: Asgar Purnama
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Now I'm sitting in the class 1 JSS Al-room. I just turned this school
when I entered midterm. I am very happy because it has some good friends
and dear to me. It seemed to be teenagers are part of my life today. I make
education is everything. And everything that I can read to gain knowledge of
my brain, always eat. Oh yes I love Japanese comics output. Even I aspire to
be a comic writer. On the sidelines of my time, I'm always drawing manga or
Japanese cartoon character. I do not know how many cartoon characters
painted on paper my imagination file.
I have some friends who will always be my best memories. We are a
gang who were always together, difficult or happy. Grief or crying. Whatever
we do together. Many things we almost never do without joint. We have a
motto "Let small but cayenne pepper. Let's still junior high school but
behavior ". Not forgotten the other hand I want to say will be the journey of
love. I could not be separated from love. Love that maybe others say love
monkeys. But for me, quite a beautiful love. For someone who is dearest.
Buddy, can you feel what a small world meaning in your life? Yes, small
world. Sometimes there is sadness, hate and anger. But apart from all that. It
feels wonderful world. Is not everyone is born to have his world respectively.
Maybe palace was beautiful, but there are side where I started to feel sad.
Because I am also a human being.
Happiness and sadness are always there in the world. Do I deserve to
complain? Do Not. I'm not complaining. I run it all with a fine.
Once when I wake up in the morning. I started to feel my eyes feel
sore, I saw the mirror in my closet. Oh My !! My eyes are red. I contracted the
disease eye of Big Brother. Maybe because I was cursed because of ridicule
when it's older brother. It feels ashamed for having breakfast together when
my sister saw my face.
Today I still had time to attend classes Volley playing sports. And
when I play volleyball. I was surprised not realize my nose started to bleed
fresh. And I ran to the toilet to clean and lower nosebleed. For a moment I
just rest in the Student Health Unit. Wait until the car pool father came. I
began to complain find it hard to breathe because my left nostril is blocked.
Finally home from school, I and my father went straight to our family's
personal physician named Dr. Fendy for a check-up.
Day after day passed, there was something strange with me. My
eyes are not being whitened and continue flushing. Tears and feel sore. My
nose bled continuously in several times a day. I've got to the hospital
referral. I was a little surprised by what I saw and began to feel a little
frightened. Looked at a large hospital and for the first time in my life, I set
foot in the hospital to meet with a professor.
I'm confused as to why only a flu, I had to perform various checks.
After the examination results obtained, I asked the doctor to await outside. I
began to worry about what is actually happening. Father emerged from the
doctor's office with a face looks glum. Dad says I'm just a common cold
which is not to be feared.
At that moment, our family looks gather together without I know.
They talk complete with two sisters. But I'm only one that remains in my
room, there was not any choice in situations requiring quick and important
decisions for my future. Finally father and our family decided to try
alternative and traditional medicine but they also try to look for other
hospital information.
Waiting time where the cancer started to grow, a big change in my
face. I started to lose the taste and smell sensitive, face increasingly
irregular. Cancer that begins to enlarge the size of a tennis ball. And my left
eye started could not see. Thin skin which is in line my eyes began to be
interested. I do not understand what happened, but I'm trying to toughen up.
Buddy, you know how I feel when everyone started to look at me weird? Yes I
Do. All began to think with what happened. I just kept silent without
answering.
Maybe with my best friend wanted to ask what happened. But they
feel embarrassed. They tried to accept my situation without ever
complaining, they are always there by my side. That's what makes me be
strong in running in activity. I went to school as usual. And without shame I
still can joke with my best friend. Although I was only there in class every
hour break.
Buddy, you know my heart when a when a little boy looked at me and said to
her mother, "Mom sister's face it why, really scary huh !?"
I just stopped and began to realize what everyone who saw me ask
the same thing? Whether they had been silent but actually want to know
what happened. I feel sad and my heart feels like a sharp knife cut. But I'm
trying to toughen up. I ran to the toilet. There, I cried and I confine myself. I
am saddened by what happened! I really feel embarrassed by all this. What
happened to me, who can provide an answer.
At that time a mother asked me, "What happened to your face ?, son
of tumors are you?" The words began to adorn my heart, and I began to
remember this disease.
In each of my day. I began to feel the strangeness in my face, my
nose feels numb to breathe. My face swelled even nose and my left eye
seems to disappear. A big lump the size of a tennis ball started embedded in
my face start to swell. Even I was not able to see his own face in the mirror. I
began to ask in my heart, what about me? Who can answer my pain is?
When I started crying and embarrassed because of my face. I decided to not
go to school. I chose locked myself in the room. Father understand my
decision. Until at last I began to realize the disease which is in me not only
the tumor.
I ventured to ask dad, what happened to me. I indeed had a tumor
but dad says still curable, one way is by surgery and the father wanted was
trying to find other treatments that do not require surgery. And it began to
understand.
Friend, do you know what I do? Almost all the information the existence of a
psychic or a traditional medicine i found. There are no results whatsoever
and my face started irregular. I could barely see normally. Breathing was I
felt claustrophobic. sleep well not feel comfortable. Sharp pain and emotion
as explosive condemn all of this. God, what trials you gave me?
Yes .. God .. I'm not attacked tumors. But, cancer. Why do I suffer like
this? "Cried I thought. Tears flowed and deep sadness pervaded the whole
my body. During this time I was not cancerous. However Cancer. I knew
things would be this disease! Deadly disease! Disease scary! Many things
that I know will this disease but never thought I had to experience this grief.
I was crying, angry, disappointed and hate against all of this, it
seems I want to die. I want nothing in this world anymore. Eliminate I of
one thing I could think of now is trying to toughen and receive. Various ways
are all taken to cure the cancer but alas that cancer is still there. But I do not
want all the worse. I realize this is a test for me. Only a small smile .. smile
between fear and resignation.
Day on the day that I went through in my life, everything is so
beautiful. Thank God for everything. Let fragrant Jasmine flower remove grief
to everyone that I left the fragrant let you take me. Because I was ready to
be with you in your house. And let the sweet end to this sad grief into
happiness. Let the fragrant bodes I've gone from this world.
Davonar, A. ( 2008). Surat Kecil Untuk Tuhan. Jakarta : Inandra Published.
Retrieved January 05, 2015, from
:https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/4951041-surat-kecil-untuk-tuhan or
http://lieagneshendra.blogs.friendster.com .
Film- Hasibuan, B. (2011). Surat Kecil Untuk Tuhan. Retrieved January
05,2015,from www.youtube.com/watch?v=uoVw-fqlfz8