Kathleen Liddle
To cite this article: Kathleen Liddle (2005) More than a Bookstore, Journal of Lesbian Studies,
9:1-2, 145-159, DOI: 10.1300/J155v09n01_14
Using survey and interview data collected from lesbian feminist book-
store customers, I show that feminist bookstores continue to be per-
ceived as vital to the lesbian community. Respondents share powerful
memories of their first visits to feminist bookstores and articulate the
continued need for such enterprises in their communities. Despite these
assertions, however, more than half of the women surveyed indicate that
their visits to the stores have grown less frequent over time due to
changes in life circumstances or decreased salience of lesbian identity.
Implications and directions for future research are discussed. [Article
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Shes spent years building up our customer base, then Bunns &
Noodle waltzes into town and starts luring folks away with their
huge selection and big discounts . . . that place is owned by a gi-
gantic corporation! Books are just a commodity to them, like small
appliances, or . . . or health insurance! They dont care about liter-
ature, or ideas, or community!
From the comic strip Dykes to Watch Out For (Bechdel, 1995:31)
From the panels of Alison Bechdels Dykes to Watch Out For comic
strip, to the pages of Publishers Weekly, we catch glimpses of the exis-
tence and current plight of feminist bookstores. These small shops, lov-
ingly birthed and tended by women dedicated to feminist ideals,
emerged during the 1970s along with a variety of other feminist enter-
prises. Rather than simply a site of commerce, feminist bookstores gen-
erally serve also as a focal point and de facto community center for their
local lesbian population.
Citing increasing competition from chain bookstores and online ven-
dors, feminist booksellers and their allies now speak of being under
siege as they struggle to survive. Since mainstream bookstores offer
special orders, online shopping, and deep discounts, critics may wonder
whether feminist bookstores have outlived their usefulness. Such argu-
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ments, however, neglect the fact that for many women these shops func-
tion as much more than a place to purchase books.
In order to better understand womens relationships with feminist
bookstores, I mailed a survey to a random sample of customers from
Boadecias Books in Kensington, California, and Charis Books & More
in Atlanta, Georgia. The fact that 111 (56%) of the responses came from
self-identified lesbians attests to the significance of feminist bookstores
as lesbian spaces. In addition, I personally interviewed customers from
these two stores and from Common Language Books in Ann Arbor,
Michigan.1 For this paper, I focus only on the lesbian responses, which
suggest that feminist bookstores continue to serve as a powerful anti-
dote to a mainstream culture that marginalizes difference and empha-
sizes heteronormative imagery. Far from being outdated, feminist
bookstores hold great relevance in contemporary society, particularly
for the establishment and maintenance of lesbian community.
. . . also like creating a new home for myself. And I found myself
being really comforted there. Even though I didnt know anyone it
was almost like I was making a place for myself . . . I wasnt out to
anybody and I felt isolated. And there were times when I would
just go just to sit and feel like, okay, I belong here.
It is not surprising that Eve recalls her first visit, given its recency. How-
ever, regardless of when it occurred, women recounted their introduc-
tion to feminist bookstores with great emotion and surprising detail. For
many, it represented a turning point or a rite of passage integral to their
acquisition of a lesbian identity. Katie writes about pushing through her
initial trepidation:
ber was on it. I finally did. The world didnt end. Ive never looked
back.
When Eve ventured into a feminist bookstore for the first time, she too
was looking for books that would help her make sense of emerging feel-
ings:
I didnt know what to call myself, and I didnt know what name
worked for me . . . so what I started doing is Id go to one section,
like theres the bisexual section, and Id look through all the books
. . . and then Id go to the lesbian section . . . it was kind of like Id
go in there and Id sit in one place and I would pick at the different
books in the section . . . I was like out at sea. And so I didnt go in
looking to buy something, but maybe to find something that
sounded familiar . . . that resonated with my experience . . . trying
to find a language for myself.
Borders opened across the street (Kawaguchi, 2000). Such large book-
stores now routinely feature sections on womens studies or gay and
lesbian studies. Although the offerings may not be as broad as those of
specialty stores, customers can also special order any title currently in
print. Concurrently, acceptance of gays and lesbians has continued to
rise, leading to an increased presence in the media, more visibility of
gay-owned businesses, and a plethora of special interest groups ranging
from choruses and marching bands to swim teams and hiking clubs.
Given the greater accessibility of books and the greater acceptance of
lesbians, are feminist bookstores even necessary? The women partici-
pating in my study resoundingly affirmed the continuing importance of
these spaces, often emphasizing their statements with multiple excla-
mation points, vigorous underlining, and capital letters. They noted that
feminist bookstores are central to the lesbian community, continue to be
an outlet for books not readily available elsewhere, and provide a more
comfortable environment for exploring books than a mainstream store
would.
Despite the increasing number of social venues available for lesbi-
ans, feminist bookstores are still seen as someplace far more interest-
ing to meet people than a night club or bar. There is a sense that the
stores offer a deeper, historical connection to the community rather than
simply being a place to find out what is happening in the present. Some
women, like Deb, lament the lack of other meeting spaces for lesbian-
feminists and cite the continuing need for safe space:
Even though we live in the Bay Area, there are still people out
there who do not accept our lifestyles, with stores like Boadecias
for women, were more likely to go there to buy, read, and meet
because nobody cares what our sexual preferences are when were
there!
One such joyous moment occurred when she and her partner planned
their commitment ceremony. The store carried a line of jewelry they ad-
mired and, with the staffs help, they arranged for the jeweler to ship
seven different ring styles for them to examine. After choosing their fa-
vorite, Sarah and her partner placed their order through the bookstore.
She explains,
Joanne is highly visible and well respected locally. She lives and owns a
business with her partner, and certainly has an extensive social circle.
However, the feminist bookstore continues to be a destination, both for
shopping and for engaging with the lesbian community.
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I like the idea of going there and these are mainly feminist, some-
how feminist related, books. And then [the owner] or someone
else that works there had selected them, so it makes it easier for me
because I think I want to say, oh yeah, these are all interesting.
For Marin, the relationship she feels with her feminist bookstores staff
feeds into her connections with the lesbian community. Part of this feel-
ing relates to the care with which books are chosen:
However, Marin also goes on to explain how connecting with the les-
bian community through the bookstore continues to bring her strength:
Thats part of one of the things that I value so much about feeling
like a participant in building community . . . you know, its easy in
a feminist bookstore where you expect to be accepted as a dyke, as
a woman, and a feminist. Right? You have that expectation that
you will be accepted and there will be no question whether youre
holding your girlfriends hand . . . but I think it was a crucial foun-
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Its just really important for it to be there for folks who are just
coming out or just getting to town or whatever . . . its this little is-
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land in this great big city of cold and confusion and when you find
your way there, then youve got a place that can ground you.
maybe they can duck in, you know, if theyre not sure, theyre
questioning, or their parents might not be accepting or whatever,
they can duck in there and kind of hide between the book shelves
and be in their own world. I think thats very important. Because
you go into Borders and youve got that tiny little section of gay
and lesbian [books], which is right out in the middle. I mean if
youre questioning and youre not sure of yourself, and youre shy,
its hard. It would be hard to be out in the middle of the store.
Also, yes, Im queer and all, but especially now Im more inclined
to go to a talk about peace and politics than to a reading just be-
cause the authors are queer. There is some real scary shit happen-
ing in this world and much of the bookstores readings seem sort of
frivolous at this time.
Its interesting to me that its probably been five years since Ive
been in the feminist bookstore, but if it was going under, I would
send them money . . . its important to me that theyre there even if
I dont use them.
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DISCUSSION
NOTES
1. At the editors request, a detailed description of methods and data has been omit-
ted. For more information about the larger research project or the research methods
used, please contact the author.
2. All names used in this paper are pseudonyms and some details have been changed
to protect anonymity.
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