The Pledge
Mississippi is a black hole for many. Few can
ever rescue themselves from the dangers of
corruption and despair that is bred in this place. I
was not different. I was born to good parents that
lived in a typical suburban nightmare. They did
their best to give me the typical 80s family clich.
From the moment I stole my first breath my
parents knew they were in trouble. By the time I
reached adolescences I had managed to see my
parents divorced and burn their house to the
ground. Dont play with matches. I longed for
something so strong it pulled my very existence. I
would only come to find it years later.
My teenage years were no better. I had
adopted the idea that if you are going to be dumb
you have to be tough. I could get past the beatings
I endured at home but I could never understand
why my parents hated me so much. It did not
matter in the end I was my own man at 16. I was
not to be stopped in my quest to find whatever the
hell it was that I was looking for.
William Meredith
My first thoughts were Fuck em I knew I was
going to do time, that really did not bother me. Its
just, I was going way for a crime I never
committed. Like every prisoner I too had an excuse
of why I should not have been locked away. I
thought about running to Florida but in the end I
knew I had about 6 months to do as I wish and
then I would go quietly to the grey bar hotel.
The night came that Tammy would be stopping
by to see Chris and Ginny would be with her. This
was no particular no other than to say I was sober. I
did not have to work and I was resolved that a girl
would be stopping by. In other words, I put on
pants and my cleanest dirty shirt.
And so it came to pass that my door would
open and my eyes would lay upon the most
beautiful creature I would ever come to know.
Her hair was a rich shade of mahogany. It looked
like it was made from the finest of silk. It flowed in
waves to adorn her glowing, porcelain-like skin. She was
alabaster white with little freckles across her nose.
It reminded me of maple leaves falling to the snow
covered ground. Her eyes. framed by long lashes,