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THE WARNING by William F Matters Jr. 04-29-2016 Anno Domini

We can't achieve whatever we want seems to be the prevailing rule in America. The apple can't fall
far from the tree by nature. If we fail to maintain our relationships or our own emotional stability we are in
in trouble. We can not operate as a corporation or machine or animal just own mere needs and yet that
is why we see humans reduced. There is no escaping prayer or work or not achieving pure purpose.
Humans require a variety of things beyond color matching clothing or aesthetics to be social yet we need
monotonous compensation financially and/or emotionally from our positions and roles which we can not
without there being a God to quite understand. There is no preplanning for most of us in life.

In all there is the father of all fear which is if I make a mistake in thought does it become reality
for me? In all religion this is the most loving and forgiving of God’s acts that it is not so. Between Quantum
Mechanics and Relativity or even String Theory lies this mystery perhaps for our own good. As more
Technology and markets develop we need more education and less time for family depleting us of love.
One thing I miss about Pop music is it seemed less dark than my deep faithless thinking in younger years.
Purely objective thought in a fallen world is dark by nature since faith is not a component.Writing these
words does not make my stomach go inside out.

We live in a world of darkness so any objectivity will be devoid of truth. We claim there is no truth as
Pontius Pilate. I initially wrote these works so anybody could use them however it excluded Christianity
due to it’s complexity yet requires it for it’s very human need of not forcing us to be enslaved to our
passions which are self destructive.In many ways it addresses the complex need of sex. Nobody dies
without it but only wishes they were no more psychologically. It opens the door to family and personhood.
Later it opens the door to society, self respect and ultimate role in dissolving problems as a rote yet
necessary purpose. It is how our faith(s) grow and our ultimate appreciation of God in sanity.

As a Schizo affective/OCD individual you see the purposeless, faithless and impoverished while
insane males who are single dependent on casual sex and drugs to face today and tomorrow. This is not
a human ranking system but a real view of family definition not to evolve as roles were sane. Now two
people in a family need work and it forces dual roles on each sexual partner (male and female).In the
end we are going against God in progress’s name and denying we can go further in the name of faith.
Where there is no definition there is no role or sanity yet only loneliness and fears.Yes there is treasure to
be found in the streets but the true treasure is to never have to pick up change or look for money or
compromise. We all seek to have the perfect product, solution, role or purpose but that will not come
without God. Philosophers, singers, comedians, politicians, actors, etc. will not be remembered in time so
I seek Christ as the guarantee of my immortality. They create the very chaos they hope to distract from or
take a different view of as do all humans in one way or another. Today I can afford to honor my human
limitations and let God be God .The truth is we are told who or what we should be or especially have yet I
was created fine as God made me and this is the most profound treasure. Artists, philosophers, scientist,
theologians, song writers and free thinkers all seem to die in romance and drugs these days as politicians
are purposeless or assassinated. Few live on as remembered prophets. This effort all seems as worthless
as 1,000,000 collapsed dinars from Yugoslavia. Those that survive are slaves to money to prove the
value of their respective dominate systems as Capitalism. Most fears are
imagined and never come to place yet we budget for them burying us in fear or unnecessary wealth.
The reason we have suicides is to qualify for love. People seem positive to survive each other lose hope
and in fear consider death silently as the only act of sanity.We serve self or others in love. The only thing
that is impossible by our mind is everything.To think all is possible is our worst fears too then become
possible.

Filled with clutter we are disorganized in fear to prepare or plan every possibility. We can support
charitable thrift shops or church programs. We can seek money in a corner alley trapped by rain or wind
with extras in tourist areas but poverty is inescapeable. We are wealthy if we do not need to look for
change or money or live clean and comfortable.A possible way to look at life.
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Self Definition: Direction/Answers, Requirements, Purpose/Problem Solving/Product or Roles

Self Direction: Accomplishment, Freedom, Driver’s License, Education, Art, Literature, Music, Games,
Auto, Air Conditioning, Religion, Philosophy, Hobbies, Material Philosophy/Politics, Vacation/Retreat, Pet,
Credit

Social: Music, Computer, Video, Sports, Taste, Relationships, Color Coordination, Style, Peers,
Community, Patriotism, Investment/Vested Interest, Change, Routine, Spouse

Security/Psychological: Locks, Cell Phone, Alarm Clock, Alarms, Watch/Jewelry, Computer Access,
Storage, Cleanliness ,Appliances, Friends/Family, Laundry Access ,Money/Bank, Hygiene Products,
Transportation Access, Climate Control, Grooming Supplies, Eating Impliments, Bed/Separate Space,
Furniture, Shower/Toilet, Waste Management, Pest Control, Law/Order

Basic Needs: Home, Water(hot, cold, running & clean), Food (nutrition not just resolving hunger or
cravings), Clothing, Rest/Sleep, Special Needs
Medicine, God (Dignity & Relationship with Self), Work or Volunteer/Reciprication (both ways).
Light(electric)

All are essential.

I believe Baptism, Marriage, Confession/Sacrament of Sick and Confirmation of faith all exists in some
form or another in a Christian society and assist in allowing a person to live in security and forgiving
relationship to God. Our taste changes with age as our sense of security changes. We need to enjoy
today and not live in a static resentment or fearful state. Respect of your life via Burial. Marriage seems
the only remaining universal feature of religion.

Once I thought I was capable of uniting all religion into some lowest common denominator. It’s
impossible. Just dietary laws alone are problematic. If you are a Native American you believe in thanking
the hunted animal for its food and sacrifice. In Judaism there is the idea of giving thanks to a Creator and
items restricted from your diet as pork in Islam also. In Hinduism there is a code of not killing or cooking
an animal and in Christianity all is allowed but not recommended. We can’t honor one religion so why try
to unite them? All the truth adds up to Christ for me. To try to add up different truths adds up to insanity
and no true truth. All religions even if denying it have at its base some exclusivity even with violence.

As our world deteriorates I thought of writing what has never needed to be encoded which is Hetero-
sexual Male Rights. As we leave marriage as an option to a female we lose even more rights or find more
dangers. If we become Homo-sexual we really have lost it. If we pursue fornication or adultery there is
that collection of problems even without illegitimate offspring. Males can hit on or rape males but
heterosexuals can’t hit on females? Females can hit on males? Where is this going? One man will sell out
another for a female.

The main problems is we are aware of fat, sugar & salt or cleanliness killing bacteria and viruses, but not
a sense of evil or sin. We think as long as it’s cheap or makes more money, but we do not think about
good and bad money. We think as long as it works it must be okay. We think sex anyway is okay as long
as no disease. We think it okay to believe in time plus chance plus matter but not an infinite mind of God.
As long as it works or isn’t dangerous or taste or feels good it’s alright. False. THE REAL NEEDS ARE:
FAITH, HOPE & LOVE. At times knowledge, wisdom & a sense of true dangers not street bs is necessary
however this is not the 80’s so the list of needs above basics are not always practical to achieve. It does
have the basics of a sound gratitude list or goals. However:

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CATEGORIES:

You know we need definition & categories to honor and respect things in their places. Even if it seems
futile at times. We can only guess and have to live even if we don’t have the answers to start. This is why
I believe in original sin and a fallen world. In the beginning man knew all he needed infused by God and
not confused by education containing indoctrination. Sometimes categories seem to slide into each other
but when you think about it truly then you realize it’s because we misunderstood things or have a lack of
respect and honor for it. We are not thankful these days.

ROLES:
We do not appreciate each other’s roles anymore as far as cultural applications of females occur and
that is why males have less rights now. Nobody teaches respect or why to respect. Lustful appreciation
can only take you so far or understanding of reproductive roles. Who doesn’t like a nice hairdo or dress or
outfit accentuating the sexual dimorphism of the other sex, but we take it too far without dignity. Am I a
person or only to be used for sexual purposes? As the roles grow more complex or even sinful the appeal
of one sex over another occurs due to the lack of rights maybe one male feels in comparison with a
female. One person feels more useful as poor or middle class than wealthy. One person feels more noble
if different than others yet we are all confused, yes even sinners .The price goes up on everything as
everyone losses their value to each other. We are due for a collapse. We do not value animal or plant life
much less or the environment if we can buy it. Fear of God is lost first in all of these situations. Can we
afford it then what’s the difference if we waste? What happened to provider, protector and father or
nurturer and domestic caretaker or mother? In a sense this is more a venture towards upward mobility
than a new car or gold jewelry or exotic pet? We can only go much further before we can exploit
everything and that is the ultimate of evil as not God’s will, but mine be done.Who cares if I could create a
cookbook involving tuna made with mustard as a twist on a tuna sandwich?

Do we realize we were wrong or are we only now wrong? I am only thankful for Nietzche not because
his thought found a home in Naziism, but it was a venue to evaluate evil. Likewise I was thankful for Marx,
not for Communism, but for showing what a lack of the sacred could create.We live in a world where sick
ideas are shared as artistic freedom then we ask how can such evil things happen? Evil entertainment
leads to evil action aka sin.Playboy is not art as much as showing a person to only be a sexual object.
There is much foolishness and a craving for revolution but all that teaches is how to shed blood. How
come we never discuss reform? As for a person you can redefine yourself only so many times before you
crack.At a certain point stability is required without constant change.

SECTS:

The one thing I have always despised is people who believe what they want to supporting it by the
scriptures they like while ignoring the other ones that do not support such ideas. Somehow faiths have
become obsessed with proof(s) from scripture due to our scientific world.I can understand it to a degree.
When it was the 80’s I had foolish ideas as a book on thievery or a book to unite all world religions or
even more recently the handbook for the owner of a vagina, which would be comical as I am male.It is
believed Adam had God’s intended education for him instantly infused at creation. No education or
everything learned through trial and error if you can imagine such.One of the reasons we have so much
mental illness is nobody teaches you what to forget or disregard as foolishness since we are so
concerned with self esteem. No right or wrong answers anymore in a world where every nightmare or
wish is possible if you can prove your way to it. Doctors and lawyers are the new priesthood. In the end all
I wrote would be good in part for running a family business. I’ve learned the hard way that some thoughts
or ideas are not capable of producing good. That is futility. The biggest futility I imagined was a modern
Inferno revisited, but that involves judging people who were famous condemning them to hell. Even if just
imagination I do not want to put myself in the place of God subjecting myself to my own deviancies.
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Well all I know is I thought as a grandmaster that all is written what will be in one’s life but one must
choose to be there is false. Man makes plans but God directs his steps from Proverbs 16:9 is more
reasonable. Religion is too confusing. I ‘m glad I failed to become a priest or preacher.

I started young thinking the world was filled with beauty, but now some of the beliefs of some of the
cultures are disgusting. Maybe some art or music only get their rise through horrors of living hells and
desperation. Well I know my life has a lot in common with some other people, but I know now my life is
not so interesting and I want no fame. You really have to be famous to be famous these days I it’s not
worth the sin involved.In real life there is no absolute ability to plan everything or prepare for every
possibility.

This section dedicated to Luke Gallo & Michelle Conrey

In this written work I give you a warning. These works were written by me, but I was
self centered & not surrounded by good people. It’s like rock n roll. It all becomes slavery to
money or wealth to justify your idea in any material philosophy.Manners is not a waste as it
is a way of investing in relationships or avoiding danger.Only God can bring good out of evil.
Things today can not always happen gradually and things being made possible by thought depends
on if today’s technology makes it within possibility.I may have concepts but they may not yet be feasible.
So I try to stop before I start.People know everything regarding others positions but nobody can
sum it all up to the ultimate truth.

Humans are not machines or animals so certain needs we can never shake off like proper
sleep,diet,privacy,social interaction,etc. A budget is not mere mathematics as sleep schedules.
Just knowing about sex doesn’t mean you know it all now as much as learning how to profit is not all there
is to business. As for politics they all grow government and cost to you no matter what you do.
We can not be a rock star without being addicted to being the man ourselves.The question in Storm Blue
was originally what was self acceptance and acceptance among us? Some would say sports, others
would say money and in the end if you can not accept yourself or selves nobody will respect you to
accept you. We really need to solve all need and have no war based on all having enough without
covetousness. If you work to have what you want and not just because somebody else you respect has it
all should be well.

I used to wish I had blue eyes, blonde hair, straight teeth and no mental illness. Now I am glad I have
eyes, a common hairstyle as bald, healthy teeth and am not mentally challenged. He who fights with
monsters might take care lest he thereby become a monster. And if you gaze for long
into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you.This quote is from Fredereich
Nietzche.Whom died mad.

If we see ourselves as serving a cause we lie as it is only survival comfortably. What fills in the gaps
usually is addiction with it’s problems of not acknowledging others plus the cost of irreparable damages.
Like a child who wants to know Easter's Jesus yet not understand the Easter Bunny as a mere symbol of
fertility as wel as the Easter Egg we look in magical wonder. What seems magical is always deceptive by
it's nature. What does Jesus really have to do with Santa or sales at malls? This is commercializing the
sacred which I believe to be a sin in and of itself birthing confusion and inevitable insanity. We see it all
in rebellion against the sacred in All Saint's Day versus Halloween where people pretend to be too
intelligent to be frightened by so-called lies.

I am glad I failed as a self help guryu or a philosopher since famous philosophers usually have bathed
in blood historically and wishes to be responsible for such atrocities? There are too many famous people
in our history as it is so I guess it is the end.