Title: A Twist of Fate

Pairing: Akame
Genre: Angst, Drama, and Fantasy
Rating: PG 13
Summary: The story of Kamenashi Kazuya who had transformed into a woman permanently, she was not going to
return to her original gender, she was given between two choices, and she had wisely chosen one though it would
have to hurt for her, as she would lose everything she loves and care about, that includes her beloved Akanishi Jin.
Disclaimer: Characters don’t belong to me, hmm but maybe girl Kame does? Xdd
A\N: A new version, the same storyline as The Change, but written in a different style, this is the one that will be
updated.
Warning: GIRL!Kame !!! Read it at your own risk!
Masterpost: http://hanez.livejournal.com/37096.html

~`~
 
 
Kamenashi Kazuya walked out of the arrival hall, her large sunglasses covering her eyes, wearing a long brown coat
to her knees, hiding the fitting tube and mini skirt she worn inside, as she walked gracefully accompanied by the
cluttering sound made by her high heels.
 
She took in the fresh air of Japan, her beloved home country, as she scanned the areas for any changes once she
stepped out of the airport, suddenly feeling the nostalgic memories before the sudden fate that occurred that had
indeed changed her life.
 
The change of gender, no one would have thought that it was possible but that was what happened to her, it felt
awkward at first, trying to accept the cruel reality but in the end she managed to grasp it though with much
difficulty.  
 
The past year had been torturous for Kazuya, losing her place as part of KAT-TUN, many bashed her saying that she
has no right to stay in that group since she is no longer a man, therefore she should make her leave, as much as
she hates to fall to her defeat, Kazuya realized then that those hurtful words were true somehow, though it left a
painful scar in her heart, every piece of it were true.
 
As much as she tried, she is not that strong … therefore she left KAT-TUN, left Japan, and walked out of the life that
she had been in for years now, without a trace of news, no one knew where Kazuya went, as the Kamenashi family
decided to keep silent about their daughter’s whereabouts.
 
The most hurting thing for her is that she had to leave her beloved Akanishi Jin, breaking up with him via the last
letter to him, as she had no choice but to end their relationship as she knew that there would be no happiness
waiting for the both of them. She wanted to set him free.
 
And she did, only returning back to Japan after a year of hiding in London.
 
She returned back, wanting to start afresh in her home, though she had no hopes of wanting to rekindle the
relationship that she had once lost.
 
Maybe she could find another love that loves her like no other, and then perhaps happiness would be there for
her.
 
Kazuya smiled, she waved when she saw her family members around the corner.
 
Happiness is what she is looking for now, that is all that matters.
 
 
~`~
 
 
If you were given two choices, whether to meet KAT-TUN and fall in love with Akanishi Jin sometime later or just
remained as a junior and never met any of the five men you respected today, which would you choose, Kazuya?
 
One of those choices would still allow you to be a man, as you were but the other, would lead you to become a
woman for the rest of your live. Just remember that this fate of yours would eventually happen, it’s written in the
books of your fate.
 
This is your fate, your own decision so choose wisely.
 
Kazuya smiled, recalling those sentences that she had heard many times in her dream then, she called the one who
told her all that as her dark angel, all those weird dreams she had had now vanished and never did return
anymore.
 
But even so, she did not regret her decision that she made then.  
 
It was alright to lose everything that she love, rather than not able to meet a man as wonderful as Akanishi Jin, and
not love him, it hurts so much knowing that the love she had for him would cease to exist if she decides to remain
as a man in her life.
 
Furthermore, KAT-TUN wasn’t a mistake, not even for one brief second.
 
Though today even if her dreams had shattered into millions of pieces, her love for Jin would keep her strong and
going on, it would still hurt but never would Kazuya give up without a fight.
 
Their love still exists.
 
 
~`~
 
 
A year ago, Kazuya started to wear loosen tops and baggy pants due to the change of gender, no one but her knew
of that shocking fact, not even her boyfriend Jin, she was too afraid to tell anyone of the change, therefore she
tried her best to not make anyone suspicious.
 
Then she had hoped that it was just some joke Heaven had played on her, and that she would wake up the next
day and realize that everything was nothing but a dream. That was not the case though, it was happening for real,
Kamenashi Kazuya was slowly turning into a beautiful young woman, and as that fact gradually got into her mind,
she became more afraid.
 
The pretending still continued for a couple of days, until she began to develop woman body parts as well, Kazuya
had fully transformed into a woman in just a week’s span, that was when she finally broke down in her bedroom
alone, dumbfounded at that one true fact.
 
How was she going to face the rest of KAT-TUN, the management, the media … and the public?
 
Kazuya cried, though the amount of tears she cried would not change anything, she had cried in a corner of her
bedroom, alone and in much fear. She was too afraid of the reaction from others to think about it, all she ever
wanted was that to be just a dream then everything would be fine.
 
At that moment when the truth had finally sink in, Kazuya began to avoid her boyfriend, thinking of any excuses to
deny his pleadings of going out together, she had managed to convinced him, as Jin seemed to believed every
word she had told him.
 
Kazuya hated lying to him, but she wasn’t given a choice to, she didn’t want anyone to find out about the change
around her. Though she didn’t know that suspicions started to form in Jin’s heart then, her boyfriend was
determined to find out the reason behind it.
 
Jin eventually did found out why, he was the very first person to know her secret.
 
 
~`~
 
“Kazu nee-chan!!”
 
Kazuya looked up, and saw her younger brother, Yuya, walking down the stairs in a hurry, a bright smile lifted on
both of their faces, as she let go of her luggage, opening her arms wide as they were engulfed in an embrace.
 
“I’ve missed you so much, nee-chan!” Yuya exclaimed, causing Kazuya to nod her head in understanding as she pat
her younger brother’s head adoringly.
 
It still feels weird to her that her family had started treating her like a woman, and not a man she used to be, and
being called Kazu nee-chan, instead of nii-chan, Kazuya indeed needs to adapt to the changes quickly.
 
It is okay to feel awkward at these changes but Kazuya knew that things would run as smoothly as she would have
imagined for it to be.
 
Right at this moment, she couldn’t think of any other place than her home, with her beloved family who
understands her more than anyone else.
 
Everything suddenly feels so right.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Kazuya was sitting on the sofa in their living room, watching television with her family members, laughter erupted
the whole area, as she flashed out her one true genuine smile, it had been far too long since she shared such
precious moment with them, she was just too glad that they had such opportunity now.
 
She was no longer an idol today therefore she wanted to spend her free time with her beloved family … that was
what she could at least do having forsaking the time together when she was still with her group.
 
“Kazuya, do you want to help out at the boutique? It would be a fun experience for you.” Her first sister in law
asked with much hope, not only would she glad to have extra staff, she wanted Kazuya to spend her time doing
something fruitful.
 
“But it’s a popular boutique. I don’t want anyone to spot me.” Kazuya replied worriedly, she too wouldn’t want to
just laze around in the house and do nothing, as she wanted to do something that can kill her time.
 
 “You’re good in designing men’s clothes, right?” Noticing the nod from Kazuya, her sister in law continued, “Then
I’ll put you in charge in men’s clothing! Don’t worry about being spotted you’ll be in the designer’s room most of
the time.” 

 
Kazuya was convinced by that, therefore she let out another nod, and a smile to go with it. At least she would not
be bored just staying at home all the time, as she now has something to do.
 
“And of course, Kazu-chan, you’re being paid, there is no such thing as working for free. Don’t worry about that.”
Her sister in law added.
 
“Do I look like I’m asking whether I’m being paid or not?” Kazuya chuckled, getting pinched on the cheeks as a
result. Her sister in law just smiled and disappeared into the kitchen, getting some dessert for the whole family.
 
Kazuya began to shuffle magazines on the coffee table; her smile instantly vanished when a certain magazine
caught her attention, KAT-TUN was on the cover page, there stood the five men she cared, and had missed when
she was away.
 
Her eyes darted to her precious beloved, Akanishi Jin, her heart sank when she realized how thin he had become,
he looked different since she had lost saw him, the charismatic look on him was gone, and that sadden her so
much.
 
Kazuya decided that she should make a trip to their once private condominium, she needed to take one last look
on the surroundings of her second home before she really move on with her life, knowing that she could never
turn back once she did so.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Removing her sunglasses, Kazuya stood in front of her second home that used to be Jin and hers, she still kept the
key to this condominium thus she was given access to reach to this level of her home. Tears cluttered in her eyes
as she reminisced the past that they shared together, it was now a bittersweet memory.
 
Suddenly hearing footsteps and the cluttering of house keys, Kazuya took no hesitation to climb up the stairs,
hiding on the second set of stairs where she couldn’t be seen, carefully she peeped to look who the intruder was,
fresh tears poured out when it was none other than Jin on the doorstep, fumbling through his set of keys.
 
Jin …
 
Kazuya managed to duck on time, sitting on the stairs silently, the moment Jin turned his gaze to the staircase, it
looks as if he had sensed something, she prayed that somehow he had not seen her, otherwise she would be in his
arms in no time.
 
The door clicked close, as Kazuya immediately stood up, looking at her home once last time before rushing towards
the elevator, walking out of the condominium, her brown eyes covered by the sunglasses she had put on again.
 
Sayonara, Jin.
 
 
~`~
~`~
  
 
Stepping into the boutique that her first sister in law owned, Kazuya scanned the place with awe, realizing that the
interior design had changed, as it had turned into a real beauty, from the wooden flooring, the mirrors and the
lighting, everything was perfect, she thought.
 
The boutique was called Moment, as she was told, it had a great meaning to it as it seemed, the clothes designed
creates a certain moment shared by human beings, what a deep meaning to it.
 
Kazuya arrived when the boutique is near to opening time therefore she managed to successfully walk around in
this shopping complex freely without fear of anyone spotting her.
 
To tell the truth, with the way Kazuya dressed, a complete turnover of the old her, no one would recognize her as
Kamenashi Kazuya, a former Johnnys idol. She now sports woman clothing, with long wavy hair and believe it or
not, high heels, with sunglasses to hide her eyes, the gaze everyone would know.
 
Being the conscious person she still was Kazuya would want to protect herself from being known to the public. She
knew she could not hide herself forever but until she is fully prepared, she wanted her return to Japan to be a
secret.
 
Furthermore, all the staff that worked in Moment are family therefore she wouldn’t worry her appearance there
would be leaked out to the public. For the time being, Kazuya would have to stay inside the spacious designer’s
room to be safe.
 
She smiled as she was being ushered inside the room, her sister in law explaining everything in detail to her, those
were essential information that she needed to take note of, though her appearance had changed, Kazuya still is the
hardworking person everyone knows to be.
 
This work would bring a great knowledge to her, understanding fashion design procedures that she lacked of, it
would really be a great experience. Kazuya knew that Moment was popular among youngsters, what she didn’t
know was that famous celebrities also frequent this boutique.
 
That was the only information being kept a secret from her.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Kazuya huddled against a corner of the wall fearfully, as she brought her white shirt closer to her naked top,
moving further away from the other one till her body came in contact with the bed, trapping her movement.
 
“So this is what you’ve been hiding from me.” Jin sighed, leaning closer to her, cupping her face with love, “I’m
sorry for being rough earlier on, it’s been so long since I touched you, what more with you trying to avoid me in any
way you can kind of hurts.”
 
Pulling her legs closer to her chest, instinctively protecting herself from her boyfriend, she thought she would be
able to fool everyone with the pretence, hoping that she would not be found out … especially Jin.
 
It was really humiliating for her to have this fact known, it was a torture, and it hurts a hell lot.
 
“I don’t how this is possible, Kazuya. But I love you, because you’re simply you, not the gender, that doesn’t matter
as long as we have our love. We shall create a love out of the barrier, one that anyone would never have. What we
have is special. Don’t you trust me enough to tell me this?” He whispered, looking at Kazuya with such loving gaze.
 
Jin always managed to break her fence at times like this as she immediately wrapped her arms around his
shoulders tightly, seeking comfort from the only person who knew about her change, sobbing silently.
 
“I’m afraid … very afraid … I don’t like what’s happening to me. I want this to go away. I don’t want to stay as a
woman, Jin. I want to be back to normal!” Kazuya poured out everything to her beloved.
 
Pulling the vulnerable Kazuya closer, he whispered with a determined tone, “Let’s be together despite what the
obstacles would be coming our way later. I promise I won’t ever leave you.”
 
Kazuya didn’t say a thing but just leaned closer to him, and nodded.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Picking up the photo frame on the cabinet stand, Jin looked onto the photo intently, feeling the sadness all over
again, it’s been a year yet he still could not forget his one true love, Kamenashi Kazuya.
 
Didn’t we promise to be together no matter what happens? How could you leave me, Kazuya?
 
The photo was taken when they were first started going out. Kazuya was still a man then there were no tears, only
smile and laughter satisfying in their life, but when the cruel fate set upon his beloved one, their relationship
suffered a little setback, Kazuya’s insecurities played a part as well.
 
Jin still remembered that one night, the last that he had seen of Kazuya, pulling her straight into his arms, as she
cried and poured out her feelings to him, that moment the public had come to know about the prominent change,
he could do nothing but comfort her, murmuring words of encouragement.
 
 
“I can’t take it anymore! Maybe it’s good if I do leave. I just want to give up being strong. I want to give up on us
because it hurts so much. It really hurts.”
 
 
He had remained silent, hearing those deep sorrows from Kazuya, as he thought that it would be good if he just
listened to her, for whatever he said wouldn’t change a thing. Now he wished he had replied to that, for the next
morning, Jin had woken up in the bed all alone, with no Kazuya in sign.
 
The only thing that Kazuya explained of her disappearance was a letter to him, pleading him to let her go, that their
relationship would not go any further, as they would only end up hurting.
 
Apparently the management also received a letter from her … a letter of resignation. They accepted it, taking it as
a long vacation from Kazuya; deep down inside they had another agenda under their sleeves, as they knew she
would be back someday.
 
Kamenashi Kazuya is so precious to them therefore not once did they give up hope on her.
 
From that day on, Akanishi Jin’s world turned dark, it was rare to see a smile lifted on his face, even if there were,
he was just putting on a façade, trying to be happy but in the actual fact, he is missing someone deeply, for it hurts
losing someone he truly love.
 
 
Therefore Jin, please find your own happiness, I believe you can find someone who truly love you, like me. We can’t
find happiness together but I believe there is someone awaiting us in the future. Please forget me.
 
 
Jin recalled those hurtful sentences in Kazuya’s last letter to him. He quickly placed back the photo frame back to
its position as he entered their-once bedroom they had shared, locking it.
 
How do you expect me to find my happiness when … my happiness is none other than you? You were my happiness
but now you’re gone …
 
 
~`~
 
 
Kazuya entered the train completely in disguise, wearing a wig for safety reasons, the sunglasses never leaving her
face once she went outside, it wouldn’t hurt trying to feel her freedom, being independent once in a while, not
having to trouble her elder brothers into driving her anywhere by car.
 
She sat on the near end of the train, there wouldn’t be that many people in this area, and therefore she heaved
out a sigh of relief and closed her eyes, only to be hearing excited whispering from high school girls, totally
disrupting Kazuya’s moment of peace.
 
“That’s Akanishi Jin, right?” one of them whispered, causing Kazuya to fall alert, her eyes darted to the pointing
finger of the girl, noticing a slump figure leaning against the glass, allowing her to see only the back view of him.
 
Kazuya clutched her heart, suddenly feeling anxious all of a sudden no doubt that man was her beloved Jin, having
this kind of feelings whenever he is close, he always made her feel this way towards him.
 
She turned her view outside, realizing that she still had a few more stops till her destination. She was undecided
whether to just stop at the nearest station, not knowing where Jin was going, she didn’t want to risk her identity to
anyone, not now, as she wasn’t prepared for it.
 
Lowering her cap, Kazuya took a last glance at the figure, as she immediately stood up, walking towards the door,
waiting for the next station to arrive, walking out of the train without hesitation when it stopped. Her eyes
collected with tears when she realized that it was really Jin inside, she watched till the train disappeared from her
sight.
 
Luck was on her side again as Jin did not catch her gaze.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“I’m home!” Kazuya shouted but she was met with silence, no one seemed to be at home, she searched every
corner of the first floor but had found no one, sighing softly, she realized that she was alone, her family members
are still at work, and Yuya is schooling.
 
I won’t be lonely anymore when I start working.
 
She passed through Yuya’s bedroom, looking at how tidy it was. Kazuya couldn’t help but smile, as her younger
brother had indeed change over a year, out of curiosity, she entered his room, scanning every area of the room,
her eyes finally set on the study table, a disc being out of placed from the corner of the shelves therefore Kazuya
pulled it out, wanting to put it back nicely.
 
“KAT-TUN …” She whispered, looking at the new single from the group she had once been part of,  not only did Jin
had a sad gaze on the cover, the other four members looked sad as well, furthermore the look of the cover brings
out a sad feeling.
 
Why … Why can’t you guys at least be happy for the camera?
 
Kazuya brought the single to her chest as she cried silently. It caused her deep pain knowing that her friends were
hurting, her heart is being ripped apart, though it truly hurt for her, she knew she could not do anything, she is
helpless in this situation.
 
You have to move on, like what I’m doing now.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Jin took a seat on the floor finally taking his rest after several hours of practicing the dance numbers for their
upcoming spring concert, drinking a gulp from his water bottle, as he looked over to see Ueda sitting not far away
from him.
 
“You know, Tat-chan … I have a feeling that someone is watching me in secret.” Noticing a raised eyebrow from his
friend, Jin quickly continued, “Like really, it’s that kind of weird feelings I have, but when I looked over, there isn’t
anyone.” He whispered.
 
“You have a secret admirer!” Ueda teased, his gaze somehow distant, thinking hard.
 
Nodding his head, Jin laughed, thus ending the conversation.
 
It couldn’t be Kazuya … she left the country almost a year ago. How I wish it was her …
 
Shaking his head, Jin pushed those thoughts away, getting up from the floor as he began practicing again, for just a
couple more minutes, no – until he was worn out and tired to continue anymore.
 
 
~`~ 
~`~
 
 
“I’m home!”
 
 
“Switch off the television, Yuya! She’s back!” The eldest brother of the family whispered to his younger brother,
both of them frantically searching for the remote control that seemed to have disappeared.
 
“Onii-chan! Yuya …” Kazuya’s gaze turned to the direction of the wide plasma television, having heard the voices
she known so much, realizing that the incomplete KAT-TUN were on a talk show, her mouth flew open as she
immediately took a seat on the sofa.
 
“Can you two leave me alone? I’ll be fine on my own.” She suddenly requested, her eyes not leaving the screen for
a moment.
 
Yuya got up from his seat, flashing an assuring smile to his sister before climbing up the staircase to his bedroom.
Her eldest brother however pats her on the shoulder first, following Yuya’s suit soon after.
 
Music Fighter was what they were on.
 
“So Akanishi, since you seem the type to be experience in this stuff, what is your definition of love?” The interviewer
asked.
 
There was a sudden close up on Jin’s face as Kazuya looked on, knowing that she would cry, hearing the answer
from him but still she wants to watch this program, for she did not take note of any KAT-TUN’s activities during her
one year vacation, she had wanted to forget everything.
 
“Love is to me, even if she is not there by my side, being separated for years or many moments to come, I will still
love her, because I believe that our love is strong enough to overcome any hardships. Therefore even if she pleaded
for me to forget her, after all this time, I realized I can’t. I still love her.” The last sentence became a whisper, as Jin
looked sideways to brush away the tear in his eye.
 
Kazuya immediately switched off the television. The remote control was hidden under the pillow, watching a
program with Jin in it was too much for her to take it, as she sobbed silently in the living room, kept on recalling his
meaningful words.
 
Reality is too cruel to us, Jin. I’ve never for once stopped loving you too.

 
~`~
 
 
“How could you have forgotten your lunch box, Yuya?” Kazuya complained to her cell phone, and ended the call.
She was firmly holding the bento on her right hand, as the other held her hand bag, rushing towards the school
entrance not far away from where she was now, running on high heels, thus bumping into someone on the way,
but as Kazuya was rushing for time, she merely bowed a little, and continued running.
 
The person who she had bumped into however stared at her retreating back intently. The back view of that
woman seemed very familiar to him, even if there were no eye contact, he would still recognize that figure so well.
 
It’s her no doubt.
 
He smiled, correcting his dark sunglasses, as he walked towards his destination.
 
 
~`~
 
 
In the dance studio, KAT-TUN had just finished their dance practice. Jin immediately sat across the eldest member,
legs crossed as he took a deep breathe, physically drained out.
 
“What’s with Ueda? He seemed so quiet for today’s practice.” Jin asked Nakamaru, glancing to his friend at the
other end who was in a deep thought.
 
“He’s probably thinking of something since he is in that kind of state. Well after all these years, you should know
him better. He is doing his thinking.”
 
“I know but it’s just weird not hearing any word from him …” Jin turned his gaze towards Koki and Junno who had
just joined them on the floor, Koki had an excited look on his face, something was up on his sleeves again.
 
“Hey, do you all want to go for karaoke tonight? Junno already said yes!” Koki started, patting Nakamaru on the
shoulder, “You’re going, right?”
 
 Nakamaru had an exasperated look on his face, “Do I have a choice, Koki?” he sighed.
 
“No, you don’t.” Koki grinned, “Are you coming, Jin?”
 
Jin took one last gulp from his bottle as he shook his head, getting up from the floor, and stretched his arms, “I’m
tired. I think I’ll just stay at home and have my rest.” He smiled, grabbing his back pack and walked out of the
studio.
 
With Jin’s dismissal, the studio suddenly became so silent.
 
 
“I wish Kazuya is still here with us.” Koki said sadly, the others nodded in silent agreement.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Another lonely night for him to go through as he stared at the drinks displayed in front of him, once he finally
decided, he grabbed a few cans of beer, and headed towards the counter.  
 
Maybe drinking could ease his loneliness.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Kazuya was working on her first collection of men’s wear, busy studying different magazines and trying to come up
with something brand new, and when an idea suddenly crops out of nowhere, her cell phone starts to ring,
answering the call without even looking at the caller id displayed on the screen.
 
“Y-Yama … Yamapi! It’s me …” the other line whispered, her eyes widened in surprise when she recognized that
voice, but she did not hang up the call instead she listened in silence.
 
Kazuya never did change her number. It’s just that she had to use a different cell phone when she was overseas
therefore her local number could not be used temporarily, even so only her family members could contact her.
 
“Why … are you keeping quiet, Pi?” Jin gave out one small hiccup as he continued, “I want someone to … listen to
me. Don’t stay silent, damn it! I’m so lonely … so lonely, Pi.”
 
Jin was drunk, calling the wrong number in that state, Kazuya realized, suddenly feeling worried for him, therefore
not caring whether she would risk her identity being revealed, she whispered, “Jin, where are you now?”
 
“Why does your voice sound so different? It sounds so much like …” Jin stopped suddenly, as Kazuya could imagine
him shaking his head vigorously, “At home … It looks like home to me…”
 
“Stay there! I’m coming!!” Kazuya ended the call in abrupt, changing out of her pajamas and into a new set of
clothes, wearing torn designed jeans, and a simple t-shirt to go with it, as she placed all her essential stuff into her
designer’s bag.
 
Without wasting any moment, she walked out of her bedroom and down the stairs where her elder brother was,
apparently watching the television alone in the living room.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“Kazuya, where are you going?” her brother asked.
 
“To a friend’s house.” She quickly replied, “Onii-chan, can I borrow your car? I’m in a hurry.”
 
Without asking the reason why, Kamenashi Yoijiro simply handed her the keys as she had requested.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Kazuya entered the elevator, waiting with bated breath as it finally reached the 8 th level, and since each elevator
level has only two apartments, she took less than five steps to reach the doorsteps of their-once home, inserting
the key and turned the door knob open.
 
She left her bag on the dining table once she entered the house, rushing towards the living room, knowing that Jin
would be there whenever he feels like drinking, her eyes widened when she saw cans of beer on the coffee table,
with Jin sitting on the floor, lying his head on the table, his right hand spread wide on it.
 
Kazuya dropped to the ground, leaning closer to Jin, as she brushed away the hair from his face, gazing at the
finished drinks, she picked all those cans, throwing them all away inside the dustbin, washing her hands after that.
 
“Let me help you to bed.” Kazuya whispered softly, holding onto Jin’s arm, as she got him to stand up, immediately
placing his arms onto her shoulders, the other slid nicely onto his waist as she helped the nearly unconscious man
towards the bedroom.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“To hell with the stupid … media … Pi … Just want … my Kazuya … back …” he murmured in a drunken state, Kazuya
was so close to putting him in bed when Jin suddenly slipped, falling to the surface of the bed, causing her to fall
too due to their interlinked arms.
 
“Ahhhhhh!!” Kazuya screamed, falling on top of Jin as a result.
 
Feeling something heavy on his chest, Jin fluttered his eyes opened, only to gaze at the brown orbs he truly missed,
firmly placing his arms onto her waist quickly when she tried to get up, as he whispered in an affectionate tone,
“Stay …”
 
At that moment, her heart beats faster, even though the person she was facing now is drunk, and probably
wouldn’t remember the events of the previous night, she could not help but feel anxious, to have Jin looking at her
like that.
  
 
~`~
 
 
“Kazuya.” He whispered, cupping her face lovingly, brushing his thumb against the soft skin gently, and embracing
her into a tight hug soon after, crying out in a cracked voice, “It’s you. It’s really you.”
 
Jin break free from the hug as he stared at her intently, leaning closer, he kissed those tender lips, slowly, as it
became more passionate, Kazuya could not help but gave in to the kiss, one she’d truly missed.
 
The next second she felt no movement from Jin, as he fell into a state of unconsciousness, his body limp against
hers, tears cluttered in her eyes, as Kazuya hugged him real tight, grasping the thin layer of Jin’s shirts, their bodies
became close in contact with one another, leaving no space in between them.
 
Kazuya stayed like that for one short moment, cherishing every second she have with her beloved lover, crying her
hearts out in that position.
 
Why does fate have to be so cruel to them?
 
 
~`~
 
 
Kazuya ran out of the bedroom, her right hand covering her mouth, as she grabbed her bag and straight to the
entrance door, wanting to escape from this pain, walking out of their home yet again.
 
The door banged close in just a second.
 
In a hurry, Kazuya left one precious item in their home, the bond that she had shared with Jin, she didn’t knew it
was gone till the very next day.
 
 
~`~
 
 
As expected, Jin woke up with a huge headache the next day, totally not remembering the events that had
happened last night while he was drunk, he sighed, leaning against the headboard, having a weird feeling that he
had forgotten something special.
 
What great stuff could have happen anyway?    
 
At that moment the door bell rings, hurting his ears almost instantly as he cried out complaining, dragging his feet
outside, and towards the door.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“What are you doing so early in the morning?” Jin muttered massaging his head lightly as he plopped down to his
bed immediately, closing his eyes in pain, at the massive headache he is having right now.
 
“It’s already 2 in the afternoon, you idiot!!!” Yamapi shouted into his ear, grinning at the reaction Jin flashed out
soon after, “You should stop drinking too much, you’re lucky that you have a day’s off today.” His best friend
whispered concerned for his health.
 
“Just stop shouting, my head hurts so much, and you’re shouting so loud.” Jin muttered.
 
Yamapi however was not paying any attention to him as he spotted something shiny on the floor, partially hidden
under the table side he picked it up out of sheer curiosity, “A necklace?” he held it in front of Jin, his best friend
grabbed it, placing it onto his palm carefully.
 
A necklace, with a silver ring attached to it, a ring Jin knew so much.
 
“Pinky ring …” Jin whispered, he scanned the item intently, “Kazuya and I … we have the same rings, our names
engraved underneath it, mine is engraved with her name, and hers …” He looked underneath the round ring …
 
Jin
 
“… With my name.”

 
 His eyes cluttered with tears as he understood this meaning.

~`~
~`~
 
 
Kazuya checked herself in front of the mirror for the countless time in the last few minutes, making sure that the
clothes she was wearing is baggy enough to not show her newly woman body parts, though she was rather flat,
she doesn’t want to arouse suspicions to people around her.
 
“Jin, it doesn’t show, right?” she asked, peering at her boyfriend who had just walked out of the bathroom, “Should
I wear something that is looser?”
 
He immediately went towards Kazuya, slipping his arms onto her thin frame, kissing her soft neck before pulling her
closer to him, as he smiled.
 
“Jin, I asked you something.” She pouted, looking at him through the mirror reflection.
 
“Stop worrying.” Jin turned her to face him, as he whispered, “We will do our best to keep this a secret for as long
as we could. Remember, just stay natural.” He cupped Kazuya’s face lovingly, giving her an assuring smile.
 
“Have I told you how much I love you?” Kazuya smiled, hugging her boyfriend.
 
Leaning closer, he whispered to her ear, “Hmm, I don’t mind hearing it again, declaring your love for me, it makes
me happy.”
 
“I love you, Jin.” Her head burrowed deeper into his chest, feeling shy.  
 
 
~`~
 
 
Kazuya sighed, looking at her naked form inside her bathroom, staring onto the mirror as the past kept coming to
her again, shaking her head gently she grabbed her bathrobe on the handler, putting it on almost immediately,
tying a ribbon loosely.
 
She was about to walk out of the bathroom when she suddenly caught a glimpse of her neck … or rather her bare
neck. Her eyes widened in shock as her fingers trailed to her neck, no wonder she feels so empty since morning,
her precious necklace that holds her pinky ring was gone!
 
“Did I misplace it somewhere?” she rushed out of the bathroom, searching for it at every corner of her bedroom,
“Where could I have put it? Oh god, please let it be somewhere in this room. I don’t want to lose it.” Her tone
trembled with panic.
 
After ten minutes of searching, Kazuya slumped down to the floor, in tears, not having found the necklace
anywhere. She realized that she had lost her most precious item for good.
 
“How could I be so careless as to lose it?” She whispered in a cracked tone.
 
Then a sudden thought occurred to her, wiping her tears away, “If it’s not here, where could it be? Don’t tell me …”
Kazuya walked over to her bed, dropping to the silky mattress face flat as she murmured, “Why must fate be so
cruel to me?” Realizing now the place where her necklace would probably be.
 
Though how much she tried to avoid her one true love, as her fate is already written in her books, she will always
be destined to meet with the man she loves, that is none other than Akanishi Jin.
 
Fate will eventually help her to reunite with him, and the rest is all up to them.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“Let’s go search for her, Pi!” he said excitedly, was about to walk towards the door when his best friend stopped
him, pulling him to the surface of the bed again, as he eyed him in much concern.
 
Yamapi gently took the necklace from Jin, putting it on his own palm as he whispered with a calm tone, “Look Jin, it
isn’t easy as you think it is, and before you say anything bad, it’s not that I don’t believe you. It really makes sense,
this necklace is evidence that Kazuya is really back in Japan but …”
 
“But? But what, Pi?” he urged for Yamapi to go on, listening to him intently.
 
“Why didn’t she look up for you in the first place? Knowing Kazuya, she must have her reasons.” Looking at the
confused expression written on Jin’s face, Yamapi explained further, “It’s not because she doesn’t want to see you,
Jin … She just isn’t ready to meet you, and remember the pain all over again.”
 
“But it’s been a year already …” Jin pouted.
 
“Sometimes time doesn’t heal the pain away, Jin. You have to respect her decision. I believe that you two will cross
paths again one day, heaven is not too cruel to us, behind the sudden change in Kazuya, there is a reason, one that
we would have to figure it out ourselves.” Yamapi pats his best friend shoulder, “It’s not good to rush things up.
Believe in destiny.”
 
Jin sighed, taking back the necklace, holding it preciously to his heart, as he finally whispered, “We will definitely
meet again, Kazuya. I’ll make sure you won’t slip of my hold this time.”
 
Yamapi just smiled in assurance, knowing things would get better.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Posing topless for the next issue of Myojo magazine??
 
Kazuya’s eyes widened in fear as she looked at her boyfriend helplessly, miserably hoping for a brilliant idea from
him, she couldn’t do that kind of pose, without no doubt she’d be found out!
 
“Jin, I can’t do this. I’m scared …” she whispered to him in a dark corner of the studio.
 
“Don’t worry, I’ll think of something.” Jin gave her fingers a squeeze before walking towards the photo director,
determination blazing in his eyes.
 
Kazuya just looked on, feeling worried.
 
 
~`~
 
 
She felt something missing if she had her neck bare just like that, so left with no choice Kazuya picked a heart
shaped necklace that she had bought during her stay in London, and put it on.
 
Straightening out her clothes, Kazuya took one last glance at the mirror, before grabbing her bag, and walking out
of her bedroom.
 
It’s her first day of work, and a new beginning.
 
 
~`~
 
 
KAT-TUN gathered as usual at the dance studio for practices, this time round, it only lasted for two hours, as the
choreographer in charge had sudden important matters to attend to in the last minute. 

 
“I don’t know if it’s true but I’ve been hearing this rumour …” Nakamaru started the conversation as all five
members sat down on the floor, leaning against the mirror as he spoke.
 
“What rumour?” Koki raised his thinned eyebrows.
 
Nakamaru looked at Jin anxiously; the latter just smiled and urged him to go on, “That Kazuya is back in Japan …”
Receiving surprised looks from the Koki and Junno, he quickly continued, “Hey, I myself don’t know the reliability
of it. This rumour is spreading wide on the internet. It’s been going on for a week now.”
 
“Well I hope it’s true …” Junno whispered, sighing, as he turned his gaze towards Ueda with sad eyes.
 
Jin however kept silent during this conversation, he knew Kazuya is back in Japan, but listening to his best friend’s
good advice, he realized that it was not good to rush things up, it will only worse the condition of their relationship.
 
“It is true.” Ueda whispered, finally breaking the silence, as he looked at his friends.
  
“What? You mean you’ve met Kazuya before? Ueda, how … when …” Jin was by his friend’s side in an instant,
asking several questions at a time, shaking him gently on the shoulders, waiting for an answer.
 
Ueda smiled, “I bumped into her though I only managed to see her back view.” Seeing Jin’s disappointed look, “But
Jin, I really believed that it’s Kazuya. You don’t have to ask me why, I just knew it that instance.”
 
Jin nodded, as he closed his eyes and leaned against the mirror, wishing that fate would allow him to meet Kazuya
soon, it’s a torture, having to wait for the right chance to meet with his beloved love.
 
But he believes that that they will cross paths soon, real soon.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Kazuya stretched her arms, it’s been a week since she started working, and the pile of work had kept on coming in,
though she was not as busy during her idol days. Covering her mouth as she yawned a little, she sunk lower to the
sofa in the designer’s room, closing her eyes for a moment, wanting to settle for a short break when her cell phone
rings out of the blue.
 
Though there was a possibility that she would have misplaced her necklace at the condominium she shared with
Jin, she had not thought of changing her number at all, as it’s really troublesome to have a new number,
everything must be updated.
 
“Hello? It’s Kazuya.” She answered in a sleepy tone, her eyes suddenly widened when she recognized the voice on
the other line; she froze for a moment, and murmured out, “Tat-chan …”
 
Kazuya totally didn’t expect to receive a call from him, at least not at times like this, being caught unprepared.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“So it was really you …” Ueda started when a woman walked towards him, at a secluded arranged meeting place,
far away from the busy city, he smiled when said person was by his side, taking off her sunglasses to reveal herself.
 
When Kazuya looked at him in confusion, Ueda just laughed it off.
 
“How do you know that I’m back in Japan, Tat-chan? With the way I’m dressing, I’m sure no one could recognize
me. It wasn’t easy avoiding everyone you know.” Kazuya whispered.
 
“There were rumors that you were back.”
 
“I should have known. The media has their way of tracking their news.” Kazuya heaved out a sigh, continuing, “And
it’s just a matter of time till the news of my come back spread wide on the tabloids and newspapers.”
 
He nodded.
 
“I just want you to know that even if the world is against you, we will always be there for you, especially Jin. He
had never stopped loving you.” Ueda looked at her in concern.
 
“I know … I know that.” She voiced out.
  
It was a secret meeting between two friends; somehow it left a deep impact on Kazuya.
 
 
~`~

 
Two weeks had passed since Kazuya returned to Japan, and within that time span, she managed to avoid meeting
with Jin. There were actually many times that they crossed paths with each other but have never had the
opportunity to meet.

Heaven is not too cruel …

 
 
~`~
 
 
Jin sat alone in the park, it was near to sunset, heaving out a sigh, he got up from the seat and walked towards the
exit. His footsteps suddenly stopped when he saw a familiar young woman walking in his direction, she froze when
she met his gaze.
 
This can’t be true.
 
Kazuya tried to look elsewhere but Jin’s deep gaze. Gripping her bag tightly, she felt her heart beating fast, as she
ended up staring back to those eyes, though remained emotionless still, dumbfounded as to what to do. She
became more panic when Jin started walking towards her.
 
“You really tried so hard to avoid me. Am I that scary?” he whispered, looking at her with hurt eyes.
 
Kazuya was taken aback by those words. This was what she was afraid of, breaking down by such honesty. “I ... I’m
sorry. I didn’t mean to. I’m just afraid. We … we’ve broken up. That is why …” she stuttered, Jin suddenly
interrupting her.
 
“No, we didn’t. We didn’t break up. I’ve never accepted the break you wanted, and I will never agree to it.” He said
in a serious tone.
 
“Jin, please don’t make this hard for me …” Kazuya spoke in a soft voice, looking down.
 
“I’ll give you more time if you need. You’re probably not prepared to see me now but when you’re ready to talk,
you know where to find me, Kazuya.” He flashed out an assuring smile, taking out something from his pocket,
revealing her the necklace that holds her precious pinky ring.
 
“Thank you for coming when I needed you the most.” Jin held up her palm, and placed the necklace on it gently,
holding her fingers for a few seconds, before letting it go, giving her a slight wave, as he smiled, walking towards
the exit.
 
Kazuya looked on to his retreating back, bringing the necklace closer to her chest, knowing that some day, some
moment in time, she would run back to Jin’s arms, but for now, she didn’t want to think of the future.
 
She is still hurt by her past, the old her, a future she knew she would never be a part of ever again.
 
Reality hurts, she thought.  
 
  
~`~

~`~
 
 
It was all due to carelessness that the necklace had slipped off her neck during the visit to their-once home. It
didn’t matter if the strap was broken, as long as she had her pinky ring back with her.
 
Kazuya smiled in sheer happiness, once again holding up the ring to her chest. Taking out another necklace strap
from her drawer, she slipped the ring into it, tying a knot tightly around it.
 
I’m not going to lose you again.
 
She looked up to her reflection on the mirror, holding the necklace up high, scanning her precious item for a brief
moment before putting it on her neck gracefully.
 
Closing her eyes, she recalled those days of torturous hell. Her life started to change the moment the media came
to know of her one secret.
 
She still remembered how much hurt had been inflicted on her.
 
 
~`~
 
 
23 February 2006: One year and a month ago

 
There were only the two of them in their apartment. The candles dimmed lightly in the darkness, placed in several
romantic spots in the living room. A chocolate flavored cake situated in the middle of the dining table, with 20
small candles on the cake, with a special note from Jin.
 
 
Happy 20th bday, Kazu
 
Love, Jin
 
 
During this period of time, Kazuya had turned into a woman for a month, and had kept it under wraps within that
time span. No one else knew about her secret, not even her beloved family or friends.
 
Only Jin knew, he had protected and covered for her in times of emergency, thinking of many good excuses
whenever there were request of bearing topless in magazine photo shoots.
 
Everyone believed, and was fully convinced by Jin.
 
Kazuya licked the chocolate off her fingers as she smiled at her boyfriend in happiness. They had been busy lately
but it was more than enough to be able to spend private time with Jin at night together.
 
“Jin, can I ask you something?” she suddenly whispered, looking down.
 
“How can I answer you properly if you look down on the floor like that?” Jin said, lifting her head up to meet his
gaze as he smiled, and continued, “You know you can ask me anything. What is it, sweetheart?”
 
“I’m not a man anymore … Why are you still with me? I’m not the same Kamenashi Kazuya that you’ve fallen in
love with anymore.” She whispered sadly.
 
“I agree that there are several changes that I need to get used to but other than that, you’re still the same person
that I love, Kazuya. The gender doesn’t matter. You’re the only one for me, we’re meant to be together.” Jin
cupped her face with love, “It could only be you.”
 
Kazuya nodded, as tears cluttered in her eyes, she held Jin’s hand, kissing it.
 
“Sweetheart, you shouldn’t cry. It’s your birthday.” Jin whispered, pulling her into a warm hug, “Happy 20 th
birthday. I love you.”
 
“I love you too.”
 
 
~`~
 
 
26 February 2006

 
Her worst nightmare eventually came true. The media had come to know about Kazuya’s drastic change of gender.
The news had been spread wide on tabloids and newspapers, with a zoomed in picture of her on every front page.
It was the starting of her ruined life.
 
Kamenashi Kazuya is no longer a man! Does she still hold a place in KAT-TUN?
 
Life changing event, the popular actor and idol, Kamenashi Kazuya had miraculously turned into a woman! Will this
affect her career? 

A woman like Kamenashi Kazuya should no longer belong to Johnny’s Entertainment. It will only affect their
reputation.
 
She felt an enormous amount of pain, as the media also managed to uncover another secret, not only this would
affect her name but Jin’s as well. A media can be so ruthless, to have their news so they could sell well, even if it’s a
process of ruining two lives.
 
KAT-TUN member, Kamenashi Kazuya and Akanishi Jin, dating? Had this been going on even before Kamenashi
turned into a woman?
 
Throwing those pieces of newspaper to the wall, Kazuya hugged her legs and cried vigorously. She knew this would
change her life forever, and this would also mean losing her love as well. It doesn’t matter if her successful career
would be ruined by all this but she didn’t want to lose one special person … her lover.
 
“Kazuya!” the door to the bedroom opened instantly as Jin rushed towards her and held her in an embrace tightly,
noticing the crumpled newspapers on the floor, “Let’s make our relationship public!” Jin told her his decision after
thinking about it for days now.
 
“I know my career would be ruined. I don’t want yours to be ruined too, Jin. Admitting our relationship would lead
one thing to another. I didn’t become a woman until recently.” She whispered, looking at him in the eye.
 
“I don’t care what happens! I can’t do without you, Kazuya.” Jin held her tightly.
 
“Jin, I’m scared. I’m really scared now. Nothing is even scarier than to lose you. The media will definitely want to
tear us apart, especially the Jimusho. I don’t want to lose you, Jin. I don’t want to lose you …” Kazuya sobbed in
tears.
 
“To hell with those people who wants to break us apart. I’ll do whatever it takes me to protect you and stay with
you, my love.” Jin comforted the vulnerable one in his arms, coaxing her with encouraging words.
 
Kazuya had silently cried, listening to those soothing words. She cried, not only of the pain, but also the known fact
that she would lose her place in KAT-TUN soon. Even though a majority would have supported their relationship,
she knew better that the minority would try all means to ruin this beautiful love.
 
They did manage to tear them apart. The hurt Kazuya felt was too much for her to handle on her own.
 
She made the decision for a break up … without Jin’s consent.  
 
 
~`~
 
 
27 February 2006 

 
Jin meant his words when he said he would go through this huddle with Kazuya. They were crowded with reporters
as soon as they walked out of the building, asking several questions simultaneously, regarding her changed gender
and their relationship.
 
His arms held Kazuya’s shoulders protectively, as he used the other hand to shoved the reporters away, making
way for themselves back to the car park.
 
“Is it true that you and Kamenashi-san are dating? How long has this been going on? Were you both homosexuals
before Kamenashi-san turned into a woman?”
 
“Akanishi-san, you are aware that some of the fans wouldn’t agree to this relationship. Are you two going to break
it off? It would be good for your group.”
 
Kazuya shivered when she heard all those questions being flared at them. Due to all the struggling, she sunk
deeper into Jin’s chest as she held his waist tightly for support. She couldn’t breathe properly by all this constant
pushing.
 
Noticing the hurt the reporters had put his lover in, Jin’s eyes glared with anger, finally reaching the end of his
patience.
 
“All of you just shut the hell up!” Suddenly the reporters surrounding them became silent at once as they looked at
Jin’s outburst in total surprise, “It doesn’t matter how it happened, I’m happy with Kazuya! I’m not crazy enough to
break off a beautiful relationship because of some irritating reactions from people!! Now get away from us, you’re
hurting Kazuya!!!” he screamed.
 
At that moment, Jin really didn’t care what would be the outcome of his action. All he knew was that he had to
protect Kazuya.
 
Kazuya however were prepared for this to come, the strong objections from the media, minority of the fans and
the Jimusho. The blow was too much for her to handle therefore she made the decision to leave everything behind
even if it hurts.
 
She left not knowing whether she would come back.
 
 
~`~
 
 
 
1 March 2006 

 
It had been decided.
 
Nothing was to be ashamed of as Kazuya walked into Johnny-san office in woman’s clothing alone, without the
company of Jin, as he had a very important photo shoot to attend to, that was what she was told.
 
Kazuya knew better though, it seemed that the Jimusho had used their authority to break them apart. There were
strong reactions coming from the public and had been going on still, protesting that they would stop supporting
KAT-TUN if the two did not break off their relationship. What more, the tabloids spreading baseless rumors of
them both as well.
 
Of course there were some, who supports the relationship of Jin and her, the Akame fans, they might be called. It
doesn’t matter what gender Kazuya were as long as their idols are happy together.  There were fan letters to them
supporting their relationship, but there were many that cruelly object to it, saying that Kamenashi Kazuya would
be better off if she left the group, and the company.
 
Kazuya tried to be strong but it only took her a little for her to break.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“I know what you would want to tell me.” Kazuya said to Johnny-san, did not gave a chance for him to say anything
first as she continued, “Things had gotten out of control, haven’t they?” she whispered.
 
“Kamenashi, have a seat first.”
 
She shook her head gently, looking at the chairman with tears in her eyes.
 
“No, I’ve decided. I know it’s impossible for me to stay in the group anymore. It won’t be the same anymore.”
Kazuya placed her resignation letter on the table, “And rather have you to tell me to break it off with Jin, I’d do it
myself.”
 
Johnny-san looked at her worriedly, “Still you don’t have to leave the company. We’d make a press conference
explaining that you’re no longer involved with Akanishi. That would probably solve the commotion right now. And
regarding your miracle change, I’m sure people would come to terms with it soon.”
 
“I’d rather leave the group than lose my love. At least my love still exists. I don’t want it to die even if I’m allowed
to stay with the group. As much as I wanted to, I know its impossible giving the circumstances. So please respect
my decision.”
 
“Kamenashi …”
 
Having said what she wanted to, Kazuya bowed and left the office, leaving an astounded Johnny-san alone. He was
stunned to hear such honesty from her, holding the letter for a moment, before placing it in his drawer and locked
it.
 
Those fans who spoke ill of the couple’s relationship were going to regret it. It won’t be the same again without the
six of them; it won’t be KAT-TUN anymore.
 
Kazuya just needed time, Johnny-san realized, and he would gladly give her that.
 
Never once did he let her go.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Kazuya placed her letter to Jin on the dressing table as she scanned their bedroom for one last time. Grabbing her
luggage, she walked out of the room.  
 
“I’m sorry, Jin. Please forgive me.” She whispered, as tears collected in her eyes, she had walked out of their love
life then.
 
 
~`~
 
 
2 March 2006 

 
Kazuya was nowhere to be found.
 
Clutching the letter in his hand, Jin rushed out of the Jimusho building in desperation of searching his beloved
lover, only to be bombarded with reporters yet again.
 
He had enough of this nonsense.
 
“Have you done enough damage already? Because of a small irresponsible people like you, I’ve lost my Kazuya for
good!!! Fans who gave out hate fan mails aren’t fans! They don’t deserve to be called fans at all!” Jin screamed on
top of his longs.
 
“Now Kazuya is gone, leaving KAT-TUN, leaving me, she is gone from your sight. Are you happy now?” Jin fall down
to the floor and break down into tears.
 
Without Kazuya, he isn’t strong at all.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Present time: 23 March 2007
 
 
Wiping away a single tear from his eye, Jin got up from the sofa, and walked into the kitchen, opening the
refrigerator, thinking of something to cook for himself.
 
It had always been Kazuya to cook for him, now it’s all up to him.
 
Sighing, he shook away those sad thoughts of him, trusting his love so much to the extent that he believed that she
would not give up on him, she just needed more time.
 
He would be willing to wait for that one moment where she’d be in his arms again.
 
There would be no other love than Kazuya.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Kazuya’s sister in law glanced at her wrist watch, knowing that Kazuya would not be turning up for work today. She
was expecting her clients to arrive anytime soon, and it would probably be an awkward moment for her sweet
sister if she was here.
 
“Izumi-san, they’re here.” Her staff said, and with a simple nod, she understood what her boss meant.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Izumi Yuna or rather Kamenashi Yuna flashed out a bright as smile as five young men entered the designer’s room,
sitting on the spacious sofa in the centre of the room, she was about to start their discussion regarding their
opening concert costumes when a familiar voice interrupted.
 
“Onee-chan! Onii-chan wanted me to tell you that …” Kazuya stopped. She froze when she saw her beloved friends
and lover in the room as well; her eyes darted to Yuna in shock, communicating with her eyes, to which the latter
just smiled in return.

 
“Kazuya …” All members whispered, Nakamaru was the first to get up from his seat and gave her a big hug,
followed by other members including Jin but was having second thoughts on following suit that action, when
Kazuya decided to give him one quick friendly hug as well.
 
Yuna smiled at this heartwarming exchange, maybe things would eventually get better. 

 
 
~`~
~`~
 
 
Jin was rather shock at the friendly hug initiated by Kazuya, he returned to his original compose soon after, and
immediately returned the hug before she had a chance to retreat from him, as he smiled rather cheerfully, and got
back to his seat.
 
“We know that you’re back in Japan but to actually meet you, I’m so happy.” Nakamaru started, looking at the still
standing Kazuya in a grateful tone.
 
“Do you … work here?” Koki asked, scanning the designer’s room intently for the first time.
 
Kazuya smiled, turning her gaze to Yuna for help. She suddenly felt too shy to voice out her thoughts.
 
“I’m her first sister in law.” Yuna explained thoughtfully, resulting in the shocked faces of the members, including
Jin too, “My married name is Kamenashi Yuna. But I don’t use it for professional matters. Kazuya works here now,
as a designer.” She smiled.
 
“So that’s the reason.” Jin whispered.
 
Nodding her head, Yuna turned to face Kazuya, recalling that her sister had something to tell her, “Kazu-chan, what
is it that your brother wants you to tell me?”
 
The five members just looked on to the conversation between the two sisters.
 
“He just wanted me to tell you that he would take you out to dinner later. He knew you were having a meeting so
he told me to pass you the message instead, and since I’m wandering around the shopping complex, I thought I
should just personally tell you.” Kazuya smiled sheepishly, totally not expecting her friends to be in the meeting
Yuna was in.
 
“That Yoijiro …” Yuna muttered, and sighed, holding up the design booklet to Kazuya, “Well since the designer is
here as well, you should join the discussion too, Kazuya.” She patted the empty sit next to her.
 
Kazuya’s eyes widened in surprise, “You mean the first set of collection I designed for five individual men, with the
theme you described, were for them?” Yuna simply nodded for an answer, smiling at the cute reaction by her.
 
The current KAT-TUN members were surprised as well but not as excited as sweet Kazuya, who had a very bright
smile on her face, as if looking forward to the discussion of the designed costumes.
 
“That’s so great.” She whispered, and instead of sitting beside her sister in law, Kazuya found herself sitting beside
her beloved Jin, she smiled happily to him, grinning as she reached for the design booklet.
 
Two hours of discussion come and go rather quickly.
 
 
~`~
 
 
During the meeting, it was a successful one, as Kazuya still has her skills in talking, explaining her views and ideas to
the members. She is really a professional in this line as well, as it seemed to the group.
 
Kazuya was very close to Jin, and within that period of discussion, she chatted interactively to him, as if the gap of
one year between them had not existed at all. There were no more awkward moments that she felt.
 
She didn’t expect Jin to give her more time in considering their relationship, she kind of expected a more irrational
and stubborn Jin, who would constantly pester her to come back to him. Kazuya knew they were meant to be
together, they had crossed paths for many times with each other.
 
This one meeting finally made her realize that no matter how much she tried to avoid Jin, they would end up
meeting, as it’s their destiny together.
 
There is no other love than Jin.
 
 
~`~
 
 
The meeting had come to an end, after two hours of discussing on the opening costumes, and with the changes
made, Kazuya beautifully created the designs based on the additions of the members’ own opinions.
 
Heaving out a sigh, Nakamaru called a familiar number as he waited for a response, looking at Kazuya all the time,
a smile lifted on his face when she answered the call.
 
“Good! You didn’t change your number, Kazuya!” he smiled, getting up from his seat.  
 
She blinked, and when she realized it was just Nakamaru calling her, she hung up, and quickly explained “Well that
thought never did cross my mind. It’s troublesome to change numbers. You guys should know me better.”
 
Her friends chuckled, Ueda flashed out a smile at her, “You’re more happy now, Kazuya.” And with a wave, he
followed the other members out of the room, Jin being the last one, as if wanting to be with Kazuya for a little
while more.
 
“See you.” Jin finally whispered, and walked towards the door, he stopped when he heard Kazuya shouted his
name, holding his hand, preventing him to move any further, as he turned to face her again.
 
“Jin!!!”
 
“I’ll definitely come to you when I’m ready. I’m not going to let you go again.” Kazuya said, the determination
evident in her eyes, as she held his hand firmer, flashing out a smile only for him.
 
Jin’s lips curved into a big smile, as he embraced her for a short moment, cupping her face with love. He replied,
“I’ll be waiting with open arms, Kazuya.” Giving her a peck on her forehead, “Take care, sweetheart.” Jin waved
goodbye, the smile never leaving his face.
 
 
~`~
 
 
25 March 2007
 
 
Kazuya sat alone in a bar, slowly taking her time in drinking, she felt down at this moment of time. Apparently she
made the morning’s cover page for today, her come back had been revealed to every household in Japan. How
could she not feel depressed over it?
 
It was dangerous being in a place like this late at night … that Kazuya hadn’t considered. She needed a drink and
some noise to clear away her troubled thoughts. For the last couple of minutes, flirty old men had come near her,
asking for a dance and worse, some asked for how much she would be paid for a night!
 
Thank god, she was a man before. She knew just the way to turn them away.
 
“So how much for a night?” a voice suddenly interrupted her, and before she could punched that guy right in the
face since she was already in her limit, she realized that it was none other than … Yamapi, staring back at her with
a cheeky smile.
 
“Yamapi, what are you doing here?” Kazuya muttered in surprise, but was relieved to have her best friend here,
out of a sudden she felt scared being alone in this place, and his presence made her feel better.
 
“I wonder why but I have this feeling that I’m needed here, that’s why I’m here.” He simply replied, causing Kazuya
to pout a big one, chuckling, he quickly continued, “Let’s get out of this stuffy place.”
 
That earned a nod from the smaller frame as she immediately got up from her seat, she was about to take her
wallet out from her hand bag when she was stopped by Yamapi, causing her to look at him in confusion.
 
“I don’t let woman pay, remember?” Yamapi winked, placing a note on the table, dragging a protesting Kazuya out
of the bar.
 
In times like this, her best friend was there for her.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“What are we doing here?” Kazuya asked, gazing at the beautiful scenery in front of her, without even waiting for a
reply, she sprinted out of the car, and onto the sandy beach, knowing the reason why, to heart.
 
Closing her eyes, she remembered all the pain she felt in this past year, feeling the cold of the night, before taking
one deep breathe and shout it all out to the air, relieving her pain, her hurt, everything that had caused her to shed
tears. She continued shouting for several times till she felt tired, and ready to move on with her life.
 
Yamapi leaned against the car, and smiled, it was a good idea to go to the beach after all, as it’s a place to relieve
stress.
 
The shouting stopped as Kazuya looked up to the sky, and smiled at the moon brightly, giving her a new set of
hope, a refreshing start on life.
 
Turning her gaze to Yamapi, she shouted in a cheerful tone, “Let’s go visit Jin!!” Kazuya was by his side in no time,
as she quickly entered the car, with an eager look on her face.
 
He was glad things turn out this way.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“Oh it’s you, Yamapi.” Jin said, when he opened the door, it took him a moment to register in his head that it was
really Yamapi on the doorsteps, “Eh, how did you get access without informing me at all? I don’t remember giving
you the card.” He scratched his hair in confusion, looking at his best friend for an answer.
 
“Well it wasn’t my card. It was someone else’s.” Yamapi moved away to reveal Kazuya, who waved at Jin cutely, as
she smiled at him sheepishly.
 
“Kazuya …”
 
Without any hesitation, Kazuya rushed towards Jin, and hugged him tightly, “I’m home.” She smiled, as she looked
up to Jin happily.
 
His lips curved into one large smile as he embraced her back into his arms.
 
“Okaeri.”
 
 
~`~
 
 
“Do you know that girls like you should not go to places like that?” Yamapi once again brought up that subject
when the three of them were having conversation in the living room, hanging together for a short while.
 
Seeing the confusion written on Jin’s face, he explained, “I found this girl here in a famous discotheque, drinking
girly drink. If I wasn’t there, she’d probably be taken by some flirty old men who kept pestering her.” That earned
him a whack in the head by Kazuya.
 
She might have changed her gender but some things remained unchanged.
 
Jin however instantly turned to his girlfriend, cupping her face lovingly, as he whispered to her, “Next time don’t go
to that kind of places alone, alright?”
 
She nodded, “I’ll go with you.” Hearing a cough from someone, Kazuya smirked as she saw Yamapi getting up from
the sofa, a smile on his face, as he walked towards the door.
 
“Yamapi!”
 
He turned to look at the couple, “Thank you.” Kazuya said, smiling brightly at her friend as she snuggled closer to
Jin, hiding her face in his chest.
 
Jin gazed at his girlfriend sweetly, as he placed an arm over her shoulders, mouthing his ‘thank you’ to his best
friend gratefully.
 
With a smile, Yamapi made his famous ‘Kon Kon’ sign, and walked out of the door, leaving the couple all alone in
their apartment.
 
 
~`~
 
 
 
Kazuya sat up on their bed, wearing only Jin’s white shirt, waiting for him to come out of the bathroom. She smiled
when she saw him walked out. She cuddled closer to him when he plopped down beside her, holding his arm with
both her hands.
 
“Jin, do you know that I missed you so much while I was away?” Kazuya muttered, “I needed time to adjust to my
change alone, it was really hard, but I knew I couldn’t give up half-way. Your love kept me strong every single day.”
Looking up to him, she whispered, “I realized that I was being completely selfish then, I didn’t think of your
feelings. I’m sorry, Jin.”
 
“I’ll forgive you for that if you promise me to stay together despite whatever happens this time. Do I have your
agreement in this?”
 
Kazuya nodded, “We’ll stay together, date for several years, then get married, and have kids?” she said in a rather
cute tone, causing Jin to laugh.
 
“You’ve really adapted well to your change, Kazuya.” He pinched her cheeks playfully, laying them both on the bed,
as he looked at her with love, gazing at those brown orbs he truly missed.
 
“I’m not afraid anymore … to face the public, the media or anyone else that matters.” Kazuya whispered, as she
looked at Jin with a new glow of happiness, “Because I have you.” She snuggled closer to her beloved.
 
Jin smiled, as he kissed her forehead, their bodies close in contact on their bed, as both slowly fall into a deep
slumber.
 
They were meant for each other.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“You two are back together?” Koki whispered, as the other members crawled closer to Jin, not intending to be left
out of the conversation, all looking at him, eager to know the answer.
 
“That’s what I told you.” He chuckled, feeling shy that all the attention was on him, but he couldn’t deny his tone
of voice that was brimmed with happiness.
 
There were smiles in the room, as Nakamaru patted Jin’s shoulder’s happily, “Is Kazu-chan okay with this, being
back together?”
 
Jin nodded, “Kazuya changed so much during the past year. I was so surprised by her strong determination she
showed me last night. I’m just afraid that she would break again since the media had managed to reveal her come
back to Japan.” He expressed worriedly.
 
“Kazuya won’t.” Ueda spoke for the first time as he flashed his friend an assuring smile, and as if understanding the
confusion in Jin, he emphasized again, “She’s grown stronger within that time span of separation from you, Jin. She
was able to accept reality, and adapt to her changes fully. Even if she were to get hurt, your love is there to keep
her strong and going.”
 
The rest including Jin looked at Ueda in awe, taken speechless by his speech, it was perfectly voiced out.
 
“Kazuya and I … we will definitely stay together despite what the obstacle would be coming our way. I believe in
our love.” Jin said confidently, the other members smiled, beaming with happiness.
 
Everything’s gonna be alright.
 
 
~`~

~`~
 
 
Checking the newly collection of clothes on the rack, Kazuya jotted down something onto the black covered
notebook she was holding. She had enough of hiding in the spacious designer’s room all the time, and since
unconfirmed rumors of her return are spreading wide by the media, she thought it was useless hiding in the dark
anymore, knowing that she would have to confirm her comeback very soon enough.
 
Right at this moment, Kazuya is prepared to face it all … having to face her former talent company, the media, and
the public, due to her return to Japan, and her relationship with Jin. Having Jin back in her life had boost her level
of confidence, the one year separation had not just been a thorn in her heart, but also a blessing in disguise as it
made her realize that her destiny is with Jin, her one and true love.
 
There could be no one else but Jin. No way would she let him go again, this time she would not let her emotions
take complete control of her. Their love would keep her strong.
 
Kazuya knows the way the entertainment works, to play it dirty to achieve their goals, but whatever it is to come
her way, she will still be Akanishi Jin’s girlfriend, lover and future wife!!!!
 
The pen on her hold stopped its movement, placing the object higher up to her chin, as Kazuya smiled dreamily at
the thought of being married to Jin, the notebook left untouched, holding it to her side.
 
Akanishi … Kazuya. Hmm, that would be nice.
 
The ringing of her cell phone brought her back to the real world, chuckling at that dream of hers, Kazuya walked
back towards the designer’s room to retrieve her phone placed on the table.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“Hello?” she answered the phone call, with the sweetest tone ever, knowing that Jin was on the other line.
 
“Sweetheart, what time do you finish work today?”
 
“Hmm … in an hour’s time.” Kazuya said, glancing at her wrist watch at the same time, it was already 4pm, “Onee-
chan is always in charge of closing the boutique so I get to go home early. Why do you ask this?”
 
“Rehearsal would only end at 7pm; hopefully it would end much earlier, so I was just wondering whether you’ll be
at our home later? Would you, Kazu-chan?”
 
“Well I’ll have to consider first …” She teased her boyfriend.
 
“Kazuya! No time for that, I want to see you …”
 
Chuckling, Kazuya merely nodded, “I’ll be going back to my family’s house first to grab some things, and then I’ll go
over to our home.”
 
“Will you stay for the night?” Jin asked, hoping for a positive answer.
 
“Do you even have to ask, Jin?” she let out a gentle laugh.
 
“That is great! I’ll see you later then! Love you!”  
 
“Love you too.” Kazuya whispered. She heard a click from the other line, signaling the end of the conversation.
Staring at the cell phone, a smile lifted on her face, as she placed it on the table, and returning back to her work.
 
I can’t wait to be in your arms again.
  
 
~`~
 
 
Glancing at the clock, she whispered, “It’s already 6pm.” Kazuya took a last look on the mirror, before grabbing her
sports bag, and headed downstairs.
 
“Okaasan, I’m going now. I’ll stay at my friend’s house tonight. I would probably sleepover for a couple of night as
well.” Kazuya informed her mother the moment she entered the kitchen, as she hugged her from behind, placing a
kiss on her cheeks.
 
“Are you sure it’s just a friend, or more than that, dear?”
 
Kazuya froze, and was silent to that enquiry from her mother. Softly whispering, “Why do you suddenly ask that,
okaasan? And how do you know it’s not a woman?”
 
“Because my precious daughter is much happier now after what you had been through. You have the love of your
life by your side. I can feel your happiness.” Her mother turned to face her, as she brushed her daughter’s cheeks
in a motherly manner, “Mother’s instincts are always right, Kazuya. You don’t have to tell me who you are dating
with because deep down, I already know.” Mrs Kamenashi smiled brightly.
 
“Okaasan …” Kazuya felt touched at the meaningful words her mother had spoken of, she was grateful to have
such an understanding mother.
 
“You better go now, or you’ll be late. You wouldn’t want Jin-kun to be waiting for you, right?” Her mother teased.
 
Kazuya’s eyes widened in surprise at the mention of her boyfriend’s name, truthfully she had not yet told her
family members that she had gotten back with Jin. Motherly instincts are very powerful, she thought.
 
“I’m glad you’ve gotten back with Jin. Two people in love should be together. I’m really happy for both of you.” Mrs
Kamenashi squeezed her daughter’s hand, and then hands a plastic bag to Kazuya, “I made some éclair earlier.
Share them with your beloved, okay?”
 
“Thank you, okaasan.” Kazuya hugged her mother again, before heading out of the kitchen, and towards the
entrance door of their bungalow. She raised an eyebrow when her elder brother suddenly appeared in front of the
door from nowhere.
 
“I’ll give you a lift, little sister.” Yoijiro winked, as he guides the slightly shocked Kazuya to his car.
 
Apparently her family knew about her relationship with Jin. She would have to bring Jin to meet her family one
day, Kazuya mentally reminded herself.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Due to the lift from her elder brother, Kazuya got to their home earlier than expected, it was only 6.40pm when
she arrived at the doorsteps thus allowing her more than enough time to prepare dinner for Jin.
 
She went straight into the kitchen, in hopes of finding some ingredients for her to cook, but the moment she
stared into the nearly empty fridge, Kazuya blinked, and close it back in much surprise.
 
All that was left in the refrigerator was a couple of beers, and a tomato sauce, other than that, it was mostly
empty.
 
“What did Jin eat all this while?” She murmured, ransacking the cabinet, she saw a whole stack of instant cup
noodles in one straight line, “So Jin’s been eating unhealthy food. Looks like I’ve got to move back here soon …”
 
Spotting a pack of pasta, and remembering that there was a bottle of tomato sauce in the fridge, Kazuya finally
decided on cooking pasta for dinner, “Pasta with marinated tomato sauce, that is.” Taking the bottle out, she
started preparing dinner, using any other ingredients that is available.
 
Have to go groceries shopping tomorrow morning.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“I’m home!!!” Jin shouted the moment he entered their home, he raised his eyebrows in confusion when there
were no answer. He was met with silence instead.
 
Kazuya said she would be here, didn’t she?
 
Heaving out a disappointed sigh, Jin walked towards the living room dejectedly. His eyes however sparked in
delight when he saw a figure slumped on the couch. Kazuya dons a white v-shaped chemise night wear that
reaches only up to her thighs, her lips naturally curved into an irresistible pout.
 
Her eyes tightly closed, her fringe covered a portion of her face, and her long brown hair glimmered in the dark,
like an angel.
 
Mesmerized by the beauty in front of him, Jin immediately dropped his bag to the floor, as he rushed towards
Kazuya, and sat beside her, slowly and gently inching closer to her. His hand touched her cheeks, caressing the soft
skin with love, causing his beloved to stir slightly at that magical touch.
 
“You’re so beautiful …” Jin whispered, his lips curved into a smile.
 
Too beautiful for words.
 
“My beautiful princess shouldn’t be sleeping here.” Jin muttered. His right hand instantly slipped under Kazuya’s
thighs, the other under her waist as he carefully lifted her up, ensuring that he was gentle enough to not awoken
his sound asleep lover but that one slight movement caused her to stir even more.
 
Her eyes fluttered open as she gazed at her boyfriend in a sleepy state, as she murmured, “Ji ... n? You’re home?
Cooked … dinner.” Kazuya placed both her arms onto his neck. Her head leaned against his shoulder as her eyelids
soon found themselves to close once again.
 
Jin’s eyes darted to the dining table, his heart warmed with happiness as he sees his dinner prepared.
 
It’s been a year since Kazuya cooked for me.
 
The table was set for two that means Kazuya too have not eaten dinner, she had fallen asleep while waiting for Jin.
He smiled, as he continued the destination to their bedroom.
 
 
~`~
  
 
Once in their bedroom, Jin carefully places her on their bed. He wants to move away when Kazuya clings onto his
arm tightly, pouting with closed eyes, not wanting to let him go.
 
“I’m just going to take a short bath and then we’ll eat dinner together, okay? I’ll wake you up later.” Jin tried to
coax her, soothing her back with warm touches, resulting in Kazuya to nod her head in relent, and returned to the
surface of the bed.
 
Planting a short kiss on her cheeks, Jin immediately heads towards the bathroom.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“I’ve missed your delicious cooking so much.” Jin whispered. The couple had snuggled closer to each other in their
bed after dinner, Kazuya smiled brightly at the words of appraisement from her boyfriend.
 
“The fridge is empty, you know. I’ve got to make do with whatever that is available so pasta that is.”
 
“Well it was always you who do the groceries shopping and cooking. Since you moved out a year ago, I’ve got to
rely on outside food instead. There’s no one to cook for me.” Jin pulled her closer to the warmth of his arms, as he
let out one small pout.
 
“Jin …” Kazuya looked up to him, wanting to share with him the decision she had just made earlier.
 
“Hmm?”
 
“I have not told my parents about this yet but … I’d want to move back here as soon as possible. I can’t resist living
apart from you anymore.”  
 
Jin’s eyes widened in excitement, as he exclaimed, “Really, Kazuya?”
 
She nodded her head, and smiled brightly at him, “I’m not afraid of what people think of us anymore. Let’s just
face the truth, and be happy together. There is no need to hide from the public anymore.”  
 
Jin returned the smile, brushing her hair gently, as he whispered, “Then let’s meet your family tomorrow since it’s
my off day.”
 
“Why?”
 
“I’d want to ask them permission to date their precious Kazuya.” His heart glowed with happiness when Kazuya
nods her head in response, the smile never leaving her face, “One day I’d ask them for your hand in marriage too.”
 
“I’ll look forward to that day, Jin.” She closed her eyes, “I only belong to you …” Kazuya muttered, as sleep
overtakes her completely, her body curled perfectly against Jin’s built body.
 
“One day … You’ll be known as Mrs Akanishi.” Jin thought dreamily for a brief second, before wrapping his arm
around Kazuya’s waist, he too falls into a deep slumber not long after.
 
Tomorrow will be an exciting day for the both of them, meeting with the Kamenashi family, besides going on a
date for the first time in the one year of separation. It will be their first date as boyfriend and girlfriend, a real date
they’ve always dreamt of.
 
It would be just a normal date … like anyone else, yet meaningful …
 
 
~`~
~`~
 
 
Kazuya glanced at her boyfriend intently, as she watched him looking at his reflection in the mirror, by the corner
of the bed. Jin is trying his best to look good in order to impress her family members. Well at least that’s what he is
doing now, checking out the clothes he was wearing for the past five minutes.
 
“You know that you don’t have to take a double look in the mirror to convince yourself that you look good.”
Kazuya finally voiced out after observing him in silence, crossing her legs, as she flashed out a meaningful look to
him. She teased him in a rather flattering tone, clearly mocking Jin in a playful way, a smirk slowly appearing on her
face.
 
Hearing that coming from her, Jin immediately shifted his attention from the mirror to his lover, raised his
eyebrows in amusement. “So what are you trying to imply, my dear Kazuya?”
 
“That you’re perfect the way you are.” Kazuya smiled, getting up from the bed, and walked closer to him. She slid
her arms onto his waist, as she teased him again, “You might not realize this but fan girls would die to get a
glimpse of you. Their heart would totally melt at that moment. It’s your fault for being so good looking.”
 
“I’d take that as a compliment, sweetheart.” Jin pulled her closer, resting his head on her shoulder. He closed his
eyes and murmured, “You’re so beautiful. Do you know that? Dresses definitely fit on you, Kazuya.”
 
“I’ve always known that.” A smile crept up on her face, as she suddenly pulled out from the embrace. She grabbed
her hand bag on the dressing table, and walked towards the door of their bedroom, stopping for a moment as she
turned to face Jin.
 
“Don’t you want to make a move, Jin? Otherwise we’ll be late for breakfast at Kamenashi’s residence. I have one
busy family, you know.” Kazuya winked. She was out of the bedroom in the next second, leaving Jin alone, as he
blinked once.
 
Grabbing his wallet and car keys, Jin shouted, “Kazu-dear, wait for me!!” He ran after her immediately.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Kazuya stepped her foot out of Jin’s car and closed the door. Her eyes glanced up to her boyfriend, who was just
getting out of the car. He was by her side instantly, taking her smaller hand in his, as they walked together to the
doorstep of Kamenashi’s residence.
 
Jin took the initiative to press the door bell with his free hand. Kazuya turned to face him as she let out one sweet
smile to him, as both waited for someone to answer the door. Kazuya indeed had the keys to her family house but
it would be fun this way, she initially thought.
 
“You know what … You really look hot even if it’s just some t-shirt and a pair of vintage jeans.” She said to kill the
time, eyeing her boyfriend intently.
 
Jin blinked. “Are you checking me out?”
 
Pretending as if she did not hear that question, Kazuya simply looked straight ahead, grinning in satisfaction. That
moment, the door instantly opened to reveal her eldest brother, Kamenashi Yoijiro.
 
“You’re just in time for breakfast, you two lovebirds.” Yoijiro leaned his head on the door for a few second, before
opening it wide, as he flashed out one huge smile at them. “Come on in. Make yourself at home, Jin.” He simply
winked.
 
Without any hesitation, Kazuya led Jin into her house, to meet her other family members as well.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Introduction was done, and now they were having breakfast at the long dining table, smiling and laughing over
each other’s jokes. It seems that the Kamenashi family and Jin had bonded in just a short moment of time.  
 
“I’m sorry, Jin. We felt bad for keeping Kazuya’s hideout in London as a secret. It must have hurt a lot for you. But
we couldn’t do anything since it’s her special request.” Mrs Kamenashi looked at him apologetically. “After all,
she’s our precious daughter that had been through a lot this past year.”
 
“That’s all in the past now. I don’t hold a grudge against it.” Jin turned to face Kazuya, holding her hand
underneath the table. “I have Kazuya back in my life now.”
 
Kazuya flashed out a bittersweet smile as she recalled all the painful memories, leaving alone in a foreign country,
hoping to start a new life there. She remembered how hard it was then living off by her own.
 
“Truth is … I initially had no intention of coming back to Japan. I enjoyed my freedom there, and had fully adjusted
to the different environment. It was fun to have my own space where no media could disturb me or hurt me, for
that matter.” She gazed at Jin, and her precious family. “But that isn’t my home. I belong here with all of you.”
 
Her lips curved into a very bright smile. “I’ve never for once regret my decision to return.” Kazuya slip her hand
onto Jin’s arm, as she leaned her head on it lovingly, the happiness clearly evident from her actions. “I feel really
blissful.”
 
Kazuya’s innermost feelings had been spread to the whole dining area as her family members looked at her, proud
at how strong she had truly become. It would be difficult times for Jin and her in the future but they knew without
a doubt that the couple wouldn’t give in to defeat easily.
 
No way would Kazuya let go of her one true love again. She learnt from her mistake, and would ensure that she
does not do it again.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Two hours had passed quickly, the couple was at the front door steps, saying goodbye. Jin was holding a duffel bag
containing his lover’s clothes and other essential items. “You’ll still see me on daylights. I’ll visit as often as you all
would imagine.” Kazuya said, smiling at her family.
 
“Including Jin-kun?” the youngest brother of the family teased, as he crossed his arms. “Kazu nee-chan for sure
couldn’t stand still without him near.”
 
Shuffling Yuya’s hair playfully, she muttered out, “You have not changed. You’re still such a brat.”
 
“But you know Yuya is right.” Jin added, causing Kazuya to face him in disbelief for being on her younger brother’s
side instead of hers. Even so, she let out a laugh and nods her head in agreement.
 
After giving her family members a hug, Kazuya waved and followed Jin’s guide to his car. It was a memorable
experience as she had officially introduced her boyfriend to her family.
 
It was a great feeling to have their blessing.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“So where are we going?” Kazuya looked at Jin with a sweet smile, hoping that her boyfriend would just tell her
their destination, since he had been tight-lipped about the date today. “Jin, tell me please?”
 
Jin however kept his focus onto his driving, refusing to let out any information to his impatient sweetheart. He
smiled when he noticed that a pout had soon formed onto Kazuya’s pretty face.
 
“Fine, don’t tell me.” She crossed her arms, the pout never leaving her face as she turned to face the window. The
route somehow feels so familiar but Kazuya couldn’t put a foot on it.
 
Heaving out a sigh, Kazuya leaned back to her seat, and dozed off.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Fluttering her eyes opened, Kazuya found herself staring onto a high ceiling. She instinctively got up from her lying
position, and scanned the room thoroughly. Her eyes blinked in surprise when she realized of her current
whereabouts.
 
Kazuya immediately stood up from her futon, as she sprinted out of the room, and into the living room. Her eyes
widened in much excitement when she saw her grandparents and Jin sitting down on the floor, drinking tea.
“Obachan!!!” Kazuya shrieked, hugging her beloved grandmother lovingly, while her grandfather looked on, he
was engulfed in a tight embrace soon after.  
 
“Jin, you should have told me that we’re going to my grandparents’! I would have prepared something for them!”
Kazuya furrowed her eyebrows, and placed her hand on her hips.
 
“Dear, Jin did bring something for us.” Her grandmother sweetly said, pointing towards the gift on the table,
causing Kazuya to look at Jin meaningfully. “I think Jin deserves a hug too, Kazu dear.” Her grandfather teased.
 
That didn’t have to be told as Kazuya crawled towards Jin, and gave him one big hug, kissing him on the cheek.
“Thank you, Jin.”
 
Jin just smiled as he pulled her onto his laps, totally not embarrassed to show off his affections for Kazuya in front
of her grandparents.
 
It’s going to be a great date together.  
 
 
 ~`~
 
 
Apparently Kazuya’s grandparents owned an onsen Resort in this mountainous area. It was very popular with the
locals and visitors as well, such that one has to make booking prior in advance if they want a private onsen that
allows the mix of gender.
 
“You two are lucky that we’re closed for today. Otherwise you wouldn’t get a chance to have the private onsen to
yourselves.” Her grandfather teased for the countless time in this day, causing Kazuya to stopped eating her lunch,
as she looked up at him in much surprise.
 
“Dear!” Kazuya’s grandmother nudged her husband, eyeing him dangerously. “Don’t listen to this old man.” She
smiled to the couple.
 
“I’m a woman now. I can just go to the female’s onsen …”
 
Jin instantly turned to face her, interrupting her. “Why not take the private one? We don’t have to be separated
from one another that way.” He tried to persuade his girlfriend.
 
“Well it will be good to just have that onsen to myself without any disturbance.” Kazuya said in a teasing tone
though that idiotic boyfriend of hers didn’t catch it, and mistaken her words for real.
 
“I’m a disturbance to you? Fine, let’s just take the separate ones.” Jin pouted, as he continued eating his food,
ignoring Kazuya totally. Her attempts of coaxing him eventually failed, as she sighed in defeat, finishing her lunch in
silence.
 
“I’m going to the beach.” Kazuya immediately got up, her face bitter, as she walked out of the house the moment
she had completed eating, leaving Jin sitting there on the floor, clearly dumbfounded at this situation.
 
This was their very first fight after getting back. Somehow he felt guilty ignoring his dearest lover … after all it was
his fault to begin with.
 
“Don’t you want to go after her, Jin?” Kazuya’s grandmother asked out of a sudden, looking at him in concern.
 
“Ah, yes.” Jin murmured. He sprinted out of the house almost immediately.
 
 Gazing to her husband, she smiled. Kazuya has found her happiness.  
 
 
~`~
 
 
Stepping on the soft sand with her bare foot, Kazuya turned her view to the blue sea, amazed at its beauty. She
closed her eyes, as she breathes in the cool air of this mountainous area, away from the city, everything seems
peaceful here. Her long brown hair beautifully swayed due to the cool breeze blowing in her direction.
 
Kazuya felt a pair of arms wrapped onto her waist the next second, recognizing her boyfriend’s touch instantly,
thus she remained calm and collected at that sudden interruption.
 
“I’m sorry.” Jin whispered, leaning his chin onto her shoulder, as he held her tightly from behind. “Please forgive
my childishness, sweetheart?” He asked so sweetly, making a puppy face that Kazuya couldn’t see being in this
position.  
 
Her eyes fluttered open instantaneously. A smile slowly appeared on her face that eventually turned into a
mischief grin when she fixed her eyes onto the sea, the beautiful waves of water. Pulling out from the embrace
without a word being spoken, Kazuya walked further in front, her feet came into contact with the cool sea water,
as she looked back at Jin with a blank expression.
 
“Kazuya!” Jin rushed towards her, totally clueless of Kazuya’s mischief. He covered his face with his hands
instinctively when he saw her splashing water at him, too late to run away as the water came into contact with his
body, wetting part of his shirt.
 
Jin blinked at Kazuya who looked at him innocently for a brief moment before breaking down into laughter. “I’m
going to get you, Kazu-chan.” He murmured.
 
Her laughter died when she saw Jin coming after her. Without any hesitation, Kazuya ran for her life, merely
escaped by a short margin when Jin splashed water on her. Chuckling out a laugh at him, she counter attacked him
by splashing more water on him, causing Jin to become more wet.
 
“You shall be wet too, my dearest princess!” Jin splashed water quite vigorously at her though this time Kazuya did
not move an inch from her position. She simply laughed it off, and began splashing more water on her boyfriend.
 
They spent some time playing with the sea water, totally enjoying the precious time spent together. Only till
they’re tired of that, Jin and Kazuya stopped whatever they’re doing, and stared at each other’s eyes lovingly. By
now, they were drenched from head to toe but that didn’t matter as a smile formed on both of their faces.
Chuckling, as they recalled their playful activity earlier, and as if a magnet attracts them together, they embraced
in a tight hug soon after.
 
 
~`~
 
 
The sun had gone into hiding, as the night takes over, it was now a few minutes after sunset. Kazuya walked into
their room to look for Jin, after she was done with sight seeing alone within the area of her grandparents’ house,
only to find out that he was not there.
 
“Ba-chan, ji-chan … Do you know where Jin went?” she asked the moment she stepped into the living room,
looking at them with much curiosity.
 
“Ahhh, he took a dip into the onsen just a while ago.” Her grandfather voiced out, noticing that a frown soon
appeared on Kazuya’s face, he quickly added in a teasing tone, “It’s the private onsen, dear.”
 
“Kazuya, the card key …” she quickly grabbed the card her grandmother handed with a sheepish smile on her face,
as she  ran out of the house with such a speed, towards the onsen that her grandparents owned … located very
near their house.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Draped only in a towel, Kazuya tied her long hair into a bun, as she peeked at her Jin silently. His eyes were closed,
clearly enjoying the hot water seeping to his skin. “Idiot Jin! He didn’t even realize that I’m here.” She whispered in
an irritated tone, as she found herself staring at the broad naked shoulders of her boyfriend’s.    
 
Getting out of the washing area, Kazuya strode to the onsen swiftly, and as if feeling of another presence, Jin’s eyes
fluttered open at that instant.  
 
“Kazuya …” He looked on at his girlfriend who was only clad in a short towel that barely reached her thighs, staring
amazingly at her smooth and silky long legs, flashing out an expression that is just priceless to Kazuya.  
 
Smirking in satisfaction, Kazuya soaked her entire body into the onsen, standing just beside Jin. She looked at him
innocently.
 
“I thought you were going to the female’s only onsen?” Jin stressed the two words, crossing his arms.
 
Moving closer to Jin, she smiled adoringly at him. “I initially intended to but … it would get lonely after some time.
I’d rather be with you, in here … alone. Just the two of us …” she whispered in her husky voice.
 
“You know you shouldn’t be using that tone when we’re alone like this.” Jin said. His hands reached to Kazuya’s
towel, as he swiftly slipped it off her body with a gentle touch, throwing said cloth somewhere else in this private
onsen. “Your cheeks are so soft. They feel so good to touch.” He whispered, caressing her cheeks, before leaning in
for a kiss that only last for two seconds.  
 
“Jin!!” she pouted, looking at him in irritation. “That’s not a kiss. That’s a peck.”  
 
“Is there any difference?” Jin teased. He was caught off guard when Kazuya suddenly pulls him towards her, their
naked body close in contact, as she started kissing him passionately. “Mmmphh … Kazu … ya …” He was surprised
yet he fully gave himself to the kiss the next second, placing his hand onto her neck, and the other on her waist.  
 
Her eyes are closed. Her hands firmly rest on Jin’s shoulders, as both savored the kiss. It was a moment where no
sex was involved, but just hot kisses on the lips, short pecks on the face, and neck. Even that was enough to make
the hot temperature in this onsen risen up.
 
When both are tired and absolutely out of breathe, they just leaned against the warmth of each other’s naked
form, eyes tightly closed, and stood in that position for one short moment.
 
Somehow time seems to pass by very quickly in this perfect moment.  
 
 
~`~
 
 
Kazuya ran towards Jin, who was waiting outside the Onsen area, the moment she was done wearing her yukata. “I
still couldn’t tie the belt properly.” She pointed him her belt, it was slightly out of proportion but good enough
actually.
 
“It’s good enough, sweetheart.” Jin coaxed, handing out his left hand to her to which Kazuya complied, and placed
her smaller right hand to fit perfectly into his hold. “But Jin … What if the belt suddenly became lose, and my
yukata opens wide?” Kazuya continued with the debate.  
 
“It’s night time already but no way am I going to let anyone get a glimpse of your naked body.” Jin answered, “So
I’m just going to have to carry you.” He lifted her off the ground, and carried her in bridal style, as he looked at her
lovingly. “Do you feel better now?”
 
Smiling brightly, Kazuya suddenly felt hotness evading her cheeks. Jin was such a romantic guy. “Hmm, much
better.” She replied in a dreamy tone, her head leaned against his shoulders as she wrapped her arms around his
neck instantly.
 
“Let’s go back.” Jin continued the steps back to her grandparents’ house.
 
To love and being loved is really a wonderful feeling, Kazuya thought. Right at this moment, she felt loved, yet once
again. This was the first best date together after that one change in her life. I’m now your girlfriend.
 
Closing her eyes, Kazuya leaned closer into the croak of her lover’s neck, and sighed in contentment. The
destination to her grandparents’ house is very near but why does it seem so far away? Kazuya smiled, knowing
very well the answer to her own query.
 
Whenever she was with Jin, her beloved, time seems to slow down for them, even if in the actual truth, it doesn’t.
It just seems that way to them.
 
I’d spend eternity to be with you.
 
 
~`~

~`~
 
 
His eyes fluttered open to see his angel looking at him lovingly. Her eyes reflected her happiness. The light from
the window caused her to glow even more, what a rare beauty she is.   
 
“Ohayo, Jin.” She whispered in his ear, snuggling close to her boyfriend in this one spacious futon they shared.
They initially had two futons each but Kazuya was restless in her own futon, not able to sleep without having Jin’s
warmth beside her. They were close but it seems like they were far apart from one another.
 
“Did you have a good sleep, sweetheart?” Jin brushed her long locks gently, gazing at her deep brown orbs.
Receiving a nod from his girlfriend, he continued, “I’m sorry I couldn’t give you more than what we had yesterday.
We have to be more careful from now on.” He gave her one apologetic look.
 
“That I might get pregnant?” Kazuya quickly added, starting to feel dreamy. “It seems surreal, you know. It’s too
good to be true.” She paused for a moment. “But somehow, I’m scared.”
 
Jin kissed her forehead, once again looking at her deep in the eyes. “We’ll go through it together when it comes. I’ll
be with you.” A bright smiled started to form on his face. “It would be our first after your change, and I want it to
be special. That is why we’ll have to wait for a suitable time.”
 
“You know I’d wait an eternity for that day, Jin. For now, being this close to each other like this is more than
enough for me.” Kazuya leaned against his chest and closed her eyes.  
 
“I won’t make you wait for too long, sweetheart.”
 
 
~`~
 
 
Kazuya stared up at the ceiling as she heaved out one silent sigh. No matter how hard she tried, she still couldn’t
fall asleep. Her eyes gazed to the man beside her, his back facing her completely, giving her no chance to look at his
sleeping face.
 
Realizing that she would not be able to sleep soundly without her being in Jin’s arms, she decided to call out to him.
“Jin?”
 
“Hmm?” came the soft reply from him as he turned to face her, wide awake.  
 
“Can I go to your futon?” she asked innocently.
 
Chuckling out a laugh, Jin simply nodded as he lifted up the blanket of his futon, as he shifted to his right to give
ample space for his girlfriend to slip into. It’s big enough for the two of them actually.
 
“I thought you wanted to try sleeping separately, hmm?” Jin teased, placing his arms on her waist, pulling her
closer to him.
 
“Not without you.” Kazuya murmured sleepily, her eyes finally closed.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Standing on the door steps of her grandparents’ house, Kazuya gave them both a huge hug, kissing them lightly on
the cheeks. She stepped aside to allow Jin to say his farewell to them as well.
 
“Please take good care of our precious granddaughter for us.” Her grandmother said welcoming the friendly hug
Jin gave. “Kazuya is much happier when she’s with you. I can feel her happiness.” She looked at Kazuya who smiled
contentedly in response to her words.
 
“I will. It’s my responsibility as her boyfriend.” Jin said in a rather serious tone causing Kazuya to laugh gleefully.
She stepped beside him, holding his right arm, as she looked at her grandparents. “Jin makes me happy.”
 
“Do visit us again soon.” Her grandfather said. His wife just nodded in agreement.
 
“We definitely will.” Jin spoke on behalf of them both. They walked towards the car, turning back for awhile.  
 
Standing in front of the opened door of the car, Kazuya gave one last wave. “I’m going to miss you guys!!” She
entered the car soon after, as the vehicle disappeared from her grandparents view in a split moment.
 
Their first date was really fun, and meaningful.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“Can we go to the groceries shop near your house for awhile later?” Kazuya voiced out after moments of silence in
the car, with only music being a source of entertainment. Correcting her dark sunglasses, she turned to face Jin.
 
“It’s our house, Kazuya.” He corrected, smiling at her small mistake.
 
“Ahhh, you’re right. I’ve forgotten.” Kazuya steal a kiss on his cheeks. “Gomen ne, Jin?”
 
“You’re too cute. Do you know that?” Jin chuckled, his left hand touching the radio controller, changing the
channel, before focusing back to his driving. It would be a long way back to Tokyo. “And of course we can, our
house practically has nothing.” He teased.
 
“I’ve always been cute.” Kazuya retorted, flashing her boyfriend a pout, humming to the song that was currently
being played. She waited patiently for the next song to be played, not wanting to disturb Jin anymore. He seemed
so focus in his driving.
 
“As requested by listeners, the hit debut single in 2006 by a popular group … Though one member who had left the
group almost a year ago, many are still hoping for a six member comeback.”
 
Kazuya stared at the radio in shock, almost predicting the upcoming song to come on air. Jin who notices the look
of his girlfriend immediately reached out to switch off the radio when she stopped him. He looked at her in worry.
“Kazuya, you don’t have to …”
 
“It’s okay. I’ll be okay.” She whispered, forcing a smile to her face. Jin followed her request, not wanting to push
her further.
 
“Here is Real Face by KAT-TUN.”
 
Girigiri de itsumo ikite itai kara
saa omoikkiri buchiyaburou
riaru wo te ni ireru n' da
 
Leaning her entire body onto the seat, Kazuya closed her eyes painfully as she listened to her own voice singing to
their debut song. It was just one short verse yet it brings back painful memories of her past, beautiful yet bitter at
the same time.
 
Asufaruto wo keritobashite
Taikutsu na yoru ni doroppukikku shita tsumori
Subette karaburi...  
 
Tekitou na nori de bakkurete
Arienee uso narabetatte
Sekai kaerareya shinai...
 
A single tear dropped down to her cheeks, suddenly feeling the overwhelming emotion within her. Jin turned to
gaze at her several times, concern about her well being. He knew that it was hard for her to have let go of
something so precious, and to reminisce it a year later, would be much painful.
 
“It’s been a long time since I last listened to this song.” Kazuya whispered, looking at Jin sadly. “What beautiful
memories I had then. It’s just a memory now.” Heaving out a soft sigh, she gazed through the window, recalling
back the moments when she was still a KAT-TUN member.
 
Kazuya for once did not regret her fate being transformed into a woman. It’s just that after listening to their song,
she knew that instant that she hadn’t truly moved on with her permanent changes. Her fashion design career was
progressing smoothly. She liked her new job but now she realizes that no matter how adaptable she is to that job,
it would still not be her number 1 love.
 
Being an idol was what she loves and enjoys the most … But now it seems impossible to continue that dream. She
wanted so much to return to Johnnys Entertainment, to be back with her beloved members of KAT-TUN. Her
dream could never be fulfilled, she thought.
 
Why am I still thinking about this? They would not accept me again. I’m not the same Kamenashi Kazuya they
knew. I’m no longer the K of KAT-TUN.
 
I’m now just an ordinary woman.
 
 
~`~
  
 
After almost two hours of driving, Jin finally stopped, parking his car outside the convenience store he’d always go
to. Once he was done, he turned to face his girlfriend, at the same time putting on his black colored sunglasses.
 
“Jin! It’s okay. I can buy the groceries by myself.” Kazuya quickly said when she saw him getting ready to go out of
the car. “I’ve already prepared the list so it wouldn’t take that long.” She took out a piece of paper from her hand
bag.
 
“Kazuya.” Jin touched her hand firmly, as he looked intently into her eyes. “You’re not alone, remember? We are
together. If anyone dares to bully you, I’d beat the hell out of them.” He tried to joke in this situation.
 
“But Jin, I don’t want to be selfish. JE might not even approve of our relationship. It would be bad if they find out
the truth. They …”
 
Placing his fingers onto her mouth, silencing her immediately, “I still have the right to date whoever I want. For
once I want to decide what is right for me. That is to stay together with you through happy and sad times. We will
overcome any obstacles coming our way. We’ll prove to everyone that our love is not as weak as they had judged.
Right, Kazuya?”
 
Her eyes no longer looked sad, as she nodded her head, agreeing to what Jin had said. “I’ll show everyone that our
love is strong enough to withstand any evil shortcomings!” Kazuya said in a serious tone, looking at her boyfriend
with such determination.
 
“JinJin is mine.” She cutely added causing Jin to hit her playfully on the head.
 
“I’m forever yours, sweetheart.”
 
 
~`~
 
 
Standing outside the convenience store, Jin reached his hand out to Kazuya, flashing her one sweet smile. Not
hesitating, and totally not afraid that people might spot them; she immediately accepted it, swinging their hold
slightly … like a child would to its companion.
 
“Let’s go!” Jin said, as he guided both of them into the store.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“Karaoke time!” Jin suddenly entered the living room, squatting in front of the television cabinet to take out the
microphones out, placing them onto place to the stereo. Switching on the television, he placed a DVD onto the
video player. KAT-TUN’s song was instantly being played on the screen, together with the lyrics.
 
“Jin?” she looked at him unexpectedly, her mind was totally blank when her boyfriend handed her the other
microphone. “Why karaoke tonight?”
 
Flashing out a smile, Jin sat next to her, putting the microphones aside as he held her hands. “Do you remember
what you told me on the way home from the convenience store?”
 
Raising her eyebrow, Kazuya thought hard of the words she might have said earlier to bring such weird action from
Jin. Her eyes slightly gaped open when she finally recalled.
 
“I miss singing. I wish I could sing together with you again, Jin. I want to sing!!!”
 
“Now I know this would not return your dream back to you. It wouldn’t change anything. Like the other members, I
too want so much for you to be back in the group. KAT-TUN isn’t complete without you, Kazuya.”
 
Holding her hand firmer, Jin continued, “But I have this to promise you, I’d work hard to persuade JE to allow you
to return. I’m sure one day people would come to accept the new you because deep in their heart, I know they
have not forgotten the K of KAT-TUN.”
 
Kazuya looked up to her boyfriend with tears in her eyes. He had completely seen through of her. Jin knew what
she wanted the most right now. She feels really lucky to have Jin as her boyfriend.
 
“Trust me on this, Kazuya.” Seeing her nod, Jin smiled, as he brushed away those pure tears from her face. He
immediately engulfed her in an embrace before breaking free, and giving her a peck on the lips. “Let’s sing?” He
handed her the microphone.
 
Nodding her head eagerly, Kazuya took the microphone from Jin. Tears were no longer making an appearance on
her beautiful face but instead there was this glowing smile spreading wide to, shining this dimly living room.
 
Jin sure knows how to enlighten her.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“So what song do you want to sing?” Jin asked scrolling down the menu bar, as it showed all KAT-TUN’s released
songs.
 
“Real face!!” Kazuya stood up, pointing at the screen excitedly. “Jin, stop! I want to sing Real Face! Real Face!!!”
She jumped up and down like a toddler would.
 
“Yes yes … But please sit down, sweetheart …” He pulled his girlfriend back to her seat, amused to see the childish
side of Kazuya yet at the same time, he felt happy that she is no longer sad, that is all that matters to him now.
 
“This is Akanishi Jin.” He mouthed to the microphone, looking at his girlfriend rather playfully. The remote control
still on his hold, the menu remained untouched. He thought he should tease his Kazuya just a little bit.
 
“This is Akanishi Jin’s girlfriend, lover and future wife!!!” Kazuya giggled when she saw the blush on Jin’s cheeks.
“Now let’s sing Real Face!” She turned her view to the plasma television.
 
“Real Face then.” Jin quickly pressed one button, the song that Kazuya requested instantly played, the screen blank
yet the lyrics came at the appropriate timing.
 
Girigiri de itsumo ikite itai kara
Saa omoikkiri buchiyaburou riaru wo te ni irerun da
 
They both sang together the first verse, Kazuya as the main vocal, Jin as the backup vocal for that part … just like
they used to.
 
-insert Koki’s rap here-
 
Asufaruto wo keritobashite
Taikutsu na yoru ni doroppukikku shita tsumori
Subette karaburi...
 
Oh …
 
Jin looked at Kazuya sexily, grinding his hip in his seating position, earning a look from his girlfriend.
 
Tekitou na nori de bakkurete
Arienee uso narabetatte
Sekai kaerareya shinai...
 
Kazuya pouted her lips at the end of that verse, causing Jin to grin at her, imitating her pout as well causing them
both to laugh it off.
 
Shitauchi wo shita
 
They both did their usual ‘lip’ sound along with the hand movement.
 
Girigiri de itsumo ikite itai kara
Ah koko wo ima tobidashite ikou ze
Kono namida nageki mirai e no suteppu
Saa omoikkiri buchiyaburou
 
Kazuya looked at Jin and smiled, ready to sing the next line, clearly remembered the dance steps to it.
 
Riaru wo te ni irerun da
 
Together, with Jin … Kazuya sang for the first time in a year.
 
 
~`~
 
 
A new KAT-TUN song played onto the screen, lightening the living room with the melodious music of Special
Happiness. Jin reached for the remote control, stopping the player. He stood in front of the television and switched
it off. Gazing at the sleeping Kazuya on the couch, he smiled meaningfully.
 
“You’ll be in my arms when you wake up tomorrow morning.” He whispered. He headed towards her, as he
carefully lifts her up to his arms, carrying her to their bedroom. Kazuya stirred but didn’t wake up from her deep
slumber.
 
My precious sleeping beauty …
 
Jin smiled, as the door to their bedroom closed.
 
 
~`~
 

~`~
 
 
Jin sat down beside Kazuya in the dining area after giving her a kiss on the cheeks. He looked in awe at the
breakfast prepared by her. Scrambled eggs with toast, and bacon, that was what Kazuya had made for the both of
them.
 
“You looked like you’ve not eaten for ages. What have you been eating for breakfast, Jin?” she poured him some
orange juice from the jug, amused at how hungry Jin seemed by his actions.
 
“I don’t have the time to prepare breakfast for myself. Besides I’m a bad cook, I would have just burn the kitchen
down. Don’t you think?” He winked. “Then just filling my stomach with a glass of water was more than enough.”
 
“Don’t you ever do that again!” Kazuya hit her boyfriend’s hand playfully. “Taking breakfast is important, you
should never skip it. Do you know that?” She smiled when Jin took her hand into his and held it dearly to his
cheeks.
 
“I know, now that I have you to make me breakfast every day.” He grinned happily.
 
“I’d be more than willing to!”
 
 
~`~
 
 
Kamenashi Yuna sat beside her younger sister in law on the couch in the designer’s room, holding a folder as she
looked at Kazuya. “Do you remember the designs that you did when you were still overseas? The six person design
with different themes …” she started the conversation rather nervously.
 
“The one that I showed you when you visited … Those were just an imaginary design sketch I did for … KAT-TUN.”
The last word came out as a soft whisper as Kazuya let out a sad laugh. “Well those sketches were practically
useless anyway.” She sighed.
 
“They’re not, Kazu-chan.” Yuna reprimanded, flashing her one firm look. “I thought your designs had potential back
then.” She handed Kazuya the particular blue folder she is holding. “Those designs were special because they came
from your heart. You designed them the way you know each and every individuals of KAT-TUN.”
 
“Onee-chan, these are …” Kazuya voiced in wonder, looking at her own designs whilst flipping the pages of the
folder.
 
“We’re not only in charge of KAT-TUN’s opening costumes but for all throughout the Concert as well.” Yuna paused
to look at her sister’s reaction. “I’m sorry for not telling you sooner but I showed these to your friends … and they
liked it. Therefore that would make you the official designer for their Spring Concert this year.”
 
“So KAT-TUN’s costumes would be based on my designs?” Seeing Yuna nodded her head, a smile crept to her face,
bringing the folder to her chest. “At least I had contributed something to them.”
 
Yuna just smiled. She grabbed her handbag on the table and got up almost immediately.
 
“Onee-chan! Where are you going?”
 
“Johnnys Entertainment Building.” Kazuya’s eyes widened at the mention of her former entertainment talent
company, as she continued to look on to her sister in law. “The costumes had been delivered. A document needed
to be signed besides I wanted to check if everything is alright.”
 
“Can I come along?” Kazuya whispered nervously.
 
“Sure.” Yuna smiled assuring. “Let’s go.”
 
Hand bag on hand, Kazuya quickly followed suit, heading towards the exit of the boutique. She wanted so much to
see the clothes she designed for herself.
 
 
~`~
 
 
KAT-TUN has no rehearsal for today but instead they’re having a fitting session, to try on the costumes for their
Spring Concert that is just around the corner.
 
“It’s awesome! These are all beautifully designed!” Koki complemented, winking at himself in front of their dance
studio mirror, flashing out his new concert costume. The other members laughed at his cuteness.
 
“Just like how I would design them myself.” Ueda whispered in surprise. This was the last pair of costume they
tried on yet there’s a sense of familiarity on the design despite not knowing who the designer was.
 
“You’re right. It seemed that the designer designed them from our perspectives.” All members looked at Junno
strangely, half-understanding what he had just said. “If you looked closely, our costumes are designed based on
our fashion preferences. The designer must have been a huge KAT-TUN fan!” Junno flashed out one big smile,
feeling proud of his explanation.
 
“Wait for a moment.” Nakamaru whispered, somehow he realized something important from Junno’s words.
“What’s the brand of these costumes? Do you know?” Receiving blank look from the members, he turned to their
manager instead. “Manager-san?”
 
“I thought you guys know? All of the costumes are from Moment, the most popular boutique among celebrities.”
 
“Moment?” Jin whispered, glancing down to his costume, and towards his reflection in the mirror. He smiled
brightly when he finally realized who the designer was, without no doubt, it was none other than his beloved
Kazuya.
 
“I love them so much.”
 
 
~`~
 
 
“Kazuya, I’m going to the management’s office first.” Yuna said once they’re entering the elevator. She looked at
Kazuya in concern, as much as she wanted her to face her past, she didn’t want to force her. “Do you have
somewhere else you want to go while you wait for me?” The elevator’s closed.
 
Kazuya just smiled, as she pressed the fifth and the last level. “You don’t have to worry about me. I know my way
around here.” They arrived at the fifth level soon enough as the door opened instantly with Kazuya pressing on to
the ‘open door’ button for one brief moment.
 
“I’ll call you when I’m done.” Kazuya nodded as she stepped out of the elevator. She scanned the familiar
surroundings, reminiscing her past. Heaving out a sigh, she started walking to where her heart tells her to. Her
footsteps came to a halt when she heard some music from within a corner.
 
She walked towards the source as a room finally came into view that has all the juniors practicing to their dance
steps. “That’s right … this level is mostly for the juniors.” Kazuya whispered. She smiled, looking at how hard
working the juniors are.  
 
All of these brought back beautiful memories. Kamenashi Kazuya at the November 8 th 1998 auditionswearing
baseball-like clothing, and meeting Akanishi Jin for the first time. Smiling, laughing and shedding tears with the
members of KAT-TUN then, she smiled at the bittersweet memories.
 
It is now a memory.
 
Kazuya took one last glance at the juniors she had truly missed before heading back towards the elevator. The
steps she took seemed slow paced as she pressed the button of the elevator, waiting patiently for it to come to this
level.
 
“Kamenashi-kun?” she was about to enter the elevator when she heard someone calling her name. It doesn’t take
her a second to recognize that voice she knew so well. Her right hand fall to her side as she turned, ignoring the
elevator that had now closed, and gone to other levels.
 
“Yuuto. It had been a long time.”
 
 
~`~
 
 
“From the excited looks you all have, I assume you like the costumes?” a voice suddenly interrupted causing the
five members KAT-TUN to be taken aback at the sudden appearance of Kamenashi Yuna in their dance studio. The
door closed shut.
 
“Izumi-san …” they all murmured simultaneously.
 
“Didn’t I tell you know to call me that? It’s so polite. Just Yuna would be good.” She smiled, amused at how
shocked the group is in. “It’s as if you’ve all seen a ghost.” Yuna looked around, feeling relief that their manager
was not around. She can now act naturally in front of them without the need to be too polite.
 
“Yuna-san, did you come here all alone?” Nakamaru asked, breaking the silence in their studio.
 
“No. I came here with Kazuya, to check on the costumes.”
 
“Kazuya?” Jin exclaimed. “Where is she now?”
 
“She’s with Yuuto.” Yuna simply said, and smiled at them. The guys nodded in understanding.
 
Kazuya had always been the closest to Yuuto amongst the young juniors. Yuuto, to her, is like a younger
brother.That’s how close they are, not as junior-senpai, but more to sibling friendship.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“Kamenashi-kun, you’ve really grown prettier.” Yuuto praised, touching her long locks, playing with it. “Much more
prettier than you were before.” He chuckled out a laugh at his own words.
 
“You’re saying that I was pretty too when I was still a guy?” Kazuya could not help but ask her favorite junior.
 
Yuuto thought deeply for a moment before finally replying with his answer. “You’ve always been pretty,
Kamenashi-kun!”
 
“Idiot.” She ruffled Yuuto’s hair playfully, crossing her arms as she looked onto the surroundings of the staircase.
“You! You should stop calling me Kamenashi-kun. I can’t use that anymore.”  
 
“I know … But I’m so used to calling you Kamenashi-kun. It feels rather strange to call you something else.” Yuuto
complained.
 
“It’s worth a try, right?” Kazuya said, smiling at the younger one. “Hmm, Kamenashi-san seemed so formal. Is
Kazuya nee-chan good for you?”
 
“Hmm! Kazu nee-chan is just perfect!” Yuuto exclaimed, grinning.
 
“You did not change a bit! Character wised. You’re still the cute boy I know.”
 
“You’re still the same too. I can see that you’ve gotten stronger within that one year’s span but … having this
conversation with you right now, just sitting here on the stairs, proved to me that you’re still the same senpai I’ve
first known.” Yuuto wisely said, flashing out a smile to her.
 
“Idiot. How old do you think you are? Saying those words …” Kazuya could not help it as a smile formed on her
face, feeling happy at the words Yuuto had spoken.
 
“Thank you, Yuuto.” Came her reply.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“So it’s true that Kazuya was the one who designed these costumes for us.” Jin whispered when Yuna had
explained the reason behind these designs. “It must have been so hard for Kazuya back then. I wasn’t there for
her.”
 
“Being independent in a foreign country certainly wasn’t easy but knowing Kazuya, we all know she would survive
the hurdle in the end.” Yuna looked at Jin intently, flashing him a smile of assurance. “It was important for her to
adapt to the changes by her own. She’d feel sad if you still have guilty feelings for the hurt moments she went
through.”
 
“I’m sorry. Rest assured I wouldn’t think that way anymore.” Jin said seriously. “We learnt from the past. I will
treasure every moment I have with Kazuya.” He promised.
 
“I’m glad Kazuya chose you as her lifetime partner, Jin-kun.” Yuna smiled. She muttered an apology when her hand
phone rang, picking it up instantly. “Kazu-chan? I’m already inside the studio. Come in.”
 
The door suddenly croaked open, as everyone turned to face the source of the sound, smiling when it turned out
to be one Kamenashi Kazuya. She raised her eyebrows when she noticed they were giving her very strange looks.
 
“What?”
 
Kazuya wanted to say something bad in return but she couldn’t when she realized that her friends and lover were
wearing one of the many costumes she had designed. So instead of a frown, she flashed out a huge smile to them.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“The costume fit you guys perfectly, just like I had imagined it would be.” Kazuya wondered in amazement. “And
it’s all thanks to Yuna nee-chan.” She turned to face her sister in law, giving her a hug.
 
“I’m just doing my job as your sister.” Yuna winked.
 
Walking towards the racks of costumes, Kazuya began to check on them, taking one hanger of clothe and stared
intently at it for a second before going to the next few ones.
 
“So are there any complaints for the costumes, guys?” She looked at them, holding a certain hanger in mid-air,
inspecting it.
 
“There’s none … Just that I think Jin’s costumes are the nicest of us all.” Koki complained, giving Kazuya a
pretended hurt look. “You’re being so bias, Kazuya.” He pouted.
 
“Oi, Koki!!!” Jin protected his girlfriend, glaring at him. “Of course she had to be bias. She loves me the most out of
us five. Right, Kazuya?” He grinned like an idiot when she nodded her head gently.
 
“But there were no favoritism when I designed them, the designs turned out the way I wanted based on your
respective image.” Kazuya smiled, showing the costume she was holding to them. “This is Jin’s. His image is … cool,
and sexy. That is why it was designed in that way.”
 
“I like that one too.” Jin smiled, pointing towards his costume.
 
“You really know us well, Kazuya.” Ueda said honestly. “We really like the costumes you’ve designed specially for
us.” The other members nodded in agreement.
 
“Thank you!” Nakamaru said.
 
“Such touching words, you guys.” Kazuya looked up, smiling at them shyly suddenly. “I hope you guys don’t mind
…” She ignored the confusion on their faces when she said that. Instead Kazuya continued her steps, hiding her
head on her lover’s broad chest once she was by his side, smiling embarrassedly. She held onto his waist lovingly.
 
“Of course we wouldn’t mind seeing this beautiful scene at all, Kazuya!” Koki just had to tease the couple.
 
Jin just smiled, as he embraced Kazuya into a hug.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Meanwhile on the last level of the JE building, Johnny-san sat in his office as usual. Yuna had been there just awhile
ago to settle some document with him. Being the high authority he belonged to, Johnny-san knew very well who
Yuna was, besides being the owner of the popular boutique, Moment.  
 
She is Izumi Yuna, or rather Kamenashi Yuna, the first sister in law of Kamenashi Kazuya. He knew that Kazuya was
working at Moment as well. Her designs were pretty impressive for a beginner in fashion designing.
 
“I guess it’s time to bring Kamenashi back to the limelight.” He opened his locked drawer, taking out the
resignation letter Kazuya had handed him a year ago, and placed it on the table, staring at it intently.
 
Johnny-san smiled when he finally came to a conclusion, knowing exactly what to do now. He would have to
contact Kazuya soon … Kamenashi Kazuya had never been out of the Johnnys Entertainment, she was still a
Johnnys despite the gender change.
 
He knew that the minority who was against Kazuya a year ago would have changed their opinions about her now.
 
After all … KAT-TUN isn’t KAT-TUN without the six members. 

They’re incomplete.
 
 
~`~

~`~
 
 
Checking the time on her wrist watch, she nodded her head, knowing that she was just in time for the 8.15am
train. In fact she was 10 minutes early. Correcting the position of her hand bag she was carrying, Kazuya
immediately flashed her train ticket to the card reader, and passed through the control station.   
 
No one would notice who she really was by her different appearance with the modern designed lady clothes
gracefully worn, not forgetting the shades that covered her beautiful brown orbs.
 
Kazuya was still the same person everyone knew but somehow the aura she spreads to her surrounding were a
fresh, and brand new feeling. The clicking sound of her high heels, her long hair dangling to the breeze, moving
gently with every step she took. She was not a spoilt princess who needed attention but everyone turned to her
direction the moment she was close by, causing them to wonder in amazement at her pure elegancy.
 
Not many recognized Kazuya as a former famous celebrity but there were a few loyal fans whose eyes widened in
shocked, as the truth sink in. Kazuya smiled sweetly as she passed by, not once did she stop with her steps, as she
immediately entered the train that had just arrived.
 
Only when she was gone, did the fans able to act naturally, squealing with excitement at seeing their favorite idol.
Without any doubt, the smile that the lady had flashed to them belongs to none other than one and only
Kamenashi Kazuya.
 
Loyal fans would not be affected by the change in Kazuya instead they would continue supporting her despite the
criticism that she would have to face in times to come if she were to return to the limelight, or for that matter, to
her former talent group.
 
It hurts them like a thorn seeing their beloved idol hurt. It doesn’t have to be a loyal fan to understand Kazuya’s
situation, any other person who takes their time to think deeply would have understand as well, that it wasn’t easy
for Kazuya to adapt to her new changes.
 
It took her a year to fully adjust to her change. It took her that long. People might laugh at the time Kazuya had
taken to adapt. The girls would have said that they didn’t take that long to adjust to their puberty, maybe a month
or so, but not that long. Whether they were opinions from either sex, they might have forgotten one thing …
 
Kazuya was not born as girl.
 
She was not gifted to face all the girls’ problems, but only recently, just a year ago, did she started to have
whatever they had, including menstruation. Kazuya closed her eyes as she recalled back to the first few days when
she had turned into a woman. Her mouth tweaked into a curve when she clearly remembered her freaked out look
then.
 
Placing her hand onto her mouth, she threw her stained underpants far away from her, as she let out one panic
scream. Crouching down on the bathroom floor, she cried, hugging her legs to her chest, in fear.
 
Chuckling out one soft laugh, Kazuya turned to look at the transparent window, beautiful images flashed by.
Placing her hands on it, she smiled rather brightly.
 
“What wonderful memories.” She whispered.
 
 
~`~
 
 
KAT-TUN was having their last rehearsal, dated 30 March 2007, three more days till the start of their concert. Since
the date was just around the corner and that this was their last rehearsal, they practiced harder, putting much
effort in them. There were short breaks in between their long rehearsal, but other than that, they focused in
practicing to their dance steps, and singing as well.
 
“What do you think Kazuya is doing now?” Koki asked out of the blue, sitting down beside his band members,
taking a gulp from his water bottle.
 
“Why are you suddenly asking this?” Jin raised his eyebrows warily but answered to the question anyway, with a
smile on his face. “Of course Kazuya is working hard at the boutique right now.”
 
Koki smiled at his idiotic expression, more like a man in love. “That’s exactly why I asked though the answer is
obvious.” He let out a victory grin when Jin just looked at him dumbfounded. “You looked the happiest whenever
we mention Kazuya.”
 
“That’s right. Your happiness spreads wide to us.” Nakamaru butted in. “It brings out a positive feeling in us, you
know?”
 
“Really? Then I’m glad.” Jin smiled. He got up, and stretched his arms widely. Looking down to the towel draped on
his shoulders, he smirked as he threw the wet cloth to Nakamaru, hitting him hard on the face.
 
“Oiii Bakanishi!!!”
 
Jin laughed at the image of a pissed Nakamaru as he ran for his life in this dance studio.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Hearing the familiar ring tone from within the designer’s room, Kazuya dropped her pen on top of her latest
sketches, as she got up from the couch and walked towards the desk, reaching for her hand phone in her bag.
 
She was too indulged in her work right now to concentrate on her call. Therefore with a press of a button, Kazuya
answered the call, returning back to her seat immediately. She frowned when there was silence on the other line.
She was about to speak something again when she heard a voice.
 
“You! Come to the office now. It’s important.” With that, the caller hangs up. Kazuya stared at the thin air in shock,
totally not expecting to receive a call from … Johnny-san himself.
 
“Kazuya, are you alright?” Yuna asked the moment she entered the room, looking at a frozen sister who seemed to
be in shock.
 
“Am I really?” Kazuya wondered, as she pressed the end button. Heaving out a sigh, she got up of the couch,
heading towards the desk again, placing her hand phone back to her hand bag. “Nee-chan, can I leave early today?
Johnny-san … he called … and …” she stuttered, not knowing exactly what to say.
 
“I understand, Kazu-chan. There’s still me and the others.” Yuna smiled in assurance, patting her on the shoulders.
“Just remember … whatever decision you’re going to make, listen to your heart.”
 
Gripping her bag tightly, Kazuya nodded, and walked out of the room.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Her eyes widened in surprise at the resignation letter she had handed a year ago, on the table. Knowing the strict
Johnny-san, he would have thrown it away after accepting the letter. So why is the letter still here, being handed
back to her?
 
“What does this mean? I don’t understand.” Kazuya whispered, looking up from the letter to the elder man in this
office room. She totally could not understand his intention, this time round, being totally clueless.
 
“I’ve kept this for too long already. I’m just returning this back to you.” Johnny-san started, knowing very well that
he had to explain clearly to her. “You’re still part of the company, Kamenashi. You just had a long vacation, that’s
it.”
 
“But Johnny-san, it’s impossible; with my gender now … KAT-TUN is an all guys group. Johnnys Entertainment is an
all male talent agency.” She tried to reason, still not believing what Johnny-san is telling her.
 
“Yours is an exception. It might be hard but it’s not impossible. KAT-TUN is a group with six members with great
friendship … and love among them.” Kazuya’s mouth gaped open when Johnny-san mentioned something about
love, as if hinting something. “I know Akanishi and you have reunited.”
 
“You’re not … against us dating?” she asked nervously.
 
“How am I supposed to be against a love that is still going strong despite being separated for one whole year? You
really amaze me, Kamenashi.” Johnny-san leaned back against his chair, looking at her intently. “I can see your
confidence that you’ve learnt to accept and adapt to your changes. People will come to understand the new you,
and accept you slowly. In times like this, you have to take risks.”
 
“I just don’t want to impose on the company …” Tears clouded her vision as she bit her lips together, not knowing
what to do or say at that particular moment. This all seemed too good to be true.
 
“I know what I’m doing so trust me on that. I’ll give you some time to talk to your family about this.” Johnny-san
calmly said. “I’ll be waiting for your answer.”
 
“Just remember … whatever decision you’re going to make, listen to your heart.”
 
Kazuya nodded, as she got up and stood behind the chair, bowing slightly, taking the letter with her as she headed
towards the door.
 
“Kamenashi.” She turned, “Your manager has informed the guys about this. You might want to visit them first.”
 
A smile appeared on her face, as she replied softly, “Yes, thank you.” Now, at this moment of time, Kazuya knew
that this is really something she truly wants, to be back in the limelight, and back in KAT-TUN.
 
I will definitely follow my heart, onee-chan.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“Manager-san, please don’t try to joke around here. It’s really not funny!” Nakamaru laughed, still not wanting to
believe the good news that their manager just had told them. “This is just a joke you’re playing on us, right?”
 
“If you’re lying, I’ll kill you!” Koki screamed, shaking the poor manager, and scaring him out of his lifetime. “I’ll
really kill you!”
 
“Koki, you’re scaring him.” Ueda intervened, getting Koki off their manager. He looked at Jin in concern. “Jin, are
you okay?”
 
“One last confirmation, manager-san.” Jin whispered. “Is this really true?”
 
He nodded for the countless time in a day.
 
“Then that’s more than enough. I believe you.” Jin replied, causing their manager to slumped against the wall and
sighed loudly.
 
It took him long enough to finally convince them.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“Kamenashi-ku … san is on her way here.” Just as they were informed about Kazuya’s appearance, the door to
their studio opened wide, revealing Kazuya herself. She stood by the door shyly before reacting with her heart,
running towards her beloved Akanishi Jin, and jumped on him.
 
Jin placed his arms on her back, and embraced her tightly. He had the biggest smile of the day as he swings her
around, causing her to laugh cheekily. The other members looked on, happy at this special occasion, waiting for
their turn to hug Kazuya.
 
“We’ll go through this together, Kazuya.” He whispered, kissing her forehead. Jin released her so that the other
members would have a chance as well. His eyes widened in surprise when all five members came forward at the
same time, crushing the small frame.
 
“Oiii, what do you guys think you’re doing? You’re hurting Kazuya!” Jin shouted. He immediately rushed towards
them and pulled the five guys off her frantically, glaring at them with a cruel eye. “Please be a gentleman.”
 
The other members of KAT-TUN however had this big grin on their faces, not fearing of Jin’s death stare at all. “Jin,
it’s still the same Kazuya we knew even if …” Koki started but got interrupted by the Bakanishi himself.
 
“Still … treat her nicely or I’ll kill you all.” Jin threatened them, as he returned his attention back to his lover,
brushing off her long fringe off her angelic face. “Are you alright? Did they hurt you?” Kazuya shook her head,
smiling sweetly at his affectionate actions towards her.
 
“Protective boyfriend Jin is …” Nakamaru whispered. His friends nodded in agreement.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“It won’t be too soon before Kamenashi are able to join you guys though.” The manager started briefing them; all
of them are sitting on the sofa by now, listening to what he has to say intently. “She will have training to catch up
with what she has lost this past year that includes vocal training too.”
 
“Well knowing Kazuya, she would grasp them in a short amount of time.” Nakamaru said, after all Kamenashi
Kazuya is a determined and hardworking worker, she will do it right till it gets up to perfection.
 
“Will Kazuya be involve in the Spring Concert, manager-san?” Ueda just had to ask, it would be much fun to have
six-person KAT-TUN on the same stage, than the current five.
 
“Not for the moment. Johnny-san said it’s not time to reveal her comeback yet.” The other members suddenly
sunk deeper into the couch, clearly disappointed. They were glad that Kazuya is still part of KAT-TUN, but still it
would be good if she’s involve with the concert as well.
 
“But KAT-TUN’s last concert at Tokyo Dome …” The four members looked at their manager intently. “She’ll
definitely be there, and entertain the audience with you guys.”
 
“So June concert?” Koki whispered. “I totally can’t wait!!” He stretched his arms and smiled brightly.
 
This is an amazing start.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“Kazuya! Wait up!”
 
She blinked. Her face looked up when the elevator’s door suddenly got interjected by a hand causing it to be
forced open. When it did, her beloved Jin came into view, his hands on his legs as he panted.
 
“Jin?” Kazuya whispered, rather surprise to see him following her since he still have rehearsal. “Shouldn’t you be
back in the studio?”
 
“Idiot!” Jin pulled her out of the elevator, which Kazuya obediently listened to. “I miss you so much. That’s why I
ran after you when you left the studio.” He pouted.
 
Kazuya let out a cute chuckle, and brushed Jin’s hair playfully. “I miss you too, always. But I have to discuss an
important matter with my family. You do understand, right?”
 
“I do.” Jin pulled her into an embrace, not caring if anyone sees them, besides it’s his girlfriend he is hugging. “I’m
really happy.”
 
Closing her eyes, Kazuya held her lover tightly as a smile flashed on her pretty face, happiness evident on her
expression.
 
Now she can spend days with her beloved without the need to hide. Who cares what the world thinks as long as
they are happy? Hopefully the fans and the media understand that, and bless their relationship with a sincere
heart.
 
That is all they’re asking …
 
 
~`~
 

~`~
 
 
After taking one deep breathe, Kazuya entered Moment, gathering up her courage to tell her sister in law of her
made decision. She didn’t want to leave this boutique, something that had become a part of her life only recently,
but even so, she didn’t want to keep lying to herself to like this world of fashion.
 
It’s a great feeling to design clothes for people, to see the smile on their faces whenever they were satisfied with
her collection. She loves this job, but after all … what she wanted the most right now, is to return to the
entertainment business. It’s a world of lies, scandals, with no privacy at all. In times of pain being in that kind of
world, there were times of happiness as well, and that’s where she really belongs.
 
Kamenashi Kazuya was born to be a great multi talent idol, to make the fans happy and lift a smile on their faces is
her job all along.
 
She belongs with KAT-TUN, her second family.
 
“Onee-chan.” Kazuya called once she was inside the designer’s room, looking a little nervous as she came face to
face with Yuna. “I hope you won’t be mad at what I’m going to tell you.” She whispered.
 
“I won’t.” Yuna smiled sweetly at her, patiently waiting for Kazuya to speak up her mind. “What is it, Kazu-chan?”
 
“I met Johnny-san earlier and … Well, I don’t how it would be possible but he asked me whether I want to return to
KAT-TUN …” Kazuya started, clasping her hand with much nervousness. “I’ve thought about it and … Hmm …”
 
“So what have you decided, Kazu-chan?” Yuna still have the smile on her face, as she anticipates her answer.
 
“To return to where I once belong.” She whispered, flashing her sister an apologetic look. “Onee-chan, I’m sorry.
I’ve just started working here, and now this has to happen. I never thought that this would come true otherwise I
wouldn’t have …”
 
Yuna walked closer to Kazuya, as she pats her shoulder, looking at her warmly. “Did you follow your heart in
making that decision?” Receiving a nod from Kazuya, she smiled, “Then that’s all that matters, dear sister.”
 
“But onee-chan … I feel bad somehow.”
 
Yuna let out a soft chuckle as she made herself comfortable on the sofa. “It was really fun to have you here, Kazu-
chan. But honestly, what you want is more important, to follow your heart completely. That is why I’ll support in
whatever decision you made.” She winked. “Now that you’ve decided, go for it, okay???”
 
A smile lifted on Kazuya’s face as she nodded in delight, feeling much better at Yuna’s reasonable explanation. She
won’t disappoint her sister in law’s expectation.
 
I’m going to put my best in everything.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Leaning his head against the window of the van, Jin sighed for the countless time during the destination to Nagoya
that happens to be KAT-TUN’s first concert stop. He was about to close his eyes shut, wanting to get rid of all the
emptiness in his heart when he felt someone tapping his shoulder, sitting beside him.
 
Jin turned his position, to see Ueda next to him.
 
“You’re missing Kazuya already?” Ueda teased, crossing his arms as he winked at him playfully.
 
Heaving out another sigh, he nodded miserably. “I wonder what she’s doing right now … I tried to call her but
couldn’t get her through. She’s probably busy right now, training her vocals.”
 
“Hmm, seems that Kazuya is working really hard.” Looking at the sad expression on his friend’s face, he patted him
again on the shoulder. “Don’t worry. She’ll be alright, as Kazuya’s one determined person. You should be proud of
her, Jin.” Ueda tried to comfort Jin who looked like a love-sick man.
 
“You’re right.” Jin finally agreed, as he let out one big smile. “I’m really proud of her.” He said dreamily, a sign to
Ueda to make his leave, immediately returning back to his seat with Junno.
 
The smile still on his face, Jin finally felt at ease. He closed his eyes and went into a deep slumber. He can’t wait till
he sees his beloved girlfriend again.
 
He totally can’t wait, as he’s missing Kazuya so much right now.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Bowing slightly, Kazuya mouthed a soft ‘thank you’ to her vocal trainer once she finished her training for today.
Glancing at her wrist watch, she realized that it was only 2 in the afternoon.
 
Touching her stomach, she chuckled at the sound it made, signaling that it wants food badly. Nodding her head,
Kazuya picked up her bag from the corner, and held it firmly. She was about to walk towards the door when
someone enters the studio at the same time.
 
“Manager-san?” She raised her eyebrows in confusion at the appearance of her manager, suddenly being here
when he was supposed to be with her team mates in Nagoya. “What are you doing here?” Kazuya asked blatantly,
totally not expecting his appearance.
 
“Do you want to be with KAT-TUN right now?” Her manager literally avoided that one question, immediately
getting on to his purpose of being in this place, at this point of time.
 
“Huh?” Kazuya blinked at the question, totally not understanding him completely. “What do you mean by that?”
 
“There’s still time to give your members support, you know.” Her manager checked his wrist watch, wanting to
make sure.
 
Eyes widened as she heard him say that. “You mean I can go and watch them perform? I can be there?” Kazuya
asked excitedly, suddenly not feeling hungry but eagerness in her heart.
 
The manager simply nodded, causing her to smile rather brightly.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Akanishi Jin was resting on the bed of the hotel room, simply relaxing in that lying position for the past hour. His
phone ringing interrupted him from his rest. Getting up from the bed energetically, he answered the call.
 
“Oiii, remember to meet at the lobby in half an hour’s time.” Nakamaru’s voice came on the line, reminding him of
their scheduled meeting.
 
“Yes, I know.”
 
Hanging up, he spaced out into the empty air. It’s lonely being alone in this hotel room. Two members were
supposed to share a bedroom, and since he was the only odd one, he ended up alone.
 
Koki with Nakamaru, Ueda with Junno. Thus he was left all alone.
 
I wish Kazuya is here with me.
 
Heaving out a sigh, Jin entered the bathroom.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“Put your belongings in the hotel room first then meet me in the lobby after that. The concert’s starting in an hour’s
time.” The manager had said earlier on to her.
 
Stopping in front of her designated room, Kazuya immediately slot the card in, closing the door after her. Not
wanting to waste anytime, she quickly placed her sports bag onto the king-size bed, almost ready to leave the
room when she saw a familiar object on the chair of the coffee table.
 
“Isn’t this Jin’s bag?” Kazuya touched the fabric lightly, smiling when she confirmed it as her boyfriend’s, looking at
the contents of it.
 
She didn’t know whether the management wants to reduce the cost of accommodation expenses by putting her in
the same room as Jin, or whether they’re just being nice, allowing her to be with her beloved. Whatever the
reason is, Kazuya am glad that she could be in the same hotel room as Jin.
 
Leaving the bag untouched, she walked out of the hotel room, taking only her handbag along.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“Ah, manager-san! Finally you’re back.” Nakamaru got up from the sofa, and walked towards him, he gasped in
surprise when he saw the smaller frame behind their manager. “Kazuya.” He whispered. The other members stood
next to them instantly, Kazuya flashed a sheepish smile.
 
“Kamenashi still won’t be appearing on stage with you guys yet but from today onwards, she’ll practice together
with you.” The manager started, scanning the place, he realized that someone is missing. “Where is Akanishi?”
 
Ueda chuckled. “He is still in the dressing room trying to get his buttons done properly.” It was cute how a simple
job could result in a desperation sigh, and frustration to his friend. Luckily his girlfriend was here to do the job for
him.
 
“I’ll go check on him.” Kazuya excused herself, and disappeared into the dressing room, watched closely by her
team members.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Heaving out one last desperation sigh, Jin shrugged his shoulder as he gave in to the failure of not able to
accomplish something that seems easy to others but for him, it took double the effort. Usually he wasn’t like this,
just that everything doesn’t seem to go the right way without his beloved by his side.
 
“Want me to help you with that?” a familiar voice interrupted him, causing him to spin towards the direction of it
almost immediately. Kamenashi Kazuya stood in front of the door, arms crossed as she grinned in amusement.
 
“Kazuya!” He shrieked in excitement, as his girlfriend walked up to him, helping him with his shirt buttons, doing it
correctly for him. “No matter what, I couldn’t find the holes for the buttons.” Jin felt really happy that Kazuya was
here, just what he needed the most right now.
 
“Well, that’s because these is a stick-on buttons.” Kazuya simply explained, showing the buttons that were hidden
in another layer of clothe. “Those pretty buttons outside were just for display therefore there’s no reason to look
for a hole.” She teased. Though how dense Jin could be sometimes, she loves him still. That part of Jin, she founds
it to be cute.
 
“Oh, so that’s why.” Jin nodded in understanding. “Thank you.”
 
Smiling, Kazuya proceeded to get the outermost layer piece of his costume, helping him put it on, brushing the
fabric gently when everything is done. “There, you look really good.” She praised her boyfriend, scanning him from
top to bottom.
 
“And you’re ever so beautiful, my princess.” Jin pulled her into an embrace, holding her gently.
 
Now that Kazuya is here supporting them, he would sure put on a 100 percent performance.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“Will you still be here when the concert’s done?” Jin just had to ask his girlfriend. He and the other members were
now backstage, in stand by position; they would entertain the fans in just a moment.
 
Kazuya nodded, flashing him a sweet smile. “I’ll be watching you perform from the camera here.”
 
“KAT-TUN!”
 
“See you later, sweetheart.” Jin whispered, planting a quick kiss on Kazuya’s lips, before following the members
out to the stage.
 
Letting out a chuckle, Kazuya sat backstage, making herself comfortable with the crews.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Jin was the first to go backstage once they were done with the encore of their first concert. He tried to look for
Kazuya every corner but to no avail, she was nowhere to be found.
 
“Akanishi-kun?” One of the crew walked up to him. “If you’re looking for Kame-chan, she’s in the dressing room.”
 
“Yes, thank you.” Ignoring the calls from his members, Jin sped off to the said location, wanting to look for his
beloved girlfriend.
 
It’s been far too long without her next to him.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Jin opened the door to their dressing room. His mouth curved into a large smile when he saw Kazuya in front of the
dressing table, her attention entirely towards the mirror, as she brushes her long curly hair with the tip of her
hands. She stopped her actions when she noticed her boyfriend’s reflection on the mirror, thus immediately
turned to face him.
 
“The encore is done?” Kazuya asked though it was pretty obvious, seeing Jin here in this dressing room, with her.
 
“Hmm.” Jin nodded, walking towards her. At that same time, the room became flooded with the appearance of
their friends, all worn out and tired, wanting to have lots of rest before the second concert tomorrow.
 
“Yo, Kazuya.” Koki slung an arm on Jin. “You’re so good waiting for your precious boyfriend.” He glanced at Jin,
giving out one wink.
 
“Hey, I came to support you guys.” Kazuya protested. “Not only Jin, but all of you.”
 
Jin grinned, hitting Koki on the head lightly. “You’re just jealous, Koki.”
 
Sticking out his tongue, Koki took his original clothes from before and disappeared into the bathroom. The other
members chuckled, as they followed suit.
 
“Hey, want to take a bath with me?” Jin teased, pulling Kazuya into a hug despite being all sweaty.
 
Blushing away, she immediately pushed him, picking up Jin’s clothes and handing it to him hard on the chest. “You
go take your bath, and I’ll wait here.” Kazuya urged him to go to the bathroom.
 
“Awww … Why not together with me?” He teased some more.
 
“Jin!!!”
 
 
~`~
 
 
“Which level is your room, Kazuya?” Jin asked once they entered the elevator, glancing at her. Not saying anything,
she simply pressed the button for herself, grinning when she saw the excited look on her boyfriend’s face.
 
“We’re on the same level!”
 
Kazuya smiled. “And the same room too.” She whispered, amused when she saw the sudden change of expression
on Jin. He seemed shocked now, trying to recall what she had just said.
 
“Did you say same room too?” Before Jin could get his answer, a ‘ding’ sound interrupted them, signaling that
they’ve arrived on their desired level as the door opened wide. Without hesitation, Kazuya placed her hand onto
his arms, guiding the both of them towards room 806.
 
“Same room as in same hotel room.” She winked, and slots her card in; pulling the still surprised Akanishi Jin into
their room.
 
Tonight will be lots of cuddling … and kissing, with much intensity being so close with one another. That was what
they did.
 
 
~`~
  

~`~
 
 
The concerts at Nagoya went well without any obstacles. The five current members felt much more energetic
performing, knowing that the youngest member is supporting them backstage. They have not reunited on the
same stage yet, but they will soon.
 
The tears shed, the pain they felt during the times of Kazuya’s departure from the group due to her personal
reasons, all were worth the hurt they’ve all felt. One year had been a long time, they may have matured within
that period but one thing for sure that have not change is their bond as a group.
 
Kamenashi Kazuya is a part of them, and without her, they’re incomplete. Thus all of them are anticipating for her
return, hoping that it will have a positive outcome from the public.
 
Together as one, KAT-TUN will finally be complete.
 
 
~`~
 
 
T-TUN were waiting in the lobby the next morning, patiently waiting for the couple to arrive. They had promised to
meet here to have breakfast together but apparently, those two were more than 10 minutes late.
 
Heaving out a sigh, Nakamaru glanced at his wrist watch for the countless time. “Can’t they wait till they get home
to be all lovey dovey? I can’t believe this.” Looking up, he realized that Koki was grinning like an idiot, possibly
imagining things.
 
“What do you think they’re doing right now?” Koki teased, causing his friends to flash out a disgusted look, hands
flailing all over the air. “Ah, come on. They’re a couple in love. They have the right to do whatever personal stuff
they want.” He tried to reason, not noticing that Ueda was near him thus were not prepared for the whack on the
head.
 
“It hurts!!” Koki complained, the other members laughed at him while Ueda simply rolled his eyes. “Serves you
right.” He murmured, glancing towards the elevator, and as if he predicted, the said couple walked out of it. The
two walked towards them, hand in hand, with a bright smile on their faces.
 
“Sorry that we’re late.” Jin said once they were next to their friends, not once letting go of his girlfriend’s hand.
 
“Sorry?” Nakamaru blinked, hitting Jin lightly on the head. “We waited for 20 minutes! Can’t you guys wait till you
get home to do whatever love stuff you want to one another?” The last sentence was a whisper, as he leaned
closer to the two. “You two, you know you have to be careful.”
 
“Why should we be careful? We haven’t even done anything wrong.” Jin pouted, glancing at Kazuya for help.
 
Shaking her head, she merely hit the eldest member back on the head. “That’s for you for having dirty thoughts
about us.” Kazuya scolded yet a smile appeared on her face, somehow amused at this situation.
 
They know their limit. The amazing thing was Jin could control his desire as a man, and lover. It was pretty
impressive to her. She was lucky to have found someone who is as understanding as him.
 
Without any hesitation, Kazuya clasped back her fingers onto Jin’s, walking together towards the restaurant.
 
“It wasn’t me!” Nakamaru flashed Koki an accusing look, pretending to be angry as he fastens his pace, leaving his
friends alone. The others let out a laugh as they followed suit, gathering at said restaurant for breakfast.
 
This is their start of their new beginning.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“What did you two do last night that you overslept today?” Junno was spreading his bread with butter as he asked
this question in a soft whisper. Ueda who sat beside him flashed out a smile at him, somehow pitying the couple
who was suddenly bombarded with questions.
 
“Nothing special that you guys should know.” Kazuya whispered back, grinning in satisfaction when she saw the
disappointed look on Junno’s face. It seems that he was expecting more than they’ve already explained, besides
Koki.
 
“Seriously when you have a beauty lying next to you, you would feel like heaven.” Jin honestly said, as he glanced
at Kazuya with so much love. “Am I right, my love?”
 
Kazuya blushed at Jin’s romantic sayings. She turned away from his gaze, concentrating on eating her food silently,
though a smile couldn’t escape from her face, as she smiled brightly with happiness.
 
Nothing had happened the previous night, holding one another close as night turns to dawn which seems so short
for them. When they’re together, time seems to have been frozen, neither of them wanting to wake up from that
beautiful moment, and let go of the hold.  
 
That was why they were late.
 
 
~`~
 
 
From that concert onwards, Kazuya was always with her beloved group, practicing, and hanging out with them
most of the time. She spent her private moments with Jin, of course. They would spend time together like most
couple does, cuddling in the living room as they watched a movie or go dating once in a while.
 
She was no longer afraid of the media as long as she has Jin supporting her, alongside her family and friends. It’s all
that she could ask for, to have the encouragement from people she loves and care about.
 
The final concert for Hiroshima ended today as the current five members of KAT-TUN bowed deeply, waving their
hands as a bright smile appeared on their faces at this accomplishment. They’re taking small steps to let Kazuya’s
comeback taken into place. The concert at the Tokyo Dome seems so near, yet so far.
 
If luck’s on their side, Kazuya might even make a short appearance on the concerts before the Dome, perhaps
simply showing on the encores, and singing along with them. That’s what they want to believe in, not knowing any
new information about Kazuya’s return.  
 
Johnny-san preferred to keep it a secret from them until the right time comes. Then every details will be revealed.
 
It’s worth the wait.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Kazuya walked out of the bathroom to meet with the others in the hallway. She had her sunglasses worn, hiding
her beautiful brown eyes beneath it. Her long curly hair nicely tied into a ponytail. She gladly accepted Jin’s hand
when he reached it out to her, flashing a sweet smile to him.
 
“Alright, let’s go!” Nakamaru said. He was the first to exit the entrance, as he soon disappeared. The couple walked
alongside their friends, hand in hand, and towards the car park where their bus was. The crews followed slowly
behind.  
 
While walking, Kazuya suddenly felt the presence of paparazzi and within the next second, a flash of light and a
clicking sound could be heard. Not wanting to divert her attention to the man with the camera, she glanced up at
Jin instead, her heart beating nervously. 
 
Tightening his hold, Jin simply flashed out an assurance smile as he quickened his pace, signaling his girlfriend to do
so as well. They disappeared into the Johnny’s bus the next moment, causing the particular paparazzi to curse in
irritation.
 
“We’ll go through this together.” Jin promised once they sat inside the bus, all the curtains were pulled
down, hiding them from the outside world. Kazuya simply nodded, as she gives him a smile, holding his hand as her
head rests comfortably on his shoulder.
 
Just act normally when paparazzi ever do caught you two or KAT-TUN together. Let them create whatever
nonsense they want to, they will shut up when they’ve heard of the truth.
 
Sometimes the way Johnny-san handles business amuses her so much, he can be a funny man despite his serious
appearance.
 
Closing her eyes, Kazuya fell into a deep slumber, with her beloved Jin by her side.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“Wow, how the hell do they manage to capture all these when we don’t even realize their appearance?”
Nakamaru put down the tabloids, on the floor of their dance studio. The other members skimmed through the
newspapers, which had hot issues on 6 member KAT-TUN, and candid pictures of them.
 
“That’s why they’re called paparazzi, idiot!” Koki exclaimed, hitting Nakamaru on the head. “I seriously want to
laugh reading all this stupid nonsense that they’ve wrote. I really feel like killing someone right now.” He clasped
his fists tightly, suddenly eyeing Junno for his target.  
 
“Oiii, why me?” Junno defended himself, sitting far away from the bald man, engrossed in reading the piece of fake
news.
 
“Koki, stop it.” Ueda scolded him, slapping him on the arms. “If anyone who should be annoyed, it’s them.” He
pointed towards the couple on his side that unexpectedly holds a calm reaction towards all this.
 
“As long as we know the truth, then all this won’t hurt me.” Kazuya flashed out a smile, putting aside the
newspaper. “I want to stand on the same stage as you guys again. I can’t wait for that day.”
 
Jin smiled, placing his arms over her shoulders, as he leaned against the wall. The other members couldn’t help it
but smile as well, feeling proud of their youngest member. Her determination for a comeback is really strong.
 
No one, not even the reporters or the made-up stories, could hurt her. 
 
 
 
~`~
 
 
As days passed by, different versions of rumors appeared on the tabloids, and newspapers, even the media got
hold of the piece of hot information within a short moment of time, as expected. The entertainment business is full
of related strings, it’s easy to get any information they want.  
 
The usual stories are all about how Kazuya was seen alongside with her former group members, KAT-TUN. The
other hot topic being written is on her relationship with Jin, speculating fake interpretations. 

 
 
-Kamenashi Kazuya reunited with her ex-boyfriend, Akanishi Jin? They were seen together, holding hands and
romantically involved with one another.-

 
-Kamenashi Kazuya was spotted with the current members of KAT-TUN. What does this mean?-
 
Today’s newspaper was a shock to everyone, especially the fans as they read the front cover, a large sized picture
of the current image of Kazuya being printed. It was not a good quality picture, as it was a candid photo but still
one would realize that it’s really Kazuya, taken from that perfect angle.
 
She looked different yet the same, more beautiful than ever, glowing with an elegant aura. She is the only
Kamenashi Kazuya, there will be no other ‘K’ than her. She belongs with KAT-TUN. 

 
 
-Kamenashi Kazuya to return to KAT-TUN?-

 
There were many reactions from the public. Some were happy if this rumor is proved to be true in the end, and
that they’re really excited for it.
 
However, there’s still this minority of the fans who were against her return. It was only a small amount though; as
the rest only wants to see their idols happy, bringing back their once lost shine as they stand together on the same
stage.
 
Even if there’s one girl in KAT-TUN, it doesn’t matter to them. After all, she is still the same Kamenashi Kazuya
they’ve all known since the junior days. They understood the friendship among them six, and would continue
supporting KAT-TUN.
 
This would be a refreshing start.
 
 
 
~`~
 
 
Looking at all the big pile of bag that contains all her fan letters towards her, she couldn’t believe her eyes at the
large amount. Her manager had said that there were two more large bags in the office. Kazuya was overwhelmed
with the reactions she’s getting. This is hardly too impossible to believe in.
 
Randomly picking a letter, she slowly opened the envelope, revealing a nicely decorated letter, with red hearts
decorated on it. At this point of time, Kazuya was alone in KAT-TUN’s personal dressing room, as they were
involved with a magazine photo shoot.
 
It’s easier for her to reveal her innermost feelings when she’s alone. 

 
 
Dear Kazuya-chan,
 
It’s okay to call you that, right? I hope you don’t mind. It was really a shock to me a year ago, knowing of your
changed gender. I couldn’t accept it then because it’s hard to imagine the Kamenashi Kazuya I’ve always admired
as a girl. It’s really hard. But I’ve thought about it. No matter whether you’re a girl or a boy, I’d still support you
because even though there are changes around you, you’re still the same Kamenashi Kazuya that we all loved.
 
Hopefully the rumors of your comeback are true! I’ll patiently wait for the official news from the Jimusho! ^-^
 
From,
Riya 

 
Feeling touched, Kazuya wiped a single tear that had fallen in the corner of her right eye whilst smiling. It feels
good to know that there is someone who accepts her as she is right now.
 
Putting the letter gently on the dressing table, Kazuya picked another letter to read. She might not have the time,
or the energy to reply to every letters she had received therefore Kazuya reminded herself to thank her fans at the
upcoming Tokyo Dome Concert.
 
She spent her afternoon reading letter after letter in the dressing room, with no one to disturb her. It was really a
peaceful feeling, as most of the letters supports her decision to come back to KAT-TUN.
 
That day … she had brought home some special letters that inspires her to go on. It is okay to be reminiscing about
her past self, but she will treasure her present and current self.  
 
I will create more memories with my second family … KAT-TUN.
 
 
~`~
 
 
 
22 April 2007  
 
All speculations on Kazuya’s return have been cleared on this day as it had been officially confirmed by Johnnys
Jimusho themselves. On Johhnys web, this was what was being written …

 
 
+ Special News +
 
26 April 2007 – Kamenashi Kazuya’s comeback press conference, with the rest of KAT-TUN members. 

 
 
Everything went chaotic from there, with many fans anticipating for the official conference. After a year of hurt of
losing their idol, they’re finally able to see her, the new Kamenashi Kazuya.
 
Everyone waited with bated breath for that day of happiness.
 
 
~`~

~`~
 
 
Standing outside of the studio patiently, Kazuya bit her lips nervously, waiting for her beloved boyfriend and fellow
team members to come out. Knowing their schedule, and suddenly wanting to see Jin, she had actually rushed
here. Of course, since she’s a celebrity herself, she got her way in.
 
Walking with pure pride and glory, she showed the security her pass, and successfully gotten in. Flashing out a
smile, she corrected her sunglasses as she entered the forbidden area.
 
Her legs feels numb after some time, simply leaning against the wall without knowing when exactly would the guys
finish their last photo shoot of the day. Glancing towards the sofa situated on the other end of the level, Kazuya
was about to go there when the door to the studio finally opened, revealing the Most-Wanted celebrities in Japan.
 
Her movement stopped causing her to turn back. 
 
“You’re kidding!” Junno’s voice spirited the dampen atmosphere, changing it into a warm one instantly.
 
“Like I said – ” Jin couldn’t even finish his sentence when Koki interrupted him, smiling brightly towards a direction,
at a certain someone Jin had failed to notice.
 
“Kazuya.”
 
“Huh?” He followed the gaze, his eyes widened in surprise at the appearance of his girlfriend. Her side leaned
against the wall, her hands crossed, as a large pout soon formed on her pretty face.
 
“Ah, seems that you’re in trouble, Jin.” Nakamaru teased, referring to the pout on the youngest member, as he
patted the latter’s shoulder. “So cute. Isn’t she?” He chuckled. The other members nodded their heads in
agreement.
 
Wanting to hold her in his arms immediately, Jin swiftly moved towards Kazuya. He was by her side in no time,
somehow amused at the sweet smile that had now formed on her face. The pout was gone in an instant, as she
made the initiative to hold Jin by the waist, hiding her face.
 
“Looks like Kazuya miss her Jin so much.” Koki winked, causing her to blush a little. 
 
“I’m hungry.” Nakamaru suddenly complained, touching his growling stomach as evidence. “Same place for
dinner?” He asked his friends, clapping his hands in delight when received positive response.
 
Lifting her head from his chest, Kazuya looked up at Jin, who planted a quick kiss on her forehead. “Let’s go?” Jin
said lovingly, putting his arms protectively around her waist, guiding them towards the elevator, just a few steps
behind their fellow members.
 
They don’t need words to say of their love, small actions like what Kazuya did today is special and meaningful to
them.
 
 
~`~
 
 
The press conference would start in half an hour’s time, Kazuya thought. Her heart is beating real fast as she
looked at her reflection in the mirror. Kamenashi Kazuya staring back at her, a Johnnys Idol that had once been
famous for her acting skills and star power.
 
Then, she was a he …
 
Will things be the same after this? I’m not the same Kazuya anymore …
 
Biting her lips, she took one last glance at the woman in her, a totally different appearance from what she had
been. No more sporting guy clothes instead she wears elegant woman clothing now, like what she’s wearing today,
a black sleeveless knee length dress.
 
Not wanting to think about it anymore, Kazuya grabbed her handbag and pushed the washroom door open,
slightly surprised when she saw Jin rushing towards her, a look of worry evident in his eyes.
 
“You’re going to do just right.” Jin whispered, he engulfed her in a short embrace, before gazing at her
meaningfully. “Kazuya is still the same Kazuya, despite the changes. As long as you have confidence in the present
you, everything will be all right. Hmm?” Jin assured her.
 
As long as I have Jin by my side, I’ve got nothing to fear.
 
Kazuya nodded, and smiled, feeling better than earlier. Jin gave her the confidence she had lost a moment ago,
now it furiously came back to her.
 
No matter what other people’s view would turn out, it doesn’t matter as long as she stays true to herself. What
more, she has the support from the people she loves …
 
I won’t lose without a fight.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Standing behind the door to the press conference room, Kazuya glanced at her team members with an outmost
glow of confidence. Jin stood close to her, flashing her an assurance smile.
 
“10 secs.”
 
Finally gotten the cue, Kazuya entered the arena of the conference room, with her teammates following closely
behind. Like what it had been before, the ‘K’ leading the rest of the alphabets in KAT-TUN.
 
The rowdy and noisy room suddenly were filled with silence as all the reporters finally get a glance of the new
Kamenashi Kazuya, her appearance different yet refreshing, with an elegant aura.
 
As soon as she had settled in her seat, Kazuya took the microphone in her hand, as she greeted with a smile.
 
“Hello. Kamenashi Kazuya desu.”
 
After that powerful sentence was being spoken, cameras and noise soon came to life. In just a split second, the
silence was recovered, thus the beginning of the Press Conference.
 
26 April 2007 – Kamenashi Kazuya’s comeback: Live Coverage
 
 
~`~
 
 
“Is it true that Kamenashi-san is returning back to KAT-TUN despite the gender change?” A reporter asked.
 
“It’s true.” Kazuya took charge of the talk once again, before continuing, “I know that there will be different kind of
reactions to this decision. Some would support but there are also others who would be against it. Something like …
why should a girl like me still be in KAT-TUN?”
 
The tone that of hurt yet she was determined in going through this hurdle, “When I first stepped my foot back in
Japan, I wanted to start a new life, not looking back at my past. But … after all, no matter how far or how long the
time passed by for me, this is where I truly belong.” She paused for a moment. “I want to spend my eternity with
these five idiotic guys.” Kazuya chuckled, as she looked at the expressions of her members.
 
“That’s why, despite of the changes, my heart is still with KAT-TUN. So kindly do support us as a six member
group.” Kazuya ended her speech nicely, putting the microphone on the table gently, as she took a sip of her drink.
 
And, as expected, the media wants to know of her private life too … Her love life.
 
“From what we’ve heard, there are rumors about you getting back with Akanishi-kun. Didn’t you two broke up a
year ago? Could you please clarify this with us, Kamenashi-san?”
 
Feeling familiar warmth on her left hand, she flashed Jin a meaningful look, appreciative that he has just
replenished her confidence, which earlier was draining low. With a high level of confidence, Kazuya looked at the
media once again, ready for some explanation.
 
“A year ago, it was too painful for me. When you – the media found out the truth about my new self, I couldn’t
overcome the overwhelming pain I was going through then. That’s why, despite having support from …” She
glances at her boyfriend, who flashed out an assuring smile. “… Jin-kun, I couldn’t handle it. There were so many
doubts in my heart, so much that I took the decision in my own hands. I thought it would have been better if I
leave, then everything would be peaceful again.”
 
Kazuya paused yet again for the countless time in the day, her thoughts meddling with her mind to talk, suddenly
recalling back the pain of yesterdays.
 
“That even if I have to go through the pain all by myself, it would be okay. I didn’t want anyone, including Jin or
anyone else for that matters, to get hurt. That’s why … with a heavy heart, I left home.” She was in the verge of
tears as of now, biting her lips, forcing herself not to cry in public. “As much as I wanted to forget my love, I
couldn’t. Looking back, I realized that I was selfish and had hurt him in the process. All this made me realize that
there could be no one but Akanishi Jin for me.” Kazuya couldn’t control it anymore, as she faced Jin, and
immediately looked down, away from the view of the media.
 
“Kazuya is the love of my life. If you hurt her, you’ll hurt me double the amount so please kindly support our
relationship. If you care enough, please bless us sincerely.” Jin said on behalf of his girlfriend, taking hold of her left
hand beneath the table, clasping it firmly, giving her all the support she needed right now.
 
For the first time since her return, Kazuya realized that she was never alone. She was merely blinded by the doubts
in her heart then, that she had forgotten one important thing. No matter what setbacks they have to face, Jin
would always be there … with her.
 
If only we’re not in public, I would have kissed you. Kazuya smiled brightly at Jin, her face glowed with happiness,
something that has not left unnoticed by the others in the conference room.
 
Love is really special …
 
 
~`~
 
  
The press conference had ended as KAT-TUN gathered together, the tables were being put away, as all six-member
stand in alphabetical position, ready to have their pictures taken.
 
It had been so long since Kazuya had taken a photo alongside with her group thus she felt certain nervousness in
her system, being uncomfortable for a moment, clueless at what to do.
 
It’s been so long …
 
Jin, who realized that his girlfriend is standing quite a few distance from him, simply pulled her closer, protectively
putting his arms around her waist, ignoring the slightly shock look on her face as he kept on glancing at the
cameras in front.
 
Her shock quickly disappeared, as a true smile reached her face, smiling for the camera from the bottom of her
heart.
 
If Jin hadn’t been by her side, she wouldn’t be as strong as she is now.
 
 
~`~
 
 
A few days after the Press Conference, KAT-TUN had another photo shoot. This time, as a six-member photo shoot,
with Kazuya joining them after a year’s span. With her around, the atmosphere suddenly turned into a warm and
exciting moment, with all six members fooling around the studio … like old times.
 
“You’ll kill me for saying this but man … Kazuya’s so hot, and sexy.” Koki said, glancing towards the youngest
member who was having her solo shots taken, flashing a seductive yet sexy look to the camera, her beauty was
undeniable.
 
“She have always been, Koki …” Jin chuckled, looking at the direction as well.
 
“Group photo!” The photographer exclaimed, calling the rest of the members up, instructing them of their
alignment position, with Jin and Kame being in the center.
 
Smile … from the bottom of my heart.
 
Just a few more steps to be reunited on the same stage again … as a six-member unit group.
 
K.A.T.T.U.N … KAT-TUN.
 
 
~`~
Chapter 15 – On the same stage
 
 
~`~
 
 
A week had passed since the press conference, and expected, there were many different views about Kazuya’s
comeback. The tabloids start to spread false information, simply to gain money from them. Kazuya, however, isn’t
one that would easily defeat to such reasons.
 
As long as I have the support from my loved ones, and fans … it’s enough to keep me going strong. I believe I can do
it, and I can.
 
For every step she takes in life, Kazuya knew she’s not alone.
 
 
~`~
 
 
It’s the night before the Osaka Concert thus KAT-TUN were released much earlier from practice today, to get all
the sleep they can get today as they need to report at 8am the next day.
 
“Bye bye, you guys! We’ll see you tomorrow morning!” Junno waved, smiling that cheerful smile of his even at this
point of time. The other members waved too, before parting ways, leaving the couple all alone.
 
Kazuya looked at her friends, dumbfounded. They’re still going to the same train station though the destination
stops would be different. “Then why say goodbye so quickly?” She muttered, totally forgetting the existence of the
other beside her.
 
Heaving out a sigh, she walked the remaining steps towards the station with deliberate slow steps. Once in front of
the control station, Kazuya suddenly stopped as she blinked, her eyes widened in recognition when she realised
that she had simply walked off without Jin.
 
Running back, she found a sulking Jin on the same spot, having not moved an inch. His lips curved into a pout,
hands crossed like a baby. Flashing a sheepish smile, Kazuya walked to him, clearly feeling embarrassed.
 
“Gomen ne, Jin?” she tugged his shirt, looking up at him with a shy smile.
 
“How could you leave me behind just like that? You’re so bad, Kazu-chan.” Jin pouted even more.
 
Tipping slightly, Kazuya leaned closer and kissed her boyfriend on the lips, silencing him immediately. She looked
down on the floor once she moved away from him, cheeks red from blushing.
 
“You know just how to treat this heart of mine, do you?” Jin said, as a smile appeared on his face. Reaching out his
hand to her, their hands clasped together as he guided them both to the station, walking side by side.
 
No matter how tough the journey would be for us, I will not let go of this hand.
 
 
~`~
 
 
In the train, nobody seemed to have recognised the couple holding their hands as the famous members from KAT-
TUN. Perhaps their disguise helped them cover their appearance, or perhaps … they’re simply looked on as a sweet
couple to the passengers boarding on train.
 
Leaning her head on Jin’s shoulder, Kazuya couldn’t wait to be home.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“Jin, have you packed your bag yet?” Kazuya asked when Jin entered their bedroom, a towel hang around his
shoulder. She yelped the moment he hugged her from behind, kissing her on the neck teasingly. “Jin!” She
scolded. 
 
“It’s really comfortable holding you just like this.” He whispered, ignoring her question.
 
Kazuya smiled, gently slapping his arms. “You have not even bath yet!” Facing her boyfriend, she said sweetly,
“Pick whatever clothes you want from the closet, and I’ll pack them for you. Okay, my sweet honey bunny?” She
pinched his cheeks gently.
 
“Anything for you, sweetheart!” Jin chuckled, as he picked his clothes, and placed them on the bed. Kazuya simply
watched his every move, sitting from the corner of the bed. Looking at the pile of clothes, she was in awe at his
fashion style. She had always been.
 
“Okay, I’m done!” He grinned at his girlfriend, who immediately stood up and walked up to Jin the moment him
said that. “Now can I have my kiss?” He asked with a sweet irresistible tone.
 
It seems so surreal that Jin can be adult-like, and protective of her but at times, he acts all childish and sweet to
her. No matter what age one has turned to, the childishness still exists somewhere in their heart.
 
“Yes, you can.” Closing the gap between them, Kazuya gave him the kiss Jin wants, a long passionate kiss before
slowly distancing herself from him, glancing towards the bathroom.
 
Jin pouted; clearly getting the silent message his girlfriend is giving. “Can I have more kiss when I’ve taken my
bath?”
 
“You know you don’t have to ask permission to kiss me, Jin.” This time it was Kazuya’s turn to pout. “I’m all yours.”
She whispered with a shy smile.
 
Looking up, Jin flashed out a meaningful smile to her. He began walking towards the bathroom, stopping to face
her for a quick second and throw her a flying kiss before closing the door shut.
 
I’m all yours.
 
Inside the bathroom, Jin leaned against the wall, grinning like an idiot.
 
 
~`~
 
 
6 : 00 AM
 
The alarm clock rings loudly, disturbing the peaceful sleep they’re having. With lazy hands, Kazuya switched off the
alarm in the dark, staring at the ceiling with sleepy eyes.
 
“Jin …” She turned to face him, realizing that he was still holding onto her waist, causing her to smile in this early
morning. “Jin, honey. Time to wake up.” Kazuya shake his shoulder gently, only to make him held her even tighter. 
 
“Hmmm, don’t want …” Jin refused to let her go, eyes still tightly shut. “Sleepy …”
 
Kazuya grinned evilly as she managed to free herself of Jin’s grasp, stepping out of the bed immediately. “Well, go
ahead and continue your sleep, my poor little baby. I’ll just take my bath … all alone.”
 
As expected, Jin propped up against the headboard and pouted. “Kazuya …”
 
She stood in front of the bathroom, arms on both side of her hips as she waited. Within a few second, Jin stood
besides her, lifting her up on his arms as the doors close shut.
 
How long they were in the bathroom, no one knows.
 
 
~`~
 
 
AT-TUN started the first concert in Osaka with a high spirit, a very bright smile appearing on all five faces. Kazuya,
who was watching backstage, couldn’t help but feel proud for them.
 
Looking down at her changed clothes, she smiled. There’s a special surprise that’s going to be revealed soon … to
the love of her life, her friends and members, her family and not forgetting … her fans.
 
As soon as the music ends, the five members were ready to enter to the next segment of the Concert, which
happens to be the MC, when a familiar music starts. They immediately recognized it as Kizuna.
 
The concert hall suddenly became silent as they all waited, hoping for the soothing sexy voice to flow with the
music, and surprisingly there was the voice … that they’ve all waited for a year to hear again.
 
Saki no koto dore hodo ni kangaete ite mo
Hontou no koto nante dare nimo mienai
Kuuhaku? Kokoro ni nanika ga tsumatte
Ayamachi bakari kurikaeshiteta
 
The fans screamed in delight once they’ve seen Kamenashi Kazuya walking to the center of the stage. The rest of
the members however stared at her in total shock at the sudden surprise thus not able to react anything for a few
seconds. The fans cried tears of happiness though knowing Kazuya’s comeback, had not expected her to appear in
the Osaka Concert, at least not before the Tokyo Dome one.
 
Ippo dutsu de ii sa kono te wo hanasazu ni
Tomoni ayunda hibi ga iki tsuduketeru kara
Boroboro ni naru made hiki sakarete itemo
 
By this time, Jin had regained to his senses, bringing the microphone to his mouth as he sings the next line
together, displaying his pinky finger at the end of that line, alongside his Kazuya.

Ano toki no ano basho kie nai kono kizuna

 
Jin was by her side, flashing her a bright smile. The rest of the members stood alongside her, singing to the
beautiful melody, of which Kazuya herself wrote the lyrics.
 
Nagare yuku jikan no naka ushinawanu you ni
Sure chigai butsukatta hontou no kimochi
Kokoro ni shimiteku aitsu no omoi ni
Deaeta koto ga motometa kiseki
 
AT-TUN kept quiet as they allows her to sing the next verse alone, their eyes kept locked on her.
 
Tachidomaru koto sae dekinai kurushisa no
Naka ni mieta hikari tsunagatte iru kara
Usotsuita tte ii sa namida nagashite ii kara
Ano toki no ano basho kie nai kono kizuna
 
“Eto … Kamenashi Kazuya desu!” She shouted loudly as she continued, the “I know this past one year have been
very painful for all of you, as for me too. But let’s bury the past, and look forward to the present and future! K of
KAT-TUN has come back!” 

 
Ippo dutsu de ii sa kono te wo hanasazu ni
Tomoni ayunda hibi ga iki tsuduketeru kara
Boroboro ni naru made hiki sakarete itemo
Ano toki no ano basho kie nai kono kizuna

At the very end of the song, Kazuya received a loud of applausefrom the audience.Almost all of them stood while
clapping their hands, their eyes red from crying as they applauded.Receiving such an overwhelming responses,she
bowed deeply.
 
Thank you, all of you, for never giving up hope on me.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“That really was a big surprise!” Nakamaru exclaimed once the song ended, pointing towards the youngest
member in accusation. “You gave all of us a shock, don’t you know that? My heart …” Touches his heart, “… Can’t
take this kind of stuff, okay?”
 
Kazuya simply smiled, holding the microphone by her side.
 
“Are you an old man, Nakamaru???” Koki came to her rescue, looking at him in disbelief.
 
“Shut up!” He shouted, making a face at Koki. “I’m really touched, okay!” He laughed it off soon after, knowing that
his friend was just playing with him.
 
“Kazu-chan is suddenly very quiet!” Junno’s cheerful voice interrupted them causing the others to look at him
weirdly. “Why are you guys looking at me like that? Is there something on my face?” He started to panic, touching
his face.
 
“Ne … The only one that can call Kazuya, Kazu-chan, is her boyfriend … right?” Ueda mischievously asked. Jin
grinned widely, while Kazuya blushed.
 
“That’s right.” Jin answered his friend’s question. “Only her boyfriend is allowed too!” He exclaimed proudly but at
the same time he beamed with happiness.
 
Kazuya smiled brightly at Jin, standing real close to him. “No matter what you guys, or the fans, call me … I’m still
the same Kamenashi Kazuya you’ve known from the start. Meeting the members of KAT-TUN is truly a great
feeling. From now on, please take good care of me!” Kazuya bowed deeply to the five men with a sense of
gratitude.
 
Loud screams could be heard when this scene had taken place, fans clapping, tearing up all over again. This was
the second surprise of the day, as the other members were not prepared to hear this from Kazuya. It was really a
touching moment.   
 
“Kazuya will always be the baby in our group! Always and forever!” Koki shouted out loud onto the microphone,
throwing his arms in the air. The crowd cheered in agreement almost immediately.
 
“And she will always be my precious one.” Jin concluded, resulting in Kazuya to lose it, and shed tears in front of
the audience. “There could be no one else but her for me.” Jin whispered, wiping those pure crystals away as he
engulfed her in a hug … in public, but he didn’t care.
 
When I’m with Kazuya, I feel like home. Simply because, Kazuya is home to me.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Kazuya wanted to return backstage once the MC was over but the other members simply refused to let her go,
making her stay put on the stage all through the end. It wasn’t KAT-TUN without her standing on the same stage.
Not once did she felt left out, as she remembered the lyrics from all the practices, dancing along with the guys as
well.
 
Jin was with her all the time, his arm gently holding her small frame as they move around the stage together. 
 
You look small and vulnerable in my arms, I’d want to protect you.
 
The afternoon concert ended with Real Face, as the last song, with KAT-TUN as one complete group. 
 
This is a new beginning for them, a refreshing start.
 
“Thank you, everyone!!!”
 
 
~`~
Chapter 16

~`~
 
 
For the rest of the concert in Osaka, Kazuya only appeared in the encores, flashing out a bright smile as she sang
along with her beloved members. As much as she wanted to be with them all throughout the span of each Concert,
she was not ready. 
 
But at the upcoming Tokyo Dome Concert, Kazuya promised to be all energized, and wow the audience.
 
Just like the old times.
 
 
~`~
 
 
KAT-TUN was shooting their weekly episode of Cartoon KAT-TUN. It was only the five of them as Kazuya is
scheduled to appear on the show from next episode onwards. Therefore, taking the free time into her advantage,
she took a walk at the park nearby, wearing only casual clothes.
 
Sitting at the bench, Kazuya watched the sunset, admiring at its beauty. At times like this, a phone call interrupted
her beautiful moment. Without looking at the number, she picked it up immediately.
 
“Shuji-kun!!!” A cheerful voice greeted him, causing her to grin. “Guess who this is?”      
 
“With that tone? It’s so easy to tell, Yamapi.” She teased. 
 
There was laughter from the other end. “Hey, Kazu-chan … Are you free now? Want to go for some karaoke? Ryo
and I are going so I thought of asking you as well. Jin will come by later.” Yamapi indeed had called up Jin to inform
of his plan, and apparently his best friend agreed.  
 
“Sure, it sounds fun.” Kazuya felt more at ease when she knew Jin would be there. Not that she’d feel
uncomfortable with her two close friends, but she liked it better whenever her boyfriend is by her side.
 
“I’ll pick you up in 30 minutes! See you!”
 
Smiling, she took one last glance at the sky before walking back home.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“Seishun Amigo?” It wasn’t really a question, just simply stating his song choice as Yamapi played it straight away
without waiting for Kazuya’s answer. Getting the clue, Ryo handed her the microphone for another round of
karaoke.
 
Nodding her head, she sang the lines she still remembered, till now. 
 
Halfway through the song, the door suddenly bursts open, revealing the long awaited Akanishi Jin. All eyes looked
upon the direction of the interruption for a brief moment before returning back to singing.
 
“About time, Jin.” Ryo said. 
 
Jin kissed his girlfriend on the lips first before taking a seat beside her. Noticing that there was a glass of untouched
drink, he took several slow sips, giving his outmost attention to the two singing. 

This song really brings back memories.

 
 
~`~
 
 
Once the song came to an end, Kazuya passed the microphone back to Ryo. Leaning back, she rested her head on
Jin’s chest, and heaved out a sigh. It really was comforting whenever he is with her.

They don’t really need to say anything to each other in this moment despite the loud music, and singing coming
from their friends. Flashing Kazuya a sweet look, Jin smiled. Placing his arm onto her shoulder, he pulled her closer
to him.
 
Coming here is to have fun but more importantly, he wants to be with her. Thus, the initial purpose was long
forgotten, as he kissed her forehead full of love.
 
After all, love is supposed to be like this.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Once they reached their private condo, Jin gently carried the sound asleep Kazuya bridal style, mouthing a very soft
‘thank you’ to his best friend. He watched the car disappeared from his sight before walking towards the elevator.
 
It had been fun, simply hanging out with their friends.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Stopping in front of their apartment, Jin frowned as he realized that he could not unlock the door without letting
go of his girlfriend. The key is in his front jeans pocket. He was sure that even the slightest movement of trying to
retrieve it would wake her up. He didn’t want to disturb his princess.
 
After many failed attempts of getting the key, he sighed. Jin knew he had no other choice therefore he gently
positioned Kazuya next to him, slipping his right arm immediately to her waist, tightening the hold while the other
gets the key.
 
“Jin …” Kazuya murmured into her lover’s shoulders, her legs felt so wobbly standing on the floor in her sleepiness
state. Noticing her uneasiness, Jin quickly turned the doorknob open, and helped her inside their home. He then
carried her to their bedroom, locking the door after him.
 
She’s so beautiful, even when sleeping.
 
 
~`~
 
 
For the next issue of Myojo magazine, there would be a special segment whereby Kazuya had to pose with each of
her members, more likely to be called duo shots. Having scheduled to be the last one, Jin had to wait for his turn.
His eyes did not leave her sight as he watched member-by-member taking pictures with his Kazuya.  
 
His jealousy had reached to a maximum when he saw Koki naturally placed his arms over her shoulders, not
realizing that he was being watched. The plastic cup crushed in his hold when Kazuya did the same. Throwing the
empty cup on the floor, Jin left the studio to have some fresh air outside.

It was really suffocating to watch all those poses they made while his heart burns in jealousy. If he couldn’t stand
Koki getting near his girlfriend, it wouldn’t make a difference for Nakamaru, who was the second last to Jin.

Though Jin had walked out of the studio silently, it hadn’t been left unnoticed to Kazuya. From within making poses
with her current member, she was keeping an eye on him at the same time. She was dwelled in worry when Jin’s
expression changed after some time,
knowing that something was not right.

Within seconds of observing, Kazuya knew that her beloved boyfriend is jealous. She wanted to go to him, and
comfort him but couldn’t due to her being busy with the shooting. So the moment the shoot with Nakamaru was
done, she quickly excused herself to find Jin. 

“Eh, where is Jin?” Nakamaru looked around for his friend, but couldn’t find him. It seemed that Kazuya went in
search of the missing Jin. Thank god that they were given 15 minutes break before the shooting continues
otherwise they’d probably be in trouble.

Neither Nakamaru nor the other members realize that Jin disappeared due to him being overly jealousness on the
duo shoots. Oh, they were really clueless about it.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Thinking of the only place Jin could be right now, Kazuya rushed towards their dressing room, stopping just
outside. Taking a deep breath, she pushed the door open, closing it back gently. From her position, she could see
the back view of her boyfriend, sitting on the sofa, arms crossed.

 
Realizing that there was another presence in this room, Jin immediately got up by instinct, to realize that it was
only Kazuya staring back at him. The jealousy suddenly came about again thus to prevent a fight with her, he
passed by her in silence. He blinked when she caught him in time by the wrist.

“Jin, I need to tell you something.” Kazuya closed the gap between them, as she placed her hand on his body,
roaming from his belly up to his chest causing the latter to shudder by her movement.
 
“Wh-what?” Jin whispered, totally not expecting her to tease him like that in times like this. He was left speechless
by her bold actions.
 
“It’s okay to be jealous. But I want to make it clear that …” Kazuya stopped making circling movements on his chest
as she looked up at him with a seductive look. “Only you get the special treatment from me. They could never get
something like this …” She leaned closer, and pressed her lips onto his, turning it into a passionate kiss that lasts
for a few seconds.

”Do you understand?” She broke the kiss, hoping that the message dawned upon him. “You’re the only one in my
heart, Jin.” 

He felt really blissful to have someone special as Kazuya as his soul mate. Nodding his head, Jin pulled her closer
for another round of passionate kiss. Words are not necessary as long as they’re into the moment, intense and
sweet. 
 
Only Kazuya is able to make his heart feel this way. 
 
 
~`~
 
 
You’re the only one in my heart, Jin.

He grinned as he remembered the romantic scene that happened just a moment ago. He totally had not expected
for his girlfriend to be seductive to him. She was so damn sexy. Now, standing beside Kazuya, they waited for the
next instruction.
 
“The theme still is the same. Our happiness. But since you two are a couple, just pose naturally, like you always do.
Bring out the happiness to us, that kind of feeling.” The photographer explained, returning to his camera when he
received positive response from them. 
 
Taking the first move, Kazuya placed her hands on Jin’s waist as she smiled to the camera. Shots after shots are
being taken of them, as they did many different poses. She squealed in surprise when Jin suddenly carried her
bridal style.
 
Smiles and laughter never left their faces throughout the photo shoot.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Narita Airport, Destination: Hokkaido

Once they had passed through the security, Kazuya removed her sunglasses, and sprinted towards Jin who
immediately took her hand in his. The rest of KAT-TUN, looked at them in amusement. If they weren’t in a public
place, they all would have teased them to no end. 

Somehow they wondered if they were six, because the couple in love would usually be in the world of their own,
forgetting that there were others with them. But that doesn’t matter. The four who are walking behind them could
feel the happiness being spread to them as well, and they understood.
 
There’s just one more Concert at Fukuoka left till the one at Tokyo Dome.
 
 
~`~
~`~
 
 
Being new to the location of the weekly show of Cartoon KAT-TUN, a staff had guided her to the specific level. She
bowed and muttered her thanks when they finally reached at the studio. Cartoon KAT-TUN was written on the
signboard on the door, Kazuya noticed.
 
Without hesitating, she stepped inside, scanning the interior design, not noticing that her band members were
already here. She couldn’t help but feel nervous despite the fact that she had experience with MC-ing before.
 
“Kazuya!” Koki called out, waving to her, urging her to come to where the rest of the members were. All of them
had a bright smile on their faces when they spot their youngest member, who was currently walking towards
them.
 
Jin immediately held out his hand and pulled Kazuya towards him, planting a kiss on the forehead lightly. The two
are inseparable, their friends and the staff around them understands their close proximity thus they didn’t
complain when they see lovely actions as this. Though the members of KAT-TUN loved to tease them to no end,
especially Koki.
 
“Lovely dress you’re wearing, it brings out your beauty.” Jin praised, taking a closer look at the outfit she wore,
who had put on a light girl make-up, making her stand out even more.
 
His girlfriend is beautiful even without any makeup on. Her beauty is beyond words.
 
“Thank you. Our stylist picked it for me.” Kazuya smiled warmly, glancing down at her knee-length dress. She really
liked it when Jin praised her, she felt so special, in his eyes. Her boyfriend is so sweet.
 
“Kamenashi-san.” Their stylist reached them, flashing an acknowledgement smile to Jin before correcting Kazuya’s
hair that had been tied nicely into place, her long curly hair fall elegantly to her side. Jin reluctantly let go of his
hold on her, making way for the stylist. 
 
Despite that he refused to be an arm’s away from his beloved girlfriend, simply looking as the stylist does her task
on hand.
 
Kazuya is so beautiful, and he’s not tired of emphasising that.
 
 
~`~
 
 
Fifteen more minutes till recording, the staff discussed the important details for the episode with KAT-TUN. Kazuya
grasping the information given quickly as she nodded her head, understanding what was being wanted from her.

“Kamenashi-san, you’ll be sitting in the center. Since you’re good with speeches, you would lead the talking with
Nakamaru-san.” The director instructed causing her mouth to be gaped open, totally not expecting that since it
was just her first appearance.

How could she not be surprised when she was told of this in the last minute? She hadn’t even practiced for it. It’d
totally be a failure.

“You will be okay, Kamenashi-san. You’re a natural in this line.” The director assured her but that alone did not
make Kazuya to feel anymore better. Shaking his head, he proposed the next solution, something that he had
planned since her return. “Tanaka-san, do you mind if you sit next to Nakamaru-san? Akanishi-san will sit next to
Kamenashi-san from this episode onwards.”

Jin beamed with delight at that, turning to face Koki with pleading eyes, he was very much hoping for a seat
change, preferably next to Kazuya. Even if it was for a television show, he wanted to be close to her still.

“Sure.” Koki replied with a wink, causing Jin to jump in excitement. Seeing the reaction from him, he added straight
away. “But make sure to keep your hands to yourself. This is a television show we’re recording.”

“Well … about that … I’ll try my best!” He grinned.

 
 
~`~
 
 
Sitting arrangement: Junno, Jin, Kazuya | Nakamaru, Koki, Ueda
 
“This Cartoon KAT-TUN, Kamenashi Kazuya will join us! Okaeri!” Nakamaru started, welcoming their youngest
member back. Koki jumped forward in sheer excitement, his hands up in the air. The rest of the members clapped
their hands, with a bright smile on their faces.

“This is my first time appearing on Cartoon KAT-TUN therefore please give me your guidance.” Kazuya bowed, and
then proceeded to her task on hand. “Today’s guest is Leah Dizon-san!”
Apparently no one noticed the glare that Kazuya gave to Jin when he looked at Leah in much excitement, finally
able to meet the model-cum-singer that Nishikido Ryo idolizes so much.
 
 
~`~
 
 
“What do you want KAT-TUN to do? Confess to you in English!” Nakamaru read from the screen, looking at Leah
soon after. “So you want us to confess to you in English. Something like a love confession, like that?”

“Yes, I’ll teach you.” Leah conversed in English to them, smiling.

 
“So who wants to volunteer first?” Nakamaru asked his band members. Jin raised his hand immediately, looking
really eager. The others except for Kazuya did the same too soon after Jin.
 
“Akanishi’s the best in English.” Koki praised.

Nakamaru nodded his head, as he spoke next. “Yes, I understand. Then here is Akanishi’s confession to Leah Dizon-
san! Will he be able to wow her with his English?” As soon as he said that, Jin moved forward, ready for the cue to
act out his confession.
 
At this moment of time, Kazuya simply stared at the monitor in front of them. Her legs closed together, her hands
rested lazily on the red cushion seat. She showed no interest at all to watch the confession scene Jin is carrying out
face to face. Heaving out a sigh, she wished that time could pass by quickly.
 
Of all artists in Japan, why must her first appearance in Cartoon KAT-TUN, be none other than Leah Dizon? Not that
Kazuya hated her or what, but the way Jin looks at her made her feel uneasy.
 
The scene had already started, with Jin purposefully trying to trip over the obstacle. Leah asking whether he was all
right in Japanese thus causing Jin to retort that she should be speaking in English. That earned a shy smile from
Leah, and a roll of eyes by Kazuya, of how faked it looked.

Jin pretending to hold a ring in his hand, as he started his confession, “This ring here represents my heart. But
there’s just one thing I need from you. Say ‘I do’.”

Leah was impressed, letting out a laugh. There were great reactions from the members as they stood up, and
counter-attack Jin. Kazuya however remained still to her position, and crossed her arms. A frown soon appeared on
her pretty face.

Jin’s full attention to Leah Dizon, and not bothering about how Kazuya feels, hurts her a little. Jealousy starts to
brew in her heart, not liking what her boyfriend is doing at all.
 
From then on, Kazuya ignored Jin, and simply focused on her MC.
 
 
~`~
 
 
-Badminton Corner-
 
Leah was given the privilege of choosing her partner thus she chooses Jin without any hesitation, probably because
his English is good. Jin had a surprised look, totally not expecting to be the one playing with her. Meanwhile,
Kazuya had an unreadable expression on her face.

Though it may not look like it on the outside, Leah was flirting with Jin, at least to Kazuya. There are six members in
KAT-TUN, why the hell did she have to choose her boyfriend? Can’t she just choose her so it’d be like female versus
male badminton competition?

The jealousy in her suddenly grew stronger. Leah Dizon is trying to get close to Jin as she could, and she hated it.
 
If Leah ever dares to ask for Jin’s phone number after recording ends, Kazuya knew she would not be able to
control her emotions anymore. Whatever her reasons are, Kazuya won’t accept it. If there were Leah Dizon’s
number in Jin’s phone, there would be war.

“Okay, so that means Akanishi-kun and Leah Dizon-san would play against KAT-TUN.” Kazuya said, refusing to
acknowledge him as ‘Jin’, calling him by his surname instead. Jin realized this, and pouted.

“Yes, if Leah Dizon-san loses, her embarrassing picture will be shown. And if she wins, her promotional video will
be shown! Let’s take a look at the blurred picture first!” Nakamaru explained. 
 
A glimpse of the picture was shown, as Leah laughed embarrassedly, saying, “Ehh, what is that? Don’t want …”
 
Somehow the atmosphere feels hot to Kazuya, not that Jin notice. He did not even realize that she currently is
boiling with jealousy, but trying to hold on. She would get Jin’s attention back, that she was determined to do.

“Yes, let’s start! KAT-TUN definitely won’t lose!”

 
 
~`~
 
 
“It’s so close!” Koki complained, putting his racket down on the floor. Leah Dizon had won by a close point. Well
actually … it was all Jin’s effort. He had scored most of their points thus they won.

You want to play badminton with KAT-TUN or just trying to get the opportunity to flirt with Jin?

“That’s sad. We won’t get to see the embarrassing picture. Ah, but as promised, here is Leah Dizon’s latest
promotional video!” Nakamaru pointed to the screen.

- Short clip of her PV ends –

 
“I also can do that … one of the PV.” Kazuya suddenly stated, arousing the members, asking her to do it, though
not knowing what it is. She took center attention, and did her imitation of Leah Dizon’s dance.

A roar of laughter filled the studio, Leah let out a shy smile at that cute imitation. Jin immediately went to Kazuya’s
side, and pulled her to him, still laughing.

“That’s so cute, Kazuya.” Jin praised.

Kazuya smiled proudly. She managed to get back his attention after all. But that does not mean that she would let
him out of the hook.
 
Jin is in a hot soup, though he himself did not realize his fate. 
 
 
 ~`~
 
 
“You did a good job, Kazuya!” Junno flashed his cheerful smile as always, the other nodding their heads in
agreement.
 
“As expected of a natural.” Koki added.
 
Jin stretched his arms, and yawned tiredly. “Ahhh, I’m hungry. Kazuya, let’s go and eat.” He said, wanting to reach
her but only to be pushed away.

”I want to visit my family, told them already. Sorry.” She quickly said. Her face glum, not forgetting the confession
Jin had with Leah Dizon. It should be a confession but he had made it into a marriage proposal. That was what
angered Kazuya the most.

Even if it was for a television show, or that those words were actually lyrics, Jin shouldn’t have proposed. The only
one he could propose to was her only.

“Then let’s go together! I have not …”

 
“Next time, Jin. Not today.” Kazuya interrupted, grabbing her handbag. “I’ll see you guys soon. Bye.” With that, she
left the studio, walking all alone, leaving Jin clearly dumbfounded.
 
“What did I do?”
 
 
~`~
 
 
“Stupid Jin!” Kazuya whined, punching onto her pillow angrily. She had arrived at her family’s house for nearly an
hour, and still he was nowhere to be seen. Her boyfriend couldn’t be that idiotic to not even realize that she’s
jealous, could he?
 
Like any other girl, she wanted Jin to comfort her, and pacify her.
 
Her frown disappeared when there was a knock on the door, light and soft, followed by the voice, “Kazuya, it’s me.
Can you open the door?”

It belongs to none other than Jin.

Hugging the pillow to her chest, she walked towards the door, and unlocked it. Jin came to view, letting himself
into the bedroom. Kazuya went back to her sit on her bed, not letting go of the pillow as she frowned at her
boyfriend.

A jealous Kazuya is really dangerous, Jin thought.

“Can I sit next to you?” He asked just to be safe. When she nodded, he finally took a seat on the king-size bed.
“Kazuya, to tell you the truth, I was quite uncomfortable when I did that confession thing.” He starts.

“You proposed to her.” A pout formed on her face, looking at Jin in accusation.
 
Jin heaved out a sigh, realizing his mistake. “I didn’t mean to. Since it was just a pretending, I used the lyrics from a
song. But if it’s a real proposal, I assure you, Kazuya … that I will win you over my own poetic words. And, it will be
even more special.”

“You’re just trying to comfort me.” Kazuya retorted, not wanting to give in that easily. She tries to play hard with
Jin though she knew that he was being serious.

Jin shook his head, flashing out a smile. “No, I won’t joke about this. One day, I’ll officially make you mine. You will
be Mrs Akanishi.” He tried to lighten the atmosphere, and he successfully did, the pout soon changed into a
dreamy smile.

“You promise to make it special, Jin?” She asked, putting the pillow aside, looking at him with wide eyes. She had
such a hopeful expression written on her face.

“Yes, I promise.”
 
That made Kazuya jumped to Jin in happiness, placing her hands around his neck, as her jealousy fades away
instantly. Jin ended up staying overnight at Kamenashi’s Residence that day.
 
 
~`~
 
 
KAT-TUN members waited in the discussion room for the staff to arrive with their new Concert goods. During the
short duration, the couple couldn’t keep their eyes of each other, smiling sweetly at one another. No words were
being spoken, gazing lovingly.
 
When Jin used the opportunity to roam his hand up Kazuya’s thigh, she shyly brushed it away, giggling softly. They
were yet again into their own moment, not paying attention to their friends, so much that they did not even notice
when the staff had arrived. He suddenly was there, to Jin and Kazuya at least.
 
“Oii, you two Lovebirds! The Concert goods have arrived!” Koki shouted, clapping his hands in front of them,
returning them to the real world immediately. The rest simply grinned looking at this situation, the couple smiled
embarrassedly whilst taking the Concert bag into their hands, starting to look at the items in it.
 
What mostly were in their Tokyo Dome bag were the T-shirts, wristband, bandana, poster, pamphlet and uchiwas.
Kazuya couldn’t help but smile when she realized that there was a Jin uchiwa in her bag as well therefore she
showed it to her boyfriend, “Jin, look!” Kazuya waved the uchiwa happily. Jin’s eyes shot wide at the sight of that
thus he too looked through his own bag, taking out both his and Kazuya’s uchiwa.
 
“The staff loves us, Kazuya!” Jin smirked, waving the uchiwas to her. Once again the both of them had ignored the
other people in the room, completely being in their own world.
 
Their friends were so used to it, more than one could ever imagine.
 
~`~
 
Back in their rehearsal studio, KAT-TUN gathered together on the floor, all worn-out after a whole day of
practicing. Koki suddenly had a brilliant idea, as he voiced out, “Jin, remember your solo song … you had a blonde
lady dancing with you, for our debut’s concert last year?”
 
“Wasn’t that you, Koki?” Jin frowned, feeling disgusted at those dance movements he did with his friend. He
couldn’t remember how he managed to act cool and collected at that time. “I’ll sing Pinky but there’s no need for
you to make an appearance.”
 
“Awwww, you’re so bad!!!” Koki pouted, crossing his arms as he turned to face Kazuya. “Look how bad your
boyfriend is, Kazuya! Somehow I think you had made the wrong choice.” He complained though he had no
intention to insult Jin. It was simply pure teasing.
 
“Oiii! What the hell do you mean by that?” Jin shouted, throwing his wet towel to Koki, landing directly on his
friend’s face. There were chuckles as a result of that. Kazuya looked terribly amused at their childishness. But that
didn’t stop her from saying what she wanted the most.
 
“Choosing Jin was the best choice I’ve ever made. I’m really happy.” Kazuya said, flashing a bright smile on her
face. Touched by those words, Jin immediately dropped down to his knees, hugging her dearly.
 
“I’m also happy, Kazuya.” He whispered.
 
Only Jin and Kazuya could change the atmosphere so quickly, that was something that they’re really good at, since
reuniting back with one another. Though amused, Koki couldn’t help but smile at the cute antics by the couple.
 
They’re really in love.
 
“Well, that could wait. It would be much more fun if it’s a surprise.” Koki muttered, his glance not escaping them at
all. There was a grin formed from the corner of his lips.
 
Pinky would have the blonde chic, whether Jin likes it or not.
 
~`~
 
The moment they’ve awaited had finally arrived, their last Spring Concert venue at Tokyo Dome, this time, with
their reunited member, Kazuya. She looked down at the costume she was wearing, holding back a nervous gulp. It
was similar to the other members, just that hers was designed in a feminine way. As a matter of fact, most of her
costumes were either dresses or to be matched with a skirt.
 
“No matter what, Kazuya is still Kazuya that we all know. Am I right?” Jin’s words echoed in her mind, as a small
smile escaped from within her. Jin had yet again assured her last night when she had confided in him about her
first appearance at Tokyo Dome. He sure knew how to lessen the mixed feelings in her heart.
 
“You done, Kazu?” Jin’s head suddenly popped into the dressing room, smiling sweetly at her.
 
Taking a last glance at the mirror, Kazuya walked towards Jin, allowing him to guide her to the backstage area. A
warm smile flashed through her face, seeing the relaxed expression on her lover’s face.
 
As long as Jin is here with me, everything will be alright …
 
~`~
 
“The long awaited moment has arrived, presenting … KAT-TUN!”
 
There was a loud explosion, the wide screen parted into two ways, revealing all six members, standing in the
correct alphabet formation. Like fate, Kazuya was glad that her place would always be beside Jin. 

“Everyone!” Koki started, trying to get the audience attention. “Let’s welcome back … Kamenashi Kazuya!!!”
 
Kazuya immediately bowed, flashing out a bright smile to her beloved fans. She took a step forward and waved.
“I’m really happy to be back, able to stand on the same stage once again with the other members. I’m grateful.
From now on, please continue to support the new KAT-TUN!”
 
A loud roar of applause was heard, as Kazuya stepped back into position, glancing at Jin warmly for a few seconds
before turning her view to the fans.
 
The melody of their debut single, Real Face, begins to play …
 
~`~
 
Kazuya was about to go to their dressing room to prepare for their next group performance when Koki appeared in
front of her, handing her a black costume. She blinked, accepting it on impulse.
 
“You’re going to be the blonde lady.” Koki simply said, smirking.
 
“Blonde lady?” Kazuya repeated in confusion. Suddenly recalling that the next performance would be Jin’s solo,
her eyes widened. “Are you crazy? Hell no I’m going to do that!” Her voice low, desperately trying to return the
costume to Koki.
 
“Kazu-chan, please …”
 
Kazuya shook her head hard in response, not wanting to oblige to her friend’s crazy request. Furthermore, she
didn’t even know the sexy dance movements! If she were taught in advance alongside Jin, perhaps she would
consider.
 
“Believe me, you’re a natural in that when it comes to Jin. You two do not need practice to have that kind of hot
dance.” Koki tried to reason.
 
“Yeah, but still …”
 
“You don’t expect me to do it, do you?” Koki raised his eyebrows, moving a distance away from Kazuya. “It was hot
being the blonde girl the last time. Jin’s hip movements were just superb. I really don’t mind doing it again.” He
teased, earning a large frown on the youngest member’s face.
 
Noticing that, he immediately said,” Then go quickly change, and surprise Jin later. He doesn’t know that it would
be you.” Koki shoved her to the backstage restroom.
 
“So last minute …” Kazuya pouted.
 
~`~
 
Looking down at the costume she was wearing, Kazuya realized that it was so different from what Koki had
previously worn. Hers was much more sexy, it fits her figure perfectly.
 
“Kazuya, hurry!” Koki shouted from outside.
 
Taking the signal, she carefully positioned the hat on her head. Her long curly brown hair flows beautifully as she
walked out. Koki gaped when he saw the complete change on Kazuya. Before he could comment anything, she hit
him hard on the head and glared at him for staring.
 
“I wouldn’t dare …” Koki said.
  
~`~
Kazuya entered center stage gracefully, causing the entire audience that filled up Tokyo Dome to scream in
excitement, thinking that it would just be another funny act by Koki. She kept her head low all the time, standing at
an arm’s length away from Jin, twirling her right hand towards him.
 
At that moment, Jin knew that the lady was Kazuya, he could tell. Though nervous as hell, he focused. He grabbed
her hand, gently, causing her body to crush into his. Her hands on his chest, his sliding down her waist, as they
moved in perfect rhythm.
 
Kazuya may not know the sexy movements, but with her boyfriend leading her, it just made it easier. She didn’t
have to remember Koki’s movements, for she had hers. With her eyes closed, Kazuya drowned into the moment,
letting Jin took control.
 
Their hips moved flawlessly, facing opposite one another. Jin placed his hand on Kazuya’s hat, to which she
immediately kneeled down. Getting back on her feet, their faces were just inches apart, tempting Jin to kiss those
pouty lips. But he held on, continuing with the dance. His hand roamed up Kazuya’s skirt, her hands around his
neck. Knowing that nobody would notice, Jin planted a quick kiss on her lips, before parting away. He gently
removed the hat to reveal the mysterious lady causing the whole stadium to squeal in delight.
 
Kazuya blushed, not believing that she had done a sexy dance number with Jin in public. It was rather
embarrassing. She immediately hid her face in the crook of his neck when he pulled her closer to him.
 
Pinky with Kazuya, was hotter, no doubt about that.
 
~`~
 
Tokyo Dome concert ended in a flash. The members were all resting in their dressing room, feeling so exhausted.
Jin embraced Kazuya from behind, whispering, “You were so sexy, Kazu.” She blushed, pushing him away.
 
“It was Koki’s idea.” Kazuya pointed accusingly to Koki, who simply shrugged and winked at the couple.
 
“I’m glad it was you.” Jin said, capturing her into his arms again, laying his head on her neck. This time, Kazuya
didn’t let go. A smile appeared on her face as she leaned into the embrace.
 
I love you, Jin.
 
~`~

Chapter 19

 
~`~

 
With the Tokyo Dome concert being over, KAT-TUN members had some free time on their own before returning to
their respective assigned jobs. During this period, Kazuya was rumoured to have a winter drama coming up.
Although there was no evidence to the baseless rumour, fans were delighted hoping for it to be true. 

 
All was unclear even the lady herself was not aware of the rumour spreading wide on the tabloids and newspapers.
Not until Koki asked her about it. Of course, Kazuya was totally clueless. She blinked her eyes. Her mouth gaped as
she stared at her friend in mere confusion.

 
Taking a seat on the couch of KAT-TUN's dressing room, she browsed through the newspaper, amazed that the
media could dig out information earlier than her who was completely oblivious. The papers only mentioned that
she would be in a new Winter drama besides adding opinions of their own. 

 
Since Kazuya had not appeared in any drama for a year long, this had grabbed the media attention's, wanting to
find out more news regarding the issue. Furthermore, her new change spiced the rumours even more. 

 
If the rumour were true, this would be her first drama after a year break, and also the first as an actress after her
change.

 
Curiosity speaks her mind and although she wants to find out the truth from all these rumour, she knew too well
how her company works. If they have something to inform her, they will. After all there could not be a rumour
without a source, wouldn't it? Therefore even if she'll have to wait a long time to hear the truth, she will still wait. 

 
There was no other choice anyway since the Jimusho wouldn't tell her anything even if she did ask. 

 
When Kazuya was called up to Johnny's Office, she was no longer surprised when Johnny-san informed her that
she would be having a Winter drama. It was not yet revealed officially to the public since it was still in a midst of
discussion. The broadcaster would be none other than Nihon Terebi, NTV. The casts and storyline was unknown. 

 
A large smile appeared on her face once she was out of the office, suddenly feeling excited over this great news.
She ran in the direction of KAT-TUN's dressing room to find the first person she wanted to share this news with. 

 
~`~

“Jin!!” Kazuya flung her arms onto her boyfriend's neck, jumping in excitement. Jin was surprised at her sudden
appearance but immediately secured his arms onto her thin waist, his shocked expression changed into a sweet
and loving one. 
“Drama ...” She murmured.

 
Jin broke them apart, gazing at her brown orbs, signaling for her to continue. 

 
“The Winter drama rumour is true! Johnny-san just told me!” Kazuya cheerfully told Jin, shaking his arms lightly.
Hearing this, he smiled at her, waiting for her to calm down before responding to her news. 

 
“I'm happy for you. This is a new start for you as an idol.” Jin said honestly. The drama would take up most of
Kazuya's time, which meant less time for them to spend together, but he was willing to go through it. She truly
deserved this after all the hard work she put in. 

 
“So what will be the drama all about?” He asked. 

 
“I have no idea ... Only know that I'll be in a drama as a lead. That's all I was told.” Kazuya answered, flashing Jin an
unknowing look. She knew that all would be revealed soon enough. 

 
Till then, there won't be anymore secret.

 
~`~
 
Knowing that Kazuya would not have a peace of mind unless the details of her new drama were revealed, Jin had
asked her out on a date, hoping that that would ease her troubled thoughts.
 
Stepping inside their dressing room, Jin smiled sweetly at his girlfriend who was pacing front and back, her eyes
closed. She was probably thinking about the drama again. He stood in front of her causing Kazuya to bump into
him with a small yelp.
 
“Let’s go shopping.” Jin held her hand the next moment, grabbing their bags and left the room.
 
“Jin!” That familiar voice brought him back to the real world as he turned to face the love of his life, sporting a new
pair of clothes she had tried on. It was simple, a pair of faded bootcut jeans paired with a white long sleeved lace
blouse but it displayed Kazuya’s beauty. “How do I look?” Kazuya spin around so Jin could have a better view.
 
“Sexy.” Jin whispered, pushing Kazuya into the dressing cubicle and locked the door.

 
The couple walked out five minutes later looking all flushed. Realising that she was still in the outfit she had
chosen, Kazuya immediately entered the dressing cubicle, not giving Jin a chance to react fast to that action.
 
Inside, she touched her lips unwarily, a smile creeping onto her face as she recalled the hot atmosphere that had
occurred just a moment ago. It was a kiss overflowing with passion and love, Jin kissing her senselessly while she
returned the favour by indulging in the great moment, allowing him to take complete control.
 
Jin was one hell of a good kisser, and only Kazuya could taste the luscious lips of his. 

 
~`~

 
Besides purchasing clothes for herself, Kazuya had helped Jin out in choosing his, giving him a piece of her opinion
as well. She had pushed him away whenever her boyfriend tried to pull her into the dressing cubicle with him.
With a furious blush, Kazuya waited patiently outside. 

 
An hour had passed by quickly. They were too indulged in shopping that they had not taken note of the time.
Therefore without wasting any moment, they headed towards the counter.

 
Once they were done with the payment, Jin took a few of the shopping bags out of his girlfriend's hold, his free
hand encircling Kazuya's waist as the couple walked out of the Boutique side by side.
 
~`~

 
They were in disguise, walking along the street shops in Harajuku. Neither of them was afraid of getting discovered
since this was a place where shoppers were mostly in street style fashion. Nevertheless, it doesn’t hurt to wear
sunglasses to cover their faces. Only a minority of fans managed to recognise them of which the couple just smiled
and continued with their shopping.

 
While strolling down the shops, Jin held a protective arm around Kazuya's waist, guiding her amongst the crowd.
Unless he had to, he would not let go of his hold on her. Even so, he made sure that Kazuya would not be an arm's
length away from him, constantly looking out for her. 

 
He was a protective and caring boyfriend after all. 

 
~`~

Kazuya slumped down on the bed beside Jin the minute she walked out of the bathroom, still in her robe. She
closed her eyes and snuggled in closer when Jin pulled her towards him. She felt soft fingers brushing her long
curly hair, a movement that had tempted her to fall deep in sleep. 

 
It was peaceful just lying next to one another. 

 
~`~

 
The promotional video of the Winter drama was shown, and since the casts had not yet been finalised, only Kazuya
was filmed. It was rather nerve wrecking for her as she had been informed about it in the very last minute.
Furthermore she was alone, simply following the instructions given.

 
Thankfully she was given the script beforehand and had read it, understanding a little about the character she
would be portraying for the next 3 months. The storyline was revealed to the public. 

 
“Love after Marriage” 

 
Matsushima Yuna, a 20 year old university student who was forced to marry her senior of two years after their
alleged scandal. Fujiwara Hiroki, 22 years old, came from a wealthy family and is the school's eligible bachelor.
Hiroki's family took interest in her when she had saved him from a tragedy that would have happened if it weren’t
for her. 

The family proposed marriage to Yuna who had no choice but to accept since they would resort to blackmailing if
she were to disagree. Hiroki knew nothing about this though. Yuna’s life had turned to hell the moment she
married someone she didn't love, Hiroki was just a stranger to her.
But without her knowledge, Hiroki in truth is in love with Yuna, he had been the moment he saw her in University.
And now, living a marriage without love from both sides truly hurts. He truly wished that one day Yuna would come
to love him. 

Would his love be returned by the stubborn and arrogant Yuna? Or would she still refuse to listen to the voices of
her heart?
 
It was certainly a heart whelming love story. Kazuya really liked it when she read the script. Nervousness filled her
system not knowing who would play as her love interest. 

 
Somehow for this part, she couldn’t think of anyone else but him. 

 
~`~

 
KAT-TUN all gathered at Ueda’s apartment to have dinner together, Kazuya being the one in charge of cooking and
the rest helping out in setting the table. As they munched on the delicious food the youngest member prepared,
Koki broke the silence and started the conversation among them.
 
“Do you know … since the cast still remains a mystery, fans had started to write in requests on who they think
should be the lead actor.” Koki said, suddenly appearing knowledgeable on this matter. “Do you want to know who
has the highest requests?” He grinned knowingly.
 
“Of course, it would be me.” Junno said in a teasing tone only to receive a whack on the head by Kazuya and a hard
glare by Jin aka The Boyfriend. “I was just joking!” Junno defended, waving his hands.
 
“So who?” Ueda ignored the other man, crossing his arms in irritation.
 
“Jin.” Koki answered, continued on with his dinner resulting in the dumbfounded looks on the five members. All
but Jin seemed to process the information. He had the word confusion written on his forehead as Jin stared at
Koki.
 
Fans had started to write in requests on who should be the lead actor … Jin.
 
“Ahh!” Suddenly it dawned on him, finally understanding what Koki had meant. “Fans wanted me to be Fujiwara
Hiroki?” His eyes wide, feeling excited.
 
Koki sighed and nodded. “Who wouldn’t want to see the famous Akame acting together again? It’d be like
Gokusen2 times; only that Kazuya’s a girl now.”
 
Fans had requested but they did not know that the role of Fujiwara Hiroki had already belonged to Akanishi Jin
from the start. It would be a good surprise to everyone when it was time to reveal everything to light. 

 
~`~

 
Jin stepped inside the NTV Building, totally clueless as to why he was here for.  Johnny-san had called him
suddenly, instructing him to be there immediately. That was the boss. He could not possibly say 'No', could he?
There will be a staff waiting for him at the lobby. 
 
"Akanishi-san." The staff bowed, guiding him to the arranged place. Jin's eyes wide in surprise when he realised
that he was being led into the studio's meeting room.  The door opened to reveal Kazuya and what seem to be the
cast members of her new drama. 

 
What is the meaning of this?

“Jin?” Kazuya mouthed her boyfriend’s name, looking equally puzzled as Jin who stood by the door in uncertainty.
Feeling the sudden awkwardness in this meeting room, she left her seat, took Jin’s hand in hers before settling
down once again.
 
Somehow Kazuya could deduce the good news by now, silently hoping.
 
“Akanishi-san, you would be acting alongside Kamenashi-san as the lead actor. I apologise for informing you late
but this was the request from Johnny-san so it couldn’t be helped. Don’t worry.  It won’t be until three weeks later
for filming to start so you would have ample time to study your character.” The director explained.
 
Kazuya turned to face Jin excitedly. She looked at him in concern when he did not respond to her callings. “Jin?”
She shook his arm lightly.
 
He blinked as his mind slowly processed the newly given information. Jin took everyone in surprise when he
suddenly stood up, his eyes shone in delight. “Eh? Is this really the truth, Director-san? You’re not playing a joke on
me?” When the director shook his head, Jin pulled his girlfriend up to her feet and embraced her happily,
forgetting that they were not alone.
 
Kazuya however was aware that they were being watched nevertheless this moment was too precious to let go, it
would be selfish of them to keep their happiness all to themselves so let it spread to others.
 
Their love is without any barrier.  

 
~`~
 
The press conference of ‘Love after Marriage’ was held. Jin and Kazuya who sat beside each other took away most
of the attention from the media being one of the hottest couple in the entertainment industry.
 
The three months of filming would certainly be filled with sweet memories of them together. 

~`~ 
 
Night had come yet Jin was still reading his script in the bedroom, the only time he moved was to correct the
position of his glasses. Kazuya poke her head into the bedroom, she furrowed her eyebrows when she realised that
Jin hadn’t yet taken a bath despite it already being 7.15pm. However she smiled when she saw the familiar piece of
book on Jin’s hold. 

 
Kazuya entered their bedroom and sat beside her boyfriend on the bed. Jin, of course, noticed her presence and
turned to face her, amazingly putting the script aside. “Jin, you can continue studying the script tomorrow. Why
don’t you take a refreshing bath first and then we can eat the dinner I’ve prepared?” She suggested, flashing him
her best smile. 

“Ah but, Kazuya …” Jin paused when he saw that the smile on Kazuya’s face started to disappear, replaced by a
really cute pout she knew he could not resist.

“I’m hungry …” She whined.

Jin nodded in understanding, getting up from the bed almost immediately. “I’ll be quick. Don’t worry, sweetheart.”
The door to the bathroom closed shut.

Kazuya smiled happily, walking out of the bedroom to set the table. 

~`~

“I wonder how I’ll do. Everything is so last minute.” Jin murmured to himself, now sitting in the dining table, eating
his dinner with Kazuya.

“It’s so unlike you to be worried.” Kazuya placed her hand on her chin, looking at him lovingly. “I’m sure you’ll do
fine, Jin. You’re not alone. I’ll be with you, remember?”

“You’re right.” Jin heaved out a soft sigh. “I’m just worried. I’m not sure whether I can pull off Fujiwara Hiroki well.
I’ve not acted for almost 2 years, the last drama being Anego. I don’t want to be a burden to everyone else.”

Kazuya had a year blank in both acting and singing career but she wouldn’t bring that up in this situation. Everyone
knew that Kazuya had natural talent in acting, it was her forte.

“Maybe if you put yourself in Hiroki’s shoes, you would understand the character better. Fujiwara Hiroki is you and
Matsushima Yuna is me. Despite being tied to a marriage, you couldn’t get close to me. The hurt, the pain of not
having your love reciprocated, express them.” Kazuya placed her hand on Jin’s. “Does this help you?”

Jin closed his eyes. His memory flashed back to a year ago, suddenly recalling the pain he had went through during
those lonely times without Kazuya by his side. Somehow … he could relate the characters to their real selves.

“You know, I was thinking … did the script writer write the script based on us? Hiroki wanted Yuna to return his
feelings but she kept pushing him away, as a result both of them are hurting.” He mumbled on, not noticing the
uncomfortable look his girlfriend had started to put on.

“You’re wrong.” Kazuya voiced out firmly causing Jin to look at her in confusion. “You’re wrong. It’s different. Even
though we were apart for so long, there was not once I stopped loving you. My love for you was what kept me
strong during those times. But still, I did push you away.” Kazuya whispered. She leaned her head against Jin’s
shoulder as she reminisced.

“Kazuya, I didn’t mean to …”  

“I know, Jin. I know.”

All that was in the past but even so, it hurts a little whenever she recalled those painful memories. Kazuya felt soft
touches on her hair. She smiled at the gentle gesture by Jin. He was really a caring boyfriend she could ever have.

“I’m sorry, sweetheart.” Jin kissed her on the head.

“It hurt so much but that experience taught me a valuable lesson. It brought me back to you.” Kazuya gazed up at
Jin. The traces of hurt instantly vanished.  
“Thank you, for returning back to me.”

Kazuya smiled. “This is where I belong, Jin. Here, with you.” She broke apart a few seconds later, smiling sheepishly
at Jin. “It seemed that we’ve gotten far from the original topic. The food’s getting cold.”

“You’re right.” Jin shared the same smile as Kazuya as he looked at her slowly picking up her chopsticks. He quickly
planted a kiss on her lips before he went back to eating his dinner, pretending that nothing had happened.

Kazuya looked amused by Jin’s naughty action nevertheless she was really happy.

~`~

Since Kazuya and Jin would be together for most of the time, the company provided a vehicle for them to travel on
for both filming and promotion purposes. It was more convenient in that way. The time on the van stated only
7.30am, the both of them sound asleep with Kazuya leaning against Jin’s shoulder, his head placed on top of hers.

They were scheduled to film the drama’s Commercial alongside having their photographs taken today. Once
they’ve arrived at location, they walked out of the van, hands intertwined as they followed the footsteps of their
manager. Even if it was for work, the both of them were grateful that they could spend precious time together.

“Good morning.” The couple greeted in unison, bowing to the staff on the set.

The director came forward. He started to explain the Commercial’s storyline to them. They would shoot the
Commercial first followed by photographs.

“Wedding … dress?” Kazuya repeated when the director mentioned that they would be in wedding attire. She
looked at Jin who had a grin on his face, he mouthed out ‘You’d look beautiful’ to her. Kazuya simply rolled her
eyes and pinched him lightly on the waist to which he flinched with a chuckle.

Jin reluctantly let go of Kazuya’s hand as she followed the stylist to have her make up and hair done as well as
changing to the wedding dress that they had arranged for her to wear. Meanwhile Jin followed another stylist to
have his own makeup done.

The couple was separated for a moment. It took Kazuya a whole two hours in the end while it took shorter for Jin
so he went to take his individual photo shoot first. He was about to have a rest on one of the chairs in the studio’s
corner when he saw the most beautiful bride ever, holding onto her long white gown as she walked gracefully
towards him.

A beautiful silver necklace completes her bare neck, her long brown hair clipped nicely into a creative bun. Jin
looked at her in awe at her pure beauty.

 “Gorgeous …” He whispered, gazing at Kazuya who now stood in front of him with a really shy smile. She was
happy being praised like that but at the same time embarrassed because it was coming from her own boyfriend.

“Thank you.”

Without delay, Kazuya took her individual shots while Jin sat on a chair, not once leaving the sight of his beautiful
princess. He would wait forever to have their couple shots together. If he was taken aback of Kazuya’s beauty in a
wedding dress for this photo shoot, he wondered what it would be like on their real wedding in their future.

No one could blame Jin because Kazuya in a wedding dress is too beautiful for words, even the staffs said so. One
day he would make Kazuya officially his, as he had promised.

The next moment, Jin was taking wedding shots with Kazuya, complete with a wedding band on their ring finger to
emphasise their marriage. Most shots were taken with a serious outlook, only a few displayed the happiness of
their drama characters. But for the magazine issue, Kazuya and Jin smiled happily as they were locked in a tight
embrace.

It was a romantic moment.

~`~

The commercial of the ‘Love after Marriage’ was shown to the masses two days later. It was only a 30 seconds clip
but it tells a tale that vows to be uncovered.

Yuna entered the entrance of Tokyo University alone with a determined smile on her face, at that moment Hiroki
who was standing not far away noticed her, their eyes locked for a split second before Yuna quickly walk away.

“I had just turned twenty. I’m still young. But the turn of events forced me into a marriage I didn’t want.”  

The next scene changed into Yuna and Hiroki in a wedding costume, Hiroki slipping a ring onto Yuna’s finger, to
which the camera zoomed in that action. Hiroki was about to embrace her when she suddenly turned away, her
hands touching her wedding band. There was a pained expression on Hiroki as he looked at his wife’s back view.

“He was just a stranger. My freedom died the moment I married him. Was it possible to nurture love even after
marriage? I doubt so, and I don’t think it will happen. He was the reason why my dreams of a perfect wedding
shattered.”

“Deep in me, I held a hatred for him.”

~`~

As predicted, KAT-TUN would sing the theme song for the drama ‘Love after Marriage’ starring Kamenashi Kazuya
and Akanishi Jin. They had recorded the song which happened to be a ballad to suit the drama’s theme. The title
‘Love’ was chosen for their new single. A new single meant more responsibilities for both Kazuya and Jin but that
would also emphasise more time with each other. They would be together every single day.

The new single was the first with Kazuya after her reunion with KAT-TUN. No one was happier than Kazuya herself,
she was truly elated. She finally resumed her responsibility as K of KAT-TUN and had moved on, looking forward to
the future set out for her.

Alongside with her beloved five members, Kazuya was able to sing once again.

~`~

It was early in the morning. KAT-TUN would be filming their Promotional Video (PV) for their new single called
Love. Nakamaru first walked into the set with a big smile on his face, greeting the staffs rather cheerfully, followed
by the others, Kazuya and Jin being the last. They whispered sweet nothings to each other as they entered the
studio.

The theme colour of their clothes style was mainly cream, black and red. Kazuya wore a cream coloured tube satin
dress that reached just below the knee, a black ribbon positioned on the centre. A silver necklace completed her
bare neck, her long curly brown hair styled neatly to her left shoulder. The other members’ clothes matched hers
but Jin’s matched hers perfectly.  The fashion designer must have purposefully designed the way they are.

“Ah, the set is so cool.” Koki exclaimed, eyes on the elegance style of the set. “It’s like it’s designed for Kazuya.”
Nakamaru who was beside him crossed his arms and nodded eagerly.

“What are you talking about, Koki? It’s for us six.” Kazuya retorted. She stood gracefully in the centre of the group
in her heels. Her presence enough stands her out from the others.
“You know, if it wasn’t for Jin … I would have already hit on Kazuya.” Koki said in a pretended disappointed tone
that earned a ‘Don’t - you - Dare’ glare from Jin. He smirked as he saw the warning his friend gave. Before Koki
could say anything, Junno interrupted him.

“For me, I would just hit on her …” He said in a teasing tone, his trademark smile flashed on his face. However Jin,
the boyfriend, did not take his words as a joke and screamed dramatically, “Taguchi!!!” To complete that, he
kicked Junno lightly on his legs.

Koki and Nakamaru was amused by this and laughed loudly, clapping their hands together. That was so like Junno,
not able to read the atmosphere. Ueda who was silent all this while cleared his throat said, “But … Kazuya is not at
all interested, right?”

Kazuya looked up and chuckled, “Yeah, not one bit.” Jin had a grin on his face when she said that.

“Why??? Am I not that attractive?” Junno whined. His hands on his chest as he put his best fake hurt look, his five
friends looked amused to no extent. The best thing to do was to ignore him.

Kazuya though had a mischievous smile on her face. “You want to know why, Taguchi?” All especially Jin turned to
her as they waited for her answer.

Junno nodded too excitedly.

“You’re not Jin.”  

That received a high-five from Koki and Nakamaru, Ueda just smiled pitifully at Junno while Jin gave his girlfriend a
hug as he looked at her proudly.

“This charming prince is defeated.” Junno shook his head causing the others to laugh at his words.

“Stop it already, Taguchi.” Koki scolded in a teasing tone to which Junno smiled cheerfully.

The filming started soon after that.

~`~

KAT-TUN gathered together when they were having a break, sitting on the chairs provided for them. Two staffs
were doing their job at this moment, one recording them for the behind-the-scenes DVD, the other for their official
photographs.

All six smiled for the camera. Not fearing Jin, Koki pulled Kazuya to her feet gaining the attention of the camera to
all themselves, the sound ‘Click’ could be heard at the same time. Jin crossed his arms, looking really annoyed at
Koki’s boldness. He decided to remain silent because he knew Koki was just playing around.

“Why don’t you all take turns to take couple picture with Kamenashi-san?” Camera man number 1 suggested as he
looked at them, awaiting their reply. Eyes turned to Jin immediately, “Why? I wouldn’t get jealous over a photo
shoot like this.”

“Then let’s do it!” Koki exclaimed excitedly.

“Jin will be the last, of course.” Ueda added, to which the latter just pouted.

Koki really made use of the opportunity to flirt with Kazuya. He hugged her on the waist with both of his arms and
made a kissy face to her. She turned, and tried to push Koki away, her eyes closed tightly.

Click!
Jin crossed his arms as he tried to contain the jealousy to himself. At least he knew Kazuya wasn’t enjoying what
Koki was doing to her since she looked really uneasy as she pushed Koki away.

He watched on as Junno stood next to Kazuya, giving out a charismatic aura as he smiled rather charmingly. Kazuya
just followed the cue, and smiled.

Click!

Ueda was next. Different from his mysterious vibe he allured, Ueda displayed a peace sign at the camera, smiling
really wide. Kazuya did the same, putting her peace sign to her cheeks as she pouted cutely.

Click!

“So cute …” Jin whispered, he meant it for Kazuya but of course.

Nakamaru made a funny face when it was his turn causing Kazuya to laugh, totally amused by her friend’s
expression.

Click!

Finally what seemed like ages, it was Jin’s turn to take couple shots with Kazuya. He fastened his pace. He was
there by her side in no time, embracing her instantly. Kazuya smiled as she looked up at him. It was a serene image
not to take.

Click!

Kazuya raised her right hand to Jin’s chest as she turned to face the camera. Both of them were smiling with
happiness. It seemed that with them in the picture, naturally more shots were taken.

Click!

  Click!

  Click!

“Ah, so beautiful …” Koki blurt out, the other three nodded in agreement. They too felt the happiness the couple
was spreading to them, the feeling was overflowing.

~`~

It was Kazuya’s turn to film her individual part for the PV. It was an emotional scene that needed her to show her
sadness. Kazuya stood alone, her head down as she waited for the director’s cue. The moment the director
shouted ‘Action’, she was totally into it.

Her gaze turned upwards, her emotions undeniable as traces of tears slowly starts to form in her beautiful brown
orbs. A single tear dropped, it almost felt like Kazuya was really feeling sad. That was how good her acting was, it
had always been.

The rest of KAT-TUN who was watching this scene on the small monitor looked awed. Jin took his eyes off the
monitor as he looked at his girlfriend worriedly. Even if it was just mere acting, he knew that Kazuya must have put
her real feelings into it.

“Cut!”

Jin immediately rushed towards Kazuya and pulled her closer to him. Kazuya smiled, she was glad to have such a
romantic and understanding boyfriend.
“Awww …” T-TUN mouthed out.

~`~

Kazuya’s and Jin’s dressing room is next to each other. Though there was no need to have two separate rooms
since they would practically be together in one room, they thought that it would be good at times when they
needed the privacy.

Kamenashi Kazuya. Akanishi Jin.

Their names were displayed on the wall of their respective dressing room. To find them, you’ll just have to search
for one of the rooms, and they’ll be there.

~`~

~`~

The filming of the drama finally started. Kazuya strode into the studio room alone to film her first scene for the
drama. As expected from a workaholic like her, she had studied the script well and was more than prepared for
this following scene. Kazuya listened intently as the director explained what was being expected of her, nodding
her head, she immediately got into position.

Even if it was a rehearsal, Kazuya still wanted to put in her best. The minute the camera rolled, the director
shouted ‘action’, and the light shone on her, she would be ready.

She wasn’t Kamenashi Kazuya anymore when they were filming. She was Mizushima Yuna. The youth who wished
that she could turn back the time and undo her past, so that she would not be tied in a marriage with someone she
did not love.

Kazuya is after all a professional.

~`~

Jin’s first scene happened to be an outdoor scene, coincidentally with Kazuya. Since it was an outdoor filming, they
tried their best to best to not behave too intimately with one another though they could not help but steal each
other’s glances every minute besides playing around the set with laughter.

Yuna took a deep breathe outside the gates of Tokyo University, gripping onto her bag tightly before entering the
school. It was her first day of school so she was alone nevertheless she hoped that she would make new friends
soon.

As she was walking, she noticed a tall and handsome man standing on the entrance of one of the faculties. Yuna
stopped in her tracks when she realised that the man was staring at her. It was obvious. Suddenly feeling nervous,
she bowed at him out of respect before walking into the direction of her faculty.  

Hiroki flashed a small smile, placing his hands onto his pockets, and went inside.

That new freshman certainly had caught his attention, he would not let go of her that easily. He wanted to meet
her again, someday, some point of time.

Is this what people call love at first sight?

Chuckling, Hiroki shook his head lightly.

“Cut!”

Jin immediately joined Kazuya in front of the monitor screen, watching their first scene together. They both
returned to their original positions when the director instructed to have one more shot.

Filming was tough but enjoyable.

~`~

Five minutes to 12 o’clock, they were all given a break from filming to have their lunch. Kazuya walked over to
where Jin was waiting, immediately taking a seat next to her boyfriend. She smiled at him cheerfully when he
placed a packed lunch in front of her, complete with a bottle of plain water.

“Thank you, Jin.”

If Kazuya had followed her heart, she would have kissed him that instant in return for his kindness. But since they
were in public, she had to control her desire. A simple kiss on the lips could lead to something more passionate.
When it comes to one another, they could not hold the desire to indulge in just a short kiss, they would want
more.

That doesn’t stop Kazuya to flash Jin sweet gazes every time she was with him. Who cares about the stares coming
from jealous fan girls? She was not afraid at all, for Jin is hers.

Her lips curved into a satisfied smile as she ate her food in silence.

~`~

Today, it would be the filming of the wedding scene between Yuna and Hiroki. Once again the couple was donning
the wedding costume they had worn for the drama’s commercial. Their hearts was beating with nervousness all
throughout the rehearsal, not because they had to wear the same matching wedding clothes but because the
scene was shot in a real church.

It was truly an extravagant sight, flowers and cream ribbons beautified the church almost made it seem that a real
wedding is happening. In actual fact, it was just a wedding scene for a drama.

Kazuya took a deep breathe outside the entrance, her right arm holding the actor who acted as her father. Hearing
the director’s shout of ‘action’, the door opened wide, the both of them starts to walk gracefully to where her
groom stood.

At that moment, she felt that she was not in her character anymore. The man she was heading towards is not
Fujiwara Hiroki but Akanishi Jin, the man of her dreams. Walking down the aisle towards Jin was like a dream come
true even if this was just filming for their drama.

The next scene, Kazuya had already stood next to Jin, their hands clasped together. Scolding her mind, she forced
herself to think of the other as the character he was supposed to be, and not her lover.

Yuna flashed a small smile to her groom-to-be, unfortunately it wasn’t one that came from the bottom of her heart.
It was more of a forced smile, being pushed into this scary situation. Honestly, she was really frightened at the
outcome of the marriage.

As much as she hated it, there was no turning back.

“I do.” Yuna whispered back unwillingly. Her groom had not noticed the uncertainty in her tone as he was too
clouded with happiness. The woman he truly loves with all his heart would finally be his. The exchange of rings was
done soon after that.

“I pronounce you husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride.”

Hiroki closed their distance, bringing them closer to one another as he kissed her on the lips. That kiss lasted for a
few seconds before he pulled away and smiled brightly at his beautiful wife.

“CUT!” 

Kazuya smiled shyly at Jin. This shot may not be their last since there were possibility that they would have to re-do
the scene again nevertheless she could not help but feel hotness to her cheeks. This scene felt too real.

“My gorgeous wife.” Jin whispered, as he kissed the back of her palm lovingly, a mischievous grin plastered on his
handsome face.

“Jin! We’re on the set!” Kazuya scolded him but did not pull her hand away, not able to control the smile that soon
appeared on her delicate expression. She always loved it whenever Jin teased her.

“Come on. Let’s take a look at the screen.” Jin held her hand, guiding her carefully to their destination. It was a
perfect scene for the real life couple to walk hand in hand in wedding attire. The image is just simply beautiful.

The wedding scene in the Church took a whole of two hours. The kissing scene was shot five times, it was more
than perfect but since the level of angles is important, it had to be done. It was embarrassing though, kissing each
other in front of many people.

Jin however enjoyed it, leaving Kazuya alone with redden cheeks.

~`~

It was the filming of the Wedding Banquet soon after the scenes in the Church had finished. To the couple, it does
not seem like it was work, instead it was like a wedding rehearsal for them since they do plan to get officially
attached in the future.

Like the Church, the Banquet was also an extravagant sight.

“It’s like a real wedding.” Jin whispered to Kazuya when they were filming causing her to blush but maintaining her
calm expression. Instead of whispering back, she just smiled. After all, they’re still in their character mode.

When the video footage of the married couple ended, they got up from their seats, ready to cut their Wedding
cake. They fed each other small pieces of cake with a smile on their faces. Only Yuna, it had been a fake one. 

“CUT!”

Kazuya could not help but chuckle when she saw some cream on the lower part of Jin’s lips. Closing their gap, she
wiped it with a piece of handkerchief. Jin took this as an opportunity to pull his girlfriend in his arms, not caring the
looks from the staffs and casts.

He had put on an expression that says ‘She is mine’ proudly.

 ~`~

The couple were in the studio as early as 6.30 am to promote their drama in Zoom In corner. The first episode of
the drama would air tomorrow night.

“Kamenashi-san. Akanishi-san. Good morning!”

“Good morning!” The two bowed from their sitting position, smiling cheerfully even if it was early in the morning.
They have each other at this point of time. That was all that matters. They’re doing all of the drama promotions
together.

“The drama Love after Marriage will be aired tomorrow night. How does it feel, Kamenashi-san?” The female MC
asked.

“I’m very nervous but at the same time am excited to hear response from the viewers. The one year gap that I had
is slowly diminishing. The chemistry of both the casts and staffs is amazing. That’s how I feel.” Kazuya replied
effortlessly.

“So how was it acting with Akanishi-san again?” The male MC asked, obviously teasing them.

Kazuya turned her gaze towards her boyfriend and let out a small laugh. “It’s a different feeling since we’re acting
as a married couple in the drama. But of course, it’s fun working with Jin again. We’re both supporting one another
at the same time.”

“How about you, Akanishi-san?” The female MC asked.

“Honestly, I was truly surprised when I discovered that I would play as the main lead actor. I’m glad though since it
was a great opportunity to act again with Kazuya. Communication between us already exists so filming was running
smoothly. Being a real couple helps, I guess.”

Kazuya nodded in agreement, flashing out a smile to her lover.

“Right, you two having great chemistry contributes a lot as well.” The male MC stated.

“Really?” Jin exclaimed in excitement while Kazuya looked down in embarrassment. She was too shy to reply to
that particular sentence.

“Then let’s watch the commercial.” The female MC said. “What is your character like, Kamenashi-san?”

The commercial showed at the same time.

“Mizushima Yuna is a cheerful nineteen year old who had just entered University. Circumstances forced her to
marry with a stranger. At that instant, her life changed drastically. Like any other youths, she wished for a freedom
she could enjoy the minute she turned twenty, but instead she was tied down into a marriage.”

“Akanishi-san?”

“Unlike Yuna, Fujiwara Hiroki deeply love her, he had been since the first time he met her. It was love at first sight
for him. My character is more like, the struggle of a husband who tried to make his wife love him.”

The commercial ended just after Jin had finished his last sentence.

  “Wahhh, the storyline’s truly interesting. So this drama is about the pains and struggle of a relationship after
marriage. Am I right?”

“Yes. It’s a touching love story for me.” Kazuya said. “Therefore please watch it.”
“It’s a must!” Jin teased in a playful tone causing the others to laugh. Who could resist the cuteness in him? Kazuya
couldn’t, what more the others in the studio?

She loved that childish part of him.

~`~

That morning alone, Kazuya and Jin went to several interviews for their drama promotion. It was really tiring
moving from different locations to another in a fast pace. Between changing locations, the couple locked their
hands together, the smile on their faces never gone as they greeted the staffs along the way.

“Good morning!”

Both of them greeted as the next show started.

It doesn’t matter if they got really tired at the end of the day because … throughout the filming, they have each
other. It was due the presence of the other that they were able to have such great strength.

Because of you …

~`~

Jin locked the door to his dressing room before sitting next to Kazuya on the sofa. He did not want anyone to
disrupt their private moment. His girlfriend immediately leaned her head on his shoulder. She closed her eyes and
smiled.

“Ah, this feels good.” Kazuya whispered, placing her left hand around Jin’s waist. The latter reacted to that by
putting his hand over her shoulder and pulled her closer. He kissed his beloved on the forehead.

At times like this, they prefer to spend it alone, just relaxing to each other’s presence.

Isn’t it a great feeling to have the person you love by your side?

~`~

~`~
It was the day of shooting for Music Station. KAT-TUN was waiting for their cue backstage and when they were
called, they immediately walked out, Kazuya and Jin leading. They walked down the stairs side by side, smiling
brightly. They were wearing the same clothes as their promotional video.

“KAT-TUN, yoroshiku onegashimasu!”  Tamori-san greeted.

“Yoroshiku onegaishimasu!” All of KAT-TUN replied back in unison.

“KAT-TUN will be promoting their new single, Love, which is also used as the theme song for the drama Akanishi-
san and Kamenashi-san is starring in. It’s a love ballad.”

“Yes.” Kazuya nodded.

“Ah, so it’s a love ballad. Aren’t you two busy filming the drama?” Tamori-san asked the couple, he turned to face
them.

“Yes, we’re really busy. Therefore after we’re done with Music Station, we have to return back to filming.” Kazuya
answered while Jin nodded in agreement.
“It must been tough, right?”

The two chuckled. “Yes, we’ll work hard.” Jin said.

“Then, yoroshiku onegashimasu.” Tamori-san said to them.

“Yoroshiku onegaishimasu!”

~`~

“Congratulations KAT-TUN for having your single at no.1 place.” Tamori-san congratulated them.

“Thank you.” The six of them bowed, putting on a cheerful smile as they looked onto the camera, their
microphones on their hold.

“The two of you is starring in a drama, right? How was it, Akanishi, to be able to act alongside Kamenashi?”
Tamori-san asked though he knew that the both were dating, it was obvious he was teasing them. There was a grin
on his face as he waited for his answer.

“It’s a privilege to act with this beauty.” Jin replied cheekily causing Kazuya to look down and blush in
embarrassment. “I wasn’t alone so that saved me all throughout filming.”

“I see. So what do you two do backstage? Hangout together during breaks?”

“Yes.” Kazuya nodded. “Because we have most of the scenes together, we get to do that. But, the both of us also
spend our time with the rest of the casts.” She added.

“Hmm, but you two prefer to have some alone time, right?” Tamori-san asked yet again. The fans screamed in
delight at that.

“Tamori-san!” Dou-san chuckled.

“Well …” Jin started.

“We wouldn’t want to hear what they’ve been doing together during their private moments!” Koki suddenly
interrupted, his face looked disgusted though his tone was clearly that of teasing. At this, Kazuya couldn’t control
her laughter, her right hand constantly waving while Jin flashed a smile in embarrassment.

“That’s right.” Nakamaru follow up soon after. “Tamori-san, should we get ready by now?”

“KAT-TUN. Stand by!”

Junno stood up first, being the last in the row, followed by the others. Kazuya gripped onto Jin’s shirt lightly as they
walked down the steps and towards the stage set.

The melody of their latest single Love was played when they were all ready.

~`~

Without them realising, three months had passed by rather quickly. All of the casts’ members except for the main
leads had finished filming their parts for the drama. It was a feeling of achievement yet at the same time; Kazuya
could not help but feel a tinge of sadness at this parting. She had developed a great bond with the rest of the casts,
it was really fun.

And today … was the last scene for both Jin and her.
“CUT! It’s a wrap!” The director shouted. Loud clapping followed soon after. The couple was handed a large
banquet of flowers, Kazuya’s one was wrapped in yellow while Jin’s one was blue.

“Thank you.” Kazuya whispered, bowing in gratitude.

“Why don’t you two say something to the camera? Akanishi-san, you first.” The announcer initiated.

“Okay. These past three months had been really fun, with the staff and casts. I personally learnt something
valuable through these months of tiring filming. With Kazuya with me, I look forward to the next day filming. It was
really fun.” Jin said, turning to face his girlfriend immediately.

“Kamenashi-san?”

“To the audience who accepted me back into the filming industry, thank you.” Kazuya bowed. “Honestly, I was
afraid if I would not meet the audience expectation of my character, having a huge gap in acting but thankfully, the
response was unexpectedly good. The both of us had developed a great bond with the rest of the casts and staff
therefore even though filming was hard, it had truly been an enjoyable moment.” She finished her speech, her lips
curved into a smile.

“Yes, thank you.” The announcer seemed awed by Kazuya’s ending speech; it had always been this good. “Can the
both of you give us one last pose to the camera?”

“Sure.” Jin said, placing his arm on Kazuya’s waist as he pulled her closer. The couple smiled at the camera, proud
at their achievement for the last three months. Their hard work had been paid off, bringing in good result in the
end.

“Bye Bye!” They waved before walking out of the door, and towards their dressing room.

Because they had each other, they were able to go this far.

~`~

After an exhausting three months of filming, Kazuya and Jin finally had quality time to spend together without any
interruptions. It was true that their dressing rooms were next to each other’s and that they practically stayed in
one of the rooms given.

BUT!

The minute they laid down next to one another to have a rest or a snuggle, someone … someone just had to knock
at that damn door, be it one of the staff or casts. There wasn’t any peace at all, to tell the truth. Jin would always
have to untangle himself from his girlfriend as he got up to answer the door while Kazuya sat up straight, her gaze
locked to the door.

Back to present time, Jin was done parking his car, the engine switched off completely.

“Let’s go?”

Kazuya nodded, getting out of the car and waited for Jin to come to her side. He held her hand warmly, locking the
car with his free hand, placing the remote back into his jeans pocket.

The couple headed for the elevator, they couldn’t wait to be home.

~`~

Just by a simple tapping onto the card reader, the door to their home opened instantly, the lights brightened up
the once dark corners of the apartment as the couple walked inside, hands intertwined.
“Tadaima!” Kazuya said out loud, even though there was practically no one in the house before them. It had
become a habit ever since reuniting with Jin.

Jin smirked. “Okaeri, sweetheart.” He abruptly pulled his girlfriend closer, crushing their lips together causing her
to squeal in surprise, dropping her handbag to the floor. Kazuya hit him playfully on the back as punishment for
startling her like that but did not pull away, instead she closed her eyes and lean deeper to the kiss.

“Jin ….” Kazuya smiled, totally enjoying the moment. She pouted when he suddenly pulled away. Jin’s heart melted
at that cute pout of hers and so he planted a quick kiss on those lips before breaking away yet again. “Why, Jin?”
She complained, obviously not satisfied.

“We could spend the whole night just kissing. I’m sure we have other important things to do, right?” Jin pacified
his girlfriend, flashing a smile.

“Such as …?”

“Hmm …” Jin placed his thumb on his chin, pretending to be in a deep thought before answering Kazuya’s query.
“Like taking a warm bath together, with kisses a part of it … and then we could cuddle to sleep. What do you
think?” He winked playfully.

“Love it.” Kazuya replied, wrapping her arms around Jin’s neck. “Jin, I’m tired. Carry me?” She whispered in a tired
tone.

“Anything you command, sweetheart.” He immediately carried her bridal style, holding his baby firmly as he
headed towards their bedroom. It had been a tiring day for the both of them, and they were glad they were finally
able to have some moment alone.

Just the two of them …

~`~

The once sleepy Kazuya became wide awake the minute she entered the warm filled water, her body soaked wet.
She heaved out a sigh of satisfaction at this feeling of luxury. Blowing a handful of bubbles, Kazuya giggled as she
was reminded how fun it was to do that, she felt like a kid every time she does that.  

Jin, who was seated not far from Kazuya, smiled at this childish side of her. It had been five minutes since the both
of them entered the Jacuzzi, and they hadn’t had any contact since then. Shaking his head with a smile, he too
understood that sometimes they need some time alone … even if they’re practically in the same space, and only an
arm’s away.

Foam of bubbles fly his way, Jin tilted his head instinctively, only to hear small laughter from Kazuya. He blinked.

“You looked lonely, Jin.” Kazuya teased. Moving closer to her boyfriend, she sat on his lap, her head leaning on his
shoulder as she looked up at him. “Better?”

“More than you can ever imagine.” Jin leaned down to capture her lips into a kiss.

~`~

Lying on the bed, Kazuya’s eyes gazed at Jin’s tiredly. Understanding this, he kissed her lovingly on the forehead,
switching off the lamp with ease as he wrapped his arms over her waist, to which Kazuya responded by snuggling
closer.

“Good night.” He whispered.

~`~
For the entire week, the couple had nothing in their schedule, simply spending alone time together, creating new
memories at the same time. So when Kazuya suddenly received a phone call from the management, informing her
that she had a magazine photo shoot in the afternoon, she scowled in irritation.

That photo shoot out of nowhere ruined her day with Jin as she was in a middle of yet another date with him. She
hated it, knowing that she had to cut their date short.

“I’m sorry, Jin.” Kazuya apologised again when they’ve arrived in front of a familiar building.

“Don’t be.” He reassured her with a smile. “You know how our management works. It’s unpredictable especially
with Johnny-san. Besides we did get to enjoy a week’s break without anyone disturbing us at all. That was pretty
much a luxury.”

“True.” Kazuya sighed.

“Call me when you’re done, okay? I’ll pick you up.”

Kazuya nodded, kissing Jin on the lips before walking out of the car, waving to her boyfriend till the car was out of
sight.

~`~

“Bikini???” Her mouth gaped open when the stylist informed her of the costume she was supposed to wear. It was
true that Kazuya had experienced half naked photo shoots when she was a male but that was different. She is now
a female hence innocence of her body was one of the important things that she had to protect from now on
furthermore she couldn’t do it without consulting Jin.

It was just a photo shoot but still ….

Kazuya turned to face her manager with a pleading look, there was no way she would wear that two piece lingerie.
It would be too revealing! The one that was able to see her sexy body was Jin and only him. Kazuya’s manager was
about to voice out on that issue when someone interrupted him.

“Good evening! I’m sorry I’m late!”

Kazuya’s eyes widened her thoughts fuzzy with puzzlement as she gazed at the taller man that had just entered the
studio.

Mizushima Hiro?

She blinked.

~`~

Kazuya heaved out a sigh as she changed into a tube dress, the length reached slightly below her thighs. She was
thankful that her manager had understood her hesitance in wearing a bikini therefore he had talked to the stylist
on her behalf.

“This is so short.” Kazuya whispered, scanning her dress as she looked at her reflection in the mirror. She sighed
yet again. “Well this is better than a bikini.” She put on the shoe the stylist had given her, walking out of the
dressing room and towards the stage set.

Kazuya bowed at the actor who would be her partner alongside the photo shoot. Thinking that the latter would act
all cool, judging from his demeanour, it rather surprised her that he bowed as well, gulping in nervousness.

At this, Kazuya could not help but flash a small reassuring smile.
Taking a deep breathe, she nodded at the photographer, signalling that she was ready. It certainly would be a sexy
photo shoot with Mizushima Hiro in a black suit, but if the poses required of them were too extreme, Kazuya knew
what she had to then.

One will never know when it comes to An An magazine …

~`~

The An An magazine shoot just ended. While the others were all packing to leave, Kazuya remained in the dressing
room, looking restless. She bit her lips as she recalled the shots she had taken with Mizushima Hiro. It was an
intense feeling being placed in that situation. The shots were sexy but not too extreme to the extent that Jin would
get mad, she thought.

He didn’t pick up the phone when she had called him earlier, not that Kazuya wanted to ask permission from her
boyfriend regarding the photo shoot, more like she felt that he should know about it. But now that the shoot was
done, Kazuya felt reluctant.

What would Jin’s reaction be?

“Kamenashi-kun?”

A familiar voice suddenly interrupted her train of thoughts, Kazuya shivered in shock as she looked up at her
intruder whom she flashed a blank look, wondering why he hadn’t left yet.

“Ah, I’m sorry. Did I startle you?” Mizushima Hiro quickly apologised. When the younger one had composed
herself, he started. “I just wanted to say … thank you for the hard work today, Kamenashi-kun. All ended well in
the end.” He said with a smile.

“Kame … nashi-kun?” Kazuya raised her eyebrows as she realised the mistake the latter had made. It had been so
long since anyone called her that, recently people had started calling her with a –san behind her surname. Only a
minority to zero called Kazuya with a ‘– kun’.

Mizushima Hiro’s mouth gaped open as he realised his slip, bowing apologetically. “Ah, I’m really sorry! I should
call you Kamenashi-san, right?” He asked to ensure that he was right this time.

“Actually …” Kazuya paused, “Kazuya is fine.”

“Are you sure? I mean … is it okay to call you that? Wouldn’t anyone get jealous?” Hiro asked, suddenly feeling
tense, not wanting to get into anyone’s dark book.

Kazuya chuckled. “Don’t worry. I’m sure my boyfriend wouldn’t get jealous over something like that. He has a
secret nickname for me anyway.” She grinned.

“I see, Kazuya then. It was nice meeting you.” Hiro bowed yet again.

“You know, you’re pretty different from the image you portrayed. You’re cool but at the same time, you’re really
nervous at people surrounding you. Am I right?”

“Well, I guess you’re right.” Hiro nodded, his expression turning serious suddenly. “Is it okay if we exchange our
numbers? I didn’t get the chance when I guest starred in Gokusen 2.”

“Eh, Gokusen 2?” Kazuya’s eyes widened in surprise as she recalled a tall man with a light green shirt from her
breakthrough drama, “Ah, I remember! You were one of the students in 3D!”

“Yes.”
She laughed. “Ah, it was so nostalgic. Those were beautiful memories.”

“Akanishi-kun and you had great chemistry even from before, it was totally mind-blowing.” Hiro expressed
honestly, of what he had thought of them then.

“Really?” Kazuya smiled, her phone starts to ring at that point of time. Bowing politely, she answered the phone,
returning her attention to the person in front of her once she hanged up the call. “I’m sorry. My boyfriend’s just
arrived.”

“Your number?” Hiro handed his phone out to her.

“Ah, I’m sorry. I’ve forgotten all about it.” Kazuya quickly saved her number into the other’s phone, returning it
almost immediately. “Just give me a missed call or something. I’ve got to go now. Jin’s waiting.” She grabbed her
handbag, flashing Hiro a smile before leaving the dressing room in a hurry.

~`~

Kazuya flashed a happy smile the minute she walked out of the entrance of the building, noticing the presence of
her beloved boyfriend instantly. Jin was leaning on the passenger’s door, waiting for her. He too smiled when he
saw her, embracing her in his arms.

Without any hesitation, the both of them got into the car.

“So how was the photo shoot?” Jin asked the moment they were on the roads, his focus entirely in driving.

“Well … it all went smoothly.” Kazuya answered, leaving out the details of the photo shoot. She bit her lips as she
waited for his response, suddenly feeling guilty at the omitted information.

“That’s good.” Jin smiled.

For once, Kazuya was thankful that her lover was not focusing on her. She couldn’t tell him what kind of photo
shoot she had had earlier on in this vehicle. Deciding that she would have to tell him later when they’ve reached
home, Kazuya relaxed in her seat and closed her eyes.

~`~

Getting out of the bathroom clad only in a bathrobe, Kazuya frowned when she realised that the bedroom was
empty. Apparently Jin had sneaked out during the time she was bathing. Heaving a soft sigh, she tied the ends of
her bathrobe tightly before walking out of the door, in search of her boyfriend.

“Jin? What are you doing?” Kazuya entered the living room when she saw him sitting comfortably on the sofa.
Without any invitation, she sat beside him, looking down at the magazine that Jin was keen on reading.

It was the latest issue of Myojo. Apparently the page was on Koki and Kazuya, the close up shot had Koki who tried
to kiss poor Kazuya but was being pushed away whilst laughing hard. Basically there was a lot of KoKame in all of
the pictures.  

“Are you …”

Kazuya was interrupted when Jin suddenly flipped the magazine back to its cover, leaving it unattended on the
coffee table as he turned to face her with a pretty serious expression.

“I don’t like it.”

Kazuya wanted to say something but she thought that it would be best to remain silent at this moment of time.
Jin’s grim expression had all of her attention, honestly it frightened her. Had Jin ever looked at her that way? He
looked really protective. It almost seemed as if she would be snatched away from him.

“I don’t like it when Koki acts too intimately around you. He should know his limit, when and where he should stop.
It’s really starting to annoy me.”

“You’re right somehow but …”

Jin stood up almost immediately. “Then I’m informing Koki tomorrow to stop flirting with my girlfriend since you
have nothing against me doing so. Am I right, Kazuya?”

“Hmm.” She nodded in nervousness. Jin had a blast of fury in his eyes, she didn’t know how else to react to it.

“Good.” Jin relied nonchalantly. “I’m turning in.” He said disappearing into their bedroom, leaving Kazuya alone in
the living room, looking shocked. Out all of the years knowing Jin, she had never seen this jealousy side of him, to
the extent that it scared her a little.

Jin just isn’t the type to beat other people up when they tried to get close to her. But the look he had flashed her
earlier seemed otherwise, causing her to shiver. Recalling back to the sexy photo shoot she just had with
Mizushima Hiro, her eyes widened.

“Oh no!” Kazuya whispered, covering her mouth with both of her bare hands as she realised the grave situation
she had put the nice Hiro-kun into. If Jin hadn’t like Kazuya to be too intimate with Koki, one of their band mates,
what more other non-Johnny members?

~`~

The next morning when the couple arrived in KAT-TUN’s dressing room for a group meeting, Jin’s action surprised
her. He let go of their hold and headed towards where Koki was, tapping him on the shoulder, saying something to
him. Kazuya frowned when both man walked out of the room.

It seemed that Jin went to have a talk with Koki, just like he had promised the yesterday night. Whatever Jin was
doing, she hoped that it wouldn’t strain their friendship.

Kazuya settled herself in front of her usual dressing table as she waited for her boyfriend.

“I understand, man.” Koki’s voice caught her attention as she stared at the reflection of the two men through her
dressing mirror. She listened carefully with bated breath.

“Don’t worry. I know my limits.” Koki playfully punch Jin on the shoulders, flashing a reassuring smile. He walked
away to be with the rest of KAT-TUN members.

Looking through the mirror, Kazuya realised that it wasn’t a smile on her lover’s face instead what she saw was a
satisfied smirk, looking proud at his achievement. This evil expression of his face made her gulp.

Is Jin slowly changing?

Shaking her head, Kazuya removed her gaze from Jin, turning her attention to her bag instead. She shrieked in
surprise when she felt a pair of arms slipping onto her waist, calming down when she realised that it was just Jin.

Jin looked amused at Kazuya’s reaction. “Sorry sweetheart didn’t mean to scare you.” He pulled Kazuya up to her
feet, kissing her on the forehead lovingly. “I’m sorry, okay?”

Kazuya giggled, nodding her head as she leaned onto her lover’s lean chest, all worries about Jin changing were
forgotten. He couldn’t possibly change. Jin is Jin to her, no matter what, that was what she believed.
 ~`~

On one of their nights at their home, Kazuya’s phone suddenly rang a tone that was set for messages. She was
about to enter the bathroom when it rang.

“Kazuya, it’s a message for you!” Jin shouted, recognising that particular ringtone.

“I’ll check it later. I really need the bathroom now!” She slammed the door shut, emphasising her reason.

Gazing at the locked door of their bathroom, Jin turned his view to Kazuya’s cell phone. Curiosity aroused in him as
he got up from the bed, heading towards the dressing table. He picked up his girlfriend’s phone, frowning when
the message came from an unidentified caller. Not bothering what would Kazuya reactions be, he read it.

It was nice meeting you. Perhaps one day we could meet up, have a meal together or something?  I’ll be looking
forward to your reply. Oh, I’m sorry. You wouldn’t know who I am since you just gave me your number, I’ve
forgotten to give you a miss call. This is Mizushima Hiro-kun.

Jin placed the phone back to its original position when he heard the bathroom door click.

“Who was it from, Jin?” Kazuya asked the moment she walked out of the bathroom. Jin had put on an innocent
look when he was asked of this, pretending that he hadn’t read the content of the message. She sighed, noticing
this. This was so like Jin. “I know you read it. Who was it?”

“Mizushima Hiro.”

Kazuya flashed Jin a surprised look at the mention of that name, she gulped, realising that she had no choice but to
tell her boyfriend the truth, now, at this moment.

~`~

“An An?” Jin exclaimed in sheer shock causing Kazuya to flinch even though she had expected that kind of reaction
from him. The cell phone was abandoned as he turned to face his girlfriend for further confirmation, it was hard
for him to believe the piece of news he was being told actually.

“Yes.” Noticing that a frown soon starts to form on her lover’s face, Kazuya immediately said, “It’s not as if I had a
choice. I wasn’t even told of what magazine I was supposed to shoot. I don’t even know that I’m supposed to be
paired up.” She pouted.

“But An An …” Jin sat on the edge of their bed to calm himself. “They didn’t ask you to pose nude, right?”

“No!” Kazuya quickly denied. “There were many sexy shots but none of them were nude. Trust me. They initially
wanted me to pose in a bikini which I strongly opposed. I have manager-san to thank for. He talked to the stylist on
my behalf so I ended up wearing a dress instead.”

“Why?”

Kazuya looked at Jin in confusion.

“Why were you against the idea of wearing a bikini? We had posed many half naked photographs as idols. Those
were the days, long before your change. So tell me why.”

“I guess … now it’s different.” She answered simply, positioning herself next to Jin. “I thought I should protect my
innocence. Honestly speaking, I would feel really uncomfortable wearing just a bikini in front of many others. I’m
not a model. I don’t see a reason why I should go till that extent. Am I right?” Kazuya asked Jin with big eyes.

“Hmm.” He smiled and nodded.

“Only you get to see the real me.” Kazuya teased.

That happened to be a bad move from her as Jin instantly attacked her, toppling her over, the both of them gazed
at each other’s eyes lovingly before he pressed his lips to hers, too caught up into the desire of the moment.

~`~

Kazuya’s eyelids fluttered open, her vision became clear as she saw her boyfriend’s sweet face. She smiled,
snuggling in closer, the blanket that covered her body dropped. Kazuya froze. Her eyes widened in astonishment at
her naked form.

“Oh no …” She muttered, raising the blanket till her neck, distancing herself from the other.

They didn’t use any protection last night so the possibility of getting pregnant was quite high, right? Kazuya heaved
out a sigh. How could the both of them be so careless?

Only you get to see the real me

Kazuya groaned, realising her mistake. She was the one who had started it all.

~`~

Jin was walking along the corridors of their dressing room when something caught his eye, a stack of magazines
placed on top of the table, the wrapper torn slightly. Curiosity got the better of him as he slowly walked towards
said table, wanting to take a closer look. Jin however froze in his movement when he saw what it was.

The latest issue of An An magazine that had Kamenashi Kazuya and Mizushima Hiro on the cover. The both of them
facing one another, in an embrace, they were so close that they were only inches away from meeting each other’s
lips. They had a passionate expression on their face, deluding a sexy aura.

Clasping his fists, Jin fumed in anger. Not caring of the consequences, he took a copy of the magazine and headed
towards the restroom, ignoring confused looks from Koki who walked past him.

How dare he touch my Kazuya that way!

~`~

He stood in front of the restroom’s sink, flipping through the magazine in silence, his eyes burning with anger as he
looked at each and every sexy photograph of Mizushima Hiro and his beloved girlfriend. There was no time to be
reading the contents which Jin had absolutely zero interest in it instead he simply stared at the images.

A different angle of Kazuya and Hiro where they almost kiss, their expression was so serene.

Kazuya and Hiro stood face to face, his arms around her waist. Kazuya facing the back. Hiro’s left arm was
caressing her long and curly hair while he looked at the camera with a possessive look. Kazuya seemed to lean into
the touch, positioning her chin on Hiro’s shoulder.

Kazuya’s angle while leaning onto Hiro’s warmth, her eyes reflects seductiveness.

Both facing the front, Hiro embraced Kazuya endearingly while she put on an innocent expression.

That was more than Jin could take at the moment. He gripped the edge of the magazine real tight, staring not at
Kazuya but the one who was touching her lovingly. Closing the magazine shut, Jin rolled it, holding it firmly on his
right hand as he walked out of the restroom.

~`~
“Jin, where did you go? We were all looking for you.” Kazuya stood in front of their dressing room. She hurried
towards her boyfriend with a small frown, patting him on his shoulder. Jin however brushed her arm off, entering
the room with a glum expression.

“It’s none of your business.” She heard Jin say.

Thinking that it was just another of his moody days, Kazuya decided to leave it alone. Arguing back with him would
only end up in a fight between them. So in order to keep the peace in KAT-TUN’s dressing room, Kazuya simply
held the harsh words in stride.

There was no way Jin could break her over such a petty matter, she firmly decided.

“What’s up with him?” Koki stood next to Kazuya, his arms crossed as he followed the other’s gaze to that of
Akanishi Jin. It was really rare to see Jin in that moody state ever since he had reunited with his beloved Kazuya.
“It’s as if we don’t exist.”

“I have no clue.” Kazuya shrugged, dropping her gaze away from her boyfriend. “The best is to ignore him for
today. I’ll have a good talk with him when we get home.” She whispered, not wanting Jin to be more estranged by
what she had just said.

“Okay, if that’s what you say.” Koki finally said though hesitant.

Nodding his head, he patted Kazuya gently on the shoulder, flashing a friendly smile as well. He was about to
remove that hold when a loud shriek was being heard. Koki closed his eyes, his ears hurting. It was so loud that the
rest of the members stopped in whatever they’re doing to set their attention on the owner of that voice.

“Koki! Didn’t I warn you? Stop flirting with Kazuya!” Jin jumped from his chair, his arms crossed as he quickly
headed towards his girlfriend, holding her protectively. His eyes glared hard at Koki after he had made sure that
Kazuya was a distant away from him.

“Jin, I did not …” Koki paused when he noticed the ‘warning’ expression Kazuya had flashed him. He heaved out a
sigh unwillingly. “Yes, yes … I’m sorry. I’ll go disturb Nakamaru now.” He headed towards his best friend and sat
next to him on the couch with a small pout. Nakamaru could only chuckle at Koki’s cute action.

Kazuya who was still in Jin’s tight embrace looked up at him in wonder, was that jealousy she sees in his eyes? It
was a pleasure to be in a position like this but it was starting to be too suffocating for her. “Jin, let go please … too
tight.” She voiced out, both of her hands reaching out to his arms.

Jin instantly let her go. “I’m sorry.” As simple as that apology, he walked back towards his dressing area, sitting on
the chair. He clenched his fists and looked at the mirror, his eyes burning with jealousy.  

Kazuya caught it … Jin’s expression of jealousy.

~`~

Jin had kept the magazine in his bag, avoiding Kazuya like a plague the whole day. His mind clouded his rational
thoughts with blindness of jealousy to the extent that he did not realise the hurt he was causing on Kazuya.

His mood was completely ruined. While the other members were discussing details of their next project together,
Jin simply stayed in silence, not even once bothering to contribute any input. The rest ignored him knowing that he
was in a bad mood, acting as normal as possible. Besides Kazuya had pleaded them to not add to the fire that was
consuming Jin.

“Okay. Let’s call it a day.” Nakamaru said, ending the group meeting. The members and he were led surprise when
Jin immediately stood up to leave without a word, slamming the door after him.
“Jin!”

Kazuya fled after him, leaving four members clueless at the situation they were being put in. It seemed that the
two lovebirds were at loggerheads, the atmosphere had been awkward with the two of them not talking to each
other. No one knew the reason why Jin was so mad.

Hell, even Kazuya didn’t know.

~`~

Kazuya stood by the door in silent as she watched Jin pack his bag in a hurry. He was too engrossed with his task
that he didn’t notice her presence. He left his bag unzipped, not realising the magazine that had fallen off his bag.
Jin paused in his movement when he saw Kazuya.

“You’re going home without me?” She asked, her tone that of a whisper.

“I’m sorry.” Jin answered, not meeting her intense gaze. “I want to be alone.” With that, he walked past Kazuya,
their shoulders brushed for a single second before he disappeared out of the door, leaving Kazuya confused.

“What the hell is he angry about? “ Kazuya muttered in irritation, shaking her head at the mess Jin had made on his
dressing table. Bending down to pick up the magazine that her boyfriend had left, she had wanted to place it
neatly on the table when she noticed the cover page. Her eyes widened in surprised when she realised who was on
the cover.

Mizushima Hiro and herself!

Kazuya’s mouth gaped open when she finally discovered why Jin was acting weird today. Her boyfriend had
somehow managed to grab a hold of this magazine beforehand thus was jealous when he sees the intimate
pictures of Hiro and her. The pictures had indeed affected a whole deal of jealousy in Jin.

“Baka.” Kazuya whispered.

~`~

Swiping her key onto the card reader, Kazuya opened the door with ease. Once she removed her sandals, she went
in search for her boyfriend. Kazuya had returned home by train thus taking more time than usual, turning down
the offers made by her friends politely. She felt obliged to do so besides her home was not in the way. She
wouldn’t want to trouble them, they too were tired.

“Jin.” Kazuya called him the instance she saw his presence on their bed.

Instead of welcoming her home, Jin flashed her one cold glare. He suddenly lost the interest to continue reading
the magazine he had his eyes on since five minutes ago. He rolled down on the bed, his back facing Kazuya. He
didn’t want to go through this, not just yet.

“You’ve seen the An An magazine. That explains your weird behaviour today. Am I right?” Kazuya asked calmly as
she positioned herself next to Jin, her hand reaching out towards him to whom the latter flinched at the touch.

Brushing off the hurt, she continued, “You know that it was merely a photo shoot, it had no meaning more to the
photographs you had seen. The pose, the expression all was for the sake of photography or rather for publicity.
You’re an idol too. You should understand all of this. I didn’t really have a choice …”

“At least you could try to reject poses which were too extreme!!!” Jin burst out.
“I did. There were many poses that I felt were too extreme, knowing that you wouldn’t like it, I rejected them
nicely. I admit that the photos chosen were sexy but it was okay to me.” Kazuya explained, hoping that Jin
wouldn’t mention anything about the cover page of said magazine.

“Near-to-kissing was an okay for you?” Jin screamed dramatically, looking obviously shocked. “Then you should be
kissing with Mizushima Hiro, and not me!” He flashed her one disgusted look, turning over.

 “Jin, please don’t be like this …”

“I’m tired. I want to sleep.”  The other muttered, ignoring her pleas.

Kazuya could only sigh at this. Getting up from the bed, she headed towards the bathroom, leaning against the
locked door. She didn’t know how she was supposed to deal with her boyfriend’s jealousy. She closed her eyes, a
tear falling down her cheek.

~`~

The An An magazine were soon out in stores, the cover that had Mizushima Hiro and Kamenashi Kazuya was so
responsive that the latest issue easily went out of stick on its first day of sales. The combination of the pair had
even gotten coverage on both television and newspapers. It was that popular.

Only one person was unhappy with the news, Akanishi Jin.

He became more furious when he heard of the news, his heart hurt even more when he’d seen all the news
coverage. Jin had avoided Kazuya for the past two weeks, the moment he had heard the successfulness of the
magazine, he absolutely refused to talk to her at all.

His jealousy had caused him to be blind. He couldn’t see the hurt flashed in Kazuya’s eyes every single time he
pushed her away. He didn’t know or maybe he wouldn’t want to know … what lies beneath Kazuya’s feelings.

Jin had held his desire in meeting Mizushima Hiro, for the sake of not wanting to tarnish their good name but now,
he didn’t know how much longer he could hold on. Clenching his fists, Jin grabbed his bag and walked out to the
corridor. He was heading towards the elevator when his best friend suddenly appeared in front of him.

“Yo, Jin.”

“Pi!” Jin blinked, surprised at Yamapi’s sudden appearance. “Where the hell did you come from? I didn’t see you
coming at all.”

“It’s because you’re too deep in thought to even notice your own surroundings.” Yamapi had wanted to say but
decided not to instead he placed an arm over Jin’s shoulder and smiled. “Well that’s for me to know and for you to
find out!” He chuckled, his laughter however died when he saw what magazine Jin was holding.

“Say … let’s go to our usual hangout. Toma’s waiting!” Without any hesitation, Yamapi guided Jin inside the
elevator, at the same time pulling the magazine away from Jin’s grasp. As he had predicted, Jin was too deep in his
thought to realise what he had done. Yamapi heaved a sigh of relief.

The notion of killing Mizushima Hiro was interrupted, or so Yamapi thought.

~`~

The first thing that Yamapi did the moment they stepped into the designated Café was to look for Toma. Knowing
their usual secluded spot, he eagerly pulled Jin with him, his smiling face disappeared when he realised that Toma
was not alone. Apparently Toma was with two of his Hana Kimi cast mates, Oguri Shun and … Mizushima Hiro.
They were laughing around, not noticing the appearance of the two other two.

“Toma!!” Yamapi hissed.

“Oh, Yamapi ... you’re here.” Toma froze when he noticed Jin next to Yamapi. “Jin, you’re here too.” He gulped.

Yamapi gave Toma a ‘What-the-hell-did-you-bring-Mizushima-Hiro-for?’ look to which the latter replied back with
‘I-didn’t-know-you-would-bring-Jin-along!’ expression.

Toma flashed a helpless look. Yamapi turned to face Jin who was glaring at Mizushima Hiro hard. Oguri Shun
looked really clueless as to what was going on while the targeted victim himself suddenly felt nervous at this
moment of time. Hiro didn’t know what else to do but to look down, avoiding Jin’s hard gazes.

“Hmm, it was nice meeting you but Jin and I have something important to do right now so I guess … we’ll see you
guys sometime again soon?” Yamapi uttered quickly, nudging Jin on the arm. “Let’s go.”

“Let’s have a cup of coffee before we go, Pi.” Jin said in a firm tone, sitting opposite the Hana Kimi ikemen,
coincidentally facing Hiro.

“Uh-oh.” Yamapi gulped, staring at this particular scene. He quietly sat next to Jin, reminding himself to call Kazuya
if things were to go out of hand. Hopefully Jin wouldn’t make any trouble, he prayed. By the cold glare that Jin was
flashing the man sitting opposite him, would it still be okay?

~`~

“What?” Kazuya screamed in shock at her family doctor she was currently seeing. The stomach-aches she had
classified her sickness as had gotten worse to the extent that she would throw up every morning. Thinking that it
would be better that she sees her doctor here she was in this small room. But never did she expect … to be
pregnant.

“You’re not kidding, right sensei?” Kazuya whispered, her eyes blinking.

“Kazuya, I am a doctor. I won’t joke about stuff like this.” The doctor emphasised, flashing her one serious
expression.

“I know.” Kazuya sighed. “I’m just shocked.”

“I can see that.” Her doctor said. He flashed her a reassuring smile. “Well discuss this with Akanishi, Kazuya, the
earlier the better. After all, he was the one who got you in this position. Am I right?” He teased.

“Well …” Kazuya paused, “I was the one that seduced him actually.” She muttered so softly that only she could
hear. “You can say that. Alright, I’ll tell him.” Kazuya stood up to leave.

“Kazuya!” Her doctor called up, he handed her a brown envelope when he stood next to her. “Here, this is yours.”

“Thank you.” Kazuya took it in her hands and bowed, closing the door gently after her. She was clouded with
uncertainty the minute she was out of the room. Stopping at a secluded corner, Kazuya leaned against the wall,
taking out her cell phone from her hand bag. She browsed through her contacts, stopping at one number she knew
too well, her heart debating whether to call him or not.

This should be happy news for them, right? But why did she feel so afraid, her heart is beating fast …

 A familiar ringtone suddenly played, bringing Kazuya out of her reverie. Looking down at the caller, she realised
that it was Yamapi. Frowning, she brought up the phone to her ears. “Hello?”
“Kazuya! There’s trouble! Hmm, I think.” Yamapi exclaimed. His voice soon dropped to a whisper. “I brought Jin to
meet up with Toma at our usual Café but it seemed that Toma brought Shun-kun and Hiro-kun along.”

Yamapi was close with Oguri Shun due to the fact that they had done a drama together years ago but it was his
first time in meeting Mizushima Hiro nevertheless there was no need for formality among them.

“Hiro-kun? As in Mizushima Hiro-kun?”

“Yeah.” Yamapi replied. “So far Jin hadn’t done anything out of hand, he only kept staring at Hiro-kun besides
spitting some sarcastic comments. But Kazuya … I think its better if you’re here so … come quick?”

“It can’t be helped, I guess. I’ll come there right now.” Kazuya hanged up the phone, staring at the piece of
envelope she was holding in confusion. Shaking her head, she simply slipped the envelope into her bag and headed
towards the elevator.

Why can’t he understand?

~`~

Thirty minutes later, Kazuya found herself standing in front of a Café. She stared at the signboard, realising that she
hadn’t been to this Café for such a long time. When had it been the last time she was here? A year ago …?

She pushed the door open, flashing a sweet smile at the waitress who stood by the door. Informing that someone
was waiting for her, Kazuya headed towards their usual sitting area.

“Kazuya! You’re here.” Yamapi exclaimed in relief, standing up to allow Kazuya to sit next to Jin. The others except
for Jin acknowledged her presence. He looked out of the window instead of greeting his girlfriend. Mizushima Hiro
for once felt saved by Kazuya’s presence.

Kazuya bit her lips at Jin’s cold response. The cold treatment by him was slowly eating her up inside. She held up
her hands, trembling. “Maybe I shouldn’t be here. Someone clearly doesn’t want me anywhere near him. I’ve got
enough of this. I’m going home.” With that, she left the Café without a glance back.

“Jin!” Yamapi shouted. “What the hell are you staying still for? Go chase her, idiot!”

He turned a deaf ear, sipping his coffee slowly.

“Akanishi-kun.” Hiro finally voiced out for the first time. “Your grudge with Kazuya started because of the An An
photo shoot, right? I feel that the jealousy in you should be controlled. I personally feel that there shouldn’t be any
jealousy at all. After all there is nothing between Kazuya and me. But you … you share something with her. Isn’t it a
pity to lose your treasure for this?”

Toma, Shun and Yamapi looked at him in awe; he had brought out a very good point. All of them were waiting for
Jin’s reaction with bated breathe.

Jin stood up and as if on instinct, Yamapi got up and gave way. He left the Café without a word.

“He still has brains. Thank god.” Yamapi muttered, sunken onto his seat. The others nodded and smiled.

~`~

Kazuya laid down her bed and closed her eyes. She wanted to forget all the hurt but could she really? Heaving out
a sigh, she relished the luxury of being in her old bed. She had truly missed it all… her old bed, her home and
family. It wasn’t the time to come face to face with her boyfriend. Like Jin, she too needed her own space, to have
some time alone.
Sitting up, Kazuya caressed her belly lovingly.

The baby inside her isn’t her burden but their miracle, together with Jin. She smiled at that thought.

I’ll have to solve the problem between us, no matter what.

~`~

Kazuya had thought hard for a moment after receiving a message from Hiro to meet him for lunch, not for a date
but to discuss the trouble the photo shoot had caused them. In the end, she agreed. She wanted to solve it
anyway.

“So did he find you after that?” Hiro asked, referring to the earlier event at the Café.

“Well rationally Jin would think that I would be at our apartment. I went back to my family home. I didn’t want to
see him and have my heart broken, not just yet. So to get back at him … I ignored his phone calls, and pleadings to
meet me.” Kazuya took a sip of her drink.

“I understand that you’re hurt over his actions but pushing him away would only strain your relationship, you
know. You should see him and talk through with him.”

“I know.” Kazuya sighed. “I just wish he could trust me more. Jin’s getting even more possessive of me, it’s
suffocating. His jealousy is beyond reason. He had never been like this before.”

“It’s because he loves you?”

“I guess. Sometimes love isn’t enough in a relationship, you need trust as well. I don’t know if I could still hold on
without that.” Kazuya expressed honestly.

“Do you want me to have a talk with Akanishi-kun? Just to make it clear to him that I don’t harbour any feelings for
you, that he did not need to worry about losing you. You’re nice but just not in that way. Hopefully I could make
him understand in some way.” Hiro suggested.

“But wouldn’t that cause you a lot of trouble?”

“No, not at all. I too want to help even if it’s just a small contribution. After all, it’s partly my fault too.”

Kazuya nodded and smiled.

She had thought that this would be the end of her troubles but to her astonishment, this wouldn’t be the end. It
had been just a beginning. Unknown to her, a paparazzi had managed to capture the two of them together the
moment they left the restaurant.

They had part ways after exiting it but that wouldn’t be a fun and exciting story, wouldn’t it?

~`~

Chapter 25
~`~

Kazuya entered their apartment with steady steps, her eyes scanning for the one she loved the most. Jin had called
her early in the morning, asking if she could come by their home for a short while. After much thought, Kazuya
decided to throw away her ego and return to where she truly belonged, with Jin. So she had packed her essential
items and left her family home in a jest, taking the cab instead of the train. It had been far too long as it seemed to
her.
More importantly, they needed to talk … and to discuss the trouble they’re both having. This also would be the
right time to tell him about her pregnancy. Kazuya had been frightened by it honestly, not knowing what would be
Jin’s reaction.

The meeting with Mizushima Hiro made her realise something. She had told him that without trust, a relationship
based on just love wouldn’t work. Kazuya was ashamed of herself when she recalled her own words. Had she
trusted enough towards Jin? Thinking that her boyfriend wouldn’t accept the baby inside her meant that she did
not trust him, right?

Being alone for some time without any disturbance allowed Kazuya to really think, and based on her self-made
decision she was here, because she trust Jin. He wouldn’t be so cruel. Yes, at first Jin would be surprised at the
news but Kazuya believed that he too would want to share this special miracle with her, and because she truly
believed that Jin wouldn’t treat her coldly anymore with the presence of another life inside her.

She believed …

Kazuya frowned at the darkness surrounding the entire apartment, there wasn’t a single light switched on.

Was Jin still sleeping? It couldn’t be. He sounded wide awake when he called.

With a single touch, the apartment was illuminated with light. Kazuya however froze when she sees the figure of
her boyfriend on the couch, expression glum, his hair in a messy state. Newspapers scattered across the table and
the floor. From where Kazuya stood, she couldn’t really see the contents. Her lips curved into a smile as she
headed towards him.

“Jin, I have good news to tell you …”

“I already know what it is.” He muttered, repositioning himself on the couch, placing both of his arms on his thighs.
“You don’t have to tell me.”

“But I haven’t even told anyone yet. I want you to be the first one to know …”

Jin glared at her. “Be the first to know …. What? That you’re indeed seeing Mizushima Hiro behind my back? Is that
it?” He let out all of his anger, practically screaming at his girlfriend.

“What are you talking about?” Kazuya were shocked at his outburst, she had no choice but to defend herself even
if she was alone.

“This …” Jin pointed to the scraps of newspapers roughly. “… is what I’m talking about!”

Kazuya dropped her gaze to the direction of Jin’s hand. Her eyes widened in surprise at the contents of it, printed
in greyscale was the image of Mizushima Hiro and her. What shocked her most was the story being told behind the
picture.

Kamenashi Kazuya sees Mizushima in secret, Akanishi Jin dumped?

Kamenashi Kazuya spotted with Mizushima Hiro in a restaurant. They were seen talking and laughing while having
lunch together. Does this mean that Kamenashi Kazuya dumped her boyfriend of a few years, Akanishi Jin, for a
sexy allured man like Mizushima Hiro?

 “Look, it is true that I met Hiro-kun that day …” Kazuya started to explain but was being interrupted by Jin again.
She could only bit her lips in silence, as she listened to the words Jin had to say to her.

“So it’s true then that you’re seeing him secretly without my knowledge! While I was worrying over us, you’re
actually having fun with him!” Jin stood up, he pointed accusingly to Kazuya.
“It’s not like that!” Kazuya quickly retorted to his accusations. “I met Hiro-kun not for a date but to discuss the
issue of us both, of you and me. I was getting worried about your jealousy that was beyond reason so I went to
confide with him. That was it. It was just a lunch between two friends.”

“You could have confided with someone else. Why him?” Jin added, still not believing what Kazuya had told him.

“Because it all started from that An An photo shoot with him and me! I wanted to talk to Hiro-kun about the
trouble that we’re currently facing. He’s the best person I could confide in because he got unexpectedly involved in
our relationship problem when he wasn’t even supposed to! It’s you and your extreme jealousy that caused this in
the first place.”

“So you’re defending your new lover now?” Jin whispered in pain, as if what was being explained by Kazuya had
not actually happened. His jealousy had taken control of his mind and more importantly, his heart. “What does he
have that I don’t, Kazuya?”

“Jin, these are tabloids!” Kazuya screamed in frustration, referring to the newspapers. “These creative stories are
made up by paparazzi whose only objectives are to earn big bucks by this fake news! Hell, what do they care if
they’re spreading false information? They gained from all this! That is all they care! You as an idol should
understand how they work!”

“There wouldn’t be this gossip if there isn’t some truth to it!” Jin fought back with those words.

Kazuya froze, not believing what her beloved and kind boyfriend had just said. This couldn’t be her Jin, could he?
Where is the real Jin that is so trusting and loved her more than anything else?

“You’re saying that I’m lying?” She asked in disbelief, her expression hurt. “And that you would rather believe this
piece of trash than me, your girlfriend? Had all these years being together been for nothing? When I said that
there is nothing between Hiro-kun and me, there really isn’t! What more should I do to make you believe me?”

Jin turned away, “Right now, I don’t know what to believe anymore.”

Tears started to form in Kazuya’s eyes, realising that the man she loved had tremendously changed. Jin had
become a man that would rather have his jealousy consume him, than using the love they have to heal his dirtied
heart.

“Honestly, I’m really tired by all these. So to not strain our relationship, let’s stop this façade and part ways.” Jin
said coldly, walking past the immobile Kazuya. When he neared the door, he glanced back, Kazuya’s back facing
him. “It’s me who’s dumping you, not the other way round! You got it?” He continued with his steps, slamming the
door after him.

Kazuya remained rooted to her position, the tears that she had forced not to shed, dropped freely. Her sobs turned
into hysteric cries as she hugged herself for some comfort. It was not Jin breaking up with her that she felt her
sorrow but rather the fact that Jin stubbornly refused to believe her. To think that Kazuya thought Jin had much
trust in her.

In the end, I was wrong … What a fool I am …

~`~

Two hours later, Kazuya found herself in front of Yamapi’s doorstep. She needed someone to confide to, not just
anyone but someone that she could trust and rely on. Wiping away the remaining tears, her hand slowly reached
up to the door bell, silently praying that her good friend was home.

“Kazuya?” The door opened revealing none other than Yamapi, she sighed in relief.

“Can I … come in?” Kazuya whispered.

Yamapi noticed the puffy eyes but he remained silent, simply nodding as he opened the door wide to let her in. He
guided her towards the living room, asking her to take a seat while he makes them some tea. The moment he
placed the tray of tea on the table, he quickly sat next to Kazuya.

“What happened?”

Kazuya looked up to face Yamapi. “Have you seen today’s newspapers or rather the tabloids?”

“You mean the articles about Hiro-kun and you secretly dating? Those are bullshit. I can’t believe the paparazzi
would go to till that extent. It’s outrageous. I don’t believe any of that crap. More importantly, it’s you, Kazuya.
You’re not that type of person.” Yamapi said his tone really annoyed.

“I wish he would think the same way too …” Kazuya flashed Yamapi a bitter smile.

“He?” Yamapi asked in confusion. “You mean Jin?”

She nodded.

“He broke up with me.”

“What?” Yamapi stood up in surprise, his eyes opened wide. “I know he is an idiot but to break up with you for
such trivial thing is really unacceptable! What the hell was he thinking?”

“Jin didn’t believe a word that I said. He rather believed the tabloids than me. I didn’t know that he had such little
trust in me.” Kazuya covered her face with both of her hands, feeling so emotional that the tears were threatening
to fall any second.

“How could Jin?” Yamapi sat back in shock. “Let me talk to him. I’ll knock some sense into him!” He said
determinedly.

“Could you just stay here for a short while, Pi?” Kazuya asked. Her tone breaking as she looked at him pleadingly.
All she needed was a friend to be by her side right now, right this moment. “Please?”

“Sure, Kazuya. I will be here as long as you need me to.” Yamapi comforted, patting her on the shoulder. It wasn’t
the time to bring up on the issue of Jin, calming his good friend was what matters now. He swears he would deal
with that bastard best friend of his later.

“Thank you.” Kazuya cried, burying her face onto the other’s shoulder.

At times like this, she was glad that she had a friend to share her woes with …

~`~

Hiro was troubled when he saw the tabloids. He had tried to call Kazuya many times but to no avail. Picking up the
phone, he tried dialling her number once again, hoping that she would pick up the call.

“Please, please …”

“Hello?” The line finally got through, Hiro was thankful.

“Kazuya, this is Hiro.”

“Yes.”
“I’m sure you have seen the tabloids about us, am I right?” Hiro asked in an unsure tone, just to confirm. He was
met with silence instead, hearing slow breathings on the other side. “You have. Did Akanishi-kun know about it
too?”

“Hmm.”

Hiro realised that his question had been answered by a one word, he knew something was wrong. The tone in the
other told of the truth. “What did Akanishi-kun do?”

“He broke up with me.” Kazuya whispered though slightly hesitant.

“What? But there really isn’t anything between the both us. Did you tell him that?”

“I did but he didn’t believe me.”

“Then can you tell me his cell phone number? I’ll explain everything to him.” Hiro asked.

“I don’t want you to get involved anymore, Hiro-kun. I’m sorry.” Kazuya said, hanging up.

Hiro however was determined in fixing this mess. He had to meet Akanishi Jin to clear everything up. Dialling
another number, he waited for the response.

“Hello, Toma-kun? Can I ask for a favour?”

~`~

Somehow Yamapi managed to lure his best friend in telling him where he’s currently staying at. He smirked in
annoyance when he found out that Jin was hiding in a hotel, to think he would rather pay for his daily stay than be
easily discovered. For a fact, Jin was a bad liar. He ended up telling him his location anyway.

506.

Yamapi stopped in his tracks in front of the designated room, placing the small piece of paper into his jeans pocket.
Without any hesitation, he pressed the door bell impatiently, pressing the poor button several times.

The door opened, Jin came into view. Yamapi slipped into the room before the latter even had the chance to shut
it right onto his face. He watched as Jin took a seat on the edge of the bed while he leaned against the chair of the
reading table.

“Whatever you’re going to say, I’m not going to listen.” Jin crossed his arms. “That cheater must have sent you
here, am I right? What a coward.” He murmured.

Yamapi couldn’t control his anger any longer. Without thinking, he landed a punch on Jin’s face.

“What the hell?” Jin wiped away the blood on his lips as he stared at his best friend hard. He couldn’t believe that
Yamapi was doing this, totally unbelievable and it’s starting to boil on him but the dead glare from the other made
him remain in silent.

“You’re the one who’s a coward! Who is the one running away? Who is the one who blatantly refused to believe
what Kazuya had said? You’ve known her for years, how could you treat her like this? If Kazuya said that she had
nothing to do with Hiro-kun then there’s really nothing!  Calling Kazuya a cheater, you’re totally out of your mind!”
Yamapi shouted, hoping that that would hit a nerve in Jin.

“Shut up!” Jin shrieked. “I believe what I want to believe. Kazuya may be lying for all you know!”
Yamapi rolled his eyes in disbelief. “Are you trying to say that the tears she shed were all but lies, Jin? Man, I didn’t
know that you were that inhuman!”

“She’s a good actor.”

With that, Jin received another punch on the face, this time, harder.

“Damn Jin! If only you feel with your heart, and not be blinded with your jealousy, would you understand! Look
into those pair of eyes and tell me that she’s lying! They tell you everything, the truth that you wanted so much!”

“We broke up. Why can’t you get over that fact?” Jin asked, “It’s none of your business anyway.”

Yamapi glared. “I’m glad you broke up with Kazuya, Jin. Being the man you are now, you don’t deserve her at all!
Do whatever you want, what you think is right. I’m not going to interfere anymore.” He walked towards the door,
pausing.

“There’s one more thing that I need to tell you, Jin.” Yamapi glanced at the man. “Tonight, you’ve just lost a best
friend.” He declared in a sad tone, walking out of that hotel room without a glance back.

~`~

Hiro sighed countless time that day. He had managed to get Akanishi’s number from Toma but every time he called
him, the line was not available. He felt really helpless at this situation. In times like this, he knew that Yamashita
would be there for Kazuya, he had heard him being good friends with both Akanishi and Kazuya.

I’m sorry I couldn’t help …

~`~

As expected, Jin didn’t come for the group meeting the next morning. He had called in sick though obviously lying.
Yamapi had informed the rest of KAT-TUN members about what had happened and made them promise not to
mention about the break up to Kazuya.

What shocked them most was that the youngest member was sporting a shorter haircut, entering their dressing
room with a cheerful smile.

“Good morning!”

Kazuya’s hair was no longer long and wavy as it was instead it was cut short slightly below the shoulder,
furthermore it had been straightened. She had also dyed her hair into a darker brown tone. The members looked
up at her worriedly especially Ueda.

“Why are you guys looking at me that way?” Kazuya chuckled. “Oh, it must be my new hairdo, right? How does it
look?”

“Kazuya …” Ueda’s tone that of concern.

“It’s great, right? Ah, thank god! I’m glad you all like it!” Kazuya placed her hand onto her heart, feeling relieved.
She scanned the room, noticing that someone wasn’t here yet. “Ne, Tat-chan … Where is Jin? He’s not here yet?”

Ueda’s thoughts were right. Kazuya’s way of dealing with the blow of the break up was to pretend that it hadn’t
occurred at all. That was why she had the sudden hairdo, looking all cheerful the minute she stepped into the
dressing room.
The best way to deal with hurt was to push it away far from the corner of your heart, and that was exactly what
Kazuya was doing. Maybe … just maybe she’s trying to act strong in front of others. Why does this have to happen
to someone as sweet as Kazuya?

Not knowing what to say, Ueda turned to Nakamaru, biting his lips unconsciously.

“Jin called in sick, Kazuya.” Nakamaru said.

“Oh.” Kazuya whispered in a disappointed tone, she hadn’t wanted to hear that. She had been hoping that her
friends would lie and tell her that Jin would come. He would be late but he would come. At least the lie doesn’t
hurt as much as the truth.

“I’m going to the rest room for awhile.” Kazuya hurried out of the room.

“Kazuya!” Koki called out, he was about to chase after her but was stopped by Ueda. “But Tat-chan …”

“Don’t. She needs some time alone.” Ueda said.

“How can this happen?” Junno finally voiced out for the first time. “I mean I could not believe that Jin would …” He
shook his head, clenching his fists.

“Even Yamapi couldn’t make Jin understand, what more us?” Nakamaru said in regret.

The other members felt the exact same way too, never had they felt this helpless. Now they could only leave to the
course of fate, hoping that their friend would wake up and realise that the way he was treating Kazuya was wrong.

She’s the most important person that you’re hurting, don’t you realise that?

~`~

The buzzing of loud music, the blinding colourful lights made Kazuya feel totally out of place and lonely. She knew
she should not be at this place at this time of the night, in regards to her condition but she could not help the urge
to be here. In this torturous place, no one would know or recognise her, no one would bother. Everyone here is
alone.

Kazuya sighed, drinking a sip of her soda.

I’ve lost him for good.

After five minutes of sitting in depression, Kazuya got up to leave. When she turned, she happened to see a familiar
face, in the arms of another woman … a blonde woman precisely. He was holding her tight to his chest, a smile
lifted on his face as he whispered something into her ear, to which she nodded seductively.

That man … it was no mistake, that man is Jin, her Jin … or rather had been her Jin.

Kazuya’s heart bled profusely inside as she witnessed the intimacy of the two in front of her. Her eyes shone in fury
at the woman who dared to touch Jin in that way. Kazuya hated her so much, only she could touch him the way
she was doing right now.

This is not fair. I’m not going to let you get that far. He is mine.

Pulling down her hat, Kazuya quickly followed them out of the Bar, hailing a cab, asking the driver to tail the Cab in
front of them. Her eyes panic as she watched that Cab, hoping badly that the driver won’t lose sight of it though
it’s dark and late. When she arrived at the location, Kazuya’s heart hurt even more when she realised where she
was.
A hotel, no doubt what they would be doing inside a hotel room this late.  

How could you, Jin? How could you do this to me?

Pushing away all of her hurt, Kazuya entered the Hotel, heading straight towards the reception. In whatever way
she had, she would get the key to Jin’s room, no matter what. She would put in a good act given the circumstances.

~`~

They were so into the moment in kissing that the two of them barely register their mind on the clicking sound of
the door opening. Jin however froze in shock the minute he realised Kazuya’s presence, the hurt in her eyes shone
brightly at him. Interrupting the moment, Kazuya pulled the woman hard out of Jin’s embrace causing her to drop
flat on the ground.

“What the hell?” She brushed her arms lightly, standing up. “Who the hell is she? Tell her to get out!” She shouted
in English. Kazuya may not be fluent in that language but she did understand some words and sentences, she flared
up when she heard that sentence being spoken rudely to her.

“You’re the one who should get out!” Kazuya retorted back though in Japanese, shoving the woman away when
she tried to get closer to Jin. The only man in the room watched this scene, not knowing what to do.

“Kazuya, I don’t know how you manage to get the key but I’ve had enough, you should go.” Jin finally said. “Wait
awhile while I talk to her.” He muttered to the other woman.

“I’m not going anywhere without fixing this!” Kazuya firmly shouted. “You accused me of cheating without any
proof of evidence, blindly believing the tabloids as your judgement against me! What you’re doing right now … is
the real proof to cheating! You’re punishing me for no reason at all! Didn’t you get that in your thick head?”

“Shut up …” Jin murmured, he was about to walk towards Kazuya when the other woman beat him to it. He
widened in surprise when said woman gave Kazuya a push to which the latter retaliated, of course.

“You’re a bitch! When he says you get out, you get out!”

Anger burned in Kazuya as she started to do the same to the taller woman while Jin watched helpless. He was
about to intervene when the woman pushed Kazuya with such great blow causing her to hit her back on the wall
with a thud, blood dropping down onto her leg as the other two looked on in horror. The blond woman fled in fear
while Jin hurried towards the fallen Kazuya in worry.

“Kazuya!”

“Our baby …” Kazuya murmured before losing consciousness, her world of light turned into eternal darkness,
leaving Jin alone in a state of panic. At that time, the words that she had said didn’t really go into his head as he
quickly dialled the number of the ambulance with trembling hands.

Why do things have to end this way?

~`~

He saw blood … trailing down Kazuya’s legs, blood that soon turned into a small pool of red on the floor. The
impact of Kazuya hitting the wall behind her couldn’t be that hard for her to bleed heavily, right? Internal injury
was possible at that circumstance but Jin could not understand why there was so much blood, he couldn’t
comprehend the reason.

Jin watched in worry as the paramedics checked up on Kazuya, placing her on the stretcher soon after. Hastily
grabbing all of his stuff, he walked out of the hotel room and followed the paramedics. Informing them that he is
Kazuya’s boyfriend, he was given a green light to board the ambulance. His heart torn when he realised how pale
looking the other was, “Kazuya …” Jin whispered, holding her hand tightly in his.

He didn’t know what it was but he had a bad feeling about this, deep down his heart. 

I’m not going to forgive myself if I were to lose you.

~`~

It had only been five minutes since Kazuya was in the operation theatre yet Jin was pacing the floor every single
second, his heart trembling with fear. At that moment, his friends rushed to where he stood, all of them had a
panic yet confused expression on their faces. Why exactly Kazuya had been rushed to the hospital was not known
to them, they wanted to know the reason to which Jin had no absolute answer.

“Jin!” Yamapi had forgotten their quarrel as he stood next to Jin, face full of worry. “What happen to Kazuya? Why
was she brought here?”

He didn’t know how to explain but he tries his best to, “I was angry with Kazuya, I was at a Bar … and this blonde
girl came by me and … things just happened, and … and we were at the hotel …”

“You cheated on Kazuya?” Ueda interrupted, his fist on Jin’s shirt collar, his eyes burning deep with anger as he
stared hard at Jin. “How could you? Kazuya had done nothing wrong at all! You’re the one who adamantly refused
to believe her!”

“I … “Jin stuttered. He was not able to find the right words to say.

“Ueda.” Nakamaru intervened, letting go of Ueda’s tight hold on Jin. “Calm down. Let Jin tell us the whole story.”

“The two of us would surely have gone overboard if not for Kazuya. I don’t know how but … she managed to get
the key to the room, I didn’t realise her presence until she pulled the woman I was with away from me. Things got
heated, and it ended with Kazuya being pushed to the wall behind her. There was so much blood …”

“You didn’t even try to intervene, Jin? How stupid can you get?” Yamapi exclaimed.

“I don’t know. It all happened too fast …”

The others shook their head in disbelief. Now, they had no choice but to wait …

~`~

A few hours had passed by. The time seemed to have moved so slowly while they were in the verge of torturous
waiting especially Jin who refused to move a spot from his position, simply sitting and staring onto the empty air,
his face filled with anxiety. The operation light finally went off, and when the doctor walked out of the door, Jin
immediately stood up and approached him.

“Sensei!” How is Kazuya?” Jin asked, his hands holding the arms of the doctor. He was far from being calm as he
looked at the man in the white coat with hopeful eyes, his hands trembling.

“The surgery was a success …”

Jin and the other heaved out a sigh of relief, feeling glad that all the waiting had not been in vain. He felt so
thankful at this moment of time. Oh, he was really glad … nothing bad had happened to Kazuya.

“However I bring you bad news.”

Jin’s heart felt like it had stopped as he glanced up at the doctor. The rest stopped hugging as they too stood
frozen, the smile that had been on their faces soon disappeared as every single of them including Jin, waited
strongly for the bad news in sheer silence.

“The impact of Kamenashi-san hitting the wall was so hard that her body could not handle the blow thus the heavy
bleeding …” The doctor paused, taking a deep breathe before continuing, “… which led to her miscarriage.”

“Mi … miscarriage?” Jin looked up at the doctor in surprise, “Kazuya … was pregnant?”

“Yes, Kamenashi-san was almost to a month’s pregnancy.”

What?

Jin was taken aback by that news, his body suddenly felt weak. Knowing he would fall any time, Jin returned to his
seat, his brain trying to process that piece of information.

Kazuya … was pregnant, and I didn’t … even know.

“We tried our best but we couldn’t save the baby. I’m really sorry.” The doctor bowed in apology. The others
nodded their head in understanding though their expressions were sad.

“When are we able to visit Kazuya, sensei?” Nakamaru stepped forward.

Ueda who stood next to him glanced at Jin worriedly. It was true that Jin had been treating Kazuya badly for the
past few weeks and he probably deserved this retribution but still … Jin is one of their good friend, one of their
band member whom they cared equally for, as much as they do for Kazuya.

“You can visit her as soon as Kamenashi-san’s transferred to her room but one at a time, please. I’d leave it to you
to inform her of the situation?”

“We will. Don’t worry.” Ueda replied.

“Alright, I’ll take my leave then. Please excuse me.” The doctor bowed and left the scene.

“Jin …” Yamapi sat next to Jin with an unreadable expression. “You’re not going to accuse Kazuya being pregnant
with some other guy’s child, right?” It was not the right time to ask but he had no choice, he wanted to know what
the other was thinking right now.

“Yamapi! Kazuya wouldn’t do such a thing …” Koki exclaimed, shutting up when he received a glare from Ueda.

“You’re not going to accuse her of that. Am I right, Jin?” Yamapi continued his tone soft as he glanced at his teary
eyed friend.

Too overwhelming with emotions, Jin let out a soft sob that soon turned into cries, not able to overcome or rather
accept that piece of shocking news that had truly started to affect him. If he could turned back the time and mend
his wrongs, he would … but that was impossible, it was all too late for regret now.

Guilt and regret overflowed him, recalling the treatment he had given Kazuya.

The others looked on with the same sadness. Even though this was a tragedy that none of them had wanted, they
were glad that this aroused the realisation in Jin. Watching his best friend cry, Yamapi had found his answer.

I’m glad you’re back, Jin.

~`~
Kazuya had been transferred to her room, still unconscious as a result of the anaesthetic. The guys crowded
outside the room except for Jin who was nowhere to be found.

“Where the hell could Jin have gone to?” Yamapi asked, worried.

“He said that he was going to the restroom, hadn’t seen him since then though.” Koki answered.

“Do you think Jin would do something stupid?” Junno winced a little when Nakamaru hit his head in warning. “Ah,
but to think of it, he would not be as stupid as that … right?”

Junno’s tone sounded unsure, the others put on a helpless expression, knowing very well what Jin was going
through right now. The Jin that they knew would blame himself for Kazuya’s miscarriage but even so, they truly
hoped that he would not resort till that extent.

“Will you guys be okay here? I’m going to search for Jin.” Yamapi asked. Receiving a reassurance look on Ueda, he
continued, “Then I’ll count on you guys to look after Kazuya.”

Ueda glanced at Yamapi’s back until it’s gone from his sight. He sighed. First it was Kazuya, and then Jin … He really
hoped that nothing bad had happened to him.

“Don’t worry, Tat-chan. Jin will be alright.” Junno comforted, putting an arm around Ueda’s shoulder.

“I hope so …”

Nakamaru and Koki glanced each other a worried look, watching the two men in silence, in their heart holding the
same hope.

~`~

When calling Jin on the cell phone had been futile attempts, Yamapi rushed out of the hospital’s exit, hailing a Cab.
At times like this, Jin would probably be at home, burying his sorrows in guilt. He wouldn’t want to face anyone but
himself.

Yamapi tried to call his best friend again but to no avail, the response had been the same.

“Damn it. Why don’t you pick up your phone?” He sighed in resignation.

The minute Yamapi reached his destination, he hurried towards the Security. He mentioned that he wanted to see
Akanishi Jin, saying the room number as well. With a nod, the staff called the room number while Yamapi waited.

“I’m sorry. It seems that Akanishi-san is not home at the moment.”

“Jin is home. I know. This is about life and death so please let me through.” He pleaded.

The staff was hesitant but eventually gave in and agreed, after all Yamapi was a regular visitor. “Yes, I understand.
Go ahead, sir.”

“Thank you.” Bowing slightly, Yamapi ran to the one building that was the home to Akanishi Jin and Kamenashi
Kazuya. Jin had to be there, he had to be.

~`~

“Kazuya …”
Ueda had just informed her of her miscarriage, using the appropriate words as possible, hoping to lessen the pain
in Kazuya’s heart but just one look at her; he knew he wasn’t of any help at all. The vulnerable expression Kazuya
wore totally breaks his heart.

If only he could do something for her, anything …

“Tat-chan …” Kazuya whispered, her tone broken. “Can you leave me alone, please?”

Though Ueda did not want Kazuya to deal this on her own, he knew she needed some time alone. Nodding his
head, he walked towards the door, glancing at her one last time before closing the door. He simply flashed a small
smile when the other members gathered around him.

Why?

There was total silence in this room except for Kazuya’s calm breathing. Closing her eyes, she reached out to her
stomach with trembling hand; her right hand froze when she was suddenly hit with the realisation. Ueda hadn’t
been lying, he had told her of the truth. Pure crystals glimmered in her brown eyes, her lips started to quaver, her
head bowed low.

The tears flew freely to her cheeks, not able to control her emotions.

I didn’t even have the chance to tell him …

~`~

“You better let me in, Jin! I’ll wait outside till you give me access!!” Yamapi spoke through the speaker. When he
was met with only silence, he thought he had no choice but to mention Kazuya. “Do you know how worried we all
are? Do you want Kazuya to worry for you in her current state? She’s going through so much right now, and I know
you feel the hurt and guilt but disappearing yourself like that … How can you be so selfish?

Yamapi heard a Click; the door opened slightly, being left adjacent like that. He frowned at being welcomed in that
way. The minute he entered the apartment, he only managed to catch Jin’s retreating back before the latter
slammed the bedroom door causing Yamapi to sigh in desperation.

“You better don’t do anything stupid inside there, Jin!”

Jin leaned against the door for what seemed like eternity as he closed his eyes tight, feeling the guilt all over again.
He hadn’t meant to run away as what the rest would have assumed but at his situation right now, he couldn’t face
anyone … especially Kazuya. He was afraid, afraid to see the tears in the pair of beautiful eyes ever, knowing that
he was the cause of it all.

Was he a coward in doing this? Was he … really?

The moment his friends gave up their chance so that he could visit Kazuya first, Jin quickly made up an excuse to go
to the restroom. Well he did went, his hands started trembling when he washed his hands and before he knew it,
he was in their apartment alone, and lonely.

Not because he had wanted to escape in the first place but his heart brought him to this place.

His heart …

Jin’s eyes set on a brown piece of envelope on the dressing table when he was about to walk towards the bed.
Strange, he hadn’t seen this before. Picking it up slowly in his hands, he took out the contents, he froze when he
realised what it was.

Ultra scans of his had-been-baby …

Biting his lips, Jin touched the scans lovingly with tears in his eyes. Too overwhelmed with emotions, he dropped
down to the floor, holding the items close to his chest as he cried silently.

I’m sorry …

~`~

“Yamapi found Jin? Where? Is he okay?” Nakamaru asked, enlightened.

“Jin’s at home but locking himself up in the bedroom, not even once did he leave the room though Yamapi tried to
persuade him to. It seems that Jin’s drowning himself in guilt.” Ueda answered.

“Even though Kazuya’s the one who’s bearing the pain of her miscarriage, Jin felt responsible for the loss.” Koki
heaved out a sigh, shaking his head. “Both of them are hurting …”

The rest nodded in agreement.

“The one that will be able to convince Jin to get out of the room is none other than …” Ueda paused, noticing the
recognitions look on his friends before continuing, speaking in a softer tone.

“… Kazuya.”

~`~

The night had gone, the sunlight shone brightly onto the hospital room as morning greets all of them. Only Ueda
and Nakamaru stayed, the rest had gone home on Ueda’s instruction. Not that he do not appreciate them being
here but he thought two’s enough to take care of Kazuya furthermore they were the oldest.

Ueda tried to flash the younger one a smile when she walked out of the bathroom in her home clothes, apparently
changed out of the ugly hospital clothes. Kazuya looked refreshed but fragile at the same time.

“Kazuya, we need to talk.” Ueda patted the empty space on the bed. The other followed to her request in silence.
She had not spoken a word since she woke up. That worried Ueda a little but he shrugged it off, knowing that Jin’s
situation is more important at the moment.

“Do you blame Jin? If not for his extreme jealousy, you would have the chance to tell him about the pregnancy and
then the baby would still be alive. If not for Jin and his ego to not believe you, you wouldn’t be here. Despite the
heart that beats for only Jin, a part of you surely held some resentment for Jin, right? ”

“I want to but I can’t. If I were to blame anyone, I’ll blame myself.” Kazuya tried to flash a smile at her friend,
hoping that he would not get worried anymore and that she was really okay. “The accident is partly my fault too.”

Ueda sighed. “The both of you really think alike.”

“Who?”

“Jin and you, like you, he’s currently blaming himself over your miscarriage. He had been locking himself inside the
bedroom, shooing everyone from outside. He felt responsible for what happened to you.” Ueda explained.

“But it’s not Jin’s fault that this happened …” Kazuya’s eyes watered.

“If only he thinks the same as you. But he doesn’t. Regret, guilt and sadness all jumbled into one feeling. No one
could break him out of the barrier that he had just created except you, Kazuya.” Ueda placed his hand on the
other’s arm. “I know that you probably wouldn’t want to see Jin right now but only you can convince him to accept
reality. He would listen to you.”
A tear slipped down her face as Kazuya nodded.

~`~

Knock! Knock!

Jin groaned when he heard soft knockings on the bedroom door, which only meant one thing … his best friend, was
still here. “Pi, you can stay here for how long you want but just don’t disturb me, please!!! Leave me alone, will
you?”

He felt relieved when the knockings stop, it was all silent again.

“Jin …”

Jin jolted out of the bed when he heard that soft yet familiar voice. Pressing his ear to the door, he tried to listen.
Kazuya couldn’t be here, could she? She probably wouldn’t even want to see me after what I have done to her.

“Jin, it’s me. Open the door, please.”

As if casted on a magic spell, Jin immediately opened the door, startled when he saw Kazuya.

“Kazuya …”

She simply smiled, not moving a spot from her position. Kazuya’s gaze followed Jin who went to sit on the edge of
the bed for support. It was too much for him to handle, the presence of Kazuya pressured him even more.

“Ueda told me.” Kazuya started the conversation. “That you’re blaming yourself for what happened.”

Jin’s head dropped low, feeling ashamed. “It’s my fault to start with.”

“It’s partly my fault too. If I hadn’t followed you out of that bar, maybe I probably wouldn’t have known your
whereabouts. But I did, and with my effortless acting, I manage to retrieve the key to your hotel room. That blonde
woman was all over you and I hated it so much, I wished it was me you were kissing instead. I had intervened the
moment and caused a fight. If it was anyone’s fault, it was mine.” Kazuya had a pained expression on her face
causing Jin to shudder.

“I was cheating on you …” Jin whispered in disbelief. “If you hadn’t intervened, I would have gone too far. What
was I thinking?”

“You didn’t kiss her because you wanted to, right? It had just been the heat of the moment. Am I right, Jin?”
Kazuya’s tone trembled as she recalled images of Jin kissing another woman. She looked up at him with hopeful
eyes, waiting for his answer.

Jin shook his head. “We chatted over a drink, and things just … happened. Honestly, I felt nothing when our lips
crashed together. It was nothing … just nothing compared to what we have, Kazuya. Ours is special, because … it’s
you.” He realised.

“I’m glad to hear that.” Kazuya felt relieved.

“But it’s still because of me that this happened. I should have controlled my jealousy. I shouldn’t have doubted you
at the first place because you … would never do such a thing to hurt me. Me and my jealousy caused you and our
baby harm! It is my fault!”

“Stop blaming yourself!” Kazuya shouted, tired of all Jin’s self blaming, she hadn’t wanted to hear that. “None of us
wanted this to happen, not you, not me! I too thought of all the ‘What Ifs’ … But no matter how much I blame
myself, it wouldn’t bring our baby back. Accepting reality and moving on is what we humans could do in order to
not hurt ourselves in the end.”

“I don’t deserve your forgiveness. Don’t you hate me, Kazuya?”

“I don’t.” Kazuya walked over to Jin, and engulfed him in an embrace, his head onto her stomach as she whispered
in a positive tone. “I don’t hate you, Jin. I could never hate you. Because the love I have for you would never
change into a hatred feeling, no matter what I will always love you.”

“I’m sorry.” Jin buried deeper into Kazuya’s belly as he sobbed uncontrollably. “I’m really sorry.”

Kazuya held Jin dearly, brushing his hair gently and with love as she comforted him. She stood in silence as she
listened him cry. From the incident, even if they had a loss, all was worth it because they learnt the importance of
one another. Depending and relying on each other wasn’t that part of being in a relationship?

One thing for sure, Kazuya do not blame Jin for her miscarriage, and had not once blamed him at all.

Let it all out, Jin. Let it all out …

~`~

Traces of tears on his face soon disappeared, replaced by a bright smile as Jin parted from their comforting
embrace. He had never felt this touched. Even though he had hurt Kazuya badly as a result of his own jealousy, she
still was forgiving and most importantly, she still loved him. Kazuya said it herself, that no matter what, she would
always love him and that what made him feel so cherished.

“Kazuya, let’s start anew …”

The other instinctively stood up and moved a distance away, feeling the awkwardness in this bedroom out of a
sudden. Things just didn’t feel right and Kazuya didn’t want to have to lie to her feelings especially not to Jin, who
clearly noticed the change of expression on her.

“I’m sorry.” Kazuya whispered. “It had not been a lie when I said that I still loved you but … I can’t pretend that
nothing had happened between us. Though I don’t blame you for my miscarriage, my heart still hurts. When you
rather believed the tabloids than me, it hurts. When you broke up and walked out on me, my heart was bleeding
so much that I thought I was a fool to have faith in you. Though how many times you break me, my heart refused
to stop beating for you.”

Jin’s heart hurt as he listened to Kazuya’s words, he truly had been a bad boyfriend. He glanced up at Kazuya with
glistening tears as he waited the consequences of his own doings. He had let her go out of spite, not able to control
his anger and jealousy and right now, Jin knew he was going to lose Kazuya for good, not for a few days, weeks or
months but forever.

“Jin, I’m moving back to my family’s house.”

He simply nodded, at the same time controlling a sob as he looked down on the floor. The tears that had vanished
a few minutes ago soon started to flew freely once again. It was his fault, he deserved it but he was unable to
accept the fact that Kazuya wouldn’t be his anymore. After moving back to her family’s house, or rather moving
out of their apartment to be precise, Kazuya would move on, like the time, her feelings would too fade away with
it.

“Yes, I understand.” Jin managed to murmur though in much pain.

“Jin, I’m not leaving you forever.” Kazuya seemed to understand from the older man’s actions.

Jin gazed up at her in confusion.

She clasped her hands together, a sign of nervousness as she sighed and continued, “Just … just give me some time
to think this over. Right now, my heart’s in a messy state. It’s broken and it needs time to heal. I need time to heal.
That is why … for the time being, can we just stay as friends, Jin?” Kazuya glanced at Jin, hoping that he would
understand.

“Sure.” Jin finally answered after a few seconds of silence, his reply accompanied by a smile.

Kazuya heaved a sigh of relief, flashing a smile soon after. “I’m glad you understand, Jin.”

She glanced at her wrist watch. “I should head home now. Take care, Jin.”

Jin nodded.

Kazuya glanced back for a short while before walking out of the bedroom door, leaving him alone.

There was no hug or kiss from Kazuya, something that she would do when she wanted to greet or say goodbye to
him, just a simple smile this time. It felt different and Jin didn’t know if he could adapt well to the change. They had
broken up and they were just friends but their hearts are still beating for each other, neither could deny it.

This hadn’t been a goodbye, it never was.

Kazuya promised that she wasn’t leaving him forever. No matter how long it would take her to return to Jin, he
would wait … because he trusts her. He had been blind before but he wouldn’t make the same mistake twice.
Trusting Kazuya, and believing in their love, was the only thing Jin could make up to her.

“I’ll wait, Kazuya. I’ll wait.”

Deep down inside, Jin really hoped that the special day would come.

One day, our love would bring us back together … and, because I believe in you.

He smiled.

~`~

Author’s Notes: This chapter was really angsty with the loss of the first Akame baby. Ah, but it had to be done,
really. Otherwise Jin would never have woken up from his ‘blindness’. The incident taught him a precious lesson.
Most of you wanted Jin to crawl back to Kazuya, more like make his way back to her heart again, am I right? So I
ended up writing Kazuya as forgiving but at the same time she couldn’t go back to him just yet. Readers, please tell
me what you want Kazuya to do to Jin! Preferably, plot bunnies. Hehe. The next update won’t be anytime soon, I’m
really busy with school. I have an assignment to hand in two weeks time. Hope you all understand ne! 

The original idea to the loss of Akame baby was much more sad, and angsty ... Here it is if you're interested to read
it. 

That moment, the door to the operation theatre was opened, revealing a doctor. Jin and the others rushed to him
with anxious expressions, their heart beating really fast. What they did not notice was that the red light above had
not been switched off, meaning the surgery wasn’t over.

“May I know the father to Kamenashi’s child?”

The rest were stumped, dumbfounded at that particular sentence.

Kazuya couldn’t be pregnant, could she …?

“What do you mean sensei?” Jin whispered, looking up at the doctor with an unreadable expression.

“Kamenashi-san is pregnant but apparently the hit was quite a blow for her thus the heavy bleeding. The both of
them are in danger right now. We have no choice but to abort the baby if you want to save her. But without the
father of the child or a relative, we couldn’t process it.”

Jin took a step back in shock, he find it hard to accept the news the doctor had told them. The others looked equally
shocked too, a sad expression adorning their faces. They had no willpower to blame Jin anymore, it was just
sadness.

“So who’s the father? We have to do this quick. We can’t waste anytime …”

  All looked at Jin, in their heart they knew without doubt.

“I am.” He managed to find his voice and answered. There were tears in his eyes by now; he didn’t know how much
longer he can hold on without falling. The news came as a blow to him, regret and guilt suddenly overcame his
mind.

“Okay, follow the nurse for the procedure.” The doctor nodded to the nurse beside him before entering back into
the theatre.

Jin’s back slowly diminishing as he followed the nurse, his heart hurt.

Kazuya took a deep breathe before pushing the door to the Kamenashi Household open, she was taken aback
when she noticed all of her family members standing on the doorstep. They looked worried especially her mother,
and that moment, Kazuya knew they had been told of the incident.

“Kazuya! Are you really alright, dear?” Mrs Kamenashi rushed towards her daughter, taking her hands in her hold
as she looked at Kazuya worriedly.

“Okaasan …” Kazuya started to tear up, touched at her mother’s concern for her. Who had told her family about
this? She had made her friends promised not to ever tell them, hadn’t she?

“Who … who had informed you about it?” Her tone trembled.

“Nakamaru-kun.” Yuya answered.

As expected, it had been Nakamaru, the one who was always responsible for such things. She should have known.
Kazuya looked down on the floor, suddenly feeling guilty for hiding something important from her family. She just
didn’t want them to get worried for her, the look on their faces were too unbearable for her to see.

“You had planned not to tell us, right?” Her father asked.

There was silence for a moment before Kazuya nodded and whispered out weakly, “I’m sorry.”

“Kazuya, we’re family. Sharing our happiness and sorrows together, isn’t that what we do as a family? We get
worried for one another, because we care. We too want to share your burden with you after all you’re a
Kamenashi too, Kazuya.” The eldest brother spoke, hoping that his message spread to her.
“You’re not alone, Kazuya. Even if anyone or the world turns against you, you still have us.” Koji, the second elder
brother, added with a reassuring smile.

That hit a nerve in Kazuya as she literally broke down in front of her family members.

“I’m sorry. I’m really sorry.” She sobbed, her body shaking.

Yoijiro stood next to his sister, pulling her into a brotherly embrace. “You’re our precious baby sister.” Out of
instinct, Koji and Yuya too gathered into the hug as they nodded in agreement to what their eldest brother had just
said.

Without them realising, their parents were watching this moving scene in silence. Mr Kamenashi held his wife by
the waist as they looked on, his wife wiped away her tears, finally feeling assured and relief. No matter how broken
her only daughter would be she would be okay in the end.

~`~

“All of this had certainly strained your relationship with Jin, am I right?” Yoijiro asked once they all had settled in
the living room. Kazuya hated to admit it but they have a right to know, they are her family. She was thankful that
they didn’t blame Jin for that fateful incident.

“What would happen to you and Jin-kun, Kazu nee-chan?” Yuya voiced out.

“For the time being, we’ll go our separate ways and return to just be the friends we had been before. I told him
that I needed some time to heal my broken heart and he understood. I guess we’ll pick up the pieces of our
shattered relationship before it would be whole once again, hopefully.” Kazuya flashed a smile.

“You still love him very much, even at this point of time, right?” Koji asked.

“Yes.” Kazuya whispered, placing her hand on her heart. “It seems that this heart of mine refuses to beat for
anyone else, just him, my one and only.” She closed her eyes.

Will time be the test of their love, and would that heart of hers still beats for that one person?

~`~

Despite being told that she was given a week to rest, Kazuya stubbornly came for their group meeting. She had
refused the offer downright with a determined tone, thus the members were not surprised when she appeared.

“Good afternoon, Kazuya!” They greeted her.

“Afternoon!”

Out of habit, Kazuya scanned the room for Jin, frowning when she realised that he was not here. Was he avoiding
her? She told him that she needed some time but he need not go to the extent of avoiding her, right? After all,
besides being friends, they were band mates too which meant that they would have to face each other every day.

“Jin had an important thing to do, Kazuya.” Ueda explained, knowing well from the expression Kazuya wore. “He
told us that the thing he would do was the first step to atoning his mistake.”

“What … would that be?”

“Jin’s meeting Mizushima Hiro for lunch ... to apologise.” Koki added.

Kazuya was led speechless when Koki said that, she truly didn’t know what to say at this moment. Jin was willing to
push his pride away to make up for the awful things he had done. She could not help but feel proud for him.
“He came by here first before heading to the meeting place. He had this really determined look written all over his
face. It was a first for Jin.” Junno said, smiling at that image.

“I see.” Kazuya replied back, her heart smiling inside.

“Jin told us about the status of you two …” Nakamaru started. “It’s good to know that you two are taking it slow,
and not rushing into things otherwise it would lead to something more serious. I’m sure the both of you would
strongly go through this hurdle together.”

“Thank you, Nakamaru.” She felt touched.

“Kazuya …” Ueda called. “You have your family, and us too, same goes for Jin. Don’t you forget that.”

Kazuya nodded and smiled, happy to have her friends’ support.

~`~

“I apologise for my behaviour the other day. I shouldn’t have acted that way. I’m really sorry.” Jin bowed even
though he was in a sitting position. The both of them were seated at the same corner of the same Café. The
meeting place had been Jin’s idea, he felt safe being in his favourite Café.

“It’s alright. I didn’t take it to heart.” Hiro answered, his tone softened. “I actually heard what happened from
Toma-kun. If you don’t mind me asking, how are things with Kazu … ah, I’m sorry. I mean, Kamenashi-san?”

“It’s okay if you call her Kazuya. I won’t be jealous anymore.” Jin said honestly, “I too would like it if my friends just
call me by my given name. Surnames are too formal.” He tried his best to make the other feel comfortable because
by the look of it, Hiro seemed wary of him which was totally not his fault. If it was anyone’s fault, it was Jin’s.

“Are you sure?” Seeing Jin’s friendly smile, Hiro felt relieved.

“About Kazuya and me, we’re starting over as friends. Kazuya herself had requested this. I couldn’t object to it
after all the person who had hurt her most; the person who left her heart broken was none other than me. She had
been the victim all along while I, on the other hand, was completely oblivious to the fact that I was hurting the
woman I truly love.”

Knowing that Jin hadn’t finish with what he wanted to say, Hiro simply listened.

“It will be hard but I will slowly make my way back to her heart. Just apologising isn’t enough. I have to actually do
something rather than doing nothing at all. Whether my efforts would work out in the end, I’m totally clueless but
hopeful for a positive outcome.”

This time, it was Hiro’s turn to smile. He may not really know the man in front of him but the determination vibe
Jin showed him touched him in some way. Every human make mistakes, that was true, most importantly he was
glad that Jin realised and decided to make up to his mistakes.

“Akanishi-kun, remember your past mistakes as a lesson learnt so that you would not do them again in the future. I
wish you all the best in gaining back Kazuya’s trust because I’m certain that you’ve already owned her heart.” He
teased causing Jin to chuckle.

“Thank you.” Jin felt appreciative of the support.

“So friends?” Hiro handed out his hand towards the other, his lips curving into a bright smile.

“Friends.” Jin nodded, and accepted the handshake.

The issue between the both had finally resolved. Jin felt thankful. He was not doing this for the sake of getting back
Kazuya but rather it came from the bottom of his heart, feeling the need to do the right thing. Jin felt that a small
weight of his burden had been lifted off at this instant.

There’s still one person I need to apologise to …

~`~

Jin waited with bated breathe outside of Yamapi’s apartment the moment he had pressed the door bell. He sighed
and was ready to go after a minute of no one responding when the door clicked open, stopping in his steps, Jin
stood in front of the door again.

“I’m sorry, I was cooking my lunch …” Yamapi paused when he sees his best friend on his doorsteps, “Jin ...”

“Can I talk to you? It won’t take that long.” Jin bit his lips, suddenly realising how awkward the atmosphere had
become. “I’m sorry for interrupting your time so it’s also okay if we just talk here …”

“What are you talking about? Come in.” Yamapi unlocked the door, nudging the other by the shoulder. Thinking
that Jin would lead himself to the living room, he was shocked when he turned to see Jin standing near him, nearly
bumping into him. Sighing, Yamapi put an arm around Jin’s shoulder and guided him to the living room.

“I’m really … sorry!” Jin bowed, that action alone surprised Yamapi. “After what I did, it’s okay if we can’t be the
best friends we used to. I’d understand but my heart won’t feel assured until I apologise to you. I was stupid, I was
blind … I’m sorry I didn’t listen to you that day. I’ve hurt Kazuya so much, and even my best friend …”

“Jin, stop bowing.” Yamapi helped him up, both of his hands on Jin’s shoulder as he looked into the eyes of the
older one that was glistening with unshed tears. “As long as you realised your mistake, that’s enough for me. I
know my best friend had returned that one moment in the hospital. You hadn’t accused Kazuya of having someone
else’s child because you believe … in her, the pure heart that had vanished succumbed back to the surface. Am I
right?”

Not able to control his emotions, Jin said nothing but to break down in front of Yamapi, nodding his head at the
same time. “Sorry, I’m really sorry …” He sobbed.

“Bakanishi!” Yamapi hit Jin on the head lightly. “Stop apologising! You’re ruining my mood to eat my lunch.” He
was obviously teasing, saying words like that.

“Sorry.”

“See, you’re doing it again. Alright, as a form of punishment you’ll have to eat lunch with me.” Yamapi declared,
entering the kitchen to which Jin followed like an obedient child.

“But I’ve already eaten.”

Jin shut up and pouted when Yamapi glared hard at him as answer to his response.

~`~

During a magazine photo shoot two days later, Kazuya realised that Jin tried to avoid contact with her instead he
pretended to be in deep conversation with the rest of the members. She had mentioned that she wanted them to
return to the friends they once were and not totally cutting off their communication line!

So during a break, Kazuya’s eyes set on Jin and when he wasn’t looking, she held his hand and murmured, “We
need to talk.” With that, she dragged him to the nearest secluded area which happened to be the restroom.

Once inside, Kazuya let go of his hand, placing both of her hands onto her waist.
“Can you stop avoiding me? It’s starting to get on my nerves. You and I are friends now.” Kazuya emphasised them
both. “Friends talk! They hangout together! So you better stuck up and stop avoiding me! Understand?”

Jin’s mouth gaped open.

Kazuya heaved out a sigh at Jin’s blank look, putting her hands back to her side. “Fine, let’s do it this way. Even if
we’re back to just friends, I don’t want us to feel awkward with each other’s presence. I don’t want that, and I
know you don’t either. You promised to go through this with me, right Jin?”

 “I’m sorry. I’ll do my part too.” Jin said, to which Kazuya smiled and nodded.

“Hmm, if we want to continue talking, I think we should go somewhere else, Kazuya.”

Kazuya looked up in confusion, her eyes widened in surprise when she realised where she was.

Men’s restroom!

“Why didn’t you tell me?” Kazuya scolded him on the way out, feeling embarrassed. Even though she had been a
male before but after the change, she had gotten so used to the new her to the extent that she would feel
ashamed when she stepped inside Men’s restroom.

Jin chuckled, he held out his palms in defend when Kazuya tried to hit him.

Just like the old times, just like this, they were content.

~`~

Besides being busy with KAT-TUN, Kazuya would soon film a two hour Special drama that would air in autumn. It’s
a heart wrenching love story between two individuals who deeply love one another but fate caused them to part
ways, seeking solace from other people and starting another relationship without love. The wound in their hearts
reopened every time the former couple faces each other at their workplace, their hearts still beating for one
another but neither of them realise until it’s too late.

Kazuya was awed when she read the script, knowing she’d have to accept this role. The storyline may seem similar
to her real life story but unlike the character, Kazuya knew who she love and would not lie to that precious feeling.

What had made her have second doubts about this drama was the lead actor, not that Kazuya had a bad rapport
with the other. It was just that the actor happened to be none other than Mizushima Hiro.  Jin had already
apologised to Hiro but still filming would be awkward, Kazuya initially thought.

Furthermore, wouldn’t Jin get jealous if he knows this? Of all the actors in Japan, it had to be Mizushima Hiro, the
one that Kazuya had been rumoured with but not Akanishi Jin, the love of her life. Would Jin think that way?

In the end, Kazuya decided to accept the role anyway because she knew Jin wouldn’t do something drastic this
time round. Though there was some wariness in her heart, she decided to take the risk in believing Jin. Besides, she
had a right to make her own decisions.

Whether the special drama would change her perspectives of thinking, Kazuya knew for sure that one thing
wouldn’t change … her love for Jin. Her heart would always hold a special place for him; it is just a matter of time
till her heart heals completely.

But for now, Kazuya didn’t want to think about love, leaving it all to the course of nature.

~`~
“Uwah, special drama?” Nakamaru suddenly felt excited for Kazuya when she told the members about it. He was
proud of her achievement honestly.  

“That’s great, Kazuya!” Koki said.

Kazuya nodded, glancing silently at Jin as if anticipating his reaction. The other members followed her gaze, and
thus everyone in the room was looking at the latter causing him to shift in his seat uncomfortably. Jin felt awkward
with the intense looks they flashed, not knowing what the hell they want.

“What?” Jin blinked.

“He’s so dense sometimes.” Nakamaru muttered. He didn’t see the smirk on Ueda’s face when he said that, it was
a fact anyway.

“Jin? You’re happy for me, right?” Kazuya asked, her eyes still gazing at the man sitting beside her.

“What are you saying, Kazuya? Of course I’m happy for you. You have a talent in acting, and I’m glad you’re doing
the things that you love and enjoy. Show people what you have and let them be touched by your flawless acting.
I’m sure you will not disappoint their expectations.” Jin expressed kindly.

“Yes, I will. Thank you.” Kazuya flashed out a smile at her friend, feeling relieved yet happy at the same time.

“Won’t you get jealous of Mizushima Hiro?” Koki teased Jin. “He’ll be all over Kazuya, and who knows he might
want to steal her away from you too!”

“Koki!” Ueda warned. The other should very well know who he was talking about. That An An issue that had
Mizushima Hiro and Kamenashi Kazuya started it all.

Jin smiled, “Don’t worry, I won’t get jealous. I learn from my mistake so rest assured I won’t make any trouble this
time round. After all, it’s a drama and I understand that Kazuya would have to promote it with her cast members.
It’s professionalism.”

“You’ve matured.” Koki whispered. The others nodded proudly.

Kazuya’s heart felt warmth the minute those words were being spoken, and at that instant, a piece of her
shattered heart mended. Jin’s support meant everything to her, and now that she had it, Kazuya find it even more
meaningful to film the special drama.

~`~

During the press conference of the Special drama, Kazuya was not surprised when she was asked to comment
about the rumour between Mizushima Hiro and her, and whether it was true that she had broken up with Akanishi
Jin. The announcer had wanted to object to that particular question as it had nothing to do with the drama when
Kazuya rose up her hand, saying that she would only answer this one question about her private life.

“No matter how much the tabloids try to destroy my relationship with Jin, my feelings for him wouldn’t change,
through time or distance, it would remain the same. Mizushima-kun and I are only friends while Jin and I share
something special, a love so deep to the extent that I find it hard to breathe without him in my life. Akanishi Jin is
every thing to me, he is my other half and the love of my life.Shouldn’t that fact enough answer your question?”

What had been a question, Kazuya fired back to the woman with so much determination, her tone firm. That reply
had taken the reporter by surprise thus she silently nodded, and began looking down at her notebook. It had been
a strong answer given by Kazuya as the whole press became quiet for one short moment until the announcer took
control of the situation.

“I shall repeat again … Questions not relating to the drama are not allowed, and would not be entertained.”
Kazuya may not have realised this but she had just expressed her feelings for Jin on national television but more
importantly, the spark in her eyes were so powerful that anyone else would be convinced by her explanation,
especially Jin.  

~`~

Jin was making a cup of coffee in the kitchen, the television switched on as he busied himself in the task. He was
slowly getting used to living in this apartment alone again though sometimes it would get really lonely without
Kazuya’s presence so to ease his loneliness, he would always watch the television during his free time.

He had settled down on the sofa, sipping his coffee when the press conference of Kazuya’s special drama was
shown. Placing his cup on the table, Jin took the remote control in his hands and raised the volume, his attention
to the big screen in front of him.

Jin felt calm through the first few minute of the clip, he however tensed when the issue of the rumour between
Mizushima Hiro and Kazuya was being brought up, and of course he was being pulled in as well.

He closed his eyes as he listened to what Kazuya had to say about it, opening them half-way when he realised that
Kazuya was actually opening her true feelings to the public.

“No matter how much the tabloids try to destroy my relationship with Jin, my feelings for him wouldn’t change,
through time or distance, it would remain the same. Mizushima-kun and I are only friends while Jin and I share
something special, a love so deep to the extent that I find it hard to breathe without him in my life. Akanishi Jin is
every thing to me, he is my other half and the love of my life. Shouldn’t that fact enough answer your question?”

 “Yes, it’s more than enough to strengthen my belief in our love, Kazuya.” Jin smiled, feeling a glimpse of hope. “It
is more than enough.”

Akanishi Jin is every thing to me, he is my other half and the love of my life.

~`~

Filming of the special drama would not begin until a week later so Kazuya still had some time to spend with her
friends or rather KAT-TUN members as they have many photo shoots together as a group. The days spent with
them were always enjoyable, as it had been many years before.

The media had not known of the real truth, and they did not need to know, some things are better left unspoken
and hidden from the public. Due to this, the Akame pair was still being paired up in magazines. Obviously they both
had broken up but they had no problem working together as they were comfortable being around each other as
friends. There was a huge grin on Kazuya’s face as she leaped behind Jin, her arms on his shoulder causing Jin to
suddenly shriek but didn’t push her away instead he placed his hands onto her legs, supporting her.

Kazuya flashed a ‘peace’ sign, the both of them smiled at the camera.

“They should just get back together already.” Junno murmured to the other members. They were all waiting for
their turns, sitting near each other as they watched the couple fooling around on set, making friendly poses that
requires some body contact.

More importantly, they looked really happy.

“They will. We’ll just have to wait for it.” Ueda smiled.

They would certainly wait for that day to come, definitely …

~`~
Jin flipped open a magazine that had Mizushima Hiro and Kamenashi Kazuya as cover models, he smiled when he
saw cute photos of them, admittedly they looked good together. His heart filled with warmth when he read
through the contents, feeling glad that Kazuya have good relationship with her cast members. For once, Jin felt
refreshed looking at things from a new perspective.

If only he had acted this way then …

Shaking his head, Jin let out a small smile, reminding himself to not feel regret of the past anymore. Until now,
there’s still a part of him that feel the guilt, wishing that he could turn back the time and undo his wrongs. But like
Kazuya had said, blaming himself would not make anything better furthermore he would only ended up hurting the
ones he loved and himself.

So instead of blaming himself, Jin would try his best to make up to his wrongs, if not fully, at least he would be
doing something rather than nothing at all.

Just supporting Kazuya from a distance, he was more than content.

Jin was about to turn another page when his cell phone rang, the ringtone that of KAT-TUN’s recent single. Sighing,
he glanced up at the clock, suddenly realising that it would soon be lunch time, another miserable lunch without
Kazuya.   

“Moshi moshi?” He answered the call, his eyes widened when he recognised the voice from the other line. “Kazuya
…”

~`~

Jin bowed to the people around him, silently greeting them as he headed towards Kazuya’s dressing room. The
special drama is a NTV production, the same company that produces Cartoon KAT-TUN variety show so he was
given access to the studio, they know him anyway. Once in front of the designated dressing room, Jin knocked on
the door, patiently waiting for a reply.

“Jin!” Kazuya exclaimed, surprised to see him here in front of her dressing room when she had told him to wait in
the car park, she had called him thirty minutes ago to ask him out for lunch, of course only as friends. “You didn’t
have to come up. I told you to call me, remember? Anyway, you’re fast.”

She opened the door wider for him to enter.

“I changed immediately when I received your call, that’s why I’m here at a fast speed.” Jin chuckled; sitting crossed
legged on the floor, directly in front of the table. “I don’t mind coming all the way up, it’s pretty lonely waiting
inside the car anyway.”

This time it was Kazuya’s turn to laugh at the latter’s honesty. She hurriedly placed all of her necessities inside her
handbag, standing up and sliding it over her shoulder once she was done.

“Let’s go!” Kazuya turned to Jin, flashing a wide smile at him.

“Okay …” Jin replied but did not move an inch from his position, his eyes fixed on one magazine.

“Stop looking at that magazine, and let’s get going already.” Kazuya pouted when the other still refused to budge
from his sitting position leaving her with no other option but to pull him up to his feet and dragging him out of the
room.

“Kazuya ….” Jin complained at Kazuya who was pushing him from the back causing him to move forward.

“Hurry, Jin! I’m hungry!”

Staffs who happened to walk past them simply smiled looking at the couple’s cuteness, thinking that it was their
normal bickering. So that was how they act around each other in private, they thought.

“Okay, okay! I’ll fasten my pace but let’s walk side by side, okay?” Jin finally gave in.

“Hmm!” Kazuya nodded, stepping next to Jin, and together they walked towards the elevator. Being the gentleman
that Jin always is, he allowed Kazuya to enter first followed by him as he pressed the button to the car park.  

“So where do you want to eat? If you have time, we could go to this nice restaurant not far from here.”

Kazuya glanced at her wrist watch, “I have exactly two hours.”

“Then let’s hurry.”

The door to the elevator opened, and Jin unconsciously held her hand causing Kazuya to blink at that action as she
was being guided towards his car. Jin let go of his hold the minute they’ve reached in front of their car, unlocking
the vehicle, he immediately entered the car, not realising his slip. Thus he was confused when Kazuya remained
rooted in front of the passenger’s door.

“Kazuya?” He opened the door from inside, peering up to her from inside.

“Ah, I’m sorry.” Kazuya quickly settled herself next to Jin, letting out a nervous laugh.

During the journey to the restaurant, Kazuya looked down on her right hand, the very hand that Jin had touched
earlier on. Touching it with her other hand, she could somehow feel Jin’s warmth though it had left her a minute
ago.

My heart’s beating really fast …

Kazuya leaned against her seat, turning her head to face Jin as she smiled, knowing exactly what that feeling was. It
had been revived once again.

~`~

They seated in a secluded corner in the restaurant, the food that they ordered had just arrived as they started to
tuck into their lunch. Amidst eating, Jin took the initiative to start a conversation. Not that the atmosphere
between them was awkward, he did not like the silence that started to form the minute they’ve started eating.

 “So how are you coping with filming?”

Kazuya frowned.

“Is that in a good or bad way, Jin?”

Jin pondered at the question for awhile before answering, “Hmm, what if it was both?” He grinned, obviously
teasing the other.

“Jin!!!”

“Okay, I’m sorry!” He quickly said, laughing. “Honestly, how is filming for you?”

“Hmm …” Kazuya placed her left hand on her chin, her elbow on the table’s surface as she gazed at Jin. “Never
could be better, the cast and staff treated me well. It may be tiring but filming is fun, you know how I’ve always
loved acting.”

“Yeah, I know.” Jin nodded, putting another spoonful of rice into his mouth.
“Jin …”

“Hmm?” Once he finished chewing his food, Jin looked up at Kazuya.

“Did you watch the press conference clip?” She asked, silently hoping that the older one happened to watch it.

“I did.”

“I meant what I said, Jin, every single word of it.” Kazuya emphasised, her tone determined.

“I believe you, Kazuya.” Jin took her hand in his, squeezing it for one short moment before releasing it, flashing her
one wide smile. He returned his attention to his food soon after causing Kazuya to pout and stared at her
untouched hand.

“Jin …” She whispered his name again.

“Yes, sweetheart?” Jin’s eyes widened in shock, his hand covered his mouth as he realised his slip. “Ah, I’m sorry!
Me and my stupid mouth, please pretend that I didn’t say anything, okay?” He let out a nervous laugh, looking
down onto his food rather than facing Kazuya.

“It’s true that I said that we should keep our distance from each other and that you should give me time …” Kazuya
whispered in a really soft tone, “But I didn’t say that getting back together is impossible because you’ve already
owned my heart, you should very well know what this means, right?”

Jin nodded, smiling.

“I’m sorry. I just couldn’t help but feel insecure every time I think of us.” He chuckled. “I’ve been apologising a lot
lately. The word ‘sorry’ had turned into my favourite word, I guess.”

“Oh, I’m glad.” Kazuya teased.

“About us … let nature takes its own course, okay?” Jin suggested.

“Hmm.” She smiled.

Jin sent Kazuya back to the studio after they’ve eaten their lunch. He waved back at Kazuya, staring at the figure
which soon faded away as she disappeared inside the building. At that moment, Jin realised that it was time to
make the first step after the clear hints that Kazuya gave him.

He would slowly make his way back to Kazuya’s arms.

~`~

The next few days, Kazuya was surprised to see a banquet of tulips placed neatly on the table of her dressing room.
Bending down on the floor, she held the flowers, searching for a card. She placed the flowers aside and began
reading the contents of the card, her lips curved into a smile when she found out who had sent these beautiful
flowers.

Kazuya,

I did say that we should let nature takes it own course but with my hard filled effort too! So today, I present you
these flowers, they’re beautiful as you. Slowly and steadily, I will make my way back to you. I will do my best!

Love, Jin
Though not expecting the flowers especially not from Jin, Kazuya accepted it. Not able to contain her excitement,
she hugged the banquet of flowers to her chest, her free hand reaching out for her cell phone. With one hand, she
sent a message to Jin.

Thank you for the flowers, Jin. I love them, but not as much as I love you.

Kazuya giggled, not believing that she had just sent something cheesy to Jin. Oh well, it was the truth. Putting her
phone aside, she casted her full attention to the tulips, closed her eyes and smelled the fragrance.

I love you lots too.

That had been Jin’s response to Kazuya’s message, and at that moment, she thought that she was falling in love all
over again, with the same man of course. She felt giddy of the love in the air; as if this was the first time she had
been in love.

~`~

The filming of the special drama had just wrapped up. It had been a heartfelt moment of goodbyes with the casts
and staffs, three weeks of filming had passed by so fast. Kazuya packed her bag as soon as she stepped inside her
dressing room, leaning against the wall once she was done with it, breathing heavily as a result of exhaustion.

I don’t feel like going home by train.

Kazuya heaved out a sigh. Glancing at the time on her wrist watch, she realised that it was way half past ten.
Taking her cell phone into her hand, she dialled that one number she had memorised by heart, hoping that the
other hadn’t gone to sleep yet.

“Moshi moshi?”

Surprisingly, the other was awake, by the voice Kazuya could tell.

“Jin?”

“Yeah?”

“Can you do me a favour?” She simply asked.

“Sure, anything you want me to. What is it, Kazuya?” Jin replied sweetly.

“Can you pick me up? Filming for the drama finally ended and I’m dead tired, I don’t feel like taking the train home.
I don’t want to ride a Cab at this time of the night either, you’ll never know of perverted drivers. Please, Jin? Send
me home?” Kazuya pleaded.

“You know I can’t resist when you use that tone.” Jin chuckled. “Wait for me. I’ll be there in thirty minutes time.”

“Hmm.” Kazuya closed her eyes, falling into a deep slumber.

~`~

“Kazuya …”

Kazuya stirred when she felt someone shaking her shoulder lightly furthermore that familiar voice were so gentle
that she could not resist the other, her eyes fluttered open in a few seconds. She stretched her arms tiredly, and
scanned her surroundings, falling into a state of shock when she realised that she was in Jin’s car, and that they’ve
reached her home.
How the hell did I get here?

Kazuya blinked in confusion.

 “Magic?” She murmured to herself.

“You looked so peaceful sleeping. I couldn’t bear to wake you up so I carried you all the way to the car.” Jin
explained, seeing that Kazuya seemed surprised to suddenly wake up in his car. “You’ve worked really hard for the
special drama, ne.”

Kazuya blushed, not expecting that to be the case at all. She didn’t even realise that she had been carried, perhaps
because she felt so comfortable in Jin’s arms. Kazuya mentally scolded herself for not realising Jin’s presence,
having wasted precious moments with him.

“Thank you, Jin … for sending me home.” Kazuya smiled. “If it’s you, I feel safe.”  

“It’s my pleasure.”

“Then … good night.” She walked out of the car, closing the door gently. Kazuya took one last glance at Jin before
heading towards the gate.

“Kazuya?”  

She glanced back at the source of the voice, noticing that Jin had stepped out of his car and were heading towards
her. Not knowing what to do, Kazuya simply remained rooted to her position, waiting until Jin reached her side.

“Are you free tomorrow?” Jin placed both of his hands into his jeans pocket, his eyes gazing straight to Kazuya’s
brown ones. “If you are, I want to ask you out.”

Kazuya’s heart felt warmth. She had expected Jin to make the first move soon so she wasn’t taken aback when Jin
had asked her of this. Nodding her head, she replied, “I don’t have anything tomorrow.”

Jin felt relieved, “I’ll pick you up tomorrow morning then, if it’s okay with you …”

“Sure.”

“And, Kazuya …?”

“Um?”

“It’s a date, not a meeting as friends, but a date, our first date once again.” Jin emphasised his point. “You
understand what I’m trying to say, right?”

Kazuya nodded, her lips curved into one wide smile, not able to contain her happiness.

“I’m looking forward to tomorrow, Jin! Good night!”

She waved him goodbye, disappearing into the Kamenashi Residence leaving Jin grinning away.

~`~

“Kazuya! Jin is here!” Her mother shouted from the first floor.

Kazuya immediately rushed down the stairs at the first call, her dress accompanied well with her hand bag
especially her smile that completes everything. She’s simply beautiful.

“Good morning.” She stood next to Jin shyly, as if meeting him for the first time.
“You’re beautiful, Kazuya.”

“Thank you.” Kazuya blushed.

“We’ll get going first, Kamenashi-san. Thank you for allowing me to date your daughter.” Jin bowed, very
appreciative of her support. He glanced at Kazuya next, “Let’s go.” Jin opened the door for her, being the complete
gentleman he is.

“Bye, okaasan.” Kazuya walked out of the door, following shortly behind Jin.

At the doorstep, Mrs Kamenashi watched the two lovingly, she felt relieved that the day she had been waiting for
had finally come, the day where Kazuya and Jin reunite.

~`~

The destination to the designated place took quite some time nevertheless Kazuya was totally awed when she
realised where they were for their first date, the significant of this place still linger in the back of her mind. She
turned to Jin, and smiled.

“Jin, this is …”

Tokyo Disneyland, this was where the both of them had their very first date … Oh, and it was way before Kazuya
had turned into a woman. They were heavily in disguised, belonging to one of the popular Johnny’s group. Smiling,
laughing as they took rides after rides while holding their hands tightly, the memories remain livid and held a
precious place in their hearts.

He nodded, “I’ve already bought the tickets. I thought we should go to our memorable place rather than an
expensive and exquisite date. Do you agree with me?”

Kazuya nodded, the smile never leaving her face, her happiness evident.

“Then let’s go and enjoy ourselves, shall we?” Jin handed the tickets, they were inside Tokyo Disneyland in no time.
It was a splendid view, Kazuya thought. When had it been the last time they’d been here … together?  It was such a
long time ago, she realised.

“Kazuya.”

She took off her attention of the wonderful view that greeted them, and turned to face Jin, that source of voice
that had called her sweetly to the extent that her heart felt warmth. Kazuya blinked when she saw Jin handing out
his hand towards her, the surprise look of hers immediately changed to that of delightful as she accepted it, her
lips curving into one big smile.

“Let’s have lots of fun the whole day!” Jin squeezed their hold slightly, elated that Kazuya didn’t push him away. A
part of him was afraid that the other wasn’t ready to have that kind of contact with him but he was glad that he
had taken the risk.

Slowly, and one step at a time …

“Hmm!!!” She nodded cutely in response causing Jin to chuckle.

“What should we ride first?” Jin asked Kazuya as they walk, his eyes suddenly sparked as he exclaimed, “Kazu, how
about Roller coaster?”

“Only if you agree to go to the Haunted House …” Kazuya replied in a soft tone, teasing.
Jin’s face turned to horror at the mention of that, his excitement completely soared as he looked down on the
floor. “It’s okay. We don’t have to ride the roller coaster.”

“Hey, I was just joking with you.” Kazuya held Jin’s arm as she poke his cheek lovingly with the other hand. “We
won’t go to the haunted house if you don’t want to besides I know you too well. You have always been frightened
of that one place. We can still ride the roller coaster, provided that it won’t be that extreme.”

Jin suddenly remembered that Kazuya have a fear of heights. Though being an idol had caused her fear to reduce
tremendously, that fear had always been there and had never disappeared from within her, for that fear was and
still am a part of her.

“Don’t worry, it won’t. You have me beside you. I’ll be there with you.” Jin caressed her cheek. He leaned neared
to whisper something to her ear. “Seems that everyone’s looking our way now so shall we?”

Kazuya laughed.

Their hands clasped firmly as the both of them walked side by side, eager to try out every single rides as they go
along the way. Their first date, for the second time, had just started.

~`~

Rides after rides they tried, the smile on their faces became wider as time passed by, both of them sharing the
same amount of happiness. Jin pointed towards the Ferris wheel at one point of time, Kazuya nodded and smiled,
and thus they immediately joined the queue.

“It’s so beautiful.” Kazuya whispered when they were up in the air, everything looked so small from above
nevertheless like she had mentioned, the scenery was simply beautiful. Suddenly being reminded of what Jin and
she had gone through brought tears to her eyes, at the same trying to control her emotions.

“Kazuya …” Jin tilted her head, taken aback by those pure crystals cluttered in her eyes. “What’s wrong?”

“I missed you, Jin.” Kazuya’s tone break as she hugged him tightly, sobbing into his chest. “I’ve missed you, it was
unbearable! Missed you …”

Jin flashed a smile, placing his arm around Kazuya’s shoulder, comforting her. “I’ve missed you too, sweetheart, so
much …”

They faced each other, and gazed at one another with love.

“Let’s start anew, alright? Let this be our beginning.” Jin whispered, unable to take his eyes off the beauty in front
of him.

“Yes, let it be our new beginning.” Kazuya smiled, and closed her eyes when Jin leaned to kiss her on the forehead.
Once again, she felt loved and it was truly a wonderful feeling. Overwhelmed with emotions, Kazuya laughed and
cried simultaneously but this time the tears she shed were that of sheer happiness as they engulfed in a tight
embrace.

Being in this moment, time seemed to have frozen for them, nothing else matters.

~`~

The reunited couple ended up staying inside Tokyo Disneyland till night, they had too much fun together that they
didn’t realise that time seemed to have passed by so quickly. Kazuya laughed it off when Jin tried to be a
gentleman and opened the door to his car for her.
“Are you hungry? Let’s have our dinner before heading home, okay?” Jin fastened his seatbelts, glancing at Kazuya
as he waited for her response, of course she had said yes to that. They both had some snacks while inside the
amusement park but not any full course meal thus they were terribly hungry right now.

Kazuya leaned against her seat, her eyes watching Jin intently as he drove.

It had been a wonderful first date, and to feel it once again but in a different way, Kazuya had truly been touched.
She was sure that Jin felt the same thing too. The pain that Jin caused on her had but remained as a scar in her
heart, and that she was slowly starting to accept Jin again.

Slowly and steadily, that scar would be healed completely.  

I believe in you, and our love.

~`~

~`~

The second date’s theme is simple, that was what Jin had planned. Instead of picking Kazuya up, they would meet
outside the Cinema, catching a movie that both of them loved to watch together. Jin arrived at the designated
place twenty minutes early, his hands shaking as he waited by the corner in nervousness.

“Jin.”

Kazuya stood in front of him with a smile causing Jin to immediately straighten his posture, and greeted her back,
glancing down at her attire today. She wore faded jeans, simple designed t-shirt and necklaces to go along with it,
her shoulder-length hair let down. How can a simple fashion that Kazuya donned looked so good on her?

“Have you been waiting long?” Kazuya asked.

“No, not that long. Don’t worry.”

That wasn’t exactly the truth but Jin wasn’t lying either when he said that, because if waiting twenty minutes
seemed too long for anyone else, it isn’t for him. Five minutes, ten, twenty, Jin would wait forever for his dear
beloved. The torture of waiting was not due to the irritation that he had to waste his precious time but rather the
fear whether his princess would come or not arises.

“So what time does the movie starts?”

Jin looked at the two tickets he’s holding, glancing at his wrist watch soon after. “Hmm, we have fifteen more
minutes before it starts. Let’s go buy our popcorn first, okay?”

Kazuya simply nodded, following him to the food counter.

“Sweet one, right?” Jin faced his girlfriend who mouthed a soft ‘yes’ to that question. “We’ll have a large Combo
set, Pepsi as our drink and sweet flavoured popcorn.” Once he’d made his payment, Jin handed Kazuya the box of
popcorn while he held the drinks with one hand and the tickets on the other.

Taking Kazuya’s hand in his, he guided them to their allocated theatre.

~`~

Kazuya shifted closer to Jin when the movie was about to start, and even though it’s dark, she could see the gentle
smile he flashed. The seats in this Theatre are special as its couple seats, allowing the couple to move closer to
each other whenever they want to without any restriction.
The ten minutes of advertisements finally ended, signalling the start of the movie they both been waiting for. Jin
held Kazuya’s left hand, squeezing it tight before returning his gaze to the large screen.

Spending time like this, they were content.

~`~

Two hours passed by in a flash, the movie was over before they knew it. Nevertheless, it was a heart wrenching
love story. The darkness of the theatre was soon filled with light, what were left of the screen were the ending
credits.

Jin turned to face Kazuya who had tears in her eyes. She looked up at him sadly while still clinging onto his arm.
Flashing a small smile at her cuteness, Jin wiped away her tears, whispering as gentle as he could to her that they
need to leave the theatre.

“Come on, sweetheart.” Jin stood up; the empty drinks on one hand while the other reaching out towards the
seated Kazuya. “Let’s go.”

Kazuya nodded, placing her hand on Jin’s as she stood up, both of them walking out of the theatre.

“It was so sad! It was such a romantic movie yet the two had to have a tragic ending. The beginning was okay for
me but I lost it from the second half of the movie.” Kazuya said once they were back at the entrance of the
Cinema.

“Yeah, they really loved each other.” Jin nodded.

“Did you cry, Jin?” Kazuya just had to ask, and when he didn’t reply, she tried again. “Even at any point of time
throughout the movie?”

“Hmm, maybe just a little.” Jin confessed.

Kazuya smiled. “So where are we going now?”

“Anywhere you want to go but we’ll have to take the train since I didn’t drive here.”

Kazuya thought for awhile but realising where they are, she beamed in excitement. “Jin, we’re already inside a
shopping complex! We could do some shopping! I need to buy some stuff, and I think I should buy a few more
clothes.”

“Sure, we could do just that.”

~`~

By the end of the day, the couple had a few bags on both of their hands. Jin helped Kazuya carry some of her bags
since her hands seemed to be full of them. He wanted this day to be a simple date but he didn’t expect them to be
shopping on quite a lot of stuffs, making him wished that he had drove here.

“Kazu, let’s take a cab.” Jin suggested when they were on their way towards the exit.

“Jin, it’s really alright. They’re not that heavy besides you’ve helped me carry a lot already.” Kazuya answered,
referring to the bags she was holding. She appreciates Jin’s concern but taking a Cab is so expensive, it’s not worth
it.

“I insist. It’s getting dark anyway.”

“But Jin …”
“I want to make sure I sent you home to safety. Let’s just take the Cab, okay?”

Kazuya gave in eventually. It was no good falling into an argument because of this trivial matter. The most
important thing is she had enjoyed today’s date, and it was all thanks to Jin.

~`~

The shooting of Cartoon KAT-TUN happened to be an outdoor one so all of the members felt excited. They would
only be told of their task when they’ve arrived on the filming scene. They stood in front of the camera, and when
they were given the cue, they started talking, asking the director what they were supposed to do today.

“The theme is ‘The way to a girl’s heart.’”

KAT-TUN stared at the director in confusion, not understanding what he meant by that.

“You have 30 minutes each to a date with the same woman. You’ll be given some time to think before the filming
starts. Where, and how your date would be, it all depends on you. The one you all get a date with is … Kamenashi-
san!”

“Eh???” Kazuya stepped out, totally taken aback by what she was informed.  

The other five members looked equally surprised too especially Jin, who doesn’t seem to like the idea of his
girlfriend getting a date with the other four guys. Not that he didn’t trust them, they’re his friends after all, it just
annoyed him that they get to spend some alone time with Kazuya.

“So that’s why you assigned me to wear a dress today!” Kazuya grunted, looking down at her knee length dress
with simple floral prints on it.

“So we have to date Kame then what happens after that?” Nakamaru was the first to query about their task.   

“Kamenashi-san will have to choose the winner by the end of all dates, ranking the ones that have the highest
point to the lowest. The winner will be given exclusive present together with her but … the one with the lowest
ranking will have to face a punishment!”  

“Ehhhhh ….” This time, KAT-TUN started their grumbling. Whenever it comes to Cartoon KAT-TUN’s punishment, it
always doesn’t sound good. The director made sure that the loser suffered a really bad punishment.

“You’re given fifteen minutes to think of a place you would want to bring Kamenashi-san. The place must not be
outside of Tokyo due to time constraint. You’ll have to pretend that you’re meeting her for the first time.”

“Fifteen minutes?” Koki exclaimed in disbelief.

“That’s too short. It’s not fair!” Ueda added.

“That’s right. This is Kazuya we’re all going to date. Fifteen minutes is not enough.” Taguchi interrupted.

“Taguchi, shut up!” The guys said in unison.

Kazuya looked at the five men, amused. This day sure will be exciting and different definitely.

~`~

The date will go as follows, Nakamaru, Koki, Ueda, Taguchi, and lastly Jin. While one is filming, the others all
gathered inside a van to watch the small monitor.

Nakamaru’s date: Cafe

Nakamaru stood outside the Café he had chosen nervously, he knew he is bad when it comes to girls but for this
special episode of Cartoon KAT-TUN, he would try his best … not to lose to the others. Deep in his heart, he already
knew who would win. It was that obvious nevertheless this date idea sounds new and fun.

He bowed when Kazuya stood in front of him.

“Hajimemashite. I’m Nakamaru Yuichi.” He bowed again, reacting like someone who really is meeting Kazuya for
the first time, it was nerve wrecking.

“Kamenashi Kazuya.” She bowed out of politeness.

“Then let’s go in.” Nakamaru opened the door for Kazuya, walking ahead of her into the Café. They settled
themselves on a seat that’s secluded and far away from the entrance.

“Do you like cake?”

“I do like to eat cheese cake. They’re my favourite.” Kazuya replied.

“I see.” Nakamaru nodded. “Then let’s order cake and drinks.”

“Yes.”

~`~

In the Van

“That’s boring! All he did was talk one sentence and he fell into a silent mode.” Koki said.

“As expected of Nakamaru …” Ueda whispered.

“Yeah …”

While the three gave comments on Nakamaru’s date, Jin was in a deep thought, preparing for his date mentally.
Since he would be the last one, it gave him sufficient time to prepare his special date, which he was sure, would be
one of a kind from the others.

Kazuya is after all his girlfriend.

~`~

Koki’s date: Street shopping

The woman acting as their date was none other than Kazuya so that made things easier. For instance, he did not
feel awkward being around her. Well because he had known Kazuya for so many years but as the terms to the date
stated that they’re meeting for the first time so he had no choice but to act as directed.

“Look at this.” Koki showed a cap to Kazuya who took a closer look on it. “Isn’t this nice?”

Kazuya simply nodded, taken aback when Koki slipped the cap onto her head.

“This is my present for you.”

Koki even grabbed Kazuya’s hand when they were out of the store. He was daring like that, not caring if he would
probably get killed by someone. This is after all acting, it isn’t real.

For a fake date like this, Koki sure was having his fun.
 ~`~

Ueda’s date: Meiju Jingu Shrine

The both of them paid their respects first before writing down their prayers on the wooden boards, after which
they explored the place whilst deep in conversation. Before they knew it, the time for their date soon ended.

“Thank you, Tat-chan.” Kazuya whispered to Ueda before proceeding back to the vehicle.

Ueda waved back and smiled.

This date was not a date between couples but more of a hangout between two close friends, she was thankful that
she got to spend some alone time with Ueda. It was rather meaningful. Kazuya felt touched by something that
Ueda did for her today.

The camera zoomed in on their wishes.

‘Let Kazuya be happy (with the man she loves).’ Ueda Tatsuya

‘Love is a wonderful feeling. I want to love, and be loved, always.’ Kamenashi Kazuya.

~`~

Taguchi’s date: Local restaurant for Lunch

“Hello. Iriguchi-Deguchi-Taguchi desu!” Taguchi made his trademark pun the minute Kazuya arrived on scene.

Kazuya tried hard to not laugh, looking at him with a blank expression. “I’m Kamenashi Kazuya.”

“Kazuya then!”

“Eh?” She slipped, blinking at Taguchi.

“Let’s have our delicious lunch, Kazu~ya!” He exclaimed excitedly, opening the door for her like a gentleman as he
guided to their seat.

All throughout the date, they were eating with Taguchi doing their cold jokes every few minutes.

~`~

Akanishi Jin: Orphanage House

Kazuya stepped out of the vehicle, reading the signboard on the gates. This seemed something new to her as Jin
never did bring her to this kind of places nevertheless she anticipated what Jin has for her. Scanning the area, she
realised that Jin was nowhere to be found.

“That’s weird.” She thought.

Kazuya walked with slow and steady steps towards the main door. She took a step back when a swarm of kids
rushed towards her. She glanced up to see Jin standing by the door, arms crossed.

“Kazuya nee-chan!” The kids greeted all at once causing Kazuya to kneel down, trying to hug them all.

“Ah, you’re all so cute!!!” Kazuya ruffled their hairs. In that position, she looked up at Jin, and smiled.

“Kazuya nee-chan, we’ve prepared a small party for you!”

“Yeah, let’s go inside!”

The kids held her hands, and pulled her inside, all excited to show what they have in store for their special guest.
Jin followed silently behind.

“Jin nii-chan and all of us prepared some sandwiches and drinks, like a picnic. Try them, Kazuya nee-chan.”

Kazuya nodded, placing a few sandwiches onto a plate, sitting next to Jin. While eating, the both of them joked
around, forgetting that the camera is still rolling. Once done with the refreshments, they played games with the
kids, laughing around, the smile on Kazuya’s face not once did it fade away.

“For our last event for today … Kids?”

They nodded in understanding, all of them quickly settled into their seats that had positioned to look like a circle.
Jin gestured for Kazuya to do the same. Once everyone had settled down, he disappeared into a room, coming out
with a guitar on his hands.

“Jin …”

“I dedicate this song to you precious kids and to my special someone, Kazuya. Here’s Care from me.” Jin strummed
his guitar and started singing.   

Nareai to uso no naka de bukiyou na ai seoi

Jikan ni oware iya ni natteta hi ni
Sukoshi jiyuu kanjita

~`~

Meanwhile, the T-TUN who were gathered inside the van looked at the monitor intently. Unlike their dates with
Kazuya, Jin’s one is the far most different. It was so sweet and romantic despite not having alone time together but
with many others.

“Awwww ….”

Though the four was kept in the dark about the couple’s reunion, they know that the love between the two is so
strong, to fade away. The shooting of this show’s episode made them hopeful that the two of them would get back
together eventually.

~`~

The kids and teachers clapped at the awesome performance by Jin. Tears had started to form in Kazuya’s eyes
when Jin was singing, and when he was done, she could no longer prevent them from falling. Her cheeks wet from
her tears, and even when Jin handed her a banquet of sunflowers, she was still crying.

“Thank you.” Kazuya managed to voice out, her tone breaking.

Jin flashed a small smile, unable to resist the urge to pull his girlfriend into his embrace. He patted her back gently
while listening to her soft cries. The others in the room applauded in a form of encouragement, and even if the kids
didn’t really understand what was going on, they cheered in happiness for the two.

~`~

“The result time …!” Nakamaru clapped. “Kamenashi-san, please do the honours!”

“Yes.”
There were small circle of cardboards that had the numbers (2) to (5) written on it, and a rose especially for the
winner of this date contest. Even though the winner was clear to them, they’re excited as to who would be the
loser.

“No.4 is Taguchi.” Kazuya announced without any hesitation.

“Eh? That’s a waste. I thought I was the best.” He made a sad face, earning a smack on the head by the others.

“Taguchi is kind of … annoying. He really is annoying. I can’t stand his cold jokes.” The others clapped and laughed
out loud. “The food’s really delicious though.”

“No.3 … Koki.” Gesturing to the cap, Kazuya said, “Thanks for this! I take this as your friendship present to me! The
idea of shopping sounds fun since I love shopping. That’s a bonus point.”

“No. 2 …” Kazuya pretended to be in a deep thought, looking as if it was a hard decision for her to choose. “It has
to be Ueda.” She smiled at her friend.

“Akanishi Jin and Nakamaru Yuichi are left! This means that one of them is the winner, and the other is the
loser!!!!” Koki shouted, bringing his fists up to the air.

Kazuya held the rose with both of her hands. She looked down and closed her eyes, waiting for a minute or two.
Her eyes soon fluttered open, her lips formed into one large smile as she stepped forward, confident of her choice.

“The one who managed to make me the happiest, the one who brought smile to my face, the one who touched me
greatly with his melodious voice and beautiful music is none other than my boyfriend, Akanishi Jin.”

“Congratulations, Jin.” She handed out the rose which Jin accepted happily.

“Thank you.”

T-TU cheered, not realising the use of the word ‘boyfriend’, thinking that this is a good start for both Kazuya and
Jin. Nakamaru however looked glum, not because he was unhappy with the results but rather the fact that he had
to do the punishment.

“So what’s the present for them?” Taguchi asked.

The director simply handed them an envelope. The members stood closer to read the content of the card placed
inside it.

“The gift is an exquisite candlelight dinner for the couple at a five star restaurant.” Koki read.

“Wow …”

“Ne, what about the loser?” Ueda suddenly asked causing the others except Nakamaru to glance at the director,
obviously wanting some answer.

“That will be revealed later.”

The director answered with a calm tone, causing the guys to grunt in dissatisfaction.

~`~

Back in KAT-TUN’s dressing room, the members were all seated on the couches, tired from the outdoor activity. It’s
turning dark soon so Nakamaru suggested if they want to eat dinner together, all six of them. Taguchi, Ueda and
Koki agreed instantly while Jin and Kazuya looked reluctant.
“Sorry, I have a promise with someone else. You guys have fun!” Jin quickly packed his bag, slinging it onto his arm,
locking gaze with Kazuya for one brief moment before walking out of the dressing room, waving them goodbye.

“How about you?” Nakamaru turned to face the youngest member.

“Hmm …” Kazuya went off to carry her handbag that she had packed earlier on, and stood up. “I have something
on. I’m sorry I can’t join you guys. Maybe next time, alright?” She left the room too.

“Man, that’s boring! Both Kazuya and Jin has something on …” Junno whined.

“The both of them coincidentally have something on at the same time. Doesn’t that sound suspicious?” Ueda
voiced out, flashing a grin.

“Ah, don’t tell me!” Nakamaru shouted. “Let’s spy on them! See if we can catch them red-handed!”

Taguchi and Koki nodded excitedly, they were in step next to Nakamaru while Ueda followed slowly behind. Soon
they were on the lobby of the building, scanning for someone or rather a couple.

“There!” Nakamaru whispered.

Kazuya stood next to Jin, smiling. They talked for a few minutes before Jin held Kazuya’s hand, the both of them
walking out of the building hand in hand, a smile adorning both of their faces.

“That’s what they meant by having something on. They should just have told us!” Koki complained.

“When they’re ready, they’ll tell us. I’m just happy that they’re back together.” Ueda voiced a piece of his mind
which the others couldn’t help but nod, agreeing to whatever he had said.

Steadily, step by step, the two would grow closer than ever before.

~`~

The shooting of Cartoon KAT-TUN Candle Light Dinner Special would be film tomorrow therefore Jin wanted to
present something precious to his girlfriend. Not having a clue what to buy for Kazuya, he strolled along the streets
of Shibuya, his eyes suddenly captivated by a necklace on display.  

That would be a perfect gift for a romantic setting, Jin thought, entering the shop without a moment of hesitation.
The salesgirl in charge immediately attended to him.   

“How can I help you, sir?”

“That heart shaped necklace …” Jin pointed towards the display. “May I know how much does it costs?”

“$199, sir. It is our latest collection. It is made from white gold, and has a few small diamonds on it.”

 “I’ll take it.”

The salesgirl nodded, “Why don’t you take a seat first while waiting?”

“Okay.”

“Here is the necklace, sir.” The salesgirl showed Jin the item he wanted, allowing him to take a closer look at it. He
seemed impressed by the beauty of the necklace, confirming that he wanted to buy it. Anything for Kazuya, the
price doesn’t matter.

“Thank you for your purchase. Please come again.” The salesgirl bowed.
Jin walked out of the jewellery shop with a bright smile on his face, shopping bag on hand.

~`~

Cartoon KAT-TUN Candlelight Dinner Special

Jin stood wearing a smart black suit outside NTV’s entrance, he was told to wait there. Not knowing what to do, he
simply waited, his hands crossed. Not long after, a silver Mercedes car parked in front of him. The cameraman
instructed Jin to enter the vehicle while he sat in the front.

“So now what are we going to do?” Jin asked.

“We’re going to pick Kamenashi-san up, and then we’ll be heading towards the five class restaurant.”

Jin nodded, suddenly feeling nervous.

Relax Jin. Relax.

~`~

“We’re here.” The cameraman announced, “We’ll just have to wait for Kamenashi-san for a short while.” He
nodded to the driver who went out of the car.

Jin frowned when he realise he couldn’t see anything on the outside because the windows were tinted. He
slumped down on his seat, jolting up immediately when the door opened. He froze when he saw his princess
entering the car.

“Thank you.” Kazuya whispered.

The driver bowed, closing the door after Kazuya had settled herself inside. She turned to face Jin instantly, a smile
adorning her beautiful face. What can be more perfect than this? Jin for sure knows they’ll enjoy the filming
throughout.

“You’re so beautiful, Kazuya. Words can’t describe how I truly feel right now.” Jin took a hold of Kazuya’s right
hand, brushing it, gazing at her lovingly. Kazuya wore a cream chiffon tube dress, her hair being tied neatly, and
her makeup flawless. “You just … look so amazing.”

“Thank you.” Kazuya blushed, feeling shy at being praised to that extent.

The cameraman smiled, relieved that he had taken this great footage. The couple, for sure, didn’t realise that
they’re being filmed, being in a world of their own.

~`~

“Is the rest of KAT-TUN going to be part of this special too?” Jin asked during the journey to the restaurant, he
could not help but feel curious. If they’re going to be a part of it, what would they be assigned to do?

“Yes, they will.” The cameraman answered.

“What will …?”

“You’ll find out later.” The cameraman smirked, seeing the pout on Jin’s face. The hidden cameras on the back of
the front seats would be able to capture his every action perfectly, that of Kazuya too, who now smiled in
amusement at her boyfriend’s cute expression. She made a move to comfort him.
“Jin, don’t sulk. I too want to know what our friends will be doing. Us not knowing anything about it makes it even
more exciting, isn’t it?” Kazuya placed her hand on Jin’s arm, looking at him meaningfully. “Smile, please.”

“That’s much better.” Jin smiled, taking her hand in his.

~`~

Half an hour later, the couple stood in front of the designated five star restaurant, Jin’s arm wrapped around
Kazuya’s waist. They waited until someone could serve them. They didn’t have to wait long as someone came to
assist them immediately, that someone being Koki in a waiter uniform.

Jin tried his best to resist a chuckle.

“Akanishi-san, am I right?” Koki checked his computer, “You had made a reservation for 8pm, for two. You two are
right on time.”

“I did?”Jin wanted to say but when he sees a glare on Koki’s face, he quickly corrected himself. “Ah yes, I did. I
came here with my girlfriend, Kazu.” He said, not realising his slip. T-TUN was still not informed about the couple’s
reunion yet.

Koki bowed at Kazuya, and smiled, catching Jin’s mistake.

“Nice to meet you, miss.” Koki took two menus, holding it to his chest. “Let me show you your seat then.”

The couple entered the restaurant, noticing that it is empty. They were the only customers, as it seemed.

“We’ve booked the entire restaurant for two hours.” The director explained.

“Have a seat.” Koki gestured to them both, placing the menus on the table. “Just call me when you decide to order.
I’ll make a move first.” He bowed, and left.

“Wow, it’s so beautiful.” Kazuya turned towards the window, the view was captivating.

“Yeah, it is.” Jin dreamily sighed, his eyes fixed on Kazuya. “So beautiful …”

~`~

The light dimmed, the candles were lighted causing Kazuya to squeal at the romantic atmosphere, being with Jin at
this moment, a soothing music being played. A tall figure interrupted their moment, bringing in their food and
setting them nicely on the table.

“Junno, you’re a waiter too?” Jin exclaimed. “It certainly fits you!”

“Jin’s right … It’s like the waiter uniform is made just for you!” Kazuya added, laughing.

“Thank you!” Junno flashed his infamous smile, winking happily. “Enjoy your food.”

“Kazuya …”

She looked up at Jin, putting her fork and spoon aside. “Hmm?”

“I’ve got something to give you.”

“What is it?” Kazuya’s face lit up in excitement, her hands clasped together.

Jin reached for the inside of his suit’s pocket, taking a rectangular box out. He opened it, and let Kazuya see what
his gift was.
“Jin …” Kazuya was surprised, “This … this must be expensive …”

“Anything for my precious girlfriend. This is worth nothing compared to your love for me. I’m really lucky to have
you in my life. I don’t know what I’d do without you. I’m thankful for your love. I thank you for the bottom of my
heart for having love a man like me.”

“Jin … You mean so much to me too.” Kazuya whispered.  

“Do you accept this gift then?”

“Of course, I’d love to.”

Jin smiled, getting up from his seat to put on the necklace for Kazuya. “There, your neck doesn’t look so bare
anymore. Like I’ve imagined, it looks so good on you, sweetheart.”

“Thank you.” Kazuya touched the heart pendant, flashing Jin a warm smile.

~`~

“Would you two like to have a dance together?” Junno asked, with Koki beside him.

“Dance?” Jin turned to face Kazuya. “What do you think, Kazuya?”

“Sure. It sounds great to me.”

With that, Jin led Kazuya to the floor, the both of them suddenly noticing Ueda’s presence by the piano. He had
been playing all this while though.

“Ueda?”

The older one bowed, “Good evening. I’ll play the best soothing music ever so please enjoy your dance.”

The music started, the couple soon got into the moment. Kazuya wrapped her arms around Jin’s neck while he
placed his arms around her waist, they both soon danced to the music. Kazuya leaned against Jin’s shoulder,
sighing happily.   

“This is so relaxing.”

“Hmm, you’re right. It’s nice to just dance, and be with you.”

As time passed, the couple was soon absorbed into the moment. They stopped dancing, gazing at each other’s
eyes full with love. The time seemed to have stopped for them, the cameras were not there, and it’s just the two
of them, alone in this space.

They inched closer. Kazuya closed her eyes as she feels Jin’s lips on hers, kissing her passionately, and her kissing
back. They both seem to have forgotten that they were both being filmed as they were too indulged in the kiss, so
much happiness surrounding them.

They broke apart after a minute, both of them breathless, a smile soon appeared on their faces as they both
engulfed in an embrace.

“I love you, Kazuya.”

“I love you too, Jin.”

Ueda, who was playing the piano, smiled at this beautiful scene.
 ~`~

The shooting ended, Kazuya and Jin stood side by side, their hands clasped together. Ueda, Koki and Junno made
an appearance once more, all of them not realising that the camera’s still rolling. Jin realised that someone was
missing.

“Where is Nakamaru?”

The director smirked, “He’s inside the kitchen, doing his part for this Special.”

“Eh, he wasn’t the one that cooked all those delicious foods, was it?” Jin exclaimed.

“Of course not, let’s head to the kitchen and see for yourself.”

The members were shocked when they discovered what job Nakamaru was assigned with. He was currently
washing the dishes, dirty plates and glasses were piled up, all waiting to be washed.

“Nakamaru!!!” Junno was the first to break the silence, laughing.

“We didn’t even realise it was you all along!” Koki said.

Nakamaru however flashed a small smile, ignoring them.

“This is Nakamaru’s punishment for coming in last for the date contest. He’ll do it until all those dishes are done
with washing, and wiping them clean. Well that’s his job for this Special.” The director explained.

“Interesting!!!” Jin snickered.

“Shut up!” Nakamaru scolded, pointing at Jin.

“Ahhhhh … I’m lucky I wasn’t last!” Junno heaved out a sigh of relief.

“It was Kazuya’s decision to put you as last. You have to accept that fact.” Koki said.

“But … this …!”

“But honestly, the date with Nakamaru was really boring.” Kazuya finally voiced out causing the others to look at
her in amusement, letting out a laugh. “Really!”

“Oiii! Oiiii ….. You don’t have to go that far!”

“Let’s get out of here. It’s getting stuffy in here.” Ueda suggested, the rest nodded in agreement, walking out of the
kitchen and leaving poor Nakamaru alone.

“I’m alone again.” Nakamaru sighed, knowing the camera’s on him. “It’s so lonely!”

~`~

“Are you back together with Kazuya already?” Koki asked Jin. The five members were walking together towards the
train station. Seeing a confused look on Jin’s face, he added, “I mean you two seemed so much in love during the
filming. What more, you both kissed and declared your love to one another.”

“How romantic …” Junno dramatically sighed.

“What are you talking about? It’s Cartoon KAT-TUN’s Candlelight Dinner Special, so of course we’ll have to act
accordingly! Am I right, Kazuya?” Jin’s eyes pleaded for help.
“Of course!” Kazuya nudged Jin’s shoulder playfully. “Jin’s my best friend after all.”

“But …”

Kazuya cling her arm onto Jin’s, the both of them happily enter the station together.

“Let them be, Koki. They’re both being too obvious.” Ueda shook his head at the act of the couple in love. “They’ll
tell us when they’re ready.”

~`~

Jin had just taken his bath when the door bell rang. He frowned, quickly changing into a new pair of clothes before
rushing towards the door, opening it instantly. Jin was surprised seeing the rest of his band mates in front of his
doorsteps.

“What are you guys doing here?”

“Yo Jin, we all came here to hang out. Maybe watch a movie or two together.” Koki invited himself in.

Jin blinked.

“Before we’ll get busy with the recording of our new album, it’s good to spend some time together, the six of us.”
Ueda explained, “Nakamaru’s words actually, not mine.”

“Hehe.” Nakamaru looked embarrassed.

“Six?” Jin counted, there were five of them.

“Oh.” Junno moved, revealing Kazuya who smiled shyly at Jin. “I’m sorry, I’m too tall.”

Jin smiled, mesmerised by his girlfriend’s presence.

~`~

Ueda and Kazuya went to the kitchen to prepare the food they’ve bought, the others were spread out in the living
room. Having lived here before, Kazuya familiarised herself with this place. Kazuya smiled seeing how happy the
guys were having chose a movie together.

“Here’s the food and drinks!” Kazuya and Ueda placed them on the coffee table.

“Kazuya.” Jin patted the empty space he saved for her. “Come quick. The movie’s starting.”

She leaned against Jin’s warmth, placing her hand on Jin’s lap as she turned her attention to the screen. Kazuya
smiled when she felt Jin’s hand on hers.

~`~

They decided to sleepover at Jin’s apartment, too tired to go home at this time of the night. Kazuya was already
fast asleep, her head leaning on Jin’s shoulder.

“You guys can decide who to take the guest room or the living room. The futons are in the cabinet in the guest
room. The master bedroom’s definitely taken though.”

The rest could not help but grin at that. “Of course, we understand.” Koki said on their behalf.

“Then please make yourself comfortable. I’ll make a move first.” Jin carried Kazuya carefully, closing their bedroom
door, locking it.
T-TUN looked at each other, and smiled. “Jan-ken!”

~`~

Jin placed Kazuya on the bed gently, pulling the blanket to her chest. He then stripped down to his boxers and lied
under the covers, gazing lovingly at the sleeping beauty beside him. Jin brushed away the hair that’s covering
Kazuya’s face. He kissed Kazuya on the lips before lying back down on the bed, his eyes closing.

“Good night, Kazu.”

~`~

Jin drove to Kazuya’s grandparents' home once again for their date. Instead of hiding it, he had informed Kazuya
about it earlier, the latter was ecstatic and jumped onto Jin happily. This time, they’ve prepared a gift for her
grandparents, specially picked by them together.

“I’m hungry!” Jin whined the moment they were out of the onsen, hand in hand walking towards the barbeque pit
where Kazuya’s grandparents would be. They’ve mentioned that they would be having Barbeque for dinner.

“Hold on, we’ll arrive there soon.” Kazuya chuckled, hugging Jin.

~`~

“Jin! Kazuya!!!” A familiar voice called to them causing the couple to freeze in their steps.

Their eyes widened in surprise when they see the rest of T-TUN, Yamapi, Toma, Ryo, Uchi and all their close friends
crowding at the Barbeque pit. They have not started eating, waiting for the couple to arrive. All of them were full
of smiles.

“What are you guys doing here?” Jin looked so shocked.

“As a form of celebration from us to you two.” Yamapi waved his arms excitedly. “Congratulations!”

“Eh?” The both spurted out.

“You two lovebirds officially getting back together, that’s a good reason enough to celebrate, right?” Koki
expressed.

“But we …”

“You don’t have to hide it from us anymore.” Ueda interrupted, “We know. It’s too obvious anyway.”

Jin blinked, turning to face his girlfriend. “Were we really that bad in hiding it?”

Kazuya shrugged.

“You two can’t keep your hands off each other! And that desired gaze you both wore whenever you looked at one
another is a give-away!” Nakamaru said.

“Besides you two expressed your love on national television. Are you telling us that it’s just an act?” Ueda added,
trapping them. “Saying ‘I love you’ couldn’t be a lie, right?”

Jin sighed. “You guys win. It’s true. We’re back together.”

“Really?” The guys asked simultaneously.

“I thought you’re so sure that we’re back together? Why the sudden question?” Kazuya looked amused.
“It’s not the same. We’d want to hear it from your own mouth.” Yamapi said.

Kazuya flashed Jin a smile, and nodded.

“Well alright, the news you’ve all been waiting for …” Jin stood behind Kazuya, wrapping his arms on her waist,
leaning on her shoulder. “We’re really back together. It’s blissful.”

The others shouted and jumped in joy, happy for the couple. Kazuya and Jin smiled happily.

“Let’s eat!” Yamapi waved his hand to the air.

~`~

The couple walked hand in hand along the beach, letting the warm water touched their bare feet, the cool breeze
in the direction of the sea. Jin stopped abruptly causing Kazuya to turn back with a questioning expression on her
face. He simply smiled, pulling Kazuya closer to his chest.

“Can you feel this heart beats?”

Kazuya listened attentively, “Hmm, it’s beating really fast.”

“It beats only for you, Kazuya.” Jin whispered, gazing at his girlfriend with glassy eyes. “I’m thankful that you gave
me a chance. I’ve hurt you so much yet you’re still willing to be with me. I’m really thankful. I can’t live without
you.”

“Jin, let’s not think about the past anymore, okay?” Kazuya placed her hand on Jin’s arm, brushing it comfortingly.
“Our present and future is more important, the past let it be a bittersweet memory. I’m glad I gave you that chance
because I feel so happy now, with you.”

Kazuya crashed her body against Jin’s, “I can’t live without you too, Jin.”

Jin placed his hand on Kazuya’s hair, patting it gently, his eyes cluttered with tears of happiness, his lips curving
into a smile. Kazuya could not help but feel emotional as well, she held Jin’s back tightly. Her eyes closed, relaxed
in the other’s embrace. Kazuya frowned when Jin moved apart, the warmth instantly faded away, hearing a splash
of water.

“Ahhhh!” Kazuya closed back her eyes, and backed instinctively, the sea water managed to wet a part of her dress.
“Jin!!!!!!”

Jin ran away, that act started by him caused them to continuously splash water at each other, bright smiles and
laughter accompanied them, both of them not caring at how wet they were instead were enjoying the blissful
moment together.

Jin. Kazuya. Just the two of them.

~`~

2 years later

Kazuya and Jin are still together despite that Kazuya did not move back to their once apartment, reasoning that
she’ll only move back when she’s officially his, that’s what makes that place even more special. Jin understood,
supporting Kazuya in her decision. Besides things between them didn’t change at all, having wonderful dates,
cuddling on the couch in the living room for hours till they had to say goodbye. There were times when Kazuya
stayed over at their apartment, those moments were rare.
Not having Kazuya by his side on the bed was just a small price he had to pay. It was as if a part of him was missing,
it was lonely. Though only being separated from his girlfriend for the night, Jin thought that those few hours were
so long and tormenting. He didn’t want to be apart from her for just the shortest moment, he’d want to be with
Kazuya forever.

Therefore Jin decided after doing a lot of thinking and hesitation, to make Kazuya his.

~`~

4 May 2010, Last day concert in Tokyo Dome

KAT-TUN was having their MC when the lights suddenly went off, the crowds screamed. Kazuya was the only one
member who panicked, being the one who was oblivious to the plan currently carried out. The other members
stayed in silence, letting the youngest member whine about the situation right now.

“Hey, what is this? Why is the light suddenly out? You guys …”

Kazuya stopped when she hears a familiar music being played, the spotlight on Jin, her heart trembles when her
boyfriend starts to sing, his beautiful voice touched her deeply. Even if she didn’t know where this was heading,
Kazuya’s eyes glittered with tears the moment Jin finished the song, suddenly being reminded her of their
bittersweet moments spent together.

“Kazuya.”  

 The spotlight focuses on Jin and her, surprising Kazuya.

“We’ve been through a lot all these years. I’ve made you smile but at the same time, I’ve made you cry a plenty.
I’ve hurt you so much but that didn’t stop you from loving me, and I’m truly thankful. I don’t want to be apart from
you anymore, I’d want you to always be with me, in the mornings and at nights, I want you by my side. I want to be
with you forever.”

Kazuya held her breathe, realising now where this is probably heading. Her assumption was proved right when Jin
knelt in front of her, taking out a black box from his jeans, opening it and showed her the ring inside.

“I want to make more beautiful memories with you. I want to spend the rest of my life time with you therefore
Kazuya …” Jin held the box higher, his eyes gazing back at his girlfriend. “Please marry me?”

Unable to control her emotions, the tears that cluttered in Kazuya’s eyes fell freely. For a whole minute, the Dome
was filled with silence, all of them anticipating her answer. Once Kazuya had calmed down, she finally looked up,
and whispered, “Yes, Jin. I’ll marry you.”

Jin felt relieved, his worry faded away instantly. “Then may I?” He referred to the ring.

Kazuya nodded.

Jin slipped the ring on Kazuya’s finger which fitted her perfectly. He got up and hugged her tightly, his lips curving
into one large smile. Kazuya on the other hand bit her lips, the tears of happiness wouldn’t stop flowing as she
leaned herself in Jin’s embrace.

“Congratulations to you both!” Koki shouted, the crowd cheered and clapped. The fireworks on stage appeared
once again, lighting up the celebration.

“Congratulations!” The other members said simultaneously, sharing the happiness.

Kazuya looked proudly at the ring on her finger, her tears dried as she gazed at Jin happily. Jin who noticed her
gaze, wrapped his arm around her waist and pulled her closer. Music being played at this moment, it was beautiful.
The couple on this day is officially engaged.

~`~

A press conference was held the next day, informing the media of the good news. The newly engaged couple sat
next to one another as they prepared for questions to be posed on them. They were calm and full of smiles all
throughout the thirty minutes conference.

“How did you come up with proposing to Kamenashi-san on the last day of concert in Tokyo Dome?”

“Certainly I could have come up with a more romantic propose setting where there’d only be the two of us but I
wanted to share this great occasion with the fans, and the members too therefore I decided to propose in Tokyo
Dome. I’ve thought about it for a long time, and I’m glad I was given a green light when I informed the idea to the
management.”

Jin nodded, putting the microphone down.

“Kamenashi-san, how was your feeling when Akanishi-san proposed to you last night?”

“Naturally I was shocked because I didn’t expect him to propose to me anytime soon furthermore in that venue.
But it was really sweet of him to choose Tokyo Dome when we’re having MC to propose. I was touched, thousand
of mixed emotions came over me that instant. It was a touching moment for the both of us, definitely.”

Kazuya turned to face Jin who smiled sweetly at her answer.

“Has a wedding date been fixed yet?”

“No, we haven’t. We’ll have to discuss this with our family and decide on a suitable date.” Jin replied.

“Jin just proposed to me last night. It’s still too early to decide on that.” Kazuya smiled.

“Do you want children?”

“Certainly, we both love kids and I would love to bear Jin’s child. Family planning would be on our future lists.”
Kazuya smiled shyly at Jin, the man held her hand lovingly underneath the table.

“I want enough children to make a soccer team.” Jin teased causing Kazuya to blush. “I share the same opinion
with Kazuya. Let nature takes its course, when we’re ready for kids, we won’t back away from it.”

The couple stood side by side for photograph taking once the conference was over. Kazuya showed her
engagement ring and smiled, Jin watching her. They then turned towards the camera, posing one last shot for the
media before heading out of the hotel room, guided by their manager.

~`~

Kazuya and Jin sat on the sofa in their apartment while the families from both sides were in the dining area,
discussing about the upcoming wedding. Kazuya placed her notebook on the coffee table, shifting to sit next to Jin.

“Jin, when do you think is the appropriate time to hold the wedding?”

“Hmm …” Jin seemed to be in a deep thought before replying, “4 July?”

“I’m sorry, honey. I know you would love to hold our wedding on the same day as your birthday but I don’t think
two months is enough to prepare things for the wedding. It’s too short notice.” Kazuya flashed him an apologetic
look. “I don’t want us to be rushed into our own wedding. You understand, right?”
“Yeah, I know. I was just suggesting.”

“At least you’ll have me spending time with you on your birthday as your fiancée for the first time ever. I think
that’s exciting.” Kazuya held her fiancé’s hand lovingly.

“Now I can’t wait for my birthday …” Jin teased.

“Jin!!!”

“You two lovebirds, shouldn’t you be doing something else?” Jin’s younger brother, Reo, interrupted. “Have you
fixed on a date yet? We need to check whether the date you’ve chosen is available, for both the church and the
hotel banquet.”

“How about October 24?” Kazuya checked the calendar. “It’s on a Sunday.”

“We’ll go with the date you choose then. Inform us if the date’s available, Reo.”

Reo nodded, heading back towards the dining table. Both the Akanishi and Kamenashi family are working together
to make this wedding become a reality. They would be the main supporter behind this great and marvellous
event. 

~`~

Even if Kazuya and Jin were busy with their work, they would try to find time to discuss their wedding details with
their family. The couple simply tell their family what they want and they would settle it for them due to time
constraint. Kazuya and Jin were really thankful for their family’s help. If not for them, nothing could be done at all.

“Can we take a look at that one?” Jin pointed towards a pair of wedding band. Once the salesperson placed the
rings in front of them, Jin took hold of it and scanned it. “What do you think, Kazuya? They’re beautiful.”

“The design is simple yet elegant. I love it.” Kazuya looked at the ring she’s holding, there’s a diamond studded in
the centre. “Should we take this pair, Jin?”

“Yeah, I really love the design too. We can ask for a brand new pair with our sizes, right?”

The salesperson nodded, “It will take two weeks. Please fill in this form with your particulars. If you want the inside
of the ring to be engraved with a message, write it here.” He pointed on the form.

Jin took care of it while Kazuya watched.

~`~

The couple had just finished photo shooting for a fashion magazine, the both of them appearing together on the
cover page. They bowed, and said their goodbye to the staffs before heading back towards the dressing room.
Once they’ve changed into their own clothes, they walked out hand in hand, having had more shoots to attend to,
together.

Due to their upcoming wedding, there had been more requests for photo shoots for the couple. It seemed like a
promotion for their wedding, being the hot topic in the entertainment business. Wedding of the year, the media
had speculated it to be.

“Jin, okaasan says the date we’ve chosen is confirmed. Our family had already booked the church and the hotel
banquet on that day. We’ll have to check out that place, there are several things we need to settle ourselves.”
Kazuya informed her fiancé, placing back her hand phone in her handbag.

“Alright, we’ll go on Tuesday then. We don’t have anything scheduled on that day, right?”
Kazuya shook her head, “No, it’s our off day.”

“There are so many things to do.” Jin said, taking Kazuya’s hand in his. “But I’m glad you’re with me.”

Kazuya smiled.

~`~

Heavily disguised and without a tinge of make up on their faces, Kazuya and Jin went in and out of several shops,
buying the items they needed for their wedding. Jin parked his car in the Hotel’s Car park, the both of them walked
together to the entrance.

They both had come to take a look at the hotel’s Banquet arena.

“Wow, this is beautiful.” Kazuya whispered, scanning the entire area. The space in all is big. There’s even a stage,
just like they’ve wanted. The couple would be sitting on the stage, overlooking the guests below them.  

“You like it?” Jin asked.

“I love it, Jin.” Kazuya flashed Jin a warm smile. “This is going to be great.”

“It sure will.” Jin hugged Kazuya from behind, sharing the same smile as her. 

~`~

Jin pointed his hand to a Purikura machine, his eyes beaming with excitement. The couple were having another
date together, happy to have the same off day. Kazuya’s eyes widened at Jin’s suggestion, they had not taken
Purikura’s for ages! Without even waiting for her response, Jin dragged Kazuya into the machine. He was about to
take out some coins from his wallet when Kazuya stopped him.

“Jin, why the sudden urge to take purikuras?”  

“It’d be fun! Besides it’s been so long since we’ve taken purikuras together. You don’t mind, right?”

“I don’t. Let’s take them!”

Getting Kazuya’s agreement, Jin placed the correct amount of coins inside, both were ready to pose.

Jin embraced Kazuya from behind, the both of them full of smile.

Both of them faced the camera, making funny expressions.

Kazuya closed her eyes as Jin inched closer for a kiss.

Kazuya kissed Jin on the lips.

The couple stood side by side, Jin kissed Kazuya on the cheeks while she smiled shyly.

“That was indeed fun.” Jin said when they walked over to the screen to decorate their pictures. He took the pen
and started choosing, Kazuya followed him. “This is fun too! We should do this more often!” He giggled.

Kazuya smiled at Jin’s childish side, acting like a high school student. Nevertheless that is a part of Jin she truly
loves, for being who he really is. She shook her head, returning her gaze back to the screen.

~`~
Jin celebrated his 26th birthday with his family and friends, a party conducted by Kazuya. She was the one who
gathered everyone, specially baked a cake for him, as well as prepared the food and drinks. Jin’s friends were
responsible for making Jin stay out of his home for the whole afternoon while Kazuya and her close friends busied
themselves with the preparations.

Jin blows out all of the candles, receiving claps when he was done.

“Happy birthday!” He was greeted instantly. Kazuya kissed him on the cheeks giving the guests an opportunity to
tease the birthday boy causing him to blush a little.

“Happy birthday, Jin.” Kazuya said.

“Thank you, Kazu.”

“Give Kazuya a kiss on the lips!” Someone shouted.

“Eh, but all of you are here! It’s embarrassing!” Jin waved his hands exasperatedly.

“You would have to kiss her on the aisle anyway, in front of hundreds of guests. What’s the difference?” Ryo said,
crossing his arms.

“Yeah, take it as a practice.” Yamapi suggested.

Jin gulped when the guests chanted for him to kiss his fiancée. He did, giving Kazuya a short yet passionate kiss.
The crowd cheered soon after. Kazuya signalled Jin to cut his cake. He smiled for the cameras as he cut it.

The party went on until midnight, the birthday boy having a great time of his moment.

~`~

Kazuya pressed the doorbell of their apartment, waiting patiently for Jin to answer the door. There was just a week
left till their wedding, she decided that it was time for her to move back her things. Jin opened the door, surprised
to see Kazuya on the doorstep with two luggage placed on the floor, handbag sling on her shoulder.

“Kazuya, you should have told me. I would have picked you up.”  Jin held the handle of the bags and pushed them
inside of the house, Kazuya following behind.

“It’s okay. They’re carry-on bags, Jin.”  She sat down on the sofa.

“So you’re going to move back today?” Jin asked, sitting next to his fiancée, his expression hopeful.

“Yeah, I might as well. There are lots of things to be done this week. It’s easier if I sleepover.” Seeing the happy
expression on Jin’s face, she added, “I’ll have to head back to my family’s home the night before our wedding
though. Preparations for me will be done there while you’ll be here with the guys and your family on Sunday
morning.”

“That’s alright. I think I can manage not having you by my side for one night.” Jin embraced Kazuya. “You’ll be mine
the next day anyway, and I can see you every single day.”

“Silly.” Kazuya hit Jin’s thigh gently.

“I know I’m going to be a nerve wreck on our wedding day but I’m anticipating for that day to come. It’s a moment
I’ve been waiting for.” Jin expressed.

“Me too.” Kazuya leaned against Jin’s shoulder, and closed her eyes.
 ~`~

A small bachelor’s party was held for Jin the night before the wedding. Even with his friends joking around with
him, he felt that the party was missing something or rather someone. Jin stared at the drink he was holding and
sighed restlessly, not having the mood.

“We know this would happen.” Yamapi sat next to his best friend. “So we’ve prepared a surprise for you.”

“A surprise?”

The doorbell rang that instant, revealing Kazuya. Yamapi grinned when Jin jumped from his seat and rushed
towards his fiancée. “Kazuya!!! You’re here!” 

“Yeah, Pi persuaded me to come. I’ll be here for only an hour though.”

“That’s more than enough.” Jin pulled Kazuya to his chest, embracing her lovingly. “I’ve missed you so much, Kazu
…”

“We’ve just seen each other a couple of hours ago, Jin.” Kazuya chuckled.

“I know but still, I missed you so much. Tonight I’m going to be so lonely without you.”

Kazuya simply smiled hearing Jin whined, understanding his feelings so well because honestly, it was the same for
her too. They both can’t bear to part with one another even if it’s just for a few hours. They’re totally inseparable.

~`~

“I pronounce you husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride.”

Kazuya bit her lips, smiling at her husband shyly, her eyes cluttered with tears, suddenly feeling emotional and
touched at this moment. She let Jin take the initiative to kiss her, her eyes closed as she returned the kiss. They
both gazed at each other lovingly once they broke apart. A cheer was heard instantly, sharing their happiness.

They held hands and walked out of the church together, into the white car awaiting them.

~`~

The banquet was held soon after they’ve exchanged their vows, the guests mainly consists of the newly-wed’s
family, friends and an exception to one media that is allowed to take coverage of this event. It started with the
video presentation of the couple, followed by a speech by the groom’s father. There would be a special surprise for
the guests.

“Now it’s time for the bride to sing a song. Kazuya, please do the honours.” Yamapi announced.

Kazuya nodded, taking the microphone from her friend, and started to sing Kizuna. The guests seemed surprise by
this but not for Jin, who smiled and watched his wife dedicating this song to him. His turn came for him to sing
Care. Once Jin was done singing, he didn’t head back towards the table instead he remained where he stood.

“I dedicated that song to my precious wife. She’s the reason for the sunshine and happiness in my life. She’s
everything to me.” Jin expressed, turning his view to Kazuya. “I’m glad to have met you and be in love with you.
Whether it’s today, tomorrow, I will always love you. Let’s share a lifetime of bliss together, forever.”

A tear dropped down Kazuya’s cheeks, feeling touched by Jin’s speech. She gazed up to him, his hand reaching out
to her, smiling, she accepted the gesture, letting Jin guide her to the centre of the stage. It was time for the
surprise.
“The next song would be sung by one of the most popular groups in Japan.” Jin stopped to grin when the guests
seemed excited by his announcement. There was a roar of claps when four men appeared on the stage. “KAT-TUN,
singing Love.”

The bride and groom took the centre position, the music soon started, the six of them singing.

~`~

Kazuya turned her view away from the window, gazing at Jin who had just walked out of the bathroom, wearing
only boxers. At this moment, she knew she should feel shy but she didn’t, having accustomed to Jin’s presence
already.

“You know you would turn me on wearing that sexy night gown.” Jin whispered.

“I should say the same to you.”

Jin immediately rushed towards Kazuya, taking her by surprise when he carried her bridal style, placing her gently
on the bed. He was on top of her, gazing at her full of love. Jin brushed Kazuya’s hair lovingly before leaning down
to seal a kiss on her lips, his lips moving to other parts of her body as well.

“I’ll be gentle, Kazu. I promise.”

Kazuya nodded, and flashed Jin a smile, “I trust you.”

They made love on the night of their wedding, their first as husband and wife. Jin kissed Kazuya on her forehead
who simply smiled tiredly at him in return, her eyes closing. He reached for the blanket and covered their naked
forms, lying down next to Kazuya, wrapping an arm around her waist.

“I love you.”

It was a serene image, both of their bodies curved perfectly towards one another’s. They belonged.

~`~