“The best person is the one who are capable to change other
people…”
I will never know… even though I’ve seen one by one my student
achievement …How can I arrogantly say that the success that
they achieve is based from me?
I was one of the teacher advisers of a club there. I had to admit that
those students were well-organised. The only thing I need to do was to give
guidance now and then to whatever the club members planned for their
society.
the teachers or even the principal was informed about the arrival of the well-
known politician. So we put out our poker faces and enjoyed the party. We
were quite in awe with our student ability to perfectly organise a splendid
party, of how they had made a job well done.
However the same year the FIFA competition hit in and there was a
second former boy. He was a moderate student. Studying in a middle class
and him often fell asleep while the teachers were teaching. Although, most
of his result were nothing to be proud of and he looked like nothing but an
average student, his mathematics was outstanding. There was no doubt
The students admired him; the teachers liked him (including me).
Until, in one unfortunate day (for him anyway), the discipline teachers and
the prefects held a sport check. As the prefect rummaging his bag, they
found RM 3000. The teachers were very curious. They asked him about
the large cash. At first he refused to tell us anything. But, the discipline
teacher managed to trick the information out off him. It was gamble money.
He picked up bets from his friends for the FIFA game. He said it was no big
deal. He was just fooling around with his friends. However, the discipline
teacher was not buying it. He checked each one of the student’s books and
discovered a list of names those who were betting on the game. The boy
had it all planned in his History note book. The boy did not only pick up bets
among his friends but from the majority of the twelve classes of the second
former. The discipline teacher took all the money and punished all the
students in the list for gambling and for the trouble maker, he had it far
worse. I felt disappointed in the boy. He could do a lot of better things
rather than this. I suggested the boy to enter the Australian Mathematic
Contest and he won. Shortly, all the school student body and the teachers
barely remembered his.
the sister. If I were not their class teacher, I would assume that they bought
the poem from some gift shop.
Several years later, there was a young male teacher. I was already
considered as an old teacher for I had being teaching for five years in the
same school. I did not quite remember his name. Well, memory fades as
time passes. But I do remember that, he was a highly spirited teacher. He
would do anything to make sure that his students understand.
Unfortunately, there was a student. An ungrateful boy really had triggered
his patience (Well, all the teachers actually). So, the infuriated teacher had
the boy caned.
All teachers thought that the boy had his lesson. However, on that
very night the male teacher was blackmailed by a gang.
The teacher knew that, they were sent by the boy whom he caned
earlier.
After being harassed by the gang several time. The teacher decided
to resign. For all I know the teacher is now an insurance agent. I have
never heard any news from him after.
students were not from wealthy background. So, my attempt to get even
five ringgit from them for their extra exercise books was downright hilarious.
The students here were a disaster. They do not even bother to iron
their uniform. They were really ignorant regarding their personal hygiene.
Worse, they were not interested in education at all. I wonder how they are
going to survive once they leave school. Not that I care about that. Yes, I
am a teacher and at that time I did not care about the student here. I
despise them. Maybe I am still in my old school mood and that had made
me a short tempered teacher. I do not remember a single day of my early
years here without any yelling and screeching.
To get the students to pay their fees and school requirement was a
torture. They kept on postponing.
Then,
That was really one of the reasons why I missed my old school.
Honestly, it was really irritating.
The rural area was complete antonym with the urban area.
For club activities, it was the teachers who conducted the meeting.
The harshness of life that these children live through has blinded
them to see the importance of education. And that has upset me. I would
always say this with a sigh, “If only they understand...”
I wish to make the students see that they need to change. They are
very respectful and polite to the elders; maybe because they are well taught
or they adopt the manners from their surroundings. No matter how
courteous they are, they need to understand that only through education
their life can be changed. That is how life is.
And now, years have passed and I am still here even though my
husband is transferred back to the south. But, here I feel the satisfaction of
teaching; I can monitor the student’s development throughout the five years
of schooling. How they can metaphorize and bloomed. I am able to value
myself now. Have I succeed in making change? Or can I proudly call myself
a teacher…
Dear teacher,
A few months ago, I went a bank for a cash deposit. A young lady
whom I assumed the manager or something was staring at me,
mesmerising. I tried, very hard, to play ignorance. Once everything was
done; when I was about to step out the bank. The young lady was calling
me.
I frown. I used to hear this call. But, I could not really place it.
Then, when the young and elegant lady stood in front of me, smiling,
she took my hand and kissed it.
I smiled.
“I do remember you”
“I’m glad. You know teacher if it is not because of you I might still be
staying at my old parent’s house. Now, I have a good job, I want to buy my
parents a new house...I really hope that they will like it...are you free now? I
will be happy if you can give me some advice...How are you? ...Are you still
teaching at my old school?”
On that day, we talked and talked till late. She sent me home and
left me her number.
I doubted that.
“I’m kind of nervous, I’m not sure whether I’ll manage to adopt
there...” she trailed off.
Well, that was the first time she had nothing to say.
“I’m not sure; some people think that I’m doing a foolish thing. They
think it is a waste to resign when I have a good position at the bank.”
“So?”
I sighed.
“I am not”
“I want to go”
“Go then. This is totally one shot deal. Remember, you are not
going to get the same chance later, and another thing that I want you to
understand, never listen to other people when it is regarding your life”
“You’re the only one who agree with me, teacher. Thanks.”
“I will teacher. Don’t worry, the second I have made my mind, you’ll
be the first to know” She sounded more like herself when she said this.
It was two agonizing days. I was anxious, waiting for her call.
I rushed to open the door. Urging her into my living room, I almost
pushed her to sit on the rattan couch.
Dear teacher,
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Yours sincerely.
Nadia’