From these hearts which have been soiled with years and years of sin
OAllah, OAllah its a struggle day in and day out as we live this life
There are many challenges and there are many fitnah out there,
We want to be good but we find ourselves failing day in and day out
OAllah we ask you, we beseech you that you make your obedience
beloved to our hearts so that we can avoid disobedience so much more
easily
OAllah grant us your love and the love of those who love you
We find that we come into the masjid and we pray , we come into a
class and we study, we go outside .. and one wrong look wipes out all
the nur that weve just attained, wipe out all the benefit that weve just
been given
OAllah your tarteeb is so beautiful that the men they go to the masjid
to pray and they bring back the nur into the houses
We make our salat in the masjid and yet we dont take any of that Nur
back
OAllah , OAllah purify our hearts and our gazes, our every aspect of
our body
OAllah, because we cant be left to our own Nafs (ego)
OAllah weve seen in this world that when a child becomes soiled and
their nappy is dirty, nobody wants to pick up that child, that smelly
child. But the mother, youve given her such mercy that this mother
will go and pick this child up and clean it.. clean the child and make it
smelling nice again and will draw this child close to her heart
OAllah we are soiled with our sins, we are worse than that child. If the
sins were to smell, and their stench.. nobody would come close to us,
nobody wants to pick us up
But OAllah, OAllah we ask that you purify us because your mercy
knows no bounds, your rivers of mercy are constantly flowing. We ask
for one drop of it to be given to us. That would be sufficient for us! That
will allow us to reach, to get close to you
OAllah give us the tawfeeq to understand that mercy and to seek that
mercy from you
OAllah our problem is our sins and our weakness! We waste our time
in redundant activities! We dont fulfil our times in the most useful
ways. We have insincerity in our intention
OAllah we know that we have this hope in you that you can give us all
of these things
OAllah, OAllah dont turn us away because theres nobody else to turn
to if you turn us away
OAllah we ask you to grant us barakah in our lives. That we turn away
from here with full repentance and full purification of our heart with a
new outlook to life. A more positive outlook to life!
OAllah and that our life changes and we become more conscientious
people