Teaching Memoir
Describe a passage, paragraph, or chapter that gripped or affected you the most. What is it
about this particular passage or chapter that “gets to you”? How does it connect to you
The second paragraph of the whole book is something that still stuck with me throughout
reading the book because relates to something that made such an impact in my personal life
growing up. The main sentence that got to me was “Long after hitting and name-calling have
been outlawed by the teachers, a more damaging phenomenon is allowed to take root, spreading
like a weed from grade to grade (Paley 1)”. I found this sentence very true, sadly. Though I hate
to say it, there were some students in my grade that never seemed to fit in or try to fit in from my
perspective, however, I know after reading this book, that their feelings can be greatly affected
by this. I think that it’s unfair to cast judgment on a classmate at a young age and then keep that
same judgment all throughout the grade years. Everyone changes and everyone deserves a fresh
start, however, some people just aren’t willing to let go of the person they were when they were
in kindergarten. Another part of the paragraph that stuck out to me was “Certain children will
have the right to limit the social experiences of their classmates (1)”, which is something I can
relate to greatly. I had someone in my class from preschool to senior year, that made school just
a little bit harder when it came to the social aspect of it. Ever since second grade, that I can
remember, there was one classmate of mine where if she didn’t like you, she made it known.
Though she didn’t limit my social experiences in elementary school because we were friends, as
we grew up, we grew apart, causing me to be one of those classmates that she made sure knew
that she was having a better time without me. With that being said, since I am able to have both
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prospectives, I feel that I am aware of what to look for when it comes to that type of play in the
classroom. While peer-tutoring kindergarten in high school, I was able to pick out the children
that limit other social experiences, as well as the children whom they were limiting.
Lastly, write a narrative summary from the above reflections emphasizing, in particular,
what you learned about yourself as a prospective teacher (or about children as learners).
Though I attended a very small elementary and high school (to get an understanding, my
graduating class had 21 students), social hierarchy was something I still dealt with throughout all
the school years. When thinking about my career as a teacher, I have often worried about making
sure I will be able to teach the students and other scenarios along those lines. However, I haven’t
really thought deeply into a social hierarchy in the classroom, though I did experience it myself. I
think that Vivian Paley did a good job of nailing into my brain that yes, social hierarchy does
exist, even at such young ages. I think part of me forgot about that because I don’t really
remember much of my lower elementary years. After reading this book, I know a little bit more
of how I can recognize social hierarchy in the classroom as well as how it will affect students.
Like Paley states in her book, “How casually one child determines the fate of another. By
kindergarten, a structure begins to be revealed and will soon be carved in stone (1)”, having
children be left out starts at a young age, but it will soon become more permanent in the next
upcoming years with those students who are being left out, which is awful in my opinion. If I
were to be left out of a group in kindergarten, I can be a totally different person by third grade
and it’s not very fair for people to look at me as if I were the same person in kindergarten.