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■ yMeTHMK je M3 maHMK Pa3 roBop flaBMAa
An6axapnja v\ Mnxaj/ia HaHTufia 6 ■ flasMA
An6axapn n e fi 24 ■ flaBMA An 6axapn flB e
<t>0T0 rp a 4>iije 27 ■ flaBMfl An6axapn njoTp
29 ■ Asbua A/i6axapn HoBe npune (Ojim-
sep 31, BeHeAMKT 33, YAan>aBaK>e 35, (lapK
38) ■ flaBMfl An6axapn OparMeHTM d 47 ■
AaBMfl A^ 6axapu PoiceHpoji, jo u i jeAHOM
53 ■ flaBHA An6axapw A/ieKcaHAap Tmui-
Ma, ypeAHMK 56 ■ CBeTiAcnaB Bacapa Ma-
reH A aB iiA 65 ■ B/iaflaH MaTMjeBMfi flp y m
je 3 MK 71 ■ MMJiaH Ibop^eBMli CefiaH>e Ha
A 06 p 0 B0/bH 0 r M3 rHaHiđKa A- A. 75 ■ X a-
Pko PaflaKOBufi 3eMyHCKa tcopnopauuja 80
■ MyxapeM Ba3flyrb H e m p u Mane npune o
A - A. 86 ■ B/iaflMMnp TacMfi CHe^KHH mo-
BeK m napa/iaKca 88 ■ MapnjaHa Mw/iowe-
bmTi A o 6 pn A yx npune 95 ■ Jemena AHre-
zioBCKa MeKa >KecniHa 99 ■ UBaH Paflo-
caBJbeBMfi H e M o ryfie OAcycTBO M3 m c t o -
p n je 106 ■ 143 CTpaHe KpuTiiKe (HauM Ka-
TaH, HopčepT HapHM, XaHC neTep KyHmu,
KpucTOCjj BapTMaH, Map«yc ByHAM, AHflpeac
BpajTeHuuTajH, XaH-EaTMCT ApaHr, naTpuK
PeHrep, flopoT ea flupKMaH, AHflpeac BpajT-
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CKe HOfin 132 ■ Caiua Tinpnfi Tobop noc/ie,
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EpaHKO KyKMfi

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Ako je f papau, nocBefieH Mep,uiann Smo y CBeTa Kora je B n a ie MHTepecoBao 6m3hhc
Harnoj nepnoAMun noseTaK H0 B0 r ceH3M6M- oa MMarMHaunje, Mahbe ca3Hai-be oa B/ia-
/iHTeTa, OHfla je r pap.au, nocBefieH caBpe- ctm, B urne paT Hero poK. y Taj BpTJior oh je
MeHOj CBeTCKoj npuHM o3Hanuo npncycTBO noByKao jeAHy HMTaBM reHepaunjy Hamnx
HOBe iiMTepaType. npupeTjuBan Tor Spoja CTBapa/iaua m HMTa/iaua. UlTa je Ta reHepa-
6 no je AaBUfl A ^ 6 axapn. TuMe je H>er0 B0 i4,nja H3 T o r B p T /io ra M3He/ia, iuTa je y tom
MMe HepacKMflMBo Be3aHO 3a <t>opMnpai-be BpT/iory M3ryč u n a , u fla m je Taj cmia3aK u
yMeTHMHKe c(>M3 MOHOMnje OBor nacorm ca. nospaTaK LUKO/ia 3a HeKO hobo nyT0Bahbe,
Tmx roflUHa An 6 axapnjeB paA Sno je npoxeT jaBMfie HaM BpeMe Koje A 0 /ia 3 n u npo/ia3M .
Bn6 pau,njaMa Koje cy 3axBaTMJie HOBy re- y CB3K0M c/iynajy, OBaj Spoj r oap,u,a je cjjpar-
Hepaunjy yivieTHMKa. 5wo je t o Ta/iac jeAHor MeHT Te aBaHType, npwKa3aH y jiMKy flaBM-
H0 B0 r CBeTa hmjm ce ceH3n6n/iMTeT M3pa>Ka- A a A/i 6axapnja, aBaHrype Koja Ha CBojMM
Bao npeKo My3MKe, 4>M/iMa v\ /ii/iTepaType, 3aMpi±ieHMM nyTeBMMa jolu yBeK hoch cjaj
Koja je, c jeA ne cip a H e , o c e m /ia Hac/iefje Hen0H0BAjMB0r, M3a30BH0r, CKpuBeHor n y3-
BopxecoBe yHMBep3a/iHoc™, a c Apyre, ho- SyA/bMBor.
bm yrao H3 Kora cy yMeTHi/mM x u b o t nocMa-
Tpa/in y HberoBMM y3SyA/bHBwvi AeTa/bMMa,
necTO noMepeH ncnxeAe/inHHMM cpeACTBM-
Ma. Miviao ce yTncaK Aa cy ce n 0 H0 B0 y ho-
BeKOBOM nonMahby CBeTa cnojmiM MaKpo-
kocmoc m mmkrokocmoc, Aa ce patja/ia HOBa
peHecaHca Kao HOBa, am 0 B0 r nyTa aHAep-
rpayHA, no 6yHa y Kojoj je m/ibam bpjim CBeT,
pa3onapaH LLIe3AeceT ocmom, npoHaiuao ho-
bh, napa/ie/iHM n yT y H0 B0j (J)opMi/i, Koju Hu­
je boauo y peBonyunjy KojoM 6 m npoMeHno
CBeT, Hero y peBO/iyunjy Aa ce npoMeHM ho-
BeK. Obu nyTeBM ce Hncy noAyflapn.rm M3
npocTor pa3nora lu to je CBeT cxBafieH Kao
AOKpajneHa MAeja noAPMBaHa eHTponujoM
KanuTa/ia u TexH0Ji0 n/ije.
JeAaH oa npBnx CTBapanaua Koju je ra j
hobu Ayx yHeo y Haiuy cpeAHHy Smo je fla -
bha A /i 6axapn. He caMo CBojoM ocošeHOM
^nTepaTypoM, Hero m npeBOf)ei-beM ayTopa
Koju cy M3pa>KaBann Taj Ayx y AMepnun n
EHrnecKoj, a m m y ocTa/inM AenoBmvia CBe-
Ta (y CpeAi-boj m JyxHOj AMepMUM, npe ocTa-
jimx), Be3aMa M3Met)y rtMTepaType, My3MKe m
c})MfiMa, acJJupMucahbeM A pyrnx Ky/iTypa Kao
Ae/iOBa nnaHeTapHe uenuHe (noroTOBO Hc-
TOKa), Kao 1/1 a/lTepHaTMBHMM M3AaBaHaeM
Khbura, Koje no npoAyKi4wju Huje Sm io B e m -
ko, a/im je Sm/io 0flpa3 jacH or AncTaHunpa-
hba oa CBera lu to je 6 n.no 0cJ)MUMje.nH0 .
TaKO ce flaBMA A/iSaxapM Haoiao y
BpTJiory jeAHe CTBapHOCTM Koja je Te>Knna
Aa ce pa3/iMKyje o a eTaS/iMpaHor CBeTa,
 V M e iU H U K je U 3Z H O H U K
fa s e v đ o p fla ffu g a A jić a x a p u ja u
M u x a jjia IJanuluha
M . n .: 3eMyH je rpaA Ha flecHoj 06 a/im fly -
HaBa, HeKO/iHKO Ki/i/ioMeTapa y3BOAHO oa
Ka^eMerAaHa u yiuTia CaBe, CTap CTOTMHa-
Ma roAHHa, Hajnpe n3rpaf)eH Ha 6 pAy y hm-
joj cy ziecHoj yTpo 6 n AynaBCKM pn6apn ko-
na/iM CBoja npBa ciaHmiJTa - ,,3eMyHMue“
( 0TyAa MMe MecTa). HaKOH noTnucMBai-ba
BeorpaACKor Mupa (1739) Ha flyHaBy je Ae-
c()mhmtmbho ycnocTaB/beHa rpaHMua M3Mef)y
OTOMaHCKor uapcTBa v\ AycTpoyrapcKe hm-
nepnje, na je 3eMyH, Kao My/iTi/ieTHHHKa
cpeAHHa (Cp6n, HeMui/i, XpBa™, JeBpejn...)
nocTao Ba>KaH norpaHUHHi/i rpaA, ca ceAn-
ujTHMa AP>xaBHe aAMi/iHMCTpaunje (KapaH-
ti/ih, u,apMHa, nynKa KaneTaHi/ija). y Apyroj
no/iOBHHM XX BeKa 3eMyH ry 6 n Ha cbom re-
ocTpaieLUKOM 3Hanajy u Lunpei-beM Eeorpa-
Aa nocTaje jeAHa o a 6 eorpaACKi/ix onuiTHHa.
Kao nncau, Koju ce 6 aBM ncTopnjoM HoBor
BeorpaAa, 3 HaM Aa je Taj rpaA M3rpaT)eH Ha
3eM/bMLUTy Koje je HeKaAa npnnaAa.no 3e-
MyHCKOM aTapy. na u nopeA Tora lu to je ca-
Aa y n 0TnyH0 CTM yTon/beH y Be/ierpaA Ha-
CTajao cnajai-beM u noBe3MBanbeM Burne
Manbnx M ecTa u rpaA O B a 3 eM yH u A a /t e n y -
Ba CBojy ncT opnjC K y naTHHy. KaAa, peumvio,
LueTaTe ycKMM y/inuaM a oko Ky/ie, n 3 Mef)y
CTapMX, He HapOHMTO A 06 pO OAP>KaBaHMX
KyTta, MOxe BaM ce yHMHi/iTM Aa CTe ce oa-
jeAHOM o 6 pe/in y XVIII v\rm XIX BeKy. V 3e -
MyHy je OApacTao u AeueHMjaMa xnB eo,
npe Hero lu to je, noneTKOM 9 0 -m x OTmuao y
KaHaAy, Moj npnjaTe/b, rincau, npeBOAH/iau,
ecejHCTa, ypeAHMK AaBHA A /i 6 axapn, jeAHO
o a H aj3H a n a jH n jn x n p n n o B e A a w K n x MMeHa
c p n c K e KhbnxeBHOCTM 8 0 -m x m 9 0 -m x roA M -
Ha. KaKO je n p o c T o p y KojeM c h O A p a cT a o
yT H uao Ha TBoje n p n n o B e A a i-b e ? Moxew jim
A a c e ceTHLii npBnx TpeHyTaKa KaAa c h o c e -
tm o KaKO c e pea/iH M n p o c T o p rp a A a n p e T a -
ne y TBoje npi/m e?
f l. A.: y 3eMyH caM Aomao M3 Tiynpnje,
1954. roAHHe. TeK lu to caM KpeHyo y npBM
pa3peA 0 CH0 BHe LUKO/ie - npece/im iM cmo
ce HerAe cpeAHHOM jeceHM. Tiynpnja je 3a
MeHe o c Ta n a p a jc ra MecTo y KojeM ce A e -
cn/io Moje paHo ASTm-bCTBo: Moja npBa /by-
SaB, Moj npBM nac, Moje npBe HofiHe Mope,
Moja npBa npoHmaHa Ki-bnra - CBe ce to Ta-
mo OAMrpa/io. HacnpaM Tiynpnje, 3eMyH je
6 mo nonyT KaKBor- 6 ajK0BHT0r Be/ierpaAa,
6e3 0Č3npa Ha to lu to je TaAa 6mo KyAHKa-
mo ManbM u 3 H3 TH0 yAa/beHMjt4 oa Beorpa­
Aa (TaAa je 3eMyH jouj yBeK 6v\o rpaA 3a
ce 6e,.a He 6e 0rpaACK0 npeArpafje). Ayro 6y-
cn, Tpojiej6ycn, Be/ie/ienHa 3rpaAa floMa
paTHor Ba3flyxon/iOBCTBa, u AyHaB, Hašpe-
Kao u Be/iMMaHCTBeH, HacnpaM Kojer je Mo-
paBa Ae.noBa.na nnT0 M0 . H3awao caM M3
paja u CTynno caM y CBeT...
OApacTao caM y Kyfin y Kojoj je Kubura
3ay3MMa/ia nosacHo MecTo. M OTau u MajKa
cy noACTMua/iM Haujy /by 6aB npeMa HHTahby.
PofjeHAaHCKM noK/iOHM cy yBeK 6 m/ih y 06 -
/iMKy KhbMra, HMLUTa A pyro Huje AO/ia3M/io y
oČ3np. OTau HaM je, cecTpw u MeHM, Kyno-
Bao CB3K0 HOBO M3AaHbe Haj60/bMX AeMjMX
6 n 6/inoTeKa, Kao u jto je capajescKa ,,/lacTa-
BHua", a Kyfia je 6 m ia nyHa npeApaTHMX M3-
Aanta Aenjnx Ki-bnra y eAnuwjaMa ,,3/iaTHa
Ki-bMra“ u ,,KaA0 K“ . Bunu cmo npeTn^afieHM
Ha AenjM naconuc 3/way m peAOBHo caM c/iao
CBoje „paHe paAOBe“ Ha i-bnxoBe K0 HKypce.
M AaH-AaHac mmbm HerAe ypaM/beHe ah-
n^OMe, Kao u Khbure BpaHKa TionuFta m Mm-
pe A^esKOBuri, Koje caM TaAa a o 6 mo. Ha
KHaure caM 6 no noceČHO noHocaH jep cy 6 m-
/ie noTnucaHe. A^m npaBO KpeTai-be Ka nnca-
i-by none^o je tokom Mojnx rnMHa3njcKnx Aa-
Ha, KaAa cy n Moju Ki-bnxeBHM xopn30HTM
none/in Aa ce aiupe. TaAa je nose/ia v\ Moja
onHm-beHOCT Bn^njeMOM OoKHepoM, onnn-
i-beHOCT Koja je noTpaja^a Ayrn hm3 roAUHa
(m Koja ce noHajBmue bmah y MojMM npusa-
Ma y ,,HenaxrbHBOM npopoKy“ , APyroM Ae/iy
rio p o a m H o r BpeMeHa). y3rpeA, KaAa caM
3aBpuii/io rnMHa3Mjy, xTeo caM Aa CTyAnpaM
6 no^orMjy, a/in HucaM 6 mo npuM ^eH, na
caM y HaKHaAHOM poKy ynncao eHmecKM je-
3 mk ia KHjMxeBHOCT Ha Burnoj neAaroujKoj
luko/im, m Ta CJiyHajH0 CT je 3 aneHaTnna mo-
jy cyA 6 nHy. TaAa caM Beri 036n/bH0 nncao,
a m He to/im ko npuse ko/imko necMe. Ho-
cn o caM A yry Kocy n o cetiao ce Kao 6yH-
tobhmk. Bmo je t o Kpaj 60-nx. HmuTa HucaM
3HaO 0 TOMe KaKO C[)yHKUMOHHLUe KhbMXeB-
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hm CBeT, a/in flecn.no ce Aa je Moj OTau, no-
3HaBao HeKora ko je HeiiiTO 3Hao o TOMe, m
TaKO caM je flH o r flaHa OTMuuao y peflaKUMjy
M /iaflO cm ca cBexi-beM MojMX npnna m ne-
caMa.
Tafla je KhbMxeBHM ypeflHMK M n a p o c m
6 mo MM/iaH B/iajHMli m oh je npBM 06jaBM0
HeiiiTO oa Moje npo3e. (He 3HaM Aa /im a o-
6 po naMTMM, a/iM noćne hbera je AOiuao
MM^Mcas CaBMfi, m oh je OHAa očjaBMo jouj
HeKe oa MojMX npMsa.) GneAeTiM, m Bepo-
BaTHO HajBaxHMjM nepMOA 3 a MeHe, p p n a m
noc/ie Tora, a to je B peM e Mor MHTeH3MBHor
Apy>Kenba ca PaaiOM JlMBaAOM. P a m a -K o ra
caM 3Hao oa paHMx AenaLiKMx Aana je p cmo
CTaHOBa/iM y KOMLUMJiyKy - TaAa je Beft 6 mo
M3y3eTH0 uei-beH m BMt)eH Kao HOBa 3Be3Aa
Ha cpncKOM necHMHKOM He6y.
M. n .: KaAa caM 6m o AenaK, a t o ynpa-
bo naAa y KacHe me3AeceTe m paHe ceAaM-
AeceTe, Ao 6 a TBoje nyHe MHAMBMAyauMje,
celiaM ce Aa je nyBeHM HOBMHap I lo n m ^ K e
3Mpa AAaMOBMTi nMCU,MMa m APyrMM yMeTHM-
UMMa, y OKBMpy HeKe BenMKe m Ayre aHKeTe,
nocTaB/bao jeAHO jeAMHo nHTante: K o j e Ha
aac npecyjn,HO yrwu,ao, m 3amT0? Hmao caM
Te oAroBope, He pa3yMeBajytiM mx HajSo/be.
Mmc/imm Aa AaHac 3HaM Aa je Ha t o nMTanbe,
y CTBapM, HeMoryfie o a to b o p m tm , jep h o b c k
KojM OATOBapa Mopa ce 6 e Aa m3mmcjim Kp03
npou.ee pau,M0Ha/iM3auMje oHora ljuto MHane
Ao/ia3M ep/io cnoHTaHO, Kao Ancai-be. KaKO
6m tm 0A r 0B0 pM0 Ha t o nMTaete?
f l. A.: HeTMpui CTBapM c a c a M o r noneTKa
7 0 -m x bmamm ca A a Kao n p e c y flH e . n p B a je
npMjaTe/bCTBO c a P am oM JlMBaAOM, jeflHO o a
ohmx APy>Kehta y KojMMa c e CBeT - /iM TepaTy-
p e m o n u jT e 36MTbe - HenpeKMAHO pacT B a-
p a o . 3ajeA H 0 cm o npeBOAM/iM, K0Hcy/rr0BanM
c e o 0H 0M e u jt o cm o riMca/iM, np0B0AMJiM
caTe m caT e y y36yAft>nBMM p a 3 ro B o p M M a o
Ki-bMxeBHocTM m yMeTHOCTM, ajiM HajBaxHM je
o a CBera 6m /io je t o u jt o cm o y to m A P y x e -
i-by o 6 o jM u a nocTa/iM nocBefieHMUM 4>opMe,
m t o je , B epyjeM , o c T a /io Kao m a B H a oflnM Ka
m JlMBaAMHe noe3 M je m M o je n p o 3 e . A p y r a
CTBap je yno3HaBaHae n e T p a ByjMHMfia, y.na-
3aK y OHaj t-beros M aru na H CTaHHMfi y y /in u n
J la 3 e n a n y a , y KojM c e - Kao y kbkbb 6 o p x e -
COBCKM Afiecp - y/lM B a0 U eo KI-bM>KeBHM K0-
cmoc. n jo T p , KaKO c y r a cbm 3Ba/iM, A ao mm
je npaBM caB eT KaAa je npoHMTao M oje np-
Be npM ne (y KojMMa ca M c e eBojeKM TpyAM0
A a M3MMCJ1MM LUTO HeođMHHMje CTBapM M
/t y A e ) - p e K a o mm je A a T p e S a A a nm ueM o
OHOMe UJTO AOMCTa 3H3M! o c B o jo j nopoA M -
UM m h>mxobmm >KMBOTMMa. T a A a caM c a -
cbmm A p y rn M okom y r/re A a o m C Bojy n o p o -
AMuy, m čeče, m rp a A y KojeM caM >KMBeo, m
TaAa ca M cxb3tm o KaKO c e oa CTBapHOCTM
CBeTa npaBM c|x)KHepoBCKa J0KHanaT0<t>a.
3 eM yH je T o r saća n o c T a o no3opH M ua 3a
M o je npM noB eA ai-be, y CTBapM: He tojim ko
n o 3 o p H M u a , kojim ko jo u j jeflaH H/iaH n o p o -
AMLj,e, paBHonpaBHM ysecHMK y Ki-bM>KeBHoj
MrpM. A Ta KhbMxeBHa M rpa je tmx roAMHa
n o jia r a n o c T a ja /ia CBe 036MJbHMja 3a MeHe,
noroTOBO o a nača KaAa je A /ie K ca H A a p Tm-
u jM a 06jaBM0 M o jy n p B y npMHy y JleroniAcy
M a ru L ie c p n c K e . CapaAH ba c a Tmlumom -
Koja je BOAM/ia ao oSjaBJbMBai-ba M oje npB e
Ki-bMre npMHa m, h c k o jim k o roAMHa KacHMje,
M o r n p B o r cJjparM eH TapH or p o M a H a - n p e A -
c T a B /b a T p e fiy TaHKy oc/ioHua y tmm toam-
HaMa. 1-beroBM OAMepeHM noACTMuajM m
KpMTMHKe c y re c T M je 6mjim c y OHa A p a ro u e H a
noAPuJKa Koja je M /iaflO M nncu,y H e o n xoflH a
A a 6 m y 06 /iMHM0 n p B y 4>a3y CTBapahta CBor
n p o 3 H o r M 3pa3a. y TOMe je AOAaTHy y /io ry ,
HMLUTa Manbe B a x H y , o A M rp a /io M o je 6 a B -
/b e h te cJ)mjimom - u jto je MeTBpTa CTBap ko-
ja je noneTKOM 7 0 -m x n p e c y A H 0 yTM ua/ia Ha
yo6;iM H aBahbe M o r Kt-bM>KeBHor n o r /ie fla Ha
CBeT. CTMuajeM okojihoctm , y to BpeM e n p o -
Beo caM CKopo flB e roflM H e y (JjM/iMCKoj eKM-
nM riypM U je ‘B o p fie B M fia (KojM je Tafla chm-
M ao TeneBM3MjcKy c e p M jy Om CBaKor Kora
c a M B o n e n a ), p a fle fiM pa3H e aflMMHMCTpa-
TMBHe m c{)MnMCKe noc/ioBe. C a r/ie fla B ai-b e
n p o u e c a HacTaHKa cftM^Ma M3 H e n o cp e flH e
6/iM3MHe, a noceČ HO SopaBUM y moht3>km,
flonpMHe^M c y mom o c e fia i-b y fla je npo3HM
CBeT caHMhbeH M3 c})parM eHaTa, Te A a Kpaj-
i-bM e<t>eKaT n p o 3 e npoMCTMne M3 M et)yM rpe
tmx e/ieMeHaTa. PaA y nypMUJMHoj eKMnM
noKa3ao mm je fla yMeTHMHKo fle n o H acTaje y
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npouecy pa 3 rpaAHbe, Aa yMeTHWHKo Aeno
Huje y nyKOM npecnnKaBai-by CTBapHoc™,
Befi Aa CTBapHOCT TpeSa npBO pa3rpaAHTM
Ha Bi/ime eneMeHaTa nnn c()parMeHaTa, na
noTOM, y ht>nx0 B0 M nomyHO hobom pacno-
peAy (flaK/ie, noćne M o m a xH o r npoueca),
ctbopm tu Ae/io Koje He npeTeHAyje Aa jecTe
CTBapHOCT, Befi je 3anpaBo noMrpaBat-te ca
eneivieHTMMa CTBapHOCTu. A eno, peicno mu
je t o ncKycTBO, H uje y ayTopy, Beli je y oho-
Me Koju Aeno hh t3 MnM nocMaTpa, oahocho,
TaHHnje peneHO, jeAHOM cTB0 peH0 , Aeno MMa
6e36poj očnnKa m CBaKU o a HdMX nofljeAHa-
ko je Ba/baH. To je, Mef)yTHM, TaKofje 3hsmia-
no Aa oho lu to je „Moje Aeno" He MO>Ke Aa
6yAe HMHnje, Te Aa caMO ja Mory Aa npoHM-
TaM oho lu to caM Hanucao oh3ko io k o caM
to x e n e o Aa HannuieM. Cbbko A pyrn HHTa
CBojy npMHy, npnny Koja - n a ra Ha HeKM Ha-
hhh Moja - 3anpaBO HeMa HMKaKBe Be3e ca
MHOM. Mm He HMTaMO OHO LUTO HeKO Apyrn
xenM Aa npoHMTaMO, Beft HMTaMO oho lu to
mm caMu xenMMo Aa nponuTaMO. H TaKO
caM noneo Aa numeM 3a ce 6 e, m eBO, to m
Aa/be hmhmm.
M . n . : Tm hmcm n n c a u A o e n o B H o r n p e -
c/iMKaBahta CBeTa. C e fia M c e , KaAa caM npBM
nyT HMTao TBoje n p u n e , a t o je 6 n n o BpeM e
AOMUHauMje cTBapHOCHe n p o 3 e , cpeAMHOM
70-m x roAMHa XX BeKa, Te n p u n e c y a h c t o -
H u p a n e y OAHOcy Ha a o m m h 3 h th m ctm jic k m
t o k TeKyfie KhbMxeBHOCTM, Bep0B3TH0 m e r a ­
ra lu t o c y 6 n /ie nM caHe 1/13 n e p c n e m iB e
0 B /iaA aH 0r y p 6 a H o r MCKyCTBa, 3a pa3/iMKy o a
BefiMHe CTBapHOCHMx nncau,a y HujuM Ae/iMMa
AOMHHupa nepcneKTM Ba „o c B a ja n a rp a A a “ ,
A aKne, ohm x Koju A o n a 3 e y r p a A fla 6m Ty
AOBpiilUnM COnCTBeHM MASHTMTeT, nOTBpAM-
n n My BaxHOCT m č u n u ApyLUTBeHO n p e n o -
3H a™ , na n p n n o B e A a jy ncKycTBO r a r a A o n a -
CKa, c/iM K a jyfin yrnaBH O M c n e p n c j)e p n jy m
a yT ca jA e p e . y npBMM KH^nraMa 6 a B n o cm c e
cacBMM ApyrMM TeMaMa, TeM aM a n o p o A n u e .
T o hmcm hmhmo AOcneAHO ayTo6Morpa4>CKM,
A aK /ie, M 0 ry ft0 M peK0HCTpyKUMj0M cTBapHO
n o c T o je fin x nMKOBa m n p u s a K oje c y c e
CTBapHO A o ro flM /ie , anw c e y o ch o b m Ta <t>a-
3a TB ora p a A a M O xe bm astm Kao HapoHMTO
TpaHcnoHOBaHae nopoflHHHux TeMa. TBoju
poAMTe/bn MMa/in cy cyA 6 nHe BpeAHe npM-
na n poMaHa.
A - A .: nmuyTiM o nopoAnu,M, MOflenupa-
Hoj Ha e/ieMeHTMMa Moje CTBapHe nopoAM-
ue, 3anpaBO caM OTKpuBao npaBy MCTopnjy
MOjMx poAMTe/ba m npeAaKa. llaMTMM, M3
AeTMHjCTBa, HeKO/IMKO n 0 p 0AMHHMX npa3HM-
Ha, TOTOBO TajHM, y nnjoj ceHun caM pacTao.
rip e CBera, to to b o n 0TnyH0 OAcycTBO poA-
6 nHe ca oneBe CTpaHe - cbm cy MManu pa-
3 He 6 a 6 e m AeAe, CTpuseBe m CTpMHe, m
0CTa/iy 6nMxy m Aa/by poA 6 MHy - a ja HMcaM
MMao HMKora. Manu 6 poj npeocTanMX pofja-
Ka xMBeo je HerAe AaneKo, y M3pae/iy m^m
npeKO OKeaHa. 3aTMM je Ty 6 mo nopoAMHHM
a/i 6 yM Moje MajKe, npenyH cnMKa Aeue m
HeKe poASMHe, a /iii t o hmcmo 6 m/im hm Moja
cecTpa, hm ja, a hm MymKapau kojm ce Haj-
HeLufie nojaBA^MBao Ha tmm c|>0T0 rpac|)MjaMa
Huje 6 mo Moj OTau. Te nopoAMHHe TajHe hm-
cy, y CTBapM, 6uine HMKaKBe TajHe, jep cy
OTau, m MajKa xMBenn y n 0TnyH0 M Mef)yco 6 -
hom n0LUT0BaHDy CBOjMX ycnoMeHa m xmbot3
BOf)eHMx npe A p y ro r CBeTCKor paTa. Moj
OTau, cecJjapACKM JeBpejMH, pot^eH je y CMe-
AepeBy. XMBeo je Ha flo p fio /iy , CTyAnpao
MeAMUMHy y 3 a rp e 6 y, 3anocnMO ce Kao
AOktop y HMLuy, rAe ra je 3aTeKao paT. 3a-
pođ/teH je Kao BojHM neKap m oABeAeH y no-
rop, y KojeM je npoBeo neTMpM roAune. y
HMLuy cy My ocTanM xeH a m ABoje fleue; m
ohm, m TOTOBO ue/iOKynHa hteroBa poa6mh3,
y 6 MjeHM cy tokom 1941-1942, aok cy HeM-
14M hmctm/im C p 6 njy oa JeBpeja. 3a to Bpe­
Me, Moja MajKa - Koja je pot)eH3 y Bochm a
npe paTa xMBena y 3a rp e 6 y, y 6 paKy cs
jeAHMM amKeHacKMM JeBpejviHOM - cKpuBa-
na ce ca abb cnHa no cpncKMM cenMMs.
hbeHor Myxa cy y Beorp3Ay, rAe cy no 6ernM
n p e A yCT3LU3M3 M HaUMCTMMS, CTpe/ba/iM
HeMUM. fleu,a m oHa cy ycnenM Aa npexMBe
paT, a OHAa c y jo j, noćne ocno 6 oT)eHDa, KaAa
je KpeHyna bo 3 om 3 a BeorpaA, o 6a cmhb no-
rMHyna y xene3HMHKoj HecpefiM. (locne To­
ra, y 5eorpaA y, cpena ce ca MojMM oueM
(KojM TaAa HMje 6 mo Moj OTau,) m OAnyHMnM
cy Aa HacTaBe 3ajeAHO, Aa MCTpajy ynpKoc
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Tparefluju m ycnoMeHaivia, a/iM y n0TnyH0M
n0LUT0Bai-by m T parefluje m ycnoMeHa. C
BpeMeHOM ce Taj CBeT, tm napane/iH M CBeTO-
bm m tm ceHacTM /imkobm, ĐTBapao npefla
mhom, Hyamo ce Kao npuna, a/in Me u ys/ia-
hmo y ceđe Kao Aeo npMne. (Incao caM M3-
HyTpa, noKymaBajyTiM fla M3aT)eM Hano/be, a
Kafla 6 mx CTMrao Hano/be, xypMO caM n 0 H 0 -
bo yHyTpa, rfle je - y CMrypHOCTM npMne -
CBe HyflM/io yTexy m cn0K0j.
M. n .: TBOja KhbMxeBHa reinepauMja
(riMCUM pot)eHM o fl 1945. flo 1950) yu i/ia je
y CBeT Ki-bnxeBHOCTM HenocpeflHO noćne
1968. roflMHe, Kafla nocTeneHO c /ia 6 w (Ma-
fla ce He yKMfla) npMTMcaK MAeo/ioLUKor koh-
TeKCTa. 3a pa3/iMKy o fl TBOjMx BpuuHbaKa, no-
Ka3yjeuj HeflBOCMMCJieH MmopaHTCKM ctb b
npeMa nMTai-bMMa no/iMTMKe, CMaTpajyfiM fla
je nMTanbe no/iMTMHKor aHraxMaHa nMCua
(Koje Tafla M3 H0 Ba nocTaB/ba eBponcKa cJjm-
n030c()CKa MMcao, Ha npMMep, CapTp m Aflop-
ho) y cyuuTMHCKOj cynpoTHocTM ca ecTeTCKOM
flMMeH3MJOM nUCaH^a C})MK14MOHa/IHe KhbM-
>KeBHOCTM. yonujTe y3eB, Bpno je 3aHMM/bM-
Ba c y fl 6 nHa cpncKnx nMcau,a m MHTeneKTy-
a/iau,a KojM cy y jaBHM x m b o t yLu/in oko
1968. BefiMHa HdMx cy KacHMje nocTa/iM no-
jimtmhkm BeoMa aHraxoBaHM, McnpBa 6 /im-
ckm Bnaflajy?ioj Mfleo/iornjM, a KacHMje m no-
/ 1MTMHKM KOH(J)OpMMCTM, CBeCHM fla Ce Ofl
TOr KOHCf)OpMM3Ma MOXe CaCBMM JiarOflHO
xMBeTM, He3aBMCHO o fl Tora fla nvt npMna-
fla T e B/iaCTM M/IM 0n03MUMjM. HeKM O fl l-bMX
yMecTBOBa/iM c y , Kao nnacHoroBopHM LjM , y
6y1^ei-by T a /ia c a no/iMTMHKor /iy flM /ia y CpČM-
jM 9 0 -nx r o flu n a , a HeKM c y o a c a M o r noneT -
Ka n p e M a TOMe 3ay3e/iM ja c H y kpm tm hky
AMCTaHuy. Teče c y, c k o p o ABe AeueHM je, 3 a-
HMMa/in MCK/t^HMBO nM canbe m npeB o t)e h b e ,
no/iMTMHKa MCKycTBa 1968. Kao A a c y o c T a -
n a n o CTpaHM...
f l. A.: TeaiKO je caAa, y obmm roAUHaMa,
peftM ujTa M/iaAor HOBeKa h3boah fla ce 3a-
MHTepecyje 3a noriMTMKy m/im fla ce hboj cy-
npoTCTaBM. ripeTnocTaBn^aM fla je Ha MeHe,
c jeflHe CTpaHe, yTMua/ia nopoflMHHa aTMOC-
(£epa - MaKO MojM poAMTe/bM HMcy 6m/im
H/iaHOBM napTnje, y KyfiM ce hmKaAa HMje
OTBOpeHO M/IM 6 yMHO TOBOPMJIO npOTMB CM-
CTeMa. nopoflMHHe TpareflMje Mojwx poflM-
Te/ba HMcy MMa/ie HMKaKBe Be3e ca CMCTe-
mom - 6v\ne cy nocneflMua /iyflM/ia HeMaMKor
HauMOHancou,HjanM3Ma, a He jyroc/iOBeH-
CKor KOMyHM3Ma - TaKO Aa ce y hbMMa HMje
Morao HafiM noBOA 3a He3aAOBO/bCTBO. Hy-
jio 6 m ce, c BpeMeHa Ha BpeMe: ,,6 m/io je
Sorbe npe paTa“ , a/iM TaAa mm to HMje hm-
tuTa 3HaHM/io, a m KacHMje caM, noćne Ha-
tuer paTa, cxBaTMO Aa ce TaKO Kaxe 3a CBa-
km paT: yBeK oho lu to je MMHy/io fle/iyje
nentue o fl 0 H0 ra lu to jecTe. C flp yre CTpa-
He, Kafla caM y ceČM noneo fla ocefiaM M3-
BecHy Mepy 6yHT0 BH0CTM, noHajBMtue nofl
yTnuajeM poK Kynrype Lue3fleceTwx roflMHa,
OHa ce Huje y MeHM yo 6/iMHM/ia Kao xe/ba m
no3MB fla MehbaM CBeT, Beft Kao xe/ba fla
MenbaM c e 6 e, CBOjy CBecT. H Ta xe/ba je,
no fl KacHMjMM yTMuajeM HMTart>a Ktt>Mra M3
MCTOHi-baHKe TpaflMUMje, noroTOBO 3eH 6y-
AM3Ma, noTMCHy/ia CBe ocTa/io. H flaHac Be-
pyjeM fla flo 6ap CBeT Mory fla HanpaBe caMO
fločpM /byflM, lu to 6 ap fle/iMMMHHO o 6ja-
Lui-baBa 3aujTO CBeT u fla/be HMje AoSap - He-
Ma y hbeMy AOBorbHO a o 6 pmx /byAM, noroTO-
bo Mef)y OHMMa KojM ce npeACTaB/bajy Kao
HberoBM nM A epM .
M naK , secTo noMMc/iMM A a /im 6 m c e 3 a
M e H e C TBapM A P y ra H M je OAurpa/ie A a Huje
6 m/io M o je A y r e K o c e . H aM M e, Kao je A a H o a
6 o/b n x C T y A e H a T a Ha rp yn M 3 a eHr/iecKM j e -
3 mk m Ki-bM xeB H O CT, Ha BM iuoj n e A a ro iiiK o j
luk o m , n o 3 BaH c a M A a c e npMK/bynnM nap-
TMjM. A oS mo caM no3MB 3a jeAaH cacTaHaK m
noc/iyujHO caM ce 0Aa3Ba0, a/in KaAa caM
AOLuao - a to je 6 m/io, cbcbmm npMK/iaAHO,
aKO M e naMfiei-be A o S p o c/iyxM, y HeKoj
yMMOHMUM y npM3eM/by, y xoAHMKy ocBeT-
/beHOM HeKMM C/iaSaLUHMM CBeT/lOM, TaKO
fla je CBe MMa/io M3BecHy TajaHCTBeHy m 3a-
BepeHMHKy flMMeH3Mjy - Ha BpaTMMa Me je
3aycTaBMO jeflaH KpuuaH MOMaK. „ T fle cm n o -
Luao, flp y x e ? “ - nMTa oh. KaxeM My fla caM
KaHflMflOBaH 3a napTMjy. „Mam ce npBO oujm-
Luaj“ - Kaxe oh - „ n a OHAa aoT)m.“ O K p e H y o
caM ce m HMKafla c e hmcbm BpaTM o. n a p T M -
jM je Bep0B3TH0 6 n n o CBejeflHO, a/iw mojm
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npaMeHOBM, kojm cy mm Tafla nafla/iM Ha pa-
MeHa, 6 m/im cy McyBMiue flparoueHM fla 6 mx
mx >KpTB0B30 3a 6 w io Kora v\m Smjio urra. H
TaKO ce flecMJio fla mm je roflMHa 1968, Ka­
fla caM 6 mo CTyfleHT, npoTeK/ia n 0TnyH0 He-
3aHMM/bMBO. rio c /ie fty pa3yMe™ HeKe CTBa-
pM, a/iM Tafla je Beft 6 mjio KacHO.
M . n .: EMorpacJ)Mja (m ayTo 6 MorpacJ)Mja)
je, B p .n o secTo, n o / ia 3 H a TanKa TBOjMX Ki-bM-
ra. Kao fla ce CBeT MMarMHauMje 4>opMMpa
Tara lu to KpeHe o fl Hener KOHKpeTHor fla 6 m
ce KacHMje, y je3MKy, CBe BM Lue o fl i-bera
yfla/baBao, npeMa hckom fly 6 jbeM, HeoT-
KpMBeHOM m HeM3 peneHOM CMMC/Iy. E/ie-
MeHTM 6Morpact>Mje npeno3H ajy ce y HM3y
TBOjMx KKbMra (y IlopoAMHHOM BpeMeny,
U,MHKy, O rw cy CMpm m MaMU,y), yKpaTKO, y
tbom npMnoBeflatt>y ce, aKO n 0 KymaM0 fla
ra reHepa/iM3yjeMo ohojimko kojimko je to
fl03B0/beH0 fla 6 mcmo aolujim flo yBMfla y
HjMXOBy noeTMHKy 0 C H 0 B y , ocefta CTa/iHa,
HeKafl cacBMM 0TB0 peHa, HeKafla TeK /ia-
TeHTHa HaneTOCT, naK 6 mx peKao KpeaTMBHo
npoflyKTMBHa pacnerecT M3Mefjy KMBora m
n m e p a ryp e , fla ynoTpe0MM Ty KMmoBy cmh-
TarMy. Cafla Me 3aHMMa HemTO lu to jecTe y
Be3M ca TBOjOM nOpOflMHHOM npMHOM, a/lM
MMa m fly 6/be Ky/iTypHe MMn/iMKauMje. Je-
BpejcKM nMcuM, mmc/imm Ha riMCue jeBpej-
CKor nopeK/ia KojM cy rmca/iM Ha cpncKOM
je3MKy Kao c b o m npBOM, o c h o b h o m m HajMe-
uifte jeflMHOM je3MKy, p,am cy Bp/io 3HanajaH
flOnpMHOC CpnCKOj KHbM>KeBHOCTM, yHOCeflM y
c p n c K y Ky/iTypy flyx noceđHe TpaflMUMje m
aManraMMpajyfiM je ca ApyrMM TMnoBMMa
TpaflMUMja Koje Ta Ky/iTypa, Kao Ky/iTypa npo-
ueca nepM3HeHTHMx yKpuuTaja, no3Haje. Kara
meflarn Ha CBoje jeBpejcTBo, Ha pa3/iMHM-
to c t m 0 flp e fie H y , CMeM jim peftM, cyfl6MHCKy
06e/iexeH 0 CT nopeK/iOM. Kao fla cm ao je -
BpejcTBa, jeBpejCTBa Kao MfleHTMTeTa, flo /ia -
3mo nocTeneHO, Ofl flenanKe m M naflM fiK e
HeflOBpuueHe MHflMBMflyauMje, npera y3MMa-
Hba Tor nMTai-ba 3 a jeflHy o fl TBojMx HajBa-
>KHMjMX KI-bMXeBHMX TeMa, flO, Haj3afl, HeKMX
cacBMM 3BaHMHHMx, 0(J)Mt4nje/iHMx npefly3e-
fta, peuMMo, HeKO/iMKO roflMHa 6 mo cm npefl-
ceflHMK CaBe3a jeBpejcKMx onmTMHa Jyro-
c/iaBMje...
A - A . : f l a , K a fla n o r/ie fla M yH a 3 a fl, bm-
flMM f la nocT ojM o flp e l)e H a n o cT e n e H o cT y
mom npMXBaTanby u pa3yMeBaH3y jeBpej­
CTBa. y npBOj 4>a3M (H330BMM0 je TaKO), TO­
KOM paHwx fleMjnx ro flM H a , o flp a c T a o caM y
TecH oj Be3M c a jeB pejcK O M 3ajeflH M uoM -
p o flM T e /b n c y Hac boam/im Ha pa3H e npM-
p e A S e , zieTM ca M 0 fln a 3 M 0 y je B p e jcK a /le r e -
Ba/iMUJTa Ha JaApaHCKOM M o p y, rtpMcycTBO-
Bao caM TpaflMUMOHajiHMM ošenexaBaH>M M a
6pojHMx jeB p e jcK n x npa3HMKa. B p x y H a u Te
n p B e c{»a3e 6m/io je nyTOBat-be M oje n o p o flM -
u e y H3 pae/i, y Jien> 1961. K o je je to mmt-
cko nyTOBai-be 6m/io 3a MeHe! none.no je OHe
BenepM K afla je M o ja MajKa y u jn /ia HeKO/iMKO
fleceTM H a flO/iapa y pynKy nyTHe TopSe, u jto
je B a /b fla 6mo jeflMHM HasMH fla n 0 H eceM 0
HeLUTO BMLLie HOBLja c a C060 M. ripBO CMO
MLU/1M B030M 3a ATMHy, Tfle CMO npoBe/iM
TpM fla H a m r f le ca M npBM nyT otmlu3o Ha
AKpono/b, a OHfla je yc.neAM.no TpoflHeBHO
nyTOBai-be SpOAOM, y3 npMCTajai-be Ha P o a o -
c y m KMnpy, na Asa M e c e u a y M3pae.ny, o6m-
/ia3aK u e /ie 3eM/be m n o c e T a Jepyca/iMMy
(KojM je TaAa jouu 6mo noAe/beH rpafl). Cafla
c y /byflM o ry r/ia /iM Ha nyTOBat+.a, a/iM T a fla je
to Smjio, y fl0C/i0BH0M CMMCJiy, 3a npMHy, m
naMTMM KaKO caM , Ha 3axTeB je flH e HacTaB-
HMLte, o cT a n u M yneHMUMMa M3 M o r p a 3 p e A a
to k o m HeKO/iMKO s a c o B a npenpMMaBao u e o
to k T o r nyTOBanba. OHAa je , HerAe y BpeMe
no3HMx TMHejyepcKMx roAMHa, to M HTepeco-
Bai-be c n /ia c H y n o , cBaKaKO 3 6 o r T o ra (cxB a-
TaM t o cafla) ld to ca M 6mo o n ce flH yT M 3rpa-
T)MBahbeM HeKMx flpyrMX MfleHTMTeTa - nMTa-
HaMMa T e /ia m ce K c a , hpbmm CTBapa/ianKMM
AMneMaMa, cyMhbaMa y 06pa30BaH3e. no-
MeTKOM 70-wx, Kafla ca M Beft BMAeo c e 6 e
Kao nM cua m n p e B O A n o u a , n0H0B0 caM n o -
x e n e o A a c e a H ra x y je M y p a A y jeB pejcK e 3a-
je A H n u e , m OHa je y HapeflHM x flBafleceTaK
roflMHa nocTana M oj A pyrM aom. ripeTnocTa-
BJtaM A a ca M TaAa o c e fta o A a je Moj MAeH-
TMTeT Aec|)MHMTMBHO 0 ApeF)eH, LUTO 3a He-
K o ra ko noTMne M3 MeLUOBMTe n o p o A ^ u e
HMKafla H uje naK o. A o fla TH y T em K ofty y TOMe
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mmhho je m 6 /ia r n c t s b M p jn x p o A m e /b a , k o - M . n . : JeBpejCTBO je y Te6 n, OHurneAHO,

jm cy noACTMua/in Harne, cecTpuHO m Moje, pa3BM/io ocefianbe noceSHOCTM m AenMMMH-
oceTiai-be jeBpejCTBa, a /in hmKafla Hi/icy no- He (npe 6 mx peKao HeeMA/bMBe Hero bmahjM-
pnua/in nocTojahbe A pyre CTpaHe y HauueM Be) pa3nMKe y 0flH 0cy Ha 0 K0nMHy Kojoj cm
Hac/ief)y, OHy cpncKy /iMHnjy Kojy je flOHe/ia no CBeMy APyrOM npunaAao, mmotmm npe
Hama MajKa. OBfle, MOJKfla, HMje Ha OflMeT CBera Ha nocTojai-be m AenoBai-be jeBpejcKor
flaTM jeflH O Mano ,,TexHMHKO“ pa3jaiuhbei-be: KynTypHor apxeTMna KojM ce n 0 BpeMeH0 mc-
c o63m pom Ha t o fla je Moja MajKa npeiuna y no/baBa y TBOjMM npMnaMa m poMaHMMa. fl,a-
jeBpejcKy B epy, Moja cecTpa m ja c m o - cj)op- K/ie, Huje caMO pen o ynpaxhbaBai-by OApe-
ManHo rneflaHO - 6 v\m JeBpejM y cK/iafly ca f)eHMx ođMnaja, KojM noTBpf}yjy noceđHocT
pe/iurMjCKMM nponucMMa; Mef)yTMM, 6 m o /io - m pa3nMKy, Hero o cneu,Mct)MHHoj, Ay 6 MHCK0j
lukm m reHeTCKM rn e fla H O , 6 v tm c m o MnaK nepuenuMjM CBeTa, o noceČHOM yrny rneAa-
MeiuaHUM. J a caM oflpacTao y3 npMne M3 je- H>a Ha CBeT KojM Te 0 Kpyxyje. LLlTa, y tom
BpejcKe TpaflMUMje, a/iM m y3 cnytuahbe Ha- CMMC/iy, 3a Teće jeBpejCTBO 3HaHM y cbom
poflHnx necaMa m npMna o MM/iOLuy 06 m /im - c y n c T a H U M ja n H O M B M A y, n a K H e 3 a B M C H o oa
Piy m TaHacKy PajMfiy, KojM cy no CBojMM HMhbeHMU,e KO/IM KO OHO, HeKM M C n O /b a iilH sM M
n o c T y n u n M a 6m/im cacBMM 6/imckm Tparan- 3HaKOBMMa, nocTojM m/im He nocToju y CBa-
hmm xepojM M a M3 jeB pejcKe MCTopMje. flp y - KM AaiLII-beM X M B O T y?
tmm penMMa, Morno 6m ce pefiM fla caM ce A - A .: H M caM CMrypaH A a M o ry npeuM-
noneTicoM 7 0 -m x KOHasHO 0AnyHM0, fla caM 3 h o A a o f lr o B o p M M Ha obo n M T a n b e , n o H a j-
3Hao iiiTa caM m ko caM, Te fla caM 6mo BMLue 3 Č o r T o r a u jto b o j im m A a n o M M C /iM M
cnpeMaH to fla 6yfleM đe3 oČ3i/tpa Ha no- A a je xmbot - m / im 6ap moj x m b o t - M naK H e ­
cneflMue. YKpaTKO, pafl y jeBpejCKoj 3ajeAHM- Ka BpcTa HenpeKM AHor Tparanba. f lp y r M M
UM - npBO Ha no/by KynTypHMx aKTMBHOCTM, a p e n M M a , M A eH TM T eT (a K O o T O M e to bopm m o )
OHAa m Ha MHorMM ApyrM M no/bMMa - b o a u o H e o c e t ia M Kao a 3 t o c t B e ft Kao M 0 r y fiH 0 C T
je a o Mor CBe Befter aHraxoBanba, Koje je M 3Č opa, MaKO M e M C T o p M ja y n o 3 o p a B a A a
Ky/iMMHMpano npMXBaTahbeM no3MijMje npeA- H a M y KpMTMHHMM T p e H y U M M 3 M AeHTM TeT 3 a -
ceAHMKa CaBe3a jeBpejcKMx onuiTMHa Jyro - n p a B o o A p e T ) y jy A P y rM , a H e mm . J e B p e jM H je
cnaBMje. To je Tpe 6a.no Aa 6yAe HeKa BpcTa n p e B a c x 0 f lH 0 M 3TH3HM K, a m yM eT H M K je n o
n o s a c H o r aHra>KMaHa, a/iM ce, c o63m pom A a n p M p o A n C T B a p M M 3 rH a H M K , m M O X A a je T a j
ce t o AecM/io Ha cbm om noneTKy 90-m x, npe- 3 H 3 K je A H a K O C T M KOjM C e M O X e n O B yflM M 3-
TBopM/io y AaH0H0fiHM paA Ha 36pMhbaBart>y M eT )y HiM X oho luto M e n p M B /ia n M m je flH O M
jeBpejcKM x M36er/iMua m npyxatt>y noMofiM m A P y ro M .
ocT anuM H/iaHOBMMa 3ajeAH M ue, kojm cy, Kao M . n . : T n e A a H O M 3B 3H n o /iM T M W K o r k o h -
m caB ocTa/iM CBeT, cyHOBpaTHO TOHynM y TeKCTa, OHO/ 1 MKO k o jim k o je to yonujTe M o ry -
6 eAy m ocKyAnuy- He cyMi-baM caAa Aa je T ie , n p e A C T a B H M L tM r e H e p a u M je K o ja je 1968.
Moje npMai-bai-be y3 jeBpejCTBO Smjio noA- roAUHe m noćne hbe yuj/ia y khjm^cbhm xm -
CTaKHyTo m caMMM nMcai-beM, oahocho, KaAa b o t ( 0 A p e T ) y jy fiM ce h o 3 m t m b h o m^m H e r a -
caM nocnyujao njoTpoB caBeT m noneo Aa aHra-
t m b h o n p e M a n o jM y M H T e n e K T y a n H o r
nMiiieM npMMe o nopoAMUM, 6p30 caM yBM- xMaHa m cao6paxaBajyTiM n p M p o A n CBora
Aeo fla je 3 a tb kb o HeiiiTO noTpeSHo MHoro 0CH0BH0r CTasa 3 a m j im n p o T M B m TMn CBor
Ay6/be 3apoHMTM y ce6e m cBojy n0p0flMuy ja B H o r A e n o B a e b a ) nošena j e A a ce MHTepe-
Hero lu to caM t o paHMje hmhmo, fla je no- c y je m A a 3 a r o B a p a MnM M HCTM TyuM O HanHM
Tpe 6 HO AOMCTa nocTaTM Aeo MCTopMje no- MnM aH TM M H C TM Tyu,M O H anH M M O A e n K y n T y p -
poAnue Aa 6 m 0 Toj MCTopMjM M o m o Aa ce H o r n o H a u ia h b a . X o r Kpo3 M C T H T y u ,M }e , A a
nMiue. riMcat-be je TaKO yo6nMnaBano moj ynoTpe6MM Ty CMHTarMy TuMOTMja JlMpMja,
MAeHTMTeT, a Taj noHOBO HaT)eHM MfleHTMTeT MnM, c a A P y r e CTpaHe, c y 6 B e p 3 M ja m h c tm t y -
3ay3BpaT je yo 6nwHaBao Moje nMcan>e. u,Mja CHaxHO je nonapM3oeana xyM3 HMCTMHKM
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CBeT, k o ju je y L u a o y Bpjio 0 3 6 n /b H y K p n 3 y . penMMa, y/ia3MO caM y CBe to y noipa3M,

H eKu TeopeTunapu C M a T p a jy Taj T peH yTaK 3anpaB0, fla M3pa3MM oflpefjeHo npoTMB/be-
n o n e T K O M n o c T M O fle p H M 3 M a . Y m a B H O M , j e f l - i-be nopoflMHHOM i/i flpyiuTBeHOM ecTa6/ii/i-
hm c y onTy> K H B a/iM A p y r e f l a c y n p u c T a / in Ha LUMeHTy, OflHOCHO rpat)aHCKOM M T3B. coum-
K0 M n p 0 M i/ic M3 K p a jh b e n p a rM a T H H H M x n o 6 y - ja/lMCTMHKOM CMCTeMy BpeflHOCTM. riOMe/lO
A a , f l p y r n c y o n T y x n B a n n n p B e 3 a a H a p x n jy . je MHTepecOBanbeM 3a poKeHpo/i, Herfle jom
Y M eTH O C T , a y C K /io n y T o r a m K h b n x e B H O C T , noneTKOM iue3flec™ x, y BpeMe npo6oja ho-
n o n e / ia je fla a n c o p 6 y je c H a x H e y T n u a je a/i- Bor SpMTaHCKor 3ByKa (Bmncu, C to h c m , E h m -
T e p H a T U B e m Heoct>Mi4 M je /iH t/ix m i/iH C T i/iT yu M - M aJlC M M OCTa/IM), 33TMM HaCTSBMJIO fla ce
0 H a /iH 0 H e e T a č n n p a H n x o 6 /iM K a M m u /b e H a a , pa3BMja tokom Te fleueHMje y3 npMicnai-bai-be
0 6 H 0 B /b e H 0 je n c K y c T B O a B a H r a p f le , n 3 HOBa MflejaMa xnnnjeBCKe „uB em e moTim“ (flower
je n o H M iu T e H a c t p m k t h b x n j e p a p x n j a y M e T - power), a OHfla ce npeHe/io y Moje 6aB/behbe
h m h k m x cf>opM M , H a c y n p o T C a p T p y H e r u p a H a nncanbeM m y/ia>keHbeM y 6eorpaflCKe Kpyro-
j e ja c H a f lp y n iT B e H a <$>yHKUMja yivieTH O C TM , Be MJiaflnx yMeTHMKa Koju cy y pa3HMM Me-
M3 y 3 M M a jy T in i-b e H y c y 6 B e p 3 M B H ocT, i-b eH y AMjMMa CTBapanM n o fl cjimhhmm yTnuajnMa.
noTpe6y fla ce p a 3 /iM K y je o f l 3 a f l a T o r no- Bmtm a/iTepHaTi/iBaH je, y CTBapM, 3HaHi/i/io
p e T K a , H a je f la H H anuH Ha 3anafly, Ha f lp y - npeKMflaTM ca TpaflMUMjoM, oahocho ycno-
rn Ha H cT O K y. 3 eH 6 y flH 3 aM m f lp y r e m c to h - CTaB/baTM HOBy TpaflMUMjy Memat-beM Hajpa-
hbaHKe cJ)M /io3 0 c t)n je , a /iM n p e / iM r i/ ije n 3HOBpcHMjMx TpaflMUMja, ycnocTaB/bat-beM
p e B o n y u n o H a p H e n f l e o / i o r n j e ( y K /b y n y jy fiM m Be3a M3MeT)y Hai/i3r/ieA HenoMMp/bMBMX Ky/i-
M a o n 3 a M i/i K y 6 a H C x y n p n n y ) , M3 B p iu n / ie c y Typa. Mox<fla t o m HMje TanHO, a/iM TaKO caM
CHa>KaH yTnuaj Ha eB poncK y yM e T H M H K y ja CBe t o cxBaTao m Ty Herfle, y Toj MeujaBM-
npaK cy. H a j3 a f l , n o ja B n o ce p o K e H p o / i, He hm, c()opMMpao CBojy cnMcaTe/bCKy noeTMKy.
c a M O K a o M y 3 i/iK a, H e r o , p e K a o 6 mx, K a o x n - Kafla cafla pa3MMai/baM o TOMe, nyflHo
b o th h C TaB k o ju y HOBeKy o c /io 6 af)a oho mm je fla ce M3Mef)y nyujTahba flyre Koce
lu to M y 3 a n a f l H a u n B M / in 3 a u n jc K a f l p e c y p a 1966. roflMHe (Kafla je cb3ko ocefiao noTpe-
H enpecTaH O 3 a T O M i-b y je : npaBO Ha HMCTy 6y fla mm Ha yriMun BMKHe: „TsKBe kso ujto
e M 0 u n jy , H a p a 3 M e n y H e M a H n n y / in c a H e e r - cm tm mm cmo y6v\\am 33 BpeMe p3Ts!“) m,
3 n c T e H u ,n ja n H e e H e p r n je , H a H e n p M C T a ja n b e . peu,MMO, npusa Ha KojMMa cafl3 paflMM mo-
T i/i cm je f la H o fl n p B n x c p n c K M x n n c a u a ko jm x e noByftM HeKa hmt, ajiM ohs Mn3 K nocTO-
je y c B o jo u T a n c K y c T B a n o H a c y c e y T p a H c - jM. Tsj T3fla fly r 0 K0CM MnafluPi je, 3 axBa/by-
riOHOBaHOM Bnfly n o ja B u n a n y i-beroBUM jyfiM TOMe, HayHMo fla yB3X3B3 pa3/iMKe, fla
n p o 3 HHM fle / iM M a . n p e H e 3 H3 m k o /im k o r o ­ 6yfle MCTpajsH y CBojMM yBepenbMM3, p,a He
flM H a 3 a je f lH 0 c m o y p e f lM / in je f la H O M HM 0 y c 6yfle HenoBepjtMB npeM3 hobom, Te a a oa-
T eK C TO B a y x s a m p m a M , y K o je M n M c a n M3 roBope H3 nMT3i-b3 Koja ra canePiy npBO no-
T a fla L u i-b e J y r o c / ia B M je r o B o p e o c b o m b uf)e- TpaxM y ceČM, na TeK oha3 y ApyrMM3.
Kby O flH O C a p O K e H p O n a M KI-bM>KeBHOCTM. M . h .: T m cm noneo kso necHMK. HeKe
f l . A .: flaH ac BepyjeM fla caM ce Ofl/iy- OA CBOjMX nec3M3 KacHMje CM MHKOpnOpM-
hmo 3a McnuTMBahbe pa3Hnx ariTepHaTMBHnx cao y cjajHy npnsy ,,H3a6paHe necMe Eyre-
MCKydaBa fla 6 mx M3čerao 6 m/io K3K3B H3 PsjHeps", 3 jim cm , npeMa concTBeHOM
OTBOpeH nOJIMTMMKM 3HraXMaH. y CTBapHOM npM3H3hby, o a noe3Mje pe/iaTMBHo 6p30 am -
>KMBOTy, HapaBHO, 0flnyKe ce He flOHoce Ha r30 pyKe. MoxAa 6 m Smjio Ao 6 po Aa noKy-
T3K3B H3HMH, M y HeLUTO Ce MOXe ypOHMTM lu3 lu Aa očjacHMUj 3aLUTo. XaHp y KojeM cm
6e3 MKSKBe HSMepe v\nv\ npeflSHahta. Buno Hajnpe ocTBapeH kso riMcau jecTe KpaTKs
KaKO 6 m/io, yns3MO c s m y CBeT poKeHpora, npMsa m to Bp/io noceČHor TMna, HeTMnMHHa
xMnn Mfleo/iorMje, MCTOHi-baHKMx ynehba m an- 3a m 3 xom aHerAOTCKy TpaAnu,Mjy Te kh^m-
TepH3TMBHMX CT3hb3 CBeCTM C3 p3fl03H3J10- xeBHe BpcTe y cpncKoj Kn>M>KeBH0CTM. Kara
Lufiy m cnpeMHOLuPiy fl3 ce Mei-b3M. flpyrMM cm a o H^e Aoujao? M mcjimm Aa je Harne
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Khbn>KeBHO (a KacHnje m o h o x m b o th o ) flp y -
xenbe none/io ynpaBO npeno3HaBart>eM 33 -
jeflHMHKMx ac()MHMTeTa npeMa KpaTKOj npn-
hm . A k o tm MeHe nuTam, peKao 6 mx fla He
3H3M KaKO caM flo u ia o flo KpaTKe npMne:
HeKM nyT mm ce hmhm fla KhbMxeBH3 cf>opMa
caMa M3a6epe nMcua, mjim fla je o h OTKpnje
cnneTOM Bpno onoxeH nx mjim, M O X fla, Bpjio
jeflHocTaBHMx o k o jih o c tm . KpaTKa npMHa KO-
jy cm tm nncao m Koja je MMaJia jacaH o tk jio h
o fl flOMMHnpajyfte MMMeTMHKe KOHuenuMje
cpncKe Ki-bMxeBHOCTM 7 0 - mx roflMHa (TBoja
KpaTKa npMwa HajneiuTie HMje pea/incTMHKM
CTpyKTypMC3H onMC HeKor floraT)aja, Beft ce
3acHMBa Ha cjimum , Ha onMcy c ts h d S , Ha pe-
hm Kao TaKBoj) ycnocTaBMJia Te Kao nMcua
Bp/io 3aMHTepecoBaHor 3a CBa nMTanba ca-
xe T or npunoBeflanba. 3a OHe KojM ne naMTe
Ta BpeMeHa xofiy fla KaxeM fla je noneTKOM
8 0 - mx roflM H a, 33XB3Jbyjyftn tb o m ypeflHMH-
kom pafly y /iMCTy Khbn>KeBHa pen, Tafla c b s -
KaKO Haj3HanajHMjeM cpncKOM m jyroc/iOBeH-
ckom K(-bMxeBHOM /iMCTy, fleČMTOBa/ia ue/ia
jeflHa reHepauMja nMcaua, Hajnpe Ha3BaHa
„M/iafla cpncKa npo3a“ , noTOM „cpncKM nocT-
MOflepHMCTM", Koja ce Ha cBojMM noneunMa
B eoM a m h o t o 3aH M M a/ia 3 a KpaTKy npMny.
AHflpufteBa Harpafla (1 9 8 2 ) Tafla M/iaflOM
nMCuy An6axapMjy BepMcf>MKOBa/ia je Bpefl-
h o c t pafla Ha KojM ce McnpBa rn e fla /io OHaKO
Kao lu t o ce m MHane nnefla Ha CBaKy hobm -
Hy y KhbMXeBHOCTM, C MeLUaBMHMOM nOflO-
3pei-ba m paBH0flyujH0C TM . rioneTKOM 8 0 - mx
no3Bao cm Me fla ca to č o m ypet)yjeM npo3y
y KhbM>KeBHoj penu m noTOM c m o HacTaBM/iM
fla 3ajeflH0 npoMOBMLueMO xaH p KpaTKe
npMse, He caMO y /iMCTy y KojeM c m o roflM-
Hy-flBe paflM m CKyna, Hero m npeKO TeMaT-
ckm x 6pojeBa naconMca, 33tm m ysemfieM y
MH0 r 06 p 0jHMM X M pnjM M a KOHKypca 3a Haj-
6 o /ty HajKpafiy npMny (H3jno3H3TMjM je 6 mo
030H0B KOHKypc A ap ra KoujaHa ca PaflMO
Beorpafla), m, Haj3afl, ypet}MB3i-beM roflM-
mi-baKa Haj6ojbMX YU-npMna (HanpaBM/iM
c m o yKynHO flB a , noTOM je floujao pacna fl
3eMJbe m paT)...
f l. A .: TaHHO je, noneo caM npBO fla nM-
LueM necMe, Kao ujto hm hm B e fiM H a J b y flM
Kafla noHHe fla ce y Befioj MepM 33hmms 3a
penM m je3MK. y t o BpeMe, Kao lu to caM Befi
noMeHyo, noHMhba/io je m Moje MHTeH3MBH0
flpyxeHse ca PamoM /lMBaflOM, m ja caM
yBMfleo fla fiy, yK0JiMK0 HacTaBMM fla nMLueM
necMe, y HajSojteM cnysajy nocTaTM hbero-
Ba MMMTauMja. TaKO caM no/iaKo noneo fla
ce npM6nMxaBaM npMHM u npMnoBeflai-by(
npeMfla m flaHac necTO noMMcnMM (a aKO ce
He BapaM, m tm cm mm t o y hckojimko HaBpa-
Ta peKao) fla ce M3a npMBMfla Moje npo3e
flOMCTa Kpnje HMCTa necHMHKa CTpacT. Emjio
KaKO Smjio, Kafla caM jeflHOM ynjioBMo y no-
poflMHHe TeMe, nonejio je m Moje nocBefm-
Banbe cJjopmm m Tparanby 3a lu to CBefleHM-
jMM npo3HMM je3MKOM. He 6 mx cafla yMeo y
n 0TnyH0 CTM fla penpoflyKyjeM Taj npouec,
je p je Ha Hbera y™ u a jio npMnoBeflSHKo yMe-
fie mhotmx nncaua, aJiM MeT)y nncuMMa (m
HaMX0 BMM noeTMKaMa) KojM cy Ha MeHe y np­
BM Max yTMi4ajiM H3/ia3MJiM cy ce OoKHep,
AnflajK m LUyjiu. (Iotom caM ,,otkpmo“ reHe-
pauMjy aMepMHKMx T3B. MeTanpo3aMCTa
(BapTejiMM, KyBep, BapT m flpyrw ) m Moj
npMnoBeflasKM CBeT BMLue HMje Morao fla
ocTaHe mctm. 0 parMeHT, m oht 3 xhm nocry-
naK, pa3MrpaHOCT, caM 0 Mp0 HMHH0CT, napo-
flMpahbe CTMjia, CBe je t o nocTano m fle o
Mor n o rn e fls Ha KpaTKy npMHy. Bmjio je Ty
pa3HMx TpeHyTaKa yBMfl3 m p33yMeB3hba,
3J1M nOCeČHO nSMTMM TpeHyT3K K3fla C3M,
HMT3jyfiM K/iaHm y 5 KypT3 BoHersTa, flo -
Luso flo onMes cueHe y Kojoj JioropsiuM ms-
cobho naTe o a npojiMBa h3koh o ito cy ce
npexflpa jiM HeKe xpaHe - cjimhho HeujTo,
nom yHa TanHOCT y obom TpeHyTKy HMje Ba-
XHa. B s x h o je oho MecTo hs KojeM nMCSu
K3xe (nspact)pa3MpaM): ,,A OHaj BojHMK Koju
je ynpaBO MMao o ce fisj fls M3 ce 6 e M36suy-
je m CBoj M033K, t o caM 6 mo ja, t o je 6 mo
nncau OBe npune." Eno csm lu o km p sh , jep
mm je Ta peneHMua - Ta nocnpflHa MrpspMjs
Ca CBOjMM ayTOpCTBOM - 3a3ByH3J13 TOTOBO
60 r 0XyjlH0 y HSLUOj KHaM XeBHO j 3TMOC4>epM
y Kojoj je n n csu CT3J1H0 npMK33MB3H K30 H e -
KO KO je M3Hafl CBMX 0CT3nMX, K30 BpXOBHM
cyflMjs 3a MopaJiHa m MHTe/ieKTy3JiH3 nwT3-
i-ba Haujer BpeMeHa. flo c jie Te peseHMue,
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CBe ce 1/13 0 CH0 Ba npoMeHUJio, a Kafla caM
jeflHOM noneo fla pa3rpatjyjeM cf>opMy KpaT­
Ke npuse, HmuTa Me BMLiie HMje M om o 3a-
ycTaBHTM. y m cto BpeMe p a c/io je m Moje
HHTepecoBai-be 3a caxeT e 06 /iMKe npuno -
Beflahta, a Ty je Ha MeHe noceČHO y™ uao
jeflaH aMepuHKu necHMK, BunujeM ĆTeH/in
MepBUH (i-beroBe CTnxoBe npeBOfluo caM ca
PauuoM JlMBaflOM) k oji/i je nncao m caxeTe
npune. T mx roflM H a je none.no m Moje flp y x e -
Hbe ca K0/b 0 M MMfteBMfteM, Koje je KyjiMM-
Hupa/io cpeflMHOM 7 0 -n x , Kafla caM o tm ic o
Ha OACJiyxehte B0jH 0 r poKa y HteroB rpafl, y
Bart>a/iyKy. f-beroBy CTpacT npeMa je3MKy m
onceflHyTOCT MflejOM je3HMKor (u npeBOflu-
jia n K o r) caBpiueHCTBa b m a m m cafla Kao no-
c/iefli-be KOUKnue y 0H 0M e luto je Ha Kpajy
cjjopMupa/io 0CH0 By Moje npunoBeflanKe no-
eTUKe.
M. n .: Mo>Kfla Ty H e rfle T p e 6 a TpaxnTM
KopeHe H ecnopa 3yM a r a ju c y c e cnopaflMMHO
ja B /b a n u o k o TBoje n p o 3 e , 3HaTH0 B n iu e Ha
noneTKy H e ro fla H a c , K afla c y n n c u n 8 0 -m x m
90-m x roflM H a none.ni/i caBi/iM n p u p o flH O fla
a n c o p 6 y jy ncKycTBa nuTai-ba caBpeMeHHX
CTpaHnx n n c a u a . f l o T a fla je y c p n c K o j KhbM-
xeBHOCTM S m jio /ieri/iTi/iMHO npn3HaBaTi/i
yTnu,aje mjim y 3 o p e M axoM M3 fly 6 jb e m CTa-
p n je TpaflMLi,Mje, cB eje flH O fla jim flO M a fie
mjim CTpaHe, flOK je Ha y cn o c T a B /b a n b e n o e -
tmhkmx a H a n o rn ja c a caBpeM eHO M CBeTCKOM
yMeTHi/inKOM cueHOM, n o flje flH a K o oh o m khsm-
xeB H 0M m o h o m cynK ynTypH O M , a /iT e p H a -
tu b h o m , m e fla H O c a n0fl03peht>eM (mmcjimm
n p e C Bera Ha n o ja B y n0C TM 0flepH M 3M a y
c p n c K o j K yjrrypM ), o a h o c h o Kao Ha MO fly Ko­
ja HeMa M H o ro a o a h P h m x TanaKa c a AOMa-
fio M T p a flm j,n jo M . n o c /ie c e McnocTaBMJio
cacBM M c y n p 0 T H 0 . 3 a H M M a jy M e, y flaTO M
a n y n a jy, A s a MOMeHTa Koja 6m M o m a HeLUTO
3 H a n m n y nMTaHbMMa TBoje noeTMKe. HecTO
cm o p a 3 ro B a p a /in o c p n c K o j KhbMxeBH0CTM,
hmhm mm c e A a hi/i KaA a hmcm M 3flB o jn o HeKor
c p n c K o r nMCu,a M3 T p a flM u n je Kao e B e H T ya ji-
H or noeTMHKor n p e T e n y mjim cpoflH M K a n o
HeneM y, a KaAa je , naK, p e n o caB peM eH O -
ctm , y jeAHOM TeKCTy cm flaH M Jia KMLua Ha-
3Bao ynnT e/b eM . 3 a pa3/iM Ky o a BefiMHe Ha-
himx K O /iera, csejeA H O K o je r y3 p a cT a , c n p e -
MaH cn, Mef)yTMM, fla to b o p m lu m o HajMJia-
T)hm nMCUMMa, KojM, 3ay3B paT, y cJ>a3M k o h -
CTMTyMcahba concTB eH nx noeTMKa je c y
c k jio h m fla ro B o p e o CTapMjMM nMCUMMa,
a m yr/ia B H 0 M paflMKanHO HeraTMBHO, naK m
y cJjopMM e K c u e c a ; m rn em fla HMjeflHa kh^m-
x e B H a M HMunjauMja He M 0 x e 6 e 3 o u e y 6 M -
CTBa. Tm, k o jim k o 3HaM, Ha noneTKy HMKora
hmcm ,,y6 i/io “ , M a fla cm mmbo H eflBocM M one-
h o ja c a H o t k jio h n p e M a ,,CTBapH0CH0j n p o -
3m“ , t o je c T , n p e M a h m cto m MMMeTM3My m
BepM3My. O T K yfla t o , m K a ra ?
A- A.: CTante y cpncKoj KhbMxeBHOCTM
KpajeM 6 0 -m x m noneTKOM 7 0 -m x jecTe Smjio
t3 k b o K3KB0 onMcyjew, ajiM Bojieo 6mx fla Ha-
rjiacuM fla -y n p K o c cbmm pa3JiMKaMa - hmks-
Aa HMcaM MMao npoČJieMe ca oSjaBjbMBa-
1-beM. Y0CTaJ10M, HM T3B. CTBapHOCHa np03a
(Kao HM KaCHMjM nOCTMOAepHM nMCUM) HMje
6i/ma MOHOJiMTHa npMnoBeAanKa uiKOJia, Mara
ce TaAa BMflejia Kao jeflaH BejiMKM Tanac ko-
jM je hocm o CBe n p e fl c o č o m . M y Toj npo3u
6 m jio je TpaflMUMOHajiucTa m MHOBaTOpa (npe
CBera, MMpoonaB Joci/iTi BMiui-bMTi), lu t o ce
KacHMje noKa3ajio y hbnx0B0M pa3Bojy. HeBe-
3aHO C TMM, y hbMXOBOj npo3M CMeTajio mm je
OKpeTanbe npeBmue ycKOM, /lOKajiHOM je3M-
Ky, m ycpeAcpe?iMBaH3e Ha ceocKM mjim Ma-
JIOBapOLUKM MMJbe, KOjM je MeHM 6mo CTpaH.
Kmlu je BeTi TaAa 6m o Ha cacBMM APyroj
CTpaHM, M CaCBMM je npMpOAHO LUTO cy hbe-
roBe KHaMre - to b o p m m o B a n itm , n e n e n y ,
Pai-MM ja flM M a m neuw aH M K y, ođjaBJbeHMM y
to m nepM O Ay - yT M u a jie Ha MeHe, KaKO c b o -
jOM CTMJ1CKO-C(>OpMaJlHOM pa3H0JlMK0LUfiy,
TaKO M OTBOpeHMM n03MBahbeM Ha KhbMXeB-
He y3ope m npeTX0AHmKe (npBM poMaH je,
HapaBHo, boauo Ka LLIyjiuy, a o k je neuma-
h m k ycMepaBao npeMa nMCUMMa t3b. 4>paH-
uycKor HOBor Tajiaca). A KaAa je pen o ora-
pMjMM cpncKMM nMCUMMa, TanHO je Aa
HMKora HMcaM ocefiao Kao cpoAHMKa, 3a
LUTa, y3rpeA. kpmbmm lukojickm cmctcm m
o6aBe3Hy jieKTMpy Koja Me je aomctb yAa-
jbMJia oa Hi/i3a nwcaua. Ocmm Tora, HajBefiM
MeT)y i-bMMa 3acHMBajiM cy CBoje AeJio Ha
npeAaHOM Tparai-by no AaJboj MCTopMjM, a
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MCTopnja je Tafla 6 mia TeMa Koja Me hm Haj-
Mai-be HMje 3aHMMana.
HuKora, MeT)yTHM, Hi/icaM Ki-bMxeBH0
,,y6 no“ M3 npocTor pa3nora lu to HeMaM
(mjim 6ap flo cafla HucaM oceTMo) TaKaB Ha-
toh y cbom 6 nfiy. CBeT je AOBO/bHO BenuKO
MeCTO 3a CBe Hac, Ktt>MXeBHOCT TaKOl)e, m
aKO ja Mory fla nuoieM oho luto xe/iMM, 3a-
luto to He 6 m Momu m flpyrn fla pafle?
M. n .: Ako HeMa ncTopnje, ocTaje npeo-
KynnpaHocT je3MKOM. H Kafla M30CTaHy pac-
npaBe o 5ory, flaKJie, o HyMMH03HMM nuTa-
HbMMa, hbnx TaKot)e noHHy fla cyncTMTynLuy
pacnpaBe o je 3 MKy. Ca Jobmuom APimhom
noHeKafl pacnpeflaM Ty TeMy. Ako HeMa Bo­
ra, ocTaje HaM caMO je3MK, TaKaB CTaB cy
HaM y Hacnefje ocTaBM/iM MOflepHnc™, ohm
Koju cy flouj/iM noćne Hunea. A hbkoh EeKe-
Ta, npHMaKnu cmo ce fiyTahby, je3MK Kao fla
je n3ry6no ohtojiolukm noTeHU,njan. CBeT ce
npenyc™o m3 cobhom 6p 6/baHby, je 3 HK je
M3ry6no cBojy eceHUnja/iHOOT. y CTBapu, y
TOTOBO cbmm cBOjuM KhburaMa tm pacnpa-
B/batu o je3MKy, Hajneiufte BapMpajyf)M Mfle-
jy o HeM0ryfiH 0CTM fla penMMa npeHeceiu
oho luto 6 m 3anpaB0 xeneo fla Kaxeiu, fla
je3MKOM KOHCTMTyMLUeUJ BM3Mjy anCOJiyTHO
McnyhbeHe er 3 MCTeHunje. Cramo noHaB/baai
KaKO BMuue He Bepyjeoi y penM (lu to je ctbb
paHe nocTMOflepHe), Kara je je3MK mptbb m
HeMofiaH, a ca flpyre CTpaHe, t-bMMe ce no-
CBeTieHMHKM 6aBMLu, je3MK je, 6aw Kao ne-
CHMKy, jeflHa o fl TBojMx rnaBHMx TeMa. KaKO
n3na3Mm Ha Kpaj c tmm napafl0KC0M?
A- A .: To je napaflOKC c KojuM ce xmbm,
Tj. roBopM m nMiue, Kao luto, peu,MMO, CTa-
hobhmk HeKe TOTa/iMTapHe 3eM/be MOxe fla
Kaxe: ,,y TOTa/iMTapM3My HeMa xMBOTa“ , am
ce MnaK He y 6Mja Hero xmbm flan^e. HapaB-
ho, Mory?ta je tmlumh3, a/iM TMLUMHa je - 6ap
Ha obom HMBoy njyflCKe KOMyHMKauMje - y
jotu Befioj MepM noflnoxHa norpeuuHoj mh-
TepnpeTauMjM, na TaKO npM6eraBaM Man>eM
3ny, Tj. roBopMM m nMLueM. PaHa n 0CTM0 -
flepHa je, KaKO tm Kaxem, to y3ena Kao je ­
flaH Ofl OCHOBHMX CTaBOBa, HaCTaBJbajyPlM
TaMO rfle je no3Ha MOflepHa orana. y CTBa-
Pm, HMLUTa HMje /laKLue Hero KOHCTaTOBaTM
fla je KHjMxeBHOCT HajHepa3BMjeHMja Ofl cbmx
yMeTHOCTM, Te fla je OHa jeflMHa rpaHa yMeT-
hoctm y Kojoj ce Kao KBa/iMTeTHO npnxBaTa
fleno Koje Kao fla je HanMcaHO npe, peuMMo,
flBecTa roflMHa.
JeflaH o fl maS/iOHa m AaHawi-be Ki-bMxeB-
He KpMTMKe jecTe fla 3a HeKora, Kora xenM
noceČHO fla noxBa/iM, Kaxe fla nMLue Kao
ToncToj! TaKO je, Ha npMMep, Uoh AnflajK
HeflaBHO y npMKa3 y y hbyjopi<epy oueHno
hob poMaH KaHafleKo-MHflMjeKor nMcua Po-
XMHCT0H3 MMCTpMja. A/IM TO je, y CTBapM,
ftopcoKaK M3 Kojer flOMCTa HeMa M3/ia3a, jep
je3MK 3anpaBo He M oxe fla ce Menba, BOKa-
6y/iap MOxe fla ce lumpm, a m rpaMaTMHKa
0CH0 Ba je3MKa je HenpoMei-bMBa. H Ty je mo-
x fla npoSneM: je3MK je KOHanaH aok je CBeT
SecKOHanaH, a Kt-bMxeBHOCT ce c/iyxM je3M-
kom, anv\ 3anpaBO xe/iM fla npMKaxe CBeT.
flpyrMM penMMa, Ha noneTKy CBaKor nMcahba
Mopa CTajaTM CBecT o TOMe fla je Kpaji-bM
pe3y/iTaT nMcahta yHanpefl ocyf)eH Ha Hey-
cnex. OTyfla je nMcat-be HeKa BpcTa cm3m-
<t>0 BCK0 r Tpyfla, mmcjimo o TOMe nMcaij, mjim
He. llMcai-be je, yBeK m jeflMHO, caMO noKy-
maj fla ce flo c e m e HeM3peuMBO. HapaBHO,
MMa nMcaua Koju cy jparam 3a M3na30M,
Kao u jto je t o yhmhmo Uojc, a m y tom c.ny-
najy KpajhbM pe3y/iTaT je CTBapahbe HeKor
/iMMHor je3MKa (KojMM je HanMcaHO 0MHera-
h o b o č a e h b e ) , u jto 3anpaBO 3HanM fla hmko
ocmm nMcua He M oxe fla npoHMTa t o u jto je
HanMcaHO. Ja caM, Me1}yTMM, 0flnynM 0 fla,
aKO Tpe 6 a, jaflMKyjeM Hafl 0 rpaHMHeH0 Lufly
je3MKa, a m fla HMKafla He npe1)eM rpaHMMy
pa3yMeBanba, oahoch o fla cyBwuje He ,,eKc-
nepuMeHTMLueM" m TaKO CBOjy npo3y h3hm-
HMM TeLUKO HMT/bMBOM. To jeCTe KOMnpOMMC,
ajiM HMje HMLUTa ropM oa MHornx APyrMx
KOMnpoMuca Ha KojMMa ce hblum xmbotm
3acHMBajy.
M . n .: fla , cafla cmo koa BaxHe npoMe-
He. Tm cm AyrM hm3 roAMHa, peuMMO, oa
CBojMX KHaMxeBHMx noseTaKa na flo npo3e
I4 m HK, MHCMCTMpaO Ha MMHMMa/lMCTMMKOM
rec/iy: Mahbe je Butine, flOc/ieflHO HerMpajy-
fiM npMcycTBO BejiMKMx TeMa no/iMTMKe m
MCTopMje y cbom npMnoBeAatt>y. IIotom ce
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florofluo npeo 6 pa>Kaj, ne paAUKa/iaH, Befi
Bp.no nocTeneH: Be/iMKe Teivte Koje cJ)aBopn-
3yje CBaKa Kt-bMxeBH0CT MOAepHMX BpeMeHa,
ncnpBa HeoceTHO, na 3aTMM CBe BHAHnje,
nošene cy ce jaB/ba™ m y tbojmm npusaMa
(AOUHnje u y poMaHMMa). Hmhm mm ce Aa 3a
to MMa BMiiie pa3nora: yTMuaj 36MBai-ba M3
TBoje 6Morpa4>Mje, Hajnpe cm pt poAme/ba
Koja Hac npeo 6paxaBa m yno3opaBa Aa cmo
MH Ha peAy, nOTOM nOnMTMHKa KpM3a m paT
Ha npocTopy 6 MBiue JyrocnaBMje, cyHOBpaT
cpncKor APyuJTBa 9 0 - m x , Haj3aA, TBoje npe-
ce/bei-be y KaHaAy.
A- A .: l"lpeo 6paxaj KojM noMMi-bem oa-
BMjao ce nocTeneHo, a /iM y ce 6 M Hana3MM
caMO ab3 „KpMBua": pacnaA JyrocnaBMje m
yAa^>aBahbe oa poAHor T/ia, tj'. moj' 0Ana3aK
y KaHaAy. Cmpt MojMX poAMTe/ta, caMa no
ce 6 M, Huje Me BOAuna npeMa mctopmj'm. y
U,MHKy caM, ceTMfieLu ce, jaAMKOBao Haa hm-
i-beHMuoM Aa je Moj OTau XMBeo y MCTopMjM,
a Aa je ja yoniuTe He oceftaM. CaAa ce to,
HapaBHo, Moxe BMAeTM Kao 3HaK Moje nonM-
TMHKO-MCTOpMjCKe H3MBHOCTM: LllIHK CaM nM-
C30 y APyroj nonoBMHM 80-mx, KaAa je CBe
Beft boam/io K3 ycMpfiMBanby Jyroc/iaBMje m
oShobm MCTopMje, a ja to Kao Aa hmcbm npM-
MeftMBao. MaMau je 6 mo 3aMMLu/beH Kao
KhbMra-orneAano, Kao 0Apa3 U,^iHKa, m Aa
caM je riMcao y HeKOM APyroM TpeHyTKy m
Ha HeKOM APyroM MecTy, OHa 6 m BepoBaTHo
MMana c/iMHHy 4>parMeHTapHy cf>opMy. Cmpt
Mora 014a 3a MeHe je npeACTaB/bana okoh-
nahbe nopoAMHHe npMne, oHe cTBapHe m OHe
Koja ce npenMna y Mojy npo3y. Y CTBapM,
caAa noMMiu/baM Aa je Umhk HacTao y ohom
napaAOKcanHOM ocefiahby MCTOBpeMeHor
ocnoSafjai-ba m joui Ay 6/ber 3aT0HeHMiuTBa:
luto BMLue HeMa oua, CBe BMme ocefiaiu Aa
My HenoBpaTHO npMnaAauj. To oceftante ce
nOHOBM/lO M H3K0H MajHMHe CMpTM, aJIM OH-
Aa caM, y M3BecH0M CMMGny, Smo cnpeMaH,
MaAa ce HOBeK hmKaAa He Moxe y nomyHo-
ctm npMnpeMMTM 3a c m p t poAUTe/ba. C 06-
3 MpoM Ha t o Aa caM MaMau, nMcao y APyroj
xmbothoj CMTyauMjM, KaAa caM Befi nony-
ctmo npeA HaAMpaH^eM MCTopMje, CBe je y
t-beMy noApef)eHQ MCTopnjcKMM xmpobmm3.
y U,MHKy caM BepoBaTHo jouu ycneBao Aa ce
hocmm ca MCTopMjoM, 0TyAa cJjparMeHTap-
h o ct m 3aoKpyxMBai-be Ma/iMx uenMHa, aok
Tora HeMa y MaMU,y. Ty je MCTopMja 6yjMua,
HenpeKMAHM nacyc M3 Kojer, KaAa ce jeAHOM
y t-bera yT)e, HeMa mna3a.
M. n .: OHAa cy ycneAnne roAUHe nyAM-
na, pacnana ce 3eM/ba y Kojoj cmo OApac/iM
m HMjy cmo KynTypy CMaTpanM 3a CBojy, He-
33BMCH0 oa Tora KaKO je OHa HauMOHa/iHo
0Apef)eHa. Mbo AHAPMfi, MMnoui Upt-taHCKM,
K p/iexa m M eaia Ce/iMMOBMft, B mtomm/ i 3y-
naH, Ha npMMep, m/ im PaHKO MapMHKOBnft,
na Kap, c y m e T a n e rm B e flparocnaB a Mm-
xaM/ioBMfia m KMiuoBa f oo6 H m a 3a Bopuca «
fla B u p o B m a , KoBaHeBMft/LIJMjaHOBe rp o ie -
CKe Ko to raMO neBa m MapaTOHu,u rpve
nonacHM Kpyr, CMApaH/KycTypMHMHM cJ)m/i -
mobm , c/iMKe Boja CTaHMfia, CacfjeTa 3eua m
BnaAe Be/iMHKOBMfia, K oprni m YU rpyna,
lndexi, S tije n o pyrM e, Eynpo>Kep, Jle 6 u
coji, 6 eorpaACKM m 3arpe6aHKM hobm Tanac,
HaSpajaM caMO oho nera ce HaMax cefiaM,
BMLue HMCy ČMJie BpeAHOCHM BpXOBM jeAHe
cnoxeHe, anM uenoBm e MynTMKynType. C tm -
rne cy roAMHe KpM3e, paT, jeAHa eBponcKa
APxaBa Koja je MMana CMMona HanpocTO je
AeK0 Mn0 H0 BaHa Ha MopČMAaH HanMH, ocTa-
B/bajyfiM 3a c o č o m , y HaMa, obo HMje na-
MeHT, AyroTpajHe, TpayMaTMHHe nocneAMue
Tor pacnaAa. KaKO rneAaoi Ha CBe to ?
A- A.: PacnaA 3eM/be? To je roTOBa npM-
na, He 3H3m BpeAM /im joj ce BMiue BpafiaTM,
noroTOBO luto ce, 3a pa3/iMKy oa npMsa ko-
je mm nMLueMO, y i-boj HMLUTa BMLue He MOxe
npoMeHMTM. 3a MeHe ce Ta npMna 3aBpiuM-
na ocefiai-beM ryČMTKa, npe CBera 36or Tora
lu to je nopaxeH jeAaH MoryftM HaAnauMO-
Ha/iHM MAeHTMTeT, KojM je 3a MeHe - 36or
Mor nopeK/ia, a m 36or Mor pa3yMeBat-ba
CBeTa - 6 mo MHoro BefiM oa npocTor 36npa
pa3HMx Hau,MOHa/iHMx MAeHTMTeTa KojM cy ra
hmhm/im. PacnaAOM Tor MAeHTMTeTa, oaho-
cho n 0 BpaTK0M Ha M3onoBaHe Hau,MOHa/iHe
MAeHTMTeTe, HasMHaeH je KopaK Ha3aA, mc-
KopaneHO je 3anpaB0 M3 TOKa MCTopMje, m
u,eno to noApynje oa Tor TpeHa KacKa 3a
CBeTOM. JeAHOM lie ra cycTMftM, y to HeMa
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cyMi-be, a m TeK Kafla ce o c /io 6oflM flOMUHa-
UHje ycK0 Hai4M0 HanH0 r MfleHTMTeTa, lu t o je
3anpaBO napaflOKC, a/iM TaKBM cy xmpobm
MCTopMje, HMLUTa ce Ty He M o x e .
floMMHbeuu roflM H e KpM3e, ajim HMcaM cm-
rypaH LUTa t o y o n iu T e BMiue o3H anaB a. 3 a p
,,KpM3a“ He T p a je m fla /b e ? Y ko /im ko mmc/imlu
Ha fle B e fle c e T e , Ha i-bMX0B noneTaK, a o k caM
jo u j 6mo y B e o rp a fly , OHe c y H anpocTO n p o -
TeKne y 6 o p 6 M 3 a npe xM B /b a B a i-b e . Kafla
caM OTMLuao, m K a fla ca M c e c a Te rp flH e
fla/bM He o cB p H yo , K pn3a c e BMOie HMje f le -
m aB ana MeHM B efi HeKOM flp y r o M . C o63m -
Pom Ha t o fla caM 6m o 3aujTM fieH m 6 e 3 6 e -
flaH (jiom obm c p u a c e MOHaKO HMKafla He
paMyHajy), HMje p e fl fla o TOMe to b o p m m
oHMMa KojM c y HacTaBM/iM m ,qa/be fla T pne.
A^m, Kao m MHorMM a, y tm m ro flM H a M a c e
flecMO n p eno M aH TpeHyTaK 3 a MeHe, TpeH y-
TaK n o c /ie K o je r HMLUTa BMaie HMje Sm jio
m cto. y n p o /ie fie 1 9 9 2 . roflM H e, yoHM n o neT -
Ka paTa y B ochm , 0praH M 30B a/iM c m o o fl/ia -
3aK capajeBCKMX J e B p e ja , m ‘M e f)y hobmm M3-
6 e m M u a M a y B e o r p a fly H a u ja o c e m Moj
n03HaHMK, <t>M/1030Cj). ri03flpaB M JlM CMO c e ,
a oh mm je peK ao: „C aM O ca M flo iu a o fla a o -
B efleM MajKy, m 0 flM a x c e B p a fia M . 3 H a n i,
TaMo c y CBe M o je Kf-bMre.1' HapaBHO, HMje c e
BpaTMO, m H e r a /m r a M eceuM KacHMje o tm -
mao je H e rfle y E B p o n y , m B epoB aTH o je m
A a /be TaMO. A/im Te BenepM , K a fla ca M c e
BpaTMO cB o jo j KyfiM, y iu a o ca M y CBOjy p a fl-
Hy c o 6 y , n o r /ie fla o n o n o /in u ,a M a m opm bhm -
Ma KojM c y CTehbanu n o fl TepeTOM Ki-bMra m
oceTMĐ KpajhbM 6 e c M M c a o 6 m /io KaKBor n o -
ceflOBanba. n o c /ie T o ra , K a fla c e y K a 3 a /ia
M 0ryfiH 0C T, 6m /io je JiaKiue otmRm. H o tm -
rnao caM .
M. n .: HeMa kpmtmhkm HacTpojeHor cpn-
CKor MHTeneKTya/iua KojM ce, noneTKOM m
to k o m 9 0 -m x roflMHa, HMje nMTao fla /im fla
ofle M3 3 eMrbe, m/im fla ocTaHe y Hboj. M h o -
tm cy otm i±i/im , MHorM cy ocTa/iM. Tara ce
CTBopM/ia H aposm a K/iMMa pacno/iyfieH o-
ctm : ohm rajM cy otm u j/im noseriM cy fla 06 -
jaiuH3aBajy 3auiTo cy o tm lu /im , ohm rajM cy
ocTanM none/iM cy fla o 6jaiiJi-baBajy 3aiuTO
cy ocTa/iM. yKpcTM/ie cy ce pa3JiHHMTe nep-
cneKTMBe, nojaBM/iM cy ce hobm CTepeoTMnM
m HOBe Heonpe3He reHepa/iM3auMje, MCK/by-
h m b o c t raja ce noHeKafl npeTBapajia w y He-
TpnenaMBocT caMO je fl0flaTH0 OTexaBa/ia
KaTacTpotpariHo nouie CTat-be cpncKor ,qpy-
LUTBa, 3HaTaH fleo cpncKe MHTe/ieKTya/iHe
e/iMTe y 3eM/bM HMje pa3yMeBao LUTa My ce
florama, npMCTajao je Ha rapynTMBHOCT, Ha
MaHMnynauMjy, Ha c/iyxehbe b /ib c tm . Ohm
rajM cy o tm u i/im , ca flpyre CTpaHe, necTO cy
npMCTajaJiM Ha CTepeoTun n0CTK0MyHMCTMH-
kmx flMCMfleHaTa. Tm cm OTMiuao y KaHafly,
KnoHefiM ce no/iMTMHKMx npoKnaMauMja 6m-
no Koje BpcTe.
f l . A .: 0flna3aK 3a KaHafly je n/iofl c/iy-
najHOCTM, a/iM 0flMax ce MOBeK MOxe 3anM-
TaTM fla /im je 6 m /io iiiTa c/iyMajHO. Bm/io Ka­
r a 6 m /io , Kafla caM no/ia3Mo, y jeceH 1994.
roflMHe, floncTa hmcbm sepoBao fla fieMo ce
y KaHaflM 3aflpxaTM BMme o fl roflMHy flaHa.
Hcna /10 je flpyraHMje, npBo 36or Tora lu to
caM ja a o 6 m o jeflHy cTMneHflMjy 3a nMcanbe,
noTOM je m Moja cynpyra floČ M /ia nocao, no-
BpaTaK je ofl/ioxeH, aBMOHCKe KapTe cy 6a-
MeHe, fleu,a cy nouj/ia y LUKO/iy, m Tara, ofl-
jeflHOM, npeMfla je CBe m lu/io nocTeneHO,
cxBaTM/iM c m o fla cm o cafla OBfle. y oflHocy
Ha MHore flp yre Hame floce/beHMKe, OBa
Ky/iTypa hsm HMje ćuina CTpaHa, Tara fla ce
y HaMa HMje pa3BMjao HMKaKaB yHyTpaujHbM
6yHT npeMa HOBOj cpeflMHM m h6mmhobhmm
pa3/iMKaMa.
Temra je, HeMa 36 opa, o c tb bm tm caB
CBOj npeTxoflHM x m b o t 3a c o 6 o m , a/iM Kafla
je Taj hmh npafien ocefiahbeM o c/io 6 aT)aHba
o fl pa 3 Hopa 3 HMX npMTMcaKa raje je hobck
Mopao fla Tpnw m y/iora Koje je Mopao fla
Mrpa, OHfla ce m ycnoMeHe naKiiie ry/ie ca
ce 6 e. fla Mory fla 6 MpaM, MOXfla 6 mx Bo/ieo
fla 6yfleM Ha HeraM flpyroM MecTy (Herfle y
EBponM), a/iM y Mef)yspeMeHy caM pa3BMo
HeKy BpcTy CTpacTM npeMa o b o m Kpajy m
npeflMBHMM CTeHOBMTMM n/iaHMHaMa ra je
Mcnyi-baBajy Moj 3anaflHM xopM30HT, Tara fla
He noMMLu/baM Ha HOBy npoMeHy. HMcaM,
HapaBHO, M3TH3HMK y flOC/IOBHOM CMMC/iy Te
peHM; He HaMepaBaM hm tm noKyujaBaM fla
nocTaHeM fle o OBflaaiHbe Ki-bMxeBHocTM; ce-
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AHM, jeflHOCTaBHO, Ha OBOj Be/IMKOj fla/bUHM
o a M o r p o A H o r K paja m je3MKa, o c /iy u jK y je M
Taj je3MK m n n iu e M Khbure. 3 a Heicor ko je
C M aTpao A a n n c a u T p e 6 a A a 6 y A e caMO rm -
cau,, a He m jaBHa cf>Mrypa, o b o je Kao ocT B a-
peH u caH . HapaBHO, HMjeAaH ocTBapeHM
caH He ncnyhbaB a c e y n0TnyH0CTM, a/iM to
je Beft HeKa A p y ra n p u n a .
M. n .: Bp/io >KMBe pe/iauMje TBoje npo-
3e ca nMCUMMa m flenMMa eBeTeKe Ki-bMxeB-
hoctm BepoBaTHo cy A o 6 pMM, a ra He m npe-
cyAHMM Ae/ioM, n/iOA t b o t npeB 0AM/iaHK0 r
ncKycTBa. Ee3 oč3Mpa Ha to lu to 6 mtm npe-
BOAM/iau y C pčuju (Kao m APyrAe, yocTa-
/iom, a/iM y Cp 6 njn y ApacTMHHMjeM BMAy)
3H3HM ymaBHOM 3aBMCMTM oa nopyu 6 MHa M3-
AaBana m ypeAHMKa, APyrMM penMMa, ymaB-
hom McnyhtaBaTM np 0<}>ecM0 Ha.nHe 3aAaTKe,
a TeK peTKO m h\/p,\aj\a HeujTO lu to je y HajAy-
6/beM car/ia cjy ca /imhhmm npeBOAUJiaHKMM
3Cj)MHMTeTMMa, TM CM, 3aMCTa He 3H3M Ka­
KO, y t o m HenpecTaHOM C H a/iaxehby M3Mefty
0 H 0 ra luto je 3aHaTCKa HapygČMHa m 0 H 0 ra
ujto je concTBeHM yK yc, MnaK HanpaBMO je ­
AaH n p o 6 p a H m CMCTeMaTMsaH n p e B O A n /ia s-
km o n y c .
(IpeBOAno cm KhbMre BnaAHMMpa Ha 6 o-
KOBa, Co/ia Benoya, UoHa AnAajKa, ToMaca
riMHMOHa, riMTepa KepMja, H . 5 . CMHrepa,
CeMa UlenapAa, Po 6 epTa KyBepa, MajK/ia
Baj/iAUHra, UUepMaHa A/ieKCMja, M aprapeT
ETByA... OAjeAHOM caM c k / io h Aa t b p a m m
KaKO nocTojM M3BecHO ca rn acje M3MeT)y
TBoje ayTopcKe noeTMKe m npeBOAU-nanKe
noeTMKe, peuMMo, y TpeTM3Hy je3MKa m m h -
TepecoBahby 3a khdmx6 b h o c t Koja He npe-
nMcyje Hero CTBapa ho bm CBeT. PeKao 6 mx
Aa cm npMnpeMajyfiM ce 3a npeBOAnoua,
peann3auMjoM Te npMnpeMe, yn 0TnyHM0 m
concTBeHy cnMcaTe/bCKy BOKauMjy. KaKO
rneAam Ha Ty Be3y, a y3 to m m peuM HeujTO
u o TexHMUM cBora nMcai-ba (o npMnpeMaMa,
o OAa6 Mpy TeMe, o paAy Ha TeKCTy, eBeHTy-
anHMM Bep3MjaMa).
A - A.: npeB oTjei-be je , BepoBaTHo, H ajS o-
/b a M o ry fia LUKO/ia nMcai-ba. C je A H e CTpaHe,
o h o yK/byHyje H acTojai-be A a c e luto A y 6 /b e
n p o A p e y caM HaMMH cTBapai-ba A p y r o r a y -
T o p a , a c A p y re , HenpeKMAHO noACTMne Ha
oČHaB/baHse m y c a B p w a B a i-b e c o n cT B e H o r
CTM/ia m je3MKa. CacBMM je CMrypHO A a je ,
Ha npM M ep, M oj npeBOAU/ianKM p a A Ha npM-
naM a aMepMHKMx M eTanpo3aMCTa m/im hobmx
(to k o m 7 0 -m x m 8 0 -m x roA M H a) a ycT p a ;iM j-
ckmx n p M n o B e A a s a , a/iM m c to TaKO m p a A na
noe3MjM M a p K a C TpeH AS, P a c e n a E a m o h a b
m A p y rM x necHMKa, 6 m th o yTM uao Ha M ojy
npnnoB eA a4K y noeTMKy. Y ocTanoM , M oje n p e -
BOAn/iaHKO M H TepecoBahbe npBeHCTBeHo je
S m jio 0K peH yT 0 Tparart>y 3a ohmm Ae/iM M a m
a y T o p n M a KojM M3 pa3HMx p a 3 /io ra HMcy a o
TaAa Sm/im npeACTaB/beHM naujMM hm t3oum -
Ma. O T yA a o ceČM mmc/imm Kao o ,,MHc|)op-
MaTMBHOM n p e B O A H o u y “ , 3a pa3JiMKy o a
,,Ay6MHCKMx npeBOAMJiaua", nonyT K o/be M n -
fteBMfta M EpaHMMMpa XMBOjMHOBMfta, Koju -
n p e M A a c y m ohm noH eK aA „MHcjjopMaTMBHM
n p e B O A n o u M " - yrnaB H O M p a A e Ha n p e B o -
AMMa K/iacMHHMx m K/byHHnx A e /ia Ha HaLU
je3MK. TaKBa 0K peH yT0C T n p e B o fie h b y n o A -
p a 3 y M e B a m C Ta/iHy p a 3 M e H y MAeja c a n p e -
BOAUMa Ha KojMMa paAMM, HeKy BpcTy A n ja -
jio r a y KojeM cTpaHM a y T o p roB opM CBojMM
A e /io M , a ja My, h b k o h npeBO Aa, oA ro B a p a M
HeKOM CBOjOM HOBOM npMMOM. Y KpajhbOj /1M-
HMjM, to k o m n p e B o f)e h b a n p e B O A n n a u paAM
m c to l u t o p a flu m n w c a u a o k nMme CBOjy
npMHy; n o c T a je HeKO A pyrM m npey3M M a He­
KM TyT)M m a c KOjMM npM noB eA a. Pa3/iMKe,
6 a p 3a MeHe, n o c T o je y HeKMM tbxhmhkmm
acneKTMMa: jia K iu e c e , HaMMe, o c /io č a tja M
A O B p u je H o r npeBO Aa (n o c /ie npB e npeBO An-
nanKe pyK e, c n e p y \ Aecj)MHMTMBHO cp e ljM B a -
Hbe TeKCTa, m t o je t o ) , H e ro AOBpmeHe npM-
Me. H anM caH a, npM na M o p a A a OAnexM ;
noTOM jo j c e B p a fia M m mmctmm je o a CBera
lu t o mm c e ysMHM HenoTpeČHMM; HeKaA je
M cnM cyjeM HaHOBO, n oT nyH o Mei-bajyfiM i-be-
Hy cT pyK T ypy, u jt o y npeBOAy, jacHO, He
CMeM Aa paAMM; HeKaA HMLUTa oa Hbe He
6yAe; a/iM KaAa je jeAHOM npornacMM aobp-
ujeHOM, oHAa je BMuie He Mei-baM. Y3rpeA,
Aa 6 mx HanMcao npMHy, n 0Tpe 6 H0 mm je Aa
ce HerAe y MeHM - hm AaH-AaHac He 3HaM
rAe je to MecTo y MeHM -yoČJiMHM H^eHa np­
Ba peneHMua, 6e3 o63npa Ha to Aa y to m
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Hacy m m s m HeKy npeA C T3B y o TOMe iuTa 6 n
Ta n p u n a T p e S a n o A a 6 y A e . n o ć n e npB e p e -
4eH nue, CBe m e caM O o a c e 6 e m H a jn e iu fie
caM caMO n i/ica p kojm 3 a n M cyje HenMjM am k-
TaT, a/iM KojM He n p e 3 a o a Tora A a A o riM iu e
n CBoj KOMeHTap KaA T p e č a , na m o h a b KaAa
He T pe6 a.
M. n .: KaKO cm OTMUiao?
A - A . : C aA a mm c e hmhm A a caM y cbm om
HMHy OAnacKa - y OKTO6 p y 1 9 9 4 . roA U H e -
6 h 0 6 e 3 MK3 KBMX O C efl3 Hb3 , jeAHOCTSBHO
3č o r T o rs u jto , KaKO caM B efi n o M e H yo , HM­
caM hm noMMLUjbao A a Taj O A na3 aK MO>Ke
A y x e A a n o T p a je . B e p o B a o ca M A a fieM O c e
BpaTMTM n o c n e roA H H y AaH a, ko /im ko je T p a -
ja n a C TnneH A nja K ojy ca M , Kao T3 B. S opaBM -
ujHM nMcau, ( w riter-in-residence ), a o S m o Ha
YHMBep3 MTeTy y K a n ra p M jy m t o Me je hmhm-
n o cnoKojHMM. n o c n e , KaAa je n p o m n a Ta
roAUHa m KaAa cm o 0 AnynMnM A a MnaK o c t s -
HeMO, ČMno je KacHo 3 a o c e fis n b s , u jt o je
A o č p o , je p 6 m OHa MOHaKO caM O BOAuna y
H ocTanrM jy, H a jro p y 6 on>Ky Koja HOBeKa m o-
x e A a CH3tje KaA je A a n e K o o a a o m b . n o -
CTOjano je jo u i H euiTo: to k o m 9 0 -mx, CBe a o
M o r OAnacKa, B eoM a necTO ca M O Ana3 MO y
MHOCTpaHCTBO, yrnaBHOM 3 Č o r n o c n o B a Be-
3 3 hmx 3 a p a A C a B e 3 a je B p e jcK M x onuiTM Ha
Jyrocna B M je , Ha HMjeM neny ca M c e TaAa Ha-
n a 3 MO. BefiMHa tm x nyTOBai-ba, 3 6 o r nyBeHMx
,,HenpaBeAHMx caHKUMja", O A u rp a n a c e n p e -
ko 6 yA H M neujTaH C K or aepo A P O M a m cbbkm
n p e n a 3 3 K M s fjs p c K e rpaH M ue, m cyoH aB 3 Hbe
c a H e M apH om fiy m 3nypaAOUJfiy, hmhmo Me je
SecKpajHO H ecpefiH M M . BM no je TeuiKO, r o -
t o b o H e M o ry fie , He ocefiaT M c e Kao h o b c k
A p y r o r p e A a , HeKaKaB jbyqcK M OTnaAaK,
cm p a A KojM xoA a. H eKaAa c y J e B p e je , noMM-
m /b a o caM , o đ e n e x a B a n M >kytmm u je c iO K p a -
kmm 3 Be3A aM a, a ca A a c y J y ro c n o B e H e o 6 e -
n e xa B a n M upBeHMM n a co u iM M a m - Kao u jt o
je jeA aH n o rn e A na x y i y 3 Be3A y K3 3 MBao
3 H aTM xejtH O M e A a je cyo n e H c a hm lutsbhm m
jeBpejcKM M SMfieM - t s k o je m jeA aH n o rn e A
H3 Taj UipBeHM n a c o u j KaaMBSO M3 pMHMKy
(rpsHMHHOM n o n M u a ju y , peu,enuM O H apy y
xo T en y, HMHOBHMKy y SaHUM...) A a n p e A c o -
6 om MMa r y 6 a B ua KojM He 3 s c n y x y je hm kb-
kbo nouuTOBai-be. flpyrMM penMMS, KaAa mm
ce yKa3ana npMnMKa Aa Ha HeKO BpeMe ( k s -
ko caM y npBM Max noMMmjtao) OAeM Mano
Aa/be oa Tor KyxHor noApynja, AoneKao caM
je paujMpeHMX pyKy. HMcaM xTeo Aa nočer-
HeM oa Te HecpefiHe 3eMn>e Koja ce asbm-
na y BnacTMTOM 0Tp0 By, XTeo caM caMO Ma­
no Aa ce o a Hbe oamopmm m n 0 H0 B0
CTeKHeM CBoj AHfHMTeT, cBoje npaBO Aa
CBaKOMe cnoćoAHO norneAaM y ohm.
M. n .: H ujT a Te je c a s e K a n o KaAa cm
Aomao?
A- A.: C BeT ceBepHoaM epM HKe KynType,
t o ca M B efi p e K a o , HMje mm 6mo CTpaH -
AM epM Ky ca M n o ce T M o HeK0nMK0 nyTa n p e
1994. ro flM H e , a y je c e H 1986. n p o B e o caM
neTMpM M e c e u a y AjoBM, Kao ynecHMK MeT)y-
H a p o A H o r n p o rp a M a 3a n M c g e -T a K O Aa HM­
ca M C T p e n e o hm o a k8kbmx KynTypHMX m
APyujTBeHMx C TpecoB a KojM o6m hho o n c e A a -
jy HOBe AOcen^eHMKe. M o j HajBefiM u jo k 3a-
n p a s o HMje 6m o noB e3aH hm c a jeAHMM
acneKTOM H 0 B 0 r CBeTa, Befi je noTM uao M3
0 H 0 ra u jt o ca M o c t3 b m o 3a c o č o m . HaMMe,
OAjeAHOM ca M c e 3aTeKao y OKeaHy c n 0 K 0 -
ja m MMpa. fla H M kojm c y y B e o rp a A y npoTM-
u,anM y XMCTepMHHOj jyptt>3BM 3a hsmmphm-
u a M a , HenpeKMAHOj 3BOK>aBM Tenec|)OHa,
Mei-bai-by fleB M 3a, cycTM3anby cnncaTe/bC K nx
m npeB O A nnasK M x p o ra B a , OAjeAHOM c y , y
K a n ra p M jy, nocTanM AaHM MMpa, a3hm KojM­
Ma ca M 6m o jeAMHM r o c n o fla p , m y KojMMa
caM M o ra o n a ro flH o fla c e pacM naM c n o -
6oflH M M BpeMeHOM. C je flH e CTpaHe, o c e -
fia o ca M c e Kao o c o 6 a Kojoj c e y n p a B o
0CTBapM0 H a jflp a x M caH, a o k caM c e , c A P y-
r e CTpaHe, MCTOBpeMeHO o c e fia o Kao 33bm-
chm k KOMe je y c K p a fie H i-beroB peAOBHM
HapKOTMK. T p e c a o ca M c e y MumeKMBaH>y
Tene(J)0HCK0r no3MBa (a Tenecf)OH HMje A a -
HMM3 3BOHMO y HaUJOj HOBOj KyflM), y OHeKM-
B3Hby nMCMa (3 n o u jT a p je caMO y6auM B ao
p e K n sM e m paHyHe y Harne c3 H A yn e ), y
OCnyUIKMBaHay 3BOHa H3 BP3TMM3 (a AOna-
3 MnM c y caMO JexoBMHM CBeAOUM). JeAHO-
CTaBHO ro B o p e fiM , T p e č a n o mm je BpeM eHa
A a cxb 3 tm m A a c a A a mmbm BpeM eHa 3a CBe
u jt o xe n M M A a yp a A H M , m o a T o r TpeHyTK3
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noneo caM ApyKHMje fla nneflaM Ha CBoje
0flcycTB 0 M3 CBeTa y KojeM caM paHnje npe-
SuBao. O cnoS ofluo caM ce 33bmchoctm,
6 no caM ,,hmct“ , M orao caM fla ceflHeM n
noHOBO noHHeM fla numeM. M t o caM ypa-
fluo: ceo caM, m noneo fla numeM.
M. n .: OflnacKOM y K3H3fly flecn/io ce
HeujTO 33hmmajHbo y npnjeMy tbojmx KhbMrs
KOfl cpncKe HMTanaHKe ny6/im<e. Ofl nncus
Koju je y psHMjoj (jyr0C/i0BeHCK0j) 4>33m
CBor p3fl3 c/iobmo, nn3K, Kao nncau jeflHor
t3hho oflpetieHor Tuns, nnjy cy npo3y hhts-
/im /byfln c/imhhmx MHTepecoBaHba, n y Be/m-
Koj Mepu, flpyrn nncun, AaK/ie, nncsu cs \a-
cho M3flnc))epeHunp3HOM noeTUKOM Koja je
npeno3HaT3 koa yr/iSBHOM M/isf)e KpMTUKe
(y to BpeMe 6ejsx m ja m/isah kpmtmhsp) m
pe/13TMBHO yCKOr HMT3/13HK0r 3yfll/ITOpnjyM3,
ca KH^nraMS Koje cm Hsnucso y Kshsam no-
CT30 CH BpjlO HMTSH nHC314, KOfl CBMX C/10je-
B3 HHT3J13HKe ny6/lMKe, 3 He33BHCH0 Ofl
3(f)MHHTeT3 KOje T3 ny6/lMK3 MCnO/b3B3. To-
Me je CB3K3KO flOnpHHe/13 1/1 HHH-0B3 H3-
rpsfl3 33 poMaH MaMau, (1996).
Taj npeoKpeT y MHTepecoBahby ny6.ni/iKe
3 a MeHe je flOHeK/ie eHMTMaTMHSH. JeflSH
enuTHM, eKCK/iy3i/iBHM nnc3u Tnxor r/isca,
6e3 TeMaTCKe KOHjyHKType, 6e3 acfieps 6m/io
Koje BpcTe, 6e3 MeflHjcKe noMne (3H3M 3a
TBojy aBep3njy npeMS TB-y), ofljeflHOM M3-
flaje ca6p3H3 flens m flo6nj3 Hsrp3fly hsum-
OHa/iHe 6n6nnoTeKe 3a HajHHT3HMjy Ktt>Mry
roflHHe. Ksko meflSLu hs Ty npoMeHy y npM-
jeMy tboji/ix Krt>Mra? Hmhm mm ce fla je csmo
fleo oflroBops y TBOjoj Kht>M>KeBHOj npoMeHu:
cf)3K3T je fls cm nocTao oTBopeH 3a ueo je ­
flaH er3MCTeHUMja/iHM xopM30HT Heno3H3T y
TBOjMM pSHMjMM KhbMr3M3; MCKyCTBO CTpSH-
CTB0B3H>a, nocToj3i-be y flpyroj Ky/rrypM, Map-
rMHa/iM33UMja yMecTO npMnsflahba e/iMTM,
nOTOM M npMHS O Be/1MKMM eHTMTeTMMS, O
neMy lieMO, BepyjeM, jom tobopmtm...
A- A.: He yMeM fls o6jscHMM Taj npeo­
KpeT y MHTepecoBai-by lumpmx HMTa/iaHKMx
c/iojeBa 33 Mojy npo3y, s/im yBepeH caM fla
flo i-bera He 6m aolu/io p,a hmcsm ao6mo
HMH-OBy H3rp3Ay 33 MaMau. Bo/ie/m mm to
Kao nMcuM m/im He, HsrpaAe MMajy Ty Mofi, m
toc e n o K a 3 a /io 6 e 3 6 p o j n y T a Ha h s u m o h s / i -
hom m M e f)y H a p 0 A H 0 M n /ia H y . fla K / ie , BO l)e-
Ha ny6/iM i4M TeTO M m p e K /ia M O M ( luto je,
MH3K, K pa ji-b a C B p xa H s rp a A a , 3 a p H e ? ), k s o
m y c /iy H a jy 6 m / io K aK B or n p 0 M 3 B 0 A a , n y 6 /iM -
K3 c e O A n y n y je A a n p o 6 a m KynM XBa/beHO
Ae/io. TaKO c e ,,O TKpM B3jy“ nM cuM KojM c y
n p e T o r s , k s k o Ka>Keiu, m m s j im O A pefjeH M
yr/ieA M e f)y A p y rM M nMCUMMS m k p m t m h s p m -
M 3, a/iM HM cy 6 m / im npeBMiue h m t s h m . He
3H 3M A a / im n o c T o jM APyro o6j3LUhbei-be, je p
C3M y B e p e H A a c e K ao n w c a u hm H sjM snbe
h m c s m n p oM e H M O , o a h o c h o A a MaMau, hm y
k o m c / iy s a jy He MCKane m 3 b s h o k b m p s M o je
no eT M K e. M e1)yTM M , M o p s o c s m A a n p o M e -
h m m HeuuTO APyro - C Boj H a c T y n npeA n y -
6 / im k o m , je p K 3A a c a M c e npBM n yT cy0H M 0 c
h o b m m K p y ro M H M T a /ia u a (H a HM3y n p o M o -
TMBHMX H 3 C T yn a y C p 6 M jM M U pH O j ro p M y
n p o / ie f ie 1 9 9 7 ) m O A yu ie B /b e H O m m p e K a o A a
c y o h m 3 a n p 3 B O npoH M TS/iM H eH 3nM caH y
KHjMry o M3 juM ( u jto je , y c t b s p m , 6 m / i s m o -
ja 0C H 0B H a H a M e p a y MaMU,y), BM Aeo c s m
m h o u j t b o 36yH >eH M x n o r / i e f l s k o Jm c y m c to
K33MB3/1MI „ 0 HeMy OH TO npMHS K3A3 CMO
z ie n o nposM Ta/iM KhbMry o H te ro B o j M ajuM ?“
HMje B p e A e /io o6jauji-b3B aTM , HMje hm 6 m/io
n 0T p e 6 H0 o6jaujtt>3BaTM ; T p e 6 a /io je , c x b 3 -
tm o c s m , A a n p e cT a H e M npMHSTM o r o c t m o -
AepHM 3M y, u j t o C3M m yHMHMO, 6 s p n p e A
MMTaou,MMa. y cTBapHocTM caM m A a /b e o k o -
pe/iM noeTMOAepHMeTa, a/iM t o c s a s KpnjeM
K30 HeKy M3COHCKy TSjHy. A nOCTOjM jOLU je -
ASH <t>3KTop KOjM je O flM rp s o CBojy y n o ry -
mmc/imm fls c m o ra Beft noMMt-ba/m - HMi-be-
HMLja fl3 HMTaouM MnaK p a flM je y pyKe y3M-
M ajy poM aH H e ro KHbMry npM na, hsk m o h a s
k s a s je n o c p e A n pe/iaTMBHO k p s ts k p o m s h
3 a n p a B 0 m nMcaH Kao KpaTK3 npMMa. M o r y -
fte je A a c y m A p yrM e/ieMeHTM o A n rp s /iM He-
Ky y /io r y , s/im t o fie HeKO ApyrM bm actm 60 -
/b e o a MeHe. C Ba t s ry H ry /is o k o MaMu,a
6 m/is mm je n o M s /io u jo k s h th s , na Me je h sk
H 3TepS/lS A a 33 HeKO BpeM e OAyCT3HeM o a
CBOr TBPAOKOpHOr CTSB3 n p e M 3 nojSB/bUBS-
Hjy Ha Te/ieBM3MjM. C s a s cs m noHOBO ,,He-
npnjsTe/bC K M " p3cno/io>KeH np e M S Te/ieBM -
3MjM, K ojoj He nopMHeM M oft y6ef)\ABavba,
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a /in Me 0f l 6 n ja c b o jo m c /ie n o M c a M o y B e p e -
H O iiifiy A a CBeT n o c T o ju 3 6 o r i-be, a He OHa
3 6 o r CBeTa.
M . n . : M m c/imm m A a /b e o TOMe - B e p o ­
BaTHo 3aTO lu t o c e B u u ie He BMfjaMo HeKO-
jimko nyTa ceAMMHHO, Kao noseTKOM 9 0 -m x
roAUHa, H e ro jeAHOM y flB e -T p n ro flM H e , na
He MO>KeMO t o A a n p o B e p u M O hm y p a 3 ro -
Bopy, a y n p e n u c u M yBeK MMa HeujTO n p e n e
- KaKBe je Ay6nHC Ke p e n e p K y c n je MMao TBOj
n pe/ia3aK y KaH aAy m x m b o t y Toj 3eM/bM Ha
o h o u jt o n m u e u j. O tb o p m o cm CBOja MHTe-
pecoBahba 3a A y x y 4>opMy, Koja je , c B peM e-
hom, xTeo He xT eo, n p e n o 3 H a T a Kao poM aH ,
a y tmm poMaHMMa cm, y3 ch3>kho m B efi o a -
paHMje n o c T o je fie , c a r/ia c H o hobmm o k o /ih o -
CTMM3 M3HOB3 OCnO/beHO nMTat-be MAeHTM­
TeTa, OAjeAHOM n o u ia o T p a ro M McnMTMBanba
0 H 0ra u jt o Te y paHMjMM cf>a3aMa T B o ra p a -
fla y o n u jT e HMje 3aH M M a/io, mmc/imm n p e
CBera Ha no/iMTMKy m Ha MCTopMjy. B e fi cm o
noH euiT o o TOMe peK/iM , a/iM c e ja m A a /b e
nMTaM, n a nMTaM m T e 6 e , A a /im T3B. jaKM
Ki-bM>KeBHM eHTMTeTM (M aK ap A a mx tm p e /ia -
TMBM3yjeui m nMUjeui o HbMMa M3 nepcneK TM -
Be ,,c /ia 6 e mmc/im“ ) MnaK M3MCKyjy A y * y
KhbM>KeBHy <J)OpMy. PeUM MM HeUITO M O TOJ
<t>opMM, o A y ro M , He3aycTaB/bMBOM M e ra n a -
c y c y , o CMHTaKCM Koja K y/ba, Koja He CTaje
CBe a o k c e i-beHa yH yT pauji-ba e H e p rM ja He
ncnpa3H M , a u jt o je c T e KOHTpanyHKT tb o m
MHTepecoBai-by 3a a n c o /iy T H y ca>KeTOCT, k o -
jy cm MnaK caH yB ao Kao je A H y o a TpajHMX
KOHCTaHTM CBor p aA a .
A . A .: A o na 3 aK y KaHaAy AonpMHeo je
CBOjeBpcHOM o c /io 6 af)ai-by o a y /io re Kojy
nMcau, xTeo t o m/im He, Mopa Aa Mrpa y koh-
TeKCTy cBoje KhbMxeBHOCTM. OTyAa, npeTno-
cTaB/baM, m c /io 6 oAa Aa ce y Befioj MepM
nocBeTMM Ayx<oj cJjopmm, npeMAa caM ce y
Toj cfjopMM Befi 0 Kyuja 0 npe OAJiacKa, y
KparKoj Khbi/i3n. CaAa npMMefiyjeM Aa KpaT­
Ka KH>vra M CHeXHM HOBeK, Moj npBM ,,Ka-
h3ackm“ poMaH, HMcy BpeMeHCKM m npo-
CTOpHO Ae<t>MHMCaHM, UJTO TyM3HMM KaO
Hecn 0C06 H0 CT npMnoBeAana Aa ce opMjeH-
TMUje y BpeMeHy m npocTopy, Kao peaKUMjy
Ha xaoc KojM je 3axB3TMO Moj (m Hauj) ao Ta­
Aa ypeAan CBeT. y kschmJmm KhbMraMa CTBa-
pM m nojaBe cy npeuM3HMje Ae4>MHMcaHe,
jep to HsnpocTo 33XTeB3 MCTopMjs. Mef)y-
tmm, HMcaM yBepeH Aa je Moje MHTepecoBa-
hbe 33 MCTOpMjy TO/IMKO Hey06MM3jeH0 - M
npe Tora, MeHe je 33HMMao TpeHyT3K, cer-
MeHT xMBOTa KojM je fleo cBaKOAHeBMue.
K3A3 je oxMB/beH3 MCTopMja nocTa/ia Aeo
CBaKOAHeBMue, nMcaTM o i-boj y ctbbpm je
3HasM/io nMcaTM mcto ujto mpsHMje: o oho-
Me ujto ce ynpaBO 36mb3. HMcaM ce npo-
MeHMO ja (m/im 6ap tsko mmc/imm); npoMe-
HM/ia ce CTBapHOCT oko MeHe. A <t>opMy
Ayror nacyca oflaSpao caM npe CBera 36or
Tora ujto 0M0ryfi3Ba AyxMHy m noBefiaHM
očmm npMnoBeAai-ba. V M3BecHOM CMMC/Iy
T3j AyrM nacyc m Aa/be je cJjparMeHT HeKe
MMarMHapHe Befie ue/iMHe, HeKe TOTa/iHe
npMHe, ujto Me ocTaB/ba y yBepet-by Aa HM­
caM M3HeBepMO cBojy paHMjy noeTMKy c})par-
MeHTM33u,Mje npo3Hor TeKCTa. (riopeA Tora,
MaKO TO HMK3A3 HMC3M ypaAMO, OMOryfiaB3
/ieny Mrpy hs KhbM>KeBHOj BesepM - ycT3Hem
mKaxeui Aa fie u j caAa npoHMTaTM jeAaH na-
cyc M3 CBoje Ki-tMre mohab npoMMTsui ue/iy
Ki-bMry.) Taj AyrM nacyc je TaKofje Haj6/iM>KM
HeKOM cTBapHOM M3r/ieAy M0BeK0B0r r0B0-
pa, y KojeM HeMa noAe/ie na nacyce mAuja-
/iore, mKojM Tpaje oho/imko ko/imko MOxe Aa
Tpaje. O h je m HeKa BpcTa K/ionKe 3a HMTa-
oue, jep je pe/iaTMBHO n a r a yfiM y hbera, a
BeoMa TeuiKO M3 i-bera M3afiM, Te ce Moxe
car/ieAaTM Kao HeKaKaB HaM3r/ieA npaBo/iM-
HMjCKM ZiaBMpMHT. (MHOrM HMT30UM Cy MM
noTBpAM/iM Aa mm je 6m/io TeuiKO Aa Hanpa-
Be nay3y y HMTai-by HeKe oa MojMx jeAHona-
cycHMx KHaMra, jep mx je ynpaBo Taj Henpe-
KMHyTM nacyc Tepao Aa HMTajy Aa/be.)
HapaBHO, nMcai-be y TaKBMM bb/imkmm nacy-
CMMa HMje moj' M3yM; npo3y nMcaHy y Ta-
kbmm Be/iMKMM, 36mj'6hmm nacycMMa Ha/ia-
3mmo koa BepHxapAa, Kac|)Ke, OoKHepa,
KepTeca, MapKeca, CapaMara m MHorMx
APyrMX nMcaua. TaKaB npo3HM TeKCT je no-
nyT Ba/bKa: KaAa jeAHOM KpeHe, hmuitb ra
He MOXe 3ayCT3BMTM.
M . n . : M m c/imm A a M3 0 H0 r a u it o to b o -
Pmuj n p w p 0 A H 0 m c x o a h npM sa o TOMe u/Ta
tm y o n u jT e 3HasM HMTa/iau, KaKO ra 33mm-
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Lu/baLU m fla /im ra y o n iu T e 3 aMM Lu/bauj. K a -
kbm c y TBOjn HMTaouM y KaHaflM , a kskbm y
cpeflMHM Koja ro B o p n je 3 HKOM Ha KojeM nM-
u je u j? 3 h s m fla cm MMao 3 3 HMM/tMBe c y c p e -
Te C3 HMT3 0 UMM3 , M3 H eH af)yjy /IM Te CBM OHM
HasMHM Ha Koje /byflM HMTajy m TyM ane t b o -
je KHaMre?
fl. A . : y M3BeCH0M CMMC/iy, MOJ OflHOC
npeMa h m tso u m m s je flBocTpyK - c jeflHe
CTpsHe, ohm Me He 33HMMajy - flOK c flpyre
CTpaHe, rajMM M3y3eTHO nourroBai-be npeMa
1-bMMa. HMTaOUM Me He 33HMMajy flOK nM-
liie M , OflHOCHO He nOMMLU/baM LUT3 fie HeKO
- 6 m/10 KO, ČM/IO K3 KB3 BpCT3 HMT30U,a - MM-
c/imtm o TOMe u jt o nM iueM , jep Ha Kpajy Kpa-
jeB3 nMmeM c s m o m jeflMHO 3 a ce6e. Apy-
tmm penMMa, aKO 3afl0B0/bMM ce6e ohmm
u jt o nnuieM, oHfla mm je cbcbm m cBejeflHO
u i t 3 fie flpyrM HMTaouM pefiM o TOMe.
Mef>yTMM, Kafla o h o u j t o caM HanMcao
He 6yfle BMuie caMO Moje (a 3 6 o r s e ra CTa/i-
HO M3HOB3 06j3B/byjeM - TO flOMCTa HeMOj
fla Me nMTauj, je p h m u it b m m y t o m npou,ecy
HMje jacHO ), OHfla c s m cnpe M SH fls o flro B o -
PMM H3 CB3 KM 3aXTeB M CB3 K0 nMTahbe HMT3 -
nau,a. A k o csm H eKSfla m 3 3 MMLU/bao H eKor
M fle a /iH o r HMTaou,a, c a fla t o BMuie He hm-
hmm, je p caM c x b 3 tm o fla M flea/iaH HMTa/iau
He M O xe fla nocT ojM , y CTBapM, fla je caM
ayTOp H3j 6 / 1M>KM TOM M fle3 /1HOM n o cB e fie H M -
Ky, Te f l 3 ra He M o p a TpaxM Tw fla /b e o a
CBoje p a flH e c o 6 e. Ha ujM peM n /i3 Hy, h m ts -
OU.M c y H3 HeKM H3 HMH C B y rfle MCTM, n p e M -
f la nocTojM flo c T s p a 3/iMKa. O c h o b h 3 p a 3/iM-
K3 M3 M e1^y, peUMMO, K3 H3 flCKMX M CpnCKMX
HMT3 /I3 U.3 npOMCTMHe 3 3 n p a B 0 M3 C3 Me
CTpyKType KhbMxeBHe BesepM . K o fl h s c , r fle
je KhbM>KeBHO B ese 3a n p s B o KpMTMnapcKO
Bene m r f le nMcau, B eoM a M a /io hm tb , n p e o -
B/iaflaBa 0 3 6 M/bHa 3 TM0 c<t>epa, n o c T 3 B/b3jy
c e ,,TeuJKa“ nMTai-ba m o n e K y jy c e n o flje flH S -
ko ,,TeujKM“ o flro B o p M , TaKO fla CBe n e cT o
BMLue Ha/iMKyje Ha HeKy K0 M eM 0 paTMBHy
ce flH M uy H e ro Ha cK yn /b y 6 MTe/ba zie n e p e -
hm. y KaHaflM , n o c /ie B eoM 3 K paTK or n p e fl-
CTaB/b3 Hba, Koje T p a je caM O flB a-T pM MMHy-
T3 , n M ca u h m t3 6 a p n e T p fle c e T a K MMHyTa,
KaTKSfl m u e o caT, TaKO f l s M o p a , xT e o t o
m/im He, fla ce npeo6pa3M y 3a6aB/baHa. Ob-
flauihba nyč/iMKa ce paflo CMeje, r/iacHO ko-
MeHTapMuie HeKe peneHMue tokom HMTahta m
BMuie je OKpeHyTa ,,/iaKofiM" nMTanba m oflro-
B0p3. Mef(yTMM, HM TaMO HM OBfle, 6ap 33
cafla, HMcaM HaMmao Ha HeKor ,,Heo6MHHor“
HMTaoua, HeKora ko Mojy npo3y hmtb Ha He­
KM MuinaujeH m/im Heyo6MsajeH hshmh. Cpe-
T3o caM HMTaoue KojM cy mm tobopm/im KaKO
mm je HeKa o fl MojMx KhbMra m hoto 3H3HM/ia y
Oflpet)eHOM >KMBOTHOM TpeHyTKy M MOpaM
npM3H3TM fla mm je, Ha HeKM HasMH, 6 m/io He-
npMjaTHO. HMje ziaKo 6 mtm oflroBopaH hm 3a
CBoje ofl/iyKe, a k3mo/im 3a Tyfje.
M . n . : CacBMM flp y ra , Mafla He to/ imko
fla/ieKa TeMa, jecTe KHbM>KeBHM x m b o t . Ce-
fiaM ce jeflHe BapTe/iMMjeBe peseHMue, y
Kojoj oh OTnpM/iMKe Kaxe fla bo/ im fla npaTM
to ujto hberoBM caBpeMeHMUM pafle jep no-
CTojM 03ČM/bHa BepoBaTHofia fls fie HeKO ofl
HsMx cmmc / imtm HeujTO naMeTHO. B mo cm je-
flaH o fl HajaKTMBHMjMx npoTaroHMCTa cpncKe
KhbMxeBHe cueHe 7 0 - mx, 8 0 - mx m fle/ia 90- mx
roflMHa, HMje tm TeuiKO fla ce ceTMm OHe
ryHry/ie y Kojy cy CTa/iM, noMemaHM, y pMTMy
M3B3H CBasMje KOHTpo/ie, saconMCM, npeBO-
flM, XMpMjM, KOHKypcM, npoMouMje, ypet}MB3-
hbe KhbMra, k o h t 8 ktm ca ctpbhmm nMCUMMa.
Kafla cm xMBeo Taj flMHaMM33 M, necra cmo
npMHa/iM o TOMe KaKO HaM flpyrM je fly Bpe-
Me, a ca flp y re CTpaHe, He M oxe ce 6e3 to -
ra, aKO xe/iM ui fla cm yHyTpa, y KhbMxeBHO-
ctm . LUTa je 3 a Teče 3 H3 mmo KHbMxeBHM
>kmbot? Ebo, ja He Mory 6 e 3 i-bera, a TeK ca
hbMM MM HMK3 KO HMje ZiaKO, CBe je TO 06 /IMK
6 e 3 M3/ia 3a c KojMM CBSKora fla H a M opaM M3
noseTKa fla 3 aK/byHMM y ro B o p o y 33jaMHOM
n o flH o iu e i-b y ...
A - A.: BepoBaTHo je He0nx0flH 0 fla CBa-
ko y Befioj m/im MaHsOj MepM npot)e Kpo3 pa-
3He 06/lMKe KhbMXeBHOr XMBOTa, C TMM UJTO
mm ce hmhm fla je HajBaxHMje CTefiM HeKO
MCKycTBo y pafly peflaKu,Mje Ki-bMxeBHor na-
conMca. y tom CMMC/iy, mckvctbo Koje caM
CTeKao paflefiM y pefl3Ku,Mj3Ma B w w < a m,
HapoHMTo, KhbtDKeBHe penu MMa 33 MeHe
Henpou,ehbMBy BpeflHOCT. TaKOf)e je 3Hanaj-
ho mckvctbo y pafly HeKe cTa/ieujKe kh^m-
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xeB H e o p ra H M 3 a u n je , lu t o je 3a MeHe 6mo
p a fl y y n p a B a M a Y A p y x e i-b a KhbMxeBHMx
npeB O flM /iaua C pČM je m C p n c K o r flE H u e H -
Tpa. flklHSMMHHOCT TMX MCKyCTSBS, K0HT3KTM
Koju c e ripn to m y c n o c T a B /b a jy , p a 3 y M e B s -
Hba Koja n p o n c T n s y M3 a H rs x o B 3 i-b s Ha p a -
3hmm 3 a fla u n M a m npojeKTMMa npeACTSB/bs-
jy 3HanajHe n o A C T u u a je K oju c e , jeAHOM
peann30BaHM, u jH p e ASJbe y CBe SorsTMjMM
panBaHoMMa. M et)yTHM , c BpeMeHOM c e CBe
t o npeT B ap a y HeKy B pcTy ayT0M aTH3M a, y
nrpanbe y n o re Kojy c y hsm 3anpaBo HSMeT-
Hy/in A P y rn , Te y HeKOM TpeHyTKy - a Taj
TpeHyTaK je pa3.riMHMT 3a CBaKor o a Hac - Ta
BpcTa a H ra xM a H a , a o TaAa KopMCHa, n o c T a -
je y CTBapM H s jB e fia CMeTi-ba u H a jš o /b e je
HanycTHTH nonpMLUTe. H u je t o ziaKo yHMHM-
tm, je p c e yneL ufie y Ki-bMxeBHOM xMBOTy
n p e o 6 p a 3 M /io y eBojeBpeTaH HapKOTMK m h o -
Bexy c e hmhm A a H e fie MOfiM A a o ncT aH e 6 e 3
Hbera. H eM a, HapaBHO, T o r h s p k o tm k s 6 e 3
K ojer c e He M o x e MfiM A a /t e , n a c e m c to t s -
KO MOXe 0AyCT3TM OA aKTMBHOr KhbMXeBHOr
>kmbots - TeuiKO je y noHeTKy, ajim n o c /ie c e
noi<a3yje CBe Burne u Burne npeAHOCTu T o r
M 36opa. Ja ca M , A a TaKO K a x e M , ,,kpm3m-
p a o “ KaAa caM A o u ja o y KaHaAy, h o c B p e -
MeHOM caM n o c T a ja o CBe „HMCTMjm“ , CBe
cnočoA H M jn, CBe MMpHMjH, m c a A a c e , A a n e -
ko o a ,,pa3y3A aH e Ki-bMxeBHe ro M n /ie “ , B eo-
ms A o S p o o c e fia M . H u je t o caB eT Koju c m s -
TpaM o6aBe3HHM 3a CBe n n c u e - MnaK je , Ha
CBy c p e fiy , CBaKO o a Hac p s3 /im h m t m c b 3 k o
T p e ča A a T p a ra 3a cB ojH M peujei-bM M S (m
HeMa cyMi-be A a je A o S p o lu t o HeKM nMCUM
u e /io r x m b o ts o c T a jy sktm bhm y c s m o m c p e -
flMLUTy KhbHXeBHOr XMB0T3) - 3J1M 6 M CB3KM
nM cau, aKO Hm uTa A P y ro , 6 a p T p e 6 s.n o A a
na3n A a He 6 y a e yByneH y p a /b e ,,Ki-bMxeB-
He H a p u m je ", T o r H e c p e fm o r s/im H eM 36e-
>khot acneK Ta Ki-bMxeBHor x m b o t3 .
M. n . : 3a Kpaj, ara Kpaja mms, peuM mii
KaKO y obom TpeHyTKy m eAam Ha CBoj kh^m-
xeBHn onyc, Aa n m cm ra tskbmm 33mm-
Lu/bao KaAa ch noneo Aa ra nm ueuj, lu ts
Mnc/inLu Aa je Haj6MTHMje y i-beMy, Koje
Ki-bnre cm stp slu tshksm s npoMeHe, LUTa, no
tbom Mnuj/behby, KspsKTepMLue TBoje npMHe
m poMaHe m kskbo MecTo Te KhbMre 3ay3n-
M3jy y tbom xhboty? Onmun mm Ty eBO/iy-
UMjy m noKyuJ3j Aa onMLuem rAe ce TpeHyT-
ho y nMcaHjy Hsna3MLU.
f l. A.: KaA3 nor/ieASM yHa3aA, He ycne-
BaM a3 npoHaf)eM TpeHyraK y KojeM caM no-
mmc/imo: ,,5 Mfiy nMcau.“ M o x a s TaKBor Tpe-
HyTK3 HMK3A3 HMje HM 6m/IO? Y CB3K0M
c/iynajy, HMje Sm jio TpeHyTKa y KojeM csm bm-
Aeo npeA c o 6 om CBoj Ki-bMxeBHM x m b o t m
0nyc MJIM C3HMHM0 n/13H 33 tt>MXOBO OCTBS-
penbe, o tis h KojeM caM ce KacHMje y noTny-
HOCTM nOCBeTMO. JeAH3 CTB3P je, jeAHO-
c t s b h o peneHO, b o a m /is y Apyry, 3/im 6m
HSjMCKpeHMje 6MJ10 pef)M AS hm C3fl3 He
3H3M 33UJT0 Ce CBe T3KO AecM/io. A ko noKy-
lu sm a s h 3 ce6e m o h o lu t o caM ypaAno no-
meAaM „HenpMCTpacHMM" okom , bmamm He-
Kora k o - k s a s ce Befi h s lu s o y BpTnory
KHaMxeBHor x m b o t 3 - HsjBMLue eHeprMje no-
CBefiyje p3Ay (cnHosTen^cKOM, npeBOAn/isn-
kom , ypef)MB3HK0M) H3 no6ort>uuaH3y OAHOca
npeMa KpaTKOj npMHM k o a nac. Y to m cmm-
c/iy, Onuc CMpru bmahm Kao CBojy npBy
6MTHy KhbMry, KHbMry Koja je, 3axBa/byjyfiM
AHApnfteBoj HarpaAH, 3aMHTepecoBa/ia hm-
Taoue, 3/im m Koja npeA C TaB /ba Kpaj npBe
(f>a3e MojMx cnMC3Te/bCKMx MHTepecoBanba.
3 6 m p k o m 0 p a c y uiynn o tb o p m o caM HOBy
cf»a3y - jouj paAHKa/iHMjy c})parMeHTM3auMjy
m oro/bMBanbe TeKCTa, jouj p,y6ihy noBe3a-
h o c t ca e/ieMeHTMMa T3B. MacoBHe KynType,
jouj HanaAHMjy MeTaTeKCTya/iHOCT. Ta 4>a3a
je 33 M eHe 33BpiueHa 36m pkom tlenepuHa,
a HapeAHS, Kojs m p,an>e Tpaje, oTBopeHa je
MOjMM npBMM ,,npaBMM“ pOMaHOM, KpaTKOM
KtburoM. To je <t>a3a AyxMx TeKCTOBS, pena-
tm b h o MMpHMjer npMCTyna 4>opmm m je3MKy,
M HapSBHO, 4>333 33MHTepeCOBaHOCTM 3a
HeKe TeMe Koje HMcy paHMje 6v\ne npMcyTHe
y Mojoj npo3M, o neMy cm o cacBMM AOBO/b-
HO TOBOPM/IM. He 3HaM A3 J1H nOCTOjM jouu
HeKa c[)a33 Kojs Me neKa y 6yAyftH0CTM, a
MCKpeHO roBopefiM, t o Me m He 33hmm3. K s ­
a s mm ce nMLiie, n n a ie M , a k s a s mm ce He
nMLiie, He nMiueM - to je u,e/ioKynHS ,,ct)Mno-
30C|)Mjs“ MOr CTBSpS/ISLUTBa. Hmksas hmcsm
BepoBso as nMCSu, mms HeKy y/iory, 6m/io
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AaBMA A/i6axapn

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KaKBy yjiory, ocmm fla c n e flM n H c n n p a u n jy CaMO jeflH O M ca M 6m o y rie fiM . HapaBHO, y
Kafla c e nojaBM, a ra c e nojaBM, mjim fla fiyTM, rie fiM caM c e poflM O m n p o B e o npB a tpm mjim
yK onnK o HeMa H a fla x H y fia Ha BHflMKy. M o je seTHpH M e c e u a >KMBOTa, T a ra fla c e npeT -
Kubure ro B o p e o MojMM SojiOBMM a m p a flo - x o flH a pe se H M u a o a h o c m Ha nepM O fl n o ć n e
CTMMa, O MOjMM HaCTOjahbMMa fla CXBaTMM o fln a c K a m rie fiM . ripB O cm o c e , fla K /ie ,
CBeT, fla c e CHaT)eM y naBMpMHTy C Bec™ , fla n p e ce jiM /iM y T iy n p n jy . LLlecT roflM H a KacHM-
OTKpnjeM CTpyKTypy je 3 MKa, fla Ha TpeHyT3 K je , HacTaBM/iM c m o f la c e K p e fte M o n p e M a
6 y fle M HeKO f lp y r n mjim ynpaB O OHaj Koju je - c e B e p y m C T n r/in c m o y 3 eMyH. T iy n p n ja je
caM , m - rn e fla H o M3 Te nepcneK TH B e - HMHe T a fla n o c T a n a c p e flm u T e H aiue nopoflHM He
Me cpefiH H M . IA t o je , 6 a p 3 a MeHe, cacBMM HOCTanrHje, m M o ja c e c T p a m ja npoBOflMjiM
flOBO/bHO. CMO TaMO CB3 KM 3 MMCKM paCnyCT. JleTM CMO
O fln a 3 n /in y MajsHHO c e jio y Bochm , oSmhho
KpajeM a B rycT a , K afla HaM c e npMflpy>KMBao
OTau, a n p e T o ra , to k o m jy /ia , 0flna3MJiM
CMO c a LUKO/IOM MJIM jeBpejCKOM OniUTMHOM
Ha M o p e . y n e ftM , Mef)yTMM, 6mo caM caMO
jeflH O M . H e c e fia M c e k o jim k o caM T a fla
MMao ro flM H a , Mox<fla A BaH aecT mjim neT p-
HaecT; jeflMHO ca M cM rypaH fla hmcbm MMao
TpMHaecT, je p ca M Te roflM H e, o a h o c h o T o r
jie T a , npBM nyT nyT 0 Ba0 y U 3 p a e ji. M o j
c tp m u , KojM je >KMBeo y HaxapMjM , n o K y iu a -
Bao je fla M e H aroB opM fla c e npnnpeM M M
3a 6ap-M M U B y, y CTBapM, 3a o S p e fl CTMua-
t-ba B e p c K o r nyHOJieTCTBa, a jw ja caM t b p -
flo r jia B o O flČ M jao fla HayHMM fla npoHMTaM
o flro B a p a jy fiM f le o T o p e Ha xečpejcK O M . He
3 H3 M LUTa je 6m o npaBM p a 3J io r 3 a TaKBy
ynopHOCT: Mo>Kfla caM CTpaxoBao fla fie Me
Taj pMTyan n 0 TnyH0 npoMeHMTM, Te fla BMiue
HeTiy 6mtm o h o lu t o caM y TpMHaecToj ro flM -
hm mmcjimo fla je c a M ; a r a je t o 6mo p a 3Jior,
OHfla je 6mo a n c y p fla H , je p Beft Me je caM
S opaB aK y M3 p a e jiy HenoBpaTHO M e n ta o .
f lo f ly u je , T a fla t o hmcbm 3 Hao, m flo c a 3 Ha-
B anta n p o M e H e npoTeKJio je flo c T a roflM H a,
c e fla M mjim o c a M . T o jim k o mm je T p e č a jio fla
f le 4 >MHMTMBH0 OCeTMM y CeČM OKBMpe je -
B p ejC K or MfleHTMTeTa, Te fla c a MCKpeHMM
yB epei-beM Ka>KeM: Ja caM JespejM H . M e fjy -
TMM, npBM MfleHTMTeT OCflOpMMO caM HeKO-
jim k o ro flM H a n p e T o ra , a o k caM jo tu 6mo y
rMMH3 3 MjM: OTKpMO CaM pOKeHpOJl M BeOMa
6 p 3 0 c y O eTC A o m m h o , J Im tji Pmapp,, BaflM
X ojim , noTOM rp y n e Burne m Km hkc, y o 6 jiM -
HMJIM MOj pOKepCKM MfleHTMTeT. ripB O CSM,
fla K jie , n o c T a o p o K e p ; TeK n o c jie T o ra n o -
CTao ca M JeBpejM H, m M3 M ef)y Ta flB a okbm-
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pa KpeTao caM ce cbmx HapeflHMx roflMHa,
CBe flo flaHaiui-ber Aana. fly x jeBpejcTBa m
pmaM poKa yTnua/in cy Ha CBe lu to caM Ka-
CHHje paflMO, roBopno m nncao; CBe t o je, y
cyuiTHHM, HacTaja/io y KpeTai-by M3Mef)y Ta
ABa nojia, Kao Aa je M3MeT)y h>mx nocTaB-
jbeH ABOCMepHM m o ct npeKO Kojer caM ce
y>Kyp6aHO KpeTao oa jeAHor ao A P yror
HAeHTMTeTa, Se3Spoj nyTa ypahbajyfm y i-bM-
xoBe pa3He cerMeHTe. Mef)yTMM, y riefiM
caM, Kao lu to caM peKao, 6 mo caMO jeAHOM,
tsko Aa hi/i LUTa m3 Tor rpaAa, M3 HMhbeHMue
Mor TaMouji-ber pof^enba, HMje ocTaBMJio
Tpara y MeHM. Ocmm jeAHe CTBapM: HaMMe,
tokom Te noceTe, y jeAHOM o a JioKa/iHMx
čnocKona m eAao caM <}>mjim roflauma, Mop-
cko HypoBMLUTe', roA3M/ia je, MHoro roAMHa
KacHMje, nocTajia jyHaKMhba jeAHe oa MojMx
npMsa, ycaMJbeHa >KeHa Koja ce TparMHHO
3arby6jtyje y Mor oua, npeMAa hm Moj OTau,
y Toj npMHM, HMje Smo paBHOAywaH npeMa
HDOj. Ajim npe Tora AO/ia3M 0OKHep: TaAa
caM 6 mo y 3eMyHCKOj rMMH33MjM, m 3anpe-
naujPieHO caM SjieHyo y pacKoujHocT <f>opMe
i-beroBMx poMaHa; HMTao caM mx AaH0H0fiH 0 ,
He ycyf)yjyPin ce Aa AULueM. To j e Č M /ia rpe-
fia TanKa Mor Ay*OBHor oonoHua, npeocTajio
mu je caMO Aa mx oneAUM, lu to paAUM m Aa-
Hac, cKopo neTpAeceT roAMHa KacHMje* c
tmm u jto ce i-bMX0 Ba Met)yMrpa He OABMja
Bi/iLue nopeA AynaBa, Befi nopeA peKe Koja
ce 3 ose Boy, u He y paBHMUM, Hero y noA-
HO>Kjy CTeHOBMTMX njiaHMHa. TaMO mm je, y
CTBapM, npBM nyT nano Ha naMeT Aa caM y
riefiM Smo caMO jeAHOM, He panyHajyfm caM
hmh pofjei-ba; OTMLuao caM, HaMMe, y 6 mo-
CKon A a nor/ieAaM H O B y Bep3Mjy r 0 f l 3 n n e , m
AOk caM je m eAao, ceTMO caM ce Kara y
c|)MjaKepy npo/ia3MMO nefiKMM y/iMuaMa a ao
Hac AonMpe HenMjM noBMK: Eho ra a o k to p
An6yKapM. Moj OTau je Smo zieKap, rMHeKo-
zior, m paAHO je y nefiKOj Sojihmum Ase ro -
AMHe, noc/ie paTa, KaAa cmo ce poahjim mo-
ja cecTpa m ja. HcTe BenepM mujjim cmo y
6M0CK0 n: Hera je, He cefiaM ce BMLue ko,
noBeo MeHe m cmhb /b y A M koa KojMX cmo
OAce/iM, m KaAa ce roA3M/ia nojaBMJia Ha
nnaTHy, npenao caM ce. M o xA a caM TaAa
noMMC/iMo Ha o u a , m o k a b t o o S ja u jh b a B a
HacTaHaK M o je npMne o TparMHHOj jb y 6aBM
M3Met]y ToA3Mne m Mor 014a , a m KaAa caM
jeAHOM noneo Aa mmcjimm Ha n>era, hm caM
BMuie M orao Aa npecTaHeM. Oambx Aa ao-
A3m Aa caM mmcjimo m o MajuM; 3ajeAH0 mjim
c b 3 k o 3a ceSe ohm cy yjia3M/iM y Moje npM-
ne m poMaHe KaA t o a Sm t o noxejiejiM ; n o -
HeKaA caM Smo TeK i-bMX0 B nncap, h m lu tb
BMLue. y riefiM caM Smo caMO jeAHOM, m t o
mm je S m jio AOBOJbHO, a jw 3 a o u a m MajKy
HMje 6MJia AOBO/bHa jeAHa npMna mjim jeAaH
poMaH: 3ay3e/iM cy Se3Spoj n p m a u ABa
poMaHa, CBaKO CBoj. TaAa BMuie HMcy Smjim
Mef>y >kmbmm3, a ja caM yMMo Aa hmcbm bm-
me HMHMjM cmh Befi Aa caM HenMjM OTau. Be-
jiMKa je t o pa3JiMKa; jom yBeK ynMM m noHe-
KaA mmc/imm Aa hm KaAa t o Hefiy caB/iaAaTM.
MMa CTBapM Koje yBeK ocTaHy m3bsh Haujer
AOMeTa; HMjeAHa Mepa Hanopa HMje AOBO/b-
Ha; lu t o ce BMuie TpyAHMO, CBe Aa/be cm o
oa HbMx. M OHAa, OAjeAHOM, x m b o t nocTaje
36mp ycnoMeHa, npouec HenpeKMAHor no-
pef)enba, cnMcaK ypaT)eHor m cnMcaK Heypa-
1)eHor, A yro nyTOBaKbe y HOfi, rpe 6 ahbe no
ycnoMeHaMa, Tajau. To je floSpa pen, jep
noAcefia Ha TajHy m Ha MyK KOjM TpeSa Aa je
npaTM, o a h o c h o Ha o h o lu t o MnaK HMje Ha-
nMcaHO, lu t o je ocTa/io HeM3peneHO, caKpM-
BeHO, yTyTKaHo y 3aSopaB, Kao AynJio aho
mjim TajHa BpaTa Koje hm HajM3Be>K6aHMje
o k o He MO>Ke Aa npMMeTM. TMMHa3Mjy caM
3aBpuiMO y 3eMyHy: 6mo caM ocpeAHsM f)aK,
3aMHTepecoBaH jeAHHO 3 a cpncKM m eHrjie-
ckm je3MK; xTeo caM Aa CTyAnpaM S m o jio ™ -
jy, ajiM HMcaM npMM/beH, m TaKO caM ce
ynMcao Ha BMuiy neAaroujKy ujkojiv, Ha Oa-
ceK 3 a eHmecKM je3MK m Ki-bM>KeBHOCT. TaAa
caM Befi AyS 0K0 yTOHyo y CBeT KhbM>KeBHO-
c tm , noneo caM Aa nMuieM m npeBOAUM, m
3Hao caM, m He 3HajyfiM t o , Aa hmKaAa BMuie
Hefiy MCKopanMTM M3 Tor CBeTa, naK m aKO t o
HeKaAa SyAeM xTeo. MMao caM Ayry Kocy,
mmcjimo o ceSM Kao 6yHT0 BHMKy, a 3anpaB0
caM Smo mmpbh Kao mmlu, caTMMa caM ce-
Aeo y3 KHbMre, sMTao, Sejie>KMo, nMcao m
npenMCMBao. n e fi mm HMje naAaJia n a n a ­
MeT, ocmm Kao noAaTaK KojM caM ynMCMBao
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y pa3H e c f) o p iv ty /ia p e m AO K yM eH Te. Tsm o B a , H a C B y c p e f i y , 3 a A p y r e J b y fle , a n M 3 a T 0

c a M , y o c T a n o M , c a M O je flH O M 6 m o , f la B H o , m m T e KaKO n y jH M x 3a n M c u e KojM m H e p a A e
c e f ia M c e c y H n a H o r A a H a k o jm c a M npoBo- HMLUTa A p y r o H e r o c a M O o c n y u iK y jy m 6 e n e -
AMO y A B o p M ix iT y o r p a f ) e H O M b m cokm m 3m - x e . H a n o p a H je t o nocao m noM ano A oca-
A O M , a n M H e 3 H 3 M LUTa j e 6 m ^ 0 M 3 a T o r 3 M - AaH, M opaM fla n p M 3 H 3 M , je p H e n p e K M flH O
fla, M o> K fla H M je 6 m / io h m u jt s , M o x f l a j e 6 m o T p a je m H e M a c e B p e M e H a 3a f l p y r e C TBapM ,
K p a j C B e T a , n o c n e fln b M cTeneH M K n p e npa- n o ro T O B O 3 a n y T O B a rt> a . M o » < fla 3aTO h m c s m
3 H M H e . r iM c a o c a M noćne o T o j npa3H M H M , H M K a fl BM Lue O T M Luao y n e fi, r fle caM 6m o
n M LueM m f l a / b e , j e p C B e l u t o c e H a n M u ie je c a M O je flH O M , n p e n e T p f le c e T m B M u ie r o f lM ­
o 6 /im k y f lB a p a i- b a T o j n p a 3 H M H M , T a u n a H a fla H a , TaKO fla H e M o r y f l a c e H a n y flM M HM hbe-
f la Tie c e n p a 3 H M H a c m m /io c tm b m tm H a 0 H 0 r a h m um fla caM ynaM TM O K a ra npena3M M o
KojM jo j c e f l0 f l B 0 p a B a , fla fie 6 a p 6 m tm m m - n p e ra m o c ts Ha nyT y n p e M a 6 M 0 c ra n y y ko -
nocTM Ba npeM a T p a ry k o jm o c T a B /b a O H aj je M H a c je s e K a n a T o fl3 M n a . M o > K fla t o m HM­
k o jm n M L u e , MaKO O H a H e x a je , H M K a fla H M je j e 6 m o m o c t , MO>KAa j e 6 m o M O CTM fi, a n o fl
x a ja n a , m m c t o t o hm hm , o a h o c h o H e hmhm y hdmm j e n p o T M u a o K a K a B n o T O K , H M K a ra p e -
CBaKO M r n a r o n c r a M B p e M e H y K o je n o c T o jM . K a , K a r a 6m H O BeK o n e K M B a o k s a c e n o M e H e
fla , o h o u j t o H e n o c T o jM - n o c T o jM 3 a n p a B O m o c t : flO M C T a H e 3 H a M m B e p o B a T H o H e fiy
y c b m m B p e M e H M M a , a o k o h o u j t o n o c T o jM - H M K a fla fl0 3 H 3 T M . Y 0 C T a n 0 M , H M je TO HM Ba-
n o c T o jM caM O y c a f la u jh b e M B peM eH y, a > kh o 3 a a y T o đ M o r p a 4 ) M jy , M a f la j e m rn a c ,
M naK x y flM M O 3 a tm m T p e H y T K O M , 6 e 3 0 6 3 M- O H aj KOjM, Kao M CBM nMCUM, H e n p e K M flH O
pa Ha h b e ro B y C KpoM Hy B e /iM H M H y. Cafla- c n y u ia M , H e K a B p c T a m o c t b m c n a ja H e u jT O y
L u i-b o cT j e 3 p H O , c a f la u jh b o c T j e M p B a , c a f l a - M eH M c a H e s M M f lp y r M M y M eH M , c a M O u j t o
uiHaOCT je M B e p a K o T n a o O f l K J ia fle B p e M e H a . ja He 3 H 3M im a c y m r f le c y Te A B e c tb s p m ,
M o rn a 6m ce Ta peneH M ua ynoTpe6M T M y T e y H y T p a u jH je o 6 a n e , M 3M e 1 )y K o jM x x o f la M
H eKO j npM H M , 3 a p H e? Mo>Kfla T aK O h o b c k m 6 e n e> K M M C B e a o k c e H e y M o p M M , K a o u j t o
n o c T a je n M c a u : K a fla nonhe fla n p e n o 3 H a je caM c a A a y M o p a H , TanKa. M opa hobck Aa
peneH M ue K o je T p a x e fla 6yfly 3 a n M c a H e , 6 y A e C T p o r n p e M a c e Č M , T y H e M a A B O jč e ,
K a fla 0 f lje f lH 0 M c x b 8 t m fla y K > e M y n p e Č M B a M H a n e 6m c e a y T o 6 M o rp a c } )M ja p a c n n M H y n a
r n a c KojM r a n o B p e M e H O r y p K a m f iy u iK a K a o K a o u j t o c e C B e p a c n n M h t a B a K a A a j e HOBeK
n a c KojM T p a x M fla ra M 3 B e fly y u ie T h b y . H n o n y c T J b M B n p e M a c e S M m A p y r M M a . f la K n e ,
O H fla 6 p 3 0 , 6 p 3 0 , x m t p o T p e d a c n e flM T M T y K a A a c a M je A H O M n o n e o A a c n y m a M r n a c m
p e n e H M i 4y , j e p ara to He yn M H M M O , O H a fie Aa 6enexM M u iT a mm t o b o p m , cb m M ojM A a -
K /io H y T M , y B e H y T M , n p e T B o p M T M ce y npax, hm c y nocTanM m c tm , o a h o c h o n o c B e fie H M
K ao u jto fie nac, ara H e 6 y f l e n y u jT e H , n o ­ c y m c t o m 3 a fla T K y , je flM H o c y c e p a 3 n M K 0 B a -
ć n e M H o r o M y K a , m y 3 M 3 p a 3 o n a ja i- b a y ohm - n a M e c T a H a r a jM M a c a M r a c n y iu a o , p e A a K -
M a , oS aB M T M H y>Kfly y n p e f l C o 6 / b y , n p e f l 3 a - U M je y r a jM M a c a M p a A n o , y p e A H M u iT B a k o -
TBopeH M M BpaTM M a. Bnno K a ra SMno, K a fla ja caM n o c e liM B a o , ypeAH M U M r a jM M a c a M
c a M je flH O M n y o T a j r n a c , n o n e o c a M fla ra nM cao MnM n p e n p M n a B a o LUTa mm je rn a c
c n y u ja M m h m c s m p a flM O H M u iT a BM Lue. M o ja peKao. A o h j e B e p r n a o , H M je n p e c T a ja o . He-
a y T o 6 M o rp a c { )M ja j e c n y L u a h b e T o r r n a c a ; a y - c to mm j e npM nao 0 ouy, noTO M o M a ju M ,
T o 6 M o rp a c j) M ja c B a ra r nM cua je c n y u ia h t e M a h te o c e c T p M , K a c H M je o M o jo j >KeHM, anM
T o r r n a c a ; K a fla n p o H M T a T e a y T o 6 M o rp a c ( )M - M na K H a jB M u ie o M e H M . 0 riefiM je M 3 p e K a o
jy je f l H o r n M c u a , n p o H M T a n M C T e C B e o c T a n e ; c a M O A B e -T p M p e n e H M L te , M o>KAa hm T o n M ra .
C B e o c T a n e c y MCTe K a o T a n p B a , m C B e r o - M o > K A a 6 m , K a A a 6 m x O TM Luao y nefi, rn a c
B o p e 0 c n y L u a h b y r n a c a , r a jM n o H e K a fl 3 a - 6 m o rn a c H M jM , p a 3 y M /b M B M jM , MO>KAa 6m mm
3ByHM K a o je f la H m c tm r n a c , M a f la j e pen o p e K a o H e u jT O u j t o H e f ie A a c a o n u jT M hm Ha
pa3nM H M TM M rn a c o B M M a : xop rn a c o B a H e- je A H O M A p y r o M M e c T y , a n M k b c h o je c a A a 3 a
n p e K M flH o o f lje K y je c b c t o m , H e n y jH M x r n a c o ­ t o , H M K a A a ja BM Lue H e f iy OTMfiM y flefi, a m
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AasMA A /i6a xa pn

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OHaj 6nocK on je BepoBaTHo 33TB opeH m KaAa cy capajeBCKM JeBpejM none/iM Aa
r 0 fl3 n n a c a fla cnasa H a H eK O M f l y r o M M e- npMCTMxy y BeorpaA yosM M36 Mjai-ba paTHMx
d y . M jo m H e iu T o : C B e l u t o c a M H a n M c a o je , cyKo 6 a y B o c h m , y HjMx o b m m c k p o m h m m npT-
3 a n p a B 0 , M o ja a y T o 6 n o r p a < t > n ja , H e M a n o - /ba3MMa jeAHa CTBap je ČM/ia MCTa: to to bo
T p e S e f l a C Be t o n o H O B O n c n n c y je M . J e flM H o cbm cy noHe/iM a /i 6yMe ca c{)0T0rpa(}>MjaM3.
HM caM n o M e H y o H M h be H M u y f l a c a M , H e p a - OoTorpactJMje cy, cnyTMM, a o c j io b h o nocTa-
H yH a jyfiM n p B a T p i/i M e c e u a >KMBOTa, c a M O jie 3aMeHa 3a >k m b o t KojM cy ocTaB/ba/iM 3a
je flH O M 6 h o y IleftM, TaKO f l a c a M n o M M C /iM o c o 6 o m , eBojeBpeHa noTBpAa Aa je npo-
f la je to b3>kho 3 a M o jy a y T o 6 n o r p a c f) M jy , lu/ io c t AOMCTa noaroja/ia. TaAa caM ce ce-
6 a p 3 a O H e K o ju B e p y jy f l a n o c T o jM C T B a p H a tm o Aa je m Moja MajKa t o k o m neTBoporoAH-
ayTo6norpa(finja, m f la c e naK M O x e 3 a n n c a - uii-ber M3đer/iMLUTBa y flp yro M c b c t c k o m
TM M y hby B e p O B a T M , LLITO M eH M , KaO H e K O M e paTy TaKot^e csyrAe HocMJia no33M3W3H a/i-
k o He B e p y je y p e n H , H M K a fla H M je n o rn .n o 3 a 6yM ca 4)0T0rpacj)MjaMa M3 >km b o t 3 KojM ce
pyKO M , n a hm c a f l a , a /iM aKO 6m H e r a 6 m o ja - OAurpaBao y roAUHaMa npe paTa. He naM-
k o y n o p a H m T p a x M O f l a C B O jy f ly x o B H y a y T O - t m m , AOAyuje, Aa ra je MKaAa pa3r/ieAajia,
6 M o rp a c j)M jy C B e fle M H a je f lH y p e n e H M u y , o h - npeMAa je A03BO.rbaBa.na Mojoj cecTpM m
Aa 6m ce Ta peneH M ua n p e T B O p M /ia y MeHM Aa ra .riMCTaMO m cnpeMHo OAroBapa-
c n e f le fiM cnM caK : B M /iM je M O oKH ep, P a rn a jia Ha Hama nMTanba. Y o 6 a cnynaja cJjo to -
J lM B a fla , n e T a p ByjM HM Ti, B u t / ic m , U e M C T e j- rpac})Mje cy npeACTaB/ba/ie OHMr/ieAaH noKy-
nop,Eo6 Map/iM m CB3K0/1MKM p e r e , f l o H a / i f l maj Aa ce casyBa Bepa y HenpoMeH/bMBocT
Jh BMHr, 3 e H 6 y flM 3 a M m T o M a c
E a p T e /iM M , CBeTa, o a h o c h o y OHy KOHCTaHTy HenpoMeH-
EepHxapA- rbMBOCTM Koja Ka3yje Aa je b / i 3 ch m k 4>o t o -
rpa<t>Mja, ynpKoc CBeMy, ocTao m ctm .
Pa3MMmrbao caM o TOMe AaHac a o k caM
noKymaBao fla yHeceM HeKM peA y a/iđyMe m
Kece ca nopoflMHHMM 4>0T0rpac})MjaMa, mcto -
BpeMeHO ce Tpyflef)M fla M36emeM maMapa-
hbe HOCTa/irMje Koja je, hmhm / io ce, Hynana y
CBaKoj o fl hjmx. Kafla caM ce ja oTMCHyo Ha
nyT npe fleceTaK roflMHa, h m c b m noHeo hm -
jeflHy ct>0T0 rpact>Mjy. flo fly m e , Moj 0flna3aK
HMje 6 mo npMHyAaH Kao y anynajy capajeB-
ckmx JeBpeja, KojM cy ce CK/iai-ba/iM o a paTa,
m/im Moje MajKe, Koja je 6 e xa /ia M3 3arpe6a
npeA ycTamaMa, ar\v\ MnaK BepyjeM Aa h m -
KaAa He 6 mx noHeo a /i6 y M ca c^oTorpacfcMja-
Ma. C/iMKe M3 Mor >k m b o t 3 cy AOBO/bHO ja-
CHe y Mojoj eBeeTM, a m 3HaTHO cy >KMBibe,
Te HMje n 0Tpe 6 H0 Aa h o c m m i-bMX0 Be yKone-
He m KaTKaA HeM3omTpeHe KonMje. A jim , Aa­
Hac caM ce MnaK ynMTao KOjy 6 mx cf>0T0rpa-
cf>Mjy noHeo KaAa 6 mx Mopao Aa ce OflJiysMM
3a caMO jeAHy o a i-bMx. klCTor saća, hm m je
Ta MMcao npocTpyja/ia Kp03 MeHe, 3Hao caM
OAroBop: Tpe 6 a/io je caMO Aa npoHatieM
c()0T0 rpact)Mjy. He3aA0B0/baH jiaKoftoM M3-
6 opa, n oxene o caM Aa A03HaM Koja 6 m 6 m -
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ho fly>Ke Tpajao. CBeo caM i/i36op Ha neTMpM
c|)0T0 rpact)Mje, noTOM Ha tpm, na Ha ABe, m
OHAa caMO Ha jeAHy, Koja je, 3anpaBO, 6 n/ia
Apyra. Te ABe <j)0T0 rpac^Mje, noM nc/ino caM,
3aMehbyjy ueo Moj npeTX0AHM >kmbot. OHe
cy Moj CBeT.
npB a {JjoTorpatJJuja
B o /ie o 6mx A a 3H3m LUTa M o ja MajKa aP*m y
pyKaM a. PaHMje caM m ucam o Aa mm OHa Aa-
je HOBau, A a jo j y3MMaM c m th m h y c a A ^ a n a ,
a/iM ca A a yB nt)aM A a y pyK aM a, n o CBeMy
c y A e fin , ap>km no c/iyxa B H H K . M ajK a Me HyAH
K onasH M a, m/im M o x A a nHTOM, m ja 6 n p a M
n a p n e Koje fiy y3eTM. A/im, aKO OHa AOMCTa
AP>km n o c/iyxaB H M K c a KO/ianMMa, m/im m o-
>KAa c a nMTOM, 3aaiTO cm o H a n o /b y ? HaMMe,
mm c e Ha/ia3MM0 M cnpe A y/ia3H M x Bpara bm-
/ie y Kojoj cm o cTaHOBa/iM y Ti. O h o lu t o c/im -
Ky hmhm TajaHCTBeHOM je c T e HMhbeHMua A a
Taj y /ia 3 , yKO/iMKO Me ceTiai-be He B apa, hm-
CMO KOpMCTM/IM: y/ia3M /lM CMO Ha CTpaXI-bM
y /ia 3 , Kpo3 3acT aK /beH y T e p a c y , KojM je b o -
Amo y KyxMHby. 3ai±iTo c m o o h a s MajKa m ja
6m/im M cnpeA y/ia3HM x B paTa? A a /im c e He-
lu t o A o ra ija .n o y npeAH^eM A BopM iuTy, y p y -
>KMMH3aKy kojm je m e A a o Ha r/ia B H y y/iM u y?
C yAefiM n o M o jo j zieBoj ho3m, 3 a o c T a /io j Ha
BMLiieM CTeneHMKy, M 3m e A a Kao A a caM ca-
mo TpeH yraK paHMje M 3aiuao, M aAa t o M O xe
A a 6 y q e m noK peT koj'm n o K a 3 y je A a Me je
MajKa no3Ba/ia m n o H yq M /ia KO/ianMMa, m/im
MO>KAa nMTOM, y n p a B o KaAa ca M c e c n p e -
M ao A a y fje M y K yfiy. Bma h c e t o y HeKOj Bp-
c tm n o /iy o K p e T a M o ra T e /ia , Kao m y n o /io -
>Kajy M o r A e c H o r C Tona/ia. C Be t o noB e fta B a
cyMi*by y MOjy TBpAHt>y A a Taj y /ia 3 hm cm o
kopm ctm /im . fl,o A y u je , yK0/iMK0 je TO ČM/ia
HeKa c n e u ,M ja /iH a npM/iMKa m to c tm c e a om -
CTa Ha/ia3MJiM y py>KMHhbaKy, oTBapanbe tm x
BpaTa CKpafiM Ba/io je nyT o a KyxMH>e, y Ko­
jo j c e c n p e M a /io noc/iy>Kei-be, a o ro cT M jy y
py>KMHhbaKy, m CBe o h a b A e /iy je ypeAHO m ja -
c h o - 6 a p a o TpeHyTKa a o k He noMMC/iMM Aa
to MnaK HMje noc/iyxa B H M K : o h a b CBe n o -
CTaje OABMiue 3aM puieH O . A/im m o h sko caM
xTeo HeiiiTO APyro Aa KaxeM: 0Aa 6 pa 0 caM
Ty cJ)0T0 rpa<|)Mjy 3aTO lu to y MajHMHOM no-
KpeTy bmamm MCTOBpeMeHO anco/iyTHy /by-
6aB m HenpMKpMBeHy 6 pMry, Kao uuto y cbom
noKpeTy bmamm noTnyHo nosepei-be. Aa He
AP>KM nOC/iy>KaBHMK, M/IM MO>KAa HeujTO Apy-
ro, y pyKaMa, OHa 6 m ce carHy/ia jouj HM*e
Aa mm noAMTHe 3ap03aHe napane, Kao uito
je t o 6e36poj nyTa ypaAM/ia. Bmo caM HeMM-
paH AenaK m, aok 6 m mx noAM3a/ia, CMrypHO
caM ce 0TMM30. OHa Me, Mef)yTMM, HMje ny-
mTa/ia, a ja caM npecTajao Aa ce pmt3m m
yTanao ce y mmpmc kojm je Mcnyrt>aBao npo-
CTop M3Me^y H^eHor BpaTa m paMeHa.
flp y r a 4>0T0rpa<t>iija
HMje /iaKO nMcaTM o ujecToroAHuuhbeM Aena-
Ky KOjM ceAH y APBeHOM aBMOHy. Abmoh ce
Ha/ia3M y BpHbasKoj EahbM (TaKO nMuie, one-
bmm pyK0 nMC0 M, Ha no/ieljMHM ct>0T0 rpact>M-
je) m He 3Ha ce Aa /im je AenaK ynpaB 0 AO/ie-
Teo m/im ce cnpeM a Aa no/ieTM, oahocho Aa
/im Mauue ohmm3 KojM cy ra AoneKa/iM m/im
OHMMa KojM ra McnpaTtajy. AenaK naMTM ne-
CTe OA/iacKe y BphbanKy Eai-by, MeKMKe Koje
cy KynoBa/iM o a npoAaBaua Ha LueTajiMurry,
necTe oneBe y3BMKe yn030pehba: fla3M, 6a-
/iera! BepoBaTHo KOi-bCKa 6 a/iera, 3aocTa/ia
noc/ie npo/iacKa HeKor cJjMjaKepa, m AenaK je
TaAa, HaKOH oneBor y3BMKa, bmcoko noAH3ao
Hory. Bmcoko je noAHrao Hory m KaAa ce ne-
hbao y APseHM 3 bmoh. O cefiao ce noMa/io
Heyr0AH0 , a/iM je aom ctb BepoBao Aa MO>Ke
Aa no/ieTM. Hera My je peKao Aa noAHme
pyKy, m oh jy je HeBO/bHO noAHrao, Kao Aa y
LuauM ap>km TexaK KaMeH. Be3 ođ3Mpa Ha
to , nyAM Me u jto Ha /iMuy HeMa cpeTiHMjn
M3pa3. nocTojM HaroBeuiTaj ocMexa, to je
TanHO, a/iM npMcyTHMjM cy cyMi-ba m HenoBe-
penbe. A oA yi^e, MO>KAa je CBe t o BapKa,
MO>KAa je Taj M3pa3 caMO noc/ieAnua npeja-
Ke CyHneBe cbot/ioctm Koja je CMja/ia npaBO
y AenaraBe ohm? Bo/ieo 6 mx Aa Mory 6o/be
Aa My bmamm ohm, Kao u jto 6 mx so/ieo Aa
3H3M Aa /im je hocmo KpaTKe naHTa/iOHe. 3a-
HMMa Me m ko je ayTop 4>0T0rpact>Mje. He
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BepyjeM Aa je OTau: BepoBaTHo je aBMOH
CTajao HerAe y napKy, HeAa/ieKO oa Befi
np n npeM ^> eH e K aM epe 6anbCKor c j)0 T 0 rp a -
cfia KOMe je, KaAa ce AenaK cmcctmo, npeo-
CTa/io caMO Aa npMTMCHe AyrMe. OoTorpacf)
je HanpaBMo ko 3Ha kojimko CTOTHHa t3kbmx
4>0T0rpa<J>Mja m Smjio My je cbcbmm CBejeA-
ho KaKaB M3pa3 Aeua MMajy Ha jiMuy. A Ae-
h3k je, y CTBapM, oTBopeHMx OHMjy cai-bao
KaKO nocMaipa Kyfie m y/iMue ca BejiMKe bm-
CMHe, m Kara My ca nponjiaHKa M3wy o ts u m
M a jK a . 3aTo je u noAHrao jieBy pyKy. fle -
chom pyKOM, Koja ce He bmam, CTMCKao je
ynpaBJbaHKy naJiMuy mjim BOJiaH mjim oho
luto je HeKO cmmcjimo 3a TaKaB aBMOH. no-
cjie, KaAa je c})OTOrpact)Mcai-be npMBeAeHO
Kpajy, HeBOJbHO ce noAMrao ca nMJi0T0B0r
ceAMiiiTa m ckohmo Ha 3eMjby. CaneKao je
Aa OTau rmaTM 4>0T0rpac£>y m ohas cy Kpe-
HyjiM Aajbe. Ty HerAe, McnpeA mjim M3a i-bMX,
6mie cy MajKa m cecTpa. CyHue je m AaJbe
CMjajio, ajiM ceHKe cy nocTajie Ayx<e. flenaK
fie BHAe™ Ty c|>0T0rpacJ>Mjy TeK MHoro toam-
Ha KacHMje, KaAa 6yAe npeTypao no KyTMjm
ca nopoAMMHMM c/iMKaMa, u ynMTafie ce, ro-
tobo c HeBepMuoM, Aa jim je AenaK Ha ntoj
AOHCTa oh. fla , Aenase, t m c m to . To caM ja.
Iljom p
AaBMA A n6axapu
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flBafleceT roAMHa 0Ana3M0 caM koa IleTpa
ByjMHMfia. y CTBapM, ABaAeceT ABe, ABaAe-
ceT tpm, hmcsm BMLue CMrypaH. OABeo Me je
Parna JlMBaAa, KojM ce TaMo Befi OAOMafiMO
myjia3MO y l"ljoTpoBy rapconbepy oh3ko KaKO
ce ja hmKaAa hmcbm ycyAMO Aa yT)eM. y
CTBapM, AyrM hm3 roAMHa ynopHO caM npM-
TMCKao 3B0Hue m neKao Aa mm HeKO otbopm
BpaTa. Ako mx hmko He 6m otbopmo, OA/ia3MO
caM; MaK m KaAa 6mx nyo rnacoBe, MnaK caM
OAna3MO, He ycy1}yjyfiM ce Aa npMTMCHeM
KB3Ky. TeK AeceTaK roAMHa KacHMje c3Kynno
caM AOBOJbHO xpa6poc™ 3a to, npeMAa 6mx
m TaAa npBO KpaTKO 3a3B0HM0 m OHAa, He
npeKMAajyf)M KpeTai-be, ywao y TecHM xoa-
hmk rapcoH^epe. V CTBapM, Ty je KpeTai-be
BeTi Mopajio Aa ce npMBOAM Kpajy, jep ce no-
cjie ABa KopaKa xoahmk 3aBpmaBao myjia3M-
jio ce y co6y y Kojoj, noroTOBO yKOJiMKO je
HeKO Befi 6mo y i-boj, MOHaKO HMje Morjio Aa
ce xoAa. floHeKaA. naK, HMje Momo hm Aa ce
yf}e y co6y, tojimko JbyAM ce Befi TMCKajio
McnpeA fljOTpoBor rmcafier crona, Haponuto
y BpeMe cajMa Ki-bMra, mTaAa je caMO Momo
Aa ce bmpm npera HenMjer paMeHa. Amm oa
UMrapeTa je noBpeMeHO 6mo tojimko rycT Aa
je 6mjio cacBMM CBejeAHO Aa jim je HeKO ny-
Luan mjim HenymaH. KacHMje cy JbyAM nocra-
J1M yBMt)aBHMjM, npBeHCTBeHO 36or fljoTpo-
Bor 3ApaBJba, MaKO oh HMje hmKaAa M3pMuao
3a6paHe. V CTBapM, hmcbm CMrypaH Aa je to
TaHHo: Ty tb p a h ^ caM HanpocTo m3mmcjimo,
MaKO hmc3m m3mmcjimo njoTpoBy ČOJieCT,
HberoBy acTMy, nyMnnuy, anapaT 3a joHM3a-
UMjy Ba3Ayxa, jieKOBe Koje caM My AOHeo
npeA Kpsj xmbot3. TaAa ce racno u CMaHjM-
Bao, m M3meAajio je as hmksas Hefie c t b t m ,
Aa Fie HanpocTo MLUHe3HyTM mjim ce, Befi ca-
CBMM CMahbeH, CSKpMTM HerAe OA H3C. KaA3
C3M noneo Aa aoji33mm, y BpeMe K3Aa cy ce
Liie3AeceTe noBJiasMJie npeA ceASMAece-
tmm, 6mo je y HanoHy CHare, m hmcbm Bepo-
Bao Aa fiy ra mksa3 bmactm HeMofiHor, ycs-
x/ior, c3 ohmm norjieAOM y OMMMa KOjM Befi
AonMpe cs APyre CTpaHe, opaHfie. HapaBHO
Aa HMcaM BepoBao, jep caM t3A3i A3KJie,
noneTKOM ceA3MAeceTMx, 6mo y6e1jeH as
xmbot HeM3 Kpaja. CBaLUTa HOBeKy naAa Ha
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naM eT K afla je M /ia fl. y CTBapM, 6 o /b e 6m 6m-
/io fla c e pafiaM O orapM , Befi nyi-m ncKycTBa:
M n a flO d je 3a/iyflH O flo S a . n j o i p c e c tm m
He 6 h c/io>kmo, cm -ypaH caM . 1/lMao je o r p n -
A^ehba 3a M /ia fle noneTHMKe m HMje ra M p 3 e -
jio fla nma npB e o 6 ja B /b e H e npuine m n e cM e .
C e fle o caM H a cn p aM hbera, n n c a fin c t o je
6mo M3Met]y Hac, a o h mm je c rp n /b M B o o 6 ja -
uji-baBao r f le rpe ujM M y CBojMM paHMM npM-
naMa. C TanHo noH aB/baM fla mm je peK ao fla
He CMeM fla M 3M niu/baM , B efi fla T peS a fla
n m iie M o OHOMe u jt o H ajS o /b e 3H3m: o c b o -
jo j nopoflM U H . H a T e p a o Me je fla nynaM n o -
poflMHHe npMne M3 M o r 014a, Koju HMje 6mo
npeTepaHO roB op/bM B, 3a pa3/iM Ky o f l M oje
MajKe, Koja je y M e /ia com ho fla n p M n o B e fla .
3 a xB a /b yjyfiM lljo T p y , ohm c y yu±nM y M ojy
n p 0 3 y, m jo u j c y y i-boj. y CTBapM, fla HMje 6m-
jio n jo T p a , ko 3Ha fla /im 6mx m A a /b e nM cao.
n o c /ie , Kafla mm je M 3am /ia npB a KhbMra npM-
Ma, o flH e o caM My npM M epaK u o h Me je n o -
/by6MO y n e /io . He/10 mm je 6m /io n 0 KpMBeH0
3H0jeM, je p caM xypM O fla My flO H eceM kh^m-
ry m CKopo caM T p nao SeorpaflC K M M y/iM u a -
Ma, m BMfleo caM KaKO My c e /iM ue kpmbm o a
ropMMHe. C a A a caM t o t o b , noMMC/iMo caM ,
M/IM 6 a p MMC/IMM A a ca M TaKO nOMMC/IMO,
yB epeH A a fie ra ropMMHa M o ra 3H oja HaBe-
ctm Ha HeraTMBaH cyA - y CTBapM, o h je Smo
cpefiHMjM o a MeHe. y M e o je A a c e p a A y je , t o
x o fiy A a Ka>KeM. CMrypHO je MMao m cyM opH e
TpeHyTKe, c b 3 k o mx mmb, a/iM noH ajBM iue
caM y hberoBoj rapcoi-bepM o c e fia o HaSoj p a -
AOCtm. H/im je t o MnaK 6v\na paA H a e H e p m -
ja ? HeuiTO je CTa/iHo C T p y ja /io tm m mb/imm
n p o c T o p o M , MO»<Aa u HMje BaxHO ujTa je t o
6m /io, B axaH je 6mo caM Taj to k , t o o c e fia h te
npMnaAHOCTM, Kao A a cm o , mm KojM cm o Ta-
mo 0fl/ia3M /iM , 6m/im H/iaHOBM H eK or T ajH or
A pyujTB a, HeKaKBi/i „njoTpoBU M ", n ocB efieH M -
UM KojM c y onujTM/iM jeAHM c A PyrM M a n o -
cpeACTBOM TajaHCTBeHor je3MKa. y CTBapM,
MMa y TOMe MCTMHe, n p e M A a HeMa TajHe. H 3
IljO T po B e ra p c o h b e p e LUMpn/ie c y c e hmtm
Ki-bM>KeBHMx Be3a, npeBOAM/ianKMx KaHa/ia,
no3HaHCTaBa m capaAHm hkm x c n o H a : yfiM y
hberoBy ra p c o h b e p y 3 a n p a B o je 3HanM/io yfiM
y je 3 rp o Kt-bw>KeBHor xnB O Ta, y M a T p n u y k o ­
ja je 06/iMK0Ba/ia m HyflM/ia ce fla 6yfle očnn-
KOBaHa. CBe to nafla mm Ha naMeT aok r/ie-
AaM 4)0T0rpa4>njy Kojy je <t>e6pyapa 1980.
roAMHe chmmmo heTap KaTaHMfi. njoTp ceAM
3a CBojMM 3aTpnaHMM nMcafiMM cto/iom,
6/iaxeH Kao 5yAa, aok Hac neropMua r/iyMn-
mo 036M/bH0CT M3a t-beroBMx nefja: 3opaH
Bparo/iOB, Parna /lMBafla, Ko/ba MMfieBMfi,
5oxMflap 3ei4 m ja. njOTpoB cto je KacHMje
nocTao jouj 3aTpnaHMjM, TaKO fla OHaj KOjM
6m cefleo Mcnpefl CTO/ia noHeKafl He 6u hm
Morao fla bma,m njoTpa. y CTBapM, Mopao 6m
fla MCTerHe BpaT yKo/iMKo 6m xe/ieo fla ra
BM flM . Ja caM, naK, HajBMme Bo/ieo fla cto-
jMM m, Kafl roA 6m mm ce yKa3a/ia npn/iMKa,
CTajao caM nopeA npo3opa m/im 6/iM3y y/ia3a
y co6y, Kao Aa caM ce CBaKor nača cnpeMao
Aa OAeM. Ha c})0T0rpact>MjM ce He BHAe ro-
MM/ie rpaM04>0HCKMx n/iona: njoTpoBa ko-
zieKUMja K/iacMHHe My3MKe. He 3H3M ujTa ce
AecM/10 ca tmm n/ionaMa, He 3H3M hm ujTa ce
AecM/10 ca i-beroBMM Kn>MraMa, npenMCKOM u
AHeBHMUMMa. noHOBO M3MMui/baM: 0B0r ny-
Ta hberoBe AneBHMKe. He BepyjeM Aa mx je
nMcao. y CTBapM, cyMtt>aM Aa je MMao Bpe­
MeHa 3a HaMX. Ako caM norpeuiMO, HeKO fie
Me McnpaBMTM, a HerAe caM CMrypHO norpe-
ujmo, cefiai-ba cy Bap/bMBa, CBaKo naMTM
CBoj CBeT, CBaKo MMa CBoj yrao, cbbko npM-
sa CBOjy npMHy. na, m Hac neTopMua: Aa /im
cmo ce AoroBopM/iM Aa ce HafjeMo Tor <$>e-
6pyapcKor AaHa y njoTpoBoj rapcohbepM Aa
čmcmo ce c/iMKa/iM? ripeTnocTaB/baM Aa je
Ko/ba tm x AaHa SopaBMo y BeorpaAy, na
cmo OAnyHM/iM Aa noBeAeMo neTpa KaTaHM-
fia, KojM ce y to BpeMe jouj 6aBMO <t>0T0rpa-
c()MjOM, m nopef)a/iM ce m a njoTpa Kao yne-
hm um M3a 0MM/beH0r yHMTe/ba. Anu, 3aujTO
CMO 03ČM/bHM? OnMr/ieAHO je Aa r/iyMMMO,
bmam ce to no 0CMexy Koju TMTpa Ha ycHa-
Ma 3opaHa Bpam/iOBa m KojM naK hm htero-
bm Spkobm He ycneBajy A a npnKpMjy. KoM e je
Ta 036M/bH0CT na/ia Ha naMeT? CMrypHO He
njoTpy: oh ce, y0CTa/i0M, CMeujM. y CTBapM,
HeMa to HMKaKBor 3Hanaja, n p e M A a mm ce y
obom sacy hmhm A a je 6e3 Tor noAaTKa OBa
cJ)0T0rpact)Mja HeynoTpe6/bMBa, u jto , HapaB­
HO, Huje TaHHO, jep He 3HaM hm ujTa ce A e -
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cmio noćne Tora: Aa m i cmo cbh M3amnw H3
njoTpoBe rapcoi-bepe y mcto BpeMe, Aa
Hamuao jorn HeKO Kora hmcmo xTenM Aa
yK/byHMMO y rpynHM nopTpeT, Aa nM cmo ce
neiap KaTaHHfi m ja 3ajeAH0 Bpa™nn y 3e-
MyH, Aa nH je njoTp M3amao c HaMa u yny-
tm o ce y iueTi-by KHe3 MnxaMn0B0M ynnuoM,
y noTpa3M 3a Ki-bi/iroM Kojy jow HMje BMAeo
wnn c[)nnMOM Koju jouj HMje rneAao? MeHe
je nyT y cb3kom cnynajy boamo Ha 3eneHM
BeHau m BepoBaTHo caM xypMO Kyfm Ha py-
H3K. KacHMje Tor AaHa, yBene, cacBMM cm-
rypHO caM cBpaTMo koa rieTpa KaTaHMfia m
cmuao y i~beroBy 4)OTona6opaTopMjy Aa rne-
AaM Kara npaBM 4>0T0rpa4>Mje. floA upBeH-
KacTOM CBeTnomfiy Hama nMua cy ČMna
ApyranMja, 036M/bH0CT je Ha i-bMMa noHMBa-
na Kao AOAaTHa rycTa ceHKa. CaMO je n jo ­
Tp 6mo mctm. OcMex ce pa3nM B ao npeKO
HberoBor Ao6poftyAHor nMU,a, aok je 4>oto-
rpac{)Mja TOHyna y BOAy. Ao6po CTe McnanM,
peKao je neTap KaTaHMfi, noAHrao 4>oto-
rpacf)Mjy M3 upBeHe nnacTMHHe nocyAe m
OKanMO je Ha xMU,y Aa ce cyiuM. KanM cy ce
OTKMAane ca i-beHor py6a m naAane Ha 6e-
TOHCKM nOA- y CTBapM, T3KBM AeTa/bM, TM
noTOHMfiM KojM cy ce npeKO HamMx nMu,a
cnMBanM Ha noA, c roAMHaMa nocTajy BeoMa
Ba>KHM m npeTBapajy ce y c p x ycnoMeHa.
npnMe?iyjeM, TaKotje, Aa cy ABOjMua ca OBe
c))0T0rpa<J>Mje yMpnw, Aa ABOjMua >KMBe M3BaH
3eM/be, Aa jeAaH m Aa/be npeBOAM <£Mno-
30(pcKe reKCTOBe, Aa je jeAaH cMmao y na-
Kao m BpaTMO ce Ha3aA. fla cy TpojMua M3
3eMyHa, Aa cy ABOjMua TaAa xMBenM y He-
kom Kpajy HoBor BeorpaAa, Aa cy cbm bo-
/ienn Aa OAna3e y ČMOCKon, Aa ce TpojMLta
HMcy HMKaAa xeHMnM, Aa cy ce Asojm^a pa3-
BenM, Aa jeAaH nMiue npo3y, Aa hmko oa
HdMx He 3Ha KMHecKM MnM janaHCKM. A ohab
je fleTap KaTaHMfi npMTMCHyo AyrMe Ha c|)0-
ToanapaTy, SnMu, je ceBHyo, TpeHyTaK 0 3 -
SmajHOCtm ce 3aBpmM0, m cbm cmo 3arpaja-
m Kao Aa cmo 3HanM Aa ce BMrne HMKaAa
HefieMO noHOBO OKynMTM y Toj co6m MnM
6nno rAe.
■ c e A e Ha M3ry>KBaHMM napm aB M M a, a o k c e
Hoee upuue
AaBMA A n6axapu
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Onueep
je
J o m n p e H e ro u jt o je OnM Bep yM p o , cbm c y
CMaTpanM A a ja T p e 6 a A a tobopm m Ha Hbe-
ro B o j caxpaH M . Cbm ocmm MeHe. CTajanM
c m o o k o h te r o B o r KpeBeTa m npenMpanM ce
npM rym eHM M rn a co B M M a . HnacoBM c y HaM
6v\nv\ npM rym eH M 3aTO m To c y OnMBepoBe
ohm 6 Mne 3 aT B opeH e m hm cm o xTenw Aa ra
n p o 6 yAMMO. O H o r TpeHyTKa KaAa je o tb o -
Pmo ohm, npBO neBO a o h a b AecHO, 3 a rp a ja -
n n c m o . HeKM c y OAMax cenM Ha KpeBeT,
Kao A a c y y CBOjoj KyfiM. HMKaAa ja y 6 o n -
HMHKoj co6m He 6mx noM M cnM o A a caM y
cb o m AOMy, naK m KaA 6 m AOHenn Moj n e x a j.
M o j n e x a j He 6 m 6m o M oj ne>Kaj aKO 6m ce
H a n a 3 n o Ha HeKOM A p y ro M M ecTy, Kao mTO
hm A P y ra c o 6 a He 6m M o rn a A a 6 yA e Moja
c o 6 a naK hm KaA 6 m je o4>ap6anM m ctom 60 -
jo M m npeH enM M paB e KojM noHeKaA naf)y
n p o n a 3 y o kum m s M p e x e npoTMB MHceKaTa.
AnM, OHMrneAHO je A a HMcy cbm rbypy\ mctm,
na Me He 6m M3 HeH 3 AMno KaAa 6m HeKO ckm-
Hyo u u n e n e m yB yKao c e n o A noKpMBan n o ­
p e A O nM Bepa. O nM Bepa 6 u t o y6M no MnM 6m
r a 6 a p H aBeno A a TpenepM Kao nMCT 6 p e 3 e
Ha BeTpy, y3 u b o k o t 3 y 6 a m cy3H e ohm. TaKO
je ČMno KaAa ca M c e ja jeAHOM yByKao mc-
n o A H ^e ro B o r noKpMBana: 3yČM c y My TOnMKO
yA apanM , A a ca M c e ynnauiM O Aa fie My c e
nonoMMTM, a M3 OHMjy c y My TeKne npaB e,
K pynHe c y 3 e . Hmcsm c e A y ro T a fla 3aflp>Kao
y KpeBeTy, yrnaBHOM 3 6 o r B naxH e jacTynHM-
u e , Koja je y MeHM n p o 6 yflM na CTpax o fl n p e -
x n a fle . O nM B epe, O nM Bepe, peK ao caM m
O Tum ao. Hmcsm c a n e K a o A a O A roB opn. HM­
caM ra , y o c T a n o M , HMmTa nMTao, 3am T0 6mx
c e o h a s H aAao 0A r 0 B0 p y ? n o c n e je CBe 6m-
n o A PyraHM je: AOHeo caM My 6 peCKBy m o h
je Manbe APXTao, M OXAa 3 6 o r T o ra u jt o c y
My 3yČM 6v\nv\ 3ay3eTM yrpM 3M M a y conaH
nn o A - YMecTO cnaH M x cy3a, c 6 p a A e cy My
c e OTKMAane cnaTKe m nen/bM B e KanM. y
KpeBeTy je m A a /b e 6v\no TecHO, n p e M A a
noAHomn^MBMje H e ro npBM nyT, m cMrypHO
npMjaTHMje H e ro c a A a , KaAa B efi neTBopM ua
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ocTa/in Hac.nahbajy ca pa3Hwx cTpaHa u He-
npecTaHO ce noiviepajy, u jto hmhm fla ce
KpeBeT Jby/ba v\ uiKpMnM. TaKO, Ba/bfla, mo-
pa fla 6yfle Kafla ce npaBe BaxHM flOTOBO-
Pm, npemocTaBrbaM fla je m OnMBepy t o ja-
cho. Oh MOHaKO He M oxe fla roBopM, a m
MO>Ke, aKO xofie, fla noAMme pyKy u npeKM-
He cBaKi/i pa 3 roBop. C oĆ 3 npoM Ha t o fla ne
n o fln x e pyKy, 3aK/bynyjeM fla ce cna>Ke ca
OHMMa Koju M3H0ce pa3nore 3a Moj M36op
3a roBopHMKa Ha caxpaHM. Ako ce oh aom-
CTa cjio>kh, HeTiy MOfiM t o fla M36emeM, v\a-
ko HMKafla HMcaM Boneo jaBHe HacTyne, no-
to to b o Ha rp o 6/by, rfle CTa/iHO MopaM fla
MMC/IMM Ha MOryflHOCT fla ce OK/lM3HeM M
naflHeM y SnaTO mjim, jorn rope, y paKy npw-
npeM/beHy 3a HeKor flp y ro r. TpeSano je Ha
t o fla mmc/imm jo u i npe Hero lu to caM ce
npBM nyT yByKao no fl 0/iMBep0B0 fieSe. M/im
je t o 6 mo jopraH? (lafla mm Ha naMeT m ne-
pMHa, a/iM t o je 6 mo HeKM flpyrM KpeBeT,
3HaTH0 KpafiM o fl OnMBepoBor, jep cy MM
Hore M3BMpMBa/ie Mcnofl nepMHe m BMCM/ie
M3Hafl nofla, TaKO fla je x/iaflHM Ba3flyx tmm-
3ao no MojMM TaSaHMMa, Tepajyfm Me Ha
CMex, MaKO je CMTyauMja M3 HeKor pa3/iora
6v\na m Te KaKO 036 M/bHa. 0 36 M/bHa je m
OBa, y 6o/iHMHKoj c o 6 m y Kojoj O/iMBep nexM
Ha KpeBeTy, a/iM Ta ca nepMHOM 6 M/ia je He-
KaKo 036M/bHMja m/im, MOXfla, CBenaHMja,
Kao fla je nepMHa jacTyne Ha KojeM HeKM
3BaHMMHMK, napaflHMM KOpaKOM, flOHOCM
opfleH. M o x fla 6 m m 0/iMBepy Tpeđano fla
HaSaBMMO opfleH m/im Mefla/by? Tbkbm re-
ctobm noHeKafl HMHe nyfla m flOBOfle ao
oceTHor no 6 o/biuai-ba, m flyxoBHor m 4>m3mh-
Kor, MaKO je Ten/KO 33mmc/imtm 6 m/io kbkbo
no 6 o/biuai-be y 0/iMBep0B0M c/iynajy. Kafl
6 m ce HacMejao, m t o 6 m 6 m/io HeujTO, a/iM
hmko He naMTM Kafla cy My ce noc/ieflHbM
nyT pa3ByK/ie ycHe. CaMO nM/bM y Hac ohmm
Be/iMKMM OHMMa, OHfla noflMme n o r/ie fl npe­
Ma TaBaHMUM, nOTOM 33TB0PM OHM M, Kafla
m x o t b o p m , n o H O B O 3 ypM y Hac. Ohm cy My
Be/iMKe m , noc/ieflH3MX flaHa, Kao fla nocTa-
jy CBe Befie. fla caM cšm y c o 6 m c hbMM,
yn/iamMO 6 mx ce. He 3H3m oiTa 6 m flpyrM
paflM/iM Ha mom MecTy, a/iM c/iyTMM, MMajy-
Pim y BMfly fla Me Tepajy fla roBopMM Ha
O/iMBepoBoj caxpaHM, fla He 6m hm ym/in ca-
mm y co6y. M paHMje, K afla cy My ohm ČM/ie
Mai-be, ko 3Ha k o /im ko nyTa caM mx 3aTMuao
Mcnpefl BpaTa, c tm m u jt o cy yBeK MMa/in
cnpeMHO očjauji-behbe, TBpflefiM fla cy XTe/in
fla nyuje m/im fla je mmpmc y co6m HenoflHO-
uj/bMB m/im fla cy M3auj/iM Kafla je HaMui/ia
6o/iHMHapKa, a cbm 3HaMO KaKO cy 6o/ihm -
napKe CTpore m k s k o He BO/ie fla mx 0MeTajy
y OHOMe u jt o Tpe6a f la ypafle, noroTOBO aKO
je pen o npanby nauMjeHTa m/im npoMeHM 3a-
Boja mjim Bpmenby Hy>xfle. Ja caM Ha CBe t o
oflMaxMBao r/iaBO M , xBaTao KBaKy m yna3no
y co6y, u j t o je flonpHHe/io, HeMa cyMH3e,
hbMX0B0M 3ajeflHMHKOM npefl/iory fla ja 6y-
fleM jeflMHM roBopHMK Ha O/iMBepoBoj caxpa-
hm. rior/ieflaM O/iMBepa m noKymaM cHaroM
BO/be fla ra HaBefleM fla noflMme pyKy u
cnpenM mx y flOHOuieH3y TaKBor 3aK/byHKa,
a/iM o h r/iefla y TaBaHwuy u Mano noćne 3a-
TBapa ohm, TaKO fla noHMhbeMO noHOBO fla
TOBOPMMO npMrymeHMM rnacoBMMa. Ohm ko-
jM cy cenM Ha KpeBeT, a Befi mx MMa ceflaM,
cafla ce He ycyf]yjy fla ycTaHy, jep ce 6oje fla
6m Te KpeThte, Ma KaKO mx HexHO M3Bem ,
AonpMHene fla ce OnMBep npo6yflM, yKonM-
ko je flOMCTa 3acnao, MnM fla ce pacaHM aKO
ra TeK cafla xBaTa caH. E to joui jeflHor flOKa-
3a fla M3Met}y ceflenba m CTajai-ba HeMa pa3-
nMKe, noroTOBO y SonHMHKOj co6m . OHfla no-
MMcnMM fla OnMBep m HMje 3acnao, Befi fla
ocnyujKyje o neMy to b o p m m o , m fla fie noćne,
HaKOH Hauier oflnacKa, CBe npn6enexMTM y
6noKHMfi ca tb p a m m KopMuaMa. Kafla yMpe,
MopaM p,a ce ceTMM Aa noTpaxMM SnoKHMfi
Met)y KberoBMM cTBapMMa, ko 3Ha uiTa je oh
CBe ynMCMBao y i-bera. He 6m Me M3HeHaAM-
no Aa je Ty m enM30Aa ca nepMHOM, v\m ca
fie6eTOM, MnM ca ohmm McnoA nera caM ce
noABnaHMO, HacTojefiM fla M36emeM HseroBe
cy3e. BepoBaTHo Hefiy 6mtm jeflMHM KojM fie
TparaTM 3 a SnoKHnfieM; CMrypHO Hefiy 6m th
jeflMHM; HMje OnMBep CTanHo nnaKao caMO
36or MeHe. Ocmm Tora, cbskm m a 3 h o m MMa
Hac CBe BMLue y SonHMHKoj co6m , m noHeKaA
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MopaM Aa ce nponHeM Ha npcrre Aa 6mx bm-
Aeo tt>er0 B0 đneAO nMue, y 0 KBnpeH0 nna-
BeTHH/ioM jacTyHHMue. y npaBy cy MeAnunH-
CKe cecTpe u jt o ce JbyTe, naKO ce pa3MM-
neivio npeA HaMMa Kao Knacje noA yAapnMa
BeTpa. Met}yTHM, KaAa ce noBeAe pen o ca-
xpaHM, u Aa/be cbm rneAajy y MeHe. Cbm
ocmm OnMBepa. hberoBe ohm cy 3aTBopeHe,
a cftMHa Mpexa kpbhm x cyAOBa Koja ce h33m-
pe Ha KanuMMa noAcefia Me Ha ceHKe McnoA
APBopeAa npeKO KojMx caM npecKaKao a o k
caM ce Bpafiao KyfiM M3 LUKone. KaAa OnM­
Bep yMpe, noMeHyRy Te ceHKe. noMeHyf>y nx
OAMax Ha noneTKy, 6e3 OKneBai-ba. PefiM fiy:
Aanac fieMo to b o p m tm o ceHKaMa. OnMBep
6m t o Boneo Aa nyje, 3HaM, m 3aTO Tiy r 0 B0 -
Pmtm Mano rnacHMje, eBO OBara.
BeneguKiu
BeHeAMKTa c m o cbm BonenM . O h je yBeK a o -
hocmo BOTKy, 6e3 o63Mpa Aa nM je Hano/by
CMjano cyHu,e MnM naAao CHer. M Morao cm
Ha Hbera yBeK Aa ce ocnoHMUj, jep je 6 mo
TanaH Kao caT. 3ByK CMpeHe jou j He 6 m yMM-
Hyo y Ba3Ayxy, a oh je Befi OTBapao BpaTa m
Ba A n o BOTKy M3 TauiHe. HeKaA je a o h o c m o m
KMC^nMue, anM t o je Befi A pyra npMna.
B eH eA U K T je 6m o H a j6 o jb M . O h je
a o h o c m o BO TKy. A a H a y , H o f iy , 6 M n o K a A a . M
a o h o c m o j e A o 6 p y BO TKy: n o n n j e u j je A H y
m M u y m O A M a x cm M o r a o A a n e B a u i. H a p a B ­
HO, hm k o H M je n e B a o , H M je 6 w n o 3 r 0 A H 0 .
B e H e A U K T c e /b y T M o K a A a 6 m HeKO n e B a o .
H M je HMUJTa TOBOPMO, a n M B M A e n o c e K a r a
c e M p u iT M . 3ara caM yB e K y A a p a o naKTO M
O He KojM 6m n o n e n M A a n e B a jy . LLlTa x o f ie T e ,
ro B o p M O c a M mm, A a B e H e A M K T B M u ie HM Ka­
Aa H e A o T )e , A a B M u ie HM KaAa He A O H e c e
BO TKy? JeAH O M Me je , M e t)y T H M , B m k to p
y n M T a o A a n v i C M e A a p e u M T y je , a ja h m c s m
3 H a o u jT a A a M y K a x e M .
H ja ca M B o n e o BeHeAMKTa. He TOnMKO
3 6 o r BOTKe, K ojy je o h yBeK a o h o c m o KaAa
6m A o n a 3 M o , KonMKO 3Čor t-beroBMx H acM e-
ja H n x OHMjy. C bm ocTanM c y yBeK rneA anM
CMpKHyTO MnM 6e3M3pa>KajHO, a BeHeAMKTy
c y c e yBeK uiMpMne 6 o p e o k o y rn o B a ycaH a
m n o p e A A e c H o r OKa. JleBO My c e TaKofie
C M euiM no, anM M3 H eK or pa3nora KanaK My
je HenoKpeTHO b m c m o Ha t o m OKy. Mo>KAa je
y M n a A o c ™ 6 m o č o K c e p , k o 6m t o M o ra o A a
3Ha? AnM, o c M e x je HajBaxHMjM. TaAa je m
BOTKa 6 o /b a .
He 3H3M 3aujTO cy cbmmb nyHa ycTa Tor
BeHeAMKTa. Aohocm o je BOTKy, y peAy, anM
3ap je t o TOnMKO 3HanajHO? n o MeHM, oh je
6 mo mctm Kao m cbm ocTanM. BoTKa je caMO
MacKa, HMUJTa BMuie, Me1jyTMM, He MO>Keuj
t o cBMMa očjacHMTM. HeKM cy cnenM koa
OMMjy, HeKM cy rnyBM koa ywMjy, a HeKM 3a-
čneHTaBe KaAa BMAe ct>nauiy BOTKe. Ahm, Aa
He rpeuiMM AyLuy. H>eroBa BOTKa je MnaK 6 m-
na HajSo/ba.
Ja He nM jeM . BeHeAMKT Me He 3aHMMa.
BoTKa je o tp o b .
yBeK
Ao6ap je Taj BeHeAMKT. O h yBeK a o h o cm
BOTKy m npMna ca cbmm 3. H h m u itb He nma,
sa- caMO cnyma. 0ha3, KaAa 3aBpujMm npMHy,
noTanuie Te no pyuM v \m tm CTMCHe paMe.
A m
JeAHOM caM BMAeo k s k o My ce ohm nyHe cy-
3aMa, MaAa He 3HaM c kmm je TaAa pa3roBa-
pao. Ca m hom HMje.
Ma, nycTM Me Tor BeHeAMKTa. Jecre, a o ­
hocmo je BOTKy, anM HMje BOTKa HajBa>KHMja
CTBap Ha CBeTy. A m He MO>Keuj cTanHO Aa je
nMjern. H eKaAa 6 m 6o/be Aoujno jeAHO o 6 mh-
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ho n n B o . 3auiTo o h HMKafla HMje flOHeo He-
Ky (txnaujy nMBa? To 6 mx Boneo fla 3HaM.
HeKM CTa/iHO npM H ajy o t o m BeHeflM KTy:
flO H eo BeHeflMKT o b o , p e K a o B eneflM KT o h o ,
fla o BeHeflMKT OBOMe, n o c n a o BeHeflMKT
OHOMe. He 3H3m OAaKne m m Te npM ne, je p ja
ra HMKafl h m c b m BM fleo. Kafl 6m HeKO y iu a o y
c o 6 y u p eK a o fla je BeHeflMKT flo u u a o , ja
caM 0 flM a x y c T a ja o m 0 f l/ ia 3 M 0 y f le o 3 a n o -
ce T e , anM HMKafla ra HMcaM T aM o 3aTeKao.
Tfle je BeHeflMKT? - nMTao 6 m x . A HeKO 6 m
yBeK peK ao: M a n o n p e je OTMLuao.
Ebo LUTa caM a o c a fla n y o 0 BeHeflMKTy:
BeHeflMKT je hm33k. BeHeflMKT je bm cok. Be­
HeflMKT MMa n e n TeH. BeHeflMKT He bmam Ha
neBO o k o . BeHeflMKT n e B a o n e p c K e apM je.
BeHeflMKT MMa KyKacT h o c . BeHeflMKT to b o -
pM flB a H a e cT je3MKa. BeHeflMKT je amb. Be­
HeflMKT je A e S e o Kao n p a c e . BeHeAMKT je
MpuiaB. BeHeAMKT He 3Ha l l j t s paAM. B e H e ­
AMKT je 6 p 3 . BeHeAMKT je c n o p . BeHeAMKT
He yM e A a to b o p m . BeHeAMKT MMa A y ry k o -
c y . BeHeAMKT je tie /ia B . BeHeAMKT tp h m Kao
3 e u . BeHeAMKT yBeK hocm KMiuoSpaH. B e H e ­
AMKT je npaBM HOBeK. BeHeAMKT HMje B e H e ­
AMKT. BeHeflMKT je yca M /b e H . BeHeflMKT He­
Ma HMKora. BeHeflMKT MMa 6 p a T a 6nM3aHu,a.
BeHeflMKT He yM e fla c a S e p e flB a m flB a . Be­
HeflMKT je flo š a p . BeHeflMKT je 3 a o . B e H e ­
AMKT fiyTM. BeHeAMKT c e C M eje. BeHeAMKT
nnane.
flo c T a m m je T o r BeHeAMKTa. H Ta Hbero-
Ba BOTKa, fia B o rb a je t o paS o T a : l u t o je b m -
u je nM jeui, CBe c m xeAHMjM.
BeHeAMKT je 3 3 k o h , HeMaM BMLue LUTa Aa
Ka>KeM.
M e H e caM O 3aHMMa fla nyjeM ko je i-bera
CTBapHO B M fleo, ko je nMo rt>eroBy BOTKy?
Cbm ro B o p e o hbeMy Kao fla c e CBaKOflHeB-
h o flpy>Ke, a K a fla m x M a n o npMTMCHeui, h m -
k o He yM e fla r a onMLue. JeflHM K a x y fla MMa
6pKOBe, flp y rM HaBO fle fla je fio c a B , TpefiM
K a x y fla je n p o fie n a B , seTBpTM c e flB o yM e
o k o S o je OHMjy, neTM B e n e fla je nyHasaK,
uiecTM noM M H jy i-b e ro B e M M iim fie , m fla He
H a 6 p a ja M A a /b e . n o H e K a fl c e nMTaM fla jim
BeHeAMKT AOMCTa nocTojM ?
BeHeAMKT flo F je OHfla K afla My ce HajMa-
Hae H a fla u j. Ohm KOjM n p M sa jy flp yra H M je ,
m / im o h m KOjM He B e p y jy y Hbera, M o ry m fla-
/be fla 6 y fly HeBepH e T o M e , a m t o Ha Be-
HeflMKTa, MnM Ha MeHe, H e fie h m HajMahbe
yTMuaTM.
Ja BonMM BOTKy. BonMM m BeHeflMKTa. To
je CBe.
n o H e K a fl, K afl n e rH e M m CBeTno c e y ra -
cm , noMMcnMM y h o b o m MpaKy: C yTpa B e H e ­
AMKT CMrypHO flo n a 3 M m a o h o c m BOTKy. O h -
A a na K m e 3acnM M , a m je3MK Me n e s e Kao Aa
caM B e li M cnpa3HM 0 n p B y HauiMi4y.
/la K o je BoneTM BeHeAMKTa. f la j p,a b m ­
amm A a BonMTe H eK or A P y ro r. H e K o r k o a o -
na3M 6e3 BOTKe m KojeKaKBMx f)aKOHMja. He-
K o r k o A o fje m pauiM pM pyKe, a y H^MMa
HeMa HMHera.
M ory c a A a A a npM Hajy ujTa t o a >Kene,
anM KaAa je BeHeflMKT fl0 n a 3 M 0 m a o h o c m o
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BOTKy, cbm cy ce yTpKMBa/m ko fie Brnue fla ro u jt o cKnM3He Ha necaK. KonMKO je Ta nv\-
ra b o / i h . Cafla, Kafla Brnue He flona3M, ohm MeHa nyTai-ba Morna fla 6yAe Ayra? TpM-He-
M3 nrpaBajy HeKy naMeT. JeSeuj naMeT 6e3 tmpm MeTpa, hm TOnMKO, anM AneKcaHAap
BOTKe, LUTa T y MMa flp y ro fla ce npMna? K oh je Ao6po naMTMo yxac c KojMM je npa-
tm o CapMHO yAa/baBahbe. CBaKM nyT je oce-
Tiao fla 0flna3M 3ayBeK m Smo je Ha py6y cy-
3a flOK je cnna3MO hm3 MeTanHe CTeneHHue,
Boneo 6 m x jeflHOM fla cpeTHeM Tor Be- ocnyuiKyjytiM Becene CapMHe noBMKe y Maj-
HeflHKTa. M oxe m 6e3 BOTKe. hmhom 3arp/bajy. HajcTpaujHMje My je 6wr\o
Kafla ce OHa jeflHOM, Ha nona nyTa, TasHo
TaMo rfle je noHMt-bana KpMBMHa noćne Koje
BMLue HMje Morao fla je bmam, 0KpeHyna
n p o 6 y fln o caM c e je f lH e H O ftu m y y r n y npeMa hteMy m MaxHyna My. riOMMcnMO je
c n a B a o H H u ,e B M fle o c a M B e H e A M K T a . B m o je fla fie My cpu,e npenyliM, a Kafla ce Mano
c a B O K y n a H c B e T n o u i1 iy , H a c M e u ie H ,ca A y - KacHMje, Ha ApxTaBMM HoraMa, npn6nM>KMo
to m č p a A O M , m K a o A a je n e Č A e o . M a x n y o MecTy Ha KojeM je i-beroBa xeHa rpnMna Ca-
mm je A e c H O M p y K O M m ja c a M M y o flM a x H y o , py, 6mo je yBepeH fla Hefie npe>KMBeTM fiep-
T a K o fie fle c H O M pyK O M . OHfla je oh H e u jT O k m h cTBapHM oflna3aK.

p e K a o , ja c H o c a M B M fle o KaKO M y ce n o K p e - Kafla ce to flecMno, oh naK HMje hm 6mo

f iy y c H e , a n M H M u rra h m c b m M o r a o fla n y je M . koa, Kyfie fla ce no3flpaBM c etOM. Oflna3aK
Ilo M M c n M O c a M fla y c T a H e M , fla M y n p n J )e M , ce 3anpaB0 oflMrpao 3HaTH0 paHMje, jep je
anw o h mm j e n p M n p e T M O y K p y fie H M M k b >k m - nocnefli-bMx MeceuM OHa yrnaBHOM SopaBM-
npcTO M . Kanu,M cy mm 0 f lje f lH 0 M nocTanM na KOfl MnaflMfia ca KojMM ce Tafla 3a6aB-
T euiK M , M o p a o c a M fla mx 33tb o pm m . Kafla jbana. Te BenepM je 3B3HMHHO oTMmna fla
caM noćne HeKor BpeM eH a y c n e o noHO BO >kmbm c HiMM, a npeTxoflHor flaHa je oflnyn-
Aa MX OTBOpMM, BeHeflM KTa BMuie HMje S m ­ ho oflđauMna cb3km npeflnor poflMTe/ba Aa
j io . CaMO ce jo u i M a n o 0 H 0 r cjaja 3aflp>Kano caneKa aok ce He BeHnajy. „Ko je yonuiTe
Ha MecTy Ha KojeM je n e 6 fle o , a noćne je m roBopno o BeHHahby?“ , BMKHyna je npe Hero
cjaj MuiHe3ao, m 3 a B n a fla o je MpaK. lu to je 3anynMna BpaTa. HapeflHor flaHa
AneKcaHflap Koh je CTpn/bMBO cacnyiuao
CBojy xeHy, Koja je noKymaBana fla ra HaBe-
fle fla ocTaHe koa Kyfte, m o6jacHno joj fla
BeHeflMKTe? Mopa fla Mfle Ha fle>KypcTBo. hberoBa xeHa
je 6nna yBepeHa fla 6m hbMx flBOje 3ajeflHo
ycnenw fla y6efle Capy fla ce npeflOMMcnM,
anw AneKcaHflap Koh je 6mo HenonycT.rbMB.
V ga.bam ibe OTMuiao je Ha flexypcTBO, m oa, Tor flaHa
H^eroBa xeHa je nonena fla ce yfla/baBa ofl
nocneflt-bMx flaHa AneKcaHflap Koh je oce- i-bera, npBO toto b o HenpMMeTHO, noTOM CBe
fiao KaKO ce i-beroBa xeHa CBe 6pxe yfla/ba- 6pxe vi 6pxe, CBe aok ra 6p3MHa yfla/baBa-
Ba o fl H^era, Kao fla ce cnyuiTa hm3 yrnanaHM i-ba HMje noAceTMna Ha ToSoraH Ha AenjeM
ToSoraH. Ce™ o ce KaKO cy npe ABafleceTaK MrpanMLUTy, npeKO nyTa i-bMX0Be Kyfie.
roAMHa BOAMnM Capy Ha MrpanMurre m ny- ripMLuao je npo3opy u np 0 BMpM0 Hano-
Liiram je ynpaBO hm3 TaKaB ToSoraH: oh ce /be. HrpanMUJTe ce m flan=e Hana3Mno Ha
net-bao 3ajeAHO c i-bOM a o Bpxa, CMeujTao je m cto m MecTy, anw ToSoraH hm3 KojM ce Ca­
Ha noneTaK, noKa3MBao KaKO fla a p >k m Hore, pa cnyuiTana HMje BMuie 6mo TaMo. YMecTo
a hberoBa xeHa je neKana Ha Kpajy KpMByfla- Hbera, BMfleo je nnacTMHaH TođoraH, Hanpa-
Be cTa3e, cnpeMHa fla je npnxBaTM npe He­ B/beH Kao 3aMaK ca oflčpaMSeHMM 6efleMM-
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Ma n KynoM cipa>KapoM. HuKafla He 6m o h
AOBeo Capy y Taj 3aMaK, t o je cnrypHO, jep
ra je Be/im<a rmacTMHHa nrpanKa HeoAO/bM-
bo noflcefia/ia Ha 3aTBop. Ha CTapoM t o 6 o-
r a H y , yr/ianaHOM oa 6 pojHnx Ma/inx CTpa-
>KHbnu,a Koje cy ce cnycTu/ie hm3 Hbera,
Capa ce ocefta/ia cjioS oaho m HeKOJiMKO ny-
Ta je, oiupeftu pyKe, y3Bi/iKHy/ia: „Ja caM
nTnua. Ja caM jienTMp. Ja caM Bpa6au.“ He
6 m OHa to peK/ia Aa ce cnyiuTa/ia hh3 T3KBy
p yro 6y oa ToSoraHa Koja je caAa nonuBa/ia
Ha nrpa/inujTy. LLlTa 6n yoni±iTe M or/ia p,a
Bune aok je TočoraH hocm y yHyTpaujt-t>ocT
3 aMKa, y TaMHnuy? T pe 6a.no 6 m p,a je n030-
Be Te/iec^oHOM, p,a joj Kaxe Aa je cpeftHa
lu to ce poAM/ia y npaBo BpeMe 3a npaBe
TočoraHe, a/in OHfla ce ceTMO Aa 6u c/iyiua-
/in u y Morao Aa noAnrHe i-beH M/iaAMfi, lu to
je ncTor nača y H>eMy yracM.no xerby 3a Te-
ziectJOHMpahbeM. KaKO ce yoniuTe Taj MOMaK
3Bao? Huje M orao Aa ce ce™ , MaAa HMje
6 mo ci/irypaH Aa je MKaAa nyo hber0 B0 MMe,
a v\ BMAeo ra je, kojimko ce cefiao, caMo
jeAHOM. Buna je HeAe/ba, AocaAHa Kao CBa-
Ka HeAe/ba, m AneKcaHAap Koh je 6e3 Kyua-
i-ba, yBepeH Aa Capa HMje koa KyTie, otbopmo
BpaTa i-beHe c o 6 e. Tparao je 3a HOBMHaivia, c
HaMepoM Aa nom eAa LUTa nrpa y Smockoiim-
Ma; yMecTO Tora, yr/ieAao je H^eHor ivmaAn-
fta, nomyHO ro /io r. CTajao je HacpeA cođe,
HenoKpeTaH, 6e3 wvia.no ctma3, Kao Aa neKa
LUTa fie My A/ieKcaHAap Koh pefin. A oh H u ­
je HHtuTa peKao: caMo ce HaKaLUJtao m rio/ia-
ko 3aTBopno BpaTa, npeMAa je KacHnje mo-
pao Aa npn3Ha c e 6 n Aa je tokom tmx
HeKO/inKO TpeHyTaKa ymaBHOM nnrbno y i-be-
t o b no/iyyKpyfieHM yA, nnTajyftn ce y ce 6 n, m
OHAa m caAa, Aa /im je M oryfie Aa je Taj yA
6 mo y Te/iy HberoBe fiepKe. OHAa ra je o 6y-
3e/ia /byTi-ba m Mopao je Aa H3af)e M3 CTaHa,
3acTpai±ieH oa rHeBa Koju je pacTao y HbeMy
HeBep0BaTH0M 6p3mhom; caAa, Mef)yTMM,
oceftao je caMo Tyry m HeK3KBy TynocT, K0jy
Huje Morao HurAe Aa CBpcTa.
HeKaAa a b b h o t o 6 m McnpMHao CBojoj
xeHM, Kao LUTo joj je npenpuHaBao CBe l u t o
je cai-bao m l u t o M y ce Aoraf}a.no. HeKe a o -
roAOBLUTMHe npusao joj je no HeKO/inKO ny-
Ta, noceČHO oHy 3roAy ca Hen03HaT0M x e -
hom y npeHaTpnanoM ayTo 6ycy. CTMuajeM
0 K0J1H0 CTM, HOlJUeHa npUTUCKOM /byAH Koju
cy noKyiuaBa/in Aa yf)y, >KeHa ce Hac/ioHM/ia
Ha t-bera n hbeHa CTpa>Ki-bnu1a je AOTaK/ia
Aho tt>eroBor CTOMaKa. AyTo 6yc je KpeHyo,
u aok cy ce cbm /byjba/in u rypa/in, A/ieK-
caHAap Koh je oceTno KaKO My ce yA iioau-
>Ke, nocTajytiM CBe hbpluTm. l"loKyiuao je Aa
ce OAMaKHe oa >KeHe, a/iM i-beroBo Te/io
CByrAe je Han^a 3 M^o Ha HenponycTA 3HB 3 ma
Apyrnx Te^a, a OHAa je oceTno Aa ce xeHa
3anpaBO joiu Burne npw 6 nja y3 i-bera, no^a-
ko noKpefiyfin CTpa>KHjMuy, CBe aok H^eroB
yA Huje zierao y npocTop M3MeT)y HbeHnx ry-
30Ba. ,,Jecn nui CBptuHo?", m/iTa/ia ra je hbe-
roBa *e H a CBaKM nyT KaAa 6 m AOiuao ao Tor
MecTa, m oh je yBeK oAroBapao oapmhho,
n a ra je y CTBapHocTM AOHCTa cbpuimo, lu to
je xeH y McnpeA i-bera HaBe/io Aa npecTaHe
Aa ce MeiuKo/bM, u y6p30 je, MO>KAa Beft Ha
npBoj HapeAHOj CTaHMUM, m am n a H3 ayTO-
6 yca. y i-ber0 B0j npuHM, BO>Khba je Tpajana
joiu HeKOJiMKO CTaHnua, CBe ao rpaACKor
napKa, rAe cy 3ajeAHO M3aai/in, OHa OTmu^a
AecHO a oh JieBO.
,,JlyA cm“ , roBopm ia My je >KeHa, ,,Tpe6a-
jio je Aa je npaTrnu. Ja 6mx je npa™ na.“
,,Tm Kao tw “ , nuTao je, ,,h^m tm Kao kba
6 m 6 n/ia MyuuKapau?“
„Ja Kao ja “ , 0Ar0Bapa/ia je HberoBa xeHa.
,,3aniTo 6 m Tpe 6a.no Aa ce npeTBapaM y M y -
LUKapua?“
AneKcaHAap Koh HMje yMeo Aa OAroBopu
Ha t o nuTante, Kao lu to Huje yMeo Aa 0A r 0 -
Bopn Ha nuTai-be 3auuT0 ce hberoBa >KeHa
yAa/baBa^a o a Hbera. HeKa nuTaH^a, Temno
ce, Mopajy Aa 0 CTaHy 6e3 0A r 0 B0 pa, a/in to
Huje ČM/ia yTexa KaAa 6m yBene nerao u
0 ceTM0 npa3HMHy Koja ra je pa3ABaja/ia oa
i-beroBe >KeHe, nomyHO npMnMjeHe y3 Aa/bM
py 6 KpeBeia. HMje hm noKyujao Aa joj ce
npM6/iM>KM, 3acTpaiueH o a MoryfmocTM Aa
OHa jeAHOCTaBHO ycTaHe m ripet^e na APyrM
^e>Kaj. OBara je 6 ap Morao Aa je nyje KaKO
AMuue m Aa ce HaAa Aa fie OHa, yko^mko
ycHM HeKM HeMMpaH caH, npy>KMTM pyKy v\m
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H o ry npeMa i-beMy m AOflnpHyTH ra. MeT)y-
tmm, OHa je cnaBa/ia HenoKpeTHO, TaKO Aa
ce n m a o Aa jim y o n u J T e canta p y x H e C HO Be.
Hmko, peKao je ce 6 n, h m k o He MO>Ke yBeK Aa
ca n b a ziene CHOBe, paHnje m/im KacHMje
ycHnfie OHa HeKM raAaH caH, m OKpeHy?ie ce
npeMa i-b e M y Kao Aa je jeAUHO o h MO>Ke ca-
nyBaTM o a 3/ia o a Kojer fie joj u,BOKOTa™ 3 y -
6ia. A/im, y 3a/iyAHO je seKao m 6opwo ce Aa
ociaHe 6yaaH: npo.na3M.ne cy h o T im , a OHa
ce Huje noMepa/ia, jeAUHO l u t o je, h m h m /io
My ce, A e n u M M H H O B e fi c n a B a / ia nopeA mbm -
ue, ne 6Aef)M y Ba3Ayxy, Ha/iMK Ha xeH y k o -
j y j e xnnHOTM3ep HanuHHO KpyTOM Kao Aa-
CKy.
,,3ap tm HUKaAa HmuTa He canbaui?", ynn-
Tao jy je jeAHor jyTpa. EM/ia je cy6oTa, ce-
Ae/in cy y AHeBHoj co6m, nn/in Ka<t>y m HMTa-
nv\ HOBUHe. y CTBapM, caMo je OHa nmana
HOBUHe; i-beroBo /iMue 6m/io je to/imko noA-
6y/io oa HecnaBai-ba Aa je jeABa ycneBao Aa
meAa Kpo3 oTeneHe KanKe.
,,Ja?“, ynnTa^a je Kao Aa ce y AHeBHoj
co6m Ha/ia3M/io 6ap Tyu,e /byAM. „UlTa tm
naAa Ha naMeT? na, ja He npecTajeM Aa ca-
KbaM. Oa TpeHyTKa KaAa nemeM, na CBe aok
yjyTpy He otbopmm ohm, >kmbmm y jeAHOM
flM BHOM C H y .“
„CTBapHo", yni/rrao je, „uiTa ra hmhm
AHBHHM?“
OHa ra je HaMpuiTeHO nor/ieAa/ia; rnena-
na ra je Ayro, TaKO Aa je 3axa/ino l u t o joj ce
yonmTe očpaTMo. „Mmc/imm Aa He xe/imu t o
fla Hyjem“, peK/ia je Ha Kpajy.
O h je 6 m o y n o p a H , a /iM H e npeBmue, m
ABa - T p n n y T a j e noH O B M O A a 6 m 6 m / io
Aa M y to K a x e . O H A a je n p e c T a o A a je 3 a -
n m K y je m n o c M a T p a o je KaKO j o j c e je A B a
n p u M e T H o n o M e p a jy y c H e aok HMTa. H w c y c e
CTa/iHO noMepa/ie, noBpeM eH o cy M upoB a-
/ie , HanyfieHe, Kao A a c e O A M a p a jy .
,,H e fiy tu p e f t u " , p e K / ia j e i-beroBa
He n o A n x y f i n n o m e A .
,,3 H a M “ , peKao je . H u je B M iu e M M a o u m a
Ty Aa paAM; ycTao j e m oTMLuao y KynaTM/io
fla ce o đ p n j e . Ko>Ka na n n u y ČM/ia My je
y M o p H a , M C T e r/b e H a , u n 0 M M C /iM 0 j e
rneAa Kao jeAaH oa fla/injeBnx pacToseHMx
nacoBHMKa. XM/ieT je 3annhbao, ocTaB/bao
KpBaBe TparoBe m, KaAa je 3aBpwno ca 6pn-
jai-beM, ocefiao ce rope Hero Ha noneTKy.
hberoBa >KeHa je u Aa/be ceAe/ia y AneBHOj
co6m, 3ar/ieAaHa y HOBMHe. AneKcaHAap Koh
je noMMc/ino Aa 6m Tpeča/io HemTO Aa Ka-
xe, a/in HmuTa My HMje naAa/io Ha naMeT
ocmm Aa ra ko>k3 Ha BpaTy yxacHO nene, a
t o , 3H ao je, t-beroBa >KeHa HMje yonuiTe >Ke-
zie/ia Aa nyje.
M TaKO ce BpaTMO y KpeBeT, u jto HMje
ypaAno cKopo TpnAeceT roAMHa. KaAa ce
npo6yAno, 6m/io je noAHe. y CTaHy je B/ia-
Aa/ia TnujMHa, He, y CTaHy cy B/iaAa/iM OTKy-
uajn Be/iMKor 3MAHor caTa: M3r/ieAa.no je
Kao Aa ce BpeMe rneTa M3 cođe y co6y, oa
KyxMHae ao KynaTmia u Ha3aA- A/ieKcaHAap
Koh je CKpeHyo nomeA npeMa APyroM Ae/iy
KpeBeTa, a^n TaMO HMje 6mjio HMKora. One-
KMBao je, AOAyiue, n0TnyH0 HeonpaBAaHO,
Aa TaMO y rn e m CBOjy >KeHy, a BMAeo je ca-
mo hbeHy nnyaMy, HeMapHO 6aneHy npeKo
jacTyKa. Ako ce OHa yonoiTe Ha^a3M^a y CTa-
Hy, HHKaKaB 3ByK HMje OAaBao i-beHO npMcy-
ctb o , u jto je HaTepa/io A^eKcaHApa KoHa Aa
ce m caM noTpyAM Aa 6yAe ljuto tmuim npM-
jimkom ycTajanja m o6/iaHehba. y jeAHOM Tpe-
HyTKy, aok je HaB/iaHMo MajMuy npera maBe
TaKO m 3aTeKao ce y np03MpH0M cyMpaKy, na/io
My je Ha naMeT Aa joj ce MO>KAa HeujTO Ae-
cm/io, Aa ce OK/iM3Hy^a y KaAM mnw p,a ce
mnorupana, a/iM je OAMax OAamao Ty mmcbo
oa ceše. klnaK je, KaAa ce cnpeMMO, o6a-
3pMBO otbopm o BpaTa oa KynaTM/ia, noMe-
pajyfiM mx no/iaKO, Kao Aa 6m CBaKor nača
6 o /b e Mor/ia Aa HaxieTe Ha očaMp/io Te/io Ha n^o-
HMuaMa. KynaTM^o je 6mjio npa3HO, Kao m
AHeBHa coća, a hm Ha TepacM HMje 6m/io hm-
Kora. 1/lcKopaHMo je Hano/be, HarHyo ce
npeKo orpaAe m nomeAao y ABopnoiTe: 6m-
^o je nycTO, He panyHajyTiM npyracTy MasKy
xeH a, Koja ce M3.ne>KaBajia Ha cyHU,y. OcTa/ia My je
joai KyxMHba, aJiM 3a hby My je 6m/io noTpeč-
ho HajBMLue BpeMeHa. HeKao je CBe aok HM­
je oceTMO KaKO My ce 3Hoj c/iMBa hm3 c^e-
nooHHMue, mTaAa je no^aKO, n0/iyMCK0ujeH,
Aa M 3- Kao paK, npoiuao Kpo3 xoahmk m, 33k/iohmb-
ujm AnaHOM ohm, CTynMO y KyxMHay.
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M OHa je, nonyT ocTa/inx npocTopMja, 6 m -
na HanyiuTeHa. OnpaHe Ka<j)eHe uuo/bnue
cyiuM/ie cy ce Ha n/iacTMSHOM noc/iy>KaBHM-
Ky. riopefl rt>nx, noAjeflHaKO h m c tm , Ha/ia3M-
jih cy ce Tai-bnpnfiM, Karnunuua n ye3Ba. Je-
A mho Huje HMrfle Morao fla bv\py\ nocy,qy 3a
iiiefiep. rioMMCJiMO je fla ce Bpa™ y flHeBHy
co6y m TaMO je noTpaxM, n Tafla, y oKpeTy,
BMfleo je / im c t nanupa Ha CTO/iy. riprnuao je,
y3eo ra u npuHeo 6 m x e OHMMa. C/iOBHMa
HejeflHaKe Be/MHMHe, Ha Hbeiviy je nnca/ia
caMo jeflHa peneHnua: HuKafla Te h m c b m
BO/te/ia. riponuTao jy je jom jeflHOM, 3btmm
OKpeHyo jim c t m nom eflao flpyry CTpaHy. Ha
htoj Huje HmuTa nnca/io. noHaflao ce fla hm
Ha npBoj CTpaHM, Kafla n0H0B0 OKpeHe / im c t ,
Hefie 6 mtm HMnera, a/iM peneHMua je m fla/be
6m a Ha m c t o m MecTy, m no cBeMy cy,qef)M,
noMMC/iMo je A/ieKcaHflap K o h , ocTafie Ty
3ayBeK. OflMaKao je CTO/iMu,y, ceo m cny-
ctmo / im c t Ha c t o . Ako HMLUTa flpyro, cafla je
6ap 3Hao 3aujTo je caH KojM je noMMHba/ia
HberoBa x e H a TaKO flMBaH - 3aTO luto oh HM­
je 6mo y HbeMy. npyxMO je py«y m n0H 0B 0
y3eo / im c t nanMpa ca nopyKOM Kojy je HanM-
ca/ia hberoBa >KeHa. Mo>Kfla 6m TpeSa/io joiu
jeflHOM fla je npoHMTa, noMMC/iMo je. YMe-
cto Tora, 3ry>KBao ra je, 0TKMHy0 jeflHO nap­
ne, CTaBMo y ycTa m noneo fla >KBafie.
TlapK
y seTpHaecToj toam hm , Ha CBoj pof)eHflaH,
JaKOB Be/iMfi je 6 mo CBeflOK y6MCTBa. Hm ko-
Me HMje t o peKao, jep jeflHocTaBHo HMje
3Hao KaKO fla M3roBopM peneHMuy y Kojoj
HeKora npor/iaiuaBa m ptbm m . M KacHMje, Ka­
fla je oflpacTao, je3MK My ce can/iMTao npM-
/im kom CBaKor M3paxaBai-ba cayHeiutia, a
yKO/iMKO 6 m pa3roBop HacTaBMO fla ce uim-
Pm, n0TnyH0 6 m 0TKa3a0 n0C/iyLUH0CT. C m p t
je, 3a JaKOBa, yBeK ČM/ia HeMa, m Haflao ce
fla fie TaKBa ocTaTM. Y 6 m c tb o KojeM je npM-
cycTB0B30 npe to /im k o roflMHa, a o k je joiu
>KMBeo y 3eMyHy, n0TnyH0 je noTMCHyo y 3a-
6opaB, TaKO fla je hberoBy n0H0BHy nojaBy y
cb o m c e fia i-b y flo>KMBeo Kao 6 o/iH y n peB apy,
m sko o h HMje 6 mo KpMBau 3a t o . HaMMe, y
H e fle /b y n p e n o flH e , Ha 3eMyHCKOj nMjauM,
Ha Kojy je m fla /b e 0 fln a 3 M 0 , y r /ie fla o je h o -
BeKa c a /iM ueM Koje M y c e paHMje no B p e M e -
h o n o ja B /b M B a /io y cHOBMMa. JlM ue HMje 6 m-
/io cacBM M m c to , MnaK c y n p o iu /ie M H ore
ro flM H e o fl T o r hmh3, a/iM JaKOB HM jeflH or
TpeHyTKa HMje no cyM t-b a o fla t o HMje npaBO
/in u e , a o h o lu t o r a je f l 0fla T H 0 yB e p a B a /io
ČM/ia je HMrt>eHMLta fla r a je n p e n o 3 H a o 3 6 o r
ceHKM Koje c y M y y n p o /ia 3 y M3Met)y nMjan-
hmx Te3rM , n o M rp a B a /ie Ha H e/iy m o 6pa3M -
Ma, m c to OH3KO K a ra c y n o M rp a B a /ie y rp a fl-
c ko m n a p K y OHfla K afla je CBe n o n e /io .
Tor flaHa, Ha neTpHaecTM potjeHflaH, oa-
/iyHMO je fla y noc/iacTMsapHMUM nojefle He-
ko/imko KO/iana m nonMje /iMMyHafly, m fla
noc/ie Tora ofle y ČMOCKon. l-bMxoB ct3h je
6mo Ma/iM - y jeflHOj co6m 6m/im cy HberoBM
poflMTe/bM, y flpyroj oh m M/iaf)M 6paT - m
HMKaKBa pot)eHflaHCKa 3a6aBa 3a LUKo/iCKe
ApyroBe HMje flo/ia3M/ia y o63Mp. Y0CTa/i0M,
JaKOB je BMiue Bo/ieo fla 6yfle caM, Te 6m,
fla je 6mo npMMopaH fla 6Mpa M3Mefjy Te
flBe M0ryTiH0CTM, MnaK M3ašpao caMOTHy
npoc/iaBy, Kao lu to je noc/ie Tora, MaKO My
je MajKa to noHyflM/ia, peiuMO fla He noBefle
HMKora o fl CBojMx flpyroBa. Ct3bmo je HOBau,
y i,ien, oTMiuao npBO y 6M0CK0n JeAM-icTBO,
oflr/ieflao 4>m/im KojM je 6mo flOcaflaH, m oh-
fla ce ynyTMO y noc/iacTMsapHMi4y. nojeo je
napne BoTiHe TopTe m ypMaiuMuy, nonMO flBe
saiue /iMMyHafle m no/iara KpeHyo KyfiM. Hofi
ce BePi HaByicna npeKO He6a m, Kafla je ctm-
rao flo 3rpafle rMMHa3Mje, rpaflCKM napK je
noHMBao y ay6okom MpaKy. Y CTBapM, jeflM-
ho je r/iaBHa a/ieja, K0j0M je Tpe6a/io fla
npofje flo HbMxoBor cTaHa y BpT/iapcKoj y/iM-
UM, ČM/ia floSpo ocBeT/beHa, iu t o je o/iaK-
LuaBa/io H^eroBe MyKe m oc/io6af>ano ra
CTpaxa. CBeTM/bKe Ha ocTa/iMM CTa3aMa hm-
cy paflM/ie, y CTBapM, Hajneiufie cy CTpafla/ie
ofl flo6po Hai4M/baHMx KaMeHMua noMoPiy ko-
jMX cy M/iaflM /by6aBHMu,M HacToja/iM fla
o6e36efle CBOj ckpobmtm KyT3K Ha K/iynM.
Kafla je BpeMe 6m/io zieno, Kao luto je 6m/io
Ha JaKOB/beB pot)eHflaH, icnyne cy 6wne ny-
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He TaMHnx o 6 pnca Koju cy M3 Aa/bM He M3-
rn e fta /i n Kao H eo6nH H a Sufia ca fls e rn a B e .
C n ry p a H n o A C B e T n o iu fiy , JaKOB je y 6 p -
3aHo x o A a o n p e M a yAa/beH O M K pajy rnaBH e
aneje, 6au,ajyfiM n o B p e M e H o n o rn e A e y He-
npo3i/ipHy A y 6 n H y napK a. T o k o m npeTXOAHe
ABe roAHHe n e c ra je y lu k o jih c n y iu a o npM-
ne cB o jn x A P y ro B a o 0H 0M e lu t o c e 3 6 n B a -
jio Ha K/iynaM a, y OKpnrby M paKa, anM cbbkm
nyT KaAa 6 h ra n o 3 B a /in A a mm c e n p n A p y -
xm y cKpuBeHOM nocM aTpaH3y, OAnyHHO je
0A 6 nja 0. H u je 3Hao 3aLUTo: oaŠ m o 6m mx jo m
npe H e ro lu t o M3peKHy peneHM i4y a o Kpaja,
n n o ć n e H eKor B peM eH a n p e c T a /in c y A a ra
no3WBajy, a noHeKaA, KaAa 6m n p m u a o HeKoj
rpynnu,n 3a B peM e 0 A M 0 p a , H a rn o 6 m 3 a fiy -
Ta/in nxii/i n o n e /in A a n p n M a jy o A P y rn M
CTBapuMa. A a m je t o 6m o p a 3 /io r lu t o je
JaKOB, KaAa je B efi t o t o b o c T u ra o a o K paja
r/iaBHe a /ie je , H a rn o CKpeHyo Ha nocneAHfay
6osHy cT a3y, nnw je m o x a s , KaKO je c e 6 n
KacHHje o6jaLUhbaBao, jeAHOCTaBHO n o x e -
neo Aa Ha HeKM H eyo6nH ajeH HaHMH n p o c n a -
bh pof)eHAaH, hmKaAa c e Hefie ao3H3tm. na
n KaAa 6m c e A 0 3 H a n o , HMLUTa c e He 6m
npoMeHM.no. JaKOB je C KpeH yo y MpaK, m
npohM fie jo lu a o c t b BpeM eH a a o k c e B p a ™
y csem ocT.
ripBa Knyna c e Hana3M na Ha HeKonMKO
KopaKa o a rn aB H e a n e je , TeK Ae-nMMMHHO
oSaBMjeHa MpaKOM, m 3 6 o r T o ra c y c e M n a -
A u fi u A eBojK a kojm c y c e fle n n Ha i-boj, 3a-
K/byHMO je JaKOB, c a M o fiyT K e AP>KanM 3a
pyKe. KaKO je o a m m l j s o , TaKO c y K nyne n o -
c ia ja n e CBe M st-te BMA/bMBe, a o k c y y mcto
BpeM e c a i-t>Mx A o n n p a n M CBe rnacHMjM iu y -
m o b m . K o a n e r e w nn tu e c T e K n yn e Mano je
HeAOCTajano A a c e 3aycTaBM, onnMt-beH a p * -
T3BMM XeHCKMM y3AaXOM K3K3B HMK3A3 P 3-
HMje HMje n yo , m y KojeM je MCTOBpeMeHO
n p e n o3H 3o paAOCT m 6 o n . C Tao je M a n o Ka-
CHnje, K 3fla je C KpeH yo Ha jo w y x y 6 o h h y
CTa3y, yse p e H A a hm ko He M O xe A a ra b m a m ,
a o h a 3 c e H a rn o yAa/bMO KaAa je M3 MpaKa
npeA hdMm MyLUKM rn a c npunpeTM O A a fie My
cacyTM 3 y 6 e y rp n o . A o k je 6 p 3 3 0 , c x b 3T mo
je Aa T peS a A a cK peH e ca CTa3e m fla c e ,
npeKo TpaBHD3Ka m LUMČ/ba, ynyTM n p e M a
H a c n p s M H o j a n e jM , r A e hmko oa ohmx KOjM
cy ceA enM hs K nynaM a H e fie npM M eTM TM
HaeroBo npM6nMxaBart>e.
y c tb s p m , 3 k o je HeLUTO y M e o A a paAM,
n o M M cn n o je a o k c e H acnai-bao Ha x p a n a B o
CTaSno, OHAa je t o ČMno npMKpaAai-be. T o-
AMHaMa c e y to m m cto m n apK y M rpao x M y p -
Ke, jy p K e m, HajBMLue o a C Bera, K a y6 o ja m
UHAM jaHaua, m n p e M A a je t o yBeK 6Mno A a-
hby, n p o c T o p M y je 6m o A o S p o no3HaT. E e3-
6 p o j nyTa c e TyAa nposnanM O , s a c Kao Bm-
neTy, s a c Kao O n A LUeTepxeHA, n a c Kao
6e3MMeHM OCBeTHMK, M 0AM3X Ce OCeTMO
CMrypHMjMM. M p a K BMLUe HMje 6MO M3BOP
CTpaxa m CTpenhbM, B efi A o S p o A o m n M 3 a -
lu tm th m k . T p e 6 a .n o je c a M o A a na3M A a My
HeKa rpaHHMMa He KBpMHe n o A CTonanMMa,
anM t o je m o m o A a c e a scm m MHAMjaHCKOM
nornasM U M , HMje C M eo 3 Č o r T o ra A a ry 6 n
c a M o n o y3 A a i-b e . A y 6 0 K0 je yA axH yo Ba3Ayx,
0 A ry p H y 0 c e o a C Ta6na m, noBMjeH Kao nyK,
n o n e o A a c e npM K paA a ry c T o j tmmhm M3 ko -
je je A o n M p a n o m ckm a3ho M pM /bai-be. C tm -
r a o je a o x 6 y H a , 33C T30 m o c n y iu H y o , Ha-
CTOjefiM A a OApeAM nyTanby K0j0M je
T p e S s n o A a /b e A a c e K p e fie . 0 6 n M 3 a o je Ka-
>KMnpcT m n o A M rs o ra y B33Ayx: TaKO je npo-
B e p a B so mm3 nM B eTps m OA3Kne AyB3. Hm-
k 3 a c e He 3H3 KaKBO n y n o mmpmcs M o x e
HeKO A a mm3. C yA efiM n o TOMe rA e je o c e -
tm o 6 n s r y xnaA H O fiy Ha np cT y, BeTap je Ay-
Bao y rt.e r0 B 0 M n p a B u y , lu to ra je /in w a B a -
n o HeKMX S p M ra , anM 3aTO ra je n o rn e A y
H e 6 o y n o 3 o p M o A a n o x y p M , je p c y o6nauM
nonenM A a c e pa3M n a 3 e m y c K o p o , c n y T n o
je , M3MeT)y hjmx M3M Mro/bMfie c e M e ce u .
HlyMOBM n npM rym eHM rnacoB M A o n M p a -
nM c y c a n e B e CTpaHe m JaKOB c e ynyTMO
n p e M a HbMMa. n p o B y K a o c e n c n o A HeKMx
hmckmx rp a H a , OHAa nax/bM BO očMLuao A sa
rp M a , m TaAa c y rn a co B M nocTanM p a 3 ro -
BeTHMjM. V\3M ef)y hbera m K nyne Hana3MO c e
c a M o jo iu jeA aH rp M . CnycTMO c e Ha TpaBy,
n e r a o Ha T p 6 y x m BernTO n p e n y 3 a o HeKonM-
ko npeocTanM X M eT apa. TpyAMO c e , H apaB-
h o , A a He MMcnM Ha nayKOBe m M paBe m CBe
A p y ro u jt o je M o rn o A a c e Hana3M y TpaBM,
6 e 3 o 6 3 M p a lu t o je Ta n oM M cao ČMna HeAO-
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CTojHa t s k o Be/iHKor paTHMKa. noflnrao ce
Ha KoneHa u npoBnpno H 3M et)y nMCTOBa m
rpaHMnua: y npBM Max HMje HMLUTa BMAeo,
a/in Tafla ce MeceneBa CBeT/i0 CT npoČMna
M3Mef]y pacnaflHyTMx oSnaKa u JaKOB je, Ka­
Aa My ce nor/ieA m 3 0 lu tp m 0 , CKopo o a c k o -
hmo o a M3HeHat)ehba. >K6yH M3a Kojer je ny-
nao 6mo je m h o to Mai-bn Hero lu t o My ce y
MpaKy yHMHM.no, m 6e3 Hanopa 6m Morao Aa
AOAMpHe Hac/ioH Ha K/iynM m ocoSe Koje cy
ceAe/ie Ha htoj. nporyTao je n/byBaHKy m
ysMHMJio My ce Aa t o OA3Bai-ba y uenoM CBe-
Ty, He caMo y 3eMyHCKOM rpaACKOM napKy.
HaK ce npMnpeMMO Aa ce ynycTM y TpK, t o -
/im ko je 6mo yBepeH Aa cy ra cbm o k o i-bera
ny/iM.
Hmko ra HMje s y o , noH ajM ai-be HOBeK m
x e H a KOjM c y c e rpnM nM m /by6M /iM Ha Kny-
nw c A p y re CTpaHe >K6yHa. M y u jK a p 4 e B a p y -
Ka noHMBa/ia je Ha xeHMHMM paMeHMMa, a
H^eHa rn a B a c e , 3a6aH eH a, o cn a tt> a n a Ha
hberoBy MMLUMi4y, TaKO A a c y c e , 3ana3MO je
JaKOB, hbMX0Be ycH e , cn n e T e H e y n o /b y 6 a u
KOjM HMje M o ra o A a bmam, Hana3Mne y yHaKp-
ch o m n o /io x a jy , n o A y rn o M o a A e s e A e c e T
CTenenM. E to , riOMMcnMO je , a o k hberoBM
A pyroBM , KaKO je HeKo peK ao y p a 3 p e A y , w e -
Tajy KOKMu,y KaAa m e A a jy Jby6aBHe n a p o B e y
napKy, o h y TaKBoj npM/iMUM pa3MMLU/ba o
MaTeMaTMUM. O cB pH yo c e o k o c e 6 e , OAjeA-
hom 3 acT paiueH o a n oM ucnM A a r a HeKO o a
i-beroBMX A p y ro B a n o cM a T p a M3 MpaKa. HMr-
A e HMKora, M aAa c y ceHKe npeBpT/bM Be m
jiaKO Bapajy, noroTOBO KaAa c y , Kao Te hoFim,
nac CBem Mje, s a c TaMHMje, y CK/iaAy c a Kpe-
TaH^eM o 6n aK a Ha H e6y. y jeAHOM o a t m x
cBeT/]Mjnx TpeHyTaKa, JaKOB je 3ana3M o p a 3 -
p e fje H y K ocy Ha xeHMHOM TeM eH y m BenMKy
K s p ry Ha x p 6 a T y M yLUKapseBor H oca. OHAa
je x e H a y3A axH yna Kao A a c p n e Ba3Ayx, no-
to m c e M ano noM epM na m CTMcna y3 My-
LUKapua, KOMe c e a s c h o p a M e n o A M 3 a /io m
c n y m T a n o y pmtmmhhom noHaB/bat-by.
rneAajyftM y t o paMe, JaKOB je noneo Aa
CMMi±i/ba nnaHOBe o TOMe KaKO Aa ce HeKMM
3ao6M/ia3HMM nyTeM npMByne KnyriM c APy-
re CTpaHe. npaBM npM3op n p yxa o ce cnpe-
Aa, t o My je caA 6m /io jacHO, anM 0 H 0 r nača
KaAa ce Mano npMAMrao Aa 6 m, npeKo 3arp-
/beHor napa, ocmotpmo pacnopeA * 6yH0Ba
Ha Apyroj CTpaHM CTa3e, MywKapau je Harno
ycTao m oKpenyo ce npeMa i-beMy. JaKOB je
yMano nao Ha neT)a o a CTpaxa, m Befi je bm-
Aeo ce 6 e Kara MnaTapa HoraMa nonyT npe-
BpHyTe 6y 6 awBa 6 e, oneKyjyfiM npMTMcaK
CTonana Koje fie ra 3rhbesMTM. Met)yTMM,
MymKapau HMje yomuTe oSpaTMo naxi-by Ha
rpM. ripoTypMo je npBO jeAny, noTOM Apyry
Hory Kpo3 npa3HMHy M3Met)y HacnoHa m ce-
AMLUTa Knyne m caAa je ceAeo t3hho Ha-
cnpaM JaKOBa, kojm je Morao cacBMM jacHO
Aa My bmam nMue m ceHKe Ha HbeMy. Ta npo-
MeHa 36yHMna je JaKOBa y npBM Max, anM je
OHAa cxb3Tmo Aa mm hobm nonoxaj 0 M0 ry-
fiaBa naKLUM m 6nMCKMjM aoamp, a y6p30 ce
m xeHMHa pyKa cnycTMna M3Mef)y Myu_iKap-
neBMX Hory m nonena Aa senpKa oko hbero-
Bor Karnua m lunMua. MyLUKapau, je HeujTo
npoMpMA>ao, >KeHMHa pyKa je jom 6 p>Ke Ha-
CTaBMna Aa Tpara no MyLUKapneBOM Metjy-
HO>Kjy, m JaKOB je onHMHDeHo nocMaTpao Ka-
ko ht>eHM npCTM, KOjM Kao Aa cy ce KpeTanM
caMM 3a c e 6 e, 0TK0 nnaBajy KaMLu, OTBapajy
LunMU m yBnase ce y MpaK KOjM je CMrypHO
6 mo ryaifiM oa MpaKa y napKy, noroTOBo ca­
Aa, KaAa cy ce oSnauM cacBMM pacnpmMnM
npeKo He6 a. TaAa, Ba/bAa 3axBa/byjyfiM Apy-
ranMjeM nonoxajy ceHKM, JaKOB je npMMeTMO
Aa ce >KeHMHa pyKa BMrne He noMepa y npa-
BMnHOM pMTMy, Befi Aa ce Tp3a Kao Aa noKy-
LuaBa Aa ce MCKoSe/ba M3 3aMpmeHor ao-
t-ter py 6/ba. IloAMrao je norneA m BMAeo Aa
je MyiUKapau CTMCHyo xeHMH BpaT, MaKO HM­
je noMepMO ycHe ca HbeHMx ycTa, Te ce c to -
ra HMje nyo HMKaKaB rnac, Befi caMo HeKaKBO
rpro/benbe, Kao Aa joj je BOAa npoTMu,a/ia
Kpo3 rpno. XeH a ce OHMrneAHO TpyAMna Aa
ce ocnoSoAM, m Teno joj ce noAM3ano m m3-
BMjano M3H3A Knyne, anM MyLUKapau, je 6 mo
janM, m CBaKM nyT KaAa 6 m ce OHa OAMrna,
oh jy je, He npecTajyfm Aa je n^y6 M, rypao
Ha3aA- noTOM je xeH a npecTana Aa ce 60 -
PM m jeAMHM 3ByK KojM je AonMpao SMno je
HepaBH0 MepH0 yAapahbe, 3a Koje je JaKOB
yTBpAMO Aa AonMpe oa rt.eHor naKTa KojM je,
aok cy joj npcTM ČMnM m Aa/be yByneHM y
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MyujKapHeB lutimu, Ha/ieTao Ha Hac/iOH a p -
BeHe K/iyne. OHfla je n t o npecTa.no. My-
LUKapau je jo in neKO BpeMe npuTMCKao cbo-
je ycHe Ha HteHe, a 33tmm ce no/iaKO ycnpa-
bmo m ocBpHyo Ha CBe cTpaHe. Ckjiohmo je
pyKe ca >xeHHHor BpaTa m t-beHa r/iaBa je Ha­
rn o n o n e re m yHa3afl, npaBO y x6yH. JaKOB
HHje BpncHyo caMO 3aTo lljto HMje 3Hao rAe
npe fla r/iefla : y M3BpHyTO xeHHHO nnue, y
rpnMacy Ha /in u y MyiiiKapua m/im y H>eroBe
pyKe Koje cy uMMa/ie xeHMHy aiaKy, 3ane-
T/baHy y yHyTpauji-b0CTM naHTa/iOHa. Kafla je
HanoKOH ycneo fla je M3Byne, JaKOB je npM-
MeTno fla MyujKapau hocm pyKaBMue. M orao
je fla ce 3axyHe fla mx HMje MMao paHnje,
Mafla HMje Morao fla ce ceTM TpeHyTKa y ko-
jeM je MywKapau M orao HeonaxeHO fla mx
HaByne. FIommc/imo je fla 6m Tpe6a/io 6o/be
fla mx BMflM, a/im Kafla ce noMepwo, rpaHMM-
u,a je 3 au.BMj1e.na n o fl i-beroBMM CTona/iOM, m
MyLUKapau ce yKOHMO m 3 a r/ie fla o y xčyH .
JaKOB je npecTao fla flMLue. MyuiKapai4 je,
He cKMflajyftM n o rn e fl ca x6yH a, cnycTMo
>KeHMHy pyKy Ha K/iyny m ycTao. Tafla ce 3a-
Hyo ziaBe* nca m r/ia c KOjM je HapefjMBao
ncy fla 6yfle MMpaH. MyiuKapai4 je oicneBao,
KopaKHyo npeMa x 6yHy, a OHfla ce MnaK,
Kafla ce nnac B/iacHMKa nca nyo pa3roBeT-
HMje Hero Ma/ionpe, OKpeHyo v\ xypHO otm-
mao y cynp0TH0M npaBuy. Hm JaKOB HMje
caneKao nca m i-teroB or ra3fly, Befi je ycTao
m, noBMjeH CKopo flo 3eM/be, OTpnao flo m -
na3a KOjM je boamo npeMa no/bon puB pefl-
hom cf>aKy/iTeTy. Kafla je CTynMO n o fl y/iMH-
ho CBeT/io, Tpyflno ce fla xofla HeMapHo,
Han3r^efl He3aMHTepecoBaH 3a CBe oko č e ­
če, a/iM Ma/io noc/ie Mopao je fla rypHe py-
Ke y genoBe. To je 6mo jeflMHM HanuH fla mx
cnpenu fla ce Tpecy.
HMKOMe, flaK/ie, Huje HmiiTa peKao: hm
poflMTe/bMMa, KojMMa je 6 jie fln /io Ha cbom
jinu,y onpaBflao yMopoM m flocaflHMM 4>m/i-
m o m ; h m flpyroBMMa, MaKO je 3 H a o fla je Hbe-
roBa npMna 6 o/ba o fl CBaKe Kojy 6 m ohm Mo­
mu fla McnpMnajy; hm Haj6 o/beM npMjaTe/by
y Bojcun, flOK cy meTa/iM n o p e fl B pšaca m
npenpMHaBa/in jeflaH flpyroM CBaKM, na m
HajMaH^M AeTa/b M3 xnBOTa; hm fleBoju,M Ko­
ja je, noc/ie neTMpM roflMHe 3a6aB/batt>a,
nocTa/ia t-beroBa xeH a (m oa Koje ce pa3Beo
neTupM ro flu n e K a c H M je ); saK hm cbmom ce-
6 m. Ha HeKM h 3 hmh, Morao je fla ce CMaTpa
cpefiHMM, c o63mpom Ha t o fla cTpaxoTaH
A o raljaj K o je M je npMcycTB0 Ba0 H M je ocTa-
bmo HMKaKaB npeno3HaT/bMB Tpar y hber0 B0j
ncMXM. HapaBHo, 3Hao je fla nocToje m ca-
KpuBeHM TparoBM, a/iM KaKO cy roflMHe npo-
/ia3M/ie, a npo/ia3MJie cy 6 p x e Hero u jto je
xTeo, CBe Bmue je 6 m yBepeH fla je 3anpa-
bo ocTao Heo3/ie?)eH. y flaHMMa m HofiMMa
HenocpeflHO n oc/ie yčncTBa, m m o t o joui
HeKO/iMKO nyTa tokom HapeflHMX roflMHa, ca-
hbao je MyLUKapneBO /inue, a/iM ra HMje bm-
fle o Kao oflpa3 3/ia, Befi Kao 0 nycT0 iiieH 0
no/be Ha KojeM cy ce nrpane m cyflapa/ie
Tyne ceHKe m npyre c/iaSauiHe CBeT/i0 CTM.
Ako ce u HeuJTO flp y ro flo raf)a/io y tmm cho-
BMMa, oh t o HMje naMTMO, lu to je TaK0l)e
y 6 pajao y CBOje npeflHOCTM, Kao m HMi-beHM-
uy fla cy hberosu poflMTeA>M, y6p30 noc^e
Tor floraT)aja, oflJiyHM^M fla ce npece^e y
Beorpafl, Ha Kapa 6ypMy, TaKo fla JaKOB bm-
me HMKafla, CBe ao jyse, Huje cTynMO Ha
CTa3e 3eMyHCKor rpaACKor napKa.
Jyse je 6 mo neTaK. HoBeKa je BMfleo y He-
AeJby, aok ce np 0 B/iaHM0 M3Met)y Te3rM Ha
3 eMyHCKOj nnjauM. HoBeK je npo^a 3 MO c jeA-
He CTpaHe Te3re, JaKOB c Apyre, m y Tpe-
HyTKy KaAa je JaKOB 3acTao nopeA npoAaB-
ua Aa nMTa 3a u,eHy tmkbmub, hobck ce
3aycTaBno HacnpaM i-bera, c tmm llito ce
i-ber0 B0 nMTaHae oahocm jio Ha u,eHy KapcJ)M-
o^a. llpoAaBau, je OAaSpao npBo Aa o a to -
Bopi/i MyiuTepMjM Ha APyroj ctpbhm Te3re, m
caMo je t o HaBe/io JaKOBa Aa nor/ieAa y
i-ber0 B0 M npaBuy, MaAa je npaBO npeno3Ha-
BaH^e yc/ieflM /io TeK hcko/imko MMHyTa Ka-
CHMje. TaAa je JaKOB Befi CTurao ao npBMx
Te3 rM ca BofieM m, KaAa ce OAHeK/ie y hte-
My jaBM^o npeno3HaBai-be, Keca ca ynpaBO
M3 MepeHMM BMLUHtaMa Mcna^a My je M3 py-
Ky. >KeHa 3a Te3roM u,MKHyna je Ha H^era,
a/iM JaKOB ce Huje oča3Mpao. CTMCHyo je
APLUKe Befi nyHMX t o p 6 m m xypHO, ko^mko je
t o nnjasHa ry>KBa AonyiuTa/ia, KpeHyo npe­
Ma ApyroM Ae/iy nMjaue, OAaK^e je ynpaBo
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f l o u j a o . f l B a n y T a j e n o B e p o B a o A a bm am h o - H OBeK, HaK m Aa je x T e o , H M je M o r a o A a ra
B e K a , a / in 0 6 a n y T a c e n o K a 3 a n o A a j e n o - bmah y č e c K p a jH O M H M 3y n a p K M p a H M x ayTo-
r p e u in o . f l o T a A a je oceTno KaKO r a o 6 y 3 M - M ođM /ia.
M a y M o p m 0 A /iy n n 0 je A a c e H e Bpafia no JaKOB je OA-nynMO Aa neKa, uuTa My je
B o f ie , s e f) ce ynyTno npeM a K e jy , rA e je A pyro npeocTa/io? H neKao je CBe aok ho-
n a p K u p a o a y T 0 M 0 6 n / i. H m h m jio M y c e A a c y BeK HMje y3eo ABe n/iacTMHHe Kece ca CTBa-
T o p 6 e 6wne n yH e OJiOBa, nor/ieA M y je n o - pMMa Kyn/beHMM Ha nMjaun m KpeHyo npeMa
A p x T a B a o , y c T a 6 M /ia r o p K a m M o p a o j e A a TocnoACKOj y/iMUM. KaAa je CKpeHyo M3a
C T a H e . C n y c T n o j e T o p S e , H a c/IO H M O c e H a yr/ia, JaKOB je M3aiuao m ayT0 M06 M/ia, 3a-
o rp a A y , n o M M C /iM B u jM Aa ce ts k o M OXAa KJbyMao BpaTa w KpeHyo 3a h>mm. JlaKO ra je
o c e fta o c o č a Koja j e y n p a B O A O X M B e jia c p - cycTMrao, je p je hobck xoAao no/iaKO, Hory
naHM y A a p . Hm m C T u m e K y fm , o S e f ia o j e č e ­ npeA Hory, Kao Aa y KecaMa hocm BeoMa Te-
d u , n p o H M T a fie C B e o T O M e y M e A n u n H C K O j iiiKe npeAMeTe a He, Kara je JaKOB Ha3peo
e H U M K /io n e A H jn , c a 3 A p a B /b e M c e H e T p e S a Kpo3 no^ynpoBMAHy n/iacTMKy, napaAaj3, na-
L u a ^ m n . O A-nyH H O C T c K o jo M j e t o n o M n - npnKy m KpacTaBue. 3a KpacTaBue, y CTBa-
c / i n o A o n p u H e / ia j e A a c e b o r b e o c e f i a . l" lo - Pm, HMje 6 mo CMrypaH; Mome cy to Aa 6yfly
A u r a o je T o p S e m, u n a K o n p e 3 H H M x o a o m , m TMKBMue m/im Hera Manbe no3HaTO Bolie;
n p 0 Ay>KM 0 n p e M a K e jy . CBauiTa ce npoAaBa.no Ha nMjauM y noc/iefl-
H o B e K a je n o n o B o y r n e A a o K a A a je c e o y hbe BpeMe. HoBeK je 3acTao koa M3/iora
a y T 0 M 0 6 n / i . C T a ja o j e n o p e A o rp a A e Ma/ie npoAaBHMue o 6yfie, 33Tmm je 3HaTHo Ay>Ke
n o K p u B e H e n o 3 o p H M u e m m e p , a o A e u y K o ja
CTajao McnpeA n3/iora npoAaBHMu,e TexHMHKe
cy ce nrpa.ria H a n>oj y3 B e c e / iy rpajy. E m o je
pode m T eK o H A a ce ynyTM0 y r ^ a B H y . JaKOB
r a je , 3 a CBaKM c/iyHaj, npaTMO c a APyre
O A e s e H y M3 HOLueHO c m b o O A e .n o , 6 e / i y k o -
C T p a H e y/iMue, xoAajyfiM uuto je cnopMje M o ­
ix iy /b y c a p a c K o n n a H O M K p a m o M m u ,p H e m o -
rao, a jeAHOM je HyHHyo, pa3Be3ao caBpme-
KacuH e. llp o ceA a Koca č u n a M y j e H e y p e A -
ho AoSpo Be3aHe nepTne m OHAa mx noHOBO
H a, K a o f l a je y n p a B O y c i a o m/im C T a ja o H a
yn^eo y cicnaAHy MaujHMLi1y. K a A a je m36mo y
n p o M a jn , a n o 3 a A n , n a B p a T y , 6 w n a j e C B a -
r n a B H y , B M A e o j e KaKO h o b c k cKpefie y fly-
K a r a n p e A y r a 3 a H O B eK a i-b e ro B M x r o A n n a .
6 poBaHKy. HacTaBMO je 3a HbMM Kpo3 rycre
Ja K O B je noAnrao pyK y, onunao CBojy K O cy n
ceHKe APBopeAa, CBe aok ce HOBeK HMje 3a-
6auno n o r /ie A n a CBoj peTpoBM3opy.
jih k y
ycT3BM0 npeA y/ia30M y jeAnocnpaTHMuy ca
flp B M n y T j e T a A a c x B a T M o A a j e o a O H o r a o -
Be/iMKMM npo3opMMa. 3aycTaBno ce m Ja-
raTjaja y n a p K y n p o w .n o T p n A e c e T ro A U H a .
kob Ha cynpoTHoj CTpaHM yjiMi4e, m AeTa^-
A k o c e o h n p n 6 n n x a B a o s e T p A e c e T n e r a j,
ho, aok je HO BeK oTK/byHaBao BpaTa, mujhm-
k o /im k o jim je Morao A a h m b h o b c k K o ju j e m
Tao napTy npMKaneHy Ha jeAHO oa CTaSana.
Aa/be CTajao nopeA n o 3 o p H n i4 e ? neA eceT H3 BecHa MapMja UBeTKOBMPt, nMca/io je,
neT? LLIe 3 A e c e T ? Bm ne oa Tora c n ry p H O yMp^a je y A e B e A e c e T o j toauhm noc/ie Ayre
HM je H M a o , M a A a j e H M t-beH M ua A a /b y A M c a - m TeoiKe d o ^e cT M , a caxpaHa je T p e 6 a / io fla
A a >KHBe A y * e m A a c y o m o p H M jM H a 6 o / ie c T ce oap>km H a p e A H o r AaH a Ha 3 eMyHCK0M
m CTapenbe, n a K m y T a K o H e c p e T je H o j 3 e M /b M rp o 6rt>y. JaKOB je nposMTao u cnMcaK o>Ka-
Kao lu t o je C p S u ja . M c T i/m a , HO BeK j e 6 mo noLufteHe poASMHe, m noTOM npeuuao npera
M pm aB, n / ie t iK e cy M y c e ja c H O M C T M u a /ie ynMu,e. nopeA y/ia3H M x BpaTa jeAHOcnpaT-
n c n o A c a K o a , a /im y B e K j e 6 o / b e 6 m tm M p - Hnue Ha^a3M/ie cy ce ABe n^oHMue ca MMe-
waB H e ro AeSeo, Ty H M je 6 n .n o H H K aK B e HMMa, jeAHMM MyOIKMM a APyrMM XeHCKMM.
c y M t-b e . y t o m s a c y , K a o A a je o c e T M O A a r a JaKOB je ynaMTMO o 6 a, m KacHMje, KaAa ce
H e r a n o c M a T p a , HOBeK c e O K p e H y o m n o r / i e - BpaTMO a o C B or ayT 0 M 0 6 M^a, 3anM cao nx y
A a o H 3a c e 6 e , u JaK O B c e M C T or T p e H a n o - 6/iOKHMfi y KojM je 6 e/ie>KM0 npeI)eHy km/io-
rHyo m 6 a u n o Ha cyceAHO c e A M iiiT e , A a 6 m MeTpa>Ky m HOBau noTpoiueH 3a KynoBMHy
ce o f lM a x n o T O M y c n p a B M O , y B M A e B L iin A a 6eH3MHa.
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y noHefle/baK u yTopaK, SopefiM ce npo-
tmb CBe janer yBepei-ba Aa MnaK rpetun u Aa
HujeAHO cefiai-be He Mox<e Aa 6yAe noy3Aa-
ho noc/ie TpMAeceT roAMHa, nper/ieaao je
dapa roAniuTa AneBHnx HOBMHa y rpaACKOj
6n6/iMOTeuM. /laKO je npoHaaiao BecT o
y6njeHoj M/iaAoj xeHM, np0Haf)eH0j y 3e-
MyHCKOM napKy, Koja je y cbmm HOBHHaMa
6i/ma o6jaB/beHa AaH-Asa noc/ie HberoBor
HeTpHaecror pofjeHAaHa, a/iM y3a/iyAHO je
npe/incTaBao HOBt/iHe Koje cy H3aiujie tokom
HapeAHnx Meceu, AaHa. Hmtac hm noMeHa
Aa je no/iMUMja Ha Tpary y6uuM, HMrAe hm-
KaKaB H aroB euiT aj Aa cy Ha nyry Aa yTBpAe
hteroBe MOTMBe mo63HaHe H^eroB maohtm-
TeT. HapaBHO, JaKOB je 3Hao Aa je Meceu
AaHa KpsTBK nepnoA, Te Aa ce HeKM c/iysa-
jeBU peme TeK noc/ie MHoro roAUHa, Kao
ujTO je 6m/io ohmx Koju huKaAa HMcy 6m/im
pacBeT/beHH. ri0 M M C /iM 0 je Aa Te/iec^OHupa
h/ih OAe y no/inunjcKy CTaHMuy, a/iM yn/ia-
ljumo ce Aa 6h pacnMTHBai-be o MO>KAa He-
pa3jaiut-beHOM 3/iOHHHy M 3a3B a/io cyM hby u
yB a /in /io ra y H enoTpeS H e H eB O /te. C 063 M-
poM Ha to Aa je cbmx obmx roAUHa 1iyTao,
Morao 6m jotu, ko 3Ha, Aa 6yAe npor/iameH
3acayHecHMKa m/im oco6y Koja OMeTa c})yHK-
UMOHMcai-be npaB A e.
y cpeAy je pa3roBapao ca CTapMM lukoji-
ckmm ApyroM , KojM je caAa 6 mo aABOKaT.
KaAa ra je oh ynnTao 3aiuT0 ra to / imko 3a-
hmm3 Taj A oraliaj, JaKOB je peKao Aa ce He-
AaBHo npnceTMO Kara cy My poAUTe/bM ca
yxacoM npMHa/iM o HaBeAeHOM c/iyHajy, Aa
cy My TaAa 3a6paHM/iM Aa npo/ia3M Kpo3
napK, na je Mopao Aa MAe o6i/i/ia3HMM nyTeM
y ixiKOJiy m Aa cy ce 3Čor Tora Ha Kpajy OAce-
jimjim M3 3eMyHa. CaAa cmo y roAnnaMa, pe­
Kao je JaKOB, KaAa HaM CBaKa npa3HMHa M3
npoiu^ocTM CMeTa, Te je jeAHOCTaBHo no>Ke-
/ieo, AOAao je, Aa 6o/be pa3yMe Taj CTpax
CBOjMx poAUTe/ba. JaKOB/beBM poAUTe/bM cy
OAaBHO yMp/iM, Tara Aa HMje Mopao Aa 6pn-
He Aa fie hteroBa /ia x 6 mtm oTKpMBeHa.
LUko/ ickm Apyr, KojM je 3Hao HeKora y cyAy
ko je 3Hao HeKora y no/inuMjM, oSefiao je Aa
Jie yHMHMTM CBe luto MOxe, n CTBapHO, ja -
bmo ce Beli HapeAnor AaHa, a / im caMo Aa 6 m
noTBpAMO JaKOB/beBy c/iyn-by Aa noHUHM/iau,
3/iOHMHa HMje hmKaAa npoHaf)eH. He cny-
LUTajyfiM c/iyLua/iMuy, JaKOB je Ha3Bao 6 poj
c/iy>K6e 3a Tene<t>OHCKe npern/iaTHMKe m ao-
6 m o č p o j e B e Te/iec()OHa 3a o 6 a cTaHapa j e A -
HOcnpaTHMue y A y 6 poBanKoj y/im_i,M. flpBO je
Ha3 Bao rocnof)y Je/ieHy CTaHKOBMfi m, KaAa
ce ja B M O tm xm xeHKM r/iac, 3aMO/iMO je Aa
pa3TOBapa ca rocnoAMHOM CTaHKOBMfieM.
T/iac ce jouu BMrne yTMinao m JaKOB je Mopao
Aa npuTMCHe cnyuja/inuy Ha y B O , a/iM je m
nopeA Tora jeABa pa3a6pao Aa je rocnoAMH
CTaHKOBMh OAaBHO yMpo, npe Brnue oa me-
eHaeeT roAMHa. JaKOBy je 6m /io HenpujaTHO,
A yro ce M3BMi-baBao, a/iM xeHa 0HMr/ieAH0
HMje MMa/ia MHoro caSeceAHMKa u h m k3ko
HMje xTe/ia Aa OKOHna pa3roBop. KaAa je Ae-
ceTaK MMHyTa KacHMje MnaK ycneo Aa ra
npMBeAe Kpajy, JaKOB/beBO ne/io 6m/io je
npeKpMBeHO rpamuMMa 3H0ja, a KaAa je no-
neo Aa npMTMCKa SpojeBe APyror Te/iec|)OHa,
npcTM cy OASMja/iM Aa ra noc/iyiuajy. Te/ie-
<f)OH je 3bohmo niecT nyTa npe Hero lu to je
c/iyuja/ini 4a noAnrHyTa. JaKOB je npBO nyo
aiyMHO AHcai-be, noTOM M/bauKai-be mTeK Ta­
Aa je MyuJKM r/ia c peKao: Xano? JaKOB je 6no
yBepeH Aa je t o r/ia c HOBeKa M3 napKa, v\a-
ko ra hmKaAa npe Tora HMje nyo, a m je fiy-
Tao, jep MOHara HMje 3Hao LUTa Aa K axe. Ko
je, nMTao je r/iac, jecM tm, CTeeo? Jolu hcko
BpeMe noc/ie Tora ny/ia ce caMo TMLUMHa, a
OHAa ce, y3 nyuKeTai-be, Be3a npeKMHy/ia.
Te HoftM JaKOB HMje Morao Aa 3acnM. Jle-
xa o je Ha /ietiMMa m nM/bMO y n^acJ)OH Kao
Aa Pie na HbeMy HeujTO npoHMTaTM. HMUJTa
HMje npoHMTao, a/iM je y 3opy BMAeo Ma/ior
nayKa KaKo xypM y cynpoTaH yrao, M3HaA
npo3opa. JaKOB je ycTao, oSpMjao ce, nojeo
KajraHy 3a AopynaK m TanHO y ceAaM CTurao
npeA 3eMyHCKM rpaACKM napK. napKMpao je
ayTOMo6M/i HeAa/ieKO oa rMMHa3Mje m cTy-
hmo Ha r/iaBHy a/iejy Ha mctom MecTy Kao
O H e B e n e p M . Bm/io je p a H O , yneHMUM jom hm-
cy none/iM Aa npMCTMxy, peTKM npo/ia3HMUM
cy xypM/iM Ha nocao, m napK je Ae/ioeao na-
nyujTeHO. Aok ce bo3mo npeMa 3eMyHy, Ja-
kob je noMMUj/bao Aa mokab Hefie ycneTM
Aa ce CHaTje y napKy noc/ie to/imkmx toam-
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Ha, a/im n p o iv ie H e cy Č M /ie H e3H 3TH e m, f la je Te BenepM 6 n /ia y 3eMyHCKOM rpaACKOM

h 6 k o t o 33Tpa>Ki/io o f l t- te r a , 6m o 6 h y CTai-by napKy. M0BeK0B0 fiyTaH>e je 6m/io Ay>Ke oa
A a , Kao H e K a fl, n p o f je K p o 3 n a p K 3 a T B o p e - npeTxoflHor, noTOM je noHOBO M/bauHyo u
hmx OHMjy. C K p e H y o je zie B o c a r/ia B H e a / ie - ynMTao: 3aiuTO? To Mory caMo HbeMy fla Ka-
je , n a o n e T zieBO, C T y n n o Ha TpaB i-baK, n p o - >KeM, 0Ar0B0pM0 je JaKOB. Mobck ce ofljefl-
m a o n o p e f l flB a C T a S /ia m j e f l n o r x 6 y H a , m hom pa3meBMO v\ peKao fla oh He 3Ha hm-
H a iu a o c e Ha M e c T y o fla K /ie je OHe p o lje H - LUTa o napKy, fla My je flocTa TaKBor Ma/i-
fla H C K e B e s e p H n o n e o f l a c e n p n 6 /in > K a B a TpeTupai-ba m fla fie, aKO Tpeča, no3Ba™
n a p y Ha K /iy n n . H c tm h b , rpM O BM cy c a f la no/iMUMjy. CBaKaKO je Tpe6a no3Ba™, peKao
6m /im B efiM , C T a S /ia f le 6 / b a , r p a H e p a 3 r p a - je JaKOB, a y MeT)yBpeMeHy, flo fla o je, aKO
H aTH je, MeT)yTMM, CBe y C B eM y, t o je 6 n o ce HoseK Henera ceTM, oh fte cyTpa yBene,
m ctm n p o c T o p m JaKO B je ziaKO n p e iu a o n yT y cy6oTy, y fleBeT caTM, čmtm Ha 0H0j K/iynn.
f l o r p M a M3a K /iy n e . T y c e c a m yo , B o tje H 3HaTe, nMTao je JaKOB, Ha Kojy K/iyny mm-
M 3H eHaflHO M n o M m u /b y f la 6m y OKO/iHOj c/imm? CaneKao je fla nyje KaKo HOBeK cny-
TpaBi/i Morao f l a bmam O T u caK C B o jn x C T o n a - LUTa c/iyma/iMuy, noTOM je noneo fla oc/iy-
/ ia m/im y fly 6 /b e n b e y K o je M je n o H M B a /io Hbe- UKyje LuyMOBe KojM cy flonMpa/iM M3 Mpexe
t o b o K 0 /ie H 0 , noTO M c e ycnpaBno, p e K a o Te/ie4)0HCKMx BOflOBa, u c/iyw a o mx je CBe
c e 6 n f la je / iy f l, 3 a o 6 n m a o x 6 y H m c e o Ha AOK ra pyKa HMje 3a6o/ie/ia.
K /iy n y . K /iy n a , H a p a B H O , HMje 6 n / ia MCTa, a Te H o fiM je cnaBao. 3 acnao je hm m je
H ac/iO H m c e f lu iu T e , H a n p a B /b e H M o a m c to - c n y c T M o r / ia B y H a ja c T y K , a K a fla je o t b o p m o
B eT H nx /ie T B n u ,a , 6m/im c y c n o je H u , 6 e 3 n p a - oh m y L u e c T ca T M H a p e f lH o r jy T p a , c x b 3 tm o je
3HHHe K p o 3 K o jy c y M o r / ie A a c e n p o T y p e
A a c e u e / i e H o fiM H M je n 0 M e p M 0 . Kara je / ie -
H o re . JaKOB je n o iv m c /in o Ha M /ia A y x e H y
r a o , TaKO c e n p o č y flM O , 3 6 o r n e r a je o c e lia o
K oja je OHe B e n e p u c e f le / ia TanHO Ha t o m
M3 B e c H y yKO H eH O C T m o f l/ iy n M o fla fly x e Be-
M e cT y m H u je z in u e 3 a n p a B O H u je HM Kafla bm-
xča T o r jy T p a . Evine cy to je flH o c T a B H e B e-
f le o . H e r fle je c n ry p H O 3 a n n c a H O i-beHO MMe:
x 6 e , K o je c y M y n o M a r a / ie f l a o ja n a T p 6 y iu H e
B n o /ie T a m/im, M O )Kfla, M e T K a . T o /im k o MMa
M m u M fie m ncnpaB M KM HM y, a H a K p a jy 6 m
m h o to uM e H a , n o M u c / in o je , a c a M o je flH a je
ypaflMO f le c e T a K C K /ie K O B a . Tor j y r p a ypaflno
CMpT. O K p e H y o c e f la n o r / i e f la x š y H M3a
j e f lB a f le c e T m, K a fla j e 3 a B p u jM O , MMLUMliM c y
C B o jn x /ie f)a . lln T a o c e f la /im x 6 y H naMTM
M y T p e n e p n / iM m n o M a / io j e A a x T a o . O T M m a o
m/im, naK, cB aK e je ce H M , a o k M y / im u f ie O Tna-
j e y K yn a T M .n o , M C T y u jn p a o c e m, jo m M O Kap,
f la , 3 a 6 o p a B M CBe l u t o je flo x M B e o , m O H fla ,
y n p o / ie fie , noHMhbe M3HOBa CTpn/bM BO f la
C Tao M c n p e fl o r n e f la / ia . Kanu BOfle c y My

C Tune 3HaHDe o CTpyKTypM C BeTa? H e K a o je ,

K/lM 3 M Jie HM3 T e /IO M OKO l-berO B M X C T o n a jia ,

a/in >KčyH HMje h m lu tb p e K a o . n p y x n o je p y - H a K e p a M M H K M M n /iO H M u a M a , H a n p a B M /ie c y

Ky, CTMCHyo je fla H /im c t, oM M p M ca o n p c T . Beli ce SapM ue. npM H B pcTM o je n e iD K M p oko

je KacHMO Ha n o c a o , M o p a o je fla n o x y p M . C T p y K a , a O H fla f l p y r n , Mat-foM n e u jK M p , o m o -

yBene je n0H0B0 Ha3Bao h o b c k o b Spoj m T a o K a o T y p 6 a H o k o r / ia B e . O K p e H y o c e o k o
n0H 0B0 je T e/iecJ)O H 3 a 3 B O H M O L u e c T n y T a c e 6 e , n o r / i e f l a o C B O ja r o / i a / ie f ) a y o r / i e f l a -
n p e H e r o u j t o je c / iy L u a /iM u a n o f lM m y T a , no- /iy . K o p a K H y o je n p e M a n p o 3 o p y , O H fla c e
t o m je y c / ie f lM / i o LuyM H O f lu c a h b e m M / b a u - BpaTno ao BpaTa m H a K p a jy n o H O B O C Tao
K a e b e , a/in 0 B 0 r n y T a r / i a c je p e K a o : Ko je? M c n p e f l o r / i e f l a / i a . O flM O T a o j e n e u jK M p e u
Ja caM, p e K a o je JaKOB. H o B e K je 6 m o M 3 H e - C T a ja o je T a ra , p a u iH y n a H m cM e>K ypaH or
H aT)eH, m o m o je t o fla c e o c e T M no n p e T e - y f la , o c / iy m K y jy 1iM K a K o c e y H aeM y y o 6 /iM H a -
p a H O f ly r o M fiy T a t- b y . Tafla je y n w T a o : Kora Ba r /ia c KojM M y j e r 0 B0 p M 0 LUTa T p e 6 a fla
Tpa>KM Te? J a K O B je p e K a o fla T y M CBor n e T p - ypaflu.
H a e c T o r pof)eHflaHa m A O A a o fla Tpa>KM oco- Mopao j e fla K y n w H e K e c n T H n u ,e , Mafla je
6 y K o ja je T o r A a H a , o a h o c h o , M c n p a B M O c e , BeftMHy noTpe 6 HMx CTBapM MMao y Kyfin.
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H u je 6 m o c n r y p a H o flS K / ie c y c e T y H su i/ ie ,
a/iM 3 aiuTO 6 h y o n iu T e n o K y iiia B a o A a c e c e -
tm ? P y n a o j e n o n o B p a T K y H3 K ynoB M H e, 3 3 -
tm m n e r a o Ha co<t>y y flH eBH O j c o 6 m , n p e / in -
CTao HOBUHe u 3 a c n a o . K a f l a c e n p o 6 y f l n o ,
HOBMHe c y 6 w /ie Ha n o f ly , a 6yflM/iHi/iK j e n o -
k3 3 mb3 0 f l a j e y n p a B O npoLuno ceflaM. A o k
c e 06/13H M 0, p y K e c y M y f lp x T a / ie , a / in Ka­
cHMje, y K y n a ™ / i y , o c e T n o j e c n 0 K 0 j, u Kafla
je n 3 a w a o Ha y / in u y v\ K p e H y o n p e M a r p a f l -
c k o m n a p K y , 6m o j e n o m y H O M u p sH .
y n a p K j e CTurao 3 HaTH0 paH M je u 3 a>Ka-
/imo lu t o H u je n p e fln o > K n o f l a c e c p e T H y y
A e c e T m/im HaK j e f la H a e c T , j e p y n o / ia fle B e T
M paK jo u j H u je 6m o fl0 B 0 / b H 0 ry c T , fle / io M n
3 6 o r cM js/iM u e K o ja j e r o p e / i a Ha M e c T y r f le
c e yKpu_iT3 .no h c k o / ih k o C T a3 a . Ja K O B c e
o c B p H y o o k o c e 6 e , O H fla c e c a r H y o , floxBa-
t h o npBi/i KaM eH k o ju M y j e f l o m a o n o A n p -
c T e m 6 a u n o r a n p e M a c n ja / in u n . flpoM a-
lu h o j e T p n n y T a , a neTBpTM n yT 6 m o j e
c p e fiH e p y K e . C n j a n n u a c e p a c n a / i a y 3 u n -
jyK, Kao A a j e mmlu, m o k o / ih o x 6 y i - b e c e O fl-
Max nonyH i/i/io t m u h o m . Ja K O B j e c e o Ha
K /iyny n n p e K p c T u o H o re . H a r/iS B H o j a n e jv \,
K o ja j e 6 n / ia a o c r a y fla / b e H a , H3 3 n p a / in c y
c e n p o ^ a 3 Hm4M, a/im H a B efin H U K /iyn3 , 6 a p
Ha OHUMa K o je j e Ja K O B M o r a o f l a bm am , HM­
j e hm k o c e A e o . y o h o B p e M e , K a A a j e H a n y -
hmo n e T p H a e c T ro flU H a , t b k b o H eujTO 6m /io
j e H e 3 a M n c / in B 0 . K o 3 H a, noM M C/iMo j e , r f l e
M/iaflM rb y6 aB H M u n c a A a oflna3e, Mafla H3 j-
B e p o B a T H n je o c T a j y y cTSH O BM M a, y K o ju M a
MM ajy 3 a c e 6 He c o 6 e n H e c T p e n e o a p o f l u -
T e / b a , lu t o j e 6 e 3 cyM i-b e 6 m o 3 H3 k Bumer
CT3 HA3 P A 3 , anv\ n Hnxer M o p s / ia . rio p o A M -
u a H uje Bnuje o h o lu t o j e H e K aA S 6 m/i3 , t o j e
6 s p jsc H O . O h o u j t o j e 6n.no C BeTO , c s a s j e
n p 0 cj)3 H0 . C tstm c tm h k m r / ie A 3 HO, Ma ko/im ko
t o a n c y p flH O 3 ByH3 / io , y c K o p o f i e 6mtm bm-
Lue p a 3 B 0 f l a H e r o B eH n an b a. y 0 C T a Ji0 M , n o -
mi/ic/imo j e Ja K O B , m o h c a M j e flo n p M H e o Toj
CTaTMCTMun m m c t o t n a č a j e r p n x a ca B e c T M
n o n e / is f l a r a M3j e f l a Kao r o p y L u m j,a .
Ja K O B j e y c T a o , c n p e M a H f l a 0 fly c T a H e ,
a / in r a f l a j e npuM eTM O H O BeKa u noHOBO j e
c e o . U m a o j e m aBH O M a / ie jo M , y K 0 n e H 0 m e -
fla jy fin n c n p e f l c e 6 e , H eujTO n o B n je H n jn H e ­
ro l u t o je t o JaKOB y n a M T n o . Xoflao je npe­
Ma BpTnapcKoj ys\v\uy\ u JaKOB je, KaAa ra je
Hanse n3ry6no M3 BMAa, npeTnocTaBMO Aa
fte , Kao HeKaAa oh, CKpeHyrn Ha 6oHHy cTa-
3y npeA csmmm m3/i330m M3 napKa, HacTOje-
rin Aa AOf]e 3ao6n^a3HMM nyTeM ao MecTa
rAe ce h3/i33m/13 K/iyna. M CTBapHO, y6p3o
je BHAeo KaKO hobck CKpefie Ha cyceAHy
CTa3y, Befi je flB a BMfl/bMB y MpaKy, m OHfla
ce nojaBno Ha MecTy rAe ce CTa3e panBajy.
JaKOBy ce yHMHM/io, MaAa HMje 6mo cnry-
paH, fla My napnufin pa36njeHe CMja/iMLje
npujTe nofl uMne/iaMS, a/in HOBeK je Tafla
CTynno Ha CTa3y Koja je BOAn/ia npeMa i-be-
My m, KaAa je JaKOB noHOBO oc/iyuiHyo, hm-
LUTa ce Bmue Huje ny/io.
HoBeK je y c n o p n o Kafla ce n p n 6 jin>KMo
K/iynM, OHfla je H arno y 6 p 3 ao m n p o uiao no-
p e fl H^e, m e fla jy? in y cynpoTHy cTpaHy. A e -
c h o m LuaKOM je AOTMuao o 6 pBy n c^enooM-
HMi4y, Kao Aa je >Ke/ieo Aa caKpnje ^ n u e m/im
Aa He BMflM HeKM HenpucTojaH npM 3op. Ja-
ko b ce nuTao LUTa fla p a flu yK0/iMK0 h o b c k
HacTaBM fla c e yfla/baB a, a /in o h je n o H o so
y c n o p n o , Kopaun cy My nocTa/iM CMTHnjn v\
HanoKOH je CTao. JaKOB je m fla /b e CTpeneo
o fl M0 ry fiH 0 CTH fla ce hobck 0flnyHM Ha M3 -
HeHaAaH 6 e r, Met)yTMM, BpeMe je 0AMMi4a.n0
a HOBeK HenoKpeTHo CTajao, v\ JaKOB je TaAa
c x b 3 tm o Aa HMKaKaB 6 e r BMiue He A 0 /ia 3 M y
o 63 Mp. y jeAHOM nacy naK je noMMC/ino Aa
npnT)e m ynMTa ra LUTa My je, He to /im k o
36 o r hbera ko /im ko 36 o r c e 6 e m x/iaAHorie
Koja My je rMM 3a /ia y 3 Hore. Ilo r/ie A a o je
H arope, M3 Met)y KpoLUhbM, 0 HeKyjy1iM Aa bm-
Am TaMHe 06 /iaKe, Kao OHAa, a /in He6 o je
6 m/io BeApo, OKynaHO cjajeM CKopo nyHor
Meceu,a. 0 6 rp /in o c e pyKaMa Aa 6 m ce 3a-
rp e ja o , LUMpKHyo v\ HaKaLu/bao c e m soBeK
ce n cT o r saća, Kao Aa je t o 6 mo A o roB o p e-
hm 3 H3 K, oKpeHyo m ynyTno npeM a K/iynn.
JaKOB je M o rs o fla oceTM cn /iO B m e y fla p u e
CBora cp u a , a /in c a fla je flo m a o p e fl Ha hbe-
ra fla 6y fle HenoKpeTaH m Huje c e noMepMo
naK hm K3 f l 3 je HOBeK c e o H3 K /iyn y n o p e fl
i-bera.
y CBe rymfieM Mp3Ky, J skob je KpsjMHKOM
ok3 ocMOTpMO KBpry Ha xp63Ty H0BeK0B0r
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Hoca. OHe Benepu, ocBeT/beHa hgkmm 3a/iy- T p e 6 a .n o je f la o 6 y n e M fle S /b e n a p a n e , n o -

Ta/iMM 3paKOM cBeT/ia n3Hafl fleBojnuHor mm cjimo je JaKOB, a OHfla je no/iaKO p a iu n -
o6pa3a, A e/iO B a /ia My je 3acTpaiuyjyfie Be- p n o 6yTHHe. H o b c k je HeujTO peK ao, M0>Kfla
nv\K.a, am HMurra oa Tor cTpaxa HMje caAa c e m H a cM e ja o , a/im J s k o b HMje B M iu e h u l u t s
oceTno. f l a My Huje 6m/io tsko x/iaAHO, npy- M o ra o fla p a 3 y M e . JeflMHO je 6 n o c n ry p a H
>kmo 6n pyKy u AOTaKao je bpxom KaxnnpcTa. fla HOBeK He hocm pyKaBMi4e: i-beroBM x p a n a -
CBe BpeMe caM c/iyTno A a j e HeKO y BM npCTM M MCKP33HM HOKTM Ter/IM/IM C y 3a
peKao je HariOKOH hobck, a/in M p 3e-
x 6 y h t> y , c o 6 o m Haj^OHCKe h m t u Koje c y c e 6em yM H 0
jio Me je f l a ycTajeM, T p axn M n o MpaKy m f l a KM fla/ie. HoBeK je jo iu M a /io n o M e p n o pyKy m
OHfla CBe noHm-beM H3 noneTKa. JaKOB je o flu r a o KyKOBe u K /in3Hyo hm3 K/iy-
Ja K O B je fiyT a o . n y. n y c T n o je f la M y m a B a K/iOHe yH a3afl,
n o M M C /iM o c a M , p e K a o j e hobck, f l a HMje MeT)y /incT O B e m rp a H n u u e , m a o k c e HOBeK
BaxH O aKO M e HeKO r / i e f l a , a M o x f la caM HaruH^ao h s a Hbera, y n m a o c e A a /im c e m
m m c /im o n f l a c a M H e B M flrb M B . H a c M e ja o c e . c a A a A e n a u n m yhbajy napKOM m Kpnjy y x 6 y -
B m o caM m y n , p e K a o je , M /ia A u n n y n . K a f la hby. C n ryp H O c y Ty, noM M C /ino je , HeKe CTBa-
c a f l a n o M u c /iM M Ha to , npocTO M e je c p a - p n c e M eH jajy, a/iM A e n a u n o cT a jy m ctm . H o-
M OTa. BeKOBO /ln u e je HacTaBM/10 A a c e n p n 6 /in -
Ja K O B HM je HMLUTa p e K a o , caM o je jo n i x a B a , A a n p e K p u B a u e /io JaKOB/beBO bmaho
H B p u jfie C TM C H yo p y K e o k o c e 6 e . n o /b e . C a M o jouu y yr/ioBMMa H a 3 n p a o c e
H o B e K j e n p u M e T M O i- b e r o B n o K p e T u y n n - MpaK. JaKOB je n o x y p n o fla y fla x H e B a3flyx,
T a o r a f l a sva M y je x /ia flH O , a K a fla j e Ja K O B m jouu r a je y fln c a o KaAa je o c e T n o HOBeKO-
K /iM M H y o r /ia B O M , h o b c k je M3 H e H a A a n o f l u - Be yc H e Ha CBojMM. CaAa, Aesane, n o M n -
ra o / ie B y p y K y m o d r p a n o ra oko paM eH a. c/im o je JaKOB, c a A a r/ie A a j. H KaAa je AenaK
H e K a f la H o f in H n c y 6 M /ie O BaKO C B e x e , p e ­ n o n e o A a r/ie A a , JaKOB je M3ByKao h o x m
K a o je , a / in K /ik iM a c e M e i-b a n y c K o p o f i e u e - y e n a v\ 3aT B opw o ohm.
/ ie r o flM H e 6 m tm c a M o je flH O ro flM L u n b e f lo S a ,
H e iu T o M3 M e f) y n p o j i e f i a m je c e H M , c a m h o t o
KM iua m h m ckm m T e M n e p a T y p a M a , K a o f l a c m o
y B e K H a flO M a K 3 M M e. C n y c ™ o je p y K y \a o n u -
n a o J a K O B /b e B y c y K i-b y . M o p a f i e u j T a f la f l a
h o c m lu H e n iT O T o n / in je , p e K a o je , o b o HM je
flO B O /b H O hm 3 a /ie T O . 3 a f l n r a o j e p y 6 c y K -
t-be, n o f lB y K a o p y K y m C T M C H yo J a K O B /b e B O
KoneHo.
Ja K O B je m f la / b e f iy T a o .
H 0 B e K 0 B a p y K a je n p o f l p / i a M 3 M e f)y Ja K O B -
rb e B n x 6yT H H a M T y c e 3 a f lp x a / i a , K ao f la c e
r p e je . T o to b o ncTO B peM eH o i- b e r o B a z ie B a
p y K a c e y n / i e / i a y J a K O B /b e B y K o c y , n o n e / ia
A a n p e S u p a n o K p y T H M /lO K H a M a \a Ja K O B je
M o ra o f la o c e ™ K a K o M y n e p u K a k/im 3m n p e -
k o T e M e H a m h m 3 n o T M /b a K . B e p 0 B a T H 0 M y
c e m LUMUHKa p a 3 M a 3 a / ia n o J iM u y , T p e n a B M -
u,e o f l/ ie n M / ie , K a p M M H n c n y u a o H a y c a x /iM M
y c H a M a . H 0 B e K 0 B a f le c H a p y K a j e HaciaBM/ia
f l a c e K p e f t e , f l a o n u n a B a x a 6 M u e H a n o ja -
c y 3 a n a p a n e . X / ia f la H B a 3 f ly x c e y B /ia H n o
n o f l cyK H b y K a o B O fla n o f l M 3 /iO K a H y o 6 a / i y .

< P pa2M e m u u o
AaBMA A ii 6 a x a p n
□
/7pew jj,e o
A k o K a x e M f l a j e x a w m i j c a M o c J jp a rM e H T u
f l a H M K a fla H e o T K p u B a u e .n i/iH y , f l a /im c a M o
n p e n o 3 H a je M ce 6e y n o K y iu a jM M a f l a flo -
c e r H e M H e u jT O luto mm M 3 M M n e ? C e đ e : M oj
O flH O C n p e M a c J > p a rM e H T y ; M o jy H a K flO H O C T
c ()p a rM e H T y ; M O jy H e M o li f l a bmamm u ,e /iM H y .
★ npoLu/iocTM. y npocTopy 6e3 BpeMeHa npM-
Ba/iTep EeHjaMMH to b o p m o ,,npocTMTy-
u,MjM npocTopa y xaujM Luy“ . K a f la ce npo-
c to p pacnafla, f l a /im ce m je 3 M K mpbm?
3pHeB/be KyKypy3a Koje pacnpocTMpeM
npefl ro /iy 6 oBMMa: OKpyhbeHM je3MK.
* cum cy cnopM; Kao fla HaroBeurraBa: ycKopo
BpeMe. „BpeMe HeBepoBaTHOM 6p3MHOM
npo/ia3M CTpax0BMT0 cnopo." 0flna3M. Bpa-
fta ce. Xe/iMM fla KaxeM: pa3aneT M3Mef)y
6yflyfiHocTM m npoLu/iocTM, 3an/ieTeH y npe-
n/iMTahfee BpeMeHCKMx paBHM. JeflMHa npaBa
caflaaii-bocT je y HenocTojanby BpeMeHa.
* ★
O c e fia j ,,c|30T0rpa<t)McaHDa“ c tb 3 P h o c tm .
C B e , CB3KM n o r / ie f l je c/iM Ka 3 a č e č e . Xa-
lumuj - Koju je m oh sko /ieH K 3 fl3 je p e s O Te-
/iy - He fl03B0/b3B3 HMK3KBO KpeTSHbe nO-
r /ie fl3 . O k o BMaie H uje K aM epa Koja k/iw3m c
n p e flM e T a Ha n p e flM e T , B e fi 3 e H n u a cJjoto-
a n a p a T a Koja c e H anac OTBapa m CBe H e n o -
BpaTHO ryTa.
A /im M m lu o : ,,ByflyTiM f l a xauJM UJ p a c c f io -
T o rp a 4 > M L u e 4 > 0 T 0 rp a c })M c a H a M e c T a , y hjmx
H a j3 a fl MO>KeTe f l a n p o f l p e T e . “ J e f la H o a H a c
A B o jM u e O B fle /ia > K e , K a x e T e . L L Ito M e n o f l -
c e fia Ha penM M3 H a 6 0 K0 B /b e B 0 r poM aH a
/ ? a p : „C b m /ia > K y y T M Č e T y .“ L L Ito , H a p a B H O ,
3H3HM A a CBM T O B O pe MCTMHy.
CTBapHOCT c})0T0rpac|)McaHa xaniMLU0M je
6ecnpeK0pH0 OLUTpa, a/iM to je OLUTpMHa
Koje ce He AoSMja npnč.nM>KaBat-beM Befi
yAanjaBaHbeM. Kao flenaK, OKpeTao caM abo-
m efl HaonaKO m r/ieAao Kpo3 hbera y cy-
np0TH0M CMepy. Tsko cafla bmamm: npefl-
MeT, CTpax0BMT0 oiirrap, totobo onacaH y
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CBojoj npeun3H0CTM, KojM A0XBaT3M Mcnpy-
xeHOM, AyranKOM pyKOM. PyKa y/ia3M y Ka-
Aap, nOTOM M3/133M M3 Hbera.
*
XaLunuj He HyAM CTBapai-be. npMMa Koja
6 m Mor/ia Aa noTeKHe M3 Hbera 3aBpujaBa ce
npe Hero lu to 3anosHe. XaiuMiu nocTojM ca-
mo y caflauLihtocTM; npMwa nocTojM caMo y
He nocTajy Hepa3yM/bMBe; y npocTopy c
BpeMeHOM xaLunm je caMo aHerflOTa, Apy-
LUTBeHM M/IM epOTCKM HMH.
★
3a pa3/iMKy oa AO/ia3aKa, hberoBM ofl/ia-
fiy oTMfiM. Š ara cy AO/iacuM Har/iM, HeHajaB-
/teH u: Ty caM! OHAa A0/ia3M TpeHyTaK - Haj-
Kpafin MoryfiM! - KaAa caMo oh B/iaAa. Ma­
zio noc/ie, nocTaje noKopaH m to to b o ce
SecTMAHO HyAM. Yboa y npocTMTyMcaHae?
M mluo: ,,XaujMLu MOxeTe HaTepaTM Aa pa-
AH.
CTa/iHa HeBepMua y penM. flpMBp>KeHOCT
CTBapMMa. noKpeT, Ma ko/imko ycnopeH m
HanopaH, onnMhbaBa: zienoTa 6 M0/i 0 LUK0 r
c))yHKL;MOHMcaHba. X e /b a 3a ckokom, MeT)y-
tmm, Mcupn/byje ce y caMoj >Ke/bM. C/iMKa
CKOKa BMuie je Hero caM ckok.
★
Ocefiaj Te/ia. ,,TexaK Kao k o h / (E/ieK-
rpmhhm opra3aM).
*
XaujMLij n KpeTanbe. ripMna no3Haje caMo
jeAaH CMep; xauuMLu 3Ha m Apyre. flpMHa He
Mo>Ke Aa CTojM; xaujMLu KaTKafl jeflMHO to
yMe. npMMa xyflM 3a tmlumhom; xauiMLU je-
CTe TMLUMHa. lipMna ce xpaHM penMMa; xa-
LiiMLu ce m yuja penM: M3Bpfie mx, 0f l 6auyje,
y3MMa OHe Koje xe/iM.
*
BpaSau ce noHauia Kao ubct .
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★ •k
rioKyujaBaM, unaK, npnsy. Kao: caruhbeM
ce m M3 yMHBaoHM«a nyHor Bofle BaflMM ca-
CTaBTbeHMM ftnaHOBMMa CBOj OApa3, KOjM MM
y6p30 ncu,ypM M3Me?jy npcTMjy. M/im: M3 yrna
co6e r/ieflaM y fly6nHy cTaHa, y MpaK. Oc/iy-
LUKyjeM. floK ceAaM, npocTop ce Hanpocro
npe/iaMa, coča ce MeujKO/bn y HacTojai-by
Aa, M3Mei-beHa, ocTaHe MCTa. M/im: xoflaM
nopefl pe«e n npaTMM r/iacoBe >xa6a u Hofi-
hhx nTMLta. Moj xofl je ruSaK, yKO/iHKO Ta
pew onncyje oho luto flOMCTa ocefiaM, m/im
yKO/iMKO ocefiaM oho luto Ta pes cTBapHO
onncyje. npe/ia3MM TpaBhbaK Tara luto ce
rn6aM, M/IM LUTO MOJKfla CTOjMM, flOK CBe
ocTa/io npo/ia3M mmmo MeHe. Tafla ,,xeHa y
npo/ia3y noMeHy 3Be3fle“ . M nomefl 0flMax
Mfle rope. H/im naK: yfla/baBahbe. npn6/in-
xaBaM ce fla 6mx ce yfla/bMo. roBopnM, a/im
pesu mu ncnaflajy M3 ycTa Kao MpBe cyBor
x/ie6a. CTojMM noTOM y MpaKy u /leno nyjeM
KaKo Moja coča flmue.
■k
CaM cm y HbeMy. HeMa /by6aBM, HeMa
Hepa3yMeBai-ba. CaMo SecKpajHO M3jeflHa-
naBai-be.
* /bMHy 3ByKa.
DiaBa Kao fla 3aocTaje 3a Te/ioM. y mcto
BpeMe: cyMi-ba y mctmhmtoct ocefiaja. 3a-
tmm: ry6/behbe Koje cnpeHaBa, Koje c/iOBa
HMHH MahbMM. AKO HaCT3BMM fla nMmeM, He-
fiy MofiM HMLUTa fla npoHMTaM.
*
PyKa Koja ce npyxa fla floxBaTM npefl-
MeT. ,,PyKa“, „npeflMeT11. JeflMHo hmh npyxa-
Hba He Mory fla ctbbmm M3Mef)y 3HaKOBa Ha-
BOfla.
★
He Mory ce yBeK nocTaB/baTM rmTanba:
jeflHOM ce Mopa ctbtm.
★ ★
HeMaM peM 3a rpoM.
XawMLu Kao yMop.
*
HeMa y i-beMy ocefiahta, nocrajM caMo
npMTMcaK KojM pacnopef>yje no Te/iy. Te/io
ce, napaBHO, yrMČa, a/iM ce HeKafl u 3aTe-
xe, nocTaje omTpo m/im lumpoko Kao onHa.
★
CBe BpeMe Tpa>KMM MeTac})opy, 6opnM
ce c penMMa. BM3Mje cy TaKO fla/ieKe: Kao
OHfla Kafla caM 6 mo caB oa CTaK/ia, Ha mm-
/lMMeTap Mcnofl KO>Ke.
★
YKOHeHM npcTM, je3MK HaneT y ycH 0j flyn-
/bM, ceAno Ha BpaTy.
★
,,A cafla fiy tm k333tm HemTo.“ TiyTM, fiy-
tm, na OHfla.
★
BMfleTM če če Kao y or/iefla/iy, naK m KaAa
or/iefla/io HMje Ty.
★
ripMHOCMM caT yujMMa. MepMM pa3Aa-
*
TpaA Kao MrpanKa, Kao KyfmLta 3a /iyTKe.
XaaiMLu je Ty Kao Hera ko KBapM cMMeTpMjy;
Aa.
★
Kao Mexyp, oh je oko cBeTa. Kao CKpa-
Ma. Kao >kmt.
★
CeHenbe HOKTMjy Ha ho>khmm npcTMMa;
3ao6/beHM no/iyMeceuM; npacaK 6p30 rnu-
ne3aBa; n 0T0 M HaMepa Aa CBe nocTaHe
TeKCT. CBaKa pen je HaMepa, KpeTai-te m/ih
AaBai-be. H/im: npe-AaBai-be.
Hmko HeMa Tara Ma/iy xeHy, mmc/im mmlu.
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* *
A caAa, ocefiaj cyxaBaht.a. XaLiiMiu Kao 3H3K npecTMxa: apMCTOKpa-
TMja Ayxa. To je, HapaBHO, SecMMC/iMua, a/iM
* noACTMHe.
CBeT je caMo 3acToj.
•k

* X a iu M iu Kao npM H yA a. npM H yA a: n o / ia

TepeT TpenTanba. CTpaCTM.

* k

K/iaAa caM, He: MBepaK 3a6oAeH y npe- y rpaAy: Mei-bai-be npocTopa, o neMy je
zieny cnMeTpnjy TKa^a fiM/iMMa. BeHjaMMH nMcao. A/im MeHe onceAa ocefiaj
x o A a i- b a y MecTy. npocTop, y cTBapH, Tene;
* xoAanbe je, Kao hmh, cacBMM HeBa>KHO. Ca-
\Am\ /iMue Koje motpmm y omeAa.ny; CBe- mo je oko xmbo, k/imcko Kao y /te .
xnHa BOAe Ha A-naHy; noTnyHa ycpeAcpef)e- *
ho ct y CB3K0M noKpeTy; Bece/iocT y penH
X m b o t npeAMeTa: BpaTa Kao BpaTa, c to -
„muljj"; HeyxBaTAjMBa MpBa y ycTHMa; Te/io
/iMU,a caMa 3a ce 6 e, M3ABOjeHOCT CBaKor o t-
c a K y n /b e H O y noTM/ba«; Tyf)n rnac Koju no ­
Kyuaja 3mahot caTa, CTpaxoBMTa ycaM/be-
ćne Ayx<er npnc/iyujKHBahba npeno3HajeM
h o c t uio/be.
Kao CBoj. npMHaM npnny.
*
[1988]
CBe je KpeTanbe yHa3aA- Tpeča caMo ao-
6 po yAaxHyTM Ba3Ayx v\ oceTu™ Kara ce Te­
žio onMpe. Kao caM hmh nMcahta: onMpai-be
M p y m Meo 0/i 0 BKe Aa c/ieAH Mucao. IIpmbma noKopHo-
CTM.
n p e K jy H e : H a m m o c e T ia j n p o n a A a n b a . C T a ja o *
caM n o p e A c r a /ia , a S m o c a M ay 6 oko M cnoA
C a B p u je H O , c BMCMHe, m e A a M KaKo r 0B0 -
h b e ra .
pMM, KaKo c e C M e je M . HMKaAa hmcbm 6 ho
* 3a6aBHMjM y tom A P yLU TB y, mmc/imm. A CTa/i-
ho na3MM Aa mm c e H e pa3MaKHy y c H e .
y c a M o fiM , M a p n x y a H a n o A P > K a B a c a M O -
f iy , p a 3 B n ja / b y 6 a B n p e M a c e 6 n . Y A a / b a B a - *
Hbe n o A p a 3 y M e B a 6 e 3 6 e A H O C T . C B a K a M u ­
A k o j e roBop y peHMMa, y neMy c y penM?
cao, na m O B a, hmhm c e y3 B M L u eH O M .
fla x , AHcahbe, LUTa je to ?
* KaAa roBopMLu, niTa npMHaui, KOMe ce
n p e /ia 3 a K m n p o c r a p M j e y n p o c T o p n jy : o č p a fia u j?

n p e u ,M 3 a H o c e f i a j c b m x n p o M e H a : p a 3 /iM K e y Ko 3 H a C T B apH M n o n e T a K p e n e H M u e ? Ko
T e M n e p a T y p M , B a 3 A y x y , B /ia 3 M . T e / io j e m h - je MKaAa Aoiuao ao nteHor Kpaja?
CTpyMeHT. CBe je 3H3K - He MOxe My ce yMafin.

* *
O u jT p M H a n o m e A a , n p o 3 M p H o c T c /iM K a . y X a L u m u je n p a 3 H M H a Kojy TpeSa i/ic n y H M -
A p y rn M n p M /iM K a M a 3 a to cy mm noTpeČ H e tm . P y n a y 3M Ay o Kojoj je n e B a o / I m t / i P m -
HaonapM. MapA-
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*
CKyn/ba MpBMue, KMfla nanMp. Bo/ imm je:
Xaujm±i Me yno3opaBa ko/imko caM He- 6ecKpajH0 je to ocefishbe /by6aBM. TaKO ce
MyLLIT. flOK Kpy>KM Te/IOM, oh je HenpMKO- bojim oho lljto ce He MOxe AocemyTM.
CHOBeHM B/iaflap, sjim Kafla ycTaHeM, He no-
MepaM jim Tafla ueo jeflaH CBeMMp? *
flaH ce OTBapa Kao KyTMja capAMHa. CBeT
je Kao enM/ienTMsapcKM HanaA: rp n eite m
HeHaflHa Mucao: HmuTa Me He M oxe hs-
onyujTai-be; neHa m MOKpafia.
HMHMTM flOBO/bHO jaKMM. [lOCTOjM jeflaH C/IOj
6 nfia Koju je TBpflomaBo HenpoMeH/bMB, rfle *
3aBeTn He noM axy. Taj fleo 6v\X\a t o floS po
3Ha i/i M36eraBa x3lumi±i Kao onpe3aH HOBeK H M rA e BM Lue H e M a o h m x B p a T a K o ja c a M
TaHaK ziefl. A/im, 3ap cBaKO, 6 ap jeflHOM, He H e K a A a TaK O J ia r a y c n e B a o fla o tb o p m m . A
nponafla y /iefleHy BOfly? K a K o c a M T e K > K y fle o , n o H e K a fl, fla mx 3 3 t b o -
Pmm! f l o 6 p o ce c e f ia M T p e H y T K a K a fla c a M
*
o c e fia o fla caM HaH M i-beH o fl C T aK Jia, fla
CMHoft, He: npeKCMHoTi, HeaiTO lu to 6 mx f lp y r o M o je T e / io , t m k M c n o f l Ko>Ke, op$v\\a
MOXfla Morao Ha3Ba™ „mmctmhhmm MCKy- fla ce n o K p e H e , 3 a c T p a u je H O fla f ie ce c/10-
ctbom ". 3ano4eo caM fla neBaM necMy, a m m tm . Tafla c a M a o m c t s o t b o p m o je f lH a B p a ­
necMa je, Ha Kpajy, neBa/ia MeHe. Bho caM T a , n p e T x o f lH o 3aTB opM B LU M f l p y r a , a noTO M ,
h h c t 3ByK, caMo 3ByK. CTajao caM nopefl cy- He, n p e T o r a , s y w 3 0 c a M y x o flH M K y , C T e i-b so ,
flonepe m H3/ia3MO M3 ce6e u 6 ho CByrfle y n o B M je H , jo m f la jie K O O fl C TaK Jia y c e 6 n . O H ­
mcto BpeMe.
fla caM , flaicne, o t b o p m o B p a T a m e M e e T a mx
★ 33TB 0P M 0 3a COSOM . riO M M L U /b a O C aM H3
6 p 3 M H y , K O /ie H a c y mm K / ie u a / ia , a m Bepo-
floK ce nei-beLU, Kao fla CM/ia3HLu.
b 3 th o je C B e 6 m /io y> K 3 C H o cnopo, ns m cs-
* mo /lershte h s H a j 6 /iM>KM K ayn, rfle csm
Xauji/iLu Kao c/iaMKa, noc/ieflhtM 3axBaT n p e fl c o 6 o m , y M e cT O H 3 6 o p a Ha n p o c T M p -
AaB/beHi/iKa. UM, y r / i e f l a o n /i3 H M H e . K s K B e c y t o n /i3 H M -
H e Č M /ie ! n o r o T O B O 3 3 M e H e , H O BeK a c s pe-
* Ke. n o c / ie c a M 6 mo c t s k / io , n p o 3 M p a H m, 3 a
A/im npe HeKO/ii/iKO AaHa, yBese, M3HeHa- O H o ra k o je to M o ra o fla b m am , C M ryp H O Be-
fla caM 61/10 TaKO chsjksh, oceftao caM cbs- O M a / ie n .
km MMLUMfi, caB Ba3flyx y n/iyfiMMa!
★
★
C mpt je CTapMua m mms 6y/b 3B e ohm.
Xaujmu mms fly 6 MHy u MeKofiy Koje ms-
J a C3M C M p T . J 3 C3M T0H 3K. J a CaM K 3 p -
pi/ixyaHa He no3Haje. Xaium u oSaBHja; ms-
M3.
pnxyaHa pa3flBaja. C npBi/iM ce y/i33M; c
J 3 C3M e r3 0 A y C .
flpyrnM ce i/iCKopaHyje.
J 3 C 3 M hm3 p e n e H M u s , T p e n T s j oks, M e-
★ cesMHa.
HyBap pesui: TaMHi/inap koji/i 3BeuKa K/by- Ja C3M K/iaBMp.
neBMMa y MeM/iM 3aTBopa.
★
* JeAHOM fiy HanMcaTM flyrasaK ecej 0 Ha-
Bmamm cBojy pyKy, a/iM to HMje Moja py- BMI4M. JeflHOM - K30 A3 >KMBOT MO>Ke TO/IMKO
Ka. CacBMM nyjHO noHaB/ba Moje 3anoBecTM, as T p a je .
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★ BMTM KOpaK - M3aftM M3 Krt>MXeBHOCTM M je -

H nacoBM , K M U ia, K M e s a i-b e 6e6e: Bm ue 3MK3, yf)M y OHO M3a, OHO CTBapHO.
HMLUTa H e 0 A n a 3 M, HMuuTa c e He npn6jinxa-
Ba. M a p n x y a H a j e K a o K y K n u a H a K o jy c e h m - *
a u a He Moxe OKaHMTM. CTa/iHO k/im 3m , n a f la . AaH ac iio h o b o A y w a M3BaH T e /ia . K p y n -
K a o K y x w -b C K a K p n a . H a SeTOH. Ha, H e c n r y p H a c /io B a . A p x t m m . M m c / i m m :
,,flp x T M M .“ H m u T a He C M e A a c e npeTBopu y
*
x B a /io c n e B , t o je n p a B a p e s . H o B a CTpaHa,
HeroBai-be MapMxyaHe. MeKO 3e/ieHM/io h o b m p u T a M . C a A a : n p a3 H M H a . O B aK o 6 m x
/iMCTOBa, noflaTaH KopeH, 3aTMM Mnpnc Ko­ M o r a o H enpeKM AH O , 6 e 3 K p a ja . K p a j.
ju je bohd, Boi-b Koju M36nja M3 u,e/ior Tena.
flBa flaHa MnpmueM Ha MapnxyaHy. Kao Aa *
je caB no/ieH yujao y MeHe. OnjiofjaBaM ce rioHaB/bahbe: pnTya/i CTMuanba m / im p m -
Kao xeHKa.
Tya/i ry 6/bei-ba. YcTajeM npa3aH m u,eo ash
★ m m npo/ia3M y Tpaxehby n y H o f ie . TaKO m m

caAa M3r/ieAa >k m b o t : Kao M36op HaMepHor

f lp o r e c y 3 a M e H a 3 a /b y A e . C a A P o ra M a
OASauMBahba.
A O > K H B /b a B a T e C B e m He pa3yM eTe H n a iT a
(E p m k E e p H , C e K C y Jb y 6 a B M ). ★
* M apM xyaH a Kao M pa K ; M a p M xya H a Kao
LLlTa tm , y cTB apu, xe/iMLu o a p e n u ? M apaM a.

★ ★
noTKana, a/iM y maBM. K a o / b y 6 a B H M u a , H e : K a o x e H a n o c / ie Ay-
r o r n y T O B a h ta . K o je L U T a : K a o KhbM ra, / im c t n o
* / 1 MCT, O A K O pM U a A O KO pM U a.
f lp o r a je 3 a M e H a 3 a /b y A e : H eKe p e n e H n -
★
ue 6oay Kao h o x .
* K a o K o n p e n a , 3aTO lu to c m yBeK yH yT pa,
npuKpaAaM ce caM O M c e 6 n m m m c /im m LUTO XO fieLU jOLU BM Liie Aa ce 3aTBO pM LU.
A a je t o n o e 3 n ja . H3aT)M H a n o /b e , c\ep,v\Hv\ c e c B eT p oM .

★
X e / b a 3a O TK pu B a i-be M . H a n B H O B e p o B a - OA6MjaM Aa roBopMM o CTpacTM. JD,a m
Hbe A a c e HeKi/i 3 a c T o p n M o r y p a 3 r p H y ™ . Moxe Aa ce xBa/iM pa3yM? To 6m 6mo napa-
n p a 3 H M H a . A/im , 3 a p np a 3 H M H a h m cm tm ? AOkc. He Mory p,a npecTaHeM Aa mmc/imm
3 a p x a u jM L u H e n o A C T u n e ca M O o h o l u t o B e fi Kara je /loma Ta peseHMua! MnaK, pa3yM. (A
je c T e , l u t o B e fi j e c n ? OHaj ycxMT aok cm xoAao y/iMU,OM? Oho 6o/i-
ho MUjHeKMBahbe? CBe je m jeAHO m Apyro.)
★
*
C a M o aKO n m u e iu npnM y. y c b b k o m A p y -
to m c n y n a jy C T B a p u M 3 M M 4 y n o r/ ie A y , r y 6 e 3aocTajaH>e 3a cočom . npecTM3ai-be ce-
o iu T p n H y , n o c T a jy T o n / in je , A a , TaKO je , o n e T 6e.
HaA B/iaA aBa OHaj Koju n m u e .
★
*
C B e je o b o caMo Hanop Aa ce - 3acTajeM
O TB O pU TM M 3 3 T B 0 p M T H C B e T . TaKO C aM - n p 0 H a f )y p enM . H aB M Ka, t o je npM3Hai-t>e.
HeKaAa m m c /im o . T p e č a /io 6 m , u n a K , H a n p a - Je 3 M K je MOHaKO c a c T a B / b e H o a m yn/bM Ha.
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A H aBHKa? O a H eno n yi-b e H M x npa3Hi/iHa n

★
B n a c T U T e H e 3 a c n TO C T M . H e y M e M A a c e 3 3 - B e p a je H a jjana K aA a n e M 3 y lu t s A a Be-
ycTa B M M , y TO M e je C T B a p . pyje.
* k

XaLumiJ je neKai-be. Cbm obm 3 a n n c n c y Ja y m o m cB eiy.

caM o HeKanbe: neKai-be Aa A o fje , neKai-be Aa Moj 0 K/i0 n.
OAe. LLlTa h o c m m Ha / iM u y ?
★ lilT a paAMM KaAa cnaBaM?
Kara CBe to 3H 3tm ?
3aMmuA>aM Be/iMKe y iiin Koje Aa/ieKO nyjy.
HeKO Befi caAa pa3MMiu/ba o penM rajy
k fieuj TeK pefiM.
C T p a x oa A O TM u a nba n p e A M e T a : Kao A a 3HaHM, He Tpeča tobopmtm .
hm3m bmlusk CHare.
★
* HafiM mmp y ceSM: t o 6 m 6 mo HajBMiuM
OAaBHO >Kenmvi Aa ynmueM npM3H3i-be Aa UM/b. A/im 3aaiTO 6 m xaiuMiu m/im MapMxyaHa
MapnxyaHa unaK hocm y c e 6 n HeKy TynocT, TOMe AonpMHocM/iM? A LUTa a ra ynpaBO ohm
3anpaBO, HeKaKaB noACTMuaj Ha Tynocr; Bpe­ nocTajy npenpeKa tom i4M/by? flpo/ia3 6e3
Me nocTaje Ay>*e, a/in Kpafie Tpaje. npo/ia3a.
* *
KaA H e M a iu T e / io : to je to . MapMxyaHa Kao 3a6opaB. MapMxyaHa
★ Kao onoMeHa. HMLirra He Mory Aa paAMM
ocmm Aa nopeAH M .
CBe je Mai-be peni/i, CBe Brnue TBpAoms-
Be ynopHocTM Aa ce AocerHe HeiiiTO lu to ★
Mo>KAa He nocTojn.
★ Cb3ko ,,Kao“ je noxBa/ia, MaAa hmcsm ca-
cbmm CMrypaH y to . HMcaM CMrypaH hm y
XaniMLu Kao yM efie MS/ior. n a n a u a iii n o
LUTa. CaMo y ry6MT3K. A/im, Aa /im noc/ie ry-
ce6n Kao M e A y 3 a .
6 mtk3 c/ieAM a o 6 mt3 k? Jmh m jaHr. Whatgo-
★ es up must come down. CtbhdS cbcctm. Ko-
CBeM y n pncT ynauu K a o ,, n M c a u “ ; C B e je
ČM/iMua. Hm y t o hmcbm CMrypaH, He 3HaM
n p u n a . A n u , LUTa je O H A a >kmbot? T3HH0 aiTa je r a 6 M/iMi4a. C/iyTMM, a/iM ra
jom xaje 3 a anyn-by?
•k
k
f lp x T a B n u a y MMLUMfiMMs: Kao A a x e / im u
A a 36aunuLi CBOjy KO>Ky. riMcahbe HacnpsM >kmbot3. TeraT je
C M P T.
*
★
Ao?)n! flofjM !
BpeAM / im yonaiTe 3anMCMB3TM HeM3pe-
* Umbo ? BpeAH / im TparaTM 3a pesMMS raje
YBepei-be A a c e 6 o / b e mmc/im, a Hajne- onMcyjy oho luto peHM He Mory p,a M3p33e,
n ilie c e yonw T e He mmc/im. LUTO ce 3ČMB3 M3B3H peHM?
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A s b m a A /i6a xa pn

□
* 1.
nyT, n p e K C M H O li, C T p a x O fl 0 H 0 r a
llp B n
luto ce 3ČnBa y Te/iy. Ta/iacu Meca, o/iyja CBe je none/io Ha KpoBHOj Tepacu 3rpafle y
TKHBa. Cnacna Me je flecHS Hora, npečase- Kojoj caM cTaHOBao. Em/io je Jiera roflMHe
Ha n p e K O z ie B e . 1959, mjim je to MO>Kfla 6m/io roflMHy flaHa
paHMje, naK m flBe roflMHe paHMje, ko 6m to
* cafla 3Hao, a/iM 6mjio je /lera, y to HeMa
y/is>Kehbe n c n o fl ce 6 e. npeTBapahte y cyMi-be, m cefiaM ce fla cmo Hac TpojMua -
B/iacTHTy KO>Ky. 06pyM y ne/iy. Oko Koje Bu­ Spafia MMLua m BMiua, m ja - cefle/iM Ha He-
rne He bhah. flynnnpanbe cpu,a. Uena yTpo-
Koj npocTMpuM, y KpaTKMM naHTa/iOHaMa,
6e3 MajMua. Bep0BaTH0 cmo ce cyHH3/iM
6a CTOju y yTpo 6 n, Kpefie ce 3ajeflH0 c
mjim cmo jeflaH flpyroM noK33MBa/iM mmlum-
hbOM.
fie, TaKBe CTBapM očmhho naflajy Ha naMeT
* jeflaHaecToroflMLUHsMM flenauMMa, m OHfla je
HeKO noMenyo poKeHpo/i. Mopa fla je to
H u K a K a B c ja j, obo je c n / ia 3 a K y T a M y .
6mo CTapMjM 6paT, MMiua, KojM je 3a poKeH-
* po/i fl03Hao o fl HeKor luko/ickot flpyra Koju
je MMao joLu cTapMjer 6 p a r a m/im cecTpy.
T mLUM Ofl TUllIMHe. Em/io ksko 6m/io, Tor n e Ta caM npBM nyT nyo
★ 3a <t»eTca floMMHa, J1mt/i PMnapfla m Hsks
BepMja. He 3H3m Kafla caM npBM nyT c/iy-
A ko M a p n x y a H a , K ao lu to B e p y je M , c a M O Luao HbMxoBy My3MKy - n/ione cy 6 w n e flpa-
o flp a > K a B a - m M O * fla n o ja n s B a - oho lu t o y roueHe m peTKe - 3/im m 6e3 My3MKe, onnM-
oco6m Befi n o c T o ju , ko O H fla obo n n iu e ? i-beH npMnaMa MMiue m BMiue, nocTao caM
nocBefieHMK, c/iefl6eHMK Hesera luto mm je
★ Tafla flenoBa/io Kao BpxyHCKO TajHO 3Hanbe,
YnpKoc CBeMy: aHTM/iona y Te/iy. MMCTepMja M3 Koje, Kafla ce jeflHOM y hby
ylje, HeMa v\3na3a.
*
C BecTaH C B e c™ . Te/io Kao Mana. HepBM
K a o y n o p e f lH n u n m n o flH e B U M . Anu aKO je t o 2.
TaHHO, O H fla c y C T a p u a n x e M M H a p n m K a 6 a -
jim c tm Sm jim y n p a B y : Te/io jecTe kocm oc. K p a je M n e f le c e T M x , y O H fls u ih b o j J y r o c r i3 B M -
jM , p o K e H p o / i je flO M C T a f le / iO B a o K a o T a jH a ,
* Mafla He naMTMM HeKy Be/iMKy Mfleo/iowKy
n o c / ie CBera, hm p e n u . 6 o p 6 y n p o T M B 3 a n a fli-b a H K M X yT M u ,a ja . M c tm -
H a , f ly r M h m 3 r o flM H a p o K e H p o /i c k o p o y o n -
J olli MopaM fla ysnM.
LUTe H M je M o r a o fla c e s y je y n p o r p a M M M a
J olli caM fleTe.
P a flM O B e o r p a f l a , anv\ h m k o H M je M o r a o fla
H a c c n p e n M fla H o fiy , M c n o f l jo p r a H a , c a
T p a H 3 M C T o p o M n p M / b y 6 /b e H M M y 3 yB O , c / i y -
LuaM O P a flM O J ly K c e M 6 y p r . Cafla 3 h b m fla je
m p o K e H p o /i y n o T p e 6 /b M B y M fle o /iO L U K e C B p -
x e ; H e K a fla y t o hm csm B e p o B a o m 6m o caM
y 6 e t ]e H f la je p o K e H p o /i H 3 j6 e 3 3 3 / ie H M j3
C TBap Ha C B eTy, a 3anpaB O je cbskm cm hm
KojM 6 m x KynM O y KO M M CMOHy O T K M fla o K a -
M M HaK c a T e M e /b a C M C TeM S y K o je M cm o
>KMBe/lM.
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3. 6.

Kafla caM y neTo 1966. roflUHe, h 3 k o h Mor K o m m c m o h m c y , n o ro T O B O K a fla c a M 61/10 A e -

npBor nyTOBanba y EHrnecKy, nycTi/io fly ry HaK, 6 i/in u c e H O B M T a M e c T a n p e n y H a CTBapM,
KOCy, fleCj)MHMTMBHO CaM HCKOpaHMO 1/13 TOr K o ja c y O H u rn e A H O n p u n a A a n a H eKi/iM A P y -
cucTeMa. Mn/imj,MOHepM cy Me noBpeMeHo tm m c B e T O B M M a . Te n p o A a B H n u e TajH M , c n y -
3aycTaB/bann n jiernTUMuca/iM, npeTi/ini/i fla t m o c a M , 3 a n p a B 0 c y 6 n n e A B e p u M 3M e1}y
fie Me OTepan/i Ha Lumuahbe, anw HMKafla ce napanenH nx C T B a p H 0 CTM, B p a T H i/iu e Kpo3
Te npeThbe HMcy McnyHMne v\ Moja Koca je K o je c y , K a o y K a K B o j H a yH H 0 cJ)aHTacTHHH 0 j
HecMeTaHO pacna, flo paMeHa, n Hn>Ke. c e p i/ iju , n p n c T M 3 a n e C T B a p u o K o ju M a c e , y
H a rn o j C T B apH O C T M , M o rn o caM o canbaTM .
Mef)y tu m C TBapuM a 6 n n e c y u r p a M 0 4 >0 H-
4. C Ke n n o n e . r io n y T c n /b O L U T e H n x n e T e f in x T a -
tt> n p a , O H e c y A O H O C u n e 3 B y K e K o ju c y n o -
f l B e r o flM H e n p e T o r a , y c a / in 3 e M y H C K e h /im - T B p t)M B a n n A a j e K O M y H i/iK a u i/ija c a A P y r n M

H a 3 n je , Emua n ja b o a h m o My3MHKM n p o r p a M C B e T O B M M a u n a K M o r y f ia : T p e š a n o j e c a M o

n o c B e f ie H Bur/ioiMa ia Po/iuHrcroHCHMa. A ocne™ a o T a M o u ji- b e K a n u je , H o u ie H p m -

M O M KO C M O C a, M C TynM TM K p 0 3 hby y HOBM
Emua 3 a c T y n a CroHce] j a 3 a r o B a p a M Brnji­
C BeT, y A P y r o r c e 6 e . H a n B H a o n n m -b e H o c T ,
ce. Ca C T a p o r M a m e T 0 ct>0 H a f l o n n p y 3 B y i 4i/i
3 H 3 M , a n u u iT a c e M o r n o o n e K M B a T u o a n e T -
h b n x o B n x n e c a M a K o je c m o c h h m w i i/ i c a p a -
H a e c T o r o A n iiiH s e r AenaKa? K a c H M je , KaAa
f l u j a . y n e H n i 4n u y H e H M L ie B p u L U T e , n / b e c K a -
c a M f l0 3 H a 0 3 a p a c n c T M H K y n o n n T H K y K o jo M
jy , y f la p a j y H o r a M a . Ha B p a T M M a c e n o ja B /b y -
cy 6nne o G o je H e npBe r o flM H e a M e p u H K o r
je f lu p e K T o p r n M H a 3 n je , o fl K o je r c b m C T p e -
p o K e H p o n a , n p O M e H M O c a M C B O je r n e f lu u jT e
n e , a /in h u k o c e T e B e n e p u He o 6 a 3 n p e Ha
- >KH B e™ , yocTanoM , 3Hann H e n p e K M flH O
Hbera. M ano noćne oh O f ln a 3 M, a C to h cm ,
M e n ta T M ceše - anu i/m a K ce He c tm a m m
K a fla c e 3 a B p u in r n a c a i- b e , y 6 eAnaM BO n o 6 e -
0 H 0 r y c x n T a K o ju c a M o c e f t a o a o k c a M y n o -
t»yjy- nyM paK y K O M U C kiO H e p a A i- b e npyxao pyKy
npeM a uphom A ncK y ca H a B o je M y K o ju je
6 n n o y n i/ic a H O n e T iip n - n e T M H H y T a L u m ^ p n -
5.
p a H e n o p y K e 3 a M o je y 3 a B p e n e M u č n u n jo m
y 3 a B p e n n je T e /io .
HacnpaM PosMHrcTOHca: yHyTpa-
B m t i ic m
Ljjhbn HacnpaM cno/bawhber CBeTa. V\ flaHac
BepyjeM fla je t o t3h h o. M3a6paTi/i B ur/ice 7.
3Hannno je M3a6paTw nyT ra ju boam yHyTpa,
y Tparai-be no cbom 6 nTiy; oflnyMMTM ce 3a A a /b e c e CBe K pefie y6p3aHMM TeMnoM:
CroHce 3HaHnno je i/i3a6pa™ nyT Koju boam m e3AeceTe, x n n n noKpeT, yTmj,aj 6 m t reHe-
Hano/be, y Tparahbe no cbom Teny. YBnl)aM p a u n je , 3eH 6yAM3aM, paT y BnjeTHaMy,
Aa TaKBa noflena npeflCTaB/ba rp y 6 o nojefl- CTyAeHTCKM HeM npn, CBe je t o a o MeHe a o -
HOCTaBnaMBai-be i/i fla 6 n TanHuje 6 n n o pefin n a 3 n n o n p e ra poKeH pona, ynnB ano ce y
Aa cy m jeflHM v\ flp y rn cne flun u o 6 a nyTa, MeHe, noTOM M 3na3nno y o6nnK y necaM a
anu naK u Kafla cy 6 nnn Hano/by, B m t j ic m cy Koje c y o n o H a u ia n e pm tsm poKa, cJ)opMy
neBanu i/i3HyTpa, ao k cy C t o h c m neBanu M3- poK necM e, no3MBane c e Ha u,MTaTe m n e ­
BaHa naK u OHfla Kafla cy 6 i/mu y caMOM caM a EaAnja X o nn ja, KuHKca, Bmnca n Ba-
cpeflMLUTy yHyTpaLUHDer CBeTa. YKpaTKo: fla Ha M o p u co H a y MCToj M epu K0nMK0 cy ce
Hi/icaM M3ašpao Bi^rnce, yBepeH caM fla 6m x no3MBane Ha n o e 3 n jy BacKa rione m Pauue
61/10 cacBUM flpyraHMjn. JluBaAe. C a h ta o caM o KhbM>KeBHOj cJ)opmm
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poK noe3nje caM o 3aTO lu to hm csm mvtao
AOBOJbHO c /iy x a : A a c a M 3 H a o A a C B u p a M
rn T a p y m/im A a c a M y M e o A a n e B a M , hm KaAa
He 6mx n o c T a o nncai4.
8.
KaAa c e n o ja B n o naHK , h m cb m x T e o A a ra
c/iyLuaM. M o ja rpeLUK a, H a p a B H O , je p y n p -
b h Max H u ca M c x B a T n o A a je naHK 3 a n p a B O
MHjeKUMja Koja Fie o 6 h o b m tm p o K e H p o /i, m
Tpe6 a /io m u je B p e M e H a A a n p e n o 3 H a M hbe-
roBe n a p o A H jc K e C T p y K T y p e , KaMy<t>/iMpaHM
n o B p a Ta K 0 C H 0 B a M a p o K a , hmtm Koje c y ra
cnaja/ie c a H a A p e a /m 3 M O M m y M e TH o m 1 iy
KO/iaxa. n a H K je A o c n e o a o p y š a n o c T M O -
A e p H H 3 M a ; x n n -x o n fie , c a C B o jo M n o e ™ -
kom u H T H p a ^ a , n o c Ta T M n p a B H n o c T M O A e p -
HM o6/1MK POK M y3H Ke. n a H K je , Ha M3BeCT3H
H34HH, n a p o A H ja a o m m h 3 h t h o S e n a n K o r
y Tn u a ja y C B e Ty p o K e H p o /ia ; x n n -x o n , c A p y -
re C Tp a H e , n p e A C Ta B / b a KOHaHHy e M a H u n n a -
unjy u p H a H K o r y T n u a ja Ha H a c Ta H a K m p a3 B 0j
CBaK0/inK0r poK a.
9.
Mo>KAa o p o K e H p o / iy u He T p e č a nncaTi/i?
B e p o B a TH O 6m 6 m /io 6 o / b e c a M o c/iyiuaTM
n p u M e p e , K/MMaTM rn a B O M y p n T M y n e c a M a
m nyn K a TH H o ro M n o LUKpunaBO M n a p K e T y .
10 .
B p e M e Be/iMKor oc/iočat^ai-ba: C H H Te s a g e 3 a
u poK a. OTKpi/ifie n o T n y H e c / io 6 o A e y M e iu a -
i-by cj)o p M n . H M n p o B H 3 a u n ja Kao 0 CH0 Ba Ay-
r o r n a c y c a . PecjjpeH KojeM c e CTa/iH o Tpe-
6 a B p a f t a ™ . M a j/ic f le jB U C .
11.
P e r e : TaKO HeKaKO, noMMLu/baM, K y u a M oje
cp u ,e. T a K O HeKaKO, noMMLu/baM, n p e A C T a -
B/baM c e 6 n Mflea/iHy npo3y: HeujTO uu to
CTBapa HOBy 4>opMy y HenpeKUAHOM napo-
AnpaHjy nocTojefie cJ>opMe, c tum lu to na-
poAnpai-be He cxb3T3m Kao MCMejaBai-be,
Befi Kao onoHaaiatt>e Koje cnac oa mctpo-
LueHOCTu Ha/ia3n y npe/iacKy y hobm o 6/imk.
TaKaB je m p e r e . C T p o r o cfiopMa/iaH, Kao Ka-
KaB coHeT, oh c e /iaKO npeTBapa y ncnpa3Hy
c|)opMy m caMo Haj6 o/bM ycneBajy Aa ra cbm-
pajy TaKO Aa 3Bysn Kao HeiuTO n 0TnyH0 ho-
bo. rioA cefia Me Ha KpaTKy npnny: Han3r/ieA
MCTpoujeHa Kao <popM a, y pyKaMa p,o6 pnx
npunoBeAana OHa je m nashe aBaHrapAHa
npeTX0AHnua npo3Hnx HOBMHa, Hajdo/be
noApynje 3a McnMTMBahbe caAP>KajHHx m
<t>OpMa/IHMX MHOBaunja.
12.
Uoh Keju je T3B. K/iacnHHy My3HKy AOBeo ao
TMLUMHe; Bniue c/iMKapa je Aocne/io ao 6e/in-
He m/im a o n/iaTHa 6e3 crnice; ApaM CapojaH
je jeAHOM, a r a caM Ao 6 po ynaMTno, o 6jaBMo
npa3He CTpaHMLte: t 8kbmx npuMepa MMa
6e36poj. H OAMax c e HaMefie nnTan>e: MO>Ke
/im poKeHpo/i Aa fiyTM, Aa 6yAe TMiiiMHa? Ako
He MOxe, Aa /im je OHAa y Mai-boj MepM yMeT-
h o c t oa ohmx HbeHMx orpaHaKa Koju y cbom
HacTajai-by Mory noTnyHo ce 6e Aa nopeKHy?
H 3aujTo to/im ko 6 pMHeM o TOMe Aa jim c e
poKeHpo/i CMaTpa npaBOM yMeTHOLufiy?
YMeTHOCT je oahoc noTpomasa yMeTHMHKor
Ae/ia npeMa c b m o m p,eny: Huje b 3>k h o f l a /im
c/iyuiaM U^MMja XeHAPMKca m/im AHApeca
CeroBMjy: b3xho je KaKO c/iywaM.
13.
HMLUTa He M o x e A a o nM iu e 3ByK 6 a c rM Ta p e
KojM c e n y je T p 6 y x o M .
14.
y eBojoj cyLUTMHM, poKeHpo/i je r/iac caMO-
fte. l-beroBa nojaBa, r a /ia M a m cjaj KojM ra

n p a T e , c e e je t o B a p K a . K a fla c e o h m yK Jio -
He, o c T a je c 3 m o t h h r n a c , A p x T a B m t m x , K o­
ju n o K y u ja B a f la K a x e C BeTy H e iu T o luto
CBeT He x e / i n mjim H e M a B p e M e H a a a c n y w a .
T eK n o ć n e T o r a r n a c c e n o ja s a B a , n o c T a je
3 a c T p a iu y jy fie rn a c a H , n o f l n x e c e K ao 3ByK
np eT H ^e, K ao 6 y K a K o ja c B a K o r nača M O x e
Aa ce npeTBopn y 6ec.
15.
Hmko HMje Ha Mojy cnMcaTe/bCKy noeTMKy
yTMuao y TonMKoj MepM Kao 4>onK-poKep
UeMc Tejnop. Oh mm je pa3jacHMO cneflefie
CTBapM: He M oxeuj CTBapaTM HMLiiTa hobo,
aKO npeTX0flH 0 hmcm paujHMCTMO ca CTa-
Pmm; CMHTe30M CTapMx eneMeHaTa otkpmbb
ce npa3HO MecTO H0 B0 r eneMeHTa, Koje Ta­
fla TpeSa nonyHMTM CBojMM flenoM ; y cpe-
flMLUTy CBMX CTBapM CM TM CaM, He HeKO
MMarMHapHO 6 Mfie MnM BeuuTanKa TBopeBM-
Ha, flaKne, CBe ljjto paflMiu tobopm o TeČM;
MMHMjaTypa m cfjparMeHT cy 3HasajHe yMeT-
HMHKe TBOpeBMHe, HMLLITa Mahbe BpeflHe Ofl
pa3BMjeHMx m u,enoBMTMx <|)opMM; noHaB/ba-
i-be je f l 0 nyniTeH0 yK0nMK0 boam y HeiuTo
hobo, MaKap t o SMno npM3HaKte Heycnexa.
16.
Kao lu to je O Baj TeKCT.
A jieK cangap TumMa,
ypegnu K
(IJpeuucKa)
AaeiiA Aji6 axapu
□
KpajeM Lue3fleceTMx roflMHa npoujnor BeKa
npecTao caM fla BepyjeM fla caM necHMK.
flo fly u je , jouj flBe-TpM roflMHe caM nMcao (u
noBpeMeHO oSjaB/bMBao) necMe, anM CBe
BMLue caM ce nocBefiMBao nMcai-fey KpaTKMx
npMna. OKToSpa 1989, y nMCTy M nanocr,
npBM nyT je o 6jaB/beHa jeflHa o fl MojMx npM-
na, a HapeflHe roflMHe, 3axBa/byjyfiM PamM
JlMBaflM, npMMa „n o rn e fla j, CapMHa, CaMyen
Kona y 6atuTM“ nojaBM/ia ce y jyHCKOM 6 po-
jy fle ro n u c a M am ice cpncKe. Parna je Tafla
y J1MC, aKO flo S p o naMTMM, y3 Mojy npMny
oflHeo m npMHe XapK a PaflaKOBMfia m Mmo-
flp a ra ByKOBM?ia. 06jaB/bMBai-be npMne nofl-
CTaKno Me je Ha fla/by capaflhty m HeKonMKO
Meceu,M KacHMje nocnao caM flBa npeBOfla
AneKcaHflpy Tmlumm, 3anoseBUJM TaKO npe-
nMCKy Koja je Tpajana CKopo fleceT roflMHa.
TMLUMa je 6 mo caBpuieHM ypeflHMK m, cafla
t o flo 6 po BMflMM, HenorpeujMBO Me boamo
Kpo3 npouec npMnpeMe m o 6jaB/bMBahba
MojMx npBMx ABejy KhtMra, 3ČMpKe npMna
n o p o a m H o BpeMe (1973) m poMaHa-y-npM-
naMa CyAMja AMMMTpMjeBMfi (1978). ripenM-
CKa Koja cneflM t o BeoMa floS po noKa3yje:
TMUJMa je npeuM 3 aH, kohi4M33 h m MCKpeH y
CBOjMM ypeflHMHKMM KOMeHTapMMa; c nofl-
je flH a K O M oTBopeHoaifiy xBanM m KpMTMKyje;
HberoBM caBeTM cy yBeK fločpoHaMepHM, a
Kafla HeujTO He 3Ha, OHfla t o He KpMje. ,0,0-
nMCMBanM cmo ce HeKonMKO roflMHa npe He­
ro l u t o cmo ce npBM nyT cpenM. Hama npe-
nMCKa HMKafla HMje HanycTMna OKBMpe
npenMCKe M 3M e f)y ypeflHMKa m capaflHMKa, m
Kafla ce 0 K0 HHa0 HberoB ypeflHMHKM pafl y
JlM C-y, npecTano je m Hauje flonMCMBanbe.
npenMCKa Koja cneflM cacrajM ce yrnaB-
hom o fl nMcaMa AneKcaHflpa Tmlumc (m3o-
CTaBA>eHa cy nMCMa Koja cy noHeKafl, Kafla
je oh, npeTnocTaB/baM, 6 mo 3ay3eT, nwcanM
ceKpeTapM saconMca m M3flaBaHKor npefly-
3efia). MojMx nMcaMa MMa Manbe: M3 HeKor
pa3nora, cafla n 0TnyH0 HejacHor, flyrM hm3
roflMHa HMcaM npaBMO KonMje nMcaMa Koje
caM ynyfiMBao pa3HMM peflaKUMjaMa m
ypeflHMUMMa. He 3H3m 3aujTO caM cMaTpao
fla je HenoTpeSHO npaBMTM KonMje; Bepo-
BaTHo caM 6 mo yBepeH fla Tiy CBe t o naMTM-
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tm . H h K a c H M je H u c a M p e flO B H O n p a B M O k o - H e K O ^M K O M e c e u M K a c H M je n o c / ia o c a M
n n je , TaKO A a c y K O M e H T a p M y 3 H e K a n M C M a HOBy npM H y, „ f l a /im je t o C T a p o c T , AeHKO?“ .
M naK H e o n x o A H M . y cb3kom c /iy H a jy , npBO
nucM O o a TmiiMe aoS m o caM Kao o a to b o p
Ha n p e B O A e K o je c a M M y n o c / ia o . 8. VI 1971.

noLU TO B aH M A P y> K e A n 6 a x a p M ,
H obm CaA, 3. XII 1970. flp M H a mm ce C B M l)a m c to K a o m p a H M je -
o S ja B M fie M O je . Ha n p e B O A e fiy CTpn/bM BO
noLU TO BaH M A p y > x e A n 6 a x a p n , ne K a T M , n o ro T O B O ara y M e f) y B p e M e H y 6 y A e -
n p u M M O c a M n o o n a T e T eK C T O B e , a /im hm T e n p a B M /iM OBaKO / i e n y o p M rM H a /iH y n p o 3 y .
je A a H oa h>mx H e O A r o B a p a HaM cacB M M .
B e jH O B H /ia H a K j e M H T e /iM re H T a H , a /iM jia K , ll03APaB,
B u rn e 3 a H e K y p e B M jy , a hm O a h o b m 3anM C M A. TMLUMa
H e M a jy n o T p e 6 H y T e x M H y . l1 o y K a M3 0 B0 ra je
c / ie A e f ia : M o p a /iM 6 m c m o y 6 y A y f ie yHanpeA
A a c e A O T O B a p a M O 3 a T eK C T O B e K o je 6 MCTe K p a je M 1971, 3 a K /b y n y je M n o c / ie A e fie M
>Ke/ie/iM n p e B e c T M . J e p , n p e B O A M c e y n a c o - n M C M y , n 0 H yA M 0 c a M T m lu m m 3 6 i/ip K y n p M n a .
n w c y M naK A O H O c e n o M3 y 3 e T K y , m O H A a t o He caseK aB LU M i- b e r o B O A ro B o p , p yK o n M C
h d M x o b o n p e B o P )e i-b e M o p a 6 m tm o n p a B A a H O caM n o c /ia o y p e A a K U M jy „n p B e K i-bM re11,
m/im M 3y 3 e T H O M a K T y e / iH O iu fiy T e M e m/im y B e p e H A a je t o e A H U M ja H 3 A a B a n K o r n p e -
B p e A H O L u fiy T e K C T a . O b o c e o a h o c m y H a - A y 3 e f ia M aTM ue cpncK e. T m lu m m h o nMCMO
n p e A m H a n p e n e B e K o je c n p e M a T e c J lM B a - je , 3 a p a 3 /iM K y o a p a H M jM x , H a n M ca H O Ha
A O m . B u n o 6 m 6 o / b e A a n p e B e A e T e BMLue M e M o p a H A y M y M 3 A a B a H K o r n p e A y 3 e f ia .
n e c a M a j e A n o r , 3 H a n a jH M je r n e c H M K a , m A a
n p o H a fje T e H e K y C T y A M jy K o jy 6 m c m o T a K o lje
A a /iM y 3 i- b e r o B e n e c M e , H e r o A a A a T e B M u ie 13. I 1972.
hbMx, CMpoMaujHMje 3acTyn/beHO.
HaAaM ce Aa fieTe H a M y c K o p o n o c /ia T M noLUTOBaHM Apy>Ke A/i6axapn,
H eK y o p M T M H a /iH y n p M n y . Bmo caM Ha Ay*eM nyTOBahby na BaM
no3ApaBrba Bac, TeK caAa jaB/baM oho luto caM xTeo jorn pa­
A. TMLUMa HMje. BMAeo caM Baujy KH>Mry y MaTMUM
cpncraj, Bep0BaTH0 CTe je noc/ia/iM TaMO,
3a eAni4Mjy „npBa Kt-bMra“ , a He MeHM, KaKO
CyAefiM no AaTyMy c/ieAefier TMiiiMMHor CTe y nMCMy oa 28. cenTeMSpa HaroBecTM-
nMCMa, ja caM 0AMax 0Ar0B0pM0 Ha HberoB /im. Mmc/imm Aa 6m 6m/io /ieno Aa Bama
no3MB m noc/iao My CBojy npMny (,,Po3a Kt-bMra M3a1je y epy\uy\\v\ „npBa Ki-bMra“ . Ho,
yMMpe n p e A paT“ ). Tpeča Aa BaM oSjacHMM Aa i-by He M3Aaje
M3AaBaHKo npeAy3ePie Befi caMa MaTMua.
Vko/imko BaM „llpBa KHbMra" He 6yAe Moma
Hobm CaA, 9. XII 1970. noHyAMTM yc/iOBe KojM BaM 0Ar0Bapajy, Bm
mm jaBMTe, na MOxeMO KhbMry npečauMTM y
noLUTOBaHM Apyx<e An6axapM, Hawy eAni4Mjy.
Bama npMnoBeTKa je /iena m AoSpa, r/ie- Kara CTOjM npeBot)ehbe necaMa B. C.
Aafiy Aa je oSjaBMMo l u t o CKopMje. MepBMHa? M Aa /im nMLueTe HOBe npMnoBeT-
3a KMHe/ia /M a K O ra H e n o 3 H a je M / ana- Ke, m/im mTa Apyro? Obo B e fi nMTaM Kao
xeM ce. ypeAHMK JleTonMca.
no3ApaBJba Bac, no3ApaB/ba Bac,
A. TMLUMa AneKcaHAap TMmMa
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28. I 1972.
noLUTOBaHM Apy>Ke A/i6axapM ,
HaAOBe3yjyfin ce Ha B aiue nncMO o a 17. I
M3BeiiiTaBaM Bac Aa 6 mcmo mm mohim Baiuy
Khbnry npnnoBeAaKa LUTaMna™ y c e p n jn
„fla H a c ". Me1)yTHM, 3a OBy roAMHy HaM je
n/iaH Befi <})MKCMpaH. CeM Tora, 6 m/io 6 m He-
3r0AH0 Aa ja TpaxMM, ,,0TMMaM“ KHbury oa
ypeAHmuTBa „n p B e Ki-bnre“ y MaTMUM, Kojoj
d e je Bm ynyTM/m. rip e A n a x e M AaK/ie c /ie -
A efie. CaneKajTe hdmxob OAroBop m/im, eBeH-
Tya/iHO, T pa xnT e Aa BaM jaBe o cy a 6 mhm
pyKonnca, na aKO BaM ohm He M ory o š e fia -
t h A a fie K i-b nry M a K a p 1 9 7 3 . r. M3AaTM, M o­
m u 6ncTe je npeH e™ HaMa.
C / ia x e M c e A a HaM n o iiia / b e T e n p n n o -
BeTKy 3 a J1 e T o n n c . A nopeA B. C. M ep B M H a,
M H T e p e c o B a n a 6 m H a c m n o HeKa C H H re p o B a
npMMa. f l a /im C T e C M H re p a npeBOAM/iM 3 a
KhbHry M/IM 3a CBOje 3a A O B O /bCTBO ?
rioiuTyje Bac,
A/ieKcaHAap TMiiiMa
H obm CaA, 17. III 1972.
flp a rM APy>Ke A/i6axapM ,
C M H re p o B a n p M n o B e TK a je A o S p a , o 6j a -
BMfieMO je hmm 6 y A e M O mmb/im n p o c T o p a . y
M e f)y B p e M e H y , A o đ M fie T e x o H o p a p .
A LUTa je ca BauioM np030M? HaAaM ce
Aa fiy ycKopo aočmtm HeKy Bamy npMMy.
OneKyjeM m JlMBaAMHe necMe.
no3ApaB,
TMmMa
I I m c m o Koje c/ieA M npeA C TaB /ba B pxyH au
TMaiMMHor ypef)M BaH Kor y M e fia . C t 3 bm o Me
je n p e A A n /ie M y Koja je c/iMHHa k b k b o m 3eH
KoaHy. H 0A M ax A a K a xe M A a hm KaAa h m c 3 m
ođjaBMO Ty npM sy, npMXBaTajyfiM TaKO T mlu-
m m h cyA-
H obm CaA, 26. IV 1972.
flp a rM Apy»<e An6axapM ,
flpMMM/iM cmo Bam y noBecT o A/iBape3y m
npoHMTa/iM c m o je. O H a je 3aHMM/bMBa, Hapo-
h m toy noneTKy, a/iM HaM ce hmhm Aa ce a o u -
HMje Ma/io pacn/iMHjaBa, 3aMar/byje, nocTaje
HeoApet)eHMja, na cbm m m tm m m Mahbe x m b 3 .
Bo/ie/iM č m c m o Aa je B m jouj jeAHOM norne-
AaTe m eBeHTya/iHO jo w Ha hboj paAHTe.
K a A KaxeM: Bo/ie/iM 6 m c m o , to 3HanM
c/ieAefie. HaMa je ao Bauie capaAHbe CTa/io,
BepyjeMO y Baiu Ta/ieHaT. A/im, x0fieM0 Aa
6yAeMo m MCKpeHM m Aa BaM KaxeMo KaAa
HaM ce HeiiiTO Manbe CBMf)a. MoxAa mm hm-
c m o y npaBy, m o x a 3 Bm o b o m npMnoBeTKOM
3anoHMHseTe HeujTO h o b o u j t o mm jouj He
M0xeM0, He yMeMO Aa npMXBaTMMo. Orora
npenyujTaMo CTBap BaMa. Bmamtc jouj jeA-
h o m npMnoBeTKy (eaihf\a MMaTe KonMjy), bm-
AMTe Aa /im c m o y npaBy m/im Hac yTMcaK Ba-
pa. Ako ce 6yAeTe oceTM/iM cMrypHM Aa CTe
y npaBy, mm fieMO npMny m OBaKO LirraMna-
tm . y cynp0TH0M, caneKafieMo a o k Ha i-boj
nopaAMTe.
CpAanaH no3ApaB,
AneKcaHAap TMUJMa
H o bm CaA, 18. VIII 1972.
f lp a r M A P y * e A /i6 a x a p M ,
B/imxm ce je ce H , KaAa MopaMO anaHMpa-
tm Ae/ia 3a MAyfiy roAHHy. Ako OHy Ki-bMry
npMnoBeAaKa xofieTe Aa ujTaMnaTe koa H 3 -
AaBanKor npeAy3efia, y cepMjM ,,flaHac“ (He-
AaBHO je TaMO o 6jaB/beH „KaMH m ABe/b“ X .
riaB/ioBMfia), y3MMTe pyKonMC m noiua/bMTe
ra HaMa - 3 a 1973.
rto L u a /b M T e H eujT O m /le T o n M c y . C M H re p
f ie y c K o p o M 3afiM .
Baw,
A. TMUJMa
Hobm C a A , 6 . IX 1972.
noLUTOBaHM Apy>Ke A /i6 a x a p M ,
C / ia x e M c e A a n o m a /b e T e Ki-bMry. B m /io
6m A o č p o A a C T M m e a o K p a ja 0 KT0 6 p a .
npMHy ca 3aAOBO/bCTBOM 0neKyjeM0 . Mo-
x e ie npeBecTM m HeuiTO o a jeAHor M3pae/i-
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cicor nncu,a, 6 m/io 6 m noxe/bHO fla TeKCT He M3flaBanKor n p e fly 3 e fia . n o iiiT o no3HajeM
6yfle caMo KhbMxeBHO floS ap, Hero m fla ro- B a uie TeKCTOBe, He cyMhbaM fla fie m c x o a
Bopn o CTBapHOCTM Te 3eM/be, pa3yMe ce 0MTM n03MTMB3H.
He Ha nponaraHflMCTUHKM HanuH. Mu fieMO X B a/ia Ha npMHM 3a JleTonMC. EKcnepM-
TeKCT npoMMTaTM m o hteMy Tafla Ofl/iyHMTM. MeHTanHa m/im He, OHa mm ce BeoMa flo n a -
Aa, na fieMO r/ieflaTM fla je luto npe o6jaBM-
noLUTyje Bac, m o . (HMcaM CMrypaH Ha KOjy npMny ce obo
A. TnujMa oflHOCM; HMjeflHa Moja npMna HMje o6jaB/be-
Ha y JlMC-y tokom 1973. - f l . A.)
3eMyH, 18. X 1972. C pflasaH no3flpaB ofl,
TMLIJMe
noLUTOBaHM flp y x e TumMa,
y npn/iory BaM floCTaB/baM pyKonnc m o -
je Kubure npMnoBeflaKa n o fl Hac/iOBOM „ ilo -
Hobm Cafl, 20. XI 1972.
poflMHHO BpeMe".
Ki-bnra ce flocTa pa3/inKyje Ofl npBe Bep-
n oLU T O B aH M f l p y x e A n 6 a x a p M ,
u y i-by cy y u jjie npune HanucaHe ofl
3 n je ,
r ip e r n e fla o c a M Bauuy 3 Č M p K y m smhm mm
HOBeMČpa m/ im fleueMČpa 1970. r. flo aBry-
ce fla Ho, f lo c T a je M a -
O H a f l o č p o M 3 r / ie f la .
CTa 1972. r.
/ia, M c n o f l c t o C T p a H a , mm T a K B e M a /ie KhbM-
C /iefleTie n p u n e c y BeTi o č ja B / b e H e : ,,Tpn
r e n p o 3 e j o u j h m c m o m m b /im . 3 a T M M , r f l e c y
C Ta H n u e flo K yfie “ - C a B p e M e H M K ; „ M o ja c e -
Baiue o c T a / ie n p M n o B e T K e , p e u M M O OHe 06 -
d p a 5 e p T a “ - K aflM M a; „O T a u , m/ im 3 y M 6 y -
ja B / b e H e y J 1 e T o n M c y ? C M a T p a T e /im fla 6m
jih ? “ - Flo/iMTMKa; „Aa / im je to C T a p o c T , f le n -
O H e H a p y u jM / ie u e /iM H y ? J a /im h h o m m c/im m
k o ? “ - Jle To n M C M a T H u e c p n c K e ; „H b o p
fla 6m K a o n o c e č a H u M K /iy c m T e ,,o 6jeKTM B -
Ja K o 6 a X e p u / ia “ m „ / ly u n ja m/ im E o / ie c T B /ia-
He“ n p M n o B e T K e M M a /ie y KHjM3M C B o je M e -
fla rp a flO M " - rio /b a . HeKO/iMKO cftpa rM e H a Ta
c t o . Y o n u jT e , Bm T p e č a y T o j n p B o j kh jM 3m ,
M3 „ripM Ha Koje je fla H f lp y r o M n p u n a M O " 06 -
n o m o m M M LU JbeH jy, fla f la T e C Be l u t o je flo-
jaB/beHO je y KaflMMM m C T y f le H T y .
6 p o o fl 0 H 0 r u j t o C Te H a n M c a /iM - fla m m c/im -
OBaKBMM M36opoM npunoBeflaKa ycno-
T e M a n b e H a K 0 M n 0 3 M U M jy a BMLue Ha B p e f l-
CTaB/beHa je MHoro ycneaiHMja ue/iOBMTOCT
HOCT. J a B M T e MM LUTa O OBOM M M C/lM Te, M/IM,
M HBpCTHHa KI-bMre. HaC/lOB „riOpOflMHHO
aKO j e t o c y B M L u e 3 a M p u je H O , f lo n y T y jT e j e f l -
BpeMe", n a ra HMje MHoro 3BynaH, y CTBapu
H o r C K o p o r f la H a HajaBMBLUM n p e T X 0f lH 0 flo-
je Haj6o/bM 3ajeflHMHKn ca,apxMTe/b c bm x
/ia 3 a K nM C M O M m/im Te/iect>O HO M .
npuna. HapaBHO, CBaKy eBeHTya/iHO cyre -
d n jy paflo fiy pa 3 MOTpnTn m npnxBaTMTn.
noujTyje Bac,
Kafla Tiy fl03HaTM Bamy KOHaHHy oflnyKy? flo
AneKcaHflap TMUJMa
Tor TpeHyTKa npeocTajy m m caMo MCKpeHM
„flaHH CTpenH^e".

noiuTyje Bac, 28. XI 1972.

fla B M fl An6axapn
flp a rM flp y x e A/i6axapM,
C /ia x e M c e fla flO ljeTe y npBoj no.noBMHM
H o bm Cafl, 28. X 1972. fle u e M S p a ; mo/ imm B a c noHecMTe m CBoje
npMnoBeTKe, na fieMO c/ioxmtm KhbMry.
noLUTOBaHM flp y x e An6axapM,
npMMM/iM c m o pyKonMC Bauie KhbMre, 6 m - ll03flpaBJba Bac,
fte ycKopo nposMTaHa m M3HeTa Ha caBeT A. TMUJMa
[60]

Hobm CaA, 21. XII 1972. lu a / b e M , a /iM m caA a, y o b o m T peH yTK y, hm-
c a M c M r y p a H A a c a M H a n p a B M O H a jš o /b M M3-
riouiTOBaHM APy>i<e A/i6axapM, 6op. H M caM hm K a A a 3 a M M m /b a o A a Ki-bM ra
C/iaxeM ce Aa AofjeTe 25-or, Mef)yTMM, C B o jM M n o c T o ja i- b e M npaBM ts k s b 3m a, a o -
Tor AaHa 6 Mfiy y Kam^e/iapMjM TeK oa 12 na- boam y T O /iM K y H e 0 A n y n H 0 C T . n o p e A T o r a ,
coBa. Ho, m m fieMO Ham nocao MofiM Aa n o c T o jM m C Tpax o a n o H a B /b a h b a . (...) Mo-
oSaBMMo y npeocTaTKy paAHor BpeMeHa. »<Aa c a M y n p a B O 3 a T O O A a č p a o n p M n y K o jy
BaM L u a /b e M . O H a jecre H eKa B p cT a noH3-
noiuTyje Bac, B /b a H ^ a . B e p y je M A a n M c s u , M o p a A a c e n o -
A. TMLUMa H a B /b a . 3 p e / i o c T c e H e nocTM >K e n p 0 M e H 0 M
TeM e m / im 6 a B /b e n b e M A P y rM M n p o š /ie M M M a ;
c a 3 p e B a H anM H K a 3 M B a i-b a . A m o>ka3 m rp e -
27. XII 1972. LL1MM?
y CBaKOM c/iynajy, Haasm ce Aa fie BaM
noLUTOBaHM APy>Ke An6axapM,
ce npM/ioxeHa npMna, ,,B/iara“ , AonacTM.
Ha jyHepaLUHbeM cacTaHKy M3A3B3HKor
caBeTa ycBojeHa je 3a urraMnai-be Bama noLU Tyje Bac,
3ČMpKa npMnoBeAaKa „ I I o p o a h h h o BpeMe", flaBMA An6axapM
3a 1973. roAMHy. YroBop fieMO BaM noc/ia-
tm HerAe noseTKOM MAyfie roAHHe. Y k o /im k o
6yAe npoMeHa y H 3C /iO B y Ki-bMre m/im y He- 17. IV 74.
ko m o a TeKCTOBa, cnopa3yMefieMo ce h s k -
H 3AH O . noLUTOBaHM APy>Ke A/i6axapM,
npoHM Tao caM Baiuy n p M n y , c B M A e /ia mm
no3ApaB rt.a Bac, ce m H a c T o ja f iy Aa 6yAe o S ja B /b e H a lu t o
AneKcaHAap Tmuims npe.
Mmc/imm Aa o a noHaB/bai-ba He Tpeča
6 exaTM HaMepHO - npeTnocTaB/baM Aa ho-
Hobm CaA, 6. VIII 1973. BeK OCeTM K3A je jeAHMM HaHMHOM 33CMfieH,
3 t o oha3 oSmhho 3H3HM Aa je CBe peKao
noLUTOBaHM APy>Ke A/i6axapM, LUTO ce hbMMe MOXe pefiM.
HMje n 0Tpe 6 H0 Aa AO/ia3MTe y Hobm
CaA, jep ce KHbMra m 6 e 3 Bac Kpefie Ka cbo-
Bam,
joj cya 6 mhm - LUTaMnM. Mef)yTMM, 6 m/io 6 m
no>Ke/bHO Aa HaM noma/beTe CBojy ( J io to - A. TMLUMa
rpacJ)Mjy ( m / im BMiue, na Aa M3a6epeMo) m
0CH0 BHe noAaTKe o BaMa. Ako c/iyMajHO
MMaTe HeHMje nMcahbe o Bauioj npo 3 M, Ha- 1. VII ’74.
npaBMTe npenMc. CBe o b o Tpeča HaM 3a
K/ianHy Ki-bMre. flp a m An6sxapM,
AaHoj/iMfi je 33 H3C npeBeo Ki-bMry nsyH-
ll0 3 A p a B /b a Bac, A0bmx eceja CKyn/beHMx y 36mpu,m Koja ce
A/ieKcaHAap TMLUMa OTnpM/iMKe 30Be „ABC of Reading" m/im TaKO
HeujTO, HeM3M npM ceČM pyKonMC. nec3M3
HMLUT3 HMje npeBeo.
3eMyH, 15. 4. 1974. JaBMTe K3A3 C33H3Te 33 f~peBC3 . P3AO
fieMO rs LUTaMnaTM sko He 6yAe kscho pe-
riOLUTOBaHM APy>Ke TMLUMa. Ummo y HOBeM6 py.
Bm/io mm je noTpeSHo hoko/im ko MeceuiM B m OBAe jouj MM 3Te je A H y npM Hy H e o 6 js -
Aa ce K0H3MH0 OA/iynMM 3a npMHy KOjy BaM B/beHy. HO, HeM3 HMKaKBe CMeTI-be A3 H3M
 [ 61 ]

noma/beTe m h o b y , HeKa HeKa CBOj p e fl, aKO HMcaM aoSmo OAroBop. He 3HaM mTa ce ao-
toBaMa He CMeTa. roAM/io. Mo>KAa HMCTe a o 6 m/im pyKonMC?
CpflaHHO B a c no3ApaB/ba Mo>KAa BaM c e npMna HMje Aona/ia? V CBa-
A /ieK caH flap TmuM a kom c/iynajy, HaAaM ce BameM 0A r 0 B0 py.

HcKpeHO,
3eMyH, 3 0 /9 /1 9 7 4 AaBMA An6axapM

noLUTOBaHM Apy>Ke TmuM a,

LUa/beM BaM oSefiaHy npMHy, jeflHy oa H.C., 1. XI ’74.
hobmjhx, i/i HaAaM c e fla fie BaM c e flo n a -
ctm. rip H M e T M fie T e A a je T e M a n p o M e i-b e H a A p a r M APy>Ke A/i 6 axapM ,
u A a je y n n Ta i-b y hobm jyH aK , c y A n ja Ammm- Bama npMna ,,CyAnja AnMMTpMjeBMfi“ je
TpMjeBMfi. Befi caM HanMcao hcko/imko npM- AoSpa, y/ia3M y HOBeMSapcKM Spoj.
na o i-beMy, Te BepyjeM Aa fiy c e ycKopo rp e B C 6 m M o r a o A a M A e y ja H y a p c K M , p a ­
noTnyHo CKOHueHTpMcaTM Ha i-bera . (lpaK- H M je H e - ja B M T e H a M A a /im t o jom M o x e , c
tmhho, obo je hberoB „npBM M3/ia3aK y CBeT", o63mpom Ha M3/ia3aK KH^Mre.
erara Bam c y A oneKyjeM c HecTpn/bei-beM.
LLIto ce TMne noMeHyTe Moje npMse Koja Bam
je koa Bac, a aKO ce He BapaM: y nMTanby je A. TMmMa
„Lunaticus morbus", Bep0BaTH0 je aolujio ao
Hecnopa3yMa. HaMMe, Bm CTe Ty npMny
npMMM/iM joui y 0 KT06py 1972. roflMHe, a ja 3eMyH, 26. 11. 1974.
caM je noTOM yHeo y KhbMry, BepyjyfiM Aa
fieTe je oSjaBMTM npe M3/iacKa iabMre. Ho, riouiTOBaHM APyxe TMmMa,
to ce HMje AecM/io, m ja caM 6 mo y6 eT)eH Aa M opao caM Aa caneKaM HeKa oSaBemTe-
CTe Bm, m3 HeKor pa3/iora, AOHe/iM OA/iyi<y hba M3 3penbaHMHa Aa 6 mx Morao Aa BaM ja-
Aa npMHy MnaK He LUTaMnaTe. Y CBaKOM c/iy- bmm 3a TpeBca - Ki-bMra ce cMrypHo Hefie
sajy, npi/ina ce Ha/ia3M y KH3M3M m mmc / imm nojaBMTM ao Kpaja jaHyapa. Ako BaM to jom
Aa He AO/ia3M y o63Mp Aa ce cap,a ujraMna. yBeK oAroBapa, MOxere yK/bynMTM rpejBca y
y MiuHeKMBai-by Bamer 0A r 0B0pa, jaHyapcKM Spoj. HaAaM ce Aa OBaj Ma/io 3a-
KacHe/iM OAroBop Hefie OMeTaTM Barne n/ia-
McKpeHO, HOBe.
A a B M A A/i 6 axapM
McKpeHO,
AaBMA An 6 axapM
3eMyH, 2 9 /1 0 /1 9 7 4

(lomTOBaHM A P y*e TMmMa, H.CaA, 8. XII 7 4.

TeK c m o AaHac A03Ha/iM Aa Ki-bMra n e c a ­ A p a rM A n 6 axapM ,
Ma PoSepTa TpeBca Hefie 6mtm mTaMnaHa H a x a / io c T , jaH yap cK M S p o j je Befi abt y
3a oBoroAHiuhbM cajaM Befi caM o HajaB/beHa m T a M n y , n a T p e B C He M o x e MfiM. X a o mm je.
/KopM ue/. Ako Befi HMje KacHO, Aa /im SMCTe noc/ieAHDa Bama npo3a cBMAe/ia mm ce
M o r /iM , KaKO CTe n peA/i o>km/im, Aa mTaMna­ BeoMa. Hla/bMTe HaM m Aa/be.
Te Harne npeBOAe y HOBeMSapcKOM 6 p o jy?
lip e M eceu AaHa, Ha Kpajy cenTeM Spa, Bam
n oc/ia o caM BaM jeAHy H O By npMsy, ,,CyAnja A. TMmMa
AMMMTpMjeBMfi caM H a C B e T y “ , anu a o AaHac
[62]
3eMyH, 24. 3. 1975.
noujTOBaHM Apyxe TmiiMa,
LLlajbeM BaM jom jeflHy npnny o cyAnjn
flnMi/iTpi/ijeBnfiy, ,,CyAnja flMMi/npi/ijeBi/ifi Ty-
MasM je3MK CHOBa", c HaflOM fla fie BaM ce
flonacTu k o zi u k o i/i npeTxoflHa.
fla / i h 6 nx cafla, HeaaBHCHO Ofl Bauie
ofl/iyKe o Mojoj npnni/1, Morao fla i/icnyHMM
CTapo o6efiai-be u noLua/beM BaM npeBefle-
H y npnny caBpeMeHor aiviepunKor npi/inoBe-
flana UoHa BapTa? /Mm c m o , flOCTa flaBHO,
pa3roBapa/in o caBpeMeHoj aMepuHKOj npo-
3 n y o n u jT e , Te caM ce ja o f l/ iy M n o 3a htera./
JeflUHO ce Soji/iM fla npusa Kojy caM ofla-
6pao n Befi npeBeo, ,,H3ry6/beH y Kyfin CMe-
xa“ /„Lost in the Funhouse"/, rn/ije noroflHa
3Č or CBoje fly>KMHe - o k o 30 CTpaHuua; fla
/in je t o npeBmue?
Bam,
flaBUfl A/i6axapn
Bai-ba / ly K a , 24. 2. 1976.
noujTOBaHM flp y x e TmiiMa,
Befi ce Butue o fl ceflaM Meceun Ha/ia3i/iM
OBfle, y Banba Jlyun, Ha oflc/iyxei-by BojHor
poKa, uzi i/i - Kara t o MHoro /lenuue 3Bynn - y
BumeMeceHHoj noće™ Ko/bn MnfieBnfiy. Hn-
caM, TaKO, cTurao paHMje fla BaM ce 3axBa-
/imm 3a oSjaB/bUBahte Moje npi/ine m npeBO-
fla UoHa BapTa. Cafla, no 3 aBpweTKy očyKe,
nMaM Bniue BpeMeHa, flo c n e o caM naK m ao
HeKe CTape Mami/me, m ycneo fla npeKyuaM
jeflHy o fl paHMje HanucaHi/ix npuna: ,,Cyflnja
flMMUTpujeBMfi OTKpuBa yTpošy CBMX CTB3-
pn“ . OBa npuna je MOXfla HemTO „>KeiuTia“
o fl npuna o cyflnjn Koje CTe Befi oSjaBM/in,
a/in ce HaAaM fla fie BaM ce i/maK flonacTi/i
u Aa fieTe Mofin fla je očjaBMTe.
y mimeKHBai-by Bam er OflroBopa,
McKpeHO Bani,
An6axapi/i
f la B M f l
25. II ’76.
flparM flp yxe A/i6axapn,
npuMMO caM m npoHMTao Bauuer H0B0r
fluMMTpujeBuTia, m o h m m ce flonao h c t o
Kao n paHi/iju, na fiy ra ca 3afl0 B0/bCTB0M
npenopyHHTM 3a ujTaMnahbe. LUa/bUTe npM-
we m fla/be.
Hi/icaM 3Hao fla CTe y Bojcu,n m paflyje Me
l u t o MnfieBi/ifia uMaTe npn pyuM, Te HucTe
ycaM/beHM.
CpflanaH no3flpaB,
A. TnujMa
3eMyH, 2. 9. 1976.
noLUTOBaHM flpy>Ke TmiiMa,
Befi ce CKopo flBa Meceua noHOBO Ha/ia-
3mm KOfl Kyfie. npBnx Hefle/ba hmcbm Morao
fla yM3KHeM xaocy; KacHMje ce, Mef)yTMM,
noHĐBo BpaTno pefl, c i-bMM i/i pafl. TaKO je n
npuna Kojy BaM uia/beM jeflHa ofl ohmx Koje
cy HacTa/ie no noBpaTKy. CacBi/iM je KpaTKa,
a/in HaflaM ce fla fie BaM ce flonacTM Kao m
npeTxoflHe. (Pen je o npuHM „Cyflnja A mmm-
TpnjeBMfi ce no APyrn nyT cycpefie ca ca-
mi/im co6 om “ - f l . A.) PaAHM m Ha HeKMM 3a-
HMM/bMBMM npeBOAHMa, o KojuMa fiy BaM
HaKHaAHO, KaAa 6yAy AOBpmeHM, AeTa/bHM-
je nnca™. flo TaAa, a y i/iLUHeKMBai-by Bauuer
OAroBopa, cpflanHO Bac no3flpaB/baM.
Bani,
flaBMfl An6axapn
3eMyH, 11. 11. 1976.
noLUTOBaHM flp y > K e TumMa,
flo 3Hao caM, HapaBHo: ofl Parne JluBafle,
fla ycKopo ofl/ia3MTe Ha flyxn nyT; cTora xy-
Pmm fla BaM noma/beM o b o nncMO, jotu
0flaBH0 3aMnuj/beHo. HauMe, xe/ieo 6 i/ix fla
CBoje BumeroflMLiJi-be MHTepecoBanbe /m
npeBotiehbe/ 3a caBpeMeHy aMepnHKy npo-
3y MCKpucTa/imjjeM y jeflHoj aHTo/iornjn
KpaTKnx npuna. HMajyfiM y B H fly o h o llito je
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a o c a A a c a T o r n o A P y n ja koa H a c o č ja B / b e -
h o , OHa 6m c e n p B e H C T B e H O O K p e H y n a H a M a
M aK>e n o 3 H a T M M n n c u ,M M a , koa nac peTKO
m/ih HUMa/io npeBoT]eHMx, a He3aBMCHO oa
hbMXOBMX TeMaTCKMX M/IM TeXHMWKMX CK/IOHO-
c tm . flpeAHOCT 6 m , u n a K , u M a n u npunoBe-
A3hm pof)eHM t o k o m HeTBpTe AeuenMje OBor
BeKa /1 930-40/. KocTyp aHTonomje, Befi
caAa Mory t o Aa KaxeM, h m h m jim 6 m : John
Barth, James Purdy, Donald Bartelme, William
H. Gass, Robert Coover, Richard Brautigan,
Thomas Pynchon, Joyce Carol Oates, LeRoi
Jones. Y3 i-bMx 6m ce, CBaKaKO, Haiuno m Ae-
ceTaK APyrnx MMeHa, a o k 6 m , c A pyre CTpa­
He, 6 n/in M30CTaB/beHH Updike, Bellovv, Ma-
lamud, Singer, Nabokov, Tj. c b m o h h Koju cy
Befi AOBO/bHO n 0 3 H 3 T M HaLilOj HMTa/iaHKOj
ny 6/inuM. H 36 op 6m 6 m o nponpafieH 0A r 0 -
BapajyfiMM noroBopoM MnM KOMeHTapuMa.
U,eo npojeKaT HayMno caM Aa ypaAMM 3a
e A n u n jy „AaHac", Te 6m x Bac 3 a M O /iM O Aa
mm, yKO/iMKO MO>KeTe, AaTe HeKe 0A r 0 B0 pe -
caBeTe y B e3M c tm m .
K a o A P y r o , A a nM H a C B e t o y T M n e M o ja
H aM epa A a y m c t o B p e M e , A a K n e : c n e A e f ie
je c e H M , MCTOj e A n i4 n jn n o H y A H M C B O jy k h jm -
r y n pM M a o c y q n jM A n M M T p M je B M fiy ? Aa nM ,
M H a KOjM H3HM H?
y MLiiHeKMBai-by Bauuer oAroBopa,
noLUTyje Bac,
AaBMA An6axapM
H obm CaA, 2. XII 1976.
noLUTOBaHM A py*e An6axapM,
E b o A a BaM o a t o b o p m m Ha nMCMO o a 11 -
or HOBeM6pa. Hac n p e CBera M H T e p e c y je
Baiua KHbMra o c y A n jM A n M M T p M je B M fiy m 6 m -
fie H aM m m jio A a j e b m a m m o c n e A e f ie je c e H M .
Aa ce MCTOBpeMeHo y eAHUMjM npo 3 e
nojaBM KHbMra BauJMX npeBOAa, 6 m/io 6 m Ma­
no npeBMLue. CeM Tora, y Toj eA^UMjM paAM-
je 06jaB/byjeM 0 poMaHe, na, MaAa caM c m -
r y p a H Aa 6 m Ki-bMra HOBe aMepMHKe npo3e
&Mna 3aHMMA>MBa, MMcnMM Aa 6 m čorbe 6 m-
no Aa t o ypaAHTe 3a HeKor A P yror. To He
3H3HM A a M Ayfie je c e H M , KaAa CBe č y A e r o -
, He MO>KeMO jo u j jeAH O M u e n y c TB a p
to b o
P33M 0TPM TM C B e C Tp aH M je .
CpAanaH no3ApaB,
AneKcaHAap TMUJMa
3eMyH, 2. 9. 1977.
riOLLITOBaHM A P Y * e TMLUMa,
llo n a K O obm x A a H a npM BOAUM Kpajy p a A
Ha p y r a n M c y 3ČM pK e npM na o cyAnjM Ammm-
TpM jeBM fiy. P yK onM C fie mmbtm c k o p o t 3 h h o
200 C T p a H M u a , m y hbeMy fie c e HafiM 25
npM Ha p33nMHMTMX Ay>KMH3 O CyAHjM. K 3 A 3
6 m Č M no A o S p o a s Bsm ra nom a/beM MnM,
jouu č o r b e , A O H e c e M ? n p e T n o c T 3 B / b 3 M a s
fiy c s b n o c s o o k o n p e K y i 4aBai-ba 33bplumtm
c p e A H H O M c e n T e M Č p a , snM t o je mo>ka3
n p e p s H O ? „ IIo p o a h h h o B p e M e " ca M y CBoje
B p e M e A O H e o M H o ro KacHMje; c a A a , M e f)y -
tm m , HMcaM C M ryp a H .
y MUJHeKMBaHay Baaier oAroBopa,
Bam,
AaBMA An6axapM
(B e 3 A a T yM a )
noLUTOBaHM Apy>Ke An6axapM,
noLua/bM Te pyxonMC KaAa čyAeTe to to b m
- a r a CTMme a o Kpaja cenTeMČpa, Hefie 6 m-
tm KacHO. A MO>KeTe ra HapaBHO m a o h c tm ,
caMo npoBepMTe Aa nM hm cbm cnynajHO Ha
nyTy?
Baui,
A. TMUJMa
3eMyH, 17. 1. 1978.
IlOUJTOBaHM APy>Ke TMUJMa,
H la /be M B a M , K a ra c m o c e A o ro B o p M n M
npMnMKOM M o je n o c e T e , jo m je A H y npMHy o
c y A n jn A n M M Tp M jeB M fiy. O B o r n y r a o h rn e A a
a M a Te p cK M 0 m/im.
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y Me1)yBpeMeHy caM a o S m o , n om u cao m n p o m /io ro flM iu h b e 3 Č M p K e . npM no>KeHa je m

BpaTno yroBop 3a Khbi/iry o cyp,v\\v\ f l. Bepy- Kp a TK a S e n e o iK a . M e K jy e H flo c a fla , k o / im k o
jeM Aa fieMO, Ha Kpajy, cbm 6m tm 3aAO Bo/bHM . m m je n 0 3 H a T 0 , k o a H a c HMje o 6jaB/bMBaH.

HcKpeHM no3flpaBM, Bauj,

flaBMfl An6axapn flaBMfl An6axapM

3eM yH , 6. 12. 19 78 . T m l u m s HMje 0flr 0B0pM0 na o b o i i m c m o .

MeKjyeHOBa npMna je o6jaB/beHa, a TMUJMa
noujTOBaHM flpyxe TrnuMa, je y6p30 noc/ie Tora npecTao fla ypef)yje
flyro BaM ce Befi HMcaM jaB/bao. noćne JlerontAC Mamice cpncKe. nMcao m m je joiu
y36yfjei-ba Koje je flOHe/ia nojaBa ,,Cyflnje caMo jeflHOM noc/ie Tora, a/iM t o je Aeo
flMMMTpMjeBMfia", flom/ia je m OBa Ki-bMXMLj1a Apyre npMne.
,,o 6 m h h m x npMsa" /Ha«OH HeTBoporoflmuhber
HeKai-ba/. LUa/beM BaM je cafla, npeMfla ce
paHMje, flOK caM m x nMcao, HMKafla h m c b m
ycyflMO fla BaM m x noma/teM 3a „JleTonMC".
(...)
Xeneo 6 m x Tai<of}e fla BaM noHyflMM H e -
Ke npeBefleHe, npo3He, npM/iore. Y nMTan>y
cy npMHe BnaflMMMpa Ha60K0Ba, o KOMe
CMrypHO HMje noTpeČHO noceSHO t o b o p m t m ,
m HOBe Hafle enrnecKe npo3e JaHa MeKjye-
Ha. (...)
Baiu,
flaBMfl An6axapM

H. Cafl, 22. I ’79.

flparM An6axapM,
XBana BaM Ha o č m h h m m npMHaMa- npo-
HMTaO caM MX ca 3aAOBOJbCTBOM.
PaflyjeM ce ycnexy „flMMMTpMjeBMfia",
KojM je npaBM.
noLua/bMTe HaM McEwana.
Bam,
A. TMLUMa

3 e M y H , 2 9 . 1. 1 9 7 9 .

noLUTOBaHM flpyxe TMLUMa,

flparo m m je fla cy BaM ce „OČMHHe n p M -
ne“ flonane.
BepyjeM fla fie BaM ce f lo n a c T M m „H3-
Met)y HapmaBa" JaHa MeKjyeHa. npMsa je
npeBefleHa M3 hberoBe flpyre, MCTOMMeHe,

Masen JJaeug
CBeTiic/iae E a c a p a
n
P e s K o ja n 3 /ia 3 n m cpqa,
n p o flu p e y c p u a f lp y r n x .
3oxap
Kafla naconucu nosHy fla o 6jaB/byjy TeMaT-
CKe čpojeBe o HaMa, t o HMje flo đ a p 3 HaK. To
3Hann fla cmo to to b o CTapun. A/im BpeMeHa
cy ce npoMeHM/ia m cafla je CTapocT HeKa
BpcTa npMBM/ierMje. Obo flo đ a je fiopcoKaK
y KojeM o6mh3h M3/ia3aK Ha y/iMuy npeflCTa-
B/ba 0 Mai-bM cmpthm rpex. A aKO, naK, xo-
fieai fla ce yfla/bMLU o fl Tora, cyflapaiu ce ca
napaflOKca/iHMM 4>eHOMeHOM: yfla/baBanbe
Ofl rnynocTM hmhm HOBeKa jom r/iyn/bMM.
noKymaj fla ce npM6/iM>KM MyflpocTM - jouj
Burne. CTapocT, cnačocT, ycnopeHOCT-CBe
Hac to CMeiiiTa Ha 6e36eflHy n 0/i 0 BMHy nyTa
M3Me1^y tmx KpajHOCTM. KoHanHO, HMje rp a -
m u 6 m/io kojm waconMC. Ty je BpaHKO, Ty je
An6 axapM. Ty caM, K0 HaHH0 , ja KojM Tpeda
Aa nMiueM o flaBMfly. KojM xofiy fla nMiueM o
hbeMy. CaMo He 3 h 3 m KaKo. 3HaM fla t o mo-
pa 6 mtm npo3a. O npMnoBeflany ce MOxe
roBopMTM caMo npMnoBeflai-beM. CMMu±rbaM
3aTo HeKoziMKo, xajfle fla KaxeM, 3an/ieTa 3a
HeKOJiMKO HeHanMcaHMX npMnoBecTM. Ebo
0flMax jeflH or: A o k nocMaTpaM TojMHe up-
Texe y TpaflCKOM My3ejy y HMK03MjM (lu to
ce 3aMCTa 3 ć m a ) cycpefteM npo4>ecopa
flo/iMBMOca ULIejTaHMca (M3MMiurbeHor, a/iM
BeoMa yseHor m HaflacBe npMCTOjHor a o k to -
pa na/ieo/iMHrBMCTMKe) m Ty ce 3anofleBa je-
flaH o fl ohmx cjiynajHMx pa3roBopa y My3ejM-
Ma. A o k to p LLlejTaHMC, BeoMa KpaTKOBMfl
(r/iaBa My je HenpMCTojHO, to to b o epoTCKM
6/iM3y CTaK/ia Koje noKpMBa upTex) y je fl-
hom TpeHyTKy Kaxe: „T ocnofle, Kao /iMue
nane y npMHM AaBMfla A /i 6 axapMja.“ H ara
He bo/imm TaKBe pa 3 roBope, Ha noMeH A a -
BMfl0 B0 r MMeHa caB/iaflaBaM Mp30B0/by.
„Bm CTe HMTa/iM A /i 6 axapMja?“ , nMTaM. „Ca
Be/iMKMM 3afl0B0/bCTB0M“ , Kaxe npoc})ecop
LLlejTaHMC. „O ho lu to MeHe Kao jim htbm ctv
npMB/ianM y i-beroBMM npMnaMa m poMaHMMa
jecTe Kpaji-ba 6 k o h o m m h h o c t n p M ynoTpe 6 M
6yfly1ier BpeMeHa. V\ BeoMa 6 pMX/bMB oa-
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h o c npeMa je3MKy. To je 3HaK raneHra. 3na-
Te, rocnoflMHe, /iMHTBMCTMKa je flaHac fla/ie-
Ka nepMCJjepMja HaynHe MeTpono/ie, a/iM Ha
LUTeTy HayKe caMe. PacTyfia noMeThba y
CBeTy nocneflMua je je3MHKe noMeThbe, no-
rpeoiHor c/iaranba BpeMeHa, HenpaBM/iHe
ynoTpeče naflexa. BaMa ce t o Moxe yMM-
h m tm npeTepaHMM, a/iM KaSa/iMCTM TBpfle
fla je y3poK c b m x 3ana Henaxi-bOM M30CTa-
B/beHa KBaHMua M3Hafl xečpejcKor c/ioBa u;
( lu m h ) . “
no/i Bmpm/imo je Herfle 3anMcao fla HMje
Mory?ie m3mmc/imtm xe/ie3HMuy a fla mcto-
BpeMeHo He M3MMC/iMTe xe/ie3HMMKe H e -
cpeTie. Mcto TaKO je HeMoryfie hmcbtm npu-
wy o My3ejy, a fla ce, npe m/im KacHMje, He
nojaBM My3ejcKM syBap KOMe npM3op jeflHor
CTapMjer m jeflHor cpefl0BeHH0r rocnoflMHa,
npMnMjeHMx, to to b o 3arp/beHMx, 3ar/iefla-
hmx y TojMH upTex, Mopa fla M3mefla Kpaj-
Hbe cyMHaMB. ripefl/ia>KeM npoc})ecopy LUej-
T3HMcy fla p a 3 r o B o p HacTaBMMO y HeKOj ofl
TaBepHM cTape HMK03Mje. flpocfiecop HeMa
HMLUTa npoTMB. ,,rioTnyHO CTe y npaBy ro­
cnoflMHe flOKTOpe", KaxeM flOK M3/ia3MMO
M3 My3eja. „MHoro npe Hero luto caM yno-
3Hao An6axapMja, Ha 0CH0By OflcycTBa npM-
fleBa m nopeP)ei-ba y HberoBMM npMnaMa, ofl-
Max caM 3Hao fla ce paflM o Be/iMKOM
nMCuy. H Be/iMKOM rocnoflMHy. A/im 3aujTO
M36eraBaTM 6yflyTie BpeMe, to mm HMje 6aw
jacHO.“ OflroBop f)y ao6mtm HeiuTo KacHMje,
Kafla ceflHeMO 3a c to y SaujTM TaBepHe „To
KoHaT3M“; jep npoc^ecop LLlejTaHMC je c/iefl-
SeHMK jeflHe npacTape TpaflMUMje Koja 3a-
6panbyje fla ce npMna y xofly. Ca3Hafiy to
KacHMje. OBaj MOMeHaT je BaxaH jep 6aua
HeujTO CBeT/ia Ha syflHy okojihoct: fla HMKa-
Aa HMcaM BMfleo AaBMfla fla xofla. no3HajeM
ra to/imko roflMHa, BMfleo caM ra tojimko ny-
Ta, y peflaKL(MjaMa, y Tpo/iej6ycy, Ha koh-
uepTMMa, Ha CajMy KhbMra, y 3oo-BpTy. A/im
HMKafla y noKpeTy. HMKafla Kara xofla.
,,O c /iy L U H M T e !“ , K a x e a o k t o p U U ejT aH M c.
,,06paTMTe naxhby H a A p a M a T M H H y p a 3 /iM K y
M 3M eT)y I w e n t m I s h e ll g o . I w e n t - 3B ynM T a -
KO CO/1MAHO, Ae4>MHMTMBHO, n0y3A aH 0, ro-
t o b o 0 n M n /b M B 0 . A o k y / s h e ll g o m m b m o j e -
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flaH cy6jei<aT, jeflHy BO/by Koja, y CTBapu, He
nocToju jep ce Ha/ia3M n3BaH, y r/iaro/iy k o -
jn y3anyfl noKymaBa fla npe3eHT yrypa y 6y-
AyfiHOCT. HeKafla, y flaBHa flo6a, y npBO-
S m th o m je3MKy, o h o m npe ilOMeTi-be, nocTO-
ja /10 je 6yflyfie BpeMe. HMa jeflHO TyMaHenbe
y 3oxapy, y nor/iaB/by Parshat Noach, o M3-
rpaflhbn BaBM/iOHCKe Kyne, o TOMe fla Ky/ia y
CTBapu Huje 6M/ia rpafjeBMHa y apxmeKTOH-
c k o m , Befi y cnnpMTyanHOM CMMC/iy. MMajy-
fiM Ha pacno/iarai-by je3MK Kojy cy pa3yMe/ie
HečecKe CM/ie, je3MK KojM je MMao CTBapHO
6yflyfte BpeMe, /byo,M cy mm s/im M0ryfiH0CT
fla yn/iHy Ha t o k CTBapn. 3 6 o r Tora je Bor
noMeo je3HKe m ym/iHMO fla npoiu.nocT 6yfle
HajcTBapHnja. 3 6 o r Tora je, KOHanHO, Kacj)Ka
y npaBy: Mecnja 3đn/ba Hefie flofin nocnefl-
Haer, Befi Hajnoc/ieAn^Mjer flaHa. XTeo je,
HauMe, fla Kaxe fla fie npoTefm joui jeflaH
flaH npe Hero l u t o c x b 3 t h m o fla ,,jyHe“ HMje
Suzio. He TpeSa r/ieAaTM y 6yflyfiH0CT. Cyfl-
HbH flaH fie flofin, aKO TaKO CMeM fla KaxeM,
orno3aAM.“
$
CneflefiH 3anneT Hac o a b o a m y jeflHy m 3m m -
Lu/beHy 3eM/by. To je Kpa/beBMHa Ka/iajaH,
Koja Ha ncT0Ky HMa HeMMpHy rpaHMu,y ca
PypMTaHMjoM 0nycT0LueH0M rp a T )a H C K M M
paTOM, a o k ce ca ceBepa, m c t o k b m jyra
rpaHHMH ca h m 3 0 m HecTa6M/iHMx- AaHac je-
cy-cyTpa Hncy - AP^aBnua. Kpa/b Topa3A
XII c/inKa je m npM/iMKa Kpa/ba M3 flaBMAOBe
npune ,,Kpa/b“ : Me/iaHxo/iMHaH, cnop, /iei-b,
c k / io h cahbapei-by; 3ayBeK HecpefiaH 36or
CTporor np0T0K0/ia Koju nponncyje Aa ra -
nara je HanyHno TpnAeceT ceAaM roAUHa -
CBaKora jyTpa oS/ianu m cBaKe Benepu c k m -
Aa noc/iyra. riana Kpa/beBCTBa KanajaH Be-
OMa je Ha/inK nanu 03 A/i6axapnjeBe npune
,,nana“ . 1/1 TpeSa fla 6yAe TaKaB: Ma/iM, ca-
cyLueH, 36pHKaH. fla 6m pa3yMeo c/iaSocTu
CBoje nacTBe, o h 6o/iyje o a c b m x Moryfmx
6onec™ n - LUTaBume - Ha CBOja n/iefia,
KaA roA je to Moryfie, npey3HMa SonecTu
6 /im x h d m x . Huje b m lum oa HeKnx ocaMAece-
TaK caHTMMeTapa je p Mopa Aa MAe ycKOM u
CBe y>KOM cTa30M npaBeAHMKa Hocefin Ha
c/iačnM n/iefiMMa Bpefiy npenyHy rpewHMx
A y iu a .
Ilana nnjn je \e p y \H v \ rpex ck/iohoct Ka
c/iaflO/iefly oa BaHM/ie.
npeAceAHMK Kpa/beBCKe B/iaAe, naK,
E h p m k BapflaK je eMurpaHT M3 HeKe ofl m o -
jnx HeraTHBHMx yTonnja: MpanHa, 6o/iecHo
aMđMUM03Ha / 1MHHOCT BOjHMHKe npOUJ/lOCTM
(Kao nopyHHMK ynecTB 0 Ba0 y cpaMHMM ny-
MeBMMa m n o ry 6/beH>MMa y 3eM 6/in); noce-
Tn/iau ja B H n x Kyfia, KOUKap m cn/ieTKapom
Koju y roBopy k o p m c tm m h o lu tb o n p n fle B a m
ca^ba fla Ka/iajaH yBefle y p e fl CTBapHnx flp -
xaBa. Cafla A0/ia3M HajBaxHMje: a p > k 3 b h o
ype1)ehbe Ka/iajaHa yAemaBaM TaKO Aa Bp-
x o b h m paSuH Kpa/beBCTBa 6 y A e fla B M A A/i-
6axapn, HMMe wcnyhbaBaM hberoBy xe/by H3
M /iaAO CTM . AaBMA je y A /ia K y m ctm Kao fla -
b h a K a K B o r 3H 3M O , ocm m je A H o r A e T a /b a : Ha
TeMeny h o c m kippah 6 e/ie 6 oje ca n3Be3e-
HMM CMMČ0/10M MareH fiaBMfl.
Hbnx n e T B o p n u a c y flp x a B H M C a B e T K p a -
/beBMHe Ka/iajaH.
Ja caM Ty caMo ,,CBe3Hajyfin npunoBe-
Aan“ . OHaj Koju ce ycy?)yje Aa Hanrnue ,,no-
muc/im Kpa/b“ . l“lyKn 3anwcHMHap pacnpaBe
jyHaKa Koju Tpe6a Aa AOHecy cyfl 60H0CHy
0fl/iyKy: fla /im fla Ka/iajaH noflHece 3axTeB
3a npnjeM y OYH n TMMe CTeKHe no/iMTMHKy
pea/iHOCT (no hckmm ayTopnTeTMMa Heyno-
peflMBO Hepea/iHnjy oa /lMTepapHe), m/im Aa
ocTaHe H/iaH K0M0HBe/iTa MMarMHapHMx 3e-
Ma/ba.
PacnpaBy OTBapa nyKOBHMK BapAaK.
- Bame Be/iMnaHCTBO, yK0/iMK0 nocTaH
mo nyHonpaBHM H/iaH OYH, Baiua CMTyau,Mja
SMfie HeynopeAMBo 60/ba. TaMO, y CTBap-
hom cBeTy, Kpa/beBM BMLue HMcy naTeTMHHe
(j3Mrype, Befi HopMa/iHM /byAM KojM ce cbmm
oč/iane m CBe neaifie xeH e jeAPHM fiepKaMa
ceocKMx nM/bapa. n opeA Tora, y cno/ba-
LUhbeM cBeTy rpaMaTMHKa npaBM/ia HMcy hm
M3Č/iM3a TaKO CTpora Kao OBAe; MoxeTe
MMpHe Ayw e norpemMTM y naAexy, M30CTa-
bmtm cy 6jeKT, norpeLUHO ynoTpe 6 MTM HeKM
r/iaro/iCKM očjimk a Aa ce t o He 0Apa3M Ha
CTaSM/iHOCT Kpa/beBMHe.
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Ha p e fly je n a n a . 3axBaia Be/iMKy Kaum- m o o a B a u ie B O /b e 3aBM CM x o f ie jim HeKO n a -

Ky cn a flo /ie fla o a BaHM/ie. B p m u e y c i a . M c tm ca M e p A e B M H a n nonoM M TM H o ry , lu t o
noHUhbe A a ro B o p u : c e , 3 a x B a / b y jy f m a o S p o t m Bauier cpua, ao-
- y CBeTy y KojeM ce He boam panyHa o r a t ja B e o M a peTKO m c a M o HajonaKMjMM no-
penHMa, He boah ce pasyHa hm o CTBapMMa A a H M U M M a , AO K TaMO HMHMja B O /b a He 3Ha-
hm o /byAMMa. CBeT je cTBopeH jeAHOM je - hh H n u iT a je p je CBe n o A p e fje H O jeA H O M
Amhom peHjy. JeAHOM jeAMHOM penjy fie m 3 / io k o 6 h o m 3 a K O H y n o K o je M C Be C T B a p u m
3aBpujMTM. y ochobm - CBeT je npMHa. UlTa- cb m /b y A M M M a jy C B o jy T 3 M H y C T p a H y. (la Ta-
BMuue, CB3K0 oa Hac je jeAHa npuna. C sa ra k o , a o k 6 n c T e c e b o 3 m jim y S e /iO M K p a /b e B -
Mo>Ke 6 mtm onucaH. Anu MOxe m Aa onrnue ckom Mepu,ep,ecy, y n p K O C c b m m npeAO C Tpo-
Apyror. TaMO rAe 6 m nyKOBHMK EapAaK Aa >KHOCTMMa, HenpecTaHO č u c T e M opanu Aa
Hac oAseAe, penu cy 3anocTaB/beHe, to to - M M a T e H a y M y A a j e M 3 y M a y T 0 M 06 m ia a o -
bo 3a6opaB/beHe, je3MUM nponaAajy m CBe H e o je A H y a o T a A a H e n o 3 H a T y C T B a p : cao-
ce cboah na cnuKe: c/iMKe y My3ejMMa, cjim- S p a f ia jH e H e c p e t ie , 3 ry> K B a H n u M , 3 a p o 6 -
Ke y HOBMHaMa, c/iMKe Ha Te/ieBM3njn, cjim- ^ e H a T e / ia . H c t o T aK O , T p e S a A a 3 H a T e A a
Ke Ha S n jiđ o p A M M a . C B e T O n u c M O H a c ysM T a jH a A P y w T B a M3 B a c a p M H n x p o M a H a , m m-
Aa cy pe3aHM sukobu m cnMKe MAO/iono- CTMHHa y A p y > K e H ja 3 n o 6 H M K a , H enpecTaH O
k/iohctbo. riane cy, yocTanoM, no Ae4>MHM- p o B a p e m M 3 a 3 M B a jy H e p e A e u p e B O ^ y u n je .
unjM KOH3epBaTMBHM. HnacaM Aa CBe ocTa- 3a p H ucre jeAHOM, y rpeHyTKy flocafle, no-
He 0H3KB0 K3KB0 jecTe. MMcnu/iM fl,a caMU (puHaHCMpare p e eon ym -
- C n a x e M c e c a C b c tm m O u e M - roBopu jy ? Ma n o cra H e re jyHaK HeKor KhbivKeBHor
flaBM A- - J e p , y TanMyay je 3 a n n c a H o : He Aena, ne 6 n c re n n o 6 e 3 6 e w w decM pr-
y6uja 3Mnja Hero rpex. I u M e x o fie A a c e Ka- h o c t . A O H fla y M a r H O B e i- b y B i^ jje / in CBojy
x e A a >Ke/ba n p e T x o A n MCKyixjehby. Cbm ohm rnaB y ksko c e Korp/ba y/inu,aMa rnaBHor
Kojmvia je T e c H O y o r a h o m a/iM CTaČMJiHOM r p a n a m o c e m /iu a a b s m je B p a r ra H a K K a o
n o p e T K y n p u n e y A a / b a B a jy c e o a y c K o r n y T a bp6ob n p y r . HapaBHO, Bama pen je npecyA-
n p aB e A H H K a m K p e fiy Ha uimpokm n y T n p o n a - Ha. Anu H u je 3 r o p e r Aa pa3MncnnTe. A a Ha
c t h . M 3 BaH n p u n e n o c T o ju c a M o x a o c . C a M o je A a H Tac B a re C T aB M T e npeA H O C T M T aK B e
n p o n a A a n b e . n o r/ ie A a jM o : O auceja m r i n a - n o /iM T M H K e a B a H T y p e , a Ha A P y r n MaHe. fla
TOHO Ba fip n a B a o c T a n e c y H e n 3 M e i-b e H e , aKO MaHe npeBam y, a c n r y p a H c a M Aa x o -
MCTe a o n o a n e A i-t e r c n o B a , a ko/imko je c a - t i e , aKO yB M A M T e A a j e n o H M > K a B a jy fie o 6 n a -
m o >Ka/iocHnx n p o M e H a AO X M B e.na TpH K a. neH^e m CB/iane^be Bamer BenuHaHCTBa,
MnaK, l u t o c e yMeTHMWKMx ani/iKa T u n e , He M H o r o M a rt> e 3 n o o a y n y u iT a h b a y a B a H T y p y
6 mx rn u a o TaK O A a /ie K o Kao C B e T u O T a u . TpxnuiHe npMBpeAe, nMČepanHe eKOHOMnje
C/iMKe B a / iTy c a , c/inK e f l e KupuKa, c/iMKe n r n o 6 a jiM 3 a u M je , c b m 6 m c m o m o m m A a c e
BejKO Ha, M aK a p Kao n / iy c T p a u n je y T e K C T y , nosacTMMO Be/iMKMM 3AenaMa cnaAO/ieAa
M aKap y cJjopmm AeTa/bHi/ix o n u c a , CBaKaKO o a B a H M /ie .
6m T p e S a jio A a y K p a iu a B a jy n a n n p H a T e e H -
T e p n je p e H a iu e r K p a /b e B C TB a . H e c n o p u M ,
B a u ie Be/iM naHCTBO, A a 6 m n p n c T y n a h b e K a -
n a ja H a Ta K 0 3 B 3 H 0 j 3 a n a A H O j unBH/iM3ai4MjM
O M o ry fin n o A a c e o>KeHMTe KfiepKOM H e r a r KoHasHo: AOKyMeHTapHa npo3a. CMMyna-
6 aKa/iMHa o k o HMje c e nojaBe poju hh3 Haj- KpyM AOKyMeHTapHe npo3e. JleTO ABexM/ba-
6aHa/iHMjnx n p n A e B a , a/iM 3 a n a A H a u,mbmjim- AMTe. Hana3MM ce y KaHaAH, y TopoHTy. Ka­
3au,nja rnvia C B o je M aH e. O H a je n o r p y x e H a y Aa caM B e fi Ty, peA je Aa ce cpeTHeM ca
T 3 M Hy cec)3Mpy Malkuth, a o k , n o n y T cbm x An6axapMjeM, KojM Befi Ayro roAMHa >kmbm y
CB eTO Ba c T B o p e H w x M M arM HauM joM , K a n a ja H KanrapMjy. He y er3uny. HMKaAa AaBMA HM­
npe S u iB a y 6 /ia>KeHoj ce c fin p n X o a - T A e c a - je M3ycTM0 Ty MarMHHy 4>opMy/iy Koja Ha-
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lum m 3 e M /b a u n M a OTBapa BpaTa 3anaflHMx
n3flaBaHKnx Kyfia. HMKafla y i/iHTepBjywvia
HMje peKao pyxHe pesM o 3eMJbM Koja mx
CBe 3ac/iy>Kyje. 3a flaBMfla, x m b o t HMje no-
/im tm hkm npojeKaT. „>Kmbmm y Ka/irapMjy!“ To
je CBe l u t o fie pefiM. He xm bm Ty 3aTO l u t o je
no6erao oflHeKyfl, hm tm 3aTo l u t o xofie fla
HeKyfla CTMrHe. Cy6/iMMMcaHo m c k y c tb o re-
HepauMja npeflaKa ysM ra fla je hobck npor-
HaH Ma rfle fla ce Ha/ia3Mo. Aa ce oa npo-
roHCTBa He MOxe noSefiM. A oneT, noByneH
m CKpoMaH, HeynopeflMBo je npeBo?)eHMjM ofl
oh m x KojM aHeMMHHe ycnoHe rpafle Ha x m -
bo m necKy nponacTM CBOjMx poflHMx rpaflo-
B a. An6axapM, MMe Koje je o6e.nexMJio jeflHy
OMaH>y enoxy y Beorpafly, MMe je Koje 3HanM
m c to t o - An6axapM - cByfla y CBeTy.
n o 3 MB3 M AaBMfla TenecfiOHOM. LilTa pa-
flMM y TopoHTy? riMTa flaBMA- flo m a o caM
Ha TpKe <J)opMyne jeflaH. (3aMCTa caM 6 mo
Ha Toj tpum .) Ko je noSeflMO? riMTa fla /te .
He 3 H3 M. nocMaTpao caM 6 o/iMfle, He pe-
flo cn e fl. ripaBM/iHo! K axe flaBMfl. flo ro B a -
paMO c e fla c e HafjeMo y OejMHoj Kac^eTe-
pMjM y yjiMUM JaHr, ajiM ts k o fla 0CTaHeM0 y
CBojMM cočaMa. flo fla je mm ca Be/iMKe yfla-
/beHOCTM KOMaflMfi xamMma m pM3Jiy, fla ca-
BMjeM IjJOmht. OflaBHO HMcaM flyBao, a/iM ro ­
flMHe KpM3e, HecTamMue, pojiai-be uMrapeTa
o fl xepu,eroBaHKe pM3/ie HanMHM/ie cy Me
eKcnepTOM. „JecM jim oho npe m hoto roflMHa
CTBapHO cnaBao Hac/ioi-beH Ha 3ma?“ , nMTa
flaBMfl. „JeflHOM m/im ABanyT“ , Ka>KeM. ,,Y to
BpeMe caM, Kao m tm, m hoto HMTao o 3eH
6yAM3My. HerAe caM npoHMTao Aa je jeAaH
yHMTe/b 3eHa Ha nMTai-be KaKo nocTMftM ca-
TopM peKao: KaAa cm maAaH jeAn, KaAa cm
yMopaH cnaBaj. HeKO BpeMe caM noKymaBao
Aa cjieAMM Ty MyApocT.“ „fla , 3eH 6yAH3aM!“
Kaxe A/i 6axapM. „ M e H e 6 eme npMByKao je ­
AaH ApyrM KoaH. MnaflMfi A0/ia3M koa ynMTe-
iha m nMTa rnTa TpeSa Aa paAH Aa 6 m c e
npocBeTnMO. ynMTe/b My Kaxe: Ham jeAM, na
fiy tm pefiM. M/iaAMfi OAna3M, jeAe m xypM
HaTpar. JecM jim pynao?, nMTa ra ynMTejb.
JecaM, Ka>Ke M/iaAHft. A ynMTejb fie: A jecM
jim onpao cyAOBe? K axy Aa je OBaj MJiaAHfi
OAMax nocTMrao npocBeT/behbe."
Ako xofiem Aa pa 3 roBapam ca HeKMM Ha
pa3AaJbMHM oa flBafleceT MeTapa, OHfla mo-
pam fla BMnem. A/im Kafla je pacTojai-be M3-
Mef)y caroBopHMKa 3434 KM/ioMeTpa, kojim-
ko MMa M3MeT)y KajirapMja m TopoHTa, ao-
BO/bHO je caMo Aa HeMO OTBapam ycTa. Ko
MMa ymM, HeKa nyje. Mo>KAa je ynpaBO M3-
/iM3aHOCT je3MKa t o lu to HaroHM An 6axapM-
ja Aa ce He M3jamH>aBa Kao nMcau, sefi Kao
npeBOAHnau,. Ako cy je 3 ML4M ynponamfieHM
HecaBecHOM ynoTpe 6 oM, He Ha/ia3M jim ce
OHAa CMMCaO CKpMBeH Ha HMHMjoj 3eMJbM
M3Mef)y ABajy r/io ca ? „ fla jim ce jom yBeK
CMaTpam npeBOAMOueM?1', hmtbm An 6 axa-
pMja. ,,fla “ , Ka>Ke A ji 6 axapM, „jom yBeK caM
Ha npBOM MecTy npeBOAHJiau,. IIotom hmtb-
jiau. TeK OHAa nMcau. A tm, Aa /im ce tm jom
yBeK CMaTpam mmctmkom KojM nMuue?“ „He
BMme!“ , Ka>KeM. „B efi M3BecHO BpeMe M36e-
raBaM ynymTai-be y KOHuenTe o cbmom ce-
6 m. y 0CTaji0 M, CBe peT)e nnaieM. M mmc/imm
Aa je t o Ao 6 p o .“
3acTaHMMO Ma/io k o a n p e B o tje h ta . „ripe-
BOflMJiau," HMje HaposMTo ycne/ia pen, Mara
\AbSlH H /im h Ha/ia3M M3BecHe n 0flyflapH 0CTM
M3Mef)y CKe/iei,iMja KojM npeB03e mBepuoBa-
Hy po 6y ca jeflHe Ha flp y ry CTpaHy peKe 6e3
o ča jia m npeBOflMoua KojM m c to t o HMHe ca
MMCJiMMa m ocefianbMMa. LLlTa ce, Met)yTMM,
AoroflM.no ca penjy ,,TyMaH “ , Koja ce Mo>Ke
cpecTM jom caMo no cyflOBMMa. Jep, mm o b -
Ae HeMaMO noana ca npeBoT)et-beM, TpaM-
noM peHM jeflH or 3a penM flp y ro r je3MKa; o b -
f le je č m th o TyMawehbe, flemMc})poBai-be, npo-
HMuai-be, fleKOflMpahbe. Kafla Kaxe „ja caM
npeBOflMJiau", A ji 6 axapM He mmcjim Ha CBOj
npeBOflMJianKM onyc (MHase BeoMa, BeoMa
Ba>KaH), Befi to b o p m Kao m m ctm k: nMcai-be je
TyMaHei-be, fleujMct>poBai-be, fleKOflMpai-be yH y-
Tpami-bMx c a flp x a ja cpu,a M3 Kojer M3Jia3M
KaKo o h o mTO h m ctm TaKO m o h o l u t o npjba
HOBeKa. fla ce m ja Ma/io no3a6aBMM npeBo-
T)enbeM: fleKJiapMmyfiM ce Kao „npeBOflMJiau,
KojM nMme“ , o h 3anpaB0 pa30TKpMBa cp>K
concTBeHe noeTMKe m cymTMHy cBaKor 0 3 -
ČMJbHor nMcai-ba. riMcat-be HMje „CTBapahte“ ,
CTBapatt>e je Eo>Kja npMBM/ierMja, nMcanbe je
MyK0TpnHM nocao TyMasehba concTBeHor
 1 „floBorhHo 6m6h/io npoMeHMTU yrao r/ieflaH>a, npe-
CTaTM meflaTM y Apyre n 3ameflaTH ce y ce6e. He nn-
TaTu ce BMine ujTa je c ApyrnMa, Befi LUTa je ca HaMa.
CBaujTa FieMO npoHafin y ce6n, CTBapu KaKBe MpaBM-
Ma mMeflBefluMa HMKafla He 6mna/ie Ha naMeT. HeKa-
fla je flofipo 6mtm APyrannjn, anu caMO OHfla Kafla to
c/iy>Kn fla noKa>Ke fla cm mcth Kao u ocTa/iM“ (flaBMfl
An6axapn, Teper).
M e c i a y c B e T C K O M C T O p n jcK O M x a o c y n p a u i-
H M iu fia B a H a e c o n c T B e H o r y H y T p a iu i- b e r x a o c a .
M o > K fla na npBO M M ecTy obo flp y r o , je p
o k o j ih m xaoc m H u je HMLLiTa f l p y r o flo n p o je K -
UMja H a u jM x yH yTpaLU hbM X x a o c a H a f l p y r e . 1
flaBM fl Me npeKM fla y pa3MMLu/bahby. riM-
Ta: „LUTa H M Tam ?" „ Eojbe fla tm He Ka>KeM.
Hefieuj B e p o B a TM .“ „Ma x a jfle “ , C M e je c e A n -
6axapM . „PeuM fla HMTauj AraTy K p m ctm ." ,,A
He! T a j n p o je K a T je 3 a B p u je H . Cafla H ajpaflM -
je HMT3M p yM yH C K y n oe 3 M jy Ha p yM yH C K O M .“
„JecM /im HayHMO p yM yH C K M ?“ ,,He!“ , K a x e M .
„Boneo 6mx, a/m n p e c T a p c a M fla ynMM je3M -
Ke. HMTaM fla 6mx HM Tao. He fla 6mx H e iu To
c a 3 H a o . A/im 3 a M eH e pyM yHCKM HMje a n c o -
n yTH a ceM aHTM HKa nycTM H>a. 3 H a M n o H e K y
pen. O B fle -O H fle n p e n o 3 H a M n o H e K y c/iOBeH-
CKy no3 a jM M u y. Je c M nM 3 H a o fla je B a rp a m
Ha pyM yHCKOM earpa?“ „H M caM 3 H a o “, K a x e
flaBM fl. ,,A/im t o HMje HM iuTa HeoČMMHO. T o ­
kom cbm x tm x roflM H a n p e B o fje n b a , HayHMO
caM fla je3MKy He T p e S a B e p o B a TM . n o c To jM
Be/iMKM 6 p o j peHM M a T e p i-b e r je3MKa Koje He
3H 3M 0, flOK M CTO B peM eH O 3H8M O M3BeCT3H
6 p o j penM M3 Hajer30TMHHMjMx MflMOMa, a fla
y o n iu T e hm cm o CBecHM T o r a . LU Ta c a Be/iM-
kom n0p0flM U,0M penM, cjimhhm x Kao ja je ja je -
T y, HMje 3H aH ehte B ap M pa o fl je3MKa flo je 3M -
Ka? LUra c a norpeLUHM M npeB O flM M a Koju cy
ce 0fl0M afm /iM m H e o M e T a H O H a rp M 3 a jy m o-
h3ko K/iMMaBe T e M e /b e 3 H a se i-b a ? Y3m m m o
MareH f.\aBW c a keppah-a KojM cm mm H a T y -
Kao Ha T e M e y K a/iajaHy: c b 3 k o fie , C B yfla Ha
CB eTy, pefiM: t o je flaB M flO B a 3 B e3 fla . A HMje.
T a n a H n p e B O f lje : flaBM flO B lu t m t .“
$ joM); MO/iMTBa je TexHMKa yHyTp3mHaer cs-
PeK O C M O B e fi fla j e f l a B M f l y M /ia flO C T M x e -
n e o f la 6 y fle paS M H . He T p e č a c y M h ta T M f l a
je to 6 M /ia 0 3 Č M /b H a H aM epa. O h je yBeK
K p a ji-b e 0 3 6 M /b a H . O f l/ iy K y c a o n u iT a B a o u y .
O T a u , r a n o ,o ,p x a B a . Y J e B p e jc K o j o n iiiT M H M
p a 3 ro B a p a o TOMe c a f lp K a fle /i6 y p r o M m JeflHOM
O B aj M y H y flM C T M n e H flM jy 3a paČ M H C K O lu k o -
n o B a h t e y H 3 p a e / i y . ,,Y M a rH O B e i-b y c a M BM­
f l e o c e 6 e K a o p a đ M H a " , n M u u e , ,,m HeKO/iM KO
AyrMX ceKyHflM flOMCTa caM 6 m o paČMH. OH­
fla ce Ta c/iMKa M3ry6M/ia m peKao caM flp
K afle/i6y p ry fla caM ce uia/iMo." T o / im k o To­
ra ca flp x a H o r y OBe flBe peneHMue. l1onyT
c b m x MnaflMX /byflM, A /i 6 axapM rp03HMnaB0
Tpara 3a MfleHTMTeTOM; y t o flo 6 a jeBpej-
c t b o My ce h m h m h b p c t m m TeMe/bOM MfleH-
TMTeTa, a/iM ,,y MarHOBeKby“ , KaKo Kaxe, ca-
r/ieflaBa fla jeBpejcKM MfleHTMTeT He Moxe
M3rpaflMTM npe Hero l u t o M3rpaflM j im h h m - y
o b o m c/iynajy MfleHTMTeT nMcua JeBpejMHa
flo Kora —BMflMMO t o M3 npMHe „KaKo h m c b m
nocTao pađMH“ - n o n y r c b m x m c t m h c k m x nn-
cau,a cTMxe nocTeneHO, y flyroM npouecy
MHflMBMflyauMje.
npe m/im noc/ie, cacBMM cBejeflHo, CBe je
to npoLuno, An6axapM TaKofje pa3MMiu/ba
fla Ofle y JanaH, y HeKM 3eH MaHacTMp. „HM­
je 6m/io pa3nMKe y HMHy oflnacKa y jemMBy
m/im y 3eH MaHacTMp; m jeflHO m flpyro je
noflpa3yMeBano 6exatt>e ofl CBeTa, a ja caM
6mo cnpeMaH fla y nyHOM TpKy no6erHeM ofl
i-bera, MMC/iefiM fla je CBeT HajBefia CMeTHba
3 a OTKpMBai-be B/iacTMTe cymTMHe.“ [Iohobo
MopaM fla npeBOflMM. H jeuuMBe m MaHacTM-
pM flaHac cy 3anpaB0 yflo6Ha MecTa Ha k o -
jMMa ce, MCTMHa, MOxe 3apaflMTM cnacei-be,
a/iM y KOjMMa ce He Moxe CMfiM Ha caMo aho
ce6e, flo cyujTMHe (0 k o jo j, HapaBHo, Hefie-
mo roBopMTM), jep je 3a TaKaB jeflaH nofly-
xb3t HyxHO 0CT3TM y CBeTy, cyoneH cs npM-
BMflHOM, a/lM HMLUT3 M3hbe y>K3CH0M, 6eCKO-
H3HH0Lufiy 3/i3. HyxHo je oflynpeTM ce 3/iy,
C3B/I3A3TM ra, a He noSefin ofl i-tera. riMca-
Hbe npo3e, yocTa/ioM, m jecTe BpcTS acKe3e.
MonMTBe. Mo/iMTBa He panyHa hs MamjCKO
flejcTBO penM (HeMa ohs hmluts cb mstm-
ČMp3i-ba, CM/1333K H3 flHO csMora čeče,
SeKCTBO ofl onMca m npMfleBa.
$
f la B H o , je f la H Myflap hobck mm je
p e K a o : „ n p M s e n M c a u a KojM H M cy flo6pM n jy -
flM , Ma k o / im k o y c n e /ie 6vine, no H M h b y fla ce
p a c n a fla jy OflMax n o c /ie a y T o p o B e cm ptm .“
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Te penu Me cafla, noc/ie to/imko roflMHa, T e p B jym u e C e M jy e /ia BeKeTa 3 a T p e fiu

noflcefiajy Ha CBe oho luto je flaBMfl yhmhmo n p o rp a M P a fliio B e o rp a A a (flaBMA fie Ty
3a Ki-bMre flpyrMx /byflM. 3a Haujy KH>M>KeB- npM H y Hem TO KacHM je o čja sM TM y Ky/iTHOM
hoct yonLUTe. CeflaMfleceTMx m ocaMfle- 0 p a c y y mynn). 3axB a/byjyfiM m h to k c m h m -
ceTMx, n0fl03peBaM HaMepHo, flaBMfl napa- paHOCTM , M3BecHO B p e M e mm HMje 6 m /io 6auj
/ie/iHO ca o6jae/bMBai-beM cBojMx KhbMra, ja cH O ca Koje C T p a H e h o b m h 3 c e Hana3MM. H
npeBOflM npMHe m poMaHe, npMpe?)yje 3&op- HMMa/io mm HMje 6 m /io CBejeAHO . YM a/io HM­
HMKe, nocTaB/ba nyTOKa3e KojM fie MHore M3 ca M n o / iyA e o . flO K HMcaM n o n e o A a cxB aT3M
Moje reHepau,Mje oflBpaTMTM ca umpoKor, A a c e T y paflM c a M o o npMHM. A/im T a fla caM
6/iaThbaBor mc/ienor nyTa OHflaLui-be cpncKe jouu yBeK 6 m o M /iafl. CBanera c a M c e n/ia-
npo3e; M3 Ka/byre y Kojoj 6pM/iMjaHTCKMM lu m o . Cafla je CBe flp y ra n M je . HeKaM f lo r o -
cjajeM 6/iMCTa TeK HeKo/iMKO MMeHa. Jolu BopeH M fla H y KojeM 1iy c e Ha o 6 a/iM T m x o t
yBeK ra bmamm Mcnpefl peflaKu,Mje Khbn>KeB- OKeaHa HafiM c a flaBMflOM fla nocMaTpaMo
He penu - HenojaMHor (caAa BepoBaTHo m n/ie c KMTOBa. M CBe semfie mm c/im m: MO»<fla
HenocTojefier) 6yyaKa y Mapma/ia TMTa 1 6 - je 6 m /io 6 o/be fla c a M n o /iyfle o .
y ApyLUTBy HeKor oa capaAHMKa. Mmc/imm
Aa hmko HMje noc/iao npMMy a Aa AaBMA HM­ HnK03Mja, jyH -a B rycT 2005.
je nopa3roBapao ca hsmm, CKpeHyo My na-
>KHby Ha Aočpa m /loma MecTa m 0xpa6pM0
ra Aa Aa/be nMLue. Hm capaAHMUM M3 yHy-
TpaUJI-bOCTM HMCy OCTaB/baHM y HeM3BeCHO-
ctm. HyBeHe cy OHe HajnpocTMje flonMCHMue
- j o m jeAHa oa CTBapM Koje BMLue He nocTo-
j e - Ha hmjoj no/ie^MHM je f la B M f l CBojMM hmt-
kmm pyK0 nMC0 M c/iao oSaBeLUTeH^a Aa /im je
npMna npMM/beHa. A aKO HMje: 3aujTO HMje
npMM/beHa. BM/ia je to eBojeBpeHa Secn/iaT-
Ha LUKO/ia nMcanba.
Hac/ieAMO caM An6axapMja Ha MecTy
ypeAHMKa npo3e y Khbi^xeBHOj p e w , a/iM h m
M3 Č /iM 3 a H M c a M p a A n o TaKO c a B e c H O m ao -
6 po Kao flaBMA- 3 a T O caM m 3ac/iyxM0 Aa
m m ce AoroAH o h o u j t o m m ce AoroAH/io
3&or jeAHe i-beroBe npMHe.
OBaKO je t o 6 m /io . Bpafiao caM ce jeAHor
jyTpa ca x y p a Ha KOMe ce LSD o č m j ih o 3a-
/iMBao BMH^aKOM ,,py6 MH“ . CefiaM ce joui
yBeK Aa caM ce npeTxoAHe hoTim c m t McnpM-
nao ca h c k m m 6/iaropoAHMM lu m m u jm p o m y
ABopMLUTy Moje npMjaTe/bMue By 6 e. BMLue
ce, Ha>Ka/iocT, He cefiaM o neMy c m o pa3ro-
Bapa/iM. floLuaBuuM Ha Tepa3Mje, KynMM
npMMepaK CryAeHTa, y?}eM y Tpo/iej 6yc m
CTaHeM Aa ziMCTaM Te HOBMHe Koje, Kao m
m h o t o flpyrMX flo 6 pMX CTBapM m /byflM, b m -
Lue He nocToje. H e rfle Ha C/iaBMjM na>Ki-by
mm npMByne Hac/ioB Ofl Kojer mm ce Koca
AMr/ia Ha r/iaBM: C B e m c /ia B E a c a p a h h -

JJpysu je3UK
PuMejK*
BsiaAaH M a T u je s u fi
n
He BMfleTM HMKora h h k s a BMLue:
toje jeAUHu npaBM onuc c m p tm .
R. A.
JyHMT yaH. 0acTH cmt čenrc.
Xenoy. Xenoy. A j eM F lm e p Bm /icoh. A j
eM Capa K e H e m ■ Ko<pn? Jec, n n m . Cen-
Mbmh? Ho, TeHK jy . n o ko 3Ha Koju n y r cny-
ma. OHa. Ksko Aa joj AaM MMe? n o c /ie fiy
OAnyHMTn. 3acaA, OHa. OHa c/iyiu a KaceTy
HaMei-beHy 3a ynei-be eH r/iecKor je3MKa. Ha
cnpaTy, y i-beHOM nnaKapy, Met)y HaeHOM
rapAepočoM, Hynn, cnpeMHO Aa Ha i-fay cko-
mm, 3 /10 . Jouj hmc3m cmmc/imo y kom je oho
o6/iMKy. 3opnu,a, He MO>Ke ce Apyrannje
3B3TH OBa cpeAOBeHHa xeH3, He npaTM /ieK-
qnjy Map/bMBO, a hh Ha 3/10 He o š p a fia na-
xHby, n a ra ra ja ra ocefia. OHa ce CBe mh-
TeH3HBHwje npeAaje MMC/iMMa o MauiMHM 3a
cai-bai-be. Mo>KAa je y npaBy lu to ce TaKO
noHama, lu to umopMLue 3 / 10 , HMje ra Ma/10
nyTa y CBojoj 6/im3mhm ocefta/ia. McTMHa,
HMKaa npe obsko đ/iM3y, a/in 3ap je to caA
b3>kho? Y0CTa/i0M, aKO ra ocefia, He Mopa
jom m Aa r a ziounpa.
TaKO fty 3anoHeTM npnMy o xeHM Koja
nyBa pa 3 r/ieAHMuy M3 Ka/irapnja, MCT0 BeTHy
pa3r/ieAHMi4M Koja Me je noACTaK/ia Aa nn-
tueM OBy npnny. l1oApa3yMeBa ce Aa noLUM-
/baoun pa3r/ieAHmj,a Hncy mctm, a/in fie
MMa™ AOCTa aoahphmx TasaKa. noTpyAnfiy
ce Aa mx ctbophm . fla , TaKO fiy 3anone™
npnny 0 3opwun, npnny o BuLui-bUHnun. rio-
Aapnfiy joj HSflMMaK KOjMM 30BeM CB0jy M3M-
CTHHCKy /by 6 aB m noAapnfiy joj Moje He3H3-
i-be eHmecKor. rbahmm caM je npoš/ieMOM y
obom BpeMeHy rno6a/iM3auMje nacTMO, a m
3aTo nenuju hsammsk o a MeHe HMje M oma
Ao 6 mtm. fla Mory cmmc/imtm nemiiM, Aao
6 mx ra CBojoj /by 6 aBM. C M ec™ fiy je y Kyfiy
ncTOBeTHy Mojoj. LUTa joj (panv\? f l o 6 po,
LUTOLDTa Kyfin 4>a/in, a/im M om a je 3 o pn u a m
rope Aa npot}e. M o r/ia je Aa ce riOTyua no
Tyf)MM CTaHOBUMa, MaAO /IM Ce KhbM>KeBHMX
jyHaKa AaHac TaKO naTM. M o m a je Aa >kmbm
y 3rpaAn, na Aa npeKopanu npeKO orpaAe
* A p y ru je 3 m , flaBUA A/i6axapn
6 a/iK0 Ha Kao i-beH 6 mblum Ko/iera, pect>epeHT
Cnajnfi. Ko ce t-bera jouj cefia? 3Hann, Kyfia
6 e/ie cfiacaAe, Be/iMKe Tepace, Mane AneBHe
co 6 e. y Hboj ce OABMja paAi-ba, aKO ce paA-
HaOM MOxe 3B3TH 3opmhmho noBpuiHO c/iy-
uiai-be KaceTe, Mcnuja^be Kacjje m pa3Mn-
lujbai-be o MaaiMHM 3 a cahbat-be. Kacj)y nnje
M3 upBeHe Lijo/he na Kojoj nume necKacpe,
aok 0 Kpymn 3MAHM caT TyMe ceKyHAapoM
Kao Ma/beM. CaMo, OHa HOfiy He bsam 6aTe-
pnje M3 i-bera Kao ja, lu to He 3Hann Aa HMje
c/ia 6 nx xnBai4a, ko y CpSuju HMje c/ia 6nx
>KMBau,a, OHa nx He bbah jep He cnaBa y
AHeBHoj, Hero ce neHje Ha cnpaT u cnaBa y
cnaBafioj co 6 n. E, t o joj u Huje mhoto naMeT-
ho, noKa3afie ce y 0 B0j npmhm, m/im Mox<Aa
Ma/io KacHMje, noc/ie H>eHor Kpaja. 3opmhm-
Ha Kyfia je, 3a pa3/iMKy oa Moje, CMeujTeHa y
EeorpaAy, Moryfie je Aa OBy npMMy HeKO npe-
BeAe Ha ApyrM je3MK, na tmm TpaHcnopTOM
Kyfie CTpaHOM HMTaouy o/iaKuuaBaM Aa /iou,m-
pa MecTO paAi-be. 3HanM, BeorpaA- Bm/io
rAe, peuMMO, HerAe koa HoBor rpo 6/ba, Taj
Aeo BeorpaAa mm ce HajBMiue cBMt)a. Ba/b-
Aa to npMnaAa ontuTMHM ria/iM/iy/ia. A Moxe
m 6 m/io Koja Apyra oniuTMHa, 6 m/io Koja y/iM-
14a, caMo He y/iMua CTpaxMHMfia BaHa. TaMO
He 6 mx eMeeTMO hm Hajropy CBojy jyHaKMHby.
A/im rAe to a Aa je eMeeTMM, MopaM je Apxa-
tm Aa/be oa npo3opa, Aa He M3MMLu/baM jooi
m 0 K0/iMHy. Ca hbeHor npo3opa CMrypH0 ce
bmam MHoro yp 6 aHMjM npocTop Hero ca Mor,
bmam ce jep je AaH, HapaBHo, bmam ce m ho-
fiy, HeMa BMLue pecTpMKUMja y CpČMjM Kao
OHAa K3A je H>eH Smblum Myx OTMmao. OBAe
mm TpeSa je A H O M yiuKO MMe.
O H a o c / iy u jH y . Ap jy 0poM 1/lHrnaHjo,?
Ho, a j eM hot. Ox! Bep ap jy KaM tppoM?
AjM cppoM CKOTnaHfl,. Ha T p e H ce BpaTM/ia y
C T B a p H O C T m oc/iyLUHy/ia penM Koje c y a o-
nM pa/ie M3 3BynHMKa KaceTocJ)O Ha. C B e joj je
n o 3 H a T O , a C K o p o HMtiiTa He 3Ha. C Tp a H M
je3MK, y o b o m c/ iy n a jy pes je o eH r/iecK O M ,
M3/iyT)yje je. Y B e K joj je CTpaHM je3MK npeA-
C Ta B /b a o n p o S / ie M . Y 0 CH 0 BH 0j ujko/im je
3Ha/ia He 3Ha/ia, Tiopa HM­
A OČM ja/ia T p o jK y ,
je yM e/ia hm A a ouenbyje hm A a n p e A a je . Y
cpeAHaOj je A o 6 Mja/ia ABOjKy Ha HacTaBH M -
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hkom Befiy 3aTO u jto cy joj CBe ocTa/ie oue- KynM orpoMHy Kyfiy ca 6a3eHOM. M3ry6Mfie
He 6 Une neTnue. Ha npaBHOM je HeKaKO 3flpaB/be 3Čor 6a3eHa; yMpefie, Hefie ot-
npouina ycMeHM, 3axBa/byjy1iM TOMe u jto je n/iaTMTM flyroBe. 3ap je Moryfie fla je f l o -
Ha6 y 6 ana HeiuTo penu m rpaMaTHKy, m lu to 3BonMo fla My ce xm bot McraMnnMKyje? A
joj je nucMem-i Oh oajimhho ypaflMO. Ta me- hby je oflyujeB/baBao 6auj jeflHOCTaBHOOifiy
CTnua joj je 3HaHnna Burne Ofl cbmx fleceTKM. XMB/bei-ba. Ca tmm 3eMyHueM BMflena je ko-
OBa HOBa fle u a HeBep0 BaTH0 flo č p o 3Hajy /imko flpyrM A5yflM 6ecn0Tpe6H0 KOMn/iMKyjy
eHr/iecKM. Jec, a j cnuK HHr/M uj. HyflHO joj je OflHOce m xmbot, m KaKo joj je 6Mna SecMM-
to . CMaTpa fla cy flaHauji-ba fle u a ckpomho c/ieHa Be3a ca momkom M3 TiynpMje.
06pa30BaHa, OHa npocrro Kaxe, flaHatui-ba J e c T e , A. A. j e 6 m o m 3 3 e M y H a m Hafla-
fleua HMLUTa He 3Hajy, a oneT, npn3Haje, CBa /b e fiy , a r a 6 y f le npMJiMKe, mhcmctmpbtm Ha
n3y3eTHo flo 6 po roBope eHrnecKM, a MHora c j im h h o c t m f lB o jM u e n o L U M /b a o u a . A O Ha je y
m cJ)paHuycKM, HeMasKM, uTanujaHCKM. Ofl- B e o r p a f l flo iu n a M3 "F iy n p M je , m o f lM a x n o -
rneflajy flBe /laTMHoaMepuHKe cepnje n Beli C T a n a h b e r o B a B M iu h b M H M u a . BMUJi-bMHMua c a
roBope LunaHCKM. HecxBam>MBO je t o hboj. T a u jM a jf la H a , B M Lui-bM H M us ca 3 B e 3 f la p e ,
M h o to HecxBaT/bHBMje o fl MauuMHe 3a ca- BMUJHaMHMua o f l H o lia ja , BMLUhbMHMua c a B a -
i-bahbe o Kojoj je HMTana y nnaHKy o 6jaB/be- H 0 B 0 r S p f la . T a r a j y j e 3 B a o . h b e r o B S n e n a
HOM y no/lMTMLiM. V HnaHKy n o fl HaCnOBOM a KM cena B o fiK M u a , h b e r o B a f lp y r a p M u a , H>e-
,,PaAH0 Hmj,a CHOBa“ num e fla je JanaHCKa ro B a c e c T p M u a , T a j 3 3 l u t m t h m h k m SpaTC KM
KOMnaHnja TaKapa npoM3Bena Mai±mHy y3 0 flH 0 C H M M a n o M y H M je C M e T a o f l a je je 6 e
Kojy je Moryfie KOHTponuca™ CHOBe, t3hhm- no n e T - L u e c T n y T a H a f la H . BaHjj,epcpyn, C
je noflCTaftu M033K fla ce y TOKy cnsBShbS i-bMM c e o c e fia /ia T a ra M 0 fiH 0 , c/io So aho .
ycMepn Ha Bpno KOHKpeTHe cnMKe n ocefia- H M K a fl H e fie 3 3 6 o p 3 bm tm o c e fis j ksa je T e -
hba. HbeH n o r/ie fl ce ycMepn na p33rneflHM- necJ)O HO M p a s r o B a p s n a c h b e ro B O M 3 a 6 p M -
u,y. K anrapu Gaj Hajr. HyTO M M 3 jr a M m A P K 3 /1 3 My K ypsu. Jec,
Pa3 rneflHnu,y je floS una o fl i-bera, c a fl nnn3. CeHABM ? Ho, TeHK jy . f l a nM otkpm -
CTBapHO MOpaM M3MMCnMTM HeKO MyUJKO tm as je n p e T o r H e o S M H H o r T e n e c { )O H c r a r
MMe. Kpajhte je BpeMe. Bor m xm3 Het/iM? Aj p 3 3 r o B o p s c i-bMM n y u jM n a g o M H T ?
flOHT Hoy. HeKa ce 30Be A. A. Huje AKSKMje O H A a c y c e y 3 e n M , K a ra 6 m p e K n a i- b e r o -
AKaKnjeBMfi, hbeMy Huje hm HanuK. Ca tmm B a M a jK a . O h to H M je x e n e o , a n M j e cxbstm o
MHMUMjanuMa, pa3yM/bHBO, He MOxe 6 mtm A 3 fie M 3ryČ M TM C B O jy BM U ii-bM M M uy sko He
HM CyflMja flMMMTpMjeBMf). HaKO je 3aBpUJM0 npM CTSHe. A H ^oj j e 0 M n o C T s n o as c e y f l3 ,
npaBa, H M je flMMMTpMjeBMfi, t o 6 m MnaK 6 m - x e n e n s je as c e npe3M B3 A. fla ce oh y OBOj
na npeBMme HanaflHa acouMjauMja. A mo- npM HM n p e 3 M B a flM M M T p M je B M ft, O Ha 6 m xe-
>Kfla m ne 6 m SM/ia, a/iM, c a fl je KacHo. TeHK n e n a A 3 c e n p e 3 M B 3 flM M M T p M je B M fi, lu t o f ie
jy. V\ OHa je 33BpLUMn3 npaBa, mctmhs HMje p e fiM HMLUTa r a H M je M o r n o c n a c T M xeH M fl-
6 M/ia cTyfleHT reHepau,Mje, KaKo fla 6yfle 6e. 3opMu,a j e j e f lB a s e K a n a fla y "F iy n p M jy
cTyfleHT reHepauMje ca LuecTMuoM M3 e H - ja B M f l a c e y f l a n a . M o x e c e pefiM f l a c y c e
rn e c ra r, a n M t o m H M je HeKM MMHyc, oh je BeH nanM 3 6 o r t-beHor n o u jT O B a n b a H a p o flH M x
6 mo - na lu ts My BpeflM. fla /im m ca flp y re oĆMnaja m T e x i- b e fla M 3a30Be 3 3 bm c t. Kafl
CTpaHe OKeaHa LuocfiepM no ksSmhm nene c y C B e o č a B M n M , K a r a r p a T ) a H c r a flp yL U T B O m
c/iMKe ro/iMx xeH3, nMTa ce 3opMu,a. A. A. je U P K B a H a n a x y , H a cT a H M n M c y c e y B e o r p a -
Luo<t>ep, oh bo 3 m KaMMOH no HMTaBoj CeBep- f l y , T y y U B M jM fie B o j. H n a K c a M c e 0 f ln y s M 0
Hoj AMepMLtM, KaKo joj je peK/ia i-beroBa Maj- 3a fle o r p a fla K paj H o b o t rp o 6 rt.a , to ce m
Ka, HamacMBUJM pen nuraBoj, a oflMax no- M o r n o o n e K M B a T M . H n o T O M je C B e K p e H y n o
t o m m pen đa3en. LLlTa Tie M y 6 a 3 e H y H M 3 6 p f lo , O flM a x je noneo H aBenM Ko fla
KaHaflM? fla ce K y n a ceflaM flaHa roflMLui-be. u jB p n ^ a . H M K a fl r a H M je y n o B M n a , a n M je 6 m-

To ra je CMrypHO HOBa xeH a HSTepsna fla n o 0 M M r n e flH 0 f l a M M a /b y 6 a B H M u y , MnM bm-

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u ie i-b n x . T e iiiK O j e to n o flH O C i/in a , am My ra u jto joj ce floroflM no u jom BefiM oa oho-
HMje n p e S a u M B a n a , H e K a n a j e A a r a yxB a T M ra uuto je Morno. A. A. je 6 pMHyo m yraT)ao
Ha f le n y , T p a r a / i a j e 3 a H e o S o p u B m v i flO K a - joj, m noćne MHoro ceKMpauMja m Tpnahba,
3 0 m . C a M o je A H O M r a j e y n n T a n a , B a p a r n jim oko noHofiM je caB MCupn/beH nerao y APyry
tm M e H e , r o c n o A H H e A ? B a m TaKO r a je y n n - c o 6y, TpeSao My je oamop jep cyTpaAaH je
T a /ia , B a p a m nM tm M e H e , r o c n o f lM H e A ? To ycTajao paHO. hby je Teno 6 oneno CBe jane m
A. je o h o A P y ro A ., o h o m ra n p e flC T a B / b a jane, m OHa je jenana. Y jeAHOM TpeHyTKy, oh
n pe3M M e. T p e S a n o je A a y 3 M e M A a c e n p e - ce nojaBMO Ha BpaTMMa i-beHe co 6e m
3MBa flM M M T p M je B M fi, M na K j e o b o A . n p e B M - 036majHmm tohom ynnTao, Mory m tm jeua-
u ie 6 e 3 /iM M H O , a m n p e n e c T O ce c n o M i/ih b e . jM y HofiM Aa 6yAy Mano tmujm? 3Hana je Aa
km He M o r y c a A A a c e B p a fia M m C B y rA e ce oh manM, Aa noKymaBa Aa je opacnono-
M c n p a B /b a M . >km, m jecTe ce nopeA cbmx SonoBa HacMeja-
rYM MOpHMHr. rYA MOpHUHr. A WM3 ceHfl- na, anM je TaAa oflnynMna Aa ce pa3BeAe.
sm4, n/7M3. O Kej. EHMTiiHr enc? Jec. A tu, rtapflOH. A xaM6yprep, nnm . Eha en opuHij
nnm. Xnp jy ap. TeHKC. OBe ihyp,e c a KaceTe 1)yc. 3opMuy je Taj SonHM nocnenoHofiHM
OHa c a A p a 3 y M e , 0TnpM/iMKe 3 H a uiTa npM- CMex noAceTMO Ha OHaj rajM je ycneflMO no­
H ajy, M o>KAa 6 m p a 3 y M e n a m Jby,ne H a ynM U M , ćne H^eroBor oAroBopa Ha nman>e Aa nM je
m T o r M H A M ja H u a a r a j o j H e m T O K axe, a n u Bapa. BumHiMHMue, npe 6 mx ce y 6 MO Hero
OHa ce He 6 m y c y fln n a A a n p o r o B o p n A a joj ce 6 n TaKO HeuiTO ao3bonno, peKao je Tafla,
je >kmbot y nMTanby. 3 a T o M o p a f l o S p o A a m ohm cy ce nonenM CMejaTM. AnM i-boj Taj
HaysM eHrnecKM, A a 6 m m OHa i-bMMa Hemra CMex HMje npwjao, H M K a ra joj HMje npMjao.
p e K n a , A a 6 m 3 a x B a n M n a M H f ln ja H u y a r a jo j Ap jy IJeKCOH? Y 6parapa3BOAHOj nap-
KojMM c n y n a je M noxenM c p e f i y k b a 6 y f l e HMU.M HMje 6 mo jeAHOCTaBaH, neT/bao je fly-
y n a 3 M n a y kbmmoh. ro m uenMAnanuo, 3 6 o r Henera HMje xeneo
y u p B e H o j m o /b M L tM o c T a o j e c a M o c o u , pa3BOA, anM Ha Kpajy je Harno flMrao pyra
o a Ka<t>e. 3 o p M u a n o s e A a m e T a n o c o 6 m. oa CBera. Jec, a j eM Mapuija IJeKCOH. 3aflp-
C a M o A a He C TaH e M c n p e A n p o 3 o p a , A a M e xa n a je HberoBo npe3MMe. Oh HMje mmbo
He M y s M . f l a c a M 3 H a o A a f ie m eTaTM , c ia - HMmTa npoTMB, nMTao je fla n \A Moxe o h fla
bm o 6 mx j e y r M n c , A a n e x M M M p H a K a o O H A a y 3 Me HbeHO fleBojanra. Jy KaM cppoM X ojw -
K aA je O A-nyHM na A a c e p a 3 B e f le . O, Maj raji,. bya? 3opMLia CMai-bM to h KaceTOct»OHa jep je
JeAaH nM jaH M n y ,q a K j y je yAapM O ayTO M , xeHa ra ja je npeno3Hana Ty MapMjy IJeKCOH
M m /ia j e T p o r a a p o M , o h j e M 3 r y 6 n o k o h t p o - npeBMme BpMmTana. n p e fl 0flna3aK M3 3e-
n y H a A BO JiaHO M m M 3 y o je M3 L a n e n a . n a M - M/be, jaBMO joj ce. OHa je peKna cpefiaH tm
tm K a ra jo j j e r o p i- b n A e o T e n a C B e n a H O 0 6 - nyT. JeflHOM je cnymana Herar nMcua rajM
y n e H y n e n y , u f l a / b e HMCTy m H e n o ry > K B a H y je peKao fla hmksa He 6 m Morao Aa xmbm y
x a /b M H y n p e r a r a j e u a K / in Č M c e p H a o r p n M - 3eM/bM y ra jo j ce He tobopm cpncKM, ynpa-
u,a, m K a ra j o j j e AOi-bM A e o T e n a k p b b b , K a - bo, MeHe je cnymana, ja caM to peKao, m
k o jo j je c u e B a H M U ,e 3 f le p a H a r a x a , K a K o c y OHa je t o MCKopMCTMna m AOAana ohom
jo j r a n e H a O T e s e H a . n a M T M T y H e n o rM H H O C T , „cpefiaH tm nyT“ . l"lo/by 6 Mna ra je y o6pa3, y
T y H e y c K n a f)e H O C T ro p h b e r m f lo n b e r A e n a MMcnMMa. YHMHMno joj ce p,a Kpo3 cnymanM-
T e n a , m naM TM C Boj c tm a 3 6 o r T e H e y c K n a - uy AonMpe hberoB A a x , m tb a je oceTMna Ka­
fjeH O C T M , m c e f i a c e K a ra je y m oK y ro B o p w - ja k e mTo My HMje 36 o r npen 3y 6 e neno o fl-
n a M eH M j e 6 n M 3 y K y fia , H e M a n o T p e č e A a ceKna hoc m HacTaBMna c h^mm fla xmbm,
M e B O A H Te y 6 onH M U ,y. J ly f la K j e 6 m o n M ja H , m ra ce pa3Bena. A TaMaH cy OTnnaTMnM Ky-
an M HMje 6 m o H exyM aH , CBe m r a je 6 M n o y fiy, m TaMaH jy je i-beroBa MajKa 3aBonena,
i- b e r o B o j M o fiM yHMHMO je A a je 3Č pM H e. Ka- floSpo, He Sam, anM jy je nošena noflHOCM-
CH M je, K a A c y j e y r M n c a H M x H o r y o T n y c T M n M tm. Kara nn je OHa pearoBana Kafl joj je JteH
K yfiM , C TM rnM c y j e S o n o B M m C T p a x o a C B e - jeflMHau caonmTMO fla Mfle M3 3eMnie?
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ypet)aj n0M0fiy Kojer cnaBaH canba ynpa-
bo oho luto je noxe/ieo 3a cafla je noMa/io
T/10M333H, BMCMHe CKOpO MeTap, M CaCTOjM
ce Ofl p3CnpiUMB3H3 MMPI/IC3, H3B0p3 CBe-
Tna, flMKT3Cj30H3, 3ByHHMK3, p3M 3 33 C/lMKe M
a/iapMa. U,eH3 MsujMHe 33 cai-bai-be je BMCO-
Ka, a/iM hum KpeHe MacoBHa np0M3B0fli-ba,
hmm KmHe3M m KopejuM y CBojMM mynaM3
ocBoje TexHonornjy, MO>Ke ce oneKMBSTu na
6yfle npncTynanHa 3a CBanujH yen.
Ksm xwp, Cmmt! M aj HeuiM m h o t Cmmt. ..
B o t 1/13 jo p HeMM? Tejnop. AjM f epu Tejnop.
J3BMO ce HeKO/lUKO TOflUHS K3CHHje,
TOM p33r/ieflHMU,OM. Tor A3H3 je CBa P33-
flP3r3H3 jypmi3 no Kyfm m yfl3pa/ia o MBMue
H3MeujT3j3, KyKOBn cy joj yBese 6m/im nyHM
M0flpnu,3. Bpojefin MX, CXB3TM/13 je fl3 T3 M
fl3/be bo/im. Bm/io je to BpeMe o H o r nyp,wna
no ynnu3Ma. Ueo CBeT je npaTi/io Aorafjanba
y Beorp3fly, BepoBaTHO m oh, na ce ceTMo
i-be, m noxe/ieo fla joj y tmm tuSshdmms as
CHsre, fl3 joj noKaxe fls HaBnja 33 ht>y. fla
/im 6m joj noc/iso p33r/ieflHMu,y as je 3hso
A3 ce oh3 H3/ia3M Ha flpyroj CTpaHM, Ha
CTpaHM npoi<axeHor pexi/iMa? EKCKjy3 mm.
noc/ie no/iMTMHKMx npoMeHS, M3ryČM/i3 je
no/iox3j m 0CT3/I3 6e3 noc/is. V3 flocTa My-
Ke ce 33noc/in/i3 y HeKoj TpsHre-cfjpsHre
cJ)mpmm, Kofl ra3fle Koju je Ha nuTa^e hobm-
H3p3, Kojs je T3jH3 BaLuer ycnexa, rocnoflM­
He Pe/bMfiy, 0flr0B0pM0, HeM3 Ty TajHe, ho-
Bene, florHaui-npoflSui mto je cbs MyflpocT.
H 33 i-bera 6m koa ra3fla-Pe/bMfia 6m/io no-
c/i3, noAP33yMeBa ce, uiocfiepcKor. (loc/ie
ce CHam/ia, npeuma je y <t>MpMy ČMBtuer ko-
nere M3 B/iacTM, HeKM /byflu Bp.no jisko npo-
MeHe m napTMjcKM Apec myBepei-b3, m csa je
np3BHMU,a y npeAy3eTiy Koje ce 6sbm Kyno-
BMHOM M npOASjOM U.MHK3 Ha Be/IMKO. Cafl
joj je 6o/be Hero y 0H0j TpsHre-cJjpsHre
<£mpmm, MSfla m OBa noc/iyje no c/imhhom
npnHUMny. Cafl joj je 6o/be m 33to luto je
npOHMT3/13 H/13H3K O M3LUMHM 33 CahbaHbe.
Xenoy, xay ap jy ? A j eM Bepu Ben, reHKC.
Eha jy? AjM cpajH.
Iloc/ie flo6Mjai-ba pa3rneflHMue, cTynnna
je y K0HT3KT ca i-ber0B0M MajKOM. flOK cy
npnH3/ie, ceTMJis ce OHe enM30fle c a pks-
hbeM n XMCTepMHHo CTMCHy/ia c/iyLua/iMuy.
i/i3 (ppoM flM Bepnyn. Xn M3 (paHTacrm!
flyi< ! 1-beroBa MajKa joj je peicna a s ce oh y
Kshsam oxeHMo a a s ce HMje hm pacnaKO-
B3o. ToBopM/ia je tohom KojMM ce AeTeTy
33Mepa u jto je ncnp/ba/io nsHTsnoHe. 3a to
BpeMe, 3opM4MHe naf)e cy TOHy/ie, m h^hh
npcTM cy o /ia 6 aBM/iM CTMcaK na je npeTuna
onacHĐCT a s cnyuianMua McnaAHe M3 KbeHe
pyKe. OxeHMo ce HeKOM BMjeTHSMKOM, v\m
fie 6 mtm BeHeuye/iaHKOM, H M je 6 n/ia CMryp-
Ha, MO>KAa ca BpanbaHKOM, nvnana je capKa-
ctmhho 3opMua, Kojy je cno3H3js 6e3H3f>a
HajeAHOM nose/ia KpenMTM. t-beroB3 MajKa je
npeno3Ha/is cspKa3aM m ohab je none/is fla
roBopM o KyfiM C3 633eHOM. Hs Kpajy jy je
no3Ba/ia a s Aof)e koa nt.e, a s joj noKaxe 0o-
Torpa<J>nje M3 KsHaAe. Hmksa HMje 0TMUj/ia.
M to 6 m 6M/ia Ta npMHa, OBaKO Ha 6p3M-
Hy McnpMnaHa. J ouj Ase-TpM peneHMue u
CT3BMfiy noc/ieAHay TasKy.
Ha pacKpcHMUM ce yn3/iM/io 3e/ieHo
cBeT/io ceMacfiopa. JeASH upBeHM TpsMBaj
CTOjM m npMMa nyTHMKe. MnaK je Mopa/ia as
6aum norneA Kpo3 npo3op. CpefioM, Huje
ce Ayro 3aAPxa/ia ncnpeA i-bera. KaceTa je
AOLu/ia a o Kpaja v\ KaceT0c|)0H ce csm mc-
K/byHMO. CaT Tyne tm k-tsk. 3opMua c noAa
noAnxe jeASH Ma/iM cyBM jvact, KojM je HeKO
Ha o6yfiM yHeo y Kyfiy, m o a c yth o ra ctbbm y
gen. A MauiMHa 3 a canbanbe je KOHCTpyMca-
Ha 3axBa/byjyfiM BepoBahby Hay4HMK3 as mo-
33k y TOKy CHa peopraHM3yje MHc|)opMauMje
Koje je HOBeK noKynMo aok je 6mo 6yAaH.
TaKO nniue y n o n u m u ,^. V Ta MauiMHa je
3opnuw jeflMHa maHca as 6yfle ca hjmm,
6ap y CHOBMMa, noujTO Ha jaBM CMrypHO He­
fie. Oh je hmKaa Hefie no3B3TM y Ka/irapM,
CBecHa je Tora. H 36or tmx 6yAyfinx chobs,
OHa Mopa Ao6po as HaysM eHr/iecKM, as y
i-bMMa luto npe ca3Ha rAe ce cacTajy kbmm-
OHgnje, as TenHO nMTa /byAe KojM xoA3jy
y/iMU0M, MHAMjaHua y KoxHoj j3KHM c pecs-
Ma luto CTOjM nopeA OKpyr/ior c3o6pafiajHor
3 H a K a , 6auj kso y jeAHOj 6/iMCKoj npMHM.
Mopa flo6po as HayHM eHr/iecKM, as ce He
naTM jom n y CHOBMMa. Ako 6yfle MMsna
BpeMeHa 3a CHOBe. Ako 6yfle MMa/ia BpeMe-
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U32HUHUKCI A.
M m ia H TbopTjeBuri

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Ha y o n iu T e , n o u iT O H a c n p a T y , y T a iv m i-b e - YcnoM eH e c y 6 n /ie 6a/iacrr Koju
Hor n/iaKapa, nyHM 3 / 1 0 . r ip a T u n o j y j e fla H M - je cm / io bm to ByKao npeM a flHy.
M a n c a f l a j e T y , tm x o yflM Lu § M n p u c e HbeHe
r a p fle p o č e . C n ry p H O je fla fie OHa K a f l- T a f l f l . A /i6 a x a p n , Mamu
O T B o p u ™ B p a T a n/iaKapa m H M je My T e u iK O
Aa c T p n /b M B o s e K a T a j T p e H y r a K fla ckoh m H a
H ucaM H O C T a n ru n a H , n p e f i e 6 m tm f l a caM
Hby. M o > K fla 6m ć i a h o y CK/iafly c n p u n o M ,
T aH H H je c npuH O M M C T o r HacnoBa, fla y n / ia - a H T M H o c T a n r u H a p . C B e T /ia H a B o jM , n o 3 H a -

K a p c M e c T U M n p o c f i e c o p a e H m e c K o r je 3 M K a H n u a n n c u a o K O M e O B fle r o B o p n M , y C B o jo j

KOMe c e C B n t) a jy i-b e H e n e rn u e m c B e T /ie khdH3m 5 y A y T )H 0 C T H o c r a / i m j e 3a obo oce-

fln a H M u e H a pyun, C B e c y M a H y T n je r n p o c fie - fia n b e Ka>Ke: „ H o c T a / i r n j a H M je c a M o H e x h b a
copa c T e n a ja , K o ju O H a o flH e fla B H O n o x a T )a . 3a M UJHe3/iM M B p e M e H O M m M 3 ry 6 /b e H M M f l o -
To 6 n 6 n .n o f l o S p o p e m e i- b e 3a Kpaj npune, m o m , B e fi m 3a n p n ja T e / b M M a K o ju c y mx H e -
n o p e f l T o r a l u t o j e f l o c T a y B e p /b M B O , m Ha K a fl H a c T a h b M B a /in , a K o ju c y c a f l a p a c e ja H M
HeKH H anuH ziorMHHO, t o p e m e ^ b e 3ByHM m m u p o M C B e T a ." A n u h m c b m H o c T a /im n a H K a fl
K a o n o 3 f lp a B y n y fie H y fla /b M H y . c e c e T M M je f lH e 3 r p a f l e n 3 H e K a fla u jh b e 6e-
o r p a f lC K e y /iM i4 e M a p u u a .n a T u T a , a c a f la -
LUhbe y / i n u e K p a / b a M u n a H a . y i-boj c e fla H a c
H a n a 3 M H e K a K B a f lp x a B H a y c T a H O B a , B a /b fla
M uH ucTapcTB o 3a n p n B a T M 3 a u n jy , w im H e -
l u t o c / im h h o y f l y x y p a 3 f l o 6 / b a 3 B a H o r T p a H -
3ML4Mja. A 1978. r o f lM H e T y je 6 m o H h c t m t y t
3a K pM M M H O nO TM jy M T a f l HMCMO HM Cahba/IM
fla f i e K 0 jy fle u ,e H M jy K a c H M je k p m m m h b jiu m
nO C T3TM naTpM O TC K M y30pM M MCT3KHyTM
n p e flC T a B H M u ,M e /iM T e 0 B 0 r f lp y u jT B a . Y f lB e
T e c K O Č H e n p o c T o p n je M c n o f l T o r a Ha.na3M.na
c e p e fla K u ,M ja /iM C T a K h b ^ e B H a p e n . H y tm m
n p o c T o p M ja M a , r fle ce yB eK r y p a /io BMLue
necH M K a m n M c a u ,a , yno3H ao caM A a B M fla
A n 6 a x a p M ja , a m m flp y r e , Kao u jt o cy ne-
CHMUM A y W K O H O B a K O B M fl, I le T a p UBeTKO -
B M fi... D ia B H o r y p e flH M K a J o B M u y A fiM H a n o -
3 H a B a o c a M M3 f l o M a O M /ia flM H e , r f l e je H e K y
r o flM H y n p e T o r a n e c H M K M M O f lp a r r ia B J io -
B M fi M M a o K y p c n M c a H ja n o e 3 M je . A ca ne-
c h m k o m H o b m u o m T a f lM fie M , y p e flH M K O M 3 a
n o e 3 M jy , y n o 3 H a o M e j e je f la H n p M ja T e jt c a
c ()a K y /iT e T a . A n 6axapM j e HeLUTO K a c H M je 61/10
p e u ,e H 3 e H T M o je n p B e K hbM re n e c a M a . O h je
T a f la 6 m o ypeflH M K n p o 3 e y Kt-bMMeBHOj pe-
C e f ia M r a c e K a o M M p H o r m C T a n o x e H o r ,
C T p n rt.M B o r m n o M a / io M poH ,M H H or HOBeKa k o -
jM je 6 p M x a b M B 0 HM Tao C B e n p M c n e n e n p M /io -
r e m a y r o p M M a o f l r o B a p a o K aK B a je c y flđ M H a
hbM XO Bnx p y K o n i/ic a . H e c T O j e 3 H a o f l a n o c a -
B e T y je M / ia f le n M c u e . J e flH O M mm je B p a T M o
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n p n n y , peK aB Lun f la H e M o x< e f l a j e o č ja B M .
B i/m a j e B p jio J io u ie H a n u c a H a . O č ja c H n o mm
je 3 6 o r n e r a j e H e f ie o 6 ja B i/iT i/i. M u iT a 6 m y
i-b oj T p e S a / io n o 6 o / b u i a ™ . B r n u e n y T a c m o
3 a je f lH O H a n y iiiT a n M n p o c T o p n je OBe
f la K u n je , c n / ia 3 e f i n M p a s H M M C T e n e H n u jT e M .
3 H a o c a M f l a c e A / i 6 a x a p i/ i, n o p e f l n i/ic a n b a
n p o 3 e , SaBM u n p e B o lje i- b e M n p o 3 e u n o e 3 M -
je . f l o T a f la c a M n p o H M T a o c a M o h t e r o B p o -
M aH Cyanja flMMMTpMjeBMf). O h je npBM H a -
Luoj Khbn>KeBHoj ja B H O C T u o t k p m o a M e p i/iH K e
n o c T M O fle p H e n i/ic u ,e , o a h o c h o M e T a cJjM K u n -
O H a /in c T e n o n y T f l o H a n f l a B a p T e / iM i/ ija ,
Ha B a p T a , P o č e p T a K y B e p a , T o M a c a IIm h h o -
Ha, B i/m n je M a T e c a u P u s a p f la B p o T u ra H a ,
m/im n n c u e U o a e c ^ a X e / ie p a u K y p T a B o H e -
r a T a . l lp e B O f lu o j e H e K e O fl hdi/ix h /im mx je
o č ja B /b M B a o K a o y p e flH M K . C B e t o 6 n .n o je y
BpeM e KaA je koa nac B / ia f la / ia TaK 03B aH a
C T B a p H 0 C H a n p o 3 a K a o je A n a B a p n ja H T a p e -
a /in c T M H K o r n p u n o B e A a n b a . A / i 6 a x a p n j e T a ­
A a n o c T a ja o m c t m h c k u p o flO H a n e /iH H K H O Be
c p n c K e n p 0 3 e . 1/13 i- b e r o B e j ie r e H f la p H e M a -
jy u jH e T a u iH e i/i 3 a u m n c y C B e ™ a r ia B B a c a -
p a , f l p a r a H B e n u K u f i 1/1 M H o r u f l p y r n n p 0 3 H n
n o cT M O A e p H u cT M . 3 H a M A a c m o B rn u e n yT a
xop,anv\ y/inuoM Mapuia/ia TuTa u npi/ma/iM
o aMepuHKMM n0 CTM0 AepHMCTHMa, a/in \a o
H a u in M n n c u n M a „C T B a p H O C H e n p o 3 e “ K o je
c y HeKM n o rp A H O 3 B a / in , , je K c e p a u in “ . Hm a-
m c m o c e , 3 a iu T O k o a n a c h h k o H e n i/ iu ie
K a o tm A M e p u K a H U M . Ma /10 H a M j e C M e T a /io
u jto npeB O A H a n w T e p a T y p a y 3 a r p e 6 y n p a -
tm HajHOBnje n p o 3 H e TpeH A O Be, a o k k o a H ac
y T O M e 3 a o c T a je . A n 6 a x a p n je y p y u i/i h o c m o
C B o jy M a /iy č p a o H K O X H y T a u jH y y K o jy je m o ­
m o A a C TaH e m h o t o pyK onnca. F Io t o m
ypeAHnuiTBO KhbtvKeBHe p e w npoMehbeHO v\
m a B H o r jy H a K a 0 B 0 r T eK C T a HeKO B p e M e HM­
c a M B n f) a o .
rioc/ie caM ra Bi/iuie nyTa cpeTao y 6eo-
rpaflCKUM nocjiacTMMapHMLi.aMa (riesiMBaH,
Te nocjiacTUHapHMU.a y MaKefl0HCK0j y/inun)
rfle je AO/ia3MO 1/13 CBor 3eMyHa. O, 3H3M fla
je Tafla Bo/ieo KO/iane. HaflaM ce fla je u Aa­
Hac tsko . V\uanv\ cmo u 3ajeflHMMKor npnja-
Te/ba. Bmo je t o necHUK Mm/iolu KoMaflMHa,
K o ra c a M ne cT O n o c e fiM B a o y i-b e r0 B 0 M noT-
K p o B /b y y HeM art>M H oj ysw\uy\, rA e c m o c /iy -
u ia / in My3M Ky (H a jw e u jfie p e r e , K oju je v\ An-
6 a x a p n y t o B p e M e B o jie o ) \a n p u n a /iM 0
pe- KhbM>KeBHOCTM l/l XMBOTy. T a BUCOKa 1/1 p y n -
H u p a H a 3 r p a A a n o fli/im y T a n p e f l p y r o r CBeT-
C K o r p a T a OAaBHO je c p y m e H a . H a i-beHOM
M e c T y c a r p a l^ e H a je o r p o M H a 6a H K a o a 6e-
TOHa, a /iy M M H n jy M a u n /ie K C t/irjia c a K oja je ,
6 a p e M y M o jo j M a u iT u , na/iM K C TaK/ieH oj n /ia -
h i/ih u 1/13 MCTOMMeHe npi/iHe flo H a jiA a B a p -
T e /iM n ja . Au M m /io u i je n p e HeKO/inKO ro flM -
Uo­ Ha y M p o . Tmx ro A M H a c a M o 6 h h h o A /i6 a x a -
p n ja n o 3 flp a B r b a o n p e r a i-b e ra .
fla s u fla i/i MeHe je m hoto Tora noBe3MBa-
no, a/in m hoto Tora Hac je u pa3ABaja/io. Pe-
Ummo, oSojnua cmo Kao M/iaf)M Smjim npuBp-
>KeHnun poK My3i/iKe (naKO Mnat^n oa Hbera,
ja caM Befi MMao HeKa Apyra HHTepecoBa-
hba), KOHTpaKy/iType me3AeceTnx roA ^na
npom nor BeKa v\ npoysaBaH3a Aa/ieKOncTOH-
hmx p e /ium ja. Ha A/i6axapnjeB nor/ieA na
CBeT, a n Ha c th /i npo3Hor napa^aBahba,
obo je ci/irypHO y noweTKy y™ uano. npoyna-
Bao je m 3eH 6yAM3aM, na naK n oSjaBrbMBao
nojeAMHa Ae/ia 6yAMCTMHKe KhbnxeBHOCTn,
TaKO Aa ce TparoBu obmx npoynaBaH3a Mory
Hafin y HaeroBoj npo3n. M oxAa ce m caMa
noeTUKa caxeTOCTM, oahocho noeTMKa KpaT-
Ke npune, Koje cy to/im ko KapaKTepucTunHe
3a HberoBO CTBapa/iaujTBo, Mory Be3HBaTM
3a 3eH6yAncTMMKM KoaH. A sva i-beroBy noeTM-
Ky ca>KeTOCTM 6nno 61/1 M oryfie noBe3MBaTM
ia ca je3rpoBMTMM ctm^om pa 6 nHCKnx TeK-
CTOBa. A ji 6 axapnja Hncy MHTepecoBane hh
no/ii/iTUKa, hm MCTopi/ija, Koje cy MeHu 6 n/ie
je BaxHe, i/i hmhh mu ce Aa Hi/ije Kpno 6/iaro
raf)ei-be Kafl cy noMMhbaHe ose TeMe m/ih
flOBO?)eHe y Be3y ca Kht>i/i>KeBHOLufiy u niica-
H^eM.
JeflaH o fl noc/iefli-bMx cycpeTa npe H^e-
roBor oflnacKa OAaBAe y KaHaAy MManM cmo
KaA mm je Kao ypeAHMK oflnMHHor Maconnca
Kymype h c t o k s fla o HeKe TeKCTOBe Aa mx
npeBeAeM. Ako ce ne BapaM, 6 mie cy to
ABe CTBapM: pa3roBop ca Aa/iaj-ziaMOM u
HeKaKBe Aa/ieKOMCTOHHe 6 ajKe. Obo npBO
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caM npeBeo m 6 m/io je očjaB/beHo y jeflHOM
oa noc/ieAH>Mx 6 pojeBa 0 B 0 r ofl/iMHHor na-
connca. A oho APyro HMKaAa hmcbm 3aBp-
LUHO. H cnaAa y jeAny oa Mojnx HeMcnyHbe-
hmx o 6 aBe3a npeMa ypeAHHKy flaBMAy
A/i6axapnjy. y MeT)yBpeMeHy, oh je 3 ajeAH0
ca cBoji/iM 3eMyHCKHM npnjaie/beM , M3y3eT-
HMM neCHMKOM M ypeflHMKOM PaiUOM JlMBa-
flOM, a y OKBnpy ycneuiH or npojeKTa saco-
nnca 3 a CBeTCKy khdMX6bhoct m Kn^n^eBHor
flpyiuTBa rim M O, noKpeHyo naconMC 3a je -
BpejcKy KHbM>KeBHOCT M e3y3a. npBM m flp y rn
6poj OBor HaconMca 6 m/im cy 3ancTa 3Ha/ian-
kh, a /i 6 axapnjeBCKM CK/ion/beHM. 3HaM fla
caM 3a /im ct BpeM e Hanucao npnKa3 npBor
Spoja 0 B0 r naconuca, Hacrojefm fla Ha Taj
HanuH cKpeHeM naxi-by Harne jaBHOCTu Ha
A/i6 axapnjeBy CBecTpaHy /im hhoct, Koja ce
0B0 r nyTa jotu jeflHOM ncno/bn/ia y BMfly o fl-
nnHHor ypeflHHKa.
Hmhm mm ce Aa je oh HerAe noneTKOM ,qe-
BeAeceTnx roflMHa n p o iu /io r BeKa nocTao
npeAceAHMK CaBe3a jeBpejcKMX onujTUHa Jy-
roc/iaBnje. Hyo caM Aa je 6 mo BeoMa ycne-
iuaH npeAceAHMK. bberoBa MHTe/iMreHUMja,
pa36opnTOCT, BpeAHoTia, HearpecnBHOCT,
TOJiepaHTHOCT m 0flnyHH0 CT, HeHaMeT/bMBa
KOMyHMKaTMBHOCT n HenocpeflHocT Te cno-
co 6 h o c t fla caanyw a flp y re OBfle cy aolu/im
flo H3paxaja. PefiM fiy HeuiTo ca HUMe ce oh
Mo>Kfla He 6i/i c/io>kmo, a t o je - fla noHeKe
o fl ocoSuHa i-beroBe /imhhoctm npeno3Haje-
mo y hberoBOj npo3M.
C noBpaTKOM ,,oflMp3HyTe“ MCTopMje y
Harne ncTOHHoeBponcKe KyTKe CBe Hac je
ycncao BpTnor ncTopnjcKnx aSuBa^ba. ("!o-
CTa/iM cmo HeBO/bHM m/ im aKTMBHn ysecHMUM,
aKTepu, xpTBe m/ im nocMaTpanM obmx flo ra -
1jai-ba. Ha HauueM fle /iy jyroncTOKa EBpone
obo oxMBA>aBai-be MCTopMje npeTBopn/io ce
y 6yT}ei-be Hau,MOHa/in3Ma, oČHaB/bai-be CTa-
pMx MMTOBa m 4>aHaTMHHo pacnMpwBai-be Ha-
u,MOHa/iHMX Mpxi-bM, a CBe je to boam / io y
paT. Yc/ieflMO je tmxm An6axapMjeB 0flna3aK
y KaHaAy. M o x fla ra je Ha OBaj KopaK ynyTM-
/io jeBpejCTBO Koje je y t-beroBOM XMBOTy c
BpeMeHOM Mrpano CBe 3HanajHMjy y/iory. 3a
i- b e r a , J e B p e jM H je n p e B a c x 0 f lH 0 M 3 m a H M K ,
a m yM eT H M K , o a h o c h o n M c a u je n o n p u p o A M
C T B apM M 3 m a H M K , T a r a A a je M 3 m e f la / io K ao
A a c y c e O B e f lB e C T B apM y K beM y c n o jM /ie m
A a r a je y n p a B O t o o f l B e / i o y f l o 6 p o B o /b H o
M 3 rH 3 H C T B o . r ia p a A O K c a /iH O , y n a A M CTopM je
y A n 6 3 X 3 p n je B > km bot 3 H 3 H 3 jH 0 je n p e o š / iM -
K0B 30 T eM e HaeroBM x K h b u rs. H c r in c y jy fiM
KhbMre MaMau,, reu, u M ajep m/im Mpan, o h
j e tm x r o A M H a M 3 p a c T a o y je A H o r o a B O fle -
Timx c p n c K M x n M c a u a , a f la H a c m y je f lH o r ofl
H a jn p e B o T )e H n jM x H a iu M x n p o 3 a n c T a . A /im , nv\-
m y f in o M C T o p n jn o f l K o je je H e K a fla 3 a 3 M p a o ,
o h j e o c T a o B e p a H c b o m c T M /iy : je flH O C T a B -
hmm p e n e H M u a M a , 6 / i a r o j M p o H M jn , m m phom
o n M C M B a n b y n p M 3 o p a C B a K O flH e B M u e .
H aK O H f t e r o B o r o f l/ ia c K a , A y r o c e h m c m o
H y/iM . 3 H a o c a M A a x m b m y K a / ir a p u jy . A oh-
A a H a c j e n 0 H 0 B 0 n o B e 3 a o M n x a j.n o lia H T M fi,
B e p o B a T H O je A a H o a H a j3 H a n a jH M jM x T y M a n a
h t e r o B o r f l e / i a , n p M n o B e fla n H a HMje je n p M -
n e H e c y M H a M B o y T M u a /ia A / i 6 a x a p M je B a n p o -
3 a . flo n M C M B a /iM cm o ce 3 a x B a /b y jy fiM no-
C T O ja H iy K O M n jy T e p a m e /ie K T p o H C K e n o u r r e .
H a K p a jy c m o c e n p e f lB e r o flM H e f lo r o B o p M -
/im f la M y K a o y p e flH M K 6 M6 /iM O T e K e ,,ct>opyM
n M c a u ,a “ o č ja B M M Krt>M ry e c e ja . T aK O mm c e
n p y x M / ia n p M /iM K a f la 6 y f le M y p e flH M K je f lH e
A n 6 a x a p M je B e K ht> nre m f l a My ce o f ly x M M
K a o H e K a fla u iH a e M m o m y p e flH M K y . M f le jy 3 a
o 6 ja B /b M B a i-b e r t> e ro B e KHaMre f l a o je 0 M /iM n
fla B M fl, KOjM je y MCTOj 6 M6 /lM O TeUM O ČjaBM O
C B O jy K i-bM ry CseroeM y xaocy. A n 6 a x a p M je -
B a K h b M ra T eper m K t-bM ra ct»M /iM na f la B M f la
3 a n p a B O c y c e f lo n y H 3a B a n e m B O flu /ie c k p m -
B eH i/i f l M j a j i o r o m c tm m m/im c/im m h m m T e M a -
M a . H M T a jy fiM A n 6 a x a p M je B y Ki-bM ry, c x B a T a o
caM k o /im k o j e oh M 3 B a H p e fla H m n y u M fla H
e c e jM C T a . A /im , 0 6 p a f l 0 B a / i 0 M e je lu t o y
C B o je e c e je yHOCM BMLue / im h h o t , a y T 0 6 M0 -
r p a c ()C K o r H e ro lu t o je to p a H M je hm hm o.
C / i o č o a h o m 6 e 3 n p e T e p M B a H a a , M o r y p e fiM
A a tm h te ro B M e c e jM c n a A a jy y c a M B p x H a rn e
e c e jM C T M K e . Ctea K i-b M ra e c e j a c a c r a j a / i a c e
M3 TpM T e M a T C K e u e /iM H e . n p B y u e /iM H y m/im
n p B M A e o K i-b M re H M H M /ia c y t p m e c e ja K o ja
c y r o B o p M / ia o a y T o p o B o j n o e T M U M . y e c e jy
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,,E a /iK a H : K i-b M xeB H O C T m n c T o p n ja “ A n 6 a x a - M C T O B pe M e H o - c a c B M M c B e c H O - 0 A J iy n n 0 A a

p H je n n c a o : „ r o B o p e f i M o M C T o p n ji/i, M o p a M 6 y A e H e B e p a H je 3 M K y m KhbM>KeBH0CTM C B o je
3a n pa B O A a npoTM BpeM H M hckm m o a o c h o b - HOBe 3 e M /b e , K s H S A e . T eK C T ,,M 3 m a H M 4 > p a r-
h m x n o c ra B K M M o je n o e T M K e . He M o ry a Aa ce M e H T i/i“ H U H e p a 3 M n a irt> a H 5 a o c a B p e M e H O M
He aanmaM i« k o t o A a y o m u T e ro B o p M M o 3 H a H e tt> y M 3 m a H C T B a . Ty A n 6 a x a p M n p i/i3 H a je
n c T o p n jn , c o 6 3 m p o m A a c a M c e - K a o n M c a u A a HM je i/i3 rH 3 H i/iK , j e p HM je 6 m o n p u M o p a H A a
- p a 3 B n ja o y a o c / i c a h o m n o p M u a i- b y 3 H a n a ja O A e M3 3 e M /b e y K o jo j c e p o a m o , a O Baj hm3
n c T o p n jc K o r n n c a i- b a , na m c a M e n c T o p n je . “ /iyu,M AHM X c fjp a rM e H a T a o i/i3 m a H C T B y 3 3 B p -
A n o T O M je o OBOMe y c n e tu H o noeH TM pao UJ3Ba TBPAHsO M A a „HM A a /b M H 3 HM je BMLUe
tb p a h d O m A a ,,0 H 0 r n a č a K a A a n M c a u m m c t o - o h o l u t o je H e K S A a Č M /ia . K a o hm n 3 m a H M U M “ .
p u s a p M 3 H e B e p e C B o je TpaA M u.M O H a.nH e y / i o - T p e f i y T e M 3 T C K y u e /iM H y m H3jAy>KM A e o
re - o a h o c h o , u c r a p u n a p n p n x B a T a i- b e M m h- O Be K H a u re HMHe e c e jM o je B p e jc T B y . y A e /iM -
T e p n p e T a u n je n n i- b e H n u a K a o 3 H a n a jH M je o a m m hho M c n o B e A H O M T eK C Ty „ T e p e T mmmmkpm-
caM w x ^M H beH nua, a nncau K o p m u tie H b e M j e “ , A n 6 a x a p w j e o u p T a o n p o S n e M je B p e jc K o r
c()MKi4M je A a 6m yM aH an o n p a B O 3 H a n e i-b e h h - M A eH TM T eT a u Ae<t>M HM cai-ba c s e T O B H o r je -
HDeHMu,e - yK M A a c e c y u iT M H C K a p a 3 /iM K a M 3- B p e jC K o r n M C u a . A y T eK C Ty „ J e B p e jc K a kh^m-
M e f} y CTBapHO CTM M y M e T H O C T H . H c T o p n n a p x e B H o c T , je B p e jc K M n n c a u “ H a c r a j s o je Aa
ce 3anpaBo npeTBapa y K B a3i/i n n c u a , n n c a u n o T n y H M je O A ro B o p M h s n M T a n b e A a /im n o -
ce npeTBapa y KBa3M M C T o p u n a p a , O T B a p a jy - CTOjM jeBpejCKa KHaM XeBHO CT. HeKM OA T e K -
f i n TaKO 6pncaH M n p o c T o p y K o je M H e c M e T a - CTOBa O B o r A e / ia KHaMre n o c B e fie H M c y a H a n n -
h o M o r y A a c e p a 3 B n ja jy H a je K C T p e M H M jn 06 - 3M p a H a y c a B p e M e H o r aH T M ce M M T M 3 M a . M naK ,
jim u m M A e o / io r n je , p e n u m j e m n o /iM T M K e .“ Y 3 a M e H e j e H a jn o T p e c H M jM A e o Kt-bM re t c k c t
KpaTKO M e c e jy ,,M H T e p B jy : caM ca co 6o m “ „ n u c M a M3 n o r o p a “ . O B A e j e a y T o p u M T M p a o
a y T o p j e H a c e 6 n C B ojC T B eH u p o H i/in a H H a n u H n u c M a K o ja c y M y e B o je B p e M e H o n o c n y x n n a
roBopno o y je A H H 3e h b y E B p o n e . K 3 o r p a t ) a 3 a n n c a K t e p o M a H a MaMau,. O h je
f lp y r n n H e iu T o Ay>KM A e o K h b u re c a c T O - Ha jeAH0CTaB3H H3HMH, UMTMpsjyflM M KO-
ja o c e o a e c e ja m 3annca K o ju C B e A o n e 0 MeHT3pMLUyflM TMX UJeCT nMC3M3, nporoBo-
n p o S /ie M M M a M 3m aHCTBa, a KaA je peH o pMo o xo/iOK3ycTy m MCTpe6/beHby JeBpejs y
A / i 6 a x a p M jy , M O xe ce p e fin A 0 6 p 0 B0 / b H 0 r CpčujM tokom flp y ro r CBeTCKor p3T3. TpePin
i/i3 rH a H C T B a . TaK O je T eK C T ,,C y 6 B e p 3 M B H a Aeo KhbMre ynoTnyhbyjy mpohmhhm ecejM „Ks-
y M e T H 0 CT 3 H a K O B a H 3 B 0 A a “ 3 a n o M e o p e n u - ko HMcaM nocTao pa6MH“ m „npBa Ki-bMra“
M a : ,,X n e 6 i/i3 rH a H C T B a j e ro p a K m r i-b e u a B , (TeKCT o AAaMOBoj kh>m3m), a y obom Apy-
a /iM A p y r a n n j e m H e MO>Ke A a 6 y A e . “ y e c e - tom ecejy ayTop je HanMcao: ,,Mo>KAa je
ju M a ,,T y r a 1/1 n p u s a " m „ n i/ ic a n b e m T a M H n u a " npeBMiue m oneKMBaTM Aa Bor 6yAe mAoSsp
o h je H a y B e p /b M B n 3 a H M M /b M B H a n u H M3 / 1 0 - SMČJiMOTeKap. Oh ce, Kao m yBeK, TpyAM Aa
>kmo C B o jy n o e T M K y . T y j e H a n u c a o : „Ja caM ypaAM H sjčo ^e lu to Mo>Ke, MaKO je noMM-
n p o 3 H M n n c a iJ i m n i/ii± ie M n p u n e . l l m u e M nx c/imo Aa fie AAaMy, kso npBOM HMT3ouy, H3j-
38TO LUTO l/l A a / b e , C aC BI/IM C TapO M O A H O , Bi/iuue npMjaTM uitmbo o HeSecKMM TajHaMa,
B e p y je M y A y L u y , n a K O H e 3 H a M LUTa j e A y - He Tpeča ra 36or Tora ocyf)MBaTM.“ EcejoM
u ja , K a K o n 3 r n e A a m K y A a O A.na3M K a A a H a c ,,rpaHMue“ , KojMM ce Kf-bMra 3aBpmaBa, oh y
B rn u e H e M a . n m u e M i/ix 3 a T O l u t o c y n p u n e CTBapM cyMMpa CBe H^eHe TeMe: ayTonoe-
je A H H a O A S p a H a o a 6 e 3 .ni/mHOCTM h c t o p m - TMHKa pa3MMUj^ai-ba, nMcai-be 0 M3maH-
je . . . “ y e c e jy „ r ip s H je 3 M K , A p y r a 3 e M /b a “ CTBy, MynTMKynTypanM3My mjeBpejCTBy. OBa
n o K y u ja o j e A a O A r o B o p u H a n i/iT a i-b e , A a / in KhbMra je HanMcana npeno3HaT/bMBMM a/i6a-
c e n p o M e H i/io AO LuaB Lun y H 0 B0 0 A a 6 p a H y 3 e - XapMjeBCKMM CTM/IOM, y3 AOCTa MpOHMje ko-
M /b y . na je p e K a o A a c e h 3 k o h O A /iy K e A a K ao jOM je nMcau y6na>KaBao naTeTMKy hckmx Te-
nncau ocTaH e BepaH M S T ep^eM je 3 M K y , Ma. Krt>Mra eceja Teper flaBMAa A/i6axa-
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pi/ija, M a jcT o p a n p o 3 H o r n p u n o B e fla H b a m rAe, Ma/io pacKonsaBiiiM jaKHy, ceAn y Ka/i-

i/i3y3eTHor p o M a H o n n cu ,a , npeACTaBM /ia je rapMjy 3ar/ieAaH y n/iaHMHCKe BpxoBe. H
CBor ayT o p a m Kao B p c H o r nMcu,a e c e ja . M o- noMa.no TyxHO, HOCTa/irMHHO-M3maHMHKn,
ry c a M o pefm Aa je CBoja pa3M M tujbai-ba o noMa/io m p o h m h h o v\ 3ar0HeTH0 ce CMemn.
Ba>KHHM er3HCTeHLJ,Mja/IHHM, MOpa/lHMM M 3aMMLu/baM Aa HaM Taj ocMex nopynyje:
MHTe/ieKTya/iHMM n p o č /ie M M M a , Taj tclukm „He SpMHMTe. OBAe caM, npMjaTe/bM, a/iM a
TepeT, A /i6 a x a p n y 0B 0j KHbM3M Ha Haj6o/bM TaMO, ca BaMa, 6aui Kao Aa HMKaA HMcaM
Hani/iH n p e č a u n o Ha H ac, H>eroBe HMTaoue. OTMiuao M3 3eMyHa.“
npBO npeACTaBAjaHae OBe m > n re 6m /io je
n p e roA H H y A aH a Ha X B a p y, Ha T p a A n u n o -
HariHOM jeBpejcK O M CKyny ,,5 e ja x a A “ - y Ka-
CHi/ijuM npeACTaBAjanbUM a OBe Khbure m
Khti/ire O n /iu n a fla B M A a yn e cT B 0 B a 0 caM
npuA py>K yjyfin c e ywrpaHO M TaHAeMy AaBMA
A /i6 a xa pM - O n n n n AaBM A Koju je c a M H oro
xy M o p a i/i n o n rp a B a n b a ro B o p n o o 036MJb-
hi/im CTBapHMa KojuM a c y c e čaem e i-bMX0Be
Ki-bure. Ha npeACTaB/bai-bMMa n p e A n y 6 sva­
kom y jeBpejcKM M onuiTU H aM a y B e o rp a A y , y
naHHeBy, y H obom C aA y, Kao n Ha npeACTa-
B/bahbMMa K h tu ra Ha C a jM y Ki-bura m y Ky/i-
TypHOM ueH Tpy E e o rp a A a o tk p m o ca M jo m
je A H o r flaB M A a A n 6 a x a p n ja - HOBeKa Koju na
jeAHOCTaBaH, AyxoBi/iT, 3a6aBaH m HenpeTeH-
UM03aH H3HMH TOBOpM O CTBapMMa O KOjUMa
ce oSmhho ro B o p u Bi/icoKonapHi/iM je3MKOM m
3 a 6 p n H yT o r zinua. F lo cn e Ki-bM>KeBHe B e se p u ,
y MHTMMHOj \A TOTOBO nOpOAHHHOj aTMOC<t>e-
p n je B pejcK e o n u m iH e y na H se B y, AOMafiMHM
c y Hac nocjiy>Km iM K o/ian u M a . A n 6 a x a p u je
A o iu a o Ha CBoje - o đ p a A O B a o c e Ko/iani/iM a.
He n p e c T a jy fin A a c e i±iann, C Kopo c a CBa-
kmm o a ro c T n jy 6 p m x h o je n o p a 3 ro B a p a o u
CBaKora cac/iyL u a o . T a A caM c e ceTi/io A n 6 a -
x a p n ja ypeAHMKa sw\c\a Khbw>KeBHa pen. M
o h je HeKaAa a 3 b h o TaKO p a 3 ro B a p a o c a
M/iaAHM n n c u n M a koj i/i c y My AOHOCM/IH c b o -
je p y K o n n c e . y tm m TpeHyuMMa y naHHeBy
h u h i/ijio mm c e Kao A a HMje hm OTMLuao y Ka-
HaAy u A a je yBeK 6m o Ty Kao HeKO Ha K ora
c e M o d e lu o c /io h m ti/i, HeKO k o je yBeK c n p e -
MaH A a tm n o M o m e n e n o M p e n jy mjii/i npM ja-
Te/bCKMM CaBeTOM.
O a Hbera caM HeAaBHO a o S m o OAroBop
Ha nMCMO. PeKao mm je Aa o n e T p,os\azv\ y
3eMyH m BeorpaA- A o k o b o ncnMcyjeM, 3a-
MMLu/baM ra o6yneH or y i,imhc m bmamm ra
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> K a p K O P a A a K O B M li
CeHU fly tu a H a Keu,M aHa, f lp y r a p a M3
He LUKOJie, kojm je >k h b o t oc t3 bho
OHfla m noja-
3. 9. 2005, Boh ,
Ba Tpefie x e -
pecTopaH „Rheingarten", 13.00
He. YKa3yje ce
npeBacx0flH0 CBOji/iM Hepacnonoxei-beM .
Jep, OTKaKo paflMM y t o m npefly3efty, HM­
caM Ty >KeHy jom HnjeflaHnyT floxM Beo flo-
6pe BO/be. YBeK joj je /iMu,e npe036M/bH0.
HMKafla ocMex. 0 paflocTM ce m HMje Morno
to b o p m tm . YKOHeHe upTe, č n e flu /io Koxe,
naK hm cjaj mMMHKe. CaMo peTKo: ceHKe y
SopaMa m Ha o6pa3MMa, KojM fle n yjy Kao
caHTe ziefla, m/im Ha Hocy, KojM fle nyje Kao
k/im h 3aKyu,aH y nMu,e m t o pyKOM concTBe-
HMKa. Jom pefje ce y oh m m 3, Hajnemfie 6e-
x m b o th m m , Tynor n o rn e fla m m y th m x 3eHM-
14a , npeflocefia.no HemTO Kao noflrpeBaebe
6ona. Kao fla ce Mcnofl KOxe Ha nMu,y, MnaK,
oflBMja/ia HeKaKBa ynana. JecTe Teno CBe
BpeMe cno/ba ( k o x o m ) flenoBano xnaflHo,
t o t o b o OflčojHo; anM ce, MnaK, y to m paf-be-
h o m nom efly, MaKo m fla/be TynoM, HajeflaH-
nyT oceTMna jeflBa npMMeTHa y3HeMMpe-
h o c t . O flpaxaBana ce, jeflBa npuMeTHO,
AaK/ie, y KpBaBMM mapaMa o fl xMnMua Ha,
MHaMe, yBeK BnaxHMM - 6 m o je t o m jeflMHM
KOHTpacT ycaxnocTM Tena xeH e - Seoi-baHa-
Ma oKa. Ha hckmm mcctmms cy Te Mp/be fle-
noBane Kao KpBaBe pyne, a Seoi-bane Kao
M3pemeTaHe KOHKaBHe nnexaHe CTape m
3apfjane KaHTe. H m tm x pyna je OHfla c b o m
xecTMHOM npođujao Taj cnyfieHM 6on. 4yno
ce m cacBMM tm x o , jeflBa onaxrbMBo, KpuKa-
Hbe. I/I TeK ce ycpeflcpef)eHomPiy Ha cnMKy m
ypanbano y tk m b o 04Mjy. IA ycpeflcpef)eHOCT
je HajeflaHnyT SuBana nponaflanbe y HemTO
nonyT MOHBape. HajeflaHnyT je BnaxHa no-
BpmMHa nocTajana Maca xwTKe tc s h o c tm y
Kojoj cy ce Ha CBe CTpaHe ByKne rpaHe nofl-
BOflHnx SM/baKa m rycTe 3 a B e c e o fl anrM. \A
3anpaftaKanM cy ce Kp0K0flMnw m SapcKe
3MMje. M HajeflaHnyT cy ce n o flM rn M ođnauM
MHceKaTa: KOMapau,a, MyBa, nanaflafia, My-
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ochob- m nua. n p o c T o p M ja M a n p e f ly 3 e f ia , y KOMe
y Ty?jMHM. caM 6 mo 3anocneH, uiMpMne cy ce 3apa3He
6 onecTM.
flMjaHa je m
4. 9. 2005, Hefle/ba,
Tor nonoflHeBa
ymna y KaHue- Kac}>e „Kunstmuseum", 13.00
napMjy o3apeHor nMua. ManHMue 3aMyfieHM
nornefl, mTO 6 eme nocneflMua HeHaBMKHy-
toctm OKa Ha HeHomeebe Haonapa. Tora fla-
Ha cy joj okbmpm npMČopa 3 a rneflanbe 6v\nv\
TemKM. Koca, necTO He3aHem/baHa, BMCMna
je, MnM ce noflM3ana Ha CBe CTpaHe, o6pa3y-
jyfiM HeKy BpcTy KopoHe. OfleBeHa m flaHac
nexepHO, He3rpanHo xoflajyfiM, flenoBana je
Kao norpemHa CBeTMua. Kafla je, K0 HaHH0 ,
cena 3a CBOj paflHM c to , yrneflax npefl co-
6 om SMfie Koje 6 eme BMme ofl KonerMHuue
Ha nocny.
O n e T cefianbe Ha n o n e M M K e npoTM B (1e-
T e p a X a H flK e a m i-b e ro B o r TeKCTa ,,T a 6 n e fla j-
M M je n a ". O n e T Ta ja c H a M u c a o o 6 p yT a n H 0 M
0 f l 6 auMBaHay H e r a r a „KaKaB oh je c T e " m o n e T
3a xT e B ah be fla ,,6 y fle flp y ra s M jM “ . fla ic n e , HM­
je c e Ty p a flM n o o KopeKUMjM, K oja 6m hcko-
M e n p y x w n a M0ry1iH0CT fla M cnpaBM ,,rp e -
m K y “ (fla nM jy je T a j yo n u u T e noHM HM o?). T y
c e p a flM n o o c y p 0 B 0 M nM K B M flnpai-by, 0 a M -
n yT M pa hb y c B e r a mTO c e HMje y K n a n a n o y
OKBMpe o f lp e f ie H o r M M m /beh ba . fla K n e , HMje
t o 6 M n a n o n e M M K a , H e ro y 6 M ja h te . B p y T a n -
ho y H n m T a B a i-b e f ly p y r o r a paflM c e 6 e m cbo-
ra o n c T a H K a . H e M M n o c p flH O o flč a u M B a h b e
f l p y r o r a paflM nocTojat-ba caMo je flH o r a .
Y0HJbMB0 je 17. 9. 2005, Ke/iH,
fla ce noHajBM-
Kacfie „Van Der Put“ , 12.00
me eMMrpauMja,
MnM flOMaftM npeTeHfleHTM Ha eMMrpauMjy,
o 6 pymaBajy Ha CTpaHua KojM ceSM flaje 3a
npaBO fla MMcnu o npMnMKaMa y hbMX0 B0j
6 MBmoj MnM jom yBeK caflam htoj, flaKne,
y 6yflyfie S M B iu o j 3eM/bM. Y HeManKoj ce T a -
KBMMa Ofl noneTKa f la B a n o 3a npaBO fla r o ­
Bope O „CBOjOj" 3eM/bM M MCTMLiaHa je hbMXO-
Ba ,,CTpyHHOCT“ .
LilTa flaHac,
19. 9. 2005, notnefle/baK,
ca 0 B 0 r M e c T a ,
ATMHa, Kacjie „Portioli", y ynwu,v\
MucnMM 0 fla -
BMfly An 6axapM- A n ^o y, 19.00
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jy? M earo je AOHeK/ie cyxeH o Ha npocTop jie K a o p e K a . ripMnao c a M fla B M A y o c e 6 n . A

Ma/io6 pojHnx A eT a^a jeflHOCTaBHMx oS/iMKa. o h o ceČ M H M je p e K a o m h o to . H u je , A O A y u je ,
npn3op je c/iMKa JiMLueHa nepcneKTMBe, fla - hm Morao HMLUTa A a Ka>Ke. J e p 6 mo je n p o -
K/ie, 0fly3eTe Tp0flMMeH3H0Ha/iH0CTM. Ilo - M yK ao m 6 e 3 m a c a .
r / ie A He /iyTa. Hajnem fie, cn o p o ce Kpefiy- T o ra AaHa y K e / iH y je fla B M A 0 AP>Ka 0
fm, npe/ia3n ca je flH o r AeTa/ba Ha flp y rn . K i-b M xeB H O B e n e , y K H a M xa p M Bm Hep, je A H O j
Obm cy yr/iaBHOM npaBe nnHnje Koje o čpa - o a H a jy m e A H M jM X y r p a A y . l" lo A p a 3 y M e B a jio
3yjy npaBM/iHe reoMeTpnjcKe c/iMKe. AaBMAa c e A a c a M c e m ja H a /ia 3 M0 y n y 6 /iM UM . K a o
3aMMiu.rbaM 3 a Kact>aHCKwvi cto /io m y Apy- m y B e K y tb kb m m n p M /iM K a M a , c e A e o c a M y
iiiTBy HeKO/inKO APyrapa H3 0CH0 BHe ujKO/ie: nocneA H ^eM peAy y n y 6 nM U M ; 0B0ra nyTa
Ilepe KaTaHnfia, Paiue JlMBaAe, M n/ioja. M c n p e A p e r a / i a c a 4)m/io3o4)Ckmm K ht>nraM a.
EpaHKO HoBaKOBMfi je Befi OAaBHO 6 mo He- A a B M A j e c e A e o 3 a c t o jio m H a cp e A M H M
rAe y CjeAHHaeHMM Amcpmhkmm flpxaBaM a, a A B o p a H e , M 3M eT )y B O A H Ten> a, K rt> M x a p a K /ia -
Aa je ceAeo ca HaMa, HajBepoBaTHnje 6 n no- y c a E M T H e p a , m C B o r a n p e B O A H O u a M M p ja H e
ciaB/bao nuTai-ba Ha Koja Abbma ne 6 m pea- B M T M a n . y o n iu T e H M je O A a B a o y T n c a K HeKO-
roBao. Tiyrao 6 n AaBMA- Eaiii Kao lu to je CBe r a K o r a c y n 3 A a / ie m a c H e x n u , e . E / ia x e H o r
BpeMe fiyTao MM/ioje. Tiyrao 6 n AaBMA u. ca M 3pa3a /iM u a , o3apeH m k p o tk o t o c M e x a ,
MBnu,e CTona, Ae/iyjyfiM Kao OA6 aneH, c/iyiuao A e / io B a o j e o h T e B e n e p M 3 A p a B o u cacBMM
6m riepuHo n PaLUMHO HaAMeTan^e y roBopy. H 0 p M a /iH 0 . P a 3 y M e c e A a je o T n o 3 A p a B /b a o
M jeAHor nonoAHeBa npeTnpoLu/ie roAHHe y n o 3 H 3 T M M r o c T M M a y n y 6 /iM UM . C B a K O M e Ha
3eMyHy, Ha Kejy, y SaujTM pecTopaHa Bene-
C B o j H a sM H . M eH M je , Ha n p M M e p , Ha M oj
u i/ija Huje peneHO HntiiTa lu to 6 m ce OBAe
0 C M e x m n 0 3 A p a B H 0 K /iM M a i-b e m a B O M , y 3 -
Momo noHOBMTM. HeKO/tMKO ynaA/bMBMx Pa-
BpaTM O nom eAO M M3 lu m poko o T B o p e H M x
lumhmx recTOBa. flB a ouiTpa MM/iojeBa no-
O HM jy m n o K a 3 M B a n b e M n a /m a M cnpyxeH or
meAa Kpo3 ahm unrapeTe. IlepMHo nocKa-
M3 n e c H n u e H a r o p e , K a K o t o , M H a ne , HMHe
KUBattje y cto/im u^. Moj rpoxoTaH CMex. H
a M e p M H K M nM /iO TM n p e A n o / ia 3 a K Ha 3 a A a -
flaBHAOBO ceTHO meAai-be y Aa/bMHy y
T aK . K ji a y c E M T H e p je 0 A P x a 0 K p a T a K yB O A -
npaBuy naHneBanKor puTa Ha APyroj oča/iM
hm r o B o p . P e K a o je 3 a A a B M A a A a je ,,H a j3 a -
flyHaBa.
n a x e H M jn c p n c K M n M c a u “ m A a c e y H ^ e ro B o j
AaBMAa caM 3aAf-bM nyT cpeo y Ke/iHy,
KhbM3M, K o ja je Te BenepM y KenHy 6 M na
npoLU/ie roAHHe. Eno je npoMyKao, cacBMM
6e3 maca. CeAe/in c m o y Kact>aHU nopeA n p e A C T a B n ^ e H a , p a A H / io ,,o r e H M ja /iH o j T e x -
hm um n p M n o B e A a i^ a H a KO jy c e n a x r t . a M o p a
rpaACKe onepe. Eno caM no3Bao AaBMAa Ha
pynaK. CeAe/in c m o 3a c t o /i o m m pa3roBa- y c p e A c p e A H T M “ . T e K T a A a je p e n e H O - Kna-

pa/iM TaKO l u t o caM CBe BpeMe ja ro B o p n o . y c E M TH e p j e t o m 3 to b o p m o - A a A a B M A T e

f la B n A je fiyTao m /im t o b o p m o LuanaTOM. H
o h Me je, Kao m m h o t m Koje Ayro HucaM
npeTxoAHO BMAeo, ynnTao, y jeAHOM Tpe-
HyTKy, Aa nu ce BMfjaM ca XaHAKeoM. ripn-
sao caM My o CBojoj Ki-bM3M BaM niipu, Kojy
a o AaH-AaHac, MyneH cyMH>aMa Aa je Ta
Ki-bMra noHMUJTaBana CBy Mojy npomnocT,
HMcaM oSjaBMO. C b b k m nyT KaAa npoHMTaM
pyKonMC, oceTMM CTpax o a CBora TeKCTa,
peKao caM TaAa flaBMAy. AaBMA Me je na-
x/bMBo c/iyiuao, anw HMjeAHMM recTOM Huje
p e a ro B a o Ha Moje penu. M c b b k m nyT cy t o
ČMJie Moje Ayre peHeHMu,e Koje cy ce Ba/ba-
B e n e p M H e f ie 6 m tm y M 0 r y f iH 0 CTM p,a rimhho
h m t3 \A3 C B o je KHDMre, anv\ A a f i e t o , y M e c T o
i- b e r a , ynMHMTM M M p ja H a B M T M a H , n p e B O A H -
n a U H a HeM aH KM je 3 M K HeKO/IM KO A aB M A O B M X
K i-bM ra, o c o S a „ B e o M a 3 a c / iy x H a 3 a p e u e n -
U M jy A n 6 a x a p n je B e n p o 3 e y H e M a n K o j" .
MMpjaHy BMTMaH caM no3HaBao. A e c e -
Ta K ro A H H a c m o 3 a je A H 0 paAM/iM y c p n c K o j
peAaKUMjM pap,w\a flo jv e B e n e . „KaAa T e 6y-
A e M no3Ba/ia Ha B e n e p y , KyB afiy K y n y c c a
OBHeTMHOM*', p e K n a je ohm x A a H a M o ra a o -
jia c K a y p eA a K U ,n jy y Kojoj je M M p ja H a ČM/ia
3aAy>KeHa 3 a p e c o p ,,K y/iTyp a “ . V t o BpeM e
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c a M o č ja B n o C B oj p o M a H Tubingen, koj'm je HamMx KhbMra je cscbmm pa3/iMHMTa“ , peKao

y m a o m y H a jy x n M3 6 o p 3a A O A e /iy HI/IH-oae caM jeAaHnyT. T otobo Aa caM 6 mo noHocaH
H a r p a f le 3a „ p o M a H r o A H H e " . „H e 3 H a M 3 a - Ha cnopocT y npeHomehby Moje npo3e Ha je-
LUTO ja TO H M T3M , a /IM MM j e TO LUTO OH n M - 3mk 3eM/be m /byAM Mefjy KojMMa caM XMBeo
Lue B e o M a 3 a H M M /b H B o " , p e K / ia j e je A a H n y T . Beli TpnAeceT roAMHa, Sam Kao u j t o Me je
K a c H M je c a M , n o c / i e M n p ja H M H o r O A /ia c K a y paAOBa/ia 6p3MHa y npeHomeH>y Be/iMKMfte-
n e H 3 n jy , H a c / ie A n o B o fje n b e K y /iT y p H e py- bmx m An 6 axapMjeBMx KhbMra. ,,y mom c/iyna-
S p n K e H a „ c p n c K O M n p o r p a M y p a A M ja /? o /w e jy npeBot)eHje Mopa Aa ce OABnja cnopo,
B e n e ". „LUTa A a n p e B O A H M c a c p n c K o r H a jep je n o 6jaB/bMBatt.e MojMx Kt-bMra Ha cpn-
H e M asK M je 3 H K ? “ , y n n T a / ia j e je A a H n y T M n p - ckom ’Mm/io cn o p o ’", peKao caM, cefiajyrm
ja H a B n T M a H . „ A a B M A a A / i 6 a x a p M ja “ , p e K a o ce Aa caM Ha očjaB/bMBanbe Moje npBe Khbn-
caM , lu to je 6 m /io m /io tm h h o . fla B M A O B a re ( Tubingen) neKao a o 6 pmx ABaAeceT ro-
npo3a, h b e ro B e ja c H e , npeuM 3H o K p o je H e AHHa. CnopocT, CTpn/bMB0CT, npe CBera p,e-
pe n eH M u e c y Kao CTBO peHe 3 a npeB O A M O ua /lOBat-be M3 no3aAMHe, Tpe 6 a/io je Aa 6yAe
K aK aB j e M M p ja H a BM TM aH, C M aTpao caM . Moja MMcnja, yodpaxaB ao caM, m/im caM
M M p ja H a H M je 6 M /ia / b y 6 M T e /b , , 3 a M y f ie H e “ 6 mo y npaBy, m/im mm je t o jeAaHnyT peKao
KhtM >KeBH ocTM . M o j e K h b M re , H a n p M M e p , 3 a Jy/iMje KHMcf)ep.
M M p ja H M H a H M T a /ia H K a m n p e B O A M /ia s K a o n e - MnaK je MMpja­ 20. 9. 2005, flBopnujTe
K M B a h ta 6 n / ie c y n p e H a T p n a H e c /iM K a M a k o - Ha Bmtm 8 h npeBe- Apxeo/ioi±iKor My3eja y
je c y n p e / ia 3 M / ie m y a n c T p a K U M je m, B e p o - na Ha HeManKM je- Atmhm, 15.00
BaTHo, n p e n e c T o 6v\ne „A M rp e c M B H e ", p a 3 - 3MK HeKO/IMKO MOjMX TeKCTOBa. npBM nyT je
B O A H b a B a jy fie n o ,,p a 3 B o j p a A i- b e “ - C M a T p a o t o 6 m/io npe Aee roAHHe, y TpeHyTKy KaAa
c a M . A a B M A je „M M H M M a /iM C T a “ - CM aTpao caM oftnyHno Aa Ae<t>MHWTMBHO okohh3m
caM . Ja c a M , y H e fm o a KHMcJjepa, n M c a o , AM/ieMe oko Moje Kubure BaMnupM v\ p,a je,
A O A y u J e , T a K o tje n p e u M 3 H O , o A a , B e o M a , K0H3HH0, OČjaBMM. riOLUTO je HeKOJlMKO npM-
B e o M a n p e u M 3 H O , M na K , n e c T o c / ia x y f iM pe- jaTe/ba npoHMTa/io TeKCT m yr/iaBHOM Hera-
n e H M u e r y c T o je A H y n p e K O A p y r e - C M a T p a o
tmbho OApearoBa/io Ha i-bera, OA/iyHMO caM
c a M . f l n c a o c a M ,,L u p a c t> M p a jy fiM “ , m/im u p H e -
Aa npBO M3AaBahbe Te KhbMre yc/ieAM y He-
riM n o A - n o r y . P b a m o c a M H a H eK aK B O M M eH M ,
MaHKoj, AaK/ie, y npeBOAy Ha HeManKM je-
M naK , c a c B M M ja c H O M , p e /b e c t> y T e K C T a . B a m
3mk. y t o ce yK/ianao m npeA /ior neTepa
K a o m TO je t o J y / m je KH M cJjep, o / io b k o m t b p -
XaHAKea Aa je ,,K0 HaHH0 Aom /io BpeMe Aa n
A o P ie „9 b“ , 6 0 jM 0 nanM p uphm m npeKO u p -
ja y HeMaHKOj oSjaBMM Ki-bMry“ . AaK/ie, npe-
H o r, noB/ianePiM r a y c e 6 e , m M 3 H y T p a T p a -
boa KHbMre mm je 6 mo npeKO noTpeSaH.
>KefiM M 3 /ia 3 M3 c /iM K e . A a B M A j e H a T eK C T y
p a A M O H M 3 ai-b e M /iM H e a p H M x p e n e H n u a . K a o
C/ieACTBeHO TOMe, 6 mo mm je xmtho noTpe-
A a j e y je A H O M e n M e M B a o H O Te je A H O C T a B H e
6 aH npeBOAnnau Ha HeManKM je3MK. CnoH-
c o H a T M H e . A a K / ie , y B e K c e A P > K a o n p e A / io -
T3HO caM nOMMC/lMO Ha MMpjaHy BMTMaH.
m K a m T e M e . H a c T a ja / ie c y ja c H e , je A H O C T a B - Mara cy AOTaAa Moje TeKCTOBe Ha HeManKM
H e, r e o M e T p M jc K e c /iM K e n p a B w /iH n x 0 6 /iM K a . je 3 MK npeBOAM/iM ToMac XepAep m Xo/irep
, , 0 h n n m e e B p o n c K M , o h m m c/im e B p o n c K M “ , 3Mre/i. BepoBaTHo Me je MMpjaHM npMByK/ia
p e K /ia je , O A y m e B /b e H O , M u p ja H a B M T M a H y HbeHa n 0 CBefieH0 CT He caMo kh>m3m Kojy je
M H T e p B jy y 3 a paAM O flojne Bene. H BM Aeo npeBOAM/ia Hero u nMcuy npeBofjeHe khdm-
caM H a rt>eHO M / i n u y 0 A y w e B / b e i- b e p a A O M re. CaMo caM y c/iyHajy hckmx XaHAKeoBMx
Ha n p e B 0 lje h b y A 3 b m a o b m x K i-b M ra . M M o r a o npeBOAM/iaua, panyHajyfiM Ty m ce 6 e, ao>km-
caM c a M o A a no33B M A M M A a B M A y Ha ts k b o m Beo to/im ko aHra^OBaHOCTM n /by 6 aBM npe-
n p e B O A n o u ,y . A /iw ocTao caM o 6 je K T H B a H : BOAMOua npeMa nncuy. AaK/ie, o a j^ m o
„ H e T p e č a H a c A B o jn u y T y n o p e A H T n “ , c M a - caM Aa CBoj poMaH BaMnuipu noHyAHM Ha
T p a o c a M . K o H a M H o , ,,c y A 6 n H a n p e B o f) e i- b a npeBof]ei-be MMpjaHM BMTMaH.
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MwpjaHa BMTMaH je Ha Moj reKCT pearo- K M cja e p a . T a M H e S o je ; p e /b e c f) o a ceH KM T a -

B3/i3 npo<t>ecMOHa/iHO. npese/ia je 6p30 no- / io x e H M x je A H e n p e K O A p y r M x ; ry c T O S o j e v e
neiaK poMaHa, HeKnx ABafleceTaK CTpaHM- He caM o C B o je n o A n o re H e ro m n o r / ie A a
u,a. Hnaic, y hcko/imko psahmx pa3roBopa n p M T M C H y T o r o T a j n p M 3 o p KojM je c T e S m o y
oamsx caM yBMfleo fla mom H3HMHy nMcaHba Ayxy K a T a c T p o c jje ; a/iM , 36or H e K o r je A B a
y tom TeKCTy HMje SM/ia HaK/iot-beHa. Ha }ea- y o H /b M B o r M aH M pM 3M a ko jm m ce nM CSu y
Hoj CTpaHM joj MHore CTBapM y mom TeKCTy KhbM3M c / iy x M O , 3 S o r H e K e m T e KaKo n p n c y T -

HMcy 6M/ie jacHe, noceSHO cMMcao onMca H e y A a /b e H O C T M oa C B e r o s a ja M 3H eTor y

Ki-bM3M, o c e T M O c a M m n o T p e S y 3 a A H B /b a n -
Mora nyT0B3i-b3 no AMepMU,M, M3HeTor y
kmm C M e ja i-b e M ; K a o / iy q a K y T p a x e i- b y o /ia K -
cpeAMuihbeM Ae/iy KhbMre. MnaK, HMje KpM/ia
tu M u e . 3 a M C T a c a M T y a o t m u s o n o A / io r y c b o -
y36yf)eH3e Koje je oceTM/ia npM HMTai-by OAe-
ra BpeM eH a. B a n i Kao lu to je to m X .-M .
/baKa y KojMMa je onMcaHO BMLue SopaBaKa y
H lT p a y S hm hm o y cbom 4> M /iM y M o jc u je m
HeManKoj m CpČMjM, ymaBHOM y npBOM m
A p o H , m/im n. XaHAKe y poM aHy ry6 w ra K
nocneAHDeM Ae/iy KhbMre. A/im, ČM/ia cy to
c/i i/i K e . M jim J y / iM je K H M 4> ep y i4 p T e x M M a
HeraTMBHa y36yTjei-ba, peK/ia je. ,,AoxMB/baj o / io b k o m T B p A o tie „9 b“ m/im u p h o m K p e A O M .
yxaca. Ki-bMra je rpo3Ha“, peKna je mAOfla- O c e P ia o caM c e , H M T a jyfiM t o lu tm b o , „ k o a
zia Aa je to 6mo pa3/ior 3aiiiTO HMje xe/ie/ia K y f ie “ . P a 3 y M e c e A a 6 mx j a T y pap,v\o A a /b e
Aa ce ynycTM y npoueAypy nMCSi-ba npeno- - „K O M n /iM K y jy fiM “ , ,,n p e T e p y jy 1 iM “ , n o H M p y fiM
pyKe 3a npeBO^enbe m oSjaB/bMBanbe Mora H a jA y S /b e y n o A / i o r y , T p a x e f iM O Haj 3 / io k o S -
poMaHa. npeBe/ia je, AaK/ie, noneTSK khjM- hm APXTaj c /iM K e , m/im zie A e fiM M M c a o y je 3 y
re; npeBemfie m u,eo poMaH, axo ja caM K o ja T e n p o x M e n p n n p e / ia c K y y ,,n o c /ie flH > e
npoHaf)eM M3AaBana; a/iM Aa ce 3ay3Me 3a a r p e r a T H O C T a n b e ", m TaKO A a /b e . (A aB M A t o
HberoBO očjaB/bMBaHae, to HMje Mor/ia. 3Sor C M ry p H o 3 H a .) A n M , t o Sm jo m BMme o a 6 m /io
Tor oceliai-ba yxaca y Mojoj KH3M3M. H M T aoua. O a S m / io Sm m npeBO AM O ua. T o Sm
M opaM Aa KaxeM A a M e je TaK aB ctsb p y K o n M C jo m B u r n e o c a M M /io .
Bmtmsh n o r o A n o , a/iM m y n o 3 M -
M M p ja H e K hbM xeB H O Be­
21. 9. 2005, cpefla, Xe-
tmbhom cMMc/iy, j e p caM p o M a H BaMimpui m ne y Ke/iH y je 3 a - paK/inoH, Kacfie ,,KnnKon“ ,
n n c a o y H aM epM A a M 3330B eM TaKO H e r a ­ Bpm eHo p a 3 r0 B 0 - 9.00
TMBHa o c e fia H s a . Totobo Aa cy mm C B e H e ra - poM n y 6 /iM K e ca
TMBHe p e a K U M je M o jM x npoČHM x H M T a /ia u a nM C u e M , A W C K yp c o M KojM mm je y c e 1ia h b y
6 M /ie caT M ccjD aK U M ja. A/im M e hmkbko H M je Kao je A a H o a H 3 jy n e H 3 T/bMBMjnx. C a fla B M -
3 a A O B o /b a B a /io ycKpaftMB3Hbe M o r y ftH o c T M A O M caM Befi je A a H n y T 3ajeA H O jaBH o H3CTy-
o č ja B /b M B a n ^ a K i-b M re . M n a K , p e s K U M ja MMp­ nMO. Bm/io je t o y C T y A e H T C K O M r p a A y na
ja H e B M T M aH j e 6 M /ia M C K p e H a . „ H M c a M j a 3 a H o b o m B e o r p a A y , n p e A B 3 A e c e T 3 K roA M H a,
T aK B y n p o 3 y K O M n e T e H T H a ", p e K / ia je . Oa- Ha 3ajeAHMHKOM npeACTaB/banby XaHAKeoBe
Max caM c e npM ceTM O A a je HeAaBH O oaSm- T e T p a / io rM je Cnopu noBparaK Kyf)u, o 6j a -
jia A a np eB O A H u A a c e 3 a / io x M 3 a fla B M - B/beHe K pajeM o c a M A e c e T M x roA M H a y m om
A O B y KHbM ry MpaK, K o jy caM jo j n p e A n o x M O n p e B O A y . M T a A a je H am jaBHM p a 3 ro B o p c a
He c a M o K a o M eH M tmx A a H a H a jA p a x y A a - nyS/iMKOM Sm o B e o M a x m b : c a B p m e H O c m o
BM AOBy K hbM ry H e r o m K a o mctmhckm kh>m- je A a H A p y r o r a HaAonyi-baBa/iM , yBeK r o B o p e -
xeB H M AO K yM eH T o H a u jo j c a B p e M e H O C T M . Tim o nMCLty c a pa3/iMHM Tor CTaHO BM iuTa. MaK
„H e , to mm je c y B M iu e M p a H H o “ , p e ic n a je . A m aKO c m o roBopM/iM napa/ie/iH o je A a H A P y -
T e T a M H e S o je y T o j fla B M A O B O j KhtM 3M c a M ro M , AaK/ie, c b 3 k o 3 a c e S e , hm k3A3 t o HMje
BULue H e r o n o x e / i e o y C B o jo j KH3M3 M. T a f l a - 6 m /io m mmo C B e 3 e . K a o A a c m o t s a s 6 a u s -
BMAOBa Ki-bMra mm je 6 M /ia TaKO B a x H a . Kao /1M KOLtKMUe Ha HeKO M M 3rM H3pH0 no/be M H3
Aa caM T y y r / i e A a o c /iM K e O p a H c a X a / ic a . hbeMy C /13r3/lM M 033M K C/IMKe 0 nM CUy KOjM
M/im K a o A a caM cn a B a o y a T e /b e y AHce/iMa je H 3 M 3 oSoj'mum T a A a B e o M a , B e o M 3 3 H a -
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hho. OBora nyTa, y Ke/iHy, flaBMA je 6mo
npoMyKao, 6e3 maca, Te Huje Morao fla ro-
Bopn. YmaBHOM je
AyTo6ycKa CTaHnaa, n p e fl
IiyTao. Cnymao je, no/ia3aK y /le n ta c , 12.00
na>K/bMBO, yKoneHor
M3pa3a m u , a , CBeo6yxBaTajyfier nom efla
Koju je cbom Te>xnHOM Hanerao Ha luupom
0TB0peHe ohm. 1/1 BMfleno ce fla je cbmm 6n-
fieM 6mo nocBefteH nuTai-bMMa cnymanaua n
HMTa/iau,a i-beroBe KhbMxeBHOCTM. Bnfleno ce
fla je m Te KaKo AOXMB/baBao to lu to je Te
Benepu 6n/io M3roB0peH0. 1/1 Kao fla My je,
TaKBOM, HeMyi±iTOM u ohom Koju He pa3yivie
HeMaHKi/i je3MK, Ha KojeM cy nMTai-ba 6wna
nocraB/beHa, 6am i/i oflroBapa/io CMMynTaHo
npeBof)ert>e MnpjaHe BMTMaH, jep, HMHMno
ce, uMao je TaKO jom Burne BpeMeHa 3a
npoMHLU/bai-be ynnTaHora, n Burne Moryft-
hoctm fla M36eme HeKOHTponMcaHa pearo-
Bahba. flaKne, noćne CBaKor nocTaB/beHor
nnTanba ycneflnno je MnpjaHMHO tmxo, He-
nyjHO o6pa1iai-be flaBMAy, Ha Koje je OBaj y3-
Bpafiao KnHManbeM rnaBe n pennMa M3r0B0-
peHMM manaTOM. H TeK OHfla 6n, noćne Tor
„HHTepHor" floroBapai-ba Kao HeKe BpcTe 3a-
BepeHMHKor KOHcynTOBai-ba, ycneflno o flro -
Bop, Koju flaBMfl Huje M3roBapao nMHHo, He­
ro nocpeflHO, MMpjaHMHMM rnacHoroBopoM.
HajeflaHnyT je Ta npoi4eflypa oflroBapai-ba
Ha nL/rrai-ba, noepefleTBOM MMpjaHe BMTMaH
Bof)eHe Ha3HaKaMa 6e3rnacHor f la B M f la , fle -
noBana Kao ueHTpanHO flora^ante. Obo je
CHaroM CBora npMcycTBa TaKopefm Haflja-
nano npeTxoflHMu,y, nocTaBrbanbe nMTai-ba.
SaK ce m csmo Ki-bM- neHTac, TaBepHa
xeBHO Bene ry6Mno „E/innfla“ , 18.00
npefl y6eflrbMBomfiy
flaBMflOBMx no3aflMHCKMx oflroBopa.
f la B M f l je 6 mo CM M naTM naH.
c e CM em M O npM cbbkom , H e n y jH O M ,
to m , M 3 r o B a p a i- b y c B o jM x H a 3 H a K a M M p ja H M .
O H a je cTanoxeH o n o H a B /b a n a
M 3 r0 B 0 p e H 0 . H Č M na je to O H a M eH M f l o č p o
n o 3 H a T a y A a /b e H O C T n p e B O flM O u a
I je H o r ,,o p M r M H a n a “ , y K o jo j cm
y n o 3 n n p e B o t i e H o r a . H je c M 6
nau m hmcm 6 m o t o ljuto 6 mo
B o f je h t e M cm , y n a 3 e f iM y Hem TO flp y r o
npeB0T)eH0), M3na3M0 M3 ce6e. flaKne, 6 mo
cm Herfle M3MeTjy, Ha yAa/beHOCTM ofl CBera
m Sam 3aTo cnoSoflaH fla Kaxem CBe t o ,
mTO je, MHane, ČMno Tyt)e, Kao Hemro t b o -
je... f la B M f l, naK, Kao fla m jecTe m HMje 6 mo
npMcyTaH Ha Toj KhbMxeBHOj BesepM y KenHy.
Kao fla m jecTe m HMje oflp^ao CBOje KhbM-
xeBHO Bene. Kao fla je m caM 6 m o y CBojoj
ny6ni/iu,M. rneflajyfiM m cnymajyPiM M M p ja H y
KaKo je Hajnpe HMTana oflnoMKe M3 i-beroBe
Ki-bMre na OHfla M3roBapana i-beroBe o a t o b o -
pe Ha nuTaHaa ny6nMKe, flenoBao je Kao He-
k o k o je m caM ceČM Morao fla nocTaBM nw-
TaH^e.
C B e B p e M e Kt-bM- 22. 9. 2005, neTBpTaK,
xeB H e B esepu c e ­ TaBepHa n c n o fl 6 p e ra
A e o c a M y n o c n e fl- naB, 11.00
H>eM p e f ly c e flM L U T a m M M cnM M a nyTao
HeKM M n o r n a B / b M M a fla B M A O B o r m M o r 3 a -
jeAHMHKor AeTMHbCTBa n paHe MnaAOCTM,
npoBeAeH M X y 3 eM yH y.
TaKO m m je y jeAHOM TpeHyTKy Ha naMeT
nana cnMKa noKojHor ,qpyrapa flymaHa Keu,-
Mana, flaBMAa m MeHe: cTojMMo Ha yrny
ynMLta TMpmoBe m ABrycTa Uecapua; Ha no-
BpaTKy cmo M3 LUKone; m rpoMornacHo ce
CMejeMo BMuieBMMa Koje HaM3MeHMHHO je ­
AaH APyroMe npMnaMo. Hemra KacHMje mm
je y naMeT Aomna m cueHa y flaBMAOBOM
CTaHy Ha KapafjopfieBOM Tpry: y co6m cmo;
Ayro ceAMMO 3a CTonoM m ftyTMMo; flaBMA,
M3BecHM PaAOBaH XMpmn m ja. Pa3yMe ce
Aa y cefiai-be yna3M m Parna JlMBaAa; f la B M f l
AOhocm OAnyKy Aa ,,OAycTaHe oa nncai-ba
noe3Mje“ , ,,6am 3aTO mra je y TOMe Parna
BMHHMjM". y BpeMe OKyn/bai-ba y KaHuenapM-
jM Cp6e MMTpoBMfia y npocTopnjaMa 6 m-
SnMOTeKe 3 eMyHCKe rMMHa3Mje, rAe cmo
CBaKOAHeBHO ceAenM 3 opaH ByHAano, Pa­
C t m a - ^ mbo rna, TbopT)e K0HCTaHTMH0BMti m ja, HMje fla ­
rnana- BMAa 6wno secTO. YT0nMK0 m m je TernKO Aa
My y CpSmhom ManeHOM uapcTBy npoHatieM
fla B M flO B O nnK. TeK KacHMje, y BpeMe noneTaKa naco-
nMca 3a CBeTCKy Ki-bMxeBHOCT /7mcmo, cnM­
o fl n p e B O - Ka flaBMAOBa m m oneT nocTaje jacHMja. f la ­
c e o c e fia o y BMA je 6 mo Taj Koju m m je očjaBMO h m 3
mo f lp e B O f ln - TeKCTOBa m npeBOAa y naconMcy KhbiAxeBHa
je c M . J e p n p e - pen. JeAaHnyT m m je m peKao Aa My je Moja
(y npo3a ČMna ,,OMM/beHO mTMBo". OneT y ce-
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fiai-by P a o ia ; HMKafla 3 a je flH 0 c a m hom h f l a -
Bi/iflOM; yB eK H a c a M o c a fla B M A O M ; m yB eK
HacaMO ca m hom . A s b m a o b nac / ly u n ja , Befi
oie>Kao, y HeMMpHMM c h o b m m s Ha n o fly m c-
n p e fl c t o j i s . O n e T OHaj ,,p a 3 r o B o p “ n p o M y -
K/ior flsB M fl3 n M e H e 3 a c t o jio m y p e c T o p a -
Hy n o p e A 3fl3H>s rp s flC K e o n e p e y K e n H y : ,,y
CBojoj khdM3h /lo m e # cm O TM iu a o H s jfls /b e “ ,
p e K so je lu s n a T O M . „riM cao caM, C B o je B p e -
MeHO, t o u jt o je 6 m/io o 6j 3 B/beHo y Kh>m-
xeBHoj penu, 3 3 T e č e , MMsjyfiM y BM Ay o h o
H e nnca H O npsBM .no y y c T 3 H O B a M 3 : ’yB eK p a -
Amlu 3 3 uiect)a’“ , p e K a o c a M . ,,T p e 6 a A a
OAeuj c s p sflM js m A a c e MCK/bynMBo n o c B e -
tmui nMC3hby“ , p e K a o je . „ f la jim MO>Keuj y
K shsam A a xm bm lu o a nM ca H b3 ?“ , y n M T 3 o
C3 M. „ f le u s c y c e y K s jir a p n jy cs cb m m cb m -
kjt3 Ha T3M 0Lui-be yc/iO B e >KMBOTa“, p e K a o je.
„M oj o c h o b h m n p o S jie M O B A e je 0 p ra H M 3 0 -
BShbe B p e M e H S y o63Bj-bStt>y tp m p s3 jim h m ts
n o c Jia ", p e K 3 0 c s m . ,,0A-na3MLu jim n e c T O y
A O M O BM Hy?“ , n p o L u a n T a o je . „ K o je c s a s y
TBOM e C T a H y y 3 e M y H y ? “ , m ja c s m yTM U J3o
m a č . „M K a p y c HMje n a o “ , p e K a o je n p M c e fia -
jyfi u c e 6 o M 6 apflO BaHaa f l o M a P arH or b s -
3 fly x o n jiO B C TB a y 3 e M y H y , a MMc/iefiM Ha
C K y jin Ty p y l/lK a pycs Ha MCTOHHOj cjjacaflM
3fl3i-b3. C e TM O caM c e T jiS B H e y/iMU,e k o a
SM OCKons U,eHTpan. ,,3 e M yH yB e K o c T s je H e -
n p o M e i-b e H “ , p e K S o je y je A H O M nM CM y n p e
m h o to roA M H S. „ T B o js Ki-bMrs f e a u Majep je
npBMx T p n A e c e T 3 K cTp a H M u a fle/iOBa/ia H a fl-
M ofiHo; 3 O H A a mm je 3 3 C M e T 3 0 r y 6 MTaK
A M CTaH ue n p M n o B e A a n a o a C3AP>KMHe; a hm-
TajyfiM tm x npBM x T p M A e c e T S K c t p s h m u s ,
'n o n e c e H ’ i-bMMS, o c e TM O c s m c e Kao a o k
caM rjie A a o C n M J ič e p ro B <$>mjim liluiH flnepo-
Ba fire ra , y KOMe c e OBaj M a jcTo p cK M ’n o M -
r p a B a o ’ c a CBojM M, M Hane, TaK O T y p o 6 HMM
ocefiaHDMMa m c a t s k o t p s t m h h o m M CTopM j-
ckom rp s f)O M ; y f eu,y n M ajepy m m je k s c h m -
je 3 3 C M e TS Ji3 n p e K O M e p H a MAeHTMcjjMKSUM-
ja n p M n o B e A a n a ca o nM ca H M M ” , p e K a o c a M .
„ B e p O B a TH O cm y n p a B y , a/iM t o je M oj A y r
MCTopMjM", p e K a o je fla B M A . H e r a B p e M e je
m m pho m e A a o K po3 n p o 3 o p y n p a B u y o c t s -
TaKa 3 rp 3 A e y Kojoj c e h c k s a s np0M 3B0AM Ji3
Ko/iohbCKa ( K ejiH CK a) B O A a . H a c M e u jM O c e
KaAa c s m M y M cnpM nao n o B e c T T o r M CTopM j-
C K o r 3AaHba. H ja c a M c e C M e ja o KaAa je f l a ­
BMA, L u ana TO M , M cn p M n a o noc/ieAH^M bmu
KojM M y je e jie K Tp o H C K O M n o iirro M n o c jia o
r ie p a K aTSH M fl. ,,TB O jy JeAHOcraBHy KhbMry
CSM O AM SX A O X M B e O Kao B S XSH o S p T y
TBO M KhbMXeBHOM p a 3 B o jy “ , peKSO caM .
„M m sm B p e M e H a 3 a nM cai-be; He psam m hm-
LUTa A P y r o “ , p e K a o je . ,,M ja ca M šo/iem jbM B
nocjieAHaM X ro A M H a ", p e K a o c s m . „ T e TBoje
noc/ieAHbe, KSHSACKe, npMHe mm c e A o n s A S -
jy . B p a f ia jy M e TBojM M n o n e u H M S . A MnaK c y
H e u jTO h o b o . Je A H 0 C T 3 B H 0 , n o TB p fjyjy A a ce
CBe n o H a B /b a “ , p e K a o caM.
flaBMA An6axapM je OAaBHO, mjim 0flyBeK,
6mo BaxaH fleo Moje npoumoc™. Hmcsm cs
HaMM S m o TSKO ,,Typ6y/ieHTHO“ npMCSH K 3 0
CS PSUJOM JlMBaflOM, 30pSH0M ByHfl3JI0M,
MJ1M BpaHKOM HOBSKOBMfieM, S/IM Ce MOj Ofl-
HOC CS flSBMflOM HMKSflS HMje npeKMflSO. y
HeKMM nepMOflMMS 4>M3MHKe M er3M CTeHU,M-
ja/iHe pa3flB0jeH0CTM Harne cso6psfi3i-be je
HscTSBJbeHO npenMCKOM, CMrypHO He tsko
„paflMKaJIHOM", K3KBy M flaHSC BOflMM CS
flpsrsHOM BejiMKMfieM, sjim yBeK m36sji3h-
cupaHOM. M o x fla caM noKaTKafl u npecra-
jao Aa mmcjimm Ha Asbmas K30 0Apef)eH0r
Apyraps M3 mjisaoctm; ts a s csm rs aoxm-
B/bSB30 kso OKpyxehbe. Ksas 6ojbe ps3Mn-
CJ1MM, flSBMA OČyXB3T3 CSB MOj xmbot: OA
noxs1)si-ba ocHOBHe L U K one ,,CBeT03ap Mm-
jieTMfi" y 3eMyHy (flaBMA je 6mo pyKOMe-
tsu j; n AOčpo ce cefiaM 4jeroBnx c h 3>k h m x
uiyTeBa ca KpMJia, mjim ca jiMHMje uuecT M e -
Tap3 n c n p e A tojis; m o a j im h h o My je npMCTa-
ja/is upBeHS TpsKa HSMSKHyT3 npeKO psMe-
hs, KOjy cy, MHsne, hocmjim c b m nrpaHM jeAHe
eKMne, 36or pscno3HSBSH33, jep ApecoBe
HMCMO MMSJ1M), npeKO 33jeAHMHKMX TMMHS-
3MjcKnx AaHa (TaAa cmo npBM nyT n pa3Me-
HMJ1M KhbMXeBHS MMUJJbeHbS; flSBMA je nOMM-
h>so Kac})Ky kso y3op; msko ja y flaBMAOBOj
np03M HMKSAa HMC3M HaJlS3MO K3Cj)KMHy
,,MaHMjy roHbehba"; npeMAa fla B M A jecTe on-
C eC M B3H M CKJIOH npOAyKTMBHOM noHaBJba-
Hby), na ao APy>KeHja y 3eMyHy y BpeMe CTy-
AMpaHaa n KacHMje. flaBMA je yBeK 6mo
KOHKpeTaH. llpeAnarao je OApeT)eHe nofly-
xBaTe. TpaxMO je oa MeHe TeKCTOBe. Oh je
6no Taj KojM m x je yBeK m očjaBJbMBao. Hm-
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caM ja 6mo mjeflMHM Koju je floSnjao npM/iM-
Ky fla o6jaB/byje y AaBnflOBMM naconucnMa,
36opHmj,mvia, aHTonornjaMa. flaK/ie, AaBMfl
A/i6axapM je 3a MeHe 6mo m ocTao He caMo
nncau Hero m no/iMTMHap m eKOHOMMCTa
Ki-bn>KeBHOCTM. A Kafla je o 3eMyHy pen, Me-
CTy y KOMe cmo oSojnua oflpac/iM m c[)opMM-
pa/iM ce, ocTao je oh (nopefl Parne) HeKa
BpcTa noKa/iHor naTpoHa m „Mact>MjaLua“ ,
npn neMy pen ,,Ma<})Mja“ OBfle 3Hasn HemTO
no3mnBHo. 3axBa/byjyfin AaBHfly A/i6axa-
pnjy flaHac nocTojn Ki-bn>KeBHa ,,3eMyHCKa
Kopnopaunja“ . M to je TaKO 3aTo luto AaBMfl
Huje 6mo caMo nMcau m ypeflHMK, Hero mfleo
3 eMyHCKor aMČMjeHTa - AaBMfl mm je mcto
luto m: HaMUM ycMflpeHM Mcnpefl o6a/ie Ha
Kejy, m TajeBa y n w u , a Koja ce ca TBpfjaBe Ha
6 pery KpMByflaBO c n y iu T a y ueHTap rpafla,
luto m K/iyne fly>K iiieTa/iMLUTa y3 peKy, m/im
CTa3e y rpaflCKOM napKy, m/im y/ia3Ha KanM-
ja y 6aujTy AoMa Ba3flyxon.noBCTBa, m/im
CTa6/ia jaS/iaHOBa M3Mefjy KacfiaHe „BeHeuM-
ja“ m Ton/iaHe, m/im tohsk 6yHapa koa Kane-
TaHMje, m/im nor/iefl ca CTape y/iMue, m/im
6 oue nuBa Koje cy pw6apn cnycTM/in y BOfly
AyHaBa „fla ce ’/ia fle “ , m/im npa3He Te3re
Ha 3eMyHCKOj nMjauM y nonoflHeBHMM caTM-
Ma, m/im y/ia3 y 6aLUTy 6M0CK0na „JeflMH-
c tb o “ , m/im TaMHe wpacj)ype ceHKM rycTMx
KpoujH^M flpBefia y Ay6poBanKOj y/mi4M,
m/im CTeHe Mcnpefl Kyne CMČMi-baHMH JaH-
Ka, m TaKO fla /te .
M oneT OHa c/iMKa y 6 aam/i pecTopaHa
BeHeu,Mja Ha 3eMyHCKOM Kejy: AaBMfl An6a-
xapM , MM/ioje PaflaKOBufi, lle p a KaTaHMfi,
Parna JlMBafla, XapKO PaflaKOBMfi. Kao c/im-
Ka TajHe Benepe. C/iMKa n o r/ie fla m penM,
KojMMa ce f l 06 ai4yjeM 0 npeKO CTO/ia. YmaB-
HOM TMLUMH3. 3eMyHCKa TMLUMHa. Bani Kao M
MMp Ha MecTy Ha KOMe McnMcyjeM oBaj
TeKCT: y ce/iy JleHTac Ha JlMČMjcKOM Mopy.
Baoi Kao m TMUJMHa y AaBMflOBOj paflHOj co-
ćm y CTeHOBMTMM n/iaHMHaMa?
[OflnoMaK M3 poMaHa /j\MjaHa]
Hemupu Mane upm e o ff. A.
M y x a p e M B a 3Ay/b
□
1.
HeMa, m m c / i m m , BMLue TaKBor nanMpa. He-
CTao je 3ajeflHO c Te/ie<t>OHMMa ca 0 K p y r/iM M
čpojnaHMKOM m ca rpaM04)0HCKMM n/ionaMa.
TaHaK m Ma/iKo xpanaB nartMp, 3roflaH u 3a
c m o t s t uMrapeTy, aKO je 6auj Hy>Kfla. Ha T a -
k b o m cy ce nanMpy H e K o fi LUTaMna/ie h o b m -
He. UpHM/io o/ioBHe 6oje ocTaja/io je Ha np-
CTMM3.
Ha TaKBOM caM nanMpy npBM nyT yr/ie-
flao MMe m npe3MMe: AaBMfl A/i6axapM. Ho-
BMHe HMcy ČM/ie 11o/ im ™Ka, hm BjecHUK, hm
Ocno6ot)ehbe\ HMje to 6mo HI/IH hmtm Crapr,
a hm Oko m/im KhbM>KeBHa pev. He 6Mjax Ta­
fla MnaK jom hm TMHejMep. PeflOBHO caM hm-
Tao caMO nofMTMKMH 3a6aBHMK m TeMno, ho
OBO MMe HM TaMO (jom) HMC3M BMflMO. BmO
je to jim ct rajM je HMTa/ia jeflHa Moja CTapM-
ja pot)aKMHja, cpefli-b0LUK0.nKa, m ziMCTao caM
ra y nbe3MH0j co6m. 3Bao ce Hao. Bm/io je
TaMO nyHo Be/iMKMx c/iMKa, njeBanM m njeBa-
HMLte yr/iaBHOM. T/ieflao caM c/inKe, a OHfla
mm je mjeflaH TeKCT npnByKao na>m>y. TeKCT
je 6mo KOHCTpyMpaH oko tpm K/byHHe pMjeHM:
neTMUMja, /iera/in3ai4Mja, MapMxyaHa. npBe
flBMje BMLue cy npMnaflane flMCKypcy TB
flHeBHMKa Hero/iM ob3kbmx HOBMHa, ariM mm
je OHa Tpefia ocMrypaBa/ia cy6Bep3MBHy
Mofi. y TeKCTy ce roBopM.no m o yr/ieflHMM
noTnMCHML^MMa. 3a BefiMHy tmx yr/ieflHMX
MMeHa Smo caM nyo npeKO Te/ieBM3MjcKe
eMMCMje Xmt Meceu,a (Mef)y hbMMa je 6mo m
Momhm/io BajarMfi Bajara, Tora ce fločpo
cjefiaM), ho jeflHO mm je MMe OHOMafl 6m/io
nocBe Hen03HaT0. CnoMeHyT je Ty, HaMMe,
m AaBMfl A/i6axapM. y TeKCTy je CTaja/io jouj
M- KHaM>KeBHMK.
H e flyro 33tmm, nonMTMKMH 3a6aBHi/iK je
nMcao o KOHKypcy 3a KpaTKy npMny Kojy je
opraHM3Mpa/ia jeflH a SeorpaflCKa paflMO-
-CTaHMLta. KoHKypc ce, hmhm mm ce, 3Bao
03 oh, a jeflaH o fl H/iaHOBa >KMpMja 6 mo je -
AaBMfl A/i6axapw. 3 h s m t o MMe, noMMC/ino
caM, t o je OHaj KHbM>KeBHMK o KojeM je nM­
cao Ttao.
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2.
n p B a 6 n 6 /in o T e i< a y K o jy c a M c e ysnaH M O
6 \Ana je f lje n n ja 6 n 6 /in o T e K a . H a /ia 3 n/?a c e
A a /ie ic o o a H a rn e K yfte , Ha K p a jy r p a A a . HM­
caM jo m 6 mo n o r n a o y a iK o /iy , a n o x e / in o
ca M c e yH/iaHMTM y 6 n 6 /in o T e K y . T a T a M e je
0 A B e 3 a 0 paHO y jy T p o , n p n je H e ro je O TM m ao
Ha n o c a o , a ja caM 0 A a 6 p a 0 flB M je Ki-bMre.
5 n 6 /in o T e K a p i< a mm c e CMuijemuina. P e K n a je
KaKo c e n o 3aKO Hy K i-b n re M o p a jy BpaTMTM
H a jA a /b e 3 a A e c e T A a H a , a / in A a Tie y m om
c n y H a jy HanpaBM TM M 3y3eTaK m a o 3 b o /im tm
mm A a K i-b nre 3 a flp x M M n e T H a e c T A a H a . T a j
m cti/i A aH , o k o n o n a s e T n p n n o o r m je n o A H e ,
hh m c e T a ia BpaTMO c n o a n a , n m a o caM ra
AO KaA p a flM 6 n 6 /in o T e K a . 0 6 j e c a M KhbMre
B e fi 6 mo n p o H i/iT a o . O tm o ltim c m o noHOBO y
6 n 6 n n o T e K y , a 6 n 6 /in o T e K a p K a M e c a A a M a ­
n o nyAHO r n e fla n a . Y 3M M a o c a M M3 6 n 6 n n o -
TeKe KHbnre B p a H K a T io n M fia , M a p K a T B eH a,
E M n n n ja C a n r a p n ja m S a jK e p a 3 H n x H a p o A a .
C ABaHaecT-TpuHaecT ro flM H a , Mef)yTMM, 3 a -
c m tm o c a M c e A je n n je 6 n 6 n n o T e K e . H m a o
c a M noM TM M H 3a6aBHMK m TeMno, no H e K a A
7ia o , m T p a x n o HeKe HOBe K h b n re . M naK, y
,,n p a B y “ , y ,,BenM Ky“ 6 n 6 /in o T e K y , yHnaHMO
c a M c e TeK y p a T y. M h o t o caM HMTao tm x ma­
na n H o fin , a jeA H O o a M M eH a Ha K o je c a M
AOCTa secT O H a w n a 3 n o č n ja m e y n p a B O - A a ­
BMA A n 6 a x a p n . H a M H o rn M K h b n ra M a K oje
c a M b o a m o C T a ja n o je H b e ro B o MMe, a m He
( jo u j y B n je K ) Ha K o p n u n , H e ro H a jne m P ie Ha
T p e fio j yH yT a p i-b o j CTpaHM. r iM c a n o je , HaM-
Me, „ n p e B e o A a B M A A n 6 a x a p M “ . B na A H M M p
H a 6 0 K0 B, B n /iM ja M E n e jK , B. C. H a jn o n - C B e
mx je n o B e 3 M B a o OHaj Krt>M>KeBHMK H M jer caM
c e MMeHa c je f ia o y KOHTeKCTy tp m K /bynH e
pMjenM, o a KojMx c y ABM je jo iu yBM jeK H o cM ne
c m p t h o 0 3 6 M /b H y KOHOTau,Mjy, a T p e fia mm je
naK y tm m A aH M M a Č M /ia 6 n M x a H e ro m kba
paH M je m/im KacH M je.
3.
paTa, 6 m o caM jom rM M H a 3M ja -
n p e A K pa j
nau, HeKe cy čocaHCKe HOBMHe očjaBMne
noAyrasaK ecej Anema A e 6 e/baKa HacnoB-
jbeH Kao CyMpaK Mflona. KrbynHa jimmhoct
eceja 6 mo je Uohm HlTy/iMli. EMna je Ty, M e -
I)yTMM, jom uMje/ia jeflHa ra/ laKCuja no3Ha-
tmx mm MMeHa: HecnaB Mm/iolu, AaHMno
Kmlu, B a m e p EeHjaMMH, AaBMfl A/i 6axapM.
Y3 MMe 0 B0 r nocnefli-ber CTajao je m HacnoB
jeAHe hberoBe Ki-bMre, Hac/iOB naMT/bMB m
ecfieKTaH - Onuc cmpm . Hcko/imko Mjeceu,M
KacHMje, oTMLuao caM y CapajeBO, Ha <J)aKyn-
TeT. Ja m tpm (nocziMje)paTHa Apyra M3Haj-
MMJ1M CMO npM3eMHM CT3H y jeAHOj Kyf)M Ha
Bpxy Eje/iaBa. Ja caM ce ynMcao Ha <J>Mno-
30(J3ckm c()aKynTeT, a MojM uMMepM Ha eneK-
TpoTexHMKy, eKOHOMMjy m npaBO. AecM/io ce,
He cjetiaM ce BMiue 3amTo, Aa je MeHM Ha-
CTaBa nowena Heflje.rby-ABMje paHMje Hero
i-bMMa. Tmx HeKO/iMKO AaHa >kmbmo caM caM,
npBM nyT y XMBOTy. Aohmo caM oa Kyfie He-
km Ma/iM upHO-6 Mje/iM TeneBM3op. Jom npBe
hoPim CMmao caM y Many caMonocnyry, c to -
TMrt>aK MeTapa HMxe, m KynMO 6ouy BOTKe.
Ey/bMO caM y TeneBM3op, nonMO HeKonMKO
nama, yiiMKao ce m OTMmao cnaBaTM. Cy-
TpaAaH c a M npoHamao CBOjy n p B y capajeB-
CKy ČM6nMOTeKy, Ma/iy ABoeTa>KHy kh^mjkhm-
uy npeKO nyTa kmhb Bočna , SMBmer kmh3
/7psn Maj. yn/iaHMO ca M ce m n03ajMM0 ABM­
je Ki-bMre: <t>epp,yp,ypKe Buranfla TomSpobm-
na m Onuc cMpm AaBMAa An 6axapMja. I~om-
SpoBMsa caM npoHMTao jom noc/iMjenoAHe
M3 u,yra, a yBene caM noneo HMTaTM O o m c
CMpm. npMHe cy 6 mne KpaTKe, a rycTe. He-
rflje npM Kpajy KhbMre ČMna je m npnna o pm-
jeTKMM ycaMrt>eHMHKMM HofiMMa y3 TB m an-
KĐxon, a Herflje Ha noneTKy, MOXAa m y
npBoj npMHM, peseHMua Koja mm ce na npsy
ycjei<na y naMtieHbe, peneHMua Kojy caM mo-
pao UMTMpaTM y npBoj npMHM ceoje npBe
Ki-bMre: Ako HOBeK ne Bepyje y Bora, jeflUHO
lijt o My n p e o cra je cy merhbe nopeA peKe.
4.
npoH M Tao caM 6 p 3 0 C B e crape, CBe npnje-
p am e A n 6 a x a p M je B e KH^Mre. O H e HOBe t s a
c e HM cy M orn M HafiM. y 3 a r p e 6 y je , M e f)y -
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tm m, ycKopo M3Miuao M a M a u ,. KaHafla, fla-
jbMHa, pa3roBopM c floH a/ifloivi, KhbMxeB-
h o c t, paT - CBe je 6m /io TaMO, y jeflHOM na-
cycy, y jeflHOM fl,axy, A y ro M , CKopo
rMHC-6 e p r 0 BCK0 M („M oj Aax je fly r “ - A. r.)
A a xy. M o p a o c a M o t m Tm , peKao 6m LUTyjin1i,
OHaj H3 C yM p a i< a M A o n a , OHaj HMjM m o to
OTBapa LJm h k . A Sm /io je Ty m BpoflCKor, m
OHMX <pM3MOflOUJKMX M0TMB3 M3 LeSS Than
One. riyHO ce y t o BpMjeMe nMcano o er3M-
ny, anM hm k o a Kora Taj er3M/i HMje TaKO
K O H K p e rH O npoKa3aH Kao c ra h b e Kao k o a
A /i 6 axapMja. HMa y Toj khjM3m m h o k o /im k o
peAOBa rAje ce y rpaHMuaMa TpMjy ueHTpan-
hmx penyš/iMKa SMBLue COPJ n peno 3 Hajy
pa 3JiMHMTa đn/?a h o Gj im u im , a u jt o je, M3 jim -
TepapHe nepcneKTMBe, 6 o/be npMKa3ano
KpBaBe AeBeAeceTe Hero Aeceu,M pa3BMKa-
hmx naMcf)/ieTa.
HMTao caM KacHMje m HOBe An 6axapMjeBe
KhbMre: CnexHii HOBeK, reu, m Majep, Teper.
HeKao caM mx m HMTao Kao luto ce seKajy m
4MTajy HOBe Ki-bMre c b o ] m x nMcaua: OcTep,
MeKjyeH, /b o c a , Py>KAM, CapaM aro...
y c e n T e M 6 p y 2004. roAMHe O m/ i m i i , A jn a
m ja cjeAM/iM c m o y n o 6 M jy x B a p c K o r xo T e n a
AMtpopa. Ayro c m o neKa/iM KOHOčapa KojM
HMK3K0 HMje A ona3 M o. JeA aH nMcau, 3 a B p -
LuaBa jeA H y CBOjy npM ny c cf>pa30M o c n p e M -
hoctm Ha HeKahte, noMMC/iMO caM , anM c e y
npBM M ax HMcaM M o ra o cjeTMTM KojM je to
nM cau. C KpeH yx norneA o a CTona m Ha CTe-
neHM uaM a y rn e A a x A aBM Aa A n 6 a x a p M ja .
llpM Luao je HameM c ra n y , n03ApaBM 0 c e m
KpeH yo n p e M a LuaHKy. ripaTM/iM c m o ra n o -
rneAOM. HaKOH ca M o h c ko / im k o KopaKa OKpe-
Hyo c e m n o m a o H a T pa r n p e M a HaMa. KaKBy
KacjDy nMjeTe, ynMTao je . Y cK o p o c m o CBe ne-
T B opo nMnM CBoje Kac^e. H a c r a n y je ČMna
jo u j m n e n e rb a p a , jeA H a n a m a oČMHHe BOAe,
M ana 6ou,a KMcene, KO Karana m Marna H eKor
c o K a - He c je fia M c e K o je r. HMje 6 mo o a n o -
MopaHi,je.
CneMCHu HoeeK u uapanaKca
B/iaAMMup Tacufi
□
ripMBnasHOCT KapTorpa0CKor motmbs 3a
yMeTHOCT n 0CTM0AepH 0 r Aoča ČMno 6 m na-
ko MnycTpoB3TM HašpajaKbeM npMMepa ca
cneKTaKynapHMx M3noxČM y CBeTCKMM Me-
TpononaMa. IIoboaom jeAHe TaKBe M3no-
x 6 e, AnpeKTop napMCKor UeHTpa ,,X o p x
noMnMAy“ M3jaBM0 je 1989. roAMHe Aa je
,,yMHOxaBaHje cnMKa 3eMa/bCKe Kyrne
CMMnTOM 3ryLUhbaBahba KOMyHMKauMja m Be­
sa, nocpeAOB3HMX m nMHHMX, MeT)y /byAMMa
na nnaHeTM11. KpajeM ocaMAeceTMx, BMf)eHa
napMCKMM osMMa, nnaHeTa je MoxAa TaKO
M3rneAana. YMHOxaBai-be KapTorpac()CKMx
pecfiepenuM y cpncKoj yMeTHOCTM npBOM
nonoBMHOM AeBeAeceTMx- Ha M3nox6M Co­
ča c ManaMa y SeorpaACKOM AoMy OMna-
AHHe, y cepMjM M3noxa6a Ha i/iCKycTBi/iMa
MeMopuje y Hap 0AH0 M My3ejy, y peneHMUM
AparaHa BenMKMfia „BpeMe je 3a KapTorpa-
c()e“ , Koja je MCTaKHyTa Kao enMrpacJ) jeAHor
nornaB/ba poMaHa PaAocnaBa IleTKOBMfta
Cyfl6nHa m KOMeHrapu - HeMoryfie je TyMa-
hmtm Kao Aeo npocnaBe 36nMxaBai-ba cbmx
jbyAM Ha CBeTy. npecaTjMBahbe opraHa bm-
Aa HMje jeAHOCTaBHa onepauMja. HcTopnj-
CKe OHMrneAHOCTM jeAHor npocTop-BpeMeHa
OTexaBajy npeHoc TeopMje m ecTeTMKe Koje
cy ce pa3BMne y OKBMpy APyre KynType, noA
Bpno pa3nMMMTMM ycnoBMMa. Ha npMMep,
UejMcoHosa „ecTeTMKa KorHMTMBHe Mane", o
Kojoj je nMcao y KHbM3M nocTMoaepHmaM,
m/im KymypaAHa nom K a no3Hor KanmanM-
3Ma, He MOxe ce 6e3 npoSneMa npeHeTM Ha
no/be yMeTHOCTM Koja je HacTajana y Ao 6a
čanKaHCKe Bep3Mje TpMAeceToroAnwi-ber pa-
Ta, y eKOHOMMjM M3 pa3A06nt.a nyneujKMX
6apoHa.
y Kt-bMxeBHOCTM je npočneM npecaTjM-
Banba ecTeTCKMx m TeopMjcKMx TpeHAOBa
jouj A©nmk3thMjm, je p je ApyLUTBeHa 4>yHK-
u,Mja ayTopa y cpncKoj KynTypM ( 6 Mna) y Be-
nMKOj MepM n0nMTM30B3Ha. flopeA MHOB3I4M-
ja y npMCTyny Ki-bMxeBHOM TeKCTy, nocTMO-
AepHM3aM je AOHeo m TeopMje o cmptm ayro-
pa m Kpajy BenMKMx npMsa, Koje cy y jeAHOM
nepMOAy 6 m e opyT)e 3 a AenonMTM3 auMjy
nMTepaType. Tokom AeBeAeceTMx, OBa crpa-
TerMja je nocTana npoSneMaTMHHa. nopMua-
H^e 3Hanaja aKTyenHe MCTopMje, na m mcto-
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p n je y o n n iT e , T a f la j e y 3 e .n 0 o č /im k T e M a T -
C K o r o rp a H M H e ^ b a K o je j e A o n p M H e .n o f l a f l o -
Mafia n o c T M O fle p H a KhbMxeBHOCT y hobm m
O KO/iHO CTMM a M 3 m e A a H a n p o c T O H e M O fle p -
h o , t o je c T , H e y c K J ia T )e H O ca ohm m l u t o
3 a o K y n /b a jaB H O C T . CacBUM c y n p 0 T H 0 p a 3 n -
rp a H O M n o n y /iM 3 M y n kpm tm um B n c o K e y M e T -
h o c tu K o je j e yeo3H a T e o p n ja n c T n u n a / ia
K a o H b e ro B e S n T H e o f ln u K e , n o c T M O f le p H n -
3 a M je y c p n c K o j KhbM xeB H O C T M C T e K a o p e -
n y T a u n jy e cT e T H 3 M a m a K a fle M C K o r „SeKCTBa
ofl C T B a p H O C T n ".
To je, yKpaTKO, KOHTeKCT y KojeM ce noja-
bmo poMaH CHe>KHM HOBeK flaBMfla An 6 axa-
pnja. Mafla cy Han3rnefl y no 3 SflMHM npnse,
MCTopnjcKe aKTye/mocTn cy y poMaHy npe-
no3HaT/bMBe m Kpi/iTMKa ra je OflMax npoTy-
Manuna Kao npeKpeTHm 4y y A n 6 axapnjeB0 M
pafly. Ca flncTaHue o fl fleceT roflnHa, hmhm
mm ce fla je b3 xh o McnMTaTM o KaKBoj je
npeKpeTHnu,M pen; fla jim je to 6 mo noeTMH-
kh 3aoKpeT, m/im fl06 p 0fl0 LU.n0 oc/io6 af)ai-be
ofl TeM3TCKMx Ta6ya Koje je HaMeTana cne-
UMcf)i/iHHa cjiopMa flOMafier nocTMOflepHM-
3Ma. BepyjeM fla je nocpeflM oc/io6 af)anbe,
npoLunpnBahbe TeMaTCKor penepToapa; a/iM
He caMo to. A/i6 axapMjeB poMaH je, yHyTap
caMor TeKCTa, otbopmo crapo nMTai-be paB-
HOTexe eTMHKor m ecTeTMHKor e/ieMeHTa
yMeTHocTM m cTora npeflCTSB/ba K/byhhm ao-
rafjaj y n 0 CTM 0flepH0j KHbMxeBHOCTM Ha
cpncKOM je3MKy. npM3HajeM fla caM M3 jimh-
hmx pa3/iora npMCTpacaH npeMa 0 B0j kh>m3m
h fla 6 mx Morao fla nMiueM o MCKycTBy Ofl-
nacKa, 6pM3M 3a OHyBahbe npBor je3MKa y
flpyroj 3eM/bM, o M/iy3MjaMa Koje rajuMO o
>KMBOTy y Hobom cseTy. 0 CBeMy TOMe je
A/i6axapM nMcao 60/be Hero luto 6 mx ja M o ­
rao. OBfle M e 3aHMMa HeiuTo flpyro, HeujTO
luto y HajBefioj Moryfioj MepM OCTaB/ba no
CTpaHM ,,6 MorpacJ)CKy MeTOfly“: 3aHMMa Me
npe CBera CHexHM HOBeK, Ki-bMxeBHM jyHaK,
nMcau, m npMnoBeflan, m flM/ieMa y Kojoj ce
Hamao.
CHexHM HOBeK je nMcau nocTMOflepHor
ceH3M6MnMTeTa. y t o ce He MOxe cyMhbaTM,
jep je HanMcao nocTMOflepaH poMaH (Ha to
Pty ce BpaTMTM), a/m HMje jacHO fla /im je
n 0CTM0flepHMCTa, t o jecT, fla /im npMXBaTa
paflMKa/iHe noc/ieflMLje nocTMOflepHor no-
rnefla Ha CBeT. HcTopMja ce (y poMaHy)
MnaK noKa3a/ia flOBO/bHO m oT ihom , m CHe-
x h m HOBeK, M3MeT)y ocTa/ior, nMLue 0 Heflo-
yMMuaMa Be3aHMM 3a o a h o c nocTMOflepHM-
3Ma npeMa MCTopMjM. O h t o He hmhm
flMpeKTHO, jep nMLue poMaH a He or/iefl o
n0CTM0flepH0j eTML(M, a/iM i-beroBe flM/ieMe
cy ynMcaHe (m/im ce Mory yHMT3TM) y TeKCT.
noHeKafl 3BysM Kao fla jecTe nocTMOflepHM-
CTa, Mafls t o flOCKops HMje 6m o: „C B e o h o
l u t o c s m flOHeflSBHO no3HaBao Kao ue/iMHy,
cafla je npeACT3B/ba.no TeK 36mp c^parMe-
H3T3 m, aKO ce CBe pacna/io, OHfla c s m ca
AOCT3 noy3fl3HOCTM Morao fla 3aK/bynMM fla
C3M ce m caM pacnao, fla caM 36wp nojeflM-
h o c tm Koje joai caMo cyMHba m/im Heofl/iyn-
h o c t flp x e Ha 0Kyny.“ A /im Ha flpyroM MecTy
nMLue: „floiuao c s m 3aT0 lu t o caM noBepo-
Bao fls fiy, K3fl3 ce 6yfleM ocBpHyo ca flpy-
ro r MecTa, BMfleTM npBO MecTo o h 3 k o KaKo
HMKafla HMcaM Morao fla ra bmamm a o k c s m
6m o h 3 HbeMy, a s fiy, oc/io6of)eH npMCTpa-
c h o c tm m CTpacTM 3a noceflOBSLteM, yBMfle-
tm fls je CBe M o r n o fls ce OflMrpa h s flpyrM
H3HMH, fla je CTB3PH0CT 3SnpaB0 CaflpxaH3 y
HMHy M36op3, y cynpoTCT3B/baH>y 6m /io Ka-
KBoj HyxH0CTM.“ OBa peneHMus ce Moxe hm-
T3TM H3 HeKO/IMKO pa3/lMHMTMX HaHMHa. Ha
npMMep: CHexHM hobck je noBepoBao y
nocTojsHbe MecTa h s KojeM fie HberoB no-
r/ie fl 6m tm oanočofjeH npMCTpacHOCTM. To
6m 3H3HM/10 fla je KpeHyo y noTpsry 3a
06jeKTMBH0 Lufiy m fla CTora He MOxe 6m tm
n0CTM0flepHMCT3. C flpyre CTpsHe, Moryfie
je fla je pen o n 0CTM0flepHMCTMHK0j mtpm.
fla CBe 6yfle 3SMpweHMje, pe/i3TMBH0CT no-
r/iefl3 Ha CBeT yonurre He Mopa fla 6yfle
nocTMOflepaH c t s b , jep je HsyK3 33 OBy no-
j3By jotu KpsjeM LuecHsecTor BeK3 yBe/is
TepMMH ,,n3p3/13KC3“ : npMBMflHS npoMeHS y
no/ioxsjy nocMaTpaHor očjeKTS y3p0K0BSH3
npoMeHOM no/ioxsja nocMaTpsna. Xofiy fla
K3xeM: CHexHM hobck MMa aMSMBa/teHTaH
oahoc npeMa n0CTM0AepHM3My.
HDeroBa AM^eMS je noBe3aHa ca Mana-
Ma; ,,KapTorpac|>Mja“ n r pa 3HasajHy y/iory y
npMHM Kojy nMLue. M ane cy, jacHO, c/iMKe
MCTopMje, a/iM cy MCTOBpeMeHO Be3aHe 3a
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ecTeTHKy n 0CTM0flepHH 3 Ma. To fiy yci<opo CBe M ane, HapaBH O , n p e flC T a B /b a jy 3 e -

HenoČMTHO flOKa3 aTM, 3 aTo lu to csm npo- M a /b C K y K y r /iy , a / in je n p e A C T a B a y c /iO B /b e H a
cJ)ecop MaTeMaTMKe, a/in npeTX0AH0 Tpeča H e c a M o n o r / ie f lO M H3 M aTeM aTM H Kor c p e -
pefm fla CHe>KHM HOBex noTnne M3 3 eM/be A m u T a n p o je K u n je , B e fi n n o m e A O M c a M3-
Koja ce pacna/ia urin ce Tafla jolu yBeK pac- B e c H e ,,K y n T y p H e J iO K a u w je “ . M e p K a T o p o B a
naflana, fla cy ce no/inTMHKe KapTe M3MeHM- n p o je K u n ja B e p H O n p e o n n K a B a y r /iO B e , u j t o
/ie y3 H acn/te Koje MOxeMO fla Hac/iyTMMO. j e y A o č a K o /io H i/ija /iH e e K c n a H 3 n je Sn/io oa
Mane cy n3Bop 6o/ia, a SeKCTBO o fl t-t>nx je n p e c y A H o r 3 H a n a ja 3 a H a B n r a u n jy . H a K o je
HeMoryfie. HaK n y npnBaTHOc™ CTaMđeHor M epKaTop k o p m c tm o noceČ H y n p o je K u n jy
npocTopa, npMBaTHOCTn Koja je y Hobom ( c n H y c o n A H y ) k s k o 6 n n o K a 3 a o O A H O ce n o -
CBeTy CBeTni-ba, ocyt)eH je Ha HenpecTaHO B p u jM H a , OBe rp a 0 M K e cy T pa flM U M O H a /iH O
cycpeTanbe ca ManaMa: CTaHyje y Kyfin Kap- o c T a ja / ie na M a p r u H M , y „ n 0 M 0 fiH 0 M okbm -
Torpacfia. M ane ra onceflajy, yMHOxaBajy p y “ . E B p o n c K M M yH e i-fe a u M M a H u je C M e T a /10
ce, naKo je HaMepaBao fla n o č e m e o fl ct>e- to u jto c y A c J jp n K a n f le / iO B n A M e p n K a bm -
TMLUM3M3 Mane. CnrypaH caM fla je y Kyfin iu e c T p y K O yM aH ae H M a E B p o n a y B e fia H a ; c a
npoHamao yg 6eHMK KapTorpact>Mje n ochob-
H a n x o B e K y n T y p H e /lO K a u n je m e f la H O , T aK Ba
He noflaTKe Koje fiy HaBec™.
n p e flC T a B a je 6 n /ia 3 a flO B O /b a B a jy fia . Kao
r e o r p a c fiC K a K a p T a j e n p o je K u n ja K o ja M3
c /iM K e n C K y n n T y p e K o je j e ri/ia T O H n o r p flH O
TexHM HKMx p a 3 / i o r a H M K a fla H e fla je BepHy
Ha3MBao 0aHTa3MaMa n ci/iMy/iaKpyMMMa
cnnKy 3 e M a /tc K e K y r / ie . Mana f lo S n je H a
(C M a T p a o je f la h b n x o B e T B o p u e T p e 6 a n p o -
C T a H fla p flH O M M e p K a T O p 0 B0 M n p o je K u n jo M
T e p a T n M3 A p * a B e ) , M a n e H e n o m T y jy CBe
He MO>Ke fla n p n K a x e n o / ia p H e o š n a c T M , j e p
n p o n o p u n je u , c a M o K afla n x n o c M a T p a M O
c e C e B e p H M n o / i H axia3M ,,y 6 e c K 0 HaHH 0 c ™ “ .
c a o f lp e T ) e H o r M e c T a - M M a jy c jih h h o c t m c a
Ha K a p ™ n 3 p a f ) e H o j o b o m T exH H K O M , n o B p -
o h m m u j t o n p e flC T a B / b a jy . O H e C T B a p a jy c a -
m u H e n p n K a 3 a H n x o 6 / ia c ™ y B e f ia B a jy c e ca
mo n n y 3 n jy c / im h h o c ™ , a 3anpaB o He n o -
i-b nxo B M M p e a /iH M M p a c r a ja i- b e M o a eK B aTo-
u jT y jy p e a /iH O C T , j e p CBe 3 a B n c n o a T anK e
p n ja / iH o r K p y ra . E B p o n a je n rp o M c n y n a ja
y B e n n H a H a , a o k je A(j>pnKa y M a i-b e H a , lu to c e
meAnujTa.
M o x e BM Ae™ y 3 n o M o fi T u c o o B e m h a h k 3 tp h - Kao lu t o H e M 0x e M 0 Aa bm am m o čeče
c e , h s A n ja r p 3 M y K o ju H e fiy n p n K 3 3 a ™ je p je K a K o r / i e f l a M o H e K o r A P y r o r , n p o je K u n ja H e
y T O M e n o e H T s : y B e K n o c T o jn H e K n 0 C T 3 T 3 k , n p n K a 3 y je M e c T o ca Kor ce r/iefla: c p e f lM -
HeLUTO LUTO H 3 M snn H u je n p e flC T a B /b e H O , u jT e 3 e M / b e H e b m a h c e H a M e p K a T o p o B U M
H e u jT O l u t o f i e c e H a c .n y ™ ™ caM O y flp y r o j ManaMa, M H T e p e c n T a A a u ji-b M x n yT H H K a n
n p o je K u n jn . T o n -n e T e p c o B a n p o je K u n ja , hs M C T p a x n B a s a o c T a jy H e B H A /b H B M . Mana je y
n p u M e p , H yB 3 p e /ia T M B H e n o B p iu n H e k o h t u - to m C M n cn y M eTa4>opa. CBaKa npeAC TaB a
H eHaTa, ajin i-b n x o B e oćnm e n p e flC T a B J t> a K0j y MMaMo o C B e T y n o c p e A O B a H a je C K y n n -
n c K p n B /b e H O . H e K e o 6 n a c ™ c e n p o w n p y j y (y hom n p o je K u n ja , npeApacyAa, nonnTM H KM x
O A H O cy Ha E B pony) no ocu i/ic T O K - 3 a n a fl, C TaB O Ba, n p a K T i/iH H n x noTpeSa, KynTypH nx
A p y r e c e H e c p 3 3 M e p H o M 3fly> K yjy n o o c u c e - o 6 p a 3 a u a n /im m h m x c k ^ o h o c t u . n o c p e A H M -
B e p - jy r . C B e T i/ i3 m e f la k s o A a c e T o n n : 14M H ncy n p e A C T a B /b e H M a/in cy npncyTH M
K a o e<t>eKaT; K a o T a n K a M U JH e3aB art>a y n e p -
cn e K T M B M . r ip n K p n B e H y ,,A y 6 n H C K y C T p y K T y -
p y “ M a n e M 0x e M 0 HapaTM 30BaTM , a/tn j e He
M 0x e M 0 BM Ae™ . H e n p n K a 3 a H y A H M e H 3 n jy
M a n e n n a K M O *e M O oceTM Tn KaAa c e c y o -
hm m o ca ApyraHnjoM npojeKunjOM CBeTa.
YK 0n n K 0 c m o je A H y o a HaMx n p n x B a T n /in K a o
H o p M y , K p o 3 0 6 p a 3 0 B a tt > e n p a 3 H e 06/iM K e
n p o n a r a H A e K o ju M a c m o C BaKO AHeBHO M3 / 10-
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xeHn, flp y ra h s m M3 rneAa nyAH0 , m c k p m b -
/beHO, noMepeHO, „HeHopMa/iHo“ , ca i-bOM
„HemTO Huje y p e fly “ . BepHepoBa npojeKUM-
ja, peu,nMO, fle /iyje Kao yHMuecJ>0 Ba h c c t m t -
Ka m/im KyTnja c/iaTKMLua Kojy fie /by 6 aBHMUM
ycxnfieHO m/im m p o h m h h o o t b o p m t m Ha flaH
CBeror BaneHTMHa m TeaiKO je 3aM nc/in™
Aa Sam OBa cpuo/iMKa Mana cnja Ha eKpa-
hhm3 y fleHTaroHy:
TaKO cmo oa yMHOxaBanba Mane aolu/im
ao nocTMOflepHe yMeTHocti/i, Koja, npeMa
JlnoTapoBoj AecjjMHMunjn, uM/ba a a npeACTa-
bm oho lu to je y MOAepHOM HenpeACTa-
B/bUBo. HenpeflCTaB/buBO ce M oxe npeA-
CTaBMTu yK0/iMK0 nocTaBMMo pa3/iMMMTe
Mane jeAHy HacnpaM APyre. IIOTpeSHO je cy-
ohmtm pa3.riMHMTe npeflCTaBe, 6e3 xnjepap-
xnje, 6e3 npMBM/ieroBahba jeAHe nooraB/ba-
hbeM Apyre Ha MaprnHy (y yrao, y Mai-bM
noMofiHu okbmp), pa30TKpnTM HenpeACTa-
B/beHe ocTaTKe Koju HMcy BiwbMBi/i noHao-
co 6 , He noTupaTM i-bMX0 By pa3/iMKy ynopeA-
hom aHa/iM30M y HaApefjeHOM je 3 HKy 3 Hanba,
Befi je npnxBaTn™ Kao TaKBy, ao^m bctm je.
To je ,,ochobhh“ recT nocTMOAepHe ecTeTM-
Ke. OHa npeAonaBa Hen3peneHe KOHBeHUMje
npeACTaB^aHba yMHOxasajyfiM npojeKunje
Koje 33TMM ,,MHCTannpa“ , OTBapa npocTop y
KojeM ce i-bMX0 Be pa3/iMKe Mory oceTMTM,
anw He noKymaBa hbUMa Aa OB/iaAa Be/inKOM
npuHOM; He Ka3yje, Befi npnKa3yje. Be/iMKe
npi/ine ce hmKaAa He M ory oc/ioSoamtm 6 a-
nacTa perepuKe - TexHMKe M3/iaratt>a, o 6 pa-
3/iarai-ba, yBepaBai-ba - m 6yAe caMo cyMH>y
M HenOBep/bMBOCT.
npeMa nocTMOAepHOM yHeHby, obo je je-
AMhm 3aAOBo/baBajyfiw OAroBop yMeTHOCTM
Ha c n o x e H O C T c a B p e M e H o r M CKycTBa. He
p a A H c e Burne o npe A C TaB /ba i-b y C B e Ta , Befi
o n p e A C Ta B / b a i-b y p a 3 /iuKe M ef)y caMMM
n p e A C T a B a M a . M a n e c y C B yA a . C/iMKa C B e -
T a je y TO/iMKoj M epM n o c p e A O B a H a A a c e
C TB a p H O C T, T O je C T OHO UJTO CMO paHMje T a ­
KO 3 B a n n , n o K a 3 y je Kao n am na Mflea/iM3 a -
UMja m MJiy3 Mja Koja c e c a A a p a c T a n a y m h o -
LUTBy np o je K U M ja , y n a / iM M n ce c Ty „kophmtm-
bhmx M a n a ". h o c T o je c a M o noBpuuMHe, K a p-
T e , A M ja rp a M M , ko a o b m , eKpaHM , tc k c to b m ,
y M H o x e H M H e o rp a H M n e H O M M rpoM y Kojoj c e
eKpaHM n o 3 MBajy Ha e K p a H e , M a n e Ha M ane,
KOAOBM Ha KO A O B e, TeKCTOBM Ha TeK CTO B e,
3 3 TMM npM 3 MBajy jeAHM A p y r e , y 3A y x , n o -
npeK O M y H 3 KpCT; CMCTeM 0 yHKI4MOHMLUe caM
3 a č e č e , hmko BMLue He 3 Ha u jTa je CTBapHO a
LUTa HMje. n p e A C T a B a npe A C TaB /ba ca M o
A p y r e n p e A C T a B e , pacK M A a Be3y c a p e $ e -
p e H u o M m n o c T a je CM M y/iaKpyM , a n o c T M O -
A epH M „C B e T" je oTnpM/iMKe o h o u jt o 6 mcmo
BMAe/iM K aA a 6 m cm o c e HauiriM n p e A o rp o M -
hmm S p o je M Te/ieBM 3 o p a KojM npMKa3y jy
p a 3/iMHMTe eMMCMje. 0 3 M 0 3 Č o p H m e Ta n c a ,
E T M o n jta H M rna A yjy> km6 o p 3 m c y HepB0 3 HM,
KynM Te 6 y H T 0 BHMHKe naTM Ke, l^MHa (lejM CO H
nM Uje KhbMry, Ea/iKaHUM c e KO/by, KynMTe
h o b a y T 0 M 0 6 Mn. C B e T je A ncKOHTM HyM paH,
3 6 MpKa KpaTKM x p e 3 0 Ba, xMrt>aAe CM M y/iTa-
hmx n p e H O c a c n m e m T e p a 6 ajTM n o A a Ta K a
KojM c T p y je M p e x o M HMHe ,,C B eT“ 6 e 3 H a A e -
x h o H e n p e rn e A H M M : hbMMe He M O x e A a
O B/iaAa HMjeAaH n o r/ ie A - C b b k o je M3 m aHM K
m H0 M 3 A , M3 r y 6 /beH n p e A eKpaHOM y CBojoj
c o 6 m. X y M 6 o n T je m p tb b , K ca B M je p A e M e -
C T p je KynMO Te n e B M 3 o p m caTe/iM TCKy a H T e -
Hy. HMHDeHMu,e c y c e p a c n a / ie , MCTopMja c e
p a c n p u jM n a a o k c m o r/ieAa/iM yTa K M M u y Ha
A P y ro M KaHa/iy. H c T o p M ja w e ra ? hbeH o 6 j e -
KaT - X y M 6 o n T O B „C B e T" m^m fle M e c T p o B a
,,c o 6 a “ , C B e je A H O - n 0 Ae/iM 0 c e y 6 e 3 6 poj
n a p a n e jiH M x C B e TO B a , KojM c e A e n e Ha 6 e 3 -
6 p oj n a p a n e n H M x C B e TO B a m TaKO A a/be. H a
KOjM O A HbMX MMC/IMTe? C B 3 KM O A HbMX MMa
CBOjy ,,M CTopM jy“ .
M3r/ieAa Aa c m o npem/iM ca ecTeTMKe Ha
eTMKy. KaKo ce t o AoroAH/io? nMcao caM o
Ki-bM)KeBHOM jyHaKy, o ManaMa, npeACTaBa-
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M a m npojeKUMjaMa, 3 3 tm m o n0CTM0AepH0j M a M a rt> n x p a 3 M e p a , T p e 6 a / i o 6 m SpaHMTM

yMeTHOCTM m HajeflHOM - nacj)! - McnocTaBM- He c a M o flp x a B y H e ro m p e rn o H , rpaA, y / in -
/io ce fla ncTopnja He nocToju m fla HnuiTa i4y ( . . . ) , K a o K p y r o B e y x e o a /b y A C K o r x o p n -
Huje CTBapHo. BaxHo je yoHMTM Taj MaTjMO- 3 0 H T a K o jn , c y n o r o f l H e c c fc e p e 3a M o p a /iH a
HusapcKM TpuK. rioc/ieflMi4e cy npeBenuKe n u T a n b a ." ( O b o H u je i 4M TaT M3 p o M a H a , Beli
fla 6 m cm o h x TeK t s k o npeHe/iM M3 CBeTa 1/13 C T B a p H O C T u .) O f l 6 aL4HTM n f l e j y f l a n o c T O -
yMeTHOCTi/i m Teopnje y CBeT /byACKMx Te/ia; j e y H M B e p 3 a / iH a npaBa c b m x n o je flM H a u a Ha
ca noflpysja ecTeTMKe Ha noflpysje eTMKe. /b y flC K O M x o p n 3 0 H T y u n o T O M c e a H r a x o B a -
f1onyT CeKCTa EMnupuKa, aneKcaHflpujcKor tm y 0 f l 6 p a H M f l p x a B e , 3 e M / t e , r p a f l a , y m -
zieKapa n cf)M.no3o4)a Koju je AOKa3MBao fla je L4e? fla He nocexeM 3 a M y n H M jn M nope-
CBaKO 3H ahbe florMa m H e yT e M e ^> e H a npo- fje h b M M a , H e ja c H O je K a ra ce O B a j eTi/iHKH
M 3BO /bHO CT, n O C T M O fle p H M 3 a M C B O jy eTM Ky n p u H L tu n - M a K a p H a h m c t o a K a fle M C K O M hm-
Tpa>KM y je f lH o j M e f lu 141/1 H C K oj M e T a cJjo p M . Boy - M O xe cynpoTC TaB M TM H a c M /b y 4 > yfl-
C B e c T o T O M e f l a j e C B a K a T e o p n ja H e 3 a c H O - 6 a / ic K n x x y / in r a H a , K o ju y M e jy f l a c e n o T y K y
B a H a , T p e č a n o 6 m , K a K o je n n c a o C e K C T E m - n a K m K a f la H a B n ja jy 3 a m c t u tm m , yKO/iMKO
n u ip u K , f l a H M a zieKO Bi/iTO f le jc T B o ; O H a je H e n p i/ m a f la jy m c to m K /ia H y . T o , H a p a B H o , He
n y p ra T H B , /ie K 3 a M A e a /iM C T e K o ju o 6 e t ia B a jy 3 H am /i f l a j e n 0 C T M 0 f le p H M 3 a M n p o y3poKo-
c p e f i y m 6 n a ro c T a H D e ( f la H a c 6 m c m o p e K /iM : B a o T y s y H a C T a fln o H y ( t s m o 3 a n o c T M O fle p -
,,y T o n n jy “ ). K a o z ie K a p , E M n u p u K je M3 n p a K - H1/I3 3 M H i/iK o r H u je S p M r a ) , 3/1 m je n p o 6 / ie M 3 -
TM HHor ncK ycTB a 3Hao f la e p e fle T B a 3a tm h h o to lu t o ce csm oa ce6e 0ApeK30
n p o H w u F ia B a i- b e H e T p e S a n p o n u c H B a ™ He- M 0 ry P iH 0 CTM A a t s k s b A o r s 1) s j 0 3 h s h m kso
yM epeH O . n o c T o je H eKe rp a H n u e ; OHe cy H e n o x e /b S H .
4 )o p M y n n c a H e y X n n 0 K p a T 0 B0 j 3 a K /ie T B M . HMLUTa HMC3M M3MMC/1M0. f1peTXOAHM
r i0 C T M 0 fle p H H 3 a M je , M e f)y T M M , o f lG a u n o UMTaT (o OASpaHM AP>«aBe m y/iMue) npoHa-
y H H B e p 3 £ m H y eTM HKy M aK C M M y, j e p je y n o c T - ujao caM y 0flpeflHMi4M ,,ri0CTM0flepHM3aM“ ,
M O fle p H O M ,,c B e T y “ y H M B e p 3 a /iM 3 a M HeM O- Kojy je 3 a jeAaH peMHMK kpmtmhkmx TepMMHa
ryP i: m t o j e c a M o n p o je K u n ja , n o r / i e f l c a o f l - MCTopMje yMeTHOCTM nMcao Xomm E a 6 a . E a -
p e f je H o r M ecTa, M3 j e f l H o r o fl M M /iM ja p fly 6 a r a je y3 OAo6paBai-be npey3eo M3 H/iaH-
C B eTO B a. O B a j p a flU K a /iH M n o T e 3 b o a m y H e - Ka o6jaB/beHor y Mara3MHy B octoh pnBjy,
y r 0 f lH 0 C T ai-be y K o je M j e c b b k m m c k s 3 M o r y - 1994. roAMHe. CHexHM HOBeK je rocTyjyfiM
fie k p m tm k o b s tm ad hominem a p ry M e H T O M : nMcat4 Ha ceBepH 0 aMepMHK0 M yHMBep3MTe-
ko ro B o p u m ,,c a K o jn x n o 3 M u n ja “ r o B o p u ? Ty m MOXAa je HMTao Taj H/iaHaK. Mo>KAa cy
V k o / ih k o , H a n p t/iM e p , H e K a B e p 3 n ja C T B a p - My HeKM o fl npocfiecopa OflyLueB/beHO npMna-
h o c tm m/im n c T o p n je H M je y C K /ia A y c a m o - m o PopTMjeBoj aHa/iM3M co/iMflapHOCTM: OHa
ji/iM y B e p e H 3 M M a , y n p a B o mm ,,n 0 C T M 0 A e p H a “ ce He TeMe/bM Ha 3ajeflHMHKoj /byflCKOCTM,
CBecT 0 Hy>KHOM n p n c y c T B y n p e f l p a c y f l a y r a j Koja je y Ao6a nocTMOflepHe MpoHMje nocTa-
Bep3njn flonyiuTa fla je o f lč a u n M K a o npon3- na HeyBep/bMBa m npa3Ha yHMBep3a/iMCTi/iHKa
b o a n f l e o / i o r n j e K o ja j e M a.n 1/1141/10 3 H 0 y c M e p e - ancTpaKL4Mja, Beli Ha npMnaflHocTM MCToj flp -
H a npO TM B M e H e M MOjMX MCTOMMLUJbeHMKa. xaBM, mctom yflpyxenby 3aHaT/iMja, mctom
TaKO je M o r y f ie 6p a H M T M C B aK y, n a m H a jy x a - CTaM6eHOM 6/ioKy, mta. Obo muMesaBa^e
C H n jy , peBM3MOHMCTMHKy a B a H T y p y , j e p H e M a /byACKor xopM30HTa HeKaAa ce 3Ba/io „AecHM
y H M B e p 3 a /iH O n p n x B a T / b i/ iB o r je 3 M K a y K o je M aHapxM3aM“ m oho HeMa Be3e c a yMeTHO-
c e M o x e p a c n p a B / b a T u o C T a T y c y HM hbeHM ua. LuTiy, MaAa MMa Be3e c a aMepMHKOM /iM6ep-
n o K y iu a jn A a ce o a p a 3 apai-ba caMe MAe- TapMjaHCKOM TpaAHUHjOM, Koja je Ae/iOM Ha-
je y H H B e p 3 a .n i/l3 M a M aT jl/lO H M H apC K H M t p m k o - CTa/ia M3 CTaBOBa /byAM ck/iohmx Aa M3jype
bhm 3 HanuHM B p /iM H a , naK m H eKa B pcTa M3 6pBHape c a TangapoM y p yK a M a m 3ayp-
eTU H Kor cT a B a , M 3 r / ie f la jy O B a ra : ,,YnpaBO /iajy: Ty6 M ce c a Mor MMaH^a! C H e x H M hobck
3aTO l u t o / b y f l n H a j6 o / b e >KMBe y 3 a je flH i/iu ,a - He noMMhbe OBe CTBapM, a/in My je no3HaTo
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Aa y3đyfl/t>nBa Teopnja Moxe noneTu Aa / im- i-bMMa M O xeM O AoroBopM TM , t o c y TeujKa

hm Ha KOUJMapHy pea/iH0CT m Aa, KaAa ce to nMTanbS h s Koja c e M opa 0 A r 0 Bap3 TM y
AecM, Aeo aKaAeMCKor cTa/iexa HSCTaB/ba npaKCM, y cTBapHOCTM, cBaKOAHeBHO, jep je
CBojy npnsy Kao Aa ce 6aiu hmluts HMje Aoro- npeA i-bMMa CBaKa TeopM ja HeMofiHS, a h s -
AM/io. Ha npuMep, npo(£ecop no/iMTMHKMx pOMMTO TeopM jS K0 j3 TBPAM A a CTBSpHOCTM y
HayKa roBopu My o mptbmms, 6pojy TeujKor ctb sp m HeMa. H r p s TyMaMehba HMje 6 e 3a -
Haopyxai-ba m /mHMjsMa 4>poHTa „Kao Aa 3/ieH3 ; yK0 /iMK0 HMje orpaHM seHs, OHa p a c -
A M K T u p a peuenT 3a BofiHy TopTy“ . Ta n a MAejy A a c a APyrM M a Ae/iMMO mctm
A M e p u H K M n p o c jD e c o p u n 0 C T M 0 A e p H M 3 M a CBeT M T 3 K0 yHMLUTaB3 eTMKy. CHeXHM HOBeK
(c ))p a H u y c K o r n o p e ic n a ) 3 H a jy A a 6 y A y jo m p a - npMXBaTa OBy Tp a rn w H y WMtt>eHMLty; n p nxB a-
A M K 3 /iH n jn . r i0 3 H 3 T 0 j e A a j e E o A P M ja p M 3 ja - Ta je Kao H e n o 6 MTHy, 6 o/iHy, H enpoM eH -
bm o A a c e p a T y M p s i< y , 1 9 9 1 . ro A M H e , HM je /bMBy, a nco /iyTH y HMi-beHMuy Kojs HMje noA-
A ecno, A a je to 6 m / is je A H S T e /ie B M 3 M jc K S /ioxH a HMKaKBoj cyMHaM m MHTepnpeTauMjM.
e M M C u js . To je t s h h o s k o c e p s t n o c M S T p a JeA H O o a i-beroBMx p a 3 MMLu/bai-ba o M snsMa
M3 K a n u c jD o p H M je , n y t o m c M M a r iy E o A P n ja - H3 B0 AM T3 A a nMUJe 0 npaBI/IM r p 3 HMU3 M3 M
pOB MCK33 MOXe ce C M 3TpS T M KpMTUKOM npaBOM /iMuy cBeTS. „PeKa Koja je bckobmms
CBeCTH 3 3 KO jy je T e n e B M 3 H j3 C T B S p H M ja O A npoTM us/is HeKOM ap>k3 bom, A y 6 oKO y l-be-
CTB3PH0CTM . y to m c /iy H 3 jy , E o A P M ja p 6m c e HOj yHyTpaiiJI-bOCTM, HMKSAB, 3 3 n p 3 B0 , HMje
M opao c / io x m t m A a je y H p a K y C TBapH O C T hm luts cnaja/ia, Befi je yBeK, 6 e 3 o 6 3 n p 3 hs
o n u n / t M B u ja m A a c e C H 3 X H n je o n u p e p s 3 M - CBe 6 p 3 He, HacM ne m MOCTOBe, caM o p a 3 -
rp 3 H M M TyM 3w eH D M M a. Anu, Aa rw to 3H3HM ABaja/13, C3 M0 n 0 TBpf)MB3 /ia p 33 /lMKe, nOK3 -
A a C TBapH O C T 33BM CM O A T 3H K e M e A M U JT S M 3 MB3/ia A a CBeT MMa xM/baAy MacKM a csm o
A a CTB3PH0CTM 3 3 n p 3 B 0 M H e M 3 ? f l 3 /IM C /ie - jeAHO npsBO /iM ue.“ C B e T mms caM o jeAHO
AH A a p a T H u je c t b s p s h , H e r o je c a M o c /iM K a npaBO /iMLte, a/iM ra bmammo Ha pa3/iMHMTe
KOjy M O XeM O pa3/1MMHTO TyM 3HM TM - K30 HSHMHe. EcfieKaT n a p sn s K ce .
E p h c t J u H r e p , 3 3 K o r s j e r i 3 p n 3 y a riS M e H y CHexHM HOBeK, ycyf)yjeM ce Aa tbpamm ,
Smo e e T e T eK M y ro f]3 j - m/im je unsK Aeo HMje HecTao y CHery. [iomao je y BeHephby
c tb s p h o c tm K o jy , y c / i e A ecjseK T a n a p a / m c e , meThby Aa 6 m ,,ochobhmm“ recTOM nocTMO-
P33/IMHMT0 BMAHMO Ca pa3/lMHMTMX MeCTa? AepHe yMeTHOCTM npeACTSBMO oho ujto y
Ha obom TecTy ce naAa, 6e3 npaBa Ha TeKCTy HMje npeACT3B/beH0. y nocneA^oj
nonpsBHM. To je McnuT Koju CHexHM hobck peneHMUM pomshs 33MeHMO je npMnoBeAan-
no/isxe, npeA eBojoM caBeLufiy a He npeA ko or/ieAa/io cnMC3Te/bCK0M KSMepoM. Obmm
npocJjecopuMa, a/in Ha ceBepHoaMepunKOM jeAHOCTaBHMM n0Te30M, rpaMaTMHKMM 6pM -
KaMnycy (jeAHOM oa ynopnLUTa nocTMOAep- cai-beM čeče M3 npMne, yK3330 je hs T3HKy
He TeopMje m ecTeTMKe), Ha MecTy ca Kojer MuuHe33B3hb3 hs Kojoj ce Mops 6 mtm Aa 6 m
CBeT MO>Ke Aa m eAa n 0 CTM0AepHMCTHHKn ce, 6e3 o63Mpa Ha ecTeTCKe h3k/ iohoctm,
sko to noxenn, jep TaMO mms M3čop n hs npMXB3TM/ie eTMHKe MMn/lMK3UMje nOCTMO-
i-beMy je Aa O fln y H n ; MOXAa je đauj y KaHa- AepHM3M3. Etmks SecKpajHe cfipsrMeHTsuMje
AM, 3eM/bM Hl/iju cy 4>paHKOCj)OHM AP>K3B/b3- M 3rOH3 HeC3Mep/bMBMX CBeTOBS npMXB3T-
HM Cy6BeHU,MOHMC3J1M JlMOT3pOBy KhbMry /bMBa je caMO y CHexHOj nycTMi-bM, tsmo rAe
n 0CTM0fiepH0 crahbe. HeMa APyrMx /byAM, rAe je HecTa/io hsk m
Ilira je OA/iyHMO? Ebo mra ja mmc/imm. npMHOBeAaHKO ,,ja“, m ocrana je csmo ,,/ioKa-
rpaHMU,e TyManei-ba Mopajy nocTojaTM; t o je UMjs", MecTO cs Kojer ce r/ieA3 Kao luto r/ie-
yHMBep3a/iHM 33koh, npeAyc.noB cB3K0r Aa KaMepa. TMMe je AOK33ao Aa je y cpncKOM
eTMMKor CT3B3. Ee3 Hbnx, c3AH3aM ce He je3MKy Moryfie HanMCSTM MOAepsH pomsh -
Mo*e pa3/iyHMTM oa c/io6oAe, lu to je 3Hao „MOAepaH", TO 3H3HMI 3KTye/l3H, CSBpeMeH, y
m M3pKM3 no KojeM je OB3 nojsBa ao6m/is TOKy Ca 36MB3HbMMS HMJS Ce CTBSpHOCT He
MMe. fAe ce rpsHMue H3/i33e, Aa jim ce o MOxe nopefiM - KojM npM TOMe kopmctm Tex-
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HMKe nocTMOAepHe yivieTHOc™. Ty HeMa hm- J y r o c /ia B M jM to k o m n o c /ie A i- b e f le u ,e H n je .“ y

KaKBor napaflOKca. H e r a ra AOMCTa 6pnHe o n o c /ie A H b e M nacycy, n 0 H 0 B0 u,uTnpa X o 6 -
eTMun, HMKafla He Mo>Ke fla 6yae nocTMO- c 6 a y M a : „ H c T o p M n a p M , M a ko/im ko mmkpoko-
flepHMCTa. A n u MO>Ke fla nnaie nocTMOflep- cmmhkm, M o p a jy A a 6 y f l y 3a y H M B e p 3 a /iM 3 a M
Hy nnTepaTypy. PenM cy HemTO flpyro. ( . . . ) 3 č o r T o r a u jt o je t o HeonxoflaH y c / io B 3a
y to caM CMrypaH. npe HeKi/i flaH caM p a 3 y M e B a h b e M C T o p n je / b y f l c r a r p o f la , yKJby-
pa3roBapao ca hsmm. PeKao caM My fla Me HyjM fiM M C T o p M jy 6 m /io K o r h b e r o B o r n o c e Č H o r
36yhbyje to luto je y ayTopcKoj Se/ieuiUM po­ fle/ia. Cbm /b y flC K M ko/ioktm bm c y no n p M p o -
MaH o CHexHOM HOBeKy onucaH Kao nopa3. flM C T B apM f l e o Befier m c / io x e H M j e r CBeTa.
HeMy peTopuKa nopa3a?, ynnTao caM. H e - H c T o p M ja raja j e n p M n p e M /b e H a c a M o 3a OBy
MaM nojMa, peKao je CHexHM HOBeK, to je m/im O H y r p y n y He M oxe fla 6y fle f lo 6 p a
Hanucao A n 6 a x a p n . HyflHO, peKao caM My, M C T o p M ja , M aK o M o x e fla 6y f l e y T e u jH a mcto-
poMaH o Te6n je m caM HeKa BpcTa Mane, p M ja 3 a O H e r a jM j e r a p M C T e .“ M c to b 3 x m h
HMTaBa Mpexa 3HaraBa r a ja noBe3yje npn- 3a nM C ue. Hama y T e x a , nM Lue A/i6axapM, mo-
ny c a ApyrnM HteroBMM npunaMa. floMopaH- xe H a K p a jy fla c e n p e T B o p M y M 3B op 6o/ia.
y e . C H e r M3 JeflHOCTaBHOCTU. „ J a caM K a - O m efl c e 3 a B p w a B a tmm p e H M M a : M 3 B o p 6 o -
Mepa." reorpa4»Mja TaneTa n3 ,,rapcoi-bepe“ . jia. Ty H e r f l e H a n a 3 M c e r p a H M u a raja je
C B e je Ty, a/iM je Ha HeKM hshmh M3Mei-beHO, B M flrb M B a M3 C B a K o r yr/ia, y n p ra c napa/iaKCu.
a to 3Hann Aa je Te6n, m/im H>eMy, jyHaKy, nM- C HexH M HOBeK (n o H a B /b a M 3 6 o r peTO-
cuy, ayropy, He 3hbm BMLue ra je ko, ycne/io p M s ra r ecfieKTa) HMje H ecTao y CHery. JacHO
oho ujto je HaMepaBao Aa ypaAM AO/iacraM je LUTa c e ca h >m m flemaBa. Kafla HMTa/iau
Ha APyro MecTo. MHoro TeopeTMLueuj, peKao o a / io x m KHaMry, CHe>KHM HOBeK ycT a je , OTpe-
mm je CHexHM MOBeK, KHaMra je HeKaA caMo ca n a x y /b e ca n e p ja H e jaKHe m no/ia3M K yfin
KhbMra. A /i6axapM je CTBapaH, a ja caM jimh- fla 6 m c e cy0HM 0 ca o h o m flp y ro M 6e/iMHOM,
hoct M3 poMaHa nMcaHor y npBOM /iMuy. Pa3- če/iMHOM xapTM je. To je , Kara je caM HanM-
/1MK3 M3Met)y C))MKI4Mje MCTBapHOCTM nOCTOjM, c a o , „ o h o o f l s e r a c e yMeTHOCT CTBapa: o a
peKao je, npoHMTaj A/i6axapMjeB Teper. npe npa3HM Ha M 3M et)y penM, o a TMLUMHa M3Me-
Hero ujto cmo 3aBpujM/iM pa3roBop m aoto- T)y 3 B y ra B a , o a Se/iMHa M3Me!)y c/iMKa“ .
BopM/iM ce Aa ce HaJjeMO y napM3y, CHexHM
HOBeK mm je CKpeHyo naxhby Ha or/ieA „B a /i-
KaH: KhbM XeBHOCT M M C TO pM ja".
A /i6axapM LtMTMpa npM M eA 6y 6 p M T a H c ra r
MCTopMsapa EpMKa X o 6 c 6 a y M a Ha panyH
nocTM O flepH M 3M a. H eM a n o T p e S e fla n o -
HaB/baM Ty 3aM epK y. OHa je yoČ M sajeH a m ja
caM je c a M o B apM pao, f la T a ra K a x e M , a o
6 o /ia . A /i6 a xa p M 33 t m m n M iu e A a npeTepaH O
3aMar/bMBaHae pa3/iM Ke M3M ef)y 4>MKUMje m
MMHbeHMue npeA C T aB /ba n p o č /ie M m n oK y-
m aB a A a pa3rpaHMHM TeopM jy m npaK cy.
,,nocTMOAepHM3aM je y6 /ia x M O Ty pa3/iMKy
(M3Mef)y HMhteHMue m 4>MKUMje), n p e CBera -
Ha CBy c p e f t y - Ha T eopM jcra M n/iaH y. K a xe M :
Ha CBy c p e fiy , je p 6 m A a /b e noTMpai-be p a 3 -
/1MK3 M3Mef)y KhbMXeBHOCTM M MCTopMje OA­
HOCHO M3Me^y HMi-beHMue m ({jMKUMje, AOBe/io
A o HenonpaB/bMBe noMeTi-be y H aujoj eBeeTM,
Kao luto noK a3yje pa3B0j CMTyauMje y ČMBuioj

JJodpu g y x upuue
M apujaH a M u n o iu e B iiT i
□
H3&opn Koje y je3w<y HanpaBM nncau, npn-
na, poMaHonucau,, ecejucTa m npeBOAnnau
flaBMA A/i6axapi/i CKyn cy npoMmurbeHnx m
OCMMLUJbeHMX MCKa3a, T3KBMX Aa HMTaOUM
koju HMajy noBepei-ba y o h o lu to a y ro p pa-
AM M ory ca cnrypHOLufiy Aa npeno3H ajy MnM
MaKap Hac/iyTe 3aujTO je n3BecTaH o n / ie M e -
hbyjyfin, A oS pu p,yx npncyTaH y cbmm hbero-
bmm TeKCTOBMMa. M aAa c y TeMe KojuMa ce
flaBMA A /i6 a xa p n oncecMBHO B p a fia y r n a B -
hom 3axTeBHe 3a n p o c e n H o r HMTaoua, OHe
3anpaBo m Hncy HaMet-teHe noTpoiuaHy.
LLJTa je A oS pu Ayx npu no B e A a sK o r CBeTa
flaBMAa A /i6 a xa p n ja MnM Kara npeno3H a™ m
npaTUTM c/iyTHay Aa oh nocToju?
HaKOH TpnAeceT roAUHa Koju Aene flo p o -
W hho BpeMe (1973) m JJ,pyrn je 3 m (2003)
HajjeAHOCTaBHnje yoH/bHBa KOHCTaHTa cbmx
361/ipKn npuna jecTe cj50KycnpaH0CT Ha je -
3hk, Tj. n0 CBefieH0CT Koja je jeAaH oa nojaB-
hmx o 6/inKa /byčaBM. y ecejMMa n y cbmm
MHTepBjynMa flaBMA An 6 axapM mctmhc KaKo
je npeKO npeBoTjehba npuna ayTopa Koju cy
ra npHB/iaHM/in (n Kao HMTaoua m Kao ayTO-
pa Koju Tpa>Kn CBoj M3pa3 m noeTMHKe yno-
pmuHe TanKe) npoHaiuao hshmh Aa con-
CTBeHy pa3nnMMT0CT He hocm Kao TepeT Befi
Kao OTKputie noBnaujfteHor.
H ena x/bM B M je M H M T a o u y / c n y u ja o u y m o -
x e c e y H H H m n A a fla B M A A n 6 a x a p n y mh-
T e p B jy n M a m e ce jM M a H e np eK M A H O ro B o p M
u d e p e n e H n u e , a m 3anpaBO n o T u p Ta B a h b e
i/i C Te n e H a y T o p c K e c a M o e B e e TM o n o e TM H -
kmm n u T a n tu M a a o T e M e p e c y p e 3 y / iT a T
npoMULiiJbeHOCTu m ocMmu/beHOCTU Aa HM
c e H e M a LUTa hmtm A O A a TM hmtm O A y 3 eTM .
flaBM A A n 6 a x a p n H a n p o c T O Haj 6 o/be ro B o p u
o fla B H A y A/i 6 axapi/ijy. A y T o p c K a c a M O C B e c T
je A n a je o a H a jB a x H w jn x o a n u K a n p u n o B e -
A a n K o r o n y c a A n 6 a x a p n je B o r, a yje A H O m je ­
AaH o a B p e A H O C H n x K p n T e p n jy M a n o KojuM a
c e n p e n o 3 H a je i-beroB mha h b M flya n hm CTMn.
Oh c e o rn e A a y n p e u n 3 H 0 C T M i/i KO xepeHTHOj
n 0 B e 3a H 0C TM cbmx e n e M e H a T a T e K C T a Koju
Ha HMBoy c n x e jH e o p ra H H 3 a u M je <t>yHKU,MO-
Hnujy Kao AHHaMMHKM npMHUMnM.
V\ poMaHM fla B M A a A n 6 axapM ja H o ć e mctm
HyK/ieyc Kao n i-beroBe H aj 6 o/be n p u s e . Ca-
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mo ce o n c e r HapymaBa SpojeM CTpaHa,
npMHunn KOHCTpyncahba je MAeHTMHaH. no-
ny/iapH0CT k o a ujupe HMTananKe jaBHocTM
flaBMA A/i6axapi/i nocTurao je ynpaBo 3a-
X B a /b y jy fiM poMaHy, an vi je Hexht>a Aa ce no-
CTume b m c o k CTeneH KOxepeHunje m k o h -
u e H T p a u n je M H cJjopM auM ja MAeHTMHaH m 3a
hberoB (KpaTKu) poMaH m 3a npnny.
KpeTaH^e Kpo3 i-beroBe TeKCTOBe HyxHO
noApa3yMeBa OKpeTanbe npe Hero jeAHO-
cMepHO (Ha)Bof)ehbe. To je noc/ieAnu,a ncTe
ayTopcKe caMoeBeeTM Koja ce npeno3Haje m
y ecejuMa: HeMa nuTai-ba Koje HMTanau mo-
x e nocTaBMTu a Aa ra OHaj kojm nrnue sefi
Huje cJ)opMy/iucao. H/im jeAHOCTaBHnje, CBe
lu to npoHaf)eTe y npouecy HMTai-ba y ce6n y
TeKCTy Beli nocToju 3aseTo. flp y ro je, ca-
cbmm APyro nuTanbe Aa m fieTe ycneTi/i CBe
Aa npoHafieTe aok Hi/iTaTe n Aa jim je to yon-
LUTe Moryfie. TpaxeH je HMje npaBonuHMjcKo
jep 33KOHmtocti/i 0praHM30Bahba npo3e f la ­
BMAa An6axapMja Hncy npaBO/iMHnjcKe Befi
pexiaTMBi/i30BaHe, MCKpuB/beHe m/im OHyt}eHe.
noeTMHKe npMHUMne KojM Mory Ae/iMMMHHO
Aa onaKujajy pa3yMeBaHje, anM y KojMMa ce
ne Mcupnnjyjy 3HaHehbCKe M0ryfiH0CTM npM-
ne flaBMAa A/i6axapMja, pe/iaTMBHo je na ra
MAeHTMCj)MKOBaTM. C 063Mp0M Ha TO Aa f la ­
BMA An6axapM paAO m Bpno MCupnHO ošja-
LUhtaBa m o šp a 3 n a xe concTBeHy npunoBe-
A3HKy noeTMKy, očmhhom HMTaou,y to to b o Aa
HMje noTpeČHO Aa Tpara 3a hckmm Aa/bMM
MnM ApyrawMjMM TyMaHehbMMa. yocTanoM,
flaBMA An6axapM jeAaH je oa peTKMX ayTO-
pa caBpeMeHe Ki-bMxeBHocTM nMcaHe Ha
cpncKOM je3MKy KojM He 3noynoTpe6/baBa
MeAMjcKO nojaB/bMBahbe.
n o e T M K a n p M n o B e A a h b a Kojy 3 a c T y n a m
H e ry je fla B M A An6axapM noHMBa m Ha c a -
CBMM C n e i 4M({)MHHOj AHCTaHU,M paHOCTM OA
npeAMeTa o KOMe npMnoBeAa. OMnTpMpai-be
ra je ce OABMja y cbm m ao caAa očjaB/beHMM
KHaMraMa očaBn^eHO je c t 3 kbom nocBefieHO-
ujfiy m CTpn/bMB0ujf)y Aa tbopm cmctcm KojM
je 0TB0peH 3a Aanaa Mei-bai-ba m TpaHC0op-
MauMje y Ay6MHy je3MKa, a 6pymei-ba MAy ao
KpMCTanM3auMje 0H0r TMna KojM HMTai-be TeK-
CTOBa npeTBapa y nocBefieHMHKM hmh , 6am
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Kao UJTO CB3KM npaBM HMTa/iaHKM HMH M MO-
x e m Mopa fla 6yfle. AyTop Ha jeflHOM MecTy
Ka>Ke: „MeHe, 3anpaB0, MHTepecyje TeKCT y
KojM HMTajiau, Kafla jeflHOM yfje He MOxe fla
M3af)e. Oh He CMe fla MMa nyKOTMHy Kpo3
Kojy 6 m ce OBaj M3ByKao, Hero Kafla ce je fl­
HOM yByne, Mopa fla Mfle flo Kpaja.“
AaBMfl A /i 6 axapM Ba/bfla je H 3j/m 6epa/i-
HMjM nMcau KojM CTBapa Ha cpncKOM je3MKy,
y CMMCJiy fla i-beroBa npo3a CBecHo He npM-
3Haje HMK3KB3 0l"p3HMHei-b3. HapaBHO, TO He
3H3HM fl3 je CBeT npMHe 3H3PXMH3H M/IM X3-
OTMMaH, Befi fla HeMa hmk 8 kbmx npMHyfla y
tom CBeTy, ocmm npMHyfla Koje ceSM nocTa-
B/ba ayT0 pcK0 Tparai-be 3a je3MHKMM M oryfi-
HOCTMMa, a/m je m oho npe CBera nMTai-be
3aHaTCKo m oflHOCM ce Ha CTBapa/iaHKM npo-
uec m nMCua. M ynpaBo ocefiaj c /io 6 ofle M3-
6 opa m MoryfiHocTM Mrpe TBope on/ieMei-by-
jyfiM, flOČpM flyx KOjM nocTojM y npMsaMa
AaBMfla An 6 axapMja.
hberoBe eceje (flpe nu ci^B ah be CBera
(1997) m T e p e r (2004)), ayTonoeTMHKe 3a-
nMce m MHTepBjye Haj/iaKuue je m HajTexe
pa3yMeTM. M aKO mx np 0TyMaHMM0 Kao
npeTxoflHMuy 3a 3ČMpKe npMna m poMaHe
ah\a/v\ 3anMce HaKHaflHor npoMMiu/bai-ba 3a
HMTaoue ohm MMajy flBOCTpyKy y/iory. Haj-
jiaKLua y/io ra cacTojM ce y M3BecHoj caMO-
flOBO/bHOCTM, HMTa/iaU HeMa LUTa fla MM flO-
fla Ha MaprMHaMa. HajTexa y/io r3 0 B0r TMna
TeKCTOBa 3anpaBo je TepeT KojM npey3MMa
HMTa/iau y noHOBHOM MLUHMTaBai-by TeKCTOBa
TparajyfiM 3a TanKaMa yKpwTai-b3 MHflMBMfly-
a/iHor HMTanba m „M flea/iHor HMTahbs", Koje,
no yBepehby nMCua AaBMfla A /i 6 axapMja, He
nocTojM. y flM ja/iory KojM je boamo ca MMxaj-
noM naHTMfieM (OBaj Spoj f p a a u a ) AaBMfl
A /i 6 axapM Kaxe: „Ako caM HeKafla m 33mm-
rn/bao HeKor Mflea/iHor HMTaoua, cafla to
BMLue He hmhmm, je p caM cxb3tmo fla Mflea-
/iaH HMTa/iau He MOxe fla nocTojM, oahocho
fla je caM ayTop Haj6/iMXM tom Mflea/iHOM
nocBefieHMKy, Te fla He Mopa fla ra TpaxM
fla/be o fl CBoje paflHe c o 6 e .“ CBaKM A /i 6 a-
xapMjeB TeKCT OTyfla noflynaBa HMTaoua
cyMHDM, a y Toj TanKM 3anpaBO 3anoHMi-be m
paflocT caMOMcnMTMBai-ba m caMOOTKpMBa-
i-ba. IlopoA iM H o BpeMe noKpefie nMTSKbs
cyMhbe y CBeT y ceČM m CBeT oko ce 6e , 3a-
tm m ce cyMi-ba y O niicy cmptm (1982j w npn
Ha HMTaB x m b o t HOBeKOB, 0 p a c y ujynn
(1984) TeMaTM30Bafie oč/iMKe cyMi-bM Koju
ce OflHoce Ha BenHe cyK o6e no/ioBa, a y
JeAHOcraBHocTM (1988,) cyMhba ce y nkica-
hbe m nocTojai-be npMHe.
Totobo CBe npMne 0 praHM3 0 BaHe cy na-
paflMrMaTMHHMM noHeTHMM peneHMuaMa.
OHe MMajy cf»opMy M3jaBe m/ im KOHCTaTauMje.
Mef)yTMM, c a n0 TnyH0 M f l 0 C/ieflH0 iu fiy CBa-
Ka flp y ra peneHMua oS/iMKOBaHa je Kao He­
Ka BpcTa cyMi-be m/ im hckm o 6 / imk HecMryp-
ho c tm . CBe luto c e fls /b e Ha n/iaHy TeKCTa
pea/iM 3yje ČMfie ocMMLu/beHo Kao flp y ro c T
mjim y n o flp a 3yMeBaHMM pe/iauM jaM a ca
ApyrMM - y ceSM mjim oko c e 6 e. Ta p acno-
/iyfieHOCT M3Mef)y KpajHOCTM y ceČM m c e 6 e
m flp y r o r ( m/ im flp yrM x /byflM ) m je 3MKa o 6 e-
/ie x a B a ca MaTeMaTMHKOM npeuM 3HOLufiy
u e /iy 3 0 MpKy JJ,pyr^ je 3m .
A /i 6 axapMjeBa oncecMBHa TeMa o cy-
LUTMHCKOj HeMOryflHOCTM MCKa3MBahba M ca-
3HaBaHja mctmhc m cyMHba y Mofi M3roBope-
hmx penM caflpxaH a je y MflejM fla ce o
HajBaXHMjMM nMT3HjMMa He M0 x e je3MKOM
HMLUTa MCK33aTM, OČjaCHMTM M/IM 3aK/byHM-
tm . napaflOKca/iHO, yje3MKy, flaicne, M3Hyrpa,
MOxe ce Kpo3 tiyTai-be Kao noTeHUMja/iHM je-
3MK y aKUMjM OCTBapMTM KOMyHMKaunja M OT-
KPMTM CyLUTMHa TMLUMHe HeM3peUMB0T. TaKBa
je cacBMM KpaTKa npMna „Kpaj fleTMebCTBa“ ,
a /iM m npMna „HeMa necMa" M3 ne/iepM H e
(1993).
Cbm jyHauM m jyHaKMi-be KojM TBope cseT
npMne 6e3 M3y3eTKa fle o cy yp 6a H o r aMČM-
jeHTa KojM c e noflpa3yM eBa, a/iM He eKcn/iM-
UMpa, KojM c e HMjaHCMpa m ceHHM, a/iM He-
AB 0 CMMc/ieH 0 y n y fiy je Ha M3y3eTOCT m/im
OflBOjeHOCT Ofl CBaKe BpCTe jeflH03HaHH0CTM
m y MMLu/beHjy m floxMB/baBanby. HaKOH o fl-
ziacKa y KaH afly TonocM npMnoBe,qai-ba ce
HyxHO npo ujM pyjy Ha CTeHOBMTe n/iaHMHe,
Kao jeflMHy npaBy M epy HOBeKOBe kpxkoctm ,
Kao ujto je y SeorpaflCKMM, Tj. 3eMyHCKMM
TonocMMa to 6 mo AynaB . n o /io x a j nMCua
nocTaje ko / im ko noB /iaujfieH , 3 6 o r HMi-beHM-
ue fla MMa M0ryfiH0CT fla paflM oho luto 3a-
MCTa m xe/iM , Tj. fla nMLue, to / imko m 6 p o flo -
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/iomhhhkm, 36 o r Hm-beHMLte fla je Ky/iTypHo
Hac/ieTje Koje ra je 06 .riMK0 Ba.n0 npecTa.no
fla 6yfle fle o CBaKOflHeBnue, a/in u 3a io
ujto He nocToju HujeflHo K0nH0/M3BecH0CT y
Kojy ce M oxe BepoBa™. „CeflMM Ha cn/iaBy
u Lua/beM nopyKe y 4xnaujaMa. M ope je KaT-
Kafl y 36ypKaHO, KaTKafl mmpho, HMKafl ca -
cbmm noy3flaHO, a/in jeflHO je cnrypHo: oho
HMKafla He npn3Haje rpaHMue."
CyxaBai-be npunoBeflaMKe TanKe nocMa-
Tpai-ba Ha MMKponnaH u npeu,M3HO n3flBaja-
hbe <t>parMeHaTa M3 CTBapHOCTM 0Tyt}eHnx m
M30/!0BaHMX flO CTeneHS ayTMCTHMHOCTM jy-
HaKa m aHTnjyHaKa MMa 3 a u n /b yoHaBaHbe
ancypflHocTM napaflOKca/iHnx cnTyau,nja m/im
npeno3HaBaH3e cym™HCKe TparuHHOCTM
xoBor >khbot3. flenoBanba m pa3Mmjj/baH>a
jyHaKa u jyHaKMi-ba npnKa3aHa c y y BefiMHM
npuna Kao CMCTeMM ayT0MaTH30BaHMX p a fl-
hdh, Koju He ocTaB/bajy n pocTopa 3a 6m/io
K3KBy cyujTHHCKy MeTaM0pc})03y y MHTeH3MB-
HMjH M/IM BMLUM OS/IMK KOMyHMKaUMje. HeMa
noTnyHor HanuHa fla jyHauM n o S e fle m/ im ca-
B/iaflajy ycaM/beHOCT.
PMTya/iM CBaKOflHeBnue nojanaBajy yrncaK
0 Me/iaHX0/inHH0-ceTH0j aTMOC(t>epn. EnerH-
saH to h noHeKafl je yKpuuTeH ca upoHujcKO-
i4PHoxyMopHMM HaHMHMMa nocMaTpai-ba na je
TeKCT yBeK OHMuifieH ofl naTeTMHHMx eneMe-
HaTa. rioKyiuajii fla ce tm pnTya/in He cxBaTe
Kao HeMMHOBHO OTyf)ehbe, Befi Mnp m yjeflHa-
neHocT puTMa xnB/bei-ba Koju OKpy>Kei-be
3axTeBa ofl cbmx Koju ce yHyTap i-bera Ha/ia-
3e, yr/iaBHOM ce 3aBpiuaBajy Be/iMKMM no-
TpecuMa y npe/iOMHMM TpeHyuMMa, M3a ko-
jnx x m b o t HHje m He MOxe 6mtm mctm. HeKH
oa obmx e/ieMeHaTa K0Mn03Munje npusa no-
CTOje y 3ČnpKaMa nopoflMHHO BpeM e, FJe-
nepuH a 1/1 A p y re npi^ne (1997), H e o č m H e
n p m e (1999) m A p y r u je3MK.
K afla rofl ce pnTyan CBaKOflHeBnue Ha-
pyiun m/im flo f)e y cyKo6 ca f lp y r n M je3M-
KOM/CBeTOM MJIM hberOBMM BpeflHOCTMMa M
HopMaMa, 3anoHMHbe n p o u e c npeucnuTM Ba-
hba M3a Kojer H acTynajy TpeHyuM /iMHHOr
n pocB eT/byjyfier OTKpuBai-ba m/im y>Kaca. f la
6n ce H H nuupao TaKaB TpeHyTaK noTpeČHo
je fla ce flo c e rH e n p a r M3flpx/bMBOCTM m a s ­
n i« jyHaKa, a AaBM fl A /i6 a x a p n yM e H eno-
rpeiiiMBO fla o6mmhy rp a f)y peflyKyje m 3a-
tmm ce/ieKTyje fle T a /b e koji/i Hajnpeu,M3Hnje
c{)OKycMpajy npe/ioM H y TaHKy. noH eKafl ce
o č p T fle iu a B a m Kao ayTopcKa noeTMHKa
n rp a ca HMTaouMMa Koja c e caM0pa30TKpn-
Ba m pa3o6nnH aB a y MaHnpy Haj6o/bMx
KpaTKnx n pu na , noflp a3 yM e B a jyfin npn to m
MHTepTeKCTya/iHe Be3e. rioeTMHKu c ts b 0
MHTepTeKCTya/iHMM Be3aMa je n K0xe3M0HM
MOTMBaunjcKM npMHUMn Ha n/iaHy K0Mn03n-
unje HeKnx 36 mpkm npuna y uenuHu,
CBecHO yfla^aBai-be ofl CBaKe BpcTe npe-
un3npanba xp0H0T0na npunoBeflanba npuna-
Ma o6e36ef)yje HajjeflHOCTaBHnjn HanMH 3a
npouec MfleHTucJjMKauMje 0 H0 ra Koju HHTa.
HnaK, npouec peflyKunje v\ cBecHor pacTa-
Kanba u yfla/baBahba y hckmm HajKpafinM
npunaMa y ecTeTCKOM CMncny HajMahbe je
ycnemaH n HyxHO cyxaBa oneKMBaHa k o h o -
TaTMBHa 3HaneHba. y cppacy y iuynui Taj npo­
uec je Ha M3BecTaH HanuH flonyhbeH npomn-
pei-beM no/ba 3Hanei-ba Ka ApyrnM MeflujuMa
((J?0T0rpacJ)Mja u My3MKa), a y JeflHocTaBHO-
CT1/1 y HannHy KOMno3nunoHor 0praHM30Ba-
H>a 36npKe KOjy npeceuajy t c k c t o b u ,,noe-
TMKa KpaTKe npune" (neT flenoBa).
Hen3peunBOCT Hajfly6rt>nx CTBapu jecTe
0CH0BHa Mfleja Koja OKynnja u ocMmuAsaBa
36npKy npuna Onuc CMpru (1982), a/in ce
Kao KOHCTaHTa MOxe npouunpuTn v\ Ha po-
MaHe u flpyre 36npKe npuna. y TeKCTy ,,To-
i-beHae y ct>opMy“,Koju je ujTaMnaH Kao noro-
Bop 3 a jeflHO M3flahbe Orrnca cmptu, ayTop
Kaxe: „TaKBa (popMa - ra cnpeMHocr Ha
cranHO Mehbahbe, Ha He3aycTaB/biiBn npeo-
6pa>Kaj - cacBMM ce n3ry6nm i*3 npo3e ko-
jy McrMcyjeM nocneflhbMx roAUHa. nonaBJba-
i-be, a He Mehbahbe, jecre oho ujto ry npo3y
yo6nmaBa. “
An 6 axapn npunafla rpynn nncaua Koju cy
HacTaBMnu fla ce 6 aBe cTBapa/iaujTBOM Ha
npBOM je3MKy n h3koh oflnacKa u yK/ianahba
y npocTop flp y ro r. IloTpeča 3a Tparai-beM n
MCTpaxnBai-beM concTBeHnx CTBapajiaMKnx
M0 ryfiH 0CTM nojana/ia ce n M30iuTpmia, Ha
M3BeCT3H H3HMH M (J)OKyCHpajia Ha HajnMH-
HMjn MMKpon/iaH. y o 6/iMHaBahbe npo3e Koja
je HacTana HaKOH OflnacKa y npocTop flp y-
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ro r je3MKa hy>kho je Acme/io Kao AOMMHaHT-
He TeMe ni/rrahba MMurpauMje m MAeHTMTeTa.
y Be3u ca obmm TeMaMa jecTe m nmai-be oa-
Hoca nojeAHHua n ncTopnje, a/iM ce Hdmms
SaBe A /i 6 axapnjeBM poMaHM.
36npKa eceja Teper noKpefie TeMe m nn-
Tai-ba eM urpaunje, MAeHTMTeTa, jeBpejCKor
nncua, rmcai-ba, HOCTa/imje (.... a OHAa je
AOLuao BnpTyenHn CBeT MHTepHeTa n nope-
MeTno HOCTa/irnjy“ ) i/i car/ieAaBa mx m3 pa3-
/imhmtmx ymoBa. CBe OBe TeMe y Be3M cy ca
CTBapahbeM m TyManei-beM npunoBeAanKe
noeTUKe m HeKO.ni/iKO eceja 3anpaB0 hocm
eneMeHTe npeno3HaT/bMBe 3a An 6 axapnje-
Be npune: o 6 pT, cM ucao 3a aHerAOTy m Ae-
Tarb, je3MHKo caBpmeHCTBO, caxeT 0CT, o tb o -
peHOCT 3a y™ uaje A pyrnx MeAMja, mta.
JeAaH oa eceja, ,,Tyra m npnMa“ , aohocm
0A r 0B0p Ha nuTai-be 3aLUT0 nniue npune.
MaAa y hckum ApyrnM TeKCTOBi/iMa Hama-
oiaBa Aa nnuje 36or ce6e m OApnne BaxHOCT
HML-beHMue kojih ko HMTa/iaua fie npoHMTaTM
HanMcaHO, ayTop y obom ecejy Kaxe: ,,H oh-
Aa, nara ce npMTOM npeTBapaM Aa He r/ie-
A3m, n p y x a M Ty npnny K a o noHyAy, K a o M a -
Mau, K a o n o 3 i/iB . Ko to oceTM, pa3yMefie; ko
He oceTH, He BpeAM My o6jaujhbaBaTM.“
3 6 n p K a n p u in a A p yru je 3 m m TeK C T y Te-
p e ry ,,M 3 rH a H H c J )p a rM e H T M “ A o n y i- b a B a jy c e
u K o p e c n o H A n p a jy TaKO A a c e 3H aH ehba, a
TM M e u H H T a n a s K a y x i/iB a h b a , y c / io x h b a B a jy u
T p a H C ( { )o p M n iiiy . n o 3 n u n ja n i/ic u a K o ju c e H a -
jia 3 M n p 0 C T 0 p H 0 M 3 M e iu T e H y 0 A H 0 c y H a C B oj
n p B H je 3 M K n p o T y M a n e H a je n K a o y o 6 n H a je -
H a y n c T o p i/ ijn c B e T C K e K H b M xe B H 0 C T M , a c a
A p y re C T p a H e m K a o M o r y f iH o c T n w c u ,a A a
C B o jy K p e a T i/iB H O C T o S h o b m m Ha M 3B ecTaH
H a n u H npoH M C T M . y B e 3 i/i c a n u T a n b e M M A e H -
T i/iT e T a m B a x H o c ™ O B o r n o jM a 3 a n n c u a m
n p o u .e c c T B a p a i-b a A a B M A A n 6 a x a p w y e c e jy
„ K a K o H u c a M n o c T a o p a 6 n H “ n n u ie : „ H A e H -
TM TeT - LUTa t o a o h 6 i/ io - H M je , A a K / ie , H e -
l l j t o u j t o c e Aočnja, H e u jT O l u t o j e y H a n p e A
A 3 t o i/i H e n p o M e H /b M B o , B e fi H e u jT O u j t o c e
o c B a ja , u j t o c e C T i/m e c / io 6 o a h m m i/i3 6 o p o M .
O T yA a n c n a A a A a je M o ja n p o 3 a y CTBapu
o r /ie A a /io Mor n A e H T i/iT e T a . O H a je , M a k o ­
j i m ko napaA O KcanH O to 3 B y n a .n o , y B e f io j
M e p u M o je C T B a p H o Ja H e ro u jto c a M t o ja
caM .“ OSjaujhbehbe HanuHa noMMai-ba nojMa
jeBpejcKu nncau BMLuecTpyKO je BaxHO 3a
pa3yMeBahbe noeTMKe npunoBeAanba AaBM­
Aa A /i 6axapMja. (locTojai-be jeBpejcKMX TeMa
y nopoflMHHOM BpeMeHy, a /iM m y poMaHy
re u i/i M ajep (1998), hmhm c{)opMy/iauMjy je-
BpejcKM nMcau n0B/iaujfieH0M. y ecejy ,,Te-
peT MMMMKpMje" ayTop o6pa3Jiaxe: ,,3a Me­
He, 6 mtm jeBpejCKM nMcau 3H3HM 6 mtm Aeo
eTHMHKe KHbMXeBH0 CTM KOja Ce CaCTOjM Ofl
HM33 Mai-bMX eTHMHKMX KI-bMXeBHOCTM, Mef)y-
c o 6 ho pa3/iMHMTMx y OHoj MepM y Kojoj ce
nojeAMHe jeBpejcKe 3ajeAHMue y CBeTy Me-
f)yco 6 HO pa3/iMKyjy.“
y noKyujajy Aa ce đecKOHanHO CBeAe Ha
KOHaHHOCT je3MKa, 0 nceAHyT0CT M0ryfiH 0CTi/i-
Ma pe/iaTMBM30BaHba cBaKe TanKe HacTaHKa
TeKCTa c jeAHe CTpaHe AeMacKMpa npouec
nMcanba, a ca Apyre HMTaouMMa KojM mmhom
M 3 6 o p a npwxBaTajy Aa je npMna MOAynauMja
MCTor OTBapa m M3KpocTpyKTypy (npMny) m
mmKpocTpyKTypy (peseHMuy m pes) nocTyn-
ho rpaAefiM ocefiaj CTMiuaH0CTM m Mupa Kao
jeAaH oa acneKaTa npnnoBeAai-ba AaBMAa
An 6 axapMja. A p y rn acneKT oahocm ce Ha
CTa/iHO noMepanbe HMTa/iaHKMx HaBMKa ao
OHe TasKe y Kojoj ce HMTanbe npeTBapa y ca-
BnaT)MBai-be era. Taj caM03a60paB je pa-
AOCT, pa3yMeBai-be A0/ia3M hckojimko ce-
KyHAM KacHMje.
HMTaHae npuna AaBMAa A /i 6 axapMja 3ax-
TeBa KOHueHTpaunjy m npoBOUMpa pec{)JieK-
ce. HMTa/iau KojM Ao 6 po yB ex 6 a CBoje MofiM
CTefiM fie BeujTMHy RpeTan^a Kpo3 npMnoBe-
A3hkm CBeT AaBMAa A /i 6 axapMja, a lu to ce
A yxe m BMLue 6yAe KpeTao, npoHa/ia3Mfte m
BMLue HasMHa yxMBart>a y c /io 6 oam M36opa
m nrpe, jep npMna je reH/MMKpoHMn M3 Kora
ce MOxe AeKOAHpaTM kocmoc. ripMsa yBeK
HyAM MMny/ic 3a n 0 H0 BH0 npeMcnMTMBanbe,
npM3MBa aHa/iorMje m acouMjauMje, MHMUMpa
mx. CMucao m cyMhba npe/iMBajy ce m Aony-
HjaBajy. CBe ocTa/io lu to 3aTMM yc/ieAM Ae-
ujaBa ce (y) HMTaouy.
 _ __ 1 flaBMfl A/i6axapn, Cywia AuMurpujeBuT), Mainu,a
M eKa jfceciuuHa cpncKa, Hobm Cafl, 1978, cip. 13 (y fla/beM TeKCTy
CA).
M e n c K u nuK oeu y poM.aH.uMa JJaeuga
A i6 a x a p u ja

JeneHa AHre/ioBCKu

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y p o M a H U M a A a B M f la A n 6 a x a p n j a s e c T O c e j e H)MX 0 B a B e 3 a M n a K 6 M /ia n p o M a u ia j m yAa-
K a o u e H T p a /iH a T e M a M C T u n e y c 3 M / b e H o c T . rb a B a c e a o A P y r o r K p a ja K p e B e T a , a ,,c y fli/i-
M n a K , 4 n i a jy f i M T y n p o 3 y , s e c T O f l0 n a 3 M M 0 ja o c e T M y c a M / b e H o c T m n p M T M c a K T M uunH e"
flo T e M a / b y 6 aB M , č j im c k o c t m m > K yfli-be 3a (C fl, 24). y c a M /b e H O C T j e je A H a oa ueH -
n p n c y c T B O M . P a 3 M m u .n > a i-b e o T O M e f l a /im je T p a /iH M x T e M a C y A M je flH M H rp u je B H lia , anM
pen o H eočuH H O M n a p a f lO K c y m n rpapnjn m je A H a o a T eM a T C K M x KOHCTaHTM A n 6 a x a p M -
i/in u B a x H o j c n p e 3 n K o ja f l a j e T o n /iM H y , an m jeBor onyc3. Hajneujfie je Hana3M M O flM -
n T p a r n K y A n 6 a x a p n je B M M p o m s h m m s , flo - p e K T H O n o B e 3 3 H y c s / b y 6 a B /b y . y n o M e H y T o j
lu jim c m o flo n fle je fla 6 m M O JK fla B e 3 y M 3 M e - cu e H M , OHa je o h o lu t o npBO yA apM h b k o h
f) y f lB a cynpoTH a T e M 3 T C K O -C M M 6 o n M H K 3 ry Č M T K a čnM C KO C TM . A e T a / b KojM o f lp e f ) y je
x s p m lu t3 B a c a n o n o T p a xM T M y o c o 6 m h 3 m s n o p T p e T J e n e H e je c T e M e K o f ia i-b e H e K o x e .
X eH C K H X /ll/IK O B a THX n O B eC T M . To je B 3 X 3 H 3 T p M 6 y T , KOjM M C TO B peM eH O H 3 -
r n 3 U J 3 B 3 H aeH y x e H C K y c n e i 4 M<J>MHHOCT, n y n -
h o c t m H e x H O C T , s n M m 3 a n a n b y jy fiy CM ny n y -
CyAMja AMMMTpMjeBMf) TeH ocTM K o jo j c y A M ja n o fln e x e H eK 0 n i/iK 0
nyTa. Taj p a 3 o p a H c n o j A n 6 a x a p M o ,q p e f) y je
CBH XeHCKM J1MKOBM Ha KOje H 3M n33M M 0 HM- C M H T a rM O M „ M e K a x e c T M H a " (C fl, 31), onM -
T a jy fin po M aH CyAnja flMMMTpMjeBMfi O flp e fie - c y jy ftM y n p a B o J e n e H M H y K O x y . C e fia i- b e h s Ty
HH cy CBOJMM OflHOCOM Ca CyflMJOM M M M ajy K O x y c y A M js f i e y H s c y yca M Jb e H O C T i/i n o B e -
3HaMajHe y / io r e y flp a M M K p o 3 K ojy oh n p o / ia - 33 tm c s M e c e u ,o M . T M M e f i e c e M3 M e f)y M e -
3M. n o p e f l yH e Lu fia y flyxoB H M M , er3MCTeHUM- c e u s (TOnMKO ,,H a cJ)M n o B a H o r“ xe H C K O M cm m -
ja/iH M M m epoTCKM M npeBMpsnbMMa c y flw je SonM KO M ) M yC 3 M /b e H O C T M CTBOpMTM B eO M 3
A H M M TpM jeBM fia, x e H C K e /iMKOBe o č e n e x s B S B a X H a M eT3Cf)O pM HKa C M H 3nC 3.
H H0Be3aH0CT ca TeMSTCKO-MOTMBCKMM M Cl/IM- r io c e S H O c y M e f jy A n 6 a x a p M je B M M x e H -
6 o/imhhmm H B o p m iiT M M a n p M n e . c km m nM K O B M M a 3 a H M M /b M B e e n M 3 0 A H e jy H a -
Ha npBMM cTpaHMLjaMa, ao k je Hsuue hm- Kni-be, Koje necTo He 3ay3MMajy B rn u e o a
TananKO no3HaHCTBo ca cyflMjoM jom yBeK je f l H o r n a c y c a m t o t o b o H M M a n o H e f l o n p u -
HecnrypHO, cpefieM o nMK KyfiHe noMoftHMue H o c e H a n p e flO B a n b y „ n p M n e " . J e f lH a O fl HbMx
M apnje. OnMcyjyfiM je, A/i6axapM eKcnnos- je c T e fle B O jK a K o ja k o a c y A n je A o n a 3 M A a H a -
TMLue jeflaH o fl CBojMx HajflparoueHMjMx t s - n n a T M s n a H a p M H y 3 a CouM janM CTM M KM c a B e 3 .
zieHaTa - cn 0C06 H0 CT fla y jeflHoj peneHMLu/i, h b e H n o p T p e T o 6 n M K y je c a M A H M U T p u je B M fi
na u y jeflHoj CMHTarMM, npoHsuiaBiuM npa- K O H u e H T p M L u yfiM ce H a H>eHO n M u e , K o je M
bm fleTa/b, HanpaBM He3a6opaBaH nopTpeT, n p M n n c y je 4 > p e c K a n H y S n a r o c T , anM m H a k o -
6oraT 3HaHei"bi/iM3 b3xhmm 3a p33yMeB3i-be M a A H fi TK aH M H e K o ja c e p a 3 n M K y je o a O He H a
/imk3, 3/im m MMTSBe npMnoBeflHe CMTyauMje. cyKhbM , a KojM c y A n ja H a 3 M p e M 3M eT)y HbeHMx
Mapwja ceflM o6yneH3, cs mspsmom Ha rns- 6 yT M H a . H aK O H H ^ e H o r o f ln a c K a , o h a o x m -
BM. ripM30p je 3aOKpyxeH CyflMjMHMM M3BM- B n ^ a B a ,,T p e H yT H O n p o c B e T /b e i- b e “ , H M TajyfiM
rt>aBaHDeM m Mspmjmhmm ,,3H3m“ , h3koh ko- M C TO pM jy KM HeCKe C()M n030Ct)M je Ha CTpaHM
je r c/ieflM npunoBeflaneB 3SK/bynaK: ,,3h3hm, H a K o jo j j y je O H a o c T a B M n a o T B o p e H y . H e c T o
HMje My BepoB3/ia.“ 1 To je flOBO/bHO fla fie M O H 3M na3M TM H a cn M H H e c n o je B e 0 H 0 r a
cxb3tmmo M0ryfiH0CT H^eHor HeMor npeKopa l u t o c y A n ja n o H e K a A H 3 3 M B 3 ,,6 n y A “ c a o c e -
cyAMjM 36 o r KSiiihtei-bS, anM m Aa HacnyTM- f ia je M A y x o B H o r n p o c B e T /b e i- b a m 6n a x e n -
mo cyAnjMHy 36yi-beH0CT, fleTMi-bacTOCT, na c t b 3 . T s k o y e n M 3 0 A M ,,C y flM j 3 A H M H T p M je -
m CTpax KojM ra y K0HT3KTy ca xeHaMa He- BM fi K y u js c n s c T M c fie n s u M ja " h s lu jy H 3 K CBO jy
peTKO o6y3MMa. c e K c y 3 n H y e K C T S 3 y B e 3 y je 3 3 o c e f ia i- b e K o je
CyAnjMHa ČMBiua xeH a, JeneHa, floSMja je K a o M anM m m so a o k je c e A e o y u p kb m .
no3Mu,Mjy ueHTpa/iHor xeHCKor ziM Ka. y je fl- J e f lH S O fl H 3 jM H T e p e C 3 H T H M jM X e n M 3 0 f l-
Hoj cu,eHM, HaKOH ceKca, Je/ieHa cxBaTa Aa hmx jy H 3 K M h b s je c T e x e H 3 c s K y fiH e 3 s 6 s B e
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cyflnjnHor npnjaTe/ba. OHa je ociaB/beHa
6e3 uMeHa m onuca, i-beHe u p ie cyflnja „HM­
je ycneo (HMje CMeo) AoSpo p,a yoHM y nony-
MpaKy“ (C/J, 49). l-bMX0Ba 6/imckoct 3acHO-
BaHa je Ha xe/bM fla ce rcmopM, TaKO p& 6m
ce CBe 3a6opaBM/io. Ha obo Mecra 6m/io 6m
AOSpO CT3BMTM Ma/IM ČOOKMapK KaKO Smcmo
ra ce ceTM/iM HeuiTO KacHMje, Kafla 6yfle pe-
hm o poMaHy U m h k . YcaMrbeHOCT hskoh
6/imckoctm cMMČoriMcaHa je 0B0r nyia no-
hobo 0Kpym0M 6ennHOM, c/iMHHOj Meceuy,
caMo luto je cafla pen m o HanyiuTeHOM cy-
AujMHOM fl/iaHy. O fl ocTa/iMX enM30flHMX
>KeHCKMX /lMKOBa n0MeHyfieM0 <}>pM3epKy y
HujeM flOflMpy, tokom SpMjahba, cyflMja ,,c/ia-
flocTpacHO y>KMBa“ , flpyrapMu,y i-beroBor cm-
Ha Koja <J>nepTyje c i-bMM npeKO Tenec|)OHa,
33tmm 6n6/iMOTeKapKy Koja ra He npMB/iann.
Cyflwja ce yBeK 33Jty6;byje Harno. 3 a ;ty -
6mblum ce y aflBOKaTOBy >KeHy, oh je 3a Be-
nepoM cMeno xBaTa 3a 3r/io6 pyKe K0j0M My
flOflaje HMHMjy ca cansTOM. ri0K0pH0 upBe-
HM.no KO>Ke Ha MecTy ctmcks y3Čyf)yje ra no-
luto ra noflcefta Ha Mcnyhbei-be xe/be fla He-
ko ČMfie 6yfle y okbmpmm3 t-teroBe MofiM. A
to je flpyro nMue cyflMjMHe nexhbe 3a 6/im-
CKOLUfiy.
nojaBa epoTMKe totobo yBeK je Be3aHa
3a jeflaH oa xeHCKMx /lMKOBa, TanHMje CKopo
fla HeMa jyH3KMt-be (ocmm KyfiHe noMofiHMue
MapMje) HMja ce nojaBa y eBeeTM cyflMje He
noBe3yje ca ceKcyanHOLufiy. Hopefl cnMpM-
TyariHor 6n3xeHCTB3, cyflMja necTO 6ny a
noBe3yje u ca CMpfiy. MacTyp6MpajyfiM hs -
koh 3aMmu/bai-ba JeneHe y ,,ueHTpy Be/iMKMx
cBeTCKnx By/irapH0CTM“ , a noTOM m BOflefiM
ca h^o m , flMMMTpMjeBMfi noH3B.rb3
MaHTpy (ero yn/iMBa cnMpnTyanHor!) „ cmpt ,
cmpt , cmpt “ . 3aMmu.rbajy1iM CHornaj ca 6 m-
6/in0TeKapK0M Koja ra noAcefia Ha nayKa,
oh cnyTM fla ra Ha Kpajy Tor oflHoca neKa
,,y6ofl-yrpM3-yjefl-CTMcaK“ m hbkoh Tora na-
raHO yMMpat-be. XeHCKM ^ mkobm, flaK/ie,
MMajy 3aflaTaK fla M3 pa3/iMHMTMx yrnoBa m y
Be3M ca pa3HOJlMKMM TeMaTCKO-CMMđOriMH-
kmm KOMn/ieKCMMa ocBeTne uempanHM / imk
poMaHa. JeneHMH jimk, cpa3MepHo CBojoj
no3ML4MjM, T y y n o r y 0 C T B a p y je HajKO M nneK-
CHMje. riM ijjyT iM nM C M o 6 M B tuoj x e H M , c y fln -
ja OTKpMBa C B o je H a jA y 6 /b e y x a c e y Be3M ca
e r 3 MCTeHUMjoM m fle T e p M M H a u M jo M . C yflM ja
n M iu e c n o p o , ca n p e K M flM M a m M 3roBopM M a,
m y 3 n e c T o n o H a B /b a i-b e CMTyauMje y Kojoj ce
nM tuyfiM o je flH O M , 3 a n p a B o ro B o p M o f lp y -
ro M . To xby 6 aBHO h m cm o c e , T a r a , M O x e Ty-
MaHMTM K ao n p e flT e K C T A n 6 axapM jeB M M M e-
TaHapaTMBHMM K O M eH T ap uM a o nM canby Koje
fie M O cpe T a T M y flp y rM M poM aH M M a. Ha n o -
neTKy p o M a H a , Je n e H M H a K o x a je onMCMBaHa
K ao M eK aH a, a/iw H B p cT a . n p e f l K paj, o n u c e
H beHor T e n a , n p e n o M J b e H e , flaKaKO , K po3 c y -
AMjMHy c B e c T , K apaKTepM Lue HaApeanMCTMH-
Ka x M n e p 6 onM caHOCT m AeK0M n03M U,Mja: ,,He-
H 3A H 0 x y T M n o Ha rp y A M M a m je A H y A ojK y
n p o c y T y K ao fla n M je B MacoBHMK" (CA, 182);
,,6 yTMHe c y jo j c e c n u n e C K o p o a o H aujM ua,
n o T B p f)y jy fiM HbeHy T e x M H y “ (CJ3,, 185). h b e -
h o T e n o n o c T a je n p o je K L iM ja i-beroB M x CTpa-
x o B a m o n c e c M ja . C yA M ja p a 3 M M iu /b a o y n a -
CKy y Je n e H M H y M a T e p n u y K ao HanMHy A a
y M p e , A a c e n 0 H0 B 0 p o a m , A a n p o H a f)e CBoj
Tao. Ty c e Ha jeA H O M M e c T y cycTM H e HeKO-
nMKO hberoBMX HajBaxHMjMx 0 nceAHyT0CTM.
hbM xoB o flH o c c e K opeH M To M enba y n o c n e fl-
i-boj cue H M pyH Ka. J e n e H a n o c T a B /b a hm3 nM-
Tanba m o n o M e H a , HanMK C T a p o j m M p 3 0 B 0 /b -
H oj x e H M K o ja c e n p e M a M y x y o a h o c m Kao
M ajK a n p e M a M an oyM H O M A e T e T y. C y A n ja y
MO M eHTy KaA a M y OHa čuna c o y c y n y , xB a-
Ta rt>eH 3 r n o 6 . B p n o je B a x H a a c o u M ja u M ja
Ha aABOKaTOBy x e H y K ojy Hana3MMO y 3 a rp a -
AH .Kpyr n o B p e f)M B a i-b a je 3 a n a p a H 6 e 3 0 6 -
3Mpa Ha c B e c T o „TaHaHOCTM K o x e m k p x k o -
CTM HOBeHMjMX KOCTMjy“ [CM, 217).
y poMaHy Cyp,vija AuM urpujeB iif) xeHCKM
nMKOBM c y nonapM30BaHM. Ha jeAHOj CTpaHM
Hana3M c e J e n e H a , Koja b k tm b h o yHecTByje y
cf>a6ynM, a Ha APyroj enM30AHe jyHaKMH3e
Koje Ha CBoj HaHMH AonpMHOce 0 6 nMK0 BaHDy
ueHTpanHor nMKa m, l u t o je m o x a 3 BaxHMje,
H0 CM014 M c y o c h o b h m x ynopMUJTa c m m č o -
nMHKe M pexe poMaHa.
2 flaBMA A/i6axapu, I4m hk , Cty6obm Ky/rrype, BeorpaA,
2004, CTp. 21 (y Aa/teM TeKCTy U).
U,MHK
C/inHHy nofle/beHOCT M3Me1jy jeflHe jyH3KM-
i-be Kojy cpefieMO y ue/iOM poMaHy m hm33
enn30flHnx >xeHCKMx /inKOBa Hana3MM0 m y
poMaHy L4mhk. r/isBHs jyH3KMhb3, Mef)yTMM,
OBfle npunsfls psbhm napa/ie/iHe npune, no-
BecTi/i Huje HacTajai-be npaTMMO. npBM npM-
noBeflaneBM MeTaHapaTMBHM KOMeHTapM Be-
33hm cy ynpaBO 33 fleBojsnuy M3 npM^e. Pen
je o HM3y nMT3i-ba Kojs oh ce6w nocTSB/bS
ksko 6m p33j3CHM0 CBOjy 0flnyKy fla fleTe M3
npMne npeTBopM 6am y fl,eB ojH ^y, HMMe je
0flM3x Hsr/isujeH cneuM(J)MH3H 3Han3j H^eHe
no/iHOCTM. fleBojHMu,3 ce npeTBsps y fleBoj-
Ky m CBe jacHMja nocTsje i-beHS y/iors 3/iTep
era MymKMx jyH3K3 nsps/ie/iHe npuse-npM -
noBefl3H3 m i-beroBor ous. npBM nyT to cpe-
fieivio y nacycy y KojeM fleBojKa cxbst3 ksko
„CBe, HeKSKO, nocTsje jscHnje: nyKOTMHe hs
nOBpLUMHM CTeHe, TpSBKe y l-bMM3, CMTHe
LLiKO/bKe...“ 2 HeK0/iMK0 CTpsHMLta npe Tora,
npunoBeflSH fie mmstm mctm T3j ocefisj aok
ceflu hs sepoflpoMy („IloHeKSfl Me M3HeHS-
flu olutpmhs Mor n om efls1' - U, 17) . fleBoj-
hhus y npMHM H3T0HM npMnoBeflasa H3 p33-
MMLii/bSHae o TOMe fl3 Tpe6s fls nMLue 0
jby6aBM, o fl ners OBSj oflycTSje 3H3jyfiM fla
je rt>eroB3 ochobhs TeM3 ycaMJheHocr. Yc3-
MJbeHOCT M OBfle A/l63X3pM nOCTaBJbS KSO
SHTMnOfl MJIM S/lTepH3TMBy Jby63BM. CnMCS-
Te/bCK3 KPM33, CyMhbe y CTBSpHOCT CTB3p-
HOCTM M HeCTBSpHOCT M3MMLLI/beHOr HSBOfle
npMnoBeflSHS hs p33MMiu.rb3t-be o noflyflsp-
H0CTMM3 M CMM60J1M3My: „Moj OTSI4 je fle-
BOjHMUS K0j3 nOCTSje fleBOjKS fl3 6m OTKPM-
na CBeT/i0CT y co6m, y ceđM, H a o6a/iM
Mopa“ (14, 53). TaKO, fleBojKa M3 npMwe npe-
CJ1MKSBS 0U.3 M3 CTB3PHOCTM M ynp3B0 CBO-
jOM XeHCKOM npMpOflOM fl3je TOM /lMKy
K/byHHM cscTojaK KojM fie, n nopefl onMpshbs
H3psTopa, KH^Mry o ycaM/beHOc™ npeTBO-
Pmtm y KhbMry o /by6aBM. Ksfls hs cueHy
CTynM c m p t , npMnoBeflSH fie M3ryČMTM no-
Bepei-be y Mofi penM, y i-bMxoBy ctbsphoct .
fleBOjKS, HMja CTBapHOCT noHMBS y je3MKy,
6Mfie jeflMHa Koja fie ce cynpoTCT3BMTM: „He
nocToju CBeT, Ksxe fleBojKS, nocToje csmo
[101]
peHM “ (14, 99). C3M3 CMPT, OflCyCTBO, 01713-
C M fie c e 3ByKOM (kso y ,,TyrM m o n o M e H M "
B p 3 H K 3 P s flM H e B M fis ) KojM n o f lc e f is hs peH
,,u,mhk“ . To je 3ByK KojM f ie nyTM m fleBO jKS y
npuH M , M3jeflHSHMBLUM c e ts k o c s n p M n o B e -
f ls n e M y cB ecT M o n o cT o j3 H > y penM K o js OTe-
n o T B o p y je 0 flc y c T B 0 , HMHefiM r s 33C T psu uy-
xmbmm.
jy f ie
EnM30flHe jyH3KMhbe j3B/bsjy ce y c/iojy
npMne KojM npsTM npMnoBeflsns. llpBS je
Hsb3xo MHflMjaHKa. Ty noHOBO cpefieMO ks-
p3KTepMCTMH3H HSMMH nopTpeTMCShbS - y
obom cnyHsjy hocmjisu nopTpeTS je tmpkm-
3HO KSMehbe HS 1-beHOM HSKMTy, TSČSKepM,
KSO M TMPKM3HM KOH314 KOjMM je HSHMhbeH
Be3 H3 hbeHOj KOUUy/bM. TMMe je OXMBJbeHS
er30TMHH0CT HaeHOr JIMKS, KOjM fie KSO M
OCTSJ1M enM30flHM XeHCKM J1MKOBM, y jeflHOM
MOMeHTy pefiM peHeHMu,y Kojs fie 33 npMno-
Befl3H3 mmstm 3HSHaj flyČ0K0r yBMfla y H^e-
roBy /imhhoct mjim, n3K, npo(})eTCKor nor/ie-
fl3 H3 CMTy3l4Mjy y Kojoj ce HS/1S3M. C TMM y
Be3M, 33HMMJbMB0 6m Smjio nOMeHyTM fle-
BojKy K0jy HspsTop cp e fie y l-byjopKy, y Tpe-
HyTKy 0H3js n p e fl HeM0ryfiH0uufiy nMcsHjS o
MpTBOM OI4y. hbeH C3BeT fl3 My ce npMČJlM-
>km csm, fla My He Tpe6sjy peHM, kso m ko-
MeHTsp: ,,mptsb-xmb, y HeMy je pa3nm a?"
(14, 89), fle n yjy kso TpeHyTHO npocBeTnje-
hbe, m/im 6ap, fle ji 0TB0 paH MeneM. Oamsx
3STMM, 0H3 HeCTSje, KSO M CBM >KeHCKM JIM-
kobm KojM ce noj3B/byjy y MCToj y/io3M. M efjy
1-bMMS je M Ke/lHepMU3, K0j3 My y HeiUTO
ps3BMjeHMjoj enM30flM tobopm o CBojoj Mp-
TBOj KfiepM M H^eHMM OMMJbeHMM n3J13HMH-
K3M3. HMT3B 0B3j npM30p nOC/iyXMO je K30
HeK3 BpcTS M/iycTp3UMje npeTX0flH0r npM-
noBeflSHeBor KOMeHTsps: „T pečs/io je c He-
KMM nOnpMHSTM O TOMe. KO/IMKO TOfl HOBeK
cyMHj30 y penM, floS po je a s mx noHeKSfl
nponycTM Kpo3 ycTs. [...] He TpeSs ce 3S-
MajaBSTM 3H3HeH5eM peHM, aJIM HbMXOB 3ByK,
(+>mxobs m rpaflhba, Mory m Te ksko Aa no-
M om y“ (L4, 24). CeTMMO ce caAa 0H0r Me-
CTa M3 Cyfl,wje AMMMTpMjeBMfia na KojeM
cmo CTaBMJiM bookm ark - m OBAe ce 6 n a r o -
TBOpHOCT TOBOPS y OHSjy M yC3MJbeH0CTM
cno3H3je y koht 3 kty cs xeHOM. flopeA no-

[102]
MeHyrnx enn30flHnx jyHaKMhba, y U,nHKy
cpefieMO m HeKO/iMKO xeHCKMX /lMKOBa kojm
yonmTe He roBope Befi npeflCTaB/bajy npefl-
MeT HapaiopoBe naxHae csmo HeKO/iMKO
TpeHyTaKa tokom KojMX oh, olutpmhom CBor
nornefla (nonyT AeBojKe M3 npMne) cna3M,
Ha npMMep, ryxBahbe Koxe Ha npeKpiuTe-
hmm 6yTMHaMa xeH e Koja ce flu HacnpaM
i-bera Ha aepoAPOMy, m/im 06pa30M 3ryxB a-
Hy CTpaHMuy Ki-bMre Hafl kojom cnaBa fleB oj­
Ka y CTyfleHTCKOM xo/iy. Tm xeHCKM /imkobm
MMajy c{)yHKUMjy 06 /iMK0 Bai-ba nepcneKTMBe
r/iaBHor jyHaKa m npMnoBeflana, Kao m HanM-
Ha Ha KojM oh nocMaTpa m 6 e.nexM CBeT.
Ha K p a jy p o M a H a L4m h k , A a K /ie , H a K 0 M m >
3 M14MOHO H a jn c T a K H y T M je M M e c T y , n o ja B / b y je
c e jo m j e f l a n x e H C K M e n n 3 0 f lH M /imk. Pen je
o fleBoju,M K o ja M fle ofl BpaTa flo BpaTa (n o -
n y T C K y n /b a H M u e H / ia H a p u H e y C y n H jM / { h -
flo H a m e r jy H a K a m
M M T p M je B M fiy ), A O /ia 3 M
H yflM M y f l a o c n r y p axmbot. A / i6 a x a p M ko-
Pmctm n o /iM c e M M H H o c T T e c n H T a r M e , a fle-
B o jK y n 0 M 0 f iy H eKO /iM KO A e T a / b a nopTpeTa
n p e T B a p a y a H f je / ia . V k o /im k o n p M C T a H e M O
Ha T a K a B , c|>M rypaTM B H M npncTyn, H e fie M O
/im, 0C BpH yB LU M c e H a r a / ie p M jy e n n 3 0 flH M x
jyH aKM H ba K o je c e H e o S ja L u i-b M B O n o ja B / b y jy m
H e c T a jy , A e / iy jy f iM nonyT M e / ie M a m/im npo-
C B e T /b e H ^ a , n o M u c /iM T M fla c e T y , H a K p a jy
p o M a H a , H a /ia 3 M p a 3 ja w i- b e i- b e ht>MX0Be n p M -
p o f le ?
KparKa Khbuira
npncycTBO xeHCKMx /lMKOBa y poMaHy Kpar-
Ka K hbM ra MOxe ce orpaHMHMTM Ha caMo
jeflHy BaxHy jyHaKMi-by. Pew je o kbcmpkm M3
caM oyc/iyre y Ma/iOM MecTy y KojeM r/iaBHM
jyHaK m npMnoBeflan čopaBM noKyuiaBajyfiM
fla HanMLue KpaTKy Ki-bMry. hbeH yBOflHM
nopTpeT ČMfie <t>OKycnpaH Ha fle 6 e o BpaT m
neraBe pyKe. HaKHaflHa npouuMpei-ba Tor
onMca TaKofje fie hocmtm HeraTMBHy KOHOTa-
UMjy. CBaKa nojaBa hbeHor /imkb aohocm cJjm-
Hy HnjaHcy npoMeHe y HbeHOM 0 flH 0 cy npe­
Ma jyHaKy, c n o p o r npM6/iMxaBanba Koje fie
flaBaTM noBpeMeHe MHjeKunje Ton/iMHe m
3 f la B M f l A / i 6 a x a p M , K p a r K a K H >nra, B p e M e K i-b u re ,
B e o r p a f l , 1 9 9 3 , c t p . 1 0 6 ( y f la / b e M te K C T y K K ).
HexHOCTM npMHM Koja je, M3Mef)y ocTa/ior,
noHOBO npuna o ycaM/beHOCTM (,,3HaM luts
cy cy3e, peK/ia je KacwpKa; hmko flpyrM Hu­
je xTeo fla roBopM o cy3aMa“3). KacMpKa,
6e3 oč3Mpa Ha pyxHofiy, HMje /iMiueHa, Kao
hm flpyrn Aji6axapMjeBn xeHCKM /imkobm, Ha-
3HaKa ceKcya/iHoc™: ,,H cafla ce 3rpHM (cp-
ue, npuM. ayr.), peK/ia je m CTaBM/ia pyKy mc-
nofl flojKe, hmm noMMC/iMM Ha t o “ {KK, 36).
3aHMM/bMBO je MecTO Ha KojeM je i-beH noKy-
waj y npaBuy 3đ/iMxaBahba (,,HMcy SpojKe CBe
ujto ja 3H3M, peicna je KacMpKa" - KK, 64),
npafieH npMnoBeflaseBOM „yHyrpaujhbOM“ on-
cepBauMjoM fla ce y cJ)pMXMAepy x/iaflM/io
HMBO. 1-beH /IMK nOflCTMHe eMOTMBHy flMHa-
MMKy npMHe, 6yflyfiM fla cmo CBe BpeMe He-
CMrypHM y ocefiai-ba jyHaKa npeMa i-boj. OHa
BapMpajy o fl HeođMHHe cpoahoctm ao 6/ia-
ro r npe3Mpa. JeAHa oa HajBaxHnjMx oco6m-
Ha ziMKa KacMpKe CTOjM y Be3M ca HMi-beHM-
Uom Aa je OHa MCTOBpeMeHo m cJjuKUMOHa-
/1HM /IMK KpaTKe Khbnre, a/1M M ,,CTBapHM“
/iMK npMne o nMcaHjy Te KHaMre. Ta ABOjHOCT
yc/iOB/beHa je aboj'hom npMpoAOM HMTaBor
poMaHa. ypeAHMK yno3opaBa jyHaKa Aa K a-
CMpKMHa pyKa y rMncy cyBMLue noAcefia Ha
jeAHy Befi nocTojefiy npMsy m npeA-naxe Aa
joj Hora 6yp,e y rMncy. y t3kbmm npMMepMMa
n p e A HMTaoueM ce jacHO pa3ABajajy ABa hm-
Boa CTBapH0CTM poMana, m y tom npoueny
CTBapa ce npocTop 3a Mrpy. flo/ia3MMo ca­
Aa ao KopaKa KOjM KparKy Khbnry OABaja oa
UHHKa, A3K3K0 y KOHTeKCTy TeMe KOjOM ce
SaBMMO. y /iMKy KacMpKe An6axapn cnaja
Tun xeHCKor /imkb M3 npMne Koja HacTaje
(AeBOjKa M3 npMse y U,iiHKy) m enM30Ane jy-
HaKMHie (OHe cy oSmhho KacupKe, ct>pu3ep-
Ke, Ke/iHepMLte) Koja MMa y/iory Aa y npe-
cyAHOM MOMeHTy Kaxe BaxHy cTBap, Aa
y6/iaxM ycaM/beHOCT m noKaxe Ton/iMHy.
CnexHM HOBeK
T/iaBHM x eH C K M /imk Chte>KHor HOBeKa je c T e
A e K a H O B a c e K p e T a p n u a . fl/iaBe ohm c y Ba-
xaH A e Ta / b i-b e H o r n o p T p e T a m hbMx n p n n o -
BeAaw O A M a x a co u,M p a c a n/iaBeTHM/ioM H e -
 4 flaBMfl A /i6 a xa p u , CwexHn 4oee/c, BpeM e Khbnre, 5 AaBMfl A/i6axapM, M aw aq , Hapoflina KhbMra, Beo
B eorpafl, 1995, d p . 42 (y fla/beM TeKcty CH). rp a fl, 1997, d p . 8 (y fla/beM teKCTy M).

6a, n o ja M a B a jy fin T y B e 3 y c u e H O M y k o jo j ce MCTMse jecTe 6e/iMHa KO/ieHa (jeAaH o a

y n p a B o c e K p e T a p n u a o S ja iu i- b a B a jy H a K y 3a- tpm e/ieMeHTa nopTpeTa AeBojKe Koja ce no-
u lit o j e H e S o H a c e B e p y t s k o n /ia B O . K a o m jaB/byje Ha BpaTMMa Ha Kpajy lam ica, TaKOl)e
K a c u p K a M3 K p a T K e K h bn re, K a o m e n n 3 0 A H e je KO/ieHo). H m hm ce Aa cy xeHCKM /im k o b m
jyH a K H H b e y p a H M jM M p o M a H U M a , m c e K p e T a - k o a A/i6axapMja Bp /10 necTo npeACTaBHMUM
pnua o c T a je 6 e 3 H M e H a , O A p e f) e H a C B O ju M M M CTMHHe, c n M p M T y a /iH e A M M e H 3 M je n p u n e .
3 a H m v ia h b e M , K o je j e ( K a o m y o c T a /iM M c / i y - MyAecHO /ie>KM y H jm x o b o m AOMeHy.
n a je B U M a ) t o / im k o o S m h h o A a A 0 3 B o /b a B a A a
ce H 3a H b e ra H a c / iy ™ m m tc k b A H M e H 3 n ja
( a H T )e /in ce, 3H aM 0, n p e p y i u a B a jy y H a jo - MaMai4
š n H H n je / b y A e ) . Hm c e K p e T a p M U M H e f ie n p o -
M a fiM Aa y je A H O M p a 3 ro B o p y c a jy H a K O M jeAHHor A/i6axapMjeBor po­
f l 0 / ia 3 MM0 a o
K a x e HeKO /iM KO n p o (j> e T C K M X p e n M o c / iy n a j- MaHa mmj' m je r/iaBHM jyHaK >Kena. HacynpoT
HOCTM K a o C M M C /iy X M B O T a .4 H 3 0 U J T p e H 0 C T OHOMe u j t o c m o a o cafla cpeTajiM, oBAe H a -
n o m e A a c p e / iM c m o B e fi y p O M a H y U m h k . y M/ia3MMo Ha jeAHy TpaAnu,noHa/iHy xeHCKy
Ct-te>KHOM HO BeKy O H a j e n o H O B O B e 3 a H a 3 a Ki-bM>KeBHy cf>Mrypy - MajKy.
n/iaBa B e H a Ha
x e H C K e ziM KO Be: H a n p M M e p , Kao m 3 a o c T a /ie xeH C K e ziMKOBe k o a An-
yHyTpauji-bOCTM 6yTMHe AeBojKe Ha 6 m4MK/iy 6 a x a p M ja , m 3 a /im k MajKe BeoM a 3HanajHy
(C4, 40), m/im M p B a H a c e K p e T a p M H M H O j ycH M y /io r y MMa cj>M3MHKa, T e /ie c H a CTpaHa. n p w
K o ja n p e A C T a B /b a j e A ^ n o x m b o c e fia i- b e jy H a - npBOM n o M e H y HbeHor /iMKa ca3H afieM O He-
Ka H a p a 3 r o B o p ca i-bOM ( C H , 59). Y Cne- u jt o 0 i-beHMM OHMMa.5 U naK, y poM aH y fie
>KHOM HOBeKy H 3 M /ia 3 M M O Ha o S ja L iiH ^ e i-b e HajBa>KHMjM A e o hbeH or T e /ia 6mtm pyKe. OHe
M 3 A B a ja i-b a A e T a / b a M3 u e /iM H e . O h o j e B e 3 a - fie , 3 a n p a B o , noc/iy>KMTM Kao MHCTpyMeHT
h o 3 a je A a H e n M 3 0 A H M x e H C K M jim k : „ [ . . . ] J o u lj 3 a ncMX0/i0LUK0 nopTpeTM cai-be MajKe. To-
c e H u je 6 M /ia n p e T B o p M /ia y A e T a /b , y n p M - BopefiM o pyK aM a CTa/iHO npeKpujTeHMM Ha
c y T H o c T 4 > p a rM e H T a , B e fi je C T a ja /ia n p e A a rpyA M M a, npM n o B e A a n fie oSjacHMTM A a je
m hom K a o u e /iM H a , K a o HeKO k o p a n y H a H a OHa TMMe 3 a T B a p a /ia nyT ohmmb KojM c y y
n p o /ia 3 H o c T B p e M e H a , H a n p o c T o p H e m Ay- HbeHOM c p u y (M , 36). KaAa x e /iM A a onM iue
x o B H e K o o p A U H a T e [...] hm m c a M n o s e o A a c e H>eHy CMMpeHOCT, npM noBeAaH c e c/iy>KM
y A a /b a B a M , C B e t o j e n o n e / io A a O T n a A a c a c/im kom pyK y Koje noHMBajy y KpM/iy (M, 8 1 ) .
hbe, A e o n o A e o , c / i o j n o c / io j, H e o c T a B / b a - y noc/ieAHoMM to h c k m m 3anMCMMa MajKa He-
jy fiM j e H a r o M y a o c / i o b h o m C M M C /iy, B e fi je ko /im ko nyTa no3MBa npM noB eA ana A a n o -
C B O A efiM H a C B e M a i-b y u ,e /iM H y, H a c s e B e fiM r/ie A a i-beHe pyK e: „To je npMna o mom >km-
c j)p a rM e H T , C B e a o k y M eH M H M je o c T a / io h m -
u jT a A P y r o
65).
ocm m n p e K p u jT e H M x H o r y “ (C H ,
Y A a /b a B a i-b e A B e o c o S e n p e c /iM K a H o je
,
BOTy, p e K /ia je , KBpraBM npcTM m x p a n a B
A n a H “ (M 1 2 4 ) . /],o k roB opM o cbom >KMBOTy,
MajKa ne cT o (J)w~ypaTMBHo noMMi-be pyKe, Ha
4 )M ryp aT M B H O H a h m b o T e /ie cH O C T M n p M 3 o p M - npM M ep, c e fia jy fiM c e ujTa jo j je CBe n p o M a -
Ma AeK0Mn03MUMje n M3ABajaHba yBe/iMHaHMx K/10 ,,M3Me!}y obmx npcTM jy“ (M, 1 4 0 ) m/im tb p -
A e T a /b a , u j t o j e n o c T y n a K KojM c m o M o r /iM A a AefiM A a He B e p y je hm y ujts ocmm y CBoje
b m a m m o j o u j y p o M a H y C y A n ja A n M m p ^ j e - ABe pyK e (M, 1 0 5 ) . CM M 6o/iM 3auM jy T e /ie -
bwT) y T p e H y T K y K a A a c y A n ja noH H e A a c e CHor, TaHHMje t-beroBo A eH O TM paite y cc^epu
y A a /b a B a o a J e / ie H e . A yxo B H o r, cp e fie M O u y c e fia i-b y npM noB eA a-
Y C H e X H O M H O B eKy HaMJia3MMO m Ha /IMK s a A a je Kao Ma/iM n e c T o Ha hbeHOM /iM uy
AesojHMue Koja x m b m nopeA r/iaBHor jyHaKa. BMAeo c ja j. HajLUMpy npMM eHy T o r nocTynKa,
OHa ce nojaB/byje m HecTaje Heo6jauuhbMBO, Mef)yTMM, Be3yjeMO 3a npnKa3MBanbe MajHM-
M3roBapa caMo jeAHy peHeHMuy Kojoj je mo- H o r 6 o /ia n o c /ie o n e B e c m p tm : ,,y rt>eHMM
ryfie HafiM BMuue 3HaHenba (nMTa jyHaKa: ,,Je- OHMMa BMLue HMje 6 m /io c ja ja , x m tp o c t je
CTe /im HeujTO M3ry6M/iM?“ ), a AeTa/b KojMM M iiiH M /ie/ia M3 HaeHor T e /ia , pyKe c y jo j noB a-

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3 A 3 H noHU Ba/ie y K p m iy [...] M o ra o c a M A a
bm ahm A a c e H a n p o c T O CM anbu/ia" (M, 2 0 );
,,/lmj.e joj c e H uje y č n a x M n o , noAOHi-bauM c y
i/i A a/be 6 n.ni/i TaMHi/i, bmahhhm MMLUMfiM n o -
A p x Ta s a n i4 n o A M 36opaH M M o 6 p a 3 M M a “ ( M ,
5 9 ); „ [...] naK joj je K O x a Ha p y K a M a m o 6 p a -
3 h m s [...] n o c Ta ja / ia xna A H M ja. f le c e T a K A a ­
Ha n o ć n e OHeBe c m p t h y r a c n n e c y joj c e
osu, m 3H a o c a M A a H e M a M B rn u e n e M y A a
c e H aA aM " (M, 1 3 8 ). Y cefianbH M a Ha n o c / ie -
p a TH H n e p n o A , M ajKa n e c T O o n n c y je A a je
xoA a/ia Kao n o A T e p e T O M , A a je č u n a y M o p -
Ha Kao A a k p b He n p e c T a je A a joj MCTi/ine m
p a H e i/i A a je y c n o M e H y Ha n p o t u n u x m b o t
oceTia /ia Kao 4>aHTOM CKe n a Tp /b K e h 3 k o h
a M n y T a u ,n je y A O B a ( M , 5 9 , 6 0 , 7 1 ). Eo/i je
je A a H o a o c h o b h m x MOTM Ba MaMu,a, u t o
6 o n Kao „ c p e A H iiiT e Koje H a c hmhm ohmm
llit o je c M o “ ( M , 8 2 ). rip e cnM K a B ajyfiM ra Ha
hmbo Ten ecH O C TM , KapaKTepM CTM naH 3a x e H -
CKe JiMKOBe, A n 6 axapM ra je ynMHMO k o h -
KpeTHMM, XMBMM M npM CyTHM M .
f l p y m K/bysHM a c n e K T /lMKa M ajKe Be3aH
je 3a i-beH o a h o c n p e M a M crapM jM m y TM u a jy
MCTopi/ije Ha x m b o t H e M o fiH o r n o je A M H u a .
npM XBaTahbe, o a h o c h o 6 e x a h b e o a T e n o 3 n -
UMje O A p e Tjyje o a h o c M ajKe m n p M n o B e A a H a ,
a yjeAHO je m Te M a TC K o je 3 r p o p o M a H a . Ja n M -
Ha ynnM Ba MCTopMje y MajHMH x h b o t cm m 6 o -
nM caHa je i-beHOM ,,0A/iyK 0 M “ A a y M p e KOjy
n p M no B eA a n c x B a Ta Kao noHaB/bahbe O H o ra
lu t o c e A e m a B a o k o Hbe.
ToBop je T p e f ia B a x H a K O M n o H e H Ta M a j-
HMHor n u K a . O H a je n p u n a n a np u m e v\ p e u M -
TO B a n a n e c M e n p M n o B e A a n y y AeTM HbCTBy.
C a A a , OHa M y n o B p e M e H o A a je c a B e T e KojM
n o A c e fia jy Ha OA/ioM Ke HeKe M a n e noeTM Ke.
T a K B a je n o y K a A a je Hajčo/bM OHaj ko c H a j-
Mat-be peni/i M 3peKH e HajBMLue c tb b p m (M,
6 7 ). MajHMH roBop K a p a K T e p M w y H a p o A H e
M 3peKe m n o c n o B M u e , HMMe c e T a K o fje y n y -
fiy je Ha hbeHy c K n o H O C T Ka ca x M M a t-b y lum -
p o K o r no/ba 3HaneHba y o K B H p e M a n o r S p o ­
ja penM . M e t]y TM M , i-beH c t s b n p e M a je3MKy
y O A H O c y Ha x m b o t m c t b 3 P h o c t OAnM Kyje
cyMi-bMHaBOCT: ,,M o x e u j A a McnMLueuj XM/ba-
A y C Tp a H M u a a H e fie u j y c n e T M A a 3 a 6 e n e -
x m lu hm A e o 0 H 0 ra u jt o c e A o ra ? )a K aA a, Ha
6 A a B M f l A / i 6 a x a p n , MpaK, H a p o f lH a K h b u r a - A/ict>a,
B e o r p a f l , 1 9 9 7 , c t p . 3 0 ( y fla n > e M T e K C T y M K .)
n p M M e p , npoBnaHMLu K O Hau K po3 yujMue
M rn e “ (M, 1 3 3 ). T e M a O A H O c a M3 M e t]y peni/i
m CTB ap H O C TM MMa C B o je M e c TO m y MaMuy:
„K a A a je M ajKa y M p n a , CB e c e t o , m fly H a B u
ctm xo bm m c T a H , O A je A H O M n p e T B o p u n o y
peHM 6 e 3 c y u jT M H e , Kao A a mm je OHa c b o -
jMM n p M c y c TB O M A a p o B a n a nyH O fiy m c T B a p -
h o c t “ (M, 68 ). n p M n o B e A a n CTBapM a o x m b -
jb a B a Kao n p a 3 H e penM 3 6 o r hbeHor o a -
c y c T B a . C A P y r e C T p a H e , MajsMHe penM, chm-
M /beHe Ha Tpau,M , 3aM eH M fie A O H e K ne HbeHO
n p M c y c TB O . H a j3 a A , MMcnefiM Ha S e c M M c n e -
h o c t CHMMaHaa r o B o p a , MajKa HeKonMKO n y -
T a K a x e : „ K a A a HeKO H e c T a H e , HeM a tm x p e ­
HM Koje M o r y A a r a B p a T e " (M, 9 4 , 9 7 ).
H 3M eP )y peHM, n p M c y c T B a m O A c y c T B a mc-
n n e T e H a je M p e x a y HMjeM c e u e H T p y H a n a -
3M nMK M ajKe.
MpaK
y p o M a H y MpaK M O x e M O y c n 0 BH 0 n p e n o -
3H3TM A B e n p M n o B e A H e C T p y je . J e A H y 6 m-
c m o m o m m A a O A p e A M M O Kao p e T p o c n e K -
TM BHy, aok A p yra x p o H o n o u jK M npa™
A o ra T ja je . X eH C K M nMK KojM B e3 yje M O 3a
A p y rM t o k je c T e C B e T n a H a . 1-beHa y n o r a y
B p e M e H y č c c t m a h o c t m m S e m s a m fia 3 a cH O -
B aH a je Ha npM HUM nM M a Te n e cH O C TM m c e K -
cy a n H O C TM . R naBH a jyHaKMhba n p B o r TOKa,
n a m u e n o K y n H o r p o M a H a , je c T e M e TK a .
K/byHHM A e Ta / b i-b e H o r n o p T p e T a n p e A C T a B -
Jba n M u e : ,,n w ue y Koje HOBeK, KaAa r a bmam,
O A M a x x e n M A a c e n p e T B o p M "6. C ja j m CKnaA
c y o c o Č M H e Koje n p M n o B e A a n n pw n M cyje
t o m nMLty, u jt o H a c n o A c e fta Ha onMC MajKe
M3 A e n je n e p c n e K TM B e y MaMu,y, anM, lu t o je
SMTHMje, n o T B p f )y je noHaB/batt>e n o c T y n K a
C M M 6 o n w 3 a u M je T e n e c H O C T M . J o u j je A a H
n p M M e p T o r n o c T y n K a Hana3M M O y HaMMHy
Ha KojM jyH a K o n M c y je H e A O C Ta Ta K n o T n y H e
6nMCKOCTM c a M c t k o m : „ n p e A i-bern/iM T e -
n o M je c a M A P X T a o [...] anM hm KaAa 3 a n p a B 0
HM caM n p o m a o m a hbera, o n M n a o c p u e ,
n o M M n o B a o M p e x y HepBHM x BnaK aHa, a o t s -
Kao A y u jy , M a UJTa A y u ja 6 M na“ (MK, 6 2 ).
M h tm m h o y n o 3 HaBahbe ČMfia je A H e ocoSe
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CHMČo/iMcaHO je AOAnpnBat-beM yHyTpa-
Lui-bocTM rena. y TpeHyTKy CHa>KHe xyAi-fee
3 a MeTKOM jyHaK ocePia 6on y pyun (MK,
100) - HHTeH3MBHa ocefiai-ba ce Te/iecHo
MaHnct)ecTyjy, Kao u jto cmo BMAe/in m y c/iy-
najy MajKe y M a M u y . Tok npuse Koju npa™
Be3y npunoBeAasa m MeTKe o6e.nexaBajy
KOHTpacTM. Cu,eHe Bol)ei-ba /by6aBM onuca-
He cy peHHUKOM paTHMx M3BeuiTaHa (MK,
103). JyHaKMhba caomuTaBa BecT o hobom
>KMBOTy y CBojoj yTpo6n y TpeHyTKy KaAa na-
/ie cBefie 3a MpTBe (MK, 110). n p n 3 o p 3a-
KnaHe MeTKe Ha HeKM hshmh pen/iMunpa
0H0j c()nrypn o yHyTpaiiihbocTM hbeHor Te/ia -
Ty je hbeHa yTpo6a 6yKBa/iHO oTBopeHa. Ha-
koh i-beHe CMpTu, npunoBeAas oahocm ceoj
OMmteHM o6/iyTaK Ha rpo6/be: ,,CarHyo caM
ce i/i cnycTno ra Ha MeTKMHy HaArpo6Hy
nnony, čecKpajHO ycaMJbeH noA cmpobmm
HeSoM. 06/iyTaK je ny/icnpao, CTpyjao m
Tpenepno, Aa je 6m ia Hofi, yBepeH caM, no-
neo 6m Aa CBeT/in“ (MK, 142). Motmb yca-
M/beHOCTi/i HaKOH ry6MTKa 6/incKe xeH e u
oBAe je cnM6onn30BaH 0Kpym0M Se/iMHOM,
6auj Kao y CyAMju JJ,i/iMi/iTpi/ijeBi/if)y\ <t>yHK-
u,nja nuKa MeTKe m oxa3 6m ce HajSo/be
Moma oSjacHMTM ynpaBO (J)nrypoM KOHTpa-
CTa. I-beH cjaj MCTune MpK/iMHy MpaKa.
r eu, n Majep u CsercKM nyTHi/iK
flB a H a jH O B n ja A /i6 a x a p n je B a poM aH a
p a K T e p M m e totobo n 0 T n y H 0 O A c y c T B O x e H -
ckmx /lM K O B a . P a 3 / i o r 3 a to m o x a 3 J i e x n y
H M h b e H n u n A a u e H T p a jiH e jimkobc y o č a c / i y -
n a ja hmhm n o je A a H n a p M y u jK H X /lM K O B a . y
r eu,y u Majepy, n o p e A A B a jy H a K a M3 H a c / io -
Ba, n o ja B / b y je ce jo w je A a H MyuuKM jimk
n p u n o B e A a n . V C B e rc K O M n y r H m y , T e M a / b y -
6 aBM n 4>mhmx H u ja H C M y O A H O c y M3 M e t) y
A B O je sh,)ipy\ n o M e p a c e m ,,B /ia c T n “ x e H C K M x
/lM K O B a y npM H y o O A H O cy n p u n o B e A a n a
f la H M e / ia A T M ja c a , a /iM m o O A H O c y 0B0r
c / ie A i- b e r m y n y K a U B a H a M a T y n n f ia . A / i 6 a x a -
Pm 3 a A p x a B a A O M M H a H T H e T e M e m C M M Č o /ie
M3 n p e T x o A H M x p o M a H a , a / in M 3 0 C T a B /b a m
e n n 3 0 A n e u H o c e f ie x e H C K e ziM KO Be. M o x A a
Smcmo nopeT)eHaeM ocoČMHa HajHOBMja ABa
ca npeTX0AHMM poMaHMMa Mor/in aoPim ao
3aKJbyHKa o cneuncj)MHHOCTM Kojy aohocm
npncycTBO xeHCKHx /lMKOBa, MaAa 6m, npM-
3HajeM0, ue/ia onepau,Mja cyBMUje JiMSM/ia
Ha peaiaBan^e jeAHasMHe, a to HMKaKo He
xe/iMMO. UnaK, He MOxeMO Aa oaojimmo
jeAHOj ynaAfbMBOj pa3/iMi4M. reu, m Majep m
Cserc/fM n y rH M K cy poMaHM 6e3 yn/iMBa sy-
AecHor mjim HaroBeaiTaja 0H0CTpaH0r. To je
cacTojaK KojM yHoce enM30Ann xeHCKM jim-
kobm y poMaHe flaBMAa An6axapMja. OHe ce
nojaBJbyjy HeoSjauiHbi/iBO, M3roBapajy 6/iare
m MyApe peseHMue m OAna3e Ha3aA y CBoje
Han3r/ieA očuHHe XMBOTe.
T/iaBHe jyHaKMi-be An6axapMjeBe poMa-
HecKHe npo3e o če/iexaB a jy TeMaTCKa m
CMMSo/iMHKa HBopMUJTa tmx poMaHa. To cy,
npe CBera, JbyčaB (y OKBwpy Te TeMe motm -
bm cy n0/iapM30BaHMi ceKcya/iH O C T-epoc-
Kao koa JeneHe flMMMTpMjeBMPi, m xpTBa -
arane - Kao koa MajKe M3 M a M u ,a ), ycaM/be-
HOCT, CMpT, yTMUaj MCTOpMjCKMX OKO/IHOCTM
Ha xm b o t nojeAHHua, Be3a M3Me1}y penu m
CTBapHor npMcycTBa. 5e3 o63Mpa Ha to Ko­
joj rpynM xeHCKMX jimkob3 npMnaAajy, An6a-
xapMjeBe jyHaKMrt>e totobo yBeK cToje Ha
Me?)M 6/ imckoctm m ycaM/beHOCTM m to mm
Aaje BaxHy y /io ry y poMaHMMa KojM, x e /ie -
fin Aa roBope o ycaM/beHocTM, 3anpaBo ro-
Bope o/by6aBM.
Ka-
-
u
no-
 H e M o a y h e o g c y c tu e o U3
u c u io p u j e
J e g n o pe?uoiiaJiucm uH K O u p u c m p a c n o
Hutuaibe „ C e e u icK o ž u yiu H w < a “
klBaH PaAocaB/beBiiTi
□
y pa 3/inHi/iTHM BpeMeHMMa, TSKoTje m Ha pa-
3hi/im CTpaHaMa CBeTa, rb\/py\ y mctmm yMeT-
hmhkmm fle/iMMa Mory, m/im naK Mopajy, hs-
/i33mtm noHeKafl BeoM3 pa3/iMHMTa 3H3Hei-b3;
to Huje HmuTa hobo. riep ue nu n j3 yMeTHMH-
Kor fle/ia, KOHCTHTyi/icai-be hberoBnx 3Hanei-ba
m CMMcna y msuitm 0 H0 ra ko nepuunupa Hy-
>kho cy yc/iOBJbeHM HberoBOM CMTyau,ujoM -
HCTOpUljCKMM TpeHyTKOM, APyUJTBeHMM, HO-
/imtmhkmm m Ky/iTypHMM OKpyxei-beM, o 6 pa-
30BaHbeM, acJ)MHHTeTHMa, m ts k o Aa/be. Bu­
rne oa mhoi~hx APyrnx caBpeMeHnx cpncKMX
poMaHa, CBercKM nyrHMK flaBMAa An 6 axa-
pnja noroAaH je 3a pa3HOBpcHe MHTepnpe-
TaTMBHe npMCTyne y HaBeAeHOM CMMC/iy.
OBa Khbura Mo>Ke ce hmtstm Kao npuna o
HeycneiuHOM, HeAOBpiueHOM HacTajaH>y jeA-
Hor yMeTHMHKor Ae/ia, jeAHor /lMKOBHor nop­
TpeTa; w im Kao npuna o HeocTBapeHoj, He-
y3BpafieHoj x 0 M0 ceKcya/iH 0j /by 6aBn; m/im
Kao npMMa o AOiu/bauMMa; m/im Kao npMna o
OHMMa KojM cy otmlu/im, MnaK He ycneBuiM
Aa yMaKHy n o ry 6 HOM Ae/tOBai-by MCTopMje
poAHe rpyAe. HeKOM K3H3fjaHMHy CeercKM
nyrHMK CMrypHO roBopM A pyre CTBapM Hero
HeKOM 0 BAatui-beM HMTaouy. A t o je nep-
cneKTMBa Kojy fiy npMXB3TMTM y obom TeK-
CTy: LUTa 6 m y C bbtckom nyrHMKy Morao Aa
Hst^e - m/im, M oxAa 6 o/be, Aa n o rp a x M - je ­
AaH OBAaUJhbM (epneKM, XpB3TCKM, 6 a/iKaH-
ckm) HMTa/iau? O seMy ce paAM y obom po-
MaHy y jyr0MCT0HH0j EBponu? Ebo: cpeTHy
ce y KaHaAM jeAaH cpčMjaHCKM JeBpejMH m
jeAaH KaHaACKM XpBaT; pa3roBapajy o OHOMe
lu to HaM ce jje c n /io ; Ha Kpajy ce XpB3T y 6 M-
je, a CBe BpeMe Ty ce neT/ba m jeAaH KaHa-
fjaHMH, KojM HMLUTa He pa3yMe. Ko/imko to a
oBaKBo npenpMHaBanbe 6 m/io 6 pyTa/iHO no-
jeAH0 CTaB/beH0 , oho HMje cacBMM HeTSHHO.
HeKa to 6yAe A 0 B0/bH0 3a noneTSK; yBMAM
AO KOjMX fie Hac OABeCTM jeAHO OBaKBO,
CBecHO peAyKunoHMCTM4Ko, TyManehbe Mory
ce MnaK noKa3aTM y M3BecHoj MepM 33hm-
M/bMBMM.
„OcTaBMO caM AeBojKy 3a ny/iTOM y no/ia
peseHMue, hbene peneHMue, je p CBOjy He 6 mx
hmKaAa npeKMHyo“ , Kaxe k3H3ackm c/iMKap
Ha noneTKy pomshs, onMcyjyfiM TpeHyT3K KaA
t 100]
j e y r / i e A a o n /ia K a T KojM H a j3 B /b y je ro c T O B a -
hbe f l a H n e / i a A T M js c a , n M c u a M3 C p Č M je , y
yM eTH M H KO j KO/lOHMjM ESHCj). T M M e OH HMT3-
o u y o 6 j3 B / b y je A B e B a x H e C T B apM : C B o jy A y -
6 o K y , H e cB a K M A 3 U Jh b y (|>3C U M H 3U M jy o n e K M -
b3hmm ro c T O M m C B O jy c 3 M O B /i3 C H y , c B e n p o -
>KM MajyPiy, H e o T K /io n b M B y 6 p 6 /bM BO CT. ripn-
n o B e A H M r / i a c y C b b t c k o m n yrH H K y , HaM M e,
rt.e r o B je r /ia c ; npunoBeAna nepcneK TM Ba
H b e ro B S j e nepcneK TM B S . C B e lu to mmts/isu
6 y A e B M A e o , BMAefie i-b e ro B M M ohmms; CBe
u jto 6 y A e n y o , H y fie M3 h b e ro B M x y c T 3 . Hsk m
K a A n p e n p M H a B S T y lje p33roBope, O B aj hs-
M e T /b M B 3 u H e f ie mmstm n p M C T 0 jH 0 CTM A a c e
n o B y n e y A P y rM n /ia H , j e p T y t) e p a 3 r o B o p e oh
c / i y u i a H e n a > ia b M B O m n p M C T p a c H O , C M S T p a -
jy fiM mx CKopo n o p e f> e h b y ca
HeBa>KHMM y
CO nC TB eH M M XTeH aeMM C T p e M /b e i-b e M .
Ha cp e fiy HMTaous kskbot OBAe 33 MM-
LU/b3M M 33CTyn3M, o fl3HMe/iy ATMj3Cy 6 m-
fie MnsK m hoto penM, jep oh je t/isbhm
npeAMeT KsHsTjsHMHOBor npMnoBeASH^a,
HberoBS oncecMjs. K0Mn/iMK0B3Ha npMpoAa
Te oncecMje HMTaouy fie tokom pomshs no-
CTajaTM jscHMja, MaAa BepoBaTHO He ao
Kpaja pa3yM/bMB3. A/im, oho lu to fie OAMax
6 mtm HeABOCMMC/ieHO jacHO jecTe Aa fie
ATMjSCOBO n03H3HCTB0 m Apyx<eH3e ca Ka-
H3ACKMM XpB3T0M C/1MK3P CXB3TMTM KaO He-
lu to Henoxe/bHO, Kao CMeThty m npeTHby
concTBeHMM HaMepaMS. C ra rs fie Moj 6an-
kshckm HMT3/13U MM3 TM rpAHe MyKe Aa ce
npoČMje Kpo3 c/iojeBe npMnoBeAaseBor He-
r0A0B3hb3, pSCTpeceHOCTM M nMjaHCTBOM
očora/beH or naMfienba Aa 6 m pa3yMeo npM-
poAy m caAP>Kaj OAHOca KojM ce ycnocTa-
B/bajy M3Mef)y nMcua M3 CpČMje m KanaT)a-
HMH3 XpB3TCK0r n0peK/13.
Hdmx ABOjMua fie y KOHTaKT AofiM BO/bOM
c/iynajHOCTM: noKyuiaBajyfiM Aa ATMjacs oa
C3M0r noneTKS y HajBefioj M oryfioj MepM
y3Me noA CBoje, c/iMKap ra, TeK npucTur/ior
y EshcJ), np0B0AH no oko/imhm m noK33yje My
/10K3/lHe 3H3MeHMT0CTM. TaKO o6M/ia3e M
npMpoAHbaHKM My3ej, rAe ATMjacoBy na>KHDy
HeoneKMBaHO m HeoAO/bMBo CHaxHO npMBy-
ne jeAaH cacBMM HeynaA/bMB eKcnoHaT -
CTsps My3ejcKa KHaMra noceTM/isus:
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„flaHMe/i ATMjac je 3acTao ncnpefl Te 3a-
CTaK/beHe no/iMue mHMje ce Ayro noMepno,
a Kafla ce HanoKOH noMepno, peKao je: To
je to. M floflao: rioneTaK HMje HMKafla caMo
y jeflHoj TasKU, noneTaK je, y CTBapu, 36np
TasaKa. [...] CKpeHyo mu /je/ na>Khby Ha KhbM-
ry noceTunaua, pacTBopeHy m Hac/ioi-beHy y
yrao nonuu.e, noTOM Ha MMe Koje ce Ha/ia-
3 n/io npn flHy neBe CTpaHnue. Bmo je to,
3anpaBO, HeHMjM noTnuc [...]: Hbsh MaTy-
/11/ifi, nMca/io je, a nopefl Tora: f7io6TpoTep
M3 XpBaTCKe, na flaTyM: flBafleceT flpyrM jyH
1 9 2 4 . roflMHe. [...] HMje mm HMLUTa flpyro ro-
Bopno ocmm 0 H0 ra luto je Ha npBM nor/iefl
6 m/io jacHo: fla je npe mhoto roflMHa, TaKO-
f)e y jyHy, HeKM HOBeK M3 XpB3TCKe noceTMO
6 aHcj)CKy 6ai-by. C o63mpom Ha pa3rpaHaT,
yKpaujeH noTnMc, peKao caM, Momo 6m ce
3aK/byHMTM fla cy My ce Ton/in 6a3eHM mTe
Kara flona/iM. He, peKao je flaHMe/i ATMjac,
Huje pen o TOMe, o flonaflaHay mTon/ioj mm -
Hepa/iHoj Boflu, Hero o HMhbeHMUM fla je y to
BpeMe Jyroc/iaBMja nocTojana Befi neT-LuecT
roflMHa, a Taj HOBeK MnaK HMje Hamao 3a
cx0flH0 fla to noMeHe, peKao je, Befi je Ha-
nMcao fla je M3 jeflHor hteHor flena, luto je
3a H^era, 3a flaHMe/ia ATMjaca, 6mo K/byHHM
A0K33 fla cy CTBapM none/ie fla ce pacnafla-
jy jouj npe Hero luto cy ce noLUTeHO cacTa-
BM/ie. OflaBfle, peKao je, čaiu ca 0B0r MecTa,
MO>Kfla T3HHO Ca MecTa Ha KOjeM CTOjMMO,
peKao je, no/ia3M jeflHa ofl ohmx /iMHMja Koje
cy, Kafls cy ce AOBO/bHO 3aTeme, peKao je,
pa3ByK/ie Ty 3eM/ty Kao fla je HMKafla HMje
6 n.no. [...] Ko 6 m peKao, peKao je, fla fie
npeBa/iMTM to / imkm nyT fla 6 m CTMrao tsmo
oflaKne je KpeHyo? CmmSo/imhho roBopefiM,
HapaBHO, peKao je, jep HMje to / imko /iyfl, Ma-
Aa ce TaKO Mo>Ke vhmhmtm, fla tbpam fla je
pacnafl Jyroc/iaBMje noneo y BaH<i>y, Ha na-
flMHaMa CTeHOBMTMx nnaHMHa" (flaBMfl A/i-
6 axapn, CBercKM nyrHMK, Cty6obm Ky/irype,
Beorpafl 2 0 0 1 , CTp. 2 9 - 3 0 ) .
l/laKO KhbM>KeBHMM nOC/lOM Ha flpyrOM
Kpajy CBeTa, OKpyxeH hobmm jbyflMMa, npe-
Ae/iMMa, yTMCUMMa KojM ce 6ope 3a hberoBy
naxi-by, ATMjac 6nBa onHMi-beH ynpaBO jefl­
HOM - BO/bOM c/iynaja otkpmbbhom - cmthm-
Uo m , Koja ra B p a fia H a T p a r, „Ta M O 0flaK/ie je
K p e H y o “ , 6aua a y 6 oko y 3 a c e H a K CBe HOBe
ceH3ai4Mje m boam HberoBe mmc/ im Ka OHOMe
ujto o c e fia Kao npM C H o m 6 o/ih o : Ka p a c n a -
fly 3 e M / te h b e ro B o r p o t j e r a , 06 e/ie>KeH 0 M
HacM /beM , 3/iosMHMMa m naTi-bOM . Ca n o -
C B e fie H o u jfiy Koja fie cm/ iho HepBM paTM c/ im -
K a p a , A TM ja c fie T y hmt c/ieflMTM flo Kpaja.
M M C Te p M ja C T a p o r x p B 3 T C K o r r/ io Č T p o T e -
p a y c K o p o c e pa 3 ja u ji-b a B a : n o rp e u jH O C M a -
TpajyfiM fla fie Ha Ta j hshmh ymmpmtm i-b e ro -
By p a fl0 3 H a / i0 C T , c/iMKap A TM ja c a 0flB0flM
KOfl ynp a B H M K a M y 3 e ja , HaM epaBajyfiM fla Ofl
H^era c a 3 H a jy u jT a ro f l c e jo u i Mo>Ke c a 3 H a -
tm o tom n yflH O B a TO M nyTH M Ky M3fla/ieKa ko-
jM c e y n M c a o y M y 3 e jc K y Ktt>nry noceTM /iaua.
A/im, y M e c T O fla c e tmm c y c p e T O M OBa, 3a
c/iM Kapa f lo c a flH a m Heno>Ke/bHa CTp aH M u a
3 a TB o p M , O T B a p a jy c e HOBe, H eM cnM caH e,
Koje fie , p a 3 y M e c e , flO fla TH O npMByfiM Ha-
u je r nMcu,a. H a M M e , o a ynpaBH M K a M y3eja
HaMx ABO jM ua c a 3 H a jy He c a M o HeKe n o A a TK e
o H B a H y M a Ty/iM fiy (A a c e n o n o ce TM BaHcJ)y
BpaTM O y X p B 3 TC K y m oSjaBM O HeKO/iMKO n y -
TonM CHM x KhbMra), Befi m to A a c e c a M o A e -
c e T a K A a H a n p e HbMx o mctom a 3 bhom n o c e -
TMOu,y p a cn M TM B a o jo m HeKO, m to hmko
Manbe a o M aTy/iM fteB yHyK, KOjM je , A a nyAO
6y A e B e fie , p o fje H m >kmbm T y , y KaH aAH!
P a 3 y M e c e , A TM ja c xe/iM A a y n o 3 H a T o r Ho­
BeKa, m c y c p e T , n o u jT o ynpaBHM K M y3eja
y c n e A a n p o H a tje h te ro B Te / ie 0 O H , 6mb3 y r o -
B o p e H ; Aora?)ajm c e , bm ahm o , OTM M ajy c/ im -
KapeB oj KOHTpo/iM m T e K y c y n p 0TH 0 HberoBoj
>Ke/bM A a A TM ja c a a p >km y 3 a c e 6 e y HajBefioj
M o ry fio j M epM : i-be roB a e p 0TC K 0 -yM eTHM HKa
onHMhteHOCT nMCueM m o 6/ imkom HaeroBor
/iMua, HMjy ,,c a B p u je H y “ c|)opMy 6 e 3 y c n e a iH O
n o K y u ja B a fla n p e H e c e Ha n a nM p , r y 6 w 6 mt-
Ky c a <f>aHTOMMMa M CTopM je KojM o n c e fla jy
A TM ja c a .
Kafl yH yK M B aH a M aTy/iM fia flo l)e y BaHcj),
A TM ja c KacHM Ha c a o ra H a K , T e c e ca i-bMM
H a jn p e c y c p e f ie c/iM Kap, C T e k3 blum oBaK aB
npBM y TM c a K : ,,c /iMua [c y My] totobo O T n a -
A a /ie H a c / ia re T y r e , m/ im H e K o r c/iMHHor
o c e fia n b a , a oh to HMje hm n o K y u ia B a o A a
npM K pM je" (C T p . 5 7 ) . BM3ye/iHM yMeTHMK, n o
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Aecfji/iHMUMji/i, yMe fla r/ie ^ a , a t o lu to je bm-
Aeo Ha nnuy HOBeKa Kor je ynpaBO yno3Hao
noKa3aPie ce Kao mctmhmto m Aa/ieKOce>KHO
3HanajH0. KaA hm ce npnAPy>KM u ATnjac,
Mef)yTMM, n o K a 3 a f i e ce Aa Ta ,,Tyra“ HMje H e -
LUTO CTporo MHAMBMAya/IHO, / 1MHH0 , MHTMM-
ho: ,,Tyra je m Aa/be noHMBa/ia Ha yHyKOBOM
/m uy, a/m je t o TaAa ČM/ia, aKO TaKO Mory
Aa KaxeM, caMo jeAHa no.noBMHa Tyre, aok
ce APyra no/ioBMHa HacTaHM/ia Ha /iMuy fla -
Hne/ia ATMjaca" (CTp. 59). OnMmeAHO, Ta
ABa HOBeKa noBe 3aHa cy Ha HeKM hshmh ko-
jn c/inKapy n3MMHe, a Ta n0Be3aH0CT He Aa
My Aa cšm c ATnjacoM ycnocTaBH OHaKBy
Be3y KaKBy npn>Ke/bKyje.
Ksko TaHHo npoTune Taj npBn cycpeT
ATMjaca m M aTyjinfieBor yHyKa? O seMy cy
hbnx ABOjnu,a pa3roBapa/in? Oa 3/i0B0/bH0r
i/ i MaMypHor, Ma ko/imko HHase pacnpuna-
Hor c/iMKapa o TOMe HMTa/iau Hefie aoSmtm
npeun3aH M3Bei±iTaj. MnaK:
„Buno KaKo 6 m/io, ohm cy npeTXOAHn AaH,
Kao n Hofi Koja ja noTOM ycneAnna, npoBe/m
y HenpeKUAHOM npM6/iM>KaBai-by, npeMAa He
npaBO/iMHnjcKOM i/i Hen0 BpaTH0 M, Befi npe-
nyHOM Ma/inx y3MMuai-ba m HanpeAOBai-ba,
Kao A a nrpajy m a x Ha HeBMA/bMBoj TaS/m, c a
HeBUA/bMBMM 4>MrypaMa. y noneTKy, HapaB-
ho, M3meAa.no j e Aa c e Hefie hm pyKOBaTM, a
KaMO/iM yonujTe c e c T M 3 a mctm c to , m hsk
caM n 0 MMC/iM0 , nocMaTpajyfiM cy3AP>KaHocT
c KojoM j e yHyK n03ApaBM0 A a H M e / ia A T M ja ­
c a , Aa j e CBe to Kpaji-be norpeuiHO m Aa f i e
yHyK, 6 mo caM y tom nacy cnpeMaH Aa c e
K/iaAMM y to , y6p30 OTMfiM. [...] H a p e A H O r jy-
Tpa, aok cmo A o p y H K O B a /in , ao k cmo c e , 3 a -
npaBO, AP>*<a.nM 3 a u i o / t e c Kacf)OM, f la H M e /i
A T M ja c mm je oSjacHMo Aa je t o pMTya/i KojM
caAa 06aBe3H0 o 6 e / i e x a B a cbbkm cycpeT
AjyAM M3 i-beroBe ČMBLue 3eM/be, noroTOBO
yKO/iMKO cy c e H a /ia 3 M /iM y cynpoTHMM, 3 a B a -
fjeHMM TadopMMa, a 6 e 3 o 6 3 M p a H a to Aa jim
j e y nMTai-by 6 mo C TBapH M CTaHOBHMK, nonyT
caMor f la H M e n a A T M ja c a , m/im naK HeKO oa
n o T O M a K a , Kao y c/iynajy y H y K a \Aeana M a T y -
ziMfia" (CTp. 62-63).
ATMocc|)epy 0B0r npBor cycpeTa c/iMKap
AoSpo ocefia, cam eAaBa HeK3KBy ,,ceHKy“
K o ja c e c n y iu T a H a A T M ja c o B O / m u e m nonn-
Hbe A a čpuHe, j e p y ht>oj bmam „ c a M o n o n e -
T aK , HajaBy A o r a f ) a j a KojM c y n o K p e H yT M u
KojM c e , K a o y K a K B o j r p n K o j m/im LueKcnM -
p o B C K o j T p a r e A M jM , hmkbko H e M o r y M3Me-
hmtm“ (c tp . 6 1 -6 2 ). A T M ja c M y , c y T p a A a H 3a
A o p y n kom, o S ja m i- b a B a A a ,,ohm KojM c y S u ­
zim y mctom p a T y [.. .] o c e f i a j y B e fiy 6/imckoct
H e r o ohm KojM c y 6 m/im y mctom M M p y. M Be-
f i y H e n o B e p /b M B O C T [. .. ] c o 63 mpom H a to fla
j e oh, p e K a o je , M3 B e o r p a A a , r n a B H o r r p a -
A a C p Š M je , a A a j e Mbsh M a T y /iM fi 6mo M3
3 a r p e 6 a , r n a B H o r r p a A a X p B a T C K e , T e A a je
H a jB e fiM A e o T o r p a T a , p e K a o je , n p o T e K a o y
cyK o6y C p 6 a m X p B a T a , oa n e ra hm h b n x abo-
msko j e
jM u a , je A a H K a H a fja H M H , a A p y r n J e -
BpejMH, H M cy M o r /iM A a y T e K H y “ ( c T p . 63—64).
C /iM K a p n o c T e n e H O yB M ?)a H B p cT M H y M3 H e-
H aA a y c n o c T a B /te H e Be3e M 3M eT)y T a ABa
m t o j e H b e ro B m a B H M y T M c a K . C a -
H O B e K a,
A p xa j pa3roBopa AOTi/ine ra Mahbe m/im bm-
Lue, ymaBHOM tokom n p B M x , Tpe3HMx n a c o -
B a A P y> K e i-b a : r o B o p u c e o je 3 M K y , M c e /b e -
HMLUTBy, M y j 1 T M K y /IT y p a /IH O C T M ... y T p e H yT K y
KaA y n y K M BaHa M a T y / iM f ia noM eH e M 3B e-
c t3 h concTB eH M AonpM Hoc p y iu e i- b y J y r o -
c /ia B M je , B e fi c e y B e /iM K o n M je nMBO, m H ey-
TeLUHM n p M n o B e A a n n 0 H 0 B 0 T O H e y z ia M e H -
T M p a H a e H 3 A C BO jO M X yA O M C y A 6 MHOM. M3
M a r n e n M ja H C T B a j o u j M 3 p a n b a y n /ia K a H O nvi-
ue M a T y / iM f ie B o r y H y K a , m no3a y K o jo j K /ie -
hm, r p / ie f iM A T M ja c o B a K O /ie H a - to je, y mo-
p y penM , ymaBHOM CBe u jto f i e M o j H M T a /ia u
3a caA a ca3H a™ .
HapeAHM TpojHM cycpeT npy>KMfie BMLue
MH(j3opMauMja: c/iMKap KojM HaM npunoBeAa
npeHefie McnoBecT MaTy/mfieBor yHyKa, y
Kojoj OBaj roBopw o 6yf)ehby CBor HauMOHa/i-
Hor ocefiahta y3p0K0BaH0M pacn/iaMcaBa-
H>eM paTa y CTapoj aomobmhm , o OAnyuM Aa
OAe y 3eM/by CBOjnx npeAaKa:
„Ueo hberoB >kmbot ce npeTBopno y o6y-
3eTOCT MAejoM Aa, h3koh roAMHa npoBeAe-
hmx y OAcycTBy oa MCTopMje, 6yAe TaMO rAe
ce MCTopMja AeujaBa, MaKap t o He 6 m/io Ha
npBoj /lMHMjM cyKo6a, Ha cbmom 4>poHTy,
Befi HerAe y no33AMHM, jep 3Hao je, peKao
je, Aa ce MCTopMja nMLue Ha m hoto MecTa y
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mcto BpeMe, Te fla je cbsko oa t-bnx nofljefl- Kaxe c/iMKap, „cpue mm ce 3rpnM/io v\ noMM-
h3 ko b3>kho , CBejeflHO LUTa fie Ofl cbmx tmx c/imo caM fla ce HMKafla Hefie McnpaBMTM"
36uBai-ba yfin y yy6eHMKe ncTopnje a uiTa (c tp . 12 0 ).
M3 h>mx ncnac™" (CTp. 108). McnoBecT MaTy/iMfieBor ynyKa McnpoBO-
BpeMe npoBefleHo y XpBaTCKoj yHyK uupafie, Ma/io KacHMje, jeflaH KpaTaK pa3ro-
MBaHa MaTy/infia nofle/iMfie n3Mef)y poflo- Bop o MCTopMjM M3Mel)y ATMjaca m c/iMKapa:
/by6nBor aHraxMaHa n ncTpa^MBan^a con- „HcTopMja je, peKao je flaHMe/i ATMjac,
CTBetHnx KopeHa. CTpaxoBMT ča/iacT, m cbbko ko MMa Moryfi-
JeflHa fleBojKa [...] caBeTOBa/ia ra je fla hoctm 6 exM o fl MCTopMje Kao Ofl upHor Bpa-
He xypn c tm m , naK m fla oflycTaHe ofl Tor, ra [...] MCTopMja HMKafla He MOxe fla OTynM,
ksko ra je Ha3Ba/ia, cyMaHyTor nenpKatt>a no na naK m aKO OTynM, OHa m fla/be M oxe m Te
yHaTpar OKpeHyTOj BpeMeHCKOj cniipa/iM, ksko fla cene [...]“ (cTp.126).
noroTOBO aKO xenn y ce6n fla caHyBa hm- Pa3roBapajyfiM Hane/iHo, nopeflefiM mo-
CTOTy cpua, OAHOCHO ocefianba, asva Tafla je ryfiM pa3Boj flo ra f)a ja y KaHaflM ca CKopa-
Befi 6 m/ io KacHO. OHaj ko jeflHOM yf)e y UJhbOM jy r 0 C/10 BeHCK0 M MCTOpMjOM, HjMX flBO-
ncTopnjy, peKao je, HMKafla M3 t-be He M3/ia- jnua flO/ia3e m ao 0 B0 r, ksko fie ce noKa3aTM,
3M" (CTp. 112-113). npoponaHCKor yBMfla koj'm fie mx ce HajHe-
C T B a p H O C T p a T a K o jy f i e B M fle T M o k o c e - nocpeAHMje AOTafiM. YcnyTHa m HeflOBpme-
6 e , a jo m m h o t o B u r n e o h o m r a f i e c a 3 HaTM Ha npMpofla OBor pa3roBopa, HacnpaM hbe-
o c b o m f le f lM , n p e c y flH O f i e yTMU,aTM H a 0 B0 r roBe cyuiTMHCKe b3>khoctm, y cK/iafly je ca
HOBeKa m M3 M e H M fie M y x m b o t . K o /im k o r o f l H3HMHOM Ha KOjM Ce 3HaHei-bCKM KOMn/ieKC
6 n o H aLfM O HdJiH O n p o 6 y f ) e H , M a T y /iM fie B 3a KOjMM Mfle MOj 3aMMLU/beHM HMTa/iaU
yH yK M naK j e p o t)e H M K a H a fja H M H , 3 a n a flh b a K M H a n e noMa/ba y C b b t c k o m n y r H m y : naK m y
KojM H e y c n e B a fla C B o j 3 aH O C m c k o p m c tm 3 a peTKoj npM/iMUM Kafla 6 m c/iMKap, Taj eKC-
to f la ce6e HaTepa fla M m opum e cb 3 ko- ueHTpMHHM HapaTop 0 B0 r poMaHa, Mo>Kfla m
AH eBH e paTHe ra flO C T M , ueH 3ypM caH 0 m h- 6 mo pacno/ioxeH fla HMTaouy npeHece hmtsb
c fjo p M M c a H a e m o c T a / ia 0 flC T y n a h t> a o a M fle - to k pa3roBopa (pa3yMe ce, npe CBera 3aTo
a /ia k o jm c y r a T y flO B e /iM . ,,Y c x m t koj'm r a je mTO caM y hbeMy yHecTByje m 3aTO mTO
o n c e f l a o h c k o / im k o r o flM H a , m K o ju r a j e n o - ATMjaca Kao carosopHMKa y tom TpeHyTKy
Beo m n p e H e o npeK O O KeaH a, noHMi-bao je f la He fle/iM hm ca kmm), floral^ajM ra y TOMe
6 /ie flM , p e K a o je , m C B a K o r jy T p a [ . . . ] 6 yflM O cnpeHaBajy. A/im, hm y jeflHOM nacy He Tpe-
c e K a o n o M a / io f lp y r a n M j a o c o 6 a , f l a / b a ofl 6 a CMeTHyTM c yMa t o fla cy m viprnam na,
o c o 6 e K o ja j e T a f la 6 m o a 6/iM xa ocoS m ko - HeycpeflpetieHa c/iMKapeBa pacnpMnaHOCT,
jy je, tp m r o f lM H e paHMje, 0 C T aB M 0 3 a c o - Kao m ,,floraT)ajM“ KOjM My He flajy fla ce
6 o m “ (c T p . 114). BpaTM Bm M ce K O H asH O y ycpeflcpeflM Kafl 6 m oh to m xTeo, n/iofl npe-
K a H a fly , O T B a p a m n p e T p a x y je flO T a f la 3 a H e - um3ho ocMMm/beHe, CBpxoBMTe ayTopcKe
MapeHy T o p 6 y ca CTBapMMa n o K o jH o r flefle, HaMepe. npMny o paTy, 3/iOHMHy m ocefiahby
u f l o / i a 3 M flo n o p a 3 H o r c a 3 H a tt> a : Hbbh Ma- KpMBMue A /i 6 axapM CKpMBa y flpyrM n/iaH,
T y /iM fi 6 m o j e y c T a m a , m t o , H a jB e p o B a T H M je , KaMy4>/iMpajyfm je npMnoBeflaneBOM zioro-
je f la H o fl o h m x r a flH M x , K O /b a s a - M eT )y t-be- pejOM m oncecMBHomfiy. MnaK, Ta npMna Te­
ro B M M CTBapM M a oh H a / ia 3 M je f la H , 6 pM - ne m naK, y nomyHOCTM npoTMBHO H>er0 B0 j
x /b M B O c a n y B a H , o f l c e s e H /b y flC K M n p c T . n o Bo/bM, Ha npecyflaH HanMH ycTpojaBa npM-
A O /ia c K y y K a H a f ly , n a K , flefla n o c T a je jo m m pofly m c a flp x a j oflHoca KaHaflCKor c/iMKapa
nO/lMUMjCKM flO y m H M K . Y K p a T K O , TO j e HOBeK KOjM y poMaHy npMnoBefla m rocTa M3 Cp6n-
flM p e K T H O M/IM M H flM p e K T H O o f lr o B o p a H 3a je, oflHoca KojM 6 m MHane 6 mo BepoBaTHo
CTpaflaHae m h o tm x - era Hacnef)a K o je j e c e - HajBaxHMja CMMcaoHa OKOCHnua OBe npMno-
6m yHyK UBaHa M a T y / iM f ia n p o H a m a o . „Ha T e BeCTM, a M OBaKO KaKO jeCTe KBaHTMTSTMBHO
HberoBe penu, M3 p e H e H e K p a jh t e H e M a p H O 1*, 3ay3MMa nteH HajBefiM Aeo.
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A T M ja c , unaK, i-m je C BecTaH npoponaH -
C K o r H a S o ja C B o jn x p e n M , h m tm j e y C T ai-b y
Aa Hac/iyTM KyAa 3anpaB O boah t- b e r o B o
APy>KeH>e c KaH aA C K M M X p B a T O M :
„ [ .. . ] O č ja c H M o mm je Aa je cycpeT c a yHy-
ko m U B aH a M a T y /iM fia y i-beMy npo6yAHo
OAaBHO y r a c / iy Bepy Aa je Ha noAPynjy Hbe-
roBe 6MBuje 3eM/be MnaK Moryfte o 6 h o b m tm
noBepehte 3a Koje 6m A ocrapa, Aa r a je He-
ko nuTao, yBeK peKao Aa je HenoBpaTHo M3-
ry6/beHO. [...] O h o l u t o My je yHyK MBaHa
M a T y /in ? ia noKa3ao, peKao je fla H M e /i ATM­
jac, noceSHO je BpeAno Kao noTBpAa CTaBa
Aa HeMa noKajahba a o k ce He npM3Ha B /ia -
CTMT3 KpMBMUa, UJTO CTOjM y AUpeKTHOM KOH-
TpacTy c a 3axTeBMMa KojM ce nyjy M3 cbm x
Ae/iOBa i-beroBe ČMBUie 3eM/be, a KojM ce
Mory cBecTM Ha TBpAi-by Aa a o noKajat-ba
jeAHe CTpaHe MO>Ke Aa Aof)e TeK KaAa APyra
CTpaHa, v\yim Tpefia, m /ih k o /im k o mx Befi MMa,
npM3Ha CBojy KpnBMuy. npMTOM ce, peKao je,
nMTanbe B /iacT M T e KpMBMLje, Kao m nuTai-be
0Ar0B0pH0CTM, yonujTe He y3MMa y o63Mp,
yoniuTe ce He noMut-be, jep ce o c h o b h o no-
/ia3MLUTe cacTojM y yBepei-by, peKao je, Aa
HMKaKBa KpuBMLta, KaAa je y nMTanby CTpaHa
Koja roBopM, 3anpaBo He nocrajM. [...] Y hyk
UBaHa M aTy/iM Pia, peKao je, npeACTaB/ba np-
By oco6y Koja My je, Ha OBaj m/ im OHaj HanMH,
noHyAn/ia cynpoTaH m ck3 3 , oahocho noKa-
3a/ia cnpeMHOCT Aa, KaAa Kaxe naKao, no-
Ka>Ke H a ce 6 e“ (CTp. 143, 144-145).
O Baj M Aea/iM C TM HKM onTM M M 3 aM A T M ja c
f i e A e T a /b H M je p a 3 p a A H T M y je A H O M K a cH M -
je M p a 3 ro B o p y ca c /iM K a p o M , y K o je M fie
a H a /iM 3 M p a T M ,,H e c H a .n a > K e h b a “ M a T y / iM f ie B o r
y H y K a , o 6 ja a ir t, a B a jy fiM mx h b e ro B M M H aM B -
hmm y B e p e i- b e M „ A a c e y X p B 3 T C K 0 j O A u r p a -
/ia C T B a p H a n p o M e H a " m H a K H a A H M M otkpm -
f ie M A a c e p a A n o c M M y /ia u M jM :
„ K a A a j e y H y K U B a H a M a T y / iM f ia t o Hano-
koh c xB a T M O , m K a A a j e M 3a n p M B M A a C T B a p -
h o c t m B M A e o , m/im 6 a p H a c / iy T n o , n p a B M / imk
CTBapHOCTM H O B O C T a p e X p B 3 T C K e , O A M a X je
6 mo c n p e M a H A a C B e H a n y c T M , ujto je m ynM-
h m o , p e K a o je fla H M e / i A T M ja c , a /iM H e 6 e 3 n o -
c / ie A n u a . JlaxHa CTBapH O C T, o a h o c h o y b m a y C T o r y o m M c r o p n j e Tor h obot CBeTa. 3a/iyA:
h b e H y M 3 o n a s e H y C T p y K T y p y , H eyM M T H O n o -
B/iasM 3a c o 6 om npeMcnuTMBai-be MCTopn
CKe nepcneKTMBe, MCTopwjcKe 0CH0 Be Ha ko-
joj ce CTBapHOCT TeMe/bM, a KaAa ce jeAHOM
yf)e y to , Har/iacMO je flaHMe/i ATMjac, ohas
M3/iacKa M3 Tora HeMa. no/by/baBUJM C TBap
h o c t, yHyK UBaHa MaTy/iMfia je pa3opno
npOLU/IOCT M CKMHyO BeO Ca MCKpMB/beHe
MCTopMje, OAHOCHO Ca OHe Bep3Mje MCTOpi/1-
je Koja je tt>eMy npMKa3aHa Kao HenoSuTHO
TaHHa" (CTp. 175-176).
Pa3apahbe npoiu/iocTM m CKMAahbe Be/ia
c MCKpMB/beHe MCTopMje flaHMe/i ATMjac c
npaBOM ao>kmB/baBa Kao KOHCTpyKTMBaH hmh,
anM npeBMl)a i-beroB AecTpyKTMbbh ysnHaK Ha
cy 6jeKaT TaKBor Ae/ioBai-ba. Hefie ra nocTa™
CBecTaH hm tokom cBor noc/ieAH^er pa3ro-
Bopa c MaTy/iMfieBMM yHyKOM, KaAa fie ro-
bopmtm o ,,npouj/iocTM“ , „noTpeČM 3a npa-
ujTahbeM11 u o „BpeAHOCTM MCTMHe” . fleTa/be
m 3aBpu/eTaK Tor pa3roBopa HMTa/iau, Hefie
C33H3TM jep je c/iMKap m h 3 lu npMnoBeAan,
ByuM63 TMH3 , 3acn30. A ČM/ia je to noc/ieA-
Ha3 npn/iMKs: HeAyro 33tmm, yHyK MBaHa
MaTy/iMfia OKOHsafie CBoj xm b o t ckokom c
n/13HMHCKe /lMTML^e.
Oa MCTopMje ce, eTO, He M oxe no 6 efin.
flomsBUJM H3K y KaHaAy, jeAaH cpncKM nn-
cau, JeBpejMH, hsm / i 33 m hs jeAHy i-beHy CHa-
XHy npMTOKy, Koja boam npaBO y MaTMuy.
JeASH XPB3TCKM K3H3f)3HMH, C/ieAeflM MCTy
npMTOKy, 6e3maBO ce y M3TMuy 3arhbypyje,
Aa 6 m M3 hbe noSerao TeK KaAa ra je npu-
CBojM/ia, ynp/b3/i3, ođe/iexM /i3 tsko Aa c
tmm Hefie MofiM Aa ce noMMpM. CycpeT ca
CpnCKMM JeBpejMHOM, OTe/lOB/behbeM kpm -
BMue Kojy je npMMMo hs CBOja n/iefia, KaTa-
/iM30Bafie HberoBy yHyTpauji-by APaMy: K/ie-
H3rt>e m rp/behbe KO/ieHa Hefie My noMofiM
Aa ce6w onpocTM, Hefie My noBpsTMTM Mnp.
P330TKpMBeHa MCTopMja OTepafie ra y cm pt .
M cpncKM nMcau m yHyK xpB3TCKor r/io6-
TpoTeps m ycTsuje, HamsBUJM ce y Ks h s a h ,
OAHOCHO BP3TMBLUM Ce TSMO nOC/ie 63/lKaH-
CKe aHača3e, MM3jy M0ryfiH0CT Aa 6apeM
noKyiuajy Aa ce y h o b o m C B e r y yTone, M3ry-
6e, noMetuajy, Aa MCKopMCTe pe/iaTMBHy w -
np/bSBS M 3/10K06h S HSUJS MCTOpMjS AOHe-
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nafte mx ce m TaMO, m o6y3eTM m x Kao 3ao
A yx OHe HcycoBe cBMhbe, HaTepaBuiM jeAHor
o a hdmx, naK, Aa m c t o TaKO c k o h m y c m p t .
O a ncTopnje penaTMBHO h m c t o OKpyxenbe
Hefte Mofin Aa cxBaTM HbnxoBy očy3eTocT:
KaHaACKM c/iMKap, ca c b o m cB0j0M cyMaHy-
t o m 3anHTepec0BaH0Lufiy 3a ATMjaca, Hefie
pa3yMe™ CM/iy npMB/iaMehba, yc/iOB/beHy
MCTopnjoM, Koja 0B0r caBJiaAaBa; h m tm fie
npMMeTMTM tuTa ce 36mb3 y AyuiM MaTy/iM-
fieBor yHyKa, MaAa npeMa HaeMy MMa Hey-
nopeA M B O o S je K T M B H M jn oahoc.
hsm APyrMMa je Ma.no 3Hanaj-
c e A o r o f lu n o
h o m TeiuKo pa3yM/bWBO, a H a c pa3jeAa m
yČMja naK m KaA ce BMLue He A oratja, saK m
KaA je y3e/io o S /im k MCTopMje. M3 t-be MO>Ke
OAcycTBOBaTM caMo OHaj k o y i-boj yoniuTe
Huje 6 m o. M m He Mo>KeMo.
M3 cm pan e KpuiuuKe
□
y rparahby 3 a penisMa
Hamu KaTaH
riMcau noTnMcyje yroB op c M3AaBaneM.
hberoB pyKonMC 3Bafie ce KparKa KH^nra.
Oh OA-na3M y c e / 10, HacTanbyje ce y KyfiM
jeAHor npnjaTe/ba m noHMhte Aa nMiue. Ky-
nyje CBecKe m TaHaK, ljphm 4)noMacTep. CBe
je cnpeMHO. Onwcyje Kyfiy, noTaHKo onMcy-
je CBoj cBaKOAHeBHM >kmbot, KojM ce CaCTO-
O ho luto jM n3 pa3roBopa ca kbcmpkom y caMoyc/iy3M,
ca nourrapoM, cyceAOM, u m Te/iec})OHCKMx
no3MBa H^eroBor ypeAHMKa. UlTa fie nkica-
tm? A npe CBera, LUTa MMa Aa Kaxe?
„Y3mmmo, Ha npMMep, MOjy Kpamy kh >w -
ry. Mo>Ke ce pefiM, cacBMM ce cjio čo a h o
MO>Ke pefiM Aa je, Ha MCKycTBeHOM n/iaHy,
noceAyjeM y ue/iMHM, Aa 3H3m HbeH noneTaK,
cpeAMHy m Kpaj, a/iM Aa He Mory Aa npo-
HaT)eM 0A r 0 BapajyfiM OApa3 y peHMMa, TaKO
Aa Hajnemfie y3a/iyAHO nyHHM CTpaHnue,
6yAyfiM Aa CBe BpeMe 3hbm Aa OHe, penM,
He npeHOce Moje MCKycTBO...“
rin c a u A03B0/baBa Aa ra 3a 6 aBe CTBapM
Koje ra OKpyxyjy; i-beroBa naxi-ba ce pacM-
na. Xofie jim Ha Kpajy ycneTM Aa ce ycpeA-
cpeAM? Xofie jim, 3a noneTaK, ycneTM Aa ce
BpaTM caM ceČM?
.... YpeflHMK KojM je 6 mo cnpeMaH Aa npM-
xb 3 tm naK m oho luto je HajBMLue 3aMepao
CBaKoj npo3M, noroTOBO Mojoj, Ty onceAHy-
toct co Som HacnpaM u e /io r CBeTa, om eAa-
jio Koje je caMo xM xa, 6e3 nepMc^epMje, m
Koje, ancypAHO, yMecTO OLUTpMHe m TanHO-
ctm Aaje Befiy MCTpoujeHocT, Befty mckpm -
B/beHOCT oa Šmjio Kor KpMBor om eAa/ia... “
O h CTojM y MecTy, He HanpeAyje, bptm ce
yKpyr. TAe je CTBapHOCT, KaKo pa3/iMKOBaTM
KOHKpeTHO o a MMarMHapHor?
„Ma k o jim k o C B e T 6 m o C T B a p a H , o h je n p e
C B e r a n / io A M a u jT e m, u j t o BMLue H a c T o jM T e
Aa ra n p e A C T a B M T e CTBapHM M , o h n o c T a je
C B e H e C T B a p H M jM ."
flaHM npo/ia3e y npMnpeMaMa. O h 3anw-
cyje HaM3meA HeBaxHe CMTHMue Koje cy,
Mef)yTMM, jeAMHO luto ycneBa Aa yxB3TM oa
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CTBapHO CTM . M o p a f l a y n o T p e 6 jb a B a pewM, a ce < J)a p A C K O n o p e K J io . C e f ia M c e h b e ro B e M3-

y n p a B O T y c e OBa flM /ie M a j a B / t a y c b o j' c b o - H e H a f ) y jy fie , A u p J b M B e m, y O A p e lje H O M cmm-
jo j T eX H H M . c j i y , M3 y 3 e T H e n p u n e . X a o mm je l u t o kh>m-
„CBaKa B p a i a cy yjia3 n M 3 Jia 3 , Kao m r a y Kojoj j e T p e S a / io A a c e H a f)y cb m H a iu n
CBaKa p e n ; cbbkm TeK C T Ka3yje flBe npune y TeKCTOBM HMK3A H M je o S ja B J b e H a . H 3 H e H a -
mcto B p e M e , m CTora nncau, He M O x e f l a 6y- A m o c a M c e c a 3 H a B u iM A a A / i 6 a x a p M A a H a c
f l e cnrypaH Kojy o fl i-b n x flO M C T a nmue, hmtm x m b m y K a / ir a p M jy .
f l a jim yBeK nMLue MCTy, 6e3 o63Mpa Kojy, M e H M o b o c e f ia i- b e p a 3 ja u ii- b a B a Kpany
mjim c e K p e f ie o f l jeflH e ao Apyre, He 3Ha- KtbMry. n p e fl HaM a H M je n o K y u ja j Aa ce
jyfiM, mjim 3HajyfiM, n a MnaK HeMoTiaH 6 mjio H e u iT O M 3 6 e m e m jim 3 a 6 o p a B M . P a 3 y M e c e ,
LUTa a s yHMHM.“ y c p e A n u jT y C B a K o r n o K y u ia ja n n c a n b a H a jia -
llp a T M M o a y T o p a koj'm oKJieBa, c m jih o c e 3M c e n p o Č J ie M C M TyM pai+>a m M 3 p a x a B a i-b a .
T p y A M , aJiM y 3 a /iy A H O . H e n p M M e fiy jy f) M t o , Tm m n p e f i e c e T a j n p o Č J ie M o ce T M T M K aA je
C T M x e M O a o K p a ja O B e K p a r K e Khbure, H a n M - p e n o n M C u y KojM H aK H aA H O o t k p m b b A a Ha-
c a H e TaKO l u t o n p M n o B e A a o n n c a i- b y : t o je c jie 1 ) y je je A H y T e u jK y n p o u j jio c T , a xm b m y
upoHM naH m, K0H3HH0, A ^pJbM B nocTynaK . A e j i y C B e T a K ojM M r o c n o A a p M o h o l u t o Ammh
A /i6 axa p M He T p a ra 3 a c m c tc m o m , B e fi 3 a M a jiy C () H 3 3 M B a „C M PTO HO CHM M MAeHTMTeTM-
e p e A C T B O M KOjMM 6 m yX B 3TM O C T B a p H O C T , a M a “ . C T o r a m m c jim m A a KparKa Khbura n p e f l-
TM M e M CM MCaO C B a K e KhbM XeBHOCTM . H 3 H 3 A C T aB Jb a n o K y m a j A a c e n o p a 3 M H a c M /b e K oje
C B e ra , o h c e T pyA M f la c e c p e T H e c a cbm m m H a c O K p y x y je , T a r a l u t o f i e c e y Kt-bM xeBHO -
coS om . n o j i a 3 e f)M o a , H ajM ai+> M x f lo r a T ja ja , CTM n O T p a X M T M e p e A C T B O A a M y M 3M 3 K H e M 0 .
OH M 3B eLU TaBa O CBOM C B a K O flH e B H O M X M B O - T M M e u j t o j e K p x K a , u j t o H e HyAM m o S a /iH a
T y, f l a 6 m c e H a K p a jy c y 0 HM0 H e c a M o c a p e u ie i- b a r a j a o S m h h o 3 a B p u ia B a jy Toranm a-
c o S o m B e fi m c a h o b c k o m y o n L U T e . P M 3 M 0 M , O B a K rtiM ra H a M , y KpajhbOj JIMHMjM,
M3flaBan je lu k p t Ha penMMa Kafl npefl- 0 M 0 r y f ia B a f l a a o x m b m m o a y T o p a K a o HOBe-
CTaB/ba 0 B0 r ayTopa: nMLue Ha c p n c ra x p - Ka r a jM , C BecTaH onacH ocTu ra je hocm
BaTCKOM, 06jaBM0 j e MHoroSpojHe Ki-bMre, n o T H M h b a B a h te , Kao m M 0 r y f iH 0 CTM A a ce
npeBof)eH je Ha MHore je3MKe, xmbm y K a n - n p y x M o m o p , r a p M C T e f in ce p e n M M a , y c n e -
rapMjy. T o HaM M a j io noM axe f l a p a 3 - Ba A a r o B o p y BpaTM c n o c o Č H o c T A a 3 a xT e B a
peujMMO MMCTepMjy Koja OKpyxyje OBaj p o ­ c j i o 6 o f ly .
MaH.
3 HaMo fla nMcau - H a p ara p K p a r K e Khbn-
[Nai'm Kattan, ,,A la recherche de la parole", Cahier livres,
r e SopaBM y HeKOM c e jiy Aa 6 m n M c a o . H e
Le Devoir, 7. MapT 1999]
noMMhby ce hm 3eMJba, hm je 3 MK, HeMa Ha-
3HaKe KyjiType Kojoj npMnaAa. CMaTpaM,
npeBeo ca <t>paHLjycKor
Mef)yTMM, Aa ce He paAM o HeKaKBOM an-
K4b 3 h PaAOcaBibeBkifi
CTpaKTHOM yHMBep3a/iM3My. ToM e y n p m io r,
MopaM ce n o 3BaTM Ha jeAHO jim hho MCKy-
c tb o . lip e ABaAeceTaK roAMHa, aoSmo caM
n o 3MB ca TpaACKor yHMBep3MTeTa y t-byjop- ,,OB,ae f)y ocTapum"
Ky Aa ynecTByjeM Ha jeAHOM MeT)yHap0AH0 M Hop6epT HapHii
CKyny ce<t>apACKMx Ki-bMxeBHMKa. Bmjio je Ty
nMcaua M3 AMepMKe, M3 p a e jia , O paH i4ycKe. OHMMa rajM cy npoHMTajiM MaMau, o6ja-
JeflaH je Smo m3 TaflauuHje JyrocjiaB M je - BJben 1999, ČMfie OHMrjieflHa SpaTCKa cjimh-
6 mo je t o 6 auj AaBM fl A n 6 axapM. h o c t HapaTopa C H e>KH or HOBeKa ca ohmm m3
P o f) e H n o c jie paTa, MCTpaxMBao je oho npeTxoflHe KHbMre. CHe>KHn HOBeK je y Cp-
u jto je 6 mo ynpaBO otkpmo: CBoje jeBpejcKO, ČMjn o6jaBJbeH 1995. roflMHe, a M aM au, ro-
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flHHy Aana KacHMje. Ha c{>pahmycKOM je Taj
peflOcneA o6pHyT, m oxa3 3aTO lu to je m -
AaBas CMaTpao Aa MaMau, čorbe npeACTa-
B/ba An6axapnjeBy npnnoBeAHy yMeTHOCT.
CnexHM HO BeK 6m ce T ara ce Morao HMTaTM
m Kao npBM noKyiuaj TeMaTM30Bai-ba cycpe-
Ta ABejy Ky/iTypa Koje ce Me1jyco6Ho He
pa3yMejy. JeAHM xMBe y reorpa<t>njn, c oce-
fiajeM šecKpajHOCTu npocTopa, a APyrn y
HCTopnjn, ca CBewfiy o rpaHnuaMa, o HbMxo-
BOj KpXKOCTM M ČeCMMC/ieHOCTM. CBe OHO
lu to pa3/ii/iKyje EBpony o a AMepuKe Hapa-
to p M a M L ia 6yKBa/iHO MuiHMTaBa M3 uio/be
Kacfje: HacnpaM 6/byTaBe Ka<$>e KaKBa ce He-
c to c/iyxM y CjeAnn^eHUM Ap^aB aM a m/im y
KaHaAM CTOju TypcKa Ka0a ca CBOjOM npo-
um ouifiy m 6yAyfiHOwfiy, ca rycTi/iHOM Koja
noAcefia Ha rycTMHy Hace/beHOCTM HapoAa
KOjM ce cycpe fiy m cyKo6/baBajy.
P e w , KaMen>e Koje ce Korp/ba
HapaTop CHexHor noBena He CTM>Ke Aa npo-
36opM, jep t-beroB maBHM caroBopHMK y po-
MaHy, npoc{)ecop no.riMTMHKMX HayKa, tobopm
HaAyranKO m HauiMpoKo. Ako r/iynocT noHM-
Ba y AOHOLueeby 3aK/byHaKa, KaKo pese
O/ioSep, OHAa je OBAe M3B3HpeAH0 npeA-
CTaB/beHa. Taj npo<t>ecop, KojM roBopu y no-
peTjei-bMMa m y cbmm CMTyauMjaMa Ha/ia3M
MeTacfcope, 0Te/i0B/byje naxH y c/ioxeH ocT
nHTeneKTya/iHor CBeTa. HacnpaM t-bera, Ha-
paTop M3r/ieAa jaAaH, HeMofiaH, cacBMM He-
cnocočaH Aa My OAroBopu mjim ce ycnpoTM-
bm . O cefia Aa ce Ha/ia3M y HeKOM APyroM
CBeTy. JeAaH oa noKa3aTe/ba HeMMpa KojM
ra npoxMMa jecTe m Ta CKopo namnoLUKa
noTpeča 3a cokom oa noMopaH^e. O cefia
ce oTyt)eHMM oa cbmx m oa CBera. AoLuaBLUM
Ty Aa nnuje, jep oh je npe CBera nncau, cy-
OMaBa ce ca 3aAauMMa Koje He MO>Ke Aa mc-
nyHM: TpeSa Aa ce cp e fie ca CTyAeHTMMa
(He3anHTepecoBaHMM m apeM/bMBMM), Aa
npeAcraB/ba KhbMxeBHOCT CBoje 3eM/be, Aa
AMCKyTyje Ha KOHcJjepeHUMjaMa - Aa hmhm
CBe oho luto He noAHOCM a Mopa aa 6 m 3a-
AOBO/bMO yc/iOBe CBOje CTMneHAnje. PeKTop
ce TpyAM Aa ra ymmpm: „Aolu/im CTe OBaMO
Aa nMLueTe [...] m CBe fieMO yHMHMTM Aa Bac
HMLUTa y TOMe He OMeTe, noHajMahbe ycno-
MeHe“ , a/iM ra TMMe n 0TnyH0 3Čyhbyje. 0 6 -
y 3 MMa ra HeKaKaB HeMMp, noBe 3aH c obmm
penMMa: „flo u ia o caM [...] 3aT0 ujto je npo-
c ro p noneo Aa HecTaje, 3a to ujto Burne HM­
caM Morao Aa ce ceTMM KaKo ce 30BeM, 3a-
to ujto caM m B 0 pM0 caMo y kpbtkmm
peneHMuaMa, ca CBe ManbMM 6 pojeM pesM.
He [...] AOiuao caM 3aTO luto je3MK HMje bm-
lue HMLUTa 3H3HMO, je p ce npocMnao Kao
6 paujHo y M/iMHy, luto ra, 3anpaB0, BMLue
HMje Smjio. KaAa cbm roBope, penM cy caMo
KaMehbe Koje ce KOTp/ba, Lu/byHaK y boam.“
Kao Aa xofie aa noS em e c Tor yHMBep-
3MTeTa KOjM npe3Mpe, yr/iaBHOM ce OKynMpa
cacBMM npocTMM CTBapMMa, cpef)yje opMa-
He, pa3MeujTa ce no KyfiM Kojy je aoSmo Ha
KopMLufiei-be aok Ty SopaBM. A BMuie oa
CBera - npoMaTpa. A /i 6 axapMjeB TeKCT mh-
CMCTMpa Ha AeTa/bMMa. y mtpm noHaB/ba-
HbMMa, y tom jeAHOM nacycy AyraHK0 M 120
CTpaHMu,a, jeAHa <J)pa3a ce M3H0Ba jaB/ba:
„OBAe fiy ocTapMTM", a y TeKCT ce MCTOBpe-
Meno yBOAM m Mrpa BapMjauMjaMa, 3anaxa-
HbeM npoMeHa Soja Ha jeAHOM n/iaKaTy;
„B o r je y AeTa/bMMa", nMLue upBeHOM 6 o-
jOM, c 6 e/iOM TaHKOM Ha Kpajy, m/im ca up-
hom. A /i 6 axapMjeB TeKCT npMKa3yje CBe oho
ujto Harne cBMKHyTe omm BMiue He npMMe-
fiyjy, a TMMe ce OTKpMBa mmtbb CBer. Mcto
je m c AeuoM Koja npona3e y/iMU0 M, McnpeA
CTpaHneBor npo3opa: jeAHO KO/ieHO, jeAHa
xa/bMHa AOBO/bHM cy 3a npMsy o HMTaBOM
CBeTy. Oho ujto CTpaHua Hajnpe KapaKTe-
pMLue jecTe nor/ieA, nepuenuMja CBor OKpy-
xei-ba, ynpaBO KaA oho HMje n>er0B0. Op-
MaH KojM OTKpMBa y noAPyMy M3 TeMe/ba fie
npoMeHMTM xm b o t jyHaKa - npMnoBeAana.
Ty fie HafiM KapTe cbmx c()opMaTa, Koje npM-
Ka3yjy 06 /iacTM uimpom CBeTa. Oh mx KanM
no KyfiM, rneaa mx, OHe My roBope o CBeTy
KOjM je no3HaBao, y kom je reorpacj)Mja He-
LUTO nocTOjaHO, a peKa cnaja m pa3ABaja
/byAe, HapoAe.
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Xaoc i/iniA p,yra 3euoM nopefl hbera, npeTB0peH0r y cH e-

XHor HOBeKa.
M a f l a n e fie M O ca3H aT M K aK o c e t o M ecTO
3 0 B e , ja B / b a c e c/iM K a C T a p o r MOCTa y M o - [Norbert Czarny, ,,lci, je vieillirai", La quinzaine litteraire,
C T apy. A n 6 a x a p M C K o p o y o n u iT e H e ko pm ctm 16-31. jaHyap 2004]
.rinHHe u M e H n u e , ocm m ,,H n M p M je “ m jim ,,n a -
HOHMje", K oje n o A c e f ia jy H a OHy jy r o c n o B e H - flpeBeo ca 4>paHuycKor
CKy y T o n M jy o k o jo j ro B o p M aMepMHKM n p o - MBaH PaAOcaBA>eBMli
(£>ecop. r ip e n o 3 H a jy c e n y fl0 C T m naThba,
T y ra 3Čor jeflHe n p o n a n e CTBapM . y jeflHoj
o a c b o j ' mx ro B o p a H u ,M ja , n p o c f ie c o p n o n M -
tm h km x H ayKa K a x e KaKo H O C TanrM ja y 6 M ja :
„ K a f la 6 m K y x y p y 3 6 mo H o c T a n rM s a H , HM Kafla
Cnopnje Ofl v\cr\AHe
He 6 m p o flM O K/iMn 6 o r a T 3 p H e B /b e M .“ AnM ,
XaHC rie re p KyHiiui
M O xe jim MOseK nocT aT M KyKypy3H M K /m n ?
K apTe Koje jyH aK ksmm no 3MflOBMMa
,,y CBer“ , a m n p e C B e ra flarbe o fl penM. Ha
y rn a B H O M npM K a 3yjy OHe fle n o B e C B e Ta y
to ce oflnyM M Bao H M TaB or jie T a . UnaK, aepo-
flp O M K a H a flC K o r rp a f la y KojM je n M c a u M3
kojm Ma B Jiaflajy p a 3 flo p M m c y k o 6 m. C B e t o
cawMi-baBa /byAC K y M CTopM jy, Koja M 3 rn e fla e K C -J y ro c n a B M je y n p a B O C T M ra o , m c a M je
to/im ko yfla /b e H a O fl T e M M pHe A M e p M K e , „ c a M o CKyn peHeHM u,a“ . Ha Tađ n a M a ce fla-
,,M3 MMUjjT3e H e 3 e M /b e “ , y Kojoj je flH a c e K p e - ,,pe-
jy y n y T C T B a , c a o n u iT a B a jy 3 a 6 p a H e . Ajim
TapM U,a K a x e : „Mm xm bm m o y npa3H M H M .“ hm c y , y o c T a n o M , yB eK c n o p M je o fl MCTMHe",
HaynHM K m n M c a u TyM a M e T e K a p T e Ha p a 3 - „fla HMje S m jio cbm x tm x p e n e H M u a , OflaBHO
/lMHMTe HaMMHe. O H a j npBM y I-bMMa BMflM c a - 6 mx ce c p y a iM O “ .
m o x a o c m fly x o B e , a A p y rM y KapTM B a/iK a- C n e x H H HOBeK, TaH aK , Kao HO Bena MHTeH-
Ha BMflM f ly r y Kojoj He y c n e B a f l a O flpeflM 3m bho HanM caH p o M a H o er3M/iy s e T p f le c e T -
M cnpaBaH c/iefl S o ja . n a fta HOfi: „ Y c T a o ca M ; A e B e To ro flM U Jh b e r c p n c K o -je B p e jc K o r nM cua
6 Mno mm je n o T p e S H O BMLue c B e T n a f l a 6 mx fla B M A a A n 6 a xapM ja, n p M n o B e fla naTeTM SHo,
pa3a3Hao T a H K a c Te rp a H M u e HeKMx 3eM a/ba. anM B e o M a t b h h o o noMeTi-bM Kojy jeflHO H e -
3a pa3/iMKy o a M CTopM je, reorpa<t>M jy ca M BO/bHO M CKycTBO Ty?)MHe n p e A C Ta B / b a saK m
B o n e o , M a ra HMcaM HMKafla y c n e o y n 0 Tny~ Ha Kpajy C T o n e fia TypM 3 M a : „floiuao ca M , n o -
h o c tm A a j e c x b 3 tm m . re o rp a c |)M ja j e 6m a mmc/imo c a w , 3 a T o lu t o je n p o c T o p noMeo fla
CTai-be, KpafiM mjim fly>KM T p e H y T a K flOČM TKa; H e c Ta je , 3 a TO lu t o BMUJe hm cbm M o ra o A a c e
M CTopMja j e 6 M/ia flM ja m o 3 a , hoPi.“ ceTM M K a ra c e 3 0 B e M , 3 a T o u jt o c a M TOBO-
OHAa CTMxe CHer, KOjM npBO npeKpMBa pMO c a M o y KpaTKMM peM eHM uaM a, c a CBe
jeA H O 6 pflauiu,e, h3jim k Ha OHa Koja je H a n y - MaHoMM S p o je M p e n M .“ A/im TeK lu t o je npM -
ctmo , y h te ro B O M f le n y E B p o n e , a 33tmm 3 a - BM/ieroBaHM er3M /iaHT npeKopaM M o n p a r Ky-
T p n a B a hmtbb KpajonM K m hobck c e y i-bera Pie Kojy M y je AOAe/iMO KaHaflCKM yHM Bep3M -
y T a n a , 3 a 6 o p a B / b a CBoj oč / imk , jyp e fiM 3a T e T Ha KOMe je T p e S a n o A a to b o p m o CBojoj
3 e u o M K o r je 3 a T p e H y T a K y r n e f la o n p e A K y - AOm obm hm Koja c e n p e T B a p a / ia y n a p y , H e -
fiOM, na Ha y/iMUM, n a Ha c y c e flH O M T p a B - C Ta/io M y je x p a 6 p o c T M : „ O B A e H efiy moTim
rt>aKy. C B e c e n o M p a H y je , p a c n a f la , a n o - Aa XMBMM.“ „ O B fle fiy O CTapM TM ", nOMMC/lMO
cneflhbe C Tp a H M u e p o M a H a , nM ca H e M 3HeHa- je c a M o M a n o KacHM je. AnM r p a A y KOMe fie
f)y jy rie noeTCKM M je3M KOM , obom poM aHy 0CT3TM cneAePiMX Meceu,M, HMje n o c T a o y ,q o -
A O fla jy naroc, oce fiai-be ycaM /beH O CTM , j e f l - SHMjM: „HM KO M e H e fiy MOfiM fla K a x e M fla ra
Hy HOBy n e p c n e K TM B y . M eceu o c B e T/ b a B a MP3MM.“
rp a f l, m HOBeKa M c n p y x e H o r y SenMHM, c a
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A r p e c u B H a M e n a H x o fM ja
Y n p a B o a rp e c n B H M y f le o H e c n ry p H e nuLune-
Be M e /ia H x o /iM je n p e flC T a B /b a H b e ro B o n p n -
B p e M e H o na S aB A ^ehbe. C i-bOM o h aaje c e 6 m
m HOBOj o k o / im h m OHe KO HType K o je je 3a i-be­
r a M 3 ry 6 n /ia 3 e M /b a i- b e ro B o r n o p e K /ia . Mp-
>Krt>a n p e M a je flH O M n p o c ()e c o p y o 6 y x B a T a m
yHM Bep3HTeT, je p TaK038aH M 0 6 p a 3 0 B H M c m -
CTeM H o ć e r b y f ln K o ju M y H e n p e c T a H O n o H a -
B /b a jy fla yB eK 3 H a jy KaKO A a M y n o M o rH y :
,,’flo m /iM CTe OBaMO fla nurneTe’, K a x e je A a H
BMCOKM Cny>K6eHMK, ’M CBe fie M O yMMHMTM fla
B a c HULUTa y TO M e He O M eT e, n o H a jM a i-b e
y c n o M e H e .’ H u c a M M o r a o fla c e ceTM M hm-
je flH e y c n o M e H e .“
J a - n p u n o B e fla n SpaHM c e o f l y f lo 6 H o r k o -
/i0H M 30B ai-ba C B oje n p o m /io c T M m c y n p o T C T a -
B/ba M y n p o je K a T c o n c T B e H o r, H e 3 a iu T n fie H o r
MCKa3a: „C B a K a M o ja p e n e H n u a , n0M M C /iM 0
ca M , T p e 6 a .n o 6 m fla 6 y f le M 3 p e se H a y npBOM
n n u y , 6 e 3 o 6 3 n p a l u t o je y H e r a j KhbM3M 3a-
nwcaHO fla je ’j a ’ H a j6 o n > a M acK a , fla ’j a ’ , n o -
m m c/im o c a M , He n o c T o ju " . r in c a u c e t b p a o -
r/ia B o ap >kh n a p a flO K c a fla c y ,,ja “ m ,,c y 6 je -
k 3 t “ 3a i-b e ra m p tb m . Anu ynpKO C TOMe, caM O
no B pa T a K Ha „c o n c T B e H O MCKyCTBO“ n p y x a
H a fle 3a p a 3 y M e B a n b e c o n C T B e H o r >KMBOTa.
H a jflo c a flH n jn je je fla H n p o 0 e c o p n o / in -
tm hkm x HayKa, KojM yBeK HM a cn p e M H M x HeKO-
jim k o /iy K a B n x p e n e H n u a o e K C -Jyro o n a B M jM ,
K ojy Ha3MBa ,,H e ycn e m H M M e K c n e p u M e H T O M "
K oju je y m a B H O M n p 0 H 3 B 0 flM 0 ,,H e y c n e iu H e
/ b y f le “ , K oju n p u p o f lH o H m u T a He 6 m m o m u
f la yMHHe, n p n n e M y je 3 aHMM/bMBO fla je y
Toj 06 /ia cT M n 0 CT0ja / ia ,,y c n e a iH a K y /iT y p a “ .
,,Moxfla H u je T p e 6 a / io fla c e O H ecB ecT M M ,
n o M u c n u o c a M , MO>Kfla je T p e S a /io fla ra p a c -
na/iM M b m h c k o m 0 / ia m o M no H e /iy .“
U n a K , n o 3 m j,n ja Ja C T e n e H a M3 o f lč p a H e
O fl 6 p 6 /b M B u a K o ju y o n iu T a B a , o c T a je T e r o č -
Ha. ( I p o c fie c o p no/iMTMHKMx H ayK a n p e f la je
n p n n o B e fla H y , y 3 y 3 6 y f)e H e penu, je flH y He
6auj c n e K T a K y /ia p H y K h b n ry. Anu y n p a B O Taj
n c T o p M jc K n a T Jia c CpeflH>e m McTOHHe
E B p o n e C M e je c e 3 /i0 B 0 /b H 0 j o x o / io c t m n o -
H o c H o r n p u n o B e fla s K o r Ja. flucau M 3H eH a-
fla n p e f l K a p ia M a c n o 3 H a je fla je B e fi f ly r o
>KMBeo Ha p y 6 y „ n c T o p n jc K e K /io a K e “ , c a
r p a H n u a M a K o je c y B e fi BeKOBMMa n o M e p a -
He paTOBMM a, rp a H n u a M a K o ju M a je n c n o p y -
neH cbbkm n o je flU H a u . Anu K a fla 6m MMa/iM
n p a B O yonLU TaB aH n K o ju o M H flM BM flyyM y r o ­
B o p e c a M o K ao o M a p n o H e ™ , O H fla Mp>KHba
n p e M a HbMMa BM m e He 6m M M a/ia C M u c /ia ...
,,’CBe c a M M 3 r y 6 n o ’ , p e K a o c a M , a/iM penu
Brnue H n c y n p c K a / ie . “ J e flH O M flo>KMB/beHM
n o T p e c He M o x e c e n o ja s a T M . KoH ceK B eH T-
HO, CBaKOflHeBHMM je3H K O M , KOjMM yBeK M3-
HOBa C T B a p a M 3 H e H a fjy jy fie c/iM K e, f la B U fl
A n 6 a x a p n o n n c y je n o c T e n e H O oc/io 6 a T )a H b e
e r 3 n /ia H T C K o r J a , K o je c e y c K o p o Brnue He
n /ia m M f la f ie c e cp yu iM T M , B e fi c e „K a o B p e -
f ia " c p o 3 a B a Ha CTO /iM uy. K a o K /iayA M H a H3
MoBpiuetha Jby6aBu P o G e p ia M y 3 n /ia , 4>m-
r y p a r y 6 n CBaKy K 0H T p 0Jiy, ny3M m „S a T p ra
c e “ K ao 6 e c n 0 M 0 f iH 0 f le T e n o T /iy.
An6axapnjy no/ia3n 3a pyKOM fla ocTBa-
pn yneHaTA3MBe, CBe HeyroflHnje c/inKe no-
neTHor /iyAnna T o r jeBpejeKO-epneKor /leH-
14a. y npo3opy n n cau bm am jeflHe Hofin 3eua
n OA/iynyje Aa ra c/ieAM Hanonjy y CHery.
XMBOTHH>a My CTa/IHO M3MMHe, a /im o h a o -
cneBa a o jeAHor 6pe>Ky/bKa, ca Kora bmam
caMo jom CBeT^a rpaAa.
n o n y r cmthmx >KMBOTnn>a
CBeT/ia ce M3HeHaAa race: „rioAMrao caM
nMue npeMa He6y, m naxyjbe cy HacpHy/ie
Ha Hbera, xMTpe nonyT cmthmx >KMBOTMH>a...
MpaK ce CKynAjao oko MeHe, c noBepei-beM,
Kao Aa je noHOBO npoHamao CBOj aom...
Otbopmo caM ycTa, m CHer je HarpHyo y no-
c/ieflH3y npa3HMHy, 0 6 /ienM0 je3MK m Henue,
nonyHMO očpa3e, CK/iM3Hyo hm3 rpno."
M fleH TM T eT c e ry 6 M . H a c ia je yca M /b e H M
CHe>KHM HOBeK. M Tem KO 036M /bH M TeKCT c y -
B e p e H o c e OKOHnaBa y 6 e 3 fla H 0 M x y M o p y :
„K a fla c e , M a /io KacH M je, 3eu 0Č a3 pM B 0 npM -
M a K a o o h m c k o m CHe>KHOM o 6 /iM s jy m ry p H y o
Hsym Ky M e t)y c / ie n / b e H e n a x y /b e , hmko My
HMje HMmTa p e K a o . r io c / i e je C H e r n p e c T a o
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Aa nafta, m Ha H e6y ce, Kao lu to je pefl, no- M a /in x n o e T H H K H x O T K p M B e hb a T p e S a f l a f l o -

ja B n o Mecei4.“ H e c e n n c u y o a n o 6 o f ) e h b e O fl ja f l a . Anu Be-
fiM H O M M y M 3M e T )y T o r a f l o / i a 3 e C T a p u , T e -
[Sachsen Zeitung, 10. fleueMČap 1997] peTM cBecTM Koju napa/iMuiy.
CHe>KHM H O BeK j e K u b u ra o nponacTM ,
npeBeo ca HeiuaHKor n p u M e T M O j e f la B M f l A n 6 a x a p M y je f lH o j h o -
Caiua PaAojsMli tm u m . H e o H a e ro B o j n p o n a c T M Kao n n c u a ,
H e r o o o r p e L jje h b y o c o n c T B e H a H a n e /ia . O h

□ □ □ je , y n p K O C c b o m B e f i n 0 T B p f) e H 0 M HenoBe-
penby npeM a penuM a, noHO BO H anucao
KpucTotJ) EapTMaH K h b n ry , m c a fla je m caM , i/ia K o ce m y tu a
n c T o p n je y p O M a H y , H a n u c a o je f la H poM aH
K a /ira p M , K a H a fla . J e fla H n n c a u v\z e K C -J y ro - ,,o n c T o p n jn " . M a r a j e ,,M C T o p n ja “ , A a K /ie , jy -
c / ia B u je je K ao w rite r in re s id e n c e 3 a /iy T a o Ha r o c n o B e H C K a K a T a c T p o c t> a , n o M e H y T a je f lB a
M ecH i/i yHM Bep3M TeT. O n e K U B a h ta flO M a fiM H a je flH O M p e n e H U u o M , O H a je n p n c y T H a M 3M e -
A p x a / ia c y c e y 0 K B n p n M a : tp m KhbM xeBH e t } y p e f lO B a : K a o H M h be H M u a K o ja C B y fla B Jia-
B e n e p u Ha n p o r p a M y , n o p e f l T o r a je flH O f l a , K p o 3 K o jy n n u in e B 6 e r o f l CBeTa m y c -
n p e fla B a n b e o H auM O H a/iM 3M y, je fla H p a 3 r o - K p a fie H O C T K O M y H M K a u n je f l o 6 n j a C B o j m c t o -
B o p o M 0 fle p H 0 j KhbM xeBHOcTn, je flH a fln c K y - Pm j'ckm M H fle K C . n a p a .n e .n e c a A / i6 a x a p n je -
CMja o n o e T n u n KpaTKe n p u n e , c y c p e T c a b o m 6 n o r p a c t> n jo M H e M o r y c e n p e B U fle T M . y
yH ecH m 4M M a K y p c a 3 a KpeaTMBHO n n c a n b e , je f lH o j n p u M e f lS u , a y r o p p o f je H 1948. y cpn-
o 6 i/m a 3 a K HeKO/iMKO u iK O /ia . K a M n y c je y CKOj l i e f i n 3 a x B a r b y je Y H M B e p 3 M T e T y y K a / i-
m ctm M a x n e f la r o iiiK a npoBHHLj,Mja m necHM H- r a p n j y m t - te r o B O M n p o r p a M y 3 a fla p o B M T e
km c a H a T o p n jy M . r in c a u , 0 6 ja u ii-b e H 0 M y je , n n c u e 3a to lu t o M y je 0 M 0 r y fm 0 H ecM eTaH
M o r a o 6 n Ty m TaMO 6 m tm 3 a M O /b e H f la ,,He- p a f l Ha p o M a H y . A ^ 6 a x a p n je 1994. 3ayB eK
l u t o Ka>Ke“ - H a p a B H o o ,,flo ra T )a jn M a “ y J y - H a n y c T n o J y r o c / i a B n j y , r f l e je HeKO B p e M e
r o c / ia B n jn . Ca f l p y r e C T p a H e , o f l r o c T a c e o č a B /b a o 4 > y H K u n jy n p e flc e f lH U K a C aBe3a
He 6m M o m o n p e B m u e 3 a xT e B aT M . „ f lo u u iM je B p e jc K M x o n u jT M H a n o f l T a f la >kmbh y K a -
CTe OBaMO f la n m u e T e " , n o 3 ,u p a B M o r a je H a f lu . h b e r o B p o M a H n p o T O K O ^ m u e p a c n a f l
flo č p o H a M e p H M fle K a H , ,,m CBe fie M O yHHHM- p e a /iH O C T u j e f l H o r M H T e n e K T y a /iu a , k o ju c e
tm fla B a c HMLUTa y TO M e He O M eT e, n o H a j- M 3 r y 6 n o n 3 M e l) y H c T O K a n 3 a n a f la .
M ai-be y c n o M e H e .“ „ H e 3 H 3 m “ , 6n/ia je p e a K - O ho u jto n p e C B e r a n a f la y ohh koa Tor
UMja n n c u ,a , „H a K o je y c n o M e H e je m m c jim o . K a p a K T e p a K o ju o c u n / i u p a M 3 M e f)y to pao ctm
H u c a M M o ra o fla c e ceTMM H u je flH e y c n o M e - u K J iO H y fia , p e 3 n r H a i4 n je n Mp>KHae, je c T e
H e .“ O H fla 6m c e H a jp a flu je n c n o B e fln o , 3 a - c n e A e f ie : oh H e >K enn HMLUTa A a 3 H a o C B e -
T B o p n o c e y cf>pM>KMAep, m noHOBO 6m M 3a- Ty, hm o C BeTy C B o r n o p e K n a , hh o hobom
u ia o TeK K a fla c e CBe 3 a B p u jM . CBe T y y K O M e M na K , K a r a c T a n H o to bo pm ce-
Ym op, ry č n T a K je 3 M K a , npa3H M H a, TaKO 6 m, ,, x o f ie A a o c T a p M 1'. J e A M H a x e / b a K o jy
c e M o x e 03H3M I/ITH f ly iu e B H O p a c n o n o > K e H b e y n y fiy je cbom A O M a fiM H y , je c T e jK e n ^ a 3 a ao -
ja - n p u n o B e f la n a . C B e C T B a p u o k o i- b e r a c e B 0JbH 0 c o K a oa H a p a H g e . M e c r a je A B a f l a
n p e o 6 p a x a B a jy , KaKO je jeflHOM peneHO, y n o 3 H a je m CBe u jto ra o n e K y je Ha BM eoKoj
p e s n ,,n p e B a p e H O C T “ , ,,K /io n K a “ m ,, r y 6 n T a K “ . l u k o j im , n p o rp a M M p a H a ,,6 y jM u a p e s M 1', 3a
C T B a p H O C T M 3 m e f la K a o M 3 6 p M c a H a m, K a fla H > e ra j e myhho . O T e jio B /b e i- b e a K a fle M C K o r
H e 6m n o c T o ja .n o h c k o jim k o e n e M e H a T a p e - y x a c a j e je f la H n p o c {> e c o p n ojiM TM H K M x H a y -
a/iHO CTM k o ju c e n o H a B / b a jy , K a o C H e r, c o k Ka, KojM M y 3 a p y n K O M o d ja u ih t a B a f l a je Jy-
O fl H a p a H ^ e m f le B o jK a H a n p o 3 o p y c y c e f lH e r o c n a B M ja 6 M /ia ,,H e y c n e u jH M e K c n e p M M e H T 11
K y fie , cJ)h^m T o r p o M a H a 6m o c T a o T a K o p e fiM KojM 6 a u i HMLUTa H M je M o r a o A a n p y x M . f l p y -
H e o c B e T rb e H . f l p u t o m , y n p a B O 3 a n n c n B a h b e r o M npM JiM KO M n p o c j) e c o p M y n p e A a je m cto-
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p n jc km a m a c C p e A H te m H cTO H H e E B p o n e ,
kojm n n c a u K acH M je H o fiy n p o y H a B a . y n o -
A p y M y K y fie y kojoj x m b m o h o t k p m b s jo m
n c T o p n jc K M X K a p a T a , K o je c T S B /b s Ha 3 m a o -
Be C B o je A H e B H e c o 6 e - K a o A a x o f ie A a y
HaKHaAHOM cK /ian ah fa y r p a H n u a m T epM T op M -
ja , paTO Ba m 3 a K /bynM B a i-b a M u p a n o T B p A n
Hm-beHHi4y A a i-b e ro B e 3 e M /b e n n c T o p n je , a
TMMe m h te ra c a M o r, MnaK MMa. A t j is c r a
yHM „jeAHOCTaBHOj m c t m h m ": „>KM Beo c a M Ha
p y 6 y H e A O B p m e H o r M C TopM jC K or B p T /io rs ,
Ha o 6 o A y M CTopM jcKe K /io 3 K e .“
C n e x H H HoeeK je n p o T M B p e s H a , T e c K o S -
Ha Ki-bMra: A e n p e c M B H a m B M pT yo3H a, 3 3 t b o -
p e H a m p e sM T a . T o mTO A n 6 a x a p M ry6M TSK
je 3M K a C B o je ja -c f> M ry p e je3MHKM c b c b m m
c h s > k h o n o c T a B /b a Ha c u e H y c n a A a y n a p a -
A O K ce 0 B 0 r p o M a H a , S a m K a o m HMi-beHMus
A a n M c a u Ha K p a jy npe>KM B/b3B3 c o n c T B e H y
c m p t y c H e ry . T eK m r e je 3 a T p a ro M H e K o r
3 e u a 0 T e T y p a 0 H a n o / t e y C H e r m Ha S p a o
H aA rp a A O M , A a 6m c e TaM O C M p 3 H y o K ao
CHe>KHM HOBeK, h b e ro B r n s c je noHOBO Ty, A a
6m 0K 0 H H a0 p o M a H nsnM A spH O M peseH M -
UOm: „ n o ć n e je C H e r n p e c T a o A a n a A a , m Ha
H e 6 y c e , K ao mTO je p e A , nojaB M O M e c e u . “
[EMMTOBaHO Ha paflnjy]
llpeBeo ca Hen/iaHKor
Čama PaAojHMfi
Crpax iA n p e r i - b a , c m p t m
o c T B a p e i-b e
MapKyc ByHAM
A /i 6 axapMjy ce nocpePiM.no jeAHO Ma/io Maj-
c to p c k o Aeno. O h CTBapa Be/iMKe JiyK0 Be
M3Me1iy npomnocTM m csAami-bocTM m noKa-
3yje no/be HaneTOCTM M3Met)y SMepMHKor m
eBponcKor MMi±i/bei-b3. AnM HeBMfljbMBO rpa-
BMT3I4MOHO no/be OBor poMaHa jecTe M oryfi-
h o c t csM or npMnoBeA3i-b3: ,,’He Tpečs Aa
ce /byTMm,’ peKJis je MajKa, ’ m ja caM, KaA
caM 6 m jis MnaAa, B e p o B s n s Aa ce C BeT m o -
x e onMCSTM, a/iM o h a s cy ce OAMrpa/iM a o -
rafjajM KojM M3MMny c b s k o m onMCMBSHiy, m
B M m e H e M o r y A a s e p y je M y t o . ’ “
H m t s / is u CBe BM m e m BM m e C 3 3 H 3 je o
x M B O T y M s jK e , T e „ T B p A e 6 0 C 3 H C K e m a B e “ ,
KaKo je oa M M /b a h s 3 m b s js - n p M n o B e A S H .
K a K o c e K a o m / i s a s >KeHS 3 6 o r C B o r n p B o r
M y x a K O H B e p T O B s n a y je B p e jc T B o , a 3 s tm m
c e 6 o p M /ia A a 6 y A e n p M X B a fie H a y h b e r 0 B0 M
K y /iT y p H O M K p y r y . „ T o n o B M c y BePi n y u s /iM ,
X M T n e p j e rp M L jK S o n a p n M P ie E B p o n e , a M a j-
K3 j e n o c T 3 j3 / i3 J e B p e jK a A a 6 m , K a K o je je A -
h o m p e K J is , M C T e p a /ia C T B apM h s HMCTM Hy.“
K y / iT y p a m p e /iM r M js c y i-b e H o r M y x s y c K o p o
O A B e /ie y ycT 3LU K M n o r o p M3 K o r s c e HM je
B p sT M O . M s j'k s c e n o H O B O y A a / i 3 y 6 p 3 o n o ­
c / ie f l p y r o r C B e T C K o r p a T a . h b e H A p y rM M y x ,
O T a u js - n p M n o B e A a n a , m c to TaKO HM je M3
P 3 T 3 M3 a m a o H e T a K H y r. C m h 3 H a A a c e c m p t
BePi npe je A H e A e u e H M je „n p M K S H M Jis" 3 3
H b e ro B o r 0 14 3 , o h a s K a A a c e „ h s l u s o M 33
o r p s A e o a 6 o A rb M K 3 B e x M u ,e y HeMSMKOM
n o r o p y 3 3 3 3 p o 6 / b e H e oc|)Mi4 M p e “ .
C B e c r O MCTOpujl4
Js-npM noB eA an, KOMe A/i6axspM mo>ka3
npeBMme Aonym T3 Aa KOKeTMps c tm m Aa
He M o x e Aa nMiue, y K a n a m m m s caMO jeA -
H or nspTH eps 3a p33 ro B o p: nMCus A o h s j i -
Aa. l-beMy npMHS o CBojoj MCTopMjM, c i-bMM
c e HarMi-be HaA KapTOM EBpone, i-bers nMT3
3 a c a B e T . A o h s / i a AOAyme 3Ha M Horo Tora
o nMC3hby „stories", 3 /im MCTopMjCKe Be3e My
noTnyHo M3MMsy: „H s ceBepHOSMepMHKOM
KOHTMHeHTy HMKO 33npSB0 M HMje 3H30 mTS
je MCTOpMjS, a HMje MX TO HM 3SHMM3/10, C3-
A3, h s Kpsjy ABSAeceTor BeK3, k s a s je no-
HMI-b3 /1 3 6 y A y f) H 0 C T .“
A n63xspM je H snM cso CBoj p o m s h npe
1 1 . c e n T e M Č p s 2 0 0 1 , M H s n e y n p 3 B 0 u m tm -
P 3 H3 p e n e H M t4 3 H e 6 m o c t s / i s y KH5M3 M. A nM
o h s M O x e A a n p e A C T 3 B / b s p,ashy MHAM UMjy
3a to k o j i m km j e 6 m o m k o jim km j e jo m yBeK
m o K A M e p M K S H a u a 3 6 o r T o r TepopM C TM H Kor
yAapa. A M e p M K y j e c y c T M m a M C T o p M ja . A hm
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M aM au He n o c e f ly je csmo 3aTO M 3 H e H a t)yjy-
f iy 6 p n 3 a H T H 0 C T i/i aKTye/iH O C T, hmtm 3 a T o
luto c e HeManKM npeBOA TeK cafla nojaB/by-
je. C y fl6 M H a ja-npMnoBeAana (K a o m cya6m-
Ha a y T o p a ) CTojM y 3 H aK y M M /io u ie B M fie B o r
pexMMa, fla K n e , O H o r HOBeKa KOMe obmx fla-
Ha noHMhbe n p o u .e c y Xary.
MM/i0LLieBMTieB0 MMe ce He Ha/ia3M y
KhbM3M, 3a npMnoBeflana HMcy y nMTahby flo-
K33M KpMBMue, na MnaK oh 3Ha: „Ako ce 3a
HeKora MOxe pefiM fla je yMpo y npaBOM
TpeHyTKy ... OHfla ce to MO>Ke pefiM 3a hty
(mmc/im ce Ha MajKy), jep je npeMMHy/ia npe
Hero ujto je MCTopMja, 3a Kojy je MMC/iM/ia
fla je Hen0BpaTH0 OKOHnaHa, noHOBO oxm-
Be/ia y nyHOM cjajy.“ Ca MajHMHOM cMpfiy ja-
npMnoBeflan je TaKopefiM M3ry6M0 CBOjy ao-
MOBMHy, KyxMhba zieTM HMje BMLue x/iaflHa,
3mmm HMje Ton/ia, y6p30 n0T0M je HanycTMO
CBoje MecTO npeB0flM0ua, ho He 3aTo luto
BMLue HMje Morao fla m3ap>km /ia>KM: ,,0tm-
Luao caM 3aT0 ujto BMLue HMcaM Morao fla
nOflHOCMM npMTMCaK MCTMHe.“
)K i/ ibo t y noHaB/hai-by
Haj3afl, AaBMfl A n 6 a x a p M HMje nanMcao 4>m-
/i0304)CKy KhbMry, jo u j Mai-be TeopMjcKO-flM-
ja/ieKTMHKy, HanpoTMB; Be/iMKe pesM m noj-
mobm, Kao luto cy MCTMHa m c /io 6 ofla, Tapy
ce 0 pea/iaH CBeT. y MajHMHMM ocspTMMa
pa3o6/iMHaBajy ce Mflea/iM, cp e fia ce noKa-
3yje ynpaBO y HaBMU,M, m 3 a jeflHy xeH y ko-
ja je y M/iaflMM roflMHaMa Mopa/ia f la npe-
CKane MpTBaue, xmbot M3Mef^y pe3MmauMje
m 4>aTa/iM3Ma He HyflM BMuie HMKaKBe npeo-
6 paxaje, Befi y Hajšo/beM c/iynajy noHaB/ba-
hbe. C /iy n a j He nocTojM: „HeuiTO ce flecM/10,
CMaTpa/ia je OHa, m/ im HMje, CBe ocTa/io 6 m-
/10 je HeBaxHO, n 0 r 0T0 B0 noroflSeHe pese-
HMU,e. C Ta/iH O noMMLu/baM KaKo ce noflCMe-
Ba/ia OHMMa KojM cy xmbot 3aMMw/ba/iM Kao
Mai-bM M/IM BeflM M36op MOryf)HOCTM, yC/10B-
/beH npeTX0flHMM HM30M M0 ryfiH 0 CTM. Ao-
Bo/bHo je cynyfl 0 luto KynyjeM /io3, MMa/ia je
oS M n aj f la Kaxe, TaMaH noc/ia f la 33mm-
ui/baM LUTa 6 m 6 m/io Kafla 6 mx flo 6 M/ia.“
n p e A ohm m l u t o c e o c T B a p y je , noBM Hyjy-
fiM c e HeKOM A eT e pM M H M 3 M y m/im He, 3a
n p M n o B e A a n a n o c T o jM n p e C B e ra jeAHO:
C T p a x - ,,C Tpax je n p e T i-b a o c T B a p e i-b a , m o-
ryfiH O C T A a c e HeuiTO fle c M “ . M ajHM Ha m c to -
pM ja, c y flČ M H a n o p o flM u e HMjM je A e o - hmhm
c e - p a c T e p y je CBaKy onTMMMCTMHKy M M cao.
T e x h b a Ka c /io 6 o a m , K o ja H a jn e u ifie M O x e Aa
c e n o c T M rH e y o rp aH M H aB a hb y c /io S o A e APy-
tm x, 3 a t-b e ra je - 3 6 o r m h o to m p tb m x - BMLue
H e ro cyM hbM Ba. „n 0 M M C /iM 0 c a M KaKo fiy
OTMfiM H e rA e r A e M o ja c m p t H e fie HMKora
0 3 /ieAM TM , r f l e f i e c b b k o o c t b t m u e o . “ npM
t o m o h h o c m y ceČ M x e / b y K o jy je M M a/ia
B e fi H b ero B a M a jK a , f l a M o x e je flH 0 C T a B H 0
f la xm bm x m b o t . „ H a c a M o je fla H h3hm h m o-
x e A a c e n e K a , ... a t o je A a c e He n e K a .“
Ki-bM ra M cn yi-b e H a C K e n c o M , naM eTHO m
noeTMHHO H a n M c a H a , y K o jo j Ty m TaMO 3 a -
3 B y n e capK acT M H h m to h o b m , a/iM hm KaAa He
A M x e /ia p M y . Ki-bM ra K o ja 3H a A a He n p M n o -
B e A a HMKaKBy / ie n y MCTopMjy, a MnaK je nyH a
xM B O Ta m x y M o p g . MaMau, p o M a H KojM c y
Ha HeManKM oahmhho n p e B e /iM M M p ja H a m
K /ia y c BM TM aH, 6 e 3 c yM i-b e n p M n a A a M a / 10-
S pojH M M KHbMraMa K o je He A a c e He C M e jy -
H e ro c e M o p a jy HMTaTM 6 e 3 A k o m A/im .
[Solothurnen Zeitung , 16. jaHyap 2002]
npeBeo ca HeiuaHKor
Čama Panojnufi
y e e x đ a e a f b e n a p , 6 e 3 ji,a H O M
AHflpeac EpajTeHiiiTajH
npMna ce Aa je CnexHM woseK, noc/ieAHbM
An6axapMjeB pomsh o6jaB/beH Ha HeMan-
kom, y BMuie npMMepaKa noAe/beH kpmtmhb-
pMMa Hero luto ra je npoAaTo no Ki-bMxapa-
Ma. BpOjHMM CMMSo/IMHKMM CMpTMMa oa
KojMx je Befi yMpo cpncKM nMcau y er3M/iy
A a B M A A n 6 a x a p M , npMApyxyje ce, AaK/ie, m
OBa. CaMo, 3atuTo? Aa / im je nocpeAM lum-
Pokm ryČMTaK MHTepecoBai-ba 3 a mctohho-
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e B p o n c i< y Ki-bM >KeBHocT y o n u jT e m n o c e č h io najHO HaM/ia3M Mef)y CBojMM CTBapMMa Ha

3a cpncK y? f la j im je p e n o n p e 3 a c M fie H O C T M CTape TOHCKe CHMMKe Ha KojMMa MpTBa Maj­
TexnH O M M c r o p n je m j im H e p a c n o n o x e i- b y Ka npMnoBeaa cBoj xm bot. O h jy je caM Ha-
n p e M a S a jiK a H C K O j A p a M M , K o ja je A H O C T a s - Beo, caMo AaH noćne oneBe cmptm, Aa
ho Hefie A a c e 0 K 0 H H a ? B e 3 c y M H a e , f la B M A 0CT3BM CBeAOHaHCTBO —M3 naHMKe He3Hai-ba,
A /i 6 axapn cnaA a M e f)y 3 H a n a jH e cpncK e ajiM m , KaKo caAa npnMefiyje, M3 ,,He3acMTe
n p u n o B e A a n e C B o je r e H e p a u M je . 3 a T o Hac ceČMHHocTM11. Oho ujto je MCKycMO 6mo je
p a A y je u jto ce, Zsolnayia, n o H O B O j e ­
h 3 koh TpMjyM(f) M oryfier HaA ctbsphmm, Heo<t>opM-
AaH no3HaTi/i n3AaBaH, Eichborn, npnxBaTno jbeHor HaA AecfjopMMcaHMM, roBopa HaA Tiy-
0B 0r ayTopa. Ko 3 H a H M je j im c a A a A o rn a o TanbeM. CaA, nouiTO je m tt>era cTur/ia mcto-
i- b e r o B n a c . pMja m ocaKaTMna My >kmbot, oh y CBojMM
f la B M A A /i6 a x a p n C M ry p H O H u je nncau MMCJiMMa cno3Haje xm6pmc nocMpneTa m mh-
Kora n p e n o p y n y je M O Ha mctm HanuH Kao TeneKTyanua: Aa je nojeAMHuy jeAHOCTaBHO
u jto n p e n o p y n y je M o A p y r e . OHaj ko 3a3npe A 3to Aa c jio č o a h o yo6/iMHM nocTojahbe.
oa p a A H K a /iH o r c a M o u c n u T M B a i- b a , T p e č a n o A/im npM/iMKe HM cy ČMJie TaK B e . PoM aH
6 m Aa ce k j io h m H > e ro B M x Khbura. h -b e ro B a fla B M A a A n 6 a xa p M ja to n o K a 3 yje M3 M/iy3M-
yM eT H O C T TaKO JiaKO o 6 y 3 M M a H M T a o u a , tsko OHMCTMHKe nepcn eK TM B e c e x y fiM y npo-
O A nyH H O r a boam H a C T p M y C T a 3 y - O H aM O u ijio c T CB e a o n p o n a c T M a y c T p o y ra p c K e m o -
rA e c e c M u c a o TonM m n o K a 3 y je ctm a e r3 M - HapxM je, uito r a hmhm A O K yM eH TO M M CTopnje
C T e H U M je . O ho u jto ce t p o u im , ocM na m Ha B p e M e H a . MajHMH M 3BeujTaj je yTO/iMKO A n p -
K p a jy M M n / io A u p a je c T e K y fta n c T o p n je , ao - JbMBMjM, UJTO jo j y n p K O C CB eM ja A y Mp>Khba
M O BM He, je 3 M K a , K y fia Ja. B jin 3 y je naM eTM o c T a je C T p a H a - je p Te K OHa 6 m SMJia n p M -
Aa ce KopeHM Tor necM M M 3M a noTpaxe y 3Hahbe B /iacTM To r n a a a . O T y A a joj je o a Tpa-
6 M o rp a c })M jM . A n 6 a x a p M j e M o p a o A a aoxmbm ranba 3a kpm bum m b B axH M je A a 03HaHM x p -
A a c e c a p a c n a A O M J y r o c / ia B n je n o H O B O n o - TB e . O T K a r a je MajKa OAJiyHMJia (1938!) A a 3a
K p e H e O Haj x p B a i- b 3 a M e c o KO M e c y c a M o 3 a jb y 6 aB cB O M e M y x y n p e l)e y je B p e jc TB O , Hbe-
A J ia K y ym 3 k j im i-b e ro B M p o A U T e /b M . Onajahbe Ha n o B e c T je čuna HMTaB hm 3 KaTacTpocfja: T y
ra je H a jn p e H a B e /io Ha n p y x a h b e n o M o fiM je 6 mo 6 e r M3 3 a r p e 6 a n p e A ycTauiKM M 4>a-
(1992. y n e c T B O B a o je y M 3 B jia n e i-b y J e B p e ja uiM CTMM a, T y y 6 MCTBO M y x a y n o r o p y , T y
M3 C a p a je B a ) , a 3 s t m m Ha 6 e r. ToA U H e 1994. n p e xM B /ba B a hbe y c p n c K o j npoBMHUMjM ca
0 K p e H y 0 je J ie f) a rp a f)a H C K O M p a T y A a 6 m y A e u o M Koja c y KacHMje C T p a A a n a Kao x p T B e
KaHaAn Hamao c /io 6 oAy. A j im O H a j e BMLue y jeAH O j xe ne 3 H M H K oj H e c p e fm . rio c jie p a T a
/iM HM Jia H a c j io S o a h m naA- y c n e A n o je S p a K c hobckom Koju je o p o H y o
o a y x a c a x o / io K a y c T a . O h Tie n o c Ta TM O Ta u
H a u ie r n M c u a .
l/lHremi03HM nnaH npM noBeaatba flOK ro B o p M , MajKa 3anMhbe oa ja A a . O H a
je y C B e M y y n e c T B O B a jia M3 HajBefie 6jim3m-
OTKaKo je yxB3TMo nyT noA H ore, flaBM A A ji - He: „ C B e c e y H>y y/iMBa/io, CBaKa H e A a fia m
6 axa p n je CTa/iHO M3HOBa y ncKyujei-by Aa cb3km H e y c n e x , cbsko T p n jb e n b e m cb3ko
nMUje. MaMau,, poMaH M3 1996. Koju ce c a ­ C T p a A a h t e .“ M KaA a c e M cnoB e A a /ia n p e A
Aa nojaB /byje y m3 b p c h o m npeBOAy, onM cy- MMKpocf)OHOM, hteHO 0TKpMBaH>e je 3 aAP>Ka-
je anopeTMHKM noKyujaj je A H o r n n c u a y e r- n o H e u jTO cK p M B e H o . T a K O n M c a u M o p a A a
3MJiy Aa Kpo3 y x a c e cefiai-ba npoHaf)e AOKyHM M3 n M c a M a A a c o n c T B e H y e r3 M C Te H -
m m / io c t 3a6opaB a. npM to m je MMcao Koja UMjy A y r y je hbeHOM O A 6 Mjai-by, y C K n a A y ca
hocm ja-npM noseAahbe, m y mctm Max Hajc|)M- OHajHMHKOM x e Jb O M H>eHor n p B o r M y x a , A a
HMje noACTMne HberoBy ncMXOJiorMjy, MHre- Aeuy hm y kom c/iyH a jy He B a cn M Ta B a Kao
HM03H3 y CBOjOj jeAHOCTaBHOCTM. JyHaK CJiy- xm b o t je O A jeA H O M n o c T a o
J e B p e je : „ M o j
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o f l r o B o p H a x m b o t H O B eK a K o r a H M K a fla HM­ n o 6 y H a M a T e p M ja n a " n p o T M B M a js u H o r T p a -

c a M B M fle o ; n o c T o ja o c a M f l a 6 m o h , y n p K o c ra i-b a 3a aom om . V y c a M /b e H o c T M H o fiH o r
T e u jK O n o jM /b M B o j M fle jM o C B e o n u jT e M no- n p e c /iy u ia B a H a a , y 3 h o h m m h o c t m C B o je Ky-
T M p a i-b y , Morao f l a H a c T a B M f l a n o c T o jM . “ f iM u e y n p e A rp a f)y , nncau ce, H a A B Jia A a H
Kaolu t o y fle /iM M a h te ro B o r 3eM /baKa fla - S o n o M , O K p e fie c e Š M c a M O M e . He c a M o u jt o
HM/ia KMLua BacKpcaBa OTau,, TaKO k o a AaBM ­ M L u w e 3 a B a H e u iT O o a O H o r a H a n e M y je x e -
fla A n 6 a x a p n ja y fly x y E H uiiK/ioneAtije Mp- n e o A a HaHO BO M 3 rp a A M M AeH TM TeT, B e ft o a -
tb m x BacKpcaBa MajKa. T o h c k m 3anMC hmhm je na3M m je 3 M K m TMM e M 3 /ia 3 KojM npyxa
Ha M p e a /ia H HaHMH npM cyTH O M y i-beHOM r o - y M e T H 0 CT. A y 6 o K a j e M p o H M ja , K a fla A / i 6 a x a -
B opy n o flro B o p y , HbeHOM r/iacy m TenecHO - PM y JiM Ky c jiy H a jH o r n o 3 H 3 H M K a A o H a / if la
c tm , a y m ctm M ax HteHa jim h h o c t yK a3yje c e cbom o n a jH M K y n p M A p y x y je n M c u a KO M e c e
nepcneKTMBHo n p e jio M /b e H a y c e fia i-b y u p e - K H aM xeB H O C T n p e B a c x 0 A H 0 y K a 3 y je K a o nM -
cjjneKCMjM npoTaroHMCTe. C K o p o H e n p e m e fl- T aH ae T e x H M K e . A n 6 a x a p M j e A O B o /b H o bm-
h o je o h o l u t o jo j c e npM nM cyje, o a BMueBa
cnpeH Aa A o H a jiA a He npeAC TaB M je A H O -
npeKO yK0neH0CTM a o flo S p o T e . M T y c y jo m C TaBH o Kao n a p o A n jy H a C reative w riting,
m OHe KbeHe p e n e H M u e Koje Kao h o x p a c e u a -
H e r o K a o p e (J x n e K C M B H o r n p e A C T a B H M K a Ho-
jy naBMpMHTCKy CTBapHOCT: „CBaKa B epa je
B o r C B e T a , K O M e c y C T paH M e B p o n c K a c ic n o -
A o S p a , ro B opM /ia je , anM OHaj k o He yM e A a
HOCT Ka (yM e T H M H K O j) M eTacJ)M 3M UM, (JjM /lO-
ftyTM He M o x e A a c e HaAa A a f ie y penMMa
30c))M jM M C T o p M je m O T n o p n p e M a A e n a i-b y .
HafiM y T e xy.“ M cm h fie Kao m i-b e ro B a MajKa
C yK oš ecTeTM K a u n o rn e A a H a C B eT K o ju
n o K y a ia ™ A a y napaAOKCMMa yKMHe c o n -
HaMx A B O jM u a B O fle y je flH O M pecTopaH y y
CTBeHM ry6MTaK MecTa m je3MKa.
ueHTpy r p a fla n o f lje f lH a K O je c y n T M /ia n u
AeTan^M ce TeK y3 m h o t o OTnopa CK/ia-
c y n c T a H U M ja /ia H . O h oho noeTM H K O y TOKy
najy y ue/inHy, na MnaK ynpaBo MCTpajHOCT
c e fia H a a c ts /ih o B p a f ia H a n o e T o n o u jK O , a
Ha npe/iOMMMa AonyiuTa Aa ce yKaxe xeH -
y H y T p a u ih b M M 0 H0 / i 0 r Ha oho flM ja /io u jK O .
c k m nopTpeT HaAMOfiHe CHare m 3aHOCHe
T a K O j e M a jH M H a K i-b M ra y m c tm M a x A o H a / i-
noe3Mje. OnpoiuTaj o a „MajHMHe 3eM/be“
A O B a K h b M ra : M e flM T a u M ja o 6 M fiy m B p e M e -
(Mutterland, Hac/iOB noA KojMM je MaMau
H y, n y H o ftM m n p a 3 H M H M , a o m o b m h m m e r3 M -
o 6jaB/beH Ha HeManKOM, npviM. npeB .), t o je
m ry 6 MTaK jeAHe xeHCKOCTM xTOHCKe BpcTe,
ny, 3anaAy m H c T O K y , C e B e p y m J y r y . llM c a u

Koja CBojy Mofi He cnpoBOflM cneKTaKy/iap- AoHanA M O xe A a ce 3 rp a x a , to je A p y ra

M 0 r y f iH 0 CT, n a K H y x H O C T — M 3 A a ja K o ja M y je
h o , a/in 3aTO HMje Manbe flenoTBopHa: MajKa
je „CBe Hac HMTana Kao Ki-bMry... Oflna3M/iM HaMenbeHa.
c m o Tafla y KyxMi-by, Koja je 6 m ia hteHO uap-
c t b o . .. cefla/iM Ha TBpfle cranM ue m j im xo-
K/im ue, m fiyTanM, neKa/iM fla HaM Kaxe o h o M cTM Ha c rp a a a h b a
l u t o HaM je M3MMua.no.“ YnpaBO Taj Tpefm
CMMcao je o h o u j t o jo j je y o j i o b h o m flo đ y PoM aH A a B M f la A n 6 a x a p M ja O K O H sa B a ce
T m t o b o t KOMyHM3Ma 6 n.no cyMi-bMBo y MMpy. 6 e 3 K a T a p 3 e , n M c a u K O H asH O n o f l / i e x e n y -
CaMo no noBpuiMHM cy 6yflyfiHOCT KOjy je f lM n y . C T M r a o r a j e y x a c KO M e j e BepoBao
cnMKana nponaraHAa m nponMcaHa jeAHaKOCT f la je y M a K a o . M e f) y B p e M e H M M a m M ecTM M a
npeKpMBane Mofi cefiai-ba m pa3/iMKe. P a T je M 3 ry 6 M O j e c e 6 e, M 3 B e c H 0 C T H y flM je flM H O
caMo oflnoxeH m , K a fla ce MCTopMja 1 9 9 0 . 6 o n . M 3 m a H C T B O j e , , f lp y r o M M e 3 a MCTMHy“ ,
na T M Jia f l a H a flO K H a flM nponyuiTeHO, M a jK a je a n M T a M CTMHa, M o p a f l a m c k y c m jy H a K , m c-
noxypM/ia f l a yMpe f l a H e 6 u jo m jeflHOM m c - nyhbaB a c e y C T p a fla i- b y . H to j e n o H a B /b a -
Tpnena Kpyr HacM/ba. i-b e: ,,T B o j O T a u j e y B e K r o B o p M o " , K a x e M a j­
3aBpLueTaK TpaKe npaTe n M L u ra i-b e m K a, „ f l a c e y C B e T H e y /ia 3 M , f l a c e M3 C B eT a
3 B M X fly K - Kao f la nocTojM H e K a , ,n p M r y u ie H a M0x e caM o M 3 a fiM .“ f l a M naK je oho u jto
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hm hom 3eM/bOM“ n o c T S .n o C T B a p H O C T : e n n - Ha c b m m je3Mu,MMa Koje n03HajeM0. A hbm /im
TacJ) 6 /iM C T S B e H eraT M B H O C T M , y > K a c H e z ie n o - CMO ce H3HMHy H a KOjM nMLue, 3aXTeBHOCTM
Te u 6 p y T 3 / iH e m h t m m h o c tm . O B f le jy H a K hberoBMx TeKCTOBa, fteroBoj m h b b h tm b h o -
m p t b m m s B p a f ia o h o l u t o j e o a >kmbmx H a y - CTM, CKpO M HO CTM C KOjOM H a M fl0 3 B 0 J b a B a
hmo o A > y6 a B M . C p e f ia H j e H M T S /ia u K o ju T a j f l a B e p y je M O f l a tobopm o flp y r M M a , aok 3a-
hm h M ox< e A a 3anena™ . n p a B O c e 6 e p a 3 r o / iM f iy je , h b e ro B O M C M M C /iy
3 a X y M O p M OHOj H 3 M B H 0 neCMMMCTMHKOj KO-
[Neue Zurcher Zeitung, 28. MapT 2 002] KeTHOCTM C KOjOM C e H 3 3 M B a „n O C T M O A e p -
hmm n M c u e M ": ,,3a je flH o r n o c T M O fle p H o r
npeBeo ca HeManKor n M c u a , C B e T j e H a n M c a H M TeK C T HM je o a / io m -
Caiua PaflojMuTi K e T p e 6 a p a 3 0 T K p M T M . C B e j e riM T a i-b e 4 > o p -
M e, a H M T a /ia u j e napTHep oa Kor mm bm o
npaBO fla 0 n e K y je M 0 fla ce n o T p y flM . [...]
A / im j a H e M a M M /iy 3 M ja , mm y n o T p e č /b a B a M o
je 3 M K , r a jM j e o r p a H M n e H , f l a o n M L u e M o 6 e c -
fla K e T -a p a H > K M a H
K p a jH y C T B a p H O C T , He MO>KeMO oneK M B aTM
>KaH-5aTMCT ApaHr f la ce H M T a /ia u y T O M e n p o H a f je , MO>KeMO
c a M o H acTaB M T M f l a n M iu e M O .“ O h te M y 3 H a -
Hm uTa lu t o cm o n p o H M T S /iM He MO>Ke A a mo f l a je C p 6 mh, p o lje H H a K o c o B y 1948, f la
H ac 3 3 lu t m t m oa H e n e rs lu to fie M O T eK j e J e B p e jM H , j e p j e h t> e ro B a M a jK a f le c e T r o ­
h m ts tm . K o /im k o r o f l f l a h m t s m o , H e fie M O n o - A M H a p a H M je n p M X B 3 T M /ia T y B e p y M3 / b y 6 a -
CT3TM MMyHM H a KHbM ry Hafl KI-bkiraMa, K o jo j bm n p e M a je A H O M H O B eK y; n a K m p a S M H KojM
c m o c e H a fla /iM , a h m c m o j e O H eK M B a/iM ; H e ­ j y j e n p e o š p a T M O c a B e T O B a o jo j je f l a to He
M a BaKU M He n p o T M B 0 H 0 r a l u t o Krt>M xeB H O C T hmhm, je p 1938. r o f lM H e je B p e jC K e n p M /iM K e
je c T e , A O B O /bH O j e f l a C B o jy HSBM Ky x p s h m m o H M cy 6v\ne 6 a u j H a jc ja jH M je .
K i-b u ra M a H a K o je h s m /i3 3 m m o , f l a y 3 M M 3 M O O B a K h b M ra r o B o p M o tp m r o flM H e m o neT
T eK C TO B e K a o l u t o n n je M O b u h o , >Ke/bHM f l o - x M A .a fla 6 e o r p a f lC K M x J e B p e ja KojM cy, y
6 p e 6 e p 6 e , f l a T p e H y T a K H M Tai-ba 3a flp > K M M O r p y n a M a O fl n o c t o /b y flM , y r y iu e H M y r / b e H -
H e T a K H yT M M , y O K y, y o c e f i a j y n p c T a K ojM M -M O H O K C M flO M y C n e U M jS /lH O M K 3 M M 0 H y M a p -
0 K p e f ie M 0 C T p a H H u e . A a c e H a flM y flp y je M O Ke caypep, KojM je c a o č p a f ia o M 3M ef)y / io r o -
c t h m c B a K O flH e B H M M K i-b M ra M S . J e f l H o r A a ­ pa Ha C a j m m LUTy m M a c o B H e rp o Č H M u e y
H a H e K a K i-b H ra B a c p a 3 6 n je , n p n K y je B a c 3 a JajM HUM M a. ro B o p M /iM 6m mm fla f ie n x T p a H -
noA, o c ts b m Bac 6e3 penM , Aa to He cnopTO BaTM y 6 o /b M jio r o p , y PyMyHMjM m/im y
M o>K eTe hm A a Ka>KeTe. A to c e O B A e , M naK , n o /b C K o j, a n 0 M 0 fiy je f lH o r opMTMHa/iHO k o h -
M o p a p e f in , n a r a 6m 6 o / b e 6 m / io A a fiy T M M o , C T p y M c a n o r eM eTeM a M3flyBHM raco B M caype-
H e r o A a o S js tu L b e i-b M M S k b s p m m o H y f lo Ki-bM- pa n p e y c M e p a B a H M c y y xepMeTMHKM 3 3 t b o -
r e ; n y A a c e H e o 6 ja w H b a B a jy , HbUM a c e H a - p e H y K 0 M 0 p y T 0 B a p H 0 r flena, m 3a T p M fle c e T
A 3 m o , O Ha c e A e t u a B a jy . n e T M MHyTa nyTHMUM c y yM M pa /iM o fl ry -
A a K / ie , e B o r eu,a n M ajepa A a B M fla An- LueHaa. To cy M C TopM jcKe HMhbeHMue. T e u m
6 a x a p n ja . H m b m o n o B e p e h t a , A n 6 axapM je M a je p cy b o 3 m /im T aj k s m m o h .
je fla H o fl Haj 6 / ia x n x , HajflMCKpeTHMjMx /byfln H jim , TanHMje, Kafl 6 m Teu, m/im Majep,
Koje c m o MMa/iM npM/iMKe fla y n o 3 H a M o , MMa B03M0 K3MM0H, M ajep, M/IM TeU, M3/133M0 ČM
TO M e Befi tp m ro flM H e , y K a /ira p M jy, Ha k s - hmm k s m m o h M33f}e M3 rpsfls, carHyo 6 M ce
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14a . Hm je f la H jeflMHM r e c T , H M je flH a p e n , h m - y c a B p m a B a h b y c p e A C T a B a K o ja c n y x e cbpcm
je f lH a M M c a o n o K o jM M a 6 m c e O B a f lB o jw u a Ko jy hmko H e flO B O A M y n M T a n b e , cbbkm onM C
M e T )y c o 6 HO p 3 3 .riMKOBa.nM H e M e H .a jy c y u jT M - j e M C T O B pe M e H O M y n a H m 3a6aBaH , xyM op u
H y: y B e K je m o x a s je f la H , a m o x a 3 m f lp y r M . cmpt ce 6op e oko a n c y p f l a . H e fie M O umtm-
Ha 113. C TpaH M M a M u a A n 6 a x a p M n M iu e : „ . . . p a T M H M je flH y p e H e H M u y , H M je flH y a H e rA O T y
je B p e jc K a 3 a je f lH M u a H e B e p y je y M M e H O B a - M3 O B e K h b M re , j e p 6 m M 3 r / ie A a / ie K a o p M 6 e
H^e K p M B a u a , B e fi y M M eH 0B3hbe x p T 3 B 3 .“ B aH BO Ae, aok je y Ki-bM3M B a x a H y n p a B O
/"e u m M a je p , n o n e B U J M o f l c a M o r h s c / i o b s , to k, Taj nacyc A y ra n a K 140 C TpaH a, 6e3
je c T e K i-bM ra K o ja y K a 3 y je H a K p M B u e . T o HM­ M je A H e č e /iM H e H a Kojoj 6 m ce h m t s j is u , Mo­
je zia ico . ra o oam opm tm . M e t- b a jy c e pm tsm m BpeM e -
H a p a r a p je npo<$>ecop c p n c K 0 xpBaTCK 0 r paTHO B p e M e m A S H SLU H aM us c e C T a n a jy m

je3M Ka, Je B p e jM H , x m b m y B e o r p a f ly m o f l- M e m a jy K a o cJj m j im c k m k 3 a p o b m KojM c e n p e -

n y n y je f la cacTaB M re H e a /io iu K O c ra ć n o c b o - T a n a jy ; to je T aM H a m Ay6oK 3 boas y ona-
je n o p o flM u e ; t o a p b o je 6 oneixiTbMBo, nycTo, chmm T e c H a u n M a , a 6 /ia r M , c n o p M M e 3 H A p n
0 p e 3 a H 0 y ro flM H a M a O fl 1940. f l o 1942; t o Hoće MCTy T y B O A y c a C H a r o M c y M h b e . A n č a -
APBO y K a 3 y je Ha x p T B e . rip o c j^ e c o p , H e xe h b 3 , xapM HaM K a x e : „ B o / im m Ki-bMre H a n M c a H e y
o n c e flH y r o b m m noonoM, n p e B p fie HeSo m 3e- je A H O M n a c y c y [ . . . ] j e p lu to A y 6 / b e 3 3 /1 3 3 M -
M /by, HeSo y K oje h s p o h m t o He B e p y je m n p e ­ T e , C B e M aH >e M M S T e n p a B O A a n p e K M H e T e ,
Ma KOjeM c e OflHOCM C TOn/IO M MpOHMjOM, M H M T a /ia u M o p a A a npM X B 3TM T y M rp y , to HM­
3 e M /b y K oja je n p e i-b e ra B e fi 3 / i o k o 6 h o n p e - je M r p a B e fi HeKa B p c T a H M Tsnbs Ha A ax, bo-
p o B a H a M acoBH M M rp o Č H M u a M a ; o h n p e T p e - j im m KaA c y C T p a H M u ,e u ,p H e , KaA M O xeTe
c a ap xM B e T p a ra jy fiM 3 a HeKMM n /io A O M k o - K hbM ry A a 0 T B 0 p M T e H a 6 m j io k o m M e a ry m Aa
jM 6 m M o r a o f la o k s h m Ha C B o je c j i a 6 a w H O B a M M 3 r n e A a n o n y tt> e H O , n y H a ao B p x a .“ H e -
APBO. H 3 m ji 3 3 m Ha M M eH a T e u a m M a je p a m M o r y f ie je 3 a f lp x a T M flax y K3M M 0H y KojM bo-
x e / iM f la mm n o fla p M nv\u,a, a 3 a B p iu a B a TaKO 3m Teu, m j im M a je p , a n p e H e ro u jto O KpeTa-
u j t o mx M M arM HM pa, f la j e /b y flC K M o 6 /im k hbM- i-beM C T p a H M u a f l0 ? je M 0 ao K p a ja KHbMre, ao

XOBOj CMMpeHOj HerbyflCKO CTM , M HKapHM pa je A H e 6ene C TpaH M ue n p e n / iS B /b e H e 6py-

MX, f la je MM XMBOT, nO p O flM U y, fleTMI-bCTBO, TaJIHOM CBeTJ10LU fiy O TB O peH M X B peM eH C K M X
naK - y je flH o j n e n o j, / iy f lo j cai-bapM jM - c B paTa, H e n o cp e A H O n p e H e ro luto yx B 3 T M M o
i-bMMa pa3roBapa, c / iy iu a m x, n M je c HbMMa, Aax, ctspm n p o c jje c o p boam C B o je f)3 K e A a
anM HMKafl, 6 a w h m k s a He y c n e B a f l a K 3 x e ayTo6ycoM n p e T )y p y r y K o jy c y T e u m M a je p
k o je Teu,, a k o M a je p . A Ta n p M n o B e fla n e B a n p e /i3 3 M /iM y caypepy, n p M n o B e f ls mm hm ts-
H e c n 0 C0 6 H0 CT f la p a 3 flB o jM a b s M M eH a 6 e 3 By T y npM H y, B033H 3 B M X A y fie , B 33Ayx c e
nv\u,a, Taj KHbMxeBHM n o c T y n a K (KhbM ra 6 m p a 3 p e f jy je , a rpna ce C T e x y . 3 3 n o H e ,q e jb 3 K ,
m c t o TaKO M o m a A a c e 3 0 B e \a Teu, mjim M a ­ y HMCTOj CBeCU,M, M O p 3 jy H 3nM C 3TM flO M S flM
j e p ) je c T e 3 a p a 3 a H , HMTaouy j e 3 a 6 a B a H , 3 3 A 3 T 3 K . 3 a A a T a K c e fia i- b a .
3 6 o r n e r a c e o c e f ia m k p m b m m ; o h h m t s „ T e u
m M a je p " Kao A a n w u je ,,bm m j a “ , a tm m je A - [Jean-Baptiste Harang, ,,Voyage organise", Liberation, 23.
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03Hane kpm bu,m yB/i3H M c e je A H a y H M B e p 3 a /i-
HM ja K pM B M u a . npeBeo ca ct>paHuycicor
flp o c jje c o p M C T p a x y je , A O c a f ) y je naK m klBaH PaflocaB/beBiih
O HM M a KojM M y A a jy O A r o B o p e , y c n e B a A a c
M a H M ja K a /iH O M n p e u M 3 H O i± ifiy p e K O H C T p y M -
me BOXhbe T e u a m M a je p a , K ao m p 3 3 / io r e
KojM c y y c /iO B M /iM je A a H t s k s b n o A y x B a T ; oh
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C e fia tb a H a y 6 m c t b o hom nyHMM / fla CTaBMMO CJiyx6y CBojy Ba-

naTpiiK PeHrep Ma npeA Hore, / fla hbm 3anoBeflaTe.“
K a K o c e n p u n o B e fla H 6 o p n fla y M a u jT u

„P a 3 M M C /in f la jim je obo hobck / o > k h b h M 3 r y 6 jb e H y n o p o f lM u y , K a o u x m b o t

K o ju p a flM y 6 / i a i y / KojM c e 6M je T e u a m M a j e p a , K b e ro B c o n c T B e H M n o s u h b e
3 a K o p M u y x /ie 6 a / KojM yM M pe A a c e p a c T a n e . h b e r o B a o n c e c M ja T p y je M y
3 6 o r je f lH o r f la mjim He. x m b o t , a H ^ e ro B n o c a o n p o c jje c o p a M c n p e -
Pa3MMC/in fla jim je obo xeHa, / n j i n f i e c e c a n p o je K T O M y c n o M e H a . Ha Kpa-
Be3 Koce m 6e3 MMeHa / Ee3 CHa- j y b o a m O A e jb e h b e a y r o 6 y c o M c n M y j in p a jy f in
re fla fla/be naMTM, / OHMjy npa- n y ro B a h b e J e B p e ja K o ju cy o flB e fle H M M3
3hmx m yTpo6e x/iaflHe / Kao xa-
n p M B p e M e H o r J io r o p a , H a flp e a jiH O C M e iu T e -
6a 3MMM.“
H o r H a B e o r p a flC K O M c a jM n u iT y .
kl3 ne cM e npMMa JleBMja reu, m M a je p j e p o M a H c a B M u ie c jio je B a
„ f l a jim je obo HOBeK" 3 H a s e H b a m M 0 r y f iH 0 CTM i/i o 6 y 3 e T n p o u j j i o -
u if iy , K o ja n o c T a je o n n n jb H B a y c a f la u ii- b o -
c tm . M oxfla m H M je C J iyH a jH 0 CT u i t o je n p n -
J le B n je B a n e c M a n o c j i y x m i a j e K a o y B O fl y n o B e f la s p o t^ e H 1939. m T eK H a n yH M O 50,
i- b e r o B y K ht>nry fla je obo HOBeK, y K o jo j je H i/iM e c e n p i/in a C M e u jT a y B p e M e tm k n p e
n p e n p M s a o C B O ja c e f ia i- b a H a A y w B M u ,, c e f i a - H e r o u i t o c y c e C p Č M ja m o c T a T a K J y r o c j i a -
i-ba K o ja c y r a n p o r a i- b a ji a a o K p a ja > k h b o t3 . B u je o n e T y T o n m in y 3 B e p c K a f l e j i a J b y fln .
X n B e o je y C T p a x y A a f ie u o h u CBeT Ha t o A n 6 a x a p n , K o ju j e H a n y c T M o p a T O M p a 3 0 -
3ačopaB M TM . H e K O J in K O f l e u e H n j a K a c H M je , p e H y 3 e M J b y m O T m u a o y K a H a fly 1994, o c e -
fle jim v iH H H O m 3 aT o u jto je o c e fia o fla obo TJbMB j e aJIM M HeM M JlOCPflaH flO K nOHOBO
c e f ia n ^ e 6nep,v\, n 0 HMHM 0 j e c a M 0 y 6 n c T B 0 .
C T B a p a y 6 n c T B e H e KaM M O HC Ke T y p e . O h u io -
Kopmcho je mviaTM obo Ha yMy y norjiefly K w p a a jin He O A 6 n ja , m H e n 3 6 e> K H O y B J ia n n
poMaHa r 814 m M a je p flaBMfla Aji6axapnja,
H M T a o u a y n a r a c m T p a r e A M jy T e K y fin x A o r a -
jep m oh je cefiaHDe Ha xojioKaycT, Mafla
T ]a ja . n p M n o B e f la s c e ja B J b a K a o x y M a H n o je -
(J)MKu,MOHajiHO. HcnpMnaHa y jeflHOM AyroM,
flM H a u , n o c T e n e H O c e r y 6 e f in y c o n c T B e H M M
np0Ay>KeH0M naparpacf)y Koju npuna Hemvie-
3 3 M M C JiM M a m K p e fiy fiM c e Ka c o n c T B e H O M
HOBaHM npMnoBeAan, OBa MajeTopeKa npo3a
y H M u iT e h b y . A jim H a jB e fiM f l e o r eu,a m M ajepa
je noKyujaj Aa ce oČHOBe cefianba - cefiai-ba
o 6 y x B a T a C T B a p a i-b e H a c jiO B H M x jiM K O B a . H e
Ha npnnoBeAaMeBy M3ry6jbeHy nopoflMuy,
3 H a jy fiM H M u iT a o i-bM M a, n p M n o B e fla n mx M 3-
Kojy cy noSm in C C -obum , m M3MMuubeHa c e -
MMuj/ba f l o c a B p u ie H C T B a ; o O HOM e KojM c e
fiai-ba ABa C C BojHUKa, Te ua m Majepa, KOjM
M r p a c a je B p e jc K O M f le u o M n p e BO>Ki-be y
AOJia3e y B eorpaA 1942. Aa Oflwrpajy CBOjy
y/iory y K0 HaMH0 M peuiei-by. c m p t , o O H O M e KO M e H M 3 M e H e o f lr o B a p a jy ,
Cefianbe, Kao u ito je M yApo ncTaK ao o HbMX0 B 0 j y 3 a ja M H 0 j jb y đ a B M m flM B J b e H 3y
BariTep BeHjaMMH, „HMje M H C T p yM e H T 3a m c - n p e M a flM B H O M K 3 M M 0 H y M TeXHMMKMM h o b o -
TpaxnBai-be npoLunocTM, Hero nbeHO n030- T a p M ja M a K o je n p M M e i- b y je . n 0T nyH 0 cy
pnujTe“. A Teu n Majep cy Majio TeaTpajiHM. C T B apH M M y B e p J b M B M y CBOjO j OČMHHOCTM,
Hms HeuiTO y i-bMMa Kao k o a Po3eHKpaHua m n o B p u jH O M n o H o c y m n o c B e fie H o c T M cb o m
r miAeHCTepHa. 3aMeKbHBM cy jeAaH ca flp y - raA H O M n o c jiy . U lT a B M u ie , M O x e T e naK A a
thm, SapeM y HapaTopoBMM 3aMMCJiMMa, o c e T M T e m O A p e 1 )e H y HaKJiOHOCT n p e M a h>m-
nouiTo o h HeMa MaTepnjajiHe AOKa3e o i-bM- M a , C B e a o k c e H e c e T M T e k o c y m u jT a p a A e .
Ma, a H 3M xob OBJiauiHu npncTyn OHOMe u j t o C a B p u ie H O 6 m c e yKJionMJiM y B e JiM sa H C T B e -
CMaTpajy nyKMM noc/ioM MOxe ce cyMnpaTn H y n e c M y n a y jia U e jia H a 0 y ra C M pm , Kao
rHJiAeHCTepHOBMM peHMMa: ,,06 o jnu a c jiy - O T e /iO B J b e i-b e C T M xa : „ C m p t j e M a jc T o p M3
uiaMo, / M OBAe ce npeAajeMO, ca HaKJio- H e M a M K e i- b e r o B e o h m c y n jia B e . "
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Ha jeAHOM MecTy, npnnoBeAaw 3aMM-
Lu/ba hdhxobo c/ io 6 oaho BpeMe: „M ajep, m/ ih
Teu,, Brnue je Bo/ieo Aa cnaBa y cjiočoahom
BpeMeHy, m hm KaAa ce HMje >Ka/iMO Aa ra
chobm y3HeMMpaBajy. To ce He 6 m m o m o
pefiM 3a Teua, m/ im Majepa, KOjM ce H0fiy se-
cto 6yAMO, KaTKaA y3 r/iacHy ApeKy, na je m
M3/ia3MO y uueTi-by Aa 6 m yAaxHyo CBe>K Ba-
3Ayx. CyMi-baM Aa je y TOMe HeKy y/io ry
Mrpa/ia hteroBa caBecT, m ck/ ioh caM Aa CBe
npMnMLueM /iouueM Bapehby.“
HyAecHa je ziaKofia ca KojoM A/i6axapw o
hbMMa nMiue. HMa m XMBe eBOKauMje MOfiM,
a HeKaAa m 6aHanHOCTM, 3/ia m n>eroBMx Ae-
CTpyKTMBHMx noc/ieAMua. Cbm ayropM Koje
caM u,MTMpao y obom npMKa3y 6 m/ im cy x p -
TBe Hau,MCTa; BeHjaMMH je HecTao y HauM-
CTMHKOj MaujMHM 3a y6Mjai-be 1945, a JleBM m
UenaH (Haj6o/bM necHMK HeManrar je3MKa y
XX BeKy) yČM/iM cy ce AeueHMjaMa KacHMje,
jom yBeK AeMOHCKM onceAHyTM npouj/io-
iufiy, Kao m A/i6axapMjeB npMnoBeAan.
(iM caTM o y n o 3 M y x o /io K a y c T y Ha HanMH
KojM O A P ^ a B a CTBapHOCT y x a c a , a oneT no-
CTMflM M M3BeCT3H f)yArbM BM X yM O p, 3H3HM
xoa 3 tm n o B e o M a TaH Koj / i mh Mj m . A /i6 a x a p M
to hmhm M a jc T o p c K M , HMKaAa He 3 a c T p a h b y -
jy fiM y M e n o A p a M y mjim je c fm /iH e TpMKOBe, u
AP>KefiM HacTpaH M x y M o p m je 3 y y c a B p u ie -
Hoj pa B H O T exM . y OBOMe M y je ambho n0M0-
r a o TenHM npeBOA E /ie H H / ia ja c - B y p c a f i.
O n iiiT M yTM caK je A e3 op M jeH T M L uyfiM , y 3 H e -
M M pyjyfiM m c p u e n a p a jy fiM .
[The Globe and Mail, 8. Maj 2004]
npeBeo ca ceHm ecKor
Ceprej Mauypa
Penis cy Hemro apyro
Hap/ic CuMufi
M3rjiefla Aa HayHMMO HeujTO o
yMeTHOCTki Kaaa mckvcmmo luts
Tpe6a fla 03HanaBa pes caMolia.
M o p n c BnaHino
T B p A H ta K o jy n e c T O M 3 H oce 3anaAHM M HTe-
jie K Ty a n u M A a H a jro p M no/iMTMHKM cmctbmm
A a jy H a j 6 o /by KhtM>KeBHOCT HMje HMLUTa bm-
u je oa n y cTM x CHO Ba. M cTO H H a E B p o n a m Py-
CMja MMa/ie c y Be/iMKMx n M c a u a , a/iM c y ohm
6 m/im m ocTa/iM y c a M / b e H e x e p o jC K e <t>Mrype
m M 3y3eTaK oa npaBM /ia. Be/iMKa BefiHHa nM­
c a u a paAM oho luto je 6 e 36 e A H O m luto ce
oa HbMx o s e K y je . C M TH M n a p e oko 3BaHMHHe
B ep3M je c TB a p H O G TM c a M a i^ e m/im BMLue
y M e fia , a HeKM oa hsmx naK m c a np M M e ca M a
reHMja/iHOCTM. T o o n o p TyH M C TM p a A e C B yA a
A a He 6 m nocTa/iM M 3onurreHM UM . riM ca u
M/IM neCHMK y MCTOHHOj EBpOnM KOjM OAOJ1M
MCKyaieHbMMa M Aeo/ioLUKor m/ im eTH M SKor
C B p c T a B a h ta ce6v\ HaM et-byje y / io ry n a p w je .
A ko je n M c a u Je B p e jM H , Kao luto je c/iyHaj c a
A n 6 a x a p M je M , M O x e A a o n e K yje jo u j BMLue
HeBO/ba. llo je A M H a u o 6 a 3 p M B n p e M a HajHO-
BMjeM je A H o y M / b y H e M a hmkskbmx 3 a w T M T -
hmk3. r i o T p e 6 y 3a i-bMM H eK aA a HMje HM ao
M a p K C , a A a H a c je H e M a jy HauMOHa/iMCTM.
CB3KM KO/ieKTMBMCTMHKM n p O rp a M Tpa>KM
y n p a B O Ky/iT Be/iM Kor B 0f)e m noc/iyujHM x,
p a 3 A p a ra H M X M a c a Koje BMHy, Kao luto c y
paAM /ie y M a 0 B 0 A o č a , „C B e T H a n p e A y je m
6 y A y fiH 0 C T je C B e T/ia “ . A ko HeKO MnaK OA/iy-
hm A a C T a H e y TioLuaK, zieTjMMa O K p e H yT r o -
mm/ im , T p e S a A a o n e K y je A a fie ra n p e m/ im
KacHMje KaMeHOBaTM.
TB p A o r/ ia B M n o je A M H a u Kojw xmbm >kmbot
M3rH3HMKa y c o n c T B e H o j 3 ajeAHMUM n p e A -
CTaB/ba A n 6 a x a p M je B o r jyH aKa. h b e ro B O n y A -
ho no H a m a h b e , c y M 0 p H 0 pacno/io>Kehbe m
o c e fia j 3 a 6 p a H e Kao A a >kmbm tmk ao z io ro -
p a m/ im r y 6 M/iMUJTa H >eroB a c y T e M a . Mcto-
pMjcKM KO HTeKCT, Ha kojm c e pe TK O a/iyAMpa
y A n 6 axapM jeBM M n p M n o B e TK a M a , He CM e c e
3a6opaBM TM . Hmcmo y C e B e p H o j flaKOTM m/im
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LUBajuapcKoj. MMHy/iM yxacM m ohm koju ce
cnpeMajy 6auajy ceHKy Ha npoTaroHMCTe
obmx npnnoBeflaKa. Kaaa 6a/iKaHCKe (t»a6 pn-
Ke CMposaflH pafle y tpm CMeHe, npnpoAa
CTBapH0CTM u CTBapHOCT caM or nMcai-ba n o -
CTajy 036n/bHa nt/iTai-ba, Kao HMKafla koa Ta-
ko3B3hmx pea/ii/icTi/iHKMx nncaua Koju ynyT-
CTBa npnMajy oa 3BaHMHHe nfleonornje. Kao
lu to A /i 6axapn AoSpo 3 Ha, cBecT o cyA 6 n-
hm nojeAMHua 0 HeM0 ryPiaBa nocTojanbe
„oSjeKTMBHe ncTopnje“ m oTexaBa nncatt>e
KI-bHXeBHOCTH.
PoMaH je HecyMH3HBo Haj6 oraTnjn Ki-bM-
xeBHM očjimk MKaAa M3MMLU/beH 3a pa3yMe-
BaHbe pa3HOBpCHOCTM JtyflCKMX MCKyCTaBa,
a m oh ce oSmhho 6 aBM BaxHMjMM CTBapMMa.
riocTojn Hen0flyAapH 0 CT M3Me1jy i-beroBor
jiMHeapHor c n x e a u Be/iw<e Bn3nje ApywTBa
c jeAHe, u cnfiym Hor ncKycTBa ycaM/beHe
ocoSe, c Apyre CTpaHe. JImpckm necHMK m -
oie o ti/im peTKMM TpeHyuMMa KaAa BpeMe
CTaHe. npMnoBeTKe Koje nMLue A /i 6 axapn no
tom cy nnTai-by Kao necMe. floTaicne cy ce
Hener cyujTMHCKor, Hener TeiiiKO MCKa3MBOr,
i/i e ra ra Kpyxe oko c e 6 e caMMX. KaAa ra
np 0HHTaM0 , y rnaBm HaM He ocTaje CMxe,
Hero ui3BecHe cjiMKe, ts k o CTa/iHe u MoftHe
Aa cy Mor/ie Aa Aof)y m M3 HamMx concTBe-
hmx CHOBa. hfaeroBe npMnoBeTKe cy Kao ko-
naxm, Ae/iMfiM m hoto BePie c/iara/iM ue - mo-
xA a MaK He m MCTe c /ia ra jin u e - cačpaHM y
noKymajy Aa ce yK/ione. Kao lu to Hac noA-
cefia y jeAHOj oa hjmx: ,,/lenoTa je y npeAO-
ceftajHMa, y HaroBeiuTajMMa, y MLUHeKMBai-by
ue/iHHe." He M3HeHat)yje, AaK/ie, lu to Hbero-
Be npi/inoBeTKe yrnaBHOM o 6yxBaTajy HeKO-
/imko CTpaHHLia.
P a c n o p e A y n o r a ne cT O c e n o H a B /b a o a
n p H n e a o n p M n e . V tm h m h h o m c jiv ^ a jv , Ty c y
O Tau u M ajK a, o S o je n o c T a p n jn , cmh K o ju je
n M c a u , c e c T p a K o ja c e y A a m OAce/iM, m Ha
K p a jy u xeHa. rio p o A M u a je je B p e jC K a , M e cT o
p a fli-b e je KOMyHMCTMHKa J y ro c jia B M ja , 3 e M /b a
HMja je BeTiMHa J e B p e ja C T p a A a /ia y f lp y r o M
CBeTCKOM p a T y. X n B e m mphm m , t o t o b o aHO-
HMMHMM XHBOTOM y CTaHHMfiy y BapOLUH Ha
peuM flyHaBy, HacynpoT rp a fla Beorpafla.
HeMajy m hoto noceTi/iJiaua. Y Ma/io 6 pojHe
cnaAajy M opcko HyAOBm±iTe roA 3 M/ia, HoBeK
Koju Je y č n o Jli/i6 epTM Ba/iaHca m A htohmo
Aac MopTeuj, 6pa3M/iCKM 6aHpyn M3 mctom-
MeHor c()M/iMa. H/ishobm nopoflnue totobo
cy Hepa3ABojHM, a oneT je CBaKM caMOTaH u
HeAOKyHWB ocTa/iMMa Kao Aa je MenBM/iOB
BapTji6 n.
TajHOBMTOCT CBaKe nopoAHue HMa CBoje
TpeHyTKe mmtckmx ofljeKa. y c p x n An 6axa-
pMjeBe noeTMKe Hana3M ce oho chbo noA-
pynje M3Mel)y m htb h CTBapH0 CTM rAe CBa-
Ka 3aMarA.eHa c/iHKa u c/iynajaH Aoraf)aj
Mory Aa c a flp x e o a to b o p na TajHy Harner
MAeHTHTeTa. „Hhcmo hMKaAa npaBM mctopm-
HapM, Hero yBeK necHMUM, a Haoie ocefianbe
MoxAa HMje HMLUTa APyro ao M3pa3 noe3M-
je Koja je M3ry6/beHa“ , Kaxe c()paHuycKM
/io3o4> TacTOH Baiunap. CBeT AeTMKbCTBa m
nopoAMHHM xm b o t Kojnx ce cePtaMO yHyTpa-
ujhbM cy CBeMMp nyH M3ry6n>eHHX nyTOKa3a
M SOJIHO HeAOCTMXHMX MMTOBa. KaO CBaKM
BejiMKi/i nMcau, A /i 6 axapM oa cboj'mx HajMH-
TMMHMjMx cai-bapMja npaBM m Harne.
„CefiaHaa cy, HapaBHo, Bapn^MBa, naK m
aKO jeAHHO 3axBa/byjy1iM hbMMa ocefiaMO Ka-
ko 3aMCTa nocTojMmo“ , nnuje An 6 axapM. 3a
TaKBO cefiaHie, necTo Ha caMOM py 6y cefia-
Hba, eHTepiijepM ca HexMBMM npeAMeTMMa
Kao 3pe/iMM CBeAouMMa CBera M3peneHor,
m/im HeM3peneHor, MMajy MCTy TexMHy Kao m
njyflM Koju cy Tora AaHa 6 m^m npMcyTHM.
KaKO ce cefiaMO, pa3r0BapaM0, TyryjeMO m
rpaAUMO npnne oa TaKBMx cjjparMeHaTa
npeAMeT je HaeroBor MHTepecoBaHaa. Hobck,
HapaBHo, n a x e Aa 6 m peKao MCTMHy. Bm^o
ksko 6 mjio, ca3Hai-be Aa caMo MaujTa Moxe
OČHOBMTM OKyC CTape CTBapHOCTM HMje je fl-
HocTaBHo ca3Hai-be - m 3aTo HOBeK nnuje.
PeTKO cy noTnyHe KvtnxeBHe u 4>Mn030c]5CKe
MMn/iMKauMje 3Hanaja cnMcaTerbCKor no3MBa
Ha Kpajy jeAHor A yro r u 3/ior BeKa M3paxa-
BaHe AoSpo Kao y obmm npMnoBeTKaMa.
fla HMje npeBOAa, Harne 3Hatt>e o ocTaT-
Ky CBeTa Mopano 6m Aa 3aBMCM oa CNN-a. y
MCTMHCKe My/iTMKy/iTypa/iMCTe yBeK cy cna-
A a /iM Mano u e e b e H M n p e B O A M O U M 6 e 3 K 0 jn x
6mcmo Smjim ocyl)eHM Ha caMOAOBOJbHM
KI-bMXeBHM M Ky/lTypHM npOBMHUMja/IM33M.
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O b o m 3 6 m p k o m npnnoBeAai<a, KOjy je TaKO
BeuiTo npeBe/ia EneH H/iajac-6ypcafi, An6a-
xapn ce, Koju je Befi necTo npeBofjeH y
EBporm, npBM nyT nojaB/byje Ha eHmecKOM
je3MKy. O h npMnafla OHoj M3ačpaH0j rpynn
nncaua y AaHami-beM CBeTy 3a HMje 6 m ce
Ae/io M om o pefin Aa je He3ao6mia3Ho.
[npeflroBop y: D. Albahari, Words Are Something Else,
Northwestern University Press, Evaston, 1996]
npeBeo ca eHr/iecKor
Ceprej Mauypa
TMiJMHa ja na oa penis
flo p o T e a flupK M aH
,,H e M a jy fin M 3 6 o p a , c y H u e He o 6 a c ja B a hm -
LUTa h o b o " - M H o ro T o ra om Mapcpnja O A3Ba-
i-ba y Toj n p B o j peneHM UM , K ao T y u j Ha OTBa-
pa nb y č e K e io B C K o r y H M B e p 3 y M a . „ f l o c n e je
C H e r n p e c T a o A a n a A a , u Ha H e đ y c e , K ao
l u t o je peA, nojaBM O M e c e u " , m a c u noc/ieA-
Hba p e n e H H u a p o w a H a C n e x H M H O B e K fla B M -
A a A n 6 a x a p n ja . H c t o TaKO p a B H 0 A yuJH 0 Kao
l u t o c y H u e o c B e T J ta B a n o ja B y B e K e T 0 B 0 r
M O HaAHHKor jyH aK a , OBAe M e c e u o c B e T /b a B a
MUJHe3aBai-be n p M n o B e A a s K o r J a , KOMe c y
p a T u er3n/i n o p e M e T M /iM je3M K.
B a p u ija u n je n u jH e 3 aBanba - t o c y Ae/ia
0 B 0 r C p 6 n H a je B p e jC K o r n o p e K /ia , Koju je
e M n r p n p a o y K a H a A y , n p n 6n n x a B a c e w e -
3 A e c e T o j m Koju je 06 jaBM 0 c e A a M p o M a H a m
c e A a M 36 npKM npMMa. C K o p o je 3 a 6 o p a B -
/beH npBM uMTMpaHM p o M a H o er3 M Jiy, Koju
c e nojaBM O 1997. k o a Zsolnayja, a 3 Č n p K a
n p tin o B e A a K a O rtm CMpm, Koja je 1993.
H3aama k o a Wiesera, p a c n p o A a T a je . K a o o t -
KpMfie c y c/iaB/beHi/i Te K n p e B O A H p o M a H a
MaMau, u /” eu m M ajep. CaAa c/ieAH jeAaH
n 3 6 o p A/i 6 a x a p n je B M x npM na : KOMČM HauM ja
hobm x m npBnx n p e B O A a .
A k o nocTojM K /byn H a p e n y A n 6 a x a p n je -
b o m n n c a i-b y , OHAa je t o „TMLUMHa". „C bm 3 a -
HeMMMO, Kao Aa TMLUMHa M oxe Aa noM om e
TaMO rA e BM uie H eM a peH M ", 3aKJbyH yje npM -
na ,,Ayuia“, 6w3apHM KaMepHM kom3a o cno-
py oko ceAUUJTa Ayiue, rajM OKOHnaBa CMp-
fiy. JeAHa APyra npMna npMKa3yje HaM nany,
ycaM/beHor, n p a cia p o r, HeBepHor MoPiHMKa,
KojM nMLue necMe, npaTM 4)yA6a/i m meTa no
A B o pM L U T y, je A a H 3ancTa šeKeTO BC KM /im k:
,,’Ej’, BMHe nana, 'MMa m HeKor c APyre CTpa­
He?’ TMLUMHa, TMUJMH3, CaMO TMLUMHa". JeAHa
AeBojKa xa/iM ce MajuM Aa jy je BO/beHM
OCT3BMO y3 ABe peneHMue Te/iec{)OHOM. „Mo­
rao je m y jeAHOj", Kaxe MajKa, m KacHMje:
„TMUJMHa je jana o a 6m/io Koje pewn.“
To je TMLUMHa noćne m/im npe KaTacrpo-
4>e, Koja secTo HacTyna TeK nooiTo je HanM-
caHa noc/ieAi-ta peneHMua. y ,,CeHKaMa“, je­
AaH HauMOHa/iMCTMHKM nMcau noceTiyje
cpncKu rpaAMfi kojm je p a r M3 no/ioxaja y
cpeAMHM 3eM/be noByKao Ha nepM(()epMjy; y
x0Te/iCK0j co6m otkpmbb cmhb CBoje HeKaAa-
uinbe /bydaBM KojM je m3bpujmo caM0yČMCTB0,
m noB/ianM CMrypHOCHM npcTeH Ha 6om6m.
,,flpyrM je3MK“ npnKa3yje jeflHor BocaHua ko-
jM je ,,n/iMMy TMLUMHe" y čeorpaACKOj Tyf)M-
hm HanycTMO 3apaA CTBapHe TyfjMHe KaHa-
Ae u caA noxa?ia Kypc eHr/iecKor. A/im
yM ecTO Aa npeBa3M?)e ry6MTaK je3MKa, oh
noTajHO npaTM CBojy HacTaBHMuy u Bpe6a je
M3 n/iaKapa y 3MAy - „cnpeMaH 3a ckok“,
r/iace noc/ieAHbe penM. LLlTaBMUje, npMno-
BeAan noBpeMeHO pec})/ieKTyje o HeM36e-
xho ctm OHora u jto xofie Aa McnpMMa m npM-
npeM a yHi/iLUTaBajyf)M 3aK/bynaK npMMeA-
6om: „HMKaKBa TMLUMHa He M oxe Aa Hac
cnace o a CTBapHOCTM.1' npMjaTe/bM m c yc e -
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Ha Koja He M Oxe Aa noAHece fiyTahbe m pa-
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My He 6m Mor/io Aa ce fiyTM?“
llMcau KojM y tm m npM M aM a cT a/iH O o t b o -
peH O MCTyna K ao a y T o p , y OAHO cy Ha t o H e­
Ma M36opa; H>eroB no3M B je Aa napaAOKC
„fiy T a i-b a o TO M e“ n p o A y 6 M p e sM M a K oje c e
S a B e HeM 3peuM BM M . H c T o p M ja je yHMuiTM /ia
CBaKy M3BecHOCT o concTB eH O M M ecT y y CBe-
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Kao ,,noKyuuaj orrnca cm pth Py6eHa PyšeHO-
bmhs " , y Kojoj poflMTe/bn npMnoBeflasa cefle
Ha nocMpTHOj nocTe/bM je flH o r jeBpejcKor
npnjaTe/ba m npoTecTyjy npoTMB ayTopoBe
OflnyKe fla octsbm CTapus fla yMpe. y je fl­
HOM yr/iy ceflM fleTe. Ha Kpajy ayTop y3HMa
fleTe (Koje je 6 m/ io oh ) Ha pyKe m Bpsfis ce c
HbMM y npMHy, jep je „npoČMjsnbe Kpo3 MeTS-
cfiope jeflHHH MoryPtn o 6/ imk ctbsphoctm 33
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n /io fl C3mo Tyry fly6oKy kso noHop, Hero m
xyMop 6e3 a h s . lis n u ce yMecTO B ors yK3-
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ripeseo ca HeMaHKor
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rm f l 3 c e 3 a 6 p M H e M O H e fie /im y 6 y f ly f t e / ie -
C T B M ua 6 m tm n p eB M C O K O n o c T S B /b e H S . C s f ls
M3 f l 3 BSH Eichborn a o h o c m , y y o 6 MH3 je H O c y -
B e p e H O M n p e B O A y M M p js H e m K / is y c s B m t-
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n p M n o B e A 3 K 3 , K o je H e c s m o l u t o n o T B p f) y jy
y M e u jH O C T 0 B 0 r 3 y T o p a , H e r o n o p e A T o r s
M /iy c T p y jy h m ts b c n e K T s p h b e ro B M x M 3p s> K sj-
HMX M O ryflH O C T M . JlS K O H C K O r M CKenTMHKOT
je 3 M K s , A n 6 3 x a p M ce B M p T y 0 3 H 0 K p e fie M 3-
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ce y K 3 3 y je kso AapoBM TM yn e H M K O p s H u s
K s c fiK e , A a H M /is K m u js m A /ie K C S H A p s Tm-
LUM e, k s o m U o h s A n A S jK S , C e M 3 lil e n s p A S
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An63X3pMjeBe npMnoBeTKe HMcy npMCTynsH-
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4H, a/7M M ano je ohmx Koje kopmctmm. A k o M o p a A a c x b 3 t m K a K o c e o h n p e K O ca 3 H a H ja
M e H e u T o n n ra jy , o /iro B a p a M ; aKO M e n e o y H M B e p 3 a /iH O j H e n 0 B e 3 a H 0 C T M O A B a ja o a
n m a jy , f)yrMM. K o /im k o p e s M j e riO T p e đ H O f l a H ie m C B a H aeH a c p e f i a y n p K O C c b m m AOKa3M-
6 m 0 f l r 0 B 0 p M 0 H a 6 m /io K o je n M T a h te ? A s e , M a / b y 6 aBM TO H e y /iy A M /io .
t p m , H a jB M u ie n e T : , , f la “ , ,,H e “ , ,,M O X fla “ , „H e ,,JyTpoc, aok cmo nM/iM Kat}>y, ynnTa/ia
3 H a M “ . C B e o c T a / ie c y H e n o T p e S H e , n o r o T O - caM ra Aa /im xe/iM HeuiTO Aa mm Kaxe, Su­
b o K a fla HOBeK HMLUTa H e nma. zio ujTa. CaAa je npaBM TpeHyTaK, peK/ia
A / i 6 a x a p n c e n o c T o ja H o T p y flM o k o T a H a - caM, noc/ie fie Ćmtm K a cH O . Moj Myx je oa-
h m x n p o n o M a y C M M c a 0 H0 M C M C T eM y c b 3 k o - /ioxm o HOBMHe, CKMHyo HaoHape, npoTp/bao
flH e B M u ,e m m 3 h o c m n p e f l o h m T y l) o c T e r 3 M - ohm. 3a urra - nMTao je. HMcaM 3Ha/ia. Pe-
C T eH u,M je. h b e M y je H a n p B O M M e c T y c T a .n o K/ia caM: 3a CBe.“
flO T O ra f l a CM CTeM aTCKM paLUHMHM M 3 B e C H 0 - O h o u j t o c e O B A e o a M p o H M je O K p e fie y
c tm - M3 BecH O C TM o n a x a i- b a m K O M yH M K a u M - je 3 y , 3 a f lo 6 M ja y ,,P y x H M M c h o b m m 3 “ jeflH y
je , n o m e f l a H a C B e T m e c T e T M K e . LU Ta je t o o c / i o 6 a f ) a jy f iy x y M o p M C T M H K y HO Ty, Kafla je ­
u j t o n o K p e f ie a y T o p a , y o H a B a c e M3 a y T O Č n - f la H O T a u C B o jy n o p o f lM u y K O jy M y n e H o ftH e
o rp a c J jc K e n p M n o B e T K e „nofl c B e T / io u i f i y M o p e y 3 a / iy f lH 0 n o K y u ia B a f l a y B e p M f l a c e
c p e č p H o r M e c e u a " . O B f le A / i 6 a x a p M o n M c y - to y K yfiM n p M B n f) a jy fly x o B M . C ja ja H Aeo
je n o M e T i-b y K o jy je y i-b e M y M 3 a 3 B a o n p e / i a - K hbM re n p e A C T a B /b a n p M n a ,,y H e h b e fiM p M /in -
3 a K y H o b m C B eT . E M M r p a u M ja r a je , f lO f ly - u e “ , r A e A n 6 a x a p n y K p u iT a T e M y e M n r p a u w -
u je , o c / io S o f lM / i a K y /iT y p e M C T o p M jc K e /ia>KM, je c a T e M a M a M H A M js H a u a m p e /iM r M je . n p e f l
K o ja je B / ia f la / ia n o f l M M /io m e B M ? ie M , a/iM je n p a B O C /ia B H O M c p n c K O M u p k b o m y K a / ir a -
M C T O B peM eH O č M / ia n o n e T a K n a f la y 6e3flaH. p M jy , rA e ja - n p M n o B e A a n C B a K o ra neTKa
O h o u j t o c e y C p Č M jM n p M K 3 3 M B a .n o K a o f l e - y n y f i y j e c p n c K y A e u y y f iM p M / in u y , je A H o r a
cJjM HM caHa H e c p e P ta , Kao H e n p w ja T e /b C K o A a H a C T ojM 0 / iy jH M 0 6 / i a K m fiy T K e 3 a x T e B a
p a 3 rp a H M H e H je m n p K O C H a y c a M /b e H O C T , n o - ,,0 A r 0 B 0 p “ . A ok C M e T e H M n o n y 3 a / iy A H a cT O -
C T a /io je y Ka»apy\ ry Č M T a K c e 6 e 3 a KojM H e ­ jM Aa H H A M ja H u y n p M 6 /iM X M x p M u ifia H C K O
M a flo c /iO B H O H M K a K B o r z ie K a . M a jH M H c a B e T n o c / ia i- b e o y H M B e p 3 a /iH o j / b y 6 aB M , ja - n p M -
ja - n p M n o B e f la n y f la y C TaH y n o c a flM neKy n o B e A a n n o M M a C B o je H eM O n p M c y c T B o Kao
Č M /b K y f l a 6 m y c T 3 H 0 B M 0 MO>Ke /im T y f l a x m - no3M B A a c a c /iy u ia M 3 B e u iT a je o H e c p e fiM
bm, OKO HHaBa y 4 > M ja cK y O A P M u s n b a n o c T o ja - C B o r a n / ie M e H a . A /im K a K o f l e u a H e H a /ia 3 e
i-ba jeflH e a / in c K e / b y 6 MHMLi,e. npM C Tyn ,,A M B /b a K y “ , o h m Ha K p a jy 0 C T a jy
LUM<f>pa y H M i± iT e i-b a , a /iM m n p e o 6 p a x a j a M e t ) y c o 6 HO T yf)M .
u M 3 6 a B /b e h b a n o c T a je „B M u /e flH e B H M C H e r “ T e u iK o T ie K o je H a u iM a 3 h m M M a jy c a C B e -
KojM n a f l a n o n p M n o B e f la n y C B e a o k c e Hbe- tm m T pa rM K O M M H H O n o K a 3 y je npM noBeTKa
ro B M T p a r o B M H e M 3 r y 6 e y 6ecK O H 3H H O C T M „ r ia n a " , K o ja n p M K a 3 y je B pxoB H M K a upKBe
6 e n e B e ja B n u ,e . H e O KO HHaBa c e y B e K e r 3 M - Kao 3aToneH M Ka C B o je M H C TM TyuM O H a/iH e
C T e H u ,M ja jiH a Kpma y J ie T a /iH o j / le T a p m jM . y y / i o r e - j e p o h j e 3 a n p a B O o c T a o / b y 6 M T e /b
, , A p y r o M je 3 M K y “ h o b m n p M f lo m / iM u a 3 o p a H <t>yjj,6 a f ia , 6 y A M C T a , y o n w T e A e T e . „ f l a n a je
H a /ia 3 M ynopM U JT e TeK K a fla noH H e fla ce c a M . H M u r r a r a H e 3 a H M M a . r ip e /iM C T a B a o je
4 > M K c n p a H a C B o jy H a c T 3 B H M u y H a K y p c y e H - C B e T O n M C M O , a/iM H M je y c n e o f l a n p o H 3 f) e
m e c K o r C m h a m m f l a j e n 0 T a jH 0 n p o r o H M , A a H M je flH O M e c T O K o je H e 3 H a H a n a M e T . M o r a o
6 m H a K p a jy ( K o ju j e o c T a o o T B o p e H ) c m /io m 6 m H e K O M e f l a T e /ie c {> o H M p a : K O M e ? " K a f la je
n p 0 B a /iM 0 y i-beH c t s h . r ip M t o m c e y 3 o p a - yM po y 99. to a m h m , m m b o je , O K p e fiy fiM c e
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3 a n a p / io x e i- b e 3 a n a A n o r A p y u jT B a 6 / i a r o c r a - K a o uM H O B C K e n o p u M je c / i a f l o / i e f l a . M H o ro
i-ba, Kao u jto ce cxB aTa m y npM HM „ M o j T o ra He p a 3 y M e M o , t o B axw u 3a P y6eH 3
M y x “ . K a A a HbeH c y n p y r j e f l H o r a A a H a n o c / ie P yđ e H O B M H a M3 MCTOM MeHe n p M n o B e T K e , ,,n o -
n o c / ia o c T a je A a c e A ^ i 3 a ynpaB/baneM K O /ia c / ie f lh b e r “ J e B p e jM H a H o B o r B e o r p a f l a , KojM
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cno/bauii-bocTM CBeTa m KOjM y npMHM He x e -
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npeflCTaB/ba npoS /ieM xm bm x .
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5paK Kao (e p o T C K a ) SopSeHa 30Ha H yflM
c ia n a n n p M n o B e flH H m o tm b . Y „m c tm h c k o m
n p o > K H M a H b y“ C B e T a S p a K j e 3 a A n 6 a x a p n j e -
Bor K a H a flC K o r a y T o p c K o r a / v r e p - e r a H e n p o -
uei-bM B O y T O H m jjT e , a jim m je f la H fle o npo-
6 / ie M a . A o k y ,,X / ia f lH o j Kact>m“ m r n e n a f l a je
je f la H n a p f l o m a o f l o K p a ja K O M yH M K a u M je , y
npM HM „ M o j a x e H a M M a C B e T J ie o h m “ a p r y -
M e H T M u ie c e y n p M / io r T aK B O j KO M yH M KauM jM
H a H y /iT o j TaHKM K i-b M x e B H o c T M . „ O b o j e j e f l -
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6 m tm c n o x e H M X p e s e H M u a . - C M e u iH O , K a x e
M o ja x e H a , n a B e fi T a p e n e H M u a j e flO B O /b H O
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n p B o j peneH M U M , K a ra M O x e u i oneKMBaTM fla
tm B e p y je y f l p y r o j ? “ T a K O 3 a n o H M H je K O M a fl
m y B M p e y a n o p e T M H K y H a n e jiH y f l n c K y c n j y o
n a p a f lO K c a /iH o j m c tm h m K i-bM xeB H O C TM Kao
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c m p tm P y 6 e H a P y 6 e H O B M H a “ H yflM je f la H 3 a -
H o c a H p a s de d eu x k h d m x 6 b h o c t m m M e T a K -
HbMXeBHOCTM. H enO H O B JbM B O !
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TM 3yje m fle c T p y M iu e c b 3 k m K o pa K CBor n p w -
n o B e fla e b a , a o k Ha K p a jy, Kao jeflM H a M 3Be-
c h o c t , He o c T a H e ,,M H TepnyH K U M ja, CM M cao
3 a n e T e , H y x H o c T T a s K e ".
A/i6axapM HeMM/iocpflHO nyuuTa yMeT-
yflapa Ha CBoje rpaHMue - m ynpa-
h o c t f la
b o TMMe joj OTBapa HOBe npocTope. riMcau
je k o a Hfaera fleMMjypr, rocnoflap Hafl x m b o -
t o m m cMpfiy, na MnaK o h nMTai-be o CTBap-
h o c t m Mopa caMo Aa 3acTpe, yMecTO Aa ra
peujM. 1-beroBa cnoSofla je jeflHaKa anoSo-
A m er3MJia - t o je onoSofla naAa. PaflMKa/iHa
cyMHba y ce6e je 3aiuTMTHM 3HaK 0B0r ayTO-
pa; OHaj k o ce ocefia JiaroAHO, HeKa ce f l p -
x m noAa/be. CBeT, o h je k o a An6axapMja B u ­
rne Hero Harne 3Hai-be o CBeTy, ,,y CTBapM je
CB3K0 caM“ . JleKTMpa nocTaje yBex6aBahbe y
caMoočy3flaBahby: ,,H m -
e r 3 M C T e H U M ja n H 0 M
LUTa He MAe no Harnoj Bo/bM... M m cmo caMo
TBopeBMHe concTBeHor xMBOTa.“ Mef|yTMM,
y3 CBy MejiaHxo/iMjy He CMe ce 3a6opaBMTM:
Be/iMHMHa KHjMxeBHocTM je koa AaBMAa A n -
6axapMja TaKBa Kao Aa HMKaKBe rpaHMue
HMcy nocTaB/beHe.
[Neue Zurcher Zeitung, 8. MapT 2005]
ripeseo ca HeiuaMKor
Cauja PaAojHiifi
T a jH a n o p o p ,M H H o r K iiB O T a
OpaHCiiH npoy3
C bbko Ma/io OTKpMje ce fle /io CTpaHor nM­
cua rajM je npM3H3T, yBaxeH, naK m c/ia-
B/beH y CBojoj p0AH0j 3eMA>M, a m KojM je
peTKO m/ im h MKaAa HMje npeBof)eH Ha eHrne-
ckm , m HMje je fle /io e ra ra OBAe totobo noT-
nyHO Heno3HaTo. Hmhm ce CKopo He3aMM-
cjimbmm Aa OBaj necHMK m/ im nMcau Befi HMje
no3HaT y ue/iOM CBeTy, m Aa je Taj jeflMH-
CTBeHM Aap AP>KaO y TajHOCTM kpbtkobmam
tpmo ueH3opa: HauMOHa/iHOCT, reorpac|)Mja,
je3MHKa 6apMjepa.
A a AaBMAy A /i 6 axapMjy HMje noujjio 3 a
pyKOM Aa CTeKHe uimpoko npM3Hanbe y 0B0j
3eM/bM, M3rneAa a b o ctp yko 0 KpyTH0 m Mpo-
hmhho, noLUTO je koa Kyfie noABpraBaH Heo-
Ao 6 paBanby 3aTO lu to HMje AOBorbHo ycKO-
rpyA m HMje HauMOHa/iMCTMHKM HacTpojeH. H a
CBy cpefiy, HseroBe /iyKaBo flyxoBMTe, nyAHO-
BaTO ocoČMTe m je3rpoBMTe npMnoBeTKe ko-
h3hho cy m HaMa AOCTynHe y e/ieraHTHOM m
0C06 eH0 M npeBOAy E/ieH H/iajac-E>ypcafi,
y3 peHMT yBOA necHMKa Hap/ica CMMMfia; y
noroBopy ypeAHMK Ki-bMre ToMMCJiaB /Iohtm -
HOBMfi onMcyje An 6 axapMjeB yTMuaj Ha MJia-
fje MCTOHHoeBponcKe ayTope, Kao m HeBo/be
Koje je ceČM HaTOBapMo Ha BpaT mhcmctm-
pajyfiM Ha OAP>KaHby CBor MHTerpMTeTa Kao
nMcua - oaSmblum f l a ce noBMHyje pea/iM-
 [130]
CTMMKOj ecTeTMUM TnTOBe 6 nBLue Jyro c/ia -
B H je M UJOBMHMCTMMKOj XMCTepnjM nOTOhber
pexMMa.
P ew c y H euiT O M p y ro , c i a s i h a HaM n o T -
nyHO ja c H o a o 3H ai-b a A a j e A / i6 a x a p n n p e -
B a c x 0 A H 0 n n o a u . hberoBe n p n n o B e T K e y K a -
3 y jy u Ha A P y r e y T n u ,a je , A p y r e n n acoBe:
C e M jy e n a E e K e T a , E p y H a H Jy/ii 4a , P o S e p T a
K y B e p a , flo H a / iA a E a p T e /iM M ja m JlM AM je
fle jB M c . Anu Ha K p a jy , o H e H w cy hs/imk hm Ha
3a C B a K y o a t-faero-
j e A n e A p y r e ; y C T BapM ,
bmx npnnoBeAaKa hmhm ce Aa iiohobo m3mm-
u i/b a xaHp, A a p a 3 p M B a 4 > o p M y, T a r a A a
M ai-be Ha/iM Kyjy KOHBeHUMOHa/iHMM n p M n o -
B ecT M M a Hero n o T e 3 M M a neT K M ue H a n /iaT -
Hy mjim c/iara/iM U M K o ja , K a A a ce c a c T a B M ,
p e n p o A y K y je A n 6 a x a p M je B y cnoxeH y BM3Mjy
y nomyHocTM.
K paT K e npM ne y 0 B 0 j 36mpum n o A e / t e H e
c y y TpM A e / ia .Y n p B o j rpynM - K o ja , n o M e -
hm, caAP>KM H ajnpM CTynaH H M je m H ajn pM jeM -
HMBMje npMne - paAM ce o nan3m eA Heyna-
A/bMBOJ je B p e jC K O j nOpOAHU,M KOja >kmbm y
3 e M y H y , n p e A r p a ? ) y E e o r p a f l a . O u a , rMHeKO-
j i o r a , K apaK TepM Luy S a H A o m a B O C T , AO Heicne
M eKCU,eHTpMHHOCT, CK/lOHOCT MHCfieKUMjaMa
OKa m je T p e , K a o m C T p a c T n p e M a uieT i-b aM a
ca cmhom. M a jK a , nenpM M eTH M ja o c o 6 a , MMa
6 / ia r c M u c a o 3a x y M o p u naTM o a 6 o / ia y
3 m o 6 o B M M a . (He M o r y A a ce npM ceTM M hm-
je A H o r A p y r o r n M c u a KojM ts k o H eH aM eT/bM -
bo n o 6 y t jy je y x a c H a iu e r n p B o r c x B a T a i-b a
A a HaiuM poAM TerbM He c a M o A a C T a p e , Befi
c y m cmpthm.) Ty je m c e c T p a K o ja ce yp,a m
nopoAMHHM n p M ja T e /b , P y 6 e H Py6eH O BM H ,
H eKaAami-bM T p r o B a u ujTocfioB M M a.
Y6p30 HMTa/iau cxBaTa Aa ce A /i 6 axapM
MaH^e SaBM HMi-beHMuaMa n o c ro ja jb a nopo-
AMue Hero TajHOM nopoAMHHOr xMBOTa, Taj-
hmm yHyTpaLUi-bMm CBeTOM CBaKor nojeAHH-
ua. y jeAHoj npMHM, ayxobm to fiaKHyTa
pacnpaBa o BOAOCTajy peKe pa3peujaBa ce,
Mahbe-BMLue, nyAOM. A p y ra npMna, o Bpe-
MeHy noćne jeAHe CBaASe, no 6yf)yje - Kao m
Apyre y 36mpum - oho lu to mm ce hmhm Aa je
noceČHO MCTOHHoeBponcKa BpcTa HaApea-
JlM3Ma: 3HMMM33M KOjM M HajOČMHHMjMM Kyfl-
hmm npeAMeTMMa noAapyje SoraT m cnoxeH
xm bot: ,,HeK0 nMK0 AaHa noc/ie cecTpMHe
yAaje MajKa je none/ia Aa pa3roBapa ca
CTBapMMa. y noneTKy 6m ce caMo o6pafia/ia
KapaH(J)M/iMMa m/im xyTMM pyxaM a aok je
M ehana BOAy. KacHMje... ce ynyuiTa/ia y Ay-
re, MOHOTOHe pacnpaBe ca ecuajroM ."
Oho u jto 3aflMB/byje An6axapnja jecy /iy-
Tanba m npoTMBpenHOCTM cefianba m mabhtm-
TeTa, npMpoAa BpeMeHa m CTBapH0CTM, mo-
p/Pihoctm m orpaHMneHaa nMcai-ba noceČHO,
a je3MKa yonmTe. (Hac/iOB 36MpKe npey3eT
je M3 nocneAHier peAa npMnoeeTKe o He-
cn 0 C06 H0 CTM xeHe Aa npoHalje penM KojM-
Ma 6m M3pa3Mna mjim MaKap KOHuenTya/iM-
30Bana 6o/i lu to jy je oct3bmo /by6aBHMK.)
An6axapMjeBa MeTacJ)M3MHKa, je3MHKa m
yMeTHMHKa 3aHMManba M 3 Č M ja jy Ha noBpuiM-
Hy jouj BMAHMje y ABe no cn e A ^e rpyne npw-
na; y t-bMMa ce m Aa/be cyKo6/baBajy MaujTa
m CTBapHOCT KaKo npMnoBeAan (mjim ayTop)
nocefiyje npMjaTe/be m cnp0B0AM hm3 ncey-
AOKhbMxeBHMX pa3roBopa ca caMoyBepe-
hom, 3ar0HeTH0M, CMyT/bMBOM cynpyroM,
Koja nyujM xaujMui. y noc/ieAi-boj npMHM, „He­
Ma necMa", An6axapM - ca KapaKTepMCTMH-
hom np0HMurbMB0Lufiy - cjeAni-byje CBoje T e ­
Me m oncecMje Aa 6m MCTpaxMo HanMHe Ha
KOje MCTOpMja, nO/lMTMKa, eTHMUMTeT M H a -
UMOHa/iHM MAeHTMTeT noropujaBajy Befi
čpojHe npoS/ieMe KOMyHMKauMje, TyManei-ba
m onaxanba.
HapaBHo, jaB/ba ce OAyuieB/bei-be KaAa
ce OTKpMje ,,hob“ nMcau, noceSHO HeKM ko-
jM ycneBa Aa MCTOBpeMeHO m 3a6aB/ba m
HaBOAH Ha pa3MMiujbai-be, m y36yt)yje, HeKM
KOjM KOM6MHyje, ca T3KBMM AyXOM M BMCO-
kom 036M/bH0Lufiy, uepečpa/iHo m eM0UM0-
Ha/iHO. AnM TaKof)e je m Ma/io y3HeMMpyjyfie
3aMMuubaTM ko/imko APyrMx nMcaua ce joui
Ha/ia3M „HerAe TaMO", joui HenpeBeAeHO m,
m3 Hauie nepcneKTMBe, Hen03HaT0. M oxe-
mo ce caMo HaAaTM Aa fie CBe BMLue nMca-
ua npoHafiM BeuiTe npeBOAnoue m uiMpoKy
HMTanaHKy ny6/iMKy bsh rpaHMua je3MKa m
reorpa0Mje - m ynpKOC r/i 06a/iH0M pacno-
jioxehby Koje H3r/ieAa CBe OAnynHMje Aa Hac
 [131]
M3fxem Ha CBe Mai-be, 3aflpTMje n napaHO-
MHHHje HauMje.
[New York Newday, 1. ceriTeMSap 1996]
npeBeo ca emviecKor
Ceprej Mauypa
C rp a H ijM y n o 3 H a ro j 3eM /bM
B m/i MapKC
3 a jy r o a n o B e H C K o r n M c u a flaH M /ia K rn u a ,
c y u jT H H a u ,e H T p a / iH o e B p o n c K o r n n c a i-b a
na je „MpoHHHHM n n p n 3 a M “ Koju M 3 p a x a B a ,
6 e 3 H e xH O C TM v\nv\ M M /iocp f)a, K a r a c y x o -
n o K a y c T u CTart>MHH3aM m3mohmjim Haoi o c e ­
fiaj 3a n p o m / io c T m 3a c e 6 e c a M e . f la 6 m
o fla rH a o n p e T e p a H M n a TO C , ni/icau, M o p a fla
,,y C M e c y flO fla u ie fie p a , co/im m 6 n 6 e p a “.
K u lu naK c a B e iy je fla c e y 6 a u e m ,,Be/iMKH
KOMaflH M e Ta n H e C T p y ro T M H e “ fla 6 m c e n p e -
KMHy/iM flocaflH M n a c a x M n n p n 3 M a .
Je fla H o fl H/iaHOBa uiKOJie Koja je n p n x B a -
TM/ia Km ldob n o ja M e e T e T e K o r K o /ia x a , f l a ­
BMfl A n 6 a x a p n c n p a B / b a jaK n a n p M K a m o fl
jiH B e H o r rB O x ? ja m c e f ia i^ a y o b o m M 3 6 o p y
C B oje M a ja ro p c K e Kp aTK e n p o 3 e , Koja je i-be-
t o b o np B O fle/io Ha e H m e c K O M je3M Ky. f l o -
iiiTOBanau aMepMHKi/ix eKcnepMMeHTaTopa,
A/i 6 a x a p n c e H a ana i-ba Ha uu npoK y n e n e 3 y
caBpeM eHi/ix npo3H M X n o c T y n a K a : a y T o p e -
ctuieKCHBHO n p n n o B e fla i-b e , M a m jcK M pea/iM -
3aM , n H p a H fle n o B C K a fiacKai-ba M 3M ef)y jii/iio
m a y T o p a . A/im no/iM(t)OHMja H beroBe n p o 3 e
y K o p e i-b e H a je n p e y e M 0 UM 0 Ha/iH 0j n o M e T -
hdm H e ro y n o c TM O fle p H M M M rp a pM ja M a.
hm cy HeuiTO Apyro je 3aHMht>eHa flo c a B p -
LueHCTBa - CBaKa n p n n o B e T K a MMa u BMme
o fl ce H K e cyM Hae y c n 0 C 06 H 0 C T je3M Ka fla
M 3flpxM M CTopM jy, fla y 6 /iaxM y x a c x n B O T a ,
n o n y T C T p a H u a y c o n c T B e H o j 3eM/bM.
„ n p e fla je M O c e “ , n m u e A ji 6 a x a p n y „ H r p a -
jiMLUTy“, ,,y3 HejacaH o c M e x , yM M pyfieM flofli/i-
p y 6 yjM ue a c o u M ja u M ja . O c jiy w K y je M O B p e ­
M e ." K a o m Km lu, A /i 6 a xa p M je je B p e jc K o r
n o p e ic n a , m o c e f ia j f ly x o B H o r 6 e c K y fiH M iu T B a
- T p a y M a T M 3 0 BaHi/ix Tp aflM u ,M ja - n p o i e x e c e
K p o 3 u e / iy K i-bM ry, n o c e đ H O K p o 3 a y T 0 đM 0 -
rp a c j)C K e n p M n e y np B O M fle / iy . Y c p e f l c p e f ) e -
H a H a n o p o f lM i4y ca H M h b e H y o f l o c T a p e / in x
p o f lM T e / b a , OBa M M n p e cM O H M C TM H K a fle /ia
n p e f l c ia B / b a j y p y K O B e T M n p e f lC K a 3 att>a u M3 -
č / ie f le n n x c e fia n b a , o a u p e B a p M ja u M je Ha T e -
M y O TK p M B a h b a f le T m -b C T B a n p o r o h b e H o r H a -
r o B e iu T a jM M a n p o u j.riM x m 6 y fly fiM x K a ia -
CTpocfia, y K /ie TM M cxB aTaH >eM fla je CBeT
„flBO /iM HaH m H e c a B p iu e H “ .
O p a r M e H T a p H e p e K O H C T pyK U ,M je A n 6 a x a -
p M jeB M X LUeTHaM C a O LteM („ T p M C TaH M U e flO
K y f te “ ) m jim c e c T p M H o r B e H n a i-b a ( , ,M a M a “ )
ču­
C K a n y c a C T M fl/b M B M X J iy T a h b a K p o 3 y M f l e 3 -
o p M je H T M c a H M x p o flM T e n s a H a K p a T K e M e flM -
T a u M je o H y x H o c T M C H a . A n 6 a x a p M M 3 6 e r a -
B a M 3 B e iu T a H e H 0 C T je p , y H a jč o / b e M c /iy H a jy ,
y p a B H O T e x y je (J )M /io 3 o 4 )C K y H e n p M C T p a cH O C T
m ji n p c K y M C TaH saH O C T . 3 a h b e ra n p o u m o c T
M o p a fla y K J b y n y je o c e f i a j M 3B eiuTaH eH O C T M
n p o u e c a c e fia t- b a . C a p a c n o H O M o fl u p H e k o -
M e flM je f lo T p M B i/ija /iH o r x y M o p a , p a H e npM-
ne y c e Č M c a x n M a j y flM C K y p 3 M B H o , x y M o p M -
CTMHHO M C a O C e fia jH O .
y ,,B M 0 C K 0 n y“ , Q o h B e jH ceflM n p e fl B p a -
TM M a nopoflMHHor C Ta H a ; c a ou,eM c e cnpM-
ja Te / b y je r0 fl3 M /ia . CjajH M ,,rioK yuja j o n M c a
c m p tm P y 6 e H a P y 6 eHOBM na, H e K a fla iu H je r
T p r o B u a LLiTocfJOBMMa", O K p e fie c e o k o xMTHe
MO/i6 e n p M n o B e fla n e B o r ou,a fla c e c m p t H a -
c / io B H o r nMKa fle cM HeKM f l p y m n y T : ,,M o -
p a m jim fla HacTaBM Lu? O B a npM na je MOHaKO
c a M o n o K y m a j, Ta j h o b c k He M o p a fla y M p e ,
M o x e m CB e fla np e K M H e m , mjim HacTaBM H e ­
KOM f lp y r o M npM/iMKOM, Kafla c m o cbm o f l-
MopHMjM, Kafla 6 m cm o t o naKLue noflHe/iM."
Pe- „L ilTa je o b o “, nM Ta x e H a np M n o B e fla sa y
,,ne/iepMHM“, „n p M n o B e TK a mjim B e x 6 a y M e -
Tac()M3 MUM?“ y A/i 6 axapMjeBMM KacHMjMM n p w -
sa M a n o p o flM u a c e o cM na, 0 C T a B jb a jy fiM npM -
n o B e fla n a fla p a c n p a B / b a o n p n p o flM C T B a p -
HOCTM c a CBOjOM npM 3eM HO M X e H O M M/IM fla
npoM M Lu/ba H e p a 3jaLUH 3MBa nMTanba y c o n -
CTBeH O M yMy. COJIMnCMCTMHKM pect»JieKTOp
noK pM Ba MajiM p a c n o H o c e fianba; H eflO CTaje
BaM enMCTeMO/iOLUKa T y r a n 3MB0 C T Befie n o -
[132]
f le n e y / io r a y pa H n jM M n p n n o B e T K a M a . I la
HnaK, 6 o ji A /i6 a x a p n je B e je3H H K e cyMHaHHa-
b o c tm n p e r m n fie A e /io B e K i-b n re je A a H c a
A p y r n M , m c y p o B a n a p o A n ja HM a C B o je CBe-
T/ie TpeH yTKe, o a A n 6 a x a p n je B o r M CM esai-ba
Kac()Ke y ,,E c e jy “ , r a e n p n n o B e A a n O A 6 n ja
H a c p ia je A B a >xoxapa Be/iMHMHe HOBeKa a o k
o S ja m i-b a B a c h m 6 o / ih k y 6i/m < e , a o O M a x a
opra3MHHKHM y>Km j,nM a y nomyTOM n o / io -
x a j y y n 0 A e c H 0 H a c /i0 B /b e H 0 j „ L i l i a t o a o k s -
3 y je ? “ .
A/i6axapn AOKa3yje Aa uem pa/iHa EBpo­
na jOLLI HMa H3y3eTHHX KhbHXeBHHX H3HeH3-
f)ei-ba. P e w c y H em ro a p y ro H3Aanbe je H3-
BpcHe cepnje noA H33HB0M „CnncM H3
oc/io6oP)eHe EBpone" (Northvvestern Universi-
ty Press). flBa Apyra HCTaKHyTa nncua, H o p -
MaH MaHea M3 PyMyHMje (llpM H yflH a cpe-
fia) u Meuia Ce/iMMOBMfi M3 EocHe (flepBMUJ
m c m p t ) TaKO?)e cy Aeo nocTaBe. „fla HMje
npeBOAa", nmjje necHMK Hap/ic CmmmIi y
npeAroBopy Ki-bn3n PenM c y HeuiTO M pyro,
„H a rn e 3Hai-be o ocT3TKy CBeTa Mopa.no 6h
Aa 3aBnc m oa CNN-a.“ Y CTBapM, Kao luto je
3Hao E3pa nayHA, KhbMxeBH0 CT KBa/iMTeTa
An6axapnjeBe 3a jeAaH je KopaK HcnpeA
CNN-a - oh HaM Aaje hoboctm Koje ocTajy
H 0B 0 C TM .
[Boston Globe, 5. cem eM đap 1996]
(IpeBeo ca emviecKor
Ceprej Mai4ypa
Ilujaeuife y m c im u
uguouicKe H,ohu
T aT jaH a P o c u li
□
1.
YBeK HenpeABMAMB, syBeHM p e x n c e p Map-
tmh CKopce3e HanpaBMO je paHMx ocaMAe-
ceTnx c{)m /im Koju ce n0TnyH0 pa3/iMKOBao
OA (JlMnMOBa O MTa/IMjaHCKOj MaCf)MjM KOjn cy
ra npoc/iaBM/in. y cf)M/iMy MjjuoTCKa hoD
cmthm c/iy>K6eHMK peiuaBa Aa npoBeAe CBoj
BMKeHA y3ČyA/bMBo: y3MMa OApef)eHy ko/im-
HMHy xa/iyi4MHoreHMX onnjaTa Koju ra, no-
tom , u,e/ie HOfin ,,B03e“ niuHaujeHMM npo-
CTopnM a anTepHaTMBHe i-byjopLUKe HofiHe
cu,eHe. roH^eH concTBeHMM npuBM^ehbnMa,
3a Koja ap>«m Aa cy CTBapHa, jyHaK cJjM/iMa
noKyujaBa Aa ce ncKo6e/ba M3 HeBO/te y ko-
jy je ynao m Aa npeKMHe CBOj ,,y36yA/bMBn“
BMKeHA. He ycneBajyfm , Mef)yTMM, Aa pa3-
/inKyje CTBapHOCT o a concTBeHor TpMna, oh
ocTaje 3aTBopeH y napaneriHOM cBeTy, TeK
noHeKaA ycneBajyftn Aa ce oc/io6oam pon-
CTBa y Koje oambx noTOM noHOBO naAa. 11a-
paHOMAHa CTpyKTypa cjjM/iMa Brnue je Hero
OHnrneAHa m Brnue Hero KOMMHHa. McTOBpe-
MeHO, 6e36pMXHO y>KMBahbe y 0MJiMy je 3a-
rapaHTOBaHo: CKopce3e ce no6pMHyo Aa ce
rpeuJHM cny>K6eHMK ycneujHO ,,CKMHe“ ca
onacH or „ApajBa" m AO M om e CBoje 6e36eA-
He, CBaKOAHeBHe pyTMHe Ta ra luto - Ha on-
LUTe 3aA0B0/bCTB0 cbmx y ca/in - c/ieAefier
jyTpa y CBojy KaHi4e/iapnjy CTMxe TanHO Ha
BpeMe, y caM ocbmt HOBe paAHe HeAeibe.
CBe y CBeMy, onacHa, JiyAa m mahotckb 3a-
6 aBa, KapaKTepMCTMHHa 3a 6ypHM HofiHM
xm bot ocaM AeceTnx, Huje MMa/ia 036M/bHMx
noc/ieAHUa no >kmbot CKopce3eoBor jyHaKa.
HanpoTMB, ca CTaHOBMiuTa noeTMKe m >km-
BOTHe npaKce ocaMAeceTMx, /iyAO npoBeAe-
Ha MAMOTCKa hoPi MMa BpeAHOCT AparoueHor
MCKycTBa, HeonxoAHor 3a ycneiuaH TpeHMHr
caM onocM aTpanta y TeiuKoj n 3axTeBH0j a h -
cu,Mn/iMHM caM0cn03Haje.
2.
rioane HMTaBor HM3a ,,poMaHa-M3-er3M/ia“
(CHe>KHM HOBeK, MaMau, reu, m Majep, CBeT-
c k m n y T H M ) , An6axapn ce y cbom noc/ieA-
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Hb6 M, fleBeTOM no pefly, poMaHy Ih^jaBnue
noHOBO BpaPta ohom nej3a>Ky y KOMe ce oa-
nrpaBa paflHaa HberoBor npBor poMaHa Cy-
m ja (1978) mjim 36 npKe
npnna nopom ^H O BpeMe (1973). Pes je o
MMTCKOM MMKpOKOCMOCy 3eMyHa M AyHaB-
CKor Keja CMeurreHor y Lunpn, c/ioxeHM koh-
TeKCT SeorpaflCKe Tonorpacfinje m ncTopnje.
Ha tom Kejy npunoBeflaH IliijaB U Lia y CBojoj
CBaK0AHeBH0j, CKopo pMTya/iHoj, uieTHaM no-
CTaje CBeflOK jeflH or uiaMapa. l~locMaTpajy-
fiM M3 Aa/ieKa HeMy cueHy o 6 panyHa M3Me-
T)y ABoje M/iaAnx, y Kojoj Heno3HaTM MJiaAnft
Heno3HaToj AeBojun onanu uiaMap, npuno-
BeAan nax/bHBO onncyje TpeHyTaK m HasuH
Ha kojm AeBojKa ry 6 n paBHOTexy yc/ieA 3a-
AoSnjeHor yAapua, jotu He cnyTefm Aa ce
paAn o 33 MUM, o sacy y KOMe m HteroB no-
rneA Ha CBeT AOXMBJbasa Kpax concTBeHe
paBHOTexe. floHeKJie M3 paA03Ha/iocTM, a
AOHeK/ie n M3 geHT/iMeHCKe peaKu,nje Ha He-
npaBAy 36or HacM/ba noHunbeHor HaA cna-
čujuM, Tj. Heno3 HaTOM AeB0jK0 M, An 6 axapn-
jeB ce jyHaK ynyujTa y noTepy Koja npBO-
SUTHO HMa UM/b Aa OTKpMje BMHOBHMKe u
pa3/iore cyKo6 a Koju ce npeA HjMM OA^rpao
Kao cueHa M3 KaKBor HeMor 4>n/iMa. (flo Ha-
paTopa riujaBHuia, HaMMe, y sacy onucaHor
cyKoša He A onupe HUKaKaB 3ByK Koju 6 m
onncaHy cueHy M orao npa™ ™ , na hm 3ByK
uiaMapa.) Ajim OBa CKpyny/i03H0 npeAy3eTa
noTepa nocTeneHO npepacTa y jypnbaBy ca
COnCTBeHMM npMBMT)ei-bMMa, Ha/IMK OHOj M3
l/lfl,MOTCKe h o D m MapTMHa CKopce 3 ea.
Ca HMhbeHMUOM Aa je CBeT i-beroBe CBa-
KOAneBMLie M3ry6MO He caMo paBHOTexy
Befi m cMucao, npMnoBeAan nuijaBnu,a ce,
Me1)yTMM, He mmpm TaKO jisko . Pen je - Ha-
M3r/ieA - o TMnMHHo a /i 6 axapMjeBCKOM npM-
noBeAany y npBOM jiMuy KojM ce mpohmhho-
oncecMBHO 6 aBM caMonocMaTpanbeM m
caM0cn03Haj0M, cacBMM y cK/iaAy ca KyriT-
hmm noeTMKaMa, npaKcaMa m ysei-bMMa
n 0CTM0AepHMCTMHKM 6e36pMXHMx ocaMAe-
ceTMx roAMHa npoum or BeKa. npMcyTHa je m
AoSpo no3HaTa ,,i,i0 MHT-MK0 H0 rpa<})Mja“ pa-
He A /i 6 axapMjeBe npo3e y Kojoj ce napa/ie/i-
He CTBapHOCTM jyHaKa MyjiTMnjiMKyjy m xm-
n e p 6 o / iM iu y : A /i6 a xa p M jeB jyHaK, tokom ,,i,io -
M H T -c e a H C n “, Koje T p a jy n o hcko/ imko caTM ,
cbom np M ja Te /b y M a p K y c a o n u iT a B a CBOja
HOBa, HeoČM HHa M CKycTBa n p o B e p a B a jy fm
HoMxoBy y re M e / b e H o c T y pea/iHOCTM. H o onM -
caHM A o ra T )a j 3ČM Ba c e Ha 3eM yHCK0M Kejy
h y a h o 6 /in cK e 1998. ro A M H e , H e n o c p e A H O
n p e A H A T O 6 o M 6 a p A O B a i-b e , Koje, Mef)yTMM,
A n 6 a x a p M je B n p M n o B e A a n Hefie AoseKaTM hm
y B e o r p a A y hmtm y CB ojo j 3eMJbM: paj 6 e 3 -
6 p M X H e noe TM O A e p H M e TM H K e 3 a o K yn /b e H o -
ctm c a M 0 c n 0 3 H a j0 M M c n o c T a B n fie c e H e M O -
ryfiM M , Tpa H C (J)o p M M iu yfiM c e y ncMX0Ae/iM-
HHM TpM Jie p KOjMM AOMM HMpa napaHOMAHM
najTM OTM B Te o p M je 3 a B e p e , n o 3 H a T M3 p o M a -
Ha MpaK, A n 6 a x a p M je B o r Te K C Ta koj' m je y
T p e H y T K y o6jaBJbHBahba MMao B p jio / iolu p e j-
tmht y K p yroB M M a T3B . BMCOKe mainstream
KhbMXeBHe KpMTMKe.
BepoBaTHO je BefiMHa HMTa/iaua MCKycM-
/ia OHaj nyAHM TpeHyTaK y KojeM cxBaTaMO
Aa HaM ce hbpcto t / io M3MMne noA HoraMa,
Aa CTBapM HMcy BMuie OHaKBe kbkbmm cmo
mx ao TaAa BMAe/iM mjim noApa3yMeBajin, Aa
ce nopeaaK CBaKOAHeBMu,e koj' m cmo ao Ta­
Aa npaKTMKOBa/iM HenoBpaTHo Menba mjim ce
Befi npoMeHMo, a Aa ce 3anpaBo He Moxe
ca cMrypHouifiy pefiM uuTa je AOBe/io CBeT y
CTanbe Te noryČHe npoMeHe. FlocTojM, Aa-
Kne, KpaTKM ajiM cvaGohochm TpeHyraK no-
peMefiaja paBHOTexe KojM pa30TKpnBa Kpx-
koct OHe CM/ie Koja ycneBa - KaTKaA Bpjio
Ayro - Aa OApxaBa y MCToj xopM30HTaJiM Ta-
coBe AoSpa m 3/ia, CTBapHor m HecTBapHor,
0B0r m 0H0r CBeTa, CTBapajyfiM npMBMA Aa
je CTahbe paBHOTexe npMpoAno m HopMajiHO
CTante, c KojMM panyHaMO Tara ojiaKo m c
to / imko MHoro HeA03BOJbeHe, 6axaTe caMO-
yBepeHocTM. Vtojimko cmo BMLue M3HeHaf>e-
hm KaAa ce pa30TKpMje kpxkoct Tor npMBM-
Aa m KaAa noHHeMO Aa car/ieAaBaMo CBeT
M3 jeAHe cacBMM ApyranMje, Ha0K0 HenpM-
poAHe m HeHopMajiHe nepcneKTMBe. OTyAa
fie 36yHaeHM npMnoBeAan An6axapMjeBor
H0B0r poMaHa 6 mtm cyo>HeH ca AHmMOM:
paAM jim ce o i-ber0B0M jimhhom ,,TpMny“ , Tj.
,,nopeMefiajy“ , mjim 3a HberoBy napaHOMAHy
MaHMjy roHaei-ba, npncjiyiAKMBahba m npafie-
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eta n o d o je pea/iHM ochobm. Mo>Kfla je oh
caM, TasHuje hberoBa KpxKa yHyTpaLUhba
CTpyKTypa, HecnpeMHa 3a M3a30Be HOBe
CTBapHOCTM, y3poK nopeMefiaja paBHOTexe
Koju ra MyMM a Koju HacToju aa peujM no-
CBeftMBahbeM y CBeT MaTeMaTMHKnx jeAHa-
HMHa Te OKy/iTHe MMCTMKe Kača/incTMHKor
yneHba o 3HaunMa m SpojeBMMa? Mjim, naK,
CBeT Koju je „mckohmo M3 CBor 3rno6a“
OAaBHO Befi He no3Haje paBHOTexy c KojoM
ce tsko o/iaKo panyHa y mhphoaohckmm
BpeMeHMMa caMocno3Haje - paBHOTexy ao-
6pa m 3Jia, CTBapHor n HecTBapHor, xnBOTa
n cmptm? Jep Taj CBeT npeTu Hau,noHa/in-
cthhkhm noK/inHMMa, M/iaAnfiMMa ca UPHMM
KyKy/bnu,aMa m/jim KanyjbasaMa, norpAHMM
rpac()HTHMa McnucaHUM npeKO HofiM Ha 3n-
AOBUMa 3eMyHCKMX CO/IHTepa, aHOHMMHMM
Te/iecj)OHCKMM n03MBMMa, aHTMCeMMTCKMM
ncTynnMa. ArpecnjoM 6e3 pa3Jiora m noBo-
Aa, 6e3pa3noxHOM Kao maMap Ha 3eMyH-
ckom Kejy, Koju - naKo ce OAurpao y noTny-
Hoj, HenpupoAHOj tmlumhm HeMe <t>M/iMCKe
cu,eHe - n3HeHaAa OKUAa o6apan Ha Hany-
hbeHOM nMUiTO/by. npacaK Koju c/ieAn yc/ieA
ocjio6aT)ahba K0HCTaHTH0r yHyTpaLUH>er npn-
TMCKa npon3BeAeHor HaM3MeHi/iHHi/iM CMe-
hbHBart>eM cTpaxa m 3acTpaiuMBai-t>a Koju H a -
pau,nja riiijaBMLia tsko cyrecTWBHO AonapaBa
TaKofje je caS/iacHO 6e3ByLiaH. ,,flpajB“ Koju
bo3h HapaTopa flujaBULia OAurpaaa ce, Aa-
K/ie, y noTnyHoj tmlumhm, msko HacTaje Kao
pe3yriTaT „Be/iMKor npacKa" coitMja/iHMX He-
Mupa y ApyuJTBy Koje je M3ry6n/io CBOjy yHy-
Tpauui-by Mepy m cnrypHOCT, CBOjy aucljm-
n/inHy caM0cn03Haje. y APywTBy Koje je
0AycTa.n0 oa 6mjio KaKBor TpeHMHra caMO-
nocMaTpanba. OTyAa je nocjieAH>n An6axa-
pnjeB poMaH Moryfie TyManMTM m Kao jom
jeAHy paAHKanHy noeTMHKy KOHceKBeHi4y
ocaMAeceTnx Koje - y CBOj CBojoj 06y3eT0-
ctm nAejOM je3MKa Kao MeAnja Koju HMje y
CTahby Aa Smjio iiiTa 3ancTa ,,Kaxe” - npuče-
raBajy yTexM xaHp KhbnxeBHOCTM. fla 6m
Tpunep e<$>eKaT 6mo noTnyH, Haparop /7n/a-
BMu,a fie npeA caM Kpaj poMaHa cyrepncaTn
Hmaouy KaKo je TajHn HeraTMBHM jyHaK ho-
B00TKpMBeH0r CBeTa Hacu/ba hmko APyrn ao
MapKO, npunoBeAaneB npnjaTe/b, caroBop-
hmk y SpojHMM AncKycnjaMa o TajaHCTBeHOM
iiiaMapy u crpacHM Jhy6nre/b /iaKnx Apora.
rioane CBera To ra , HapaTopoBa oftnyKa Aa
H a n yc ™ p o a h m rp aA m 3eM/by n3r/ieAafie
Brnue Hero onpaBAaHa.
3.
An6axapnjeB poMaH nujaBMu,e M oxe ce Ta-
KOfje HMT3TM IA Kao jOLU jeAaH nOCTMOAepHM-
ctmhkm poMaH y KojeM ce ncTopnja Beorpa-
A a i/i 3eMyHa nojaB/byje Kao najiMMncecTHM
TeKCT HMju onojeBi/i Hncy yBeK, hmtm ca ycne-
XOM, AeiUM(f»pOBaHM. flOCTMOAepHMCTMHKa
cpncKa npo3a pe3y/iTMpana je (6e3 o63Mpa
Ha pa3HOJ1MKOCT npMMehbeHMX nOeTMHKMX
MOAe/ia) Be/iMKMM đpojeM poMaHa y KojMMa
ce MeTopMjeKM TeKCT - nocefiHO OHaj Be3aH
3a MCTopMjy B eo rpaA a m ex-YU npocTopa -
ycneuiHO HMTa Kao na/iMMncecTHM: Cya6m e
u KOMeHTapu PaAocnaBa neTKOBMfia, Xa-
3apcKM pew M < Mn/iopaAa naBMfia, Cesep-
hm 3 W flparaH a Be/iMKMfia, C rpax n hberoB
cnyra MMpjaHe HoBaKOBMfi, mta. H An6axa-
pw npMMeHayje na/iMMncecTHy TexHMKy hm-
Tanba ncTopMjcKor TeKCTa - 0B0r nyTa 0H0r
nocBefieHor nojami-behby cyA6MHe JeBpeja
Ha npocTopMMa HeKaAauihbe AycTpoyrapcKe
MOHapxMje y AeBeTHaecTOM BeKy. n p e CBe-
ra y enM30AM o iuBepi40BaH3y nMjaBMua npe-
ko aycTpoyrapcKe rpaHMue, Kao o BeoMa
yHOCHOM anM np/baBOM noc/iy, KojMM cy ce
jeAMHO JeBpejM XTe/iM 63bmtm, 6yAyfin Aa
mm je 6aB/bei-be mhotmm ApyrMM „nacHMM"
3aHMMahbMMa pa3HMM AeKpeTMMa 6 m o 3a-
6pai-beHO. EnM30Aa ca nMjaBMu,aMa, nopeA
Tora luto yeoAH y 3an.neT poMaHa c()aHTa-
ctmskm MOMeHaT HMTahba/pa3yMeBahba Ka6a-
ne, MMa y poMaHy HecyMi-bMBy aneropMjci<y
(J)yHKi4Mjy, jep onMcyjyfiM nMjaBnue, npMnoBe-
Aas KOHCTaTyje: „... Mara nnjaBMue [...] HMHe
CBe Aa KbMX0Ba xp TB a He oceTM Soji, m y3
aHTMKoarynaHT, KojM 0M0ryfiaBa HecMeTaHM
npoTOK kpbm, npMJiMKOM yjeAa nyne m aHe-
CTeTMK KOjl/l AOnpMHOCM TOMe Aa XpTBa, MJIM
SojiecHMK, HMLUTa He ocefia". CBe ce, Aaicne,
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Aecmio HenpmvieTHo a m npeABMAMBO, caMo
cy 3a HeynyfieHe nocjieAMue 6 n/ie n3HeHaA-
He. MyBeHa An 6 axapnjeBa npusa „KoaH o a
npune" m 36npi<e 0 p a c y mynn (1984) Koja
rn a c M „Ako noAnrHeM pyKy“ , pene oh, ,,KyAa
Tie Moja pyKa oiuftu?" caaa ce h m h m c a x e -
tom, npeKO n 0Tpe 6 H0 M 0 n 0 MeH0 M Koja ce
ABe AeueHMje KacHMje TpaHccJ)opMMca/ia y
AyrasKM poMaH o pyu,M Koja je M3HeHaAa
CKpeHyna ca CBoje 3eH nyTai-be, HaHocefin
yAapau, HajaB/byjyf)M HacMJbe, o 6jaB/byjyPin
MCTMHy Aa cy nMjaBMue, y tsmm cpncKe no-
/lMTMHKe MAMOTCKe HOfiM, HenpMMeTHO, KO-
pMCTePiM CBOj 6 mojiouikm aHecTeTMK, HaHene
HenonpaB/bMBy iiiTeTy Heonpe3HMMa, nocM-
ca jie AparoueH y kpb, npeTBopM/ie HMTaBy
jeAHy reHepauMjy/HauMjy y KO/ieKTMBHy ca-
6 / i a d m / jim ca6jia3aH. 0 pyuM Koja, yxBa-
t m b lu m y 3aMKy naxjbM Bor 3eH nocMaTpasa,
b o a m npMnoBeAai-be AaJte - y npaBuy cyoHe-
Hba ca KpBonpojiMfieM u 3/iohmhom, ca er3M-
jiom y KojM ce OAMefie OHaj KojM je 3jiohmh
CBeAOHMO a HMje ra CBojoM npMHOM cnpe-
hmo, ca cBeAOHeKteM 3JioHMHa 3 a KojMM
cjieAn ynopHa, MyKJia TMLUMHa jim ueHa Ha-
Ae y HaKH3AHy peMHTepnpeTauMjy, y Ha-
KH3AH0 pa3yMeBai-be m/jim MCKyn/benbe.
4.
A n e ro p M jcK a cf»Mrypa Kojy cyre p M i± ie e n n 3 0 -
A a c a nMjaBMuaMa, m s k o neoČMHHa m peTKa
y KOHTeKCTy A ji6 a x a p M je B e noeTMKe, y n o 3 o -
p a s a Ha hobm k o h t c k c t y KOMe c e y n ^ ja B n -
u a M a, Kao m y caB peM eH o j c p n c K o j Ki-bMxeB-
h o c tm y o n iu T e , c a m e A a B a /iyA O , M ujHaiueHo
MCKycTBO o ca M A e ce T M x. Pes je , AaKJie, o
jo m jeAHOM aHra>KOBaHOM p o M a H y HeKaAa
K yjiT H or n M cu a no cT M O A e p H e c p n c K e c u e -
He, s y B e H o r n o TOMe u j t o je n p w n y 3B ao
MCKJbyHMBo ,,npM H0M “ , 0 A 6 M ja jy fm , o 6 y 3 e T
nMTaHjeM je3MKa m i-beroBM x KOMyHMKauM-
OHO-ecTeTCKMx KOAOBa, A a npM3Ha i-beH
MeTopMjeKM KOHTeKCT. M na K , B efi y n p e A ro -
B o p y 3a A P y ro , noHOBJbeHO M3AaH>e U,vtHKa
(1 9 9 7 ) A n6axapM c e Ha OBaj CBOj paHM m Ha-
M 3M eA nOTnyHO MCnOBeAHO-MHTMMMCTMHKM
poMaH (HanMcaH 1 9 8 8 . roAMHe, t3hho AeceT
roAMHa npe Hero u jto ce OAurpao Aoraf)aj
Ha 3eMyHCKOM Kejy, onucaH y nujaBMLiaMa)
ocBpHyo Kao Ha ncTopMjcKM. OryAa je KJbyn-
ho nMTai-be Koje ce nocTaBJba MMTaouy llu ja -
Bima oho Koje ce TMne BpeMeHCKe nep-
cneKTMBe M3 Koje An6axapMjeB npMnoBeAan
HMTa CBOjy concTBeHy cyA6MHy. fla jim ce
paAM o nacMOHMpaHOM rjieA aouy CKopce-
3eoBor cJ)MjiMa KojM ce, noc/ie 6ypHO npoBe-
AeHe xajiyuMHaHTHe HofiM, M3HeHaAa cyona-
Ba ca noc/ieAMuaMa ,,OAcycTBa“ M3 concTBe-
He CTBapH0CTM? Mjim ce Taj 6e36pMXHM noje-
AMHau, npeo6paxeH mmctmhkmm jeBpejcKMM
yHehbeM, caMOMe ce6n m HMTaouy oSpafia M3
nepcneKTMBe MCKycTBa npBe AeueHMje ABa-
AeceT npBor BeKa y Kojoj HaM ce McnocTa-
BJbajy panyHM 3a n y p ,e HofiM caM0cn03Haje y
KOjMMa HMCMO HM npMMeTMJIM, AOKOHO 3a-
SaBJbeHM 3ajiyAHOM BeuiTMHOM caMoycaBp-
maBahba, nory6HO npMcycTBO HeMMx a ca-
ČJiacHo ynopHnx KpBonMja. M3 nepcneKTMBe
MCKycTBa OHe AeueHMje y Kojoj je Kača/ia He-
A3bho ycneujHo JiaHCMpaHa y op6MTy noTpo-
ujanKe KyjiType ynpaBO 3axBajbyjyfiM MaAO-
hm, KyjiTHOj 3Be3AM ocaMAeceTMx, Koja, Me-
T)yTMM, He npecTaje Aa M3HeHaf>yje CBojoM
cnoco6HOuifiy TpaHccjjopMauMje m CBojMM
čecnpeKopHMM anyxoM 3 a yBeK-HOBM Ayx
BpeMeHa.
Ho n p B a Aeu,eH M ja A B a A e c e T n p B o r BeKa
c y n p o T C T a B /b a c e 3 a x y K T a /io j epM m o 6 a /iM -
3 a u M je y n p a B o n o M o fiy o h m x MeAHTaTMBHMx
TexHM Ka m npaKC M K o je - H a c y n p o T H e y M o -
jbMBOM M M ne pa T M B y c B e o n u iT e r y č p 3 a i-b a -
H a jia x y C T p n jb e n b e m M M p. O hm x, AaK Jie,
MeAHTaTMBHMX TeXHMK3 m npaKCM K oje n p M -
POAHO n p M n a A a jy K o p n y c y a o k o h m x , 3ajiyA-
hm x B euiT M H a c a M o c n o 3 H a je m c a M o n o c M a -
T p a n b a . y c a m a c jy c tm m MeAUTaTMBHMM
TexH M K3M a A 0 3 B O /b e H O je c a rjie A a T M m CBoj
c o n c T B e H M x m b o t K a o 3 a yB e K n o T p o u ie H , a
p o M a H riMjaBMLie K ao h o c t s /itm h H y n p M s y 0
T oj noT pouieH O C T M , o c o n c T B e H o j 06 MaHyT 0 -
c tm m 3aTeneHO CTM , K o jo j c m o , Ha nyA aH Ha-
HMH a/lM CBaK3K0 3AytUH O , M C3MM A O npM H e-
jim . Anu, u ia n y fiy yH M T e/bn tm x TexHMKa, n a m
caM A n 6 a x a p M je B npM noB eA an, t3 k b o ho-
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C T a /irn H H O -cK p yu je H O n p n 3 H a i-b e 3 a n p a B o je
OHaj B H fl y n o p H o r , T M x o r o m o p a K o ju je je -
A m hm n p e o c T a o , K o ju jeflM H M M oxe 6 m tm
ecJ)MKacaH m K o ju je C T o ra H e 0 n x 0 A H 0 n o -
T p e S a H y c B e T y n o p e iv ie fie H e m n o T p o iu e H e
paBHOTe>Ke. J e p je A U H O c e 3 a x B a /b y jy fiM
i-beM y p y K a K o ja je 3 a A a jia y A a p a u MO>Ke
BpaTMTu Ha CBOjy 3 a 6 o p a B /b e H y 3eH nyT anby
yHyTpaLiiht>e cašpaH O C T M .
roeop uocne, ucucanu
mpaeoeu
„ IJ u ja e u ife “ fla e u g a Andcocapuja
Čama Tmpiifi
□
P oM aH Kao nor/iaB/be Hm ayTopoBa o 6ja-
LUHbehba Aa CBoj TeKCT Kyua Ha panyHapcKoj
TacTaTypn k o jo j je HenonpaB/b u b o noKBape-
Ha TunKa ,,eHTep“, t o jecT, Aa CBaKM TeKCT
(Ae/io) y HaiueM HHTanasKOM yiviy (pa3yMe
ce a po ste rio ri) n o n M a M O Kao uennHy 1 - 6e3
oČ3npa Ha t o Aa jim je m o a k o jim k o je no-
TJiaBJba, nacyca m peneHMua cacTaBjbeH -
He T p e 6 a o jia ra ryč)MTM M3 bmab. HMhbeHM-
u a je Aa n ^ja B n u e peneTMpajy o 6 jim k poMa-
HecKHor TeKCTa KojM je npMMei-beH npe ne-
tmpm roAMHe y poMaHy CBercKM nyrH m , oa
Kojer ce pa3/iHKyje TeK ,,T0/iCT0jeBCKMM“ (aco-
UMjau,Mja je n 0 H0 B0 ayTopoBa) cnMcajianKMM
aneTMTOM m anrpejAOBaHMM CTaTycoM yHy-
Tap MCTe M3AaB3HKe Kyfie (M3 S n 6/inoTeKe
,,M nHyT“ npeKOMaHAOBaH je y 6 MČJiMOTeKy
„neujHeHMK").
y 06a c/iyHaja o 6jimk poMaHa 6yAM aba
HaM3meA onpesHa yTMCKa: poMaH Kao cjjpar-
MeHT jeAHe HeucnMcaHe ue/iMHe y HMjy ce
M03aMHKy KOHcf)MrypauMjy yKJianajy cbm po-
m3hm jeAHor ayropa. OAJiMKa 4>parMeHTapHO-
ctm TeKCTa noceČHO je 3HanajHa 3a ayro po -
By noeTMKy ,,MeKMx“ bmaobb nocTMOAepHMx
CTpaTerMja npMnoBeAai-ba. U,eJiMHa (noBecTM)
m caMa nocTaje nom aBjbe, BejiMKo Majio, 3a-
OKpy>KeHO M K0H3HH0, HeAOBpilieHO M OTBO-
peHO. Ca A p yre CTpaHe, Heo 6 e/iexeHa no-
nnaBJta 3anpaBO cy Heo3HaneHM npeKMAM y
TeKCTy Koje hmhm HMTajiau mjim Koje yonaBa
m/im ycnocTaB/ba MHTepnpeTaTop. V A/i6axa-
pMjeBOM TeKCTy-npMHM Te MMKpoue/iMHe hm-
cy TeMe-MOTMBM, HapaTMBHe ceKBeHue mjim
enM30Ae, cerMeHTM BpeMeHa mjim Aoraf)aja.
y llMjaBMLiaMa (m He caMo y i-bMMa) pen je o
jeAHoj KOHCTpyKL4MOHOj AOCJieAHOCTM y npa-
BJbehby/McnMCMBai-by TeKCTa Koja noHMBa Ha
npMHM Kao ochobhom npMn 0 BeAH 0 M je3rpy,
Ha AnjajioiuKoj 0opm m Koja ce, 3MMjo/iMKe
apM aType, npoBJianM Kpo3 rycTO caTKaHy
uejiMHy TeKCTa m Ha ajiy3MBHoj, AMCKpeTHOj
AyxoBMTOCTM, Koja ce Kao 4>mhm npax nocu-
na Ha KpajeBe peMeHMua m peneHMHHMx Jia-
Haua, a c KojoM HanopeAO Tene kphtmhkm
,,aHra>KMaH“ CBoje BpcTe. Te cy MMKpouejiM-
He, Kao npn KyBaHjy, M3ryČMjie Aeo CBojMX
ochobhmx cBOjcTaBa m cTonM/ie cy ce y je -
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fla H B e ftM C B eT M c n p u n o B e f la H o r K o ju c e H a -
Mefie Kao caMOflOBOJbHM MacMB TeKCTa.
A ji 6 a x a p n , mmctmk K pu M M -noT pare n p -
bo, 6p30, HHTai-be poMaHa nnjaBMu,e c tb o -
Pmjio je y MeHM ocefiahbe HapaTMBHe m cmm-
So/iMHKe pacnpuueHOCTM - hm3 mrrai-ba, Koja
cy ce tokom BpeMeHa MHOxi/uia, M3rneflao
je HeyMai-beH enn/ioroM poMaHa y KojeM Ha-
paTop, CBOflefin cefiai-be Ha floraT)aje oa
npe LuecT roflUHa, M3BOfln 3aBpuiHM 6 M/iaHC
npune. HncaM 6 no cnrypaH KaKBe Be3e ca
3aBepoM MMajy HacjioBHe nnjaBnue, kojimko
je 3aBepa 3anpaBo nocToja/io, ko je, m no-
ceđHO ksko, 6 mo yK/byHeH y CBaKy o fl hbnx,
fla jim je o č p e fl (Kača/i mctmh Ke i/iHMu,Mjai4Mje)
ycneo m neMy cJiy>KM ayT0 pcK 0 cefiai-be.
A p y ro HMTaHae, i/i3BefleHO ca y cp e flcp e t]e -
hom nocBefieHouifiy, npoM3Be/io je cacBMM
ApyraHnjn ecJjeKaT n npuna je to to b o 3ao-
Kpy>KeHa, a Ha BefiMHy nuTanta, i/i Ha oho
ochobho c noneTKa poMaHa, o flro B op je
fla o eKcn/inu,i/iTHO caiyi HapaTop, ocTaB/ba-
jyfin t/inaK fla fle/iOBM MHTpure ocTaHy He-
pa3jaujHbeHM. Cmmčoji nnjaBnua yKa3yje Ha
c/ioxeH y n p n p o fly poMaHa n u ja B im e - oh
6 apaTa nofljeflHaKO cyBMano m enucTeMO-
jiolukm n 0flCTmj,ajH0 Ka KyjiTypHoj MCTopnjn
(JeBpeja y B e o rp a fly n 3eMyHy y XIX BeKy)
i/i, npeKO KO/iyMHi/i rnaBHor jyHaKa y flHeB-
Hl/IM HOBMHaMa, Ka aKTye/lHOM MCTOpMjCKOM
TpeHyTKy, cKeHupaHOM m nojanaHOM Kpo3
cfjeHOMeH aHTnceMMTM3 Ma. Anu, u n o p e fl
HacTojai-ba fla ce nnjaBnue ocMOTpe m Kao
KopucHa CTBopei-ba, HeKafl Mac 0 BH0 Kopn-
LufieHa y MeflMUMHM, hbMX0 Ba cnM 6 o/iMKa
ocTaje KOHBeHi4MOHa/iHa: Md/icaHM Tpar fle -
BefleceTnx ocTaBno je CMMynaKpyM >kmbot3
Koju Huje nocTojao, noTpoLUMBtuM BpeMeH-
ckm oflCĆnaK Koju My je flaT.
Ca 3 Hahbe fla n ujaB im e noHnsajy Ha xaH-
poBCKoj cTpyKTypn poMaHa MHTpure, Kpn-
Mn-3anneTa n fleTeKTMBCKe noTpare MOxe
fla npeflCTaB/ba n 3 BecHO M3 HeHaT)ehbe. MaKo
je nocTynaK nocTyjiMpai-ba npuse Ha HBpcTe
xaHpoBCKe MaTprnje fla/ieKO o fl Heno3HaTor,
noBOflOM noc/iefli-ber A /i 6 axapnjeBor poMa-
Ha MOxe ce nocTaBMTM ni/iTanbe o npupoflu
Be3e M3MeT)y Tuna npi/moBeflai-ba Ha Koju
Hac je OBaj ayTop HaBMKao m y o 6 nnajeHO-
ctm Hen36e>KHiix eni/i30fla m moti/ib3 Koje
xaH p Tpunepa noflpa3yMeBa. Y Kojoj MepM
Tpunep flOHOci/i opraHi/i3auwoHy HBpcTMHy
n 3a0Kpy>KeH0CT MHane flurpecMBHO-aco-
Ui/ijaTi/ibhoj, cJjparMeHTapHoj, enM30flMHH0j
m flM cnep 3 HBHoj HapaunjM flaBMfla A /i 6axa-
pi/ija, m fla /in je (CBecno) nocesai-te 3a Ma-
Tpm^oM Tpunepa M3pa3 eKcnepi/iMeHTa/iHe
noTpeSe 2 mjim cbi/imb /iaKO npeno3Ham>MBa
no fl/io ra 3a CBojeBpcHy napoflnjy 0 H0 ra ne-
My Tpm iep c /iy x n , a t o je OBfle AeJiOBanbe
3aBepeHMHKnx flpyujTaBa m, yonujTe, Teopn-
je 3aBepe?
Oho lu to je a /i 6 axapnjeBCKa 0C06 eH0CT y
llujaBULiaMa jecTe Be3HBai-be nHCTaHU,n Tpn-
nepa 3a OHe npunoBeflHe caflp>Kaje Koju mm
Hncy ,,npnpoT)eHn“ , y cTBapu, ,,ycMepaBai-be“
Tpi/mepa y BOfle MMCTMKe (m/im ,,TpMno3Ho-
ctm “3 M3a3BaHe ynoTpe 6oM /iaKiuMx onMja-
Ta), MaTeMaTMKe, Kača/ie, Ky/iTypHe mcto-
pwje JeBpeja, caBpeMeHMx no/iMTMHKMx npM-
nMKa flOMeT HnjMx noc/ieflMua ocefiaMO m
AaHac. n o jiorMUM CTBapM, TMMe ce ochob-
Ha 3aroHeTKa ,,3aLUTO ce HeuiTO fleuiaBa" m
,,ko m ca KojMM HaMepaMa CTojM M3a oflpefie-
hmx floraf)aja“ yMHO>KaBa, flodnja čpojHe py-
KaBu,e KojM Te>Ke fla CTeKHy caMOCTa/iHy Ha-
paTMBHy BpeflHOCT y poMaHy. OneT, r/ie-
flaHO c Kpaja poMaHa m MMajyfiM y BMfly fla
oh HacTaje Kao M3pa3 cBojeBpcHe noTpeSe
npMnoBeflana fla ce ,,CHaT)e“ , oahocho fla
pa3ačepe m TanHo npoTyManM n o rm a n pe-
AOC/ieA m npaBM CMMcao 0 H0 ra u jto (My) ce
AecMJio (a u jto je caAa TeK MaHM(t>ecTHM ca-
AP>Kaj i-beroBor TpayMaTMHHor ncKycTBa),
MOxe ce nocTaBMTM nMTahte kojimko caMa
McnMcaHa noBecT HyflM oflroBope 3a KojMMa
npunoBeflaH Tpara, t o jecT kojimko je xaH-
Pobckm MOfleji TpMnepa ycneujHO n 0CJiyxM0
Kao apMaTypa/ueMeHT jeflHOM ayTopy nocT-
M0flepH 0 r ceH3M6MJiMTeTa, jeflHOM npMno-
Beflai-by Koje ce ycnocTaB/ba tokom nncai-ba
(a He npe mjim noc/ie H>era), jeflHOM KOHuen-
Ty npMne/noBecTM Koja MCTOBpeMeHO one-
pMme HMhbeHMuaMa o fl onuiTer ApyuiTBeHor
3Hanaja m CBaKOflHeBHe penpe3eHTaTMBHO-
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ctm m HaflHapaBHMM nojaBaMa, a y 6 oko jimh-
hmm n ypoi-beHMM y MMCTMHHe cnMce. flp y -
tum penuMa, Aa /im cy riMjaBMu,e Tun poMaHa
0TB0 peHe CTpyKType mjim poMaH Koju nosuBa
Ha MMCTM(})MKai4njaMa t/i BewTO yMeTHyn/iM
OHvfjei-bMMa, ajim Koju caAP>t<n noy3AaH KJbyn
3a AeLuncjjpoBai-be 3aroHeTKM?4
Ako McnmueMO ČMTHe CTajHe TaHKe ( mjim
Te>KnujHe eni/i30Ae) TpMJiepHe CTpyKType flM -
jaBMua, BMAefieMo Aa poMaH MOxe Aa <t>yHK-
UMOHMLue Kao CTaHAapAHa <J>aHTacTMHHa
n punoB ecT . O h nonuB a Ha bojimkom 6 p o jy
cjiysajHOCTM m HeBepoBaTHnx AeTepMMHM-
3aMa. YnpaBO obo napaAOKca/iHO ABOjcTBo:
c/iysajH 0 CT-Hy>KH0 CT, o h o ulito ce AeuiaBa
caM o o a čeče (a/iM He 6 e 3 t 3hho „n p o rp a -
M upaH or" y™ u,aja Ha A p y re ) n caBpm eHa
,,pe>KMja“ HaAnneAai-ba m yTMi4ai-ba Ha to k
>KHBOTa r/iaB H or jyHaKa, HaroHe Aa ce o n p e -
Ae/byjeMO a o k npuMaMO npune.
„npunoBecT riM jaB iiua noHMi-be jeAHMM
nonoAHeBHMM maMapoM Kpaj peKe. Hapa-
Top je anynajHO npncyTaH KaAa Heno3HaTi/i
MnaAnPi omaMapu Heno3HaTy AeBojKy. Oa-
jiynyje Aa je npaTM, ry6n je M3 bma3 a n iA o t -
KpHBa 3aroHeTaH 3H3k ncnoA AyrMeTa Ha
yjiMUM: Tpoyrao oko Kojer je onucaH Kpyr a y
Koju je ynncaH APyrn Tpoyrao. Y HenocpeA-
Hoj 6/1H3HHM a n Ha APyrnM MecTMMa y rpa-
Ay npeno3Haje i/icTe TaKBe CMM6ojie, u,pTa
Many i-bnxoBor npncycTBa. npeKO o m a ca y
HOBUHaMa AOJia3M y noceA Ka6a/iMCTHMKor
TeKCTa ’ByHap’, HMje ra MLUMUTaBahte boam y
JeBpejCKM MCTopnjCKM My3ej. 3 6 o r KOJiyMHM
Koje nnuie 3a jeAaH ahcbhm /ih c t, HaB/iani/i
Ha ce6e 6ec HeoHauncTa. Ohm My ma/by
npeTefia ni/iCMa, ncrm cyjy yBpeAJbMBe nopy-
Ke Ha y/ia3HWvi BpaTHMa, ypnHnpajy no otm-
pany, hmhm My ce Aa ra npaTe, jeAHOM npw-
jimkom ra npeTyKy. Oa Heno3HaTor HOBeKa
Ha jeBpejCKOM rpo6jby, rAe OA-na3t/i Aa npo-
Bepu Bec™ o CKpHaB/beHby H aarpo6hhx
cnoMeHMKa, AoSnja K/byn oa CTaHa. To je
CTaH ncnyi-beH KhbMraMa rAe fie y jeAHOj oa
4>noKa, y KOBep™ ca CBojMM mmohom Ha
t-boj, Hafin /ih c t ca 3aroHeTHMM nuTanteivi.
npotokom BpeMeHa poMaHa m jinHeapHor
HMTai-ba, Ha3npy ce KOHType ’TajHe’ mjim 3a-
Bepe m i-beHMx y n e c H M K a . M a p r a p e T a , A e B o j-
Ka c a K o jo M boah p a 3 ro B o p e o 3 H a H e i-b y
’ B y H a p a ’ , K lin j e Jaue A / iK a / ia ja , H /ia H a je -
B p e jc K e 3 a je A H n u e u c /iM K a p a ; f l p a r a H Mn-
L u o B M fi, M aTeM aTusap n AP yr M3 c p e A i- b e
LUKOJie, oa K o ra T p a x n c a B e T e n T y M a n e i-b e
CMM6 o /ia K o je j e n p o H a tu a o , A e o je ncTor
K O H cnupaTM B H or K p y ra c a M a p ra p e ra M . C a -
3 H a je A a r a j e T a j K p y r O A a S p a o A a n o c / iy -
x n K a o M H C T p yM e H T K a ča n M C T U H K e M H n u n ja -
U n je y ’ n p a B / b e i- b y ’ T o jie M a . CaM H a p a re p
n o H U h b e A a B e p y je A a y i-b e M y S o p a B M A y w a
E ji e a 3 a p a ,oahoch o B o /i4 > a E H o x a , 3 e M y H -
C K o r BO A O H O Lue m c a K y n jb a H a n n ja B n u a M3
XIX BeKa. 3aBpujeTaK poMaHa aohocm hobm
o g p T (3 a B p T a n b ) K o ju aoboah y n u T a h b e j e ­
AaH 6 m t3 h Aeo npeTxoA H e npunoB ecTM .
M a p K O , n p u n o B e A a n e B H a jS o n ^ n n p n ja T e / b ,
A e o j e H e o H a u n c T M H K e A py> K M H e K o ja j e n o A
M acK O M uphhx KanyA >aH a y H e c T B O B a /ia y
y 6 n c T B y J a iu e A jiK a n a ja u A e M O J in p a i-b y h b e -
ro B n x c /iM K a u eK cnoH aTa. Ha 3 aBpm HM M
C T p a H m j,a M a c a 3 H a je M o A a je om aM apeH a
A e B o jK a c n o n e T K a p o M a H a M a p r a p e T a . "
Obsko CK/ion/beHa npunoBecT p,eny\e Kao
3aoKpyxeHa ue/ii/iHa c mhoujtbom HepacBe-
T/beHHx TajHn, npn seMy v\ oho lu to npuno-
BeAas 3Ha CToju noA penaTHBM3yjyfiOM
ceHKOM npoTeK/ior BpeMeHa, npeTpn/beHnx
HenpujaTHOCTH n xnnoTeTMHKor AOM m u^a-
hta. C jeAHe CTpaHe ca3HajeMo Aa nocraje
HajManbe ABe 3aBepe, i/i/im 6ap ABe rpyne 3a-
BepeHMKa: ,,Ka6anncTn“ , Koje npeABOAe Map­
rapeTa i/i flparaH MmuoBufi, v\ rpyne/rpyna
HeoHauncTa, Kojoj npunaAa v\ HapaTopoB Haj-
6 oajM npnjaTerb MapKO. 3a npBy rpyny He
3H3M0 ko je CBe casm-baBa, KaKBa je yHyTap
Te rpyne ynora CTapnjnx HapaTopoBnx no-
3HaHMKa M3 JeBpejcKor ncTopnjcKor My3eja y
3eMyHy, KaAa n c KojMM je CBe un/beBMMa
OHa 3anpaBO cjjopMupaHa. 3a HeoHauncTe,
nopeA AuneMe Aa niA je pen o jeAHOj m/im
BMLue rpyna Koje yrpoxaB ajy HapaTopoBy
6e36eAHOCT, HMje jacHo KaKaB je oahoc no-
jiMUMje npeMa i-bMMa: Aa /im cy MeTa no/iM-
UMjcKe ncTpare, Aa /im no/iMUMja TonepMLue
i-bMX0B0 Ae/iOBai-be m^m cy OBe rpyne Aeo
HeKor npojeKTa M3BpLUHe B/iacTM. floce6H o
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ce poje nuTanba o nMKy MapKa - Kafla je u
KaKo nocTao npunaflHMK ,,uphmx KanyrbaHa“ ,
fla m je y mcto BpeMe 61/10 npnBp>KeHM npn-
jaTe/b n noK/ioHMK Haun-nfleo/iornje (ara je
TaKO, Kara y tom CMncny pa3yMe™ t o lum30-
<t>peHo flBojcTBo), fla nv\ je ysecTB0Ba0 y op-
raHH30Bai-by Hanafla Ha CBor npnjaTe/ba...
LilTa je 6nno ca pMTyariHHM eKcnepuMeHTOM
(aKO ce nojaM ycneujHocTn MHMi_u/ipai-ba f~o-
neMa Mepi/i MCKibyHMBo caBnaAaBanbeM H e -
npnjaTe/ba m/im Tpajhmm 0HeM0ryfiMBahbeM
HbMxoBMx aKTMBHOCTM, jacHo je fla noKyiiiaj
HMje ycneo. AnM, uiTa ce 3aMCTa floroflM/io?)
KaKo pa3yMeTM onMce CBeT/io3apHor HaflHa-
paBHor 36MBaHaa, Kao mmctmhko ncKycTBO,
xanyuMHauMjy m/m/im TpMn, cf)aHTa3MaropMH-
hm caH, HaKHaflHo y6e1)ett>e?
Befi no bpctm m 6pojy HepeiueHMX n M T a -
f+>a c KojuMa Hac An6axapM ocTaB/ba noćne
IhijaBima, BMflMMO fla je pen o (c HaMepoM)
caMo fle/iMMMHHO pa30TKpMBeH0M TpMnepy.
AKTye/iHOCT 06a nocnefli-ba An6axapMjeBa
poMaHa HenocpeflHO pecJ)epMLuy Ha Haiuy
6nMCKy npoujnocT. M to je flenMMUHHO nyfl-
ho . ycTonnHMBUJM ce yHyrap npo3e 8 0 - mx5 m
M3HMKaBIXIM M3 LUMhbena MHTepTeKCTa M cm-
MynaKpyMa, nopoflMHHO mhtmmhc noeTMKe
MMHMMe M y0MHT-Cf>M /1030C{)M je, nMCahba o
0K0/1H0CTMM3 M CMMCXiy nMCahba, LUMI-beny
KojM je npM/iMHHO Beflpo lumpmo oko ce6e 3a-
A,ax BaHMeTopMjeKe ano/iMTMHHOCTM, An6axa-
pM TeK y KHanraMa flpyre nonoBMHe fleBefle-
CeTMX OTBOpeHO KOHCTMTyMLL)e X0pM30HT
MCTopMjCKor BpeMeHa. y tom cMMcny je oco-
6en npuMep An6axapMjeB H a jn p e B O fje H M jM
poMaH. y i-beMy ce M3 MCTopMjCKor naMfienba
npM3MBa flpacTMHHa HMi-beHMua: npunoBefla
ce 0 jeflHOM O fl npBMX HaU,MCTMHKMX cpefl-
CTaBa 3a MacoBHy er3eKyuMjy, KaMMOHy ca
raCHOM K0M0P0M, M flOMMLU/ba JbyflCKM nMK
B03ana Tor KaMMOHa KojM ce HaBOfle nofl M3-
MMLLi/beHMM MMeHMMa reu, m Majep.
CBercKM nyrHMK (2001) Ha jeflaH M3pa3M-
t o aKTyenaH h3hmh, cacBMM cmhxpoho, ca-
AP>km pacnpaBe 0 MopanHoj 0flr0B0pH0CTM
flpyi±iTBa y Cp6njM 3a oho lu to ce flemaBa-
no tokom 90-mx. Ha CTpaHmu,aMa poMaHa
pacnpaB a ce boam H a je flH O M a K a fle M C K O M
C K yny y KaH aAM , a o k ce y CTBapHOCTM , y
n 0 C T n e T 0 0 K T 0 6 a p c K 0 j C p 6 M jM , t o m c t o hmhm
Ha C T pa H M u a M a LU TaM ne m y eneKTpoH C KM M
M e A M jM M a . nopeA a K T ye n H O C T M 6 , O B a j p o ­
M a H O A n M K y je c a x e T a m o 6 y x B a T H a n p M c y T -
h o c t HajBa>KHMjM X p a 3 n o r a 3a m npoTM B k o -
n e K T M B H e O flro B o p H O C T M c p n c K o r f lp y u jT B a
n o f l M M n o iu e B M fie M . 3 a H M M /b M B a je m c b o -
je B p c H a n o n M (|)O H O C T p o M a H a . n p n c y T H a c y
c y n e .rb e H a r n e flM u u T a , npM neM y H eKa oa
HbMx o c T a jy 6 e 3 C B o r n o n e M M H K o r n a p i-b a K a .
M a r a c y /7 w ;a B M L (e K O H U M n M p a H e K a o BM Lue-
C T pyK M A n ja n o r (m HapaTopoB M O H onor y
C T B a p u j e A n j a n o r u jT a H u n o B e K o r „ n p M n o B e -
A a H K o r j a " c a ,,e r3 M C T e H u ,M ja n H M M j a “ ), n o -
nMcJ)OHOCT M 3 0 C T a je (h m k o H e ,,3 a c T y n a “ H e o -
H a u n c T e ; H3M xobm c t 3 b o b m M3no>KeHM c y y
hbMXOBMM n 3 M (j3 n e T M M 3 , 3 n M h m k o He o 6 p a -
3 n 3 > K e /H e T e o p e T M 3 y je t s k b o rn e A U L U T e . Y t o -
n M K o j e M 3 H e H 3 T )e i-b e B e f ie k s a s c e O TK pM jy
M s p K O B M T a j HM aC[)MHMTeTM M aKTMBHOCTM).
rin ja B n u e ce pa3nMKyjy jom no HeneMy.
flenoBai-be eKCTpeMHMx AecHMHapcKMx rp y -
na npoTMB JeB peja m yApy>KMBai-be JeBpeja
m APyrMx Aa ce 3aujTMTe o a HanaAa cacTaB-
hm je Aeo 3anneTa poMaHa, M0TMBau,M0 H0
je3rpo MHTpMre m 3aneT)e m m c tm k c , a HMje
TeK jeAaH ycnyTHM HapaTMBHM cerMeHT. Ta-
Kofje, Te ABe ,,3aBepe“ nocToje u Kao Anjano-
LUKa TeMa m Kao npMK33aHM Aorafjaj. flpyra
npoMeHS je perpecMBHa. C a AHCKypca o flro -
b o p h o c t m (KpMBMHHe, nonMTMHKe, Mopanne M
MeTac()M3MHKe, KaKo 6m t o pa3n0>KM0 Kapn
Ja c n e p c y llpo6neM y KpiABme), An 6axapu
hmhm jeflaH BpeMeHCKM KopaK yHa3aA, yn y-
tm b lu m ce y A o 6 a npe HATO 60 M6 apfl 0 Ba-
i-ba C p 6 Mje7- KonyMHe HapaTOpa n iija B iiu a
y AHeBHOM nMCTy ,,MMHyT“ peaKTyanM3yjy
npeuM3HOCT peneBaHTHor nonMTMHKor k o -
MeHTapa M3 CBercKor nyTHma m Bpafiajy
Hac M3H0Ba y t o MpaHHO m MyHHO A o 6a. Ko-
nyMHMCTa nwme o KceH 0 ({)06 MjM m aHTMce-
MMTM3My8, o MeTOAaMa 6 o p 6 e npoTMB pe-
xMMa HacM/ba, o y3poi4MMa m onacHocTMMa
Mpxhbe npeMa APyrMMa m npeMa cnojbHOM
CBeTy. M pxhba npeMa npMnaflHMLjMMa flpy-
tm x HapoAa, Mpxhba je npeMa ce 6 M, nwuje
HapaT0 p-K 0/iyMHMCTa. OHa je M3pa3 CTpaxa je KapaKTepMCTMSHO 3a noeTMKy HeAOBpuie-
oa npoMeHa, o a c v c tb o /b y 6 aBM m /byflCKO- HOr pacyTor TeKCTa, y 4>yHKUMjM cy, y Befioj
ctm, jeAHa 3acTpaaiyjyTia npa3HMHa y flyujM MepM Hero MHane, MexaHM3Ma npMnoBecTM.
y Kojoj MO>Ke Aa HecraHe HMTaBO jeAHO flp y - M OHAa KaAa HapaTop tbpam Aa „OBa npM-
lutbo. Kao jeAMHo e<})HKacaH HanuH 6 o p 6 e noBecT MOHaKO MMa npeBMme hmtm, m Bepo-
npoTMB CTpaxa, Ko/iyMHncTa npefl/ia>Ke on- BaTHo Hefie HMKafla nocTaTM npaBa npMna",
lu tu npoTecT9. Y3poKe KceHoc|3o6nje Ha/ia3M jep cy hmtm y npMsaMa „CKnaflHo nopefja-
y ,,AyroTpajHoj M3oni±rreHocTM 3eM/be M3 yo- H e " , aok OBa npMna BMLue cjimhm XMBOTy ko-
6 nMajeHnx cb 6tckm x TOKOBa" (c tp . 199). jm je xaoTMHaH je p ce y i-beMy BMiue CTBapu
Mpxi-ba je SonecT, noemu/ipa oh y noc/ieA- Aernasa MCTOBpeMeHO ( c r p . 81) m, KaAa CBoj
hboj KonyMHM npe er3M/ia u, aKO ce 6/ia ro - TeKCT He nopeAM ca B 0 pxec 0 B0 M „neujna-
BpeMeno He M3/ienM, nocTaje xpohmhho ko- hom KhbMroM" „Koja M oxe f l a ce hmtb KaKO
ZieKTUBHO CTaHbe Ayxa M M3BOp pa3/lMHMTMX HMTaoneBa fly u ia no>Ke/iM“ , bmaobujm tc k c t
AecTpyKTHBHnx CTahta. OBe npMnoBecTM Kao jeAMHCTBeHy Kocy pa-
1/laKO y m h o t o H e M y o n u iT a M e c T a n B e fi BaH y3 Kojy ce A yw a HMTaoua ycnMi-be ca
n o T B p T )e H e M CTMHe, a H a cJ)OHy n p o S / ie M a mctmm HanopoM c KojMM ce Ayiua npMnoBe-
K o ju je 3H 3TH 0 M ai-bM OA nM Tahba paTH H X Aana cnymTa Ka cbom HeyMMTHOM Kpajy
3/iO M M H a, c y o H a B a i-b a c a i-b U M a m npnxB aTa- (CTp. 243), yBeK cy obm MCKa3M m/im M3pa3
i-ba o A ro B o p H o c T H 3a t-b n x m j im n u T a h ta MMCTM({)MKaij1Mje m/im o 6/imk AMrpecMBHe pe-
cTB apH or e B p o n cK o r A yxa cpncK e H auno- TapAau,Mje npi/inoBeflai-ba. Ajim, ayronoeTMKa
H a /iH e K y r iT y p e , O B a A H M e H 3 n ja A j i 6 a x a p n j e - m MeTaTeKCT no/io>KM/iM cy opy>Kje npeA
B o r T eK C T a H a ro H M H a T p e 3 e e H o n p e 3 . M3a30BMMa CTBapHOCTM M MCTopMje - Aa -HM
je TO A3H3K ,,6e36pM>KH0j“ anO-FlMTMHHOCTM M
C e f ia H > e n p n n o B e f la M H a c o a n p B e C T p a H M - CBeCHOj JIMHHOj AMCT3HI4M 80-MX M/IM je peH
u e p o M a H a y B e p a B a A a c y i- b e r o B a c e f ia h b a 0 HMHMM HeyC/10B/beH0 M OCBajahby HOBMX
u TeKCT n M jaB vm a je A H O T e h c t o . C e f ia n b e je TeM3TCKMXX0pM30HaTa?
p e K O H C T p y K u n ja K o ja H e n o n y i-b a B a C B e ,,u ,p-
He pyne“ eBeeTn H a p a T o p a -H e n o c p e A H o r A y x o B M T o c T y T e K C T y n o c e 6 n y 0 A /iM K y /7m -
ynecH H Ka, a M c n u c M B a n b e T e K C T a ( K o ju c e jaBvma aohocm MMKponpMnoBeAanKM n/iaH:
k o a A / i 6 a x a p M ja B a 3 A a o n u p e c b o m KO H an- npoTKaHOCT očM ^eM /iMTepapHMx any3Mja,
h o m y o 6 n n H e h b y ) c y r e p u m e M e T a T e K c ry a /iH M A y x 0 BMT 0 CTM , Kac})KM jaHCKM X c /iM K a , n o e T O -
H a c T a B a K K a S a /m c T M H K o r o n u T a . K i-b M xe B H M /ioujkm c a M o e B e c H o r p e /ia K C M p a r t.a H a n e r o -
TeKCT o p n T y a /iH O -M M C T H H K O M n O K y u ia jy p e - ctm n p u n e m M p o H M jc K o r K O H ip a n y H K T M p a i-b a
Kpeupanba M M TC Kor S u fia n p e A C T a B /b a H a - o c o 6 M H a M a x a H p a r p u n e p a 10.
cTaB aK T o r n o K y w a ja Kao bm a O f lč p a H e n PacnoH AyxoBMTocTM MAe oa acJ)opM3aMa
p a 3 o 6 /iM H e h b a fle M O H a . C e fia i- b e HapaTopa (HapaTop A . MMmeBMfiy Kaxe Aa y cpeAi+>oj
n A e n p a B o n u H M jc K M y H a T p a r , 6 e 3 n p e c K a K a - LUKO/IM HMje Mp3eO MaTeM3TMKy, CSMO HMje
t-ba m n p e M e T a i-b a x p 0 H 0 Ji 0 u iK 0 r p e A O C J ie A a xTeo Aa MMa HMLUTa c hbOM (CTp, 44); m to -
A o r a f j a ja , T e n e y c a A a u ii-b O C T M n p u s e , 6 m t- noBM m nMjaBMu,e cy c/imhhm, pefin fie Ha
h o O A p e fje H O C B e u jf iy m n o 3 M u ,M jo M n p u n o - AanMHy noBecT o 3 eMyHCKMM JeBpejMMa,
BeAana. H aKO oa 3 a B p iu e T K a npunoB ec™ jep m jeAHM m ApyrM >KMBe o a npo/iMBanba
a o n o n e T K a c e f ia n b a n p o jia 3 M to to b o o ie c T KpBM (CTp. 156)) M MHC()aHTM/lHMX flOCeTKM
e r3 n /ia H T C K n x ro A M H a , y n o 3 M U M jn 0 H 0 r a k o - (Ha ypeflHMKOBO npeflBMt)aH3e fla fie zieTeTM
jn c e c e f i a H e M a n o y 3 A 3 HM x H a K H a A H n x c a - nepje Ha CBe CTpaHe HacTaBM nv\ fla nMLue
3 H a i-b a , O T K p n fia m/im c M H T e 3 a , a hm o h c a M TaKO oujTpo, HapaTop MCKa3yje 6oja3aH fla
c e H M je n p o M e H M o . ra He noiua.rby fla nMme o 4>apMM nM/iMfia
rio B p e M e H M a y T o n o e T i/iH K i/i M CKa3M, 3 H 3 T - (CTp. 14)) flo oč/iMKa CMTyauM0 H0 r m^m koh-
ho pef)M H e r o lu to c m o H aBM K/iM m H e r o lu t o TeKCTya/iHor xyMopa (HapaTop noMMUjjba
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Aa je Ha xeHMH y/iTMMaTyM, yMecro l u t o je HanoMene

OTepao >xeHy a ocTaBno Manopa, Tpečano
MOx<Aa caM Aa OAe, ocTaBUBmn xeH y ca 1y o b o m c i a B y M 0 >KeM 0 n p e n o 3 H a ™ M M n / iM U M T H y K p n -

MasopoM, je p 6 m m okab Hauiju/i 3ajeAHHHKn TM K y H a c T o ja h b a „ a e / iM H e a p n 3 a u n j e “ T e K C T a m p a c / io ja -

modus vivendi (CTp. 1 2 4 ) , o ahoch o y CMTya- B a n b a h b e ro B e C T p y K T y p e , T j. n o K y iu a ja fla c e 3 H aH en>e

unjn Kaaa Hanna3n Ha CBex m npaBuriHO 06 - T e K C T a y n n H n f l n p e K T H o 3 3 b m c h m m o f l H a n u H a H M T 3 tt>a,

o fl T o ra K o j y f i e M O C T p a H u u , y m/im n a c y c H a j n p e n p o n u -
ziMKOBaH M3MeT Ha npary CBor CTaHa, Hapa­
TaTM m y kom p e f l o c / i e f l y f i e M O m x K a c H M je n o B e 3 M B a TM
Top 3aMmu/ba ueo Taj noAyxBaT Bpuiei-ba
m k o m S m h o b s tm . y B u rn e C B O jn x e c e ja M m / io p s a n a B u f i
Hy>KAe in i/ivo npeA CBojuM BpaTUMa, to ypn-
( P o m s h K a o n p > K a B a n A p y r u o m e f l u , H / ia T O , 2 0 0 5 ) m h -
Hnpai-be noA npnHyAOM 3aAaTKa, Koja je mo- C M C T M p a H a n o jM O B M M a „ H e /TM H e a p H O n u c M o " ( u Hem -
>KAa npon3Bena npcKai-be Kani/mapa Ha MMa- HeapHM K hbM > K eB H M je 3 M K ) M ,, M H T e p 3 K T M B H 3 KhbMJKeB-
py HanaAana (c tp . 8 2 ) ) , mjim ao kommhkmx h o c t“ Kao Ha r / i3 B H 0 M U M /by csor cnM caTe/bCK or
xtnTepapHnx any3nja (HapaTop HMje čapoH n p o je K T a , K o jM je y je f lH O H a jB a > K H M ja hobm h3 K O jy je

MnHxay3eH, je p HeMa Ayry Kocy, Te He mo- n o c T M O f le p H a / iM T e p 3 T y p a n o H y f lM / i a H M T a o u y , ynnHMB-

>xe Aa ce Mi±myna M3 HeBO/ba noBJianefiM ce LUM ra O flro B o p H M M 3a TeK C T K o jM HMTa. C T a B / b a jy riM

3a nepnuH (CTp. 1 6 5 ) ; MyLUKM no/iHM opraH c B e c T H M T a o u a y n p B M n / i a H , K a o O H a j r / i o 6 a /iH M c a c y f l y

My ce y jeAHOM TpeHyTKy hmhm Kao ApxnMe- KO jM c e y / iM B a u e / i M H a T e K C T a - c a f lp > K a B a jy f iM y m h c ()O P -

M a u M j a M a , u n T a T M M a m/im C M C T e M M M a 3 H a i-b a C B e l u t o j e
AOBa no/iyra 3a noMepanbe CBeTa (cTp.
M K a fl H M ia H o , n p o n y L U T a jy tiM m 3 a f lp > K a B a jy r iM o f l H M T a -
2 1 2 ) ; aok ra tpm CTapnje >KeHe y ABopmuTy
hba o h o lu t o 0flr0Bapa /imhhom MexaHM3My naMfien^a n
SeorpaACKe cMHarore noA cefiajy Ha rpHKe 3 a 6 o p a B / b a H 3a - A / i 6 a x a p n , h b / im k J a c M M H M A x M e T a r M f l
Cyf)aje, „naKO OHe npnnaAajy A pyroj TpaAn- (y H y r p a t i J t b a c r p a H a n o c T M o a e p H m M a : n a B M f i, P a u iK a
u,ujn“ , anu „H e K O Mopa A a cese h m tm x m b o - L U K o / ia , 2 0 0 5 ), Kao fla o 6 e 3 B p e T )y je h 3 h m h ,,y n a f la “ y
T a n JeBpejuMa, jep hm o h m H e >KMBe B e n H o “ TeK C T. H M T a / iM ra Kao penHM K m/im y K p i± iT e H e penM ,
(CTp. 2 4 3 ) ) . XyMop je yseK A U C K p e T a H m m/im o 6 p H y T o , o H a r a K a K o c e K a p ­
c n p e f l a n a 0 T n 0 3 a f lM

c jim k o b m t m n p e A C T a B /b a Beceny n p o T U B T e - T e 3 a r a T a n b e p a c n y m y B e 3 M c a H ^M M a, y e / ie K T p o n -

x y c y M o p H H M m A p a M a T M H H M M Aoraf)ajnMa. CKOM BMfly M/IM Ha H3HMH CTapMHCKM - yBMjeHO y KO>Ky

H a m c to m ct>OHy A y x o B M T O cT M 1/1 p a 3 n r p a - OflpaHe >KMBOTMHbe m Ha xapTMjM o f l npepaf^eHor noce-
H e M M a rn H a u ,n je , M o r y c e npM M eTM TM m T3B . neHor flpBeTa - mm noMMaMO TeK K a fl, npMMMBLUM CBe y
ce6e, M36pMiueMO CBe ycn0BH0CTM cjsopMe m Kpewpa-
H e o ć m n e c / in K e y T eK C T y. Kanyr p a ra H a
mo CMMcao onpefle/iMBLUM ce 3a HeKM Ofl HanMHa HMTa-
M m u o B u lia j e TaKO H e c p a 3 M e p H O B e /iM K u A a
H^a. HMTanbe HMje OBfle B M tu e flyxoBMTa K0M6MHaT0pM-
n 3 r n e A a A a x o A a c a M 3 a č e č e (C T p . 1 6 ) (K a o
Ka ycnocTaB/batta pefloc/iefla TeKCTya/iHMx cerMeHaTa
hoc koa T o ro rb a i/ijim Kao H e K a B a p n ja H T a Befi xepMeHeyTMHKM Hanop nocBefieHor HMTaoua KojM
H e B M A /b M B o r H O B e K a ); n o c / i e H e o c T B a p e H o r 3a CBoj rpoiu y>KMBa y npoHa/ia>KeHjy m npoM3BotieH)y
e p o T C K o r KOHTaKTa c a M a p r a p e T O M , o h K a x e 3Hanei-ba y TeKCTy.
A a M y c e n e H H C , , C M e x y p a o m C K /iy n H a o K a o
2 Koja y mctm Max MO>Ke noKpMBaTM m ocerianbe ayTop-
n c n f i y M o p a H o a jy p i- b a B e 3 a M a H K a M a " (C T p .
CKe HeMofiM m ayT0p0B0 oceflahbe MCTpomeHocTM/He-
1 6 0 ) ; n o p H o rp a c f)C K e c j) i/ir y p e H a TB eKpaHy npMB/iaHHOCTM paHMje KOpMLUfteHMX npMnOBeflHMX MO-
bm ah K a o r e o M e T p i/ ijc K e c /iH K e (C T p . 1 7 9 ); Aena u npaKCH.
B o r je H ečecK M K O M n jy T e p (c tp . 2 4 1 ); a y
3 ,,TeopMjy“ o napoflMjM noMeHy/ia je ycMeHO AflpMjaHa
Bi/iLue H a B p a T a j a B / t a c e H e o S M H H a , o s y A H a m
MapneTMfi 3a PaflMO B eorpafl 2 , aok je Ha 3Hanaj M3-
je 3 0 B M T a KOJIH KO M KOM M HHa, H e M a CJIMKa: Mei-beHe cbcctm Haparapa nofl yTMuajeM MapMxyaHe m
H a p a ra p K o ju ap>kh yB O n p u c jiO H b e H O Ha xaaiM Lua yKa3a/ia y cbom npMKa3y nnjaanLta 3a npBM
B p a T a yM M LUJba A a t o h c to H a n p n 6 /in > K H O Spoj „BeorpaflCKor KH=n>KeBHor naconMca" TaTjaHa P o -
m c to m M e c T y hmhm m H e n o 3 H a T M H a n a A a n c a C M fl.

A p y r e C T p a H e B p a T a ( c u e H a 6m M o r n a A a c e
4 M joui jeflHO nMTan>e: fla jim je pen o npaBoj m/ im c()mh-
30Be: yBo H a yB O , M 3 M e f)y - B p a T a ), u ito TMpaHOj MHTPMTM? /IM je 6 m/10 3aBepe M 33BepeHMH-
n o A c e f ia H a H eM M c})m jim m/im H a HeKO o a no- kmx rpyna m/im je CBe to n/iofl HaparapoBe yo6pa3M/be,
3 o p M U JT a n o K p e T a (H a jp a 3 B M je H M ja je o n i/iK a 0flH0CH0 npeflMeT hberoBe cynTM/iHO cyrepMC3He ns-
Ha CTpaHM 2 4 8 ) . poflMjCKe Mrpe?
5 He 3 a H e M a p y je M o Hnnonuo hm n o p o f i m H o BpeM e
( 1 9 7 3 ) n O č u H H e n p m e ( 1 9 7 8 ) hm C y a n j y f l u M u r p n j e -
Bvtfta ( 1 9 7 8 ) .

6 y f lo đ p o M f le / iy o c T a T K a C e e r c r a r n y r H m a to b o p m c e
o p a c n a f l y 3 a je flH M H K e A P * a B e , M e f|y H a u ;M O H a /iH M M o a -
HOCMMa, n p o 6 y f) e H O M H a u M O H a /iM 3 M y m >Ke/bM 3 a H e 3 a -
bm chom flp > K a B O M no csaK y ueH y M3 T 3 B . x p B a T C K o r
y m a m/im y r n a j e f l H o r x p B a T C K o r H a u M O H a riM C T e .

7 y f l o 6 a A p > K a B H o r T e p o p a , M e A M jc r o r /iM H n a , o i m p e
n o fle /b e H O C T M C p S M je H a A B a 6 / io K a , B p e M e c n n e g M j-
C K O r M H a T a B /ia c T M m 6e3Hat)a (o n o 3 M U ,M je m r p a f ) a H a ) y
K o je M c y c e C M e n ^ M B a riM 6 o p 6 e H O C T m p a B H 0 fly u iH 0 C T .

8 K c e H o c t> o 6 M ja m a H T M c e M M T M 3 a M y A p y r o j no.noB M H M
9 0 - n x H M c y 6 m /im y T o j M e p M M 3 p a x e H M KaKO t o n p e A O -
n a B a jy n n ja B m j,e . n a p a A O K c a / iH o , O B a K O /ie K T M B H a p a c -
n o /io > K e i-b a , iio jim tm h k m CTaBO BM m n p M p o A a je A H o r A e -
/ i a jaBH or flMCKypca, no cra/in c y ja B H M u C B e r / i a c H n j n
T e K HaKO H n p M H y A H O r C B p r a B a t- b a c a B jia c T M H a iu e r / i o -
K a /iH o r A e c n o T a . O A c y c T B O a A e K B a T H e p e a K U M je n p a -
B o cyA H n x o p ra H a m M 3 B p u iH e B /ia c T M m M /ia K e o c y A e
K o je c y A 0 ^ a 3 M / ie M 3 M H C TM Tyu,M ja ja B H o r M h b e h ta yH M -
hm /im c y A a O BaKBM CTaBO BM c T e K H y C T a T y c r p a l^ a H C K o r
z ie rn T M M M T e T a . M o > K A a j e ji a ie H T H a C H a r a M p>Khbe y a T -
MOCC()epM nO /IM T M H K e M B p e A H O C H e A e 3 0 p M je H T M C a H 0 -
c t m c p n c K o r A P y u J T B a y T pa H 3M i4M jM n O A C T a K /ia f la B M A a
A n 6 a x a p M ja A a T e M a T M 3 y je a H T M c e M M T i/i3 a M m t o H e B u ­
rn e c a M o Kao npeTeKC T m okbm p 3 a je A a H m m c tm h k m
T p n /ie p H e ro K a o H e K y B p c T y o n o M e H e y M a H M p y kp m -
t m h k o f a H r a x M a H a C B o je B p c T e .

9 r io c / ie B m u e r o f lM U j H j e r n c K y c T B a n o 6 y n e , K p y H M c a -
Hor 5. 0 KT06 p a 2 0 0 0 , o B a K a B H a y K H M je M e T o p M je K M A e -
n / ia c M p a H . O h je H anpocTO K o n M ja je A H e M C T o p M jC K e
M CTM He, K o ja ce ca HaKHaAHM M noy3A aH M M 3H ahbeM
y M e fie y k o h t c k c t M 3 a 6 p a H o r T p e H y T K a y B p e M e H y . K o -
/im k o c e c e f ia M , T a A a H u je 6 n . n o n p e B m u e ja B H M x 3 a r o -
B a p a n a o n iu T e n o 6 y H e , hm npeBMLue t b p a o y 6 e T )e H M X y
BO f}M H n a f l, a n o H a jM a tt> e j e 6 m / io o h m x k o jm c y H a t o -
M e n p e A a H O p a flM /iM .

10 P e u,M M O , 3 a T a j n o c T y n a K K a p a K T e p M C T M H H a j e C M Ty-
a u M ja K a A H a p a r o p M a p K y n p e n p M n a B a H a s M H H a KojM
je A O L u a o a o p y K o n M c a , ,B y H a p “ (T a ja H C T B e H M o r / ia c M
n p e K O HO BM Ha, H e n o 3 H a T M c i a p a u Ha K/iynM K p a j p e K e ,
ra a c M3 o c f> - a .,.) . C B aKM oa e / ie M e H a T a npM ne 6nBa
n p o n p a f ie H M apKO BO M m pohm hhom H eBepM uoM , rn a -
c h m m C M e x o M m 3 a B p iu H M M n M T a t-b e M n e M y C B a T a ,,M a -
C K a p a A a m x M n H 0 3 a “ K a A c y m o d im A a A O H e c y p y K o n M C
H a K y fiH y a A p e c y (C T p . 3 4 ) ; A a 6 m m c a M H a p a T o p , p a 3 -
M M Lu /ba jy1iM o C J ie A y A o r a t ^ a ja K o je je n p a T M O m KojM c y
M y c e A e iiia B a / iM , p e K a o A a M y C B e t o hm hm H a x o jim -
B yflC K M m n M T a o k o jo t u B e p y je c j3 H /)M 0 B H M a M3
X o n M B y A a (C T p . 2 2 7 ) .
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