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Metamorphosis [Alien]
Battles. Grown-men playing academics woke up crustacean.
White eye with identity-crisis. Empty now I consume what they see.
Of jelly.
No strong machines. Like vegetables. Slaying kids playing. In fact and out of a
Snivelling gelatine spitting belief. Consulting shrinks sick; all biological meat
acceded to Maya. Fruition beetle blue. Soiled stinking
Man has devolved pupils. Egg skin. Self-worth issues. Re-living potty training.
Games machines. Make-believe becoming extinct.
Accurate observation merely
impulsive,
reactionary
Poke the pathetic pink Cro-Magnon man
GOD Virus
bacteria spliced
spliced in re-writing code!
virus amnesia
amnesia-ambrosia
religion a carrier.
alien.
Permutation: Neighbours
I don
I don
my neighbours and me, they don
me they don
my neighbours and I don
me, my neighbours and they don
could I borrow some coffee, please?
Zombie Machines
A fanatical scientific researcher ran a poison gang during the 80s. They infected
victims with blow darts, administering zombie powder to doorknobs, latches, car
door handles
Zombies induce fear because they embody mans greatest fear; death and
decay.
They are death confronting us, touching
us.
Great Scott! These undead monsters!‘ … . The gang always struck at night with
assailants wearing night vision goggles. They have never been apprehended.
Rumours of a resurrection are persistent in counter-culture.
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Extra-Human
extra-human.
Projections
untethered
Osiris Injector
you sigh
melt into ego
wincing of hell consciousness clicking video
tears
go
digital
O/sirius
TRUTH!
TRUTH!
TRUTH!
virus.
Gratified
Winters Night
in thick
tumorous flakes the dead fall peacefully,
a swathe of ache
taken under moonlight
fragmented without fixtures
somewhere
time
Zombies are omnipresent padre.‘ ‘s sincerity;
air conditioned brand clothes,
malls multi-level structures throw
disproportionate shadows
with identical
uniforms
Buddha head
bisecting
takeaways, witty anecdotes, strip lights
glow,
streets bustling identi-kit
mantras
we walk,
Neon Tree
Flicker
flicker feed
‗fiction‘ ‗Second Life‘, hypnotized evolution budding bloody by the screen. Only
desire. Consumables. Your eyes out.… .… the Mother, this is
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Mystic Lady
By Meera Flame
Invisible man
Falling out of my plans
Out of my hand span
secondhand man
Becoming hollow daydreams
lost & unkempt.
Withered wishes,
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Choices
One is lies, and wanton careless
(and when have we not wanted to be?)
Safe in the goat skinned embrace,
fat on thick grapes and the music
of pan pipes; the laughing god is turned
by men into a fierce, red horned demon.
Bitch
Slavery
We enter into it knowingly,
Turn Away
He had lollipops upon his shirt
The first full-blown war between the whites (mostly English) and the Native Americans is
called KING PHILIP‘S WAR. King Philip was the English name of Metacomet or Metacom
who was the son of Massasoit.
He was the Chief Sachem of the Wampanoag Indians who greeted the pilgrims in 1620
at Plymouth Rock. King Philip became the rebel insurrectionist who got credit and
blame for the bloodshed. One and every sixteen persons living there then knew
someone who was killed.
It remains the bloodiest war fought on American soil per capita ever, including our own
Civil War.
This war lasted some fourteen months and occurred mostly in southern New England in
Massachusetts, Connecticut and Rhode Island. It is a tale of such enormous drama and
tragedy that I strongly believe every American citizen should know it; every school
child should be taught it, because it became the precedent to which all other wars with
the Indians would be fought.
When we think of Indians, we almost always think of the Indians in the west—Navajos,
Hopis, Apaches, i.e. Hollywood has given us a ton of films to ponder in that regard, but
whatever happened to the Indians who greeted the first settlers?
The utterly brutal answer to that question is they were destroyed and pretty well wiped
off the map and the women and children were sold into slavery, mostly in the West
Indies.
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A wealth of information exists as to the history of these dark days, but one must make
an effort to find it. Plus, if you want to go looking for some of the important sites in
connection to this war, one must also be determined to ask a lot of questions and do a
lot of legwork, like a detective to accomplish it.
Having grown up in Rhode Island, I was always aware that Indians lived there first. My
hometown of Pawtucket is an Indian name meaning ―the place at the little falls.‖ My
indie film CHEPACHET is also an Indian name (and a town) meaning ―the place at the
crossing.‖
It has been a peripheral thrill of mine to actually go to some of the key sites in relation
to King Philip‘s War, including the very spot where he was slain in Bristol, Rhode Island.
That spot is owned by Brown University now and they are not especially friendly about
letting people go there. I had to sneak on the property and illegally park my car in
order to get there and I got a ticket for my efforts. But I am glad I did it. I felt the ghost
of King Philip go through me. It is not a moment I plan to forget.
Last week I went to Smith‘s Castle, a site in Wickford, Rhode Island, with my friend,
Michael Andryc, who is also a huge aficionado of the King Philip story. There is a mass
grave there of forty soldiers who took part in the Great Swamp Fight where forces from
Massachusetts and Connecticut invaded a secret encampment of the Narragansett
Indians and obliterated over five hundred wigwams and many old men, women and
children! The forty solders died of their wounds during the retreat from that fight (better
described as a massacre) during a snowstorm.
Not far from there, Michael and I attempted to find another hidden refuge used by the
Indians called Queens Fort. It is supposed to be within a circle of huge boulders, a trash
heap of a glacier, where some Indians hid out for six months to a year in an
underground cave. There are written accounts of the place but the English failed to find
it then and no one knows exactly where it is even now!
Using a reference book, we made two trips in the area during the course of two days in
attempt to find the basic place. We were stunned that people living in the immediate
area did not know of it or they confused it with streets having similar names like Queens
Fort Way or Queens Fort Lane but not the actual place itself.
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Finally, after several desperate efforts and by putting some clues and physical places
together (like a major stone wall and a fire lane in the woods), we were able to locate
the trail to the place only to discover that it lays on private land with NO TRESPASSING
and POLICE TAKE NOTICE signs all over it. Here is one of the most fascinating sites in
connection to this entire war, a war that wiped out nearly all of the New England tribes
and yet it is not a federal landmark or anything that is protected by the United States‘
government. Like many facts and sites in this story, it remains hidden under a guilty,
pitiless rug of subterfuge and secrecy.
Perhaps at another time, when no one is looking, I will once again, park illegally and
make a mad dash into the past and take a peek.
Coda:
The rocks were slick from a recent rain and the lichen growing
on them looked like rubber leaves from the planet Avatar.
We came upon a couple of fire pits and a couple of different
difficult trails that lead to the area now known as Queens Fort.
No one in recent times has ever found the actual underground
cave where the Indians hid from the English, but here at last
was the glacial trash dump where a long series of immense
boulders collide in a fractured line of wild structures.
Here the Indians also safely hid for several months and when they
left in attempt to join allied tribes north, they were savagely
massacred by the English in a swamp in North Smithfield
RI soon thereafter.
Now that I now where things are, I plan to return to the site in the fall when the leaves
have fallen
and walking those trails and skimpering over those huge rocks
will be easier. Stay tuned.
Miracle Man
I'm as close as I can get
As far away to where you don't like it
I can smell you a thousand miles away
I can feel you twenty four hours a day
I can only hold you
If I keep my hands cuffed
As much as this heals
It hurts even more
Interpreted as astray
In sympathetic magic
A Bare Language
I caught a glimpse
A perishable performance
A new understanding
As blue as neglect
Dismisses out-of-hand
Back to killing us
Growing so powerful
To be the melodrama
A philosophical bucket
Amplification of moonbeams
A spiral tube
A different level
Massive attacks
On your parade
On your circus
Disillusioned by everything
Yet, the things that mean the most are steamrolled by progress
My misplaced soul
Fucking everything up
Spillings
By Dan Kellett
trigger finger
fists bound
is in not living
trigger finger
so be with me
We all know
best places to go
the book and CD release combination by Cyndi Dawson. During this celebration
at Mulligan‘s in Hoboken, NJ, I got to hear the energetic poetry of Kat Georges,
the intense charge of Jane Ormerod, smoking street poetics of David Lawton
and the mischievous ―Sonny and Cher‖ skit by Puma Perl and Big Mike Logan.
Cyndi Dawson took the stage accompanied by Tommy Aboussleman on guitar
and Rick Lewis on keyboard. Cyndi riveted the crowd with readings of masterful
grit and live wordrock straight from Outside Girl. She led us to the past party
bars of New Jersey and to go-go artful days in NYC. We were there with her. We
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Within a week, I was back on the road to OKC to attend an afternoon workshop
conducted by George Wallace, award winning poet and journalist of Long
Island, NY and founding member of the Woody Guthrie poet gathering. George
activated our mind muscles and got our imaginations popping with high speed
word association games. Now tell me, what poet wouldn‘t like to learn poetic
freedom through word fun? I know each person in the room appreciated
George‘s leadership and found his teachings and group participation
exhilarating. Later that evening, members of the Woody Guthrie Poetry Group
read a piece of their work from Travelin Music: A Poetic Tribute to Woody Guthrie
(anthology edited by Dorothy Alexander). What a great contrast experience to
go from poetry created out of the inner city streets of the East Coast to poems
phrased from perspectives of working prairie life. Yet, we seem to share a
common dirty road of hardships beneath our feet and humorous happenings
along the way just trying to get back to the home of ourselves. But, we‘re not
ready to trek home just yet, the next day the group met in Okemah, Oklahoma
for the Woody Guthrie Folk Festival where they shared a three hour round of
poetry readings. I was only able to catch the tail end with a gripping tribute to
Oklahoma poet Wilma Elizabeth McDaniel (1918-2007) as read by Dorothy
Alexander and George Wallace‘s closing poem ―Cisco and Me‖ which paints
an understanding of American street life no matter where you happen to be.
After the readings, a small group of us headed down the road to the winery for
Frozen Roses, bocci, and music by Red Dirt rockin fiddler, Randy Crouch.
Circling back to sharing an American experience, a couple from Cleveland in
our Grape Ranch gathering saw my performance at the Rites of Spring show at
the Yippie Café hosted by Puma Perl in April, 2010. Just goes to prove us poets
and poetry lovers are never very far apart.
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So far this month I have accumulated a signed copy of Cyndi Dawson‘s book
Outside Girl published by Poets Wear Prada, Hoboken, NJ, with pocket CD,
Travelin Music: A Poetic Tribute to Woody Guthrie edited by Dorothy Alexander
published by Village Books Press Cheyenne, Oklahoma, and an autographed
copy of George Wallace‘s Poppin Johnny published by Three Rooms Press, NY.
Not to mention the calluses, sore thigh muscles and good times with poets,
musicians and new friends. At this writing, I leave tomorrow on a road trip to
Florida dazzling about what this American party poet in pearls will encounter
next.
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The tornado siren blares as dams explode, causeways and bridges collapse and
political pundits prate over partisan politics on cable news channels…
Who was it that surfed tsunamis, prayed for catastrophic hurricanes, and chucked
corpses at homeless shelters in Chicago and danced outside in the LA riots,
contemplating earthquakes and famines?
Who strapped their testicles full of explosives on Christmas Day flights from Amsterdam?
Who watched American Idol as the body count climbed in Fallujah and shed tears over
the death of Michael Jackson while the bombs dropped in Afghanistan?
Who drove SUVs off cliffs and chased foreclosures all over Florida, selling swampland
timeshares which opened sinkholes, and expostulated conspiracy theories of
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implosions and clandestine missiles shot at the Pentagon while wanton military drones
were flown into skyscrapers?
Who separated the rich from the poor with palm trees and drained the seas to fill
swimming pools and took cell phone videos of teenage girl fights, ran through the
Louvre with Freddy Kruger gloves slashing paintings and kicking over sculptures, and
hijacked cargo planes, dropping pay loads of piss-filled water balloons over crowded
football stadiums in square states that no one gives a running fuck about and then
updated their Facebook status with Ninja Zen-like precision?
Who opened zoos, unleashed wild animals into crowed city streets, unleashed hyenas
into kindergartens, and let feral monkeys loose into shopping malls?
Who threw flaming bags of dog shit at Santa Claus and pushed PETA activists into lion
pits and heaved hand grenades at poetry readings?
It was the mad ones! The mad ones! The MAD ONES!
The ones who spike city water systems with LSD and blast fog horns in movie theaters,
poison slaughterhouses, derail subway cars, throw acid at supermodels‘ faces, juggle
samurai swords, steal your iPod, and creep up behind people at baseball games,
setting their hair on fire…
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And reincarnate dinosaurs only to give them herpes sores and then open mangled
umbrellas and jump off tall buildings while screaming out the pledge of allegiance and
giving the Nazi arm salute…
Oh! The mad ones! The mad ones! The straightjackets to be filled!
The hooded men carrying spears, impaling Lady GaGa drag queens up the ass with
these spears, and parading around the shrieking fairies on sticks like trophies, dragging
them into pro-life rallies, demanding Sarah Palin be buttfucked by Obama‘s Siamese
twin brother the mainstream media isn‘t telling you about…
Hindu God armed HD televisions clawing out of their proletariat vaginas and anuses
during the morning commute!
Identity theft Balloon Boy schemes of school shootings and Stanky Legg abortion
dances!
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Those with ass grabbing homosexual necrophilia tendencies who would dump commie
bastards in wheelchairs into meat grinders and throw handfuls of cockroaches at lazy
eyed lawyers running on treadmills!
MAD ONES!!!!
Offensive cartoon riots, Jesus with a mullet and a shotgun, terrorists on monkey bars,
headless obese people on the news, serial killer playing cards, pharmaceutical Buddha
bandits meditating machine gun fire, levitating Halliburton owned nooses cutting loose
the duct taped savior no one believes in anymore!
Their rock and roll salvation catcalls social security numbers through telekinetic
Nigerian emails!
Mad ones!
Viral file-sharing floods of torrential torrents carpet bombing YouTube with video of
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They will eat at Taco Bell and beat off to Glen Beck‘s photograph and laugh as Native
Americans in full headdress drive tanks into gated communities and bulldoze
McMansions!
Blast napalm at libraries, piss all over museums, crucify intellectuals, drive golf carts into
lakes, give fire hose enemas to telemarketers and psychiatrists alike, spike swine flu
vaccines with swine flu, and call 911 on 9/11 telling racist jokes instead of Tweeting at
Tea Parties!
MAD ONES!
MAD ONES!
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And mad ones, mad ones, mad ones, YOU FUCKING MAD ONES, I am you and I am with
you…
I AM WITH YOU as we read more status updates than books and crooks decide our
decoded destinies for decades to come and the asteroids become our new
landmines…
I am with you as the greatest minds of my generation masturbate away our posterity
and watch Paris Hilton sex tapes and dance with celebrities in front of telepathic
televisions!
I am with you.
I am with you.
I AM WITH YOU.
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my chest the coughing the insomnia the bipolar transit Station last train to the
Unknown City Limits…
I doze on my busted leather couch bored with this document this room this
house these people/I mean really fuking bored thinking of murder plots blunt
force trauma incidents 9mm spits out shell casing jacks hole into skull gun falls to
floor once again a useless tool/the body of the woman crumpled unable to stop
its own transit towards the floor/Click Click Click it is documented/ At the
moment there is only depression and grief in this life and a vicious brutal sense
of the stupidity that requires one to be a survivor/I need to see Dr Degout/I crack
the top off bottle of Old Pharaoh and pour a big glass/one slug ripps the skin off
the roof of my mouth/things soon settle down as the alcohol seeps into the
cavities swirling down my throat/ Dr Benway the Oncologist feels the shrunken
joints and swollen tissue and says its bad to mix alcohol with the other meds but
what the fuk/its been six years since I had a drink/Im not listening to any Quack
opinions/I look at the earwax and grease under his fingernails the still bloody
tools of his last job scattered over the surgical tray/anyway cant write to you
unless im pissed/Dr Degout the Psychiatrist says this pathway to my demise well
it‘s a form of regression to the oral stages of childhood when you imagined you
were part of a Whole SAFE mommydaddymethem molar structure and
indestructible/Says I should keep away from you/Says yr too unstable and a real
irregular guy/Fantazise about trip to South Island of Japan my brother glibly says
oh well just pack a suitcase and go/but I am frozen in debt to those I leave
behind/life is not a rehearsal you only get one chance blah blah/Death is the
big Unconscious after life has oozed from the corpse/Dead language that the
depressed speak/the death of the mother tongue/the mother lode/the mother
fuker/death is the only event in life that we have any control over/and the
objects of our memories buried alive the collapse of meaning on the tongues of
the acquaintances for there can be no friends/you are my friend when I need
you screems Effluvia/Speech to the depressed is like an alien skin breathing the
pollutants of enforced solitude and this foreshadows their suicide/And so it
comes unexpected and leaves no evidence of its wretched self centred logic /
Spell Disneyland backward and avoid the massacre of the innocents/Ah father
when the Lord is reified in another and you are required to fall down frothing
resist militarist propaganda and just run that video of flying jets over a hill
silhouetted with crosses/recall that the contrary propensities of the good and
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bad Angels have arisen not from a difference in their nature because god made
them both but from a difference in their wills and desires/The depressed are
lucid observers watching day and night over their misfortunes and discomfits
building a refuge a bunker into which they can escape/they speak in the cold
words of academia and appropriate wealth and resources along with the
weapon-ized privatisation of the planet/But also in the phase space of evolution
and singularity not soon enough to include homo sapiens in the final mass
extinction event horizon on the dying Planet/look down from the lofty dignity of
eternity abstractions and dead philosophy/She says to me with tears in her eyes
I have effected a true swallowing of the hated maternal object thus preserving
deep within myself a source of rage against myself and a feeling of inner
emptiness/of my father the more cruel and sadistic I have nothing to say/about
him I speak as if at the edge of a sentence that cannot be uttered/Now it so
happens that like Bukowski this man suffered from serious skin diseases and was
deprived of contact with the mothers skin and was told by the father that s/he
was an ugly child/and you couldn‘t sing because yr voice was polluted with the
hatred of her in the sound of yr voice/so he took up drinking and writing/but I
wander…Israel and the US have shown they are prepared to destroy an entire
country to assert their interests if not also their dominance in this region/His
prayers are evil who hopes to have someone to hate or to fear in order to
conquer them/THE FALLING BOMB/Now we are on the digital image of a
virtual reality stage seated in rows of ten on bleachers/The screen is filled with
images of my own misery a real theatrical spectacle of the endless BOREDOM I
have to bear/but the audience enjoys the tragic scenes of others torment that
which they would not like to bear/what is this if not miserable insanity/and who is
the moral conscience of the Empire of the West?/without a well organised sense
that these people over there were not like us and didn‘t appreciate our values
there would have been no war and no movie/Dogma gets it all down on film
confronted as he is by all the shaved heads/Speaking by satellite Dogma
salutes the resistance of Hezbollah against the filthy running dogs of War
machine/I‘m so frustrated I cant think straight/body parts and corpses being
hauled from collapsed masonry/The flying Note-Book woke me up to the musak
of Public Image scenes of carnage and destruction in the 70s/
nearly blinded by yr own genius/I am living in Max Ernst old shack that he built
in the thirties yr kind of place really but for me it‘s a form of punishment/hand
made planks cut from local Cedar trees Oregon joists with those sap filled knots
the roof flat asphalt tar sheets the asbestos dust glistening in the sun/torn plastic
sheets in the windows /ahhh these photos you promise to send me will remind
me of dreams of Surreal blooms and living in St Kilda when I used to read Anias
Nin in the Blessington St Gardens to escape from the hateful diatribes of the
shaved head Lesbian I was sharing the flat with/8 months I spent in that damp
dark back room sleeping on the floor one bar radiator burn out the O2
swallowing Temazapan sleepers and bottles of Port trying to knock me out get
enough sleep to work the next day/I saw a lot of soggy desperate dawns in
those months wishing I had more control over my circumstances/right thru
Melbourne winter the windscreen of the Vanguard leaking vandals stealing the
hubcaps/coming back to Unknown City on weekends to find you drunk
wrapped in shagpile carpet this particular one bar radiator left on for days
takeaway food wrappers butts in the teacup/ one bar radiators are a much
neglected plot/using the bar to light his cigarettes the acrylic carpet melting
dreaming of Queer Jane he realised that she wasn‘t going to turn off the final
switch just yet eyes of broken china blue without a trace of the flashpoint their
love had reached [there s that word again]/always on the lookout for love/what
wasted efforts are spent on its behalf/But im big in JAPAN/GBH short circuits the
main arteries to the cerebral lobes bloat up that muscle in the chest pumping
nicotine around the venal system/avocado on rye bread for late breakfast when
you are used to pursuing states of oblivious unconsciousness thru various illegal
means death comes as no surprise/it has always been there at yr elbow only
now that it moves into focus you realise what that shadow was/reminds you in
the silence of its exit like the allure of the BIG Hit the obsession to turn off the final
switch/it wont be me that gives it any sense of direction/let the history of the rise
of silicon bonded to carbon flesh decide/I don‘t care/I love it go on resting here
on the couch listening to other peoples musak watching the afternoon sun fall
below the blue Nevada hills recognition of close others never enters my
thoughts/the vastness of the landscape and the brilliance of the colours
obliterates the need for human presence/let that be stated for the Archives/for a
few seconds I am emptied of grinding anticipation and anxiety/The seasons are
fuked the planet has gone awry its February here in Arizona Desert and fuking
cold/greasy roads squalls of rain grey trombone clouds the cold seeps thru into
my shell of bones frost screeches from the barren fig tree beech trees peeling
paper white bark buds and nodes mixed with leaves already starting to fall off
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rupturing from black branches/I take a day off/no point looking at the clock/it‘s
the same time as it was yesterday at this time/and what have you done?/as I
always say no one intrudes before lunch/I‘m walking down Rue Git le Coeur
dressed in leather pants and black and red lumber jacket/picked up a pair of
Navy Seals Boots from the OpShop/12 hole lace-ups the ones Doc Martin copied
for his boots only these are more water proof/good for the snow/heading
towards the Arizona Herald Tribune Building to take some photos of the Elm trees
roots bulging out of the asphalt they look like amputated torso of alien forms
gnarled and twisted spreading across the footpath/I am free from the Job of
thinking for a day I feel released from the asylum of my head/I have flushed the
toilet/I have a spring in my step and a voracious appetite to take in every detail
of my walk/these unbearable long periods at The Job of thinking soak up the
energy and time I should be spending on writing/the crock of inspiration besides
being cracked is almost empty/I have to stop and fill it up again/Reading books
/I will give you a synopsis of each one so you don‘t have to bother reading them
yrself/Julia Kristeva Black Sun Melancholia and Depression/very good/she
says thus the depressive affect and its verbalization in psychoanalysis and also
in works of Art is the perverse display of depressed persons contemplating their
ego driven uniqueness/ confessing their illness to another creates a certain kind
of perverse intimacy/their ambiguous source of pleasure that fills a void and
evicts death protecting the subject from suicide as well as from psychotic
attack/for many without the healing ejaculation of creativity expressed there is
only death/the relief that precedes the decision to suicide may translate as the
archaic regression by means of which the act of a denied or numbed
consciousness turns the death drive back on its self and reclaims the non-
integrated selves lost paradise/one without others or limits/a fantasy of
untouchable fullness enfolded in death/a deep sadness is the fundamental
mood of depression and even if manic euphoria alternates with it sorrow is the
sign that gives away the desperate person/for being-ness to occur the loss of
the mother is essential/the first step to becoming an autonomous
individual/Matricide is our vital necessity to achieving selfhood/but if this drive to
matricide is interjected the depressive or melancholic putting to death of the self
is what follows instead of matricide/ thus my hatred is safe and my matricidal
guilt is erased/I need not find the other sex as erotic object/so in the case of the
feminine male there is no hatred only an implosive mood that walls itself in and
kills secretly through permanent bitterness bouts of sadness or even lethal
sleeping pills that are taking in smaller or greater quantities as if to deceive the
self that only sleep is intended a sleep that immerses us in the oceanic void/and
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what use for us is there in the death of the [M]other/a sense of superior survival
skills?/Mourning for an archaic and indispensable Object of wholeness that
perhaps in death we can grasp/and finally a sense of desperation that we are
left behind with so many unanswered questions/the pressure to complete what
was started/
that entertain suicide/ Anality is a bonus with Obsessive persons who list all that
must be done in multiple lifetimes of texts and believe that there are those
around them that perform this miracle and are published/Its all in the editing
says Artaud/One kills the self not the body and to kill the self one needs to be
painfully aware of the self as inadequate a weak and vulnerable self unable to
save its multiple of selves/The anxiety of being destroyed from within denotes a
tendency towards disintegration into SkiTZoid fragmentation/Artauds problem
was physical not psychological/The depressive mood move mode mutation
constitutes itself as a narcissistic inability to see the needs of the Others/
Negative to be sure and often leading on to the suicidal act /the erotization of
the suffering of the Other/primarily in passive images in which the other entices
the depressive subject to sorrow thru pain is the major sign that gives away the
desperate person/Artuad was tortured to death just as Van Gogh was suicided
by society/a psychic representation of energy displacements caused by
external or internal traumas/producing anxiety of images that are not stable
enough to coalesce as verbal or written signs/Literary creation is that adventure
of the body and signs that bears witness to the body without organs and to the
affects of desire and other aleatory moods/What makes a triumph over sadness
possible is the ability of the self to identify no longer with the lost Object [the
maternal breast] the not Father of the Law the Oedipus Syndrome or Electra
Complex but instead the Father as Primal Phallus on the margins of the
socias/What escalates this escape from the death of the self?/coded forms of
abrasive raw data drawn immediately from the sub conscious moving in a
continuous visual loop/Illicit machinic schema of nightmares unbearable to the
uninitiated/erratic series of points of departure and standard
stoppages/Gendered succession of others redefining feminine self/women as
dominating objects/women as nothing as zero as circle of void complicity with
fecundity/circularity/reciprocity/The manic position states: no I haven‘t lost
meaning/I evoke/I signify thru the artifice of signs and for myself which up to this
point has been parted from me/This phallic or symbolic identification insures the
subjects entrance into the Universe of signs and creations/The supporting Father
of such symbolic triumph is not the Oedipal father of domination that Lacan
speaks adversely of but the phallic Father of the Real /and because there is no
absence or loss or lack there is no language in the Real/Language is always
about loss or absence/you only need words or images when the object you
want/the I or the Self of desire is gone/Or was never there/For the ego can never
take the place of the unconscious or control it because the ego or the self is
only an illusion/a product of the unconscious itself/the unconscious after all is
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the ground of all being/A difficult death to contemplate each time we take up
the pen and hover over the blank sheet//
Kenji Siratori /Blood Electric /Japanese data trash viral icon hunts trash
embryo/speed velocity at self violence decapitation of modular prosthesis
ganglion hangs blood and mutilate cutters failure mere interlude in the brutal
conflict Deserts of Nagazaki Boy-Roid fights Adam Doll for control over mirror
image of mutual hatred and atrocity rights to huminax murder splattered cluster
bombs lie in wait for reckless amble of limb turned viral terror axis of EVIL stem
cells fuk low level lunar-sphere hits sub-vocal cyber-lines indirect murder person
cause post birth mutations to half consumed dog cadaver Viral Ikon hunts
flagella in the murky swamps of Kkrate City/stranger violence of speed circle
erased space particles disguised flight into Guignol dances on tight rope of
choking DNA infection leaps parasite zero that gradation aims just below brain
loop of Nazi swastika grils free the Aryan Front kill all Jews and Arabs/sadist
embryo text of Nagasaki Desert emotional replicant hides artificial black sun
solar anus retrofluid blunt razor sonic protocol hunts trash-grils
riptnightmaremigrates thru cellular blackhole suction intervals evaporate
internal spasms thru flesh modulations corpse mechanism hits GasHGriLs on
infinity perimeter obtuse angle of electron circuit eats SKz to coda DNA instant
reload lubricants transformed matrix rotation across electrode sparks rays of
space murdered for itself personal time velocity atoms of self is expanded into
fractured galactic black-holes suck engines dry lubricant to zero gravity the
viral insanity of the uterus engines reciprocates anamorphic memory loss of
glossy photomontage to synaptic metal reticulum which despairs spermatozoa
abortions surfing the horror of desiring reptiles rectal jaws ooze mucous assassin
corrodes metallic artery and explodes dissection device slices information
system at the frontal lobe cortex flickers before it has time to be interpreted
across neon desert of ice dead clone grils transmute code visions that torment
stage of heat mechanism inscribed into nail incision of neural cock nodes at full
extension/I am fear and afraid saturated with terror of time missing in action I
am frozen in the shadow of our death mission subsided to the hope of a quick
extinction/crushed by inbred fatalities migrate from time interval laughter of the
mask frozen scatter of ray space limiter at fingertips/Effulvia anxious that she is
thinking again what is forbidden internal organ sewn up autopsy leads to
techno-crisis explosion of a jellyfish stretched hot on the suns rock flesh machine
scanned drone parasite lobe raped the coefficient syndrome something cut
inside the celibate autopsy that leaves the taste of blood and rotting meat in her
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trips walks ending up on the corner of 24th and Smith Street at the Evening Star
Book shop /Even second hand books cost 8 to ten American dollars these
days/The River InSane is frozen and skaters swirl in arabesques hands held out
for balance/Along the sides of the bridge over the river also called Alaska there
are small crates and boxes set up where vendors sell everything from cheap
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My last rejection slip from the Editor of The Boston Review said my work falls into
the blankness of asymbolia or the excesses of an un orderable cognitive chaos
pure dogmatic disjunctive synthesis of non sense/I stick the rejection slips on the
ceiling of my bedroom in order of brutal negative to slimy positives but we still
wont publish you/gargoyles fall from the roof wings spread and fly off into the
Black Sun/the pressure of silence/too much speed or too much slowing down of
neural flow/drunks on benches at side of building run terrified bottles of port
slopping valuable drink /the rhythm of overall behaviour is shattered and there is
neither time nor place for acts or sequences to be carried out/some just drop in
fright and pray/is this the day of Rapture?/as for the discourse of the depressed it
is the normal surface of a psychotic risk/the sadness that overwhelms us the
retardation that paralyses us are also a shield sometimes the last one against
madness/
Female cyborgs descend from the clouds in silver ships full sail god the Mother
being the undercover identity of huge electronic Computer circuit that runs the
brains of the people reterritorialising the 80% they don‘t use with mutant clones
and rewiring the synapses to flow along code lines into interstellar space where
they are used to power machines we will never understand/they cannot be
discussed in the limited terms of nonuniversal language users like humans/IF we
were totally conversant with quantum physics/atomic particle
accelerators/Relativity/time warps/anti matter/quarks black holes /philosophy
at its most abstract level/the linguistics of Singularity /if IF we had all this we
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would not even be able to understand the instructions for operating the Device
much less comprehend what it DOES/
diatribe of instructions propeller thrust of big V8/self violence and mutilate cutter
failure to extract interlude of recognition of mirror image/hatred breeds huminax
murder protocols/Speakeasy turned viral terror stem-cells injected into dying
cerebral flesh fuking fly low under the enemy radar/ Finally its night in Kkrate
City/the artificial suns tremor thru colour spectrum until they heat up magnesium
vapours to blue white throwing contorted shadows as lights cross over each
others cone of illumination/ Dark Violet night sky swept clean immaculate
reflects a forbidding world on the brink of the crater/will sentient technology
arise and walk the deserts under nomad tents /before the utter corruption of the
human species has taken place/This is the question the writer must answer/
I hear the bird feathers in my pillow flutters about/my eyes tolerate the
dark/quiet suffocation of my desire fear of teeth being sucked back into birth
cycle and coming out exactly different/Never afflicted with transparent
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psychosis so you don‘t understand the suffering of the lunatic/a trapeze just out
of reach/Mental illness is a thankless task/
the planet took an erotoscopic lean to the left/human remains before birth in
slime pits thick green microbacteria carrying the genomes and chromosomes in
fragments forming molar beings and the start of a sexd existence/last attempts
of a doomed species/this Age demands a Medieval level of torture hysteria and
violence/saturates the air with futility/disaster/frustration/brutality/a heavy blunt
instrument of political rhetorical weapons Holy Wars and threatened plagues a
weapon of terror grips the Chief Executive as he opens the dome of the world in
half and takes out a bottle of Chivers Regal/View over the cess pool of Kkrate
City above it all/Could send stocks soaring/Gold and oil already on the
rise/grips the suburbanites at the petrol pump the fat liberals get another tax
break a thin tide of immotile sperm flooding the subway mixing with the spit the
vomit the deitrus of bodily evacuations morphing sardine bone creatures weeds
grow between the tracks the air is snarled with the headlines of empty war
fuselage/sad tonight need some women to talk too but that part of my life
seems over/I have become the celibate autopsy incarnate /
home in body bags/ The soldier pulls on his hard leather boots laced up tight
thick soles so he cant feel the bones and skulls he will need to march over his
uniform pressed the small silver skull on the pocket identifies him as Private first
class Kwo 98360/Special disposal Unit wired to explode should capture be
imminent/ he feels the weight of his dog tags hang from his neck shaved up to
the scalp polished boots orders clear/kill/he thinks of the Rolling Stones
particularly Keith Richards the way he holds that cigarette in his mouth/he
imagines his machine gun is a guitar/ The Corporal screems OK MEN lets rock
and roll/Private first class Kwo 98360 rests the weight of his gun into the contours
of his hip he feels the metal stock weld into the bone the cold metal nerves
snake up his spine to the temporal lobe of his brain/he is ready and leaves the
tent blinded for a second by the hot morning sun/he adjusts his night vision
implant to automatic and the lens focuses on the terrain ahead his heat sensors
scan for body shadows/nothing else is in his head/he thinks of the fact 1000
dead soldiers/something in their heads made them a casualty/distracted by
memories fears excited at the prospect of moving out into battle zone eyes
limited to the topography ahead no peripheral vision no intuition no eyes in the
back of their heads/they are deployed to a known village harbouring
terrorists/Private Kwo moves across the terrain in a zig zag motion close to the
ground strategy runs across open ground to door way of demolished
house/others walk in the street like it‘s a shopping arcade/these are the
deployed casualties/they are over come by the immensity of the Desert of the
thought of Nakasaki Ovens of the destruction around them they have questions
in their heads that have nothing to do with survival/their boots creak/perhaps
they want to become killers/a means of revenge for all the dead American
boys/the adrenalin blinds their instincts / A phutt from a distant Mosque and the
man stumbles/drops his weapon eyes wide open as he stares down at the hole
in his chest big enough to put a fist in/he falls to his knees for a few seconds then
the white face hits the dirt/his heart has burst and a pool of blood forms a brief
puddle around the corpse then soaks away into the sand/Private Kwo is relaxed
the cavity of the event subsiding sweeps the frontier with his telescopic sight
attaching eye to gun/the way it should be machine and organism/he sights the
shadow of the assassin in the distant watchtower squeezes the oiled trigger and
is bemused by the look of shock as the assassin takes a 20 calibre shell in the
face/Private first class Kwo is a molecular element in his own desiring machine/it
is in his own interests to survive/the shivering corpse behind him is a molar
element an easy target bunched up in a group called the Army/He is
expendable/He salutes the flag/he believes in God/he has a family/Private Kwo
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has no allegiance /Perhaps sympathy for the enemy he will eventually kill/he
doesn‘t need the army with its noise and technology/he is a secret
mercenary/the next move is already in place the next kill decided in his
favour/how can it be otherwise/death ejaculated from thrombotic veins atrocity
coefficient stiffens resistance to slow wave of neural deviating from the rules of
the game/he was a stealth bomber flying below enemy radar/his body was a
prosthetic killing machine made of hard flesh and impenetrable bone and
muscle/he glides along the parapet already his last position is being searched
for by a new assassin/But Private Kwo has become sand and moved to the next
line of attack slipping a polished brass shell case into the breach/he never fires
from the hip/always the shoulder taking the recoil steadies the path of the
shell/Blatt Blatt two shots at the most/
over the tables and the s/he have first cup of coffee in a vacant room a
cigarette and a certain kind of lunacy takes over/s/he want solitude to remain/
Close the doors turn up the heating some ambient musak lean into the corner of
the room/S/he have used this café for a number of scenes in recent books/
Gluttony also very good/ Binary Bar/ Evening Star Books just down the
road/never buy anything but good for titles by new authors read a bit in the
shop end up glad you never bought the book full of shit prose badly written
hypertexts stolen material you recognise immediately/How do they have the
arrogance to do it?/never have lunch in these places/Crowded damp noisy
preposterous too many suits and braces smell of hairsalons and manicure
utensils/Fat wallets exhausted with carrying all those big bills a round pull out a
fifty or 100 to pay for double lattes and huge slices of mouse and mudcake/
loaded down with shopping bags from Harrods and Le Shop and Diamaru/ I
don‘t sweat over it but it gets to me now and then/so these are the fugitive
expectations of my middle aged longing whose boundaries know only the
neurochemical modulations of the nerve endings as attenuated by foreign
pharmaceuticals /this self has never had a reliable face that it recognises nor
any face a reliable self that it can depend on/and it is the technology of
reflection thru which the fundamental self deceit is reflected back to us/So we
can only hallucinate ourselves into a reflexive unreliable being that repeats
itself thru habit that is what it has learnt to be the most painless routines/The zero
body without organs self comes into existence at the moment of its self
conception and may slip away into another self as the background changes/as
hard as I try I cant remember how I have been in the past/I clash with other
peoples opinion of me before I moved from Clarke St and left pauline before I
had kids before I was medicated before I gave up drinking before I lost my mind
/Each of these events had major implications for my so called self /I think
this/The illusion of Existence is merely the faculties observation of the physicality
of existing under the reflection of contaminated thought thinking itself out
loud/BUT who observes??? Who is behind the eyes so to speak?? This who is the
normalised self that only imagines it is an individual/ Regimentation and
socialised discipline makes individuals and it is not self conception /
unmediated conception that is responsible for individualised existence/But
rather we learn to perceive ourselves under the shadow of discipline/we are all
role modules for our selfs constructed from bits of him and bits of her/ we also
learn to forget/if we remembered all that we did and thought even for one day
that we would have to do it again the next day we would truly go mad/for the
normalised self is not quite normal if it does not also think itself thinking itself/the
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I think of suicide quite often but never tell Dr Degout/he calls it suicide ideation
and usually insists on carer to watch over you/Im tired Dogma tired and
exhausted/writing this letter to you is the only writing I can manage/Well I guess
that‘s it/
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Zodiac Poet
By Wayne Russell
slate grey...
Carcasses
trodden in sorrow
Skin
decomposing
unless
if upon rapture
he has called us to be
of neurotic mind
into pits of
drunken hell
and
with enchantresses'
gone before.
now conformed
feeling unloved,
on starless night...
dope craving
as I sit in the lobby of a Marriott hotel in Tempe Arizona
sweet euphoria
screaming
eyes dilate
vision clear
focus absolute
shaved pussy
another line
another line
just watch TV
go to movies
fuck in bathrooms
making a call
picking up product
grinding crystal
snorting drugs
spreading legs
a life
a moment
i need a hope
a future
a scream
suddenly answered
a prayer
understood
i need to gaze
and reflect
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i need to laugh
without caution
no starvation so far
i need a vice
without consequence
of a final defeat
self destruction
is wearing me out
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four
1.
of an empty bottle -
rattles home -
2.
3.
association to circumstance
beyond my control -
4.
on a day filled with heat, dust and a wind that gave no quarter
and i say,
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hello -
we banter a bit as i fill the tank of her brokedown red Honda Civic
2.
she walks by
suddenly
and i say,
hello
3.
a short waitress with large feet and simple features takes our order -
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4.
my name's Christa,
she says
5.
6.
usual topics -
- music
- love
- and sex
stop mid-stride
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7.
8.
and i laugh -
9.
she says -
10.
mirrors fog -
i say
11.
open windows -
she smiles at me -
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glare a moment
Disconnected
By Gillian Prew
DISCONNECTED #3
DISCONNECTED #4
DISCONNECTED #5
Where am I?
Encircled.
DISCONNECTED #6
- even if I am
A Simple Ginsberg
By Tarringo T. Vaughn
A Simple Ginsberg
A Simple Ginsberg
She brought it to me
just the way I liked it.
There was nothing like a nice cold green tea
with just the right sip of ginseng. The waitress smiled
as I thanked her for remembering my style
and finally she walked to the other side of the café
where a young couple stubbornly flipped their menus
to order the toast and runny eggs with
slightly burned home fries and decaffeinated coffee.
They were not from town. A slow song
Played in the background but I don‘t remember
the words, just a voice humming
behind me. But my mind refused to turn around
as I heard a scent of marijuana in his tone.
He sounded like one of those beat poets
who challenged academia. Again I refused to acknowledge
his presence. This was my time, my Saturday morning
in this peaceful little dump that overlooked suburbia;
my escape from the judgment of sinners
marked with hidden tattoos of homophobia.
THE TREES!
The trees!
The trees!
The Trees.
Black magic
dead magpie
red majesty
of the blood.
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dripping ever
dripping ever
wooden maw
closing claw
trunkteeth jaw.
axe eaten.
gone forever
gone forever
ungreen
unseen.
Sweet Lucinda
fell into
a plethora of trouble
while passing by
heard her cry
waiting...for you.
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Bob and Addy seemed to want to fuck all the time. Guess it was just a symptom of last
days jitters or the thought of a coke bottle molotov ruining your whole fucking day.
Grinding to the thrash of Morbid Angel on the old disc spinner, I stood sentry on the
dilapidated porch while the brunette fondled dead flowers. Jesus, what a tenebrific
state of affairs. Crazy Bob's getting tail, I'm on a backwoods bayou porch with a girl that
won't even speak, and the evil of the witch trials couldn't match what was in store for us
and the trickling of survivors. "Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhh", it was the brunette trying to speak.
Stunned that she spoke, I was reminded of crepuscular secrets pitchy in their forked
tongue of poetry. Seems I remembered the tale of the Hollow and Old Bill. How he led
the innocent Lenore to her impending rape of slaughter and soul languishing. How he
spent the rest of his days making up for it by recruiting the down and out to rescue her.
For it mattered not. You see we had a secret weapon. Just before hitting Ashburg, we
met a cop named Brad who said he knew the way. Trudging through the undergrowth
of kudzu we trampled on to meet him.
Hmmmm now what the hell did he say his last name was? Ah yes....it was Skinner.
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Laughing at Funerals
By David McLean
obstinate wax
the obstinate wax of an absolute candle,
burning recalcitrant in a deserted church
where windows seem so high to children
that they fall up past all the stars,
stars where they assume the dead are
watching us, absent gods and fathers
pretending to be mine
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dusty pocket
night comes down with terrible medicine
in its dusty pocket, a vast absence
and slight light, the sun hovering
below a squeaky horizon that rims us
Hermetic Hippo
By Glen Lantz
no divine interventions
sunset plow
leave them in the fields
they can have each other
ignorance is still there
even if we can‘t see it
it finds behind the trees
we are lost and stone
lost again
Contributors
A.D. Hitchin is a poetry and prose writer published in small press and
independent journals.
Babs Martin was born in San Diego, CA, raised on Route 66, and currently
resides in Oklahoma. She is a creative expressionist in words and music. Babs written
works have appeared in anthologies, on-line publications and magazines. Her Rock-n-
Word Trip recordings and CD singles have been featured on several radio programs in
the US and Canada. Babs collections and performances are designed to fly you on a
high and deliver you to the door steps of your own sensational journey.
David McLean is Welsh but has lived in Sweden since 1987. He lives there
on an island in a large lake called Mälaren, very near to Stockholm, with woman, cats,
kittens, and a couple of dogs. He writes a lot of poems but really dislikes poetry. Up to
date details of over 1000 poems in various zines over the last three years or so and
several available books and chapbooks, including three print full lengths, a few print
chapbooks, and a free electronic chapbook, are at his blog at
http://mourningabortion.blogspot.com
Lucem Ferre lives in Michigan with his three cats. He writes poetry and
struggles with his addictions on a daily basis. Lucem says that there is no need to pray
for his soul because he lost it many years ago in the dark back alleys of Detroit.
Jack Henry lives in the high desert of South Eastern California in a single-wide
trailer on the edge of the Salton Sea. In his spare time Jack writes poetry and short
stories about the vagaries of normal life. His first book of words, "with the Patience of
Monuments," is available from NeoPoeisis Press (www.neopoiesispress.com). A second
book of words, "Crunked," should be available sometime in 2010 from Epic Rites Press.
(www.epicrites.org) He can be reached at jackhenry951@hotmail.com.
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Gillian Prew is currently living in Argyll, Scotland with her partner, two
children and a cat, Gillian Prew ditched philosophy in favour of poetry even though the
former still haunts her. She has three collections of poems and has been published at
Full of Crow, Counterexample Poetics, Gutter Eloquence, Gloom Cupboard, Fragile Arts
Quarterly, 'ditch', and The Glasgow Review among others. She also recently became a
'Featured Artist' at Counterexample Poetics.
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Meera Flame is married with 3 gorgeous boys. She has been doing
jewelry design for 17 years and has had her own workshop for 16 years with her
talented husband.
Newamba is a poetic terrorist roaming the streets of Miami. His bombs are
made of insight and reason.
Wayne Russell is a poet that originally hails from Florida in the USA,
however now resides in Wellington, New Zealand with his wife and two young children.
Wayne has been published in Poet's Espresso, Iclement, Shoots and Vines, and Fragile
Arts, amongst others, you can read more of his work at the following site.
www.myspace.com/thezodiacpoet
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