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UPENDRA NEPALI

Our mind is amazing; this is not a fabricated logic to discuss. This is neither a
fantasy talk. Mind is in own place. Yet! It keeps being active all the times. The past
is extremely great in many views. Past is greatest of all time, be it present or
futures; these two can’t enroll with the hardship of the past. What I think, this is
what happening within us, in the world and the world is progressing only with the
present of the past tense. It shows, that we ‘have missed the present just we keep
on engulfing the past. May be it is by the acts and not by the ideas that people live;
this is the reason why we keep on living. For the futures and the present we got to
pay little sympathy and considerations this is I was perhaps thinking all the time.
The future is yet to come. Of course a skeptical minds where it can find out the
answers to every question. Normal mind too can find perhaps little effort is what
required. To every thinking, there is an authority in it within high issues. Apart from
sustainable thinking, still the past come in between and after the present and the
futures. The past is great and will remain great all the times. Without thinking there
wouldn’t be a past or the present or the futures, only our act of thinking makes a
tense.

Past which is also the prime concern of ours is the main source of discovery and the
inventions too. I think it’s our duty and responsibility to find out or to discover. Our
ideas, set formula, ideation, religions, and principals all are based in these
circumstances. Only the past has been a source guide for the discovery and the
inventions of all times. Let us look at the past and the true nature of the past what
it has in and out of it. Without full investigation, skeptical mind mechanism, and
pure negations and to comprehend the past, present and the futures won’t let us
know well. The viability is the active thinking and the actions which absolutely
differs a lot from top to bottom activities in the life achievement.

Past being the good side of the human experience both good and bad, has become
a best friend of all times. Let us investigate the past in relations to the present and
to the futures. Those aren’t separated things but goes all together. With the
skeptical mind all of us need to pounder in to the present, past and the futures,
which is really significant to all of us, which certainly means a time. Negative
thinking is what pure thinking about the past.

The present is competing with the past and the future is sole in charge of being
competent to the past. The ambitions of the past is always to be at the top in the
historical knowledge, though both present and futures becomes jealous, class
conflict exist, more squabbles do exist in them. The past being the supreme in

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between the present and the futures, is also proud. Full of vanity, virtues, ready to
be at the top most part of the history. There are suppressions; sublimation and
substitution which are absolute conflict in them itself.

Prejudice, utopia, turmoil, all exist in the present and the futures. Though both
present and the futures knew well, that they can’t be competitive to the past, still
they try hard to stimulate themselves. Compulsion is there in the present and the
futures, which is inevitable. There are so many conflicts in the world. They are
nothing then useless squabbles in the world. So these conflicts are so meaningless
to the world of the past and the futures in order to bring the past in the lowest
positions.

The characteristic of the past is really logic full and reasonable for everything.
Thesis and anti-thesis and of course synthesis are not separable. And the conflict
of the present with the past is not at all, reasonable and logic full. The struggle of
the futures too is not meaningful for the past, because they are unknown to us.
Conflicts of the anti-thesis and synthesis is inevitable and necessary, otherwise it
won’t last long enough in the world. Present and the futures perverts manner to
size the power from the past. Look at the natures of the past, don’t we think that
it’s great and inevitable and comfortable? It may be petrifying for the present and
the future which is always and every second jealous about the past.

All those scientific theories which are base on the past, does great work to discover
the new ideas, principle, laws and of course inventions too. How do we find out the
history of the universe and the human itself? Only by the past tense and which is
supreme. It is also there right that through anti-theism there is growth, progress
and over all self- development.

Where as past is calm & cool, passion and listening, attentive and magnificent
Synthesis & optimistic, thinking of being more active. There is no hurriedness in the
past, no need to culminate the Everest. They have an enormous disintegration with
past & present & the futures. Is it not because of the ambitions & aim, to be like
that and not to like that, which is ridiculous? Present and the future is ambitious,
purposed full and always want to achieve it and to over come the past.

Present and the futures don’t really have concrete decisions in comparison to the
past. It’s like you know hanging garden and the pendulum which keeps on
oscillating all the time. It’s not easy for both future and the present to live like that,
just in front of the past; it shows sham fullness in them. Let me put the famous
words by myself “Past is happy that future is yet to come! Present’s
obligation is to keep the future away”. I feel like to get more indulgence with
the term tense. Which I often think that only by the means of time, all are in this
manner.

This is not easy topic that I choose to write. To write is easy perhaps to edit is
absolutely difficult pattern. More over like a monotonous work; is not the knowledge
past? All our knowledge brings us nearer to our ignorance. Each and everything is
past related and which is prime cause of ours to be on top. I know not with what
weapons world war iii will be fought, but world war IV will be fought with sticks and
stones. Albert Einstein

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The futures might have become excited and full of joy fullness. Albert Einstein who
predicated the world war iii and IV which he thought by his consciousness only;
nevertheless, I can’t oppose it. It may happen or may not happen. By the activities
that I have seen in the politics, it shows that it can happen as Mr. Albert Einstein
predicted. At lest one person in the world have supported the futures tense;
because every one knows about the past; and not known about the present. It’s not
an easy task for us to do, only with the good sense of humor can think about the
futures. We are the one who disintegrated the tense by the name of the past &
futures and the present. Otherwise, there would have been only present tense; not
that of past or the futures.

None of us are sure about the futures and the present. Simply what is present and
what is a future are unknown to us. This is the true fact and in case if we have a
doubt, generally all of us can find out what are these issues to be known. Past or the
future or even the present doesn’t have any relations to the life. Be it past or the
present I don’t see any kind of affairs in them for being a separated integral in them.
How Mr. Albert Einstein made his theory and that was used for the past, present &
the futures too. His theory of relativity is being implemented for all the tense. Only
his theory of relativity is the perfect theory I have ever seen in the science. Let me
not so much elaborate this theory so much,

I can’t directly extract the conclusions, suppositions and predictions about the past,
because the past is enormous subjective to the man kind. For this reliable authority
& verifications, experience & examples, inferences & self –reverence, self knowledge
are the prime concern of my side to know about it. Is not the knowledge past? Yes,
it’s a past and it keeps on changing in accordance with the time and the situations.
We will have knowledge about the past and some time about the present, perhaps
not that of the futures. The neutrons and the electrons too in the process of dragging
each other down all the times, which is similar to the past, present and the futures of
his/her own racism. To read, write, to learn the technique which is called the
education and the knowledge. The religions, the politics, the knowledge, the
education and all the materials and mentality of the humans have made us
disintegrations in the world. A man who consumes high educations only knows
certain fact or the techniques and he dies. Is not the education and the knowledge
past than what? If it is not a past than it can’t be futures nor it can be the present
too. So educations too don’t have any value and the meaning of both education &
the knowledge except to write and to read. “There is no wealth like knowledge and
no poverty like ignorance”. Buddha

So, I was only thinking about the past but not to anything related. Till now the past
have been guiding us all the time through out our life times. This isn’t any
exceptional to the past. There is an authority ships in the past, not in the present
and the futures. They can’t hold that characteristics in them, because they aren’t in
this process. The psychological side of the past is not a simple one and can’t be
assumed by us, they are known with the unknown characteristics. What I even think
that is that past have prevented the present and the futures, which is the fact
behind. Am I living in the circumstance of the past? Generally all of us are living in
the past and both present and the futures are being dominated, only by us. The
concern issue is that we are the creatures of the past and not of the present or of the
futures.
Why can’t we live in the futures or the present? These are the inquiries that I always
had in the mind and in the heart. To this question I didn’t find the perfect answer up
to now. Only to make a predictions or to assuming is not to be called futures
activities. There has to be matures futures which will lead the world in the different

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angle and not that of the triangle or the rectangle. Neither in the straight line, which
doesn’t change the line by the junctions or the by pass, it‘s not like this and will not
happen again.

If there would have been a complete negation by the present and the futures
towards the past, they would have become super tense in the grammar back ground.
Negation toward the futures and the present would have even brought grater
histories in the human kind. Past neither can a false nor true or both can it be. To see
the truth as false and the false in the fathom of the truth do exist in the futures.
Perhaps this is not a theory or factuality of my own. Problem is not that how we
think, but how we do act is very much related in case of the past, present or the
futures. “Study the past if you would define the futures”. This topic is
paramount significance for us to know well. Without defining the past; we won’t be
able to define the present and the futures which are out of our imaginations. Just to
bring some logics and the reason won’t help us either, without concrete which can
be suitable best suitable for practical and the theoretical too.
Past itself is not great, rather we made it great by our commonsense and the
ridiculous mind mechanism. May be our commonsense didn’t work or we didn’t know
what the past and present and the futures too. It can be like this that we at all didn’t
understand what these tenses really are. We all know that there is paranoia in past,
present and the futures; they have been competing all the time. As we have been
struggling all of our lives; right from our birth to death. The parameter for the past &
present and the futures is to stop thinking and to act all the times. Pejoratively (to
castigate) what all of us, can think is simple to comply with the tenses and not to be
worried.

If there had been such a tense which could be implemented and complicated one is
the only the past. Which one else, it can be except the past, when it have, had or has
the different personalities in it. All things have both positive and negative, but if we
can negate them it would be great to know about. A positive wouldn’t have any
crucial meaning if there had not been a negative. Triplets have or have to go all
together in order to keep check & balance in between them. To acknowledge and to
pertain simply is not a basic course to know it, which is very much puzzling for all of
us. The fundamentally what, I or every one of us can think and act is not much
different than what I expected, which is again a manner of knowledge and the
experiments. Past, of course an empirical fact which is very much related to day to
day lives of ours. This is only the methodological to understand and to know what is
the past made it simple and simplest for us.

Those ideas, principle, laws all are vividness and neither does constructive nor
destructive to any one. It doesn’t mean that I acknowledged all my imagination is
useless or unworthy fullness, nothing of this case. Our mind automatically
determines, past is the validity not that of the present or the futures. It can be
compared and contrasted in many reasoning. Just to deny or to affirm is a not in a
sense of mature mindless but in a ridiculous ways of measuring and deducing the
empirical feelings of the topics.

The constituents elements for all triplets are, surely and certainly not as we expected
to be, perhaps something else is happening in the world, which we all of us need to
keep an eye in to it. There aren’t like indeterminate or predictability may be not even
this side to think. Probabilities are not that it will happen but it may or may not,
which is not sure of it. In defining of our existence, mental and physical constituent
are present in which we do exist. Since our misunderstanding of the body and the
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relativity or the exclusion principle or the theory of quantum physics or the biology
or the chemistry don’t rely up the mechanism of the time arrows or the time
mechanism. The time is an obstacle to the developments and the growth.

There are always principles of formations, expansions and destructions which is not
we create it, but by the nature itself. A phenomenon is that once it is created it has
to be destroyed so that it will again regain its shape and size. Otherwise it’s useless
and unnecessary of creating and of course discovering the things one after another.
Can the time be like this way? Or else, it has something other dissimilar
phenomenon, which can be implemented by the nature itself. As we all know that,
we never made the time perhaps we certainly made the tense which would define
the time. In terms of sciences, philosophies, mathematics, economically all we are
doing is defining the past and the present and surely the futures which are uncertain
to us, aversions to the past. There are no exceptions that we can’t define the time or
the past or the time phases, we can. Logically, all of us are correct and rarely do we
make a mistake in debating. A whole wouldn’t be existing without a part and part
wouldn’t have any validity without the present of the whole. There aren’t really
independent existences of the past without the present and the futures. They all are
interconnected and interrelated too much intertwined to each others.

Basically, general impulse is that spatial understanding of the part or the whole
make a sense in us. These are conceptions and pre- conceptions and perceptions do
offend our sense of understanding what the reality is. Nothing could exist without
the part and the whole which is also the principle of cause and effect can’t be
neglected by any means. Manifestations are those which are there and can’t be
discarded by the nature itself.

Discovery over the technology and the science have made us so, advanced in each
of our lives. We do often forget the futures and the present and live a life of past.
Though the sciences have achieved so much for us and can’t be denied either. Our
understanding the theories and its implications will only governs us in a right track. It
is an axiomatic that past can survives of its own engraves. Though it is so long we,
we have known the past most probably and still it remains enigmatic (mystery) in
our case. Is it fair for the past and some time we often cursed it. This is not a justice
to the past and present and the futures too. This is a schematic (presentations) of
the past & present, the futures which is most probably good idea to have within the
time and it’s both finite and infinite in its nature’s.

There is nothing to compare and to contrast about the past & the present and the
futures. These are axiomatic and can’t be denied rather it has to be affirmed by all of
us. The idea, the principle, the laws and the way we live our life is all based on the
past, present and the futures. The pragmatic side is that we seventy percent live a
life wit the past and rest fifty-fifty to the future’s and to the present. So, how can
there be a contrast, unless if we schematically have understood them. We knew that
we always have a war with the words and with our lives too.

“The Present is the key to the past” this is also the truth which is justified by the
uniformitarian principle (the principle of nature). Our ideas, principle and the laws
are over lapping and some time reducing themselves. Have deep observations in to
those valuable manifestations and axioms which have been trying there best to
adjust themselves to each other logical facts. This is a good reasoning and even best
to contract them. Our beliefs, our faith, our dogmas, utopias, pain and struggle have
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that only our mind which is devil not that of the Soul; that’s why the people are only
full of revenge, utopias, pain, struggles.

Our individual’s aims, ambitious mind, glory, vanity, all have made this world an
aimless place to live. Regarding this issues, usually what we can say is individuality
interest, enthusiasms, our mind is full of agony and in a great pain. Not because of
the past or the futures or because of the present simply by our aims, ambitious mind
and vanity. Of course the present is the key to the past, how does it determines it,
become an inquiries for me. If the past could determine the present and the future
can control the past and the present, then and than what it remains is the futures
have no place to determine and to control. This isn’t unfair to the futures and the
present. Successfully, the past have reached to the utmost part of the history. This is
perhaps not a hypothesis history, and can’t deny up on it.

There isn’t any kind of distaste in writing in about the past or the present; rarely do
we bring issues of the futures. These are the elemental phenomenon of the world
and can’t deny up on. What else, does each of us have to do so? When each of us,
are struggling so much in this life, what can each individuals expect from this life? I
have no answer to these questions and only questions are what hunting me all the
times. Hunted by the questions and there aren’t any specific articulations in me
which, perhaps going to find the relief from these pains. The flesh, the bones, and
the blood are as old as the days, years, months are. There aren’t any changes in
them, whole circulations is going on. There aren’t any chances of stopping these
circulations in the life. However one can articulate and express his personal felling
about it and nothing else lies behind it. What lies behind us and what lays just to the
utmost side our life is unknown to us;

This is not an actions that I am laying here but a full of idealism which I had in my
mind and most probably in the body, as if they were stains in the body and in the
mind. Bones with the blood makes a greater sense and not the dry bones. We all
know about it, these are common side of the mind and the body. Calcium and the
proteins is the manufacturing agent to the bones itself. This is not an idea or the
predictions of mine. Every one of us likes to learn from their own mistakes and the
experience. Actually, the experiences have nothing to teach us and nothing to learn
about it. This is the race of the humans some one will lose and someone will win this
is the elemental phenomenon. However the past can’t be forgotten and remains like
that of fresh and the pure blood.

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