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THE NIGHT TOLKIEN DIED you say? "Tha érthis mazé mou Yaya asks. Would you come with me? "Where?" Xe shouts against the wind. ‘Come with you where?" Yaya grins wickedly, but there is longing in her voice as she replies in her broadest Australian, ‘If I go back to where I come from..! ‘Asfalds" Xenia agrees. ‘Vevéos!‘ Of course! Certainly 1 will, But not just to Kriti, Xenia thinks. I want to go to ‘Samos ~ sacred to the goddess Juno — and to Delos and to Paros, and to Kalymnos, rich in honey ... ‘Then Xenia remembers Yaya's tricks of the past, and she gives her grandmother a hard look. ‘But if I go with you to Kriti, to meet the relatives, I'm going as I am, okay? She tosses her head, and half a dozen earrings made of wire and feathers and bottletops tangle to- gether. ‘Don't expect me to assimilate! . ‘Entaxi, Xenia, okay, (se eléfthero poult’ You're free as abird . Yaya laughs and slips her arm around her grand- daughter's black velvet waist. I bet you'll show those Cretan girls a thing or two! 238, THE CONVICT BOX Some of this story is about me, and some of it is about a fictional person. As I'm not absolutely sure where the reality stops and the invention starts, I'll try to put it down just as it happened. 1am sixteen years old and | live in Katoomba, New South Wales, and my name is Dan Baker. (Or it mostly is, But you'll see.) It was last winter when it started (it's the morning of 31 December now) and maybe I should say that last winter was really bad I don’t mean the weather (though it gets pretty Dlizzardy up here in thé Blue Mountains), but Mum. SI was on my back all the time, really getting at me. ‘Clean up your room! ‘Turn that music down! ‘Don't leave your skateboard in the passagewayt ‘Do the washing up! ‘Put the peanut butter away after you've used it! ‘Pick up your skateboard! “Turn that bloody Jimi Hendrix down! ‘Will you clean up your room please, Daniel Baker! 239 We yotauos Umo Ino 105 sBUNYY AYP [Te 19TT09 0) pey am og ~ xoqnoys & Jo.oz1s ay xoq e Ur yy P]HOM afoyas ax UE sBUTBUOIAq MOK Te Pue ‘YSN a} ur rayseur e 0} URALAS ¥ Se PaUBrsse tq 9ANOs pur Yorat0o v axnog auySeury 0} nos yueM 1 ;pres ded SIN sou pure ‘jynas pur suonIpuod Surat ynoge sitUMIOP Plo jo sardoonoyd peor pam sed PHOINTA otf HO YING pey sues peor op yey y9AIno auoyspues sq Ye PxOo] POM PUP “OATY sxog oy) AOU ‘LapIUH ye [oes pue ‘asnoyzino9 fo ay) 0} IMO WorSNOXe UE WO eUOS Pam qeyp [Te pue si9fAtI09 GuAUEA[H—s aM Ayze9 ButOp wo9q Pam TOMUBISse SII sn aae8 ZoyDeD Az0ISIY Ino sIey ‘sopnodopedeg syy ways ‘oung ynoqe ur Lep au0 sizes Aqpear Laos ay. punosByoeq ayp [pe sayy ‘Semsuy siyStu ysout ‘003 Kut uf posers yen [05 19 YAM ALL yoreA 07 woos aBuno} 243 UL NO quOM | JE sn UsaMIaq aOUDTIS passesIequIa JO y208 [Nye si) sem 21041 Op 0} Surtpausos sem 3} aqXeu 10 “yonuL 08 2} purus oy uia9s,upip [ fromattoy ynoge aur amp Te ‘uo Suro poddoys pey umyy yey) mou ‘ySnoue Id apdood ‘sourd w uy mau are nod uayat yng 3[ney Aur ,useM NOK 0} sams | srOUOSTAd 19430 91) Jo oULIOS YT 1UBLJ v OUT 08 | UMOY, KoupAg Ut poarzze | JaAZe KpIONS sasneo soyjo pur amos woay sqpeap shosoumnu uy Su1yInsaz‘A|100d 494 pay pue payeaxy 2194 SH JO [LV Papaoro1940 A494 Sem, UO payfaaen 944 180q 944. 18113 9194 1940 diay o4p JO MOA F191 [T1441 potted POARY YUpEp | sou HUN dn se‘nos 01 112M 01 pey ane, Toomeyo asity ayy st sty ‘wea v URL axoURE Joy ATUNOD Sty} Ur Wa9q aAey | YBNOYL, Pook Bulfooy axe NOK adoy 1 ‘soon AW oy, Zear Arenuel 7 S3TENA UNOS 489NN Bary $xop ney sa0eyy ‘sn w99M79q plioM ® jtey puy ‘somo amp dn sopour Aur pur ‘o1qQ~ weyDIPy ay Jo pua auo dn our 4y8>[puEs oy) Jo xoyOHLJ ox ‘apunMD ox, JO WiOog at ‘mopura v4) YBnosyy SuIUAYBHT Jo sare Ly ydesBojoyd oxy ‘sourd ay ysnor pura ayy Jo os1ou Jans Sunysero ayy ‘sors Jo |Jou1s ay “Buyos aaors tony X08 LIANOO AHL we 2tp WIM ‘uoYOIA YEP a1 UT Pars | moy speyy og “somo yee 02 3101 01 10U sei jay] oy AIMqUaO YerUIDAD dup Jo Sho} ay) Jo ouOH yPEA BIH 9poUA w 10J 194,080) av Om ‘AL YOIEM pue aBuno} oy UF IIS y,UeD oYs ‘sodey 0} uayst] pur woos Ku oy readdesyp 9,119 1 3y81410y Joyre80) yonys a1,0M AYBNON? 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So that was then, this is now. (Thats the title of an Sk Hinton novel that [got for Christmas, but it fits this just as well.) 31 December, and its countdown to blastoff. 1 said at the beginning that I'm not always sure where the reality stops and the invention starts (how did Mum make up the same. weird priest's name that | did?) and since that time I've sometimes felt kind of haunted, but in 4 B00d way, by this bloke I made up. | mean that Since then Ive felt Seamus in me, known him as part of tne And through him I know that Ican do it alone. Just ‘me and my piece of wire, my nails, my broken mirror, iy tin whistle. Or me and a pair of Mambo shorts, my Swissarmy knife, my tape deck, my skateboard. At the same time, I know that because I can do itt don't have to. Yet, Like late that winter's night, after 'd gone to bed, 1 woke and the wind had stopped and the silence was thick “round the house. I looked out the window, and the snow had started I went to the back door, put my 258 THE convict sox Bumboots on, so I could go rushing out into it, like I used to do when I was a little kid. And then I looked at the snow that was starting to cover the ground in perfect newness, and I thought: it'l be even deeper if I leave it till the morning. Now I say to Mum, ‘Let's catch the train down to Sydney this arvo. We can go to Rozelle, see Dad play .” ‘Okay; she says, but what about all your stuff?’ ‘Tm staying’ Lsay. My mum isn't very good at showing what she’s feeling so she just starts shifting the junk From the floor back into the shelves and cupboard. We work for a while together in silence but when I pick up my tape deck I accidentally press Play, and Jimi Hendrix blasts out. Mum turns to.me now with a look on her face as if ‘Are You Experienced?’ is the best thing she's ever heard. ‘Welcome home, Seamus Murphy; she says. “romisue MOK woddns 01 3x9} oy oy] oouaprAs Pury {LOTS SUT TPE drystorjay s,ureq] oge seyUT Nos we IVA “OL -S1oys simp ut payordap are SurStoj9q puwe aoueydance Jo sauioyp oxp voy UTEyX| ‘upd gsquared mos wpim stro|qosd mepruns pey 1Aa NOX oAvy 10 NOK OG *g us 18q 0} sBuyjaoy 204 Suyssardxo

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