, slayer,manowar
stryper and megadeth,

Guitar gods got crazy when they see this players

played so well
never melted point like that since the music of wagner came,
At all nights all these band tours the world for decays,
never got tired,
only got prouder,
I listen them and grew from my childhood with metal never left them alone
Like many others begone,
This is my music and this is my soul
God gave rock'n roll

Making love could kill you.

Do you know what the human body goes through

when you have sex?
Pupils dilate, arteries constrict, core temp. rises,
heart races, blood pressure skyrockets, respiration
becomes rapid & shallow, the brain fires bursts of
electrods..
and if
God hadn't made it unbelievably fun,
the human race would have died out eons ago...
People are still making love and
Nothings Seems to stop them
Too much love would kill You anytime my friend..
The memory of freddie mercury

))

DRAMA COMEDY

WHERE THE EAGLES DARE TO FLY ABOVE

PART 1: DEATH

SPEECH WİTH GOD ABOUT LOVİNG HİM

HEAVEN

HELL

Play about HEAVEN AND HELL : DRAMA COMEDY

PART 1:
THERE ARE PLAYERS OF DEMONS ANGELS GOD AND ME FOR FİRST PARTS

THE SOLVEMENT OF NEGATİVE WORLDS AND SAVE THEM İN DRAMA COMEDY BY

LOCKİNG THEM UP İN DARKNESS BY ME FOREVER
 SENT BACK TO EARTH AGAİN BY GOD

FOR MY TRUE LOVE ON EARTH

 END

The play part:1

From HELL
Adonis:OLD BABYLON GOD THEN BECAME EVİL ENTİTY
Baal:BEE DEVİL WHO BRİNGS DİSEASE
Bakkhas:GREEK DEMON
Chicomecoatl:MEXİCAN DEMON
Demiurg:GREEK EX GOD NEW DEMON
Hamadryadesses:THE MUSES OF FORESTS
Hilda:AN EVİL BEİNG
İnanna:THE EX GODDESS OF ANATOLİA NOW A FORGOTTEN STATUE
*Kastaguhinuresh:AN OLD GOOD BEİNG THEN ANGEL İN HEAVEN
Lucifer:kİNG OF HELL
Mephistopheles:ONE OF THE DEVİL
Ninurta:AN EVİL BEİNG
Pazuzu:DANGEROUS DEVİL WİTH EAGLE HEAD
Shedim:AN EVİL BEİNG
Tartaros:HELL

- ---- ---- ---- -- -

Zeus:FORGOTTEN GOD

Metathron:ARCHANGEL

Today,I died.......................

I always thought of heaven and hell, i am a theist i do not belive in religions heaven & hell but i
believed some point of my life to god .

i always did not stop thinking is there more to life than this after we die and keep finding truth
about it curiously as much as i can.

IF some point stop thinking of it and have a normal life as ordinary folks can be my life would be
different by then

All my life,i kept searching aliens,ufos, etheric beings,gnostic studies, occult sicences,real
science, got both sides
Being naughty sometimes, mostly a good folk

I am god's good man!

Today;

I have been dead

when i died gone to heaven,the gate keeper asked me who did you choose to love the God or the
devil?with no impression on his shiny faces
I replied:I came to find god but I loved someone in my life,
The gate keeper suprised and tal back to me:Arent you suppose to love god in order to get in the
heaven after you died?
He was't there in the world so i loved my lover,
The gate keeper more suprised "but how come you can think god wasn't in earth?,
"And as you might know with God!s love will you will see Him everywhere in earth."
Sorry,i replied that's why i came to find out God's love here and to be with God to find out what
God love is real and see His love and almighty.
The Gate keeper got more shined and more shined and loudly barked: I don't think You belong
here!
Where do i belong i have done no wrong, killed noone ,steal nothing done no harm to noone and
made alot of people loved and cared for and i loved a woman
hey Gatekeeper but sorry if if God don't want me here I 'll go."
Then it started a big wind the clouds changed colour every nanoseconds horses wth feathers
from skies ,eagles dare to fly above under a big cherubim mobile that was God on the top
appeared,
around God alot of baby angels with horns make ceremony with a brilliant symphony,
Clouds made more colors with nicest rainbows God had the voice that thunder to me with a
gentle charm,
"Let me into my kingdom gatekeeper he was right İ had been busy and didn't like earth after i
made it that muchbut i love whose when they loved in earth ,when they loved earth itself,and
loved people that people who were not that good,So take him in quick u mucker!"
So I went to heaven but i was not aware of it untill 5 days later when I saw the best creature with
wings high above the heaven's sky
He was so big that three big stadium tall, he was the first cherubim angel i saw one of them angel
whispered to him,
Then pull back quickly and start to fly towards me
i had my courage and first time i spoke and asked to angel
Who is this angel?
He replied:He is Metathron the biggest of biggest angel them all
i said wow i never saw him he is great than ican ever expect when iwas in world,
Angel: yeah when you were in world he replied
İ asked : what do you mean by that?
Don't you know two angel sent to hell because of you that God ordered us
i said :Really ? why? and Who were they?
One of them is called Kastaguhinuresh he was a good djin and half god in pan times in aegean
then he became an angel
when he was in world
He liked people that liked earth especially his other was lucifer he sent back to hell he just came
to heaven newly,
now beware of him cause he is strong one and dangerous,
Oh!Lucifer and other angel what have i done to deserve this,
alas!
No i do not want to be here now if then I should solve this you know how to do it?
No I don't ,i am just an angel but You must go to hell first to solve it up
and then i asked back
Tartaros what now adays used to call hell
Angel got mad and : i can not talk that much not that anymore see Hamadryadesses,and then
find İnanna, now i must go !i must leave,<

I thought about this 6 days and when i made up my mind went to see the gate keeper between
heaven and hell dimensions: when i see gate keeper
Gate keeper! Do you know where Hamadryadesses are?
Gat keeper replied :Who wants to know?
I am the one that God said yes for heaven when you said no remember me He stand still idont
know how many minutes then said:
OK!
İ have to find them ive been told then off to see inanna they can help me i said..
A big thunder laugh brooned:
What for? you are in heaven you want the keys of tantaros then so be it, You must fly first to
abyss of season nowhere find the top of the mountain wait for Hamadryadesses,
ask them for inanna he laughed and kept laughing.....
İ did not know how to fly before but i was in heaven i knew whatever you wish now may come
true here if you belong to palace of heavens
Then i fly,fly and fly storms arised ,rains poured down places got darker then i found the mountain
which was sapphired at the top.
In moments after moments another mountain made of sapphires bring about near me i saw
beautifull flying Hamadryadesses,
I asked:Two angels sent to hell cause of me I want to bring them back i have been told that you
can help me
Hamadryadesses talked all in one as perfect harmony:
Just go to İnanna she will show you the way to tyantaros gates to hells boss lucifer .İt's simple as
that now Go!

I fly,fly and fly found a silver mountain on top of it there was a cave went in to the cave i saw a big
statue with alot of tits one big fat productfull woman
i said i wanna go to hell inanna,Hamadryadesses told me you will bring me there moment of no
timeless time then she open her got larger when so big she can swallow me,
i let me go into it

In meantime ,Hamadryadesses went to tell mephistopheles,baal ,bakhass,pazuzu,shedim and all

others that I was gonna come there and find boss lucifer,
They all went to lucifer and asked i am gonna come to take two angels back to heaven
momentless of time and lucifer think a nanosecond then rorared like a lişon as three animals
head
lucifer: i have enough of this i was angel bringer of light now im the keeper of hel i am fed up and
told them to give demons the key of hell told them to give to me
when i arrived demons thousands of them gathered it was horrible and disgusting i flied a
mountain which was melting waiting and getting really really stressed of thousands demons
that might come to eat me soon then mephistopheles and demiurg came out of nowhere and fly
top of my mountain mountains about 45 feet high above me and still melting and demons were
ready to eat me

mephistopheles said:
here!Lucifer resigned from hell you are our new boss here is your key of hell and all abysses and
darkness..
from a oment or not a monet thought
İ can not accept this i said it belonged to lucifer
they say he resigned its yours other wise we all be in abysses never can come out of there its our
jails
hmm thought more

ok i accept the key give me but i will think later on

Is Zeus here i asked to demiurg
he was a bit slow fella and very horrible face and alot of of teeths
Zeus locked in cage by lucifer and he will never come out from it
because Zeus killed lillith lucifer's lover
Since İ 'am the new king of hell bring me to him i said.
But boss demons roared
İ said be quickly
(then the whole story on zeus and make him escape from depths of hell in a cage and give the
key of hell to him and asked to order to lock down the gates of hell forever and put all demons to
darkness and locked them up and meanwhile I have to find two angels to free them back to
heaven but in return I should be off to heaven in God's order and he sent back to me to earth
witha new life to find my lover again )

The End?

Today is sunday,
It's not a one of these days to me,cause it's special
My dear lady will come to visit me,
I cant not sleep alot, I must soon get ready wash up and get ready for her,
To give her best cookies made ever fix the best tea i can find,
I never give up so she does not seem so,
It has been twelve years like that every sunday she comes to visit me,
How lovely she dresses when i see her on my door ,
how happy when the door bell rings by her,
She smiles as the venus beauty makes me so glad,
I know that i can live not other days but every sunday forever with her,
I am the happiest man in world
When she dances like a queen,flirts her body towards me,
When we laugh together ,watch a film together do anything we like together time frozen to
another dimension,
I feel like a real man with her,cause she is a lady of gentle ways
on every sunday
Her name is bird cause ,
it is the green parrot that when a zoo train collapsed and felt down
they fly free and moved the wood near by me,
set her feets on window's tab and calls me,
Every Sunday

Slepless nights,no boundaries between sun and moon now,charming halucinations in my head
Walked all day till midnight,dogs my guardian angel that night till to my house yard,
Eclispses in my heart i have no intention to see no sun-day,my birthday is very nicht to come,
Slepless days,But still out looking for truth of mine,yet to find,
My canaries sick to death had my one hand clapped which put you to well being slept,
The sword man around the corner but got invisible whispering i could put you mortal son,
I'm getting lunatic i think ,fascinated my inner feelings,i should find out the nature soon..

Ecstacy is on the loose,my heart chakras up the sky

then had all my body given alight by heaven this time i think for real,
oh my God i have waited so long for this,my hands down above my knees to You,
When i tried to sleep at nights my ego or what ever you call inner master is,
Making me feel like a baby so honest and easy on me that one noise came from my cortex,
Cerebral perpetual awareness with lack of my slepless and dizzinesses, i lost ten kilogram mam
again tonight!,

Victory sphere communicates with other three dimenses,hoping to find out what true love is,
Tipheret!come to me my beauty sun gives no pleasure at all to me,
Meditated,aboved and beloved watered pisced fired discriminated on the roads of istanbul,
Last night i had lost my mind at the internet chats!
God's playing a trick on me which will give me a favour in end i know
It's like ramadan days to me for pilgrimage to know,
Feeling holy and ready,
But slepless days are way over past to me,

I never lost my energy,taken direct from sun and good yogi i become,

Those were the last and first days of my new life that began.
That night that skies sheltered Me.

,DReam poem

Do you know you can hear voices in dreams ?

Then one morning i woke up with wolf barked,
Sun was up filled me with shakti's serpent energy,
In my house where i write windows towards east where the sun borns as a mother of nature gives
life awakes all beings,
Till moon comes and it dies to reborn another day,
Not that sun dies cause sun is mother gives moon another born every month of certain days,
life bringer sun come to megive my plexus a peacefull joy of happiness,
with peacefullnes,
Fire burns in my wounds transmits me to a new me as social dharma,
Elders say,Do not go north where demons dwell and bring sorrow and sickness,
Where west is dead,put you throw of deathi
Go east always east,
other directions aware of their diseases,
Aries,gemini hear me
Wake me up now from my dream,
I am thirsty for sun,
Malkuth awaits me against yesods unrelativity,
That one night my higherself spoke tome in my dream,
said:
You will change in your conciousness in accordance of your will
When you wake from your dreams

Tonight i look up the sky to the clouds,

I looked the sky under the rain,
Falling down of god's tears
Top of the hills,
Siting down on the grass,
How lonely all was,
Sea waves across the marmara sea,
Makes me feel like swim on it,
Never looking back the past,
Love i have it's nature has two sides,
Its polarization never lasts.

I am always synchronissed with world,

since i ve been a teenager,
i was ball player,lover,writer,a major pager,
Sky drops rains today,
I see black clouds,spirits high,
Walking towards streets,
Dreaming climbing mountain high,
Meanwhile,

A dog's pupil death on the road,washing away its bloods and its mothers licking his wounds still
and cry,other dogs surround the dead pupil.

Days are moments quickly flying;

Blend the living with the dead;
We headed to darkness
Soon you will and i Be lying
Each with god's narrow bed.

packed my bag and ready to go abroad when i was 17 in the year of '92
Arrive to a green land up the hills a boarding school called abbey college,
Education was necessary but youth was alarming,
I had my international lovers summer of '92
Had joy and fun till the end of summer,improve my sense of languages
Went back with glorious victory of pleasures,

up north-west of england the country,

I had alot of sickness,unwealth and painy winters
In the end had my degree of tourism and hotel management,
But that was three years abroad,
That changed the route of my life
Forever.

All candles burning,

Heavenly flutes whispering,
The true love of mine to you,
Realise become my god's love ,
This is compasion of of divine,
Play with your warmness ,i'm your left breast,
You are my only mother,
The true lover,exciter,
Mother nature,You are my creator. ancient hymn

You are my loved one

my light in this dark world
i looked at you and i found in
My star , my sun, in that light of love I'll walk,
Till travelling days are done.

A shooted wounded eagle by a spooky hunter can be dead but if it ain't dead hunter can never fly
but eagle can rise and reign and flow again in the sky like volplane.

If you think when you die you will go heaven or will go no where nothing that might happen to the
fact you believe in both and get ready for both same time in this life, you will win when you die,
you will loose nothing as a professor says.

I remember Z. laughing at the party,

I remember Z.'s favourite perfume,
I remember her graceful movements,
As she dances like the wind,
I remember Z.in the ectasy of orgasms,
I remember how Z.would complain about the rain,
When pouring down,When we talk each days after working,
I remember how Z. sounded on the telephone,
I remember that day she didnt want to talk to me anymore,
I remember how I got drunk cause of her ,
I remember how I ended up sorrow about her,
I remember how I sounded silly when she was angry to me,
All the jeaolousy;
I remember her nice smell,
I remember how she kisses everytime she wanted ,
I remember how she cheers up when she calls me on the phone,
I remember how she directed me so well when i had no directions at all,
I remember how loyal she is ,
Each time i was wrong that i illusioned about her,
When i couldnt able to see her a day,
I remember,everything she does since i met Z.,
I remember everyday,
How still she loves me;

For Her"

Death is burried,and nature is quaking,

All creation is awaking,
Felt sorry now i pour my moaning
All my sorrow with anguish owning;
my salvation, incarnation,reincarnation
suffering of death had brought me

It's a gift of absolution,

That day of retribution,
This cemetary will be the place,
where their hearts lie,
where our life hid on high,

How peaceful,pale and mild,

Rest in a world of pain and care,
You would no longer live it,
we know how true you art,
we pray to your lovely heart,
We know
The wise and cool soul of your life and light.
For my Uncle Ancient hymn
True beauty glimpse of her eyes,
Whenever i call she comes to me,
Best friend that i ever had,
She is my loved one,
True dear heavenly mate,
deep down the bottom of my true heart to you ,
Always made me happy maid,
To that lover her arms land of rest,
And her soul,ever blessed.

She conquered my heart,

Cherishy spririt and soul,
Uncomplaining love,
Her own most gracious smile,
In Her chest i found peace,
But there are perfectness,love,
Beyond our best high hopes;
That faith was ours,
While million endless kisses made.

Army Of the Rigtheous Ones

Ride on! Ride on in mercy,
Angels's armies of the sky,
With love and righteousness triumph,
Begin,
All the worlds sorrow and sin
Begone,
Angels look down with sad and wondering eyes,
To see the mankind's sacrifice,
Rise!
repeat hymn"

.repeat

İstanbul

Fishermen's fishing net made weird obstacles phosperphence from sun,

Tyre by the sea like a trum of the doom there are two wandering poet singing along,
Their bard trembling to the sea,
Alas! İstanbul, the places i lived as my homes,the inns i stayed,all my died relatives,
in İstanbul i remember,all the sings were sang,
The dreams i forgot in istanbul,the streets i had passed,the nights i hallucioned..

Galata's shipyards are proud dockers working,

In a tavern outside little boy with tired face with his dad singing,
Tyres of istanbul with full of trash taking out,
By garbic people to sell for a penny to live a day by day,
Prayers just came out from Sultanahmet,
Under bridge world of golden horn and it's people all selling there fish to eat,
newspaper sellers,fruiteries,small restaurants,
Golden horn's this mouth side sounds
like a Big Bazaar crowds,

Typical on its own with every angles of İstanbul,

Once in a time hard to imagine that
It's got amazing sea shores ,it's got beaches,and starts at night that bright that shined upon,
it's got sun's like nowherelse's ,and moon's at nights,
Sea is not what it used to be nor me,
It was alive,flowing in another dimension nowadays..

You can walk around past present future same time here,
pass from flea market down the Galata tower,
Venetians to byzantines from ottomans and Turks
To see where civilazations embodied from
Just dig a hole or more you will see the past of million more ruins under neath

I was what i used to be when i was child what İstanbul be composed of..

Do they know a poor pupy when it is feeded on the street by a people,What diefference makes a
happy country not with hatred and raw low life!

God said "There must be light now!"then there was the ligt came out
Thank God light came out,if not the light he said let there be not that light aint right
There could be another story written called darkness have you ever thought of it?
Thank God light came out then there was the whole life began to light on,
So the whole story began after big bang like pouring a nile rain zum the zoom,
The Sound of god roared like big thunderstorm and all the stars bright that shine glimpses,
The suns born like a mother with childs of till doom may not be the end of doomsday,

The earth flirth with dusts and and rocks and joins around like a weird circle,began twirl
around our sun
The sea, the sky mountains high forests so green,bays of birds chicking when they catch
the fish from lakes,
The man that God they made,start to reign on his no mans land ,but the story yet to be just
begun,
Nature sounds so vary can only be a heavens gate door elevator's orchestral masterpiece,
Every existance on earth nothing but choral church sopranos,tenors,baritones in this world,
It's called earth, not that i know of any other world but like to think there must be more to
than to this one out of none,
Out there,
Is there anybody or any more to than this out there?
If not i happily continue so being me as me lonely in this planet,
Maybe me exists same time in different dimenses and planes around ,
if the dust wind blows back when i walk to the valley of dead fields,
The wind blows back from other lands, no still any proof of those about me or other she,
That in the past,present nor future,

Belief is only the real the way i feel to express what makes sense these days,
Which all my anymore senses left says be reasonable see what you see, believe what you
saw before
which do of no sense made in past to me at all,
If my friend i die everyday and ı would ask why he says i came from other side
the speech we had done noticed me no harm done but,
But still a hocus pocus to me those fenomenological things they said,
This time im looking for the biggest event with the biggest approvedth
I had a great life so far nothing changes me anything with light or God's best gift
He had given me best gift as life itself already to convince nothingelse to look for,
I made up my mind long long ago that nobody can teach me how love or smile when to;
so as to say,
whats wrong right,whos right or wrong Whose to say?

When I light up my 100's cigarette on a beautifull moon light serenade with my candle
burning,
Thinking nothing achieved and nothingelse more can be achieved for my delusion of my
past youth that gone so quicker that you can think of
When sun catches the fast rabbit and burns it to roast for tea time, there came my beautiful
guardian goddes called apollo mighty warrior of past,
Takes me give me wings spread and fly to moon again,silver crescent of surface then wait
till lucifer brings my light put me to bed to sleep at dawn,
Dream the little dreams of me in the bed magical blue halucinations with bonfire crackers
upon my head,see myself in a blur mirror with no signal to my face,but
Happy loved and be a real husband that ican be to my lover in this halucinations that put
me set free,
Free I am , free man and will be free..

God said let the circus begins,so mot it be

Everybody sing in peace,
God said let me be,
I will never involve your dirty things even your death and born,
I will be,
Let thee be.

Basketball

Kneepad &wristrap, in quire ready,

Who is gonna shoot three points more today,
downtown shooter needed in last thirteen seconds left to go,
I get in game and threw the ball to net made it in in semi's to know,
we had another game left to be champion yet to made,
Final game ,all team ready and go,
Shoot some 2 feet shots and hooks ,
and made fauls to stop aways ,
home will win today,
Center man taking all rebounds gave noone out,
guard keep the ball rolling and dribbling,
offguard whic was me careful and not shoot ball when i want to
in order to not make mistake to be sorry to lose the game
forwards are more keen and proudly passing thorough eachother the ball
and the ball kept in my team all the time in the game
I had my last shoot in and after couple of minutes we were ready to win left and
we won and our school amigos got crazy and fans all over got my first medal
And give straight to goldsmith to put my name on it later off the game
How proud day was to be today to victory.

Metal Rock
Music that made of Gods thunders
roar like lions on a stormy chaos,
guitars riffling like a symphony of dead,
Drums thundering,
This is heavy metal,

Made in sabbath,
Led zeppelin dryer maker
steppenwolf mixture,
deep purple shined back in 70's

Then came along iron maiden,

while made in japan,
new wave of showing youth was gone wild,
with trash metallica, slayer,manowar
stryper and megadeth,

Guitar gods got crazy when they see this players

played so well
never melted point like that since the music of wagner came,
At all nights all these band tours the world for decays,
never got tired,
only got prouder,
I listen them and grew from my childhood with metal never left them alone
Like many others begone,
This is my music and this is my soul
God gave rock'n roll
Making love could kill you.

Do you know what the human body goes through

when you have sex?
Pupils dilate, arteries constrict, core temp. rises,
heart races, blood pressure skyrockets, respiration
becomes rapid & shallow, the brain fires bursts of
electrods..
and if
God hadn't made it unbelievably fun,
the human race would have died out eons ago...
People are still making love and
Nothings Seems to stop them
Too much love would kill You anytime my friend..

The memory of freddie mercury

))

DRAMA COMEDY
WHERE THE EAGLES DARE TO FLY ABOVE

PART 1: DEATH

SPEECH WİTH GOD ABOUT LOVİNG HİM

HEAVEN

HELL

Play about HEAVEN AND HELL : DRAMA COMEDY

PART 1:

THERE ARE PLAYERS OF DEMONS ANGELS GOD AND ME FOR FİRST PARTS
 THE SOLVEMENT OF NEGATİVE WORLDS AND SAVE THEM İN DRAMA COMEDY BY
LOCKİNG THEM UP İN DARKNESS BY ME FOREVER

SENT BACK TO EARTH AGAİN BY GOD

FOR MY TRUE LOVE ON EARTH

END
The play part:1
From HELL
Adonis:OLD BABYLON GOD THEN BECAME EVİL ENTİTY
Baal:BEE DEVİL WHO BRİNGS DİSEASE
Bakkhas:GREEK DEMON
Chicomecoatl:MEXİCAN DEMON
Demiurg:GREEK EX GOD NEW DEMON
Hamadryadesses:THE MUSES OF FORESTS
Hilda:AN EVİL BEİNG
İnanna:THE EX GODDESS OF ANATOLİA NOW A FORGOTTEN STATUE
*Kastaguhinuresh:AN OLD GOOD BEİNG THEN ANGEL İN HEAVEN
Lucifer:kİNG OF HELL
Mephistopheles:ONE OF THE DEVİL
Ninurta:AN EVİL BEİNG
Pazuzu:DANGEROUS DEVİL WİTH EAGLE HEAD
Shedim:AN EVİL BEİNG
Tartaros:HELL

- ---- ---- ---- -- -

Zeus:FORGOTTEN GOD

Metathron:ARCHANGEL

Today,I died.......................

I always thought of heaven and hell, i am a theist i do not belive in religions heaven & hell but i
believed some point of my life to god .

i always did not stop thinking is there more to life than this after we die and keep finding truth
about it curiously as much as i can.

IF some point stop thinking of it and have a normal life as ordinary folks can be my life would be
different by then

All my life,i kept searching aliens,ufos, etheric beings,gnostic studies, occult sicences,real
science, got both sides
Being naughty sometimes, mostly a good folk

I am god's good man!

Today;

I have been dead

when i died gone to heaven,the gate keeper asked me who did you choose to love the God or the
devil?with no impression on his shiny faces
I replied:I came to find god but I loved someone in my life,
The gate keeper suprised and tal back to me:Arent you suppose to love god in order to get in the
heaven after you died?
He was't there in the world so i loved my lover,
The gate keeper more suprised "but how come you can think god wasn't in earth?,
"And as you might know with God!s love will you will see Him everywhere in earth."
Sorry,i replied that's why i came to find out God's love here and to be with God to find out what
God love is real and see His love and almighty.
The Gate keeper got more shined and more shined and loudly barked: I don't think You belong
here!
Where do i belong i have done no wrong, killed noone ,steal nothing done no harm to noone and
made alot of people loved and cared for and i loved a woman
hey Gatekeeper but sorry if if God don't want me here I 'll go."
Then it started a big wind the clouds changed colour every nanoseconds horses wth feathers
from skies ,eagles dare to fly above under a big cherubim mobile that was God on the top
appeared,
around God alot of baby angels with horns make ceremony with a brilliant symphony,
Clouds made more colors with nicest rainbows God had the voice that thunder to me with a
gentle charm,
"Let me into my kingdom gatekeeper he was right İ had been busy and didn't like earth after i
made it that muchbut i love whose when they loved in earth ,when they loved earth itself,and
loved people that people who were not that good,So take him in quick u mucker!"
So I went to heaven but i was not aware of it untill 5 days later when I saw the best creature with
wings high above the heaven's sky
He was so big that three big stadium tall, he was the first cherubim angel i saw one of them angel
whispered to him,
Then pull back quickly and start to fly towards me
i had my courage and first time i spoke and asked to angel
Who is this angel?
He replied:He is Metathron the biggest of biggest angel them all
i said wow i never saw him he is great than ican ever expect when iwas in world,
Angel: yeah when you were in world he replied
İ asked : what do you mean by that?
Don't you know two angel sent to hell because of you that God ordered us
i said :Really ? why? and Who were they?
One of them is called Kastaguhinuresh he was a good djin and half god in pan times in aegean
then he became an angel
when he was in world
He liked people that liked earth especially his other was lucifer he sent back to hell he just came
to heaven newly,
now beware of him cause he is strong one and dangerous,
Oh!Lucifer and other angel what have i done to deserve this,
alas!
No i do not want to be here now if then I should solve this you know how to do it?
No I don't ,i am just an angel but You must go to hell first to solve it up
and then i asked back
Tartaros what now adays used to call hell
Angel got mad and : i can not talk that much not that anymore see Hamadryadesses,and then
find İnanna, now i must go !i must leave,<

I thought about this 6 days and when i made up my mind went to see the gate keeper between
heaven and hell dimensions: when i see gate keeper
Gate keeper! Do you know where Hamadryadesses are?
Gat keeper replied :Who wants to know?
I am the one that God said yes for heaven when you said no remember me He stand still idont
know how many minutes then said:
OK!
İ have to find them ive been told then off to see inanna they can help me i said..
A big thunder laugh brooned:
What for? you are in heaven you want the keys of tantaros then so be it, You must fly first to
abyss of season nowhere find the top of the mountain wait for Hamadryadesses,
ask them for inanna he laughed and kept laughing.....
İ did not know how to fly before but i was in heaven i knew whatever you wish now may come
true here if you belong to palace of heavens
Then i fly,fly and fly storms arised ,rains poured down places got darker then i found the mountain
which was sapphired at the top.
In moments after moments another mountain made of sapphires bring about near me i saw
beautifull flying Hamadryadesses,
I asked:Two angels sent to hell cause of me I want to bring them back i have been told that you
can help me
Hamadryadesses talked all in one as perfect harmony:
Just go to İnanna she will show you the way to tyantaros gates to hells boss lucifer .İt's simple as
that now Go!

I fly,fly and fly found a silver mountain on top of it there was a cave went in to the cave i saw a big
statue with alot of tits one big fat productfull woman
i said i wanna go to hell inanna,Hamadryadesses told me you will bring me there moment of no
timeless time then she open her got larger when so big she can swallow me,
i let me go into it

In meantime ,Hamadryadesses went to tell mephistopheles,baal ,bakhass,pazuzu,shedim and all

others that I was gonna come there and find boss lucifer,
They all went to lucifer and asked i am gonna come to take two angels back to heaven
momentless of time and lucifer think a nanosecond then rorared like a lişon as three animals
head
lucifer: i have enough of this i was angel bringer of light now im the keeper of hel i am fed up and
told them to give demons the key of hell told them to give to me
when i arrived demons thousands of them gathered it was horrible and disgusting i flied a
mountain which was melting waiting and getting really really stressed of thousands demons
that might come to eat me soon then mephistopheles and demiurg came out of nowhere and fly
top of my mountain mountains about 45 feet high above me and still melting and demons were
ready to eat me
mephistopheles said:
here!Lucifer resigned from hell you are our new boss here is your key of hell and all abysses and
darkness..
from a oment or not a monet thought
İ can not accept this i said it belonged to lucifer
they say he resigned its yours other wise we all be in abysses never can come out of there its our
jails
hmm thought more

ok i accept the key give me but i will think later on

Is Zeus here i asked to demiurg
he was a bit slow fella and very horrible face and alot of of teeths
Zeus locked in cage by lucifer and he will never come out from it
because Zeus killed lillith lucifer's lover
Since İ 'am the new king of hell bring me to him i said.
But boss demons roared
İ said be quickly
(then the whole story on zeus and make him escape from depths of hell in a cage and give the
key of hell to him and asked to order to lock down the gates of hell forever and put all demons to
darkness and locked them up and meanwhile I have to find two angels to free them back to
heaven but in return I should be off to heaven in God's order and he sent back to me to earth
witha new life to find my lover again )

The End?

Today is sunday,
It's not a one of these days to me,cause it's special
My dear lady will come to visit me,
I cant not sleep alot, I must soon get ready wash up and get ready for her,
To give her best cookies made ever fix the best tea i can find,
I never give up so she does not seem so,
It has been twelve years like that every sunday she comes to visit me,
How lovely she dresses when i see her on my door ,
how happy when the door bell rings by her,
She smiles as the venus beauty makes me so glad,
I know that i can live not other days but every sunday forever with her,
I am the happiest man in world
When she dances like a queen,flirts her body towards me,
When we laugh together ,watch a film together do anything we like together time frozen to
another dimension,
I feel like a real man with her,cause she is a lady of gentle ways
on every sunday
Her name is bird cause ,
it is the green parrot that when a zoo train collapsed and felt down
they fly free and moved the wood near by me,
set her feets on window's tab and calls me,
Every Sunday
Slepless nights,no boundaries between sun and moon now,charming halucinations in my head
Walked all day till midnight,dogs my guardian angel that night till to my house yard,
Eclispses in my heart i have no intention to see no sun-day,my birthday is very nicht to come,
Slepless days,But still out looking for truth of mine,yet to find,
My canaries sick to death had my one hand clapped which put you to well being slept,
The sword man around the corner but got invisible whispering i could put you mortal son,
I'm getting lunatic i think ,fascinated my inner feelings,i should find out the nature soon..

Ecstacy is on the loose,my heart chakras up the sky

then had all my body given alight by heaven this time i think for real,
oh my God i have waited so long for this,my hands down above my knees to You,
When i tried to sleep at nights my ego or what ever you call inner master is,
Making me feel like a baby so honest and easy on me that one noise came from my cortex,
Cerebral perpetual awareness with lack of my slepless and dizzinesses, i lost ten kilogram mam
again tonight!,

Victory sphere communicates with other three dimenses,hoping to find out what true love is,
Tipheret!come to me my beauty sun gives no pleasure at all to me,
Meditated,aboved and beloved watered pisced fired discriminated on the roads of istanbul,
Last night i had lost my mind at the internet chats!
God's playing a trick on me which will give me a favour in end i know
It's like ramadan days to me for pilgrimage to know,
Feeling holy and ready,
But slepless days are way over past to me,

I never lost my energy,taken direct from sun and good yogi i become,

Those were the last and first days of my new life that began.
That night that skies sheltered Me.

,DReam poem

Do you know you can hear voices in dreams ?

Then one morning i woke up with wolf barked,
Sun was up filled me with shakti's serpent energy,
In my house where i write windows towards east where the sun borns as a mother of nature gives
life awakes all beings,
Till moon comes and it dies to reborn another day,
Not that sun dies cause sun is mother gives moon another born every month of certain days,
life bringer sun come to megive my plexus a peacefull joy of happiness,
with peacefullnes,
Fire burns in my wounds transmits me to a new me as social dharma,
Elders say,Do not go north where demons dwell and bring sorrow and sickness,
Where west is dead,put you throw of deathi
Go east always east,
other directions aware of their diseases,
Aries,gemini hear me
Wake me up now from my dream,
I am thirsty for sun,
Malkuth awaits me against yesods unrelativity,
That one night my higherself spoke tome in my dream,
said:
You will change in your conciousness in accordance of your will
When you wake from your dreams

Tonight i look up the sky to the clouds,

I looked the sky under the rain,
Falling down of god's tears
Top of the hills,
Siting down on the grass,
How lonely all was,
Sea waves across the marmara sea,
Makes me feel like swim on it,
Never looking back the past,
Love i have it's nature has two sides,
Its polarization never lasts.

I am always synchronissed with world,

since i ve been a teenager,
i was ball player,lover,writer,a major pager,
Sky drops rains today,
I see black clouds,spirits high,
Walking towards streets,
Dreaming climbing mountain high,
Meanwhile,

A dog's pupil death on the road,washing away its bloods and its mothers licking his wounds still
and cry,other dogs surround the dead pupil.

Days are moments quickly flying;

Blend the living with the dead;
We headed to darkness
Soon you will and i Be lying
Each with god's narrow bed.
 packed my bag and ready to go abroad when i was 17 in the year of '92
Arrive to a green land up the hills a boarding school called abbey college,
Education was necessary but youth was alarming,
I had my international lovers summer of '92
Had joy and fun till the end of summer,improve my sense of languages
Went back with glorious victory of pleasures,

up north-west of england the country,

I had alot of sickness,unwealth and painy winters
In the end had my degree of tourism and hotel management,
But that was three years abroad,
That changed the route of my life
Forever.

All candles burning,

Heavenly flutes whispering,
The true love of mine to you,
Realise become my god's love ,
This is compasion of of divine,
Play with your warmness ,i'm your left breast,
You are my only mother,
The true lover,exciter,
Mother nature,You are my creator. ancient hymn

You are my loved one

my light in this dark world
i looked at you and i found in
My star , my sun, in that light of love I'll walk,
Till travelling days are done.

A shooted wounded eagle by a spooky hunter can be dead but if it ain't dead hunter can never fly
but eagle can rise and reign and flow again in the sky like volplane.

If you think when you die you will go heaven or will go no where nothing that might happen to the
fact you believe in both and get ready for both same time in this life, you will win when you die,
you will loose nothing as a professor says.

I remember Z. laughing at the party,

I remember Z.'s favourite perfume,
I remember her graceful movements,
As she dances like the wind,
I remember Z.in the ectasy of orgasms,
I remember how Z.would complain about the rain,
When pouring down,When we talk each days after working,
I remember how Z. sounded on the telephone,
I remember that day she didnt want to talk to me anymore,
I remember how I got drunk cause of her ,
I remember how I ended up sorrow about her,
I remember how I sounded silly when she was angry to me,
All the jeaolousy;
I remember her nice smell,
I remember how she kisses everytime she wanted ,
I remember how she cheers up when she calls me on the phone,
I remember how she directed me so well when i had no directions at all,
I remember how loyal she is ,
Each time i was wrong that i illusioned about her,
When i couldnt able to see her a day,
I remember,everything she does since i met Z.,
I remember everyday,
How still she loves me;

For Her"

Death is burried,and nature is quaking,

All creation is awaking,
Felt sorry now i pour my moaning
All my sorrow with anguish owning;
my salvation, incarnation,reincarnation
suffering of death had brought me

It's a gift of absolution,

That day of retribution,
This cemetary will be the place,
where their hearts lie,
where our life hid on high,

How peaceful,pale and mild,

Rest in a world of pain and care,
You would no longer live it,
we know how true you art,
we pray to your lovely heart,
We know
The wise and cool soul of your life and light.
For my Uncle Ancient hymn

True beauty glimpse of her eyes,

Whenever i call she comes to me,
Best friend that i ever had,
She is my loved one,
True dear heavenly mate,
deep down the bottom of my true heart to you ,
Always made me happy maid,
To that lover her arms land of rest,
And her soul,ever blessed.

She conquered my heart,

Cherishy spririt and soul,
Uncomplaining love,
Her own most gracious smile,
In Her chest i found peace,
But there are perfectness,love,
Beyond our best high hopes;
That faith was ours,
While million endless kisses made.

Army Of the Rigtheous Ones

Ride on! Ride on in mercy,
Angels's armies of the sky,
With love and righteousness triumph,
Begin,
All the worlds sorrow and sin
Begone,
Angels look down with sad and wondering eyes,
To see the mankind's sacrifice,
Rise!
repeat hymn"