but how is this possible? is this feasible? don�t i have to bathe? don�t i have to
eat, sleep, mix with people, do my work in the world? i hear you are all raising
these questions immediately. you may say that even the great so-called jnanis
(enlightened ones) are certainly doing all these routine activities of worldly
life. so what is wrong?
let it be. she as the divine mother has to perform her leela. that is alright. but
how is it that the jnanis, who know it is all her leela, are still working in the
mundane world? you should also be like those jnanis. be in the world, not of the
world. maybe it is not possible just immediately. but gradually, you can train
yourself to be so. effort and constant practice are needed. for the present, start
convincing yourself that your bathing, eating, talking, sleeping, walking, and all
these ordinary activities are all happening because of her shakti � without which
by yourself you cannot do a single thing. constantly tell yourself that this is
so. slowly keep widening this belief for evcery action of yours.
when you recognize that you are eating because of the power she has given you to
eat, you would not have the heart to send rubbish stuff into your stomach. when
the belief settles in that it is ambaa that makes you walk, you will hesitate
twice before wasting it on going to the races or the movies. when you know that it
is by her grace you are talking, you would not waste it on gossiping or scolding
another or discussing disgusting material. when we are aware of the fact that
hands and feet are working because of her, we would stop using them for doing
wrong things.
gradually, in due time, this conviction has to spread to your mental activities
also. in other words, the egoistic thought of �i am planning this or that� will
give way to the thought �let her get this done, if she wishes�. this change in the
thought processes is important because it is through the mind all the mayic
changes and troubles of the world emerge. and they prevent the nullifying of the
mind and the entry into jnana marga. once we transfer the responsibilities to the
divine mother, the impact of the mind will slowly disappear. thereafter, whether
she keeps us talking, walking or eating or she keeps us without any of these, in
any case, we would be peaceful at the bottom of our heart. it is to reach that
state, to pray for that state to be possible, that this shloka has been given to
us by the acharya.
�japo jalpah�: �jalpa� means talk, whether it is meaningful or not. so all this
talk should be a japam. in other words, it is the state of whatever we talk
becoming an offering of japam for her.
there are several mantras like �bala�, �shhodashi�, and �panchadashi�. all these
mantras are done in a japa form. we are not saying that they should not be done.
but ultimately, the japa as a separate activity has to disappear and the
conviction should occur that whatever we talk is a japa offering to her.
�ashanadi� : food, etc. since the �etc.� is there it means not only food that is
eaten, but food that is consumed by the other senses like eyes and ears. so all
sensual experiences are covered.
�ahuti vidhih� : let them be the offerings given to the sacred fire lit for you.
in fact all eating is done only after giving the first five morsels to the five
pranas. in the gita also, the lord says that he it is who digests the food by
being vaishvanara as �jatharagni� in the stomach. once we have the conviction that
it is he that is sitting inside and consuming what we send through the mouth, then
we would not be sending in wine and meat for his consumption. the same logic
applies to the sensual consumption by eyes, ears, skin, and nose. everything is
experienced by him and so let us dare not send in undesirable things.
why carry on this list in detail. it is not necessary to do special japa, homa,
namakara and such rituals. whatever we naturally do , let it be our puja to you �
this is the meaning of �sukham akhilam atmarpana-drsha saparya paryayah tava
bhavatu yan me vilasitam�. here �saparya� means puja. �paryaya� has many
meanings, one of which is �substitute�. so this gives the meaning: let whatever i
do be a �substitute� for the puja to be done to you.