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PREFACE
Universe is Free.
Everything in it is also always free.
Only the human species have the idea of bondage and freedom.
All other species are born free, live free and die free.
Some thinkers all along the history of human kind have created many
theories of bondage and freedom.
An ant, a rose flower, an elephant, a tea cup never thought of bondage
or freedom.
Ideas of Bondage and freedom are sheer human invention.
This is how the common man sees things.
He neither bothers about the Ancient Wisdom nor about those who are
against Ancient Wisdom.
Or he blends both in a strange way and makes out his living.
I have written exclusively a Chapter on COMMON MANS WAYS TO
FREEDOM.
I too was a common man. But life was too much for me to bear. I
wanted to find freedom, happiness and harmlessness. Common mans
satisfactions were not enough for me.
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Suddenly, I found my questions were answered in Actual Freedom
through www.actualfreedom.com.au.The progenitor of this web site
offered me the shortest and sharpest way to freedom.
I have shared here my experiences of Actual Freedom
through Chapters like, My way to Actual Freedom, and Essence of
Actual Freedom, along with some practical clues that helped me to
arrive at actual freedom in my life.
For me the message of Actual Freedom worked. I feel when
it worked for one person, it will work for others also. But I wont claim
that this is the only way to freedom. One has to see it for oneself. For
me, this is the only freedom that is worth to be called as actual freedom.
For another one, it can be something else. And it is not my intention to
harm anybodys faith or practices. After all we are all free to follow our
own way. Also, I dont claim, in my presentations, exact authenticity to
the report as was envisaged by the progenitor of Actual Freedom web
site. For precision and accuracy please go to their web site.
It is said that, one who is really COMPLETE, will never
attempt to educate others because, there will be no more any other
for him. That way, since I aspire to share my experiences with others,
if not to educate which I can never do, this itself may be a sign that Im
INCOMPLETE. But, there is a delight in sharing. So I do!
But again this is the beauty of Actual Freedom, in Actual
Freedom there is neither me nor the other. No entities at all. No issue of
completion or incompletion. There is only the Pristine Actuality that is
shining FOREVER!!
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Those who want to analyze my experiences, through these pages, are
welcome to do so, to take it if it pleases them, or leave it, if they feel
that it is not their cake to eat.
This Universe is free.
Everything in it, are already free, inherently free and peaceful, including
the one who reads this manual.
Regards,
Justine.
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INDEX
S.No Contents Page
1 My Story i
2 Preface iii
Book : I
I Common Mans Way To Freedom 1
Book : II
II My Way To Actual Freedom 16
1 Q&A 17
Book : III
III Essence Of Actual Freedom 57
1 Reality 59
2 Time 69
3 Identity 79
4 Affective 89
5 Psychic 99
6 Ecstasy 109
7 Fact 119
8 Actual Freedom 129
9 Oblivion 139
10 E.O.A.F in Short 149
Practical Infinitude
11 Infinitude - 108 162
12 A Typical Day In My Life 172
13 9 Tips To Quick Attainment Of Actual Freedom 174
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1) Universe is always free.
2) So, everything in it is also always free.
3) Only the thinkers and so called philosophers started talking
about bondage.
4) An ant, a rose, a lamb, an elephant or even a dinosaur never
worried about freedom. They were born free, lived free, and
died free.
5) Only man craves about freedom or feels sorry about bondage.
6) Both the old and the modern thinkers always condemn people
and promise to give freedom, especially the religious thinkers
and the new-age liberators.
7) While the religious leaders spoke about Original Sin, modern
psycho-spiritual analysts speak about ego, instinctual passions
called fear and desire.
8) Irregardless of these arguments, the Infinite always remains the
Infinite.
9) In every age, new thinkers come, and teach new ways to
freedom.
10) But nobody cares to see as to whether these teachings have
any influence on the people and more than that, the Infinite
whether cares about it, we dont know.
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11) Any teacher, or psycho-spiritual inventor, simply imposes his
findings on humanity with considerable threat, finality,
banality and claim theirs is the only way to Freedom and
Peace.
12) These things have never worked in Humanity.
13) They all remain only as tall claims and fanaticism.
14) People and other species are born happily, live and die as they
all happen to be.
15) Both the spiritual people and the non-spiritual, the so called
atheists both have brought to this earth, both good and evil,
while the Infinite remains neutral.
16) Spirituality has blessed people with a lot of noble qualities
like patience, sense-control, love and regard for others,
compassion, grace, tolerance, charity and universal love.
17) Atheism has saved people from superstition, religious
fanaticism, crooked thinking etc.
18) But, spirituality also enslaved people in lethargy, fatalism,
and slavery.
19) Atheism, also took people to anarchism, irresponsibility, and
cruelty.
20) Both spirituality and atheism have failed to bring happiness
and harmlessness to people.
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21) The third kind of Pacifist theories have also failed because,
they simply say, the Infinite is Pure, so all is Pure, ignoring
the fact that the whole world is in dirt and in chaos here.
22) Karma and rebirth are facts in Human Condition.
23) But from the Infinite Condition, they are not true or fact.
24) For many to succumb to the fact, either to any one of them as
the ULTIMATE fact, is a disaster.
25) For them both the views are to be embraced as equal facts,
because, the Infinite works that way.
26) Karma is a fact; as well as it is an illusion.
27) Karma is a fact, because, the person suffers or enjoys its
consequence.
28) Karma is NOT a fact, because Infinite has no Karma. It is
Utter Purity.
29) For them, a person who teaches Karma as the ultimate fact is
as wrong as the one who preaches that there is no such thing
as karma.
30) Many are able to accept both as facts, as follows.
31) For them those who preach God and gods as the ultimate fact
are as wrong as those who teach that there is no God or gods.
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32) One who preaches rebirth is the only truth is as wrong as the
one who tells that there is no such thing as rebirth, or avoiding
rebirth concept is the only safe way to freedom.
33) One who preaches that Ancient Wisdom is the only Truth,
must be wrong as the one who denounces that wisdom, as the
root cause of all evils.
34) Ancient Wisdom has truth in Human Condition, and it has no
truth in the Infinite.
35) They feel one should have tolerance to embrace both.
Somehow they blend both and live.
36) Those who stick on only to Ancient Wisdom are as mistaken
as those who advocate a theory only against it.
37) That way both will spoil the natural peace of humanity.
38) How the so called fall of Humanity happened, no one can say.
Only the Infinite might know it.
39) Apparently, there seems to be a fall from grace, harmony,
peace etc.
40) But in the Infinite, it may not be a problem at all.
41) There the Ancient Wisdom comes to help. But it is a fact that
it steeps humans in deep ignorance and laziness too.
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42) Atheists who dont accept the Ancient Wisdom may be quick
in their decisions, and impose unnecessary hardships upon
humans. That way both the spiritualists and the atheists - work
for the cause of confusion and chaos.
43) On the contrary, the Naturalists, who are neither spiritualists
nor atheists can embrace all the facts of the Infinite, and keep
themselves serene and peaceful under all circumstances.
44) For common people, the way is simple. Embrace all the
people, the spiritualists and their Ancient Wisdom, the atheists
with their penchant for direct Purity of the Infinite, and the
Naturalists who dont care both of them, and are able to meet
life, as it comes to them.
45) One who synthesizes all these three, the spiritualist, the
atheist, and the Naturalist, seems to be a far better human
being, free from all fanaticism and radicalism.
46) The spiritualist ridicules and condemns the atheist, the atheist
laughs at the spiritualist, and the Naturalist abhors both.
47) But, a person who can accept all really lives in the Infinite,
with total acceptance and simple peace that a flower, an ant, a
cloud, an elephant or even a dinosaur enjoys.
48) What shall we call such a man?
49) We can call him a Common Man.
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50) The common man lives his ordinary life in whatever way it
comes.
51) He feels to be in line with the Infinitys (Natures) vibe.
52) The common man is not worried about God, or no-god.
53) He doesnt know about his instinctual passions.
54) Of course, all history is only about this common man.
55) The spiritualists, the atheists, the Naturalists, all lament about
lack of peace and happiness in the world. The common man
lives his life peacefully. He feels there is infinite sky and there
must be something more than us, say like Nature. And he lives
carefree and casual.
56) Common man does not know mysticism or its opposite, or
any other ism. For him life passes smoothly as it is for an
ant, or perhaps an angel, real or imaginary.
57) For him highlighting Love as the panacea for all the ills of
life, or talking about its opposite as the only way to peace is
cruel and insensible. He is ready to fight or kill if needed.
Speaking of dispassion and detachment is also a crooked
human invention. The other species have no such problems.
They obey the will of Nature and the Infinite. They neither
love hate nor try neutrality. This is only a bane on humanity,
self-invited by humans.
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58) Common man knows that astrology mostly works for strange
reasons. But he has no time to bother much about it. Only the
pundits who are for or against astrology make a big fuss of it.
59) A Guru is a great support to a common man. But that
common man is not much bothered about it, as a spiritualist or
an atheist for or against.
60) An anti-guru person speaks and writes vehemently against it
as cultism. But the common man doesnt care about that at all.
Also he has no much investment to one proclaiming guru-
thought.
61) An ant never contemplates its death. But the spiritualists, their
opponents, and the naturalists give much significance to it.
62) Common man rejoices both in the gods are real and gods
are not real. Mostly it never bothers him. But the intellectuals
are making such a war over it.
63) Someone wants to make it known, he is against God/gods,
and another one wants to be known for no God/no gods.
64) The Naturalist just enjoys his time, delighting at the beauty
of Nature.
65) The common man has no time even to think over these things.
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66) Astrology is a fact/lie, as is experienced by a common man.
Still many believe it is as true as gravitational force I cant
jump and stand in space even for a single minute or second -
the gravitation will pull my body down. Some believe, the
celestial bodies, planets, might be sharing pulls between
themselves that may tell upon the humans too. Still, I am a
part of the Infinite. The planets are only dusty particles of the
Infinite. Here two schools of thoughts happen, one says all
is due to planets. Another school says This is all ridiculous!
How can planets affect me? Both are fools for the common
man. Because, he knows both are true. as he intuitively
experiences these things as the play of the Infinite and he
has no time for serious thoughts over them.
67) Both the spiritual guru and the atheistic guru take people for a
ride which never gives peace or happiness, because the
common man is safe from such hair-splitting dissections in his
life. His life is as happy and spontaneous as that of an ant or a
rose flower.
68) Common man believes and disbelieves astrology whereas
spiritual people uniquely believe in it, and atheists uniquely
disbelieve it. Who is in the natural position? The common
man.
69) Too much faith in astrology and total disbelief in it, both are
extremes.
70) A common man who doesnt care for both is in more peace.
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71) Everyone claims authenticity. Every spiritual teacher has
established his message into a school of thought. Every atheist
too has established his theory beyond all disputes and
arguments.
72) It is only the common man who never bothered about these
things and he lives and dies without any trace, in the bosom of
the Infinite.
73) Every prophet and the anti-prophet promised peace on this
earth.
74) They all say, Peace is yet to happen. There is no Peace.
75) Is not the Infinite, PEACE itself?
76) And yet, how there are wars, discards, rapes, murders,
suicides, famines, etc?
77) These things happen, in spite of the Already Existing Peace of
the Infinite.
78) Human failure? - Failure of the teachings of the Prophets and
Saviours?
79) Perhaps, the Infinite may know it all, as it runs this Universe.
80) But any one can claim authority on the Infinity, and claim his
message as the authentic and final. Infinite doesnt care about
it. Common man too.
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81) These teachers are genuine people. Most of them dont want
to cheat people. But the power, purity and infinitude they
experience by the Infinite makes them get dazed, baffled, and
excited and each one of them claims that he is the chosen one,
long awaited one, etc., to save this earth.
82) Common man smiles. He has no time to listen to these craps.
Some have time to listen and spoil their lives, along with these
visionaries. Most others escape.
83) Invariably, all these teachers threaten humanity with some
statistics. They are clever in their arguments. Common man,
all along the history, has remained impervious to their logical
arguments. For him, it is the Infinite that takes care of, and not
these over-felt beings called prophets and anti-prophets.
84) Of course, it is all awful. The Infinitudes or the ways of
Nature are horrible. But the solution given by the teachers of
various schools of thought for peace are much more horrible.
Each one tells something as if it is the final insight. They all
claim themselves to be the son of god, messenger of god, or
the most awaited incarnation, as the only harbinger of Peace.
Centuries pass. Infinite keeps on smiling. It is not bothered.
This gives renewed impetus to each teacher and so called
prophet. Each one suffers megalomania that he/she is the only
chosen one. They self-choose themselves. But the common
man simply lives his life as it comes and dies in peace whether
happy or unhappy.
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85) But strangely, astrological researches reveal special people
taking birth to redeem the fallen world. The birth charts of
them show remarkable points about their life mission. There
may be a truth in astrology. It is said, there are ways to
decipher a birth chart exactly whether it is that of a murderer,
teacher, musician, actor, writer, savior, yogi, atheist etc.
Within the human condition, they seem to be true. But, in
the Infinite Condition, that is all meaningless. To limit oneself
to the Human Condition or to limit oneself to the Infinite
Condition both must be wrong. It cant bring peace and
happiness.
86) Again these are all based on our limited human intellect.
Infinite must be fully aware of its ways and means.
87) Common man never cares for such things.
88) He is so happy and satisfied with his little things of life.
89) A yogi or his opposite the bogi plans his life style and gets
annoyed and irritated with most of the things around him all
the while believing himself to be happy and blissful.
90) Common man neither knows happiness or unhappiness
greatly. All that he knows is like an ant or a crow, to eat when
hungry and to mate with his mate.
91) Whole Universe and all the species in it function
spontaneously. Only man troubles himself to decide whether
to meditate or not to meditate, God/no god, love/hate,
heaven/hell, bondage/liberation etc.
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92) This does not mean seeking knowledge, peace, harmony, is
wrong. The point is, they are so simply available than through
yoga, anti-yoga, spirituality/atheism, third way, fourth way
etc. Common man considers them as a sort of luxury or as it is
not his cake to eat.
93) Astrology, anti-astrology, guru, non-guru and the one who
teases gurus and the non-gurus, etc. are never a problem for
the common man.
94) But, still all these are welcome provided none of them claim
final authority on humanity. Common man shuns their shadow
and lives merrily with his business called life.
95) Infinite will never claim authority on any one. Because, it is
the Infinite that is experiencing itself as one and all.
96) It is the so called teachers who claim to come and give peace
to humanity that do the mischief.
97) Otherwise, Universe functions well.
98) Common man has common sense. If the earth, the Universe
has existed eternally, infinitely, these wars, discards,
misfortunes are insignificant in the totality. Thats why
common man is not bothering much for the appeal of the
teachers threatening for a Judgment day or eternal damnation
etc.
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99) As the Infinite is infinitely aware of itself, no ultimate harm
can ever happen. But human conflicts baffle us. Only the
Infinite can answer and not the teachers with false promises of
Love or hate.
100) It is really painful to note that all the teachers and anti-
teachers failed to bring peace on earth as they have all
promised.
101) Is it a human failure, or the very nature of the Infinite?
102) It seems both, or it is something which we could never
comprehend.
103) But the life of an ant, a rose is far better and they are
spontaneously peaceful than humans and the warring creed
of gurus/anti-gurus, the third group ridiculing both of them,
and isms.
104) The bottom-line is, for common man, those who say that
Ancient Wisdom is the solution for Peace on earth, and their
opposite who say, Ancient Wisdom is the cause for all evils
on this earth both dont bother him. And he can make a
strange mix of both and make out his living. Because, we
cannot fathom the INFINITE. And the Infinite remains
dumb and neutral. To a common man, all that he can do is
to mind his life as an ant or a rose or an animal. He is able
to be quiet or to quarrel with others too.
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105) Common man feels, Life knows how to lead him on and it
knows better than us.
106) Common man feels we are safe.
107) Common man knows INFINITE IS ALWAYS FREE.
108) Common man lives as ALL IS WELL!
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Q 5 . Is rebirth true?
A n s : Whether rebirth is true or not, this, your present life is the first and
last, INEVITABLY.
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Q 6 . Where are the Saints, Sages and billions of people who lived
on this earth before us?
A n s : They dont exist in any form. When they lived, they were real. But
now they are extinguished without a trace.
Even then it was the Pristine Actuality that experienced
itself as them. Only the Pristine Actuality, as this Infinite eternal
physical Universe exists forever as a moving stillness in
perpetuus mobilis.
1. Imaginary I.
2. Societal I.
3. Actual I.
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A n s : From birth onwards, you know only being. You never experienced
non-being. That is, not-existing.
Hence, this illusion of beingness and the Grand Delusion of
BEING(GOD). OBLIVION is your ultimate Fact. PRISTINE
ACTUALITY IS NEITHER BEING OR NON-BEING. IT IS.
But this IS, is not the spiritual THAT. IT IS NOT
TRUTH. Pursuing TRUTH is madness. You will never get it.
Extinction of Instincts reveals ACTUALITY.
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Q 2 4 . Is not Actual Freedom too a sort of religion?
A n s : It can never be. It is not a path. Pristine Actuality is a self-existing
FACT.
Religions speak about God. Atheists speak about No-
God. Actualism reveals the Actuality. An actualist is not a seeker. He
knows peace already. So it is not a following as in religions.
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Q 2 8 . Are there no steps?
A n s : No steps. Fascination leads to contemplation. That ends in realisation.
Soon Actualisation happens.
May be it will be a matter of few months, and for some rare
ones, it can be in days too. Pure Intent will be the driving force, all
along.
A n s : Just interest. Thats all. We see misery in ourselves and others in the
world. We all want peace and harmony, within and without.
Altruism takes you to self- immolation and results
happen. The false I/Me are to be extinguished. It is a sort of psychic-
suicide. Happiness and Harmlessness are the final result.
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Q 3 1 . What is Pure Consciousness Experience?
A n s : It is a pleasant memory of a past event. Mostly it will be very brief.
When you revert back to it you will sense a state of temporary
freedom, ease, sweetness, unearthly flavour, a longing, a power.
It will be very difficult from all the other memories of our
past. For many - time stands still. An extreme relaxation from the
fetters and pains of the world. It varies from minutes, hours, days and
to some months even. One person was in PCE for four months at a
stretch.
Q 3 2 . Can PCE be induced?
A n s : Yes. For some drugs did it, even alcohol to some extent. It is said that
PCE can be induced on daily basis. For some it may be music,
poetry, dance.
To one person it happened just while dipping a biscuit into
his tea-cup. But many mistake Altered State of Consciousness to
Pure Consciousness Experience.
Q 3 3 . Can meditation help to enter Actuality?
Q 3 4 . What is contemplation?
A n s : Looking squarely at FACT.
Meditation becomes redundant. Contemplation is always NEW.
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Q 3 5 . Has Actuality an element of samadhi?
A n s : Never.
In Samadhi there is a person, and a state called Samadhi to enter.
In Actuality both are missing.
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Q 3 9 . Can alcohol open one to Actual?
A n s : Alcohol is a mood-enhancer. Not a mind expander like marijuana.
For one with Pure Intent, these things, can induce a PCE.
Extended PCEs can take one to Virtual Freedom. In due
course, VF gets actualised in Actual Freedom.
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Q 4 3 . Do you weep?
A n s : The tear-glands are there in my eyes. When dust fall in they shed
water. There can be no emotional weeping. Very rarely crying
happens too.
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Q 4 4 . And self-pity...?
A n s : In the absence of a self or Self, self-pity cannot arise. Those days, I
had that kind of things. They are of no use now.
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Q 4 8 . Are you aware of the evils around you?
A n s : I am more aware than others. But since theres no entity, I cant do
anything about them except living my life in actual freedom.
A n s : I will also run to save myself and try to save others, and all other
possible things one may have to do.
Q 5 1 . Is there a god?
A n s : There can be no God. Only the boundless physical Universe eternally
exists.
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Q 6 2 . Has the Universe intelligence?
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Q 6 4 . Is intelligence inherent or an attribute of the infinitude?
And why we humans are idiotic and silly?
A n s : It is inherent. A vast self-knowing condition. It knows many better
ways than human intelligence. Serendipitous.
Nature doesnt care neither our intelligence nor silliness.
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Q 7 9 . Universe and our life in it seem to be a sick joke!
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Q 8 0 . Universe may be so grand. It is too big for us to conceive. It
is the little things of life that are pleasurable for us.
A n s : That means, you dont know how to see. I will tell you, how I see
life. In this moment, here, perfection and purity abounds. Living
itself is so precious. Something beyond compare. More valuable
than any Kings ransom. Its not rare gemstones, bags of money,
treasured love, bliss. Look at the infinitude of the Universe, the
life-giving foundation of all that is apparent.
The lucid perfection in which I am in this moment, is like
the crystalline perfection and purity seen in a dew drop in a leaf in
early morning sun-shine. Breathless wonder and immaculate
simplicity.
When you learn to live this magical perfection of this
Purity, 24 hours a day by ceasing being me, and be what you
genuinely are there is no separation from this something which is
precious.
This purity wells up constantly in boundless stillness,
utterly immeasurable in its magnitude. This stillness of Infinitude
is the PRECIOUS.
This stillness happens as me. intrinsic basis of everything.
It is life at its genesis. It is not centre of everything. There is no
centre here. Stillness everywhere all at once, be all and end all of
LIFE ITSELF.
I am the Universe experiencing itself, as a sensate,
reflective human being.
Got it?!
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Q 8 1 . Leaving I/me, how can one live here!
A n s : Not only me. You too can live it 100%. It is true, of course, that
there is such a pristine purity and peerless perfection in this actual
world that it is inconceivable/incomprehensible and
unimaginable/unbelievable to a denizen of the real world. Many
years ago, I too thought that it is impossible to live in the actual
world, and as beyond anyones wildest dreams. Yes, now it is 100%
possible.
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Q 8 5 . Is actualism, an advanced level of spiritualism?
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Q 8 8 . Is there a way to get into that state of pure happiness?
A n s : One will never become free, waiting for the Grace of God to
descend. One has to reach out, extend oneself like one has never
gone before. It should become number one priority. An obsession. A
happy person is a pleasure to be with. If you are not good company
for yourself, then what are you for others?
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Q 9 0 . Entire Universe seems to be inert. Is it alive?
A n s : Materialism says, rocks are dead, lifeless. Does this not say, only
something that was alive can even be dead? In Actualism, we see
by direct experience, that matter is not merely passive.
In Actualism we can have excellence experience and
perfection experience. Excellence experience has no magical
element. In it time has no duration as now and then. Space has no
distance as normal here and there. It is one Eternal time and
Infinite space in perfection experience (PCE) it is fairy-tale-like
magical experience, purity, lustre, brilliance, vividness, intensely,
wondrous, scintillating vitality, everything alive and sparkling. The
very earth beneath the feet, rocks, concrete buildings, a piece of
paper, literally everything is as if it were alive(though a rock is not
as alive as a human). One is not living in an inert Universe.
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Q 9 3 . Can one speed up to enter Actuality?
A n s : I cannot make it happen. I am not required to make it happen. It
happens of itself, only when one is fully ready.
One should get accustomed to benignity, benevolence
and blitheness. The purity of the actual is so powerful, it would
blow the fuses off if one enters into it ill-prepared.
The vast stillness of infinitude would be too much, too
fast, too soon. One could go mad with super-abundance of pleasure
that pours forth.
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Q 9 6 . What are the steps from a PCE to Actual Freedom?
A n s : When one remembers a PCE, it precipitates another. Many PCEs
follow. Contemplation begins. I cease seeing, and seeing takes
place by itself. I is an interloper, an alien psychic possession of the
body. I do not belong here.
All this is impossible to imagine. One should be
confident that the actual world does exist. PCEs give confidence.
One need not generate confidence as in the spiritual path.
Experience of purity is a benefaction. With this comes
Pure Intent. It guides through one in daily life. Gently ushers one
into increasing ease and generosity.
With this growing magnanimity, one becomes more and
more anonymous, self-less. Being ceases it was only a psychic
apparition anyway- and is over, forever, in one human being.
It is all thrilling and enthralling, yet utterly and
exquisitely normal at the same time.
Q 9 7 . Is Actualism a philosophy ?
A n s : The pure consciousness experience enables one to know, for oneself,
that actualism is not a philosophy.
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Q 1 0 3 . What do you mean by flowing out of time?
A n s : Your psychological time. The time of clock moving. The time
happening due to earth moving. In the Actual, time does not move.
It is moving/stillness. Stick to it. It is moving in time. There one is
not out of time.
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Q 1 0 7 . How are you sure about it?
A n s : If one man can do it, all can do it.
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BOOK-III
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Chapter-1
R EALITY
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2.
Daily Reality is imagination.
Spiritual Reality is hallucination.
Pristine Actuality only is.
Actual freedom reveals it.
10.
Being transforming into Pure-Being,
oceanic unitary perception state,
creates delusion, as if
self has ended forever.
14.
Demise is as fictitious,
as my apparent presence.
I am always here,
as I always was.
19.
Infinitude is beginningless and endless.
So there is no middle.
We come from nowhere,
and go to nowhere.
25.
This moment never was.
So it is exciting.
No way to know,
what will happen next.
Chapter-2
I ME
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1.
Spiritual Now, Mystics Now,
is created by you,
through mantras and meditations,
or by any means.
3.
Perpetuus mobilis is apperceived,
in my direct experiencing,
of actuality of Infinitude,
at this moment of eternal time.
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5.
I/Me as centre, creates
a boundary and superimposes
an edge to actual universe,
invites endless misery.
7.
As space is stillness domain,
time too is unmoving/unmovable.
Time as an actuality,
Is a non-moving domain.
8.
Time itself doesnt move.
Objects in space move.
Only the events change;
not the Moment itself.
11.
As a flesh and blood body,
Im delighting being alive,
in the perfect Purity,
of already existing Peace.
16.
Measure of time, and
TIME itself are different.
Clock ticking is measure
rate of earths rotation.
18.
Matter arranges and rearranges,
always itself endlessly, and
it happens through all
Eternity, and Infinity, forever.
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20.
Infinitude is astoundingly aware,
of its own infinitude.
But I can be aware,
only of this moment.
21.
We locate ourselves,
through yesterdays and tomorrows.
Infinite has no reference
points, to be allocated.
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23.
If you die next
moment, where is a future?
You cease to exist.
Reality is not Pristine Actuality.
25.
Universe decides every moment.
But it does things
with an absolute certainty.
Here is the safety.
26.
Earth rotates on axis,
precisely, unerringly, without fail.
Physical laws are astounding,
and very accurate here.
Chapter-3
I DENTITY
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2.
Ego I expands and
creates spiritual soul I.
Any identity is delusion.
Altruism removes the ego soul.
3.
Ican retire, die,
dissolve and life will manage.
Simply, I holds up
the works smooth functioning.
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9.
Identifying myself as I
am That, I am
God is sheer madness.
No dirt enters Pristine Actuality.
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12. I am not in
any samadhi state stuff.
I have no identity.
Only a constant delight.
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22.
You live with yourself,
for all 24 hours.
Others come and go.
But you always remain.
Chapter-4
A FFECTIVE
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1.
I have physical heart,
but no sentimental heart.
I do care, but
dont feel I care.
2.
Now I could not
get a mental picture
of my dead mother,
for it is imagination.
4.
If I draw a cow,
I can not visualise
the cow . It emerges
as the drawing progresses.
6. I am not a feeling
being, to feel others.
Im not a psychic, to
know other peoples thoughts.
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7.
Body is here now.
Theres no immortal self.
Calentures, emotions, are pain.
Still people relish it.
9. I have no emotions.
But Im not a zombie.
I am felicitous, friendly,
very peaceful, and caring.
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Chapter-5
P SYCHIC
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3.
Mystical is a complicated
metaphysical thought. There is
no elimination of self.
Primal self is glorified.
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4.
Enjoy the life now.
This is the goal.
Appreciate this alive moment,
no matter what happens.
11.
Oceanic wholeness, Oneness are
just restless metaphysical space.
They are your minds
fantasy and are imaginary.
24.
If you wish to
remain a person here,
then all is pain
sorrow, and disappointment.
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25.
Drive to discover Truth,
causes a person to
become utterly severe, mad.
It is a belief.
26.
They are following belief.
But with a Fact,
you dont have to
depend on anything or anybody.
Chapter-6
E CSTASY
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5.
Bliss is of entity.
Pristine Actuality has no entity.
So it is simple
pleasure without any limits.
6.
Bliss comes by your
doing kriyas, mudras, asanas.
Bliss is a drug.
Pristine Actuality is your Fact.
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8.
Prescribing drugs for bliss,
mystics have blundered humanity.
Actual Freedom has something
far beyond petty bliss.
15.
Live in the peace
Of pristine Actuality and
Life is intrinsically purposeful.
Reason lies open all around.
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24.
Love of a god,
love of human etc.
are all affective responses.
They wont give peace.
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27.
Love wears off soon,
yet it is praised,
as cure-all for ills,
for century upon century.
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Chapter-7
F ACT
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1.
No who knows here;
only the what knows.
No use of after-life bliss.
Vanish without trace is Fact.
2. The I is forever
cut off from the Actual.
Realisation is the recognition;
Actualisation is the Action.
5.
Nature is Red in
tooth and claw, and
divine goodness etc. are
just your own hallucination.
12.
A wrong metaphysical thought.
Nothing too is something.
It is actually everything.
Physical Universe already is .
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22.
Without the mystic, the
magical quality of Actualness,
becomes clear and apparent.
Mystic hides the Actual.
Chapter-8
A CTUAL
F REEDOM
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1. In Actual Freedom,
no urges, impulses, or emotions.
I ventured where
no human had gone before.
6. To go deep in
Actual Freedom needs the
nerves of steel, and
ability to stay unmoved.
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7. I do not need
anything to do here,
to get a thrill.
Its a non-stop excitement.
11.
Actual intimacy sees others,
clearly as they are.
Neither attracted nor repulsed.
This is Actual Intimacy.
15.
Its never boring, fatuous.
Its a life without ambitions,
emotions, tensions, being-goody;
yet its never trite.
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19.
I do not know,
what will happen next.
But it is all
going to be good.
26.
Others may take it,
or may not take.
It is their business,
not in your responsibility.
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O BLIVION
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4. Ceasing to exist is
the only security here.
Not ceasing the feelings,
But the Feeler should cease.
10.
All here is illusory.
Narcissistic self centered mess.
Even great intellects are pervert.
Great saints had been foolish.
14. I am dedicated to
this moments Universe here.
With my demise, the
ever-fresh Perfection remains.
20.
I will die in
due course. My heart,
lungs, brain, all will
stop. Flesh will decompose.
22. Extinction of Me is
total dissolution of fear.
No fear in Actual
world where I live.
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T IME
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IDENTITY
1) I/Me identity induces stress and anxiety.
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AFFECTIVE
1) Actual Freedom is sensuous, not affective bliss
state.
9) I am non-affective by emotions.
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PSYCHIC
1) We are all connected by Psychic Web.
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GURUS
1) Spiritual Gurus are deluded people.
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ENLIGHTENMENT
1) Spiritual Enlightenment is a nightmare.
4) It drains energy.
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ECSTACY
1) Ecstasy is emotional distraction.
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FACT
1) 'TRUTH' is human invention; 'what' is Actual.
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ACTUAL FREEDOM
1) Actual Freedom is dew drop Perfection.
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EXTINCTION
1) In A.F. software of self is deleted.
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OBLIVION
1) Sleep and death are total oblivion.
5) No after-death continuity.
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P ractical I nfinitude:
INFINITUDE
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1) No outside to infinity.
2) No beginning/end to Time & Space.
3) One has to find out for oneself.
4) Each moment, simply be here.
5) Not nothing - UNIVERSE IS!
6) Philosophers call it VOID.
7) They experience it with psychic adumbration.
8) This is institutionalized insanity.
9) Mind creates that Fantasy.
10) Then yearns to live it.
11) But Universe is INFINITE and ETERNAL.
12) I arrived here devoid of IDENTITY and SELF.
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13) I am the Universe, experiencing as a HUMAN.
14) Locating oneself somewhere is wrong.
15) It is separating from a 'Perceived Whole'.
16) Anywhere is Everywhere ALL AT ONCE.
17) This is what ETERNAL & INFINITE means.
18) I have a boundary in this room.
19) Physical Infinity has no boundary.
20) It is amazing all this happens.
21) No edge to Universe.
22) Time being Eternal has no beginning/end.
23) Therefore no middle.
24) Time/Space has no middle.
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25) We locate ourselves through yesterday and
tomorrow.
26) Infinite has no reference points.
27) Take away the walls of this room.
28) Then location doesn't mean anything.
29) All Time/Space are right here now.
30) Nowhere but HERE/no time but NOW.
31) 'I' being a Center, create boundaries.
32) Panicked by 'no limits'?
33) Ever-expanding vastness is blunder.
34) You as center try to endlessly expand.
35) 'I am Vastness', 'I am God' is utter mistake.
36) Universe is not expanding.
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37) IT IS ALREADY COMPLETE !
38) IT IS INCREDIBLY STILL!!
39) UNIVERSE IS NOT MOVING AT ALL !!!
40) Objects like planets/stars move.
41) Move in relation to each other.
42) But the Universe is not moving.
43) Scientists' Big Bang may be false.
44) Mystics' ever expanding vastness too may be
false.
45) These ideas are from the self.
46) No movement - only utter stillness.
47) Silence is not stopping mind.
48) Absence of 'entity' is silence.
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49) Actual Silence is utter stillness.
50) Light from darkness is wrong.
51) 'Primary Cause' is our own INVENTION.
52) Universe exists without a cause.
53) Time too stands still there.
54) No rushing or going somewhere.
55) No coming from nowhere.
56) Edges of Universe don't rush out.
57) One cannot grasp this as concept.
58) Don't use this as Mantra 'NO OUTSIDE'.
59) That will be 'you', the self.
60) When 'I' disappears, body only remains.
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61) It is everywhere, all at once.
62) No omnipresence, omniscience, omnipotence.
63) No conceptual thinking - delusion vanishes.
64) Do we grasp edge to space?
65) Why we grasp edge to time?
66) Yesterday, today, tomorrow are ideas.
67) Ideas are not Actual.
68) If you die next moment, where is future?
69) You cease to exist.
70) Reality is not Actuality.
71) Every moment you are new.
72) Next moment's 'you' doesn't exist this moment.
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73) Of course, we need plans to function.
74) But only the moments decide you.
75) Not you the moment.
76) Next moment's actuality only happens next
moment.
77) Let us say, you die today.
78) Tomorrow you won't exist.
79) Essentially, there is no tomorrow.
80) Tomorrow is as far away as PLAEADES star.
81) My stomach gulped when I saw non-being of
future.
82) My going to bed tonight does not exist now.
83) Future as reality has no hold on me.
84) This is where mystics go astray.
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85) Future is yet to happen.
86) No pre-arranged future.
87) Only our habits create it.
88) All time/space are at once here now.
89) It does not arise out of nothing.
90) For it is already here.
91) The NOW cannot go wrong.
92) For INFINITUDE is PERFECT.
93) No advance 'GRAND-SCHEME'
94) Universe doesn't know what is going to happen
next.
95) But it does things with ABSOLUTE
CERTAINTY.
96) Through memory we do things.
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97) The Actual has no burden of memory.
98) Every moment PERFECTION abounds.
99) As limited 'self' we block it.
100) I may get some disease, but PERFECTION
remains.
101) Everything is already PERFECT.
102) It is 'ME' standing in the way.
103) When 'I' is altruistically immolated, perfection
is seen.
104) That perfection is ALWAYS HERE.
105) Perfection will always be here.
106) We can consciously live in perfection.
107) It is our birth right.
108) And it is the Easiest thing.
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A TYPICAL DAY IN MY LIFE
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I possess and handle very little personal things. I don't do socializing.
It all stopped 5 years back. I have no friendships or time passes. I am
aware of the sufferings of Humanity. But they don't affect me and I
don't do anything to cure the world. I think living my Actual Freedom
could be the real help.
The instinctual passions of fear, desire, aggression and
nurture still have the traces in me. But they are like almost dead
snakes. They can never have full sway in me. It is 2 years since I
actually became free. Still the process goes on and the dust is settling
down. In the beginning it was bizarre, like standing on shifting sands,
or it was as if the ground beneath was sinking. Now things are
concrete and safe. Life is grand.
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5) Before going to sleep forget about A.F. Have little drink, music,
anything pleasant and be in abandon. Learn to sleep like a log of wood
deliberately forgetting everything at least for 6 to 8 hours. The
process that went on whole day will now be settling into your sub-
conscious sharply as laser beam and the next morning you will find
that your realisation growing faster and faster and very very easy.
6) Always inwardly keep on repeating any three or four syllable
words whatever you do.
As a sample, 'All is Well'. I follow 'Actual has no vibes'.
The Originator of A.F. recommends 'How am I experiencing this
moment of being alive?' Anything you like. You can invent your own
meaning. This is electric route to A.F.
7) Learn to ignore other people's opinion about you, be image-free, as
much as possible. Just be yourself, almost adamantly. Niceties,
compromises, adjustments are blocks to realisation and actualisation.
8) Avoid arguments of any kind. Never try to justify A.F. is the
ultimate fact with any one. They will rob you even your little
confidence born out of your realisation of Perfection.
Always keep in mind the falsity of all kinds of relationships, except
Actual Intimacy.
9) Always keep in your person some sentences, written by your own
hand, words that dramatically influenced you from Actual Freedom
readings, preferably, not more than 9 points. Because brain has
limited retention power. A short prayer penetrates the heaven. With
limited words clarity blooms faster.
And words are not the ACTUAL.
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