literaturuli gazeTi
#3 (259) 14 - 27 Tebervali 2020
lia sturua
Taoba
ganaTleba _ umaRlesi,
paralelurad, Sinauri
sabnis wiTeli atlasis Suqze
uamravi wigni wakiTxuli...
aqedan gamomdinare, codna,
rom, klasikosebs, SeiZleba, moelaparako
da anTologiis mzes gagiyofen,
disidentebs naxtomebi aqvT sisxlSi,
mainc, imaT ufro uxdebi,
sakuTari ufskruliT dadixar.
zogjer, RmerTi xes daganaxebs,
damrec miwaze mobRauWebuls _
TvalsaCino magaliTs, rogor icxovro:
ufskrulSi Cacvenilebs
es gaWirvebuli xe aCveno,
sabnis alisferi Suqi aunTo,
am cis qveS ar gaizardeT?!
gegona, sul ase iqneboda:
erTmaneTis TanagrZnobaSi
icxovrebdiT, rogorc qveyanaSi...
IV
gamodis or kviraSi erTxel, paraskeobiT fasi 80 TeTri
emzar kvitaiSvili
pirvelad damemarTa
davibeni. ar vici. veRar vxvdebi, ra davarqva amas...
maqvs ucnauri SegrZneba, TiTqos aT nawilad gaviyavi
(es rom gaiTaviso, SuadRis gamoZinebaa aucilebeli)
da aTiveni Sin vimyofebiT, vtrialebT, vsaqmianobT...
erTma Sesabrawi kartofili unda CaTalos rkinis jamSi,
marilSi amoganglos, Sav tafaze aSiSinebul zeTSi Caamxos,
Tanac gazis als miadevnos Tvali _ najafi ar daexrukos...
meorem „bohemur eqsponatad~ monaTlul dilan Tomasis
Semtevi, daujereblad Tamami da gulaxdili leqsebi ikiTxos;
ras metyvis gasaxars aryisgan gadamwvari, gazizinebuli,
morfis gadametebuli dozisgan (amanve imsxverpla) SeSupebuli tvini.
mainc meaxlobleba, zRvidan moWrili qariviT laRi kaci,
vinac dedis mRvrie saSo orjer (iqeT da aqeT) gadakveTa
da embrionidan gulis gaxeTqvamde ganWvrita Tavisi cxovreba,
daundoblad dawuruli furclebidan iseTi naRveli Semogawveba,
usasrulobaSi dabzrialebul dedamiwas rom CakbiCavs, datkvers.
gaCorknil, gadawiTlebul xerxemalze TeTri matlebi dacocaven...
(toms darTuli aqvs Seimas xinis odnav mediduri winasityva,
sadac irlandieli poeti bevr simarTles ambobs da zogan scodavs,
Tumca mec vaWarbeb, saTqmels zedmetad gadavuxvie, gavixlarTe).
mesame CemTagani dausaqmebeli Svilebis samsaxurze unda daqiCmaCdes.
magram winaswar icis, araferi gamouva, isev gaacucurakeben.
meoTxe iZulebulia, grantis Tema (dasavluri saleqso formebi)
mibland-moblandos da mere swrafad gamoaqveynos saamiso JurnalSi
(es momcems garantias, bukinistTan axali, saWiro wignebi SeviZino).
danarCeni eqvsis ubadruk, gajanjlebul garjaze Tavs aRar SegawyenT.
dabolos, ramdenic ar unda iqne, yvelafers xom ver gawvdebi!..
amasobaSi, vinme nacnobi dagirekavs da ver gadagiwyvetia _
romelma upasuxo. smenac dagiqveiTda, umravlesobas ver cnob xmaze.
viTom wvaleba gaklda, kidev ramdeni Tavsatexi gamogixta.
RmerTo didebulo! unugeSod moxucebuli, welSi gaxrili,
erTic zedmeti vCandi da axla, gaaTebulma, ra unda vakeTo?!.
Cemi gasaTevia _ gamTangavi, gamWvartluli TungiT Camwkrivebuli Rameebi.
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2 proza
1 saucxoo xedebi Tu iSleboda, naxevar-
Cven yvelani xeibrebi viyaviT, agriC-
Si vcxovrobdiT gormaxebis siaxloves
da CvenTvis sicili rom ar daeyaraT,
vcdilobdiT, erTad ar gvevlo. sanam
gamovCndebodiT, jer Cveni xeljoxeb-
is kakuni, fexsacmlebis yru braguni da
Rrma qoSini ismoda (xeljoxebis gare-
Sec SegveZlo siaruli, magram es met
efeqts iwvevda), samaTxovrod ki amg-
vari teqsti gvqonda dazuTxuli _
daexmareT xeibrebs, Tqven Semweobas
rom saWiroebeno. banalurad ki JRer-
da, magram STabeWdilebas axdenda da
Cvenc meti ra gvindoda. agriCis pro-
vinciaSi fuli naklebad iSoveboda,
Tumca bevri arc gvWirdeboda, radgan
mozrdili nakveTi gagvaCnda mcire-
odeni mosavliT, dasaxlebaSi mudam
davis sagnad rom iyo qceuli. amito-
mac naadrevad gakrefil, TiTqmis
mkvaxe nayofze gavizardeT. mezoblebs
mtrulad SevcqerodiT, rogorc mo-
Surneebs, radgan gveSinoda, gakrefas
mogvaswrebdnen. isinic igive mizeziT
frTxilobdnen da aseT dapirispire-
baSi nayofs damwifebas vin daaclida.
Cveni mezoblebi jiuti da utexi xalxi
iyo. im kldeebs hgavdnen, soflis Sesas-
vlelTan rom aRmarTuliyo, patara
mdinaris piras (agriCi swored im
mdinares erqva da nakveTic mis gaswvriv
mdebareobda). es kldeebi TiTqos mo-
saxleebze mouTxrobdnen, sigamxdre
samarko niSaniviT rom aCndaT, magram
ixtibars ar itexdnen. sijiutiT arc
Cven CamovrCebodiT, eg aris, xeibrebi
viyaviT, Tumca fulsac amiT vSoulob-
diT. raRac daxmarebas mTavrobisganac
viRebdiT, erTi sityviT, sakmarisad
gvrCeboda da Sromaze fiqriT aRar
viwuxebdiT Tavs, romelsac imaze saw-
ylad warmovaCendiT, vidre sinamd-
vileSi viyaviT _ mowyalebis gamRebT
uZlurebi rom vgonebodiT, TiTqos
yurebi mxolod imitom gveba, savala-
lo ambebi mogvesmina, xolo sicocxle
SiSsa da mwuxarebaSi gagvyavda. visac
ver vatyuebdiT, meyseulad SeviZu-
lebdiT xolme da braziT gavecle-
bodiT. am saqmis profesionalebi
viyaviT, dilidanve vatyobdiT dRes
uiRblobas. aseT dros Sin adre vbrun-
debodiT. aba, yovel gamvlels rom
davesaCuqrebineT, gana waqcevamde ar
vivlidiT? ityvian, TiToeul sofels
Tavisi giJi hyavso, mag mxriv arc Cven
viyaviT gamonaklisi. ojaxSi erTi saR-
ic gveria, SuaTana Zma, erTTavad rom
wuxda, roca gavizrdebi, Tavi rogor
virCinoo. amaze pasuxi arc Cven gvqon-
da, mxolod vuTanagrZnobdiT da isRa
dagvrCenoda, zogadi sityvebiT gve-
nugeSebina, ras izam, bedi ar gqonia,
magram zeca mowyalea, Senc gadmogxe-
davso. gasakviri ambavi ki iyo, Cven
beds rom Senatroda. saxelad iosebi
erqva, me ki xan ras marqmevdnen da xan
ras, kuspas, mards, TumcaRa ZiriTadad
sahabs meZaxdnen. Cemi SuaTana Zma rom
dabadebula, dedaCemi SiSiT daaCerda,
gana aseTi ra davaSaveT, bunebam ase rom
gagvwirao. es SegrZneba karga xans gahy-
olia. mxolod maSin damSvidda, roca
me davibade xeibris Cveuli niSniT, ety-
oba, raRac mizezebis gamo codva gve-
patiao, uTqvams. mSoblebs erCivnaT,
ena rac SeiZleba gvian amogvedga, rad-
gan sisxlSi gvqonda, pirvelive sityve-
biT wuwuns movyolodiT. niWis Tval-
sazrisiT Tu vimsjelebdiT, mTlad wy-
alwaRebulnic ar viyaviT. dedis mxri-
dan winapari, Cemi didi papa, gatace-
biT samxedro yofila, xeibrobis gamo
rom daiwunes. samxedro formians rom
SeniSnavda, Tvals sevdianad gaayoleb-
da xolme, rogorc arSemdgar ocnebas.
gza TviTon surda gaekafa. Tavs mox-
veuli sikeTec ar undoda. man samker-
valo gaxsna, sadac samxedro kitelebs
da qudebs akerinebda da nawarmiT Sta-
bebs da garnizonebs amaragebda, Cven
mxareSi blomad rom iyo. pativsac
scemdnen da fulsac Soulobda _ mok-
led, yismaTi gamoiCina, mxolod siber-
eSi moecara xeli. mec aRmomaCnda wera-
kiTxvis niWi, rac Seexeba xatvas, orive
Zmas da ufros dasac gvexerxeboda (igi
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xeibrebi
CiTis kabebze mSvenivrad qargavda Ci-
tis gamosaxulebebs), magram amas Cvene-
bi seriozulad ar ekidebodnen, bavS-
vur gatacebad gviTvlidnen da Cvens
momavals amgvarad ganixilavdnen, xe-
ibrobis mizeziT moqmedebis areali
winaswar gaqvTo gansazRvruli. xatvis
nebas mxolod SuaTana Zmas rTavdnen,
radgan mis karieraze xeli hqondaT
Caqneuli. bolo xanebSi generlobaze
meocnebe papaCemi loginad Cavarda. me
gatacebiT vukiTxavdi hanibalsa da
makedonelze, maT gmirul brZolebsa
da gamarjvebebze. Tvalebi cremliT
evseboda, Tumca meCveneboda, rom
bevrs veRarafers igebda. sofels mis
gamo ar vtovebdiT, magram bolos Tvi-
Tonve dagvtova. roca misi natanji
sxeuli agriCis kurTxeul miwas mivab-
areT, iq didxans aRar davrCenilvarT,
qalaqSi gadavbargdiT (ris wamoRebac
ver movaxerxeT, agriCSi davtoveT) da
gareubnis erT dafxavebul naxevar-
sardafSi ganvTavsdiT, romelic de-
daCems anderZiT xvda mamamisisgan (de-
daCemis Zmas bevrad ukeTesi bina hqon-
da dedaqalaqSi, Cvengan Zalian Sors
rom iyo). aq ufro gavimarTebodiT
welSi, magram gareT gamosasvlelad
Wriala kibe unda agvevlo. dedaCems
saxsrebi saSinlad tkioda da raRace-
bis mosatanad Cven gvagzavnida. Cvenc
mogvqonda, magram xurdebs vitoveb-
diT. gamyidvelebs vecodebodiT da
xSirad produqtebs asaReb fasSi gviT-
mobdnen. ase rom, fulis mniSvneloba
bavSvobidanve SevisisxlxorceT,
Tavisuflebis garantad migvaCnda da
monetebiT aRsavse muWebs rom vikoc-
nidiT, guli sixaruliT gvevseboda,
Tumca es SegrZneba wamierad gadagviv-
lida xolme. bundovani momavali dabu-
rul tyes hgavda, sadac Sesvla uTuod
mogviwevda. win mravali sevdiani sce-
na eloda gaTamaSebas. amas winaswar
vgrZnobdiT da guli gvekumSeboda,
fuli ki bevr rames ganapirobebda. gam-
didrebuli kaci tvirTiT aRsavse xom-
alds hgavs, Sinisken rom miiswrafvis,
raTa col-Svils axaros, xelcarieli
ki didad ar Cqarobs, idumali swrafva
ukvalod gahqrobia da Wriala naviv-
iT mihyveba dinebas.
agriCSi erTxelRa CavediT papaCe-
mis wlisTavis mizeziT da maSinac saR-
amosve gamovbrundiT ukan matarebliT.
maSin momagonda, rogor vuTanxmdebo-
di xolme papaCems, roca biZaCemTan
mivdiodiT stumrad, vagonSi fan-
jrisken me davjdebi-meTqi. gavidoda
dro da amas sevdianad gavixsenebdi,
roca TviTonve moviyridi papaCemis
xnis da RvTis SewevniT mec meyolebo-
da SviliSvili, romelsac mgzavrobi-
sas fanjrisken davsvamdi. warsuli
ukacrieli mxarea, iqidan uklebliv
yvelani gamovlen da mibruneba romc
SegeZlos, carieli scena da mitovebu-
li xaraCoebiRa dagxvdeba.
im ubans, sadac davsaxldiT, sami
mxridan Waobi ertya, saidanac ZaRleb-
is gauTavebeli yefa moismoda (egeb
bayayebi ar mosdiodaT TvalSi). magram
es ar gvaRelvebda. xeibrebs male Seg-
veCvivnen, Soridanve gvcnobdnen da
mowiwebiT TuRa Segviyefdnen, TiTqos
mogvikiTxeso. amiT janmrTelebsac
usargebliaT. cdilobdnen, is adgili
koWlobiT CaevloT. sxvebi ver xvde-
bodnen, ra emarTebodaT gamvlelebs
mainc da mainc gzis im monakveTze, sa-
dac dasaxleba daZenZil naWers hgav-
da mravali gadanakeriT, xolo hori-
zonti wamdauwum naTdeboda. iqiT al-
baT Weqa-quxili mudmiv reJimSi iyo.
cxovreba mkacri kariskaciviT
gvimzerda, karebs mxolod moxelTe-
bulTaTvis vaRebo. es mdgomareoba ise
axlo migvqonda gulTan, rogorc
furcels miitanen xolme lamfasTan
naweris ukeT gasarCevad. dedaCems
erTi suli hqonda, gareT gasasvlelad
kibeebi ar dagvWirveboda, magram bele-
taJi auxdenel ocnebad darCa. zemodan
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sardafSi viwro sarkmeli iyo Cataneb-
uli, saidanac cis mcire nagleji
moCanda, periodulad didroni bor-
blebi da saqmiani fexebi rom Telavda
xmaTa Sesabamisi akompanimentis Tanx-
lebiT. kars xSirad winaswar vaRebdiT,
radgan CvenTan momsvlelebs ukve fex-
sacmliT vcnobdiT.
mamaCemma radioqarxnis SenobaSi
daiwyo muSaoba Ramis moriged, dara-
jobis didi staJi maqvso, RamiTac daW-
yetili TvalebiviT viZinebo. erTx-
elac iqidan veeba, Camowerili radio
moaTria, kedelze miamagra da xmas
TiTqmis bolomde Cauwia, rom ar
SevewuxebineT da darwmunebuli var,
mas Semdeg aRaravin mikarebia. RamiT
yrud Tu gaismoda melodiebi, Torem
dRisiT verafers gaigonebdi. im dRes
Zveli nivTebis Semsyidvelma mogvak-
iTxa da dedaCemma is zardaxSa gayida,
sadac fuls inaxavda. aRebuli Tanxa
danarCen fulTan erTad SeCurTa Te-
TreulSi. ojaxis finansebs is ganageb-
da, Tumca sasacilod JRerda fulis
im raodenobis am sityviT gamoxatva.
sivrce erTob SezRuduli iyo. ko-
modze Sandlebi elaga, momnusxvel
saidumloTa mizezi, monacvleobiT
rom hfenda aqa-iq naTels. Calisferi
oTaxi bundovan myudroebas moecva,
xolo roca mze Zlevamosilad aki-
afdeboda, sacxovrebeli farTi bind-
bunds rogorRac Seeleoda xolme,
CvenTvis danarCeni avejis mWidro gan-
lageba rom euwyebina.
_ sardafs araferi sjobs! _ ga-
nacxada mamaCemma, bavSvobaSi sxvenSi
rom ecxovra, _ roca gardavicv-
lebiT, ara mgonia, amaze Rrmad dagv-
flan! aba, maRal sarTulebze ra yria?
TiTqos sazvereebs gadiode. iqidan
Camosvlas naxevari dRe vundebodi
xolme koWlobiT. Cvens qvemoT profe-
sors ekava bina, romelsac Rrma
azrovnebisTvis samariseburi siCume
Wirdeboda. Cemebi saTamaSos rom miy-
iddnen, jer misTvis unda eCvenebinaT.
igi instruqcias zedmiwevniT gaecno-
boda da Tavad Seafasebda, raodeni
xmauris gamowveva SeeZlo. profesori
amis didostati iyo. unda genaxaT,
rogor utrialebda TiToeul detals,
TiTqos samyaros saidumlos amomcno-
bi meqanizmi Cavardnoda xelSi. mgoni,
TviTonac mSvenivrad erToboda, tu-
Cebs didxans da dakvirvebiT acma-
cunebda, sanam Tanxmobis niSnad Tavs
dagviqnevda, an uaris gamosaxatad xe-
lebs gaasavsavebda. dawunebuli saTa-
maSoebi Cemebs ukanve mihqondaT, atire-
buls ki mamSvidebdnen, sxva raime mSvi-
dobian nivTSi gadavcvliTo. CurCu-
liT TamaSs maSin SeveCvie. sul imis SiS-
Si viyavi, profesoris risxva ar dam-
texoda Tavze.
piradad CemTvis sulerTi iyo, sad
vicxovrebdi. agriCSi roca vcxovrob-
diT, mamaCemi maSinac gvian brundebo-
da, samuSaos Semdeg naZvnarSi rom es-
eirna da Cveni wuwunisTvis naklebad
esmina. verc gaamtyunebdi, radgan mas
realobis Secvla ar SeeZlo, Cven ki
arsebulTan Segueba. igi qarxanaSi
muSaobda zeTis tumbos darajad, sa-
dac adre maTxovroba uwevda, mainc
sul aq trialeb da iqneb es saqme SeiT-
avsoo, SesTavazes. mamaCems WkuaSi da-
jdomia da daTanxmebula, magram im
dRis Semdeg gamvlelTa mowyaleba Seu-
wyda. veRarc gaerkva, romeli ujobda.
Sin wamosvlisas gulgrilad moabijeb-
da Senobebis gaswvriv, SigniT Sesvla ki
azradac ar mosdioda. arada, iqneb
Rirda, iqneb ukeTesi pirobebi SeeTava-
zebinaT, Sors wasvlac aRar dasWirve-
boda. pensiamde dro xom kidev iyo. ise
me sul marigebda, ecade, iseTi samsax-
uri iSovo, adrian bindbundSi ar giw-
evdeso saxlidan gasvla, quCis ZaRle-
bi dRis sinaTleze mSviddebiano.
yvelaze metad, rac am saxlSi mom-
wonda, kedelze gakruli ruka iyo. in-
teresiT Sevyurebdi materikebsa da
okeaneebs, evropis ucnaur moxazulo-
bas, amazonisa da misisipis daklaknil
gamosaxulebas, kunZul ceilons Cais
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aromatiT da beringis srutes didro-
ni yinulebiT da sul mikvirda, esoden
amouwuravi SesaZleblobebis samyaro-
Si bneliT moculi naxevarsardafi
rom gvergo wilad da amiT vkmay-
ofildebodiT. Senoba gamoqvabulTa
kompleqss hgavda, romlis mepatronec
siRaribe gaxldaT, yoveli xizani ki
misi mdgmuri. dedaCemmac albaT maT
Semxedvarem gayida zardaxSa, darwmu-
nebuli var, arc erT maTgans rom ar
eqneboda Zvirfaseulobis Sesanaxad.
ra simdidrec gaaCndaT, Tan daa-
tarebdnen _ wvril Zewkvs, qarvis
sayures, Tu dabalxarisxian oqros be-
Weds. metnaklebad erTnairi SesaZle-
blobebiT vcxovrobdiT, arc momxv-
durTa kategoriuli toni gvaRelveb-
da didad da, ase Tu ise, borot zrax-
vebsac vumklavdebodiT, radgan SuriT
aRsavse gulebs eklian Cirgvebad miv-
iCnevdiT, mdidrul cxovrebas arc
miveltvodiT, patiosan kanondamr-
Rvevebs ki did pativs vcemdiT. bevr
rames mimzidvel elfers xom swored
akrZalva aniWebda. mitingebSi garevac
gvicdia, roca droSebs qarebis nacv-
lad adamianebi afrialebdnen _ im pe-
riodSi xSirad rom imarTeboda sxva-
dasxva socialuri moTxovniT. me da
mamaCemma Sesabamis organizaciasac
mivmarTeT, magram uariT gamogvis-
tumres, xeibrebis sawinaaRmdego
araferi gvaqvs, Tumca mWeqare xmebi
ufro gvWirdebao.
_ mWeqare xmebic gvqonda! _ vima-
rTlebdiT Tavs, _ mowyalebis Txovnam
CagvixliCa!
maSin dawvrilebiT agvixsnes, saqme-
Si rom gamovdgomodiT, xmebi aq unda
CagvxleCoda. ecadeT, gamoimuSavoT _
dagvariges Sinaurulad _ sityvam
mTavrobis daxSul yuramde rom miaR-
wioso, magram TviTonac ar sjerodaT,
es xmis JReradobaze yofiliyos
damokidebuli. Tanamoazreebad ki
migviCnevdnen, radgan arc Cven gvawy-
enda mdidarTa sazogadoeba, mowy-
alebis gaReba rom ar gasWirvebodaT.
fulis dazogvas ki vcdilobdiT, Tum-
ca saxvaliod gadasanaxi arasodes
gvrCeboda. arsebobs elitaruli
pirobebi da arsebobs elementaruli
pirobebi. Cven mxolod meores
veltvodiT, romlis mkafiod gamosax-
atad azrebis koncentracias vaxden-
diT, gvindoda arsebobis avkar-
gianobas CavwvdomodiT da Cveni sawux-
ari gagveJRerebina, magram cxovreba
rac ufro gauTlels Cagvigdebda xe-
lSi, miT ufro gonivrulad Camogvay-
alibebda, xolo esoden mgznebare
garemocva, mitingis organizatorebi
rom warmoadgendnen, unda genatra.
atlasis naWrebisgan droSebs Tvi-
Tonve keravdnen, TiTqos yvelaze mniS-
vnelovani saqmiT yofiliyvnen dakave-
bulni. fuWad nakuwsac ar dakargavd-
nen da socialur moTxovnaTa tiraJis
SesafuTad iyenebdnen. Tumca mdgomar-
eoba roca iZabeboda, xalxmraval adg-
ilebs pirvelni tovebdnen. mSiSrebs
CveviaT uxmod gaZurwva. ise Cqarobd-
nen, daZrul tramvais Seaxtebodnen
xolme, oRondac gahyolodnen, Casv-
lamde ki erTi gaCerebiT adre dgebod-
nen fexze, pirvelni rom Camomx-
tariyvnen. am axtoma-Camoxtomis cikls
ki, rogorc morig gmirobas, revolu-
ciuri elferiT mosavdnen. Tavis gasa-
marTleblad imas imizezebdnen, rom
mTavari swored mTavari birTvis gada-
rCenaze zrunva gaxlavTo, magram say-
ovelTao devnis da darbevis periode-
Si ena didi xniT CauvardaT, zed kbi-
lis naWdevebi aCndaT. ver iTval-
iswinebdnen, rom yovel wamowyebas Tan-
mdevi movlenebi axlavs. Cven ki, raxan
sabrZolvelad dagviwunes, qalebs vex-
marebodiT Sin, koSkSi gamoketilebs
rom hgavdnen. Cem saR Zmas araferSi
vrevdiT, rogorc bedisgan isedac da-
Cagruls. TeTreuls quCaSive vfendiT
da mTel farTleuls vamzeurebdiT.
sarecxs Tokebze vkidebdiT da sarWe-
biT vamagrebdiT. zewrebs tkacuni
gahqondaT, rogorc ialqniani navebis
afrebs. perangi leibis sarCuliviT
literaturuli gazeTi
unda qaTqaTebdeso, brZanebda dedaCe-
mi. ise unda bzinavdes, rogorc Tovli
da vercxli. es dReebi yovelTvis tk-
bilad gamaxsendeba, radgan Semdgom
mravaljer wamixda cxovrebaze war-
modgena da gezic bevrjer vicvale,
radgan am sazogadoebaSi vinc zemo
fenebSi aRwevas cdilobda, safexure-
bad adamianebs iyenebda. me ki privil-
egiebis didad ar mjeroda, mxolod
Tanasworobas vgulSematkivrobdi.
roca Tanamoazreebi Semogeclebian,
sxva fazaSi Sedixar da garegnul niS-
nebs akvirdebi. dagrexili Zewkvi tan-
jviT miRweul srulyofilebas hgavs,
daxrili droSebi tborTan Camwkrive-
bul mtirala tirifebs, am qveyanaze ki
mxolod im saqmis midevneba Rirs, rom-
lis ganvrcobac SesZlebelia da ara
imis, Cixs rom migayenebs.
ufrosi da Cvenze ganaTlebuli iyo
da pedagogad daiwyo muSaoba xeibreb-
is skolaSi. Cvenc is skola da-
vamTavreT, sadac Cemi Zma xangrZlivi
xvewna-mudaris Semdeg Zlivs miiRes
gansxvavebulobis mizeziT da bolo
zaramde klaselebis dacinvis
obieqtad iyo qceuli. egeb am dacin-
vamac gamojeka SemdgomSi. maswavle-
blebi saklaso Jurnalis sias rom daxe-
davdnen, abgd-s amokiTxvis Semdeg Se-
marTebas hkargavdnen. iq, sadac Wxjh
_ iwyeboda, mowyeniloba ipyrobdaT,
TiTqos udabnoSi moxvedriliyvnen,
sadac erTi zeTisxilic ar xarobda,
anda sulac jarTis Cambarebeli punq-
tis misamarTi euwyaTo. Cven skolaSi am
asoebiT asobiT orosnis gvari iwyebo-
da, romlebic SekiTxvebs absoluturi
dumiliT xvdebodnen, Tumca
gakveTilebi xmauriT mimdinareobda,
magram semestruli gamocdebis dros
buzis gafrenis xmis gagonebis dari
siCume unda Camowoliliyo, romelsac
drodadro romelime damswre piri Tu
daarRvevda pretenziuli SeZaxiliT _
kalams nu awvalebT; pirSi xels nu
idebT _ da ase Semdeg. Cem das erTix-
anoba skolis mitovebac undoda, ma-
gram gadawyvetilebas ver iRebda,
vaiTu, rasac gavurbivar, mere mTeli
cxovreba, sanatrelad meqceso. erTx-
el did Sesvenebaze mivakiTxe, saklaso
oTaxSi ijda da sevdianad Sehyurebda
dafas, romlis kalTazec carci da
Cvari elaga, erTmaneTs mtrulad rom
umzerdnen, Cem das ki Zlier uxaroda
Cemi danaxva. skolidan erTad wam-
ovediT. siamovnebiT mivatovebdi aqau-
robas da sadme mTis sofelSi gadavix-
vewebodio, gamimxila. im dRes pirve-
lad SevniSne, mSoblebs safeTqlebTan
Tmebi rom SevercxlodaT, wlebi dau-
faravad aJRerebda Tavis ganacxads da
siberis xanmokle sixangrZlive mwux-
are zar-zeimiT iwyeboda, igi momqancv-
el siaruls hgavda, TviTmfrinavi rom
gagaswrebs da aeroportidan fexiT
giwevs ukan dabruneba. Cemebi bun-
tisTavebi arasodes yofilan,
gaficvebSi monawileobasac eridebod-
nen da xelmowerebsac gaurbodnen
koleqtiur werilebze, rogorme saq-
mis gaCarxva ki surdaT, finansuri
krizisidan Tavis dasaRwevad, magram
energiuloba aRar etyobodaT.
roca Sebindebisas nestiT gaJRen-
Til gzaze ukanaskneli transporti
raxraxiT Caivlida xolme, ZilisTvis
vemzadebodiT. amgvarma Rameebma
dagviRara saxeebi. axali wlis Rame ki
sul sxva iyo. lampionebi aTasfrad
brWyvialebda. xeebic sazeimod moer-
ToT, TiTqos saukeTeso pijakebSi ga-
moawyeso. Cvenc iseTi SemarTeba gveZ-
leoda, taZris nangrevebis danaxva rw-
menas ver Segviryevda, xolo CitTa Wik-
Wiki angelozTa galobad Cagvesmoda,
magram monotonur erTferovnebas
araferi Secvlida.
2 ovrobda, samyaros labirinTSi gza mar-
erT dResac dedaCemma kedlidan
ruka Camoxsna, aq biZaTqvenis karada
unda davdgaTo, ruka ki gorgaliviT
daaxvia, im karadis Tavze rom Semoeg-
do samudamod. rogorc Cans, biZaCemi
karga xniT apirebda gadmosvlas. kuTxe
rogorRac mouwyes, rasac Cveni gar-
Tobis teritoria Seewira da oTaxic
uceb dapataravda. aveji satvirTo man-
qaniT mozides. biZaCemma da misma me-
gobarma jer yvelaferi Zirs
Camocales, mere ki didxans CahqondaT
sardafSi. skamebs patarebi vezide-
bodiT, mZime karadebs ufrosebi, ma-
gram did magidas veraferi mouxerxes
da sadac Camodges, iqve datoves, aqac
gamodgebao, urCia megobarma, karg
amindebSi gareT isadilebTo. magida
iseTi mZime iyo, Rrmad Cajda miwaSi,
yoveli wvimis mere rom talaxdeboda.
daZvra merec aRar gvicdia da darw-
munebuli var, dResac iq idgeba. biZa-
Cemi CvenTan mSvenivrad moewyo, avejic
gacilebiT ukeTesi hqonda da Cacmi-
Tac urigod ar icvamda. brolis Wiqe-
bi, faifuris lambaqebi da gamWvirvale
saferfle, ufro moWidavis miW-
yletil yurs rom hgavda, vidre ni-
Jaras, tramvais yoveli Cavlisas rit-
mulad iwyebda rxevas da adgilobrivi
WurWlis zrials Tavisi bgerebiT met
mravalferovnebas matebda.
saxli, sadac adre aTasSi erTxel
CavdiodiT xolme, valebis gamo gaeyi-
da biZaCems. erT dros marad maspin-
Zels rom eZaxdnen, magram bolo xaneb-
Si saqmeebi cudad wasvlia da mxurvale
saRamoebs veRar marTavda. aRarc
aRaravis enaxeboda, TiTqos Sinidan
saxanZro kibiT Cadiso. gulgrilobac
dasCemda da erTTavad amas imeorebda,
borotis udidesi miRweva isaa, rom
Senc gagaborotoso. maRalfardovnad
ki msjelobda, religia realobaao,
rom urwmunoTa CixSi SesvliT morw-
mune kidev ufro Tavdajerebuli xde-
bao, xolo gulgatexiloba mizezi ar
aris cxovrebaze xelis Casaqnevado.
proza 3
maSin xom im morbenals daemsgavsebi,
Sedegi rom ver aCvena da finiSis xaz-
Tan mxolod im mizeziT brundeba,
tansacmeli da CanTa aiRoso. msjelo-
bis dasasruls ki ase ityoda, raime Se-
kiTxva xom ar gaqvTo. SekiTxva mamaCems
hqonda. mas ainteresebda, CvenTan ram-
deni xniT apirebda darCenas, magram
ubrad gaclas amjobinebda.
biZaCems xaxviviT patara Tavi da
zorba tani hqonda. kunZul axal gvin-
eas hgavda msoflio rukaze, romelic
misi mizeziT Camoxsnes, Torem
Sevaxedebdi da TviTonve darwmundebo-
da. qadagad davardna Cveoda, aRmosav-
leTSi sibrZnes eZeben da sisastikes
poulobeno, magram iqneb swored amaSi
mdgomareobda sibrZnis aRmoCena. biZa-
Cems ojaxi arasdros hyolia da
pirovnulad cdilobda WeSmaritebam-
de gaRwevas. mudam gandegiliviT cx-
tom unda gaignoo, daeCemebina, koleq-
tiuri Ziebis rogorRac ar sjeroda.
vinc sitkboeba ver moipova, Sxamis Se-
grovebas Sesdgomiao, xolo vinc adami-
anis xorcs SeeCvia, SimSilis grZnobas
verasodes daiokebso. magram etyoba
misma Wkvianurma msjelobam Camoyali-
bebuli saxe ver miiRo, raxan yvelaferi
dakarga. gakotrebuli brZeni Cixs zed-
metma codnam miayena. dRisiT fiqrebi
tanjavda, RamiT koSmarebi. mis Zvel
saxlSi yvelaferi feradovnebiT gam-
oirCeoda. Wyetela Spalerebi Tvals
mogWrida, Taroebi spilenZis TasebiT
gamoetena. Cven ki, rac gagvaCnda, imde-
nad mwiri iyo, sabazo aRnusxvas arc
saWiroebda, samzareulos aRWurvilo-
bas ki TiTo-orola Wiqa da TefSi Tu
amSvenebda. adreul wlebSi, roca biZa-
Cemi Sin nebivrobda da forToxlis tk-
bil wvens miirTmevda, mamamisi serio-
zuli saqmeebiT iyo dakavebuli. miuxe-
davad imisa, rom marilebi awuxebda da
ZarRvebSi xandazmuli sisxli mZimed
uCqefda, sneulebas mainc ar epueboda,
Cafxutdamxobili meomariviT,
sayvirebs rom aRmuvlebs da sxvebsac
brZolisken mouxmobs, radgan ukandax-
eva ar Cvevia. igi cxovrebas valde-
bulebaTa aRsrulebad aRiqvamda. ami-
tomac iyo, Svilebs raime qoneba Tu
gaaCndaT, swored man dautova. Tavda-
pirvelad biZaCemic mas baZavda,
winaswari SeTanxmebis gareSe xels
arafers hkidebda, saqmeebs mimoweriT
agvarebda, xolo depeSebs mousav-
leTidanac iRebda, radgan iqauri am-
bebic iyo misTvis mniSvnelovani. sani-
muSod mowyobil saxlSic naxevari ave-
ji damontaJebuli hqonda, yvelaferi
RilakebiT undoda emarTa, magram bo-
los is xeli, romelic moecara da yov-
el Semdgom dRes uaresoba mohqonda
misTvis, Caiqnia kidec. cxovrebis us-
azRvro ganvrcobam bevr rameze au-
crua guli, dacemis ukideganobaSi
daarwmuna da Zlevamosili nabijebi
laslasiT Seucvala, mere ki, rogorc
aseT dros xdeba xolme, qadagebas uma-
ta _ qveynad yvela saqme ar unda iTa-
vo, gagxarjaven, radgan nivTebsac
vada hqoniaT, rogorc wamlebs. raRac
drois mere uvargisoba etyobaT. imi-
tomac yrian nagavsayrelze, an buxar-
Si SeuZaxeben xolmeo. warmatebac
droebiTi yofila. cxovreba cariel
adgilebs ar tovebs. doqSi sasmeli Tu
ar asxia, mtvriT ivseba, xolo cecxl-
gamZle karadas mxolod uJangavi met-
alisgan amzadebeno. biZaCemi Wkvian
adamianad migvaCnda. erTxel amis
Sesaxeb pirSic mivaxaleT, magram
gangvimarta, Wkviani is aris, vinc Wkvi-
anebi Tavis samsaxurSi Caayenao. fiz-
ika paTetikaa, romelsac maTematika ar
Seepueba, radganac mudam zusti gan-
sazRvrebebis momxrea (me piradad
maTematikaSi ariTmetikis iqiT ar wav-
sulvar, radgan vgrZnobdi, am gauge-
brobaSi rom Semetopa, ukan gamosaRwev
gzas veRar gamovagnebdi), rCeba sfer-
oebi, romelsac mecniereba verafriT
moicavso. mxatvrobas Tu gadawyvetT,
saRebavebSi mainc unda gaerkveT.
gagrZeleba me-6 gverdze
4 poezia
lia sturua
daswreba
ara daswrebis SeCveul grafikas,
sisxlis laqas vdeb qaRaldze _
ase aRniSnaven arsebobas
istoriul, anu Zvel
da sawyal qveyanaSi,
kidev, pataraSi da tvinareulSi,
Torem anbans
iebiT rogor daiwyebda?
bavSvebis sayovelTao acriT poeziaze,
mSoblebis daukiTxavad.
mere, danarCeni daavadebebi?
mag. yivanaxvela,
mamlebi rom amoyavs piridan
da wiTlad inaxavs.
eseni tanze Tu daixate,
sxva saxadi dagemarTeba,
romelic an sikvdiliT Tavdeba,
an metaforiT, Tu am ukanaskneliT,
sajaro magidasTan mixval
da tradiciuli grafikis nacvlad,
sisxlis laqas dadeb qaRaldze,
e.i. monawileob am cxovrebaSi...
konvenciuri leqsi
kaci momewona
da leqsis yeli davaviwrove,
musika iyo saWiro,
alteracias Tavisufal leqsSi
ver Sevitandi, iqidan
sxva Suqi modioda,
imasac sxva broli edga TvalebSi,
xedavda, balaxis CrdilSi
rogor icxovrebs, WianWvelebis ritmSi,
hiperboliT zurgze...
roca erTmaneTs vexebodiT,
ori xelis aTive sxviT marwmunebda,
rom mis merec SemiZlia
leqss yeli movunaxo,
Sig spazmi Cavagdo,
tradiciul riTmebze musika davsva,
rac arc ise ubraloa,
roca saqme harmonias exeba...
***
Zveli fotoebi
TeTri abreSumis kaba.
krepis Sav zRvas miyveba colad.
mendelsonis Saqaryinuli...
biometruli CaSterebis Semdeg
mSoblebis dangreuli arqiteqtura.
vgavar ramiT?
JReradobiT, sinaTlis xarisxiT,
gaxamebuli sayelos reJimiT,
Sav-TeTri dramatizmiT?
ai, sadaa fskerebi!
fsiqoTerapevti ukve gadmomiqarTules,
literaturuli gazeTi
rom qvecnobieri
dedisrZianad amomitrialos,
maiZulos,
Tu warsuli mkafio mqonda,
kiseri movugrixo kobalts da kinovars,
mere riTi gadavfaro
Savi miwa, TeTri sudara?
wignebze
iyo dro, roca RimiliT
viRacis gaTboba SemeZlo.
mzis limiti amovwure,
sul „gareT gasvla mezareba~-Si
vcxovrob, dRis 5 saaTze daRamebaSi...
gadmoqarTulebuli repi momesaja,
slengze gazrdili bavSvebis
mdinareSi Seyvana
da rusTaveliT monaTvla,
aRar gamomdis, pedagogis
niWi maklia, mawvnis dedobis,
vis Svilebsac qaTqaTi gaudiT,
qrestomaTiis Sratidan klasika amoyavT
da krialeben erTad!
amaT mainc ician,
rusTavelis mimbaZvel saukuneebs
guramiSvilma rogor gadauara
Tavisi rvamarcvliani sijansaRiT,
muxambazebSi Camdnari poetebi,
rac unda gatkbilebodaT cxovreba,
egnate ninoSvils gaaZRobdnen
Tavisi farSavangebiT,
Tundac `gangebasTan~ gariTmuliT?
an me ra vuyo
gazeTebis da televiziis agresias
sevdiani da Zalian sevdiani
wignebis winaaRmdeg?
baraTaSviloba
poetobas rom ibraleb,
upatronobas, baraTaSvilobas,
sagiJeTSi rodis gagiSves, ici?
cas rom inawilebdnen
da RmerTiani adgili Sen Segxvda.
ra eqnaT?
sindisidan marcxniv unda gaexviaT,
Weri daexuraT Tavze,
an ucxo ca, Tavisi
viwro erovnuli RmerTiT,
mtkvari rom veRar gamogeSva
saxelodan (poezias Tu Seekari,
es fokusi unda gamogivides).
kidev, ra vici, msxalSi
tkbili samkuTxedi ver dagenaxa?
(Tumca es sxva istoriaa).
siyvarulsac xom ver daewie
gimnaziaSi motexili fexiT,
iq unda wasuliyavi, sadac
koWlobis punqteri
meranis siCqares uTanabrdeba!
14 - 27 Tebervali 2020
magram darCi asaTianis quCaze
da am gaugebar, uwertilo droSi
gaiZaxi: _ baraTaSvili varo!
giJs, aba, ra moeTxoveba?
bolo simarTle
tani rom giRalatebs
da bolo simarTlis
SesaZleblobas daganaxebs,
mTavar tvins CarTav:
logikam imuSaos, uyuron
rogor zixar, dadixar, laparakob,
sxva tvini, kreatiuli,
xurda fuliT gamoxatul xelfass
Sealamazebs, vercxlis mTas mogcems,
moasevadebs.
ginda ki, es arTrozul fexebze
Semdgari antikvariati?
Zeglad ar varga, arqivs ufro mouxdeba _
daviwyebuli leqsebidan
ukeTes sityvas gamoaxedebs,
aseTi boloc SeiZleba,
literaturis Teoriuli?
mTel am davidarabaze:
metaforebze, epiTetebze, stilze sworeba,
roca cofiani ZaRli gyavs mucelSi?
unda amoiRo, amoaxvio, amoiglijo
es wiTeli droSa,
wynarad rom dawve da miwa SeWamo.
***
erTi 20 dRe fiWvebis doza,
TvalebSi or-ori mze,
oTxi mTvare, kaci, romelsac
lamazi coli yavs, magram
mezobel fanjaraSi kaba mowons,
narinjisferi da mrgvali mandariniviT _
Cinuri gavlena, verbaluri.
samstriqoniani
qalaqSi dabruneba,
cota xniT sikvdili
iyo ki is, minebiani korpusi,
oTaxi ocdameramdene?
maxsovs marto mkivana feri,
sami striqoniT waqezebuli,
sul ukan rom mabrunebs,
wyalwaRebuli romantizmisken...
improvizacia
roca almasis sabado gaqvs pirSi,
32 kbili pirobiTobaa.
xerxe orkestri, gamoadne bgerebi,
uZiro, uTvistomo
improvizacias samSoblos ver daarqmev,
ver daamiweb, ver daeyrdnobi,
weli Tu gadagityda,
bluzis webo gagamTlianebs,
regtaimis wvimaSi yvela Zvalze
marilis ylortebi amogiva
da icekveb iseT molodins,
romelic an bavSvis gaCeniT Tavdeba,
an gamoWrili yeliT...
musikac Tavdeba, wvimaSi
Wilobis ZaRlebi dadian
da adamianebi, kidev ufro futuroebi,
vidre Tomas sternz eliots warmoedgina.
***
aris saxli cixe simagre!
zogjer, kruxi-meisenis faifurisgan
maRal socialur fenas Cekavs:
es wiwilebi wyobilsityvaobiT
gamoirCevian, swori gemovnebiT,
Tavze gadavarcxnili nervebiT,
aris aseTi literaturac!
aqedan poeziaze gadasvlas
vinme, Tixisgan gakeTebuli
Wirdeba, Subls gadaixsnis,
nervebis wiTel mosavals aiReb!
savarcxels dnm-is masalisTvis
Tu gamoiyeneb, im rafinirebul fenasTan
naTesaobis dasamtkiceblad
da rom ver SeZlos or sityvas Soris
oqros tixari da ara nervi?
gaawbilos minanqris samSoblo?
samagierod, elferebis zomierebaSi
sisxlis zRva Caasxas,
Seusabamod maRali hemoglobiniT
amboxis temperatura awios,
mere wyalgaurevel wiTel ferTan
dagtovos rogorc ZiZasTan da wavides...
TixiTaa davalebuli, RmerTi elodeba...
14 - 27 Tebervali 2020
lela mgelaZe
miwis Tayvani
me mgavs es baRi!
me anTeozis Soreuli naTesavi var da Camogyureb.
sakuTar TavSi Senad qcevis potencias vesaTuTebi.
da Sen CemSi xar
maSinac,
roca zRva terfebTan reveransiT momeaxleba
da dasabamis ambavs miambobs;
maSinac, roca mravalTvala Ramis zecas surs
mimizidos mzakvruli mzeriT.
Sen xar simSvidec, mRelvarebac da Zalac Cemi.
Sen, visSiac gaiTqvifa Cemi warsuli
da viskenac Cemi xvale moeqaneba.
xandaxan vfiqrob,
rad momeci sivrcis miRma Wvretis survili,
uxilvelis xilvis wadili,
roca Sena xar sawyisic da bolo wertilic;
roca SenTvis erTi fasi, erTi wona aqvs,
cariel Tvalebs Camogawvdi,
Tu gadaWedils Wreli kadrebiT.
me var es baRi _ Seni kanis erTi ujredi,
zogan aseTi awewili,
sarevelis da qva-RorRis mCeni,
alag _
axlaxans amozrdili, sasaTuTe jiSis nergebiT,
sxvagan ki _
wlebiT totebSelaxuli xexiliT mSveni.
me var es baRi
da leqsebs visxam, Tu saTanado mstumrobs tarosi.
axali qinZis rozetiviT izrdebian Cemi leqsebi,
axali qinZis surneli asdiT.
ritualia Sromac da leqsic,
pativs mogageb da geferebi.
xom SeiZleba, Sens sxeulSi uxilavma mimodinebam
oflis wveTi miutanos Cems gardasulebs
da gaunelos Senadqmnis sevda...
me _ anTeozis naTesavi,
Seni sxeulis umciresi nawilaki var
da sanam zurgiT damatareb da manebivreb;
sanam Cemi droc aryofnaSi Caimarcvleba;
sanam Segicnob Seniv siRrmidan
da kvebis jaWvis sawyis rgolad avbibindebi,
modi, viqnebi ase utexi
da glexis rolSi kargad Sesuli,
mxolod xandaxan mwerlobanas waviTamaSeb.
natvra
netav SemeZlos,
rom wasvlis Semdeg,
manamde ucnob, mdumare hangebs
Cavewna da surosaviT SemovexlarTo.
ase vekido haerSi,
vidre,
vinme, virtuozs SemTxveviT
ar Semovxvdebode
da violinos,
an klarnetis,
an roialis
saamur xmad amaJRerebdes.
netav SemeZlos.
literaturuli gazeTi
***
iseve, rogorc matyuarebs CveviaT fici;
iseve, rogorc molaybeebi
Tavs ver aRweven siyalbis Sleifs,
sityvaZvirebis Tvisebaa _ yelze yulfiviT
moxveul saTqmels
weriT ixsnian.
siyvaruli
odes scnes, rom mSvenieri mSvenieria,
simaxinje iSvao _ brZenma.
me brZeni ar var:
srulyofilad meqmna samyaro,
roca Sen Segxvdi.
imedi
Tu ar gqonia cxovreba savse,
guls nu daiwyvet.
oTxi ficriT SeWedil parkSi
SemoiZarcvav sxeuls _ muxluxos
da unazesi frTebiT moivli
sizmrad nanax saucxoo
ganzomilebebs.
yofnis gamarTleba
larnaks arss aZlevs sivrce
misiT SemosazRvruli,
sadac mcire xniT Tavs moidreks mSveniereba.
me _ horizonti, gars rom makravs,
rasac Cemi siyvarulis sxivi vawvdine.
wveTi dardis Rrublidan
im mercxlis mtkiva sasowarkveTa
Sori sivrce rom frTebiT gakveTa,
qariSxals nebiT gadaameta,
rom enavarda mSobel budesTan.
dasera soflis kamkama zeca
da... sixaruli godebad eqca. _
sxva dros mudmivad misTvis gaxsnili
daxSuli daxvda viwro sarkmeli,
xolo sazarlad mdumare saxlis
karebze didi urduli ido.
fanjris miRma ki Savi CarCodan
diasaxlisis Rimili icno.
dro
dro _ es jalaTi!
najaxis TiTo Semoqnevaze
TiTo naprals tovebs saxeze,
guls ki civ sunTqvas aqsovs bzarebad.
giwyobs sikvdilTan adaptirebas,
sizmris siamec qreba, mtknardeba,
radgan Sexvedra iSviaTdeba
mTTan, vinc Seni nawili iyo
da raxania miwam Seitkbo.
dro _ gulcivi da
mkacri jalaTi!
poezia 5
emzar kvitaiSvili
gaseirneba
molandebuli
wuxel rac moxda, sizmars vamsgavse _
arcTu sviani, gaziT gavsebul
aerostatis Camsves kalaTSi,
gamiSves cisken. movfrinav, vatyob,
davSordi miwas. isec patara,
ufro da ufro vpataravdebi.
gavxede _ xelis erT gawvdenaze,
Tvali movkari namcecebs vercxlis;
brWyvialebdnen da trial-trialiT
cviodnen dabla. ar meWaSnika _
muWaSi erTic ver moviqcie.
mere da mere, SeRamebulze,
aSiSinebul meteorebs da
varskvlavebs raRas movuxerxebdi.
vercki gavige gamobruneba,
ukan daSveba, davSvavdi TiTqos.
isRa virwmune _ erTi fasi aqvs
caSic, miwazec, Cems gauxarel,
mosawyen yofnas. esec saqmea.
mivxvdi imasac (raRa drosia!) _
Tu ram sikeTis mewada povna,
isev miwaze unda menaxa.
amgvari rame Tu kvlav SememTxva,
vecdebi, ise aRar davibne.
meti sifrTxile da dakvirveba
gamoviCino, ufro guldinjad,
dawvrilebiT da dalagebulad
movyve, ra xdeba uZiro caSi.
TumcaRa, rodis yofila, sizmars
Cems Wkuaze rom vetarebine?!
gafoTebulma, TviTon ar vici,
ras veZeb, risi mwads moxelTeba.
nayvaa wylisa, Znelia, rame
gaagebino smenadaxSulebs _
gauZRomeli da umaduri
arseba gaxlavT adamiani,
misi modreka, daSoSmineba
veraram SesZlo, sikvdilis garda.
xilis vaza
Cemi dabadebisas nayidi
is ver daitevs nayofebs didrons,
natifi kveTda samkauls, xeli;
damagrebuli, wertilze, mWidrod,
melqiors broli amxvia Txeli.
antikvaruli, sada da mkvrivi,
arcTu ubralo Cans nakeToba;
amomaval mzis ecema sxivi,
saCuqrad miarTmevdi dedofals.
iqneba, rogorc iyo aqnamde,
moCuqurTmebul RerZs, misas grexils,
mkvidrad rom idges, ar gadaqandes,
oTxi, kauWa, ikavebs fexi.
dakenkil fuZes ovali saltavs,
TaRic xom ikvris cisartyelaTi;
iqeT-aqedan profili qalTa _
saxe da varcxniloba eladis.
etyobaT madli, orives CaTvli _
sirinozebad an qalTevzebad...
zafxulis uxvoba, jams, oqrosferi
gargariT daxatavda Sevseba.
gaqra, ganilvto, veltvodi rasac,
janabas Cemi Tavi da tani;
ver gavalaRe saxile vaza,
lxinis sufraze Semosatani.
ar davklebivar mTasa da velobs,
Semiborkia, rasac vutevdi,
mouRlels, Rone merCoda, lelo
gamqonda JiniT, sijiuteTi.
dasacems, veraferi damicavs,
maniSnes _ iSvi dasalewado;
uvneblad vtoveb ZRvens ded-mamisa,
uZlurmac, Zleva unda vecado.
ireva _ ra ferebi, ra xmani,
vici, visac vce, mdablad, Tayvani;
emorCileba, xelobas, Znelad _
nivTis sityvaSi gardasaxvani.
VIII-IX
6 proza
gagrZeleba
Tanamdebobis pirebma oficialuri
toniT Tu mogmarTes, kargs arafers
gauwyebeno. mec ar megona, odesme Tu
gavkotrdebodio, magram swored is
moxda, rac daujereblad mimaCnda.
bolos ise gamiWirda, naxelavs, sadac
mTel sulsa da guls vdebdi, vaWrebs
kapikebSi vTavazobdi, Tanac mxolod
vaxSmis fuls viTxovdi. icodnen,
groSebsac davjerdebodi, magram
imasac mamadlidneno. iqauroba rom
mivatove, jambazis samosi gadavicvi,
Torem SiSvels momiwevdao wamosvla.
kariera lampiT siaruls hgavs, sakma-
risia Cagiqres, CrdilSi aRmoCndebi.
dana Tu basria, Tavis Tavs gamoxatavs,
meomris aRtyineba iaraRis simZlavres
efuZneba, fermerTa simxneves ki nay-
ofieri miwa ganapirobebso, magram
amindma xeli Tu ar Seuwyo, yvela oc-
neba Caeferfleba, nebismieri aqtiuro-
ba ki am ferflSi cecxlis danTebis
mcdelobas daemsgavsebao, ruxi
CrdilebiT mozRudul garemoso.
mokrZalebuli yofa saukeTesod mas
Semdeg miviCnie, roca mgznebare cx-
ovreba ganvvle. Cemi usayvarlesi dis
imedi ki yovelTvis mqonda, amitomac
mogadeqiTo.
roca erTad vikribebodiT, naxevar-
sardafi mawanwalaTa samefos hgavda.
RriWoebSi qari zuzunebda, abezari
dReebis gamxmovanebeli. biZaCemi
Tvalebs cnobismoyvared acecebda,
gegoneboda bzrialas misCerebia, an
peplebis frenas akvirdebao. mere sa-
sufevelze iwyebda laparaks, TiTqos
sakuTari TvaliT nanaxs giyveboda,
xolo zeapyrobili TvalebiT uflis
angelozebs xedavda. ifiqrebdi,
locviT qvebis wvimebs akavebso, xolo
misi sinanuli imdenad Rrma geCvenebo-
da, aseTi siRrmeebi did mdinareebsac
ki mxolod zogan SeiZleba hqonoda.
aseT dros biZaCems irgvliv Semo-
vusxdebodiT xolme da yurs vugdeb-
diT, radganac swored aseTi scenebi
iqceva xolme legendebis dasabamad.
Tanac mtkiced gvjeroda, rom ar Sei-
Zleboda jambazis datoveba mayureb-
lis gareSe. yvelaze diadi jambazebi
martoni roca rCebian, maSin tirian
yvelaze gulamoskvniT.
biZaCemi Tavidanve mixvda, rom
iosebs arafers ukrZalavdnen,
rogorc bedisgan gariyuls. igi xSir-
ad xatavda kedlebze nairnair fig-
urebs, magram etyoba, xatvis dros
xaraCo yanyalebda, xazebi iseTi dab-
recili gamosdioda. gavidoda dro da
am xarvezs mignebad CauTvlidnen, axa-
li mimarTulebis fuZemdeblad miiC-
nevdnen. es pirvelad biZaCemma aRniS-
na, momaval warmatebebs rom uwi-
naswarmetyvelebda. man miiCnia, rom
Cemi SuaTana Zma xatvis niWiT iyo da-
jildoebuli. amas me vupatronebo,
aRuTqva Cemebs. mere fostis Senobas
miaSura, tufis qvisgan rom iyo agebu-
li, xolo zogan SeRunuli safexurebi
sayrdenis magivrobas uwevda. iq WraWu-
na magidas miujda da STambeWdavi wer-
ili gamoacxo. mere werili samxatvro
kolejis direqtorTan gadaagzavna.
Tan gviambo, jarSi erTad vmsaxurob-
diTo, TofebSi vaznebs rom vtenidiT,
eg im dros yazarmis kedlebs xatavdao.
mere biZaCemma Cemodani moCxrika da Cem
Zmas funjebi gauwoda.
_ xedav, ranair funjebs gCuqni?
amiT faskunjebs unda xatavde, himal-
ais Tovlian gorebs da san-markos ko-
Skidan danaxul veneciis ganTiads!
_ pirdapir xatva xom ar damewyo?
_ Tqva iosebma, roca biZaCemma ujre-
debis gaferadeba daavala.
_ egeT rameebs ager im dafxavebul
radioSi usmine, CemTan ar gagiva! _
derefnisken gaiSvira xeli biZaCemma,
mere ki urCia, eskizebSi evarjiSa. bo-
los didi xniT dadumda, TiTqos pirSi
wyali Caigubao. am dros ver mixvdebo-
di, gakvirvebas gamoxatavda Tu im-
edgacruebas. Wyanva da buzRuni isedac
ar Cveoda. rasac ar Tavazobdnen, Tavis
qneviT uarobda. arc msmenels amZimeb-
literaturuli gazeTi
da zedmeti TxrobiT. iseT ga-
mometyvelebas iRebda, zeSTagonebis
mtkiced rom sjeraT, faratina qaRal-
dis naglejze SesaZloa iseTi mniS-
vnelovani idea gamoxato, mTeli msof-
lmxedveloba Segicvaloso.
_ Semoqmedeba Sedegi ar gegonos,
Semoqmedeba procesia! _ ganacxada
mkacrad.
erTxelac adre gamomeRviZa, gan-
Tiadis sxivebi oTaxs ise mosdebodnen,
TiTqos SarSi xveveno. imiT visargeble,
yvelas rom eZina da gadavwyvite, Cemi
Zmis naxatSi erTi umniSvnelo Strixi
damematebina, romelic mimaCnda, rom
aklda. Tuki SeniSna, maS saqmes serio-
zulad mohkidebia-meTqi, magram Cem
Zmas araferi SeumCnevia.
_ saTqmeli unda moixelTo! Camor-
Cena maSin iwyeba, roca gaswrebis sur-
vils kargav! _ xazgasmiT aRniSna bi-
ZaCemma, mere ki CurCuliT ganagrZo,
TiTqos cxovrebis mTavari saidumlo
unda gvamcnoso, _ cxovreba WoWmanSi
gadis, Zvirfasi dro xelidan gvecle-
ba, im qveynad ki dafleTili gulebi
dimitri wiklauri
agriCeli xeibrebi
migvaqvs! iq gaarkveven, aRdgenas eqvem-
debareba, Tu Cven xelSi sabolood
gauvargisda (amis gagonebisas vifiqre,
Cveni gulebis ambavi profilaqtikaSi
miyvanil manqanebs hgvanebia-meTqi).
_ ioseb, Sen ukve sakmarisad iswav-
le! awi sadac ginda wadi, romel
gzasac ginda gauyevi da romel aR-
marTsac miadgebi, uSiSrad Seudeqi! _
ganucxada erTxel da sarekomendacio
werili gadasca konvertiT, mere
saWiro misamarTi miaswavla, co-
taodeni fulic uwyaloba da gza dau-
loca. arc Cemi mSoblebi SewinaaRmde-
gebian didad, Cveni CareviT, vaiTu
iosebs momavali gavufuWoTo. gareT
CiraRdnebi enTo da lampionebi
brdRvialebda, mefarneTa xvedri.
dRec mxiarulad Tavdeboda. diliT
adrianad unda gavsuliyaviT, iosebi
sadgurze rom gagvecilebina da gvin-
doda, daZineba mogveswro. qaris zuzu-
ni ki mTel samyaros locvad efinebo-
da: uZiro zecav! nu gamoulev dReebs
mzis taxtrevans da Rameebs varskvlave-
bis cimcims!
aseTi sevdiani da guliTadi iyo bi-
ZaCemi, magram SemdgomSi erTma atexvam
mTeli Rvawli wyalSi Cauyara. Cemi Zma
maSin ukve karga xnis gadasuli iyo
dedaqalaqSi. saqme ase iyo _ Cvens me-
zoblad erTi mkiTxavi cxovrobda,
romlis danaxvasac Wiris dResaviT
gavurbodiT. saxeze imden ferumarils
icxebda, mosiarule gvami gegoneboda.
Semxvedri mimarTulebiT mimavalni
adgilze Sextebodnen xolme da
SeSinebulebi pirjvars iwerdnen, biZa-
Cemma ki masTan siyvaruli gaaba. pirv-
el danaxvazeve hkiTxa, aba, mimkiTxave,
Cemi sabedo xom ar xaro, mere nelnela
mis mimarT monatrebis grZnoba
gaumZafrda, TiTqos aqamde zegavle-
nebs imitom sZlia, mis zegavlenaSi rom
moqceuliyo. xmas aRaravis gvcemda da
SekiTxvebze civad gvpasuxobda, ge-
goneboda Tavidan gviSorebso. iseTi
STabeWdileba rCeboda, am qveyanaze
mxolod misi danaxva uxaroda. saR-
amoobiT mdinaris piras seirnobda,
martodmarto da naRvliani, moa-
jirebs mZimed eyrdnoboda, TiTqos
msoflio sevda awevso da Sverilebs
ebRauWeboda. mokled Zalumad Sey-
varebulis yovel niSans atarebda.
dasaxlebaSi yvelani erTmaneTs vcnob-
diT. maSinve xvdebodnen, biZaCemi ucxo
rom iyo. pirdapir arafers gveubne-
bodnen, magram zurgsukan Woraobdnen,
tolma da sworma erTmaneTi monaxeso.
amaze dedaCems guli ukvdeboda. mkiTx-
avi qali mezobeli Senobis sardafSi
cxovrobda, romelsac Cvenze ukeTesi
ganlageba da farTobi hqonda. Zvele-
buri kibeebis safexurebic ukeTesad
gamoiyureboda da moajiric marjved
moergoT. mdidruli aRkazmuloba
erTbaSad iwyeboda, rogorc ki nestsa
da Smors Tavs daaRwevdi. biZaCemi nan-
axiT aRfrTovanebuli darCa, mere ki
masTan stumrobas mouxSira.
_ eg fuWi sevda Tvalebs giuS-
novebs. dae, Cems naoWebs SeematoT siR-
rme, oRondac Sen gadatetkili kani
SeinarCuno! _ erT ambavSi iyo biZaCe-
mi.
dedaCemi brazobda, mCxibavma namd-
vilad jado gaukeTao. erTxel mec
davinaxe, CerCetiviT aRfrTovanebu-
li tirifebTan satrfos rogor
ebaaseboda. sityvebs, icocxle, anTo-
logiaSi Sesatans ambobda, magram ax-
albedasaviT iqceoda. irgvliv iseTi
idumali sinaTle efina, TiTqos mT-
varis da varskvlavebis saidumlo paem-
nis adgilisTvis miegnoT. monusxuli
Sescicinebdnen erTmaneTs,
Tvalebidan ki uilajo sxivebi ga-
mosWviodaT. Rirsebam biZaCemisTvis
yovelgvari mniSvneloba dakarga da
mTeli sibrZne, wveT-wveT nagrovebi,
rasac am xnis ganmavlobaSi Cvenc gvi-
ziarebda, erTbaSad misca daviwyebas,
rogorc gamousadegar xaraxuras Seu-
keTeben xolme yovlis mSTanTqav cecx-
ls. mitaforebi miiviwya, mxolod
metafizika izidavda Zveleburad,
drodadro varskvlavebs ahyurebda,
swor gzas rom vadgavar, egeb raime
niSani momeceso. Tavis dasaRwevad
14 - 27 Tebervali 2020
didi Zalisxmeva dasWirdeboda, isic
maSin, Tuki gadawyvetda, magram arc ki
cdilobda, xolo sul male mkiTxavis
binaSi gadabargda da avejs mere gada-
vitano, dagvibara.
qorwilis sufra im magidaze gaima-
rTa, Tavis droze Zvra rom ver uyves.
verafers etyodi, Tavisi magida iyo,
magram Tundac Cveni yofiliyo, gana
davukavebdiT?! zed jamebi gaamwkrives,
xolo wvniani veeba qvabebiT Camoa-
tares. kamkama Rvino sufraze bocebiT
idga, TiTqos saukunovani mniSvnelo-
bis zeimi imarTebao. iseTi xalxi
adRegrZelebda, dRe da Rame mas rom
Woravdnen, saqebar sityvebs ar
iSurebdnen da yanwebsac bolomde
clidnen. Soriaxlo, kaSkaSa borcve-
bze, nangrevebs rom waagavda, brdRvi-
ala varskvlavebis mtveri farfateb-
da. saRamos axaldaqorwinebulebma
saseirnod wasvla moiwadines. gvikvir-
da amxela moazrovnis esoden amCate-
ba, magram ra gveqna. axal realobas
unda SevguebodiT da mkiTxavi naTesav-
Ta rigSi migveTvala, magram es xom
igive iyo, sakuTari nebiT Segyroda
qolera, gankurnebaze ki ar gezruna.
im Rames mTvare ise bJutavda, rogorc
nakverCxali minavlebisas, moulod-
nelad ki wvimam dacxo. axaldaqor-
winebulebi svelebi mobrundnen. siZe
gasawur sarecxs damsgavseboda, pa-
tarZals ki ferumarili sul Camo-
ecloda da saxe jambaziviT gadadRab-
noda. dedaCemi nanaxma gaamxiarula,
iqneb Cemi uWkuo Zma axla mainc
moegoso gons, magram msgavsi araferi
momxdara.
_ madloba Tqvi, Sen koWl Zmas rom
gavyevi colad! _ gaanCxlebiT SeuZa-
xa muls ojaxSi axalSemosulma rZal-
ma.
_ axia Cem Zmaze! _ gagulisda de-
daCemi, _ kidevac rom iwunebs, maSxa-
la!
mxolod mamaCemi gamoiyureboda
mSvidad, ras erCiT, kaci daojaxdao.
me cecxls vyaraulobdi, rom ar Cam-
qraliyo, radgan stumrebi jer kidev
ar wasuliyvnen. midamo wvimas gae-
lumpa, uSvelebeli Rrublebis Semxed-
vare ki ifiqrebdi, cas diriJablebi
seraveno.
Cvenma mSoblebma bavSvoba gulgax-
eTqilebma gaatares, siberes ki gula-
movardnilebi Sesdgomodnen, did sx-
vaobas verc atyobdnen da iseTi piri
uCanda, Cvenc ase gavagrZelebdiT da
arc araferi Seicvleboda. im dReeb-
Si Senoba miwisZvram Seazanzara. bi-
ZaCems karadidan Camovardnili
saaTi dascemia Tavze. erTxanobas
iatakze mjdara gaSeSebuli, gonze
mosvlas da momxdaris gaanalizebas
cdilobda. saaTis ambavs maSin mimxv-
dara, wikwiki rom veRar gaigona.
ciferblati swor dros aRar
uCvenebda, Tumca am ambavs misTvis
mniSvneloba dahkargvoda. im dros
dedaCemi savarZlis xaverdebs kemsav-
da saguldagulod, Cxirebi rom mi-
uyria da feTebiT gavardnila gareT,
TiTqos gulma ugrZnoo Zmis ambavi.
misi coli im dros samkiTxaod yofi-
la wasuli ludxanis mepatronis
colTan. mere gairkva, karts rom Sl-
ida, es momentic saTavisod gamouy-
enebia, miwisZvra imitomac moxda, bo-
lomde rom ar mendobiTo. Tavi imde-
nad sulierad miaCnda, radioSi gad-
mocemul ambebze metad sakuTari
sizmrebis sjeroda, magram sinamd-
vileSi araviTari xedva ar hqonda,
daskvnebi ki iqidan gamohqonda,
ludxanaSi loTebi rasac wamoayran-
talebdnen. gagonils kacobriobis Si-
nagan mdgomareobas usadagebda. ara-
da, marTlac, maTTvis yuri rom migeg-
do, parlaments daakompleqtebdi. de-
daCems sveli safenebi daedo biZaCe-
misTvis da tkivilgamayuCeblebiT
gaeWyipa. mkiTxavi rom mosula, kopebi
ise Seukravs, Wurvis namsxvrevebSi moy-
olili gegoneboda. dedaCemi maSinRa
wamosula ubrad da amayad.
dasasruli Semdeg nomerSi
14 - 27 Tebervali 2020
arafrismTqmel Tvalebianma qal-
ma pirveli sarTulis boloSi mdebare
sakuWnaos msgavsi nestiani oTaxi did
rgolze asxmuli gasaRebebidan erT-
erTiT gaaRo. SigniT ar Sesula. iqau-
roba garedan gulgrilad SeaTva-
liera da gverdiT myof gamxdar, si-
frifanacxvirian damlagebels oTax-
is dasufTaveba daavala. mere rgols
saWiro gasaRebi moaZro da saketSi
SearWo, ukanaskneli miTiTeba gasca da
tanis ucnauri rxeviT miefara Tvals.
saRamos isev gamoCnda _ warumate-
beli qandakebasaviT uSno. uxeSad Seabi-
ja amjerad ukve gasufTavebul oTax-
Si, romelsac mcire zomis sarkmeli
sakmarisad ver anaTebda. SedarebiT
mSral kedelTan rkinis sawoli
daedgaT, romelzec patara, saRebav-
gadaclili tumbo mieyudebinaT. diax,
mieyudebinaT, radgan mas mxolod sami
fexi hqonda da dazianebuli kuTxiT
sawolis qveSidan gamoCril ficars
eyrdnoboda. karis marjvniv minebam-
oRebuli karada iyo kedelze mil-
ursmuli. naWris gadaxunebuli aba-
Juri cal mxares gadaxriliyo. oTax-
is morTulobas aboloebda skami,
romelic SedarebiT Tanamedroved
gamoiyureboda da ufro saofises hgav-
da.
2003 wlis dekembris susxian dRes
sawols mijaWvuli, naxevradgrZno-
badakarguli, zogjer uazrod Tval-
gaxelili sara Tavis bolo samyofels
unda ziareboda. saRamos Svidi
saaTisTvis zedamxedveli da ori med-
da mis sawolTan SeCerdnen. moxucs Zv-
lebze gamxmari tyavi hqonda gadakru-
li. nikapi da cxviri uzomod amoS-
veroda, xolo loyebi ise Cavardnoda,
TiTqos Signidan erTmaneTs mikrobod-
nen. dabinduli Tvalebi uazrod
mieCerebina erTi wertilisTvis. rode-
sac meddebma zewrebiT aswies da gor-
golaWebian, monjRreul sakaceze
gadaawvines, moxucma Tvalebi daxuWa.
zemodan gadaxunebuli pledi gadaa-
fares da ise gaiyvanes. oTaxSi darCe-
nilma moxucebma gulgrili mzera gaay-
oles mimavals. mxolod erTi Cia,
keTili saxis moxuci gahyva derefnam-
de da gamosamSvidobeblad xeli dau-
qnia.
sakacidan gadayvanisas kefa SemTx-
veviT sawolis rkinis rikulze miar-
tymevines. erTma meddam fexebSi moh-
kida xeli da qvemoT Caswia. zedamxed-
velma mirtymuli adgili mousinja da
civi wyliT dasvelebuli tilo moiTx-
ova. vidre moitandnen, skamze Camoj-
da da moxucs gaSlili TiTebi Tval-
win auTamaSa:
_ maS ase, qalbatono sara! Tqveni
axali oTaxi rogor mogwonT?
_ axali da, albaT, boloc! _ Cail-
aparaka oTaxSi darCenilma meore med-
dam.
zedamxedvelis gamWol mzeraze
Tavi CaRuna da uxerxuli moZraobiT
gaxunebuli pledis kuTxe gaaswora.
mogvianebiT sasjelis saxiT swored mas
daevala sveli tilos daWera saras
Tavis dazianebul nawilze.
oTaxidan gasvlisas kari Ria da-
toves, raTa nestis suni cotaTi mainc
gasuliyo...
***
TavSesafarTan axlos mdebare ala-
verdis monastridan zarebis xma moisma.
RvTis msaxurni mwuxris locvisTvis
emzadebodnen.
moxuci Setokda. dabindul Tvaleb-
Si sinaTlis sxivma gauelva. sisxlis-
gan gamomSrali ZarRvebi auTrTolda.
ramdenadac gaxevebulma kiserma mis-
ca gasaqani, irgvliv mimoixeda. kisris
malebma gaitkacunes. mSrali tkivili
mkerdTan mougrovda. iqaurobas
derefnidan Semosuli Suqi mkrTalad
anaTebda. misTvis ucnob garemos
Tvalebi isev mouxuWa da yuri zarebis
rekvas miugdo. mkveTrma gugunma Seu-
toka tvini. saras modunebul gonebas
raRacebis gaxseneba surda. sunTqva
gauxSirda. gardasuli dro tvinis
ujredebidan cdilobda gamosvlas.
literaturuli gazeTi
mexsierebis damSrali napralebi mog-
onebis nakadulebiT iwyebdnen das-
velebas...
uSoresi warsulidan pawia aTina-
TiviT gamoaSuqa misma bavSvobam.
_ bebias da papas Telavis erT
qvafenilian ubanSi patara saxli hqon-
daT ori mcire zomis ezoTi. zemoTa
ezoSi Savi TuTis, alublis, qliavis,
komSis, vaSlis xeebi da pamidvris CiT-
ilebi xarobdnen. TuTis xesTan ficru-
li idga. aiRebda puris naWers, aZvre-
boda ficrulis saxuravze da gemri-
elad atanda erTmaneTs TuTas da purs.
saxuravidan CamosvlaSi bebo exmare-
boda. gaSavebul TiTebze mkvaxe TuTas
usvamda, Semdeg ki iqve ezoSi gulm-
odgined banda saxesa da xelebs. saRa-
momde qveviTa ezoSic Cavidoda. iq _
karaliokis, msxlis, alublisa da vaS-
lis xeebis gaswvriv _ bzis buCqebi iyo
Carigebuli. kiparisis xes `adesa~
yurZeni Semoxveoda, ZirSi ki TeTri da
iisferi sumbulebi iwonebdnen Tavs
motkbo surneliT. vaSlis xis qveS,
balaxebSi, mwife marwyvi moCanda. iqve
vardis ramdenime buCqic xarobda.
lana manveli
RvTismSoblis aRmarTi
gogona bzis foTlebs krefda da ded-
oflebisTvis `Cais ayenebda~. bebiasgan
patara leibs da dedamisis naqon
tansacmels iTxovda. logins balaxe-
bze Slida. `bavSvebs~ zed awvenda. sa-
moss xeebis qveda, SedarebiT momcro,
totebze hkidebda. yvelafers rom
gaawyobda, `Svilebs~ miuwveboda da ia-
vnanas umReroda: `nana-nana-nana-na...
daiZine patara... nana-nana-nana-na...
dedam xeliT gatara... dedam xeliT ga-
tara... cxra mTa Semogatara...~ nel-
nela TviTonac Zili ereoda, magram
myisve wamoxteboda, aluminis patara
qvabSi balaxebs da foTlebs Caawyob-
da, zemodan wyals daasxamda da qvis
`quraze~ Semodgamda. ezos qvis gala-
vani ertya. galavnis erTi kuTxe sx-
vebTan SedarebiT dabali iyo, saWmlis
`moxarSvamde~ galavnis ZirSi dagde-
bul mozrdil qvaze acocdeboda da
gamvlelebs aTvalierebda.
zamTrobiT sicivis gamo ezoSi veR-
ar TamaSobda. ijda RumelTan da Tix-
isgan sxvadasxva cxovelsa Tu kalaTs
Zerwavda. Semdeg bebosTan erTad lo-
tos TamaSobda an Zvel albomebs aTva-
lierebda. erT fotos didxans akvird-
eboda. verafriT ijerebda, rom
mSoblebTan da da-ZmebTan erTad gamo-
saxuli samiode wlis gogona bebiamisi
elene iyo. bavSvs Sublze swori Tma
hqonda gadmoyrili, tilos kaba ecva
da xelSi xelnakeTi saTamaSo ekava.
fotoSi Cateuli warsuli Zalian,
Zalian Soreulad eCveneboda.
cota xanSi bebias albomebTan mia-
tovebda, TviTon komodTan mividoda,
mesame ujras Zliv-ZlivobiT gamoswev-
da, didebis naqon tansacmels rig-
rigobiT amoalagebda, romelic moe-
woneboda, icvamda. bebias jer welze
qamris damagrebaSi miixmarebda, mere
aivnidan daZvelebul zamSis muq mwvane
fexsacmels Semoataninebda, romelsac
moxuci faneris mrgval yuTSi inaxav-
da. misi wvetiani quslebi iatakis fi-
crebs Soris iWedeboda, rac friad amx-
iarulebda. ase morTul-mokazmuli pa-
pis molodinSi aRuRunebul RumelTan
jdeboda. SeSa tkacuniT iwvoda. siTbo-
Si Zili ereoda, didi zomis nivTebi
awuxebda, kabis breteli waramara mxri-
dan uvardeboda, Tavze Camofxatuli
bereti xedvas uSlida, magram miuxeda-
vad yvelafrisa, mainc netarebiT elo-
da. bolos papac gamoCndeboda _ oh!
uyureT am `Julikso~ _ ityoda da
gulze ixutebda _ oqros sayureebi
unda giyidos Senma papamo!
gaxarebuli sara kiskisebda, Tan
finikiT itkbarunebda pirs...
***
wminda ninos saswavleblis
damTavrebis Semdeg vladikavkazSi bi-
ZasTan gaemgzavra. erTi Tvis stumro-
bis Semdeg saCuqrebiT datvirTuli
dabrunda ukan. konkis xmaze grigoli
aivanze gamosuliyo. WiSkari jer ze-
moubnelma gigam SeaRo, Semdeg loye-
batkecili sarac Sehyva. am uka-
nasknels ise monatreboda saxli, xis
Zvelma rikulebmac ki guli auCuyes.
kibe sulmouTqmelad airbina.
_ Camoxvedi? _ qaliSvilis Tbil
loyas grigolis civi tuCebi Seexo.
giga kibeze ar asula, ise Caabara da
Zmas da aleqsandresgan gamogzavnili
mosakiTxic piradad gadasca.
_ bebo sad aris? rogor aris? _
sara isev ezoSi dabrunda da xis yuTebs
marjved daswvda. grigols arc
ufiqria dis daxmareba.
_ biWo! maS, Sens das ar unda mieSve-
lo?
_ bebo! _ SesZaxa qaliSvilma.
bebia da SviliSvili monatrebiT
Caekvrnen erTmaneTs.
_ aba, qa, rogora xar? rao aleqsan-
drem? rogor dagxvdnen, mogewona
iqauroba? _ elenem uamravi kiTxva
dausva erTi Tvis unaxav SviliSvils.
_ kargad, bebo! ici, gasul kviras
faitoniT rom vseirnobdiT, fexsac-
melma momiWira, aleqsandre biZiam
gamxada da gzaze damjdar glaxas gada-
ugdo, mere xelSi ayvanili Camiyvana da
axlebi, ai, eseni miyida.
bebia RimiliT aTvalierebda Svil-
iSvils:
_ daqalebulxar, damSvenebulx-
ar...
_ uff, bebo! _ daimorcxva saram.
saras da grigolis mSoblebi didi
xnis gardacvlilebi iyvnen. oblebi
bebiam da papam gazardes.
moxucebuli da ukve daqvrivebuli
elene SviliSvilebTan erTad umcro-
si Svilis _ aleqsandres _ daxmare-
biT cxovrobda. swored im aleqsandre-
proza 7
si, romelTan stumrobidanac sul ax-
laxan dabrunda sara. mas vladikavka-
zSi duqani hqonda da col-SviliT iq
iyo dasaxlebuli.
***
moxucs goneba ganaTeboda da war-
suli saocrad naTlad, maraosaviT
gadaSloda Tvalwin.
revazis gacnobis dRe gaaxsenda... im
dRes, deidaSvilebTan iyo stumrad.
maTi aivani RvTismSoblis quCas gada-
hyurebda, sadac waramara garbodnen
nino da Tamari. iunkerTa saswavleblis
kursants elodnen stumrad, romel-
sac tfilisidan maTi Zmis, dimitris
gzavnili unda moetana.
warmosadegi Wabuki cxenidan Camox-
ta, aivanze aJivJivebul qaliSvilebs
moridebuli RimiliT axeda da saras
Tvalebs SeefeTa...
im dRes revazi saRamomde `SerCa~
mayaSvilebTan...
***
meufe daviTma maTi col-qmroba
alaverdis taZarSi akurTxa. irgvliv
mxiaruleba sufevda. aleqsandre Ziac
Camovida ramdenime dRiT. col-Svili
Tan ar axlda, mis umcros vaJs tu-
berkulozi damarTnoda da alpebSi
gaegzavna samkurnalod.
bebiam mziTvad Tavisi sayvareli
vardisferi faifuris finjnebic gaa-
tana. maT ojaxSi, vercxlis dana-Can-
galTan erTad, kidev sami Zvirfasi niv-
Ti inaxeboda: faifuris mwvane gvele-
Sapi, romelic grigolis kuTvnilebad
iTvleboda, ulamazesi lamfa, qvemoT
faifuris, xolo zemodan moxatuli
vardisferi SuSiT da is servizi, jer
kidev vano papam rom usaxsovra bavS-
vobaSi. lamfac grigolma daiCema,
razec saras xma ar amouRia, six-
arulisgan mecxre caze dafrinavda.
***
wiTelma armiam sazRvrebi rom gad-
molaxa, revazi saswrafod jarSi dab-
runda.
sara, vaxvaxiSvilebis cixis siax-
loves, qmris mama-papeul saxlSi ga-
nagrZobda cxovrebas.
1921 wlis 25 Tebervals Tbilisi dae-
ca. qarTulma mxedrobam, polkovnik
qaquca ColoyaSvilis meTaurobiT,
gadawyvita, partizanuli brZolebi
wamoewyo rusi dampyroblebisa da adg-
ilobrivi komunistebis winaaRmdeg.
1922 wlis martSi revazic SeuerTda
`saqarTvelos Seficulebs~ da tyeSi
gavida.
sul bolos saram da revazma erT-
maneTi 1924 wlis agvistoSi, anti-
bolSevikuri ajanyebis wina dReebSi,
naxes. saSiSi iyo
TelavSi gamoCena. wiTelarmiele-
bi sastikad uswordebodnen Seficul-
Ta nacnobebsac ki. sara bavSvs eloda.
revazma ver moiTmina, ojaxobis unax-
avad dadgomoda gzas, romelic iqneb
da aRarc abrunebda maTTan. qalebs
jer kidev ar SeSrobodaT Tvalze
cremli, WiSkarze braxuni rom atyda.
gaReba verc moaswres, nawilebad Cam-
oiSala xis kari. revazs eZebdnen.
SeSinebulma saram, romelic mulTan
da dedamTilTan erTad enaCavardni-
li idga, lamfis Suqze gvardielebis
win grigoli SeniSna. mucelze xelebi
gadaifara da Zmas imedianad miaCer-
da...
im RamiT revazis deda da da daapa-
timres, xolo tirilisgan Tvalebdasie-
buli sara, grigolis xaTriT, mamiseul
saxlSi daabrunes.
***
1924 wlis ajanyebis Semdeg bolSe-
vikebi gamwarebulebi daerivnen parti-
zanTa ojaxebsa da maT momxreebs. re-
vazis deda da da, sxva mraval patimar-
Tan erTad, gadaasaxles. grigoli sax-
lSi trabaxobda, rogor Seacvlevina
komisars maTi daxvretis gadaw-
yvetileba gadasaxlebiT.
dasasruli me-14 gverdze
8 poezia
***
ganze vdgavar, sxva miadges
saSovars da saxravs;
morCilebad ar CaTvaloT
dabla Tavis daxra.
daumcxrali madliT cxebuls,
ucxo manTebs denTi...
TviTonac ver gamigia,
risgan aRmovcendi.
gaxmobisas veras gatyob,
fesvo Cemo, Ziro!..
ulays, gaWrils, laRs, lagami
rarig davuWiro?!
gavSli afrebs, veRarafris
damakavebs kide _
kargs izamdi, srbolav JamTa,
gverds rom amivlide.
umTavresi
movixelTeb riTime,
yvelaferi ritmia;
ver velevi, mis garda,
yoveli damiTmia.
TviT samyaro, umisod,
mtveria da nacari;
bnelSi daiZireba,
ritmi Tu ar daZari.
yiJins, yelSi mobjenils,
gaaqrolebs raSebad;
gadafofril fafarTa
icis afarfaSeba.
SemarTuli sayviri,
salamuri, viola...
roca unda ialebs,
nu SexedavT iolad.
dionises mxlebeli
Tavad ar ici, ram mogandoma,
fleitis RuRuns fantav, sileni,
dRe, TviTeuli, geqca fantomad,
tanjvaSi Znelad gyavs mocileni.
eTayvanebi atexil yanebs,
gogos, mocinars, broliskbilebas,
atokeb TiTebs, kvirtebi, mwvane,
gamoskdebian TeTr yvavilebad.
furisulebis xar naTesavi,
yoCivardebic maTTan arian;
literaturuli gazeTi
emzar
kvitaiSvili
sacodnelia esec _ SensaviT,
arvin uxdeba Rames, mTvarians.
rTvelis niSani
gadmokida venaxma,
kvlav, mtevnebi, muqni;
vinc es wlebi miboZa,
Tavad veras vCuqni.
yalyze vdgavar _ wyvdiadi
gaWras TvalTa Suqma;
iwovs nesto sakmevels,
ver davrCebi uqmad.
cas gul-mucel-dafleTils,
tvirTad rogor veba!..
nuTu wels ver aiRebs,
risic miTqvams qeba?!
qars gavatan Tqvens nazavs,
nacaro da mWvartlo,
dRemde rac vizozine,
egeb gavamarTlo.
Trobis wuTebi
vexlebi talRebs, qaris monatans,
xan _ bnelSi mamwyvdev, xan _ menaTebi;
mzad var, grZneulTa davdge monadac,
mitrialeben, gars, menadebi.
waWerilia yelze zonari,
Seni nebaa, visac mimaTvli;
dasawuni Tu mosawonari,
rac davwan, wyalobaa imaTi.
viRa damicavs, cav, Tu dabneldi,
Semomaxies qerqi bzarebma...
ganwiluls, daundoblad dafleTils,
vazis foTlebi wamefareba.
***
rTveli male CaTavdeba,
Zalas ikrebs mwifoba;
cxenis wablma iwyo cvena,
Semodgoma ipoba.
agrilda da TavSesafars
aRar veZeb, Crdilians;
ar gamTelda, ra xania,
guli gapobilia.
ase iyos. rkinisac ver
damakavebs kedeli;
ar arsebobs Zala, Cemi
momrevi, damSreteli.
14 - 27 Tebervali 2020
SemodgomaTa wreSi
noem sxvebze metad icis _
misi gemo, feri;
ras moitans moWriale,
Wreli noemberi.
veraferi damakavebs,
misken moviswrafi;
barZayebze SerCenia
sawnaxelis qafi.
kargad icis, maWrad namyofs
sicivem Tu dakra,
Zala maSin emateba,
mere gaTrobs magrad.
bnels, gauWrels, minaTebda,
sul imedad myavda;
noemberi damabrunebs
Cems brudasxmul TavTan.
ganwiluli
gaRma kalTaze TeTrad Canan
saxuravebis Siferebi; _
vervin gixilavs, Zvlebiana,
aseve rom Seiferebi.
xelaRebulo, erT dros laRo,
iqaca xar da aqaca xar;
orTaSua rom icaxcaxo,
vin daganaTla, dagaZaxa?!
dagvaTenda...
rosme rom daviviwyo,
unda viyo murdali,
SenTan gatarebuli,
is Rame, naqurdali _
sanTlis alze gamdnari,
monanave, sanani...
arodes meordeba
wuTni, imisTanani.
Cemsav Tavze rogor vTqva
an Zageba, an _ qeba...
yvelaferi musikis
irxeoda hangebad,
erTaderTxel imetebs
iseT rames gangeba.
miwa gamogvecala.
cas ar hqonda ganedi.
TeTri mkerdiT maTrobdi
da TvalebiT, mwvaneTi...
sul iseTi gvaxsovdes,
sxvad ara, erTmaneTi.
Tvisebani
Tumca Cems xvedrs, aucdens,
ki var mixvedrili _
TvalSi mainc ar momdis
me samare grili.
Wknoba menaneboda
Wrel yvavilTa, SlilTa;
ara erTsa da orze
guli gamigrilda.
Cvevad mqonda _ muWaSi
vabrunebdi baTmans...
wamixdina guneba
namcecobam maTma.
dReTa denas, naRvlians,
gaginelebs Rvino;
daviTis Zem, bevri ram
unda daviTmino.
sanTels eltvis farvana,
sircxvils faravs ride...
ar ivargebs, wavageb,
zRvars rom gadavide.
oqrod dagrovili
tan-fexo Cemo, odesRac Tixav,
ganZi, uricxvi, mrCeba aqave;
ver vcnobdi, risi patroni viyav,
amoskda, rac ro wlobiT vakave.
14 - 27 Tebervali 2020
daizniqebi, veeba lasto,
ar waxde, axdenilo zRaparo!..
dazvinuls, fasi veravin dasdos,
sad Seginaxo, vis migabaro.
bevrjer gamovcade
Sereuli xar cxovrebis morevs,
ginda _ icine, gind _ cremli Rvare;
Tqma merideba, keTilno, Torem,
sikvdils aqvs zogi naTeli mxare.
rac saqebia, alalad uqeT,
erideT gasmas xazebis, mrudis;
adamianze aTasjer ukeT,
icis garCeva _ kargis da cudis.
ganavardeba mominda
xaragauls gverdiT udgas _
zestafoni, Sorapani...
ar masvenebs seni Cemi _
sazRvars gadaSorebani.
pativi ar miZebnia,
rac ro mergo, viferebdi;
Tvalebs mwvane _ zemo, qvemo _
awydeboda imereTi.
ver davTmob, ver Sevelevi,
mindori Tu jagnaria...
meti ra Camoqnas qnarma,
yvelaferi naqnaria.
sxva ra damrCa, erTaderTi,
Tavis vici gameteba;
movalales, cad mimavals,
valze vali damedeba.
maxsovs gza-gza Caqrolili _
cixeebi, monastrebi...
vtiri im dRes, roca Tavi
ar meqneba monatrebis.
biWoba gamaxsenda
literaturuli gazeTi
wertili daesmeba xetials,
visi samare ar abalaxda.
ar gaviwirebi
mawveba urva da mewvis Txemi,
raRa mamyofebs me uSiSrad;
farTxalebs safrTxe, sadgomi Cemi _
cariels daemgvana niJaras.
numc dasdebia sicocxles mijna,
uCemod vin gamarTos aguna;
raRa var, Tuki patara biWma,
aq ar ixtuna, ar ibaguna.
xelad ahyveba gulis baguni,
diliT, misas ro movismen Wyivils,
amoSenebul kedels, aguris,
roca pirveli ecema sxivi.
mze itrialebs myinvaris Tavze...
samaris, amSordeba qviSa ra,
sagazafxulo ferebiT savse,
sxva xmaze iSrialebs niJara.
Soridan vacqerdebi
vici, maCanCalamac,
ostatoba ras qvia;
igi sixarulis da
mwuxarebis naskvia.
mixede, rac gaSlila _
zRvebad, mTebad, velebad...
Jinis garda, xelisac,
Wirdeba waSveleba.
vin _ jaglagzec ver Sejda,
vin _ RrublebSi qrolavda...
dro ver SeWams, gaWedils,
dauJangvel foladad,
aRzeveba xvedria _
TiToTa, orolaTa.
poezia 9
amgzavrebuli
devs masra, tyvia daixale,
ramdeni vinme gabasrula...
araxalia _ arseboba
tanjvas moixovs safasurad.
dRemde TalxebiT Semosilo,
giTqvams: tkivilTa qadagi var!
glova yelSi gaqvs amosuli,
male Tavzedac gadagiva.
dawerva, wreSi gamoketva,
miwaze yofna ageTia,
awrialebuls, uwameblad,
ar gaxsovs, Rame gageTia.
gaTanguls, Tanve wagiyolebs,
Tuki isurva Tanatosma,
Senc, enamwares, ar agcdeba _
daxeTqil bagiT, Sxamis mosma.
***
mTebs uxdeba sirbile
Tovlis unagirTa...
male gadavixedav
zamTris bunagidan.
Tavis moyra maswavla,
mTelma, nawilebis...
melodeba mowyena,
meti, gacilebiT.
daeZebda ramdeni
sarkmels gadarCenis...
vis rad gamovadgebi,
oxrad dasarCeni?!
sixaruli myofnida _
mcire, pawawina...
gaWirvebam uTvalav
xvrelSi gamaZvrina.
ar vemduri, mivlia
laCrad, mamacadac...
dalocvilma, isedac,
bevri damacada.

wuxel vgavdi ucecxlod

aduRebul koWobs...
vici, sityvas, xandaxan
uTqmeloba ro jobs.

saxes, Semcbars, vmalavdi,

meleoda Zala...
mifaravda, mec, erTxel,
koWebs, xoSkakala.

Zeni, buda, acvenils,

bevrs verafers mZenda;
aRarafrad vagdebdi _
Seginebas brZenTa.

Tavxotora, beberi,
cacxvis vijeq ZirSi...
nu damindobT, Tu viqne
Seginebis Rirsi.

cotaRa darCa

gaburduli, gul-mkerdze,
TeTri bewveuli _
Semaxsenebs, SaveTSi
rom var me wveuli.

darCeba es mindvrebi
Zveleburad mwvane,
Cemda Tavad, sxva azri
ver gamovitane.

Sua ro momaqcies,
zesknel-qvesknelia;
sadacaa, erTmaneTs
gadaeskvnebian.

aravis ascdeba

vici, wilia qviSis da RorRis

neknebi Cemi _ TeTri orRano;
daxerxil bgerebs gamoscems xorxi,
male gavxdebi mec sayorRano.

rac vilayune, isic metia,

gadavlas veRar SevZleb malayTa;
10 proza
„rameTu medinisa bunebisa ars kaci da
Jamsa rRuevisa misisasa ucnaurobs~.
ioane petriwi
kamara pirveli
Camosvla
gulanSaroSi Camosuls, pirvelad
jvris Taviani minareTi amesalta
Tvalwin; maRali, jerac Seulesavi,
naCqarevad miSenebuli meCeTs, rogorc
aia sofias darTuli koSkurebi; wami-
erad gamielves Tvalwin, aRmosavluri
zRaprebis samyaroSi gadasrolils,
kldis qimze wamomarTulma cixes-
imagreebma RrublebSi gauCinarebuli
wvetiani gumbaTebiT. uSvelebeli bri-
tanuli tankeris kapitnis xiduras
Tavze, aTobiT adamianTan erTad
mokalaTebulma, Tavi namTvraleviviT
SevanjRrie, Tvalebi magrad davxuWe,
quTuToebi movisrise, gavaxile da isev
mivaCerdi minareTs: nela moZravi gemi-
dan, ramdenime wamiT, eklesiis, romel-
sac napiridan Senobebi efarebodnen,
goTuri koSkis jvari ucnaurad gaus-
worda minareTis koSkis wvers da amit-
omac meCvena, minareTis Tavze jvaria
aRmarTuli-meTqi.
pirdapir baRnaridan iwyeboda
qalaqi, yvavilebiT gadamSvenebuli
navsadguriT, arcerT Cven sanapiros
ar gavda, amweebic ki, oCani cxenebiviT
rom idgnen da xandaxanRa akanturebd-
nen Tavs, yvavilebiT iyvnen moCiTulni.
baRsadguri iyo ufro, vidre navsad-
guri. baqanze aTi mebaJe dagvxvda da
iseTi gaSmagebiT, mekobreebiviT Seesi-
vnen mgzavrebs, CanTebs, Cemodnebs, fu-
Tebs, xsnidnen da ZirisZirobamde
Cxrekdnen, rom swrafadve gamomiyvanes
TiTqosda zRapruli zmanebidan. me
araferi mqonda sadardeli, ubargod
gamoveswrafe omidan samSoblos, romc
mqonoda rame uReltexilebiT nawow-
ialebs, mainc ar wamoviRebdi: yvelam
vicodiT, gulanSaroSi arafers Segva-
taninebdnen, iaraRs vgulisxmob;
sworedac rom ar mexateboda guls
gulanSaroSi wamosvla, sakenidan
foTSi Casuls, amis garda, kidev sami
mimarTulebiT momavali gemi damxvda,
marTalia, soWSi cocxali TaviT ar
wavidodi, magram yirimsa da burgasSi
ki SemeZlo siamovnebiT Casvla, Tumca,
bunebrivia, gulanSarosken momavali es
veberTela carieli navTobis tankeri
varCie. Cemi skolis megobari, danieli,
wamovida aqeT da, rac mTavaria,
yurmokrulad vicodi, rom serafit-
ac, mamam adreve rom gaxizna gulanSa-
roSi, isev aq iyo da imedi mqonda, danie-
li momaZebninebs-meTqi.
Cems gverdiT mdgom, milaslasebul,
samocdaaTs mitanebul moxucs, saxidan
mwuxarebac rom gadaSloda, erTma ma-
Ralma mezverem, marcxena xelSi CemTvis
im droisTvis sruliad ucxo, anteni-
ani mobiluri telefoni rom eWira, Tu
ar vcdebi motorola 3200, didi Savi
naWris CanTa CamoarTva, iRliamde
akapiwebuli xeliT CaiZira masSi da
mTeli SigTavsi qvafenilze gadmou-
bruna, rogorc gamocdili yasabi Camo-
qnis xolme tyavs xeze ukana fexiT dak-
idul Txasa Tu satiked Segulvebul
cxvars. mTeli saaTi gvayuryutes
navsadgurSi, Semdeg mkerdze webovani
furceli migvakres, romelzec nomeri
da is misamarTi ewera, sadac unda miv-
suliyaviT da gagviSves. sanapiros
kafe-barebis mwkrivisken davuyevi.
yavaxanebi uwyvet jaWvs qmnidnen. Se-
darebiT ukacrieli adgili gamovnaxe,
Zelskamze Camovjeqi da Cems Tvalwin
gadaSlil xmelTaSua zRvis usasrulo
sivrces mivayurade; zRva gasusuliyo.
ar iZvroda. Sors, Zalian Sors, cici-
naTelebiviT cimcimebdnen farnebi me-
TevzeTa rogorRac simetriulad mi-
mobneuli felukebidan. mec garindu-
li gavexvie sibneleSi da siCumes Se-
farebuli mivaCerdi varskvlavebs; cas
jerac ar waSloda saxe. moulodnelad
mTeli ZaliT SemosZaxa mueZinma. mina-
reTidan ismoda xma. koSkidan gamoi-
Wrnen megafoniT gaZlierebuli bgere-
literaturuli gazeTi
qarda qarduxi
hermesis
daxlidarebi
fragmenti momavali romanidan
bi da moednen garemos, erTgvari idu-
malebiT aavses sivrce. ganabulma miv-
ayurade da CaviZire ucxo burusSi.
uecrad eklesiis zarebi agugundnen
raRacnairi gametebiT, ejibrebodnen
TiTqos mueZins Tu megafons. is-is iyo,
misustda zarebis rekva, rom Soridan
sasiamovno galobam moaRwia Cems yur-
Tasmenamde. maSin ver mivxvdi, magram
Semdeg gavarkvie, rom orfeosis taZri-
dan moismoda orfikos qalTa qoros
simRera. yvelaferi brwyinvaled iyo,
magram samiode wuTic da miyuCda
megafonidan aRvlenili locvac, za-
rebis caSi aWrili gugunic, orfeosis
gulSi Camwvdomi himnic da mwared ga-
isma Ramis baridan uxarisxo magnito-
fonis, fonogramaze Sesrulebuli
mTvralebis siRoda. azrmiutaneblad
wamovdeqi da iqiTken gavuyevi guman-
iT, saidanac CemTvis aqamde ucxo,
didebuli himni mesmoda; asiode bijze,
lamazi qviT mokirwyluli viwro, Sua-
saukuneebis evropuli qalaqebisTvis
damaxasiaTebeli quCiT parTenonis
magvar Senobas mivadeqi. antikuri sa-
berZneTis cnobil peizaJs gagaxseneb-
daT, oRond es iyo, qarTuli galavnis
msgavsi qvis lamazi maRali yore er-
tya gars; veeberTela karibWe Ria iyo
da blomad ireoda xalxi, miuxedavad
imisa, rom SuaRames gadacilebuli,
etyoba axladdamTavrebuli liturgi-
is Tu RvTismsaxurebis Semdeg taZri-
dan gamodiodnen. galavnis mopirda-
pire mxares, lamaz baRTan, ise, rom na-
Turebis Suq-CrdilebiT momxiblavad
ganaTebuli taZari mqonoda Tval-
Taxedvis areSi, Camovjeqi skamze _
soxumSic rom iyo imdagvarze, CaR-
rmavebuli forma rom hqonda da mo-
sasveneblad mosaxerxebeli rom iyo.
ociode wuTis Semdeg axalgazrda biWi
da ori gogona gamovidnen taZridan,
pirdapir Cemi Zelskamisken gamoemarT-
nen da Camosxdnen mxiaruli Jriamu-
liT. „ara, es SeuZlebelia-meTqi!~ _
gavifiqre gaognebulma da erT-erT
gogonas, taZris ezodan gamosuli Su-
qiT wamiT sustad rom gaenaTa saxe,
mivaSterdi; ra Tqma unda, is serafita
ar iyo, magram marTlac Camogavda, an
Cemi daZabuli tvinis xveulebi ams-
gavsebdnen mas Cemda uneburad, im wams
da merec, didi xnis merec _ Cemi am
kunZulze yofnis mTeli ToTxmeti
wlis manZilze. biWma SeniSna Cemi mou-
ridebeli mzera, peizaJSi uniWod
Caxatuli detaliviT SemaTvaliera da
mkiTxa _ „saidan brZandebiT?~ uxerx-
ulad gawelili dumilis Semdeg mi-
vuge: „soxumidan~. etyoba ar eloda da
Secvlili ganwyobis xorcSesasxmelad
sigareti momawoda. gamovarTvi da misi
sigaretidan movukide. Rrma nafazi
sakmaod damamSvideblad moedo
filtvis kedlebs. Zalian sasiamovno
iyo, mezvereebTan gulisgamawvrilebe-
li Widilis Semdeg asmagad sasiamovno
meCvena es adamianuri Tavazianoba da
cotaTi davmSviddi. „venditor masin-
jalisku!~ _ miTxra Semdeg gaRime-
bulma da xeli gamomiwoda _ „eseni Cemi
megobrebi arian, ledi nimfa da rina-
dore wyondaSi~. maSin ki cota mexam-
uSa aseTi oficialuroba, magram mere
da mere, drois meti ra mqonda, gavar-
kvie, rom gulanSaroSi gacnobisas Cve-
va iyo, axalgazrdebSic ki, saxelisa da
gvaris srulad warmoTqma. gogonebma
gacnobis niSnad gaiRimes, „odi~ _ war-
movTqvi me cotaTi uxerxulad _ `odi
xvamliani~. Semdeg ki radgan dauZlev-
eli SegrZneba imisa, rom dayovnebiTa
da gaWianurebiT raRac diads gavafu-
Webdi, madloba gadavuxade sigare-
tisTvis, wamovdeqi skamidan, davemSvi-
dobe da gzas gavuyevi. karga xnis xe-
tialis Semdeg, Zalauneburad, vee-
berTela palmasTan Caxutebuli wyvili
davafrTxe da ukve damfrTxalT
vkiTxe, rogor mivsuliyavi sastumro
„mulRazanzaromde~. gabrazebulma
vaJma naCqarevad amixsna raRac da TiTi
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dasavleTisken gaiSvira. mec davuyevi
misi TiTis mimarTulebiT. ociode wuT-
Si mivaRwie sastumros, sadac aTasam-
de devnili damxvda da sadac kidev
ToTxmet welze meti momiwevda cx-
ovreba ukan, samSobloSi, dabrunebis
imediT. ToTxmeti weli _ rac maSin
arc me da, warmoidgineT, iq myof arc
erT adamians azradac ar mouvidoda.
am gziT momiwevda uamravjer sadme wax-
etebuls sastumroSi gabruneba, uam-
ravjer mkiTxavda mTeli ToTxmeti
wlis manZilze Seucvlelad am sa-
guSagoze myofi policieli, Tu vin
viyavi, sad mivdiodi da ratom mivdio-
di ase gvian, sanam bolos da bolos, ar
SemeCveoda, mxolod xelis aweviT mo-
mesalmeboda da maniSnebda, wadio.
meryofili doJi
rogorc yvela qalaqs, xmelTaSua
zRvis am patara, Tumca mTel
saqarTveloze erTnaxevarjer meti
teritoriis kunZul-saxelmwifo pel-
azgiis, samxreT-aRmosavleT naxe-
varkunZulze gaSenebul qalaqsac hyav-
da Tavisi meri, romelic, rogorc adg-
ilobrivebma Semdeg amixsnes, am kunZu-
lis yofil, erovnul-ganmaTavisu-
flebeli moZraobidan mosul prezi-
dents, Tavis droze, ZaliT dauniSnavs
qalaqis mesveurad. miuxedavad adgi-
lobrivi moqalaqeebis Zalisxmevisa da
winaaRmdegobisa, verc pelazgiis ax-
landel mixrwnil prezidents moex-
erxebina misTvis rame, Tumca mosv-
lisTanve hqonia Sansi, magram ufiqria,
ionixis _ misi mTavari ukumTqmelis da
naxevarkunZulis meris dauZinebeli
mtris _ mosvlas isev es jobs, Cems
Wkuaze vatareb mainco, is ki arada, imis
uflebac ki miucia Tavgasuli mer-
isTvis, rom amieridan „doJi~ daerqmia
sakuTari TanamdebobisTvis,
rasakvirvelia, merTan SedarebiT war-
moudgenlad gazrdili uflebebiT,
romelic ukve mTeli naxevarkunZulis
Tormetive kantonze vrceldeboda,
magram es yvelaferi mere gavige, mere,
roca am qalaqs cotaTi miveCvie, roca
ukve sxvadasxva quCiT SemeZlo sastum-
roSi dabruneba, roca ukve mivxvdi,
rom yvela quCa zRvaze gadioda, rom
yvela quCa qalaqis doJis sasaxlidan
iwyeboda, roca am qalaqis yvela giJi
nacnobi gaxda, roca am qalaqis yvela
mwerali, politikosi, qurumi, mRvde-
li, maswavlebeli Tu sxva aTasi pro-
fesiis adamiani SemeZlo, sakuTari
Sexedulebisamebr ganmekiTxa da amiT
sakuTari Tavi SecdomaSi Seyvanilad
ar CameTvala.
danieli da serafita
cxadia, gulanSaroSi Casvlis meore
dResve daviwye danielis Zebna. ramden-
ime sastumro da erTi baRi gamoeyoT
devnilebisTvis. rogorc iqna, mivakv-
lie sam sastumroSi amao Zebnis Semdeg.
rogorc mosalodneli iyo, yvelaze
cud adgilas, qalaqis ganapiras da yve-
laze dafxavebul sastumroSi aRmoCn-
da: udidesi niWi hqonda amqveyniuri
siamisagan gegmazomierad Tavis daRw-
evis. or dasTan da mSoblebTan erTad
iyo CakunWuli oTaxnaxevrian nomerSi.
sasadilo derefnis boloSi qonda sam
ojaxs saerTo, iseve, rogorc abazana,
oRond derefnis meore boloSi. TiTq-
mis ori weli iyo, ar menaxa, oms ganer-
ida Tu ganarides mSoblebma, mexvewa _
„ar grcxvenia, am omSi rogor unda
iomo?! vis daxocvas apireb, wamodi,
estoneTSi mivdivar, gvexvewebian stu-
dentebs, mogivliT, gaswavliT da
mogxedavT~ _ magram rogorc mas qon-
da yovelgvar amqveyniur nivTier
siameTagan TavdaRwevis uzado niWi,
iseve me _ sulier-xorciel keTil-
dReobisagan gaucxoebis ubadlo ta-
lanti, da ucivesi uari mivugde, is ki
ara da lamis gavimete bavSvobis me-
gobari _ rogor toveb axla soxums-
meTqi?! „RmerTma giSvelos _ miTxra
_ WeSmariteba, platoni da jandabam-
dis gza gqonia~, yurebamde gabadrul-
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ma _ „ar vici, ramdenad SevZlebT, ma-
gram werili mainc moiwere~ da gauCi-
narda baltiis zRvis midamoebSi. sami
werilis gagzavna movaxerxe, oris ki
miReba, mere ukve azri aRar qonda,
tamiSTan wydeboda samyaros oTxiv
stiqiasTan kavSiri. soxumis navsad-
gurTan rusuli flotis SiSiT Zlivs
momdgar xomaldebs weril-fos-
tisTvis aRar ecalaT; omis Semdeg
kidev mis ojaxs talinSi wasvla veRar
moexerxebina da gulanSaroSi damkvi-
drebula. aSkarad gaugebari ki iyo,
magram danielsac talini mietovebina
da aqve gadmobargebuliyo, aq ki, saS-
inlad mowyobilni kvlav sadRac gada-
svlaze fiqrobdnen, sadRac maxlobel
kviprosSi. vuTxari _ nana deida,
Turqul nawilSi mainc nuRar gadax-
valT-meTqi. „ra vici, Svilo, amas
gaugeb rames?~ _ mimiTiTa
danielisken, xumrobiT cdilobda imis
dafarvas, ase mwared rom ganicdida
ojaxis mizeziT aseT dReSi Cavardni-
li danielis beds. is kidev filosofi-
urad iRimeboda, rogorc Cveoda da
swored Turqul kviprosSi gadaabar-
ga mTeli ojaxi ramdenime Tvis Semdeg,
TviTon ki calke Cemi da calke univer-
sitetis xaTriT darCa gulanSaroSi.
vatyobdi, yvelanairad gadahqonda si-
tyva Sors, magram gardauvali iyo da
bolos mainc miTxra moWriT _ „Seni
gulis vardi sami Tvis win wavida gu-
lanSarodan~. mwuxarebiT mivaCerdi _
„sad, xom ar ici?~ _ vkiTxe imediT.
_ aba, moikribe mTeli Sinagani ne-
beloba! _ aSkarad Cems gasamxneve-
blad xumrobda amjerad, kargad vic-
nobdi baRis megobars.
_ amoSaqre!
_ erTmorwmune ruseTSi!
_ fu, Seni! _ aRmomxda uimedod.
nana deidam, danielis usaTnoesma
dedam, RviZliviT rom miyvarda, gan-
sakuTrebiT ki mas Semdeg, rac saku-
Tari, uReltexilSi wowialisas rom
Sematova samyaros, genwviSSi davmarxe,
xvamlianebis sagvareulo sasaflaoze,
Tvali amarida. danielis umcrosma
dam, Team, ase rom daqalebuliyo or
weliwadSi, sviteri lamis Tvalebamde
aifxata. isic xvdeboda, es rasac niS-
navda. serafitas mama da mamida adreve
iyvnen sankt-peterburgSi gadabarge-
bulebi, gagris dacemis Semdeg, Wkua
ixmares da rogorRac moaxerxes iq bi-
nis SeZena. ulamazesi serafita SeiZle-
ba ukve gaTxovilic ki yofiliyo. xavss
veWidebodi, Torem ra didi misaxvedri
iyo, rom gulanSaroSi didxans ar da-
tovebdnen serafitas, me ki ruseTSi
aRar wavidodi, cocxali TaviT aRar
mindoda iq wasvla. serafita, romlis
saxeba isedac ar mcildeboda gone-
bidan, gulanSaroSi pirvelsave dRes
SemofeTebuli saxeebis wyalobiT ukve
TvalTaganac ar mSordeboda da as-
ocwil mibugavda gulsac da tvinsac:
mama istorikosi hyavda da amitom
daarqva es saxeli, raRacnairad kodi
Caudo TiTqos imTaviTve, ase dakargu-
li rom yofiliyo CemTvis. marTlac
vaeba vaebisa _ Cvens kursze yvelaze
mokle da warmoudgenelad Txel kabas
icvamda, romelic ise uxdeboda mis
maRal Tlil sxeuls, ise warmoaCenda,
erotiulobisa da antikuri qandakeb-
is mSvenierebis zRvarze, rom Cveni xa-
Sureli kolega yovel SesaZlo SemTx-
vevaSi mwyurvale mzeras Camoayoleb-
da ise, rom serafitas SeemCnia. serafi-
ta ki mxolod eSmakurad, magram uman-
kod gaiRimebda xolme. erTxel
rogorRac yvelas gasagonad miTxra _
„ra kargi biWi xar, odi, ra iqneba, rom
seminarebs ar mohyve?~. xaSurelma
kurselma saxe xelebSi damala da CaiR-
muvla: „vax, to! gogo ras geubneba~,
TiTqmis ise, rogorc miminoSi mkrt-
Ciani valikos ganaCenis gamocxadebi-
sas Caasomxurebs. ho, serafitas hqon-
da nimfasaviT Savi Tvalebi; gagrels,
amRvreuli zRvisferi Tvalebi hqon-
da. axla ki ruseTSia, jandaba! swore-
dac rom qajeTSi waiyvana mamamisma! me
kidev saqarTvelodan mis gamo gadmo-
vixvewe, Tumca erTicaa, arc SemeZlo
literaturuli gazeTi
nakuwebadqmnil samSobloSi darCena.
magas merCivna, am ucxo kunZulze vyo-
filiyavi, am qalaqSi, am doJis mier ge-
tod qceul qalaqSi.
legaluri da
aralegaluri gulanSaro
nacvlad danielis rCevisa, univer-
siteti damesrulebina, radgan omis
gamo mesame kursze Sevwyvite swavla
saqarTveloSi, Tavidan mweralTa gil-
diis Zebnas Sevudeqi. ra Tqma unda,
satelefono cnobari moviZie da erTa-
derT gulanSaroel poets, romlis sax-
elic gamegona, prota Serinaskus da-
vureke, magram Cemi mcdeloba amao
gamodga; gairkva, rom batoni prota
Serinasku ar yofila mweralTa gildi-
is magistri, usargeblia kunZulisa da
qalaqis autaneli mdgomareobiT, so-
cialuri, moraluri da sulieri kriz-
isiT da poetobisTvis gaunebebia Tavi.
ar vici, rogor moaxerxa, Zalian gam-
aoca misma aseTma saqcielma. amden
gambedaobas misgan ar movelodi, Tum-
ca es maSin gamikvirda, rogor gadaur-
Ca adgilobrivTa risxvas-meTqi, Torem,
mere da mere yvelaferi gairkva: mego-
brebma miambes, axladSeZenilma mego-
brebma, rom gadaurCa ki ara, cotaTi
xelic ki Seuwyves Turme poeziasTan
gamomSvidobebaSi, is ki arada, momaval-
ma mweralTa gildiis magistrma, maJra
servietaskum, Turme sakuTari dana-
zogidanac ki uwilada Tanxa, marTalia,
sarfiani sargebliT, magram mainc, raTa
waexalisebina axladgamomcxvari
vaWari. rogorc mere da mere gavarkvie,
mas vaWrobaSi ufro didi simaRleebi-
saTvis miuRwevia, vidre poeziaSi. kac-
ma ar icis, qalaqis doJs batoni prota
poetad erCia Tu vaWrad, magram faqtia,
rom sargebels orive SemTxvevaSi naxu-
lobda, is ki ara da swored am sabedis-
wero SemTxvevisa Tu precedentis mere
daxvewa kidec es meTodi; vinc mis
winaaRmdeg gabedavda araTu moqmede-
bas, fiqrsac ki, moqmedi mweralTa gil-
diis magistris saSualebiT, yovelnair-
ad cdilobda, vaWrad eqcia. Tu ver
gamouvidoda, maSin ganedevna mainc
polisidan, Tu amasac ver axerxebda,
maSin ukve ukiduresi nabiji rCeboda da
ZiriTadad tbis fskerisken gamouwer-
da xolme maradisobas, rac mere, didi
xnis mere, gaxda nTeli, roca tbis daS-
roba daiwyo doJma. magram es mere iyo,
rogorc giTxariT, didi xnis mere. axla
ki Zvel ambavs rom mivubrundeT, swored
protas sabediswero gardasaxva daner-
ga meTodad doJma da ase da amrigad mas
Cemi gulanSaroSi Casvlis droisTvis
ukve moexerxebina asocdaoTxi mwer-
lisTvis, asi mxatvrisTvis da orasi
msaxiobisTvis daeviwyebina sakuTari
profesia da vaWrad eqcia. vaWradqceu-
li mecnierebis, Jurnalistebisa da
ubralo sajaro moxeleebis ricxvs
aravin iTvlida. simbolurad Tu marT-
la pativiscemis niSnad yovel maTgans
hermesis cnobili simbolos, kverTxis
formis Teqvsmetgramian oqros gul-
sabnevs Cuqnida, cnobilebs da gamor-
Ceulebs TviTon abnevda mkerdze saze-
imod, ra Tqma unda, Jurnalistebis
Tvalwin, nakleb cnobilebs maJra servi-
etasku, rigiTebTan ki, misi dacvis sam-
saxuris ufross, qonda qariskus mihqon-
da saxlSi, magram aravis tovebdnen us-
aCuqrod da yvela gulsabnevi erTnai-
ri Rirebulebisa iyo. Semdeg es kverTx-
is formis emblema Tavisi partiis „pel-
azgiis axali renesansis unias~ sim-
bolod ganamwesa: maRali kverTxi iyo,
gaSlili ori frTiT da tanze daxveu-
li ori gveliT; erTs qisa hqonda gaC-
rili gaRebul pirSi (doJi amtkicebda,
RvTiuri madlisa da siuxvis sim-
boloao), meores _ aRmosavluri iat-
agani, naxevarmTvaresaviT moRunuli,
kverTxis Tavze ki, aqaoda sibrZnec Sev-
mato simbolikaso, bus Tavi iyo gamo-
saxuli, es sakuTari iniciativiT daa-
tanebina kunZulis saxelganTqmul mo-
qandake-arqeologs, qalbaton frau
krustaxs, miuxedavad misi winaaRmde-
gobisa, romelic umtkicebda _ es
frTebi, arwivisad rom moiazreba, uadg-
ilod Cans bus Tavis fonzeo magram ver
Seasmina da moeSva, oRond es iyo, avtor-
obaze uari Tqva da inicialebi moaSo-
ra. Tavidan TiTqos ar eWaSnika doJs,
kinaRam frau krustaxis saxelo Seewira
mis am risxvas, magram mas mere, rac erT-
ma stumrad myofma ungrelma politi-
kosma, romeliRaca regionis, Tu ar
vcdebi baC-kiSkunis adgilobrivi sab-
Wos wevrma (am regionTan daZmobilebu-
li iyo gulanSaro, xSirad axsenebdnen
televiziiT da amitomac wamomitivtiv-
da saxeli gonebaSi), Seuqo, madlieric
ki daurCa frau krustaxs, xelfasze
ocprocentiani danamati daukanona,
emblema sakuTar naSromad gaasaRa da
yvelgan Tavis monogramas urTavda,
medalionebze kverTxis ZirSi iyo
amokawruli laTinuri „E.S~. isini, vinc
doJis nebas ar daemorCila, rogorc
aRvniSneT, iZulebuli gaxda kunZulis
sxva qalaqSi gadabargebuliyo. Tumca
arsebobda ramdenime aseuli adamiani,
vinac arafrisdidebiT ar uRalata
poeziis, saerTod xelovnebis muzebs,
arc gulanSaro datova da arc tbis
fskerSi mosalodnel uCinar maradiu-
lobas SeuSinda, rogorc Semdeg amix-
snes, am nawils moqalaqeebisas arale-
galuri gulanSaroelebi uwoda poet-
ma agaToterosma. swored maT Soris
aRmovCndi am qalaqSi Cemdabedad Tu
Cemda saubedurod. es dayofa mTelma
gulanSarom aitaca. ase gaiyo qalaqi
or nawilad: vaWrebad da Semoqmedebad,
ufro swored, Semoqmedebad da vaWre-
bad, radgan qalaqi Tavidan swored
Semoqmedebis, xelovani adamianebis xe-
lSi iyo. SeiZleba es dayofa, Tu ase day-
ofa ar mogewonoT, maSin _ aralega-
lur da regalur gulanSarod moixse-
nieT.
maJra servietasku
mas Semdeg, rac axali magistris vi-
naoba gavarkvie da is CemTvis sruliad
ucnobi poeti _ aq poets vambob rad-
gan maSin jer kidev ar vicodi rom mas
vaWris saxeli ufro Seefereboda,
rogorc Semdeg Cemma megobrebma amix-
snes _ aRmoCnda, batoni maJra servi-
etasku, saSualo asaks gadacilebuli,
sandomiani saxis WaRara kaci, romel-
ic ratomRac zedmeti TavazianobiT
mepyroboda, sul iRimeboda da amito-
mac momeCvena, rom qlesaoba misi buneb-
is SeZenili Tviseba ar unda yofiliyo.
Tavis kabinetSi mimiwvia mas Semdeg, rac
momxibvlelma da keklucma mdivanma Tu
biblioTekis gamgem, dabalma, sicocx-
liT Tu energiiT savse qaliSvilma,
moaxsena Cemi mosvla, riTac, rogorc
Semdeg gavarkvie, didi pativi damdo,
radgan, Turme, arcTu ise iSviaTad,
yofila SemTxveva, rom stumrebis mos-
vlas magistrs ar atyobinebda xolme,
ra Tqma unda, masTanve winaswari SeT-
anxmebiT xolo Tu atyobinebda, ufro-
sis kabinetSi Sesuli saaTobiT ar gamo-
dioda pasuxis gamosatanad.
uferul da raRacnairad mosawyen
SenobaSi, sadac, rogorc Semdeg miTxra
erT-erTma TanamSromelma poetma qal-
batonma, akabu rcxaskum TviTon udide-
si pativiscemiT, SiSiT da ZrwoliT
Seabija pirvelad da rogorc Sevatyve
did ampartavnebad CamiTvala Cemi, ase
vTqvaT, Tavisuflad SemoWra. mokled,
am cotaTi Zvelmodur SenobaSi friad
gamoirCeoda magistris kabineti, albaT
giorgi XIII-is droindeli avejiT,
romelic brwyinvalebas matebda oTax-
sa da, Tqven warmoidgineT, TviT baton
maJra servietaskusac imaze metad sZen-
da aristokratiulobas, vidre misive
mcdelobebi, warmoCeniliyo aseTad. is,
pirvel rigSi, Cemi bediT dainteresda,
mkiTxa: marto CamovaRwie Tu ara am brwy-
invale kunZulis umSvenieres naxe-
varkunZulSi; oms rogor gadavurCi; ra
iyo omis mizezebi da ase Semdeg. me
rogorc SemeZlo mokled avuxseni yve-
laferi, Tumca rodesac omis mizezebze
vsaubrobdi da ruseTis friad uary-
ofiT rolze Camovagde sityva,
saswrafod Semawyvetina saubari. maSin,
proza 11
ra Tqma unda, amis mizezs ver mivxvdi,
mxolod Semdeg, wlebis Semdeg, gavacno-
biere, rom am patara, Tumca
saqarTveloze erTnaxevarjer didi,
kunZulis, romelic xmelTaSua zRvaSi,
evropisa da aziis gasayarze mdebareobs,
saqarTvelodan sakmaod Sors, daaxloe-
biT kviprosis siSoreze, mokled, am pa-
tara kunZulis, am qalaqis mweralTa
gildiis magistrs ar surda amxela qvey-
nis braleulobaze laparakic ki, rad-
gan es friad ewyineboda qalaqis doJs,
romelic albaT mis yovel sityvas is-
menda Tuki dasWirdeboda an ar ismenda,
magram ise iyo es SegrZneba xalxSi gamj-
dari, rom Zalauneburad yovelTvis ise
iqceodnen, saubrobdnen da fiqrobdnen,
TiTqos meris TandaswrebiT yofil-
iyvnen da mas verafers gamoaparebdnen.
Semdeg davrwmundi, rom es SesaZlebelze
ufro metad iseT kategorias miekuTvne-
boda romelic unda irwmuno, irwmuno
ganusjelad da asec swamdaT, swamda yov-
elSemTxvevaSi gulanSaros legalur
nawils, rogorc adre vuwodeT, ufro
swored, rogorc mas Cemma megobarma,
gulanSaros cnobilma poetma grafma
agaToterosma uwoda da aseve avitaceT
Cven Semdeg.
roca baton maJras Cemi „epopea~ war-
vudgine, jer gancvifrebulma SiSiT
Seavlo Tvali qaRaldis dastebs, aTas
furclamde iqneboda, Semdeg ki mkiTxa:
_ omzea?
me Sors daviWire:
_ rogor gekadrebaT, batono ma-
Jra! _ man Tvalebi mavedreblad mo-
mapyro, _ omi es-esaa damTavrda,
ufro swored, arc ki damTavrebula.
me literaturaSi distanciurobis
Teoriis mimdevari gaxlavarT.
_ maS razea, daaxloebiT mainc rom
mimaxvedroT?
_ siuJeti ZiriTadad gamogonil-
ia; Soreul warsulSi, elamis tomis
cxovrebis fonzea gaSlili adamianTa
erTi jgfis Tavgadasavali...
_ kargi, kargi, or kviraSi gamoi-
areT da pasuxs mogaxsenebT.
_ didi madloba, batono maJra, ase-
Ti gulisxmierebisaTvis da mapatieT,
rom aseTi momqancveli TxovniT mog-
marTeT!
_ rogor gekadrebaT, rogor geka-
drebaT, mets Cven aq ras vakeTebT! – mo-
migo gamonagoni TavazianobiT, romel-
ic gaRimebas Zlivs eyo. „ar waikiTxavs~
gamielva fiqrma, magram didad ar
davRonebulvar, amas ukve miCveuli
viyavi, araTu stumrad gulanSaroSi,
mSobliur „georgiaSic~ ki ver wavak-
iTxe vinmes, Tumca jiuti xvamlianebis
STamomavali gaxldiT da ukan ar vixev-
di; Tan erTicaa, sxva ra unda mekeTebi-
na, raRaciT xom unda gamerTo Tavi?
hermesis qandakeba
gulanSaroSi Cems Casvlas daemTx-
va qalaqis tbis pira parkis Sesasvlel-
Si hermesis uSvelebeli qandakebis aR-
marTva, romelic, Cemda sasaxelod Tu
saubedurod, saqarTvelodan mow-
veulma moqandakem Seasrula doJis
dakveTiT. rogorc gairkva, moqan-
dakis saqarTvlodan mowveva yvelaze
iafi jdeboda, Tumca adgilobrivi
rodenebi cotaze metad gabrazdnen,
qalaqis doJs es qmedebac maT winaaRm-
deg gadadgmul morig damamcirebel
nabijad CauTvales. qandakeba gran-
diozuli iyo _ igrZnoboda, avtors
qvecnobierSi gaci da gaimi rom
uRitinebda. spilenZis oTxTaviani
gamoesaxa apolonis gamcurebeli Rv-
Taeba; ori saxe cbieri, Tvalebmowku-
ruli hqonda TiTqos viRacas motyue-
bas upirebda; oric sevdiani, mravlis-
metyveli, winaTagan gansxvavebiT
uwver-ulvaSo, ymawviluri, Cafiqrebu-
li, Sors, zRvis miZirebisken mikargu-
li mzeriT, erT xelSi arfa eWira, meo-
reTi mxarzeSemogdebul cikans
imagrebda, aSrialebul-afarfatebu-
li qitonis SigniT patara frTebi mou-
Canda, xolo qamarTan qisa.
dasasruli me-15 gverdze
12 Canawerebi
adamiani _ RmerTis siyvaruliani
Tanavarskvlavedidan
adamiani Zalze gamkvrivebuli
Rrubelia. sxvadasxva ferad gam-
oiyureba, imisda mixedviT, ganaTebis
Tu dabnelebis ra wyaros winaSea.
xan, roca suls atkenen, iwureba da
sisxlis wveTebi _ nafexurebad Tu
leqsebad rCeba. maSin formasac ad-
vilad icvlis.
xan, roca mSvidadaa, netari qula-
saviT dananaobs dedamiwaze da did
saidumlo garTobaSia. maSin fexebic
Sekecili aqvs gul-mkerdTan, ar
sWirdeba _ sulis siosac ki ZaluZs
misi gadaadgileba.
zecis Sviloba
me mSobiare
qalwuli var,
damloce, cao...
es Zalian didi xnis win davwere.
axla ki vfiqrob, es erT-erTi uzuste-
si gansazRvrebaa zeciuri qmediTo-
bisa.
Tu Cveni Sobis idea Cvens Sobamde
didi xniT adre, caSi ibadeba da iq mT-
vare ise ibadreba, aTasi Cxir-sxiviT
qsovaSi monawileobas aRebinebs Cveni
Canasaxis gulamde CamRwevelT, maSin,
roca dedamiwaze „Camovardnili~ Cve-
ni substancia Cveni dedis mucelSi
monaxavs Cveni gansxeulebis _ Canasax-
is zrda-ganviTarebis saimedo
pirobebs da, bolos, dadgeba mSobiar-
obis Jami _ Cans, mxolod qali ki araa
fexmZimed da gansacdelSia, aramed _
Tavad da upirvelesad, im wamebSi, Cven
roca vibadebiT, Tavad zeca gvmSobi-
arobs Cven! imitomac gvaqvs dedis
mucelSi fexebi maRla, Tavdayira
varT; did sinamdvileSi, jer kidev im
wuTamde, dabadebamde, Cven caSi vdga-
varT, iqiTkenaa Cveni mizidvis centri.
ai, dabadebis mere ki, yvelaferi Tan-
daTan amoyiravdeba xolme da fexebi
dabla gveqceva. „TandaTan-meTqi~ _
imitom vambob, rom „erTxans~ _ egreT
wodebuli Cvilobis mdgomareobaSi
yofnisas, gaurkveveli _ horizonta-
luri mdgomareoba gvikavia, miwaze
daSvebulT ca ise aRar migvizidavs,
miwa ki _ migvixmobs, nel-nela vadgamT
fexs miwaze, vforxilobT, vswavlobT
siaruls, fexze jvrebad wamovimarTe-
biT da mTeli cxovrebis manZilze, vin
icis, ramdenjer, davyiravdebiT da
davecemiT, ramdenjer isev wamovdge-
biT. Cvens mxneobas da swor dgomas ga-
napirobebs, ramdenad gvaqvs sworeba
cisken _ Cveni idumali mSoblisken,
romelic, bolos, roca xdeba Cveni
ganyofa, Cvens sulier nawils isev
Tavis wiaRSi ibrunebs, fizikurs ki _
miwas miabarebs, rameTu Cveni meore _
fizikuri dedac miwas hyavs gulSi Cax-
utebuli _ cis yvavilebis sazrdod
da imedad!
yurebi da yurTasmena
yurebze xelisgulebi mWidrod miv-
ifaroT da sakuTar Tavs movusminoT!
ra zriali, ra Cxriali, ra baTqa-
buTqi, ra bagabugi, ra Suili, ra
dgafuna xmebi gvesmis _ es ra xdeba
Cvens organizmSi? ra janyi da Rrian-
celia?
isev CamoviRoT xelebi yurebidan da
SvebiT amovisunTqoT:
ra kargia, rom araferi gvesmis,
gamoyruebulni varT sakuTari Tavis
mimarT da mxolod is gvesmis, rac ga-
reT xmaurobs.
yvelafris gagonebas namdvilad
ver gadavitandiT.
ese igi, Cven yurebiT vismenT CvenSi
Semomaval bgerebs, magram Cvenidan ga-
reT gamavals garemoSi vuSvebT; iqneb
swored esaa Cveni „gaugonari xma~,
romelsac Cveni fiqrebi da gancdebi
kidiT kidemde gasdevs, gaaqvs.
yurebidan uwyvetad gadis samyaro-
Si Cveni gulis Zaxili... da, eqo-eqod
miRweuli, yvelgan ismineba, TviT sawy-
isamde.
literaturuli gazeTi
Tavad yuris formac xom am azrs
emsaxureba:
Sida yuri, Sua yuri, gare yuri da
niJara _ modis viwro yelidan da, Tan-
daTan, farTovdeba da farTovdeba,
rogorc sayviri. Caberva viwro
yelidan xdeba da bgerebi ganieri bo-
losken ifanteba, gadis haerSi...
ese igi, Cveni yuris vali, sinamd-
vileSi, is ufroa, rom Cveni xmebi ga-
reT gauSvas, vidre _ SigniT SemouS-
vas.
yurmoWrili ymani samyarosTvis
nawilobriv ikargebian, radgan xmis
gamaZlierebeli niJara aRar aqvT.
Tamar gabroSvili
siyvarulis labirinTi
yuri _
Cveni siyvarulis labirinTi
es niJarebi, saimedod, Wkvianurad,
mrgvlad da mTvareulad daxveulebi,
yuris niJarebi, sul mzad arian,
sulis ormoSi Caigoron jerarTqmu-
li, naRdi sityvebi, rogorc TeTri
margalitebi da Seinaxon sicocxlis
fskerze _ aRmosaceneblad, odes-
meobaSi gasacocxleblad.
yuri Tavis patrons hgavs. iseTi
forma aqvs, rogoric mas hqonda Cana-
saxSi myofobisas. sasmeni mili igive
Wiplaria, romelic gareTa _ Cvens
Canasaxovan arsebas _ akavSirebs Sida
arsTan. erTi SexedviT, es Cveni ubra-
lo yurebi CvenSi Cvens Tavs aZliereben
Turme.
ra Tqma unda, sasaciloa bibiloe-
bze Camokonwialebuli sayureebi, rom-
lebic iqve rCebian, sadac arian.
Tumca bibiloze Camokidebuli
sayure, Canasaxs Zirs eqaCeba, rac ar
moswons mas. erTi suli aqvs, rodis ga-
dayri da moiSoreb; Tumca naxvreti
karga xans gagaxsenebs konwialis amaoe-
bas!
cxviri
cxviris reliefurobas, mis forma-
Ta sxvadasxvaobas adamianis arseba
zrda-ganviTarebis procesSi Tavadve
iyalibebs. Tavisive warsuli, awmyo da
samomavlo azrovnebis, qcevis, mora-
lis, grZnobebis da sxva Tvisebebis Se-
sabamisad.
karg mkiTxvels adamianis gareT gam-
ovlenili yvela organos wakiTxvac
SeuZlia, maT Soris, cxvirisac. waikiTx-
av cxvirs da gaqvs Zalian bevri infor-
macia am adamianis Sesaxeb. amitomaa, rom
cxviri yvelaze winaa wamoweuli da
geubneba, jer me gamicanio.
visac bavSvobidan didobamde, an
garkveul periodSi, cxviridan cing-
li-cungli sdis, niSnavs, rom es adami-
ani wonasworobadarRveulia. cxvirma,
imis nacvlad, rom CasunTqva-amosunTq-
va awarmoos da mixedos mTel sxeuls,
iTavsebs siTxis gamoyofis funqcias,
adamiani gamodis gareT, ifanteba sam-
yaroSi da Tavis TavSi, Tavis adgilze
Semosvla uWirs. Zaladoba garedan,
SigniTac aseTsave pirobas uqmnis ad-
amians.
marto piri ki ara, cxviric lapar-
akobs: momxede, damSviddi, yvela sxvaT-
agan gaiTavisufle Tavi, rom aRar Se-
gawuxos gaugebrobam, Zaldatanebam,
Tavs mousmine, gankarge sakuTari Tavi,
Tu ginda, rom Seni cxviri iyos marT-
la cxviri _ Seni udidebulesoba!
gaufrTxildiT dedebs!
erTxel, erTi umaRlesi saswavle-
blis cariel auditoriaSi did dafaze
didi, lamazi asoebiT carciT davwere:
_ Svilebo, gaufrTxildiT dedebs!
maT Tqven Zalian uyvarxarT, sul
Tqvenze fiqroben! iyaviT kargebi da
gulebi gauxareT, miefereT dedebs!
morig leqciaze, vicodi, aq stu-
dentebi Semovidodnen, waikiTxavdnen
da saxlSi dabrunebulebi dedis usas-
rulo mzrunvelobas ufro metad
daafasebdnen, Sublze akocebdnen,
gulSi Caikravdnen:
_ dediko, ra bednieri var, Sen rom
myavxar! miyvarxar, dediko! _ etyod-
nen da ar ecodinebodaT, rom dediko,
ase Zlieri da asakovani, xan maTze
ufro patara, gulCvili da mgrZnobi-
are bavSvia...
sazRauri dedobisTvis
sanam deda cocxalia...
Cemma Svilma _ barbarem _ momas-
menina Canaweri amerikidan _ skaipis
saSualebiT rogor eZeben da arCeven
TanamSromlebs „operaciebis xelmZR-
vanelis~ Tanamdebobaze.
sTavazoben samsaxurs, sadac:
_ muSaoba iqneba sadReRamiso!
_ ar iqneba ardadegebi, Svebuleba,
sadResaswaulo dasvenebebi!
_ umetesad fexze dgoma dasWird-
ebaT!
_ SeiZleba ar hqondeT Wamis dro!
_ visTvisac gairjebian, masTan sam-
udamo kavSiri eqnebaT.
_ rac mTavaria, mouwevT muSaoba
anazRaurebis gareSe!
_ nu gagikvirdebaT, es Seufasebe-
li saqmianobaa da milionobiT qalia
am samsaxuriT dakavebuli!
_ ki, magram, ra aris aseTi saqmi-
anoba?
_ es aris dedoba!
amis mosmenis Semdeg gamiCnda sur-
vili, Cemi Svilebisgan miRebuli
gamocdileba sxvaTa SvilebisTvisac
gameziarebina:
marTlac, momavali deda, igrZnobs
ra saamiso mzaobas, Tavisi neba-sur-
viliT gadawyvets, rom gaxdes deda,
gazardos Svili. es misTvis sixarulis,
imedis momniWebeli uzenaesi saqmea. ra
Tqma unda, mis Seufasebel msaxurebas,
romelsac igi sicocxlis bolomde
14 - 27 Tebervali 2020
eweva, finansur anazRaurebaze fiqri
ar udevs safuZvlad.
kargi da misabaZi iqneboda, Tu
Svilic gaakeTebda sapasuxo, Tavisu-
fal arCevans _ ara iZulebiT, anda
valdebulebis gamo, aramed RvTae-
brivi sixaruliT aReZvreboda sur-
vili _ roca miecemoda amis SesaZle-
bloba, eqneboda samsaxuri da, Sesabam-
isad, xelfasi, dedis angariSze _ „siy-
varulis kosmiur bankSi~, yovelTvi-
urad gadaericxa Tavisi Semosavlis,
Tundac umniSvnelo nawili _ gaweu-
li amagisaTvis, ubralod, madliereb-
is niSnad.momavali TaobebisaTvis ki es
iqneboda mSoblebis siyvarulisa da
pativiscemis erTgvari, samagaliTo
Cveneba.
ras ambobda kartofili
aprilis boloa. tomridan amoviRe
kartofili. sacodavad dasWmuWnoda
kani, zustad Rrma moxucebulobaSi
Sesuli adamianiviT. aqa-iqa, daberili
kvirtebidan, grZeli Rojebi gamozr-
doda. Rojebs boloebSi, alag-alag,
cicqna kartofilebic ki gamoesxa.
Tu aseT kartofilebs tomaraSi
davtovebdi, TandaTan sul CaWknebo-
da, Calpeboda, magram Tu miwaSi Cav-
flavdi, Tanac sapatiod, iq is axal
sicocxles SeiZenda.
es yvelaferi TqvenTvisac cxadia,
magram me imaze davfiqrdi: risi Tqma
surda kartofils? iqneb manaxvebda,
rom, raki samyaros yoveli namceci
erTian kanons eqvemdebareba, Cvenc,
gagviCndeba Tu ara saimiso piroba, rom
SeiZleba Cagvflan miwaSi _ es axali
sicocxlis dasawyisad unda miviTval-
oT...
minaxavs, budnaSi CaTesili 3-4
kartofili rogor gamravlebula.
TviTon, egreT wodebuli deda-karto-
filebi sul gamofSutulan, samagi-
erod, mTel budnaSi mimofantula 10-
20 Svileuli kartofili. bars Cakrav
miwaSi da amocvivian dalocvilebi;
Semoafxvni miwas TiToeuls, an did
goroxs dafSvni xelSi da iqidanac
gadmoxtebian Semalulebi.
es xom sicocxlis estafetaa _
garkveuli adamianebis mier gacno-
bierebuli wesrigiT gadacemuli...
magram TviT adamianidan adamianze
rogor xdeba sasicocxlo alamis ga-
dacema; ra ZaliT, arCevaniT, da saer-
Tod, ra xdeba, cota Zneli gasagebia;
TiTqos isea, yvelaferi rom ici, rom
xvdebi, magram ras geubnebian, rom ver
igeb, imitom, rom sxva enaze gelapar-
akebian...
magram arsebobs, gxvdeba Seumc-
dari, niSneuli elementebi, romlebic
gamcnoben, rom uRrmesi wesrigis Tan-
amonawile xar, Tanac maradiuli Tan-
amonawile.
xelSi meWira danaoWebuli karto-
fili, romelsac sicocxle swyuroda.
axlos iyo miwa. iseve axlos, rogorc
CvenTanaa, mudam fexiT rom vexebiT.
_ kargad miyure, meti gaige, imedi
gqondes, adamiano... _ RojebSi iRime-
boda beberi karto.
vitrinebSi yurebas
Tavi gaanebe!
trotuarze mamas Svidiode wlis
vaJi _ usuari _ miyveboda. vaJi mamas
waramara aCerebda, mklavze ebRauWe-
boda: _ Sexe, ra kargi botasia; Sexe,
ra kargi maisuria, ra kargi saTamaSoa
da ase Semdeg.
mamam adre naTqvami xelaxla, mkac-
ri toniT gaumeora:
_ xom giTxari, gzaze rom midixar,
vitrinebSi yurebas Tavi gaanebe, win
iyure!
bavSvs Tvalebi daebrica. mamas Cu-
mad gahyva.
rCeva, romelic mamam Svils misca,
gamoadgebaT qalbatonebs _ drosac
da fulsac dazogaven; arc dardi dar-
CebaT gulSi _ ra kargi iyo, mindoda
da ver viyideo...
win! win iareT, megobrebo! vitrine-
14 - 27 Tebervali 2020
bi maxeebia, sadac advilad ebmebian
bavSvebi da bavSvunia qalebi... iqneb ka-
cebic... yvelas Tavisi maxe aqvs...
qristesisxla
yviTlad anTebuli qristesisxla
ise momewona, gadavwyvite, Zirfesvi-
anad amomeTxara da Tan wamomeyvana.
vuTxare Ziri, vuTxare da ise grZeli
fesvi aRmoaCnda, Zlivs mivaRwie bo-
lomde, magram risi bolo... meore qris-
tesisxlasTan mimiyvana misma fesv-
mandurma. pirvelze fesviT gadabmul
meore qristesisxlas rom mivadeqi, gza
kvlav gavagrZele; vTxare da vTxare
fesvis gza da, saocrebav, mesame qris-
tesisxlasTan aRmovCndi... mere _
meoTxesTan da, bolos, ubralod, mivx-
vdi, am baRSi rac ki qristesisxlebi iyo
amoqrovili, yvela erTmaneTTan fes-
vebiT iyo gadabmuli; isini miwaSi erT-
ni iyvnen da, ara marto am baRSi, aramed
mTel dedamiwaze yvela qristesisxla
erTmaneTze fesvebiT iyo gadabmuli;
amitomac iyo, sad ar naxavdiT mas amo-
suls, gaxarebuls, adamianiviT wiTel-
sisxlians da yviTel-priala fur-
cleb-yvavilians...
isic ki gavifiqre _ rogorc eseni
arian miwis qveS erTmaneTze gadab-
mulebi, adamianebic, miwis zemoT, ise
xom ara varT erTmaneTze gadajaW-
vulni da tyuilad gvgonia, rom
gamocalkevebulni varT erTmaneTis-
gan?
Tuki ubralo qristesisxlac ki
araa marto, adamiani rogorRa iqneba
marto.
uyvars Tu ara
futkars yvavili?
mTasa Tu barSi, mindor-velebze
gaSlil yvavilebs mimzidveli ferad-
feradi fer-surneleba, sitkboeba
Tavisi deda-miwidan amoaqvT; qars
mzemde gadaaqvs maTi wadili da unaze-
si srulyofilebisTvis Cawnulia er-
TurTs yoveli. yvavis yvavili. mova
futkari, amowovs sitkbos, bzuil-
bzuiliT sxva yvavilze gadanacvlde-
ba _ agrovebs neqtars. ra siyvaruli,
ris siyvaruli, aq siyvaruli arafer
SuaSia; mas es Tavbrudamxvevi _
yvavilTa gulebis dapyroba, amowova,
ubralod, Taflis qmnisTvis sWirdeba.
es misi misiaa, SeiZleba ase iTqvas, da
sxvagvarad ar ZaluZs. yvavilebic ar
Rondebian amis gamo, rCebian gulgaS-
lilni da maT guljams SeiZleba meore
wuTs sxva anci mweri ewvios. es Zalian
bunebrivia, radgan yvavilebs, mwerebs,
cxovelebs krebiTi samSvinveli aqvT
da calkeuli individis garCevis un-
ari ar aqvT.
Tu adamianTa samefoSi gadmovi-
nacvlebT, davinaxavT, maT udides naw-
ils igive _ cxoveluri instinqti
amoZravebs _ yvela qali da kaci mis-
Tvis TiTqmis sulerTia da maTTvis siy-
varuli moiazreba, rogorc bunebrivi
moTxovnilebis dakmayofileba. xolo
is adamianuri unari, gaxdes individu-
aluri pirovneba da SeZlos sxva indi-
vidis SemCneva, gamorCeva erTisa me-
orisagan da, Sesabamisad, gauCndes siy-
varulis naTeli grZnoba konkretuli
pirisadmi, rogorc Cans, jer kidev gan-
saviTarebelia, anu adamiani jer kidev
ar aris adamiani; isev gabneulia da
Sekrebis unari ar aqvs. adamiani,
rogorc RvTaebrivi Semoqmedebis kon-
centrati, jer kidev duRilis, gamox-
dis, dawmendis procesSia. Tumca adami-
anebSi, dabadebisTanave, Cadebulia es
SesaZlebloba da qvecnobierad icis,
ras niSnavs adamianuri siyvarulis ma-
tarebloba; magram xSirad qvas (gulq-
vas), xes, yvavils, mwers, qvewarmavals,
cxovels, ufro xSirad mtacebels (an
msxerpladqceuls) waagavs.
amitomac dRes siyvaruli moiazre-
ba, rogorc tanjva, wameba, tkivili,
imedgacrueba, uazroba da, rac mTa-
varia, miuwvdomeli da ararsebuli
ram.
adamiano, gaxdi adamiani da eZebe
literaturuli gazeTi
meore adamiani; xolo maT, vinc jer
kidev qvaa, xea, anda cxoveli, Seagebe
Sesabamisi ganwyobileba da gverdiT
ise Cauare, rogorc Cauvlidi namd-
vil qvas, xes, anda cxovels da ufro
meti, gebralebodes, rogorc Camor-
Cenili arseba, nu mosTxov, rom SeZlos
namdvili, wminda siyvaruli; isini xom
jer kidev gzaSi arian; maTSi Cabude-
buli mineraluri, mcenareuli da cx-
oveluri Zalebi ise Zlieria, rom bo-
Waven da ar uSveben, jer kidev ar aTa-
visufleben maTgan adamians _ „mes~,
romelsac SeuZlia is, WeSmariti siy-
varuli, erTis siyvaruli, romelsac
iTxov.
amitomacaa brbo Wreli _ mindvris
yvavilebiviT da futkrebic TavianT
saqmes akeTeben. visac ra ZaluZs, imas
iqms.
***
dRes „erTsulovnebis~ eTerSi me-
futkreobaze iyo gadacema. futkre-
bidan erTi qmedeba viswavle da minda
gagiziaroT:
futkrebs scodniaT, maT skaSi ucxo
piri Tu Sefrindeba, neqtars Caasoben
da dindgeliT Semogunglaven, da-
faraven dindgelis garsiT, romelic
baqteriocidulia da maT garemocvas
daifaravs ucxos xrwnadobis Tanmdevi
mavne zemoqmedebisagan.
xedav?
isini, Wkviani futkrebi, arasasur-
vel stumars, ukeTeben izolacias da
TviTon ki ar izRudebian, TavianT
saqmes akeTeben xelSeuSlelad. mar-
Tlac, didi, keTili saqme aqvT sakeTe-
beli!
adamianebma ki es ver SevZeliT. xSir-
ad Cvens Tavebs vigdebT izolirebul
mdgomareobaSi, momxvduri ki _ da-
TareSobs... da amasobaSi Zalian, Zalian
bevri rame ikargeba.
***
gareT, velTa velebze uSenod
Wknebian yvavilebi; Sen ki _ cremlis
tborSi zixar dumfarasaviT da saku-
Tar saxes CasCerebixar, mdumarebaSi
Cawertilebuls!
aba, raSi gamoiyeneb axal codnas _
mdumarebis iqiT xom didi da namdvili
sicocxlea. gaaReb kars?
sicocxlis gagebisaTvis
TeTr da Savwinwklebiani adamianebi
adamiani rom ibadeba, mas Tan mo-
hyveba Tavisi naTeli da bneli mxaree-
bi. ar aris naTeli bnelis gareSe da ar
aris bneli naTlis gareSe... iseve,
rogorc samyaroSi... dRes cvlis Rame
da piriqiT. davakvirdeT erT aseT
cialebas: dRisiT anaTebs mze. RamiT
rom ar yofiliyo sruli, kunapeti sib-
nele, samyaros Semoqmedma TavisTava-
di naTebis uunaro planeta _ mTvare
mzis daxmarebiT aanTo da adamianebs
RamiTac misca sinaTle... mxolod sami
Ramis ganmavlobaSi gvekargeba mTvare,
rogorc Ramis manaTobeli da sufevs
sibnele... Tumca, Sori cidan varskv-
lavebi xels mudam gvaSveleben, rom
sibneles gavumklavdeT.
adamianur samyaroSic asea:
adamiani, jer kidev bavSvi, Semdeg
mozrdili, zrdasruli da bolos _
moxucebuli, grZnobs, rom masSi uxva-
daa Tavmoyrili bneli wertilebi,
Tumca naTeli wertilebic ubwyinavs.
bnels SeiZleba vuwodoT borotebis
CanarTebi, naTels _ sikeTisa.
Cven, rac ufro diadi da aRmatebu-
li miznebi gvamoZravebs, miT metad iw-
yeben zeamotivtivebas bneli wertile-
bi da aq iwyeba adamianis ulmobeli
gamocdac. imisda mixedviT, cxovreb-
is gzaze vin Segxvdeba, ra garemoebebi
Segeqmneba, SeiZleba gaaqtiurdes mac-
duri Zala, raTa... veRar SevZloT
miznisken swori da swrafi svla da Cve-
ni sufTa, grandiozuli energia, mTli-
anad Tu ara, nawilobriv mainc,
SevwiroT bnelis msaxurebas, anu Sevam-
RvrioT Cveni wminda saxe. adamianis
sulis istoria, ZiriTadad, am brZolis
istoriaa _ rogor vumklavdebiT,
rogor vcnobT CvenSi Semosul
borotebis katalizatorebs.
adamianma Zalian kargad icis, ra
aris cudi da mavnebeli, magram Zala
ar hyofnis masTan SebrZolebisa. ver
warmoudgenia, rom borotebasac,
sikeTesaviT, Tavisi Sesabamisi eqoebi
aqvs... amitom hgonia, rom raRac „pat-
ara cuds~, misTvis didi zianis miyene-
ba ar SeuZlia... Tanac, uSvebs, rom, raki
adamiania, unda Sescodos, itanjos,
itiros da ase Semdeg. da mere moinan-
ios, iswavlos Wkua...
swored aq cdeba adamiani. xom ga-
vixseneT, rom Semoqmedma bnelis gasan-
aTeblad mzes mouxmo, misi sinaTle
arekla da mogvawoda, rom ukuneTSi ar
gadavCexiliyaviT da, Tanac, Cveni
zeciuri ca didebuli varskvlav-
samkaulebiT morTo.
Cven, rac ufro diadi mizani gvaqvs,
RmerTma rac ufro didi niWi dag-
vanaTla da RvTaebrivi misiiT mogvav-
lina am qveyanaze, rogorc siyvarulis
da mSvidobis elCebi, miT metad varT
valdebulni, rom fxizlad viyoT, Cven-
Si SeniSnul Sav wertilebs da mis gam-
aaqtiurebel Zalebs didi sinaTlis
wyaro davupirispiroT, bneli gavana-
ToT, rom borotebis xelCarTuloba,
moZraoba kargad aRviqvaT, davinaxoT
da mas, mosargebles imiT, rom yvela
adamianSi aris Savbneli wertilebi,
SevuzRudoT qmediTunarianoba,
rameTu sibnele sinaTleSi veRar as-
rulebs Tavis misias, igi gaurbis sina-
Tles da ikargeba, ususurdeba, Tavis
gzaze midis...
borotebaa, rogorc sakuTari
Tavis, aseve sxvaTa winaSe Cadenili dan-
aSauli. ramdenadac azianeb sxvas, gam-
ravlebuli saxiT, eqoebSemokrebili,
gibrundeba Senve da gamousworebel
kvals amCnevs Sens sulier „mes~, romel-
ic Sens misias gansazRvravs _ akoWleb,
ayrueb, abrmaveb, fitav da ase Semdeg.
Canawerebi 13
ukidures SemTxvevaSi, Senve klav mas,
anu Sen ganageb Seni gzis gakafvas swori
Tu usworo mimarTulebiT.
ara marto Suri, kvla, Ralati, am-
partavneba, bilwsityvaoba da ase Sem-
deg iTvleba danaSaulad, aramed _
gauTavebeli buzRuni, mowyeniloba,
agresiuloba, marad ukmayofileba aw-
myoTi _ ver xedav da imitom ver
afaseb im wyalobas, rac mogniWebia da
ginda, mainc da mainc, is, rac ar gaqvs.
winsvlisTvis, ra Tqma unda, ukeTesis
mopovebis survili unda gamoZraveb-
des, magram am SemTxvevaSi vgulisxmob
adamianis avad myofobis gauTavebel
mizezs, romelic ara sasikeTod,
aramed sazianod mimarTuli egreT
wodebul „ukeTes survilebze~ agebu-
li miuwvdomeli yinulis koSkia,
Tvals da gonebas rom ubnelebs, fex-
qveS myar niadags aclis adamians da
miuwvdomelSi amaod miawialebs; si-
namdvileSi _ dros aflangvinebs da
maradukmayofilo, gaborotebul
mdgomareobaSi amyofebs. _ is, rac me
minda, ratom aqvs sxvas? ra, me Rirsi
ara var? da ase Semdeg _ es aris agre-
sia sakuTari Tavis mimarT, magram
xSirad, aseTi persona avrcelebs
agresias garSemomyofebze _ rom isin-
ic, yvelani erTad, ar arian iseTebi,
rogorebic unda iyvnen _ edaveba,
eCxubeba, sayvedurobs yovel fexis
nabijze da, rogorc sakuTar Tavs,
maTac mowyenilobaSi, nervul-agzneb-
ul mdgomareobaSi agdebs da sam-
yaros, amdenad, Sav, muq ferebSi uRe-
bavs. ase _ adamianebs ekargebaT gza.
cxadia, milaslaseben, an, giJebiviT,
gadareulebi askdebian yvelas da yve-
lafers.
es batoni Savi wertilebis zeimSi
yofnaa.
Tu ase xar, nu ityvi, rom Sen RmerTi
gwams da qristiani xar. RmerTma Sen
srulad Segamko, mogca yvelaferi _
mTeli sicocxle _ sxeuli, suli, Seni
kuTvnili, damsaxurebuli garemo da
SesaZleblobebi, Sen, ubralod, ver am-
Cnev mas, ararad Tvli, anu uaryof.
Tu gsurs meti gqondes, vidre gaqvs,
maSin ecade, moipovo, daimsaxuro igi:
jer madloba Tqvi imaze, rac gaqvs da
madlierebiT aRvsilma gaagrZele win
gza. umadurobiT, risxviT gaberili,
gaxsovdes, ukanmavlobis gzas irCev,
borotebis Savi msaxuri xdebi, imrav-
leb av-Sav wertilebs.
cxadia, sanam adamiani xar, SenSi bne-
li wertilebi ar moispoba, magram isi-
ni _ yvela wertili, RvTaebrivi mziT
Senve unda gaanaTo! Senve unda SeZlo
maTi gamzeveveba! sxva aq ver dagexmare-
ba, Tu Seni piradi survili ar iqna
warmmarTveli.
...da is 3 dRe, roca caze SeiZleba
sibnele iyos da mTvare ar Candes _ anu
Senc, rogorc adamianma, Tu veRar Se-
Zeli manaToblis mopoveba, Senma did-
ma rwmenam _ rom kvlav SeZleb da auci-
leblad SeZleb mzis da naTlis msax-
urebas, unda gadagarCinos, unda gada-
gataninos gasaWiri dacemis gareSe...
didi sifrTxiliT SeZlo Tavis gadar-
Cena, Zleva... sul erTia, amas 3 dRe
dasWirdeba, 3 saaTi, Tu 3 wuTi _ gaxs-
ovdes, valdebuli xar, rom Seni suli
uvneblad gaiyvano sibnelidan. es Seni
gamocdis Jamia!
TavisTavad, is faqti, rom Wkviani
xar, niWieri, mizanswrafuli, bevrs
aras niSnavs. mTavaria, SenSi, iseve
rogorc yvelaSi, udavod arsebuli
Savi wertilebi, ramdenad arian ayvave-
bul-gamravlebulni. maT SeiZleba
gadafaron Seni TeTri wertilebi da
Seni Zala mTlianad, an umeteswilad,
Cadges borotebis _ ngrevis, sikvdi-
lis samsaxurSi...
arCevani Senzea, adamiano!
xels vin SegiSlis? upirvelesad
Senive Tavi Tu ara?
RmerTi gitovebs arCevanis ufle-
bas da gaZlevs yovlisSemZleobis un-
ars _ Tu moindomeb, arc sikvdilia
Zneli da arc sicocxle...

14 Canawerebi
Tamar gabroSvili
siyvarulis
labirinTi
sikvdilis formebi
sikvdilsac Tavisi formebi aqvs:
1) msubuqi: sulierebasTan dakavSirebuli manki-
erebebi da cdunebebi; maT Soris: mowyeniloba, Savi
fiqrebi, SiSi, nevrozi, akviatebuli Cvevebi, eWviano-
ba da sxva.
sikvdilis msubuqi formaa, roca damangreveli
sityvebi jer kidev haerSi arian ganfenilebi da ad-
amianis sxeuls ar, an ver exebian.
2) saSualo: fizikuri sxeulis rRveva-ganadgure-
bisken mimarTuli gzebi; maT Soris, avadmyofoba:
tkivilebi, organoTa dazianebebi da maTi nawilo-
briv, an srulad, moqmedebidan gamosvla.
sikvdilis saSualo formaa, roca basri sityvebi
Camodian adamianis organizmSi da mas TandaTan anad-
gureben.
3) rTuli: gardacvaleba Seni, an Sen gamo sxvisi.
sxva Tu mokali, esec Seni sikvdilia!
am Tvalsazrisidan gamomdinare, adamiani yovel-
dRe SeiZleba exebodes sikvdils, anu emegobrebodes
mas da, amdenad, bolo formaSi gadasvla iyos bune-
brivi da mosalodneli.
***
nugeSad gveyos, rom adamiani ar rCeba mxolod
miwaSi. misi egreT wodebuli samare sam ares aer-
Tianebs. aqedan erTi miwaSi rCeba, romelic Zvlebs
iTvlis, meore _ adamianTa xsovnasa da Semoqmedeb-
iT nawarmoebebSi, naRvawSi da mesame _ umTavresi _
ukvdav sulad ganifineba da maRldeba caTa Sin.
manamde ki, sanam egreT wodebuli cocxlebi gver-
qva, or ares vflobdiT, rameTu gvqonda organizmi,
miwisa da cisa. da Cveni cxovreba, amqveyniuri wva da
dagva, hgavda Cvens gadadnobas, gadarCevas _ ra
gagvemetebina samiwed, ra gadagverCina, ra
dagvetovebina dedamiwaze, sxva cocxlebisaTvis da
ra wagveRo ufalTan, rogorc Cveni miwieri cxovre-
bis adamianuri monapovari!
es nugeSia da gza.
saocaria, magram faqtia _ siyvarulis gza
sikvdilze gadis!
siyvaruli RmerTisken savali gzaa, romelic gar-
dacvalebasac gulisxmobs!
aorTqleba _ gardacvaleba
mTeli Cveni cxovreba gardacvalebisTvis samza-
disia _ zogni uceb, zogni _ TandaTan vkvdebiT da
Tan is migvaqvs, rac am samyarodan SevisruteT Cveni
sruli sxeuliT da nakvTebiT, grZnobis organoebiT.
Tumca, es yvelaferic _ Senawovari, gadagvaqvs sxva
ganzomilebaSi iseve, rogorc gubidan wyali mzes
aaqvs caSi da konavs Rrublad, Tu Rrublebis cvale-
badobad! miwidan caSi moaqcevs wylis wveTs... da
Cvenc...
adamiani rom ibadeba, TandaTan ivseba, diddeba,
xdeba sisxlsavse da srulad gafurCqnili: mere, Tan-
daTan, iwyebs galevas _ aorTqlebas. masSi arsebu-
li fizikuri wyali nel-nela sulier wyarod iqceva
da maRla-maRla adis. adamiani nel-nela ifiteba,
wyali aRar yofnis.
Zirs dadis adamiani, moxucebuli, gamoCiavebul-
gamomxmari da maRla, mis Tavze misive oreuli _ mis-
ganve aorTqlebuli adamiani dananavebs, eTerSi da-
curavs da wveT-wveT kidev ivseba miwieri adamianis-
agan aorTqlebuli sicocxlis wveTebisagan.
Tavad adamiani am dros verafers igebs _ verc
imas, rom TandaTan wonasworoba ekargeba, da-
farfatebs da... gasafrenad emzadeba _ im _ momza-
debul ze-sxeulTan erTad yofnis gasagrZeleblad!
RvTis sufra
wuxel Zilis win vbutbutebdi Cems leqss:
mihbaZe da gaixare,
aba, naxe, aba, erTi _
rogor giSlis
sufras RmerTi...
kari SemovaRe, rom Zilis win oTaxSi sufTa haeri
SemomeSva da ras vxedav _ RmerTs gareT marTla
gauSlia sufra _ TeTri, qaTqaTa, brwyinvale...
SeRamebis mere mouTovia, gadauTeTrebia aremare.
Tovs da am sufraze Tovlis fantelebis korianteli
camdea awvdili... sufris simaRle cas swvdeba. am gad-
abardnil sufras Tamadad yanwgamowvdili mTvare
adgas. gamTeniamde iTamadebs. mere Cvenc gavmJRavn-
debiT da sxvarigad gaSlil RvTis sufras davlo-
cavT; ubrad CavuvliT, an yayan-yayaniT, gaaCnia, vin
ras dainaxavs am sufraze, an Tu dainaxavs RvTis mier
saguldagulod gaSlil sufras _ dRes dRevandels
_ CvenTvis kurTxeuls...
ras dainaxav, ras aiReb, ras gemos gausinjav, ras
gadaagdeb, Tu saerTod ver dainaxav, an gverds Cau-
vli, Seni nebaa, sufra ki gaSlilia da...
literaturuli gazeTi
lana manveli
RvTismSoblis
aRmarTi
dasasruli
revazisgan araferi ismoda. arc mkvdrebSi aR-
moCnda da arc tyved CavardnilebSi. komisris col-
ma saras saidumlod gaando _ mgoni, qaqucasTan
erTad trapzonSi gadavidao...
oqtombris susxian saRamos astkivda muceli.
ezoSi sarecxi gafina da is iyo samzareuloSi Sebrun-
da, mZlavrma tkivilma dauara. spilenZis varcli
raxraxiT davarda aguris iatakze. oflma daucvara
Subli da sunTqva Seekra. ukve sawols mijaWvulma
elenem igrZno SviliSvilis gasaWiri. yvirili mor-
To im imediT, iqneb mezoblebs gaegoT da mixmare-
bodnen. tkivilsa da tkivils Soris arsebul Sualed-
Si saram ezoSi gasvla moaswro...
bebiaqali da grigoli TiTqmis erTdroulad Sev-
idnen saxlSi. Semtevi tkivilebisgan saras goneba
ebindeboda, yurebSi ki akviatebulad Caesmoda re-
vazis namReri `gafrindi, Savo mercxalo~. gamTenii-
sas imSobiara da grZnobac dakarga...
Tvali rom gaaxila, Cvili moZebna, magram login-
Si marto aRmoCnda. sawolidan Zlivs wamodga da be-
biasTan gavida. moxuci uRonod misveneboda mu-
Taqebs.
_ bebo!
elenem tirili daiwyo. sara mivarda da xelebze
moeWida.
_ miTxari, bebo! simarTle miTxari! bavSvs ra
mouvida?
_ ra ayalmayali atexeT dilauTenia! xalxis
mtris Svils Cems WerqveS xom ar gavzrdidi!.. _ nax-
evradCacmuli Sevarda grigoli. saras nerviulo-
bisgan piri gauSra. igrZno, TvalT ubneldeboda.
ukanaskneli Zala moikriba da grigols mivarda:
_ miTxari! sad aris Cemi Svili? revazis Svili!
revazis xsenebaze grigolma mTeli ZaliT mian-
arcxa kedelze. elene godebas mohyva. saras tkivili
arc ugrZvnia. cremlebi Rapa-RupiT Camodioda...
yurs isev `gafrindi, Savo mercxalo~ miswvda.
revazi mReroda, laRad, amayad, imedianad...
didxans iwva fsiqiatriul saavadmyofoSi. gamo-
janmrTelebis Semdeg TelavSi aRar dabrunebula _
jer baTumSi, iqidan ki TurqeTSi gadavida. revazis
kvals eZebda. ase daadga gzas safrangeTisken.
SuaRamemde gembanze idga da cremlgamSrali gas-
cqeroda gaRma napirs. Ruzebi xrialiT amoyares
wylidan da manqanebic amuSavda. gemi Setokda, nel-
nela mowyda adgils da wyvdiads Seeria...
***
parizSi Casuli erisTavebma Seikedles. revazi
safrangeTSi ar aRmoCnda. bolSevikebs TelavSive
daexvritaT, gigos goraze. sara isev fsiqiatriul
hospitalSi moxvda. wlebi mkurnalobda. iqidan ga-
mosuli levilSi dasaxlda da iqauri emigrantebi-
sTvis samosis kerva daiwyo. Tavs yovelTvis revazis
colad Tvlida da mogonebebiT cxovrobda...
sabWoTa kavSiris daSlam da sazRvrebis gaxsnam
ucnaurad auforiaqa suli. 87 wlis iyo,
TurqeTisken momaval delegacias rom daemgzavra.
miuxedavad asakisa, mxned da janmrTelad iyo. uari
ar uTxres. Tavisi oTaxi levilis mamulis diasax-
liss Caabara.
14 - 27 Tebervali 2020
delegacias trapizonSi Camoscilda da
saqarTvelosken gamoeSura.
***
...rogorc iqna, maTma avtobusma sarfis sazRvari
gadakveTa. guli yelSi hqonda mibjenili. Tbilisam-
de moZvelebuli transportiT imgzavra. isnis
metros siaxloves Camosves. Telavisken mimavali
taqsebic iqve idgnen. Ramdeboda. mZRolma, oTxi mg-
zavri mWirdeba, Tu SevivseT, wavalT, ara da xvaleo.
gadaRlili sara manqanis gamociebul salonSi Caj-
da da jiutad daiwyo lodini. bedad gvardielebi
gamoCndnen da manqanac kaxeTisken daiZra. mTeli gza
xarbad ismenda maT nalaparakevs. guli etkina. qvey-
ana iseTive areuli daxvda, rogoric datova. Zveli
mteri, samaCablos Semdeg, amjerad afxazeTs aWrida
saqarTvelos. Soridanac icoda raRac ambebi, magram
aseTs namdvilad ar eloda. kargad dabindebuliyo,
taqsi bazarTan rom gaCerda. arc erTi lampioni ar
anaTebda. zogierTi saxlidan gamomavali sinaTle
aSuqebda quCas mkrTalad. generatorebis gruxuni
iklebda iqaurobas. patara samgzavro CanTa hqonda
Tan. intuiciiT auyva xevis napirs da sanapirosTan
marjvniv gauxvia. RvTismSoblis eklesiasTan tanki
idga. SekrTa. gzis mopirdapire mxares gadavida da
Sedga _ deidaSvilebis orsarTuliani, aivniani sax-
li aRarsad Canda. daengriaT, mis adgilze ki maRazi-
is msgavsi Senoba aeSenebinaT. aRmarTs Seuyva. daiRa-
la da gzis gasayarTan Seisvena. zustad iseTi avbe-
diTi garemo iyo, rogorc bolSevikebis Semosvli-
sas. wamodga, gza ganagrZo. maT quCaze qvafenili
ayriliyo da savali gza qva-RorRiT gadaxergiliyo.
ninoSvilis quCis asaxvevs gaxeda, es gza sasa-
flaosTan midioda. guli auCqarda. ager marTa be-
bos nasaxlari, rogor uyvarda mis ToneSi gamomcx-
vari SoTebi. nacnobi qvis galavanic gamoCnda. kidev
ufro dadablebuliyo. WiSkari SeecvalaT. aRarc
kiparisi Canda, moeWraT. galavans Semouara da CixSi
Sevida. Tavbru exveoda da emociebisgan guli mis-
dioda. fanjrebTan SeCerda. saxlidan qalis mogudu-
li tirili ismoda. sunTqva Seikra da miayurada. ka-
cis nerviuli laparaki uecarma yvirilma Secvala:
_ icode! cxvir-pirs dagingrev, kidev Tu gax-
val magaTTan!..
karis jaxuns qalis isteriuli kivili mohyva. sa-
ras sisxli gaeyina. axalgazrda kacs xma grigoli-
sas miugavda...
gaSlili xelebi Camoayola riyis qviT naSeneb sax-
lis kedels, mere galavans. mTeli tkivili xelis-
gulebze gadahqonda. piri magrad mokuma, kvnesa rom
ar amoxdenoda.
is Rame RvTismSoblis eklesiis ukan gaaTia.
gaTenebamde srola da ZaRlebis yefa ismoda. ar
SeSinebia, mis guls ufro Zlieri tkivili dapatrone-
boda...
***
...saram gamomSral pirSi xurmis gemo igrZno. im
xurmis, papamiss rom mohqonda misTvis bavSvobaSi.
sumbulebis surneliT gaivso oTaxi, Rrmad SeisunTqa.
yurebSi papis xma moesma: `elene, es patara qalbato-
ni vin aris? papas sicocxle da piris Casakokloz-
inebeli xom araa, erTi gemo gavusinjo...~
sibneleSi bebiis landi gamoCnda, gaWaRaravebu-
li Tma Sublze Suaze gaeyo da wnulad Semoexvia ki-
serTan _ `moica, qa, balRi ar SamiWamo, sadacaa vax-
Sami mzad iqneba, bebo Semoevlos, goglimoglsac
vukeTeb...~
uecrad saSinelma tkivilma marwuxiviT mouWira.
zed gulTan aglejdnen Cvils!
rkinis sawoli Zlierad Seirya. saras farTod
gaeRo Casisxlianebuli Tvalebi da ucnaur xmebs ga-
moscemda, xaoda...
erTbaSad gaCumda... mkerdSi siTbo CaeRvara... bavS-
vi, usaxelo Cvili, mis ZuZus wovda... kmayofili Wy-
lopinebda da dedas xelebs uTaTunebda...
loginSi wamojda. undoda, moxveoda. mklavebi
SeaerTa, kidev erTxel undoda, SeegrZno Cvilis dau-
viwyari suni, Tavi daxara, magram... sasowarTmeuli
mklavebi Camoekeca sabanze.
sacodavad Sehkivla! cremlebi uwyvetad moedine-
boda tkiviliT gadawiTlebuli Tvalebidan.
ucbad xelze Sexeba igrZno. SekrTa _ xuTiode
wlis datalRulTmiani gogona RimiliT etiktike-
boda:
_ deda... dediko... wamodi CemTan...
yurebSi revazis namReri `gafrindi, Savo mercxa-
lo~ ugugunebda.
bavSvi Cerdeboda... mirboda... sara bednierebiT
Semsubuqebuli misdevda ukan... RvTismSoblis aRmar-
Ti airbina, marcxniv Seuxvia... elene bebos saxli
Zveleburad gamoiyureboda, kiparisic isev idga...
WiSkaric ar SeecvalaT, Ria daetovebinaT... ezoSi
Sevida da... kiparisis ZirSi deda-Svilobis aqamde
ganucdeli siyvaruliT Caekona Tavis gogonas...
agoniaSi myofi sara bednieri tovebda wuTi-
sofels...
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literaturuli gazeTi recenzia 15
lismpyrobeli RmerTis ideas, Seuracxyofda _ ar
iyo hermesi gulanSaroelebisaTvisac is RvTaebrivi
saxe, romelsac uzenaesad miiCnevdnen.

grafinia

ori kviris Semdeg mivakiTxe baton maJras. kabi-

netidan gamodioda da Cems danaxvaze gabadruli sax-
iT momesalma, saCqarod CamomarTva xeli da daiZaxa:
_ grafinia agaToterosi! _ cota xans miayura-
da, mere isev, _ grafinia agaToterosi!
oTaxSi maJras mdivani gamoCnda.
_ batono maJra, grafinia es-es aris movida da
Tavis kabinetSia! _ moaxsena da me gamomxeda.
_ Zalian kargi, ai, batoni odi miacileT masTan!
_ mere marcxena xelis saCvenebeli da araTiTiT Tavi
moifxana da Tqva, _ anda iyavi Sen, me TviTon war-
vudgen! batono odi, wamobrZandiT!
pirvel sarTulze CavediT da kibis xelmarjvniv
lurjadSeRebil karTan SevCerdiT. maJram daakaku-
na.
„mobrZandiT!~ _ moisma Signidan.
SevabijeT Ria cisfrad SeRebil sakmaod did
oTaxSi.
_ gamarjoba, grafinia! _ xeli CamoarTva maJram
ormocdaaTiode wlis sandomiani saxis qalbatons.
_ gamarjoba, batono maJra! _ gaiRima qalma da
loyebi Seefakla, etyoba ar moeloda magistris viz-
its.
_ gaicaniT grafinia, es gaxlavT odi xvamliani,
romlis nawarmoebsac Tqven axla kiTxulobT.
_ Zalian sasiamovnoa, Zalian! _ aSkara sixaru-
li gamoexata grafinias saxeze da xeli gamomiwoda. salome kapanaZe
me, marTalia, ar viyavi Cveuli aristokratebTan
urTierTobas, magram imdeni mainc movaxerxe, rom
grafiniasTvis xelze meambora.
_ Tqven isaubreT, me ki dagtovebT. uxilavi
_ gmadlobT, batono maJra! _ mivadevne dere-
fanSi gauCinarebuls.
_ odi, dajeqi, yava davlioT, _ mommarTa grafin-
bednierebis
iam.
_ ara, ara gmadlobT, nu SewuxdebiT, _ Sors davi-
Wire me.
matiane
wyeuli ruseTi da socializmi, mTeli qarTuli evropa irwmuneba, rom msoflio kultura `al-
aristokratia rom ar gadaesaxlebinaT, xom ar iqne- termodernis~ xanaSia da `postmodernizmi gardaicv-
qarda qarduxi boda CemTvis Zneli maRal sazogadoebaSi yofna, ala~. am sloganiT mimdinareobda gamofena 2009 wels
gavivle gulSi. londonis galerea `TATE~-Si. aseTi inteleqtualuri

hermesis ias.
_ ratom? ar giyvarT yava? _ gaukvirda grafin-

_ ara, yava ki miyvars...

Widilis epoqaSi qarTul mwerlobas evropeizmTan
ziarebis paralelurad Tavisi nacionaluri valde-
bulebebi aqvs. mariam wiklauri Cvens uaxles qarTul

daxlidarebi _ Zalian kargi! _ miTxra da magidis ujridan

fragmenti momavali romanidan
dasasruli
doJis ganmartebiT es qandakeba imitom daidga,
rom gulanSaroSi xSirad iyridnen Tavs mogzaurebi,
mgzavrebi, elCebi, komersantebi da amitomac auci-
lebeli iyo mogzaurTa da SikrikTa mfarvelis qan-
dakebis wamomarTva, romelic qalaqs Tavisebur
originalur iers mianiWebda. tkbil-qarTuli mo-
tivebi ar mcildeboda gulanSarodan: mere, didi
xnis Semdeg, roca doJi gandaqarda, axali biWbuWebi
daepatronen qalaqs da aralegaluri gulanSaro-
elebi kvlav aralegalur gulanSaroelebad darC-
nen, qalaqis sabWom gadawyvita, gulanSaros sim-
bolod medeas Zegli daedgaT, aqaoda berZenTagan
ltolvilma medeam cota xniT aq Seafara Tavio, ma-
Sin ki, megobrebi mexumrebodnen _ „Seni xaTriT dad-
ga mogzaurTa RmerTis qandakeba doJma~, Tumca
aravin aRniSnavda, rom hermesi odesRac poeziisa da
xelovnebis mfarvelic iyo. neta TviTon doJma Tu
icoda? Tu icoda da swored imitom daadgmevina es
qandakeba? Zneli iyo amaze pasuxi. kacma rom Tqvas,
vis unda scodnoda ra utrialebda TavSi polisis-
Tavs? erTi kia, megobrebi ar vici Cems dasamSvide-
blad Tu marTla, qandakebas iwonebdnen da aRniSnavd-
nen, rom saqarTveloSi xelovneba albaT ganviTare-
buli unda iyoso. Tanac, es Tavidan gamoaqandaka
cnobilma moqandakem hermesis Zegli, xelovnebis ni-
muSi, Torem mere da mere, asobiT sxva uferuli qan-
dakebebic gamoikveTa, Camoisxa Tu gamoiZerwa, zog-
ic Camosuli da zogic adgilobrivi ostatebis mier,
metwilad uniWod da uxarisxod Sesrulebuli. am
orfikosebis kunZulze saeWvo iyo mouTmendnen Tu
ara doJs orfizmis Seuracxyofas: dionisesa da
evridikes misteriulad Serwymuli orfeosis kanon-
ikuri bomonebis nacvlad, ase yvela gorakze herme-
sisa Tu merkuris qandakebebis wamoWimva ar iyo xum-
roba saqme; hermesisadmi miZRvnili, modernistulad
gardaqmnili himnic kanonikur sagaloblad gamocx-
adda gulanSaros taZrebSi, raRacnairad danarCeni
kunZulidan TiTqos galobiTac surda ganekidegane-
patara samfexa amoaZvrina, Semdeg mSrali spirtis
ori natexi, sayave _ Zveleburi, welSi gamoyvanili,
qarTuli doqis magvari; saSaqre _ mocisfro faifu-
ris WurWeli da yava _ aseve cisferi faifuris Wur-
WliT, romelsac erTi xeli Camomtvreuli hqonda.
_ grafinia, Tqven aq mTeli arsenali gqoniaT, _
Tavi ver Sevikave. grafiniam gulwrfelad gaicina,
raRacnairi bavSvuri siciliT.
_ eh, ras izam, Svilo! _ mommarTa raRacnairi
sevdiT, _ odi, aba, momiyevi, aq marto Camoxvedi?
_ marto, grafinia!
_ ojaxis wevrebi? _ alali TvalebiT mimzerda
grafinia.
_ ojaxs, ase vTqvaT, gulanSaroSi, me warmovad-
gen, _ vuTxari da iseTi interesiT mimzerda, ara-
gulwrfeloba arafriT ivargebda, _ deda omSive,
ufro swored, omidan momavali gardamecvala uRe-
ltexilze, filtvebis simsivniT. mama cocxalia, ma-
gram, ase vTqvaT, ar vicnob. sami wlis viyavi, roca
mSoblebi erTmaneTs daSordnen, _ grafinias crem-
li gadmougorda Tvalidan, ramac Zalian uxerxul
mdgomareobaSi Camagdo. vifiqre, daaWire ra kbile-
bi enas, swored am dros yava gadmovida da SiSiniT
Caaqro spirtis moiisfro ali. „vai!~ wamoiZaxa da
gaicina, Tanac, moxerxebulad moiwminda cremli. mec
gavicine.
_ ibrZodi, odi? _ yava Caasxa finjanSi da gamo-
miwoda.
_ ar vici, grafinia, _ Sevxede, _ arc davWril-
var, arc kaci momiklavs da arc tyved Cavvardnil-
var.
_ es aucilebelia? _ gaicina man.
_ hoda, amitom vambob, ar vici-meTqi, _ Tavs
vikavebdi aseTi saubrebisagan yovelTvis, magram
grafiniam rogorRac CamiTria, _ marTali viqnebi
Tu vityvi, rom omSi viRebdi monawileobas; ase mgo-
nia, roca brZola viswavle da ukve ganvewyve namd-
vili omisTvis, swored maSin damTavrda, damTavrda
Tu daamTavres.
_ me mjera, rom Tqveni prezidenti aucileblad
moagvarebs mag sakiTxs, _ ar vici Cems dasamSvide-
blad Tqva grafiniam maSin, Tu marTla sjeroda.
verc mere gavarkvie es, aTeulobiT wlebis Semdegac,
SeiZleba kunZulis mixrwnil prezidentTan Sedare-
samwerlobo sivrceSi am pasuxismgeblobiT gamorCeu-
li Semoqmedia. misi literaturuli garja daaxloe-
biT iseT gancdas giCens, uZvelesi warweris aRmoCe-
nas rom axlavs, warweris, romelic Seni qveynis
sulierebis istoriis kidev erT mtkicebulebad unda
iqces, romelmac im warsulTan kavSiri unda Seginax-
os, momavlisken saval gzaze rom gWirdeba da Seni na-
cionaluri Rirsebis namdvili dvrita gapovninos.
iqneb `altermodernisaTvis~ Cvens erT-erT mTa-
var gzavnilad esec iqces miuxedavad imisa, rom glo-
balizacia mainc msxverpls moiTxovs Tavisi
ekonomikur-politikuri da kulturuli Tval-
sazrisiT. yovel SemTxvevaSi, mariam wiklauri namd-
vilad is movlenaa, romelic Cvens nacionalur suli-
er yofas wyaros wyaliviT sWirdeba. is didi Sesa-
Zleblobebis Semoqmedia. roca mas poulob rogorc
SesaniSnav poets, prozaikoss, publicistsa da sabavS-
vo mwerals, cxadia, am patara ganazrebaSi, romel-
sac mis erT-erT prozaul krebulze `happy sovietikus~-
ze gamoxmaurebas arqmev, Sens saTqmels ver Caatev.
Tumca zustad ici, rom masze saubrisas araerTgzis
mogiwevs sityva `niWieris~ sxvadasxva variaciis
gamoyeneba. aucileblad mogiwevs im saTaveebze
fiqri, saidanac moedineba adgilis dedis siyvarul-
Tan gazavebuli es niWiereba da araerTgzis gaioceb,
ra kvebavs mis usazRvro sulier energias. ra Tqma
unda, yvela am kiTxvaze pasuxs mariam wiklauris
Tavdauzogavi inteleqtualuri Sroma _ misi lit-
eraturuli monagari iZleva.
`odesRac miwis fesvidan gavCndi~ _ ambobs igi
erT-erT leqsSi. poetis sulieri energiis saTave
aqedan iwyeba. arcerTi myvirala fraza, egzaltire-
buli Tu cremlian-tkiviliani epataJi, masTan yve-
laferi im Zlier simSvideSi ganicdeba, romelic
mkiTxvelamde saTqmelis mitanis saukeTeso wina-
pirobaa da amavdroulad, misi didi gancdis dama-
jerebeli argumenti. ase gadaaqcevs mariam wiklau-
ri dakvirvebis sagnad civilizaciis labirinTebSi
mileul im cnebebsa da movlenebs, romlis saWiroeba
da moTxovnileba momakvdavi gamxdara. aravin if-
iqros, rom misi prozauli krebulis saTaurad `hap-
py sovietikus~ gamotanili saxelwodeba Caefineba am
mileul cnebebze Cvens msjelobas, magram mwerlis
mcdeloba _ krizisul, pragmatul, depresiiT aR-
beWdil droSi bednierebis formulasTan miiyvanos


bina naxevarkunZuli doJs, gulanSaroelebis erT- biT Cveni meTauri ufro mxned eCveneboda. maSin Cems adamianebi _ uaRresad humanuri aqtia.
erT usayvarles galobad undoda eqcia, magram yve- romanze ar gvisaubria. mTxova, cota meclia da ori-
la atyobda ukve, rom orfizmis mTavar arss, yov- ode kviris Semdeg vwveodi...
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dasasruli
mariam wiklaurma Tavis moTxrobeb-
Si migvaniSna erTob mniSvnelovanze _
bedniereba mxolod garegansazRvru-
li ar aris, am SegrZnebas mxolod
garefaqtori ver mogitans, Tu Sinaga-
nad momzadebuli ar dauxvdi. `mindo-
da bednierebaze damewera wigni... bavS-
vobaze gamomivida wera... adamianebze,
epoqaze, droze, romlis xseneba dRes
uxerxulic kia, magram me hefisove-
tikusi aRmovCndi, radgan bavSvi `iq~,
`im dros~ da `maSin~ viyavi.~
bavSvobasTan bednierebis gancdis
mibma arc samwerlobo narativSia siax-
le da arc yofiT azrovnebaSi, magram
am SemTxvevaSi saTqmelis siaxle iq
iyris Tavs, sadac bednierebas im epo-
qas ukavSireb, romlis aRqma yvelaze
Savbnel xanad, aucilebel moTxovnad
iqca aramarto literaturaSi. arada,
Turme iqac poulobdnen adamianebi sa-
babs `bednierebisaTvis.~ garegan-
sazRvrulobis SidagansazRvrulobiT
Canacvlebis idea, romelic sicocxlis
filosofosebs ukavSirdeba, mariam
wiklauris moTxrobaSi _ `iqneb marT-
la ar arsebobs is, miSel~ _ sabazisoa,
romelic ironiuli safars erTmniS-
vnelovnad kargad irgebs da Tavis
saTqmels ase ambobs. iqmneba gaucnau-
rebis warmatebuli efeqti, raTa mkiTx-
velma TviTonve airCios teqstidan is,
rac sWirdeba. `cocxali xsovniT da
gamZleobiT~ mopovebuli mwerlis
`arafriT gamorCeuli bavSvobis sab-
WoeTisdroindel mogonebebs~ yvela
TavisTvis gaacocxlebs _ mwerlis
bavSvobisdroindeli Tanamedroveni
yrmobas gaixseneben, Tanamedroveebma
ki SesaZloa warsulTan ukompromiso
brZolis modur tradiacias gadaxe-
don da TavianTi energia momavlisaken
mimarTon.
literaturuli kritikis eniT rom
vTqvaT, mariam wiklaurTan `samyaros
SegrZnebis ganaxlebis meTodi~ (irma
ratiani) swored am mniSvnelobiT aris
gamoyenebuli. amJamindeli mocemu-
lobaa, rom postsabWoTa literatu-
ruli periodi calsaxad gamoirCeva
uaxlesi warsulis mudmivi gadasinjvis
tendenciebiT, romelic Tavisi
atributikiTa da ideologiuri kli-
SeebiT, ra Tqma unda, masTan dabruneb-
is survils ar aRZravs da ufro xSir-
ad uaryofiTi konteqstis Semcvelia
uaxles qarTul mwerlobaSi. ufro me-
tic, am warsulis mxatvrul teqstSi
ganfena SesaZloa iqces mwerlis osta-
tobis erTgvar sazomad, radgan misi
esTetizacia mainc safrTxilo Temaa
da Tu amisTvis gamocdileba ar gyof-
nis, SesaZloa es mwerlis, miT ufro
damwyebi mwerlis reputaciisTvis
sruli kraxiT damTavrdes.
mariam wiklaurTan es Tema misi
morigi masterklasiT mTavrdeba. es
morigi gamocdaa, sadac kidev erTxel
rwmundebi, rogor SeiZleba aqcios
kargma mweralma srulfasovan liter-
aturul teqstad yofiTi cxovrebi-
seuli narativi, Cveni Serisxuli uax-
lesi istoriis fragmentebi, warsuli,
romelic Cveni sicocxlis yvelaze
sanukvar xanasTan _ bavSvobasTan aris
mibmuli. Turme SesaZlebelia, rom
zogjer adamianuri SegrZnebebi epoqis
miRma datovo da aRiaro misi siwrfele
da bunebrioba, radgan rTulia cx-
ovreba `mcireodeni bednierebis mox-
elTebis~ gareSe.
mariam wiklauri Tamamad saubrobs
`sabWoTa bednierebaTa~ da `specbed-
nierebaTa seqtorebSi~ gadarCenili
Taobis saxeliT, sifrTxiliT
msjelobs namdvili bednierebis arsze,
raTa am isedac gaTiTokacebul qveya-
naSi epoqiseul ngrevaSi moyolili
erTianoba aRadginos. bednierebaze
misi mxatvruli aluzia warsulisgan
upirobod gamijvnis damkvidrebul
tradiciaze fiqria, `Carecxili Tao-
bis~ sevdaa, gardamavalma drom ase
umowyalod, usamarTlod rom ukan
moitova. `ai, romeli bednierebisTvis
vinaxeT Tavebi, gvegona saqarTveloc
imwamsve gamogvepasuxeboda, magram
ara, ase ar moxda. ver gvicno
saqarTvelom bednierebidan gamo-
sulebi, lamazebi da TavdaWerilebi,
ver gvendo... bednierebam ki romelic
ar eloda Cvengan Ralats, radgan eg-
ona mogviSinaura, dagvipyro, Segvi-
sisxlxorca, ganrisxebisagan yvela
mogviZula, yvela uargvyo da davrCiT
ase... da veZebT im saqarTvelos, rom-
lisTvisac amdeni bedniereba viTmi-
neT, ase uxmod, usityvod, gaZlebiT...
iqneb da marTla ar unda gveSinodes
bednierebis? iqneb marTla ar arsebobs
is, miSel...~
mwerali pasuxismgeblobas iRebs im
warsulze, roca misma Taobam mainc Se-
Zlo, gadaerCina qveynis bednier mo-
mavalze fiqri da ocneba. am Temis
gagrZelebad SeiZleba miviCnioT misi
moTxroba `erTi Caqrolebidan meo-
salome kapanaZe
uxilavi
bednierebis matiane
remde...~ maTxovroba Cvens socialur
ierarqiuli sistemaSi yvela doneze vi-
rusiviT moedo. mwerali gvanaxebs, rom
upovroba profesiad iqca: `xasiaTi,
mentaloba, yvelaferi gamoikveTa am-
deni wlis ganmavlobaSi. maT xom Tavi-
anTi konstitucia da saxlmwifo
aaSenes, TavianTi liderebiT, wvril-
fexobiT. wilebiT, biznesiT, xelisbi-
WebiT, mayureblebiT da a. S.~ Tumca mw-
erlis mTavari saTqmeli swored iq
devs, sadac am mentalur,
fsiqologiur gadagvarebas Cveni so-
cialuri landSaftis yvela fenaSi xe-
davs. Cveni socialuri da sulieri
yofis am mrume peizaJebidan, romel-
sac igi moTxrobaSi aRwers, mainc
gamokrTeba drois ulmoblobas gada-
rCenili imedi. `tanmaRali, WaRara,
sufTad Cacmuli moxuci qali~ mwer-
als yoveldRe erTsa da imave adgil-
as, gansxvavebiT sxva maTxovrebisa,
mdumared xvdeba metros Casasv-
lelTan. `dgas ase uxmod da fexmoucv-
lelad. iseve, rogorc siRatake movi-
da erT mSvenier dRes da daesaxla Cven-
Si, magram am autaneli cxovrebis mi-
uxedavad, metros sadguridan matare-
blis moZraobis periodulobiT gamo-
dis xalxi da icis, fulis Camgdebi mis
WiqaSi mxolod sami wuTis mere gamoCn-
deba. dros poulobs da iqve metros
sadguris karTan oqroulisa da biJu-
teriis lamaz vitrinebs aTvalierebs~.
mariam wiklauris, rogorc mwerlis
ostatoba swored am pasaJSi vlindeba.
misi sulieri gamocdileba am scenas
xelidan ar uSvebs, radgan icis `es mS-
venieri wamia~, romelic mxatvrul te-
qstSi unda daaarqivos, kargad unda
Semoinaxos, raTa adamianma `wuTiT
mainc icxovros ocnebiT, ifiqros six-
arulze, uyuros silamazes...~ radgan
`interesi Cveni adamianuri bediswer-
is umTavresi da umagresi naskvia~.
mariam wiklauris personaJebi erT-
droulad aRZraven tkivils, siy-
varuls da gakvirvebas, radgan grZnob,
rom sadRac ginaxavs isini da arasodes
gifiqria maT mniSvnelobaze Seni adami-
anuri arsebobisaTvis. arada, swored
isini qmnidnen da ayalibebdnen Turme
Sens gancdebs, am patriarqaluri sivr-
cidan moCans Seni namdvili qveyana,
romelsac, SesaZloa, male srulad mi-
ayaron urbanizaciis mtveri da Tan
gaiyolon Seni arsebobis yvelaze
erovnuli nawili. mwerlis es SiSi
gakrTeba `kuStia babuas locvaSi~,
`keris angelozis kvalSi~ Senaxul
kramitze ucnauri gamosaxulebiT rom
aRmoaCens avtori da mere ityvis:
`veli. vici, sxvac SeamCnevs keris an-
gelozis kvalso~.
`koindriani ezos~ esTetikas Tu ver
grZnob da iTaviseb, mariam wiklauri
aqac gagiZRveba da aqamde rom umniS-
vnelo gegona, sasicocxlo mniSvnelo-
biT datvirTavs Sens cnobierebaSi. am
moTxrobaSi avtori ubralo soflis
maswavlebelze gviambobs, `yvela cixe
Signidan tydeba, yvela mrisxaneba qre-
ba, yvela siave ganimqvreva~ _ dan-
anebiT imitom ambobs, rom wuTisoflis
WidilSi Senc ar wagicdes xeli da Sens
cixes, Sens samkvidros Signidan ar
moundomo gamomtvreva. fesvebTan dab-
runebis, misi mofrTxilebis survili
mariam wiklaurTan misi erovnulobis
sazomi da misi arsebobis mTavari dvri-
taa. gudamayris xeobaze asuli mwera-
li patara moTxrobaSi `varskvlavebis
xma~ Caatevs Tavis nacionalur `Rire-
bulebaTa sistemas~. swored am `Tavis
mgvan da Seudarebel~ xeobaSi Tavisi
gabrielebiT, TloSianT evebiT aqvs
`suls Zala da unaric, iq ibednieros,
iq icocxlos da iZlieros, sadac misi
Zveli, uZvelesi samyofelia, cisa da
miwis napirzec~.
warsulze moWideba mariam wiklau-
ris moTxrobebis fundamenturi prin-
cipia. warsuli misTvis aramarto
Seucvleli fonia, is Tanmdevia yve-
lafris, rac Cven irgvliv xdeba da
momavalSic unda moxdes. global-
izaciis wyalgadasxmul adamianTa
gacxadebuli survili, warsulis
gareSe daapiron cxovreba, mrude
sarkeSi cqeras mogvagonebs, ise
rogorc mariam wiklauris erT-erT
moTxrobaSia, romelsac mwerali ase
arqmevs _ `yvavebTan molaparake ded-
aberi~. saTauri imTaviTve amJRavnebs
vinme dedabris arcTu sando reputa-
cias, Tanasoflelebma rom Seqmnes
wuTisoflis tkivilisgan gamoCiavebu-
li da gamartosulebuli vasasiesgan,
romelsac cxovrebam sastiki gamocda
mouwyo, erTaderTi Svili sikvdilma
wahgvara da siyvaruli _ omma. mis war-
suls aravin kiTxulobs, warsuls zurg-
Seqceulma adamianebma mxolod is
ician, rom yvavebi xSirad stumroben
vasasies. arada: `Znelia, roca garSemo
didi uRmerTobis zarzeimia, Sen
gjerodes, rom caSia bedniereba.
moixrebi, moikakvebi da daadeb Subls
miwas da veRarc gaswordebi... darCebi
ase tyispirs legendis urCxuliviT,
yvelas SeeSindeba Seni da verasdros
daijereben, rom Sen Seyvarebuli
gogoc iyavi, satrfo frontze gaac-
ile, erTi baraTic ar dagrCenia mis-
gan~.
mariam wiklauris moTxrobebis wig-
ni `happy sovietikus~ warsulis xelnaw-
erebiT moxatuli mxatvruli sivrcea.
`xelnawerebi imisaa, yvela droSi mainc
gaqres, mainc gafermkrTaldes, mainc
ganimqvres. Cveni gulebi kidev imisaa,
ai, am gamqral xelnawerebsac rom kiTx-
ulobdnen~.
es Teza Tanmdev saTaurad gasdevs
misi moTxrobebis umetesobas, Tumca
moTxrobaSi „dabadeba~ mwerlis ra-
kursi icvleba da aq interteqstu-
aluri literaturis saucxoo nimuS-
Tan gvaqvs saqme. vfiqrobT, mas siam-
ovnebiT moawerda xels msoflioSi
cnobili nebismieri mwerali qali.
dedobis mistikur gancdasa da da-
badebis saidumlos gamJRavneba
araerT literaturul teqsts auRia
sakuTar Tavze. mariam wiklauris `da-
badeba~ amaTgan erT-erTi saukeTesoa.
dedaSviloba amqveynad yvelaze
`araformaluri~ gancda da albaT bo-
lomde Seucnobeli urTierTobaa.
Seucnobelis Secnoba ki niWieri Semo-
qmedis instinqtia, misi saaazrovno
funqciaa. qalis misia mariam wiklaur-
Tan iq iyris Tavs, sadac wamebi rCeba
axali sicocxlis dabadebamde, roca
tkiviliani bednierebis da sam-
yarosTvis axali sicocxlis Cuqebis
gacnobierebuli gancda iRviZebs:
`male unda gacxadebuliyo uflis sai-
dumlo, romelic yvela qalSic isevea
Cafiqrebuli da Cateuli, rogorc Ta-
vad RmerTSi _ mTeli samyaro. siy-
varulis gadacemis valdebuleba: `gza
unda dameTmo momavlisTvis ara yvi-
riliTa da risxviT, aramed siyvarul-
iTa da dandobiT~.
Cvens gadasarCenad siyvarulisa da
dandobis mniSvnelobis gaazreba mar-
iam wiklauris SesaniSnavi wignis `hap-
py sovietikus~ erT-erTi sakvanZo sakiTx-
ia. risxvis isteriiT daavadebul Cvens
realobas es wigni amitomac usaxsovra.
rogorc Tavad aRniSnavs: `Cemi mex-
sierebis yulabaSi uamravi ambavia, ma-
gram romelic ar unda damewera, mainc
es unda meTqva, rom adamiani bedniere-
bisTvisaa Seqmnili, adamians unda uy-
vardes, adamians unda swamdes, yvela
droSi Tavisi arsebobis simarTle
unda gaaCndes... adamiani unda gadarC-
es!~
mariam wiklauri wlebia Cveni gada-
rCenisaTvis ibrZvis _ proziT, poezi-
iT, sazogadoebrivi cxovrebiTa da
moqalaqeobrivi poziciiT. minda da-
garwmunoT, Tuki misi wignebi Cvens
Taromde moaRwevs da iq daivanebs,
sulieri kvdomisagan usaTuod unda
gadavrCeT da arc bedniereba gagvi-
frindeba xelidan.

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